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So the final character turns out to be based on Ryugen, but it feels kinda weird how there is also one based on Zangetsu and they aren't brothers
Or what if plot reveals they are brothers and he was actually adopted or stollen
I CAN'T BELIEVE HE'S ACTUALLY RYUUGEN?! I made a joke about it when Toten got revealed but I didn't actually expect... (I'm counting it as a win though, which means I guessed three out of sixteen! ...given how wacky some of these got, I'm actually pretty proud of that.)
he seems very sweet though! I hope he and his secret hamsters are very happy together. 🐹
(also:
THIS WAS MY EXACT TRAIN OF THOUGHT TOO! either this is an incredible bit of meta foreshadowing, or an incredible bit of Takahashi trolling, and I -- I honestly don't know which is more likely)
#art#ride kamens#(sorry this is rougher than usual...the art is not cooperating today) (i still have so much i want to draw. sob.)#and so the final boy is revealed...#i appreciate that the grape dragon boy has purple dragonball hair. i accept this as meta commentary.#(also given how gung-ho 'thank you niisan :) i love you niisan :)' he is i am leaning towards a very dramatic mid-story twist) (moohaha >:)#i am liking the cast overall! some odd pulls but all good ones imo#i knew fourze wasn't gonna happen but i had kind of hoped for one or both of the hoppers...#ah well. if it does well they might start adding more characters#and my very specific dreams of anime riders with beautiful flowing locks of hair may continue to be realized#now we wait for launch i guess!#maybe we'll get another pv or something to tide us over in the meantime?#i'm interested in what the gameplay will actually be like#i hope we get to decorate our cafes! i want to have the cutest secret superhero base in all the land
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people will think im ordinary until they say one (1) thing about tmnt and all of a sudden im explaining the entire lore starting from the 1990’s movie & why donatello is the best turtle i fear… T^T
tag limit fights me… i must yap… please listen… SOB </3
#tmnt yap in the taggies !!#would you believe me if i said my cat is named after donnie… teehee !! ^_^#i have been a tmnt lover since i was the ripe age of 6 years old SOBSOB#i used to write bf headcanons on wattpad way long ago… thats where my love for writing started i fear…#i probably have more tmnt merch than i do anime merch which is soso crazy to think about PHEW !!!#notebooks cups plushies legos shirts pajamas stickers tins action figs keychains name something and i have it… is that weird… SOB#im not joking when i say i know the entire lore and could explain everything from start to finish… FOR EACH AND EVERY REBOOT EVER…. wowza…#other than rottmnt because i’ve never been a fan of that reboot sigh…#the only reason donatello hamato isnt on my blorbie list is because i do not want to seem out of touch… he used to be there though !! :3#also i love raph too sigh#i fear donnie was my start to my love for nerdy men… raph was for the mean ones… cough cough akaashi and bakugo#tall lanky men… yeah hes a turtle… i know… let me speak… pls… i beg… T^T#tmnt 2012 will always be my star my light my beloved#i can recite every single episode </3 ALSO THE 2014 & 2017 MOVIES DONT GET ME STARTED i have them on dvd :3#i also have the 1990’s movies on dvd teehee theyre sososososoo good T^T my comfort franchise forever and always#i may always speak of anime but just know tmnt will always be the start of it all and my most beloved <3 its everything to me#also i was and still am an avid tmnt 2012 april oneil hater someone get her out of there i loathe her >:/#was never a supa big fan of leo im very sorry… idk who im sorry to… where are my tmnt fans… am i alone in this world… hello… tmnt fans…#omigosh im back after looking at my old wattpad story IM GIGGLING why was the writing kinda good… it was first person though sigh… goodness#i should create my own tmnt yap tag i fear… i will never shut up about it EVER SOBSOBSOB !! i even had a tmnt party when i was younger </3#donnie ( & mikey ) are so misunderstood UGH i could yap about the lore all day. donnie deserved more recognition he was always doing so muc#FOR ALL of his brothers and they never appreciated it… ill cry right now. donnie you will always be famous to me. april doesnt deserve you.#raph and his temper are so misunderstood too like please. always making him the bad guy HE JUST WANTS TO BE A GOOD BROTHER HES JUST AWKWARD#remembering when i had a crush on a guy names joseph in first grade and he liked tmnt too… joseph just know we were soulmates… i promise </#i used to go up to the tv and kiss the screen when donnie showed up. i was like 6 years old tho its okay… still sleep with my stuffie tho.#thank you to my yaya for buying me that when i had the flu hes still in perfect condition SOB donatello i love you so much UGH im crying#‘thats a mutant turtle ew !!’ HE IS VERY BEAUTIFUL AND LOVEABLE TO ME. YOU WOULDNT UNDERSTAND EVERYPONY </3 nia reference woah hi nia :3#whos in favor of tmnt. raise your hands up high so i can see them. im giggling. tmnt lovers rise we sha’ll prosper… WE RIDE AT DAWN 🦅🦅🦅#is this like totally crazy of me… has anyone read this far… if you have jusy know i love you. i cherish you. you are my everything <3#₍ᐢ..ᐢ₎ — lene’s latest gossip .ᐟ
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“… I actually feel happy.“
@gothic-mothic….. ur narrator…. i hope i did him some justice its hard coloring a man with one color and trying to make him scruffy….
#i glamorized him…. i apologize…. starts sobbing#ANYWAY I SAW UR STANLEY POST AND WAS LIKE….. theyre in this together i think#GOD. i need both of them to rest…. restt#tsp#my art#styxarts#the stanley parable#tspud#the stanley parable ultra deluxe#tsp narrator#the narrator#zending#AS ALWAYS. CLICK FOR BETTER QUALITY PLLEASSEE#anyway friend if youre still reading these tags hiii i love you a lot and ur narrator so funky#and ur stanley cant forget him hes what started this thing#anyway i love you and ur style and i hope i brought ur narrator bbg to justice i feel like i didnt grgrggrgrhrgrgruuggh#biting you and shaking you around…. lovingly before i tackle hug you and give you more flowers 💐 or something idk im not gay like that#actually i take rhat back. i am gay like that. im so gay for you I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY LOVE MY GRACE MY FRIEND OHH YOU BEAUTIFUL MAN
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HAJAEGEIWGEISVDUDGEWISBSWIEBEDU IT'S HERE!!!! TAPIS ROGUE VIL SSR GROOVY IS HERE
MOM. MOTHER. I AM SOBBING. VIL WHAT THE HELL YOU CAN'T FUCKING DO THIS I AM CLUTCHING THE WALL SVSSGVTJBGSAWKJ
#twisted wonderland#vil schoenheit#i saw a man so beautiful i started crying#THE GROOVY#twisted wonderland vil#vil twisted wonderland#VIL OMG#HE'S STUNNING#OOOHHHHH MY GOD#I'M GONNA SCREAM#i'm literally sobbing and you will not stop me
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CRISIS
#:((((( BABY#with his eyes closed im gonna start cfy#sobbing hes so :((#his expression:(((#the way hes got his head in mattys waist im literally gonna explode#mattys hand Please im unwell#hes so sweet and baby and darling im gonna :(((((((((#george daniel#the 1975#sobbing i love him so much#noacf george u are soo baby#thats my beautiful wife
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kiss it better
Killua’s small fingers grab his shirt, and he sobs.
“I-I’m sorry…”
Gon shakes his head and carefully kisses Killua’s wrist.
“No, I’m sorry, Ki.”
He lifts Killua’s chin.
“I don’t want anything to happen to you, okay? You’re my world.”
Killua stops and hiccups, eyes wide.
“H-Huh?”
#;windy’s stuff#gonkillu#hxh#hunter x hunter#gon x killua#gon#killua#Me at the start of this idea : OMG SUCH A CUTE IDEA GONNA BE SO CUTE#Me halfway through writing: Depression#YEAHHHH I DO NOT HAVE CONTROL OVER WHAT I WRITE I WAS NOT EXPECTING MARRIED COUPLE FIGHT BUT#IS OKIE IT ALL FIXED ITSELF SOBS#IT ALL WORKED OUT SOBS#GON CRADLING HIS LITTLE PRINCESS IN HIS ARMS AND COMFORTING HIM OKIE AHHHHHHHH#HAD TO READ KI BEING CUTEST MOMMY EVER TO NOT CRY#WHEN KI ASKED IF GON HATED HIM I ABOUT JUMPED OFF CLIFF I CAN NOT#KI CRYING HURTS MY SOUL SO BAD AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#KIS JUST THE SWEETEST LITTLE MOMMY I SOB AND DIE EVEYTIME HE IS SO CUTE AND SWEET AND GENTLE ITS JUST OMG#HE IS SO COMPLETELY THE OPPOSITE OF HIS FAM HE DESERVED SO MUCH BETTER BUT HES THE SWEETEST SWEETHEART OF ALL TIME I 😭😭😭😭😭🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧#KIS SO HAPPY AND CUTE AND EXCITED FOR FOOD SO MY HEART BREAK AHHHHH MITO THE CUTEST LITTLE CHICKEN NUGGET THO OMG#I IMAGINE SHE IS LIKE THE SPITTING IMAGE OF KI MINUS HER EYES SO RIP GONS HEART WHEN BOTH OF THEM MAD OR SAD AT HIM AHH I have never specif#AHHHHHHH I AM HEALED BY GONKI AT END SOBS#GON PICKING UP KI SOBS#KIS WITTLE CUTE SHYNESSSSS AHHHH HIS BLUSHING AAHHHH#GONKI GONKI SOBS#ROLLS OFF CLIFF#KIS JUST THE SWEETEST BABEY ANGELLL AHHHHH#KIS SO SWEET I CRY HHH MITO SO SWEET I CRY 😭😭😭#KI IS A BEAUTIFUL PRINCESS
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Fell Xenologue Alfred.
#Alfred#I used the poem from the start of the firene part :)#SPOILERS FOR FELL XENOLOGUE BELLOW! THE TAGS ARE FULL OF THEM!#Alfred fe engage#alfred fe#fell xenologue#non fell alfred and alear vs fell alfred was a cool part to play#he was so sad and it was tragic#also the funny 'huh I guess I'm not hench in this universe either...' from alfred as fellfred was sobbing telling the Devine dragon he woul#destroy her so completely that no-one could misuse her corpse and turn her into a corrupted again and that her pain broke his heart#ah sweet alfred never change#cough *beacuse angst turns you into sad fellfred* cough#ah yes the beautiful muffin of no-thoughts-head-empty golden retriever turned KING OF THE STREWN FLOWERS!!#who would have thought alfred would become angst incarnate when he lost alear?#anyway#I enjoyed this bit#and alfred deserved to be a bit more zomby-ish on account of being a corpse revived after he fell in battle along side alear and everyone#so corpse-y alfred and lots of death imagery because its awesome#fe engage#fe17#f!alear#fire emblem#fire emblem engage#creativesplat draws
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Genuinely I love Julian's route in The Arcana so much. The potential of it, this inherent pull towards someone and you don't understand why -- he's admitted guilt to murder yet you can't help but feel this strange insistence that he's innocent. You don't know how, but your body, mind, & soul are screaming at you that this man that you have never met before is good, he's not what others say he is, he's not what he himself says he is; and then you learn that he doesn't even remember what happened, he just assumes he's the guilty party because he wouldn't be able to live with himself if he was. Why else would he forget unless it was an unbearable guilt he couldn't bear the weight of?
And, on top of it all, he has this same strange familiarity with you. How does he feel when he sees you in the shop and his heart stutters? When suddenly his aimless searching for something feels resolved, when he looks at you and everything feels right? He doesn't know you and yet his body remembers.
The mutual amnesia of people who used to be extremely close. He sees you for what he thinks is the first time ever, but his body is telling him no, we know them, we miss their touch. And you, the apprentice, slowly realizing you're feeling the same things? You immediately trust him because, before you forgot, he was your partner. Your mentor. Somebody you were so incredibly, incredibly close to, but you died and he blamed himself and everything crumpled and he made himself forget so it could never happen again and then --
There you are. And neither of you remember, but at the same time, some part of you does. The muscle memory never left. He touches you so casually, pats your arms and grabs your hand and leads you around the alleys as if it's second nature because it is. He dreams of your face and his torment and of losing you, and doesn't realize that it was real, and that his body itches to hold you because that part of him can't bear to lose you again.
I am obsessed with it. How many little tells are there, really, that the two of you share and hint at it being an old habit from times forgotten? How many little touches used to be daily routines? How many flutters of visions aren't just passing thoughts and wishes, but memories?
You think of how hard it would be to kiss Julian with a plague mask on, and his response is "Imagine trying with two of them," because he wanted to kiss you when you were his apprentice, when you were both desperate and tired and aching and tortured by the plague with only each other's company as a comfort. Maybe that's why you had the thought of kissing him in the first place, too -- but neither of you know why the subject was brought up, neither remember, yet some parts of you do.
Ugh. I love it. And when Julian finally does regain his memories? And he realizes you're real and you're here and you've been here, and he has been able to touch you and hold you this whole time, but now he can truly appreciate it, but he's also horrified with the weight of losing you all over again. Oh my God. It's so good. The potential underlying thoughts and emotions are so good.
#im rambling#im just obsessed with past lovers who have mutual amnesia#but they both feel this weird sense of /rightness/ when they find each other again#and everything starts moving so quickly and its too quick to be comfortable yet it is more than comfortable#its natural its instinctual because you both fit#youve always fit you just dont remember#the tragedy the beauty the intimacy#the love shared inherently between people who cant remember why#but their bodies know they miss each other#and touching one another comes as easy as breathing even when everything around them is telling them no this is dangerous this is not sane#he is a murderer he is a terrible person he will hurt you#but your body says /no/#because its whispering /i know him/#grabs my heart and sobs into the pavement#im so sorry im rambling so much i just. its so good. i wish we had more books like this#not the one sided amnesia trope but the TWO sided amnesia#you dont remember what happened you dont remember who you used to be but your body is screaming /its them its them its them/#sigh#julian#julian devorak#the arcana#the apprentice#arcana#arcana apprentice#spoilers#julian spoilers#Julian route spoilers#ilya#ilya devorak#Wolfy speaks
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i’m your fool forever, you little heartbreaker ✧‧˖⁺‧₊˚
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#REBLOGS ARE OKAY!!#BUT PLS DON’T SAVE OR BE WEIRD!! ૮៸៸› ‹៸៸ྀིა i’d v much appreciate it!!!#quote in the beginning is a line from the song ‘memorial day/derail me’ by my favorite artist/genius k.soto !!! :3#LOOK AT HOW GORGEOUS LOVER BOY & I LOOK!!! LIKE!!!! I CANNOT GET OVER THIS!!! & I CANT BELIEVE ITS MINE!!!!! ૮꒰ྀི ∩៸៸៸∩ ꒱ྀིა EEEEP!!!!#I SAW THE MSG AT 6:30 THIS MORNING & PROMPTLY STARTED SOBBING BC ITS SO BEAUTIFUL!!!!#WE LOOK SO REGAL!!!!!!!!!!! LOOK AT HOW HE’S LOOKIN AT MEEEEE ໒꒰ྀིஇ﹏இ`꒱ྀི১#THANK YOU SO SO MUCH VALERIA!!! I AM FOREVER INDEBTED TO YOU!!!! ໒꒰ྀི◜ ཅ ◝ ꒱ྀི১◞♡#˚ʚ♡ɞ˚reo#ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals!
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THE NEW GERARD SIGHTINGS IM SICKK
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no because the fact that andrew garfield didn't win an oscar for tick, tick.... BOOM is my villain origin story
#i watched it again last night and started crying after two minutes#literally full on sobbing by the end#it's just so good????#they're all so good#and the fact that there are so many broadway and musical actors in it even just in the background makes me so emotional#stephen sondheim recording the actual phone message so he could tell jon that he was proud of him??? bro#it's all so sad and tragic but so beautiful and i'm just#emo hours#and he did deserve an oscar for it change my mind#andrew garfield#jonathan larson#alexandra shipp#lin manuel miranda#tick tick boom#oscars#robin de jesus#vanessa hudgens#musical theater#tragedy#musicals#netflix#personal#rent#stephen sondheim
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I think "you are also that which others do not see" is a very important motto to have in the age of social media n people being able to advertise the best aspects of themselves while hiding the worst.
Just cuz others see the good doesn't make up for the bad parts. That's just pure vanity at that point. But at the same time, the things you keep for yourself, the joys you alone get to experience, those too are part of you.
Everyone has a thousand things to love within them and ten thousand things to hate that never sees the light of say. Why would we rather live acting like the moment something bad is visible it ruins everything else? Can't we live knowing that we're all a bunch of animals trying to survive, and the fact that we can find something to love at all is truly amazing?
#no?#bc it wont make a profit for the beauty wellness n “health” industries?#okay :-(#i also think a big reason we grasp onto each bad thing#is bc we're trying to see what that bad thing says about the person#“if they're so sick theyd be like that in public imagine what theyre hiding”#but thinking like this is a symptom of the problem#we get uncomfortable at the sight of abnormality n think theres a reason for everyone to be this way#we like to think the person speaking calmly down to the person sobbing is the one who's better#but just as much as it could be someone whos calmly reassuring a friend#someone who could be asking someone who suffered first hand at something to defend why that shouldnt happen#just cuz it looks better doesnt make it better. just cuz its emotional and raw doesnt make it wrong#my point isnt to say all discomfort with emotion is a bad thing#In fact its the opposite. we have to be aware of those things. but we cant trust our discomfort anymore#we are uncomfortable from yelling because we fear of what the knife in his hand could do#my point is that bc society has focused on what the yelling “might mean”#we can't hear a grown man yelling about how he fucking loves ice cream without thinking about a knife#and people who intend reap harm know this and take advantage of this. they use the calmness to take control of the dynamic#to abuse the social pressure to get their way without being viewed negatively#and can demand that those suffering jump through more n more hoops to prove the goodness they have in them#i just think we need to stop demanding people prove they're deserving of love n kindness. n start asking why people are demanding they do
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first pull. he wants me.
#stayed up till 3am for him and it was absolutely worth it#i have seen a man so beautiful i started sobbing and it’s Him#i had like 2 ten pulls and 6 singles so thank god he decided to love me#can rambles#can loves vil
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i hope everyone's prepared for me to become the most annoying person ever in 13 more hours
#i'm going to cry i'm going to listen to this and just start fucking sobbing#this song is so special to me you don't understand and i'll never be able to put it into words properly but like#orangestar's music. is important to me. i relate a lot A LOT to the feelings he incorporates into every song#those feelings of like.. struggling. and sadness and wondering what the point of it all is but trying so hard to stay positive#trying So Hard to see the beauty in the world even when it all seems like fucking garbage#and to stay hopeful for the future. to continue building your own life rather than letting society shove you into a monotonous routine#it's just... so so important to me. putting my relationship with music into words is hard but it's more or less how i keep myself sane LOL#daybreak frontline is a particularly beautiful song. one of my favorites.#and the thing about having these vocaloid songs that you hold near and dear to your heart and then they get covered in prsk is like#well all of the kids are like. very important characters to me. they make me happy i love them lots!!#so when they sing these songs that i've loved for years and like grew up on. that just makes them even more special 🫶🏾#and i think this song is like. peak vbs. this is the kind of music they do best this is where they all shine the brightest#also the art looks very very very very pretty.#see what i mean. i am going to be so fucking annoying about this forever this iseverything. to me.
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No. I love you, Azula. I do.
#Fork if u see this dont read the tags x#sobbing at this scene again /gen#GOD. ITS SO FUCKING SAD#AND SHE SMASHES THE MIRROR AND JUST CRIES ON THE FLOOR AND UGHHG#AND SHES NEVER FOR A MINUTE BELIEVED HER MOTHER LOVED HER AND NOW AT HER LOWEST MOMENT#SOME LONG BURIED PART OF HER BRAIN CONJURES UP THIS HALLUCINATION OF HER AND AND SND#ZUKO AND AZULAS WHOLE CHILDHOOD IS SO SAD BUT ZUKO HAD A ROCK IN UNCLE IROH HE HAD STABILITY#AZULA ONLY HAD THEIR ABUSER AND IT DRIVES ME NUTS#AND ON THE DAY OF HER CORONATION SHE STARTS GETTING DELUSIONS AND HALLUCINATIONS AND HER MOTHER IS THE BREAKING POINT#AND THE SCENE STARTS OFF WITH HER CUTTING HER HAIR UNEVEN WHEN AZULAS PERFECTIONISM HAS ALWAYS BEEN REPRESENTED-#BY HER SYMMETRICAL HAIR AND NOW HER MUM SHOWS UP AND IMMEDIATELY POINTS THIS OUT#“What a shame. you always had such beautiful hair.”#UGHHHH HEAD IN HANDS.#NO I LOVE YOU AZULA I DO#atla#avatar#avatar the last airbender#apollo says stuff
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