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#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#yuji itadori#gojo satoru#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itadori yuuji#megumi fushiguro#jjk spoilers#satoru gojo#jjk manga spoilers#hina.comic#before any1 says anything i KNOw his birthday is in december ik ik ik this is just 2 show some post-battle bonding after the trauma#its winter in canon n megumi's birthday has passed and he spent it being piloted like a mech so they need to celebrate Now!!#also this was technically a request lmao anon wanted megumi birthday angst hehehehhe i hope u like it <3 bc it KILLED ME DEAD#im going to collapse remember when i said this wasnt harder than the hydrangeas im having second thoughts#page 8 made me want to bash my head in#could have stuck with one flashback image could have left them monochrome could have done literally anything 2 ease the workload#but noooo the chronic overachiever in me would not allow it#rule of threes i had to include all of them and they Had to be in colour it wouldn't have hit the same if i had kept it monochrome#i needed it to look how childhood memories look i needed it to look oversaturated and hazy and fond but unmistakably Gone#it may have killed me but im so proud of this rn like from an art style perspective these megumis and yuujis r top tier by my standards#personal favourites r the first and last panel of crying megumi like not 2 pat myself on th back but expression?????? hello??????#enjoy your cake megumi you've earned it <333 sorry fr hurting ur feelings it will happen again#oh my god i can sleep tonight bless <333 and i met my 3 day deadline NICE im so good at what i do
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Who's the "real" me?
+ some references for the Rise-related things I included <3
#im reaaaally happy with this one hehe i had fun putting the stuff from different things shes had/worn#i feel like ppl overlook the massive identity crisis & the accompanying depression & internal conflict rise is going through during the gam#like shes trying to figure out who she is seperate from her idol image (which she constantly still clings to despite her insistance that sh#s done with it bc she does still crave that recognition and attention she got from that position. she literally breaks down crying when her#manager tells her kanami has taken her acting role and is more-or-less set to take her spot now)#and then she also struggles with finding what she wants to do with herself now that she doesnt have showbiz to worry about#i think she kinda unintentionally uses the investigation as an anchor for her to hold onto#something to keep her busy in the absence of the hustling idol life#and then she also like. again she keeps clinging to the idol image and the associated bubbly-ness and bold flirtation#because thats the ''her'' ppl liked#i dont think the way she acts during the game is ENTIRELY an act theres definitely a lot of her true self in it too#but she does have a lot of moments where she leans more heavily into the bubbly & flirty cutie act#her sl shows that for all that she wanted to retire from showbiz she isnt really ready just yet#bc she did actually enjoy being an idol. she did enjoy being able to reach out to people in this way & to finally have ppl like & accept he#the problem is she doesnt know who ''she'' is at this point#im rambling but u get my point. yeah. yeah#rise..............#rise kujikawa#persona#persona 4#p4#art#my art#xanders art#digital art#fan art
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last year i found a wii at goodwill for 25 dollars and it came with everything except a wiimote but it was in such good condition i was like hell yeah ill take it how hard can it be to find a wiimote. the answer is it's nearly impossible to find them at thrift stores now so i've spent like 8 months looking for ones in thrift stores but there wasn't a single one and then online but i just couldn't bring myself to spend 30 dollars on one single wiimote so i waited so. patiently. and then 2 weeks ago i finally found one at goodwill for 9 dollars but it was absolutely disgusting and the battery cover was missing and the compartment was all corroded so i put it back and regretted it the whole week but then this last weekend i went to savers and there was an absolutely perfect wiimote just sitting there with no corrosion and a jacket and the wrist strap and motion plus and the nunchuck was there too and i got it all for 10 dollars so the moral of the story is that sometimes things seem right for you in the moment but you have to recognize that they aren't and leave them behind so the things that are meant for you will in fact find you when the time is right. peace and love <3
#for real though im so happy i cant even lie like i regretted selling my wii soooooo much but anyway im back baby <3#im disinfecting everything rn bc i have a germ problem but once it it's done.....i am SO back#when i first got it i didnt have the remote right so i couldnt plug it in and make sure that it worked but i did just plug it into an outle#to make sure it ran and it did and wii sports resort popped out of the drive so thats fun bc i didnt have that one#and anyway i might cry when i hear the menu sound ngl ngl.#but the city i live in is like an overgrown retirement home and so the goodwill is full of old people things and this wii had stickers#like explaining which cord was which so i just know it was a wii that they bought for like grandmas house and only played it when they were#over there so anyway cant wait to see what's on there and if the news channel and weather channel are still on the homepage even though#i dont think they work anymore lol#also shoutout to the type a kid who kept their wiimote in such perfect condition that i wanted to cry when i saw it sitting on the shelf#ty <3
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when your main characters start dating after years of writing so they finally get to be like this
#rare WIP preview from me#this is in like. 10 episodes. lmfao#its been really hard working this far ahead#my editor isnt giving me any feedback and my friends are very busy so it's felt quite lonely#which is fine! for my friends I mean. but its my editors job to give me feedback...#but the webtoon editors are extremely extremely extremely overworked and my series is set to end so I understand its low priority#its not her fault its webtoons fault. however. its still demotivating...#oh well l m a o#I should be much further ahead ngl LMFAO I want like 12 done but I come back in 2 weeks.#we'll see#when I get really stressed out I go full gamer mode#and usually I'll sink like 60 hours (like 5 days) into a game and then I'm good and move on#but this recent game that grabbed me is. its too much actually#bit uncontrollable ngl I think its an ADHD thing I mostly have just quit playing videogames at all#cause its like yeah being stressed cause theres too much work to do is not going to be helped by losing a week and a half to a game...#and yet.#anyways the game is satisfactory#my friend bought it for me and we've been playing together#and our shared file has. 100 hours on it. and we still havent beaten the game#we're close to beating it and it's not like we're rushing or anything#cause its fun to fuck around and zap eachother or whatever#but it's got me doing math. the exact kind of math I love to do. optimization#and its reminding me yeah in another life id have been an engineer#I'm glad I'm an artist but its always weird like yeah this is easily a path I could have gone down#'artists hate math' speak for yourself doing math calms me down! I love math!#I love math and I love business. I'm almost the perfect artist but I hate advertising so. we can't have it all#anyways theyre so fucking cute its sickening. I love them so much. I could cry#WIP#lineart#time and time again
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Jimmy only commits his worse moments when he’s alone with each individual character.
It’s implied he corners Anya in her room. He brutalizes Curly when everyone else is busy under the guise of medicine. He convinces Daisuke to go into the vent when Swansea can’t stop him. He kills Swansea after everyone is dead. It really highlights the type of violence he commits. He is a coward, he won’t take his chance if there is a possibility of active conflict, yet, he jumps on the opportunity to do so when there’s no risk. Not just when there’s no one to stop him but when he knows there’s no one to witness it. To judge and directly call out his faults.
No one outside himself to really see him as the monster he would never admit he is.
#like with all the eye and sight imagery Jimmy operates in blind spots#like there is the obvious question of how no one heard the first two examples I used as Curly was struggling and crying out but maybe it was#too muffled same way the door couldn’t lock but it muffled what was happening in the room with Anya#it’s just a thing I noticed as we never see Jimmy hurt others until the end where they stop obscuring it or dancing around it#he may interpret his actions differently but we see what he’s actually done and I think it’s important to remember he got away with so much#if it because no one saw and no one wanted to see like the story is about taking responsibility and being aware on so many fronts#it fades to black when he hurts Curly and only when there’s no one too look away do we see his actual violence#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#jimmy mouthwashing#like he’s so scary cause he knows what he’s doing and does it horrifyingly well
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Housewarming party at Mion's first flat (>▽<)ノ*.✧
#ひぐらしのなく頃に#higurashi when they cry#wtc#mion sonozaki#shion sonozaki#rika furude#rena ryuugu#keiichi maebara#satoko houjou#the club#it's done!!!! I never do perspective and especially not for inside scenes so this was new and challenging and fun!!#anyways again I haven't read up on canon but I want Mion to have a really nice little flat in okinomiya that becomes a nice hangout spot#i didn't get to draw it but she has shelves full of rare board games and they can cook together and teach keiichi not set a kitchen on fire#they all help her move in....maybe shion lives close by and they can do their shopping together....the club can have sleepovers...#yeah! just mion having nice things#my art#higurashi no naku koro ni
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"I feel like I had nothing to hide. I didn't feel like I had to show you my good side. I feel like I can be myself around you."
#hwang hyunjin#han jisung#hyunjin#jisung#han#hyunsung#userlau#usersa#forhanji#hyunjinsource#staydaily#skzco#e01o#daily3racha#*hyunjin#*jisung#*hyunsung#a hyunsung video of all time. for the history books.#i'm going to be real i'm a little fatigued by the rap better dance better label lol but i get it and they still refer to themselves that wa#so i can't be too annoyed#considering how much i love the enemies to friends and/or lovers trope it makes sense that I love this duo in particular so much lol#them talking about how they almost physically fought with each other to crying over each other :))))))))))))) I'm fine who even cares#when i learn how to write captions it's so over#i definitely think i'll revisit this video again because they said sooo much that I want to immortalise on this blog#the caption being one of many such instances#anyways i am done being insane over them (a woman who is lying)
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why does Vaggie take Drugs?
Ooof... this is a doozy! Get ready for depressed Vaggie/Valerie! CHAGGIE HUMAN AU LES GO
(Tw: massive talk about drugs n smokin! Like- its literally the main focus 😭)
Valerie used to smoke just to fit in with her friends Adam and Lute, plus the "exterminators" (which I will get into I think next request eheheh 😈). But now that they had a fall out with eachother, she relies on them heavily for other means. She has grown to use them for her anxiety(which, yes, she does have anxiety. It's hell, me and her are twins), although she has become SUPER reliant on them that she goes to any means to get them. Like going to the secret drug dealer that is Anthony(Angel Dust by most). Since he's pretty much everywhere and nowhere at all times, it's like if she wants drugs he is immediately there. It's creepy but it gets the job done I guess.. 😭
(He 100% cares and worries about her. Like, he loves when they talk and tease eachother, they have like a little sibling thing going on and he genuinely thinks of her like a little sister. Maybe cos his sister is dead but like let's move on from that right 😍)
Charlie HATES drugs. Not even hates, she DESPISES them. She tries to get Valerie to stop, but to no avail of course. Despite their differences, Charlie attempts to fit in with her.
It obviously goes to crap. Girl CANNOT and WILL NOT use that "devils dandruff" 😔🙏
(Wym girly- ignore the first image 😍 I just want to go for a peaceful vibe in their "friend" ship. Like they go to the mall, go get ice cream, get in trouble even if Charlie doesn't want to. They are goals fr fr I think im gonna draw them doing random stuff. WHICH REMINDS ME! IF YOU WANT TO SEE THEM GO TO A PLACE PLSS REQUEST! I WANT TO SBB I WILL ANYWAY BUT LIKE- ANYTHING SPECIFIC IDC <3)
What DOES she not understand? Sure Valerie is at a rough time where she feels she has to rely on a substance to keep sane. But.... Charlie doesn't know that. She just simply doesn't know how to understand a person's feelings. Let alone her own.
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel charlie#hazbin hotel vaggie#vaggie#charlie morningstar#hazbin hotel anthony#hazbin hotel angel dust#hazbin hotel art#hazbin#hazbin art#hazbin hotel au#hazbin au#hazbin hotel human#hazbin human au#tw drugs#art#fanart#artists on tumblr#digital art#chaggie#rainbowmoth#varlie#vaggie x charlie#charlie x vaggie#im gonna make a tag for this au wait lemme cook#chaggie humanxdemon au#its long but it gets the job done#if you have any name suggestions pleaseee give so i can usee ill give credit <3#REQUESTS. I BEG. IM DESPERATE. I WANT. PEOPLE. TO BE INVESTED. LIKE I AM. IM CURRENTLY SO HYPERFIXATWD ON HAZBIN ITS PAINFUL#MAINLY CHAGGIE. I DONT GET IT. I CRY WHEN I HEAR MORE THAN ANYTHING REPRISE EVEN THO ITS MID. I LOVE IT. I LOVE CHAGGIE. STAN CHAGGIE 😍😍💜
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Can't remember if I've talked about it here or just in fic wips, but I like to HC that Dante is Actually Cursed levels of unlucky. Like, it isn't just that he *seems* kind of unlucky based on his circumstances, he's "loses 85% of the time on a 50% chance" kind of unlucky. He *will* consistently get tails 8 or 9 times out of 10 when flipping a coin and trying to get heads, or rolll a 1 or 2 five times in a row when playing a game where you want to high roll (reasons to destroy the DMC4 Dice, anyone?)
Lady and Trish actually discretely kept track a few times and did the math to come up with this number before telling him. They noticed it mostly applied to things that depend on pure luck/random chance like games with draws and rolls and so on, but he's had enough weird cases of being dealt a bad hand by fate that they're pretty sure it impacts everything to some extent. Dante mostly takes it in stride though, deciding that there's nothing he can do about it so he'll just do as he pleases. So what if he has crummy luck; he'll make up for it with skill. Or just take advantage of it. Maybe at some point he and the ladies go to a bar where they egg him into joining a game where they bet against him because it's pretty much guaranteed he'll lose and they'll profit big time. (Unless of course the "bad luck" comes in the form of him doing uncharacteristically well to the point that Lady and Trish lose their money because Dante suddenly couldn't stop rolling 6s. Bad luck comes in many forms, and some of them can seem good on the surface!)
Nero, on the other hand, is a "wins 70% of the time on a 50% chance" kind of guy because a ton of his skills are named after gambling stuff. Yes Dante has the Jackpot phrase, but otherwise he doesn't have the same sort of skill list so I think it would be hilarious if both Dante and Vergil have terrible luck while Nero's somehow wraps around to being pretty lucky. I think Dante would find it funny while Vergil would (not-so-) secretly be jealous.
#dmc#devil may cry#erubabbles#erurandomness#eruhcs#hcs#many ideas here#also i didn't originally even connect the two when i first developed this hc#but my brother was talking to me about the wheel of time recently and now i'm thinking about that...#reverse matt situation#also i'm only at book 6 of wot so if by chance someone has read that and wants to reference stuff i'm not done...
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sadness siffrin doodling
#mono’s art#siffrin isat#isat fanart#isat spoilers#?#sadness siffrin au#i would have done it white on a black background but it looked bad when i tried to fix it sooo. whatever#anyhoo ummm#working on a mal du pays style for myself#notable differences between siff and sadness!sif#longer tail can cry out of the eye under the eye patch (forgot to draw it though) horns get to poke out from under the hat#(want them to be sharper too)#dangly things on the hat (shit they collect) (wanted to include the bell but idk how to draw it) (contrasting how silent they usually are)#(he can be heard wherever he goes now)#umm the star thing on the chest is obvious. i wanna make it red though. referencing the whole dagger looping thing#umm not friendly with other sadnesses. goes berserk noticing something he assumes to be a threat (sadness)#wanna draw smth of him meeting the party after. for funsies :3
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more dragon!iterator sketches in varying levels of quality
#my art#rain world#dragons#five pebbles#looks to the moon#no significant harassment#seven red suns#big dragons and their little kitties <3#still figuring out how i want everyone to look but im enjoying the process!#a part of me wants to robot-ify them more. the other parts of me cry at the thought#it is soo impressive to me when artists can draw mechanical bits. could never be me#hold on. looks at my follower count. wjat#um. uh. ah. hi everyone#IM VERY FLATTERED BUT please do not perceive me#i have a hard enough time knowing that my mutuals see my abnormal tags#i havent even done anythjing
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happy new yuri .!!!!
#my art#devil may cry#trish (devil may cry)#trish(dmc)#lady (devil may cry)#lady(dmc)#ladytrish#i was going to draw dmc4 ladytrish but i couldnt figure out trish's hair and i wanted to get this done when i had the time </3
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✧ — FAVORITE FEMALE CHARACTERS POLL.
TAGGED BY @fenharel, @happilyobsessing and @leviiackrman tyty sm!! <3
— RULES: make a poll of your favourite female characters (no limits - as many or as little as you want) and see which your followers like the most!
— TAGLIST (opt in/out via this post !!🥀💌):
@loriane-elmuerto, @pavus, @carrionsflower, @auricfog, @girliefailure
@sunsofdawn, @risingsh0t, @anotherbeingsworld, @statichvm, @full---ofstarlight
@grapecaseschoices, @tommyarashikage, @shadowsofrose, @shadowglens, @weisshaupts
@queennymeria, @deadrlngers, @d-esmond, @courtana, @gothimp
@wlwaerith, @unholymilf, @aezyrraeshh, @socially-awkward-skeleton, @shellibisshe
@florbelles, @celticwoman, @neonshrike, @cloudofbutterflies92, @adelaidedrubman
@carlosoliveiraa, @pinkfey, @raresvtm, @yharnams, @aceghosts
@confidentandgood, @theelderhazelnut and you!! 🥀💌
#only if you want to !!!!!! 🥀💌#as always if you��ve done this already please feel free to pass on doing this as well <33#leg.tagged#leg.polls#t: polls#brain fried egg so i will not be doing much tag rambling skjxxhhx 🥀🥴#but yea trying to break out using the tag list more as well hehee 🥀💌 <33#but yea cannot wait to cry and scream at a volume only heard by dogs when i see teia in d*atv !!!!!!#(and v*iago too but we aren’t talking about beloved rn (affectionate)) 🥀💌#and tyty to my x*men era in the midst of dragon game brainrot <3#choosing was oo howdy but this was the cutest thank you thank youu so much for tagging me !! 🥀💌!!!!!
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Meme dump yayyy🥳✨️
(off to make more now muhahaha >:3)
#SIGH WHERE HAD LILI DISAPPEARED TO THIS TIME? TSK TSK SMH 😔#Now now my dearest darling loyal subjects fret not~!!#your beloved princess shall answer all your worries away ~★#mwah mwah~<3#heh~🤭🩷#Soooo updated time!!! >_<#I'm on a road trip halfway across the country rn (was a fun bad idea..my cousins and I nearly had a heat stroke TWICE but it's soo worth it#...I'll hopefully be back by tonight because it's my grandfather's birthday tomorrow and we're planning a surprise party for him#Muhahaha >:3#* happy dances*#Anyways I had time to kill between crying while playing mystic messenger together with my cousin#(I'm making her do Saeran's route sjbqbjjbqjbqbj9ioqjqhiqohwu9wh9uwub I LOVE HIM I ADORE HIM HE WAS THE FIRST CHARACTER I EVER WANTED TO#MARRY HE IS SO DREAM HUSBAND CODED SIJSB8YWBUW MY POOR POOR SWEET ANGEL BABY YOU DESERVE SO MUCH BETTER#THE WORLD DOES NOT DESERVE YOU AAHHHIHSIHAIJIAJ AND OMG HIS ENDING SONG IT ALWAYS MAKES ME CRY SJOBSOJHJSH0SSUS0SSHU0IS0HISH0IS0JHSHJS0HIS0#EVEN IF YOU WERE AN EXPIRED LOLIPOP I'D STILL EAT YOU!! I'D ALWAYS EAT YOU AND ONLY YOU NO MATTER WHAT#I-I MEAN PICK YOU!!! I'D ALWAYS PICK YOU NO MATTER WHAT!! NOT TO SAY THAT I WOULDN'T CANNIBALISE YOU!!#GIVE ME THE CHANCE AND I'D LICK YOU UP I WON'T LEAVE A SINGLE DROP BEHIND O-OF THE LOLIPOP OF OFC NOT TO SAY I WOULDN'T DO THE SAME IF IT#WAS HIS C- I'LL STOP MUST CONTROL I CAN'T WRITE ESSAYS HERE OF HOW MUCH I LOVE AND WANT SAERAN AHHHH MY HEART🥺🩷🩷😭😭)#*cough cough*sooo anywho I'm normal now dw!!😇✨️ (/lie)#and us reading ORV (I'm on chapter 340 something rn and kdj is kdj and i just want to soksjnss9hsj9sbu that stupid squid (/affectionate)#and if I start ranting rn it would never end...#so expect like a 80000 words essay when I'm done with the full novel🫠)#I cleared out my phone gallery yayyy heh🥳🤭 and found so many RH memes that I never posted lmao#Oh!!! And I've noticed something even though I'm a Vin girly through and through#(as evidenced by the fact that my blog is quite literally a shrine to him)#I always end up making Crux memes more...That stupid green onion clown you're so easy to love😔🩷#Anyways Lili out now mwah mwah mwah 🩷🩷🫂✨️#♡{reanimated heart}♡#reanimated heart#reanimatedheart
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i just learned the fact that ink was created when comyet was 16. bro i NEED to lock in one of the coolest characters ive ever known was made when the creator was around MY AGE???? I NEED TO LOCK IN
#triglycercule lock in era#Queen don't cry. and then i lock in like that one baby in the minicomic#i need to DRAW i need to WRITE I NEED TO PONDER AND GRIND#i still need to finish that flash drive i made. need to finish annual christmas fic#my drawing wips. maybe commit to those ideas of little mini animatics 4 the trio#I HAVE IDEAS I NEED TO LOVK!!!! IN!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!#this saturday wil NOT be spent moping around in bed doing absolutely nothing. i WILL get shit done#AND IM LOGGING BACK ON TO HI3 TODAY IDC#TRIGLYCERCULE LOCK IN ERA!!!! STARTING TODAY!!!!! FUCK YEAAAAAAAA#tricule rant#if comyet can make peak characters#and ink wants me to keep creating#then i WILL!!!! just for that little stupid skeleton#unironically ink is such a motivation i imagine his dumbass trying to get me up when im demotivated
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god almighty (non-religious), i wish i wasn't low empathy. it sucks so much when a friend is not okay but you can't find the right script for how to handle that right now and you can't make yourself care as much as you feel you should. maybe if i was less tired and generally depressed myself, or if there was an active problem that could be solved, then i could actually figure out what to say. i can listen to venting fine, but i'm not about to promp it or anything because i don't really know if it's prying or prompting sometimes.
like, darling, i don't mean to just not answer you but you're clearly in a bad mood and not lending yourself to a normal conversation structure because of it, and i don't know what to say so i'm not saying a damn thing. sorry you aren't doing well, i wish you were and stuff, but i also don't naturally have the pieces that make me able to respond to that shit so i've elected to simply not.
#npd#actually npd#autism#actually autistic#low empathy#hes done a shitty job at responding to me objectively not doing well too#so im not sweating being a shitty friend#i wish i could do better but he should understand not knowing how to respond#otherwise hes a hypocrite#because hes watched me cry and have a panic attack at work and literally say “if i cant step away soon i will fucking walk out” thru tears#and his response was “lol alright” and not taking my spot or anything to get me a smoke break#when i was specifically telling him that i needed to step away for a minute#so his responses arent top notch or anything either#itd be cool if i had the energy to figure out a proper response#i want to be a good friend#id do anything for him if directly asked but im bad at guessing at how to help/care about people unfortunately#so theres that
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