#I was feeling very lazy ok
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IDK, since I've gotten back to my OG fandom (writing vise mainly) I had this urge to do an AU version of at least my main gal Avane for it. (Well her and one couple I have, bc one of those boys already has Bleach arrancar in their DNA lol)
She's not reallly meant to be in the canonical universe/timeline though, I don't really have the desire to place her anywhere in the main story. This'd probably either be an alternate verse, or sometime in the far future from the manga storyline. Also I ran outta motivation with the Shikai activation explanation, so its just a sketchy mess with no shading lmao
Random note: "Canonical" Ava is technically a Latina, or part Latina part European to be exact. Technically, because she doesn't actually have ANY ties to human world; its just that when she visits there, people basically see her as having that kind of background in the story. (I'm not good at showing ethnic features with my cartoony/comic-booky style yet to be fair, so its more in-story thing, rather than necessarily currently clearly visible from her design...OTL)
Also, I figured since in Bleach all shinigami seem to be Japanese, Ava would have to be, at least partially. I also gave her single-colored hair bc I noticed in the manga characters don't seem to have multicolored hair a whole lot? I still kept her iconic flowerbud hairbun, its kind of a central detail of her design.
#I ALSO utilized my old art instead of drawing these entirely from scratch#I was feeling very lazy ok#bleach#bleach manga#bleach anime#artists on tumblr#digital art#lumi's art scribbles#lumi's chaotic creations#Bleach AU#Avane Faydream#my oc#bleach oc#but not really#just an au design I felt like making#I have an idea for her bankai design too#but realized since she's a lieutenant she wouldn't have it yet#Also wondered if I should've done this in Bleach style#buuut I was already in the shading phase when I thought of that sooo eh#Maybe I'll draw her in that style later#it mainly means drawing her face differently
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i don't think wonderland is ready for those alices
#i have so so many things i could say about this cielois madness returns au (yeah that's what i call it. it's not even meant to be cielois)#(but like. ship names are convenient aren't they)#anyway so many things. but that would be a lot so i'll talk about it if someone asks or if i feel like it later#this post's rambles will be about the outfits!!#so. i gave ciel the dollhouse dress and alois the queensland dress#i know they could have been swapped. and it might have made more sense#HOWEVER#i do not care#i can and will put alois in red just because i want to. and of course i would give him a red fit in an amr fusion au#the vibes are rancid. it's perfect. that's what him being in this au is about!!#terrible things happen to children in kuro and in alice ok#anyway. i know queensland would be good for ciel because r!ciel BUT please envision queen luka i BEG#it's heartwrenching to see lizzie look so small in the game already so luka???? soul crushing. i want it.#now. the dollhouse dress for ciel#because of funtom mostly... and the vibes... and he's more of a doll than alois is ngl...#like. i know that it fits alois more because it's heavy on the trafficking and poverty parts but. see if i care#plus the minor theme of exorcising the evil of the city through the pain of children is more ciel-coded. so yeah#and he looks so bad in red oh my god i could not give him another dress... unless it was the mad hatter one and it would have been boring#also very much not fitting#you might notice that i changed the symbols on both of their aprons#in both cases i replaced female with male obviously but#in ciel's case the dollhouse dress has so many disgusting implications and i made them worse you're welcome <3#(replaced female with male and male with one of the symbols you can see on the contract seal. yeah yeah that's fucked i know)#(it's alice madness returns. and fucking black butler. bad things be happening to children!!)#anyway#that's it for my rambles#i got too lazy to do the vorpal blade and hobby horse light trails#so we'll live with the fact that my sketch has better vibes than the final piece#kuroshitsuji#kuroshitsuji fanart
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aaaand BUMBLEBEE 😊 !!!!
#this isnt humanformers it's just my own bumblebee design like hes very much robot still#the face plate just isnt white cus um i do wat i wanbt#LOL#human bee would have afro puffs to resemble his antennas that curl at the tops for the horns too#the lil blue things being his fluff are his door wings!#i want him to be like one of those big fuzzy fat bees where their wings are so tiny how do they even manage 2 fly#well this one does not !#goldbug tho i think should fly bcs starscream parallels and his wings are not stubby and round like bbs here#which he ruthlessly ridicules bb for and flaunts his giant bee wings#anyways bbs servo fluff helps conceal his stingers#if u look closely on the face he has a nose scar and what looks like 3 freckles on each side#but rlly theyre just rips from the nose scar breaking and moving like mini scrapes from ur big car scar#he has an arm btw i just didnt feel like blocking that part of his body where the rest of it would go so i amputated him lol#it's ok i redesigned him off of cane bumblebee so it ok bumblebee it artist interpretation ok#i love his cane tho i need to fraw him with it i just hate fullbody aint nobody got time for that (me only)#(im. lazy )#ANYWAYS yea so. this is my idea of idw bee.. i think he would discover the and bumblebee meme and Not stop saying it. actually#bumblebee got wider and slighter taller but his wings have not ever changed#bumblebee#transformers#tf#if u wanna think of it as humanformers u can but hes an android then and not like a human human so ill tag it#humanformers#tf idw#maccadam#transformers idw
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Having Telestratus ideas in mind and even more reqs (ily’all pls don’t stop) but I’m currently undergoing a dilemma where I’m debating to redo my entire Pisistratus design
He appeared blonde in a dream recently once and it’s been on my mind but idk….
#yes I dream about the odyssey#WHAT ABOUT IT(im crazy)#I also want it to be known platonic tlst is very dear to me#so I’m sorry if you’re looking for some hardcore yaoi bc my feelings changes with the tides#it’s fun to explore dynamics and stuff ok….#telemachus still deserves all the kisses and hand holding#this is a warning in case I do say fuck it and redesign the lad#a lot of my ideas and stuff comes from my dreams HSVDGD… so it sticks#feel free to gimme ur hcs on him… I’d love to capture other’s visions#I’m ranting here I’ll stop but yeah#btw does the general public like Pisistratus or Peisistratus more#the ei vs ie in words always trips me up so sorry I’m lazy…#my same face syndrome is so bad I need to fix that
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laugh with me while i make my own posts real
tha fuckin outfits under the cut
#snap chats#i dont have a selfie tag but its because i plan on posting selfies once in a blue moon#idk the under the cut’s a warning enough#anyway ive had these shoes for. a while ive just been too lazy to actually put everything on djOAZJAK#oh yeah those are the y3-walk-sound gator boots. i love them very much#i didnt even include the bullet chain meant to go on the gator boots … lol …#ive had these outfits in general for a while but every time i think of showing them i throw up#but i feel brave today…. so what EVER#ok bye i think im eating.#idk im supposed to head out with my bro soon to go grocery shopping but he taking a year so#oh while im here. i still dont know who to go as for animenyc… in august…#my bestis planning to go as aerith so either option would be hilarious#ok im done rambljng now bye
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Been thinking about this for a while, but I think one of the greatest improvements you can make while having ADHD is to let go of your stigma and pride into fitting the neurotypical world. And I first noticed how important this is when I was searching stuff that can help me with my ADHD. I was taught all my life that gadgets and items like dishwashers, electric toothbrushes, etc. were for "lazy people". It took me a long time to unlearn and realize that these sayings are actually coming from a neurotypical and ableist point of view. I think you guys get it, but the point is: some of these items are actually helpful. Many of us suffer with executive dysfunction and other symptoms. Buy that roomba. Buy that salad cutter so it can help prepare your meals. Search "ADHD Friendly houses" so you can view methods and items that can help organize your lifestyle. Of course personal preference/income comes along into organizing/buying things, but there's a lot of useful stuff. Your wellbeing is more important than fitting in the neurotypical standards.
#also: im not shaming ppl who are afraid of showing ADHD symptoms to others. a lot of us still mask symptoms to survive.#but letting go of my pride that i can do chores the same way as NT ppl was very important for me.#like its ok if u need a roomba to clean ur floor#it doesnt mean ur lazy ure just trying to adapt ur ADHD#and ure cleaning the house instead of leaving it dirty and not feeling like crap bc of something u cant exactly control over#adhd#actually adhd#neurodivergent#isabela's originals#made an edit on this post bc of grammar mistakes
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so um. this is how the genderbend if is going right.
(also big thanks to @mynameisrobiniamadumbass for letting me use his really cool genderbend designs for fem otto and pridebaru <3)
#rezero#IVE BEEN COLLECTING THESE DRAWINGS FOR THE PAST COUPLE WEEKS…#genderbend#just tagging that bc this probs wont be the last time i draw them skdnd#i feel VERY strongly on drag king natsumi ok.#natsuki subaru#otto suwen#arc 7-8 spoilers#my art#also the whole concept is that fembaru has og natsumi hair and drag king natsumi has og subaru hair. yes.#fembaru doesnt have her hair completely in her face all the time ok i was just lazy to draw the other eye akdndn#gender au
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hi i am very normal about this. very normal.
#unrelated but sakoto is so cute in that flashback w the shell#i need to draw her#idt there has been like a flashback to a smiling face until like this part of the manga#im too lazy to check but idts#and we all know kotaro is very in love with sakoto so 🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨#lol isnt it funny how sakoto asks kotaro to sleep in the same bed with her and kotaro blushes like crazy and says no#and b4 that shinpei asks sakoto to sleep in the same bed with him and she blushes ljke crazy and says no#wow i wonder if theyre feeling the same thing 🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔#just a hunch. yk.#ive seen some ppl say its a love triangle i dont think so…#kotaro is here to force sakoto to realise that shes contradicting herself#has your dream changed sakoto? has something taken precedence?#i think we all know the answer#also i think its funny how the moment sakoto realises that kotaro is being benched in the narrative#firefly wedding#hotaru no yomeiri#feeling insane thinking abt how sakoto got the chance to leave and she thought abt shinpeis face when she told him#i dont want you to die…..#ok. ok. normal. Im normal. im normal.
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I know and love Ariadne so well but I always love to hear your thoughts:
8. What do they desire the most?
13. What is their biggest regret regarding their time as the KC?
26. Did they separate from any companions? Why? (Consider killing a companion too for this question)
Thank you!! These are for this ask game here
8. What do they desire the most?
You know, this is a very good question. Part of the reason Ariadne's in Mendev is to get away from Absalom for a while, because her ex Kjelle had threatened her and she figured if she was gone from the city her fathers would be safe. Everything involving Kjelle was a mistake in her mind, and beyond that, her father Marius was gravely injured because he was trying to help her get into the Pathfinder Society. So, if Ariadne could have anything in the world, I think the thing she'd like most is to be able to go back in time and stop those mistakes from happening, because the guilt eats at her.
It's a good thing she didn't decide to go Aeon, huh?
13 and 26 were answered here
#answers#oc: ariadne trias-arendae#i may have retconned marius' death but i still need some drama so now he just got injured instead of killed to get her in#i think the guilt complex is important to ariadne is#it's what drives her to help her companions and part of the reason she agrees to become knight-commander#it's also hard to think of desires beyond that for ari because another big part of her character is she's VERY in the here and now#(despite what woljif might think lol)#she doesn't think about the future much and doesn't look to the past because that's where all the things she feels guilty about are#so beyond fixing her mistakes her desires are rather simple#good food and drink. books. a nice home. people to love.#she's actually a rather simple creature in that regard lol#also yes i know i'm hiding the best/most important parts of her lore in the tags#but i've already typed them out and i'm famously lazy ok?
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If Alpey and Jaba got ice cream together, which flavours do you think they’d choose? 🤔🍨🍨
From the way Jabari acts, some people would mistake him to be a pretty boring guy when it comes to tastes in food. He's a creature of comfort who, if uncomfortable, will battle and yell with all the ferocity of a territorial lemming to regain it. However, some people tend to oversee that comfort and luxury can come hand in hand. Jabari is not the man who will play it safe, he will squint at the ice cream's menu and carefully select one of the most obscure options ever after conducting some serious research either beforehand or during the process. This research includes asking the employees what they think of the dessert. Even if there's a line of hungry kids and their late to work parents waiting behind him, Jabari will hush the ground so he can calculate All the options to come to a stable conclusion that Yes, this Is, in fact, The Best choice of item to spend my money on. He probably likes combinations, like an upside down banana split or something odd like that. If he's buying ice cream at a place that's stabilized itself by making good ice cream, it can't just be any ice cream he can just buy at a store then. It has to be THEIR SPECIAL ice cream. He's here for luxury and specifics, whatever the ice cream store says they can do the best, like, actually do in terms of making it, sprucing it up with syrups and fruits, and decorating it all nice and different, mixing it, etc, he'll buy it. I feel like he'd be one of those people that buys those really fancy overloaded ice cream shakes where there's like syrup or crumbs decorating the outside of the cup like sugar on an alcoholic beverage and there's a brownie bar on top for extra extra appearance appeal.
Meanwhile, alpey just wants some Dondurma, which is a Turkish ice cream notable for its hard texture and melt resistance, so he brings his own special knife and fork sets, one for him, one for jaba so they can cut into their ice cream bricks :] !! He's fond of the sweeter flavors, but they can't be artifical. ... sadly, there is no delicious Dondurma, and the ice cream just melts and slips between the slits of his special fork with much despair and pity. His ice cream lacks the sweetness and realness he desires, and they have no honey !!!! It's not stretchy or chewy at all! the texture is almost nothing !!!
It's okay, though, because Jabari orders him something special off the menu, an ornate mixture of various fruits and syrups and decorative pizzazz that they both end up using their forks to eat it. The creature of luxury cannot stand to see his fellow critter in need lack his own creaturely comforts. Before Jabari orders Alpey a new unique ice cream, he coaxes (demands) alpey to try a spoo-forkful of the carefully considered dessert of Jabari's choosing. Once he can tell Alpey likes Jabari's ice cream more than the simple and safe one he chose, Jabari buys Alpey something similar but with more sweetness. Cue another hour long research session that makes the poor teenagers groan as they watch their line grow longer and longer behind the happy couple(?) clinging onto their weird little forks instead of spoons.
#i think jabari and alpey are a strange mix of picky and also ill eat whatever x likes#jabari wants high quality recommendations#hes open to options... but they have to be Good#and you have to be reliable or confident when offering them or else he'll shake his head and close down on you for even trying#when clearly#youre not ready to help his precise culinary demands#alpey is more like.. i eat what i like and what i dont like.. i dont eat <3#i feel like he likes sweets and chewy texture#but if it's too chewy that it becomes a chore to eat#he stops and puts away the rest as leftovers#meanwhile jabari buys with the purpose of not having any leftovers#he wants something that will clean his plate at the end#he'll only take desserts so he can try to replicate the recipe at home since he loves it so much#alpey is too lazy for that#bro just wants ice cream 😭#but it also needs to be ice cream he likes !!!#he likes the ice cream his family would have!#... he does not have that here#it's ok tho bcs jabari is very interested in learning new things especially in food and sports so maybe#one day he'll surprise alpey with some jaba made alpey ice cream#!!!#ted asks#HOW CUTE! I LOVED THIS ASK! I LOVE THE GUNSMITH PROPAGANDA SPREADING!!! IT'S SO CUTE#alpey#jaba#theyre so puppykitten love to me
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seven's the best protag ever because i could make a million "get you a man who" jokes about him. get you a man who looks at him the way thirteen does. get you a man who has undefeated whimsy and love for the world like seven. get you a man who holds his friends above everything else. get you a man who'd rather go broke and hungry rather than tear apart the bonds between people. get you a man who'd get himself killed for someone who barely knows him. get you a man who'd get himself killed for an island which he's barely familiar with. get you a man who'd dress up as you and settle the arguement between you and your girlfriend including a really long serenade. get you a man who could both save the girl in white like that and also let thirteen save him like that. get you a man who's driven purpose in life is loving others
#i think i shouldnt limit it to just “best protag” but im too lazy to think of better phrasing#i know very little medias who would be willing to write a man who's that loving and empathetic and caring and also have him have killed#literal thosuands and those two points of his characters dont contradict his very personality because his actions have genuine sensible mot#a character who is the victim of his own narrative and continues to fight it over and over and over even if he's tired#because being tired does not mean he gets to stop fighting for what he loves#the s4 op lyrics literally say something along the lines of “who's tired of fighting evil?” i cant check the netflix captions of it rn#god i just love seven as a character i love how he's written#i cannot interract with the tiktok side of the fandom because#i feel like i'm pretentous or a gatekeeper when i say this#but some people just wanna see funny badass who should be feared and will not comprehend how empathetic and adoring he is#and that's ok. that's an ok character to want and love#and i will not be the person to burst the bubble but also the bubble chokes me alive LOOK AT HIM /j#explaining the intricacies of his character takes so long and its so fun but also some mfs jsut dont wanna hear it i need mfs who need it#scissor seven#wu liuqi#seven
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Vote Bird That Carries You Over a Disproportionately Small Gap in the 2023 @ut-side-character-showdown!!
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The Bird notably struggles to get us across the gab due to it's small size, but continues to work hard and do it as many times as a person or monster may need anyways! Makes travel in Waterfall so much more convenient, and provides this service Free of Charge!! The Bird's theme song also fills our heart with determination to accomplish goals and do the amazing!!
Speaking of theme songs -- our precious bird's song can make sooo many awesome remixes too, case in point::
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Headcanons for why the Bird carries us over to train are so wholesome ::
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So as a final reminder:
CHERISH THIS BIRD & VOTE FOR #BIRDSWEEP
#bird that carries you over a disproportionately small gap#undertale#undertale polls#polls#propaganda#campaigns#small bird#ut-side-character-showdown#i'm very tired so i got kinda lazy towards the end with the slides#not my best work#sorry bird i love you#the list pulls from my own propaganda as well as bird supporters from the ask box so if some of these points look familiar that's why#ok thanks byeeee#bird sweep#ok just edited to add better final slides i feel a lot better about those now ^_^
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someone pointed out something I did the other day that I didn’t really notice I do and then I was like….. yeah why do I do that and turns out it’s stimming. And apparently I do it. A lot.
#discovering behaviors that you’ve been doing your whole life that people found weird and annoying is stimming is fun!#… haha. ha.#person at work last night: is your shoulder feeling ok? I saw you kind of holding it#me who is constantly putting my left hand on my right shoulder: uhhhhhh…. no. I don’t know why I do that#me googling it about 30 mins laters: 🧍♀️#I mean on the one hand it’s nice that they’re adhd behaviors rather than like…. moral deficiencies I guess#but now I can’t unsee it#it’s an innocuous behavior that is going to make me super self conscious now#I’ve seen… very few (I can think of 2 on the top of my head) docs that I know or work with#that I’ve seen do stuff like this. but they’re both men and they’re both clearly hyperactive adhd#maybe other people are medicated or just better at masking#it’s nice to have a nice to a lot of the struggles of my entire life honestly#but it’s not like it makes it not a struggle or makes people mroe sympathetic#like my husband has the classic hyperactive adhd#and my forgetfulness and messiness drives him absolutely crazy#but his hyperactivity and emotional volatility drives ME crazy#and telling my mother about the diagnosis and what it means and she’s like#’oh I totally have that too!’ yeah maybe you do#but see it was YOU that told me I was a bad person for forgetting things#and YOU that said I was lazy and a slob for having difficulty keeping things organized#and YOU that would smack my hands when I’d pick at my nails and tell me it’s a disgusting hav#and YOU that STILL tells people that your physician daughter ‘gives up on everything!’#…….. do I have some bitterness to work out maybe#🤔#what was this about?#oh yeah anyway. I hope people don’t notice I do this shit#and if they do they don’t know what it means#….uh.#personal?
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SIMONE KESSELL as FAITH COOPER (part 3 of ? because i have no self-control) My Life Is Murder | 3.10 - Killer Fashion
#simone kessell#simonekesselledit#my life is murder#mlim#mylifeismurderedit#mlimedit#finally been able to post this#only one more gifset of this episode to go :(#she always looks so fucking good i wanna gif every single time she takes a breath#also uhhhh she is so flirty i'm afraid i'd simply implode if she looked at me like that kladjkaljls#like the potential for simone to come back as lucy's romantic interest??? i'm shaking#alexa and faith somehow still being in contact months after this case?? and it feels very natural and nice#and sure they're kinda surprised about it but they get along very well#faith enjoys the banter and how alexa keeps up with her and alexa is more often than not endearingly exasperated by faith's whims#one day faith gets into some shenanigans because she is a diva and ok maybe that does happen a lot but this time shit's serious#so alexa comes to her rescue#hmmm they're in love your honour#they end up getting together afterwards obv#they're very gay and happy and hot together. the end. :)))))#if anyone wants to write this pls send it to me fladfks i'm too lazy to do it myself#ANYWAY#if you read all of this congrats <3 love you#*gdvrx#q#*alldvrx
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The pattern is that people straight up do not read™. or they read a 3-5 tweet summary of what happened and treat it as if they did. or because shonen expectations based on "the classics" is bullshit and significantly rotted people's brains when deciding wether an ending is good or not.
Which could be nothing right
yeahhh. i will forever regret reading the last chapter through leaks because it was a dreadful experience, and watching everyone ever shit on it for like a week after genuinely made me want to just get off the internet forever or something because i felt like an idiot for liking the ending (all this is my fault for getting too invested in both tumblr and mha etc etc).
All the "it's rushed" and pacing complaints barely matter to me at this point because you just cannot feel the pacing of something correctly when you're reading it exclusively through leaks. you can't absorb info like that. And don't get me started on the number of complaints and criticisms I've seen of the last chapter that are just provably bullshit (I saw someone say Izuku didn't get a statue lmao. yes he did, you just read the fucking leaks and watched twitter drama unfold instead of reading the actual chapter i fear).
#i just. do not think it is as bad as some people want to make it seem. i know not to take people who make cashier peaked in high school deku#jokes but like some of yall are treating this as if it's a major failure of the manga ? ? ?#it's underwhelming if you want#it didn't touch on stuff you wanted it to touch on whatever#i personally think that it did okay with the constraints it clearly had#like even without going into shonen jump conspiracy theories horikoshi had been doing 15 pages chapters for a while now#I also think that a lot of disappointment comes from fanon interpretations becoming canon in people's minds especially regarding izuku#and like do not get me wrong i had mixed feelings when i read the chapters i still have mixed feelings on some aspects (hawks what r you#doing etc etc)#i dont blame people who didn't like the ending for not liking the ending#i am just very annoyed by some justifications for not liking the ending#i don't even bother arguing with anyone at this point bc i don't want to be that person (too often) and because it just straight up makes m#feel bad lmao#anywayssssss i probably wanted to say something else but i forgor#oh no yeah listen. maybe you think it's lazy and maybe it is lazy to do an 8 years timeskip and leave a lot of stuff up to the reader#i personally really like this choice. important points were addressed and the rest can be speculated upon by the fanbase and by god.#we are the mha fandom guys. we can speculate. we love to speculate. we have EIGHT YEARS#you can do literally whatever you want man#i already have my personal canon for what happened during the eight years and believe me it helps a lot with the mixed feelings lmao#again. horikoshi did Not have a lot of space the story clearly had a lot of plot changes halfway through. i really do think this is more#than okay. this ending is not the end of the world i promise.#anyways i originally started like citing bs criticism i saw and then i thought ok lets not. inside thoughts etc etc.#i am not a meta analyzer i regularly learn i've misunderstood something about something or misremembered a plot point i am Not the person#for actually good meta and a lot of very insightful stuff on how we are very much not the target audience and lack cultural context go see#pikahlua lmao#mha manga spoilers#mha 430#mad mha ramblings//#ask//#i almost want to say ask to tag lmao? i have the mha cri/tical tag blocked so if anyone needs the opposite for me being overly positive
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#ok. this is the fucking bullshit thing abt grad school. u go to fucking grad school bc u r a fucking tryhard nerd freak#who is either naturally very smart or ur so fucking anxious u r incapable of allowing urself to get a bad grad#and then u go to fucking grad school and everyone's like: man fuck ur classes. if youre getting streight As then u aren't focusing on ur#research. and theyre right. but u still cant fucking let go of the idea that if u get a bad grad the world is gonna fucking end and u r a#bad person. u didnt try hard enough. all this to say i have a final project that i put way too much energy into and not even in a good way#i would just open the document. start sobbing. and then close it and spiral abt how i didn't want to work on it. so its bullshit#i mean. its a good project idea ans i probably sound like i kno wtf im talking abt bc i do. i worked on that topic for 4 years but like#i could make it wayyyyy better. its bullshit. i didnt even number the citations to give more page space. i made section headers. i didnt#wrap text. i could add like 4 more lines of text if i wanted but i think im not gotta bc fuck it. ugh. i dont even. i fucking avoide#stochastic stuff altogether which i kno im gonna have to fight abt but like fuck it who cares abt randomness. i just wanna focus on the#predictably aspect of community composition. fuck u. i shouldnt have picked this topic. i mean. i had to bc its like the one microbe thing#i could do but its also like the exact topic that makes me wanna rip my hair out and start screaming. like jesus christ who tf cares? ugh.#i think id give myself a B if it was an undergrad class. but the standard is higher in an all grad class. ugh. i hate this. i should just#send it abd be done. i dont even kno when its due tomorrow. before class i guess. idk i felt like garbage today. fucking vertigo bby. i feel#ok now tho. so maybe the allergic reacting is over???? fingers r still arthritisy tho. jesus. im falling apart#ive got a pretty good sounding excuse for being lazy tho: owo i had an allergic reaction to my antidepressants 🥳 but nah no excuses we run#this body into the ground. like the good old days.#unrelated
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