#I think hatsune Miku can save the world

[manicmalemanipulatormusic]

Desperately trying to fight off my male manipulator phase by balancing my music taste with vocaloid. Well- more like I’m using vocaloid as a holy symbol to ward away the effects Midwest emo has on me. Wish me luck.

[theguardianace]

hm. tierlist on how good of a hugger i think the pjsk cast is. vocaloids are thrown in at random. personal headcannons GALORE

tenma tsukasa. canonically an amazing big brother. this comes with the territory. he's also a human radiator so it feels very soft and warm. also has good strength so you feel very safe. 10/10 would hug again.

wxs luka. she is chubby and soft and sleepy. this is the ideal person TO hug. only thing keeping her from that number one spot is the fact she will fall asleep in your arms which is cute for about ten seconds.

mochizuki honami. she is canonically BUFF AS HELL and also SOFT. a hug from honami will instantly make you forget every single one of your worries. also she smells like apple pie.

otori emu. she may not have luka, hona, or kasa's height, but she has more than enough wonderhoy to make up for it. getting hugged by emu is like getting hugged by the worlds nicest weighted blanket.

hanasato minori. if i could go to a mmj fan meetup the first thing i would do is ask minori for a hug. she will hug you like she means it. and she does very much mean it. i just think it would be nice.

tenma saki. she will give you hugs CONSTANTLY in that super friendly "we're gonna jump in a circle while i hug you because im so happy to see you" way. will it be a long hug? no. will it make you feel instantly happy and welcome? yes. and that my friend is valid.

vbs meiko. it's a hug from your mother (or what you imagine a hug from a good mother like figure to be). safe and secure. familiar.

hinomori shizuku. if you are nice to her she will find a way to give you a hug. she smells like dewdrops in the morning. it's a very refreshing hug.

shiraishi an. everyone needs a big bear hug from a strong lesbian every now and again. also she will pick you up halfway through the hug so be ready.

shinonome akito. i dont think there is a single card where he is next to toya and not either actively giving him a hug or very much thinking about it. also hes warm and that's nice. he will not try and hug you first unless your name is aoyagi toya.

momoi airi. actually a very good hug. she will hold you tight for a few seconds. big fan of the shoulder side hug.

l/n luka. its like a hug from that cool upperclassman you had a tiny crush on in high school. objectively a very neutral hug but she's cool and it makes you feel safe.

kiritani haruka. she has perfected her idol hug throughout the years. it is a blend of hopeful, reassuring, and slightly impersonal. she tries though and you have to love her for it. if you're a haruka stan it's an instant 1 though.

azusawa kohane. honestly fantastic hugger it's a very friendly and kind sort of feeling. she's just not confident enough to give you a good one unless you're close.

yoisaki kanade. she kind of smells like bo and ramen but it's ok because a hug from kanade makes you feel instantly safer. kanade hugs are full of reassurance and safety. a reminder that you are not alone and you will be saved.

hoshino ichika. she has a very basic hug but there is love and hatsune miku inside of it so that's pretty cool

n25 miku. she learned what a hug is last week and has been practicing non-stop since. len likes this. meiko and kaito do not.

akiyama mizuki. in theory? incredible hugger. will hold you nice and tight. in practice? too scared of emotional intimacy to ever put it to practice.

shinonome ena. also someone who in theory would give great hugs but in practice unless you're having an emotional crisis she will try and scratch you to get out when she's done with it.

kusanagi nene. she's too anxious to try giving you a hug unless your name is otori emu, and even then it's really only reciprocation. she smells a bit like grapefruit and ocean waves somehow.

hinomori shiho. unless your name is tenma saki she will not hug you back. refuses to jump with her though.

vbs len. have you ever met a middle school boy who can give a decent hug.

kamishiro rui. im sorry he's bony as hell and will think he's not worthy of such kindness for a solid ten minutes. it's not the worst hug in the world but it's certainly the worst of wxs.

aoyagi toya. this poor child has not initiated a hug once in his life. he does not know what to do. hes trying though.

asahina mafuyu. hugging maf is like trying to hug an ice cube (physically and emotionally). not recommended unless you are desperate.

-1000000: n25 kaito. if you try and hug this man you will end up on a missing persons list.

[tsukakitty]

Hahaha I haven't posted on this blog at all cause I've become an identity v fan but screw it, people are still seeing my posts so I might as well post some random idv stuff!

My idea for an identity v x project sekai crossover!

Note that none of these are based on idv lore or character personalities... All of this is my opinion

Obviously I feel like the leaders would be getting the skins lmao

Ichika: Journalist... Her camera could be her phone. Idk she could summon Hatsune Miku I think everybody would like that even the hunter. I also really like Alice DeRoss and Ichikas my favorite character so yeah. But she would be a rescue character.

Minori: Cheerleader. She's an idol so obviously she'd be inspiring and cheering for her teammates. And doing everything but decoding but that's okay. But yeah it fits you get my point.

Kohane: Gardener. I'm not sure if she has any mechanical expertise but she should be carrying a boom box and be singing so fucking loud she breaks the rocket chairs... And sing so good she summons a shield. Or she could carry a phone and summon like Len or Meiko idk but I like the boom box idea more cause it's funny. Love you Kohane Azusawa

Tsukasa: Composer... "Oh but he'd be Acrobat-" SHUT THE FUCK UP SHUT THE FUCK UP SHUT THE FUCK UPPPPPPPPP AAAAAUGHHHGGH idgaf yes he probably would but god forbid I give the character from a rhythm game a character with an rhythm game mechanic. Composers gameplay has him decoding ciphers like he's playing the piano and who plays a piano... Hmmm... And for his tuning fork he could have some phone sure. I also chose composer because I love Frederick Kreiburg and Tsukasa Tenma BUT ALSO BECAUSE Tsukasa could have an accessory that plays one of his commissioned songs instead of the default for decoding and his tuning fork... He could play like Mr. Showtime while decoding and when he clicks his phone (tuning fork) it could play one of the untitled songs or world link songs... Yeah.

Kanade: Psychologist... Uhm. Okay so yes I think it would fit because she would be saving her teammates yes but I don't see her as a full on rescue character. She could use her phone to send a song that would heal her teammates, and yes she can tank 3 hits idgaf if she's canonically physically weak, that extra hit is supposed to be used for healing teammates anyways dude. Stress mechanic fits her also... And hey. Idgaf about Emil he's a cutie and all but PLEASE let me give a CROSSOVER SKIN to ADA ONLY...

Anyways that's my super sigma sugoi idv x pjsk crossover if I get hate on this I'm going to end it all. Obviously this won't ever happen or it won't be accurate and like... I hope we never get a pjsk x idv crossover but hey this is all my sugoi opinion so hip hip hooray

[danganronpa96]

Oh, this is very interesting. I assume you mean like from the DR3 anime, so (rubs hands together)

DR69:

Luigi - going into a room with the lights on (as no. 2, isn’t it your duty to be in the dark? Also this could stir up some interesting situations in the dark)

Mario - running or jumping (can’t yahoo his way out of this one)

Peter - talking (yep not a peep outta funny family moments guy, no cutaway gags no nothing, what will tiktoks use for footage now)

Brian - reading or writing (no books, no laptops, no pens. He won’t be needing them)

Miku - speaking in English (as an idol, it’s her goal to spread her voice to everyone around the world, so what if it was limited? She can still speak Japanese, and Chinese, but only a select few will understand her. Sure, it’s fine for those who can translate, but what if she was in a dire situation with someone who couldn’t…?)

Teto - Hatsune Miku dying (since she loves her so much, she’ll do anything to protect her, even if that goes for protecting her own life too)

Nagito - telling the truth (kinda like his despair disease, seems he can only lie or keep quiet… How can someone who hardly has any trust here gain any now?)

Sans - telling a joke/pun (at first this was gonna be a joke answer, but… it would be tough for him to remain serious in situations where he’d rather not be)

Parappa - crying (he really has to keep believing now, or else he’ll be clawing not to let all those emotions spill out)

Fluttershy - touching another animal participant that isn’t herself (therefore she cannot tend to any of them if the time comes)

Ashley - being more than a room apart from another person (ultimately forcing her to stick around people rather than isolate herself)

Ayano - not killing anyone in 20 days (this would really challenge her “yandere” persona, and reluctance to kill here)

2D - listening to music (this goes for music out of speakers, hearing someone sing, and even humming a tune. Man loves music so what if no song machine /album ref)

Mr. Krabs - giving or accepting a bargain (not just with money, but favours, requests, and payback all count too)

Dedede - fighting with another participant (whether physically or verbally)

The Conductor - witnessing any act of violence (since he is usually is very disregarding of other’s safety, especially during filming his own movies, perhaps now he has a chance to redeem himself with preventing danger)

DR96:

Hayasaka - giving the poison antidote he was provided to someone else (he can save someone else who triggered their action, at the cost of his own life…. (I smile deviously))

Kurumada - flirting with Hayasaka /JJJ ok but actually using his physical strength to protect someone (this goes for violent acts such as punching, or manual labour such as catching heavy objects from falling)

Mai - making eye contact with anyone (she’s such an outgoing, bubbly gal… so what if she could never meet someone eye to eye ever again? Never being able to look at the ones she loves properly… oh my)

Walter - telling a lie (cue a Walter White version of the Pinnochio scene from Shrek 3)

Jesse - swearing (Jesse don’t say ��bitch” challenge impossible 5 dead 20 injured)

Saiki - using his telepathy to communicate (either open your mouth or say nothing, Saiki, your choice)

Kaidou - daydreaming (this includes roleplaying as the Jet Black wings and wearing his bandages and blazer over his shoulders, no more fantasies grow up boy /jjj)

Retsuko - raising her voice (this goes for her heavy metal screaming as well, she can’t stand up for herself anymore seeing as she mostly did it on her own in private)

Natsuki - being called “cute” (I think this would be simple but effective, cue her attempting to never share her forbidden action, and doing all she can to never be called such a thing, even going so far to be as rude as possible even if she doesn’t want to be)

Yuri - everyone does not die in 30 days (if she really wants everyone to die, she’ll do all that she can to make sure it happens before it’s too late for her. Whether she utilises their forbidden actions to do the trick or not is up for thought…)

Hiroshi - touching white objects (such as plates, paper, his own scarf… how practical can one practical boy be now?)

Brian - witnessing spiritual or supernatural activity (this could be talk of religion, going to the Shrine, reading books about such things, and anything to do with Mr. Devil…)

Bojack - participating in the consumption of alcohol (rip this guy IMMEDIATELY)

Latte - verbally conversing with a student (she can be around them, and use body language, but speaking is a no-no, so much for being a professor huh-)

L - performing any of his usual quirks (includes sitting with his knees up, eating sweets, holding things with his index finger and thumb etc., L be normal challenge)

Ena - changing emotional states (meaning they can’t go into their sad, drunk, depressed etc. states. Oh boy get ready for a challenge folks)

[jazzy-art-time]

Are there any fun interactions you think there’d be between the OG ocs versus their jarble variants? Aka the sluttyverse

SLUTTYVERSE..,, I’m lLOSING IT.,,,

but ACTUALLY ☝️🤓

YES I have thought about this before! Primarily for shitpost purposes.

UNDER THE CUT BECAUSE I RAMBLE A BIT!!

Not EVERY jarble character but some off the top of my head that I’ve thought with this about!!!

Canon Alaxia VS Jarble Alaxia

In this scenario I have two possible ways it would go down:

Alaxia would assault J!Alaxia on sight. Like straight up begin beating Jalax UP. Canon would see him as weak and pathetic and want this man out of his sight.

OR

In a scenario where Canon is in a proper state of mind. I imagine they both would look at each other in a very exhausted and somber way with that token “….. you too?” Kind of manner. Both are very different people and in different situations, but both are equally haunted and ruined by Wem in some manner.

I eat that sad shit up I don’t care if it’s cliche!!

Canon Eden VS Jarble Eden

Much like Alax, both Canon and Jarble are very different from one another.

I imagine Canon would be like “wow.. your so pretty and sure of yourself… I envy that :( I could never pull those kinds of clothes off…”

And then Jarble would be very audibly disgusted with Canon. Like “this sad little man is supposed to be me? Where is your rage. Your fire!!” And would instantly put Canon into boot camp for Self Confidence and also belittle him the entire time.

Meanwhile Canon would have to listen to Jarble constantly complain about their problems and sit there like “my universe i had to struggle to become a god to save my universe from a plague. You didn’t get 300k likes on a Instagram post of food.” And have to listen to first world rich person problems with a 🙂 expression

Also Jarble would be absolutely FURIOUS that Canon has/gets so many partners while he remains maidenless

Canon Jody VS Jarble Jody

I think this one would be funny solely because of Jarble being a arcanine now. Which means that I can make this joke

Canon loves dogs and has a lot of dogs. Jarble loves lizards and has a lot of lizards.

I imagine they both would look at each other in silence like “so cool. So cool. So cool. So cool. So cool.” And be happy that they exist as their favorite animal in another universe.

They also would both find comfort in one another for things they go through. Unlike Alaxia who would find a depressing kinship, the Jody’s would find a happy and peaceful feeling knowing they aren’t alone. (If that makes sense)

Canon Etoile VS Jarble Etoile

Honestly they both would probably detest each other greatly!

Jarble would hate Canon for how they treat The Pinkies and various other circumstances. Because in Jarble Universe, they love the twins deeply and would never hurt them despite their flaws and circumstances. Unlike Canon who [PlotSpoiler].

Canon would hate Jarble just for the fact that they were with Wem and had a kid with him. Like Etoile can’t/doesn’t usually feel emotions, but in that moment of finding that information out I imagine that thing would be SEETHING

Also Canon would HATE Jarble’s hair. Constantly trying to rip it off like a wig.

Canon Solo VS Jarble Solo

They would fist fight on sight. Started by Canon.

He would hear Jarble talk about how he treats Jody ONCE and would leap at him and instantly start punching. Canon doesn’t care if that isn’t HIS Jody, he would hate how Jarble treats her.

If in a situation where they aren’t fighting, I imagine Jarble would be mortified by Solo’s clothing choices.

Jarble: hah. Nice set of bras, you bangin a lotta chicks? My man!

Canon: oh no. Those are mine actually.

Jarble: 😦

And also imagine that Jarble would be mildly jealous of Canon for having a band. Jarble didn’t get that opportunity growing up and would probably be envious.

Canon M VS Jarble M

Okay this one I’ve actually discussed with Fridge. In Jarble, Dax exists but as the Jarble universe’s Hatsune Miku.

Jarble is obsessed with Dax-sune Miku. Like obsessed like imagine the worst anime fan you know and that’s Jarble with DaxsuneMiku.

So I imagine upon meeting, Jarble would be like “WAIT. YOU GOT THE ACTUAL DAX? YOU ARE WITH THE REAL LIFE DAX? DAX IS A REAL CONCEPT? A REAL THING??”

Also I imagine Canon would be envious of Jarble for having a healthy and happy family. She wouldn’t show it and be supportive and happy for her, but overall just… mildly dead inside about it.

Also Jarble would try to show Canon any piece of cool looking technology and have to fight Canon to not eat it.

Canon Dysnomia VS Jarble Dysnomia

Honestly both wouldn’t think much of one another? Canon is used to Multiverse Madness level stuff and Jarble just… wouldn’t care. Like he is always unbothered.

Canon would probably take great pride in how Jarble is muscular. Like it isn’t him but also he would gloat about how he’s shredded in another universe.

ALTHOUGH. Canon would probably freak out when he learns about Jarble’s situationship with Eden. Like “wHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU MESS AROUND WITH THAT THING??? WHAT?? THE WORST VERSION OF THAT MAN??” And would have a crisis over it.

Jarble would also be fascinated by what a Beholder is, as Jarble is not a beholder/they don’t exist there. Would 100% try to poke Canon’s eyeballs.

Canon Goddess VS Jarble Goddess

Would just talk about their children constantly and how happy they are to have them. But very loudly.

Like the loudest conversations known to mankind. They would be that annoying table at a restaurant.

They would be proud and think highly of each other. Also would have their kids play together a lot.

Canon Ryan VS Jarble Ryan

Literally just this image

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THATS ALL I GOT FOR NOW!!!

You asked a simple easy question and I fucking rambled forever!!! Congrats!!!!!!!!! Hyperfixation upon your house !!!!

[misteria247]

Y'all know that one Vocaloid song sung by Rin Kagamine? The one about the robot who's trying to figure out what her purpose is and trying to figure out the reason she's here? Only to find out through a bunch of files found on her creator's computer files that she was made as a companion and when she'd regained all these memories and acquired her emotions that she previously didn't have she'd quite literally broken down due to how much it overrode her systems? I think it was something like Kokoro? Or the other song sung by Miku Hatsune where she's a program that's being deleted by her master and creator so in a desperate attempt to do the thing she loves she sings the fastest song she's ever made? Telling her creator that she'll miss him and thank you for letting her sing her songs before the deletion process is completed and she's disconnected from the server, causing her to become an Error? The Disappearance of Hatsune Miku I believe it's called?

Anyways that type of scenario but with Donbot.

Like it's been a few hundred years or so, he's been wandering the Wastelands and Oasis for such a long time that he's essentially forgotten everything about himself other than his system and its programming. It's during one of his dazed like wanderings in the desert, with the harsh unforgiving sun blazing down on him that he comes across a small area that contains the ruins of a building. It's decrypted and there's barely any signs of it left save for the stone crumbling stairs and rusting metal frames and rotted wood. Beside it is random stones that are slightly buried in the sand. Donbot pays no mind to them, instead digging through the husk of this building in search of a new power resource when he comes across a door hidden within the gutted out structure. It leads into the ground much like a basement and Donbot pries its rusting door open, disturbing the sand and metal as it gives way to a dark, musty place that smells of decaying machines and faded chemicals.

Donbot goes down into the darkness, stepping on broken glass and disintegrating papers and such with his robotic foot. He digs around the abandoned basement, stumbling over documents and blueprints that had long since eroded due to time, their ink faded or completely gone after a century of being in the dark and damp basement. He continues on his mission not showing any interest in his findings, his programming not allowing him to think about things such as what once was obviously a lab of some sort. As he digs into the grime and sand and dirt his sensors pick up something. Buried beneath the debris and broken pieces of what was once wooden shelves and other trinkets he finds a computer. It's old and ancient, covered in dust and silent as if a scepter that's been quietly sitting in the darkness of the basement, waiting for the moment for the world above to shine into its cavern once more. It takes Donbot a bit of time, using his own power source to try and jumpstart the computer to life, to see if its batteries and database can be of use or if he should take his search somewhere else. It comes on, surprisingly, the sounds of its servers boosting up filling that basement where Donbot stands, patiently waiting for it to completely come to life. After all the robot's in no rush to go anywhere. Once on and fully functioning somewhat Donbot begins his work of searching its inner hardware and data, in hopes of finding what he's looking for. As he scans and analyzes it in his robotic database he comes across something.

An encrypted file code.

Donbot doesn't think too much about it. Doesn't think about how easy it was for him to get into the system that's encrypted for a reason. Doesn't think about the reason why it was made like that in the first place. All he thinks about is his mission for a new battery source and when it finally is opened and within his technological grasp, it's only then that Donbot's servers are suddenly overwhelmed with information. Information that leaves him reeling.

Memories.

Memories of a human boy with missing teeth and a cocky smirk, memories of a human girl with bright red hair and a kind smile.

Memories of a rat with a stern yet mischievous gaze who was full of wisdom.

Memories of three turtles whose laughter and smiles and shining gazes ring and flash within his mind.

All at once the data, the memories come flooding back, drowning Donbot in a sea of shock, horror, love, pain, grief and despair. Memories of a city long lost, of a father long gone, of companions once there, of brothers once right beside him. Memories of a body long ago made of flesh and bone and blood, instead of wires and screens and metalwork. Memories of aliens and mutants and ninjas and an apocalyptic world started by a bomb.

Memories of his brothers dying one by one, slowly but surely leaving him as the last one standing.

Donbot remembers it all, remembers his desperate attempts to make his pain, his grief, his hatred of his immortality stop. His attempts leading him to make the very file he's now just opened once again. Donbot doesn't think, his entire existence shutting down because it's too much but he forces himself to leave the basement, to go back to the surface to make sure that this was the place that he thought it was. Once the sun hits him again his robotic gaze is already swinging towards the strange stones buried by grime and sand. Forcing his body to move towards them Donbot finally draws close enough to confirm his suspensions.

The stones had writing on them. Faded and barely seen on their grainy surfaces, worn down due to time and the harsh weather conditions that they faced. But Donbot could make them out and their words made him collapse next to them.

Leonardo Hamato.

Raphael Hamato.

Michelangelo Hamato.

His brothers graves.

Realization hits him like a ton of bricks and that's all his systems could take. Kneeling against the headstones of his brothers final resting places, Donbot's systems begin to shut down due to the sheer devastation and overwhelming overflow of information that essentially makes up his heart. As he finally shuts down for good, Donbot only thinks one last thought.

'I'm sorry for taking so long, please wait for me one the other side.'

As Donbot's systems finally shut down, the flashing screen screaming the words ERROR at him, Donbot hears something that he hasn't heard in eons.

'Took you long enough brainiac.'

'Bro-! We've been waiting for you-!!'

'Let's go home Donnie, everyone's waiting for you.'

As soon as he knew, Donbot finally let go, his mechanical body letting out a small noise before going still in the long awaited embrace of death.

'Thank you......for waiting for me.'

Many years later when the Wastelands have changed with the sands of time, the desert would be silent. Other than the sounds of the harsh winds blowing the dry burning sands being the only thing heard. Somewhere further in its harsh grasp is the ruins of what was once a home in an dried up Oasis. Beside it sits three graves and the broken figure of a robotic turtle that has long since passed, finally looking peaceful for the first time in centuries.

[zephyrine-tale-archived]

Thank you for showing me the project sekai facts but sincerely what the juice

It's a really good game teehee :3 let me try and provide context for the ones i understand

-a character can see ghosts. this is never elaborated on (fuck i dont remember lmao. is it mafuyu?? maybe. oh well i cant elaborate on this lol)

-all main characters can teleport to a separate dimension based on their psyches and also hatsune miku is in there (this is the plot of the game! :3)

-a girl imagines her female friend kissing her and gets so flustered those around her are concerned (she rizzes her up good. also she saves her from dying. they also get married canonically sort of <3)

-a song very explicitly about having sex with men, originally sung by all women, is covered by all men (ifuudoudou akty/fantasista squad cover <3 lmao)

-actually correct me if I'm wrong I can't think of a single love song that is covered by an m/f pairing (WRONG akian gimme x gimme)

-a character causes explosions at school near daily (this guy is an inventor and he's Very Silly)

-a character is sad her friends don't go to the same school as her so her solution is to sprint across the entire city and break into their school to hang out. she does this frequently (EMU OTORI!! shes very hyper and yeah her green haired gamer gf questions it and her orange haired world future star ⭐️ bf also sometimes question it but the previous silly guy she is also dating and they cause chaos together)

-a group gets stranded on a deserted island (canon event, the character in the previous one happens to be a part of a family that owns a theme park! she does ambassadorial shows for said theme park and on the way to one their yacht crashed on a deserted island)

-hatsune miku stops a suicide attempt (this girl who lost herself due to severe emotional abuse and manipulation from her mother tried to strand herself in one of the previously mentioned worlds created from psyches, but miku saves her)

-a highschooler makes a borderline if not outright sapient robotic replica of his childhood friend. nobody considers this a particularly world shattering achievement of ai (this is the guy who blows stuff up)

-the robot was created to help with social anxiety/stage fright (the girl is very social anxiety!! she is an INCREDIBLE singer but due to failing in the past, she cant sing in front of others so she uses the doll)

-the robot has rocket launchers (what can i say the guy who made it is very silly)

-the robot has a job as a theme park performer and gets a salary (yeah)

-a characters family member is dead and it takes her three years to find out (light up the fire... eughh.... not much context honestly it is what it is)

-a character has a body guard dressed in a full mascot costume at all times follow her around (she's the girl whose family owns the theme park! she must be protecc lol)

-a character got into fights with professional wrestlers on tv as a middle schooler/high schooler (not sure the exact age) (i actually have no fucking idea who this is lol)

-there's official sonic collaboration costumes (yep, theyre called Sonic Style)

-fuck is said three times and it's all by members of the theme park troupe that performs for children (indeed! law-evading rock twice and ego rock)

-catgirl hatsune miku almost impales a man without realizing it (they do a magic show in which the man went into a box which was supposed to be stabbed with three swords. but uh oh oopsies miku accidentally uses all five)

-sometimes miku is a catgirl (this is true. one of the mikus has raccoon ear things)

original list by @/lagomoz

somehow i feel like this only made more questions for you but oh well <3

[koffing-time]

Team Calm Raid: Koffing-Time Debriefing

Hi guys, update after yesterdays very exciting events. I'm typing this while on the plane back home, so it's gonna be a bit for me until it's up, but once you can read it, i'm probably back at the café. I think i have to take the day off, to care for all my pokémon (more on that below), but Olivia has agreed to run the café for another day. (If it's urgent, i'll be around though) I am so thankful my friend, you are saving my ass! (Otherwise we would have been closed today)

So... what happened?

I posted a few tiny things, and maybe you saw post by other people, so you might already know. @champion-class-hatsune-miku made a call to action, and i decided to answer. Yesterday, we went to raid the Alola-Base of Team Calm. You know, those guys that do terrible genetic experiments to create so called "ultra-domesticated Pokémon". I don't want to go into detail, basically: these Pokémon are either passive beyond recognition, or get intimidated incredibly easy. They will not defend themself if attacked, and if they are a carnivorous species, they also refuse to hunt. Often to a degree where they can barely function at life. A lot of them have other health issues as well. And, well, those are the "successful" UDs. The less fortunate have horrible mutations. If you want to learn more, i recommend checking in with @prof-lemon and their initiative @team-violence.

The raid was overall a success. The base was destroyed, which was not what we were aiming for, but i'm not mad. This just means they won't be able to continue doing this stuff, at least in Alola. As far as i know, nobody was left inside when it collapsed, neither one of the raiders nor team calm grunts or the Pokémon they bred. The only uncertainty left (to my knowledge) would be Circe, the leader of team calm. I have to say, i hope she got away. Just to clarify, she did horrible things, but i want her to stop, not to die. A few grunts were hurt, some raiders got hit in the face as well, but nothing life threatening happend, as far as i know. Me and my Pokémon are fine. We didn't go for the front line with battles, we took on the role to care for the frightened UDs and give first aid to those who got hurt. (Big thanks to everyone who supported me there! I was not alone and this was very very VERY helpful)

The rescued Pokémon will be cared for. Each of us took a few with us, but the bulk had to be rehomed to shelters, at least temporarily. Another big thanks to Miku, she contacted a lot of them to prepare. I think most of the UDs are in Alola, but a lot of shelters all over the world have supported this cause. If you want to do your own little thing to help us out and adopt one of them, go and ask around. (Prof. Lemon and Miku can probably tell you which shelters exactly have some UDs). But be warned: these ultra-domesticated Pokémon sound cute, nice and easy to care for, but the vast majority of them are very high maintenance. Please make sure you are ready for such a commitment.

As for myself: i have 4 of these Pokémon with me right now. They are 2 Trubbish, a Mareanie and a Petilil. This is the main reason i have to take the day off. I have to show them around, and i should also spend some time with Flit and Ampersand (the Beedrill ad Sliggoo that i adopted from the Snowbelle City shelter. Thank you again @oh-shinx, for doing that event!)

That being said, if you have questions, don't hesitate to ask! And i'll see you all on wednesday for @frostbite-yinny's Babyshower, all right?

[another-bsod-fan]

a chat (very loosely based off real events ig)

[MikuHolic and Enanan made a chat] [Enanan]: Hello, Ichika. I'm just coming here to say that your posts about Hatsune Miku are pretty cool. [Enanan]: I also noticed you followed me as soon as I followed you, which is even cooler! [MikuHolic]: Thanks, Ena! I've been a fan of Miku for a very long time, so it's not surprising that I post about her so much. [MikuHolic]: I also appreciate your Hatsune Miku fanart a lot! [Enanan]: Thank you, Ichika-chan! I always like seeing people enjoy my art, even if they're not really that great. [MikuHolic]: What do you mean? Your art is great in every way! [Enanan]: Well, most people around me would like to disagree, but I still appreciate that you care. [MikuHolic]: Most people..? [MikuHolic]: Not to get personal all of a sudden, but have you been trying to prove them wrong with your art, if I heard it correctly? [Enanan]: Yes, of course! I'm still doing all I can to do that and establish a place for myself in this world, no matter how much I stumble. [MikuHolic]: I've been dealing with something similar, too. You've probably read my posts about my band's live performances, right? [MikuHolic]: It's been quite rough for me and my bandmates, but we're still trying our best to succeed [Enanan]: And you did! I remember seeing one of your live performances online and you all nailed it! [Enanan]: What I'm saying is, I don't think you and your band would've made it if you were by yourself, of course. [MikuHolic]: I'm glad you shared your support, Ena! Even if we still don't know eachother very much, I'm very happy to see you care about me and my band [Enanan]: You're welcome, Ichika-chan! But I think we got a little off-topic here. [Enanan]: I just want to say that I appreciate you liking Hatsune Miku a lot. I don't know how I really got to enjoy her, considering she's not talked about much from where I'm at. [MikuHolic]: Well, her mission is to spread music everywhere around the world no matter what, so I think she did her job well [MikuHolic]: She's also done a great job at saving me and my friends multiple times, so there's that. [Enanan]: Miku also ended up saving me a lot, too. I don't think me and my friends would have gotten this far without her! [MikuHolic]: I made through life and I resparked my courage to be with my friends again because of her, so we're on the same page with this. [MikuHolic]: Well, now that I think about it, we're a lot like each other despite us being so different. [Enanan]: Anyways, I'm going to draw something for Miku again, just for you. [Enanan]: I'm glad we found ourselves through Miku, Ichika-chan [MikuHolic]: Oh! I didn't realize it was so late already! [MikuHolic]: I'm sorry, but I have to go sleep now! I'm glad we could talk about Miku together. [Enanan]: I'm glad too. I'm just going to stay up a little more late for a project. [MikuHolic]: See you soon, Ena-san! [Enanan]: See you soon too, Ichika-chan.

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[thatdeadaquarius]

A TAG GAME?! :O :D !!

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♡ 3 Lovely Ships:

Soukoku (i just think theyre so ✨️silly✨️ & couples that are @ war r my fav so- 🥰) also i recently discovered MANGA soukoku??!?!?! like theyre literally

✨️🍒🍑🍓🩹🩸💀🔫🏳️‍🌈🚔🗡🍉🍊🍋✨️ <- this

EraserMic THIS SHIP HAS BEEN IN MY BRAIN SINCE THE YEAR THE DAMN ANIME CAME OUT, IN THE YEAR OF YOU, OUR CREATOR 2016 I THINK 😭 (sagau ref lol)

IVE LITERALLY CEMENTED THEM SO HARD AS MY GAY DADS THAT I FUCKING FORGOT THEYRE NOT CANON- i get confused when theyre on screen and not more coupley 💀 biggest comfort ship <3

Myself / the near entirety of Genshin Impact Playable Characters LMAOO IM A POLYAMOROUS SL*T IDK WHAT U WANT FROM MEEEE-

♡ First Ship:

Wow, back in ye olden days.. hmm... i wanna say Sasuke/Naruto lmao, I DIDNT REALIZE HUT I HEARD THE WORST NEWS EVER RECENTLY THAT IT WAS ORIGINALLY A BL INSTEAD OF AN ACTION THINGY AND THEY WOULDVE DATED 😭😭

♡ Last Song:

Labour by Paris Paloma! Im so fucking obsessed it just embodies the entirety of Feminine Rage I need- and how hard women work all the fucking time!

(Idk ig this is part of the template but-)

Live, Laugh, Love Hatsune Miku too

@fandangotales lol

♡ Last Movie:

Cocaine Bear!

Kinda cgi gory, mostly gross, sometimes i gagged 😭, watched it in theaters and it was so hilarious tho, the dialogue was like, super natural too! Like realistic jokes i would make in those situations lmao

Hope i can write dialogue that natural one day :O

♡ Currently Reading:

The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System!

I fucking love this light novel (AND ITS ARTIST?! I SAW IT IN A BOOKSTORE AFTER KNOWINF THEM OFF TWITTER AND WAS IN SHOCK-)

♡ Currently Watching:

Bungou Stray Dogs & Saving 80,000 Gold In Another World For My Retirement!

♡ Currently Consuming:

Some fucking stellar Boba teas from my local shop in town! I got a sort of strawberry frozen one with whip cream and mango jelly stars + lychee popping pearls And my quintessential Thai Tea w/classic tapioca my beloved <3

Yes... I am a fancy drink bitch 😔, now you all know my secret

♡ Currently Craving:

God who wouldn't I kill for some pasta rn, like penne with the sauce and the cheeseeee UGH 😫 </3

♡ HAHA IM TAGGING:

(no pressure babes!)

@mists-reading-nook (UR SOLDIER/POET/KING WORSHIP IS CONSUMING MY WORLDBUILDING HEART- I CHECK TO SEE IF U EVER POST ANYTHING/POST ABT KING BC ILY UR WRITING SM<3)

@lonelyrosegold (i just found u but i rlly loved ur background music about Linked Universe, which I also just found out about lmao)

@bk-4-trash-fire (the OG, the SUPREME, My Liege 😌✨️ ur actually one of the first ppl that rotred my brain over genshin sagau! Thank u for all ur cool ideas that i may or may not write an entire short story abt some day lmao! The Possession AU i made was partially inspired by you!<3)

@intothegenshinworld (new for me but awesome writer!! I cant wait to see more of ur stuff!)

@chocogi (UR PUPPETEER AU PARTIALLY INSPIRED MY POSSESSION AU! thanks for the cool content!!)

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@fandangotales & @undecidingfate

THANK YOU BOTH?! FOR THE TAG 😭 It sounds silly but ive never gotten tagged for these things before & i was so happy to see it ;u; !!

More asks answered/posts to come my fellow zodiac signs!!

Safe travels,

💀♒️

[slydiddledeedee]

i believe they can save the world

Image ID: The four teen protagonists from Dungeon and Daddies Season 2 standing next to each other.  Lincoln Li-Wilson is holding a cell phone with a Hatsune Miku charm high above his head with one hand and pointing at it with the other, asking Normal and Scary, “Anyone else want the phone?”  Normal Oak, wearing a Jimmy Buffet Margaritaville shirt, responds, “I’m good.  Scary, what do you think?”  Scary Marlowe stands between them with her arms crossed and says, “Ugh.  I don’t care.”  To the right of Lincoln, Taylor Swift is clinging to Lincoln’s shoulder with one hand and reaching for the phone with the other, standing on his tip-toes. He is yelling, “It’s my fucking phone!” There’s smaller dialogue coming from the phone, saying “Taylor?  Taylor?”  End ID.

[sokai-asuki]

Therefore You and Me

(Clay meeting with Nightcord at 25:00 OWN)

Mafuyu's Room

After meeting with the person who visited her Sekai, Clay Moorington, Mafuyu look back at the lyrics that he and she made together.

This lyrics supposed to be send to K to let her make the song, and originally it was draft and Mafuyu give up on that as she try to make a music her own.

Mafuyu started to have a second thought whether she should send it to K. Finally decided, she did.

If that lyrics he and Clay made together is good, K's next song is probably good as well, and maybe she can finally find her true feeling.

——SEGA——

Kanade's Room

After the strange encounter she witnessed, she try to think if she dreaming or not. No, she's not... But still, she meet Hatsune Miku? Why? What was that?

Just as before she could think more, a notification sound from Nightcord rang. Kanade take over to look at Nightcord, it was Yuki. She sees the message.

-"Here is the lyrics for you, K"

-"https://google.doc...."

-"I have attach a file for it for you to see it, K"

-"K?"

-"Ah, you must have gone to sleep"

-"Well, good night K"

That's the last messages from Yuki. Kanade sigh, maybe she should get some sleep—

No. She must compose... Must keep composing...

——SEGA——

Empty Sekai

"Strange? If I'm acting strange, then aren't lot of you the same?" Mafuyu said, so bluntly, very emotionless in her tone of voice, "Besides, the truth is– K, Enanan, Amia... You all want to disappear more than anyone else in the world..."

That's the first line that Clay heard when he get inside the Sekai and try to find Miku or Mafuyu. He hide behind one of the blocks in the Sekai as he observe Mafuyu with 3 other girls. The 3 girls have a different and interesting reaction upon hearing what Mafuyu said to them.

Mafuyu continue, "Why do you all talk like I'm the only strange one here?"

... She's not wrong on that...

Clay notice the pink hair girl try to convince Mafuyu that they're fine and they aren't what Mafuyu said they are. But Mafuyu didn't believe it at all, as she knows that the pink hair girl knows what she's talking about.

Just as she says that, she turn back to Miku and told her she doesn't want these people in her Sekai no more. Miku complied Mafuyu's order as she go towards each of the girls one by one, then touch them as they suddenly disappear. But Clay notice, when Miku go towards the last girl, she can notice Miku was halt for a moment and finally she touch the last girl.

Finally it's only Mafuyu, Miku and Clay—

"I know you're here, Mr. Moorington..." Mafuyu said.

Clay finally show himself, Mafuyu turn to him, blank expression. No light in those eyes...

Miku look at both Clay and Mafuyu, worried what's gonna happen next. Clay look back at spot where those 3 girls were standing...

"You said to those girls, that they want to disappear more than anyone else. Why?" Clay ask. He knew it might be a stupid question, even he himself don't know how to express it...

"I said it because I know there's more people than just them that also wants to disappear, just like me. But unlike me, they don't even want to admit it." Mafuyu answer.

"And you think telling them that straight to their face would solve it? When you also don't know if they really want to disappear?" He ask.

Mafuyu was quiet for a moment, Miku started to feel anxious seeing her host being questioned, "It's what I can answer to them..." Mafuyu muttered.

"...Do you really thinking of wanting to disappear if you can't find what you need?"

"Yes. At any cost, if I can't find it, I just disappear..." Mafuyu answer.

"..." Clay doesn't have any words in him to say something to Mafuyu. Why isn't he saying anything? His a knight, it's his duty to save lives... Physically, but emotionally...?

"Mr. Moorington," Mafuyu ask, "Have you ever thought of wanting to disappear as well?"

——SEGA——

Knightonia (The Fortrex)

"You calling me, Merlok?"

As Clay ask the holographic wizard, Merlok finally gets to meet his student again.

"Yes, Clay. We need to talk about your training, Ava?" Merlok said as the girl, Ava, press one of the button on keyboard to show Clay's training.

What shows on screen, is yes, Clay's fighting the monster in the simulation training room but the more he sees it, the more something is off... As a knight, it is his duty to protect the citizens from monster. So why... Is his fighting seems more aggressive...?

"Normally, I say your fight skill is the same but looking back at it..." Ava said as she just found herself a bit uncomfortable looking back at the screen.

"Clay, my boy," Merlok said, Clay look at him, "Are you alright?"

Clay didn't respond, as he look back at his recorded training video. He didn't registered what Merlok is saying but he's mind came back to Mafuyu's question...

"Have you ever thought of wanting to disappear as well?"

Disappear... Disappear... ill... K..i...ki..ll

"–and if you ever want to talk with someone about it, you can—"

"Thanks Merlok but," Clay finally said something and give a smile, "I'm fine. You don't have to think too much about it."

"O-oh..."

"Anyway, I will be in my room. Seems like I was training too hard..."

"Y-yes. Take care of yourself, Clay..." Merlok said.

As Clay finally out of the room, Ava give Merlok a look, "You know what I think you know..."

"..." Merlok didn't say anything but he just keep on watching the same door his student walk out.

Ava sigh, "His lying..."

"I know..."

"If you know, why didn't you stop him, old man?" Ava ask.

"Even if I ask, he will try to dodge it off and change the topic..." Merlok said, "I never want to pushing Clay to talk to me. But I give him some time to make up his mind if he wants to talk..."

"... Alright, don't say I didn't warn you..." Ava said.

——SEGA——

Empty Sekai

A girl laying on the ground if the Sekai, finally made a decision of wanting to disappear after she realized, she can't save her friend... Yuki...

The thought of wanting to disappear keep on and on replaying in her head. As it continue, she didn't even notice or hear a footsteps walking towards her.

"Are you seriously thinking of wanting to disappear as well?"

An unfamiliar voice said. Kanade look up and saw unfamiliar man looking down at her. She didn't respond and it seems the man is going to take it as a yes.

The man sighs, "Why?" He ask.

Kanade seems to startled by that question but answer it anyway, "I tried to make a song that could save my friend but in the end, I didn't save her..." She said, "No song that I made have save her... If I couldn't save her with the song I've made, could I even save everyone if it didn't work on her...?"

... Just like before, he is not an emotional person. Heck, he didn't even know how to comfort someone, he did try to help Jestro but... He couldn't...

Looking back now, the girl in front of him still stare blankly and have no will to do other than laying on the ground thinking she should disappear.

Clay sigh and made no move nor did he know what to say. Until both of them hear another voice, singing...

"Hm? That song..." Finally Kanade sat up upon hearing the song. Clay also hear it, the song, the voice...

Both of them saw Miku, singing so softly as if there's no day for tomorrow. "Miku..."

The Vocaloid stop singing as she turn around to see Kanade and Clay, "Ah, Kanade, Clay. You guys, are back..."

So the girl's name is Kanade. Clay turn to Kanade waiting for her to say something. Kanade ask Miku how she knows the song, Miku reply that the song she sang have been in this Sekai from the first time. Clay is now curious, the song Miku sang have been in this Sekai from the first time?

That's when he heard Kanade says that's the music she made, how can a music she made had been in the Sekai for awhile. Miku reveal that maybe her music did reach her friend. Clay notice Kanade's surprised expression but then it turn to hesitate.

She want to deny what Miku said, but Miku insist that Kanade did reach her friend with her music. It proves in the Sekai. But Kanade still seems hesitate and worried. She then said, "Can... Can my music... Save her?"

Miku said she don't know but, what she knows Kanade did help her friend to find her feelings. But also, maybe Kanade and this friend of her might be the same. Her friend's and Kanade's feeling might be the same that the reason why Kanade can be in here because they're the same...

The same... Clay can't help but stare blankly at both girls. He tune out their conversation as he seems to be in daze after hearing that. Suddenly he saw that Kanade left.

Only him and Miku, only her...

"Clay...?" Miku said his name.

"That song..." He said, hesitate to ask what he wants to say, "Can you sing it again..."

He didn't look up to see Miku's expression, but he saw a glimpse of her smiling at him. Just a small smile.

——SEGA——

Empty Sekai

He had done it, is he? He have, yet, another argument with Lance. And just had enough that he almost destroy the squirebots... Thankfully, the others stop him...

He really should try to calm himself as he is back in the Sekai...

That's when he saw Miku, Mafuyu, that Kanade girl and the pink hair one. Standing at the opposite side of one another.

They didn't notice him as he observe the situation. Kanade said something along a line about how she can't save Mafuyu with her music but she's promise her she did a song that can save her. Mafuyu, of course, reject it and deny that Kanade can save her as she command Miku to make them leave.

Miku, didn't do anything, didn't follow Mafuyu's order. Clay notice that, as he saw Mafuyu seems confused why Miku didn't do what she said but finally knows why as well.

That's when she started to yelled at Kanade and the pink hair girl. Telling them to go away, shut up, leave her alone if they know nothing about her. Leave her Sekai and never see her again. Clay can't help but just want to reach Mafuyu, even if he did, she may not accept it...

Then suddenly, Kanade said she understand Mafuyu and also feel the same way as her. Clay seems to be surprised by that statement, Mafuyu pause as she look at Kanade. Kanade confess that she have made a music, that caused an unhappiness towards that one important person in her life, her dad. Clay stay silent.

Kanade said how her dad was also a composer. But due to her also a composer as well, it started to pressure her dad to the point he doubt his composing skill. Her dad think that his music might be too old and unwelcome whenever he heard her music. She even said her father would pull a fake smile just to not worried his daughter, but she knows. She knows she hurt him...

She knows, and yet she did nothing—

"But was it really your fault?" Clay said, so suddenly as the girls look around them to see who said that. That's when the pink hair girl notice him.

Kanade seems surprised, "You..."

"Clay...?" Miku said.

Clay didn't say anything but he look at Mafuyu, who still keeping herself quiet, even after hearing Kanade's story. Kanade then continue, saying it is her fault, she's the reason that her father was hurting because of her, and she's the reason his future is destroy... She also thought of wanting to disappear as well, however her father told her to keep on making a music to save everyone. So the reason she still alive, is because she wants to save everyone with her music. She wants to save them with her music, even if they're all are in despair, she will try and keep composing her music for them.

Finally, she told Mafuyu that she might not feel the same as her with different story but she knows that feeling well. She wants to save Mafuyu as well.

Mafuyu hearing all of that, just a give a hollow smile. Then she said Kanade's dad have cursed her...

Kanade was surprised by that, as Mafuyu continue that Kanade's cursed is limitless. Then she's back to her blank expression, she don't care about any of it and says do not involved her in on this. Continue on saying Kanade wants to save her because she wants to save herself...

Okay, Clay take that personally but still... That's when Mafuyu says Kanade and her might have to suffer together because Kanade also wants to disappear. Then she continue saying even if Kanade's music did reach her, did save her, she will be back to wanting to disappear again. And so, she bid farewell to her friends.

"Ah...!"

"Wait, Yuki!"

"Mafuyu–"

"Stop joking around!"

A new voice suddenly been hear. Clay look over at the source of the voice, a brown hair girl. She also one of the girls that he seen before. She seems to be frustrated.

"Huh?"

"Eh, Enanan? What are you doing here?" The pink hair girl said.

Enanan? Clay thought, that's a bit weird...

"I came to have a word with her... With Yuki..." Enanan? said, "Because I'm SO disgusted by that girl who's all "I can't find myself" and "It's better if I disappear"!"

Okay that's a bit harsh but guess they were right, the truth is harsh.

Mafuyu didn't say anything back. This gives the brown hair girl an opportunity to say what she wants to say. Starting with saying what's wrong with Mafuyu, how can she wants to disappear when she have what the brown hair girl doesn't. This cause a bit confusion for Clay and Mafuyu. Clay with "what did she mean by that?" Mafuyu with "I have no idea what you're talking about..?"

Mafuyu ask what's she talking about and said she doesn't have anything. The brown hair girl didn't seem convince by it as she said didn't think that at all. She continue with how Mafuyu had talents, she can make something work out of something, compliment her everything what she have. Then she saying how people looking forward and love her music as well.

That's when it finally gets to Clay, this girl... She is envy of Mafuyu's talent, gift, she wants something that Mafuyu have and yet, she also want to help her realize it.

It get to the point that the brown hair girl started to cry, saying she desperately wants Mafuyu's talent as well. Saying how Mafuyu's music have been affecting her to the point she wants to hear it again. She hate Mafuyu, she really is, and yet, somewhere inside of her doesn't want Mafuyu gone... She wants to hear more of Mafuyu's song again... She beg her not to disappear and create more music...

Finally, Mafuyu reply that she doesn't care nor want her amazing song. She doesn't want anyone's praise. All she ever want is to find herself... That's the only reason for it. She continue saying how the brown hair girl might not understand at all.

The brown hair girl feeling frustrated and irritated by it. Clay can't help but feel a bit awkward on some part of their conversation but he noticed the pink hair one seems to be smiling a little and saying how she did understand a bit about what Mafuyu's feeling.

The pink hair girl said how even if their talented, rich or cute, everyone have the same rough moment... No matter how wonderful a song Mafuyu makes, if she can't find herself at all of that hard work. It might be no point to her at all. They then agree if Mafuyu really do want to disappear, then she could do what she wants. Because even if they try to do something, only Mafuyu, herself, knows her problem...

Just before Mafuyu could say anything, the pink hair girl continue and didn't give her a chance. They say, Mafuyu and them are kind of similar... Then they explain how the environment surrounding them try to change their shape, a bit by bit. To resist it, they have to accept it... They get tired after being so desperate, and stop caring about anything. That's what they thought that make Mafuyu and them alike in sense. They continue on saying not a lot of people understanding the feeling they have. So even if Mafuyu gone away, they will miss her everyday.

After hearing everything, Clay can't help but felt even more anxious from each story these girls giving. Kanade with her cursed creating a music to save everyone after she hurt her father. The brown hair girl that hates Mafuyu and yet, she doesn't want Mafuyu to disappear because she wants to hear more of her song. And the pink hair girl who got cast out by the society because they are not label as what they were meant to be.

Suddenly he heard Mafuyu finally talk, "You're all are so selfish..." She said as she look at all of them one by one.

"Selfishly being jealous," The brown hair girl.

"Selfishly being sympathetic," The pink hair girl.

"Selfishly trying to save me..." Kanade...

She take one look at Clay, she wants say what she thinks he might be selfish of something... But she doesn't say it... He is selfishly lost... Just like her...

She then continue saying she had enough of them saying anything else. She wants to disappear, that's her True Feeling...

"Yuki... I still want to save you, though..." Kanade said.

That's the final straw as Mafuyu scream how tire she is. She is tired thinking there's still some hope left of her to find herself, that she can still find herself... She continue on saying she shouldn't have to think that she can save herself from the very beginning. Then she scream that she don't even think she had every chance to be saved anymore...

That took Clay and Kanade to be cautious and wary of Mafuyu's confession as she continue saying she exhausted and how she keeps on search, search and search again and again. She didn't find what she wants, she's back again, she's fall to despair again and the loops goes again. She even ask, what more can she supposed to do?

"I'll keep on creating."

Clay was surprised by that answer as he look at Kanade. Is she, willing to do it? Even Mafuyu was surprised by that answer, "What...?"

"Even if this song can't truly save you, I'll keep creating until it does." Kanade said, "Until you find yourself... I'll keep creating."

"What are you saying?" Mafuyu ask.

Why do you want to do it? Clay thought.

"I'll keep on creating... Even if it's my father's cursed... I don't want to see someone disappear in front of my eyes again..." Kanade said.

...His head... It's feel so... Dizzy...

He can't hear what Mafuyu and Kanade saying but he knows Mafuyu is shocked by Kanade's answer as she continue trying to understand why would Kanade want to keep on creating, even if she did want to disappear. Kanade do really want to disappear, and even if she did, all Mafuyu have to say to her, "I haven't found myself yet...". Just by saying it, Kanade will continue on composing.

"But isn't it going to be a burden? You know what happened to your father, would you really want to add another one..." Clay can't help but ask her. Why would she want to do that...

The pink hair girl look at him in surprised, thinking the same thing he did. The brown hair girl however was shocked, she doesn't notice him before, so that's understandable...

Mafuyu also agree with Clay's question, "Would you really be adding another curse just to help me? That's like... If I have to find myself, you have to keep on writing song!" Mafuyu said, "That's..."

"Yeah, I know." Kanade said, she understand what she's going to do, she understand what she sign up to... But it doesn't matter to her.

Mafuyu, and Clay, felt nothing else to protest Kanade's word and kindness...

"Why... Why would you go that far...?" Mafuyu ask.

"Because..." Kanade give a warm smile to Mafuyu, "I am selfish."

Mafuyu and the others have nothing to say as Kanade continue, "Either way I have to keep on creating music. Adding you on top won't be a burden at all..." Kanade said.

Finally Mafuyu said how she don't get it. Even if Kanade help her, her work might be come from nothing and it all will fell down. But... She still going to do it?

Suddenly, a giggle could be heard. Clay look over at Mafuyu, she giggled. She giggle how Kanade is so stubborn and desperate to save her. She giggle how Kanade did all of this just to save her and yet, she can't help but giggle at that desperateness is silly...

How desperate she is...

Finally she stop and ask Kanade one more time, if she really want to make a song just for her? Kanade just agreed with it, it doesn't matter, as long as she could save Mafuyu...

Finally it ended, Clay can't help but smile a little at those two girls finally end they're problem until he felt some poke his arm. He turn to look at the pink hair girl.

"Yo, so..." The pink hair girl said as they glances at Mafuyu and back at him, "You know Yuki?"

Yuki...? Oh, they means Mafuyu, "Yes, yes I do."

"Ooh nice!" They said, "My name's Akiyama Mizuki. Nice to meet you...?"

"Clay Moorington." He says quickly.

"Ooh, a foreigner I presume?" Before Clay could say anything, Mizuki call out to the brown hair girl to come over, "Enanan! Meet the new guy!"

The brown hair girl walk over to them and look very nervous, Mizuki sense her nervousness, tease her about it, "Eh? Enanan, don't tell me you embarrassed because there's a guy here and he hears about all of your problem~"

"Ugh! Shut it! Honestly, who wouldn't be nervous?!" The brown hair girl said.

She's right, who wouldn't be.

"My name is Clay Moorington," Clay introduce himself again.

"Ah, well, I'm Shinonome Ena. Please just call me Ena, Mr. Moorington..." Shinonome Ena said.

Clay nodded. Until they heard Miku's voice, "Now we can finally sing together..."

Eh?

"A song is about to be born from her True Feeling. Look.." as Miku said that, suddenly a music sound could be heard in the Sekai.

"A music sound...?"

"Do I hear something?"

"Is this what you were talking about?"

"This song is from my True Feeling? But I haven't found anything yet..."

"No, you've found it." Miku said, "This Sekai... And this song being here is the proof."

"My feeling... Is here...?" Mafuyu said again to make sure it is what she heard is correct.

"Yes. So let's sing together," Miku said again.

Mafuyu thanked Miku, Miku smile just at word. Unbeknownst to them, Clay was stepping back, he is not much of a singer and he didn't think he can sing at the time like this. Until he felt his arm being pull back.

"C'mon Mr. Moorington! Let's sing together!" Mizuki said, excitedly look at Clay.

Clay felt even more anxious and nervous, "I, I don't really think..."

"It's fine! Maybe your singing ability might not be too bad!" Mizuki chuckle at their words. Clay is still in lost for words and before he could say anything, Miku already said something.

"Let's sing, the six of us together." Miku said and look back at Clay, she seems to want him to stay with them too.

Ah... Is this really going to be his life forever...

[babacontainsmultitudes]

Taylor Playlist :]

Cause if you haven't noticed I've been a bit fixated on my little guy recently and I meant to share this one forever ago anyways. I'll be real, I really didn't bother to figure out the song order for this one.

Track list below the cut + annotations and relevant lyrics :)

(slightly long post you've been warned!)

>> Here you go bestie <<

Seeya (by deadmau5 feat. Colleen D'Agostino)

“Don't wake me up, I'm winning wars inside my head

And maybe I'm weak, but not beneath the covers of this bed

Asleep, I'm undefeated in this world of mine

So, let me stay inside this dream and keep me from the light

(…)

I've built this place, behind my eyes, you'll never see

And you can move my body, but please keep my mind asleep

Beyond the galaxies, where there's no space or time

I will transform, I am reborn to rule over the skies

(…)

Escape the world I know, it's all in my control

I, I just wanna stay this way

(…)

Don't try to save me when my mind is finally free

'Cause I'd rather run my own world, than face your reality”

The Main Character (by Will Wood)

I don’t think I have to explain this one.

World Is Mine (by Hatsune Miku)

Lol

Life Is Fun (by Boyinaband feat. TheOdd1sOut)

Well this one for me is basically an interaction between Taylor and Scary haha.

Cloudbusting (by Kate Bush)

Largely about Nicky! But in a way that is like… From Taylor’s perspective? Maybe also the reverse. A bit hard to explain exactly but maybe I’ll just share what sticks out to me and you can come to your own conclusions.

“You're like my yo-yo

That glowed in the dark

What made it special

Made it dangerous

So I bury it

And forget

(…)

On top of the world, looking over the edge

You could see them coming

You looked too small

In their big black car

To be a threat to the men in power

(…)

I hid my yo-yo

In the garden

I can't hide you

From the government

Oh, God, Daddy

I won't forget

(…)

And every time it rains

You're here in my head

Like the sun coming out

Look, your son's coming out

Ooh, I just know that something good is going to happen

I don't know when

But just saying it could even make it happen, oh

Ooh, just saying it could even make it happen”

Chosen (by The Living Tombstone)

Hm how to put this… It’s like, one part “Taylor seeing himself as some kind of chosen one”, one part “Taylor unlocking his inner demon” and one part “Taylor being along for the ride- potentially at his own expense/risk”

“A mind without a home

Leaving behind, the comfort that I've known

Where do I roam? A stranger to myself

Born to be here, but living somewhere else

And I'm searching for the reasons I've been

Chosen by a force beyond control

Beyond remorse and I don't know

If I will make it through this

Losing who I am

(…)

Losing everything I called "human"

Free will is miles away

I heard you play

In the digital cabaret

But I'm okay

I won't disobey

If you take me by the hand and make me

Chosen by a force beyond control

I'll play a part, you'll make me whole

You'll be my voice, I'll be your soul

You'll take my choice and I don't know

How you will make me new but

This is who I am”

Open Up Your Eyes (by Tempest Shadow)

Like this could have gone in a Nicky playlist cause this is literally just Nicky talking to Taylor and warning him of betrayal but it’s a MLP song so ultimately Taylor won out lol. Also someone please make an animatic of this I want it so so bad.

“It's time you learned a lesson

It's time that you understand

Don't ever count on anybody else

In this or any other land

(…)

I once hoped for friendship

To find a place among my kind

But those were the childish wishes

Of someone who was blind

Open up your eyes

(…)

Give up your sweet fantasyland

It's time to grow up and get wise

Come now little one

Open up your eyes

(…)

We all start out the same

With simple naïve trust

Shielded from the many ways

That life's not fair or just

(…)

But then there comes a moment

A simple truth that you must face

If you depend on others

You'll never find your place

(…)

And as you take that first step

Upon a path that's all your own

You see it all so clearly

The best way to survive is all alone”

Pretty Little Head (by Eliza Rickman)

It’s mostly:

“Boy, where's your mother? Fall down dead

Dirty mind, dirty mouth, pretty little head

I wish you were here, I wish you'd make my bed

Dirty mind, dirty mouth, pretty little head”

Mama (My Chemical Romance)

Heheh.

“Mama, we all go to Hell

I'm writing this letter and wishing you well

Mama, we all go to Hell

Oh well, now, Mama, we're all gonna die

Mama, we're all gonna die

Stop asking me questions, I'd hate to see you cry

Mama, we're all gonna die”

In light of recent episodes maybe even

“Mama, we all go to Hell

It's really quite pleasant except for the smell

Mama, we all go to Hell”

Takes on a funny little meaning now.

Holding Out For A Hero (by Frou Frou cause I really like this cover)

Partially an antihero goof, but there’s also a bunch of lyrics that are funny/interesting to me if you remove the intended context and think about Nicky instead. Perhaps especially:

“Up where the mountains meet the heavens above

Out where the lightning splits the sea

I could swear there is someone somewhere watching me

Through the wind and the chill and the rain

And the storm and the flood

I can feel his approach like a fire in my blood”

Heads Will Roll – A-Track Remix (by Yeah Yeah Yeahs)

Because it makes me laugh and I couldn’t resist.

Special (by Shinedown)

“Stop waitin' on your fifteen minutes of fame, 'cause you're not special

I'm not tryin' to rain on your parade, but you're not special

I'm not tryin' to bring you down, I'm not tryin' to sound so ineffectual

But you're not special

(…)

We all live to love, we all fall apart

We'd all go to war for the faint of heart

Instead we're condescending

There are no happy endings

I won't hold my breath, I won't cast a doubt

I'd never sell you out

But I'll give you one last chance to own it

'Cause you're not a god or a poet, so...

(…)

Stop waitin' on your fifteen minutes of fame, 'cause you're not special

I'm not tryin' to rain on your parade, but you're not special

I'm not tryin' to bring you down, I'm not tryin' to sound so ineffectual

But you're not special”

^ Anthony probably lol.

:) Okay that's it thank you for entertaining this besties!

[gotta-pet-em-all]

Hiya! Your intro says you like media analysis so I was wondering - watched/read/listened to/etc anything good lately? And/or got any recommendations? (OOC: this is freeform, answer it however floats your boat! Or if it doesn't float your boat, absolutely no worries, you can delete it! /gen)

Ough, that's a good one!

Since the delcatty's out of the bag, I guess I can be more open about how Plasma affected me. Since I was taken in so young, I didn't have much opportunity to learn how to think for myself, and I struggled with bodily awareness and identifying my own emotions. But... stories helped me realize how to feel again. I would use warrior skitty comparisons to try and contextualize my own feelings at first, but it wasn't enough.

Media analysis started as a project my therapist gave me, since I was getting frustrated with my inability to identify my own emotions, and our sessions were sort of hitting a plateau. Which is to say, they asked me how my day was, I yelled that I didn't know and started crying, and I'd spend the rest of the session on the couch snuggling my therapist's vulpix. (Baby Fluff was not very emotionally stable lol)

So I started looking for stories. I got a bit into vocaloid-- a couple favorites of mine are the medical anomaly, rolling girl, irony, yellow, and good kid medicine. It gave me words for what I was feeling, proof I wasn't the only one to feel these things. Suddenly I wasn't alone, I wasn't crazy or exaggerating, I had songs that spoke to me. Someone else out there knew what I was feeling and said it better than I could.

Hatsune Miku got me through some rough times, y'know? And the warrior skitty AMVs-- gods, that made up the rest of my music taste. I was never very good at art, except maybe in trying to copy the anatomy drawings because I was bored, but there were incredibly talented people out there. They told brand new stories, or put a twist on existing ones. I never knew there were so many stories out there!

And then there was anime. I couldn't handle anything with fanservice-- bear in mind at that point, I hadn't yet had The Talk, I just knew it made me uncomfortable. So I mostly watched kid's shows, and there was one magical girl show that looked cute.

It was, ah. Madoka Magica, if you're familiar with it. But the grief and hopelessness, the way the girls try to cope with pain and being fundamentally unsuited for something, the loneliness... and later, it's revealed that one character, who actually looked a lot like me before I cut my hair, had a heart condition and low self-esteem. She felt useless, she...destroyed herself for a chance to save someone who was kind to her. And then the bittersweet ending-- that the world can have love and hope even if it sucks. It made me think... maybe it was okay for me to live. It gave me a lot to think about, and holds a special place in my heart to this day.

I started making progress in therapy again. I'd walk in and say something like, "I think Mami Tomoe probably has a lot of guilt because she survived and her parents didn't" and somehow the conversation would turn to the fact that I wasn't taking painkillers like I was supposed to. And maybe it was because I felt like I didn't deserve it.

Just the weak herbal stuff back then, mind you, because ibuprofen scared the shit out of me, but... sometimes I would talk about a character and realize I was seeing myself through them, talking about myself through them, and I finally had a voice. They gave me a voice. So I want to help their stories be understood in return.

[cassioppenny]

🔥🔥 Why the Hatsune Miku gacha game is pretty cool actually🔥🔥

(i couldn't find the fire text generator sorry)

project sekai colorful stage ft hatsune miku is mobile idol gacha game about five groups of four teenagers each who make music together and go to therapy pocket dimensions where hatsune miku (and rin, len, luka, meiko, and kaito i guess) is real and their friend

the five groups are

leo/need a rock band made of four childhood friends who drifted apart after one of them, saki, got sick and had to stay in the hospital for all of middle school

more more jump an idol group made up of three former idols who quit because of them being treated like shit by the industry who regain their love of being performers after becoming friends with local gay disaster minori

vivid bad squad a group of street performers who wish to surpass a famous event one member's dad did

wonderlands x showtime a group of actors who perform in a theme park led by a guy named tsukasa who wishes to become famous

and finally the one im going to talk the most about because while i love the others a lot i think they have the best story out of them

nightcord at 25:00 a group of online friends who make music together on miku discord who are all secretly depressed and learn that there is nothing worse than being a teenage girl

their story is so good if you're going to watch any of the stories i suggest at least watching theirs. im going to go in depth on each of the girlies because i need all of you to be obsessed with them like me

kanade yoisaki

kanade is second year in high school but doesn't go to school physically but does it online so she can focus on composing songs for her group. her mother died when she was little and her father is hospitalized after being put in a coma after overworking himself. kanade blamed herself for her father's near death condition and developed a savior complex so nothing like what happened to her father will happen to anyone else she cares about. especially with her girlbestie mafuyu. her dream is to compose a song that would "save" someone from despair

she doesn't go outside often other than to visit her dad and go out to eat with the rest of n25 occasionally after the events of the main story.

mafuyu asashina

mafuyu is a second year high school student who goes to the exclusive girl only school miyamasuzaka girls academy. she's an honors student and very popular with the other student there due to her perfect student aura. she's gifted academically and praised by her teachers, parents, and peers. she plans to become a doctor after high school. however this is all a front

mafuyu is severely depressed due to the high expectations her parents and especially her mother put onto her. she loses her sense of self as she molds herself into the perfect girl her mom wants her to be. she's basically an empty husk of who she once was. if i had to compare her to a pokemon character i'd say she's a lot like lillie if lillie stayed with lusamine and became basically an emotionless husk. this culminates in her creating her own personal world, the empty sekai

she's the lyricist of n25 who joined two years before the events of the game after kanade reached out to her after listening to one of mafuyu's songs. mafuyu felt something for the first time in a long time after listening to her song and agrees to join. however during the main story she secretly makes music by herself under the alias "OWN". own's songs are dark and hopeless in tone and is famous for their depressing lyrics. after kanade confronts mafuyu on if she's the one behind own mafuyu suddenly stops showing up on discord and everyone begins to worry.

it turns out that mafuyu wishes to disappear and stay in the empty sekai forever. however after miku (who is real in sekais btw) brings kanade, ena, and mizuki into the empty sekai to convince mafuyu to continue living.

the rest of of mafuyu's story is about her regaining her sense of self separated from her mother and it's so good. sorry i am obsessed with her

ena shinonome

ena is a second year high school student at the public school kamiyama high and the illustrator of n25. she however takes night classes. she wishes to have people acknowledge her and her passion for art because her father's, a famous artist, constant dismissal of her work. she posts her art online but it gets no attention compared to the selfies she also posts.

she's mean and confrontational but really does care about n25. she's jealous of mafuyu's seemingly super human abilities in music making and school. kanade asked her to join after seeing some art ena posted online and was a big fan of it.

mizuki akiyama

mizuki is a first year high school student at kamiyama high and the animator of n25. they are heavily implied to be transfem to the point that yeah it's 100% canon. they are never referred to with gendered language in the japanese version which the official translation translates as giving them they/them pronouns. this is most likely done to keep their gender vague due to them not being out yet. i will refer to them with these pronouns to be safe though

mizuki skips school a lot due to the constant transphobia they face there and only goes when necessary so they don't fail highschool. their story is about slowly feeling comfortable around n25 until they finally feel comfortable enough to come out to them

so yeah you should check out project sekai very good game stuck in gacha game prison i love my sillies very much look at these cards

[endingboyhansel]

okay I have done something

concept for PJSekai x Evillious Second Collab

obviously all fanmade by me

may do lil card stories

UNITS

Hatsune Miku - Michaela

Card:

The Peasant of Green

“I wonder why humans are the way they are…”

Skill: The Call of the Forest

Conversations:

There is a girl I’ve met when I became a human. Her name is Clarith. And I cannot picture not being by her side anymore. She is truly one of the nicest people I have ever met.

There was a sorceress who turned me into a human. Before then I was a forest spirit. Even though I’ve spent time as a human, I still don’t understand many things…

I don’t believe you’ve met Master Freezis. He is a very welcoming man, and I’m glad to be in his employ. However his wife… I don’t understand her distrust of me.

Kagamine Rin - Rin Chan

Card:

The Princess-Like Diva

“Oh ho ho! Is that how it goes?”

Skill: Glance In A Mirror

Conversations:

My singing? Well I’ve always enjoyed singing, ever since I was at the orphanage. You should ignore those rumours about me lip synching. You know how people are.

Lemy… I heard he was adopted by the President. He must be having a life in luxury then. I wish I could say the same for myself. Well, if he’s happy, then I’m glad for him.

Oh ho ho ho! Now bow with me! No wait it was bow to me… getting the appearance of the infamous Daughter of Evil is difficult. Maybe I should ask Mr Corpa if I can buy a tea set for my performances.

Kagamine Len - Lemy Abelard

Card:

The Fifth Pierrot

“If only I hadn’t been reborn…”

Skill: Through a Ring of Fire

Conversations:

Haha! The jester strikes again! May the town feel fear at the hands of the Fifth Pierrot! Yes, I think that’s fearsome enough! Wait until I tell Miss Santa!

Some time ago, I was saved by the former Fifth Pierrot. He was wearing an extremely impressive clown suit. I wonder if I’ll be as famous as him one day!

Pére Noël is an organisation with less main members than the public would probably think. Only a few are used for any… real purpose. Like Sixth Venom for example. He only does chores.

MEIKO - Julia Abelard

Card:

The Bewitching Sorceress

“The world… it is full of mistakes.”

Skill: The Mother of Malice

Conversations:

Of course I can manage the next speech. I am after all the president of Elphegort. I have the draft written and I’d be happy to show it. Please, take a seat.

KAITO - Kaspar Blankenheim

Card:

The Doomed Marquis

“I barely remember any childhood promise.”

Skill: The Wooden Ring

Conversations:

My father abandoned my family when I was a baby. Good riddance to him, I say. I do not know if he is alive or dead, but he has not been seen since that fateful night.

Margarita? Ah, she is an interesting person. But the fact she cannot sleep is… it is so unusual. I would rather keep my distance, I only married her for my own reasons after all.

SONGS

Fifth Pierrot

Tree Maiden ~Millennium Wiegenlied

Gift From The Princess Who Brought Sleep