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juggling two job offers and trying to negotiate for a bigger salary has me feeling like i need a kevin day on my shoulder telling me i should refuse to be paid anything less than what i’m worth. save me corporate weapon kevi day save me
#dont get me wrong im very happy to be in a position to pick at all! and i liked both companies very much#BUT IT IS STRESSFUL…!!#i dont like telling people no….#im not a corporate weapon im a lackadaisical friend-maker with people pleasing issues#but im like omg am i being too cold…. am i being too ambitious…#i guess the good thing about working in tech is that theres more room for negotiation still but ah! ach. you know.#well i guess we will wait and see#save me kevi… kevi save me…#txt#kevin#but also i was talking to my friend and she was like soooo shocked id even have the gall to negotiate#so at least that made me feel better like omg we really are in this protestant work method shit for life… lets free ourselves sister#they dont really care abt us
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this place is so fruity
#ive had this in my drafts for MONTHS#im not really that confident in how the pose looks so I settled on stopping here#I wish I got to see them interact more but it was so exciting to see Franziska being nicer and a little conscientious since the last game#i knw the main idea in the games is to help ppl we barely know and go thru all this trouble than just dismiss it bc we dont think#its worth the effort but theres also the way this shapes how characters interact and develop relationships with each other#even though i know maya and franziska are like strangers to each other given how theyve barely talked to each other in canon#using what the game tells me abt them and thinking abt how they would interact in a believable way than what they already have#is something i really appreciate abt the ace attorney series. in canon these guys only ever have a reason to interact bc of#circumstances that force them to. canon is a suggestion to me and if smth fanon feels believable to me i could not care less#aa#ace attorney#doodles#my art#myart#franmaya#maya fey#franziska von karma
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I'm an "AroAce Stereotype" I'm Romance averse/Repulsed> I'm Sex repulsed I'm non-partnering I hate the idea of marriage in all forms I don't want a QPR at all I'm loveless I'm someone who gets uncomfortable at sexual talk and sex jokes I'm someone who often has innuendos or sexual concept fly over my head. I'm someone who can't tell when someone is flirting with me I'm someone who can't pick up on romantic or sexual tension I'm someone who finds "shipping" to be annoying I'm someone who says "They just seem like friends to me" I'm someone who believed that attraction could be turned on or off I'm someone who can't make sense of romance at all and cant figure out what makes it different from every other relationship. I'm someone who thinks romance is stupid and sex is gross and I don't understand the big deal everyone makes about it I'm someone who never was upset to find out I was AroAce but rather relieved as I have a genuine fear of being stuck in a romantic relationship that i do not want. In all cases I am not an AroAce who can be considered "normal" by the standards of allo society.
I'm not just a stereotype for you to shit on. I'm not the reason aphobes are aphobic I'm not a problem that you need to erase and refute to be accepted by allos. I'm not an experience that you and ignore as "not really how aspec people are" just because You are not part of it. Stop leaving us behind. Stop throwing us under the bus. We deserve support too. We deserve to not be demonized and shunned because we're an "stereotype". We are not the problem. We are not a problem to be fixed. start fighting aphobes on their logic instead of trying to make up for our existence.
#text#ace#aro#asexual#aromantic#aroace#arospec#acespec#aspec#mostly talking abt aroace experience because thats me#but this can go for other aspec identities too#aphobia#im just tired of other aspec people agreeing with the oppressors that certain experiences are wrong#and promising that THEY aren't like that THEY are normal and shouldn't be ridiculed#but never do anything to protect the rest of us from ridicule#because really they just want to protect their experience they dont care about the wider community#and it's frustrating#because we should all be supporting each other because thats how things get better#if we tell aphobes there are exceptions then suddenly all aspec people can become an exception#because they dont care about us being socially acceptable aspecs they care about us not being aspec period#they dont want us to exist because then they have to question their world view and that dont like doing that#so they'll play nice with the ones they can pretend are normal before they decide that you're not good enough either
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a thing about rtd's era that i really really love seeing again is how he will usually wrap up the plot 10 or even 20 minutes before the episode ends and then the rest of that time is just dedicated to the characters talking to each other and dealing with their emotions and situations. like instead of a last minute win and a two minute goodbye they always get these massive spans of time to really get into everything emotionally and it always makes the episodes hit even harder
#this is rly on my mind since i just finished rewatching s3 too and like. the end of the#world plot wraps up in like 30 minutes the rest is just the characters talking to each other it's so good. houghhdgdgh#like they always leave so much time for everyone to just. HAVE CONVERSATIONS. and every#character has so many little things they do like for example martha calling up the ppl she#met during the year that never was.. like. you could say those scenes weren't necessary coz they#dont add anything to the plot and they really dont! we coulda spent that time on the Big Bad Villain. and yet it's a#much better use of that time because it makes everything feel so much more real#yes these ppl wont even remember meeting martha but here they are. they're okay and she cares abt them so much#same with the new ep like the plot ends at like minute 40 the rest is just them hanging out����😭😭 it's so good....#doctor who#14th doctor#10th doctor#15th doctor#rtd#the giggle
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love thinking kipperlilly spends her afterlife looking for lucy in a familiar forest
#not art#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#like. does she have a mean of knowing lucy and yolanda got sent to cassandra's domain to hang out for a bit#kipperlilly's isolation means so much to me. she is punished for everything she's done she just doesn't pick up on it#until the moment she dies! one more funky thing that mirrors riz in which he's actively tried to cultivate a community and denied it#until the bad kids. while kipperlilly does not want or care about a community she just wants someone who validates her#but she does Need a community so she latches onto the person she lets closer to her to fulfill her emotional needs#she took the ritual willingly so this might genuinely be her first death. probably terrifying#probably not even enough bandwidth to feel mortified. maybe immediately seeking something comforting out of instinct alone#lmao honestly thinking too much abt fantasy high afterlifes gives me a headache And a visceral fear#Im not religious but I grew up in a culture with a dominantly buddhist/taoist cosmology its Scary that u just go to A Place after u die!!#and then ur still urself!!! thats scary to me what do u mean u stay like that forever. thats fucked#but yeah I think this influences how I see kipperlilly turn out a little bit. in a sense I think of her as being a ghost now#yknow. trying to solve something from life so she can move on and. stop living this life etc#man the reveal that lucy took being killed pretty seriously and is like yeah the others are decent and even sweet#and probably was just trying to hold her party together and do what she thinks is moral by hearing kipperlilly out#lol lmao etc. gods I gotta wonder how kipperlilly's mindset handled jawbones' help#it really is damn tragic tho. I stand by what I said folks like this will complain and be nasty to be around#but they dont have enough desire to inconvenience themselves to off the bat do something abt what they find unfair or whatever#its when theyre handed the seemingly very easy means to be right that they'll start being dangerous#its horribly tragic that the supposed metaplayer and the self-perceived mastermind turned out to ultimately be just an useful idiot#yknow what. I think personally in my heart kipperlilly moves on from her afterlife the moment she says sorry#doesnt even have to be to lucy but that's probably gonna be who received it#ah.... teenage rebellion. teenage gamejacking
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raaah i hate reading what seems to be a really interesting researchh study in a different country and it ends up just being: here's what they do and why what we do in the u.s. is always good and their way is bad like. i think there can be more than one way to do things and that's okay
#reading a paper on how music is used in japanese preschools and nurseries and it's really interesting!#bc there's more emphasis on music in early childhood programs (ex: ece students required to take multiple music courses in uni)#the main difference is an emphasis on learning a variety of songs and singing w/ a group or accompaniment#whereas in the us there's more emphasis on creativity and exploration (read: teachers don't tend to be as involved w/ music)#my frustration with this study is that the author is using actual data when they talk about japanese classrooms#but vast overgeneralizations w/ no similar data to base those on when talking abt us classrooms#sure. in theory there's more freedom in music creation in us preschools but it comes at the cost of less exposure to music in the classroom#idk this study is almost 20 yrs old. i don't care. whatever#there have been many changes to approaches in ece in the us since then and i'm sure the same is true in japan. i dont care.#it was still an interesting read. whatever. the unaddressed biases in this paper don't affect me and i don't care
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im a he in the same way an animal who u do not know the gender of is a he i think
#brotherrr gender in confusing#some1 made me discuss my gender and maaan i really do not care i think#i use labels like agender and transmasc mostly to explain sorta in an easy way how my gender works bu i actually do not know or care that#much man like i do feel dysphoria yeah and would like my body 2 be more "masculine'#but i dont think i would call myself a man and woman is also not smth i would use for myself#neither nb but like i dont care what pronouns people use for me specially irl like yeah i would prefer he but honestly who care#i know the perception a stranger has of me doesnt really mater 2 me and in my family i know#boy or girl doesnt really hold that much weight like they just use she 4 me bc its what they have used 4 me since forever#and its not smth that really matters that much 2 them so i dont care much#so ig i would fit more with the agender label but idk i dont really care i think#oughhhh my head hurts if i start thinking abt my gender too hard wayy too complicated#aaaa#anyways rambles rambles#gh0ost txt
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grrriaanwwnananannn i tried to make a cool effect but its not really that cool
sorry fo the casual negativity but im going through the craziest art crisis ever and like im completely overhauling as much as i can from my old art style so all i have rn are doodles ahhhh its so frustrating but i feel like i should post somethin anyway just to make me feel better
#dsmp dni#as much as that will help anything#hermitcraft#hermitcraft whatever season honestly#hermitcraft is very long i realized#in the early episodes of grians season 6 pov rn#ive watched it out of order so i mean i finished season 8#if youve seen that one time i talked abt hermitcraft in my tags#u know how scared i am to post any hermitcraft fanart#not because im not proud but because im just scared#minecraft smp fandoms are…. not always the kind of people i want to attract#no shade i just dont have a lot of faith#grian#does this count as a specific grian#i dont know any of the grian lore#or any lore#i really dont care about the lore#theyre just funny guys building cool shit on a big server#grian fanart#hermitcraft grian#i dooonnnt know really#i usually use tumblr tags as like a personal diary but rn im just feeling bitter#I HATE MY ART!!!! I HATE DRAWING!!!#the art crisis is less an art crisis and more an identity crisis#i think im getting on the right foot with my art wnd then i feel like i mess it up?#digital art especially i just hate everything i do digitally#really negative what a debby downer am i right#but nobody actually reads tumblr tags#also its my blog i can be a debby downer on my blog#for archivial purposes obviously
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one thing about wearing a mask is occasionally people who don't mask but kinda feel bad about it will make some comment about how you're being smart about it and they WOULD wear a mask but you see they just don't have one on them! oh darn and shucks well next time maybe. and then you can say "i have extras, do you want one?" and you get to watch the gears turn as they figure out how to say no without having to actually admit the reason they aren't wearing one is because they just don't feel like it. because they were expecting you to like absolve their personal guilt about not masking and therefore do not expect even for a second that you will instead ask them to confront it.
they Never take an extra mask.
#good idea generator#dont care abt ppl not masking around me btw i think fighting abt ppe is a losing battle#and largely it is governmental failure that got us here. like imagine if we had robust standards for ventilation as a result of covid#but i call this out specifically bc antimaskers never behave like this#its exclusively ppl who agree with masks generally but just dont wanna wear them#which like. fine its your life. but can u not like defend urself to be about it using excuses we both know are fake#can u just own that you think its uncomfortable or whatever#and if you really Would wear one..... well i have extras. do you want one? lol#i do this bc i cant make anyone wear a mask but i can make it a deeply uncomfortable topic to bring up#you sit with your own decisions and you WILL reckon with the fact that you decided to do that. on purpose
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die in a fucking fire thank you very much. /dir???
rant in tags since its funner that way. ↓
#jeff (3) posting#jtk fictive posting#i actually fucking hate transids or whatever the fuck those mfs are called#like why are there dumb cunts in my dash who are transid that wanna have did and be programmed#go the fuck away#like i dont care abt endos and none of us really do#just like stay outta our shit and we'll stay in our own lane#but if youre transid and ESPECIALLY transdid??? ..i will bite u bro. no fucking joke. coming thru the screen n all ts
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i kind of dont like the chilchuck interpretation that he's viewing the rest of the party as 'replacements' for his kids.... like not only does chilchuck not need 'replacements' for his daughters, bc he's still in contact with them, but also that framing very significantly changes his dynamic with the rest of current party (who are all adults). like i dont think a character who's been infantilized throughout his adult life and is very cognizant of party dynamics would do that?
#like i do think he gets something out of caring for others (and on some level he's used to it and its become a habit)#but i think its more of a routine/structure/who he is as a person thing.... idk#its conflating 'caring' with 'parenting' in a really weird way imo#like he is not 'fathering' senshi or laios and he's not really doing it for marcille either imo#he's just neurotic + performs 'caring' through acts of service#i think as im typing im realizing it might be a semantics/word choice issue bc i can see why ppl would see this behavior and immediately#call it that. but i still dont think its accurate/i dont like the phrasing bc of how it reframes the party dynamic. idk#his thing w izutsumi is different but. again: still not a replacement for his daughters and i have more to say abt their relationship#that isnt relevant to this post#L.txt#dungeon meshi#chilposting
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hope everyone is doing well ^_^ ive been pretty non-zelda brained lately so its been a little tough wanting to keep drawing stuff from it LOL though i know it'll be back. Eventually. in the meantime its just a little difficult trying to figure out what id like to Draw and then the additional nuance of what id like to draw + what can i post on this blog
#i would like to open commissions up soonish or maybe around december for christmas time. keep it simple and stuff#probably mainly furry and anthro stuff cus im not super confident with people still LOL but we'll see#anyway its not an issue of like. i want to post only zelda stuff here bcus tbh i dont really care abt using sideblogs#just like. its difficult to draw if im not also slightly obsessed with that piece of media in one way or another#anyway if u start seeing stuff like warrior cats or pokemon here or whatever else in the future dont be surprised i guess#heart emoji. okay. yoshi is going to eat me and turn me into an egg now#personal.txt
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stomach hurts. im gonna beam that to swagkitty
#brickbattler#swagman#coolman#brickbattler takeover au#roblox#roblox fanart#roblox art#fanart#artists on tumblr#illustration#crowart#crowpost#dont worry abt that au tag its gonna be fineeeee ahaaaaaaaaaa#just uh. dont look at how swags horns are more sharper. or the corruption. its normal its fine! even. mhm#thanks malo for saying this au all those months ago it just always ruins my life huh#coolkitty has a hint of blue if u care. bc. the hairdye of bb trio used to be blue.... if u care.......#did i ever takeover au yet. anyways its postgame that swag takes over robloxs job. its going well!!!!! except uhm he. is Not experienced#and bad decisions can really snowball . more n more..... whoopsie
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hi, if this doesn't bother you, what are your pikase headcanons?
do you have au with them?
also i love the blog idea, it's so cute have a place were the pikase fans can talk about them 💖
hiiiii anon i did not realize how much i would have to say about this ive been writing this reply for hours sorry long post inkoming lmfao
my funny little general headcanons can fluctuate for whatever i wanna do but the solid ones are that fukase is disabled and does tech support and piko is a robot and does a lot of programming stuff, they join forces to build silly little robots together and theyre always looking out for each other
more random ones are stuff like the height i draw fukase with fluctuates but hes never taller than piko, both of them are some flavor of transgender (i personally like unlabeled piko and intersex fukase), piko is mikis sibling and shes dating miku append, both of them are robots and id love to draw a double date at some point, i dont really have any mikippend headcanons but i love them sm too omg and i like to draw piko with funny little hologram windows he can acess the internet from and i think thats just kind of a robot thing robots can do :]
the only thing i can consider an au that i have with them is what i call "memesquad from the mirror dimension" or "seriousquad" which is this note on my phone where i wrote every single personality trait i could think of from talkloids i saw around 2018-2020 and reversed them heres what i wrote for fukase and piko
also AWWW TYYY thats so sweet yeaaaaaaah shipping vocaloids is all fun and games until you realize that unless your otp is from crypton you cant find SHIT about them, id love to have my blog seen as a little hub where all of us can sit around a campfire and chat about our silly ship omg 🥺
pikase being a rarepair baffles me specifically because of the memesquad, idk why but at least on my time on that side of the fandom some years ago it was always super hard to find any pikase stuff which always confused me since they're both In The Deam Memesquad. PERFECTLY good gay couple in there guys. why does no one see the vision. i vividly remember this one time i was like 13 reading a crack ask fic on wattpad and the only time pikase was even hinted at it was played off as a complete Joke and it made me so upset lmao
i only have around 40 followers here but it makes me so happy to see so many people that share my love for this ship, the rarepairness of it always made me feel so alone, back when i only used twitter there was 1 artist that Sometimes posted pikase stuff and that was all i had, genuenly i am willing to bet that im currently one of the only active pikase artist out there lmao, i say this in my bio but i made this blog to just get me to draw them more and be more shameless about MY FUCKING OTP and i genuenly never expected to see more than like 5 people on my notes, even if someone just silently likes and reblogs a drawing with no comment attached it still always makes me so warm inside even, ive gotten at least 2 people saying "OH MY GOD AN ACTIVE PIKASE BLOG" on my notes and i share the sentiment deeply. hell yeah. theres more of us out there >:D
#the height thing is solely based on the jjinomu tda models that i used to fucking love some years ago#but now the way pikos haircut is innacurate to the boxart really bothers me lol#which is fucking incomprehensible considering its a SUPER detailed model#if you can get the tiny details right how do you fuck up the hair????????#ask#anon#not a drawing#pikase#peak and awsome ask anon <333#another thing i intentionally didn't mention it on my main post because this is not what this blog is about but why does olikase#specifically have such a grip on the memesquad fandom like idc abt what you ship but i dont understand how this one ship has such a monopol#on the 14 year olds. where did it come from. in my experience in the memesquad fandom it was the only ship people cared about and im just#really curious how one pairing can completely take over a fandom like that. why was there no shipping diversity if you wanted to watch sill#silly little talkloids you had to be down with olikase and floko specifically#for what reason lmao#like i said in vc with a friend the other day#theres a perfectly good gay couple in there. you dont need to get the child involved#also fuuuuuuck i havent drawn in a while need to fix that
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do you ever look at your own fandom and just start bawling because who tf allowed these people to use cellular devices and not only that but also post their dogshit opinions with them
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i want someone like jac schaeffer for doctor who. not someone with her vision necessarily but someone with her approach to storytelling in a huge franchise
#this is NOT bc i want lesbian thoschei#it wouldnt hurt#but this is bc shes like so good at storytelling#and i want someone who like. can play WITH the unwieldy universe youve got to work with and use it to their advantage#i think that would be great for doctor who#i really want to see what someone smart and good with stories can do with the doctor who universe as it's been built#bc it's a little collpasing under its own weight i feel like#we need someone to turn that tower around#use what we have in a beautiful new vision idk#and a writer who is committed to it. who cares abt it. whos smart with it#from superficial lip service to a story actually ABOUT that thing you know what i mean?#and what that about is about i actually dont really care that much#personally i'd like to see someone do chibnals themes of colonisation and empire#but theres SO much to explore in the universe of doctor who and we are STUCK bc it's always the same writers#i would be excited about any theme or story if it was being executed with the care and skill we see in agatha all along & wandavision#i dont actually know her relationship with marvel maybe she doesnt care abt it at all#i do want someone who cares about doctor who. the franchise the universe. enough to want to take advantage of it#use the MEDIUM of this universe#anyway
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