#I was sick ALL summer
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Technically I still made the deadline? '22 Marvel Trumps Hate fill!
Some Medieval Stony! Steve could listen to Tony talk for hours about his blacksmithing work.
#my health really kept KOing me#I was sick ALL summer#and last fall#and a lot of this fall....#and sprained my hand...#bless my bidder for the eternal patience#but we got there!#marvel trumps hate#stony#marvel#steve/tony
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yeah so this was insane
#i feel like too many people reduce this interaction to jason being like ‘lol same’#but idk :/#this chapter is from jason’s pov#and leading up to it he’s like ‘people keep walking on eggshells around me bc of the the michael varus stab wound’#and he hates it so when he goes on deck to help out with the storm#everyone’s like wtf except for percy#and jason states how much he appreciated percy not treating him like a sick kid#and i feel like it’s echoed in this sentiment where jason could say so many things like#‘you should never feel that way’ ‘im here if you need anything’#but he doesn’t make percy feel alone in his desire to just…. end it all#which ik for some people that doesn’t work but you’re not a character in hoo and percy is dealing with so much guilt#and he can’t tell annabeth bc she’s a main aspect of that guilt#and he doesn’t wanna guilt her more and he feels ashamed and when he describes this he feels weird for feeling it#so having jason this tough guy be like ‘yo i understand it bc i felt the same way#that’s gotta mean a lot to percy#also insane how jason who also struggles to display vulnerability#allows it in one of few times in this moment just so percy this guy he’s supposed to be jealous about#feels comforted and not alone in his guilt and shame#and also it’s just insane how jason’s wanting to kay em ess does not get talked about AT ALL#and just seeing his mom and the pressure of new rome getting to him#like this scene is insane and i’ll never shut up about it#also ignore me i’m just finishing my reread of hoo that took all summer#jason grace#percy jackson#pjo#ashla.txt
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Coughed up blood….
#I am so sick#let’s all kill ourseleves#the summer hikaru died#the real horror yaoi coming soon#oh we cheer we cheer so hard
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WHEEEEEE
#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#emu otori#i drew this insteabd of payong attention to class. Sorry.#And am posting it while i wait for the bus. I ha e sleey disease#SLEEPY.#emu otori from um . fortntie#Rhebusihesjehr THE BUS IS HERE BYYE#edit ok im back waiting for my transfer BROTHER. THE ANNIVIERYUAEYH it got me so fucked up prsk you crazy son of a gun#I THINK THE NEW OUTFITS ARE RLLY CUTE MIKU SOOOO KITTY#im almost done with all of my commsni dont think i will open them again this semester. or next. summer. Im sho tired#my assignments r fun but theyre like big. Theyrbe large#my prof said he was gonna make us make fur/sonas for an assignment hut didnt want to get fired. dont be a coward#proseka autism is killinng me i cant lie WHY IS DARKNESS FESTA TIERING SO FUCKING CRAZY#IVE NEVER EVER SEEN THE 10K CUTOFF REACH A MILLION POINTS ON EN. USUALLY WE SLACK SO HARD. COME ON#im so sleepy and have things to do please sotp it AND CURTAINCALL IM GONNA BE SICK I CANT TRHJNK ABOUT IT
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"...they wouldn't even look us in the eye."
reference under cut!
#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#mabel pines#dipper pines#they make me SICK#when your caretakers/the role models you've looked up to all summer don't even acknowledge you in the middle of their fighting :(#i have so many thoughts about this scene#mostly about how this probably amped up mabel 's fear of repeating the mistakes of the older generation#and deepened dipper's distrust of the adults in his family#MY CHILDRENNNNNNN
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been making sims because i miss cas
#ts4#sims 4#i was popping in and out of cas this week in my free time#been a tiring week 🫠#but i've got my favourite cider and 6 hours of minecraft with friends on the agenda for tonight so alls well#bring on the summer i'm sick of the 6am commutes#see ya next week simblr#actually! i have another minecraft post in the drafts#so that might come out this weekend 🥹
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You meet a girl. She’s traveled across states just to meet you. She makes a show of it too, she makes sure you know she’s there before ever introducing herself. She tries to get along with your friends. Your mom. Your kinda dad. And even your sister, when you later remember.
She tells you stories that you know are fake to sound cool, but you won’t challenge her on them. You guys don’t hit it off right away, but there’s something there. You and her are intertwined. Connected. She gets through something, it pushes you to do the same. You don’t know why. The universe didn’t want it, you barely want it. But there the girl is anyways, and there you are.
You start going out at night. It’s dark, emotions and adrenaline are high, and she’s saying all these things, these things that you definitely can’t think about to hard. Your friends think you have a boyfriend. You say she’s not really, but you are going out tonight together. You guys do that a lot.
But then she sees you with a guy. She’s angry. She feels cheated. Dumped. You didn’t owe anything to her, but you apologize anyways. You go down and say you’re on her side. That she can trust you, because you care. She doesn’t buy it.
You invite her to Christmas, she lights up brighter than the damn tree when you open your door, and you guys are good again. Bump in the road, but you’re fine. You guys start really hanging out. She makes sure you know that you and her are special. Different, somehow. No one else is like you guys. The chosen two. She says you’re better. She believes that makes her better too. She comes to your class and draws a heart, and you not only skip that class, but you skip a very important test that you were panicked about earlier. But…she’s here now. What can you do? She wants you to let loose. She wants you to lean into your temptations, into your urges. You do it. She keeps throwing her arm around you for some reason. That didn’t have anything to do with your urges, but you notice that. You rush into things because she did. You steal because she told you to. You take what you want because she did. You get caught together, and are arrested. But it’s fine, because you’re with her and together you got out of it. You start to believe that it really is her and you. Just the chosen two.
Then she gets into trouble. She accidentally kills someone. You were with her. She completely shuts you out afterwards. You are left to think after all this time of her saying you guys are connected, that she doesn’t care about you. You are left to believe that maybe she never did. She pins that murder on you. But she’s your friend. You won’t give up on her.
From what you learn, she tries to hurt your friend. The one you’ve known for a decent amount of time before her. A friend you love. But still, you refuse to give up on her. You get your boyfriend to try and help her. He makes it worse. She runs away to hide.
You find her. You call her your friend, but she seems upset by that. You don’t know why. She tells you you’re the same. But…you’re not her. You can’t be. She likes violence. She likes to be overly sexual. She wants stuff you would never want. You punch her in the face. She smiles at you. With pride and bravado, she calls you her girl. You get attacked again by threats the world believes you and only her were destined to stop. You save her. She saves you. You again, reinforce the fact that you will not give up on her. Everyone else has. Your best friends, your kinda dad. You can’t tell your mom about her, she doesn’t really understand, and your sister, well, she’s too young for stuff like that.
You thought you saved her. You thought you helped her. You thought it was her and you again. The chosen two. But she betrayed everyone. She betrayed you. You plan. She thinks she brings your worst fear back. He was too good at being that fear. You learn how angry shes been. How lonely. How sad. How jealous of you she’s been. It doesn’t change anything. You give her a little of that betrayal back. A little of that trickery. She kisses you on the forehead. You’ll later give one back.
She’s turned. The one girl in all the world like you, and she’s turned against you. She’s decided to work with the enemy. You steal her knife. What was hers is yours. She tries to kill your boyfriend. She’s never liked him. You’ve never known why. She tried to sleep with him. She knows it would be the closest she’d ever get to being with you. She tried to do this before. She asked you about it. Only she knew you didn’t get it anyways. That was the problem. You never did.
You guys fight to the death so you could save him. You try and kill her with that knife you stole. Before she makes a scar, before she leaves you, she smiles. You’ve become her. Everything she wants.
She comes to you in a dream. Hers, or yours? it doesn’t matter. What’s her is you after all. It’s so soft there. She’s smiling, you’re smiling, but you don’t really understand, because it’s so violent out there. She cups your cheek, as tender as she’s ever been, and you awake.
You press your lips to her in the spot she once did for you, and now you understand. You are like her. That kiss is recognition. A thank you. A silent confession. She never knows. You never tell her.
You move on. You get a boyfriend. He doesn’t get you, not like she did. She wakes up. You know what she did. How she hurt you. Your friends hate her still, and you…can’t. You defend her.
You try to find her again. You do. Shes mad again. She hates your boyfriend. She’s bitter. She’s telling you about the dreams she’s had. You were there.
You’ve had dreams too. They were always so soft. Even when mixed with violence, it was soft there with her.
Only that delicacy doesn’t extend in the real world, only in your bubble. She ties up your mom. You hope your sister wasn’t home. You miss it, but she talks to your mom. She says how mad she is at you. How hurt she is. How she feels she got dumped by you. You stop her and save your mom, and you fight again.
You tell her you don’t think about her. That you’ve forgotten her, just like she thinks. But in truth, you can’t stop thinking about her. She haunts you. In your thoughts, in your actions, in your words, she’s there. Because, everything that is her is you too, right?
She steals your body. You have hers now. What was yours may now be permanently hers. Your friends can’t tell it’s her. She fools your mom, your friends, your sister, and your kinda dad. She fools your boyfriend. She sleeps with him. She tries to be close to you again through him.
You find her again. She’s crying then. She’s hitting you in her body. She speaks words of destruction and detestation. She speaks words that will be yours in a time to come. You don’t know if she knows if it’s her or you. Maybe she fooled herself as well. She leaves your body and you leave hers. You feel what she felt. You clutch…your heart? Her heart? You try and hold it close. You try and tear it out.
She runs again. She’s gone, you’ve lost her again. You hate her for that. You miss her for that. You loath her for that. She’s the mirror of who you were. She’s the mirror of the you you might have been. She’s your mirror. It’s shattered, it’s broken, and it’s you.
She comes back after years of departure. You’re still bitter. She’s cracking jokes. She’s learned. She’s reformed. And you? You wonder if that’s true. You fight to the end of the world with her. This time, she’s on your side. She listens to you. She follows you. Everything she’s done is because you told her to. She did what she’s always wanted for you, and when you got hurt she said she’s never wanted it.
You find a weapon that’s yours. You can feel it in your bones it’s yours. You take it to battle. You save the world in that battle, and you hand that weapon to her in moments you believe to be your last. She can take it because, what’s yours was always hers too.
Do you get it now? It is a love story, and it always was.
#IT FEELS LIKE ITS MINE. I GUESS THAT MEANS ITS YOURS.#strap in everyone it’s ramble fuffy hours#i hope i did them justice#did I go on and on? yeah. do i regret it even slightly? not at all.#do I feel slightly sick and ill and gut punched by them? perhaps.#guys…this is over a thousand words someone send help they won’t get out#buffy summers#fuffy#faith lehane#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer
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Today's warm up, the lads. Tomorrow??? Who really is to say.
#my art#scooby doo#scooby doo fanart#fred jones#shaggy rogers#If you recognize their outfit inspo NO YOU DONT#Picked my colours weird this time but I NEEDED to draw Fred it was a need I fear#If drawing Shaggy and Scooby's comically large sandwiches was a crime then I'd be behind bars they're just very fun to think about#I like to think they're waiting for the girls so they can go solve some fun summer mysteries together#Sick and twisted that they all only ever have one default outfit per incarnation cause I think they should get to dress up more often#but I also wouldn't wish too much stress on the poor animators so I suppose fanart will have to do for now#I have a sketch for a proper summer illustration somewhere too maybe I'll finish that soon it depends
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hm. human Sundown....
#no one look at me im having a category five Women Lover moment#id let her spit in my mouth ngl#< whaaat who said that!! id never say that guys wtf...#ma'am. ma'am-#get you a woman who gets top surgery purely bc she thinks its sick as fuck#god... how tall would she be... probably Tall..#5'8 maybe...? give an inch or so perhaps... and thats Without the heels!#anyway yeah ive been thinking about a human au. what about it#her name would be Montana Espinosa. stage name Sundown Summer methinks <3#yeehaw and hawyee and all that...#scribble salad#oc#original character#i consistently make my fem ocs like. To My Tastes#luckily i have a wide range of tastes-#but still. ough. nose. schnoz <3#big hair. big big hair. i love big hair#big hair is Everything to me all my favs get big hair#cough hack wheeze. ..
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sculpted a strange shimmery two headed snail, speckled with wild flowers on it's shell~
#sculpture#snail#fantasy art#I have never sculpted or even drawn a snail before#so hopefully the anatomy is not incredibly off#(though if so.. I guess it could also just pass as further Strange Magical Mutations lol)#It doesn't show up as well in the photo but the shell has some irridescent eyeshadow on it so it kind of alternates a little warm#red and teal as you move it.#Made for an art contest on a game that I play lol (I wouldnt normally think to sculpt a snail on my own if it werent part of a#prompt) but I do kind of like the way it came out.. sort of..#Perhaps a real creature that exists in Nanyevimi (my worldbuilding setting) in some capacity then.. hrmm#also in relevance to this blog i DO STILL WANT TO finish the story with the little adventurer... goursh I have just had so much going on..#all of my little side projects like that have fallen away for so long. I really want his advneture to reach a tiny conclusion though#And shout out to that one person that always reblogged them and left nice comments in the tags also.. :'3#Poll Adventures.... not over... simply was on temporary evil hiatus due to Me Feeling Sick Constantly All Summer and so on and so forth#aughhh.. woe and agonyyy *dramatically drops to my knees in the middle of a rain storm like some tragic movie scene#kneeling into the cold earth as i cradle the half-living bodies of all of my half-finished creative projects in my arms*#ANYWAY... lol..... erm.. snail time
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MAGNETO IS FUCKIJG INSANE HOLY SHIT!!?!!!!!?!
Wow I'm speechless
Also Spiderman cameo let's gooo
Oh my God I can't believe Charles came in at the last second God dammit dude
Also Logan and Kurt is not the duo I expected but they are the duo I needed
Also Logan this entire episode..... Wow
ALSO the summers family OMGGGG I love them all
I feel so bad for Roberto too... Fuck
This was such a good episode they raised the stakes to an insane level and Magneto went and fucking demolished them wow I hope someone's talked about what he did in detail because I'm still speechless
Also all the heroes/villains who they showed on screen??? AHHHHH WHAT DOES IT ALL MEAN I WISH I KNEW WHAT IT MEANT
#x men#x men 97#logan howlett#cable xmen#rogue xmen#xmen97#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#magneto#beast x men#hank mccoy#xmen#x men 97 ep 8#x men spoilers#x men 97 spoilers#kurt wagner#nightcrawler#wolverine#nathan summers#i cant wait for all the gifs to start flooding my feed#i really want to see the Logan and Kurt fight scene in detail#also when logan got teleported with the sentinel and Kurt and they animated it????#DUDE IT LOOKED SO SICK#god the animators did an amazing job
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uh so i am super Unwell right now, would someone be down for a doodle ($25) so i can cover medication costs 😭
#the meds are like roughly $30 usd in conversion but i'll take the usual $25 i normally price for a coloured doodle :'^)#i might be able to work faster as well since it'd be just for 1 person#but yeah sick while it's hot as hell is not fun especially while attending summer classes </3#if you cant thats all good i'll try and think of something TvT
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Yearly redraw number 9!!!!!
[Image ID: A digital painting of a girl resting on a ledge. She strikes a casual pose, popping a bubblegum bubble and scratching the back of her head. She's dressed in a 2010s-skater-grunge sort of style with a pair of high waisted jorts, denim vans, mismatched slouchy socks, a black tank top, and a ratty, splatter-painted overshirt that says "PUKE" in bold block letters. In the foreground beside her, a skateboard with the same splatter-paint design, and mismatched wheels matching her socks, is propped against the wall. It's covered in stickers, including some cats, a lesbian flag, and a bumper sticker that says "defund the M****rfuckers" with asterisks. The background is a placid suburban scene in watercolor style, with trees casting dappled shadows over the foreground. The sun is low in the sky, as though it were both early morning and late afternoon at the same time. Her large yellow headphones and pink gum bubble create a visual link between her and the wheels of her skateboard, as though the skateboard were a part of her. END ID]
#yearly redraw#dairydraws#character design#character art#skater girl#skater aesthetic#i really tried this year to make her look like part of an environment#every year i do this and it does kinda just feel like she's propped against a flat backdrop#this one i really wanted levels of depth to the scene#i also used a perspective guide this year! yippeeeeee!!!!!#i had to redo her pose a few times#i was trying to thread the line between kind of like a staged hot girl pinup photo and like#a candid incidental look into a quiet moment where she happened to be sitting like that#i realized that breaking the unwavering eye contact she's had with the viewer for the past 8 years helped with capturing that second vibe#i fucked up with the shadows a bit because there's definitely kind of an illusion that she's floating above the wall instead of sitting on#but i really like how i placed everything in the frame this year. maybe not the house but like all of the main focal objects feel nice#last year i told myself i wanted to go more abstract with it next time and then this year i was like. nah#im sick of cartoons. time to give a shit about anatomy#and then i still kinda gave her a broken neck anyways. ahh whatever#i also gave her a sunburn!!!! to make it seem like she's been outside all summer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#paintings
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can't believe gracie abrams wrote "i love you, im sorry" about john and paul
#“two augusts ago / i told you the truth / but you didnt like it / you went home”#john supposedly making a move on paul in india and getting rejected#and paul then leaving india early#“i like to slam doors closed / trust me i know its always about me”#just inherently johncore™️ (and john was NOT afraid to claim that paul songs were written about him)#“two summers from now we'll have been talking / but not all that often / we're cool now”#even though they eventually semi-made up it was just never the same#“you were the best you were the worst / as sick as it sounds i loved you first / i was a dick it is what is”#LIKE WHAT THE HELL???? WAS GRACIE POSSESSED BY THE GHOST OF JOHN?????#i could go on and on but i wont. for everybody's sanity#mclennon#john lennon#paul mccartney#john and paul#the beatles#beatles#gracie abrams#beatlemania#i love you im sorry#the secret of us
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okay so fuck outer banks
#i remember when i was a diehard fan of this show and even made obxhub#made gifsets every single day because my favorites were sarah and jj like these blonde dumbasses with the biggest hearts#and yet this is what it all comes down to????????#i binge watched both parts as soon as they came out and i'm just over it#fuck that show fuck the writers fuck everybody#outer banks#and okay even if it was about rudy wanting to leave which is what they're playing it out to be like they still could have done it better#like be so fucking for real everybody and their mothers can tell madelyn wants out and yet she's still there playing sarah#im just sick and tired yall what happened to the feel good summer show with sitcom vibes???????????????#anyway my boy has always deserved better and if you disagree argue with the fucking casket im done#outer banks spoilers#jj maybank
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You guys don’t know how much yearning for Baghdad takes up of my mental real estate
#I have so many videos saved of last year’s trip#Me and my cousin laughing and joking w my dad while getting ready#The fact that multiple men asked my dad for my hand in marriage (lmao)#Me calling my mom every night to make fun of my “suitors”#All the gorgeous restaurants#Forcing my dad to rate every dress I tried on whenever he took me somewhere#Being catcalled by guys was an unpleasant experience but it was still fun to laugh ab it w my mom#Me having a MASSIVE crush on a family friend#That one time my dad said all the dresses I brought were too short so he bought me a dress that#Went down to literally my ankles#But the family friend was gonna be there so I showed it to my mom and she was like#“You’d wear that??? The queen of mini skirts????” And then she IMMEDIATELY clocked me and was like#Ur behaving strangely. U must have a crush. Who is it.#The hot fuckin summer nights that I spent sitting outside w my cousin on the big swing in the garden#The capital when it was drenched in sunset#When my aunt’s husband took me to the University of Baghdad and I got to literally play act being a student there#Which was a profound experience bc it’s the university my mom went to#Sneaking into the library even though u needed a student pass for that (:#Shadowing my uncle in his laboratory#My first ever nishan !!!#No weddings sadly but I got to see the buildup to the wedding so#And I think getting to call the shots and fly solo from the states to Amman and then to Baghdad was sick as hell#My mom never let me fly abroad by myself before and now im probably gonna be going solo all the time#Help I need to go back#Bro I wish I could drop everything#But before I go to Baghdad I’ll probably have to go to Belgium first for my uncle#SO many stops before I get to where I rly wanna be#I never explicitly told my dad im not religious but I think he already knows im full of sin. Memories..#Omg and my bibi’s delicious food
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