#I waited 8 years of my life for this
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Wake up Babey!
It's Fnaf Halloween!!!!
#I waited 8 years of my life for this#wake wake baby#my son#plushtrap#junior#fnaf movie#five nights at freddy's#springtrap#is coming!#are you ready for Freddy?#halloween#october#fnaf#fnaf 4#fazbear frights
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Witch Vamp is MARRIED
It's official, as of 7/28/24 Witch Vamp's business partners @jessdean & @themikeydeano are also partners for life 😎
#when i was radio silent for a bit last weekend this was why lol#and then we were waiting to get our pics back to make the big announcement#we had a private elopement style wedding last sunday#then fun pics at a place called 'Rainbow Vomit'#and fancy dinner at Sushi by Scratch#my bday is on 7/21 and mike's is 8/4 (2 weeks apart) so we decided to get married right in the middle on 7/28 :D#now we can always take a summer birthdaysversary break every year#will i let it be a real break next year?? who can say#thank you all for your support btw#it's made our dream life possible!#witch vamp#irl stuff#gpoy#wedding#marriage#wedding pictures#goth wedding#announcement#life update#we are married
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happy phanniversary to all whose first dnp video was basically im gay
#my life changed 5 years ago#it’s so odd to look back at it now#i found Dana story comforting because he was 28 when he came out to his family#and i was like woah… i can wait to tell them?#ive since come out and moved out#i was also soooooo lonely. worst depression of my life just being 19 and not over the horrors of high school lesbian situationships#it took me like 8 months after watching dnp to actually interact with tumblr#before I was a lurker#and everyone was so lovely <3#anyways. thanks dan for being gay
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Suddenly getting the intense urge to rewatch all of the SerVamp anime was not on my 2024 bingo card- but here we are folks
#servamp#not gonna lie- forgot how aesthetic some of the ‘otherworldly’ shots were#tsubaki in front of the carousel parade thing? chefs kiss it looks so goooood#suddenly transported back to 2016 and all my old SerVamp ships are front and center in my life again#don’t mind me- waiting until best duo lawless and licht make their appearance#suddenly my obsession with delusional angel characters makes so much more sense#idk what else to tag#lawless servamp#licht jekylland todoroki#mahiru shirota#sleepy ash#kuro servamp#fuck it#lawlicht#kuromahi#I forgot what the actual ship names were I’m guessing my way to victory#that’s how long it’s been since I’ve engaged with the SerVamp fandom holy shit#8 whole years wtf#marrapost
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can we just get one good life sim game please. and Soon instead of 10 yrs from now.
#talkys#i dont understand how the s/ms never had any real competitors#i keep getting sad wrt like damn. FoM in my eyes is the only farming sim thats been up to snuff since stardew in a genre#that ppl now consider oversaturated but its just the illusion of it bc so many of these games are either not good or um Ugly#and i need to take it slow once it releases bc the next good game will likely take another 8+ years to be developed by someone#anyway its adjacent here like i knowwww making a life sim takes time why arent more people doing it. LMAO...said half jokingly ykwim#like ive been waiting long enough and the only prospects rn are ugly hyperrealism you'd need a space station to access and#well i WAS excited for p/ralives but i feel it keeps looking worse with every update?? 😭#please god i need life sim to Live. and also for us to abandon realistic graphics in games stylization is always much better#KILL EA NEOWWWWWWW
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love being the resident Atheist Blasphemer in a household of Lax "yeah sure we believe in God" Orthodox Christians. I've already eaten 2 of our easter eggs early. Hristos vaskrse to all who celebrate I hope your chosen egg beats the shit out of all the other loser eggs
#very thankful that my parents always just let me do whatever when it comes to religion#I mean they couldn't like force me to go to church or anything either way because they never go either lmaoooo#I took religion class as an elective for 8 years of my life because we just watched bad animated movies and drew and played outside#while the other kids had to do Essays and Projects.#and I shit you not one day when I was like 12 I was sitting in class and went ''hey wait. I don't believe in literally any of this.''#so that's how I just kinda. figured out I wasn't christian. but we do infant baptism here so I'm insured just in case 👍#<- watch me go to hell for this statement alone#not fr
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#listening to history maker feels so different now#i don't think that it had properly sunk in. that we weren't getting a yuri on ice film despite waiting almost 8 years#but now listening to the original version of history maker is making me sad.#I'm just thinking of all the things we could have gotten. all the things we should've gotten but because mappa said ✨no✨#we didn't get shit for waiting almost a decade. which is insane to think about. like i waited for *half* of my life for a film to never come#but eh 🤷 ig it'll be tainted with feelings of sadness for the foreseeable future#sorry this was not supposed to be a mini rant. i just needed to listen to a song that filled the silence of my flat and it played#hep thoughts
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Ooc:
I WILL OPEN THIS WHEN IVE SEEN IT IM SORRY I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO YET CAUSE IM SICK😭
#ive been waiting on this movie for like 8 or 9 years now lol#i am NOT risking spoilers XD#asks#ooc#thats literally half my life i just realized....
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tomorrow’s my birthday and i’m getting a new piercing and some salmon w/ ríce 😁
#i can’t wait salmon the way it was cooked last time is soooo good man#i’m so glad my birthday isn’t close enough to christmas for the gifts to be combined every single time. i hate when people celebrate them+#together. don’t lump me with that mess!#not spiderstuff#god life is so short. i don’t want to keep aging because that means i’m so much closer to death . every birthday since i was 8 i’ve been so#aware of my mortality and how each year i make it seems impossible and horrible realization#but i’m gonna try to enjoy this birthday a little '_'
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Called my aunt to wish her a happy birthday and we spent an hour discussing what I was doing with my life 😭
#my uncle wants me to go get a PhD in quant or finance or information systems and then become a professor#OR#be a lawyer or a dentist#the PhD thing was very specifically catered when I was like 👉🏽👈🏽 I wanna teach#none of those things sound all that appealing..#space law Has Potential#but I think it would make me want to rip my hair out#they were both like. you have two years but then figure your life out by then#and then they were like. what is ur cousin doing. has he proposed yet#and I was like ??? it hasn’t even bee n a year?? I think they’re going to Japan#and oopsies apparently he had not told them they were going to Japan#my bad#after I. very reasonably said it makes sense to wait 2-3 years#he went ‘what is there going to be left to talk about then. life is all downhill from there. might as well get married now’#and. I’ve never ever ever heard that from a human being before#WHAT DO U MEAN YOULL RUN OUT OF THINGS TO TALK ABOUT#I could never#anyways love having my existential crises exacerbated by familial interactions#they just Say Things#I need to study. I’m gonna go do that maybe#actually no I want to complain more. my uncle keeps saying that the problem with space is that there’s only a few cities that work on it.#and that’s gonna limit my choice of partner#(so funny how they say partner. they are very homophobic and have no idea or they’d go THE MAN YOU MARRY like my mother does)#I feel like space is growing…#altho I’m sure that’s what people thought in the 60s and 70s and 80s and 90s#idk some of these bitches have been around since like the 70s and 80s and 90s#so it’s not like they all got fired immediately#my dental hygienist was telling me space was great until Obama slashed the budget#I didn’t have anything to say back considering I was 8 when he was elected and know v little about his policies#anyways. this is a psa to not call ur relatives even to wish them happy bday because then they’ll trap u in conversation and make u question
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they really do just dangle the concept of a pandora hearts anime reboot being an actual thing over our heads like we are rats in a maze with unobtainable cheese around the corner. like. is the 2% sanity i have left a joke to u. this is so sick. i feel like shit i just want to look forward to seeing my son on a regular basis again
#mine#pandora hearts#i am not sorry i am so not normal rn bc the daily oz acc just posted a translation for one of the 15th anni things ive never seen translate#& i am. massively unhinged.#the fact that they made such a blatant allegory to a reboot#but also specifically the way that was not just like. ooo a message from oz teehee#THEY LITERALLY GOT JUNKO MINAGAWA HERSELF TO REPRISE HER ROLE AS OZ TO VOICE IT#sick and twisted to rattle me in a blender like that.#AND THEN THE NENDROID ANNOUNCEMENT THIS YEAR TOO#i cant do this ive literally spent half my life waiting for justice to be served for my son im unhinged. im twisted. im craazzyyy#ill literally never have depression again if ph gets reboot like ill just be the worst person on earth on purpose#i will literally not shut up for a singular second. i will take screenshots of oz every second he is on screen#and post all of them. i will be the worst most obnoxious annoying person ever#AND U KNOW WHAT#ID DESERVE IT SO LET ME HAVE IT GIVE HIM BACK GIVE HIM BACK GIVE HIM BACK GIVE HIM BACK#they literally know. how desired it is. like ffs fiction junction STILL performs the op & ppl go wild for it every time still.#junko minagawa reprised her role as oz just for that little treat#mochijun and yuki kaijura are still friends.#everything is there why arent u budging why are u keeping him trapped behind a door#stop gatekeeping my son and return him to me ive been waiting for him to come back home for 8 years#i cant do it anymore#i deserve to live my best life in a quaint studio apartment w my daughter & i watching ph's reboot together.#hand it all over i am tired of being nice i dont even Want to go apeshit i AM apeshit
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succession season 3 ended 450 days ago. now there are only 19 days until season 4 premieres.
#it feels so crazy that i've just been. waiting this entire time?????? not a single day has gone by without me thinking about s4#and now it's almost here#i still haven't gotten over it being the last one. i'll process that probably around episode 8 or something#and honestly i don't even want to think about it. succession has been such an integral part of my life for 1.5 years#what am i supposed to do without it
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Embarrassing being an adult and crying over not understanding your homework. I'm 28 years old. This is so fucking stupid
#why do i even care#it's not even like knowing old English grammar is going to help me at all in my life outside of this class#i don't get credit for this class at my home university#i don't even have to do well#i have literally 1000 other things i could worry or cry about#and yet#i feel like an 8 year old having to turn in a half empty answer sheet for homework#who's gonna get scolded and penalized for not having applied enough effort#(or you know a 13 year old or 16 year old or 18 year old#whatever. I'm not in school anymore and i don't have to care about what my professor thinks about me when i don't even#care about the topic/have other things to concentrate on)#also every fucking week i make the same mistake and wait until the day before class to prepare#and find out he's hidden some extra homework at the very end of his lecture#i should just not worry about it so much#who the hell cares#goddammit#void screams
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oh.
#this yuri on ice news…..#i really can’t#little closeted 16 year old me lived because she saw that#like this HURTS me#that series was THE thing that made me okay with my sexuality#that made me feel like i could live a happy and loved life#like this is ABSURD to me#i dont even know what to say#the things yoi did for just general acceptance and representation#the amount of queer kids who found themselves through it#the amount of people who came out to me who I came out to because we talked about yoi like god#this is like kind of actually nonironically devastating to me#cause yeah it’s just a piece of fiction but like cmon man thats THE fiction got me to love myself#this is crazy#i need to go buy that little piece of 16 year old me that still exists some ice cream#that girl deserves it after waiting what like 8? years just for this#man im like about to cry over this this is dumb#ughh that childhood stuff really does stick with ya huh#anyway sending love to all the other people whose childhood hearts are getting broken over this#im an adult and im normal and great at taking bad news
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hi all, here's a late night thought-ramble
[it's about wedding stuff so please scroll away if you're not interested lol it's 100% okay]
as you are all technically strangers, i thought this would be a good place to get unbiased opinions (^:
i'm a people pleaser by nature, so i'm struggling with the whole "it's your wedding! do what makes you and your groom happy, and that's all that matters! if they love you enough, they'll understand."
why? because i want a small wedding. but i also think it'd be nice to have everyone who ever supported me there lol. to keep it relatively small, i think only inviting family would work (this would be under 60 if everyone came from both sides of our family). i don't have many close friends, so this wouldn't be impossible. but my groom definitely has people that he'd like to have at the wedding that aren't related to us. it's just a "if he invites these people, will the category of those people in my life get offended? does it matter, NO, but won't they?" and again, he has told me time and again, that i should do what i want and nothing more.
but oh my GOSH do i worry about having regrets and hurting feelings. like!!!!!!!!!! what's wrong with me!@1!!!!!!! i know if i was giving the advice to someone in my position, i'd say "JUST INVITE WHO YOU WANT TO INVITE! in the grand scheme of things, it doesn't matteR!!!!"
i need to follow my advice. but let me tell you................... it's hard. i'm so stubborn when it comes to knowing what's right for me vs. other people.
ANYWAY. i want this type of wedding what do we all think
#nonsims#nnngghhhhh i don't want to be stressed about planning a wedding#but like............................................................everyone is all 'when is the date? you have to figure that you first'#out*#and knowing that i want a fall wedding#and that's something i won't give up on because that's the ONLY thing i ever dreamed about growing up.#i didn't know any details of my wedding except the season so i'm KEEPING IT#anyway. if it's fall. then it has to be in like......less than 8 months#it seems so SOON#and waiting an entire YEAR AND A HALF TO MARRY HIM DOESN'T SEEM RIGHT EITHER#i've been dating him for 5.5 years so i am rEADY to be his wife#so ready.#it doesn't help that he's trying to get into graduate school and we will have to move soon and if he doesn't get in then he has to find#another job because we do not like this job he has rn#so we don't know what area we will be in#or what type of money#it's...it's very.....#it's very LIFE. i should say.#anyway. goodnight everyone i love you all thank you for all your support and kindness#i love scrolling through my dash bc you guys inspire me#MWAH#kisses
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Lol my brother is networking too much with my childhood crush and it’s too weird fhfjdjd like obviously I don’t like him but also I haven’t talked to him in like 15 years probably
#and by 15 years I mean 20 years#when I was literally like 8 or 9#I prob spoke to him a total of 5 times in my life now that I really think abt it even tho I saw him countless times#💀💀💀#actually no wait jk I def spoke to him when I was 6 or 7 when I first developed this crush#lol#but yeah now my brother went to dinner with him plus some other ppl from our organization#it’s so weird fhfhfhfhf#(for me. and for no one else. everyone else is just living normally)#it’s a networking dinner and he’s the guy they are networking with because of his job#it’s only weird cuz my brother knows lol otherwise I could have continued feeling unbothered#I don’t like him. but it’s like ptsd u know from my childhood#of not wanting to interact with him and avoiding him and running away#literally it’s not even a big deal#I’m just dumb and feel like it’s written on my forehead that I used to like him as a kid and now he’s married with a cool job#and I don’t have a spouse or a job I’m just a loser#so great is my fear of feeling less than. 😔#I am indeed such a loser. if anything. just for that#😔😔😔😔😔😔#💭.txt#is this ingratitude am I being ungrateful
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