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starlight-archer · 1 year ago

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The Plymouth KISS concert got cancelled 😭😭😭

I mean at least I'll get a refund at some point but It's their last tour for their 50th anniversary and I can't afford to get tickets for Birmingham because of the added cost of travel/hotel 😭😭😭

#Literally miserable right now #I had three tickets #I was gonna take my dad and brother too #Going to the O2 is out of the question too because of the higher ticket prices #KISS #KISS End of the Road Tour #Plymouth Home Park #I'm so gutted about this #😭😭😭

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gwensy · 2 months ago

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i like scrolling through gwensys tumblr because no matter what kind of day im having i know shes having a worse one

#im like fine its just the usual #im gonna take some kind of management course so i can get a job my mom's friend offered me #i need to clean the kitchen #and like my room but that can happen last #good news i DID shower yesterday #my brothers need lunch #i need lunch too but again that can wait its fine #we're like scraping by with shit we have in the pantry and they need it more than me. so. 👍#ive been weaning off leftovers and canned shit and coffee for like the past week but its cool im cool its good #i think we have all the files we need scanned i have all of our like important shit sorted mostly #my dad is the only one with access to ssn shit so thats the last thing. then i need to work on my banking information #its fine its fine its fine its fine #sometimes the man of the house is a lesbian eldest daughter #gwext

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raviniaraven · 5 months ago

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So a city I grew up like a 10 minute drive from just had their Pride event last week!! It makes me so happy to see stuff like this in Alabama, since a lot of people treat the south like a backwards wasteland full of bigots, when in reality there's a lot of good people there. I feel like this is gonna be really good for kids growing up there to get support for their identities, and I liked reading that this event in Prattville only had 1 protester show up

#imagine being the one guy showing up all angry like 'god hates you :(' and everyone is just like 'lol whatever'#i could've used some events like this growing up #apparently montgomery is doing one too this weekend #i told my mom she should take my brother but she's gonna be out of town and my dad is... kind of homophobic :(#alabama #pride

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keeps-ache · 16 days ago

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buttered noodles 💫💛🍜

#just me hi #it's just a Lot of butter cuz i don't like having pasta sauce w/ parmesan (something wrong w/ that idk hfbshv) so :3 #i was thinking of putting garlic in it but idk if that would be good... do i wanna take the risk.. i mean you can't really go wrong with #garlic... Hmmmm....#//oh yea i am definitely gonna switch up my main blog theme ehe :3 #and maybe my rb blog's theme too cuz i liked it when the colours were matching lol #maaaybe to blue.. i don't remember if i've ever had a blue theme so this might be the first blue theme ehe :3 #i just like to have an Image for the banner so i need to figure out what i'd like that to be.. hmnmnmnmnm!#//alright you know what i'm gonna put garlic in this one second lolll #okay i put black pepper and garlic in it's not too bad :)#prolly shoulda put more salt in too cuz i'm craving it. salt <3 #/having spaghetti cuz the meal is actually supposed to be eggs and i cannot have that lol #some people are upset about this! like my dad. and my brother who is making the food lmfsh #i didn't know food was being made i am innocent in this !! probably anyway #like nobody is more displeased by this than me dude. i wish people could actually like. describe what some foods taste like so that i could #actually see why they like them #but you ask and they say 'what are you talking about? it's just egg' but 'Just Egg' SUCKS dude what is Your Egg like. pretty please kfshvjg #and grapefruit? grapefuit sucks but my mom likes it and i can't understand Why #and i wanna ask what it's actually like and why she likes it but she only says 'idk it's good with salt' what does that MEAN #how does the taste change?? how would you describe it before that ? clearly it was good enough before the salt or you wouldn't have tried i #with that!! i just wanna know !!!!!#dark chocolate ?? Please ??? do you like the taste of restrained anger and resentment cuz that's what it tastes like lmao ???#Coffee ??????? i can't understand coffee without a bajillion tons of sugar (+ other things) masking the taste how do you. Deal #not even deal- Enjoy !! how are you enjoying it !!! Why !!!! and why does everyone think i'm trying to convince them it's bad when i ask #LMAO--#like i'm not trying to say it's bad i'm trying to figure out how it's good please. Please Man lmfvshjfvhgfks #okay so clearly i have thoughts on all that LMfvshgjhfs #bitter stuff sucks and i barely like sour stuff Sometimes. food is all around good though so lol 👍#//alr i'm gonna. [starts scooching away]#i am almost out of tags (rip unlimited tags i miss you so bad hfsvh <3) edit: i ran out LMFVHS ; TOODLES !!

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kakashihasibs · 5 months ago

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I am so glad emergency vets are a thing

#tw for dog injury and mention of blood #Obi my dad's cattle dog cut himself super bad on some scrap metal in the neighbor's yard #Obi just barreled through it without any hesitation #i think my dad is going to ask the neighbor to clean it up bc it's right next to our yard #but anyway Obi was in bad shape #he was bleeding more than ive ever seen anyone bleed #he hit a vain in his back leg and i had to hold pressure the whole way to the vet #which was about a half hour (which was the closest one)#Obi is okay now #he's still at the Vet under observation #they had to sedate him so they could sew him up but I'm pretty sure he's going to be fine #he'll just have to take it super easy for the next few weeks :(#but god there was so much blood guys #i was covered in it by the time we got to the vet #i had my hand wrapped around his leg pinching the artery as tight as i could #which poor Obi did not enjoy #mind u i used to rick climb so my grip strength is above average #he also had a bad cut on his front leg and my mom was holding that #i didnt even have shoes on we rushed out the door so quickly #at the vet i left a bigger blood trail than obi did bc it was on my socks and clothes #my hands were coated in blood too :(#we grabbed a towel but i wasn't able to get it on the wound bc i was basically using my hands as a shitty tourniquet #my husband got left at home and he ended up cleaning all of the blood off the floor and he's surprised he was able to without feeling faint #my youngest brother was with him and he did almost pass out #my dad is in rough shape he just wants Obi to be okay #my dad said “i dont care how much it costs please save my dog”#which like same but also we're not exactly well off x_x or even okay financially #so it's gonna be a hard few months as we work to pay it off #so anyway how was ur Saturday night? x_x

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mars-ipan · 3 months ago

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i do love my family very dearly but the internalized ableism the men in here struggle with is. so much

#marzi speaks #it’s worse with my brother but he’s doing more to actively work on improving that #my dad however has very subtle internalized ableism that i don’t think he recognizes is there #which is. fun #like earlier. either last night or this morning i don’t remember #i was talking to him about how while ideologically i have nothing against accepting needing help and things like that #in practice it’s very challenging to adjust to being disabled even temporarily. and that if i do end up with a diagnosis that’s gonna be #a lot to handle. both mentally and just with the lifestyle changes i’ll have to make #and he makes a bit of a face and goes ‘i wouldn’t quite call you disabled. i’d just say ‘ill’’#and i just sort of look at him. and i blink. and i go ‘i am physically Un-Able to do things i am normally able to do’#‘i can’t walk long distances at all. i can’t sit in chairs for too long without causing pain’#‘i’ve spent the last 24 hours staring longingly at my computer because i want to draw but am currently Not Able To’#he didn’t argue with me but i can tell he was still unnerved by the idea of picturing his daughter as disabled #also like . illness and disability are not mutually exclusive? several disabilities are or involve chronic illness #i shouldn’t be surprised though. i mentioned considering starting lexapro #and he went on his ‘you’re an adult and it’s your choice in the end but i wouldn’t recommend it’ spiel #(he’s anti-psychiatry bc he doesn’t like the idea of breaking the brain down into smth so purely physical)#(and also doesn’t like the idea of someone being dependent on pills their whole life)#(which i’m giving him some slack on rn bc he is a just-got-clean recovering opoid addict. so)#(btw before any of you say SHIT abt my dad he took his pills legally prescribed for chronic pain and did not abuse them)#(and even if he DID that would give nobody a right to make a moral judgement on him. ok cool)#i then reminded him that my mom takes anti-anxiety meds and they really really helped her #and he just goes ‘true.’ and moves on #king u got some shit to unpack #it’s fine if u didn’t want to start antidepressants when it was recommended to you meds aren’t for everyone #but like come on now. u don’t gotta be so fundamentally against it when literally ur own wife who you adore takes psych meds #anywho my mom handled me making the disability comment much better. she was basically just like ‘ur fear is totally understandable’#‘u have a good support system we’ll help you through it’#which. thanks mom 👍 that was very kind of her to say

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cappucosmico · 5 months ago

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the most devastating shit on earth is that i had a friend in middle school who was like my ride or die. but her only "social media" was Google Fucking Plus. so naturally i have lost her in the wastelands of that shitstorm. but i cannot find her ever again bc she has like The most common name on god's green earth so one facebook search for people with her name in the bronx yields like a million fucking results. so imagine if she's not even in the bronx anymore. 10 million results

#and if by some will from god she's out there wondering about me occasionally too She'd also be shit out of luck #bc my first name is different now. not even close to my birthname. and my last name is a nightmare #i didn't learn how to spell that shit until i was 6 and only so soon bc my mother set aside time to teach me specifically how to spell it #like it was its own school lesson. How to spell my own last name. so i'm not going to imagine someone could ever just Remember That #a decade down the fucking line #but i miss her often. she showed me inuyasha for the first time before rodan even did #we had the most awkward innocent scared quivering animal type lesbianism happening.#i would walk her home even though it meant making my 10 minute walk home into like 45 minutes #she lived in one of the projects and she snuck me in her apartment a few times when her dad wasn't home. that's when we watched inuyasha #one of my ''gifts'' i remember so specifically when we had decided we were dating is. i gave her. a tiny bag of chips.#blinks for a long time at you. i got her A Bag Of Chips.#💀😭 She should've killed me where i stood........#we once kissed because someone said they'd give us 20 dollars for it. We did not get the 20 dollars.#i was mad bc i wanted to split it with her and get snackies at the deli after school together or something. kills my elf #WAAAH i miss her. i miss da bronx too. one day i'm gonna drag rodan downstate to see it all #i want to take him to the bronx zoo and the botanical gardens. but also i just checked and nearly scumpt at the prices #37 DOLLARS..... 💀⁉️ i remember. (said oldly) i remember when it was. SEVEN DOLLARS!!!#whstever fucking happened to wednesdays you get in free. huh #i'm too scared to even look at the gardens now bc Nearly 40 tickets a person. oh My God. vomitworthy #wait oh my god what do thebuses and subway cost now. oh no oh no oh no #okay it's okay. it's a 40 cent difference. idr what a metrocard used to cost so it means nothing that it's a dollar now #but also Why the fuck do the express buses cost SEVEN DOLLARS.... 😭 brother bring that shit back down to five NEOW!!!#it's not even double the standard fare anymore. even if i round up the standard fare That's More Than Double. what #i hate inflation i hate inflation i hate #i'm rambling. walks away fast And my ass

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cuntylittlesalmon · 10 months ago

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hm… i’ve written like 3k words in two days

#creative block….unblocked?#‘creative block’ bruh ur dad died ur allowed to be shaken gah #um anyway. tag diary <3 my grandpa died today too #last grandparent :/ he had real bad dementia & was refusing to eat like a week ago so it was a long time coming #sucks tho #my dad n my dads dad :/#he wasn’t. a great person by any means. i just feel for my aunt since she was his sole caretaker #like. from her perspective her brother just died (a year younger than their mom did. 59-58) and she’s 57. and now her dad too?#it just. sucks.#that’s it! it just sucks #and my dads church is ducking our attempts to set up a memorial date despite the literal thousands of dollars #he’s tithed to them over the last decade 😬#mom n i think it’s cause we’re godless heathens who aren’t a part of their cult. who said that #(they’re an assembly’s of god church if. anyone knows abt that / cares)#so if they keep dicking around we’re just gonna do it at the funeral home Literally Right Next Door #and then. in march. a memorial for my dad and my grandpa in missouri :/#and then of course. all of the other shit i still need to take care of. gah. whtvr whtvr

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hauntingblue · 8 months ago

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YAMATO NEW NAKAMA PLEASE 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️LUFFY PLEASE!!!!

#do kaido and big mom end up in the same hole??? lmaoo yamato get luffy!!! hell yes!!!#now a military trial for all the beast pirates come on!!! everyone to udon jail #APOO IS STILL ALIVE???. FUCK OFF!!!!!!!#i understand law is not on a state to be a medic but marco.... pick up some slack....#toko :((( no fucking way they are coming out of the hole..... they aren't.... the better not....#HIYORI!!!! no reunion??? :((#tama first girl to adopt a mother... also why do they have the same eyes... also is nami not enough for you.... or luffy.... your uncle...#hiyori girl dont kneel.... thats your 8 year old brother.... tama backstory omg.... tama dont cry omg.... she's gonna make me cry too...#izo is dead for real.... he was shown on the dead people highlight reel.... omg.... kinemon looking like a proud dad...#that hiyori and momo reunion.... i need more... what was that....#episode 1078 #talking tag #watching one piece #who tf is that talking to the cp0...#hawkins is alive.... oh now he regrets it.... now he is dead... well.....#can't believe izo is dead... marco saying he cant believe he is alive... WELL YOU FOUGHT TWO TIMES AND THEM DID FUCK ALL WHILE IZO DIED????#i am so mad at this man you dont understand. HIYORI DROPKICKED MOMO AJSHAJA YEAHHH!!!#luffy and zoro waking up at the same time... it started with them too... oof #in my bliss of luffy winning and gear 5 and all i hadn't realised my pink haired samurai hasn't appeared in a while... i fear the worst....#i love how luffy having a meal is animated like a fight... omg zoro too... using his three head technique...#nami being the first to hit momo akdjaks. well deserved also #yamato not bathing or eating for zoro and luffy and hiyori bathing zoro ajdhskjs. omg this looks like sanji is jealous FA-#nami having to think hard about who bathes where lmao sanji and brook need an execution #OTAMA WHAT ARE YOU DOING AJDHSJSHSJ ME ASF ALSO SORRY. also where tf is robin. DID THEY TAKE HER??? oh nvm there is another group...#kid you are so right he is annoying. kill him. come on!!! SAKAZUKI DIE!!!! they just wanna make me mad atp... ALSO WHERE IS ROBIN??#episode 1079 #why is there a country with a giant picture of sabo in their clock tower lmaoo #luffy looks so little beside yamato omg.... omg soul king brook ft kozuki hiyori rock version.... AND I DONT GET TO HEAR IT????#robin with her poneglyphs of course.... AND BROOK OWES HER TWO MORE!!!!#MOMOS GRANDFATHER???? AND HE TOOK CARE OF TAMA WHO HAS ORICHIS LAST NAME!!!

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this-doesnt-endd · 8 months ago

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I used to have a really giant family like tons of tias and tios and cousins and i say used to cause like it seems like after my grandparents died on both sides both families seemed to never speak again and i had no chance to even try and keep hold of those ties i was in elementary school watching my parents marriage crash and burn in real time dealing with major death in the family and then subsequent family abandoning me at the tender age of 11. Hell my brothers were older and jumped ship it was just me and the horrors

#my moms dad and my dads mom were like the heads of their families and they both died really close to each other #but my grandma and a tio on my moms side died within 3 days of each other after being in hospice literally 3 doors away from each other #for months and my parents both took the roles of like taking care of everything and being the descision makers cause no one else would #which im sure was super traumatizing in everyway possible but their siblings both seemed to resent them in ways #when they didnt want to be those people but had to be and they arent even the oldest siblings they are both like 3rd youngest #but like it just ruined the families and me and mom and my dad were all at the hospital or hospice center for months #we were there every day and night i remember it so much i can get anywhere in any hospital in my town using the stairwells #like i knew them that well #it also likely ruined my parents marriage which was bumpy before the intense major tragedy #which like yaknow what fair it was a lot to deal with ontop of like trying to crawl ur way out of the recession #but after all was said and done i talk to no one on my dads side i bearly talk to my older brother #and i talk to like my nina and two tias on my moms side and occassionally a few cousins #when theyre arent being fucking insane and unhinged #idk i loved having a huge family the like going to 5 houses on christmas type #going to birthdays or weddings and seeing everyone taking at least 45 mins to say bye to everyone #and now its gone and i wont ever get it back #and its by no fault of my own cause i was literally 11 and every adult decided i was gonna pay the price too #like i think abt when i get married its not gonna be what i thought itd be or when i get my first movie in theatres #im not gonna have the major family celebration ill have all my friends which im so greafull for #but its not the same yaknow #and id love to have that relatiomship with my family again but like where do u start when its been over 10+ years #like they remember 11 year old me if they remember me #and thats part of the problem #like on my moms side specifically i have some family who acts like theyve never met me before when i used to see them every weekend #and it was a major failing on my part as an 11 year old for not keeping in touch even tho we did my mom calls everyone and she tried #but people didnt want to return it #and as for my dads side its the same and if it was a moral failing for me as an 11 yr old to not reach out and they didnt like my mom much #my grandma fucking loved her but the rest of the family didnt and like i lived w my mom and was fucking 11 i couldnt go anhwhere by myself #and i didnt like not being places without a parent and i hated sleepovers i refused and they took it so personal #and they stopped talking to my dad and bad mouthed him and still do nd ill never allow that around me my dad isnt perfect but hes a good man

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pepprs · 1 year ago

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my mom isn’t letting my dad go back to his office bc him being out of the house stresses her out and makes her have a flare up and it’s like kind of insane. like i understand why the idea of him doing that would make her panicky and angry as someone who also struggles w separation anxiety and abandonment shit / has physical symptoms from that kind of stress (though not to the same degree ofc) but also he is a grown man. he should be allowed to go to his office and not have to shape his entire life around her needs. and she keeps guilt tripping him out of it and it’s impacting his quality of life a lot and the whole thing is kind of… hm

#purrs #delete later #also she’s guilt tripping me into coming to the stupid fucking potluck on sunday bc she needs the extra help and it’s like… what are you #gonna do when i move out. like i am a grown woman and i should be able to choose how i spend my two precious weekend days. and my dad is a #grown man and he should be able to choose where he works. like is that not a little bit insane. i get it but also….. i do think it s kind of #fucked ip that it’s her way or the highway and her needs take priority over all of ours and she’s asking us to bend to what she wants when #she wants it. like i get it bc she’s sick but it’s not fair for her to expect that from my dad especially. particularly when me and my #brother are back at work / school in more high risk environments than my dad who would be in a private office alll day. and the thing is no #one is brave enough to all her on it bc if we did it would be the END of the world. she even threw a fit on my dads bday and complained bc #the things he wanted to do were things she didn’t want to do like all the man wanted to do was go mini golfing and when that wasn’t good #enough he just wanted to go on a walk and my mom complained the whole time and also scoffed the movie he wanted to watch and said it was #boring and it’s like… wtf it’s HIS birthday??? but what do you expect from the woman who (and in fairness her friends got her these as gifts #but still) has TWO kitchen items that say some variation of ‘a marriage is when one is always right and the other is always the husband’ 💀#i look at that little plaque every night bc it’s in front of the sink when im doing dishes and it makes me so fucking angry. like my dad is #a whole fucking person and he can be right too and he deserves to make choices and be happy and not have his wife put him down all the time.#idk. and she puts down his family all the time too and complains when he wants to do the most reasonable things for his own enjoyment that #don’t align with hers and criticizes his interests all the time and it just sucks to see. he never shows hurt or anything so idk how he #feels about it but it makes me so angry and sad and when i tell her to stop she just lashes out at me so. 🤪. like how do we get her to stop #making her needs more important than everyone else’s bc… she may be our mom / his wife / whateger but that doesn’t make her queen. no one is #(andalso this has only gotten worse bc of covid / her being sick. like this has been a lifelong thing it’s just it’s a lot worse now bc the #circumstances gave her room / forced her to have to take up more space. and it’s just so frustrating. i get it. but none of us are pawns or #dolls or subordinates or anything. there’s 5 adults here and we should all be able to make choices and not be guilt tripped by her. lol #)

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nerdie-faerie · 11 months ago

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Shout out to little brothers that always know exactly how to rile you up without even trying

#Demon Spawn #and a happy holidays to all!#ive been home two days 😭 fml #one of my oldest brothers ate the present he was giving another brother so he was gonna go to the shops to replace it after our family meal #i had to get presents afterwards too because i tried doing it yesterday and my mum argued with me about where i wanted to go dragged me to #other places until it was too late to get what i needed so i was like #oh me too just come with me he was like nah ill get dad to drop me home then cycle back down to town again and i was like ??? okaaay #anyway i finish my shopping and he calls me and asks me if actually i can get it for him im in heeled boots and the shop i wanted #was right next to the bus stop so i really did not want to go through the high street to the shop he wanted #as that would then mean id need to walk the half an hour uphill back home but i was like okay fine get to the shop and theyve sold out of it #since yesterday so i call him to tell him his options he doesnt answer so after i couple times i text him then carry on calling #i musta called him like 10 times and am about to leave when he finally calls me back only to tell me that actually he wont get him anything #and im like well what are you gonna do tomorrow then you were stressing about not having anything and hes like its fine so im like whatever #and head to the bus stop he then calls me back! asks me to get something anyway so im kinda pssed off with at this point but im not letting #another one of my brothers go without a christmas present if the rest of us have something thats just not fair so ill do it so i grab it get #home my feet are already blistered and i see ive got two texts from him telling me to tell him when im home so i text him ill be up in a sec #i take it up to him he looks at it - its exactly what he asked me to get!! - and hes like i dont need it ive got something else #and im like what!? all of that for nothing?? he did at least pay me back for it but fml

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lilgynt · 2 years ago

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i’m gonna blow my brothers up with my brain

#personal #i’m planning my dads funeral and going over costs with my brothers since we’re all paying for it #and my brother was like hey this is depressing can we stop talking about it for a few days #and he amended that he meant the money aspect not necessarily the planning #but in the moment i have never been more insulted like #okay. so it’s too depressing to talk about but it’s fine to leave me alone to plan it and still care for dad #like i’m not trying to dictate his grief or pull the i have it worse card #but for gods sake have some fucking perspective #so i say okay and leave it at that bc i don’t want to yell at anyone #and he’s not not trying to come at you but #he’s like*#and i’m like i don’t want to be mean but the above i’ll stop talking about this but please keep some perspective #and they both got butt hurt about it #and it’s like i’m not upset about the money - although thank you guys for the taking care of that now #i don’t know if i’m speaking fucking french i’m only asking you guys keep some perspective #i got really upset and was like guys you’re barely involed as is. i’m not asking you to wipe his ass with me but just AHHHHH #and i even said i can’t dictate ur grief and my other eldest brother said something like #i don’t even know it was so not related to the convo i was lost but now i have no idea if he’s gonna visit dad #which at this point don’t care never see ur father again i don’t know man #and the other one got mad bc he’s been helping financially and emotionally with my mom so i apologized for that one #which is fair that was out of line a bit but also it’s like i say a mean comment you guys actively ignore me asking for support for months #like. still bad on my side but i’m very bitter and am going low contact after this

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gales-boyfriend · 1 year ago

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#my dad is like oh ims trying to teach her how to take care of her brother and to care about him and blah blah blah #and im there like 😑 bro u and mom just like worked all the time what do i think would happen 😑?#like bro u guys were/are too busy and im not gonna just leave him to take care of himself 😑 hes like a kid 😑#tho i may have done too much for him and now he lowkey expects me to do a lot for him for likw no reason but we r working on it 🙄

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1ovestay · 2 years ago

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im literally so pissed dream are coming to north america 2 weeks before i get there like cmon guys u couldnt have waited til may

#ive gone thru the logistics of changing my whole trip to canada to see if me n my gf could make the seattle show and well.#lets just say ive emailed my manager abt extending my leave.........#was meant to be leaving may 1st but now probably gonna leave apr 19 #the way im taking 2months of work missing my dads my brothers and my 2 best friends birthdays for this and spending over 3k. yeah im normal #my original flights were 2.5k so its not gonna be that much more but still. just waiting for approval eeeeeee PLEASE #also the way i spent like 6 months of last year being like ok dream u can drop some tour dates now so i can plan a trip around them #and yet sm drops them like 2 fucking months before. u cunts. ITS TOO SOOOOON #also the way i was like well if they dont come to canada when im there in may ill just see them in singapore #but tehyre going to sg in MAYYYYYYYY like be serious #praying this works out or im gonna be SICK #p

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achilleslyre · 2 years ago

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i need to not go to sleep in the literal morning today bc that’s what i’ve done the past two days and i have things to doooo AND my brother nephew and sil are here now so we’re seeing him wednesday and i CANT be sleeping thru that. like i should be sleeping now but i’m not tireddddd. someone shoot me or smth idk

#my bros train got here around 10 so #there’s a chance i’ll see him tomorrow but my dad told me he thinks wednesday when i was talking to him yesterday about it #AUGHHHHH IM SO EXCITED TO SEE THEM 😭😭😭😭#like actually vibrating i miss my brother so much #and i hope seeing him might have him be more willing to relair the bond…#repair #cause he didnt talk to me for 4 years but last year he emailed me but he said hes not ready to actually make a relationship w me again bc #the thought of me brings up too many traumatic memories of our *** from childhood #which i cant blame him 😢😢#but i still miss him so bad…#he was like my best friend #RAAAA i hope i get to spend a while with them all….#im gonna take sooo many pics of my nephew….

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