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crowskullls · 8 months ago

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THE NEW PENTAR VIDEO WAS SO GOOD. HOOOLY SHIT. HE COOKED. NEED everyone to watch it please please ple

He orchestrates his own demise and then gets surprised when he has to actually deal with the consequences!!! it’s really good!!! He’s so bad at being evil!

The story telling is just WONDERFUL. He’s so pathetic the entire time. He relies so much on Yungwill and just Gives Up when he’s gone. Soooo insane.

ALSO THE CINEMATICS… THE REPLAY SHOTS… WOW. I’m gonna have to rewatch just to see all of the beautiful shots again.

#PENTAR NATION WHERE ARE YOU!!!!#RISE!!’#TALK ABOUT THIS FREAK #kicks him around like he’s a ball #Pentar #Auauahgahhhh gotta ramble about him more his character is so intriguing to me #he’s SO strange #Every smp civilization video has been SO SO SO good #I think I need to rewatch all of them again anyways #they make me experience every emotion ever #Yungwill save me…#Twirp’s death made me tear up a bit I won’t lie #I’ve deemed Pentar Jumper and Wemmbu traitor trio btw.#if anyone cares about them like I do #generic ass name but just THINK about it #they’re all so untrustworthy at this point and keep Betraying people #Calm down PLEASE I can’t even track how many times those 3 have lied and betrayed their teams #Solariized certified post

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xxplastic-cubexx · 28 days ago

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your fridge-build , original-red-and-purple-oufit magneto showed up in my dream yesterday and i was so unprepared it woke me up

reading this made me cackle for like a solid minute gjAELKGJAK he just wanted to say hi ....

leaving you with a fridge-magnet-sized magneto. so hopefully he can say hi again but less intimidatingly

#fave #i have to fave this i need to be reminded that this happened once in a while this is so funny #xmen #magneto #snap sketches #PLEASSEE THATS SO SILLY JVLKAJLKJ IM SORRY/YOURE WELCOME???#i dont think anyones ever dreamt of my art thats so silly and flattering #what was he doing ... what he just floating in the corner ..... please im still not over this its so funny ...#on that note tho im so bad at remembering dreams i never have them really #i used to have dreams a lot as a kid/teenager but they were mostly- if not all now that i think of it- nightmares #HOWEVER. i will say that like. a lil bit after i rewatched first class for the third time #i got a dream or two one with mcavoy and the other with film charles #the mcavoy dream was just that i met him in greece or something and i think the charles dream was at the school #they were both nice dreams so Am I Complaining absolutely not #just reminds me of the time when i binge watched an actor's movies and i had dreams of him for a whole week #in one of them he was making fun of me but it was in whatever semblance of japanese my brain could bs so it wasnt that bad #but it kinda was cause Since It Was A Dream i understood what he said but anwyays .... not important #THE OTHER DREAMS WERENT BAD THO he was my dad in one. aaand the other uhh.. i forget ...#i must stress me dreaming is such an oddity so these were so like. Oh Yeah Im Capable Of Dreaming JVLKAJK #very weird feeling waking up from a dream is what im tryna say .. i think ...#very funyn .... anyways i hope magneto visits you in your dreams again whether hes built like a semi or like a bug #just for the cosmic comedy of it all

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muninnhuginn · 6 months ago

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Writers tag game

Prompt: share some writing

Thanks for the tag, @miyamiwu!

So, I'll be honest, I don't actually have any WIPs I'm intending to do anything with, but I have some oldish abandoned stuff I managed to relocate. It's back from 2021 so in my Untamed era and this bit was specifically set during Fatal Journey*:

Nie Huaisang woke blearily, cold seeping into his clothes from the floor. It was dark and it took several seconds to remember where he was. He could hear the muffled sounds of clanging and voices. As he lifted his head off the ground, they slowly resolved themselves into the clash of swords and yelling. [...] He didn't know what to do. What would his brother do? Xichen-ge? San-ge? He had his flute with him– he could try Cleansing. This was what it was for, right? Before he could doubt himself further, he started playing, pouring all the qi he could muster into the tune. He'd practised for hours the night before, long after San-ge had left, but despite that, he hadn't truly thought then that he'd need to play so soon. Was that so naïve of him? As he watched, Da-ge began to slow in his movements and Nie Huaisang felt himself start to relax. He kept his lips to the flute, trying not to let his relief fool him into making mistakes. Still, he knew he only had to play a little longer and then they could all escape. Him, his brother, his cousin. They could flee far away from the darkness that haunted these halls. And then Nie Zonghui's head hit the floor. He stopped playing.

And then I had this other bit:

He'd messed up. He must have played a wrong note. Maybe he'd misremembered the entire thing? And now Nie Zonghui was dead and his brother - what looked like his brother - was stood, Baxia dripping blood to the floor. [...] The sword was pointed at him. He tried to hold himself steady as he looked down the blade. Tried to blink away the tears that kept escaping without his permission. He could tell he was failing, unable to stop the trembling, but he forced himself to meet the eyes at the other end of the sword. He couldn't die here. He refused to die here. After all, he was the only family his brother had left.

*(it was meant to be part of a short time travel fic where post-canon characters went back not long before NMJ died. It would've had flashbacks to Fatal Journey interspersed with the "present" up until the point at which future NHS tipped off past NHS about the poisoned music. I actually got as far as figuring out where I wanted all the characters to be at the end of it, but I ran out of motivation pretty quickly so there's only this WIP stuff and the intro part written in the end.)

Ahh not sure who to tag when it comes to writing stuff. I know @roseofcards90 and @floofiestboy write some stuff? And anyone else who sees this who writes, feel free to consider yourself tagged ^^

#I'll be honest. I don't think I'm going to ever post fully for any variation of this fandom because I'm not into it enough anymore #and honestly need to rewatch at some point but also (and this is the big thing) the fandom is just too big it lowkey intimidates me #so sticking to lc methinks which I have a couple of ideas for but haven't been able to actually put anything down #I really want to go into my take on cxs and ql's relationship because I've done something for ql and lg + lg and cxs now #but I kinda think my view on the whole thing isn't exactly the same as the main agreed view on the eng fandom side #like. ql said to ltx she considers cxs a sibling but as for if she'd say that to his face? as for if anyone else considers them siblings?#I think it's complicated (and I mean ql never got ostracised like cxs did) and also cxs's parents factor in to some extent #anyway! I'm tangenting. thanks again for the tag! this had me looking at my more recent stuff for comparison which was interesting #ask meme #miyamiwu #also argh I'm looking at this stuff again and it's like I can do the end lines for impact but the stuff before that is so messy #and also. I keep saddling every character I write with some form of anxiety which works for some characters but not all #I need to either figure out another approach or just write loid forger pov 'til the end of time :V

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wayfinderships · 3 months ago

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The power has done out multiple times today😔 not the most ideal when it's been so hot lately-

#pan rambles #The power is back and I've been keeping cool dw!#But yeah-afjsbfjd The heat always makes my progress slower unfortunately #on another note. Man...I need to let something consume my life again-gksnfkdnfkd #I've been enjoying multiple things lately in the hopes something will stuck but lately it feels like nothing it working #Like. I'm enjoying them! They're good games/manga/etc.#But it's like that connection I normally feel is Not There and it's so frustrating-ajfsnjfsn #Surely not a side effect of how much I've been going through it the whole month /hj #but yeah- Hopefully I find something;;#On a more lighter note #🪽 (Sure I'll use that as a tag since I'm still too shy to say her name) popped into my mind earlier today and I got all fksnfksjfjdj #I'm not used used to crushing on girls #Sure! I've thought many girls are cute and cool and amazing and so gorgeous that they leave me flustered and speechless-#but I've never connected those feelings with a crush y'know? So it's definitely an interesting feeling-afksnfjdj #Anyways enough rambling!#I think I'm gonna log out for tonight <3 Perhaps read some manga!#Or rewatch my favorite anime

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lesbin · 2 months ago

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i gotta rewatch all the treehouse of horror episodes

#i watched the first one earlier... i think it was s2 they started it??? anyways i finished it and was like #yeah ok i need to rewatch them all again #for what. the fourth year running or something #idk you can pry the simpsons from my cold dead hands #tbd

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skrunksthatwunk · 5 months ago

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not my dad not liking moral orel season 3 🤭🤭🤭that's so embarrassing for him (<- he's not wrong for feeling that way but i think it's like 60% because he doesn't like it when art gets weird and that's so so tragic for him)

#i actually think his points make sense this time. which tbqh is not normally how i feel when he criticizes smth i love #basically he was like s3 was a completely different show from the first two seasons #and he didn't like how all over the place and directionless it felt #and honestly yeah ok i can see that #personally i think the choice to broaden the focus to moralton broadly vs mostly just orel is really interesting #and it allows for different facets of their critique of fundie waspisms to extend to situations/characters orel wouldn't really be privy to #(could you imagine 'alone' with orel there? me neither)#and i personally liked them fleshing out the marginal characters. i never found that boring or like a major diversion #again they're like 11 min episodic(ish) things it's hard for them to feel like they drag on y'know #it shows a lot of ambition and i think they pulled it off really well tbh (cancellation aside)#but i will agree that the transition is a little sudden. nature is such a big moment for the series #and for orel's arc specifically but then we spend little time with orel post-nature so the tone shift doesn't #necessarily align with his realization (at least in terms of the canon timeline. ep release order does align)#it's sudden but we jump back to before the shattering. it's disorienting and i think it's kind of cool as hell #a realization like orel's in nature is gonna throw the past into question and color his life and thus the town #(bc let's face it orel is the real mayor of moralton kfhsjs) and while we've been seeing Some of moralton's ugliness #in every episode until now it's shown in full force in and post-nature (release-wise). so when the timeline jumps around #and it all feels twisted and hazy and sickening and it All Comes Back To The Hunting Trip as our point of reference #for when things are happening it makes it feel like the trip Caused this disturbance. it's almost a spatio-temporal THING #like orel IS the center of this universe. my point is it's weird and i like it a lot i think it works #but anyway i think s3 is a natural evolution of s1+2 albeit an accelerated one #and i really wish we'd gotten to see more of what s3 morel was cooking bc it was setting up some really cool stuff imo #like he hated everything w mommy censordoll x clay but it's SUCH a cool place to take their characters. freud would go crazy #moral orel #and i think if they knew where they had to end the season maybe focusing on other characters was a way to keep orel stagnant enough to like #end the finale where they needed him. maybe.#we actually DID finish it yesterday. i rewatched the finale the day before bc i was impatient but yeah 👍#now it's chapter black time >:}

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infizero · 10 months ago

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god. i miss loona so fucking bad.

#ive tried not to think about it too long because it genuinely makes me feel like. grief. but fuck dude #i miss them so bad i love all the new stuff they're doing and obviously they are in a way better place than they were trapped under #bbc. but just the experience of being an orbit while new releases came out. the music. THE MUSIC VIDEOS THE LORE I MISS IT SO MUCH #i really need to get around to just downloading the songs from somewhere and putting them on spotify under local files so i can #listen to them again ive meant to this whole time i just never got around to it #and im sure people have reuploads of the music videos somewhere where it wont give anything to bbc. cause fuck dude #rewatching loona mvs fills me with such giddiness over how much i love the loonaverse story #and they've influenced me so much they're some of my favorite pieces of short form storytelling everrr #and being unable to easily rewatch them for so long has taken its toll on me. ive gotta do it dude even if i know it will probably be #emotionally taxing for me 😭#anyways. goddddddddd #serena.txt

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lieutenant-amuel · 1 year ago

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Calculating characters’ ages so they fit into the timeline of the fic my beloathed.

#Personal #Was Born To Lead #OKAY #If I calculated everything right Felicia might appear in the flashbacks or at least be mentioned in one of the next chapters of WBTL #I pretend she was Elena’s peer or 1-2 years older/younger than her so she’s around 60 years old in season 3 #I need the period of her life when she still danced aka when Ricardo was still alive #And I pretend he was around 30-35 when it happened because he actually looks pretty young #Anyway if he was older that’s not super bad because I can easily adjust my characters’ ages a little #unless he was older than forty tho #And if he was younger it makes things a lot more complicated #Ugh integrating your own characters and the ideas you have for them into canon and make them interact with the canon characters is hard T_T #(only if you care about canon otherwise you can easily screw everything up and be happy)#Honestly I didn’t even think of including Felicia but I recently rewatched all the Spirit World episodes #because I need to remember more of the Spirit World lore #(for reasons~)#and I realized that she might complement one of my characters’ arcs quite well #Complement not expand #And generally I’d like to have more canon characters in my fic even if they’re minor #Ajshdkkd and about Flower of Light again #You’re gonna hear the story of my stupidness #So I needed to find a Latin American dance that wouldn’t be a partner dance because I needed one of my characters to dance it alone #And oh my goodness I found zapateado!!! I spent so much time for that and felt so so smart and proud then!#And then I rewatched Flower of Light #Ricardo and Felicia danced zapateado the exact same dance that I found #I completely forgot they already had this dance in the show #I could easily save the time I spent for searching by just rewatching the show T_T #I felt SO stupid then really :’D #I just should rewatch the entire show to pay more attention to all the little Latin American things they put there #It will make my writer’s life significantly easier

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sunnyfirefoxmc · 8 months ago

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I've been spending the past bit of time kinda catching up on some of Grian's videos, so I rewatched a lot of Season 8 and actually finally finished it, and have managed to watch through all of Season 9 pretty quickly.

My thoughts below the read more v

And I don't really know what it is, whether it's the fact I'm finishing it so late at night after a long day (Solar Eclipse Baybeeee) or just how this season kinda went along, but I have maybe 50 minutes left of the last episode of season 9 and I'm crying.

The last minute interactions with some of the other hermits, the memories of earlier episodes (even as someone who was admittedly very far behind), or just how much life and appreciation went into this season for all of the hermits is just hitting something. Seeing Grian talk about the others bases and give them the love they truly deserve is really what makes hermitcraft /hermitcraft/ to me.

I've been doing this while waiting between Season 10 eps as something to keep me grounded in the space bc I tend to burn myself out of things I love pretty quickly, but this helps remind me why I keep coming back. I've been watching Grian since around Season 6 (mostly bc I don't remember if I found him when EVO was coming out or not) and while I do tend to stray away for some time, I always end up right back here. I guess this is just a really long-winded appreciation post from myself for Hermitcraft. I just love this community of creators and fans so much.

#hermitcraft #hc9 #hc s9 #sun speaks #we'll see if I cry watching the rest of this video #I wasnt sure if I was going to rewatch Seasons 6 and 7 bc theyre so long but I think it would be a disservice to not go through and #find episodes that help me remember why I keep coming back every season #im also making an excel spread sheet (starting at s6) so I need the data anyways for that #ill probably start going through hermitcaft recaps bc I wont be able to watch every hermit I already know this #i just love all of them for their creativity #to think this restarted with me playing minecraft again

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welcometogrouchland · 2 years ago

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Sick in the head for the toh crew to have the b plot in elsewhere and elsewhen be clawthorne centric with new lore about them introduced when we didn't even know yet that it thematically connected with the wittebane centric a plot of that episode. Sick in the head

#ramblings of a lunatic #the owl house #toh #i am rewatching things #part of me is like. oh i shouldn't just rewatch ftf again i watched it just last week (ish)#and I'm watching some season 2 hits in the meantime #(I didn't finish ttlgr bc i was in a weird headspace when i started and i need to chill for a bit before i come back to it again-#-theres nothing in that ep that upsets me i was just in a bad mood and it was rubbing off on how i was experiencing the ep-#-which wasn't fun and didn't feel fair. watching this show is so emotionally involved for me I'm realizing bdbdjfbfk)#and anyway i do still wanna do the thing of watching thanks to them followed immediately by for the future #but also i might literally just wait until the last episode airs (IN AGONY JUST THINKING ABOUT IT) and then putting the three together #bc of the whole idea that this season is like. a weird sort of movie #(I don't wanna get too optimistic or predictive for the ending bc i wanna be open minded and not be reactionary when it comes out-#-BUT i have faith that all of season 3- despite the hurdles and challenges it faced- is gonna hold up pretty well for the circumstances)

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elegyofthemoon · 1 year ago

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Sorry, but I saw your comment about how Gepard is in that piece like Serval's shield, and I guess you mean in general how that's the role he has as the captain of the Silvermane guards and how that's the role he tried to get to get "even" with Serval due to childhood, but also... The fact that at the same time Serval is still literally his shield? That always makes me soooo ajfkabfksndjd when it comes to them and their dynamic.

DONT MAKE ME THINK ABOUT THIS IM TRYING TO COOL OFF LMAO

#answered #longagoitwastuesday #MORE REASONS TO APPRECIATE THAT ART SM you're so right though #i think i was saying something about like gepard living in serval's shadow and living up to a lot of the potential serval had left behind #but yeah also regardless of how much time has passed gepard is still very very much serval's little brother and serval still being #his shield in turn #actually if i think longer on the landaus i think im going to just go light myself on fire instead #see also thats another reason why i'm like 'so where does that leave lynx' i wanna knOW and understand more #i think i told myself this weekend im just gonna go rewatch servals companion quest and lynxs just bc this brainrots like killing me mental #but its fiiiiine its fiiiiiine we're okaaaaaay #you'd think after throwing up a lot of thoughts on them i'd shut up #i think i passed out last night talking about them #AND THEN WOKE UP TALKING ABOUT THEM AGAIN????????#girl shut the fuck up 😭😭😭#like idk there's probably no way we'll see the landau parents and that's totally fine by me #but i just wanna see and trace development between all three of the kids bc we can see how much that played into serval and gepard #but lynx. idk i feel like she just kinda went her own way and that was that #bUT I MUST DIG HARDER #anyways the tags are so barren....i need something to trap me in a neverending cycle of brainrotting destruction for them #anyways. normal day on snow's blog. what.

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autumnrory · 1 year ago

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just started rewatching ugly betty bc i had read some v excellent betty/daniel fic i thought recently but i guess it was a couple years ago lol, i just couldn’t follow everything, because i didn’t remember all the characters/plots that well ANYWAY from what i remember idt i really thought of betty/daniel romantically until the end of the series, i remember liking her with henry before he became a shit (at least i’m pretty sure that’s what happened, i haven’t watched since this show since it ended 13 years ago) but other than that there’s not TOO much that sticks with me, i just know i loved the ending but ofc was left wanting more at the time but ya while i think i was reading fic on ff.net in 2010 there were only a few things i would’ve been searching for at that point SO once i get through the series i’m gonna have so much fun bc i read 3 fics from that author and they’ve published like 12 more stories this year and i’m gonna be able to understand them so much better, but yeah just now rewatching the pilot i’m like oh my god how did i not immediately love them i mean obviously daniel was a dick but he apologized and at the end of the ep he’s watching her fondly and i’m just ahhhh over them already bc i know the romantic aspect aside there’s such excellent growth in them and their relationship and i can’t wait to watch it play out

#ik there will be the storylines i DON'T love and ofc rebecca romijn playing a trans woman #and i'm sure loads of transphobia in her storyline itself #but yeah like i remember the characters fondly and everything but so much is of course gone from my head #also obvs it at least got a proper finale which is something but i wonder if it would've gone longer if not for the writers strike #i need to add all the things i watched in that period of time to my watchlist bc there's a lot i loved #and some i drifted away from bc that was in the time where like you had to watch it live #and were lucky to catch the episode repeating later #so like i stopped watching bones and heroes and supernatural (actually not sure i got past season 1 of supernatural at the time #though...i should not have been watching that at 10 probably lol and ofc i later watched it through in college then stopped again #so. i still have to actually finish that eventually)#and then pushing daisies i THINK i watched all of #but i remember they had like the last few episodes air after ages and ages or something and i'm not sure i got to watch them #once it got to like 2009/2010 i was able to watch stuff online though all i remember is starting glee from the beginning a little bit late #maybe still in season 1 just the first episodes idk but it was only 72 minutes at a time and it was the WOOOORST #love having everything at my fingertips now lol for the most part anyway #but yeah other than like one tree hill and gg and charmed most things from the mid-2000s i have not watched since then so #i gotta think of what else there is bc much as i love it i do not actually need to rewatch gg every year

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crazymecjc · 1 year ago

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I LOVE PERSONA FOUR I LOVE YU NARUKAMI I LOVE YOSUKE HANAMURA I LOVE THE POWER OF BONDS GRGRGRGRGRGRGRGR

#carissa speaks #every single time I rewatch the anime I go a bit crazy whoops #it just. means So Much to me I love these characters so so so much they are so!!!!!#the way yu is so Empty at the beginning of the show and you get to watch him gain these connections and grow with him as a character #it’s so so important to me like yeah!!!!!! that’s what the human experience is All about!! the bonds we share with other people!!#and also being gay. a secondary but also very important part of the p4 anime #man it’s just. Every Single Time yu is in trouble yosuke is There #Every. Single. Time.#they are partners in every sense of the word they mean so so much to me #that final episode of the anime where yu keeps reliving the same day over and over again #just so he can hold on to his friends a little longer no matter how fake they are??#OUGH #his SHADOW????#i will Never be over his shadow actually it makes me Crazy if shadow yu was in the game my brain would be permanently altered #i am just grgrrgrggrgrgrgr if u are reading this and u haven’t played p4 what are u waiting for go rn it is the game of all time #truly the themes Ever I could go Off about them but I think I would need to make an actual post abt that at this point #anyways I adore the persona games but p4 in particular that’s all goodnight 🫡

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n0bluev · 10 months ago

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I have not writen a fic for them or even pondered on it for more than 1 full minute a couple months ago (aka im part of the problem)

BUT MINE. HAS. FOUUUUR RESULTS ON AO3. 4.

ALL UNDER 4k (im being generous cuz two of them are in the hundreds TT)

THERES NOT EVEN A PAGE ON FANDOM

(upon this dawning on me the first time, i broke, but rly it just means i should become captain BECAUSE WHAT THE HELL.)

forever stuck between 'i hate it here no one understands me ueue' & 'i should just gatekeep this out of spite'

Edit: ive looked more closely. In one of them theyre shipped with a third character (mentionned unclearly in my tags under here lol (basically: i love him too, but no)) : DISQUALIFIED (until further notice (ill still read it, ive got nothing to lose. Its short n sweet fluff)) And in another one theyre just a background relationship TT : DISQUALIFIED (same thing: for NOW) The other two, where they should be the main subject, are the shorter (~500words) ones 😭😭😭😭

Reblog and put your rare pair in the tags/comments! I want to see the depths people will go to create, for the most random two characters in the most obscure media.

#gatekeeping for now #<- as i said. spite >;^(#but stay tuned cuz everytime i think back to them #im reminded of the fact that they simply NEED TO GET CONTENT SOMEHOW AND IF I NEED TO BE THE ONE TO MAKE IT THEN SO BE IT #no cuz theyre adorable frl #BASICALLY PARENTS TOGETHER + CHILDHOOD FRIENDS WHO LOST TOUCH BUT CHANGED EACHOTHERS LIFE FOREVER??? AND THEN THEY FOUND E/O AGAIN AND NOW!#THERES ANOTHER SHIP WITH ONE OF THEM THATS WAY MORE POPULAR (well. popular is a big word BUT ITS MORE THAN 4 FICS SO.#maybe theres even a ship name!!)#ANYWAYS. i. dont like that ship at all. i just. dont see it. i mean i get why some people see it but to me its not at all like that. AT ALL #i love the other pair. but im sorry #theyre just friends !!!!!!!#i love both of them sm #but they arent at the same stage of their lives so although i adore their friendship and the comfort they find in e/o #I JUST CANT SEE IT AS ROMANCE. THEYRE ADORABLE BUT LIKE GOOD FRIENDS ARE #sorry romance u lose this time mouahahha #UNTIL BBG COMES IN OY OY OY. I AM SO GOING TO FILL UP THE SHIP #ITS CORNY AS HELL BUT ONE OF THEM IS DEFINITELY PINING FOR THE OTHER I SEE IT IN HIS EYES. MF IS GAY.#FRIENDSHIP IS MAGIC BUT YOU CANT TELL ME HES NOT FLIRTING #anywayyys. i should rewatch or read for the first time soon CUZ. UGH.#tags are a mess mb lol BUT TBF IM PATIONNATE ABOUT THIS.#(wnd tired)#and*#ugh #GOOD NIGH. IM KINDA SALTY BUT IT IS WHAT IT IS ILL GO MIMIMI AND DEAL WITH THIS TOMORROW

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tytonnidaie · 4 months ago

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when this lab work is over im gonna go crazyyyyy writing fic dude. like when i have the energy and time to sit down and write it is OVER for me. until then however. the yeast

#i need some fucking time to sit down and rewatch tristamp. i need to feel that again #i will write this stupid nge au eventually #i personally am a believer that vash is at his best when extremely abnormal about his brother #do u hate him or do u love him vash. do you hate yourself for what happened to him most of all. is it your fault. or was it inevitable #i believe vash's initial confrontation with rem abt tesla is what fundamentally changed the trajectory of his and nai's lives #imagine if it went slightly different #how easy it would be to reverse them #i also loveeeeee the trope of. delicate understanding empathetic character becomes irreparably changed into extreme cruelty #im a simple man what can i say #anyway i think trigun and nge would mix together perfect.#two special twins widely rumoured to be lab engineered to be the perfect eva pilots #an organisation that wants the rapture to fix the world. and has access to children test subjects #the major enemies being called “angels”#truly all 90s japanese works are kissing on the lips tbh

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the-cooler-king · 7 months ago

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Oh yeah..... midnight gospel be hitting.... sitting in my bed fuckin. Crying. Get a grip girl

#Its the trudy ep which is actually the episode that made me keep watching #I love love love this episode.....#Something about how.......... idk.... its a very profound ep that I can't explain and it's a nice cry #This ep kind of shaped my outlook on life especially after finding out about my friend dying #All the regrets and things left unsaid.... I make my peace daily by being really straight up #If I love and care about ppl I tell them... I say they are appreciated and cared for man #I am always thankful for people and I *love* people as a whole #And as long as the people around me intrinsically know that they are loved and cared for and cherished.... like that's it #That's the end game truly #I will never ever be sorry for that. This was THEEEE episode.#There's a lot of nuance behind my feelings best described by revolutionary girl utena #But still. I'm deep enough in my tags bc I'm crying over my s/o but not in a bad way #Fml I am so grateful to him as just an entity. As a person in my life even if our lives only intersect for this brief period of time #He hasn't been texting me much and we didn't talk much at work and I didn't even get a goodbye (rude lol)#But I know he was having a rough day. I know he needs a bit of tlc.#He could be on a downswing because I am certainly on an upswing #So I'm kind of like trying to focus on doing my own thing rn without worrying about it #Because I can't do anything about it so I might as well continue My Thang #But as I sometimes come to terms with us never talking again (gotta be prepared at all times to be ghosted)#I also come back to terms with needing him to really understand #how many people in his life depend on love cherish and admire him #And im not just talking about me... he has a lot of siblings and a not great mom. Two kids he loves.#He has always taken care of everyone else in his life #He deserves to really know and idk. It makes me think of this moment.#Realizing how much I dont ever want to question if he knows #I don't want to question if I could've done more or tried harder etc. I did my very best and didn't lie cheat steal or whatever #I am so grateful to him for letting me have that. Even if nothing can come from it in the end #Even if we should be torn apart!!!! Take my revolution!!!#Anyways. Here's wonderwall #Banger of an episode. Worth the rewatch

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