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love of my life, queen of all things smut and marauders..........I have a request if you don't mind 😈 I was thinking of this with Sirius, but it could truly be whoever you think fits. But what do you think of a fic where reader x Sirius have sex for the first time (FWB, relationship, whatever fits the vibe), and Sirius finishes and moves his attention to reader who goes "oh it's alright, I've never been successful at that part of sex before...." & then it becomes this fun challenge for Sirius who spends the rest of the evening finding out what works for her until he finally gets her off 😃 xoxoxoxooxoxoxo
Thanks for the request and for weathering the long wait gorgeous Elle <3
cw: smut mdni, reader is afab and has trouble with orgasming
fwb!Sirius x fem!reader ♡ 1.2k words
“Fuck.” Sirius’ forehead crashes into yours, his breath hot on your lips. “Are you close?”
“You should come.” Your voice is tight, strained, though not nearly so much as his.
“Not before you.”
“Please, Sirius.” You both moan as he thrusts deeper inside you, your legs squeezing tight around his middle. “Please, I want you to.”
“I don’t—shit.”
His brow tenses along with the rest of him as he spills into you. You feel the condom fill up with a heady satisfaction. You run your hands up his back soothingly, until he relaxes into you.
“Fuck, gorgeous.” Sirius tilts his face to kiss at the slope of your cheek. “I’m sorry. I didn’t think I would…you just feel too good, have you gotten that complaint before?”
You laugh. “It’s not usually a complaint.”
“No, but in this case…” He tuts, picking his head up to look at you. You expect to be self-conscious—it’s your first time seeing each other like this, and part of you is still fighting the urge to cover up and preserve your modesty—but the heavy drag of his gaze only makes you feel admired. “Well, anyways, sorry. How close are you?”
“Oh, it’s okay.” You smile at him. Your finger traces the line of a tattoo on his bicep. “Don’t worry about it. I had fun.”
Sirius blinks, and then his brows come down. “Hold on, that’s not fair. I want to get you off.”
“Sirius, it’s really fine. I’m not…” You hesitate. You and Sirius have been friends for a while; it’s not as though you haven’t shared secrets before. And given what you’ve just shared with each other, you shouldn’t probably be embarrassed, but… “I haven’t exactly been…successful at that part of sex before.”
Sirius’ eyebrows furrow as though he doesn’t quite understand what you mean.
“I haven’t come,” you clarify.
His eyes widen, lips parting. It’s horrendously attractive, worse with him still inside you. “You haven’t?”
You shake your head.
“Not ever?”
You shake your head again.
“Not even by yourself?”
“Let’s just assume the answer to all of these questions is going to be no.” He shifts in you slightly, and you squirm. “Can you…?”
“Oh. Yeah, sorry.” Sirius pulls out of you, looking somewhat awed. “So, forgive me, but what exactly are you getting out of this if you don’t expect to come?”
You give him a droll look. “I guess I’m just a giver.”
It’s more true than you let on. You enjoyed yourself more than you expected just now, watching Sirius come, knowing it was the sight of you and the feel of your flesh under his hands that did it. You hope he lets you do it again.
“I don’t have to come to have good sex,” you say in a more genuine tone. “It’s still fun for me.”
“Right. Right, yeah, but—”
“Listen, I’m only telling you so you don’t take it personally. It’s not a you thing, it’s just…” You gesture helplessly. “I’m not sure I can.”
Sirius looks indignant. “I’m sure you can.”
“I haven’t found any proof.”
“Well, it’s—there’s a first time for everybody, doll. Can I try?”
You sit up, drawing your legs closer and forcing him to sit back. “I told you, it’s not you.”
“It could be me, though.” He grins roguishly.
You roll your eyes, fighting a smile. “Don’t make this a pride thing.”
“I’m not. I’m not, babe.” Sirius scoots towards you. He looks at you, sincere. “But it could be any number of factors, you know? Maybe you just haven’t tried the right thing, or there’s a lubrication issue, or something. It would be fun to try.”
You rub your lips together. “It’d probably be a waste of time. And I don’t want you to be disappointed if it doesn’t work.”
“I won’t be,” he promises. He crawls toward you on the bed, taking your ankle in hand to tug you closer. Your heart riots at the sight. “Let’s waste some time, gorgeous. I’ve got nothing else to do tonight. And you said you have fun even if you don’t finish, right?”
“Right,” you admit.
Sirius grins, flashing canines. “Lay back, then. Let me play with you a while.”
It doesn’t take long to figure out that lubrication is not the issue. Between Sirius’ hands and his mouth, you’re spilled like warm honey across his sheets in minutes. He bites marks into your thighs, goes from gentle to masochistic to gentle again with his hands on your breasts, curls his fingers inside you so that you make sounds you don’t recognize. All the while, he calls you sweet names rolled up in taunts, making your cheeks burn and your body seem to give up any will of its own. It begins to feel cruel; the combination of who Sirius is and what he can do to you.
But it’s when he uses his tongue that you start to tremble.
Your hand clamps blindly down on his shoulder, caught between keeping him close and pushing him away. Sirius’ hum, heavy with smugness and intrigue, is a vibration like you’ve never felt before. He takes your clit into his mouth.
It’s altogether too much and not enough. You shift your hips, gasping, but after a while your breaths even into a steadier pant. You start to adjust to this new pleasure. Just when you think you’ve got it under control, you’re safe, Sirius slips his wicked fingers into your entrance again.
“There you are.” His voice thrums with satisfaction as he kisses your clit. “You’ve been so good, sweetheart. So patient.”
“Sirius, I—”
“What?”
“I feel—”
“What, pretty girl?”
“Sirius.”
“Okay, I’m sorry. I’m being mean.” He nibbles ever so gently at your clit, making you jolt away from him. Your walls clench around his fingers. “You’re just so much fun when you’re worked up like this, I can’t help myself.”
He curls his fingers into that torturous spot along your inner wall, and what you want isn’t more sensation, but you can no longer find the words to tell him so. You dig your nails into Sirius’ shoulders and squeeze your eyes shut, feeling on the precipice of something great and terrible. Some kind of wreckage.
“You’re okay, doll,” Sirius soothes. “You’re just fine. You like this, don’t you? Don’t you want to come?”
With his low, sweet question, you do. You wreck like a ship against the shoreline. Splintering, screaming, crashing and drowning. Sirius laughs like the enemy vessel as you do.
It’s some time later when the stars clear from behind your eyes. You let out a shuddering breath. “Fuck.”
“Mhm. That’s usually how it goes.” Sirius is all tenderness now. He kisses up your sweaty, overworked abdomen until he reaches your collarbone, where he nibbles rewardingly. “Good job, sweetness. And good job me, if I do say so myself.”
You open your eyes to peek at him through your lashes. “Aren’t I supposed to say so?”
He chuckles, pressing a kiss to your chin. “Fairly sure you just did. I wouldn’t have guessed you had sounds like that in you.”
“Me neither,” you admit.
“Well, now I’ve got something new to work towards, I suppose.”
“Sirius,” you sigh. “That was the first time I’ve ever come, and it took nearly an hour. I’m not sure if I’ll be able to do that again.”
“Oh, such a defeatist.” Sirius cups your face in his hands, thumbs moving sweetly down your cheeks as he presses a firm kiss to your lips. “I meant getting those sounds out of you again. But don’t worry, gorgeous, we’ll manage both.”
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to the anon that requested this, i know this isn't exactly what you asked for, but inspiration struck. i hope you like it.
cw: wally certified yearner and loverboy, me not knowing how to describe dancing, allusions to reader being murdered in a very traumatic way by her dance partner but no specifics, sfw
wc: 3k
Wally knows that what he’s attempting to do is misguided at best, and probably disastrous at worst.
The idea came to him a few weeks ago. He’d been sitting with Charley and Rhonda, shooting the shit in the gymnasium before their meeting with Mr. Martin, when he’d asked, “Is it possible to break a ghost out of their loop?”
To Charley’s credit, he’d attempted to take the question seriously. Rhonda had just rolled her eyes, removing the ever present lollipop from her mouth before interrupting.
“Again with this? Come on, loverboy. Not gonna happen.”
Charley sighed, tutting at Rhonda before turning back to Wally, a sympathetic look on his face, “There’s always a chance it could work, but if you’re talking about who we think you’re talking about, I’d say they’re pretty slim.”
“More than slim, I’d say,” Rhonda butts in again, “I’m surprised she hasn’t worn a hole through the floor, with the way she dances. Like a ballerina in a music box.” She spins her lollipop through the air, follows it with her eyes before shoving it back into her mouth.
“Have I ever told you your attitude is annoying?” Wally asked, sinking back into his chair and crossing his arms over his chest, ignoring the scoff from Rhonda’s direction, “I’m just saying. We’ve never even tried. What if she’s like, aware in there, like in her mind.” He reaches up to run a hand through his hair - a nervous tick he hadn’t lost, even in death.
“Does it matter? She’s still stuck here like the rest of us. Better to spend eternity dancing than dealing with the banalities of high school.”
Mr. Martin walked in then, effectively ending the conversation. Through the whole meeting, Wally couldn’t stop thinking about it. He’d seen you in the auditorium before, looping over and over, stuck in an endless dance for two but lacking a partner. It’s a rare thing for a ghost to act the way you do - there haven’t really been any other deaths at the school that were traumatic enough to warrant a loop like yours, and he’d been determined to break you out of it. Screw Rhonda, he’d thought. He could do it, he just needed to figure out how.
The problem was, Wally knew nothing about dancing. He's not the smartest guy. He knows that, but he’d been brainstorming different ways to break you out of your loop for a while now, with nothing to show for it. It’d been grating heavily on his nerves.
In a moment he’d regrettably look back on, he’d gone so far as to join you on stage to attempt a fake out. When he’d lunged at you, and you hadn’t even blinked in his direction, he started to think Rhonda was right. You couldn’t see him, you couldn’t hear him. You were stuck up there, doomed to spin around the stage for God knows how long and there was nothing he could do about it.
Then one day, something really fucking weird had happened.
—
He’d taken to sitting in the audience, to watch you dance. It was weird, more than a little morbid and slightly obsessive, but watching you move was captivating to him.
He found some similarities between dancing and playing football - the finesse needed to dodge and weave through people trying to tackle him was one thing - but he’d never seen anyone move the way you do. Every move you made had purpose. The lines created by your arms and legs, the softness with which you carried yourself from one end of the stage to the other.
Preoccupied with the pressures his mom applied to him, the weight of the world on his shoulders, he’d never taken an interest in dancing, other than the awkward slow side to side swaying he’d done with his Junior year girlfriend at the prom. Now, he wishes he could dance with you - wishes you could teach him to move like you do.
You’re stuck there, like a spinning top that refuses to fall - unable to fall. Except, as he was watching you, something unthinkable happened.
You were looking at him. Like, looking straight at him.
It took him more than a few seconds to realize what was happening, and even then he couldn’t believe it. Charley had talked to him about dancers having a spot to look at when they’re spinning - how it keeps them from falling over, keeps them from becoming dizzy and messing up. Was it possible Wally just happened to be in the seat you used as a spot?
He couldn’t tell if there was recognition in your eyes, if you were really looking at him or seeing right through him, the way a living person would. But your gaze was fixated on him either way. And your face, it… you just looked so sad. If he didn’t know better, Wally would’ve thought your expression was pleading, looking for help. It only lasted a few seconds, before you turned your head in a different direction and your body followed. It sent him reeling.
He found Charley and Rhonda in the library, and told them what happened. Charley sat up in his chair, struggling to understand what he meant.
“What do you mean she looked at you?”
Wally went to explain it to them again, hoping they’d believe this was out of the norm, “I mean she looked at me, dude. She was up there spinning like she always is, and I was just sitting there watching -”
“You were watching her? Voyeurism doesn’t suit you, loverboy.” Rhonda’s arms were crossed over her chest, legs folded over each other - closed off, like she always is.
“It’s not like that and you know it,” Wally sighed, exasperated, “It was weird. At first I thought she was using me to spot, while she was twirling, but the way her face looked? I don’t know, dude. It was just weird.”
“There’s a chance she was looking at you, don’t you think? We don’t really know how looping works, so,” Charley’s endless kindness is a relief to Wally - especially when he says things like, “I think it’s good, what you’re doing. I wish we could help more.” Charley looks over in Rhonda’s direction, nudging her to say something to Wally.
“Yeah. As much as I give you flack for it, your whole -” Rhonda waves a hand in Wally’s general direction, “boy savior thing, I do wish there was something we could do for her. It sucks. Not having a partner to dance with.” There was a glint of remorse in Rhonda’s eye, more than Wally ever thought he’d see from her.
A spark lights up in Wally’s head, a hidden spotlight finding its mark onstage - landing on you, your flawless form.
“Do you think if I dance with her, that it could break the loop?” Wally asks, looking back and forth between his two friends.
“It’s definitely worth a shot,” Charley shrugs, gaze turning to his left, “Rhonda? What do you think?”
The beatnik pauses for a second, long enough for them to see the cogs turning in her brain.
“Look, I’m not saying it’ll work. Probably won’t. But maybe,” Wally starts to smile, “Just maybe, if you try to connect with her on her terms, instead of trying to force some logic onto the situation, something might change.”
“I don’t know how to dance, though. I don’t even know where to start.” Wally drops his head in his hands, shoulders hunched over. Charley reaches over, splays a hand on Wally’s back and rubs back and forth.
“Think of it like football maybe? You’ve got your plays, right?” Wally nods, sitting up and urging Charley to continue, “Those are like the steps. Formations could be the positions you take, and in dancing, timing is everything. The same way it is in football, at least from what I’ve gathered of the rants you go on. Rhonda’s right. Maybe if you learn how she moves, you can try communicating with her that way.”
Wally sits up, throwing his arms around his two friends, ignoring Rhonda attempting to push him away before jumping up from his spot on the couch. He nearly trips over himself to sprint out of the room and down the hall, towards the auditorium, shouting “Thank you!” behind him.
—
Wally stood in the echoing auditorium, the stage lights illuminating the otherwise dark room. Every day for the past week, he’d come to you - trying to decipher a language he did not speak. He watched you, trapped in your endless pas de deux. Gliding through the same steps, turns, your desperate yearning clear up close.
At first, he’d just tried to mimic you. Clumsy and tripping over his own feet, he’d stumbled through the basic positions, frustrated with himself. His movements were jerky and awkward, a stark contrast to your effortless grace. He felt silly - like a hulking figure trying to copy something delicate and precise, something that took years and years of training.
Slowly, things started to shift. He stopped just watching and copying, instead starting to feel the music that wasn’t there. He began to understand the reasoning behind your movements, the emotions they expressed. He started to see the gaps in your performance, the place where someone was supposed to fit, to complete the cycle you’d been stuck in.
He started to see the places where he could fit.
He wasn’t just mirroring anymore, he was learning the language. Each day he got a little closer, a little less clumsy, a little more in tune with the phantom rhythm that filled the empty auditorium. He was still a football player, and he always would be, but he was learning to use some of that training to become a dancer, too. For you.
Wally knew this might not even work. He’d been in his head about it for a week at this point, and not even Charley or Rhonda could break him out of the loop he’d pulled himself into. He stopped going to the life support meetings in the gymnasium, much to Mr. Martin’s dismay - instead going to spend all of his free time right there next to you onstage.
He put more effort into practicing for this than he ever did for one of his football games, a feeling of true purpose guiding his every movement.
When the day finally came, Wally felt calm. He felt ready.
He walked onto the stage, ready to put his rehearsing to the test. Ready to run the play, to score the winning point. You began your routine, perfect and meticulous and haunting as ever. This time, though, Wally didn’t just watch. He joined you.
He didn’t try to lead, didn’t try to impose himself or change your dance, he simply became your partner. He matched your movements as best as he could, trying to feel his way through the dance. Trying not to be too robotic, but instead trying to move with the same empathy and yearning that he’d watched you dance with over and over.
As you reached the point in your dance where your partner should have joined, Wally was there. He wasn’t a perfect dancer, not by any metric, but he was present. He was the missing piece.
As your movements intertwined, a visible shift occurred. You, you who had been trapped in this endless cycle of longing, suddenly seemed to notice him. Your eyes, usually fixated on some distant point, flickered - focusing on Wally for the first time. Genuinely seeing him. Your eyes filled with tears, and as one of them dropped onto your cheek, Wally went to wipe it away.
The music, which up until this point had only been an idea in Wally’s head, suddenly seemed to fill the auditorium, bouncing off of the walls and echoing around the two of you. Your dance became a true pas de deux, a conversation of movement and emotion.
As the music started to slow, Wally found himself on unsure footing. He hadn’t stopped to think before about how the dance was supposed to end, but it didn’t matter. Grasping his hands in your own, taking the lead and guiding him through the end, the two of you moved in perfect harmony. Spectral echoes of each other, gazes connected and satisfaction blooming.
The yearning in your movements softened, replaced by a sense of completion. The music faded, leaving the two of you in silence. For half a second, Wally thought you’d cross over, leaving him onstage by himself. Instead, you turned to him, a small smile gracing your lips. You didn’t fade. You were still there - as solid as he was.
“Thank you,” you whispered, “You helped me finish.”
Wally stood stock still, surprise still echoed on his features. He couldn’t believe he’d actually done it. You looked around the empty auditorium, eyes tracking over the seats before landing on him again, “I can’t tell you how long I’ve waited to finish that dance.”
“I’m glad I could help you,” Wally stutters out, a pink flush on his face, “I know I’m not the best dancer.” You laugh, a sweet, girlish thing. In the five minutes that had passed since the dance finished, Wally swore he could see the weight being lifted from your chest.
“You were perfect.” A flicker of sadness crossed your face, quickly replaced by gentle acceptance, “I… I don’t think I’m going anywhere, I’m still here, but…” you emphasized, palms open and gesturing to the stage around you, “but, I think it’s different now. I’m not stuck anymore.”
“That’s good!” Wally’s face lit up, empathetic and gleeful.
Your own smile brightened, affected by his sheer amount of happiness for you. You took his hand, solid and steady in yours.
“What do I do now?” you asked, eyebrows turned up and inward, “Do ghosts sleep? I feel like I need to sleep for a month.”
Wally giggled, leading you down the side stage steps and down the rows of seats, out of the auditorium, “We don’t need to sleep, but you can if you want to. You want me to show you my hiding space?” You nod, following him down the hallway.
When he passes the teacher’s lounge, and Charley and Rhonda see whose hand he has grasped in his, he winks at their shocked expressions before continuing down the stretch of linoleum and lockers.
—
Life - or, afterlife, you suppose - has been weird since Wally broke you out of your loop. The first couple of days were extremely rough, spent trying to understand just how long you’d been up on that stage. A new member of Mr. Martin’s life support group, everyone has been extremely welcoming to you.
Because ghosts don’t need to sleep, you haven't experienced any nightmares, something you’re exceedingly grateful for. Even so, you wake up from your naps feeling uneasy. Flashes of the end of your life playing in your mind, reminding you of the circumstances surrounding your death.
You’re not ready to talk to the group about it, but Wally hasn’t left your side since he’d woken you from your reverie. You tell him about it in bits and pieces - about your dance partner, a shy, kind boy, turned cold blooded killer. The specifics of it don’t matter anyways. He can’t hurt you anymore, and according to the computers in the library, he couldn’t hurt anyone anymore - following you into that good night soon after the police had taken him away.
You learn that your family moved out of Wisconsin a decade ago, in an attempt to escape the media following them around and shouting questions at them, about a court case that didn’t happen because there was nobody to put on trial. You hope wherever they were, that they found some semblance of peace.
Wally has been an incredible influence on you, and after settling into what the rest of your eternity might look like, you’ve had the same effect on him. He didn’t expect you to dance again any time soon, if ever, but he’d catch you by yourself sometimes - stretching your legs, sitting on the floor with your arms poised in that certain way.
Then, after a year spent together going to meetings and finding hidden corners in the school to make out like true teenagers, he’d found you in Split River High’s newly minted dance room - sock covered feet gliding over the lacquered floor, hope and joy baked into your movements instead of the grief and melancholy he’d become so accustomed to in your previous routine.
Out of the corner of your eye, when you’d seen him peeking through the window, you’d beckoned him in to join you. You started to truly teach him how to dance - guiding him through Pliés and Relevés and giggling at him when his lanky legs got in his own way.
“You’d be better at this if you were shorter, I think,” you’d said, a smile unable to hide taking over your face, “but you look pretty good.”
“Pretty good? These legs saved you, babe,” Wally scoffed, wiggling his toes to get you to laugh. He always succeeded in that.
“You’re right, you’re right,” you walked over to stand nearer to him, eyes angled upward to meet his honey brown ones, “the prince to my sleeping beauty, how could I forget?”
“Damn straight, I’m your prince,” Wally’s warm hands grasped your cheeks, his mouth lowering to meet yours for a few seconds before gently shoving you away, “now show me how to do that thing again? I think I’m finally getting it.”
—
Rhonda would never admit it, but she’d been especially proud of the effort Wally had put in to drag you from your loop. She knows everyone thinks she’s cold hearted, and she agrees to a certain extent, but she’d known the agony Wally felt when he thought he couldn’t help you. She’d never tell anyone this, either, but she’d snuck into the auditorium the night that he’d broken your loop - woken you up from your neverending nightmare. She’d stood alone, in the back and out of view, a smile etched on her features.
“You go, loverboy.”
a/n: tysm for this request! this was honestly the most fun i've ever had writing something. the inspiration was crazy and even though i know nothing about dancing i hope this is readable and easy to follow because i'm immensely proud of it. anon if you liked it pls lmk! I'm having such a fun time writing for wally so PLS send in any requests you have!!!
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"someone bagged the rockstar" a han jisung oneshot by @cosmicalily
"someone ran homе empty handed, someone bagged the rockstar. but how sweet, sweet, sweet it'd be, be, be, just to dream, dream, dream, next to me." - 'sweet to dream' by tv girl & jordana
author's note: "guys i'm gonna be inactive" okay so why are your pants on fire lily? warnings: implied sex (no actual smut, you nasties), making out, mentions of alcohol
You woke up with Jisung’s bare chest pressed tight to your back. “Whore,” you’d mumbled under your breath, letting your eyes and hands wander down his arms. Tattoos littered his chest and collarbone, ones you hadn’t noticed in your frenzied state last night. It was strange seeing them on his skin; physical memories he’d chosen to have needled onto him, maybe for fear of forgetting.
“You got it,” a sleepy voice murmured, warm arms slipping around your waist. He nuzzled his head into your shoulder, and you breathed in his scent. It was musky, with a mix of aftershave and your pomegranate perfume.
You let your finger trace the tattoos littering his torso. He didn’t seem to care; he simply watched you outline each drawing, each piece of him.
You’d never gotten tattoos, nor did you ever feel inclined to. You thought they were meaningless, permanent sketches on someone’s skin.
You suddenly got the desire to cover yourself in delicately traced ink, linking all the parts together that were important to you. It was a quick thought; it came and passed.
“You like them?”
“They’re pretty.”
“I’ll get one for you next,” Jisung yawned, pulling your body flush against his again. “What do you want? Or do you want to sketch it yourself?”
“So are all these tattoos of other girls you’ve taken home?” you teased, pushing his hair out of his face.
Jisung pouted. “I’m not that whoreish. As a matter of fact, I haven’t gotten a tattoo for a single girl. Except for my mom.” He shifted his body slightly to show a small magnolia on his hip bone.
“I didn’t take you for a ‘gets a tattoo for his mom’ kind of guy,” you giggled.
“Yeah, well, I didn’t take you for a ‘goes home with a guy she’s known for barely a day’ kind of girl.”
You wrinkled your nose a little. You didn’t take yourself for that kind of girl either, but here you were. And it wasn’t like you regretted your decisions either, though you were beginning to regret that final round of beer pong. Of course Jeongin’s terrible coordination had only worked in his favour when alcohol was involved.
Oh well. Maybe it was worth it. You’d ended up with a pretty boy, his arms around your waist, pressing kisses into your shoulder.
You could be in worse situations.
Your dark hair was in a messy braid, one you remembered Jisung putting it in for you. Your makeup was on his pillowcase, and your eyeliner smudged. You hadn’t brushed your teeth, and your mouth still tasted like alcohol, sour gummy worms, and him.
He didn’t care. He pulled you in by the nape of your neck, just like you’d remembered he had before you’d fallen asleep, and pressed a soft kiss onto your lips.
It wasn’t worth it, was it?
He wasn’t going to stay.
They were on tour.
He’d leave you behind.
Your mind clearly didn’t comprehend these thoughts. You found yourself kissing back, running your tongue over his bottom lip.
His fingers played with the soft hairs at the back of your neck.
You’d known him all of twenty-four hours.
He was barely doing anything. His kisses were soft and sweet, occasionally accompanied with a soft mumble of incoherent words against the lips. You shoved your face into his shoulder, and he continued pressing kisses into your collarbone.
It was the way he could so easily make you fall for him,
Even though you knew that tomorrow, he might not be there.
You pulled away from him, and Jisung stared at you in confusion, lips glossy, eyes wide.
“Do you want me to stop?” he asked, looking at you worriedly. “I’m sorry. It’s probably too much. If you want to go home now, you can. I can drive you home or walk you or you could go by yourself if you don’t want me to-”
“No, it’s not that. Can I draw my tattoo on you?”
His eyes softened and he nodded excitedly. He rolled over, his lower body tangled in the sheets, and retrieved a Sharpie from somewhere beside his bed. You didn’t question why it might be there. You didn’t question a lot of things about him.
He laid down on his back, and you sat down on his lower stomach, hair falling in your eyes as you drew a design on his collarbone. You weren’t exactly sure what it was initially, but Jisung encouraged you to just sketch whatever came to mind. So you did.
A black cat, a pair of cherries. A small guitar pick.
As the black marker outlined illustrations on Jisung’s skin, he stared up at you, eyes full of stars.
Oh, there weren’t even words to describe how mesmerising you were to him. As he took you in, all of you, his heart would beat a little faster. And those lyrics he’d write frantically in his notebook, the words that would melt off his tongue so seamlessly when he sang?
Gone. Traceless when you were within some kind, any kind of proximity.
You did all that to him, something so intentionless. In the way you breathed, the way your bangs fell in front of your eyes no matter how many times you tucked them back agitatedly. In the way you bit your lip in concentration as you traced and coloured and dotted, until at last, you were satisfied.
Once the cap was on the Sharpie, Jisung gently but firmly tugged your body down on top of his, hands resting on your hips.
“You should come with me,” he mumbled into your ear. “On tour.”
You’d known Han Jisung for all of twenty-four hours,
And yet you found yourself answering him with a kiss.
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Doctor's In - Part 14
Summary: The universe (and some people) conspire to reunite you with Wanda.
“Y/N” Wanda says, and your heart beats faster.
“Hey. Hi. How…”
How are you? is such an idiotic question to ask. You clear your throat, running your fingers through your hair.
“What’s up?”
Ok, that’s worse.
“Sorry for bothering you, I wasn’t… I wasn’t thinking clearly. Tommy ran away…”
“Wait, he what? Hold on, I’ll call you when I’m at the airport”
“No, no” Wanda pleads, regretting her choice of words. “He’s safe. I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to scare you”
“Ok. Maybe lead with that next time?” you sigh, collapsing in the sofa.
Wanda laughs and it makes your heart swoon. And ache.
“You’re right, I’m so sorry. Like I said… I wondered if he might have been in touch with you or something and that’s why I called. But he’s safe now”
“I haven’t spoken to them since I left” you say in a small voice, and Wanda falls silent for a moment.
“They ask about you all the time”
“I think about them all the time”
And about you.
“Anyways. Sorry for scaring you and interrutpting”
“Just watching a movie” you say, knowing she’s referring to Natasha. Though you don’t owe her an explanation.
You both stay silent and you have to hold back tears.
“Uh, sorry about leaving my stuff. I could get someone to pick them up. I’m not going back to Westview until Carol’s wedding in April” you say.
“No, that’s fine. Don’t worry about it, leave them here and just come over when you’re in town” Wanda says, disappointed to hear that you don’t have any immediate plans to come back to Westview.
“Ok, thanks. I should…”
“I follow Jenny on instagram” Wanda says, clearly ignoring your attempt to end the conversation.
“Really?” you play dumb. “You know I don’t have social media, so we just text”
“She posted a picture of you. And your brother I assume?”
“Zach, yeah. She’s applying to NYU, so we had a weekend there. The usual, Broadway, baseball. It was fun”
“It looked like fun, yeah” Wanda nods, remembering how much joy it brought her to see you again.
You looked fine. A little tired, but the smile was there, maybe because your sister was hugging you close while your brother made a face.
Of course they’d love you, even if you hadn’t been in contact for years. You are amazing.
And Wanda fucked it up. She stares at the ring, still thinking about whether or not to tell you she found it.
“Y/N…”
There’s the distinct sound of a pager and you sigh.
“Great. I’m sorry, I have to go”
“I understand” Wanda says. “You take care of yourself now, ok?”
“Bye, Wanda”
You hang up, because you can’t stand the idea of saying goodbye to her. Is this really how it ends? A stupid phone conversation and you taking back boxes of clothes in a few months.
You wish you could call her back and tell her this is bullshit, she was an ass and so were you, but you can work through it.
But you don’t, because you’re scared of what she has to say.
So you leave for work, thinking about her voice, her laugh, her lips on your skin.
And how the memories are all that’s left of your life together.
—
Wanda stares at the phone. Just when she had gathered the courage to tell you about the ring, you hung up.
Maybe it was for the best.
What would you even say? That you planned on proposing and then Wanda ruined everything? Hurt you, destroyed your relationship beyond repair.
Knowing about the ring didn’t change things, not on your side.
Wanda sat on the porch, holding on to the ring box. She opens it again, amazed at how beautiful and perfect it is. It was obvious you had put so much thought into picking the right ring.
“Señor Scratchy!” Agatha calls for him, around the corner. “Why didn’t Rio give me a freakin fish instead? Hey, Wanda”
“Hi, Agatha. Your bunny again?”
“Yeah, he likes to escape. Heard you have one of those as well” she smiles, referring to Tommy.
“How did you…?”
“Oh, haven’t you heard” the woman keeps chatting as she looks around, hoping to spot the animal. “Your mom and I are besties. I was just with Mrs. Davies”
Of course.
“I think he’s right here” Wanda thinks she spots the bunny, moving forward. She tries to catch him with both hands, but ends up dropping the box, revealing the ring.
“Damn, that’s nice” Agatha whistles, picking it up and examining it. “Family heirloom?”
“No, not exactly” Wanda shakes her head, picking up the bunny and hugging him close to her chest.
Agatha sits next to her, still looking at the ring.
“So, she was proposing. Come on, it doesn’t take a genius to know” she says when Wanda gives her a look.
“God, I screwed up so bad” Wanda shakes her head. “She left for good and I won’t ever be able to fix this”
“Did she really?”
“What?”
“Leave? For good. Don’t you have all her clothes here? If she was done, she would have taken them out, changed her number, thrown the ring into the river” Agatha argues, placing the box down.
“I hurt her too much. She’ll never forgive me”
“Are we talking about the same Y/N? The one that brought medicine to that old lady down the street even if she was a homophobic demon?”
“Agatha, don’t speak ill of the dead” Wanda says, though Mrs. Miller was the worst person she ever met.
“Well, she’s in a warmer place now. But anyway! That’s not the point. You can stay here and cry all day or you can at least try. You’re assuming the worst and that’s what led you here, isn’t it?”
“Well…”
“Get your sorry ass from the floor and do something about it, Maximoff! Get the girl back” Agatha says, shaking Wanda by the shoulders.
“Ok, ok! I’ll think of something”
“Good girl. Now hand me back my bunny. We’re past our bedtime”
—
Darcy’s walking down the hallway when she gets a text from you.
Y/N: Out on a sidequest, call you later. Love ya
“Who does she think she is, deciding when I get to scold her?” she complains. The brunette is so busy typing out a response that she misses the man that almost crashes into her.
“So sorry. I’m looking for Chief Fury”
“Job interview?” she says, arching her eyebrow.
“Yes, for Head of Trauma”
“Right. Well, I’m sorry that no one told you before, but that position’s been taken. Better luck next time…” she dismisses the man, the way she’s been tricking the few people who have been meeting the chief.
Darcy’s always looking for a way to sabotage the interviews, either by lying and saying the position’s closed or by feeding them false information. Like Fury likes to be greeted with two kisses, one on each cheek.
That was a fun day.
The man walks away, and she’s about to reply to you when someone calls her from the corner.
“Psss”
Darcy looks around, her eyes meeting Rio’s. This is gonna be interesting.
“What’s up, girl?”
“I know someone who is looking to form an alliance… to bring Y/N back” she whispers, and then smiles like a psycho. “She wants to speak to you”
“If it’s Wanda…”
“Nope. Do you agree to a meeting? I’ll set it up”
Darcy thinks about it for a second, considering if it’s worth it. She should at least get to know her potential ally.
“Fine. But I’m not meeting them in a dark alley”
“I’ll arrange it”
Darcy is about to change her mind when Chief Fury calls for her. In the split second it takes her to look back at her boss, Rio has completely vanished.
“You wouldn’t happen to have seen a doctor that was coming for an interview?”
“No, and boy, look at the time, it’s appy hour at Stark Hospital!” she glances at her wrist watch. “See ya around, boss!”
“You can’t keep sending them home, Lewis! We need a new Head of Trauma” Fury says.
“Totally, good luck with that!”
—
“Ready?”
“No” you say, refusing to leave the dressing room. You see Darcy typing but then her text is never sent. She’s probably working.
Which is what you’d rather be doing instead of trying on dresses.
“Come out now” Natasha commands, and her tone leaves little room for argument.
“Fine”
You stumble awkwardly out of the changing room, not used to wearing dresses.
“I look stupid” you complain, and Natasha supresses a laugh. “I’m not going!”
That makes her jump.
“You look fine!”
“It’s not my style. And why are you picking out dresses for me?”
“Because I already have mine, and I know what will match” Natasha explains, handing you another one. “Try this one”
Before you can protest, Yelena jumps out, admiring herself on the mirror.
“My boobs look great in this!”
“Yeah, they do” you nod, which earns you a slap on the arm by Natasha. “Hey, I’m just being supportive. Unlike that bra she’s wearing”
“I’m not wearing a bra. I think it will look better that way” she comments.
“No, you just want to piss off mother” Natasha says, leaning against the wall. She waits until you step out to help pull your zipper up. “See? You clean up nice”
“I still don’t like it” you mutter. “I’m a pants kinda gal through and through”
Yelena has settled on her dress, which makes you feel pressured to pick something. So you just let Natasha decide and walk with her to the register.
“I’m paying for it”
“Nu-uh”
“You’re going as a favor to me”
“It’s an open bar, you will regret inviting me”
You try to reach for her hand and drop her credit card, but she’s faster. And infuriating. The struggle makes you lose your footing, dropping to the floor.
“You’re both idiots” Yelena steps over you to pay for her clothes.
As Natasha helps you up, you look at a shop across the street.
“Wow, those are pretty cool”
“Huh…” Natasha looks you up and down, evaluating the possibilities. “Leave that dress. We’re finding something else”
—
Wanda’s looking at her phone again. Ekaterina and Pietro share a look, knowing something’s up.
Everyone’s home today, even if it’s a school day. Considering everything that happened yesterday, Wanda thought it might be a good idea to let the kids stay, watch movies and have some family time.
Though she still has to go to a meeting with Laura. The book is getting published soon and there are events they have to plan, like readings at bookshops or libraries.
It was Wanda’s favorite part about releasing a new book. And the worst thing is she was looking forward to having you by her side, to share all the things that happen while doing it.
“Gotta go meet Laura. I won’t be long” she announces, and is pleasantly surprised when the twins rush to hug her goodbye. “Let’s all go out for dinner, what do you guys think?”
“Yeah, sounds fun” Tommy says, going back to the couch where he’s playing videogames with Pietro.
Before starting her drive, she breathes deeply and decides to just pull the plug. So, she sents you a message and hopes you’ll answer.
Wanda has to remind herself that you’re probably busy and that’s why there’s no reply when she parks outside of her friend’s office.
“Hey, how are you doing?” Laura goes straight to hug her. “I’m happy Tommy’s ok”
“Yeah, we’re all good. Just hoping things get better soon”
“Of course. Honestly, we don’t have to talk about the promo tour today, you should go home and spend time with them, Wanda”
“No, that’s fine. I could use the distraction” she nods, pulling out her laptop.
For the next hour, they go over the calendar, deciding which events will take priority. It’s a month and a half away, but Wanda knows time flies when you have to meet a deadline.
“There’s one last thing” Laura says, trying to sound normal. “And listen, just give it some thought, ok?”
“What is it?”
“You know Wendy Lawson, right?”
“The legendary author? Of course I do. Who doesn’t?”
“She’s working on a new book, and she asked specifically about you to illustrate it” Laura says, with a very distinct lack of enthusiasm.
“Ok, that’s amazing! That’s every artist’s dream. Why are you making it sound like a bad thing?” Wanda says, confused.
“Well, here’s the thing. She doesn’t want to just do everything over video calls or anything else. Wendy is asking for you to go back and forth to review designs in person. And it’s right before the tour, so… it’s gonna be a hassle”
Wanda realises a second later that Wendy Lawson is currently living in Boston.
“I’ll do it” she says, her mind racing with ideas.
She could go and look for you, try to talk face to face. Fix everything, or at the very least try.
This seems like more than a coincidence.
It’s meant to be.
“Really? What about the kids?”
“Well, it doesn’t look like my mother is planning on leaving anytime soon. And seeing as this is a once in a lifetime opportunity…”
“Yeah, it is. Alright, then let’s set up a meeting with her team. I do think you have to speak with her editor first, but they’ll be happy to fly you to Boston” Laura says, shocked that it took no effort to convince Wanda. This really was a great opportunity, but all things considered, she was expecting a very firm no on her friend’s side.
“Great” Wanda says, putting her things away. “It’s settled then”
She feels very optimistic once she gets in the car.
It’s even better when you finally reply to her text.
The music’s loud as she drives home, but for the first time it isn’t to keep her from thinking about you. It’s just because she’s happy.
—
Darcy’s not sure this is a good idea.
She’s sitting at the diner like Rio told her, with her back to the door.
“Whatever you do, don’t look at the people coming in. They want to remain in the shadows” Rio had said with a somber expression.
Maybe it was all a prank.
But still, she hears the door open and close, and then someone is sitting on the booth behind her, and she’s back to back with her mysterious ally.
“Doctor Darcy Lewis?” a woman says.
“Yes” Darcy frowns. “Who am I speaking to?”
“That is not important, Doctor Lewis. What’s important is that we share a common goal”
“Bring Y/N back”
“With Wanda” the mystery woman adds.
“Now wait a minute!” Darcy snaps, ignoring the warning of not looking at the woman. “Nu-uh. I don’t give a damn if she gets back with Wanda. In fact, I don’t think she deserves her, not after all the shitty things she said to my friend”
“Love is complicated, Doctor”
“Is it now, Mrs. Maximoff?” Darcy glares.
The woman sighs, moving to Darcy’s booth and sitting in front of her.
“How did you know?”
“Gut feeling. Plus you have the same eyes” the brunette crosses her arms, ready to continue arguing. “Like I said, I want my friend back because this is where she belongs. Whatever the deal is between her and Wanda is none of my concern. Especially because she’s the reason Y/N left in the first place”
“And you don’t think they can fix it?” the woman asks. It sounds like she really wants to know, considering Darcy is your best friend and knows you better than anyone.
And truth is, you were really happy with Wanda. It felt like you had found a place in the world, with a family that loved you.
“Maybe. I know Y/N still loves Wanda. That’s why she ran away. She was probably scared to ask Wanda to work it out and have her slam the door in her face”
“Yes, well, my daughter isn’t particularly good at dealing with rejection either” Ekaterina sighs.
“Fine. If it means I get my best friend back I can work with you. But I won’t put in a good word for Wanda unless I’m convinced she’ll do better”
“That’s fair”
“So, let’s get some food. Seems like we have a lot of planning to do” Darcy says, smiling at the other woman.
—
It’s all moving surprisingly fast. As in, Wanda already has a flight booked for Friday, returning early Saturday.
Her mother takes the news surprisingly well.
“Mama, if it’s too much work I’m sure I can get a babysitter…”
“A stranger to look after my boys!” Ekaterina sighs, exasperated. “I’m not that old, malyshka. I can handle it for two days”
“Alright, if you’re sure…”
“Yes. Now I have to take my daily walk. Come, little dog” she calls for Sparky, who is eager to get out of the house.
There’s a reason behind it, though. She needs to call her secret ally and update her on the news.
“Darcy here” the brunette greets. “I know you’re calling to scold me, but I haven’t been able to convince her to come back for Carol’s fake bridal shower”
“That won’t be necessary. Wanda’s going to Boston”
“Damn, you’re good. How did you get her to do it?” Darcy says.
“Oh, the universe works in mysterious ways. It’s actually something about work but it might be a good chance for them to meet. Can you find out what Y/N is doing this week? I’ll try to convince Wanda to meet her”
“Wait, when did you say she was going to Boston?”
“Oh… you heard already” Kate Bishop comes out of nowhere. “I-I’m sorry, I meant to tell you sooner, and it’s only going to be a week, I promise I’ll come back”
“Bishop, what are you babbling about?” Darcy interrupts, frowning. She’s definitely not as patient as you were with the resident.
“I thought you knew about me going to Boston for a few days. Just to observe the kidney transplant. Yelena invited me”
“Ok, hold on. Ekaterina, we have someone on the inside”
“Inside of what? You Americans and your vulgar…”
“Gotta call you back” Darcy hangs up, pulling Kate along. “Ok, tell me everything you’re supposed to do. If you want Y/N back to teaching you, you have to agree to be our doble agent”
“Our?”
“That’s not important” Darcy dismisses her question. “Now speak”
—
Wanda: Do you have a moment to chat?
Y/N: Hey, I’m going to join a surgery. Can call in a few hours.
Y/N: Everything ok?
Wanda has been texting you here and there to ask about small stuff. It’s always something related to things you were in charge of, like Sparky’s vet appointments or her car’s maintenance.
If it makes her life easier, you’re more than happy to help. It’s the least you could do.
Except today. She texted early and you honestly didn’t check your phone. Now calls aren’t coming through either.
“Hey, Kate” you greet at the front desk, still looking at your phone. “Checked my post ops yet? There’s this guy in room 1045 that I need to…”
Wait a damn minute.
You finally look up.
“Hi” your former resident greets with a smile and you finally snap out of it.
This is Boston. Kate doesn’t work here.
“What are you… is Darcy here?” you look around, knowing your friend is capable of kidnapping you if that’s what it takes.
“No, I’m here because Yelena invited me to see the kidney transplant” she rushes to explain. “Also, hi Doctor Y/L/N. It’s good to see you”
“Call me Y/L, I’m not your superior anymore. And yeah, right back at you” you smile at her. You’re about to say goodbye as you have some patients to check still but she speaks again.
“We all miss you. Barnes and Doctor Lewis fight all the time”
“That sounds about right. I miss everyone too” you admit with a sad smile. “Anyway, gotta check on post ops. See you there”
It’s a little freaky, to see Kate in the midde of a hospital that is not Stark. Like you’re having deja vu or something. It almost feels like you’ll run into Darcy next, or get a surprise visit from Wanda to drop off some cookies.
Stop it.
You need to focus. All eyes are on the hospital for the next few days as they’ll perform the second xenotransplant. It’s amazing, really. A genetically-edited pig kidney into a living recipient.
And although you’re not in the surgical team, you are allowed in the OR to observe and help.
“You’ll never believe who I ran into” you say when you spot Natasha. “Kate. She said Yelena invited her”
“Huh. Do you think that she’s also her date to the gala?” Natasha frowns. In that precise moment, Yelena walks by, making you both turn to look at her. Without saying anything, you run after her, Natasha close behind.
You manage to catch up, blocking her path and making sure Natasha doesn’t let her escape either.
“I don’t have time to play games”
“Is it because you’re little girlfriend is already here?” you mock.
“What?”
“Kate Bishop” Natasha clarifies.
“That is not… you don’t even know what… сука! Both of you” Yelena blushes. Natasha and you laugh at her expression, and she uses the distraction to walk around you. She makes sure you get to see her flipping you off before disappearing around the corner.
“Are you ready?” Natasha asks, turning her attention towards you.
“Yeah. I’m just observing, never been to one”
“I meant the gala”
“Oh, that. I’ve never been to one of those either”
“Just eat, drink, laugh” Natasha eases your nerves. “Mother is the only one giving a speech. She wants to let everyone know we’re doing another transplant”
“Wait, but why would she schedule the surgery after the gala? Is it because post op is a lot of work?”
“You know the rejection risk is higher with genetically altered organs” Natasha explains. “If the gala happens before the surgery, she can just mention we are doing it. Now, if it goes wrong, it won’t be part of the speech”
“Oh, ok”
“It’s all politics” she says, understanding you’re career has never been about that.
“Well, I’ll see you in the penthouse? Don’t know if the lovebirds are riding with us”
“Seven thirty” Natasha nods, leaving to check on some patients.
The sound of your phone makes you turn back, but it’s not Wanda.
“Hey, Darcy. Guess who’s in Boston?”
“Hey, pal. Oh, do tell” the brunette asks, curious if Ekaterina convinced Wanda to let you know about her travel plans.
“Kate. Yelena invited her to this gala the Romanoffs are planning. It was so crazy running into her in the front desk. For a moment I thought I went back in time”
“Oh. Yeah, Kate” Darcy sounds disappointed, which is weird. “She took some days off but I had no idea that was her plan” she lies.
“Well, I’m sure she didn’t want anyone to think I was convincing her to leave Stark Hospital”
“So, a gala!” Darcy changes the subject. “Sounds fun. Are you going?”
“Yeah. There’s an open bar”
“And are you bringing a date?”
“Well, I am the date. I’m Natasha’s plus one” you explain, and there’s an awkward pause on the other side of the line. “Uh, Darcy?”
Damn it, damn it.
Darcy already knew about the gala. It was so easy to make Kate crack under the slightest pressure.
But her plan was to make Wanda reach out today and you’d ask her to be your date. You being Natasha’s date is not gonna work out.
“Yeah, I just… so what are you doing the day after the gala?”
“Kidney transplant. I mean, not doing it. But just watching and assisting for a bit”
For fuck’s sake, would you even have a spare moment to meet Wanda?
This might be the only chance she’d get, considering it wouldn’t be certain she’d be getting the job.
“Ok, well. Have fun doing everything. Sounds like you’re booked and busy”
“Yeah. I’ll tell you how it goes. Bye, Darcy”
As soon as you hang up, Darcy calls Wanda’s mother.
“We need to delay the operation contact zero for one day”
“I’ll call my insider” the woman answers criptically.
“You scare me, Ekaterina” Darcy says, questioning if the woman is some sort of retired spy. When she hears the older woman laugh and hang up, she’s 99% convinced that’s the case.
—
“What do you mean, if I can keep her occupied for the entire day? Laura, I’m pregnant!”
“Lily, I know…”
“So pregnant, that if I so much as sneeze, I’m positive this baby will just pop out!”
“That’s not how it works, thankfully. Trust me, I know”
“Laura…” the woman pinches the bridge of her nose.
Should have taken maternity leave sooner.
“Look, I get it. It’s complicated, but I promise you, if you listen to me, Wanda will sign the deal and go back and forth between Boston and Westview”
Thing is, Lily really needs this. If her boss finally finds an illustrator that can live up to her expectations, then she can take her leave and not be bothered by work in the upcoming 12 weeks.
“Ok, fine. I’ll figure something out”
“Thank you, I owe you big time”
“Uh-hu. Yeah, you do, Mrs. Barton”
“Oh, and try to keep her away from her phone”
“Anything else? Oh, gotta go”
Wanda Maximoff comes out of the arrival’s section in the airport, looking around. Lily waves her hand, and the redhead walks towards her with a smile.
“Hello, you must be Lily…” she goes to shake her hand, but the other woman pulls her in for a hug.
“Sorry about the baby bump, he wants to say hi as well”
“No, no worries at all. How far along?”
“Well, 39 weeks which means I’m ready to pop any day now! That also means we get a driver to take us anywhere you want. So get in the car and prepare for a very busy day, Wanda”
“Oh, my phone is in my bag…” Wanda says as Lily throws it in the trunk.
“No worries, Laura has my number. If anyone needs to reach you she can text or call” the woman insists, hoping Wanda doesn’t push it.
Of course, she doesn’t as she wants to make a good impression on her potential employers.
“Let’s start with the Paul Revere house, shall we?”
—
You look at yourself in the mirror for the tenth time. When was the last time you dressed fancy?
Even if it’s tailored to perfection, you’re still making sure the red suit is looking fine, adjusting the white shirt underneath the jacket.
Though you don’t know what Natasha’s wearing, she promised you’d match.
And she’s right, because when she knocks on your door and you open it, she’s wearing a black and red sequenced dress. It’s a mermaid cut that favors her figure.
“Shall we get going?” she says when you keep staring.
“Yes, of course. Don’t laugh at me” you add when you spot a faint smile on her face.
“I already told you, it’s fun to see you flustered”
“Mhm. Are the lovebirds joining us?”
“I think they’ll be arriving separately. It’s not like prom where we all ride a limo”
“Well, I didn’t go to prom, and if I had, it certainly wouldn’t have been on a limo” you say, making Natasha laugh.
She drives you to the gala, as you have no idea where it’s all happening. A man approaches to open your door and help you out.
“Fancy” you comment when a valet takes Natasha’s car. “And I’m surprised you let anyone else drive that thing”
“They already know how much it costs” she comments.
If you think a man opening the car door is fancy, then what the hell is the thing waiting inside? There’s a chandelier, a string quartet, servers dressed to the nines and the best part, an open bar with all the things you could dream of drinking.
“Hey, where are you dragging me?”
“We have to say hello first” Natasha says through her teeth. “You’ll get drunk later, trust me”
The woman drags you to a table where Melina is chatting with two men, and they introduce themselves. The names don’t ring any bells, but apparently they are congressmen.
“A pleasure” you say, hoping the small talk can end soon.
“Is this your first gala? I don’t recall seeing you before”
“Yes, I’m working as Head of Trauma at Romanoff Medical Center until they can find someone to stay for good” you explain.
“Why not stay here? Is there somewhere else you might want to go?”
“I’m not sure. Coming to Boston was never in my plans but here I am. I guess I’m just living one day at a time” you say with a fake smile. Natasha picks up on your discomfort, ending the conversation and excusing the both of you.
She goes around the room to introduce you to other people, but when Yelena finally arrives you walk up to meet her.
“Took your sweet time” Natasha scolds her.
“We got caught up… in something” Yelena explains as Kate joins her. You notice she’s wearing an all black suit, which is a stark contrast to Yelena’s golden, low cut dress.
“Oh, looks like you have a hickey there” you point at a spot in Yelena’s neck, her hand flying to cover it.
“I told you not to…” she glares at Kate, and you laugh.
“She didn’t. But now we know you both were getting nasty”
Natasha laughs as well. Yelena is about to curse at you, when her mother interrupts her.
“Behave” she warns. “Hello, I am Yelena’s mother”
“Kate Bishop” the girl introduces herself, and Melina arches an eyebrow.
“Bishop, as in Bishop Security?”
“Yes, that would be correct” Kate says, visibly awkward.
“Well, I’d love to catch up with your mother. Had I known you’d be here, I would have invited her as well. Next time” Melina nods, leaving as someone calls for her a moment later.
“So, am I the only one who isn’t some sort of nepo baby?” you throw the question in the air, making the Romanoffs roll their eyes.
“I’ll find our seats”
Yelena leaves too, but Kate stays behind, sitting next to you at the bar.
“So…”
“Whisky neat” you ask the bartender as he walks by.
“When are you returning to Westview?” Kate says.
“Make it a doble” you add, sighing. The brunette doesn’t take the hint, though.
“You are returning to Westview, right? Doctor Lewis mentioned your contract is only for three months…”
“Yeah, but I quit. And I doubt Fury will want to hire me again. I was a jerk that left without any notice, all because I couldn’t handle my break up” you mutter against the glass, sipping.
But Kate’s always been curious, questioning everything. It’s what makes her a great student, but right now? She’s a pain in your ass.
“So, what are you doing when the contract…?”
“Jesus, Kate. I don’t know. I try not to plan ahead ever since I bought a ring and fucked up my entire relationship. I had expectations about the future and now I can barely leave my bed. So, when my contract’s done I’ll decide what to do next”
“Right, I’m sorry”
“Kate, come sit” Yelena calls for her, her tone gentle. You look up, meeting hazel eyes that are glaring at you. But you decide to ignore Yelena and keep drinking.
The bartender sneaks out to smoke every ten minutes. Though this last break has been longer and you are in desperate need for more alcohol.
Another woman walks up to the bar, looking around.
“Ugh, I’ll do it myself. What can I get you?” you give up, walking behind the bar. You nod as you listen to the woman ask for a gin tonic. Between sips of your own drink, you pour gin over the ice, add tonic water and lime juice.
“Delicious!” the woman says. “Are you a bartender as well?”
“No, I’m a surgeon, which is why that lemon wedge is so perfectly cut” you joke, raising your glass to clink it against hers. “I’m Y/N”
“Valkyrie” the woman introduces herself. “Which hospital?”
“Stark Hospital” you answer out of habit. Then you shake your head, and clear your throat. “Sorry, meant to say I was at Stark, now I’m at RMC”
“So you must know Maria”
“Rambeau? Yeah, she’s great. I’m actually going to be her fiancee’s bridesmaid” you say, smiling.
“Glad to hear they were able to fix things. I was sad to see her go from the program, though, it was great to have such an experienced Peeds surgeon” she sighs.
“Wait. You’re on Doctor’s Without Borders?”
“Yes, I coordinate international programs. Why? You interested?” the woman smiles.
“Well… my contract is temporary. And I’ve always wanted to do that, but never really had the time or means”
After med school, it took a while for you to settle and pay off your student debt, so even participating in something like that felt like a bit of a luxurious career detour that you couldn’t afford.
But now, with all the money you’re earning -and saving on rent- it could very well be the next step in your career.
“You don’t have to answer right away. Here’s my card” Val says. “Remind me your specialty”
“Trauma”
“Never mind, you’re coming on the next flight with me” she jokes and you laugh.
Someone else calls for her and Val raises her glass, grateful for the drink. As you wave goodbye, you notice yours is painfully empty.
“Can I get some tequila, please?” you ask the bartender, who is finally back. However, Natasha comes out of nowhere, speaking over you.
“She’ll have water or coffee”
“Hey! Are you this controlling with all your dates?”
“Only when I find out my mother wants to put you on the spot in the middle of her speech” she whispers, which makes your eyes widen. “You’re too drunk to be coherent, so better sober up, now”
“What does she even want me to say?” you whisper yell as Natasha takes you to the table.
“That we’re a Level 1 Trauma Center and will continue to be one with your work”
“I’m not staying…”
“She’s hoping that putting you on the spot will awaken some sense of duty. Don’t expect it to make sense” Natasha mutters, sitting next to you.
Kate is to your left, chatting with Yelena, tensing when you sit down next to her.
Melina walks up to the small stage, and people clap as she prepares for her speech.
“Hey, about before…” you lean towards Kate, trying to apologize. Yelena shushes you and you glare. “I’m still your boss, Belova”
“Not tonight” she says, pulling Kate by the hand so she turns to the stage, her back to you.
“Evening’s going great” you grumble next to Natasha.
“I see why you only leave the penthouse to go clubbing”
But you can’t say anyhting as Melina begins her speech, thanking every big donor of the Romanoff foundation, NGOs working to bring awareness about certain diseases and the hospital staff, of course.
“It’s an exciting time for us. We are gearing up to do the second xenotransplant of a genetically altered kidney” Melina pauses when people clap again. “We’re also advancing and innovating in the ER, and as some of you may already know, we have a new…”
“I’m gonna throw up” you complain, hating whenever there’s attention drawn to you.
“Just clap and smile along”
“I’m seriously gonna throw up” you say, regretting the amount of alcohol you drank.
And just as Melina is about to say your name and point towards you, a man walks in the room, shouting.
“Is there a doctor here? We have an emergency!”
—
Wanda’s had quite the day. She’s now barely making it to the hotel, Lily waddling next to her.
“Oh, looks like there’s a fancy gala happening” she points out as they walk across the lobby.
Wanda doesn’t pay attention to that, finally able to check her messages.
The last one was of you saying you’d be out for the evening but that Wanda could call anytime if she needed something.
Honestly, she can’t wait to go up to her room and call you.
Unless…
Did you mean you were out on a date?
Wanda’s still trying to figure out the meaning behind the message when Lily, who was speaking to the receptionist to confirm Wanda’s reservation, laughs nervously.
“Well, looks like my water just broke”
“What did you just say?” Wanda snaps out of it, looking at Lily’s feet. “Well, ok, calm down. It’s gonna be fine. Can we get some help here?”
“What’s wrong?” the concierge asks, but catches on a second later when Lily sits on the floor, breathing heavily. “Oh, crap. Let’s just…”
For some weird reason, he runs to the other room where the fancy event is happening, shouting that they need a doctor.
Half the room turns to look at him and at least an entire table stands up.
“What kind of emergency?”
“A woman’s in labor”
“Ok, show me. Excuse me, ER doctor coming through”
Wanda’s so focused on helping Lily breath, that she doesn’t fully notice what’s happening or rather, who kneels beside her until she hears your voice.
“Hi, I’m Doctor Y/L/N. What’s your name?”
You’re completely immersed in your work, removing your jacket and pulling up the sleeves of your shirt to move around freely.
“Lily. I’m 39 weeks pregnant, should I push?”
“No, no! Absolutely not!” you rush to say, “Let’s call an ambulance, please?”
As you look around the room, seeing who will do as you ask, you finally notice someone who is kneeling next to you. Must be a friend of the woman.
You turn to ask if there’s anyone you should call when you meet those beautiful, green eyes. Ones you’d recognise anywhere.
“Wanda?”
“Hey”
Hey? Seriously?
A whole month thinking about you every second of every god damn day and the best Wanda can do is say hey
Are you fucking kidding me, Maximoff.
“Do you need help?”
“I’m here, I’m her resident”
Even if Yelena and Kate are… whatever they are, they’re still going to compete over getting some cases.
“Check her pulse and time contractions, if there are any” you tell them both, standing up and dragging Wanda with you. “I’m very confused right now. Are the kids ok? Why are you here?”
“It’s kind of a long story… and I, that’s why I texted earlier, but then the day got crazy and you told me you were on a date”
“Not a date” Natasha clarifies, appearing behind you. “Ambulance is here, the hospital’s been alerted. You should ride with them, get out of the speech while you can”
“Thanks” you nod, seeing the EMTs pull over. You turn to Wanda. “Are you coming with her?”
“No, Wanda, stay and get some rest, I made you walk around the city all day” Lily pleads.
“Are you crazy? No one should be doing this alone. I’m coming with you until your boyfriend gets to the hospital” Wanda decides, jumping on the back of the ambulance with Lily and you.
Yelena and Kate scramble to their feet, trying to get on the vehicle as well.
“Ok, it’s a little crowded in here, plus this is your family’s gala and Bishop, you are Yelena’s date. No one else goes”
“Fine” they mutter, disappointed.
The ride to the hospital is silent except for the machines monitoring Lily’s blood pressure. You’re keeping an eye on that, while checking on her heartbeat, using a stethoscope that you found in the ambulance.
“I forgot how good you are at that” Wanda says when your eyes meet again.
“At what? Checking a heartbeat?”
“Handling toddlers”
She’s talking about Yelena and Kate, which makes you laugh.
“Well, Billy and Tommy behave a hell of a lot better than those two back there”
“Not lately” Wanda sighs.
“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to mess everything up so badly, Wanda” you regret, leaning back.
“Am I missing something? You two know each other?” Lily says, pointing at Wanda and then at you. “Is that why Laura asked me to keep you busy this entire day?”
“She what?”
“We dated” you offer as an explanation, smiling at the woman in the stretcher.
“How long ago? Because you are still giving each other some major heart eyes”
It’s clear that the mild sedative is making the woman spill her every thought.
“Until a month ago”
“Well, whichever one of you screwed up, better get their act together because you’re clearly not over each other” Lily says.
“It was my fault” Wanda says at the same time as you. You both look at each other and you give her a small smile.
“I beg to differ, Miss Maximoff. It was me who got it all wrong”
“Not just you. I messed up real bad” Wanda says, leaning forward.
You’re about to say something else when the ambulance stops, and the doors open. You excuse yourself, giving the nurses and doctors a summary of the patient, walking next to Lily’s stretcher.
“I’ll come find you once she’s settled in a room” you promise Wanda.
She nods, taking a moment to gather her thoughts. What are the odds?
Which also brings her back to what Lily said. Why did Laura want her busy for the entire day?
There’s only one way to find out.
“Hey, how did it go today?” her friend picks up the phone, though it sounds like there’s an echo.
“Am I on speaker?”
“Oh, yeah. I’m cooking dinner” Laura lies.
“Are there children around?”
“No, why…”
“Ok, then what the fuck is going on, Laura?”
Somebody else whistles, and Wanda hears Pietro’s voice.
“Looks like you ladies got caught”
“Why are you there? Who else is around? Somebody better tell me what the hell is going on right now…”
“Give that to me” Darcy says, pushing Laura out of the way. “Hi, nice speaking to you, Maximoff. It’s just me, Laura, your mother and Pietro. Listen, we’ve been busting our asses for you to meet at the right time and find a way to make up with Y/N so I get my best friend back. So don’t fuck it up now, ok?”
“You’re not helping!” Laura protests. “Wanda, what do you mean? What happened today?”
“The minute I landed, Lily drove me around the entire city without a break. Did you manipulate a very pregnant woman to keep me busy and away from Y/N for the day?”
“Well, yeah. She was going with Natasha to the gala and I didn’t want you pulling one of your stunts again, not after getting so far along the plan” Darcy bites back.
“Great, so I crashed her date with Natasha with a woman giving birth. What a loser” Wanda massages her temples.
“Did you just say Lily was givig birth?” Laura says. “Oh, my God! Do you think it was my fault?”
“That’s a possibility, I’m not gonna lie to you” Darcy admits, taking the phone back. “Listen. Work it out with Y/N. Talk, fight, have angry sex, whatever it takes. I need my friend back, and you better grovel on the floor to beg for her forgiveness”
“I want to speak to my mother. Privately” Wanda ignores Darcy, knowing who’s really behind all of this.
“Hello, malyshka” Ekaterina greets, removing the speaker and walking away from Wanda’s kitchen, into the living room. Darcy and Laura put their ears against the door, trying to listen.
Pietro just laughs, shaking his head.
“Mama, you had no right…”
“Wanda? Lily’s in a room now” you call for her.
“This conversation isn’t over” she warns her mother, hanging up. “You wouldn’t believe what I just learned…”
Wanda’s looking down at her phone as she walks towards you, that adorable frown that she makes whenever something upsets her.
She keeps talking, but you’re looking at her lips, remembering how much you love kissing her.
Wanda notices, and she stops talking, but leans forward.
Her lips are so close, and then you hear the worst sound in the world.
“Doctor Y/L/N, your patient is… oooh”
To your missfortune, Ed interrupts you in that precise moment.
Of all people, it had to be the circus clown.
“Get lost, will ya?”
Wanda slaps your arm, but she has no idea how annoying the kid can be.
“She was asking for a Wanda, which I believe might be you…” he points to her.
“Come on” you guide her to Lily’s room. As you walk next to Wanda, you place your hands in your pockets, trying to hold back on reaching out to touch her.
You have no idea why she’s here, but at the end of the day, it doesn’t matter, does it? It was all said and done between you two. If you kiss her, you’ll go back to square one.
“Hey!” Lily greets as soon as you open the door for Wanda. There’s another woman standing next to the bed. She has short, grey hair and a kind smile.
“Wanda! Thank you so much for being there for Lily. I told her she should have been on maternity leave sooner”
“I wanted to find you the perfect artist” Lily sighs, adjusting herself on the bed.
“Doctor, thank you so much for helping Lily” the woman says. You have no idea what’s going on, or why she’s so happy to talk to Wanda.
What you do know is that it’s none of your business.
“Just doing my job. OBGYN will take it from here, as it looks like you’ll have to wait a bit before you’re ready to give birth”
“Your boyfriend’s on the way, right?” the woman asks Lily, and she nods. “We’ll keep you company for a bit, and once he’s here, we could go get something to eat. What do you think, Wanda?”
“Oh, I was…”
But when Wanda looks back, you’re already closing the door.
“Everything ok?” Wendy insists.
“Yeah, everything’s fine”
—
Wanda got the job.
It was hers.
Wendy Lawson was way cooler in person, and didn’t have a problem when Wanda was only half present during their conversation over dinner.
She thought the younger woman was just tired.
And now, back in her room, Wanda finally gets to rest and shower. You’re all she can think about.
It’s one thing to see you in an Instagram post, and another one to be right in front of you.
You seem healthy and happy. Even fitter, your hair longer and a bit of a stronger built. You must spend a lot of time at the gym.
But it’s you, the same smile, those kind eyes and the quiet confidence while you treat patients.
Honestly, Wanda’s very disappointed with herself. She was hoping to have a big speech ready, explain why she was in Boston. Grovel and beg for forgiveness, just like Darcy said.
All she got was an ambulance ride and a quick conversation in a hospital hallway.
As she wears one of your hoodies, and changes into a pair of yoga pants, her phone rings.
“I believe we have a pending conversation” her mother says. She’s not afraid of confrontation, never has been.
“Mama, this is my life. You have no right to…”
“Did I tell you I almost didn’t marry your father?” Ekaterina interrupts her daughter. Wanda stays silent, and the woman takes that as a sign to continue. “Your uncle Arvydas told me about a chance to move to England, work as a nanny for an embassador. I’d rather stay in Sokovia and be with your father, but everyone was telling me what to do or what was better for me. And you know what your father said?”
“No”
“He said I want to marry you. I’ll be at the church on the day we planned and I’ll be waiting. The life with you is the one I want. Now you make a choice, but be sure it’s the one you want for yourself, not what others are telling you to do. And whatever that choice is, I will respect it”
“Yeah, that sounds like something Papa would say”
“My darling, you need to follow your heart. At least get some closure if this is really over. But if she’s really the one you want… fight for her”
“I don’t even know where to begin” Wanda sighs.
“Just find her, the rest will come along”
“Give the boys a kiss for me?”
“One for each” her mother promises, hanging up.
It’s not too late, as Wanda saw some people still at the salon.
She walks out of her room, straight to where the gala is happening.
“Excuse me, could I see your invitation?” a man stops her.
“Oh, I… I don’t have any. I just need to talk to someone inside. It will only take a minute”
“I’m afraid I can’t let you…”
“It’s alright” Natasha says, appearing behind Wanda. “She can come inside, I know her”
The man at the door nods, allowing Wanda to pass.
“She’s over there” Natasha points at you, leaning against the bar and drinking from a glass full of whisky. “Will regret those last few drinks tomorrow morning”
“Thank you” Wanda says, nodding towards Natasha. She’s still not sure how she feels about you and the Russian working together.
But it’s none of her business what you do with other people.
“Hey, Y/N”
You do a doble take, wondering if you’re way too drunk and imagining Wanda’s in front of you.
“Hey, hi. How’s Lily?”
“Good. Her boyfriend was there, they were calling family. Preparing for everything”
“Sounds nice”
“Could we talk?” Wanda asks, before she loses her nerve. “Unless you’re busy”
“No, that’s fine” you down the last of your drink and stand up from the stool. “Let’s go”
Wanda decides it would be nice to get a capuccino from a coffee place nearby. You walk with her, noticing she is definitely not wearing the appropriate coat for this weather.
“Here” you offer yours.
“No, I don’t want you getting sick”
“It’s to protect my hoodie, obviously” you joke and she finally accepts it.
“Remember Wendy Lawson?” Wanda asks.
“The author? Yes, the one who went to give a talk to your school and make you consider writing for the first time”
Of course you remember.
“Well, it’s the woman that was standing right there in the middle of Lily’s room. And she offered me a job to illustrate her new book”
“Hey, that’s huge, congratulations” you say as you open the door to the coffee shop, noticing how warmer and nicer it is inside. You order a hot cocoa, while Wanda gets her own coffee.
“I’ll just have to travel back and forth for a bit”
“But the kids…”
“My mother is in town” Wanda clarifies. There’s so much to tell you, but you’re here, walking next to her, offering your coat and smiling at Wanda. Everything’s a mess in her head.
“So that’s why you are not in town” you joke. “I do hope things are better between you two”
“Well, it’s been a whole thing. But listen, that job is not the only reason I came to Boston” Wanda admits once you’re walking back to the hotel. “I wanted to speak to you”
“Oh, right” you say, scared that she’s here to hand over your stuff and make sure you never have to see each other again.
“Y/N, this last month has been… so bad for me. I can’t stop thinking about you, about those horrible things I said. About how I punished you beyond reason for something that wasn’t your fault. I was angry and instead of processing it, I let it out in childish ways to hurt you. Because I thought it was a way to get even”
“Wanda, you weren’t the only one that screwed up. I didn’t set boundaries with Nat. And then made you feel insane when you pointed it out” you sigh, looking at your feet. “I don’t know. Maybe we should have given this a bit of a break after that, instead of rushing back to the same routine, pretending nothing hapened”
“Well, now we had a break. An entire month to think about it, and I thought about it, even when I tried not to. Y/N, I love you. And I want… I want our future together”
You sigh, thinking about it.
Isn’t this exactly what you wanted? Getting Wanda back.
But you made the same mistake last time. You simply said you were sorry and jumped back in.
“Do you ever think we rushed things?”
“What do you mean?”
“I mean we kinda started dating, and I spent every moment in your house because I lived across the street. And then coparenting. I love the kids but I hate myself for hurting them when we broke up”
“So…” Wanda stops outside the hotel, looking at you. She can’t read you right now; all the things you said so far make sense, but they could be arguments to either work on your relationship or call it quits.
“So… let’s date. For a bit” you decide. “Because if we go back to how everything was, and the twins get their hopes up…”
If I get my hopes up.
“That makes sense” Wanda nods.
“But there’s one thing you should know. I work with Natasha and live in the same building as her. I’m not saying we’re best friends or spend every moment together, but we’re in the same room a lot of times”
“I get it. And I appreciate the heads up”
“Alright then. Let's take it slow, then” you nod, walking towards her. “You should head back inside and get some rest”
“What about you?”
“I’ll take a cab home”
“My room’s big enough…”
You interrupt Wanda with a small laugh, walking so close that your lips are inches apart.
“I said slow, Miss Maximoff”
“Since when are you immune to my puppy eyes?” Wanda huffs, crossing her arms.
“I’m not” you shake your head. "Which is why you should really go inside. Now”
Wanda’s eyes travel to your lips and you lean forward, until… you kiss the corner of her mouth.
“Trust me, it will be worth the wait” you smile against her temple.
“Goodnight, Y/N”
“Night, Wands”
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New Mother
AN: This is a bit after Morgan leaves the BAU, just to clear it up. Hope you guys enjoy it REPOST FROM DELETED BLOG :)
WARNINGS: None
Summary: You go into labor while Spencer was off on a case and a little flashback of when he found out you were pregnant
Pairing: Spencer Reid x BAU Reader
Word Count: 1289
You remembered the day you going out you were pregnant like it was yesterday. You weren’t really feeling well while on the plane heading to your most recent case, you had blamed it on something you ate but after some time you were starting to think that might now be it. A voice in the back of your head kept nagging you to take a pregnancy test and to shut it up you decided to take one or well more like three, just to be on the safe side. They were all positive which shocked you at first but nothing less you were excited about becoming a mother. You and Spencer had talked about starting a family and wanted to start one soon. You had decided that just to make one hundred percent sure you were pregnant you would go to the doctors before telling Spencer. A week later you had your visit with the doctor and he had confirmed that you were pregnant so you were going to tell Spencer.
*FLASHBACK*
You and Spencer were the first ones in the office like you were almost every morning so you decided now was the time to tell him. Grabbing the gift box from your purse you set it down on his desk making him look at you
“What’s this for?”
“Open it, I got you something”
He looked confused but nothing less opened the box. The first thing he saw was your pregnancy test and the ultrasound picture making him look up with the biggest grin on his face
“Y/N are you serious?”
“Yeah”
He jumped up from his chair and hugged you super tight making you laugh. He pulled back and grabbed your face pulling you into a kiss. You pulled away after a few moments and looked at him
“You still haven’t finished opening it you know”
He pulled away and moved back to the box where he pulled out a shirt that said “baby genius” and a little pair of converse to match the pair that Spencer would wear all the time. He laughed and looked up at you
“I’m actually going to be a father, I’m not dreaming”
“I could pinch you if you’d like”
He shook his head and pulled you closer towards him
“Does anyone know?”
“Just you and Hotch”
*END OF FLASHBACK*
Not that long after did the whole team end up finding out and were extremely happy for the both of you. You and Spencer had decided not to find out the gender of the baby until it was born and the anticipation was killing you.
Now here you are sitting in Garcia’s office, ready to pop out your child at any moment, waiting with her for the team to get back from a case. Spencer had told you several times that he would stop flying with the team and stay back with you but you told him not to worry about you.
You had been feeling your contractions for about an hour but they weren’t exactly close in time so you knew you had time but now they are a bit stronger and closer together. You took a sharp breath in and made a face as your newest contraction hit you making Garcia look at you.
“How long?”
“They are about ten minutes apart maybe a bit less”
“Oh my god let’s go”
“But -“
“No come on I’ll call them from the car ride to the hospital, I’ll get your bag”
She grabbed your hand and walked towards the elevators grabbing your hospital bag in the process.
Spencer was getting off the plane when he got Garcias call. By the look on his face the team knew what was going on. He looked at his team and confirmed what they thought
“Y/N is in labor”
He pretty much ran to the car with the team following behind him.
You were sitting on the bed as comfortable as you could be given that you were about to push out a human. Garcia was sitting in the room with you keeping you occupied until Spencer got into the room. About twenty minutes later Spencer pretty much ran into the room making you smile
“I told you I shoulda taken time off work,”
You laughed as he kissed your forehead. Garcia left the room and Spencer took her place on the chair next to your bed.
“Hey Spence, do you think we’ll have a boy or a girl?”
“I’m thinking a girl”
“Care to bet?”
“Okay”
“If it’s a girl, you name her, but if it’s a boy, like I know it is, I get to name him”
“What if you don’t like the name I choose?”
“Then I’ll secretly change it without you knowing”
He laughed and you smiled but nothing less he agreed. After several hours of pain and pushing, you had in your arms, your baby girl. As the nurse handed her back to you and Spencer the doctor stood at the edge of the bed with a small smile
“I don’t want to bother but do we have a name for her?”
You looked over at Spencer
“You won Spence, you get to choose the name”
“I’m not sure yet”
“That’s okay, for now she’ll just be baby girl Reid”
She walked out of the room. You looked at Spencer and handed him the little girl in your arms and he moved to take her as well at sit next to you. Neither of you could keep your eyes off the little human Spencer was holding, you were exhausted but nothing less you didn’t want to sleep because you couldn’t stop staring at her. She was the perfect mixture of you and Spencer plus she had Spencer’s crazy hair which you knew was going to me hell to tame I’m the future
“We did good don’t we”
“Yeah. I think I have a name for her”
“What is it?”
“I like Morgan or Diana”
“How about Diana Morgan Reid”
“I like that”
“Look who it is!”
You looked up to see Garcia walking in followed by the team. They all surrounded the bed making you smile and Spencer got up walking towards the group
“Hey guys, we want you to meet someone”
As the group crowded him to look at Diana
“Oh god, it’s a little girl”
Penelope said looking super excited
“Yeah, I was just about to cal you guys but I just can’t put her down yet”
“I can’t blame you she’s precious”
“I called Morgan to let him know about today so he should be here soon”
“Thanks JJ”
“I’m not late am I?”
Morgan walked into the room with a smile on his face. He said his hellos to the whole team and then made his way over to you
“Hey little mama, how are you doing?”
“Tired but I’m doing good. How’s baby Hank and Savanah?”
“Doing great, now let me see that little girl”
Derek walked over to Spencer and he handed your daughter to him. Spencer walked back to the bed and sat next to you again
“So does she have a name?”
“Yeah, Diana Morgan Reid”
Derek looked up
“You guys named her after me?”
“Well yeah, one you’re one of our closest friend and two of it weren’t for your persistence in Spence asking on a date then she probably wouldn’t be here today”
He smiled and looked back down at the Diana
“Your welcome little one”
You laughed as the rest of the team did. Spencer kisses your forehead as you laid your head on his shoulder
“Go to sleep, she’ll be here when you wake up”
You closed your eyes and we’re instantly taken over by sleep
#spencer-reid-preference#spencer reid#spencer reid x reader#spencer reid x you#spencer reid x y/n#spencer reid imagine#criminal minds#criminal minds x reader
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The Lost Boys: What they do in their free time
Marko
- Beach-combing
- Since low and hide tide happen often at night or early in the morning when it’s still dark he gets to comb the beach for new TriNkEts
- David always yells at him when he returns from his treasure hunting with “more crap”
- There is a TON of sea glass in his corner of the cave. It’s all kept in glass jars, but he keeps the red pieces in a separate little jar because that color is super hard to find
- He also likes to look for washed up toys, bottle necks, and shiny rocks
- HE DESPERATELY WANTS A ROCK TUMBLER
- Unfortunately they are expensive, and Dwayne says that there isn’t enough electricity flowing through the cave to power one
Paul
- Ease dropping
- This man LIVES for the DRAMA
- He doesn’t even know the people he is ease dropping on or who they are talking about, but you bet your bottom dollar he doesn’t mind his tea unfamiliar and piping hot!
- Because he is with the boys 24/7 they really don’t have any secrets between them (that Paul knows of )
- So he has to get his tea fix elsewhere
- He likes to listen in on conversations while he’s in line for rides
- at the record store
- around the food vendors
- he gets lots of tea from just hanging out on the beach and at the local drive in
- You would be surprised the amount of people who talk during movies….
- His ease dropping skills have come in handy on occasion
- Every once in awhile a vampire hunter will wander into town, and start asking the locals questions they have no business asking
- Paul usually hears of their arrival through the grapevine and is able to warn the boys
Dwayne
- Helping out Laddie’s family
- It’s kind of sick that he does this, but he honestly can’t help himself
- After Max brought Laddie to the boys, Dwayne couldn’t help checking out Laddies kin and seeing for himself what this kid’s background was like
- It wasn’t great
- They lived in a run down apartment complex, that was missing half its ruff and probably hadn’t passed an inspection in 20 years
- After some snooping around, and stalking the place a few nights Dwayne was able to determine that Laddie had an aunt (who was his guardian it seemed ) a sister a few years older then him, and a 5 year old cousin
- At first Dwayne HELLA judged the aunt, because clearly if Laddie was able to find his way to the board walk and into the arms of Max, she was not keeping an eye on him in the first place
- He witnessed her grief, her tears, her confusion, when she realized Laddie was missing
- he gave her no sympathy for what he thought were the consequences of her incompetence
- but then
- He witnessed a family dinner in their small apartment that changed his opinion
- They were all sitting down to eat dinner, when there was a knock on the door. One of the children who lived in the apartment complex stopped by to play with Laddie’s sister. The aunt was just about to tell the boy to come back later, when the boy’s stomach growled. And it wasn’t a “ I’m a little peckish” or “ gee I forgot to eat lunch” type of growl. It was an“ I haven’t eaten in a few days” growl
- Without hesitation, she gave her meal to the boy and told him to come back whenever he had no food to eat at home
- Dwayne found himself to be in a little bit of a dilemma after this
- He felt guilty, but sending Laddie back wasn’t an option anymore
- The kid was half vampire now and he belonged with his brothers
- But then he noticed the lock on the door was broken, and the least he could do would be to fix it. So he snuck in once everyone was asleep and took care of it
- And then he fixed the leaky faucet
- And the loose cabinet
- And the floor board that was coming up would only take two nails to get back into place, so he might as well fix it, right?
- Dwayne soon found himself paying the apartment a weekly visit to repair stuff here and their
- Laddies aunt just assumed that the landlord decided to do his job for once and so doesn’t suspect anything
David
- breaking into Max’s house
- He LOVES to screw with Max and he would do it on a nightly basis if he could
- But
- The boys *cough cough* Paul and Marko, would probably be a tad too destructive if they came along
- Together the boys like to find vampire related objects and leave them outside Max’s house as a joke
- They’ve left costume vampire teeth
- Cloves of garlic
- Fake blood packets
- Vampire comic books
- The bat kite we see in the movie
- Max secretly finds it endearing though!
- He’s sons are playing little pranks on him and he find’s it adorable
- But what Max doesn’t know is that David takes it a step farther
- Max doesn’t lock his door, because, you know, he’s a vampire and he has Thorn to guard the place when he’s gone
- Max some how has not figured out yet that David likes to spend time in his home when he’s not there
- I think it’s because Max spends a decent amount of time around the boys, so that their scents feels normal to have around and be on his clothes. So when it’s been a long night at the video store, and he strolls into his house and can smell David it doesn’t feel out of the ordinary
- David has slowly become cordial with Thorn. I would say friend, but Thorn would rip David to shreds if Max gave him the command. But! if David brings Thorn a nice, juicy bone, then he will let him pass
- Kind of like Cerberus
- David likes to sit on Max’s back porch, and in his recliner
- He likes to snoop around his books and in his desk drawers
- He will swipe cash here and there when he finds it
- He just really likes the idea of being in Max’s space with out Max’s permission
#david tlb#dwayne tlb#lost boys 1987#marko tlb#paul tlb#the lost boys#tlb fandom#tlb fanfiction#the lost boys david#the lost boys dwayne#tlb headcanons#tlb 1987#tlb laddie#the lost boys 1987#tlb imagines
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How spn s16 should start:
…heat of the moment ♪
Sam’s eyes flew open. He glanced around in confusion.
♫ Telling me what my heart meant ♪
It’s his old room in the bunker. How? What? Last he remembered he was an old man on his deathbed. Dying. Wait. He did die.
♪ The heat of the moment showed in your eyes ♫
Is this heaven? No. He flailed his arm wildly at the clock radio trying to silence that infernal song. No, Asia would be the last thing playing in Sam’s personal heaven.
The music just wouldn’t stop, even after several attempts of hasty button mashing in the dark.
♫ 'Cause it's the heat of the moment The heat of the moment The heat of the moment ♪
Giving up on the alarm clock, Sam scrambled out of bed to click on a light—and caught his reflection in the mirror.
♪ The heat of the moment showed in your eyes ♫
He’s young again. Not a single grey hair in sight. Oh god, his family, his wife! Wait, what was her name again? Did he marry Eileen? The memories of an entire life were fading so quickly now. He was left with only a blurry face when he tried to picture the woman he married.
♫ And when your looks have gone and you're alone ♪
Okay this is freaky. Who is doing this? What is going on?
♪ How many nights you sit beside the phone? ♫
That raises a good question, Sam thought. Where even is my phone? It wasn’t on the bedside charger, or anywhere on his person. The one thing that could clear up many of his uncertainties such as what year it is was mysteriously nowhere to be found.
♫ What were the things you wanted for yourself? ♪
That’s enough, Sam thought, unplugging the clock radio entirely and returning silence to the room.
It was quiet enough that he could hear footsteps outside.
"Planning on sleeping all day, Sammy?"
"Dean." You’re alive. I haven’t seen you in years. I lived a whole life without you in it.
"You alright, Sammy?" Dean asked carefully, as he took in the disheveled look of the room that Sam had practically torn apart trying to locate his phone. That and Sam was looking at Dean like he could cry. "Rough night?"
"Fine. Everything’s fine." Sam said stiffly. "How are you?"
"Awesome," Dean replied, stretching in his hotdog jammies and dead-guy robe. "Or I would be if someone would quit hogging all of the hot water." He gestured down the hallway. "Anyway, coffee and breakfast awaits."
"Wait, what?" Sam said, quickly tossing on a hoodie and following Dean down the hallway.
"…says he likes the way the water molecules feel, but we all know that the only reason anyone takes that long is…" Dean punctuated his sentence with a rude gesture with his fist and a waggle of his eyebrows.
"Dude," Sam frowned, but then had a sudden realization. "Cas is in the shower?"
This was all happening so fast. Sam couldn’t even begin to process that not only was he suddenly young again, Dean didn’t die years ago on a rusty nail, and Castiel was alive and well and thoroughly enjoying the bunker’s facilities.
"Hello Dean," Castiel greeted warmly, appearing in the hallway still dripping wet from his shower wearing nothing but a towel around his waist. "Apologies, I forgot to bring a change of clothes into the bathroom."
Sam watched as his brother fought to keep his eyes on Castiel’s face, but kept flicking over his expansive bare chest to his wide shoulders and back around to his lips. Huh.
"No problem, sunshine," Dean said, quickly averting his eyes. "Just get your ass to the kitchen table before your omelet gets cold."
"Yes, Dean." Castiel replied, eyeing Dean like he was the only breakfast menu item he was interested in devouring today.
If I’m dead, there’s no way this is my personal heaven because I would not want to be reliving my brother and his best friend eye-fucking each other every damn day for the rest of eternity.
#destiel#supernatural#spn season 16#fanfic#spn fanfiction#supernatural fic#ficlet#pov sam winchester#dean winchester x castiel#my fanfiction#spn#it was all a dream and cas was just in the shower???
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Prompt 15 - Conversation
Wolfstar, February 15, word count 991
Previous part First part
After a truly awkward offer of a drink, Sirius found himself on the way to a nearby bar he frequented with Remus.
Crystal came over no sooner had they sat down and greeted him warmly.
“Mr Black, how are you this evening? Can I get you your usual, and what would your date like?” His jaw tensed as he ground his teeth. Shit this was the last thing he needed to get back to his mother. He’d never brought anyone here. How had she guessed?
“Good, thanks, Crystal. Yes, usual for me and Remus. What would you like?” He looked to Remus at the same time as Crystal did and watched as his ears began to turn pink. He wanted to nibble them. He swallowed, pushing those thoughts away. They wouldn’t do him any good.
“Oh, erm, just a water, thanks.” He was stammering slightly, but Sirius chose to ignore it. The last thing the poor man needed was to be embarrassed.
“Are you sure?” Sirius asked. He wasn’t used to people not drinking with him. He had a sudden worry that Remus had only come because he thought he didn’t have another choice. “I’m buying; you can get whatever you want.” He tried again.
“Waters, fine, thank you. I don’t drink,” Remus told him. Sirius felt a rush of relief, and he smiled warmly at Remus.
“Scratch my order, Crystal. Two waters, please,” He felt Crystal freeze next to him, but he ignored it.
“You can drink; I don’t mind, honestly,” Remus said quickly. Sirius reached over the table and took Remus’s hands in his.
“I’m good. Just enjoying watching you squirm as if I care what you drink.” He felt cheeky. It must be the previous alcohol he’d consumed that was still in his system. Perhaps the water was a good idea after all.
Crystal brought them their waters, and Sirius was intrigued by the amount of ice the barman had put in the glasses. It was absurd.“I haven’t seen this much ice since the last time I went skating.” He joked, laughing at himself and trying to make Remus relax. He looked tense. “So, Remus, tell me about yourself,” Sirius asked, wanting to know anything about the man sitting opposite him.
“There’s not much to tell. I live in a shit flat above a shit kebab shop. I work a shit job that pays me just enough to keep my shit flat and feed me shit kebabs from downstairs.” Sirius kept quiet while Remus spoke. He was completely entranced by the man. His words made Sirius realise something, though: Remus was from far humbler origins, and this ridiculous bar was probably way out of his comfort zone. So, Sirius leant over the dark table and said in his sexy voice.
“I could really go for a shit kebab right now,” He bit his bottom lip and watched as Remus squirmed the lower half of his body. Wow, Remus liked him like that.
“We could go get one, my treat,” Remus offered, his voice only a little hoarse. Sirius jumped at the chance. He dropped twenty pounds on the table, and when he caught Remus staring at it, he told him. “I tip well.”
Remus offered Sirius his arm like Sirius had done to him impulsively earlier. He smiled shyly at Remus, and they walked out of the bar onto the almost empty street.
It was only a short walk to Remus’s flat, and with each step, Sirius felt more and more uneasy.
He was right too, because as they rounded the last corner, he came face to face with his own flat. Shit.
“Oh, is that the famous kebab shop?” Sirius asked, pointing at the brightly lit shop window below his flat.
“Hmm, oh, yeah, that’s the place.” His heart thumped uncomfortably in his chest.
“That is an obnoxious amount of neon lights,” He said, squinting his eyes and using his hand to shade the piercing lights from his face. “Is that your flat?” He asked, pointing to the window directly above the shop.
“Yup,” Remus answered. This was turning into a nightmare. But for some reason he couldn’t fathom, he decided not to tell Remus the truth.
“Does the light from those shine in?” He asked, moving the conversation away from the flat. Remus nodded and told him about the thick curtains and blind he had that blocked out most of the light.
“So, kebab then? Don’t get the doner, get the chicken, trust me.”
Sirius didn’t listen and ordered a doner anyway. They sat outside at the metal table and chairs to eat. Sirius took one bite and regretted his decision. “Spit it out,” Remus urged him, laughing as he handed Sirius a napkin.
“Oh my god, Remus, what the hell is that?” He said in a hushed voice as he furiously wiped his tongue with the rough napkin. He’d eaten his fair share of cheap food, but this was something else.
“I did warn you. Here,” Remus held out his chicken kebab to Sirius. Sirius leaned over and took a bite, needing to get the horrid taste out of his mouth. He chewed it carefully and swallowed.
“That I will admit is slightly better,” He said, leaning over for another bite.
They sat there quietly, finishing Remus’s food. Remus dumped the uneaten kebab and his rubbish in the bin. Before turning back to Sirius.
“So, erm, did you… Did you still want to…” Remus stumbled over his words, not quite able to get anything coherent out. Sirius had no idea what he was doing, but his mouth opened and words came out.
“Yes, Remus, I still want to come up to your flat,” He said, cheekily. “If only to get a glass of water to get this horrendous taste out of my mouth.” He smacked his tongue on the roof of his mouth.
Sirius took Remus’s, and Remus let him up to ‘his’ flat.
#wolfstar#wolfstar microfic#wolfstar fic#wolfstar fanfiction#sirius black#remus lupin#sirius orion black#sirius o black#remus john lupin#remus j lupin#sirius x remus#remus x sirius#sirius and remus#remus and sirius#marauders era#harry potter#wolfstar au#sirius is in shock#thats his flat#he doesnt tell remus#Sirius's first taste of sweeny kebabs cooking again#sirius is on the way up to the flat
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Playdate | Kim Doyoung (M)
"You were a nervous wreck. Interviewing your boyfriend on camera was not something you ever thought you'd be doing. Especially when the world had no idea you were dating him.
But then again, you also never expected having his fingers inside you in a dressing room would calm you down"
pairing idol! kim doyoung x idol! fem! reader.
genre and content established relationship, fluff, smut mdni, fingering, and I think semi-public sex (they were in a dressing room so idk you decide).
word count 1.8k
author's note guys honestly this might be the first and last time I write smut I don't think I have the talent asdbfajbjeaka I just had to try it one time ig
Interviewing your boyfriend on camera was not something you ever thought you'd be doing. Especially when the world had no idea you were dating him.
Staring into the mirror, you tried to steady your breathing as the makeup artist's brush lightly swept across your cheekbones. You were about to film the second episode of Playdate, a YouTube show that took everyone by surprise. Including you. Originally, the company just wanted to test the waters with a pilot episode, unsure if the concept would resonate. But it did. Viewers loved seeing idols in high school uniforms, doing mundane activities, laughing like regular people. And you had to admit, the first episode went smoothly because it was with Joy, your close unnie since you were both under SM. But now, the stakes were higher. The show was officially a series, and the pressure to keep the momentum going was real. You had been excited... until you found out who today’s guest was.
Doyoung. Your boyfriend, Doyoung.
The company thought it was a brilliant idea to promote his new album by having him on the show, thinking it’d be “cute” to see him interact with his junior. Little did they know that you were much more than that.
Your stomach twisted at the thought. How were you supposed to act? Should you pretend you barely knew him? What if people noticed you were too comfortable? Were you even a good enough actor to pull that off?
The thoughts spiraled, tightening in your chest as the makeup artist put the finishing touches on your look. “You’re all set,” she announced, breaking you from your trance. You mustered a small smile, nodding as she and the hair stylist left the room.
Your heart raced as you turned to the school uniform hanging neatly on the rack. The last piece to complete your look. Slipping into it would mean there was no turning back. After this, it would only be minutes before the shoot started. You shook your head, trying to clear your thoughts. You’ve got this, you told yourself. You’ve been on camera a million times before.
You started buttoning your shirt, but your fingers fumbled halfway through, leaving the top half undone as your mind drifted again. What if you looked at him too softly? What if he did that little smile that always made you blush?
A knock at the door startled you, pulling you back into the moment. You turned away from the door, panic rising. “Sorry, I’m changing! Just a minute!”
“It’s okay. Nothing I haven’t seen before.”
Your heart did a little flip as you recognized his voice, a smile breaking out before you even saw his face. You turned to see Doyoung standing there. Somehow, seeing him eased some of the nerves clawing at your chest.
“You scared the shit out of me,” you laughed. Doyoung stepped inside, the door clicking shut behind him. His familiar, sweet gummy smile eased some of your anxiety. His eyes quickly flicked to your half-buttoned shirt, lingering for a second before snapping back to your face. Seeing your nervous expression. “Still nervous?” he asked, his eyes softening as he took in your tense posture.
You let out a shaky breath. “Yeah… I don’t know what to do.”
Doyoung’s eyes lingered on your face, concern mixing with affection. He thought you were cute when you were nervous, how your brows knitted together and your lips slightly pouted as you toy with the buttons of your shirt.
His gaze drifted down to your fingers and half-buttoned shirt, revealing a hint of your lace bra. He immediately felt heat rise to his face. What the hell are you doing? She's nervous and you're being a perv.
He cleared his throat, his fingers brushing through your hair in a soothing gesture. “You got this,” he murmured, his touch grounding you when your thoughts felt scattered. “Just think of it like we’re getting paid to go on a usual date.”
You let out a groan, burying your face in his chest. “That’s exactly the problem.”
Doyoung’s chin rested on your head, his heart beating steadily against you. “I know you’re worried,” he began softly, his voice soothing. “But you don’t need to be nervous about this. Just be yourself. That’s what people love about you. You’re naturally funny, charming… and you make people feel at ease just by being you.”
He pulled back slightly, cupping your face so you were looking directly into his eyes. “I’ll be right there with you the whole time. If you feel overwhelmed, just look at me. It’ll just be us. I’ll help you through it.”
Your eyes softened, his words slowly sinking in, easing the knot of anxiety in your chest. “Yeah, I know I’m overthinking this, but I’m still nervous… maybe I should drink some tea or something.”
“What? My hugs aren’t working?” he teased, his fingers tracing gentle patterns along your back, sending a shiver down your spine.
You laughed, the tension in your shoulders easing just a little. “They are. I just… I don’t know. I need more.”
His eyes darkened, a playful smile tugging at the corners of his lips. “You need more?” His voice dropped, a teasing lilt dancing on each word as he leaned in, his nose brushing against yours.
You nodded, your heart fluttering as his gaze flickered down to your lips.
He closed the distance between you, his mouth capturing yours in a sweet, lingering kiss. It was soft at first, comforting and familiar. But the longer his lips moved against yours, the more urgency crept in. His hands tightened around your waist, pulling you closer until there was no space left between you.
He groaned, the sound vibrating through your body as his hands tightened on your waist. Slowly, his hand slid up your thigh, slipping under the hem of your skirt, sending a shiver through your body.
Your breath hitched, his touch igniting a fire that made you forget all about the cameras and the script waiting outside. The world fell away as he kissed you deeper, his body pressing you against the wall as his hand slid up your thigh.
“Doyoung… people are outside,” you murmured between kisses, your hand weakly pushing against his wrist even as your lips continued to move against his.
He smiled against your mouth, his laugh low and teasing. “You said you needed to relax… then relax.”
His fingers teased along the skin of your thighs, until it started tracing the outline of your clit through the fabric of your underwear.
Your mind was foggy, overwhelmed by the sensation of his hands exploring your body. Doyoung smiled as he saw you closing your eyes, blissed out beneath him.
His mouth traveled down your neck, leaving a trail of heated kisses as his hands drew lazy circles, making you squirm against him. “Relax, baby,” he whispered, his breath hot against your skin. “I’ve got you.”
You felt your arousal begin to soak your underwear, the fact that it’s still there leaves you whining.
“Doyoung… please”
Doyoung pushes you slowly towards the dressing room table, sitting you down. He slips his fingers into your pants, slowly guiding them to where you want him most. Drawing soft gasps from your lips.
“So wet for someone so nervous”, he hums in your ear.
You bite your lips while doyoung continue to play at your folds again, tips of his fingers brushing against your clit. You were about to whine at his slow pace when you were cut off with him pressing a finger inside you.
His name left your lips in a breathy moan as his fingers were slowly thrusting in and out, “Not so loud, baby.”
You start to bite your lips to stifle your cries, looking up at him in hopes he adds another finger. He looks down at you with hooded eyes, kissing you slowly while thrusting another finger in and curling them in a way he knows you love.
The movement made his fingers brush against your most sensitive spot and has you rocking your hips along with his movements. Hands clutching the material of his high school uniform blazer to keep yourself steady.
If it wasn’t for his lips on yours, your moans would’ve filled the room along with the sound of your arousal around his fingers.
“Doyoung–” your whine, “–I’m gonna.” “Let go, baby. I’m right here.”
With his words you felt the wave finally hit, you collapsed against him, his arms keeping you together. He held you through it, his touch gentle, grounding you as you slowly came back to reality.
After you finally caught your breath, you exhaled shakily, pressing your forehead against his. “I… I think that helped.”
He laughed softly, brushing his lips against yours. “Good. I’d hate for you to go out there all nervous.”
“Doyoung –”, He hummed as he pressed one more kiss to your lips. “– that wasn’t just for me, was it?”
He stopped kissing you, looking into you with a confused expression.
You scoffed, crossing your arms. “Please. You were turned on the moment you walked in here.”
Doyoung’s ears turned pink, and his gaze dropping to the floor. “I mean… you looked good… and the uniform didn’t help,” he mumbled, his voice softening as his cheeks grew even redder.
You tried not to laugh. How was he this shy now, after giving you an orgasm in a dressing room of a TV station?
A smile spread across your face, warmth bubbling up in your chest. “You’re cute, you know that?”
His eyes shot up, his mouth opening and closing as his face turned an even deeper shade of red. “I-I… You were nervous–” he fired back, his voice a little too loud he gave his justification, “–I was trying to help”
You bit back a laugh, stepping down the table as you fixed the remaining buttons on your shirt. “I know, thank you.” You leaned up, brushing a soft kiss against his cheek.
“I can accidentally bring this uniform home you know”
Doyoung stared at you, his mouth slightly open, eyes wide with disbelief. “I can’t believe this… You were a nervous wreck just a while ago, and now you’re the one teasing me?”
You shrugged, as you head out the door getting ready to standby for the shoot. “Yeah, well… my boyfriend just fingered me in a dressing room, so I’m not that nervous anymore.”
Doyoung watched you leave, his heart racing as he let out a long, defeated sigh. “I’m never going to survive this.”
#kim doyoung#doyoung fanfic#nct 127#nct x reader#nct x y/n#doyoung x reader#doyoung x y/n#nct fanfic#doyoung smut#nct 127 smut#nct smut
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Pls do the red floral dress from Lottie in s3!
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I unfortunately haven’t been able to find the dress but I do have a theory about it.
I’m not entirely sure but I think the dress might have been made by the Costume Department. The button up dress was a popular style in the 90s and I think it’s possible the dress could have been custom made to match the trend. I don’t have a lot of evidence but this is what I’ve found:
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The photos above are taken of an area in the Yellowjackets Costume Department with shelves that feature fabric used to make some of the costumes on the show. I circled in red a floral fabric in the photo on the left that I think might be the same as the fabric used to make Lottie’s dress. The fabric is shown in the photo on the right as well as a couple other florals that could’ve also been used.
Ultimately I wasn’t able to confirm if the fabric was an exact match but it looks pretty similar and I can’t recall anything else that has that kind of pattern/color scheme.
While I wasn’t able to find the dress or confirm that it was custom, I’ll keep looking and update this post if I find anything! Hopefully this was still helpful!
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I have climbed highest mountains,
…but I still haven’t found what I’m looking for
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My favorite mood board that I’ve made so far- except for my jedtavius one ofc
#moodboard#U2#I still haven’t found what I’m looking for#Joshua tree#where the streets have no name#with or without you
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Band from Dublin. 🚙🪐🍋🎶🥁🇮🇪🎸
#dublin#u2#u2uvsphere#u2 band#bono u2#coldplay#bono#the edge#larry mullen jr#adam clayton#las vegas#las vegas strip#las vegas sphere#the sphere#pop art#mixtape cover#achtung baby#achtung baby 30#zooropa#with or without you#where the streets have no name#the joshua tree#ultraviolet#sunday bloody sunday#unforgettable fire#new wave#post punk#i still haven’t found what i’m looking for#portrait painting#portrait art
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I Still Haven’t Found What I’m Looking For 1b
I am singing and Sangeon Jang is playing the guitar for the song called "I Still Haven’t Found What I’m Looking For by U2" recorded through my microphone.
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Yes, I have permission to use this music as a backing track. From Sangeon Jang, "you can use it if you include the source."
Guitar arrangement by Sangeon Jang / JS-WAVE Source to original video: https://youtu.be/6UafUkQW6us?si=j3VuQZCruE4_D6HZ Song: I Still Haven’t Found What I’m Looking For Artist: U2 Genres: Alternative/Indie, Rock
#mk-f400usb#condenser#usb#microphone#singing#cover#song#singer#pop filter#vocal#I Still Haven’t Found What I’m Looking For#U2#music#video#acoustic#guitar#Sangeon Jang#Alison Mason#Youtube
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I don’t know, maybe it’s because I’m Irish and used to seeing all sorts of haha jokes about how weird our names are etc but yet I’m always surprised how surprised people are when I say that I find Welsh a pretty easy language to get the gist of. It makes sense! Welsh is something I know very little of but yet I find it easy enough to parse out the pronunciation of. I don’t always know what things mean but I’m not usually that far off in how they should be said.
#Welsh looks intimidating because like irish it uses letters in ways english doesnt#had a nice welsh couple today tell me I pronounced their address decently well which they were surprised at#draft saved on the 26th of April#welsh#cymraeg#my own post#I haven’t done any Welsh learning for a good while now so I’m a bit rusty on what sounds some of the letters like ll and dd make#but with a small bit of refreshing I can get it again. still can’t physically say some of the more…curly noises#because my tongue won’t cooperate but I can make a stab at it. had the same issue with a couple of romanian words with sounds english#doesn’t have. so I found them really hard to attempt
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drew some raphaels in my lecture today 🐢 🚩
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#tmnt#tmnt mutant mayhem#mutant mayhem#tmnt 2003#tmnt 2012#tmnt 2018#rottmnt#mm raphael#2003 raphael#2012 raphael#rottmnt raphael#tmnt raphael#tmnt raphael fanart#fanart#tmnt fanart#as the id says i still haven’t and most likely won’t watch rottmnt#so everything i know about it has been observed through the fandom#and i just look at all the fanart and i’m like ‘nice :)’ [has no idea what’s going on]#so far what i’ve found out is that a) leo is zesty as hell and has mad issues b) raph is sweetie c) donnie is batshit insane (/hj)#and D) i’ve seen almost nobody talk about mikey wtf is up with that#^^ if any rottmnt fans could confirm or deny my observations i’d be most grateful#even though i don’t watch the show i’m still afraid of mischaracterizing them in my head 💀#sketch#sketches#my art
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