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She wrested the tray out of Guaba’s hands, turned around, and closed the door with her back. Kavik had collected himself by then. “Smells good,” he said. “Did she buy it?” Gossip was universal, but for some reason servants were stuck with the bad reputation for it. “Between the people who saw us in the street and good Mistress Guaba, you have a solid cover.” The more a story embarrassed a powerful person, the truer it appeared. “Come on. Let’s eat.”
The Legacy of Yangchen, by F.C. Yee
#IT'S DONE!!!!#It's done it's done it's done I can finally share it🎶#Thank Azar#Yangchen#Yangvik#Kavik#Mistress Guaba#Chronicles of the Avatar#atla#avatar#avatar novels#Legacy of Yangchen#my art#comics#artists on tumblr#digital art#I spent like 5 months on this i think#had to relearn two-point perspective which was :P#but all the expressions were fun#i like laying out comics and converting motion to a 2d format#the rug the wallpaper the door and the fabric are all textures i took off google images#everything else is my original drawing/painting
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Sherlock Horse
God I hate drawing hair
#First thing I’ve drawn in this level of detail in like 6 months#A very well spent 5 hours of my life#If anyone has any Sherlock horse jokes for me to write on it I would be thrilled#Sherlock#sherlock holmes#I think this is technically#Furry art#art#my art
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I know this is just a silly bad quality random screencap of a screencap that I found on facebook lol, BUT it's a succinct enough image to easily describe the concept in a quick/accessible way hopefully :
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(and of course, feel free to elaborate in tags, etc.! (especially elaborating about other senses as well.. can you "hear" in your mind just as well as you can "see"? taste? etc.) It's an interesting topic to me, as someone who's like a 4.5 at MOST lol. I'm curious what option will be the most common :0c )
#tumblr polls#hrmm... a little poll perhaps.. about a subject I find interesting.. since this image came across my facebook today#still really not feeling that well. no longer shaking violently and such but I still feel weird and weak much more than usual#They did say my markers for like infection or inflammation were elevated but that they werent sure of the cause so hopefully#it's nothing too serious. they did also say a lot of different things can cause that thing to be higher than normal but didn't go into spec#fics of what. maybe some of them are relatively benign or something. I still havent felt much back to normal since#I got really sick that one time though. I feel fine on and off but then little bouts of feeling weird and sick happen. hrmmm#ANYWAY.. looking for small ways to be productive. such as little doodles on evil ipad or editing game videos#or posting polls or cat pictures or some other like not very labor intensive things#I WISH I COULD FOCUS on writing HHRGGhh... I need to finish my game.. it would be so freeing.. a project that's been looming#over my head for like 5 years even though througouht that 5yrs I've probably spent a total of 3 months working on it lo.. ANYWAY#I still partially really cannot beleive that people CAN see stuff in their heads. There's always part of me that's thinking like. well mayb#e everyone DOES see the same exact thing but we just describe/conceptualize it so differently that we think we're talking about#different things when we're really not. But I have been assured by people I've talked to about it that they can GENUINELY really see#stuff in their heads like as vivid as an actual picture in real life or something. And the other senses are neat too. Like for exmaple I#can hear in my head much better than I can see imagery. I still CANNOT hear vividly like as if I were listening to actual music out loud..#but I think it's developed more than my sight. AND interesting how this varies the creative process. a friend I was talking to on the phone#said they write by literally just watching stuff play before them like a movie. where my process is COMPLETELY different. AND that affects#the content/what details we focus on as well as our individual styles of writing have differences that can be traced back to that.. hrmm
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She left me roses by the stairs,Surprises let me know she cares.
#rwby#rosebird#raven branwen#summer rose#my art#flashbangs you all with this#lovey dovey rosebirdies ATTACK#they are too in love here sorry. summers smile. SOLDIER DOWN!!#this was supposed to be for white day but i forgor. oh well bro.#my second mistake was thinking i would post it after ep 5 dropped. a mothers promise. oof still not recovered. okay i'll stop#spent like 3 hours on summer's face alone. my fault. i get lost in their eyes.#also been having a crisis over changing the way i draw her hair for like 6 months don't worry about it#collective
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does anyone else ever think about the 'you've sworn off women then?' 'for the time being. 'i am a woman.' 'you are. . .✨Pen✨, you do not count, you are my friend' moment and just go
Pen
darling
sweetheart
babygirl
bruh basically just admitted that he could never give you up and that you are the only woman he wants to talk to in his life
take. the. w.
#polin#bridgerton#colin bridgerton#penelope featherington#bridgerton s3#the more i think about that scene the more i love it#colin out here all but proclaiming that he will never forsake her and pen brokenhearted he doesn't see her like other women#they are having two completely different conversations and i live for it ngl#they just spent like 5 months writing love letters to each other and yet there is 0 communication happening#we stan
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icl i would be at least a little happy with almost any ending for stranger things but one thing that would ruin all of it would be an epilogue (of a decade or more later)
#it would just kinda ruin the fun of imagining them doing whatever tf i want them to these days yk#like even if everyone got together the way i wanted them and got the jobs i think fit etc it would still just kill the creativity#+ even the small things would annoy me like what if i just don’t like what one of them named their kids. or dresses like in 20 years#maybe i wanted them divorced by then but that would’ve angered the fans#maybe i wanted to imagine that single person’s future spouse myself (or keep them single in my head)#what if i want them to recover from this or that or still be working on it. what if i the adult/older actors look shit#anyways point is do not do an epilogue timeskip of more than 5/6years PLEASE i am begging u duffer brothers#stranger things#byler#<- u guys get me on this yk#even if byler isn’t canon at the end i can still at least imagine they do in uni or in their 30s or whenever#as long as there isn’t some fucking scene where mike and el r old and married in 2023 or something#would just kinda ruin all of it; making us see them as old ass adults with their entire lives set it stone yk#manifesting a few month/year timeskip where everyone gets a happy ending isn’t all “and then they lived a nice life in this specific way”#and especially manifesting that we don’t get an#“i haven’t seen you guys in decades how’ve you been? sucks that erica died in a car crash last year. she was almost 40”#type epilogue (if we must have one)#like no hate to amphibia and that one 80s movie but it just kinda makes what happened before a bit pointless if it focused on their#relationships at all#like cool we spent years watching these friendships grow and adapt only for u to go “yeah and we’re strangers now soz :)” like ok so none o#that lasted#idgaf if it’s “realistic” if i wanted realistic representation of childhood friends into adulthood id think about real life and shit#idk random rant if they do any of this shit i WILL kill all of them and then myself#ryan shut the fuck up
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Honestly it annoys me that pride, ambition, and generally having a big ego are always villainous/evil-coded personality traits because personally I think if you genuinely are a prodigy at what you do you are 100% within your rights, perhaps even deserving, of flaunting your skills and being proud of the fact you can do something that only a small fraction of other people can do. Is it even ego at that point if you genuinely are as good at your field/skill as you say you are? Are people not aware that becoming a prodigy at something is something that takes lifelong sacrifice and practice sometimes to the point of giving up on having a normal life, relationships, etc even potentially destroying your own health???? God I fucking hate how pride in your own skills and ambition are so villain coded all the time. As if it's evil to want to be good at something and be recognized for what you rightfully earned
#squiggposting#this is part of why i like pharma obviously lol but it's happened to me w#other blorbos ive had in the past#bc like full offense if you're capable of doing something like partially inventing the cures to 5 different terminal diseases#in only a few months/a year of research. or if you can do an organ donation and replacement surgery#with yourself as one of the donors. you literally ARE the best doctor who has ever lived#and you DESERVE to flaunt it bc. what fucking achievement is higher than that???#some feats demand recognition in my opinion. maybe it's just bc I've always been competitive#and from a young age enjoyed a (relative) degree of fame for being really good at certain things#ive always enjoyed being an object of awe bc bitch i spent my whole life working to be this good#do i hold it over ppl or treat them badly for not being as good as me? i admit i used to but i grew out of it#but the ego? certainly not. i think if you're good at something you should own it#i think if you're a prodigy and put your skills into doing good work youve earned your fame and recognition#this expectation of false humility we have is sooooo annoying#ohhhh boo hoo pharma is a little bit of an annoying asshole about being a better doctor than ratchet#the cures he helped design will save literal thousands of lives from now until the rest of time#but somehow the way he FEELS about it is more important than the CONCRETE POSITIVE GAIN he put into the universe?#and also in general i hate it when ppl assume that pride/ego and being kind towards others are mutually exclusive#in general i feel like i could write an essay about how self vs others is treated as a dichotomy#where it's assumed that in order to uplift others you have to self efface and diminish yourself#or if you flaunt yourself it automatically means you're putting down others. it's not true.#video essay topic for later lol
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men are so disappointing in so many ways i know i shouldn't expect most of them to be dignified humans but it's crazy. i need to get over this guy he's making my sense of self crumble even faster than it usually does. like he's just so unlike my usual type and i'm pretty convinced he's stupid and slutty and not discerning whatsoever. not to mention boring like i know even if i did have a chance with him he wouldn't Get Me at all so it's a bigger waste of time that usual and i'm actually pretty tired of men in general and definitely tired of parasocial relationships because they drive me insane for months typically. thankfully it's only been like 2 weeks if that at this point. idk. sigh. i know literally virtually nothing abt him as a person and ofc liking any public figure who you know nothing about is only setting yourself for heartbreak and disappointment to begin with bc you already know nothing is gonna come from it but. in a way it's almost addictive to become obsessed with someone and not be looked at with the same level of scrutiny. i don't think anyone in real life would ever try to get to know me as much as i try to get to know people who i'll never even meet. lmao! but that's the thing... idk... i have a lot of love in my heart and it consumes me and i reject my pride usually when i'm into someone. i want to know more... like VORACIOUSLY consuming anything with information about them involved simply because i think knowing someone is a very deep form of love but of course you can never truly know anyone. not completely. and that scares me i think which is why it's always probably been easier for me to never really TRY to be with anyone or have anything real. idk. this turned into me psychoanalyzing myself real quick but SOMEONE needs to bc i need to understand what the fuck is wrong w me.
#like i'm not gonna lie and say i do this every time i'm even vaguely interested in someone. most of the time i'm just like 'ooo hottie'#and then save a bunch of pics before either the shame gets to me or i just stop caring and move on. happens quite a bit more than my#obsessive episodes. the worst one was absolutely the fact that i was obsessed with jeremy for basically 3 years and spent two hating him#simply because i thought i was owed anything. honestly i think i was just very very insanely depressed. that's probably why those#obsessive periods even happen to begin with because i have felt so so horrible like soul ripped out horrible the past few weeks lmao#and i think i'm just a grasp for any light in the dark type person like it doesn't even necessarily mean anything the person is just someon#i attach significance to them when i do this shit but i know deep down that i'm owed nothing and that i truly expect nothing#it's just nice to have a distraction from my life. and dgmw that doesn't make me any less schizo about certain details and happenings#like i'll still think that 'oh they're only doing that because i'm into them' or 'they only went here because it was related to something i#was thinking about earlier' and whatever else. i know what i am. i don't claim to be anything else. and i know it puts people off.#and that i'm not likely to get any better if i keep doing it. if it's even possible for me to get better. but idk. it's interesting bc i've#thought more about what my life means to me and the kind of person i am and how my brain works and how everything affects me#more in the past few weeks than i seem to have in the last 5 years. i think i'm really getting better at accepting hard truths.#time spent by yourself is still time spent with the world.... and the more i think... even if it's hurtful... i'm growing and changing all#the time. i don't think if this was 4 years ago i would've even acknowledged the fact that i can't write off on This Guy's zionism#and other things about him that give me the ick (hate that phrase but whtevr) like him playing that gay hogwarts game and being a nepo baby#like bro you have trans friends and supposedly always 'look out for the small guy'. he's also never dated a fat girl despite his mom being#kind of a trailblazer for fat women in the entertainment industry. there's always rumors of him dating literally ever costar he's ever#worked with i guess simply because he seems like that kind of guy. and to be fair he does LMAO#honestly i don't know if i believe he's a bad person but i won't sign off on a guy i like being boring and stupid. that's just me#i'm sure ppl reading this who also don't Get Me are wondering why any of this even matters and the point is that it kind of doesn't lmao#but it's my life and i typically choose to care about people who will never even know i exist. unpopular girl instinct i suppose. maybe i'm#destined to be unloved or something but for now i wear fantasies like a blanket. maybe one day i won't need them anymore. but i def#do not need to center my romantic ideals on a guy i would be embarrassed to tell people i'm dating if i were actually dating him. rough#now just give me a month to get over it and finish the 2nd season of a show i like that he's in and i'll be rid of it hopefully. we'll see
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#i often forget bc i dont think i realized at the time#how hard the 2016 election spilled over into the breakdown post bbcs s4 too#and that whole schism#i spent the entire first 5 months of the trump presidency in the craziest depression fog rver#and like that open nerve made me shy away from the bbcs discussion#in much the same way i know if things go bad rn#im going to have to batten down the hatches and brace myself for doomerism#bc i know if i slip into that im just gonna have a nervous breakdown and that wont be helpful for anyone#a huge nervous breakdown death spiral is how i wound up a year after the 2016 election#almost to the day iirc?#coincidentally enough#oh ntm me experiencing hurricane harvey that year?#interesting how hurricanes and stress and social calamity and political unrest follow each other
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i love the cult radio for far cry 5 because you can draw an exact scale on how much each of the seeds cared about their respective songs from john to jacob.
#john's 3 months of micromanaging vs jacob listening to 'set those sinners free' one time and being like yeah it's fine#i feel like faith was not particularly hung up on the songs... though she did get the most earwormy one#joseph i'd imagine spent a fair amount of effort overseeing it but i like to think he is at least somewhat musically inclined#because of the david k*resh inspo and all#far cry 5#mcfly.txt
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i don't think difficulty and challenge should be a litmus test for whether or not a game is "good"
first of all, how good a game is entirely depends on the person. like a game that one person hates might be a game that someone else loves
second of all, remember the animal crossing craze when acnh came out? i don't think that's an especially challenging game, but it's still beloved. games that aren't challenging can be beloved
third of all, maybe those of us who suck at games maybe want a game that's easy for once? 🤷🏼
#anyways saw a bad take dont want to mention what this is about specifically#i get judged whenever i tell people how long it takes me to beat games aodjeifjdkfjdjd#i just beat pikmin 1 last year and i grew up on those games (still havent beaten pikmin 2. or 3.)#i spent 2 HOURS on the totk ganondorf fight. i wish i was joking he kept beating my ass 😭😭😭#three YEARS to even make it to hades (and like 3 days to beat chronos. dont. dont ask.)#(i'm sooo inconsistent)#four years to beat oot too#unless i go deep into hyperfixation it can take anywhere between 6 months to 5 years to beat a video game#some games i just never finished sidjskdj. super paper mario i am always thinking about you#wind waker also stays in the 'never finished' category#(played it on emulator and i dont want to emulate on my current pc)#(it was given to me and i dont want to be like 'oh yeah btw i'm illegally playing wind waker on it lmao')#twilight princess as well because i just really hate chase sequences and never got past palace of twilight#so that also stays unfinished and has for the past 3 years#minish cap........ f in the chat for the shortest zelda game i have never finished
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I found a random plastic skull in my room and I kid you not my first thought was ‘isn’t papyrus supposed to dust eventually?’
I might have a problem. A severe one.
#I ain’t proud of my genocides#But I won’t deny that I started feeling proud after having less and less trouble with Undyne#Cause the first time I did a genocide route I spent at least a month on her#And now I need like 3-5 tries tops#sans tho#I don’t need to talk about him#(I think it’s really funny we nicknamed Sans’ fight “Hell” btw)
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#my art#dreamling#dream x hob#the sandman#sandman fanart#fanart#traditional art#inking#I love doing traditional inking but i Hate washing my brush afterwards#feels like a clown car in my sink just infinite supply of more black ink. spent like 3 or 4 minutes rinsing fr#this one isnt my best inking ever but I did kinda wing it and couldve spent longer on the sketch. also hadnt done traditional inking in#well in like 5 or 6 months I think
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Hi! I went insane :D
I really like the story that you're making as well as the characters, it's a incredible writing and really nice to read :]
also don't mind the y/n one, I was messing around with character ideas
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OMG THANK YOU!!!!! AHHH THIS IS SUCH A PLEASANT SURPRISE <33333
my lil guys!!! and if i may say omg your style is so cool looking!!!! and I love your spin on reader's outfit!! they would 100% have patterned masks it's about the coordination its about the look. you get it
#Something New#buckshot roulette#buckshot roulette oc#fanart#the elusive fanart tag........#owl i just want you to know i spent like 5 minutes straight staring at this when i first saw i got it everyone shut up im locking in#going to be thinking about this for the next week month year ong
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And I present to you
✨vampire boi✨
#Alr so what I have so far about him#He was born on 13th October in 1886 to a really wealthy family#But they were like really abusive and shady so he ran away at the age of 15#He ran away to a village near the countryside and started living with a single mom and her son who was a couple months younger than him#And then he had a whole gay crisis cus 'damn her son is hot as fuck what the hell'#So he spent a couple of years living with that huge crush until the lady's son just one day pinned him against a wall and started making ou#So yeah the mom knows about them but pretends not to cus she's Slay™#In total he lives about 5 years with them#Until the mom and his boyfriend get hanged because they were both accused of witchcraft#And then he just fucking loses it and self isolates the fuck outta himself#And one day he just decides to end it#He tries to do that by drinking poison#But instead of dying like a normal person his system managed to digest it and now he's a fucking immortal vampire#So yeah thats that#I still have to think of names but if y'all got any suggestions please lemme know#Aho speaks#random#Art#Doodle#sketches#vampire boi lore
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i will never forget the time I was hanging out with two other people who were new friends and they were like "let's do a sonic fandub" and one of them started looking up sonic game footage on youtube for us to dub while we discussed who would speak for who and we decided I'd voice tails. But also I knew nothing about sonic at the time, i'd only seen the snapcube fandubs because I'd heard they were good and funny, I didn't know the plot or characters very well. I couldn't remember what they sounded like so while the other two started to say silly things in sonic and amy's voices I asked "what does tails sound like again?" And I was laughing because I was embarrassed and also shocked by how quickly they had started commiting to the bit of trying to do some voice acting and my friend just said "he sounds like a twink" and I could not stop laughing and I could not take the idea seriously and I just told them that I couldn't do the voice oops. And so we moved onto a different topic pretty quickly and just enjoyed the pizza we had while we waited for our other three friends to get back from the store
anyways all of this is to say that Tails is NOT a twink, he is an 8 year old little boy and my friend was misguided.
#Can you tell that I'm mentally unwell and also that I had a falling out with these friends and also that I miss them dearly#I actually went to see the sonic 3 movie today on christmas day and I saw a group of people that I know- one guy in the group was one of#The three that was at the store while we were doing the dub. I had a falling out with all five of those friends after that.#That day was really great. It was like a year ago now. I feel like that was the first time where I was really vulnerable with friends#And I had never been so honest about my interests and thoughts before with a group of people and it. It was nice. But after that day it...#I think it was all my fault. Or at least mostly my fault. I was honest with them but no one else#So I couldn't accept the truth of myself and I wasn't ready for everyone i know to know me that way so I tried to hide it and ignore it#And in doing so I stopped being honest with them and I started avoiding them. And I regret it. I could have just been a weirdo with them#I could have spent every tuesday afternoon hanging out and talking about life with them over pizza. But instead I ran away.#And of course they kept asking about me and wondering why I was being weird but I couldn't face it. And I kept running away#And they kept trying to chase after me. I even left for like two months and completely went no contact and no explanation#But then I came back because I had nowhere else to go and it... it was so awkward. It was too much. And now I'm overthinking#everything. I was so jealous of them. All of them. And when I got to be friend with them it was too much for me. My brain couldn't accept i#I'm not allowed to be happy unless it's in secret. That's what my brain thinks#That's the mantra I've been living by recently. For like the past 3-5 years. That's just how I was raised I suppose#Um. Oops I ranted too much in the tags. Sorry if you read all of this. But also thank you if you did. I hope you're well#Rant in tags#rant#personal#Why is this literally just my journal. Goodness gracious#I'm so sorry. Everything I post here is like completely dumb and irrelevant and stupid and pointless and matters very little.#I am just mentally unwell and I can barely think clearly. I am sorry. I hope you look elsewhere for actually important or meaningful words#Dang I just had a dramatic soundtrack melody start playing in my head but I have no idea where this song is from or what it's called. Damn
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