#I still feel like I’m partially there

[turtleblogatlast]

Also hey I wanna say too that pretty much every single headcanon ever is valid. Even if they aren’t popular, even if they go against canon, even if they change on the regular and make for a throughly transformative work.

I think fandom is supposed to be fun and honestly it just acts like a toybox of sorts? With all these malleable characters as action figures that you play with as you like. If you wanna make them bigger or smaller or change their species or what they present as or how they sound or even act - you can! You can and you should!

Have fun, because you’ll inevitably find others who like what you do too. And even if you don’t, as long as you like it, then that’s what matters.

[jeanmoreaue]

I agree!! *an incoherent rant incoming* Jean imo def moved on from Kevin (in a romantic way; i think he’s not moved on from the whole ‘Kevin left me’ thing ofc but I think he obviously knows and accepts that he and Kevin won’t ever happen lol). And that scene with Renee was obviously a closure/farewell and they’ve moved on to being friends now (also imo while i like their dynamic i feel like they’d never work bc of the whole victim saviour complex, that’d be really uncomfortable and hard to overcome). Jeremy seems like he’s able to handle Jean’s crazy baggage without placating him too much or pushing him too hard. He definitely needs to work on his own shit first (i feel like the way he went all in on helping Jean is kind of giving ‘I am avoiding my problems by getting too involved in others’ problems’) but I think Jean will be the perfect person to help him with that! As you said he’s super perceptive and honestly very empathetic even if he doesn’t show it in the most obvious way. Jeremy would probably really appreciate Jean’s brutally honest approach lol. They’re lowkey perfect for each other ☹️ TSC2 can’t come soon enough

hardcore agree on every single point you made!! i feel exactly the same about Jean and Renee, as much as their dynamic is sweet, i think it would be really difficult to overcome Jean feeling indebted to her (whereas Jean and Jeremy are both growing together) + ya i think Jean has very complicated feelings toward Kevin but i don’t think he’s actively yearning over Kevin anymore

and exactlyy i definitely imagine Jean quietly picking up on whatever Jeremy’s going through and expressing concern only for Jeremy to try and pull a “my problems aren’t that bad and therefore don’t matter” which i don’t see Jean accepting. especially since Jean has an ‘older brother who cares more about other people’s well-being more than his own well-being’ vibe (underneath his slightly prickly attitude lol) i think Jeremy and Jean are really good for each other, Kevin subconsciously knew what he was doing by having Jean transfer to USC 🤨

[dykedvonte]

If Ulysses has a million haters, then I'm one of them. If Ulysses has one hater, then I'm THAT ONE. If Ulysses has no haters, that means I'm dead. If the world is with Ulysses than I’m against the world.

[aro-problems]

Sorry for the long hiatus, I needed to take some time to figure myself out. As it turns out, I’m still more aro than I thought, and still just as confused.

[heir-of-the-chair]

Lowkey hyperfixating now and I’ve come to the devastating conclusion that Jacob the main character of Water For Elephants… doesn’t really have a character arc

[frogs-in3-hills]

i think i have not had many substantial observations about worm in my liveblogs despite being 3/4 of the way through because my main goal thus far has not been to experience worm, or even necessarily enjoy worm, but to finish worm. so i have decided there is only one way to solve this problem. once i finish worm i am going to start over and read worm all over again

[stargore]

SURPRISE. POST IS NOT OVER. POST IS ALIVE AND CONNYTINUING BABY.

ok so my brain doesn’t work. but sometimes i forget how much it REALLY DOES NOT WORK.

so i have pretty severe delusions right, re my last three posts slash one long tirade post. tell me why. tell me why

My brain, KNOWING IT DOES NOT WORK, will still believe the DUMBEST THINGS. like hmm, which is more reasonable and more likely to be true….everyone i love has died overnight, and i can sense it due to my secret magical abilities slash ultrapowerful intuition that is aligned exclusively to bad things, and there are also living creatures inside all of my walls, and also the moon is not real, and also there are secret invisible people looking into my window but i am just hallucinating them into being invisible, and also i am completely immortal? OR, is it more likely that my brain which has been PROVEN TO NOT WORK, is, perhaps, Not Thinking Entirely True Thought.

And i will without a SHADOW OF A DOUBT be like the first one. The first one Obviously. all my loved ones are dead and i am a secret magic death detector fairy. With secret magic powers. also eyeballs aren’t real. so. you should probably do something about the things in your face.

and i will genuinely be like YES BRAIN! YOU BEAUTIFUL GENIUS! YOU’VE UNCOVERED IT! ALL THAT WAS ONCE HIDDEN HAS BEEN REVEALED TO ME! I HOLD ALL OF THE KNOWLEDGE IN THE WORLD IN MY PALM! WOW I AM SO SMART CAN’T BELIEVE I FIGURED ALL THAT OUT. OMNISCIENCE IS A WILD THING HUH. ok now i will have a Panic Attack :) and a Pseudo-Seizure. like sane not-crazy people do!

[iamthekarmapolice]

not feeling the new season of The Boys if im honest

[iceicewifey]

still feel like moving vanishay to new york was a good call tbh

[quietwingsinthesky]

i just loved that the writers were like mark of cain dean slowly becomes more and more barbaric and inhuman as he can’t control this primordial, gaping wound in the form of an already healed over scar that has been borne by the devil himself and is in fact what made him the devil and therefore will make dean long and lust after maiming and ultimately murdering people with an urge stronger than any love or passion or resolution he’s ever experienced in his life And Also He’s A Huge Misogynist

well. TO BE FAIR. you have just kind of described dean when he is normal also.

[boy-armageddon]

Personally I think the little phenomenon w/ Johnny Whitney writing a just genuinely sort of devastating song once per every record or so (or twice! take, well, Take Me to the Sea 4 example. actually three times maybe. talking about specifically georgia + my organ sounds like… here and also bonetrees and a broken heart a little. also also As Brass And Satin just feels utterly melancholic in its near entirety) is that he just wakes up face down covered in blood in the studio, his own or someone else’s he can’t tell, shaking and grasping some shoddily scrawled out lyrics on a rlly very old piece of paper. The rest of the band might be like “johnny what the fuck happened” and he just springs 2 his feet like “oh haha nothing :> im fine don’t worry. nothing happened!!!!!!! anyways i have this cool new idea 4 a song wanna hear” and any time anyone tries 2 ask about it he immediately dodges the question and moves on2 a diff topic. He can explain what it’s about, but any time someone asks about the inspiration he gets nervous and is like “ohhh ummm. I 4got! Any other song though lol” and doesn’t wait 4 an answer. that’s just a theory though a Seattle theory

[lightblueminecraftorchid]

Me, yesterday, 5:30 PM: wow I’m honestly doing so great at my adult tasks; I’ve gotten some homework done, I went grocery shopping, my laundry is almost dry. I spent so many spoons and I barely feel tired! Maybe I’m finally fully recovering from burnout!

Me, yesterday, 6:00 PM: oh.

[yourqueenb]

I used to love to dance and I lowkey still do, but I feel like I’m somehow even more in my head now than I used to be because I also find it so cringe and it doesn’t make sense. Like? What do you mean I have to do this in front of other people when I go out??? Or when I’m at home and see some good choreo online, thinking about actually starting and stopping the video to learn the moves and putting in the effort to practice them alone is so 🤢😬😖🫣

[rosicheeks]

🤦🏽‍♀️🙃

[quibbs126]

You know sometimes I feel like I’m just not good at drawing Cookie Run OCs, and maybe I should stop

Like there’s just some quality I’m missing, and I can’t quite attain that quality to make them proper good. I think it’s that I don’t tie the designs back into the ingredient as well as I can, though there might be another aspect I’m missing, particularly in the outfit department

Like I enjoy making them, but I see other good OC designs, and they have that quality to them, something that makes them interesting and like they’d properly fit in as a proper Cookie Run design, that I feel like I just don’t have

[mars-ipan]

comfy and relaxed in bed…. holy shit