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junipernight · 7 months ago

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She wrested the tray out of Guaba’s hands, turned around, and closed the door with her back. Kavik had collected himself by then. “Smells good,” he said. “Did she buy it?” Gossip was universal, but for some reason servants were stuck with the bad reputation for it. “Between the people who saw us in the street and good Mistress Guaba, you have a solid cover.” The more a story embarrassed a powerful person, the truer it appeared. “Come on. Let’s eat.”

The Legacy of Yangchen, by F.C. Yee

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silosbears · 2 days ago

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i think alphonse would still experience depersonalization and dysmorphia even after getting his body back

#alphonse elric #obviously hes glad about having it back #but there's this unease at the back of his mind #because hes been put into a new body that is drastically different from the one he was in for years for a second time #and that body isnt the one he lost. it had changed so much since he was 10 and i dont even think he could recognize himself for a while #i also think thats why he got the exact same haircut he had as a kid. to feel more like that younger and more familiar version of himself.#anyway i think he would still feel like he lost another part of himself by gaining everything back #even if he hated every second of being in that armor and even if all he ever wanted was to be normal again #he still spent 5 years in that body. long enough to begrudgingly become used to it #and for his body to change instantly into an unrecognizable version of himself #i dont think he had an easy time adjusting to being so different physically #even beyond the fact that he had to spend months/years physically recovering #oughhh its such a weird and complex feeling to miss something that made him miserable #just because that familiarity is more comforting than all of the pain and overstimulation of gaining his senses back #and being a completely different person physically #i also think hed have trouble sleeping for a while and start Thinking About Things He Shouldn't at night again #this is one of those things #fma #fullmetal alchemist #fma fanart #fmab fanart #fullmetal alchemist brotherhood #fma art #fmab #fma brotherhood

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crowleysshittyglasses · 4 months ago

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Sherlock Horse

God I hate drawing hair

#First thing I’ve drawn in this level of detail in like 6 months #A very well spent 5 hours of my life #If anyone has any Sherlock horse jokes for me to write on it I would be thrilled #Sherlock #sherlock holmes #I think this is technically #Furry art #art #my art

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icewindandboringhorror · 1 year ago

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I know this is just a silly bad quality random screencap of a screencap that I found on facebook lol, BUT it's a succinct enough image to easily describe the concept in a quick/accessible way hopefully :

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(and of course, feel free to elaborate in tags, etc.! (especially elaborating about other senses as well.. can you "hear" in your mind just as well as you can "see"? taste? etc.) It's an interesting topic to me, as someone who's like a 4.5 at MOST lol. I'm curious what option will be the most common :0c )

#tumblr polls #hrmm... a little poll perhaps.. about a subject I find interesting.. since this image came across my facebook today #still really not feeling that well. no longer shaking violently and such but I still feel weird and weak much more than usual #They did say my markers for like infection or inflammation were elevated but that they werent sure of the cause so hopefully #it's nothing too serious. they did also say a lot of different things can cause that thing to be higher than normal but didn't go into spec #fics of what. maybe some of them are relatively benign or something. I still havent felt much back to normal since #I got really sick that one time though. I feel fine on and off but then little bouts of feeling weird and sick happen. hrmmm #ANYWAY.. looking for small ways to be productive. such as little doodles on evil ipad or editing game videos #or posting polls or cat pictures or some other like not very labor intensive things #I WISH I COULD FOCUS on writing HHRGGhh... I need to finish my game.. it would be so freeing.. a project that's been looming #over my head for like 5 years even though througouht that 5yrs I've probably spent a total of 3 months working on it lo.. ANYWAY #I still partially really cannot beleive that people CAN see stuff in their heads. There's always part of me that's thinking like. well mayb #e everyone DOES see the same exact thing but we just describe/conceptualize it so differently that we think we're talking about #different things when we're really not. But I have been assured by people I've talked to about it that they can GENUINELY really see #stuff in their heads like as vivid as an actual picture in real life or something. And the other senses are neat too. Like for exmaple I #can hear in my head much better than I can see imagery. I still CANNOT hear vividly like as if I were listening to actual music out loud..#but I think it's developed more than my sight. AND interesting how this varies the creative process. a friend I was talking to on the phone #said they write by literally just watching stuff play before them like a movie. where my process is COMPLETELY different. AND that affects #the content/what details we focus on as well as our individual styles of writing have differences that can be traced back to that.. hrmm

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solariex · 12 days ago

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someone save me from the idiots ive been stuck with for 5+ years...

#shhh yes im system posting again #i was too scared on our older blog so im doing it here more sorry in advance LMAO #plus i have alot of funny stories :3 #anyways the idiots in question are marz/red (me hiii i post 90% here & on the red blog)#and then elysia/green who spent 5 hrs on our pinned post just for me to decide i wanna change it a month later oops #and then seraphina/blue who has a 3 year argument with elysia over skittles being better than m&ms (& its STILL ongoing)#anyways about the irl doxxing us that ive accidentally did once mini tag storytime but i MIGHT make a silly post about that later one day #okay so a few weeks ago we werent too far from where we live but it was still technically a different city #and it was 8pm at night & we ran into a store to grab something alone #and the cashier guy was randomly like “...where are you from ??”#and i didnt think and i told him BY ACCIDENT #and then he was like “oh okay!" and didnt say much afterwards #then we got out of there ASAP because this was in the middle of nowhere </3 #it mightve not been anything but now this loser (elysia) wont stop saying ive irl doxxed us >:((#( ps all the 'idiot' & 'loser' namecalling is all done affectionately i promise LMAO )#solar draws #alan becker #red avm #blue avm #green avm #animation vs minecraft #animator vs animation #<- shhh it counts cause the first panel #not adding sys tags its already nerve wracking being open about sys stuff in general on this blog LMAO

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artbyfuji · 2 years ago

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She left me roses by the stairs,Surprises let me know she cares.

#rwby #rosebird #raven branwen #summer rose #my art #flashbangs you all with this #lovey dovey rosebirdies ATTACK #they are too in love here sorry. summers smile. SOLDIER DOWN!!#this was supposed to be for white day but i forgor. oh well bro.#my second mistake was thinking i would post it after ep 5 dropped. a mothers promise. oof still not recovered. okay i'll stop #spent like 3 hours on summer's face alone. my fault. i get lost in their eyes.#also been having a crisis over changing the way i draw her hair for like 6 months don't worry about it #collective

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dollypopup · 2 years ago

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does anyone else ever think about the 'you've sworn off women then?' 'for the time being. 'i am a woman.' 'you are. . .✨Pen✨, you do not count, you are my friend' moment and just go

Pen

darling

sweetheart

babygirl

bruh basically just admitted that he could never give you up and that you are the only woman he wants to talk to in his life

take. the. w.

#polin #bridgerton #colin bridgerton #penelope featherington #bridgerton s3 #the more i think about that scene the more i love it #colin out here all but proclaiming that he will never forsake her and pen brokenhearted he doesn't see her like other women #they are having two completely different conversations and i live for it ngl #they just spent like 5 months writing love letters to each other and yet there is 0 communication happening #we stan

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lord-squiggletits · 3 months ago

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Honestly it annoys me that pride, ambition, and generally having a big ego are always villainous/evil-coded personality traits because personally I think if you genuinely are a prodigy at what you do you are 100% within your rights, perhaps even deserving, of flaunting your skills and being proud of the fact you can do something that only a small fraction of other people can do. Is it even ego at that point if you genuinely are as good at your field/skill as you say you are? Are people not aware that becoming a prodigy at something is something that takes lifelong sacrifice and practice sometimes to the point of giving up on having a normal life, relationships, etc even potentially destroying your own health???? God I fucking hate how pride in your own skills and ambition are so villain coded all the time. As if it's evil to want to be good at something and be recognized for what you rightfully earned

#squiggposting #this is part of why i like pharma obviously lol but it's happened to me w #other blorbos ive had in the past #bc like full offense if you're capable of doing something like partially inventing the cures to 5 different terminal diseases #in only a few months/a year of research. or if you can do an organ donation and replacement surgery #with yourself as one of the donors. you literally ARE the best doctor who has ever lived #and you DESERVE to flaunt it bc. what fucking achievement is higher than that???#some feats demand recognition in my opinion. maybe it's just bc I've always been competitive #and from a young age enjoyed a (relative) degree of fame for being really good at certain things #ive always enjoyed being an object of awe bc bitch i spent my whole life working to be this good #do i hold it over ppl or treat them badly for not being as good as me? i admit i used to but i grew out of it #but the ego? certainly not. i think if you're good at something you should own it #i think if you're a prodigy and put your skills into doing good work youve earned your fame and recognition #this expectation of false humility we have is sooooo annoying #ohhhh boo hoo pharma is a little bit of an annoying asshole about being a better doctor than ratchet #the cures he helped design will save literal thousands of lives from now until the rest of time #but somehow the way he FEELS about it is more important than the CONCRETE POSITIVE GAIN he put into the universe?#and also in general i hate it when ppl assume that pride/ego and being kind towards others are mutually exclusive #in general i feel like i could write an essay about how self vs others is treated as a dichotomy #where it's assumed that in order to uplift others you have to self efface and diminish yourself #or if you flaunt yourself it automatically means you're putting down others. it's not true.#video essay topic for later lol

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mariyekos · 4 days ago

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Thoughts on the new DMC trailer?

Going to be honest I haven't watched any trailers since the trailer at the Game Awards (or whichever one I have those 2 breakdown posts for) 😅 I keep seeing the trailer announcements when I don't have my headphones on me, and I've been behind on watching them once I have the time... maybe tomorrow I'll finally get to watching them! Tonight I'm dead tired so I don't think I'd be in much of a good mood and I don't want to start off on the wrong foot, so to speak. When I watch them I can make a write up on it though! Would probably be fun.

#work is exploding and also i'm trying to read more and study latin #and i'm also doing ultimate raising in ffxiv and have been making guides for my static bc most of them haven't cleared yet #raiding not raising*#then yesterday i had a game (sports) so i really just had no time for anything....#i've been trying to get through my backlog of ao3 comments too #so with all that taken into account....i have barely had any time for absorbing new fandom material or contributing #i haven't written any fic in a week or two #actually. have i written anything since the dmc3 anniversary nearly a month ago...?#i think i opened a fic once but i doubt i added much #most of my time in my docs has been devoted to analyzing moby dick #...which i'm doing for fun #but yeah. so many obligations. i've been pulling unofficial overtime for work. and i'm kind of over my head right now #so i haven't had nearly as much time for dmc stuff as i would like...#i spent part of my drive home today thinking about something i'd like to do with one of my wips #(when i wasn't panicking about that one person who tried to ram into me for about 10-12 minutes in bumper to bumper-#-traffic in the rain. that was 'fun'. and by fun i mean terrifying. i got the heat inducing anxiety and if that person didn't let off-#-soon i was genuinely considering calling 911 because it was. bad. they nearly hit me so many times and kept honking....#even though there was nowhere to go..mand almost rammed me into the barrier on the bridge...#today has been a very long day. it's 9:14pm and everything i've done today has been work or raid besides like 20min of tumblr)#okay enough rambling for now i've gotta get ready for bed #i didn't even get home from my basketball game until after 10 last night and i had to be awake at 5:30 and barely slept last week #so i'm running on many days of sub 7hours of sleep and i am not good at that. i get so exhausted.#so yeah!!!#ty for question i really do mean to watch it i just haven't found the time #i want to give it the proper attention when i watch it. and by it i mean them. all the trailers #erurandomness #erudmc

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undomesticated-animal · 9 days ago

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I would ask how I keep pulling former navy men, but honestly I think anyone who knows me would find the answer obvious lmfao

#reason 1) high school me was obsessed with some very specific cultural systems that meant getting weirdly informed on the navy/marine corps #reason 2) men who regularly spent months at a time on a ship rigidly following orders and developing anger issues are hot #reason 3) men who regularly spend months on a ship rigidly following orders/developing anger issues think I'M hot (they're right)#reason 4) i fucking love men who want to be issued a narrow set of commands and can then inflict heavy damage and high efficacy in obeying #reason 5) i like damaging government property :)#thereare more reasons but i suspect the first five get the point across adequately lmfao

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marsixm · 4 months ago

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#i often forget bc i dont think i realized at the time #how hard the 2016 election spilled over into the breakdown post bbcs s4 too #and that whole schism #i spent the entire first 5 months of the trump presidency in the craziest depression fog rver #and like that open nerve made me shy away from the bbcs discussion #in much the same way i know if things go bad rn #im going to have to batten down the hatches and brace myself for doomerism #bc i know if i slip into that im just gonna have a nervous breakdown and that wont be helpful for anyone #a huge nervous breakdown death spiral is how i wound up a year after the 2016 election #almost to the day iirc?#coincidentally enough #oh ntm me experiencing hurricane harvey that year?#interesting how hurricanes and stress and social calamity and political unrest follow each other

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doritofalls · 2 months ago

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i love the cult radio for far cry 5 because you can draw an exact scale on how much each of the seeds cared about their respective songs from john to jacob.

#john's 3 months of micromanaging vs jacob listening to 'set those sinners free' one time and being like yeah it's fine #i feel like faith was not particularly hung up on the songs... though she did get the most earwormy one #joseph i'd imagine spent a fair amount of effort overseeing it but i like to think he is at least somewhat musically inclined #because of the david k*resh inspo and all #far cry 5 #mcfly.txt

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autumnoakes · 7 months ago

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i don't think difficulty and challenge should be a litmus test for whether or not a game is "good"

first of all, how good a game is entirely depends on the person. like a game that one person hates might be a game that someone else loves

second of all, remember the animal crossing craze when acnh came out? i don't think that's an especially challenging game, but it's still beloved. games that aren't challenging can be beloved

third of all, maybe those of us who suck at games maybe want a game that's easy for once? 🤷🏼

#anyways saw a bad take dont want to mention what this is about specifically #i get judged whenever i tell people how long it takes me to beat games aodjeifjdkfjdjd #i just beat pikmin 1 last year and i grew up on those games (still havent beaten pikmin 2. or 3.)#i spent 2 HOURS on the totk ganondorf fight. i wish i was joking he kept beating my ass 😭😭😭#three YEARS to even make it to hades (and like 3 days to beat chronos. dont. dont ask.)#(i'm sooo inconsistent)#four years to beat oot too #unless i go deep into hyperfixation it can take anywhere between 6 months to 5 years to beat a video game #some games i just never finished sidjskdj. super paper mario i am always thinking about you #wind waker also stays in the 'never finished' category #(played it on emulator and i dont want to emulate on my current pc)#(it was given to me and i dont want to be like 'oh yeah btw i'm illegally playing wind waker on it lmao')#twilight princess as well because i just really hate chase sequences and never got past palace of twilight #so that also stays unfinished and has for the past 3 years #minish cap........ f in the chat for the shortest zelda game i have never finished

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prehnite-soul · 4 months ago

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I found a random plastic skull in my room and I kid you not my first thought was ‘isn’t papyrus supposed to dust eventually?’

I might have a problem. A severe one.

#I ain’t proud of my genocides #But I won’t deny that I started feeling proud after having less and less trouble with Undyne #Cause the first time I did a genocide route I spent at least a month on her #And now I need like 3-5 tries tops #sans tho #I don’t need to talk about him #(I think it’s really funny we nicknamed Sans’ fight “Hell” btw)

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ethemreal · 11 months ago

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#my art #dreamling #dream x hob #the sandman #sandman fanart #fanart #traditional art #inking #I love doing traditional inking but i Hate washing my brush afterwards #feels like a clown car in my sink just infinite supply of more black ink. spent like 3 or 4 minutes rinsing fr #this one isnt my best inking ever but I did kinda wing it and couldve spent longer on the sketch. also hadnt done traditional inking in #well in like 5 or 6 months I think

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fandumbass · 10 months ago

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Hi! I went insane :D

I really like the story that you're making as well as the characters, it's a incredible writing and really nice to read :]

also don't mind the y/n one, I was messing around with character ideas

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OMG THANK YOU!!!!! AHHH THIS IS SUCH A PLEASANT SURPRISE <33333

my lil guys!!! and if i may say omg your style is so cool looking!!!! and I love your spin on reader's outfit!! they would 100% have patterned masks it's about the coordination its about the look. you get it

#Something New #buckshot roulette #buckshot roulette oc #fanart #the elusive fanart tag........#owl i just want you to know i spent like 5 minutes straight staring at this when i first saw i got it everyone shut up im locking in #going to be thinking about this for the next week month year ong

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