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got to the grief universe in every city was a gift and straight up had a panic attack 2 paragraphs in oh well
#I started sobbing??#my god#I'm starting to worry this isn't a depressive episode but some kind of seasonal depression#because it's taking way too long to go away#it's actually getting worse. I feel like shit. I don't think I've ever hated myself more than I do right now#and all of these shitty ideas and thoughts keep appearing in my head#it's been so long since I considered s******#like what is she doing here. I my brain. again. go away girl#something something running from a thing that I kicked in 17'#rambles*
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I Can’t Help But Wonder
Odysseus, who just violently and mercilessly murdered 108 or so men, who claims in the next song that he’s no longer a kind or gentle man, actively listens to Telemachus and kindly and gently responds to everything his son’s expressed.
Telemachus asks, “Am I like you? Am I strong like you? Will you embrace me? Will you love and accept me as yours?” He says, “I’ve felt so alone.”
And Odysseus claims him in a heartbeat, answering, “My son. My boy. My sweetest joy I’ve ever known. I embraced you twenty years ago. I’d do the impossible for you. I’d die for you.” He says, “Seeing the men here today, I can only wonder what you’ve been through for twenty years. My son, you’re already strong. You’re my own. You’re not alone. I’m home.”
And then they fucking embrace.
#don’t mind me I’m just over here sobbing#something something Odysseus being an attentive loving father drenched in blood#the way he literally responds to everything#he says ‘you are MY SON I’ve never stopped embracing you’#‘I may be deranged and unhinged after years of torment but I’ll be damned before I let you think you’ve ever been unloved by me’#the instrumentals reflect it too#Tele’s piano is hesitant and very faint during his part overwhelmed by Ody’s guitar#the moment ody starts singing the piano blends immediately#Ody’s got open arms for his son#epic the musical#epic#odysseus#epic odysseus#epic telemachus#telemachus#epic the Ithaca saga#the ithaca saga#ithaca saga
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Danny picked up some traits from his parents. He got his mom’s flexibility and reflexes, his dad’s love of anything chocolate flavored and abnormally great cardiovascular health. The trait they both passed on (to Danny AND Jazz) is an intense need to learn everything they can about what they don’t like.
Jazz remembers what it was like when Uncle Hammond passed and Aunt Alicia got different. She’s terrified of her own emotions effecting her like that some day, so studies psychology like there’s no tomorrow.
Jack and Maddie bonded over their shared fear and death and resulting desire to learn everything they could about it.
Danny can’t stand clowns. They’re dishonest and hide who they are behind heavy makeup and outlandish costumes. Freak show kicks that dislike into a full-on phobia though, so he goes all in on learning everything he can. How does clown school work? What are the requirements to be a clown? What rules do they have to follow? If he knows their limitations, he knows their weaknesses. He will not be caught off guard again.
That knowledge sits in the back of his mind like a comfort blanket. Every so often he’ll dip back in and research if there’s anything that’s changed. He wants to keep on top of any information about his greatest enemies.
Finally, he manages to graduate high school with a 2.7 GPA and 31 on the ACT thanks to his Math and Science scores (and a carefully managed brawling schedule with his rogues). Thanks to those, he managed to get a partial scholarship to Gotham U for Physics and Engineering. He still isn’t sure how he managed that, but he’ll happily take it.
What he won’t take is this FALSE Clown trying to cause trouble right before finals! He’d kept on top of his shit all semester and wasn’t gonna let anyone kidnapping him and some other people off the street get in his way.
Later, the Bats manage to find where the hostages were held because one of them waved down Robin. As in, all the captives had gotten free and when they found the right warehouse, it was to one young man berating the Joker.
“You’re nothing but a modern rendition of the town fool!”
#batman#dpxdc#fanfiction#danny phantom#dp x dc#writing#creative writing#dc x dp#dcxdp#danny is a little shit#the joker#is just sobbing#he’s immediately clinging to Batman’s cloak#Danny: Do you even remember the oath you took?!#Joker (thinking it’ll help): I never took one!#Danny’s ears genuinely start steaming#by the end he’s no longer afraid of clowns
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cowboy Wheeljack

Did these a couple months ago and now finally posting them here
#kollvoxart#transformers#maccadam#wheeljack#Twit is going to shit so I might as well start using my other platforms more just gotta get used to it sob#I should draw this WJ design again…#Also Ratchet cameo
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Today is not only Malleus's Birthday, but also Lilia's 'rebirth!'
Happy Birthday Malleus!
#malleus draconia#twisted wonderland#twst#lilia vanrouge#meleanor draconia#I started this last week before the card reveal drawing it on and off while working#i wanted to focus on the history of trust and loyalty between a maleficent and their diablo counterpart#i gasped when i saw diablo on malleus's card ;v;#and then sobbed when i read his voiceline talking about how the witch of thorns is said to be loyal to her subordinates
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✶ You called for help. . .
#undertale#undertale yellow#uty clover#undertale frisk#theyre so kdgdndhkshs AUAGHAGAHSGHHSHSHH GOES INSANE#CLLOOVBERRRR SOBS SOBBING#THE END OF THE GAME AND I JUST STARTED BOUNCING OFF MY WALLS PLEASE#anyways I love ut and uty#back in my undertale phase#my art#yippie
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chappell talked abt trans/womens/oppressed territories rights while dressed in lady liberty drag td and also dedicated my kink is karma to the White House after she said she declined an offer to perform for pride there . she also crawled out of an apple for her entrance and wore a taxi dress while she played a brand new song genuinely the future of pop is so bright
#lee’s bullshit#chappell roan#she was choking up while saying it and I nearly started bawling#the fl show where she said the rest of the world has not forgotten abt the queer ppl in Florida made me sob#and I’m glad she’s continuing to be so vocal abt supporting the trans community it rlly does mean a lot
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I will fall in love with you over and over again I don't care how, where, or when No matter how long it's been, you're mine Don't tell me you're not the same person You're always my husband and I've been waiting, waiting
#epic the musical#epic the musical fanart#epic fanart#odysseus#penelope of ithaca#penelope of sparta#the odyssey#odypen#guys is it normal to cry everytime you finish listening to the ithaca saga#its been almost 2 days and i still start sobbing with the last two songs#epic the ithaca saga#drew this but i didnt make them justice...maybe i'll try another day#my art
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77. Ballad of the Walking Machines — CG5, JT Music
All the sins remain with the pain inside They reskinned my face, but the paint won't dry If you're alive right now, survive right now That's all you can do
Ohhh I'm so glad I finally get to draw to Ballad of the Walking Machines!! This one has been rattling around in my head since last year's wrapped drawings, but I was never able to put any of my thoughts onto paper!
On Bdubs' playlist, this song has always stuck to me as a representation of the other side of all of the horrors Etho's undergone over the course of Season 8, set during Destruction as Bdubs waits outside of the lab for what's supposed to be a relative simple diagnostic appointment, so he was told. As Bdubs, completely unaware than anything was even wrong with Etho until the start of the season, waits with baited breath to hear if his friend is okay, he's remind of their rough beginnings and how far he's come, both as a person and as Etho's friend. The tension that had come from a place of fear now comes from a desperate hope that Etho will be okay, and Ballad of the Walking Machines really well represents the juxtaposition between Bdubs' original fears of androids and his fear and hope in the present day that his dear friend will be okay.
#dbhc art#art#dbhc#dbhc music#dbhc bdubs#dbhc etho#dbhc doc#dbhc xisuma#destruction#ballad of the walking machines#art escapades#hermitcraft#hermitcraft au#spotify wrapped 2024#spotify wrapped drawing challenge#docm77#ethoslab#xisumavoid#the last few images (starting with the one where bdubs is building) takes place way later... between the time of destruction and#when doc and x resign that there's nothing else they can try so they reset him :(#sobs#SOBS#I''M SSOOO#AHRAGUREHGOIAEHFRGISJDFLTKSHJTH#ABOUT BDOUBLEO#aughrughaerughseurjfhgsurhgsurhfgushrg#anyway#long post#tw robot gore#tw blood
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the difference between till at the start of round 6 and round 7
he doesn't seem like he's trying at all during round 6, having already fully given up living after losing mizi
but in round 7, even though he's lost even more, he's clearly putting all he has left into it
and the reason for that... has to be ivan, right?
he must have recognized ivan sacrificed himself for him, so for the sake of ivan's feelings till tries his absolute best to respond to them and perform that till sings at all here is for ivan
...but at the same time ivan is what haunts him
obviously, right? there's no way watching someone you were so close to you die like that right in front of you can give you actual "strength" (and this isn't even getting into the kiss...) contrary to ivan's (clearly wrong) conviction that till doesn't care enough for him to become a trauma to him, that's exactly what happens
this inextricable mix of love and hate, hurting and healing... this is the tragedy of their relationship to the end no matter how much ivan and till care for each other, they can't ever cure each other
#ivantill#alien stage#alnst#alnst till#alnst ivan#blink gone#i thought it was kind of sad ivan only showed up so far into the vid#then i realized#his presence is right there from the start isn't it#no matter what ivantill will always be attached to each other...#they died on the same day.#ivan really did haunt till for the rest of his life!! (sobbing)#also a note on tillmizi#since mizi is what actually gives till strength at the end#(yknow. by BEING ALIVE. UNLIKE SOMEONE ELSE--#but... his love for mizi is built on this idealistic fantasy... as simple and pure as it is#he still doesn't truly /know/ mizi to the end#so of course that can't be enough either#the way alnst explores 'love' is so... so... So........
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hough save me gay yaoi
#coming out to my shadowvaniller lovers rn..............i actually also like purecacao it was the first ship i liked when i started playing#and i AM biased towards it no matter how much pv sobs over lily in the game this is MY pretend land#actually i have drawn stuff in my interpretation of pv and wls friendship#its definitely an energy of... doomed lovers never meant to be SNRRKS idk i just feel theyre both very aware of the missed chance they had#so much time has passed yet none at all and theyre ... the same but also so fundamentally different#maybe in another time another life#anyways i shouldnt talk abt this in the tags lmao#cookie run kingdom#crk fanart#fanart#shadow milk cookie#pure vanilla cookie#white lily cookie#dark cacao cookie#shadowvanilla#pureshadow#my drawbs
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Girl dad Kinger? How about girl dad Caine?
I gotta draw them interacting more, I live for their slow burn found father/daughter dynamic,,,,,,,,,
#the amazing digital circus#tadc#tadc au#tadc fanart#pomni#tadc pomni#caine#tadc caine#gamemaster kinger au#the way caine would sob when she first started calling him dad#cause pomni started to learn that there was more to caine than she thought#and that the pair of them are much more similar than she thought....#i hc them as both being autistic#same w checkmates#i have a comic in mind where they bond.... if i keep going w the current one i could see if i can reach it....#if not i'll just draw it anyways#i want to at least come to an “end of chapter” conclusion#draw via chapters it helps me organise things#cause i GOTTA start planning more lol
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i think if anything happens to doug meat i might genuinely lose my mind.
#I WAS SOBBING CRYING WHEN THE MUSIC STARTED#C H R I S T#never stop blowing up#dimension 20#nsbu#d20
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Is this even allowed
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To my fellow queers, in case you’ve lost sight of things a little bit like I had, I want you to watch this
This is why we create, this is why we don’t hide even in the face of great adversity. Our stories are beautiful, and moving, and remember how much it means to people. I love being queer, I love being a lesbian, I love being trans, I love us. I love our joy, our stories, our hearts. I love the way we love.
Don’t loose sight of that, in all the discourse, in all the inter community fighting, don’t loose sight of The Reason™️. Remember how far we’ve come.
Look at where we are, look at where we started. Your love, your joy, your story, your visibility MATTERS. The art you create matters.
I love us, I love our love, and nothing will ever change that
Happy 10 years Korrasami 💕🏳️🌈
#my post#mutt is barking again#I watched that video and cried#like fully sobbed like a baby#I remember being a little lesbian who’d been outed at 12 and felt so alone#korrasami becoming canon literally changed my life#long live the queers#we are so beautiful#don’t forget where we started#don’t forget why we fight#queer#lgbtq#lgbtqia#Korrasami#wlw#sapphic#lesbian#queer joy#queer history
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