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Thinking about getting masters degree š
#sleepy's thoughts.#and internationally too#a lot of my seniors got their masters in UK#I want to go there too with scholarship#maybe I can do it#both my mum and dad has masters degree#I kinda want to as well
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Dp x Dc AU: Tucker gets hired by the JL to work on the Watchtowerās cybersecurity... He might have a few friends visit.Ā
Batman looked over the application for visitors presented to him by Dr. Foley, who was nervously wringing his hands but seemed excited to talk about his two close associates, and it appeared that everything was in order for the pair to be allotted a short visitation time slot.Ā
The paperwork was established by Batman himself after all, needing a way to permit non-members (His Children) to visit him at his office in the watchtower. Looking over Dr. Foleyās application, the invites to Dr. D. Fenton and Dr. S. Manson seemed to be somewhat warranted.
Dr. Fenton is a well known astrophysicist and Dr. Foley had been upping the security to reflect more complex physics models as theĀ ālockā mechanism for access to Watchtower servers. Dr. Manson was a more controversial figure in social justice but a biochemist to rival Dr. Pamela Isley, not to mention she was someone Bruce Wayne had met a number of times and not completely hated (though he was sure she hated him and everyone else in the gala). She was a fan favorite guest by his children and a great advocate for animal and human rights.Ā
Batman approves the application, allowing their visitation for a few hours at a time once a week until the completion of Dr. Foleyās project.Ā
He doesnāt hear much from it, nor from Dr. Foley, but things start to come down the rumor grapevine that the two guests were more than they seemed. Red Robin was the first to comment on it to him, and as practical and efficient Tim could be, there was a look of chaos in his smile as he discussed the two additional PhDs. He was stingy on details and that always meant something bad for Bruceās mental health. A few others asked a few questions as to who exactly the pair were visiting, and Cyborg commented that they werenāt really doing too much to assist Dr. Foley.Ā
Batman decides to intervene and meet these two for himself when he hears Constantine complain (not that the man wasnāt always complaining about something) about the two new magic users being way too OP for normal humans.Ā
This is how the JL gets to become allied with Ghost King Phantom and Thorn (not Poison Ivy pt.2 as Robin insisted). Turns out they werenāt sure if the JL could be trusted with interdimensional politics, so Tucker spent the last two years gaining their trust to let Danny and Sam up here toĀ ācheck the place outā before they committed to becoming members.Ā
Batman doesnāt even get to raise alarms at the espionage of it all because Red Robin has already programed their new badges and welcomed them on with open arms and a project to take down the LOAās Lazarus PitsĀ āsafelyā.
#dpxdc#dcxdp#dp crossover#dc crossover#danny phantom#tucker gets a job with the JL to do espionage and enjoys the benefits package while hes at it#tucker gets dental and 401k matching while also keeping an eye open for war crimes#tucker 'too fine' foley is thriving (respectfully) when working with wonder woman to get her passwords set up#danny is a huge fan and want to join but sam is adamant that they cant be so sure#sam is connected to the green and goes by the most goth plant hero name i could think of#ghost king danny#everyone in this AU has spent way too much time and money going to school and getting phds#except for tim of course#manson family scholarship is just taking change from her moms purse#chaos gremlin highschool dropout tim drake has already sorted this whole thing out before tucker or bruce could even recognize it
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he drew the abs on with sharpie, don't fall for the gremlin's tricks
#giant gremlin wife#playing with a blitzy design i want a football player look#his body type is like muscular but kinda lean in the middle#and for astrotrain idk if i want him to be a fridge shape or chubky. either are sexy as fuck#im leaning more toward the chunky idea cus of the contrast#i love drawing duos that contrast each other (round shapes wide earnest eyes bee and sharp shifty serious cliff)#their friendship is so important to me#i love astro and blitz's friendship too#blitz has definitely rode astros train#huh who said th#tfa blitzwing is chubby in my eyes#g1 blitz tries to make fun of him but secretly wants to make out with himself so fucking bad it's not even funny#onceler selfcest has infected the germans#blitz is like the asshole star wide receiver going pro after college and astro is the big linebacker thats just playing cus the scholarship#hes an engineer major lol#blitz does one year then goes to pro then calls astro complaining and whining if he can beat these mfs up bcs now football is kinda hard#astro just listens to blitz's complaining on speakerphone for 25 hrs while studying#it's lowkey helpful with focusing for some reason.. forcing him to tune out everything to focus on his studies#or btw they are very much robots here lol going to robot college and robot nflLOL#oh um it looks bad bcs i dont line or color art bcs um im lazy lol but#he has a split tongue that can move separately. one side is all icy and one is flamey#he also has 3 separate sets of different styled teeth and can unhinge his jaw to show them#make cybertronians freaky again 2024#transformers#tf g1#transformers g1#transformers generation one#i hate tag variations with my soul but alas i want to make friends#blitzwing#maccadam
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as much as i like cutesy sweetie lil guy petey who has been given god's hardest battle i wish we could like do something more than that as fandom. like petey can be more than just a sad little guy who gets bullied alot. how about we make him look decrepid, make him look like a little freak cat whos been dumped into a bat of freezing cold water, make petey scary. people dont stray away from making jimmy and gary look weird and unnerving but what about petey? why is he confined to this position of always just being the cute one. like make him a lil thing creature who looks like hes going through it i need more lil thing petey please pleaseeepleasee.
heres a visual representation of my idea ft. my hc petey design, poorly drawn ik
the first one is fine tbh, its representative of peteys appearance on the surface, a lil guy whos sad alot of the time aw mannnnnnn :'( hes so sad and pathetic!!
the second one is interesting imo. he looks like an animal that just crawled out of its hibernation burrow /affectionate. like it really showcases the internal disposition of petey that he could be feeling to put it simply. i think he should be tired, and miserable looking
i would love to see somebodys depiction of petey and its like petey but he looks like hes been stomped on 15 times ran over by a train, and double tapped. cuz to put it plainly bullworth is literally the worst school ever and petey is most likely one of the main targets of bullying for literally anyone. give him eyebags to indicate he cries alot, give him a slouch, make him look tired, let him fidget with his hands, bite his fingernails, pick at his skin. this kid is the worlds most specialist little guy that routinely gets nothing in return from it i love him.
another thing is that petey is just like this desperate little freak. like he has no friends and doesnt really hang out wit no one cuz he doesnt feel like he fits in with anyone else. hes pretty socially awkward and only hangs out wit jimmy and gary cuz he wants to feel included by others and have a semblance of friendship even if they mistreat him. i feel like the second one really illustrates that, not to say that being socially awkward and having no friends means youd look like that but you get the jist.
so in conclusion i think more people should draw petey like this
#pete kowalski#petey kowalski#gary smith#jimmy hopkins#bully#bully cce#bully rockstar#canis canim edit#bully canis canem edit#bully scholarship edition#bully anniversary edition#hes god's most bravest little soldier <3#this iterates my general pet peeves with petey depictions alot seem to forget this is the same kid who sticks with people who hurt him and#is desperate for any type of human connection and is also going to school at a school that is notoriously known for having aggressive kids#however i dont really want it to seem like romanticization of his struggles cuz thats a real issue#this is the kid with a perpetual frown and look of misery on his face i think that should be acknowledged#also hes a little asshole too some people portray him like hes never mean ever#bon's art#bon's yap sesh
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I think there should be a lot more scholarships out there that are purely need based bc I can't write š
#I'm thinking about those school trips I wanted to go on in hs#but i don't wanna write a desperate letter about needing money and wanting to see colleges#i actually don't remmeber what the qualifications were. maybe your grades too#can't I get a scholarship just cus I wanna go?
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guys im actually so academically proud of myself this term. i feel like I've gotten so much better at historical analysis. this is a skill with which it's difficult to see if you're progressing or not, because there's no roadmap to lead you. sometimes it might feel like all your work has been for nothing.
but i finally feel like. I've gotten better. im sharp and i keep coming up with interesting takes and i keep catching details in sources my professors compliment me on. i have no clue exactly how I've done it but somehow it seems like I'm going in the right direction.
#my want to become a researcher is growing on me again#my prof told be i should transfer to this uni permanently and sign up for their contemporary history masters#and honestly I WANT TOOO#i wanna research i wanna write and teach and take historical minutia way too seriously#but i know the workplace conditions aren't exactly the best#and getting stability takes way too long. is not guaranteed#and it requires a level of commitment to academia im not willing to give#i love myself too much for that thank you. i have hobbies#so im probably not going to do a PhD#not like I COULD. i don't have the grade for a scholarship#and i don't have the money to do it without a scholarship#i might still come back for the masters though
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warren going to an american university would be pure chaos. he'd be the movie cliche exchange student from england who just wants to spread mischief , flirt a little , but also needs to make it to his 10 am philosophy class on time for once.
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sits here. my mood has been swinging back and forth like a pendulum lately
#i still can't bring myself to make anything art-wise. and it is ripping me to shreds internally#i have no motovation whatsoever and i'm feeling disgusted by my creations. like that's the best you could do huh mixer?#i dunno. trying to keep calm. i'm going to my uncle's tomorrow to puppysit for 3 days#i'm happy that i'll see puppy but being out of my house will be stressful.#plus i've still got work to go to...#and i need to do the laundry and take out the trash and stop buying uber eats and forward my snap benefits email and.#and later today after high school lets out i'm going to talk with an old teacher i had#i need to change my bedding too..#i at least took a shower yesterday#i think my ptsd has been acting up in the background or something#my other uncle tries to tell me to let go of the past. but i don't want to. my past has forever impacted the way i'll be for the rest of-#-my life yk? and my 'past' wasn't even that long ago. it was 2/3 years ago. and my brother's still with that awful man#i can't pull him away from him.#i just wanna sleep. might take a sleep med early just to take a nap#i've been hating everything i make so like. why even try yk.#i drew one thing while i was hospitalized- a tiny sane jack head#i dunno. i dunno. i feel so empty. my depression's been super bad. i don't enjoy things that once made me happy#i feel so aimless. i'm thinking about going to college but i have to see what scholarships would be available because i can't work this job#WHILE in school. it'd wear me to the bone#i don't want to quit my job though. i like my job. i like my boss and my coworkers..#i dunno. idfk what's wrong with me anymore. i just want the pain to stop man.#i dunno what i want to do with myself but i feel like a. fuck it ik it's from firework but i feel like a plastic bag in the wind#i'm so tired. i miss my mom. i miss my sister. i miss my brother.#vent#delete later
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Allow me, if you will, a moment to go absolutely rabid over your blog and everything that goes on here. Iāve always loved history but the USA hardly likes teaching anything that isnāt American History. Iāve forgotten how much I love WORLD history, specifically the rise and fall of empires.
Iāve been smothering myself in your posts and I love it ALL. JC, Pompey, Crassus, Sulla, Octavian, Antony, Cassius, and Brutus. Wow what a mood. You donāt miss on your references or your modern AUās and Iām over here like- Iām trying to buy whatever web comic you put out, book you write, etc.
Also, if youād be so kind to list some material with like themes to start breaking into these topics. Preferably materials in English or translated materials.
HELL YEAH LET'S GO
if you really want to start on the ground floor for breaking into something, I'd recommend my personal favorite approach which is picking the figure that's most interesting to you, reading through plutarch's biography on them (free! online! in english!) and then putting their name through a jstor search and reading whatever sounds fun.
other than that, the primary theme I've been wandering around in lately, so these are the materials I've been really enjoyed related to that:
The Deaths of the Republic: Imagery of the Body Politic in Ciceronian Rome, Brian Walters
The Game of Death in Ancient Rome: Arena Sport and Political Suicide, Paul Plass
Ideology in Cold Blood: A Reading of Lucan's Civil War, Shadi Bartsch
Statius and Virgil: The Thebaid and the Reinterpretation of the Aeneid, Randall T. Ganiban
Rome, Blood & Power, Gareth C Sampson
I also have a comparatives tag where I play connect the dots with texts that made my brain go brrr
#also thank u š#ive been obsessed with history and historical non fiction since i was like. five. and my dad noticed that i liked watching documentaries#on pbs lmao#i lucked out: all of my history teachers through highschool were FANTASTIC but my sister's grasp on history#(w/ different teachers) is way worse and she was like. all honors and got a wicked scholarship to a very nice college#idk where im going with that. something about how history is taught with such inconsistency makes me feel :|#i feel passionately abt the subject so i want other people to love it too aughghhhhh#and the way history is taught in schools unless you get a good teacher. is not conducive to this. its a TRAGEDY#thinking about how my best favorite man mabini. ppl not knowing that polio was what caused paralysis in his legs#back when heneral luna came out. (head in hands)#like its good to learn! that was a learning moment for people! but also @ the education department: im fucking coming for you.#IM GETTING OFF TRACK thank u for sending this anon this ask made me really happy to read š„ŗš„°šššš#i hope you're having a nice day!#ask tag
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me and the generic extra strong Tylenol and the pure rage in my system
#Every once in a while I think. Itās not too bad home. Iām over dramatic. Itās not bad and it wonāt be bad when I go home and never been bad#Then actually think and remember#I shouldnāt have been hit as a small child. I thank god that my parents stopped that with me.#But also. I should have been taken seriously when I went To them with concerns and shouldnāt have been brushed off.#But also to be a 14 something year old and to realize your parents arenāt in love is a crushing feeling#Since that must have been when. 13-14. Appa passed. Pandemic times. Iām sure my father. Since this would have been the last time I saw Appa#We went down to visit. Dad didnāt go he had work. He sent us off. I remember sitting in the passenger seat by mom in driver#Dad praying for our safe travel and for him going in for a kiss and the moment of hesitation and unwant from my mother#And the awkward silence and the way everything seemed to just shift to the side#That was summer of 2019. My first time realizing my parents werenāt both in love happened when I was 13-14.#I wouldnāt wish that on anyone.#And going to college has me feeling so guilty. Like I fucking ditched my siblings? The kids I raised as a child myself?#(I had to go. I donāt know if my scholarship would have held I donāt know if my financial aid would have held. I couldnāt have waited. )#(I would have likely done something bad to myself. Genuinely. If I werenāt able to be here. If I had to stay. I wouldnāt survive that.)#my siblings are fine. They have no responsibilities. My sister is manipulative. They will manage. They want me to get the education I need#They arenāt going to have to use their own college money to pay to be able to eat because the parents wonāt feed them for the summer#I went into college with at least a couple hundred less than I should have. Because I had to parent. I had to feed my siblings.#And I had to pay to fill the gas tank on my fatherās gas eater truck. We couldnāt be home because of the selling home situation.#I had to do something to get us out and to feed us but I didnāt get paid back for anywhere near all of it#I donāt regret it. But a kid shouldnāt have to pay for them and their siblings to live.#But then I remember the dread I have for returning āhomeā for the breaks. I donāt know what Iām going to do.#If I canāt work all of the breaks then I either wonāt be able to pay next semester#Or Iāll have almost no money in savings. Like nothing to my name. Canāt buy gas. Canāt do anything. Canāt buy food.#Unless the next scholarship stuff Iām doing pulls through. But Iām willing to work the whole break just to get away from either house.#I want to violently shake my parents and get them to comprehend#Father you have dropped 260$ into my bank account in the last two weeks. Why could this not be earlier in the semester.#Why couldnāt that be in the time and fashion you FUCKING PROMISED for helping me pay my schooling?#You have money to spare. Stupid. Why couldnāt you help like you promised.#Mom you fucker. I get that you are kinda with a new man now. But youāre leading yourself into a relationship with a man you said yourself#You donāt want to date because he wants to move away with his sister and because he hates it here
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I am addicted to internship applications
#^ telling myself this so it seems more fun#it does give me the same surge of anxiety-induced adrenaline as submitting scholarship apps and stuff#so the adrenaline is. good. probably#š#I got no responses today soooooo um. cough. hopefully I get some soon#I am so nervous dog#I could always just go back to my previous internship but I don't wanna wait TOO long to decide bc it will still take time to rehire me#also I. don't want to do that#also I need to worry about housing arrangements for next year like NOW#and grad school apps#and I need to know where I'm going for grad school so I can decide where to MOVE#š#I think I will most likely stay in this city? I like my school a lot and they have a really good program for my major#like faculty- and research-wise#but idkkkkkkkkkkk idk idk the world is big and scary. sue me#š¤posting#workposting#Beautiful Girls by Sean Kingston just started playing as I typed these tags. help me#YOU'LL HAVE ME SUIIICIDAL WHEN YOU SAY IT'S OVERRRRRRRR
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anyway if anyone happens to be wondering leigh youāve been spam rbing for quite some time now haha do you have an exam or smth tmrw the answer is yes ā¤ļø
#personal#FUCKING CHRISTTTT going to fail it and literally no one but myself to blame had literally the whole day and i just Could Not look at it#there is just way too much going on rn like logically OBVIOUSLY the exam tmrw is what should be taking priority but all day im going oh my#god the homework corrections tonight oh god the exam notecard oh god the homework due tmrw ih god the lab due tuesday morning that we still#havenāt finished the in-person portion of oh god the TWO exams wednesday oh god the lab due thursday morning after my classes wednesday tha#go all day till 9pm and i donāt think we finished that labās in person portion either oh god my lab due friday morning that i DEFINITELY#havenāt finished and this isnāt even talking abt the lab REPORTS for all these labs oh god my paper due following wednesday along with#Another exam oh god the scholarship project meetings oh god im definitely going to need to skip band at least once in the next#week i canāt go failing band too of all things like oh my god shut up shut up shut up#also apparently my uncle now wants to commission me to help with his own artwork in the next couple weeks which is cool i guess but i#absolutely do not!! need this rn!!#the engineering chronicles
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read some older interviews with tom and his Juilliard story is crazy
#he applied super last minute#wasnāt gonna go if he didnāt get scholarship money#got a full scholarship#he was also 21 so I think he went to a different college before he even went to Juilliard too???#crazy#heās lived many lives is what im saying#and seemingly worked so hard to get where he is#pwmov is gonna do so much tooā¦it has 4.2 million watches on that Netflix video which is more than both of the tbosas onesā¦#he also said in those older ones he wanted to do theatrešand that he was writing a film??? but this is in like 2022#he did mention writing and directing in one of the recent Billy interviews tho#kit talks
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whew haha
#š#my mom is like 'ok it's set let's tell everyone' and im like šššš !!!!!#are u sure!!!! are u sure it's set like ???? ššš#ughhhhhh after this much trust i will literally kill myself if i dont get ANY scholarship lmaooooo#but also like. is it set now!!!! really !!!!!!! is it !!!!!#(excited but horrified and anxious)#like. like like like........ like i mean#um........ for real now? like are we sure for sure ??#i honestly will be like 100% on my way to [redacted] and still be like haha. is it for real#are we sure . will this actually happen#that's. crazy man#i cant help but feel like im asking for too much again. ughhhhhhh#yes hello hi. this blog has been my main outlet for emotional breakdowns about the same subject for um#(checks notes) a few months now. truly is anyone else bored of this ? because im so over it#but also like. things just dont get clear !!!!!! ever !!!!!#how can i be sure how can anyone be sure that i will actually be going lmfaooooo#i hate this waiting period i hate it why cant i know if i got anything or nah. but please don't say nah#ughhhhhh . alright. whatever it's not like i care that much honestly -_-#(threatens to kill self every day a few times over this btw)#anyway um let's. be positive#it will go great tomorrow š¤© they will want to give me money sooooo bad š#and i will receive an email this week š¤ about the wait list thing for SURE š„³#i am doing amazing dont worry guys. im sooooo chill rn#Sorry for the constant embarrassing personal posts lol
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I boarded this ship following you! From now on, what should I aim for?!
#thze works#revue starlight#shoujo kageki revue starlight#karen aijou#hikari kagura#revue starlight gekijouban#gekijouban revue starlight#originally a vent piece bc. i don't know what i want to do with my life now that i'm out of school#my sister got a grant to college my one friend irl is going to a trade school his sister got a scholarship#my sisters best friend has her own apartment my two older sisters and brothers have their lives together#everyone around me is moving on and making something of themselves while i'm. just stuck here.#my one dream is unattainable. so. where do i go from here.#maybe i've just given up before anything starts but. fuck it's too much for me.
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having a Night. havent been alone w my thoughts in a while and im not liking it
#usualy i'd make up some stupid story to fall asleep but its not working now#some news was broken to me just now and i dont know how to feel about it#i mean i do#ok incoming vent#hate the idea hate it so so much but its so selfish of me to think that way#and the issues all lie within ME and i just. i cant change now#not w all the work i put into adapting to this place i cant just. pack it all up and leave to go somewhere else#my future was set here man. all i had left was to finish a year and a half more of secondary school n get thru my IGCSEs and i'l be set#yeah i didnt have a specific plan but i had come to terms w a solid general one that i actually really liked#and now its all Ruined#'dw you'll be going to a good school over there too! much better than where ur at now' i dont want to#i cant i just cant#i cant leave my life here now not when im so close to finally getting my freedom#i was supposed to graduate top of my class here i was supposed to excel in my extra curriculars i was supposed to be KNOWN#god does that sound horrible of me but i cant change the way i feel and how ive always felt#i was set man. i couldve gotten that scholarship and gone overseas#i NEED that scholarship or my family wont be able to afford to put my siblings into good schools#but now my progress is gone!#yeah idfk how the school system shit works but i highly doubt some prestigious ass school is gonna care abt shit i did in my current one#yeah i could be wrong but what if man#what then. what the fuck am i supposed to do#and im scared i wont be able to make friends there#fuck im prbly overthinking this n being such a fucking pussy but#i cant. be alone#not again i cant do that shit again#i have my friends here!!!! and theyre alright i like to be around them so why cant i just stay#im just so tired#i just want to sleep#but all i can think about is this#vent
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