#I think this is the first time I drew either of them
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For Your Own Good.
Prowl X Cybertronian! Reader who was raised on Earth scenario! warnings: obsessive behavior, no specified continuity, Prowl is a delusional prick I suppose, possible ooc Prowl, implied death of a family member
Earth had been your home your entire life, from the moment your mom found you in a tiny safety pod that crashed into the backyard of her farm away from the large city she lived near. She had no idea what you were, but she knew that she couldn't leave you there, small and defenseless..
you were just like a normal human baby, but, well... metal?? you grew a lot bigger when you reached your teenage years, nonetheless, your mother took care of you. she feed you what she thought a baby of you,, unique qualities would consume, she washed you when you got dirty, and of course when you got older she taught you how to help around the farm.
there was only one rule.
stay at the farm.
mother was so worried about a scenario where you are discovered by another human. what would happen to you? would you be taken away and experimented on like those awful sci-fi movies? would you have to be on the run? she couldn't bear to think it. so she made the stern rule that you are to never leave the farm unless absolutely necessary.
...
then they came.
creatures that looked like you, made of metal, you saw them whilst watching t.v. with mom through the house window. you where so excited! finally! you found out what you were! where you came from! it was also the day that mother finally decided it was safe for you to explore outside the farm, meet the creatures that were like you, find out who and what you are. it was hard for her, but she knew that you would be alright... at least she hoped...
...
Prowl had very mixed feelings about you when you first meet him and his fellow autobots.
you were... odd. you were loud. you were annoyingly curious about everything... and worst of all, he strangely didn't seem to mind..?
something about you.. drew him in. you had no idea what you even where, and for some reason, you stuck to him the most. it was odd.. like a breath of strange fresh air..
the way you looked at him as he spoke about basic knowledge that every other regular cybertronian should know already, but you didn't.. the look of wonder and amazement you had on your face only drew him in more..
you were so strange.. yet so... endearing..?
of course he never said any of this to you out loud, but he found himself growing more attached to you, which he found ridiculous in his own regard..
you are a distraction. he would tell himself. someone who strays him from his intended purpose.
but on the other hand.. he didn't want you to leave him alone either..
he could be selfish just this once, no? indulge you in facts that every other cybertronian should know at this point.. in fact, it's not entirely selfish is it? no! he's helping you learn who you are. who you were meant to be..
It's for your own good... right? you should know where you truly come from.... in fact... he'll do you one better.. he can bring you there.
one day, he offers to bring you to cybertron, to actually be where you truly came from.. to taste actual energon for the first time.. he'll be your guide, teach you everything the is to know and more-
"no."
"...what do you mean 'no'..?"
"I mean, I don't want to go to Cybertron."
...what?
"what are you even saying? all these months of telling about Cybertron, of you constantly asking where you came from, I give you a chance to actually go there and you say 'no'-?"
"I appreciate everything you've taught me, all of it, really. but I have a home here. With my mom. I can't just leave her here. everything I know is here. on Earth."
oh yes. your "mother", Prowl had meet her a couple of times. to be honest, he never really cared for her to begin with. she was paranoid, always being so paranoid. always nagging.
... Maybe he should do something about that.
"..."
".. Prowl..? are you ok?"
".... I have to do something."
Prowl transformed into his alt mode, and he sped off.. you've never seen him in such a hurry before.. you were worried.. ....
........
you fell to your knees.. eyes wide in terror and disbelief..
the farm... your house... the only thing you've ever known since you've landed here on Earth..
It was all in flames.
"...It was the most efficient solution." Prowl muttered behind you. you turned your helm and looked at him, you opened your mouth to say something but nothing came out.. it was like you voice box was frozen.. "this place was in the way, it was distracting you. now, you can come ho-" "... wh... where's my mom..?" Prowl was silent, he looked away for a brief second, and then looked back to you.. you repeated your question, only louder, and angrier.
"WHERE IS SHE PROWL?! WHAT DID YOU DO TO MY MOM!?"
"... that doesn't matter." was his only response. he placed his servo along you back, like he was trying to comfort you in a sick sense... "now you have nothing left to stay here for," he shoved you to the ground, holding your servos behind your back as he forced them into stasis cuffs. "now you can come back home. your real home. with me." his look softened, if only for a second..
"you may not understand it now, but I am doing what is best for you."
#Xay rambles#transformers#transformers idw#idw transformers#prowl#idw prowl#transformers prowl#transformers x reader#enjoy my slop <33 hope you like it<33 :3
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Something About you.
Why on earth would I like you? Of all people, why you?
an idiot who's overthinking about feelings
The city’s perpetual gloom filled the night sky in murky shades of gray and blue, as Gabe stood on a rooftop close to the edge, with the cold midnight air biting at his skin. His gaze drifted downward to the city streets below, where he could hear snippets of conversations—laughter, shouts, the distant wailing of sirens. It was a good distraction for him, something to take his mind off of... well, things. Things that's been eating him up inside, and he can't figure out why.
Next to him was the Red Hood, muttering something about plans to take out some criminals, or other stuff— Gabe wasn't listening. Not really. His mind had been occupied since the moment Jason arrived. Anon's usual blabbering, chatty self was nowhere to be seen or heard. Something was different, and Jason was quick to notice.
"Earth to Anon?" Jason calls out, his voice low and gravelly from his helmet. "Are you going to help me out here, or are you just gonna stare off into space?" Right. They were working on something together— nothing too serious, just a need to take down a rookie gang. Minor stuff.
Gabe blinked at hearing Jason's voice. Covering his slip with a lopsided grin, "You've got it handled, Red." Dissatisfied with the answer, Jason huffed from under his helmet. "Handle what? Were you even listening to me?" he scoffed.
"Sorry," Gabe mutters, looking down at his feet. Silence stretched between them, heavy and suffocating— for Gabe, at least. And he hated it.
"You're not usually this quiet." Jason sighed, crossing his arm over his chest. "You're usually annoying, always talking about whatever..." he looks at Gabe before bringing his attention to Gotham below.
"I'm multifaceted." Gabe quipped, though his voice was much softer than usual.
Jason could only groan from that reply, "Don't give me that crap." If Gabe could see what the man looked like right now, he was sure he was rolling his eyes. "Alright, stop it. What's up? You're clearly distracted and it's annoying me."
"It's nothing."
"Bullshit. What's eating you up?"
Gabe hesitated, the words stuck in his throat. He sighed, more to himself than anyone else. There was something about Jason that made it impossible to ignore him. Maybe it was the way he fought like he had nothing to lose, or the way he smiled as if he didn’t care—though Gabe knew better. Jason tried to hide it, but Gabe could see the weight he carried, the guilt and pain that clung to him like a second skin.
But why was he overthinking this? Jason was just a guy with too much baggage, right? But that was just an excuse, a way to push aside everything Gabe felt. Jason wasn’t just anything. He was fire and fury—something that drew Gabe in, something that made him want to understand him, even when Jason pushed people away.
Gabe didn’t know when it all started. Maybe it was the first time Jason snapped at him, his voice sharp and rough, cutting through the chaos like a jagged knife. Or maybe it was when Gabe saw Jason unmasked, vulnerable in the dim light after one of their shared missions. Either way, it didn’t matter. He hated thinking about it, hated how much space the Red Hood took up in his head.
He tried to bury the feeling deep, convincing himself it was just respect, maybe camaraderie. But the truth wasn’t so kind. Why Jason? Why him? Gabe asked himself again. But deep down, he knew the answer didn’t matter. Despite everything—despite Jason’s rough edges and sharp words—Gabe couldn’t stop himself from wanting to get closer.
His gaze lingered on the man in front of him. Jason had always had a magnetic pull, something that left Gabe feeling unsteady.
But right now, he wasn’t ready to admit everything out loud. Instead, he wore his usual smile. "Maybe I'm just thinking about how good of a friend you are?"
"What..." Jason blinked, caught off guard by the ridiculousness Gabe said. He scoffed a bit, shifting his weight to his right leg while staring at the other in disbelief. "You have terrible taste."
"I know."
"You were distracted because of... what, that?"
Gabe laughed sheepishly. "Yeah."
"That's stupid." Jason groaned and stepped back. Muttering something that Gabe didn't quite catch. Gabe away, back to the city. There was something about Jason Todd—something that made Gabe's heart race and his walls crumble. And maybe that's stupid. And just maybe, that was okay.
whatever this is, just know it was made without me thinking of a draft or anything at all... call it impulse writing HAHAHAHA alexa play "do i wanna know" by hozier bcs i was thinking of that when writing abt them
calling them redmystery bcs... heh... yeah... im so creative(lie)
#dc oc#dc fanart#jason todd#jason todd x oc#oc x canon#fanart#digital art#artists on tumblr#jason todd fic#jason todd fanfiction#red hood#original character#red hood fanart
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@ugly-anastasia
As soon as Toby felt the pull of her hand from his he let go. The sound of the door shutting quietly drew his attention, about to turn to look over his shoulder to see what it had been– but he didn't have to. She was already telling him.
It was a little hard to follow at first but he had gotten attuned to listening to her, to knowing her voice and while he hadn't the lifetime it would take to have all its pitches and tones perfectly memorized, he knew this one. And at first it was able to sweep him up with it, to fill in the blank confusion his own emotions had left behind with that same panic.
Only the absurdity of He's going to tell everyone, managed to act like change in the current and help bring him back up on the shores of static reality. Because– what? The tea shoppe owner? He hardly said a full sentence on an average day. He wasn't going to tell everyone.
But Toby knew what she meant. He would tell someone and then they would, too, and soon everyone would know. As was the way of Swynlake.
It was not his first instinct to try and convince her that...maybe that was good thing, maybe this was just the sign that it was time, Because she was panicking about it. She was scared. She didn't want that, didn't want people to know about what they really were to one another.
No, his first instinct was to say, "I'm- I'm sorry. I shouldn't have–"
But an apology wasn't going to fix it so he stopped and he stepped back a few paces. That wasn't going to fix it either.
Nothing could.
Because, unfortunately for the both of them, Toby wasn't an idiot. He had known a while ago that keeping them a secret wasn't just for the sake of her children or their jobs or because she still needed to curb the ending of another relationship before a new one began. He just...wasn't good enough for her. It didn't matter that she cared about him or that he cared about her, there was far more to a relationship than that. And he had failed to showcase that he could be what she needed. She had told him what she had wanted that same night she had first kissed him, and he'd had months to prove to her that he could be that for her.
But he had failed. Miserably so.
Not only that, but he had just ruined everything by exposing them. Because there had been a world where Toby would have been perfectly content to just be this. To never have a relationship out in the open, to never be acknowledged to the people that mattered to her, because if that what Anastasia had been willing to give him then how could he possibly asked for more? Anything would have sufficed, no matter the pain. His ego didn't matter. She did.
Which was why it would have been a selfish thing to let this continue. Yet, he would have done it anyway.
"I'll go before someone else sees," he said, even though he knew this was his mess to clean up. He should be the one to go knock on the door, to demand an audience with the tea shoppe owner, and straighten everything out. The story was an easy one; he had been making an advance on her but she had politely declined him, and that was it.
But he just– could not bare to think about saying the words. Not tonight.
Ever the coward, Toby ducked his head and started off toward the park.
Hot Pursuit | Anatoby
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violemnce
Text from each panel in order:
"Hello?? My order..?"
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"I guess you all must-a been VERY happy that Pep went inside [the tower] scared instead of angry"
"What do you mean by this, little gnome man?"
"Oh! Just that he is-a good with weapons! Knives, butcher knives, you-a know; Kitchen things! Sharp things! Very glad no one was hurt!"
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"little gnome man, I must head home. Good day to you."
#pizza tower#peppino spaghetti#peppino#gustavo#pepperman#brick the rat#brick#arts#mine#hes a man of many talents#a bit of a performer; i like that little sprite of him w the cane#oh wait im misremembering i think; hes definitely holding his hat in one hand but i dunno if hes holding a cane in the other#either way its got showtime vibes#hes acquired alot of useless knowledge in his years#like knife throwing and juggling#bc why not#and like maybe hes thinking of stabbing someone in the face with one#babygirl energy uvu#oh man i forgot i had this queued up#this is like the first time i drew any of these characters so they look um. wildly different from how i am drawing them now that im getting-#-comfy 😭😭😭 its only been a week and yet…
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Sudden mha sketch among isat-tober things
I have no idea what came over me
#fanart#sketch#my art#bnha#league of villains#shigaraki tomura#tenko shimura#toga himiko#dabi#toya todoroki#AND I can't believe it's my first trio art after forever#I redrew my old art I drew them separately BUT I haven't drawn them like this in YEARS#Every time I tried to it failed#Merry-go-Round OP my beloved#my hero academy fanfiction#mha fanart#boku no hero academia#I think I'll take a day off isatober today#Saturdays are bad days for me either way#No promise if I'll just put two sketches together again
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silly jorqueen from a little while ago bc I was trying to draw them again and was struggling with it and I needed to cope somehow
#legends of avantris#icebound#jornir#queenie march#jorqueen#dorky awkward flustered jornir is very important to me#this was like the first time I drew either of them I think#it is so hard brainrotting really hard over characters I can barely draw#they r just spinning around in my brain rlly rlly fast
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hii‼️
i love your art so much :))
could you draw ace or arturo from drdt?
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#[HI!! thank you sm 4 the compliment and request!!! 🌸]#drdt#danganronpa despair time#arturo giles#digital art#art#artwork#fanart#this is my first time drawing a complete drawing of him.. all ive done is like 2 sketches of him#i rlly liked figuring out the stylization for is antennas (hair strands)#although for some reason his antennas in the sprites are inconsistent. they're either in front of his ears or behind them-#depending on the sprite so. i think when he in his little moods he gently re-positions his hair strands#i was actually going to add an ace drawing but unexpectedly i took a little while on the arturo art and never drew ace#ill (probably) draw ace some other time
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My fourth wall OCs! ♥ (Patreon)
I tried to put everything in the tags but ended up being too long-winded lol, so here it is instead!
For this year’s big behind-the-scenes project, I realized I haven’t given colour references to a lot of my 4th Wall characters! There are...a surprising proportion of femboys who are aware of their existence here now that I look at it lol - I mean technically only Cory and Mint count there but that's still 2/8 - a fourth is kind of a lot! Their sizing is pretty funny to me as well, Cory’s proportions make everyone else look tiny by comparison, he’s just got a very large eye! Set right next to Gijat too, Vortians are so compact - he’s fully grown he’s an adult he’s just small!
Okay, for actuals now, starting left-to-right - while they’re obviously organized by height, it's funny because Cure is also the oldest by creation date. She's front of the line on everything! How silly. She's larger than your average plush bear but only by a little - just enough to be like Mildly intimidating if she approached haha. Puntable - and yet unpuntable lol. It's not just her being the oldest of the lot that makes her more powerful (although that is a contributing factor - she’s aware of her status both in and out of character!). It's not just Kids Rules either since she was made such a long time ago - y'know like ''Oh yeah well my character is [very powerful for X reasons]'' - although yes Also That lol. She's a Fourth Wall OC down to her roots, always intended that way - not everyone here can say that!
Tala also has that edge! Though in a very different way haha - she's also the only one here with a physical counterpart, which is fun :D Means she can go on “actual” adventures and bring that knowledge back with her cartoon versions - both are as real as the other! I keep forgotting her bow, agh, I need to take some more pictures of her sometime so my mental picture of her is more up to date haha
I guess my blankslate HF expression kind of counts?? Lol, it’s mostly for funsies, they’re more like a Concept As Person so?? Sure lol, With Accessories of course lol - haven’t been fighting it much lately so that’s all for now ♪ I wonder if they’ll stay so lucky in the near future hmmm
Gijat! ♥ He ended up being an accidental fourth wall character actually haha, he wasn’t designed with that in mind! He's not meant to know such things, but he did fairly well with it while he was part of the main rotation :) He was designed to be a story character but he ended up being my favourite comfort character so he got a few glimpses out <3 He hasn't for a while though! He's been retired for a long while actually - he's the second oldest character in the lineup after Cure but she had more staying power, sorry Gi <3 I did draw his fairy version not all That long ago tho! It’s hard to let go of anyone for Too long haha
Cory ♥ My sweet special boy <3 He's also the third oldest here! He was the first one to assert himself as a fourth wall OC haha ♪ Cure didn't really congeal into an OC for a long time - she stayed a concept and Gijat was on accident - whereas Cory purposefully and clearly looked outward from the start. He Has a story but it's never been all That developed - he has some non-4th Wall character-friends but his main focus is other, unrelated characters. He's always been very interested in other OCs, a lot of which stems from Bar actually haha - he and Bar are near-contemporaries - they're both featured here for a reason haha
Mint >:| He's...fine. He was inspired from a weird source and has therefore always Been weird - and also asserted himself like Cory. Same story - he has canon story elements but for the most part he's interested in others! Usually in a Pursuit kind of way, and not just limited to my OCs >:/ He needs to behave himself is what - he also has like 1000 outfits and they rarely repeat, ugh, pick one! I wasn’t familiar with the eGirl aesthetic at the time I made him, but he 100% fits it, look at him in his elf ears and heterochromatic contacts smh. I don’t actually know his real eye colour, or hair colour! He wears contacts and dyes his hair and won’t tell me, he even started dating a non-4th wall character without asking! He’s a real wild card
Erase is probably the babiest of the list despite Tala being newer and younger - everyone else was made before Erase! They’ve had had less screen time and less development than everyone else too.They're an incredibly light and oddly harmless fourth wall presence lol for all the danger They pose in Their story :0 They're fairly polite all things considered. They actually have a degree of respect for the fourth wall - unlike Some people (Mint) - probably from acknowledging The Player/Character vs. developer. If there's a hierarchy capable of being distinguished then Erase is going to place Themself in the safest spot. Y'know - to cause problems from lol. I do need to play with Them more - They're fun! But fun isn't quite enough to be full-fledged Interesting just yet, more to do, more to do
It's almost unfair to have Erase right next to Bar lol - possibly my most Interesting OC of all time. First created in 2015 quite soon after Cory, even in the same notebook! He retired in 2017, I think? 2018 at the latest - and then was revived in 2020 and has been here again since. And that's just his timeline! Not counting everything that went into him character-wise. Obviously my sonas don't count as 4th wall OCs because y'know - they're me - but Bar falls kind of unclear of the line between OC and sona, he's always been a weird one. He was initially meant to be an RP character and then over time he developed into a 4th wall OC/sona of a Kind. Nowadays he's a fully-fledged 4th wall OC by design - his change in design from his 2020 revival was meant to represent his transformation thereof - but he's always been weird! If I had to pick a character that I’d consider “overdeveloped” or put too much of myself in - even more than some of my sonas - it'd be him. He's one of my favourites because of that but it's hard to quantify how exactly I feel about him haha. I love him! It's painful! He's great! He's awful! He's very important to me and he'll never return to being what he was first created for again. I do quite like his new design <3 Paying homage to the video that sent him crashing back into relevance for me haha
It was fun to draw everyone :D And it's nice that they all have colour references now! Mint has definitely been the longest without one, everyone else has had at least Something - even Erase! And They're way newer! I did make Mint in a couple online dollmakers but that's not quite the same thing haha, he really needs his clothes hand-drawn :P
It's good to have them all :) They're a fun bunch and I like all of them <3 I think it’s kinda funny and a little strange how few crossovers they’ve had with each other though! So far it’s really only been Tala-Bar-Cory - the rest are aware of each other but haven’t really met, how strange, considering what they are!
#My art#Original#Would definitely recommend opening in a new tab on this one lol#This year's Requestober warmup project!#I actually ended up finishing everything well before the end of the season so I had to cast around for a few smaller things to do haha#But if anything I'm quite pleased that something of this size was able to be done so quickly!#It does help that my 4th wall OCs are some of my favourites haha - they get invited out! Or push themselves there >:P#I don't mind with Cory but Mint smh#I don't Really mind with Mint either pft but I do like to give him a hard time - he's a troublemaker!#On top of the high proportion of femboys there's also a lot of troublemakers in here - some of these interactions would be explosive lol#I do think it'd be fun to have them all meet up a bit more! Cure showed interest in Mint not too long ago#And Cory loves everyone haha he's actually very good about all that - he's kind of like a foster parent welcoming new rescues hahaha#He's always been like that <3 It's why he gets a birthday celebration most years good boys deserve good birthdays#I think Gijat would probably be overwhelmed by most everyone haha he really wasn't built to interact with others outside of his own story#And his fairy version probably hates me so there's that lol#He's good with kids tho! He could probably chat with Tala and they'd both be alright :)#Bar as usually snapping up any spare screentime and focus - gotta talk about him! Pft ♪#He's fairly chill thankfully - a little standoffish but that's to be expected really#Now that I think of it I drew Cory holding a tiny Bar when they were first contemporaries - I could do the opposite now!#Bar throws off the scale of everyone else so much haha <3#Goods lads ♥
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everything's coming up roses
#my art lol#vocaloid#flower vocaloid#v3 flower#blood tw#decapitation#tw decapitated head#yeah fukase's here but i'm not tagging him for. reasons. thats enough maintags i think immm nervous. feel like i'll get nerfed#womp womp random ass emo shit w/ no explanation once again... based off a doodle i did while bored at work#and it looked good enough to turn into a full thing so ye. also experimenting in the ibispaint that i like never use 😭😭#drew this the day before gakupo's bday lol i guess i can only draw one (1) purple loid good atm 😔😔 and her v3 isnt even that purple#it was gonna be v4 originally but v3's design worked better for composition purposes. sorry v4 i swear i love you too#but i think i will forever be a little bit based towards v3 since that's how i first knew flower. sorry 🥴#lowkey an indirect sequel/prequel to that other drawing i did a long ass time ago if you wanna think about it like that lmaoo?? but not rly#i feel like i could've put more in this but idk i also didn't wanna overfill it w/ stuff. also man i can never draw heads to scale bruh#always terrified i draw them either too big or too small. and that's even when attached properly to a neck
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you ever get so inactive in the group chat that when you come back, you're hardly recognizable?
#for context btw moss went camping a lot btwn s1-2 and they're not great w/ tech so. very few appearances in the chat#they came back w/o dyed hair and w/ a completely diff style#also tbh i kind of threw moss+annisa together b/c of a lack of ideas/direction but i actually love their friendship sm#didn't intend for bambi to become friends w them either when i drew this but love that she's included w/ the right text too!!#by theo#annisa anwar#moss macleod#i kinda love the sketch but i kinda wanna clean it up idk!!!#i think this was my first time trying to draw smtn that wasn't straight on w/o heavy references actually<3#season 2
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Some portraits I did of Branch and his brothers from the new Trolls movie as humans :)
I finished the Branch picture first, then I spent a decent amount of time sketching out the other faces. I really enjoy drawing siblings as it’s fun to choose which features they will share and how they differ. I then spent a million years mindlessly colouring and recolouring trying to get the shading right so now I can’t tell if they look good or not. Also you cannot see Floyd’s earring because he is facing the wrong way but I promise he is wearing one.
I also sketched them in their early Brozone days. I imagine they all had the same(ish) hairstyle but dyed a different colour.
#trolls#my art#trolls band together#john dory trolls#bruce trolls#clay trolls#floyd trolls#branch trolls#I imagine that branch is in his early 20s and the others are somewhere in their 30s or early 40s#also my branch drawing was originally based on the first movie - so that’s the energy I was trying to capture with his facial expression#I think it still works but just something to note#also I have rewatched band together several times since I started drawing these and there are some details that I no longer agree with#mostly about facial expressions I drew them with#whatever!#I could also go into a lot of detail about every feature on each of their faces#the only plot relevant ones are floyd being fully grey and the younger two having attached earlobes#everything else is like ‘I believe that everyone would have a square chin but john would have a pointed one <3’#‘I believe clay has noticeably lower cheekbones than the others <3’#also I think their eye colours match canon in that [blue eyes = light brown] and [other = dark brown] but I may have gotten it wrong#either way I wanted floyd to have beautiful brown eyes and branch and john to have very similar eyes. just because I feel it in my heart.#nose shapes also align with canon more or less. though looking at them now I think branch’s should be wider#ok that’s enough thoughts thank you to the person who reads them all the way through
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re last answer: please don't stop, being very unhinged about these two pretty white boys is helping distract me from the sharks losing streak rn so bring it on
https://www.tumblr.com/bondedpairs/764566430180147200?source=share
(sideblog woes but there's the link for you) anyway in the vid they talk about going over to each other's houses to have dinner and things and while that is a delicious example of their codependence i love it bc through an rpf lens there is definitely some old man ******* going on. they can have the dilfs and each other.
(someone else mentioned kept boys which i could write an essay on but i fear being Perceived™️)
anyway if you have anything to add to this please do, if not ignore me and i will hide under a rock until the stress-related insanity has worn off and i am a functioning member of society once more 😂
- @bondedpairs
ty for the video!!! and please, WRITE THE KEPT BOYS ESSAYYYY i promise i will read it with my hands over my eyes if you don’t want to be perceived. do it scared!! do it anyway!! we’ll all love you for it!!!
#like. i don’t know how to explain how narratively aware will smith is to me. he knows he’s being put into the codependent rookies arc.#he’s aware that zeev buium transforms into a dog. he knows that he and mack aren’t getting together because mack’s gotta work it out first.#& in a less unhinged way i simply mean that will smith has an air of both self-conscious thought & projection i think is maybe fascinating.#but not in a way in which i actually know this or think that he thinks about himself and how he comes across. he just Is Something ????#the best way i can explain is one of my alltime favorite fics i use it like a shorthand citation bc i love it so much but catchascatchcan’s#many worlds universe but specifically the second tk/pat story second person you the ouroboros spits out its tale nolan walks off screen.#like that is the kind of narrative awareness i am trying to explain that no matter where i put him will smith knows he’s inside a story but#not in a way where he’s trying to do anything to it. he’s just present there. this makes no sense to me either please understand#liv in the replies#bondedpairs#happy to have brought you something in your times of woe!!! also hope things get a little less stressful for you!! <3#we’re 2gether p much 24/7” no go on i say in my nature documentary voice. watching them like bugs under a rock rn observing from a distance#this DID get me to actually watch the video. agreed with puckpocketed saying rich text and ur tags like. YES the daddy issues popped out.#just wants to make sure he’s having fun!! checking up!! mack the prime irritance in will’s life!! foisted off on one another w/ no choice#it’s like when your parents are friends so then you have to be friends with their kids in a way and then also like. you’re the only kids#close in age to each other but they’re NOT but it is definitely not like. i would choose you for any lifetime it is very will smith hockey#(once again) very aware he has to wait for mack to settle down. like now that i’m saying this i DO want clairvoyant will smith which is not#where it goes in the first half but just in the sense of like. those silly posts that are like ‘invested early in stock!’ & it’s a picture#of braden holtby & his beautiful bisexual wife brandi back when holts was a hipster who wore skinny scarves & now everyone thinks he’s sooo#like that but it’s will smith saying my god you are insufferable but you’ll be fantastic in five years. get in the fucking car.#(yes i am drawing extensively from the one picture where will has COMPLETELY tuned him out (there is a football reasoning reference here?#with the patriots? neonfretra drew this also but it was a tweet about the teams. there’s layers to this here ANYWAY) we’re building a life#i realize after the fact i addressed neither the dilf (gilf?) fucking here nor the content of the actual video & polycules to which i say:#brain scrampled egg. the burnsie/joe/patty/(pavs???) polycule just exists to me and the kids intersect the venn diagram but in a much#smaller portion than they intersect each other in both ways (will/mack joe/the guys)#also as for the content of the video. you’re gonna have to give me at LEAST (how long did it take me until i actually started posting tzjd?#i hate that this is my metric but it really was like. i see everyone yelling about them & i’m like ok. [please ignore the irrational hatred#i have for tz at the time it has to do with moritz seider and also whenever i see him on the ice something awakens in kill mode] and i DO#blame tzjd for my 800 drafts and it took me like. a good while before i finally went OH kay. i see it. okay i can get invested. horizon at#a 45 degree angle moon in the late waxing gibbous winds scented of orange & blowing S by SW from the vortex cycle etc etc ass conditions)
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thinking about that ford blood angel thing i made
#body horror#gore#blood#the gore and body horror is for what i'm about to say in the tags#reason why i was thinking about fucked up blood angel ford:#the first time i drew him his head was the same but the rest of his body was meat and bones and organs#(and i didn't remember this until now- but the wings were actually made of blood. this is not consistent with the next tags)#i thought. well why would his head remain untouched but his body wouldn't?#and then it hit me. the worst possible thing ever. the most disgusting thing ever#the wings are made up of the skin that's missing from the rest of his body#they aren't like actual wings- they're the intact flesh that was torn away to make a sort of two-part cloak#they resemble wings somewhat because of the fact that they fan out on either side of him#he can still use them to fly#another detail about this blood angel ford i don't think i ever mentioned- his weapon is a solidified shard of his own blood#whenever it upgrades it gets more durable and longer#so it goes from like. somewhat brittle dagger so you can't hit things too hard lest it break#to long lance that you can use to stab god in the face#anyway. sorry for bringing up blood angel ford. i'm sorry to him too for bringing him into existence
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How about the classics, both your boys for character bingo! I really like hearing your thoughts on them, haven’t even seen IT yet but I love absorbing their knowledge and lore via your words
#talk radio [asks]#anon#ask game#f/o:💖what a fool believes🎸#f/o:💙hide in your shell🎹#explaining some things in tags!#SO i do think the fandom doesnt treat either of them very well in my opinion#at least from when i used to look at it#a lot of the time people treat ryan too infantile and just as a purely silly and dumb guy#which is upsetting to me for many reasons#first of all the infantization of him just seems real bad w how neurodivergent coded he is#also hes a complex man! he gets really angry and screams and cries and i feel people just pretend hes not like that?#and more min its mainly just sidelining him in favor of ryan#when people drew min it was only ever to be by ryans side#if people drew solo art it was really only ever of ryan#also i feel people just dont portray min accurately most of the time#leaning too hard into him being either really anxious of kinda mean#for designs i LOVE mins design dont get me wrong hes so cute and handsome BUT ryans is my fav lol#same w aesthetic tbh its just ryan has the classic rocker aesthetic which i love#min has more normal guy disease which is NOT his fault!! he got trapped on the train in his fucking work clothes!!! ghfdjsk#min needs to be bullied more ghfdjs me and ryan will do it personally lol#they are BOTH very much bastards but min is much more one HFJSHGFD gahh i love them both smm
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Sketch page! Ignore my poor attempt at background, I didn’t use a reference and got humbled quite fast
#ignore the background I didn’t use any references and drew it in like#ten min top. 25 if you add the coloring time too#anyway meet another group from the story#the high school students that don’t go to high school group#ok that’s a lie on of them does#there is another group around their age in high school but they haven’t been cooked enough to take out of the pot yet#well neither do these#everything rn is mostly first/ second drafts#soon tho u may see the actual high school group#not sure which direction I’ll start the story#but one of the high schoolers is needed to be introduced either way#I think the story will start when the mc meets her#anyway#this took too long to finish for some reasons#magical girls#future comic#angels#but also not really#artwork#digital art
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I randomly looked thru all my random sketches/unfinished wip files and I'm just mentally shaking past Catie like "WHY DIDNT YOU FINISH THESE!?"
#ugh theres a few i really want to finish#bcs i think the sketches are genuinely rly goor#<- not a brag. when i sketch or finish art i tend to hate it at first glance but come to love it after a period of time#so im looking at these like huh why did i think these were just nonsense/bad#but god its so hard to jump back into an old project#cause yeah the sketch looks good but its probably so far removed from my current level of skill#theres one i almost just wanna post the sketches of it and be done with it#bcs ive thought abt it so long and i go look at it longingly like every week#but its one of those things where you feel like even if you finished it +#it either wont look good as it does in your head or its not as dynamic/passionate as the og sketch yknow?#my drawing files are just a weird mix of being an absolute graveyard of sketches but also are next to my masterworks 😭#i think its good for your brain to sketch and you dont have to 'finish' everything you ever start#<- but at the same point theres some wips that make me groan bcs i reallt want them to be finished#oh chair wip i think i might have to re-sketch you if i ever wanna finish you. even tho ive really warmed to the original sketches </3#well ah anyways i think maybe matador seb will be my next thing#i wanna draw chibis again too i think#i drew them too much for a while and felt like i was losing my painting abilties#and now i only paint 💀 so its so ?????#catie.rambling.txt
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