#I should’ve posted this sooner tbh

[yourlocalxiaosimp]

Day one of trying to become an official aromantic post:

I used to imagine myself getting married, like having a wedding and shit, but I could never for the life of me picture WHO I’d get married to. I probably should’ve realized sooner tbh

[11queensupreme11]

OKKKKAY IDK IF YOU STILL NEED HELP FOR PERCY’S SCENT! But as someone who used to work as a fragrance chemist this is up my alley 😤 you should’ve said something sooner girlie.

Also please note idk why but it won’t let me put the pics with each perfume I’m talking about so I’m putting the pics in order from what I typed

BVLGARI AQVA MARINE… hear me out.. it’s for men 😭 BUT GIRL look what it has… I LIKE THIS ONE CAUSE WHEN I SMELLED IT ONCE IT HAD A NICE SALTY SEAWEED VIBE LIKE SMELL and our girl is called seaweed brain 🥹 and look at the bottle … it kinda matches her eyes

So the rest aren’t best to worst just a whatever and what I remember 😭

Heeley's Sel Marin (unisex) Okay so this one is nice it def got a salt water smell almost like you walking on the beach when it’s sunny and you kinda smell the saltiness the ocean has to offer when walking near the ocean and it does have a seaweed funk to it not as much but it’s there.

Tom Ford Oud Minerale (unisex fragrance) Okay so here is this one… I go shopping for perfume/ cologne a lot so I have smelled this one recently, so I add the description if you wanna read it, if I remember this one does capture the fragrance of the ocean but it does have a bit of “fresh water” but it’s a bit brackish (so it’s between fresh and seawater) so it’s does capture the sea heavily almost like when you go walking during the night and the breeze is blowing in the air and you can smell the ocean a bit more than the day ( that how I see it)

Armani Privé - Bleu Lazuli Okay so this is not like beach or ocean but it does have nice smell (the description explains it nicely ) I know of this one cause I used to buy it 😭😭 the design is so pretty and it match daddyseidon aesthetic too 😭 # bias

Jo Malone Wood Sage and Sea Salt (Unisex) So this one is nicceee I put this cause it says salty in the description but tbh it leans toward freshie and it captures the smell of the ocean quiet nicely but it’s a little woodsy tho and it made me think of her daddy cause of this chapter where Anubis said she got her dad scent all over her (isn’t the mf scenting her or something???). So it made think how they may smell alike but people can smell her dad’s scent so that’s where the woodsy comes in to tell their scents apart.

Sea of Gray

I honesty came across this one when doing my research and the description seems on point for you tbh I haven’t smelled it but what it says sounds like it may be but if has that ocean like feel I am not sure … also the first website I clicked said it cost $22 which is cheap if Percy ever wants to buy it compare to the rest of them 😭 this I couldn’t add the description but you can search them up

Anyway you can see that even tho they have a salty/ fresh water based to some they always have an extra thing added like spice or vanilla so don’t think toooo much on it. Cause even these things aren’t 100% close to smelling like the actual sea. But hopefully the description of them can help you!!

IM SORRY BESTIE, I ALREADY GOT THE FRAGRANCE FROM HER I SHOULD'VE WENT TO YOU FIRST 😭😭😭

i picked mermaid's embrace from deep midnight perfumes

literally i just googled "perfume mermaids sirens" and then a reddit post came up and i saw this one listed 😭 i liked the description so i went with it 💀

BUT YOU USED TO WORK AS A FRAGRANCE CHEMIST????? omg i remember your super detailed post about the yanderes scents and that explains so much lmaooo that sounds so cool though!!!

[rosetheocto]

hi!!! i wanted to ask about your thoughts on what should be changed in eeveelution squad!! ive been thinking about it a lot recently and ive seen you on the tag from time to time and i wanted to know more about what you think!!

OOOOOO there’s a lot of things actually!! This is kinda long and all over the place tho so uhh have fun with that!! :0

if you want me to elaborate more on certain things or have a point make more sense just send another ask my way lol

No CC. sorry to whoever made her but she SUCKS and I don’t like her. Her backstory makes no sense even in an AU and she’s just. very overpowered lol (also her and Gai have no chemistry)

speaking of ships with no chemistry: Lazuli/Speed/Silvia. theyre all so toxic to each other and Speed has shown clear disinterest in them both for nearly the whole comic. They only got together in the end cuz The Fans Wanted It, completely ignoring stuff like Lazuli/Silvia kissing Speed during a PTSD flashback without his consent. I can go on and on about how much the romance in this comic is bad but I’ll be here all day lmao. I may make a rant about them all in another post in the future

TLDR for that being: most speed ships suck (I see him as aro tbh, Stella was an exception), Black and Pearl also suck but not as much, I’m glad Crystal didn’t get with Trace

Leaf needs more personality, tbh all the girls do. Like seriously name one female character that doesn’t have any major ties to a guy. like even Sunshine has a love interest in Axel and they’re 3/4 years old

I wish the berserker lore made sense. ik EV made it overly complex to Spite The Haters or whatever but I just don’t really get it half the time. in terms of unique stuff ES has like those and the Coastal Eevees or the timeline resets it could’ve been handled a LOT better and made more sense

(and I know the Journals have more info but I’ll get to those in a sec)

Shade just sucks as a villain and you can tell he was rushed to give the finale a proper final battle (Special 12B wasn’t meant to be the finale originally if you didn’t know that)

(If I were to make a final villain to ES it would’ve been Alan but that’s just me lol)

there’s way too many characters and most people can’t even tell the slight differences in appearance as well as I can. like there were people mistaking Blaze (Pearl’s mom, Flareon with the hair swirly thing) and Mollie (Triplets mom, Flareon with a leg missing) as the same person for a while and that isn’t really good for design and story stuff. and like there’s so many characters that show up once and never again until you find out that They Actually Had A Bunch Of Story Relevancy You Didn’t Know Until Just Now! (Shade)

and looking at the drafts for the After Story it doesn’t really answer any questions and just made things more confusing?? and there’s also stuff that I just. refuse to accept as canon. Speed would NOT abandon his daughter for years just cuz “he wants to explore again” yeah he may not be the best father figure in the world but CMON :((

AND SPEAKING OF THAT: there’s way too much Journal only content, which is fine if the average reader knew about all those journals. The stuff from those should’ve really been incorporated into the story sooner, cuz most stuff that’s been established in journals for years only got to shine in the comic at the very end

Those are all the major things I can think of really! If you read this far, then thanks!! I have a lot of thoughts on this comic lol

[numberoneanika]

Okay, so now that I'm FINALLY done making my DRDT video and am now exporting, I finally have time to make a long-ass post on who I think the killer is most likely to be. There is a very clear opinion in this essay. Be warned, it is a lot of text. This post might be formatted weird, because I copied it from Google Docs. Spoilers for Ch2 Episode 11.

First of all, the evidence. Here is a list: The motive secrets The fish on the playground Tape wrapped around the carousel (likely the grippy tape Rose mentioned) Rope hidden in the carousel Marks near the swingset Red marks on Arei’s wrist Arei’s broken neck Ripped up note in trash Tape in trash, identical to the tape on carousel Water jugs with handles missing Ball of clothes glued together with starch

Broken lights in the playground Apparently there is some difference in the gym, though I can’t find it now. I think someone said some of the weights are moved?

Evidence Discussion Time: Our time of death is probably wrong. The jugs in the trash could be used to keep water around and stored in the minifridge in the gym, thus making the murder able to be committed during nighttime, and the marks on Arei’s wrists look too new to be made last night. Her body was also still moving when we found it, implying it was hanged recently. The note could be fake, for all we know - it’s way less suspicious to put a note in a pocket, which everyone here has, then to rip it up into multiple pieces and throw it in the trash, not to mention more time-efficient. The ball of clothes is oddly, perfectly… circular. Almost like it’s wrapped around something. As far as I know, Charles never mentioned the weight of it, so it could be wrapped around a bowling ball. Or something. More on this soon. Honestly, the fish could turn out to have nothing to do with the murder. Maybe they were just there to help establish the fake time of death. If Arei was hanged normally, then she should’ve died of strangulation. However, her neck is broken instead. Pretty much everyone and their mom has already said this, but it’s most likely that there was a pulley system involving the carousel of some sort that broke her neck. Also, there’s some extra rope tied around the top pole of the swing set (???), which further supports this theory. Also, if the ball of clothes really is wrapped around something like a bowling ball, the killer could’ve used it as the weight in the system. Considering Arei doesn’t seem to have any signs of struggle, it’s possible the killer knocked her out with Rose’s turpentine, which she mentioned she lost. The marks near the swing set could technically disprove this, but it’s not too hard to fake these marks. Not to mention, the scratches could help prove the fake time of death, depending on how long it would take any marks on the floor to disappear.

Okay, it’s time to actually talk about our suspects. I’ll be ranking them from least suspicious to most suspicious, and talk about my top two suspects in more detail.

Literally impossible: Xander, Min, Teruko, Charles Don’t think I have to explain for our former three. Charles has a phobia of dead bodies, not just blood, so I highly doubt he’d be the killer.

Highly unlikely: Eden, Arturo, Veronika, David, Arei Eden: Her being the culprit would only make Teruko’s beliefs in Not Trusting Anyone Ever only get worse. Arturo: Seems like he’ll get character development, sooner or later. Veronika: Seems too obvious, saying weird shit like that she’s excited about the killing game, and just wants to be entertained. David: Just… well, you know. He’s batshit insane and has admitted to the crime, all Nagito-style, so I don’t think it’s him. Probably antagonist, tbh. Arei: See above for hanging and strangulation vs broken neck.

Bit likely: Nico, Rose, Ace Nico: I don’t know particularly why, but they’re just kind of suspicious. I don’t know if they’d risk it, though, considering they were just caught red-handed trying to kill Ace. Rose: Considering the note is probably fake, she could be acting like she’s trying to help, but in actuality, is putting us on the wrong path? I can’t really see it being her, though. Ace: Kind of suspicious, considering he conveniently didn’t catch anything besides Arei confronting David about his secret. But if he was going to kill anyone, it’d probably be Nico.

Somewhat likely: Hu, J Hu: Everyone has been jumping on her, and honestly? Kind of justified. She’s refused to reveal the secret she has, she’s refused to reveal her own secret, and now she’s had that whole… breakdown… thing. She also has an alibi during the fake time of death, which could be intentional planning. Not to mention, she gives major Kirumi Tojo vibes, and you know how that went. She did get new sprites though, and I dunno if they’d kill her off right when she got new clothes. J: She has been JUMPING on everyone vaguely suspicious. Immediately jumped to Arturo being the culprit, then immediately jumping to David being the culprit. At this point like… girl, just keep your mouth shut, pretty please. Arei did do the same exact thing last trial, and she turned out to be innocent, however. Aside from that, she could use Arturo as an alibi, maybe. She has the universal remote, which could help her sneak up on Arei. She’s also on the title card, and she hasn’t had all that much screen time this chapter despite that.

Highest Suspect #2: Levi Look, he’s honestly getting the Hu treatment by the fandom but slightly toned down. But besides that, he is super suspicious. Arei got the murderer secret, and everyone has honestly pretty much narrowed that down to him. To be honest, he probably killed his family or something. He’s strong enough to spin the carousel for the pulley mechanism, and he stated that he was in the laundry room during 7:30 to 10, which could relate to the ball of clothes. He also hasn’t said anything particularly helpful in any way during the trial. However, I don’t know why he’d set up a fake time of death, and then not give himself an alibi during the fake time of death. Dumbass.

Highest Suspect Ever: Whit Look me in the eyes and try to tell me he’s not at least a little suspicious. I won't hold the hanging joke thing against him, as it could just be a case of unlucky phrasing, but it could also be a Celeste case, where he says something he's not supposed to (or it was subconscious). Aside from that, a lot of this evidence seems to point to him. He has an alibi during the fake time of death, and he willingly volunteered to piece together the note, possibly knowing that it would give him an "alibi" for the time of death. He would know where the old clothes were, seeing that he was there when Teruko and Hu got their new clothes. David is most likely being framed by being sent to near the place of the crime, and guess who sent him there?

You guessed it, Whit Young. He's also, like, mad suspicious for behavioral reasons. He claimed Rose's secret when she said she didn't see who owned it and no one came forward to claim it, and didn't seem all that concerned about it. It could just be his gestures vaguely non-concerned nature, but still suspicious. But wait! I can hear you asking. If Whit's the culprit, then why did he deflect the topic when the note was brought up, knowing that it could frame Eden and solidify his alibi? Why did he delay revealing David's secret, knowing that it could frame David as well? Well, dear reader, let me explain. For our first issue, it comes down to Teruko's nature. She's distrusting, blunt, and won't leave any issue that could help solve the murder alone. If Whit was the culprit, he could safely assume that Teruko would eventually get the note out of Eden, so he could derail the topic while knowing it would eventually come up and make his "alibi" and look less suspicious at the same time. For the second issue, it comes down to Whit himself and a key point in his personality: his intuition.

In the first trial and his FTE, he makes a point of saying that he knows things because of his strong intuition. Hell, it's bolded every time he says it. Consider this: what if his intuition had already made him suspect David as not who he said he was, and Whit finding out that the manipulator secret belonged to him and David lying about his secret only solidified this? From the second screenshot, it can be inferred that Whit knows when people are acting. If Whit knew David was lying, being manipulative and trying to cause a murder, then he could frame him, knowing that it would be likely that David would break down and reveal his true colors when accused, only serving to incriminate him further. Another thing: the main reason Whit admits to having David's secret is that Charles realizes he is lying. What if Whit, using his intuition again, is banking on that fact? It's a note situation - he knows it'll be revealed anyway, so he can delay it and make himself look like he's hiding the secret out of concern for David's career. But wait! I can hear you asking again. Whit set off the BDA! He couldn't have set off the BDA if he was the culprit! First, let's talk about Whit and Eden's thoughts on searching the playground. Neither one of them particularly wanted to go. Eden is explained by her probably wanting to prepare herself for seeing Arei's body, or not wanting to believe that Arei is dead. But what about Whit? There's no real explanation as to why he was apprehensive to go in. If my theory is true and he is the culprit, he would probably investigate on the first floor so he doesn't mess up the BDA, but Teruko grabbing him and Eden ruined that. He was less expressive about it than Eden, but he could have been just as worried, if not more. So basically, it’s sheer dumb luck that Teruko grabbed him, but we’ve already seen that one before (Read: Min arriving at the exact time Charles left). Anyway, what I'm trying to get at here is that someone else saw the body before Eden and Teruko. And who would be the most likely to have done that? David Chiem, who's already trying to kill us all. Not to mention, he tried to stop MonoTV from revealing the secrets because Arei was missing.

Considering he probably isn't the culprit, it kind of seems like he knew someone was already dead. The mystery discoverer could also be Veronika, who's already said she just wants to see things be interesting, but I don't know about that.

My only grey areas in this theory are why Whit would want to escape, as this would kill Charles, and the fact that he was kind of friends with Arei. Anyway, I already wrote 9 paragraphs about Whit being the culprit, so if he ends up being innocent, this'll just be embarrassing. Let me know your thoughts.

[majorbaby]

we might want some joy or victory by the end of ‘glass onion’ and that’s what we get - sort of.

major spoilers beneath cut

andi is dead. helen still lost her sister, who it sounds like she'd drifted apart from in the years leading up to her death, as andi chose to ‘see the good’ in a group of shitheads who eventually turned their back on her. And who would have continued to lie even to cover up her murder had helen not ended the main source of their wealth. Which, btw, is weirdly* framed as a redeeming moment for said shitheads, despite the fact that had miles not been ruined by helen’s actions, they wouldn’t have turned their back on him, even with the knowledge that he’d murdered andi and stood to kill even more people by letting a dangerous project move forward. nothing happens that indicates to me that they won’t just latch onto the next golden teat they can find and make all the same immoral decisions again. 

*not that weird, done intentionally i think. the movie really walks a fine line trying to make the shitheads (~the disrupters~) condemnable while still somewhat likeable - i think we are to believe that that these might be good people who have fallen prey to the allure of wealth so as to not be too alienated by them. duke fits the stereotype of the guy that terminally online liberals love to hate - deeply insecure, red-pill-conspiracy-theorist-shilling, cuck-fantasy-having beefcake - and that’s why he gets the on-screen death. as an audience, we might raise our eyebrows if it was instead lionel or claire or birdie who dies.

it isn't intended to be a downer ending, because helen does get her revenge and what a cathartic moment it is to see miles' empire destroyed by her and the curtain pulled back on miles’ hip prodigy persona by blanc - something that is lightly foreshadowed very early on during the zoom call between lionel and the board. i like that the implied to be morally grey ‘eccentric genius’ character (miles) turns out to be exactly what the board suspects he might be: a dick. 

helen is right all along when she says “But I knew who they were, and I told her what they were. Shitheads” (she is still right about this by the end, even though, as i said, the movie does try to soften the other characters) when even blanc gives miles too much credit, assuming that he (miles) wouldn’t be stupid enough to kill andi. 

back to what i meant for this post to be about: i understand why this movie wants to be a happy ending, but it isn’t. there’s catharsis, there’s revenge, there’s a badass slow-mo sequence of helen burning down the old boy’s club rather than joining its ranks - which is the mistake that andi makes that ultimately gets her killed. there’s a fun, brief exchange between blanc and helen. there’s the final shot where we’re meant to understand that helen is the mysterious, priceless, wondrous, never duplicated (despite being an identical twin) work of art, the mona lisa - a modest third-grade teacher from alabama, grieving her sister. 

it’s a movie. it’s a fun movie and the audience, myself included, has a certain expectation of this kind of story. but we actually do see the more plausible ending to this story - the bad guy wins - on two occasions:

first, when andi loses the company. duke lays this out pretty well when andi/helen asks for “the truth” and he tells her, ”you’re the loser” - which is truer than he realizes because he doesn’t know that andi is dead. she had the evidence in her hand to win back her company and it didn’t help her at all, it just gets her killed. perhaps she would’ve died sooner if she’d been able to find it before the court case. 

and a second time: after helen/andi summons incredible courage to go to the extreme lengths it takes for her to find the piece of evidence that will this time not only prove that andi was cheated, but also implicate miles in andi’s and duke’s respective murders. that is, until miles burns it up before her very eyes, which, tbh, i think she should’ve been prepared for, because he’d already killed two people to try to stop that evidence from coming to light. 

those are the true, bleak endings. you can have all the facts and evidence on your side, you can be objectively in the right, you can be ethically in the right, you can be right in the eyes of the law and the eyes of god - but the rich and the powerful hold all the cards and everything is stacked against you. they write the rules and then they move the goal posts when they’ve been outplayed. nothing short of burning the whole stadium down can get you the win, and even if you do win, you still lost something invaluable, that can never be replaced. 

[itsoverfeeling]

Sup im here for the ask game :) here ya go 🤡

hiya ebb!!!!!! hmmmmm...... tbh.. ive posted a bit about it but the dickbusters line. well. it makes me laugh.

For the uninitiated:

“You’re being a dick, I can hear it in your voice.” Remus’ shoulders slump in relief. This he can do.

“You can hear dicks now? I should’ve called you sooner, we could’ve been the dickbusters with your cock ESP.”

From this fic but it's during a series so it wont make sense on its own

[marley-manson]

character opinion bingo:

MASH: henry, BJ, margaret doctor who: martha, ten, jack harkness

do as many as you want!

Thank you! Doing them all lol, I can never resist. But I’m separating the fandoms, so I’ll do the Mash characters first and do the DW ones in a new post. Cut for length but mostly for wasps nest/baseball bat BJ opinions lol, if you love him you may want to skip this post.

Henry:

I don’t think it was a bad idea to kill him off, but it seems obvious that it was a little motivated by spite lol. I would’ve liked to see him in the dramatic seasons tbh, I think McLane Stevenson could’ve pulled off the transition, so wasted potential. But he’s not one of the Mash characters I think about a lot, so I like him, I think he was great for the satire, I prefer him to Potter, but I don’t have a lot of deep thoughts on him as a character.

BJ:

Some explanation required lol.

He gets done dirty by the fans who brush off and ignore or sweep everything that makes him less boring than cardboard under the rug to turn him into Hawkeye’s perfect supportive partner; he got done dirty by the creators who, as I’ve realized while rewatching season 4, seem to have conceived of him as a cardboard cut-out Hawkeye could talk to. Like seriously, it’s baffling how little character he has, I can’t believe the writers of an otherwise great show full of interesting characters wrote him. It’s honestly bizarre how bland he is.

I was very torn on ‘the popular ships for this character suck’ because I don’t think Hawk/BJ sucks per se, I like it in my own way, but I’m not into the popular take on it. And BJ/Peg and any combination involving them sucks to me. I think he’s overrated in that a lot of what’s interesting about him was in no way intended by the show, and I genuinely think he’s overrated in his first three seasons, like this is 100% personal opinion but he’s as interesting as watching paint dry to me no matter how much I project the gay repressed read onto him. I’m happy for people who loved him from day one, but I cannot relate at all.

I’m holding up songs to him bc I want to vid him lol. He has too much screentime in that he’s boring and I’m bored when he’s on screen and not making Hawkeye feel like shit, he also doesn’t have enough screentime because the writers REALLY should’ve written him some fucking plotlines in which they could’ve explored interesting character facets sooner than 4/5 seasons into his run.

I wouldn’t mind meeting him briefly becauses he’s nice on a surface level, but I wouldn’t want to be friends with him. See above and below for the reason my opinions are like hitting a nest with a baseball bat. And honestly... yeah I gotta say I actively dislike him. In his first few seasons I dislike him as a character construct for boring me. But in later seasons I dislike him in the way that makes me like him more as a character, which is ultimately a good thing because it holds my interest. The ways he sucks aren’t ways that endear him to me as a person, but they’re ways that engage me emotionally and intellectually. Wheelers and Dealers and Period of Adjustment are two of my favourite episodes, after all.

Margaret:

She’s often awful and i love it when she’s awful so my ‘what’s wrong with them’ is very affectionate. I would hate her irl so I wouldn’t want to meet her. And I love her character arc, I think it’s incredibly impressive for an episodic 70s show, and even just in general. I’m not obsessed in terms of like, character analysis, but straight up in terms of ‘wow that is some good ass writing what the fuck.’

[adhdcloudstrife]

@cheapcheapfaker said: I can’t imagine it’d be that hard? But tbh cyberpunk should have never had sex locked hair to start with. Why is their cc creator worse than saints row 2s from 08.  Also: welcome to cyberpunk hell

yeah they really shouldn’t have. that was such a weird choice to make. i mean i GUESS it makes sense because it’s not that different from other games in that regard, but... still... come on. i guess apparently head sizes are different enough in there that it wouldn’t always look good, but?? eh.

lot of games lately that are making me want to figure out how to do modding for 3d games, and i’ve only ever done it for 2d pixel games, so i’m like. well this is an unsatisfactory bitch of a situation. i have classes in a week i won’t necessarily have the time to learn in a timeframe that i like.

THAT SAID i’ve never played saints row 2 so i can’t compare there, but like... for real, the hairstyles shouldn’t be that locked. but really what’s most bewildering to me is that the male body doesn’t have a REALLY FUCKIN GOOD pompadour mullet like the female body does

my apologies for the clunky wording on this one btw i’m like. not sure how better to phrase it rn with a 3-4 day headache going on

also thank you!! literally your posts are what made me decide to give the game a try so i’m glad i decided to take a look. i should’ve done this sooner honestly

[dragoninahumancostume]

I know I haven’t been online much and I haven’t comforted you or helped you when you needed it and for that I am so so sorry I should’ve been there and helped you

I’ve been taking a break from tumblr because I was spending upwards of 9 hours a day on the app I’ve uninstalled it off of my phone and when I do post or respond it’s when I’m on my computer and I’m checking my notifications which happens like once or twice a week but that’s basically it I don’t really check anyone’s blog anymore I just check who has interacted with me who pinged me who sent me an ask who has sent me a dm and then I go offline again until I decide or I feel the need to go check back again but even still that has been repressed because I don’t want to be spending all of my time on this website and while I love it to bits and I love the people here so goddam much and care about them too and that includes you but this app is as consuming my ire with me spending more and more time on it each day staying up till early hours of the morning not sleeping because I was scrolling and reading peoples posts, I’m sorry

I’m so so sorry for just disappearing more or less without giving you or anyone else notice, I don’t know when or if I will install the app again

But in any case I am so sorry, just know that I care about you and love you so much /p and if you ever need anything @ me or send me dm, I’ll send you my discord because I’ll respond sooner on that then on this just in case there is anything urgent or you just want to talk, again I am sorry

And I’m sorry if this seems like a vent post in your inbox, it isn’t meant to be I just want to let you know how sorry I am

@thethinkingaurora (so I know that you’ve received/read this so my dm with my discord doesn’t seem out of place and awkward)

I typed most of this without looking at my screen so if something doesn’t make sense or is misspelled that is why I find that if I’m looking at what I’m typing then it’s more refined than my actual thoughts and I’m t is less of my actual genuine thoughts

I’m sorry

It's okay don't worry

I forget that scrolling for hours is a thing tbh bc I genuinely only look at posts from people I follow and like once a day I go through my dash for five minutes (maybe my attention span is just pretty bad)

I don't have discord and I highly doubt I'm allowed to have it at all

I promise it's okay, take your time and take a break.

I'm bad at talking honestly so my vents are just rambles and I can't really put my thoughts together enough to talk about my feelings, so I don't think I'd even DM anyone, but thanks so much for trying to be there

I love you too <3

[yeehoo101]

@asneta-amed, the "donation" account you reblogged, is part of a scam account operation. You can find more about it here: https://www.tumblr.com/kyra45/742772332577308672/scammer-pretending-to-be-in-palestine-v2?source=share

Hey man, thanks for letting me know about this. I’ve been having a real hard time distinguishing what’s real and fake during all of this, and I appreciate you and people like the person who made the post helping me better understanding where I’m messing up. I’ll do my due diligence from now on and just not reblog this kinda stuff, since it always ends up happening the same way: they follow me, and instantly send me an ask regarding help. Tbh I should’ve realized it sooner but I’m gullible

[nutmeg-au]

Hold tiny wife up... show tiny wife to the world

[obitohno]

all of my individual masterlists are sitting in my drafts, n they look v pretty, someone pls shout at me to post them

[eddiemunsonswhxre]

fountain / eddie munson

rated: m (18+, minors DNI)

one shot

cw: literal p!ss kink, pet names (babe/baby), mentions of sex

note: if you think it’s gross, plz don’t read. i wrote this as a request from a friend and tbh it was hard to write anyway and i debated posting it😅 no hate to ppl who have this k!nk and so sorry if i didn’t write it well enough.

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“okay, now get out eddie i have to pee,” you giggle, shoving your boyfriend towards the door after you’d just got done plucking his eyebrows.

he just shook his head at you and crossed his arms. “i don’t see why i can’t stay in here with you, we’ve already had sex,” he states loudly. you clamp your hand over his mouth with wide eyes. the door was open and your sister's room was exactly across from the bathroom. he rolls his eyes at your actions and carefully pulls your hand away. “her music is blaring, she didn’t hear me,” he says in a quieter tone and pointed eyes.

“watch it,” you mumble and glance towards your sisters room anyway.

“go pee so we can go start that movie,” eddie says, motioning towards the toilet.

you groan, not seeing a point in fighting with him since it wasn’t that big of a deal to you anyways. “close the door, please,” you say with raised eyebrows. eddie does just that a focuses on inspecting his eyebrows as you use the bathroom.

as the months of your relationship went on, eddie just always ended up following you to the bathroom when you had to pee. you chalked it up to being part of his separation anxiety which he wasn’t afraid of telling you about.

you did find it kind of odd when he started requesting to watch your pussy as you peed, but he was an oddly curious boy and you weren’t the type to care. you should’ve connected the dots sooner.

“babe, i’m gonna go use the restroom,” you say, standing up from your spot on his couch. you look at him expectantly, ready for him to stand and follow you. instead he only looks at you, biting his lip, like he was thinking about something.

he opens his mouth, closing it and looking to the side. he was nervous. “baby…” he started slowly, looking down to mess with his rings. “i want to uh, tell you… and ask you something. i don’t want to weird you out or anything but… i’ve thought about it a lot,” he rambles, refusing to make eye contact.

you furrow your eyebrows, but nod. “what’s up babe?“ you ask, put off by his very unusual behavior.

“um…,” he glances up to you before putting his face in his hands. “i want you to piss on me,” he says very quickly, his words blending together so much you couldn’t understand him.

you look at him in confusion. “i didn’t catch that?” you say carefully.

eddie groans, his hands slamming down on his thighs and his head falls back. “i want you to piss on me,” he yells, screwing his eyes shut. your jaw drops at his words. he wants you to what?!

eddie takes note of your silence and is slightly scared he might’ve just ruined your relationship. “i’m sorry, what?” you ask in utter disbelief.

“shit,” eddie curses to himself, but knows he can’t just pretend he didn’t ask. “i want you to sit on my lap and piss on my dick, because… because it turns me on,” eddie explains.

“eddie…” you start, slightly disgusted at the thought.

eddie shakes his head and runs a hand through his hair. “i know, your boyfriend not only is a freak, but a disgusting one who has a piss kink,” he groans.

“babe… don’t talk about yourself like that, it’s just… i’ve never heard of anything like that. it’s- it’s hard to process,” you say, trying to think through the concept.

eddie purses his lips, knowing you’re slightly considering it. “i know, baby. i don’t know why i like it, but the idea just gets me so horny. anything to do with your pussy makes me horny,” he elaborates.

“won’t it make a mess?” you question.

eddie shrugs. “yeah, but we make a mess every time we fuck because someone cums a lot so…” he says, hinting at you.

you stand there for a moment longer before shrugging. if you hated it, you’d never do it again. but how could you deny him? “so are we doing it here or your room or?” you ask, causing his head to whip up.

“you’ll do it?” he asks in excitement and shock.

“babe, i’ll try just about anything for you,” you say seriously.

eddie’s smile widens at your words. “i can’t wait to marry you one day,” he says, also being serious. he settles down in the couch and motions to you. “take those jeans and panties off and come here,” he says hungrily, patting his lap. you giggle and begin unbuttoning your pants. you quickly shed your undergarments and then make your way onto his lap.

eddie positions your hips right above his clothed cock that was slightly hard. “do you want your pants on?” you ask genuinely.

“yeah, i don’t know, we can try without later but i want to feel it soak in,” eddie says, his eyes trained on your pussy that was hovering above his crotch.

you nod and then relax your hips, trying to let go but you were struggling. “i'm nervous,” you whisper, looking up at eddie shyly.

he brings his eyes to meet yours and then leans forward to kiss you softly in reassurance. “don’t be, it’s just me and we’re just trying something,” he says calmly and then reaches his fingers down to rub soft circles on your clit. “just let go, piss on me, baby,” he coos. you nod, taking a deep breath and closing your eyes.

your bladder was pretty full, eddie always had beer to drink and it ran through you so fast. eddie’s fingers on your clit make you less rigid and you push lightly. you let out a hum of relief as your bladder finally starts to empty. eddie’s hand leaves your clit, both hands on your hips as he moans lowly. you open your eyes, looking down to watch the wet patch on eddies crotch spread. “fuck, baby, that’s so good, holy shit,” eddie moans, the two of you watching his cock grow in his pants as your stream coats his jeans. you push a little harder, the piss coming out harsher and causing eddie to grunt.

as the last bit of piss dribbles out of you, you drop down into your puddle making a slapping sound. eddie throws his head back, humping up into your core as you grinded against him. “i’m gonna fuck you now,” eddie says to the ceiling, and you know he’s dead serious.

[xxgoldiexx]

Ok, so, I wanted to make a post about Apex real quick, because there are a few things that bother me about it.

1. The "head case" thing

Now idk how the team have managed to make this mistake twice but like, can they stop? It got backlash when Bangalore first said it, why did they think it was ok to try that shit again? With Mirage of all people! Like, from the way Wraith and him interact, it seems like they're friends so why is ok to just say that shit???

2. The slur

So, I know they said they ran it by the team, but like, did they though? And even still, it caused a lot of uproar and yet it's still in the game. As soon as it started to get heat, they should've put it on their priority to remove it asap, because now that people know that it is a slur, it makes it uncomfortable to play. And like, I get Caustic is supposed to be a bad person but like, come on.

3. Bloodhound and Loba

So, this might be a small thing that just bothers me, but like, the fact that through season five we were told that these two were close and that's the reason why Loba misgenders them, and then gave no evidence to actually show they were ever close just really bothers me. Like all it would've taken to fix this small error would be a voiceline between the two, perhaps talking about their families?? Or something?? Like, I don't think under any circumstances it's ok to misgender someone. As a trans person, I wouldn't let my best mate who I've know from the first day of school use my old pronouns. So I don't get why they couldn't fix the "boys and girls" line to something like "Shops open boys and girls, oh, and you too Bloodhound, we orphans must stick together." For when they are on the team?

4. The whitewashing.

God don't even get me started on this one. So, I think as a community, we can agree there is a whitewashing problem, amongst other things. That issue isn't helped by the fact that the Devs are also now ok with it I guess, because clearly whoever did those sprays has been living under a rock for the past year or so. Would it really hurt the team, just every now and then to dip into the community, either on here, or Twitter or something, just to get a general idea of what people liked about the updates, and what's causing an issue?

5. LGBT+

Ok so this isn't really an issue I just want a pride event or something. The idea I had was either give those who are confirmed LGBT+ an epic skin with their pride flag colours, so Gibby would have a rainbow themed skin, Loba would have a purple, pink and blue themed skin, and Bloodhound would have a yellow, white, black and purple themed skin. If they didn't want to do this, maybe make some gun charms with pride flags so the player can have their pride flags on their guns. Just something small you know? Or maybe a voiceline between the confirmed characters about pride.

6. Tom Casiello

I'm gonna be honest, him brushing off Mirage with the stupid joke kinda annoyed me. Like, I get he isn't confirmed to be bi or gay or anything yet, but he has been confirmed that he isn't straight. He's questioning, and I think that's really cool and interesting to have someone his age questioning his sexuality. We're so often told that we have to figure these things out from an early age to have any validation, which is bullshit. If it takes us time to realise it then those people shouldn't be locked out of the community because they didn't realize it sooner, but that's a discussion for another day. Tbh I'm just sort of loosing it with Tom, he keeps saying things that make me think are y'all even trying at this point?

Ok that's it for now. Sorry for the long rant. I did consider actually messaging Tom on twitter about all this but I don't think he'd reply. Thanks for reading though. Maybe if enough people bother the writing team about this they'd actually change some stuff.

[theartofpodcasting]

i don’t think i actually quite realized why i didn’t love iroh until hella and the cult started pointing it out. because,, almost everyone in the fandom Loves him, and so i thought maybe i just found him boring or something as a ✨teenager✨ and wasn’t old enough to Get it. (which now, i can put more to words why i don’t love him) there ARE some things i really do like about him, but others have always been very off putting in terms of him being a favorite of mine. (namely War Crimes, the way he treats june, and while he WAS there for zuko throughout the show, he wasn’t really when it mattered most {*cough* the agni kai!!!}, and it wasn’t really the way zuko needed an adult? {in my opinion, idk})

and [ch. 28 spoilers?] but the thing you guys said about him taking away time that kanut and hakoda could’ve spent talking to zuko by just sprouting proverbs that zuko wouldn’t understand?? y e s he definitely needs to recognize that Hey This Approach Isn’t Working

okay i have a feeling this answer might get long (and not just because i have a lot of work to do and would rather sit here answering asks) but YES!

before i actually watched the show, a friend of mine compared our favorite teacher to iroh (this is actually the teacher who inspired mx. mak to anyone who reads my fic WWDA) and i was like 👀 iroh must be the best character to ever exist. and then i finally watched it and... i don’t think i watched very critically the first time because i was pretty much willing to ignore the war crimes and write the june-treatment off as ‘writers putting in a stupid joke and not actual iroh characterization’ but the more i thought about it (you know, getting into fandom and rewatching the show two more times) i just. i couldn’t believe that my friend had compared genuinely the kindest person i’ve ever known (who i specifically respect for how she pays attention to everyone, which will become relevant in a moment) to iroh? because i didn’t get into this into podcast, but the thing that frustrates me the most (well...one of the things at least) is iroh’s treatment of azula! because as i mentioned, i tend to treat the june-moment as the writers not as iroh (simply because it’s too gross and i can’t deal with it otherwise 🤢) and the war crimes aren’t great, but there was a lot of propaganda to convince him he was doing the right thing (not! an! excuse! he still should’ve thought critically, but i can see why he might not have) and i go back and forth on the agni kai (cause tbh if he’d intervened he probably would’ve just been killed, but that doesn’t mean he shouldn’t have done something else sooner) and even his poor communication with zuko, i’ve seen enough well-meaning adults do this to know it happens. but what i absolutely cannot justify (to clarify, war crimes also not justified! just not the focus of this post) is iroh’s TERRIBLE TREATMENT OF AZULA!!! the only two reasons i can see for it is: thinking a child is inherently bad/evil or being sexist. either way, not a good look for the fandom’s least-favorite-uncle. i’m going to leave it there, but if you want more thoughts, i could probably expand

and [STOP READING IF YOU DONT WANT CHAPTER 28 SPOILERS OMG]  but the way hella made up her own proverbs just to be barely-understandable to emphasize the idiocy of iroh’s approach made me both scream and cackle because just. YES. he is that fucking dumb. but i genuinely believe the big plot point that happened (that i’m not typing in case any idiots who are avoiding spoilers glance through this by accident) could’ve been avoided if zuko had talked to hakoda and/or kanut instead of iroh. (i was team no on the plot point happening, if you know what i mean. but for zuko’s sake not anyone else’s).

sorry this is long as fuck, i just have more thoughts about iroh than i thought and i haven’t been able to channel that into writing wwda (cause i’m DROWNING IN HOMEWORK that i chose to procrastinate and therefore it’s clearly not my fault) so y’all get that here instead

-boom

[glossolali]

The flip between the Wangxian vibes in the flashbacks and in present day post-resurrection though, esp from Lwj's perspective? Incredible

(talking about CQL bc it's a bit different and less obvious in the novel bc of how differently the flashbacks are layered throughout and how we don't see Lwj yearning as much)

Past:

mutual pining amidst war, pain, separation, conflicting values, wanting to comfort and support each other but unable to do so fully because of social and moral obligations to the point where they both feel even more lonely because of it (Wei Ying's "he felt like the world had no place for him") and how that contributed to what would have been their forever unrequited feelings, as well as Wwx's eventual end

Present:

Lan Zhan is settled and accepting of his feelings and feels lucky to have Wei Ying back and is unwavering in his support and protection of him from the get go.. He's probably spent all 16 years mourning and thinking about how he should have acted and how he should've supported Wwx much sooner, so as soon a he has the chance, he does his best to make up for what he thinks are his failings by being more straightforward with his support and affection (as much as he can lol)

Wei Ying has been the same throughout in terms of how he treats Lwj but post resurrection he's also more settled and has already had the catharsis of death, he's lost everything and has mourned himself in a way too. So now he just wants to help and protect what's left of his family and spend as much time as possible with Lan Zhan, remaining the honest and loving person he's always been but he just... flirts WAY more cause he has that emotional capacity now since he's not preoccupied with exile and death as much haha :')))

And they're both just much more emotionally and physically close... More meaningful stares than should be legal tbh, all that lol

Wow.. I love these guys so much sigh.... and I'm gonna keep thinking about them and their relationship for A While