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Hiii so I thought of something that could maybe be good and thought Iâd send a request for it. I was thinking something about what happens after the chicken shop date and how Amelia goes on her other date after and Billie is super jealous but the date sucks so she ends up texting Billie the whole time and Billie is still mad but Amelia begs her for another chance and talks her into meeting up after because she realizes she should have just stuck with Billie instead of going on another date and then they hook up. You could make it the reader instead of Amelia if you want I just love the storyline and how flirty and hot Billie was in that interview. For the sex Iâd like dom Billie/strap/choking/orgasm denial/squirting if possible but just do your thing hahaha thank youuuhđ
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WARNINGS: SMUT, sorta angst(?), strap-on sex, choking, orgasm denial, degradation, squirting, dom/sub dynamics, meandom!billie, brattysub!reader.
NOTES: okay woah guys i actually finished this quite fast..
WORDS: 6.2k
SUMMARY: During your "date" with Billie, you accidently let it slip that you have another date after this. However, you can't get the argument out of your head, leading you right back to Billie.
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BILLIE EILISH Ă F!READER
"I'm actually going on a date after this." You blurt with a smile on your face as you take a sip of your drink. When you see Billie's face drop, you almost choke on the liquid, "Sorry."
Billie just crosses her arms over her chest, leaning back in her chair as she stares at you with those intimidating eyes of hers, "What the hell?" She chuckles, glancing at the camera. She didn't look irritated, but you knew damn well that she was.
With all the playful flirting behind the scenes and the soft, quick touches, it wasn't hard to miss that she had at least some interest in you. And it wasn't weird because you've been friends for quite some time before you finally had the courage to ask her to be on the show.
For a few moments, all that consumed the room was silence. Tense silence, to be exact. Billie's gaze spoke to you like nobody's ever did, and somehow, you knew exactly how she was feeling. You bite your lip nervously, eyes moving away from hers as it becomes too much.
"ThatâitâI didn't mean to say that." You stutter awkwardly, a coy smile on your face for the camera. The whole crew was still here, and you really hoped they didn't notice what was going on between the two of you, "Just a thought I didn't mean to blurt out."
Billie nods her head, "Well, you sure did." She scoffs, sounding more as a laugh to distract the camera crew and the people who would see this when it came out. She tilted her head as you took another sip of your drink to wash away the dryness of your throat.
"RightâshitâSorry?" You mutter in an apologetic tone, leaning back in your chair to make a little more distance between your bodies. The table didn't even seem to create distance at this point. Her eyes were trained on yours, but yours were nervously tracing the pattern on the tablecloth.
Billie rolls her eyes playfully at your response, fixing her posture and sitting up straight, "SoâYou're goin' on an actual date after this?" She asks, both literally and just for the cameras. More literally, but nobody has to know.
"NoâBillie, it'sâThis is a real date." You smile, trying to lighten the mood as you giggle softly at her jealousy. She was intimidating, but God, was she childish when she got like this, "I meant like a friend... date. With my girlfriends." You mutter, watching as an amused smile comes to Billie's face.
"Oh, so now you have girlfriends?" She scoffs, tone playful, shaking her head softly as she licks her lips. She adjusts her hat, muttering something too quiet for the microphone to pick up as she reaches for a fry.
You just stay silent, thinking of anything you could say that would change the topic. She was only teasing you now, clearly, "I'm actually just going home right after this. Maybe with you, even." You smile, watching as Billie raises an eyebrow at your harmless flirting.
"But you don't wanna stand up the lucky girl, do ya?" Billie questions, seemingly a joke to the camera, but hitting you very hard in reality. She shifts in her seat again, eyes dragging along your body and silently praying that it wouldn't be caught on camera.
You shake your head as you hopelessly stutter your reply, "Iânoâthere's no date after this. It was a joke." You play it off terribly, mentally cursing yourself for even blurting the stupid words in the first place, "Y'know, you're really hitting me hard and soft with these replies."
Billie's lips part at your word play on her new album, nodding her head as she chuckles, "Well, maybe next time, don't bring up your other date." She teases. When you glance into her eyes, you can tell exactly what she's thinking. And it's anything but sweet.
"Billie, there's noâI don't have a date, forget I even said that!" You shush, rolling your eyes at her as you take the last sip of your drink. Billie just shrugs nonchalantly, hiding her true emotions as she bites her lip, "Okay."
The camera equipment is slowly getting put away and hauled into the back of some moving van. But, you and Billie are still sitting at the same table you were in the interview. It was getting dark, and you did, in fact, have a real date that you had to be at soon.
Billie stays quiet, finishing up her food and stealing glances at you every now and then. Her thoughts are all over the place, jealousy pumping through her veins as the hand in her lap grips her jeans roughly. Her eyes snap up to yours right when you decide to finally look at her.
"What's her name?" Billie mutters, face even more stern than before when you were both being recorded. Now, she could finally express herself with words that didn't sound light-hearted, "Your date, I mean." She states, taking the last fry into her mouth and waiting for your reply.
You stay silent, almost dumbfounded, that she was still stuck on that topic. It'd been almost an hour and a half since you had that conversation, and yet it was still lingering in the air. A forced chuckle emits from your throat as you sit up straight, "Ms. None-of-your-concern."
Billie perks up at your response, cocking an eyebrow at your words. She'd never seen this side of you, and you really should've known that right now was not the time nor place for you to show her it, "Don't gimme that shit right now. You're acting like a child."
"Yeah, well, were you not acting the same while the cameras were rolling?" You retort, furrowing your eyebrows as the smile on your face slowly fades. She just scoffs in response, rolling her eyes she breathes out some stupid argument.
Your leg bounces beneath the table, mind racing as you check the time. You only had about an hour before your real date, and God, did you want to get away from Billie sooner. You can still feel her eyes burning holes through you, but you pay her no mind, huffing quietly in exasperation.
Billie notices the way you check your phone every few minutes, and it only annoys her further each time she catches you, "Better hurry up. Bet she wants to take you home later tonight, maybe even fuckâ"
"Fuck you." You scoff, moving back in the chair as the screeching noise reverberates around the small, empty restaurant. You swiftly grab your jacket before storming out, leaving Billie alone in her seat, fuming.
"But your date's already gonna do that!" She calls angrily, hands clenched into fists as she watches the door slam behind you loudly. Her eyes stay on the glass for a moment longer, almost waiting for you to come back. But, you never do, so she just sits in silence.
Her head lolls back as she closes her eyes, sucking in a deep breath before she huffs out in frustration. Sure, maybe she was in the wrong, but who's to say you weren't as well? You knew how jealous she got. Each time she had a crush, she'd always run to you to complain about their ex's, never hiding her jealousy. And she was sure you didn't forget, you just knew how to push her buttons.
Quiet footsteps caught her attention, head turning in the direction of the kitchen, only to find the owner of the small restaurant approaching her, "We're closing soon, ma'am." He says, the tiredness clear in his tone and eyes. Billie just nods, humming quietly as she grabs her stuff and throws it away on her way out.
The lights hanging above you dimly lit the table and the girl across the table from you, highlighting her ocean blue eyes, quite like Billie's mesmerizing onesâNo.
You shift in your seat as you listen to her, nodding at almost each word she says in an effort to seem like you were really listening. But, in reality, all you could hear was the chatter of other people seated around you. All you could even think about was what happened earlier that evening, at the restaurant with Billie.
Maybe that was the one thing that was distracting you, the one thing that made you think this date was going horribly. The girl wasn't even boring or an asshole. She was sweet and genuinely interesting. You just didn't know what was wrong with yourself.
You smile softly as you notice she's stopped talking, toying with the food on your plate, your fork twirling the pasta around it but not exactly bringing it to your lips to eat it. You'd lost your appetite, and you knew it wasn't from the food you ate a few hours prior to this.
"You okay?" She asks, and that's the one thing that pulls you out of your thoughts, eyes snapping to hers. They were swelling with concern, and so was her facial expression. God, you were really blowing it. Maybe you were the asshole.
The fork leaves your hand, clattering against the plate softly as you nod in response, "Yeah, I'm sorry. I justâNeed to use the restroom real quick." You mutter, an apologetic look in your eyes as you stare into hers. You knew yourself that you wouldn't come back, so you didn't even bother promising it, instead just smiling at her before quickly rushing to the restrooms.
When you're out of her sight, you grab your phone from your bag, unlocking it as you open the door to the women's bathroom, making your way down to the furthest stall from the door and locking yourself in.
You click the first pinned contact, not even needing to look at who it is before you begin typing, leaning against the tiles of the bathroom wall.
y/n: hey
You bite your lip as you patiently wait for her response, muttering something along the lines of, "Please don't be mad at me, please don't be mad at me, pleaseâ."
When the three little dots show up, you let out a breath you hadn't even known you were holding, gripping your phone tighter as your eyes dart all around the screen.
billie: thought u were at ur date?
y/n: bored
y/n: cant stop thinking about our fight
y/n: you keep distracting me. idiot
You can almost feel her own emotions through the device. That sexy chuckle of hers imprinted in your mind. She gives your last text a thumbs down, and then the three little dots begin to bounce again.
billie: good to know im still on your mind tho
billie: also thats not even my fault??? js stop thinking of me then youll be okay đ¤ˇââď¸
y/n: kinda hard when you teased me the entire fucking interview
y/n: even off camera dude like wtf
Billie shifts on her couch, your words making her heart swell with pride. Even if you did piss her off, she was still happy she was on your mind. But, really, when wasn't she floating around somewhere in there?
billie: sorry for being me, damn
billie: also wtf why are you skipping over that shit that you did at the restaurant?
billie: like ok tell me you have another date after i was clearly flirting with you fr the entire interview
Her lip was tucked between her teeth harshly, biting down almost hard enough to draw blood as she watched the dots begin to bounce in the small grey bubble again.
When you finally sent the text, her facial expression softened.
y/n: im really sorry billie. i didnt know it would hurt you, it wasnt my intention
billie: huh
billie: well it sure as hell seemed like it was
You sigh quietly as your eyes scan over her texts over and over again. Fuck, why did she have to be stubborn?
Your thumbs quickly begin to work on the screen, typing out an almost pathetic apology. NoâIt wasn't even an apologyâIt was more of a stupid text begging her to forgive you.
y/n: im really sorry bills
y/n: i dont want us to fight. please
y/n: i didnt even want to come here after it
y/n: you know i hate when ur mad at me
y/n: ill apologize to u a million times more if thats what u want
Her heart beats faster, and she swears it might pop out of her chest any moment now. Her thumbs quickly type out a response, a stupid smile coming onto her face.
billie: dont
y/n: well can you at least pick me up cus u were being an asshole too
y/n: pls can you pick me up i really dont wanna see the look on the poor girls face when she finds me in this bathroom stall texting u
billie: idk i might js make you wait 30 mins so she can find u in there
Your eyes roll at her texts, scoffing at her responses. She was so difficult, and you hated her for it.
billie: hurry to the front im omw dummy
A smile quickly comes onto your face as you read the last text, almost squealing until you remember that she wouldn't be easy when you got in the car. Fuck, this was gonna be a long night.
The car pulls up slowly in the front of the restaurant, and you glance back one final time at the windows before scurrying off the sidewalk and jumping into the passenger seat of Billie's car.
She doesn't even wait for you to put your seatbelt on, quickly driving forward to exit the parking lot of the place. Her eyes trace your side profile as she waits for cars to pass, her gaze going unnoticed as you buckle your seatbelt.
"Have fun?" She mutters quietly, jealousy bubbling underneath her skin and seeping through in her tone as her eyes avert back to the road. You turn your head at her words, sighing in annoyance. She was still going on about it.
Your cross your arms over your chest as you look out of the windshield at the cars passing by, feeling her car jolt forward as she gets onto the main road, "If I did, I wouldn't have texted you, idiot."
Billie scoffs at your name-calling, rolling her eyes as she presses on the breaks at a red light. She takes the chance to look at you again, eyes traveling lower this time and catching onto your change of clothes.
You were wearing a short black dress, the neck cutting low and exposing some of your cleavage. She would've pounced on you right then and there if it wasn't for the traffic behind her. And also if she wasn't still so fucking furious at you.
Her own choice of clothing was the complete opposite of whatever slutty piece of cloth you were wearing, her sweatpants hanging low on her waist and exposing the waistband of her 'HIT ME HARD AND SOFT' boxers.
When the light turned green, it was your turn to admire stare. On her top half, she was wearing a little white tank, the straps thin and almost slipping off her shoulders each time she moved her arms to turn the wheel.
Her nipples were poking through the thin tank, and it felt almost impossible to look away. Until she spoke and you got too nervous to keep staring, "Well, I still wanna know how it went."
Liar. She was only talking about it so that you wouldn't forget the deep shit you were in when you got to your house. Or maybe her house? You didn't know, and you honestly didn't want to. You wouldn't bother asking, either, not wanting to hear the whole, 'why did you change the topic?' rant.
"It was good, actually." You murmur, an idea sparking in your head as you glance at her face again. You can practically see the way her eyes twitches in annoyance, and it only spurs you on to say your next words, "She was so sweet, and she cared a lot. I could tell just by her pretty eyes."
Billie has to stop herself from slamming on the breaks in the middle of the road, instead deciding to breathe in deeply and bite her lip. Her grip on the steering wheel increases in tightness, tilting her head to the side like she always did when she was infuriated.
"Yeah?" She seethes, cocking an eyebrow as she takes another quick glance at you. She catches a glimpse of that stupid smile on your face, and it only makes her angrier. You hum in response.
"Yeah." You reply, giggling quietly as you watch her knuckles turn white from the grip she has on the wheel. She presses down on the gas harder, and the car only accelerates faster down the route to her house, "Flirted with me the entire time, asked me if I needed anything. She even pulled out my chair for me."
Billie nods almost robotically, like she's being forced to listen to you brag about the girl. Because she is. She can't just jump out of the car into the road, even if she really did want to in that moment.
"That'sâYeah, that's nice." She mutters, jaw clenched. Even if you had only said a few sentences about no-name-girl, she was tired of it already. She only started the conversation to maybe undermine you? She didn't even know anymore, all she knew was that she was going to die if you kept talking about this girl.
"Andâ" Billie couldn't turn onto the street to her house fast enough, speeding down the road as she tried to drown you out. Her eyes burned holes through you, specifically your chest. She didn't understand why you chose to wear that revealing dress for that stupid girl and not for her.
She pulled into the driveway quickly, turning her key and pulling it out after putting the car in park. Her hands rested in her lap as she threw her head back against the headrest, eyes shutting softly as she breathed out.
"Stay there." She whispered, getting out of the car and slamming it with a loud thud. Your eyes followed her as she rounded the car, gaze coming down to see her sweatpants falling down only a little further.
She opened your own door before you could. It made her crazy when you even tried to open it by yourself, so even if she was pissed, she'd never forget to open it for you. When you exited her car, she slammed your door and locked the car, following behind you to the front door.
You type in her code proudly, reaching for the door handle but quickly being swatted away by her own ring-clad hand. You laugh at her gestures, watching as she opens the door for you and lets you go in first.
She's silent the whole time. Even as she closes and locks the door behind her, no words slip from between her lips, only gentle breaths as she rubs her temples. Her eyes basically undress you as you walk down the hall and throw your bag onto her couch, heart beating faster and faster as the seconds pass by.
Her vision is blurred as she follows after your footsteps, time seeming to slow as she looks around at the pictures hanging on the walls. When she finally makes it into the living room, you're sitting down on the couch, legs spread like you owned the place.
And, honestly, it seemed like it after being here 24/7. You even convinced Billie into giving you a key with no hesitation on her part. She grips onto the wall harshly, holding herself up as her eyes take in all that was you. Your scent already fills the room, making her head spin and blurring her vision further.
Her other hand rests inside of her pants, the action normal because of how abnormally cold she always was. But, this time, you see her hand moving beneath the fabric in a repeated motion. Like she's stroking something.
Your lips curve into a smirk at the sides, sitting up taller as you realize. She only comes closer, now leaning against the far end of the couch across from you.
"Thought you were mad." You hum, tilting your head in imitation. You cross your legs, hands running along your thighs through the fabric and making your dress ride up. Billie groans quietly, gaze fixed sternly on you.
A few more steps, and now her hand is holding herself up on the couch cushion you were sitting on. Her lips almost touch your earlobe, breathing on your neck as her small smirk fades. She scoffs, her other hand slowly creeping onto your thigh and squeezing, "I'm fucking furious."
You smile at her words, gasping softly as she squeezes your thigh tighter. She leans back, lips level to yours as her eyes flit down to them, then back up to your beautiful eyes. You're the first one to close the gap, grabbing her face and practically pulling her onto your lap, your lips fitting onto hers so perfectly.
Her hands moved to your hips, quickly flipping your positions so that you were on top of her. As you sat on her lap, you could feel the bulge beneath her sweatpants poking at your thigh, causing an amused smile to creep onto your face, "Predicted this, huh?"
"Shut up." She grumbles, ring-clad fingers wrapping around your neck and smashing your lips onto hers. Your hips slowly grind on her sweatpants, moaning quietly against her mouth as your hands grip at her shoulders, nails digging into her skin.
Billie groans at the subtle pain, pushing her hips up when she feels you begin to rock back and forth on her lap. Her free hand moves down to undo the tie of her sweatpants, finding it difficult with only one hand and her eyes closed, "Ma, take 'em off f'me, would you?"
You don't hesitate, the need to tease her thrown out of the window. For now, at least. Your hands leave her shoulders quickly, pulling away from her lips with hesitancy as you look down to see what you're doing. Billie's eyes are on you the whole time, biting her lip as she feels you tug down her sweatpants and let them pool at her ankles.
Billie bucks her hips against you, and this time, it's like you can feel everything. Your lips part in surprise at her sudden movement, a quiet squeak emitting from your throat at how big her dick feels.
"Gonna sit and stare, or are you gonna take it off?" Billie sighs, her patience wearing thinner than before. It didn't help that you were still fully clothed, either. Her hands leave your neck and hip, moving behind and messing with the zipper of the skimpy black dress that adorns your beautiful body, pulling it down until you could easily slip out of it.
You crawl off her lap, eyes hooded and full of desire as you slowly strip for her. Her hands grip the couch cushions tightly, holding herself back from even saying anything that would elicit a snarky response from your part.
The dress falls to the floor, revealing your naked figure to her. She wanted so bad to call you a slut for not wearing any undergarments, to degrade you until you broke beneath her and finally gave in. But she stayed silent, instead taking in your mind-consuming presence.
When you came closer and dropped to your knees in front of her, she bit her lip. Her hands and thighs trembled as you rested your cheek on the inner part of her thigh, leaving a wet kiss on the bulge in her boxers before you grabbed the waistband of the constricting fabric with your teeth. Her breaths were short and ragged, eyes wide as she watched the silicone cock spring free.
Once her boxers were at her ankles, your eyes found hers again, a mischievous smile tugging at the corners of your mouth as you came closer. Your lips hovered over the tip of her dick, spitting on it before your hand came up to stroke it softly, thumb rubbing at the tip as if she could actually feel it.
"Get up." She breathed, eyes locked on yours as you continued to stroke your hand up and down her dick, listening carefully to each quiet sound that she made, whether it be a whimper or a real moan, "Y/N, fuckin' listen." It was a clear warning, the way her tone changed just an octave lower, a very prominent warning that she wasn't gonna be easy if you disobeyed her again.
But, still, you stayed on your knees in front of her, your hand rubbing the silicone quicker. And, as much as she liked the way you looked on your knees, her hand quickly came down to grab a handful of your hair, tugging at it harshly in yet another warning.
This time, you listened, nodding softly as your hand left her cock, rising to your feet in front of her. Her hand left your hair as you moved up, standing up and stepping out of her sweatpants and boxers, kicking off her shoes and leaving her in only socks and that thin tank top barely covering anything.
"Want you on the bed, Y/N." She demands softly, eyes hooded and irises swirling with lust and anger. You nod, biting your lip as your eyes fall lower on her body, chuckling quietly as you see the fake dick standing tall between her thighs, "And don't make me fucking tell you again." She snarls.
You nod again once her words register in your head, your feet taking you down the hallway and into her room at the end of it. You shut the door behind you softly, scurrying onto the bed and seating yourself in the middle of it, back against the headboard and legs spread just for when she came back.
The time seems to pass way slower as you shift on her dark sheets, your lower back leaning against the pillows that she slept on each night. The room smelled heavily of Billie, her perfume filling all your senses and going straight to your core. This wasn't where you expected to end up tonight at all, but you weren't against it.
The creaking sound of the door is what catches your attention, finding yourself sitting up taller and gripping at the sheets. Billie pushes the door open slowly, hair up in a low ponytail, her tank top gone and revealing her tits.
You're unable to suppress a whine as she comes closer, locking the door behind her and only making you squeeze your thighs together, bucking your hips against nothing but the cool air in the room.
She moves so quickly that it should've been considered inhumane, her hands touching you everywhere all at once. Her hair tickles your shoulder as she tilts her head, lips pressing against your neck so softly as her hands grip at your tits so roughly. Her knee is slotted between your thighs, pressed harshly against your wet pussy and feeling every movement you make.
"She wouldn't kiss you like this," Billie whispers, biting at the sensitive spot just behind your ear, feeling as your body tenses beneath her, throat dry, and lips agape to let out all the pretty noises she was the cause of, "Only me." She finishes her sentence, moving to another part of your neck to scatter kisses and marks anywhere she possibly could.
Her thumbs circle your nipples, nails leaving soft indentations as she tries her hardest not to go absolutely insane on you. Just the thought of that girl fired her up, urging her to just ruin you first and then take it slow. But the bratty attitude you had all day only encouraged her to tease you, break you slowly, and then fuck you hard and rough until you were unable to say anything but her name, "I'm right?" She breathes, kissing your collarbone as she descends your body.
Her teeth nibble at the skin just above your tits, leaving hickeys in the shape of a heart slowly but surely. All you can do is nod in response, body reacting so eagerly to her teasing touches and kisses. She was driving you insane, but if you said anything, she'd only take it slower. It was torture.
"Answer me." Billie demands, biting down particularly hard just above your nipple, smirking against your skin as she hears you yelp softly. It's almost like she can feel your heartbeat on her lips, her head spinning with every idea of what she wanted to do with you tonight, "You were very keen to the idea of fuckin' smart-mouthing me during that interview. In front of people, too?"
"God, you just can't stand being good for more than 5 minutes, can you?" She scoffs softly, voice teasing and playful, but her words were real. She meant everything, and you knew that very well. Her lips wrapped around your nipple when she felt your fingers in her hair, tangling in the dark strands and pulling weakly. You whined at her degrading words, her knee hitting your clit perfectly as you rocked your hips sloppily.
"BillsâOnly you, j-jus' you," you confirm, your voice merely a mewl in her ears, but to you, it was using all of the strength you currently had, trembling beneath Billie even though she's barely even touched you yet, "Please..." You beg, eyes fluttering shut as you find the perfect spot on her knee to grind on, hips moving faster.
Billie moves to your other nipple, sucking harshly and nibbling at the erect bud as her hands caress your thighs, nails scratching up and down your skin and making your thighs tremble just that little bit more. She releases your nipple from between her lips with a pop, now hovering over your face, removing her knee from between your legs, guessing knowing that you were close, "Please, what?"
"F-fuck me, BillieâPleaseâJus'.. mm." You stumble over your words, mind scattered and unable to say anything to form a real sentence. Billie understands, though, a cocky smirk on her face as she moves her hand to one side of your body, holding herself up as her other hand pulls your thighs apart, lining her cock up with your entrance before she pushes it all in at once.
Your quiet cries are music to her ears, your trembling body cute and meek. Her hand leaves the silicone dick, traveling up your body and leaving a trail of fire up to your neck where she wraps her fingers around your throat, applying more pressure than you thought she would. You gasp quietly, the action only making the whole situation hotter and more intimate. She tilts her head, "You like that, don't you?"
You nod the best you can, whimpering softly as she slowly thrusts her hips, eyes examining your every movement from the way your chest rose and fell with the ragged breaths you took to the way your eyes fluttered each time her dick rubbed you in just the right way. Pathetic pleas for her to go faster slip from your lips, toes curling at her torturously slow pace, hands fisting at the sheets messily.
"Pleasepleaseplease���faster.." Billie's grip on your throat tightens at your words, eyebrows furrowing as she watches your eyes roll back, "Want me deeper, yeah?" She mocks, the fire in her lower abdomen growing as she sees you nod frantically, her hips already slamming into you almost twice as fast than she was fucking you before.
She leans closer to your neck, inhaling your scent and smelling her own perfume on your skin. A chuckle fills your ear, only making you moan louder, the whiny sound reverberating off the walls. Your back arches, chest coming up to brush against hers as you writhe beneath her relentless pace. Grunts fill your ears as she finds the perfect rhythm, muttering the dirtiest things in your ear imaginable. The words she was spitting should've cut deep, but they didn't, only adding to your pleasure and making you physically react.
As you squeeze your eyes shut, you see stars flash behind your eyelids, her strap hitting that sweet spot each time she thrusts into you. Your knuckles are white from the animalistic grip you have on her sheets, your orgasm approaching quicker than you could've imagined. Billie doesn't miss the way your breathing pattern changes, feeling it on her chest and hearing it 10x louder now that your head was turned slightly to the side, "BillâBaby, fuuckk... pleaâ!"
"Hm?âTell me, Mama, tell me." She mutters, almost begging you as her hips slap against yours each time she fully bottoms out. An evil smile is plastered on her face, but you don't know that. You don't even know what she'll say in response to your pleas to cum. But, you honestly don't think you'd be able to hold it either way, "Too fucked out to speak, s'that it? Can't even think, can ya? My dumb girl."
"CumâWanna cum, please, need t'cum!" You warn, your voice a mere squeak as you pull at the sheets. Tears streak down your face now, her silence making it impossible for you to keep whatever composure you had left. Billie breathes softly into your neck, kissing your shoulder before coming up to press a sweet kiss to your neck. Much sweeter than the words that fall from between her lips, "I think you can wait, hm? Since you made me wait so fuckin' long for this." She shakes her head in faux disappoint, scoffing.
"Hold it." She snarls, eyes narrow, lips parted and swollen, hips relentless. The headboard hit the wall in time with her hips, bedframe creaking beneath your bodies as she fucks you wildly, making it impossible to obey her commands. You try to squeeze your thighs together, but she doesn't let them close, sighing in annoyance as she gives your throat a warning squeeze, having you gasp for air, "Just a little longer." She groans, almost like she can feel the way your pussy clenches around her dick, walls fluttering from the immense pleasure.
Cries and whines are the only things that can leave your throat, dry from the screaming and moaning you've been doing for almostâFuck, you didn't even know at this point. All you did know was the size of her dick, the sounds of her groans, and the look on her face as she fucked you recklessly. The bed shook, and you were sure her neighbors would be here in the morning to complain about the noises, but neither of you cared. The only thing either of you cared about was that you finally had each other.
Your vision blurs from the tears in your eyes, trying your best to keep them open but failing in the end as she pushes her body closer to yoursâif that was even possibleâand hits you at a different angle, the silicone cock sliding deeper between your walls. She's almost surprised at how well you're holding up, a smirk on her face as she tries her hardest to break you, free hand pulling and twisting at your nipple as her other squeezes your throat from time to time.
"Cum." She finally allows. It takes you a moment to register, but once you see her head nod in your blurred vision, you let go. The light, wet ring around the base of the dick only gets whiter as your juices flow onto her, squirting onto your thighs and parts of hers as your body shakes uncontrollably beneath hers. Your back arches further, chest pressing harsher against hers as you cry out her name, lower lip trembling, "ThankyouthankyouthankyouâMm.." Your words come out in a hurry, thoughts messy and incapable of forming any other words.
Her hips slow, helping you ride out your high before she stops completely. She leans over you, fingers unraveling around your neck and coming up to cup your cheek, thumb caressing your tear-stained cheek with a look of adoration in her ocean blue irises, "Y'think she'd be able to do that?" She teases, giggling softly at your mumbled words, your eyelids fluttering open and closed, clearly sleepy.
"Shh.." You giggle stupidly, pushing her face away weakly. You gasp quietly when you feel her pull out slowly, wincing at the slightly overstimulating feeling. The emptiness makes you frown, whining like a baby as she pulls away from your body completely, "No, no, Ma, m'right here." She coos as she comes back into your blurry vision, strap discarded somewhere on the floor. Her hands wrap around your body, enveloping you in warmth as she cuddles close to you, "She can't compare." Billie whispers, knowing damn well she won the stupid challenge that she made up.
#billie eilish#billie eilish x reader smut#billie eilish x fem!reader#billie eilish x reader#billie eilish x y/n#billie eilish x you#billie eilish imagine#billie eilish fanfic#billie eilish fanfiction#billie eilish smut#billie eilish blurb#billie eilish oneshot#billie eilish songs#billie eilish icons#billie#hmhas#hit me hard and soft#hte#happier than ever#wwafawdwg#when we all fall asleep where do we go#dsam#dont smile at me
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You're not scared... are ya? (m)
Pairing: non-sorcerer Gojo Satoru/Geto Suguru x reader (afab)
Genre: Ghostface/Halloween + Smut
Word count: 7k
Summary: Youâve always loved Halloween. But this year, you and your boyfriend, Suguru, are planning something a little spookier than usual⌠Who doesnât love a good scare? You have to get in the Halloween spirit, right? Turns out, the trick is on you and the treats are for your boyfriend and his blonde-haired, blue-eyed friend who seems to like you a little more than a friend shouldâŚÂ
Warnings: uhhh i guess technically non-conâŚ? It depends on how you look at it, i guess (let me know what you think so i can tag it appropriately), fingering (f receiving), oral (m and f receiving), throat f*cking, penetration (vaginal, f receiving), choking, knife play, blood play, biting and hickeys, threesome, kissing (satosugu (if youâre not down with that uh⌠sorry lmao maybe not the fic for you)), primal play, use of ghostface mask and chasing/hide and seek, degradation and praise, sensory deprivation/play (blindfolds, gags), bondage (f receiving)... i think thatâs it lol oh and this is like 70% proof read I'm sorry I just wanted to get it out
A/N: sorry this is late ! i meant to have this out before halloween (at the very least), but the timing just didnât work out
xx Jay
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Halloween was easily one of your favorite times of year.
You loved the autumn season in general. From the colors of the leaves to the cool chill in the air, October in general had a special place in your heart. And it certainly didnât hurt that the brisk weather gave you an excuse to cuddle up with your boyfriend, not that you really needed another reason in the first place.Â
There was another aspect of Halloween you loved, of courseâŚ
âNo way,â Suguru states. âIâm not doing that.â
He didnât even look up from his phone upon your horror movie reenactment request. He continued to type away on his phone, no doubt texting his white-haired best friend whom heâs questionably close to. In fact, before you two got together, you were fully convinced your now boyfriend was dating his best friend, Satoru. You even remember the laughs they each let out when you finally brought up the matter.Â
After many questions asked, Suguru confirmed he was, in fact, single. And the rest was history.Â
Funnily enough, Suguru later confessed to you during one drunken night that he hadnât made a move on you originally since he thought Satoru was interested in you too. When you tried asking him about it the next day, unsure if the memory was fabricated, he said he didnât know what you were talking about.
But you canât imagine life any other way. Suguru truly was your other half.
Thereâs only one glaring difference between the two of you when it comes to the Halloween seasonâŚ
âIâm not dressing up in some ghost mask thing and chasing you around the apartment in the dark.â
Your boyfriend, ever the dream-crusher, didnât share your same passion for horror movies.Â
âItâs ghostface, Suguru,â you correct. âAnd, come on, baby. Donât you wanna make your lovely girlfriendâs dreams come true?â When in doubt, go for the guilt trip.Â
He just lets out a sigh and looks up at the ceiling in disbelief.Â
âBaby, if youâre having dreams like those, then Iâll be chasing you to a therapistâs office instead,â he laughs. âBesides, whatâs the appeal in this so-called âghostfaceâ stalking in the first place? Is this the result of some sort of repressed trauma I donât know about?â
âHaha, very funny,â you scowl. âBut, no, this isnât about some secret, horrifically painful backstory. Think of it as⌠primal play.â
His neck snaps back down and catches your gaze.
 âPrimal play?â he asks you incredulously with a gleam in his eyes. âHow come youâve never told me about this little secret of yours, hm? Next thing I know, youâre gonna be telling me about some piss kink of yours.â
You slap his shoulder, and he laughs at your disgusted expression.Â
âHey!â He raises his hands in mock surrender. âYou never know! Maybe you shouldnât knock it âtill you try it! Youâll just have to explore that side of your sexuality without me⌠some sort of solo piss-centric masturbation.â
Slapping his shoulder again, you pull away from his side and look him in the eye. âI canât really explain it all that well, but the idea of being chased and the fear of getting caughtâŚâ you trail off and lean to whisper in his ear, âIt gets me so wet that Iâm dripping.â
You donât need to look at his face to know his eyes widen and his mouth parts at your comment. Youâve got him right where you want him now. Based on the weighted silence as Suguru processes your words, you know heâs just about folded like a house of cards. Chase you around in a ghostface mask? Hell, he might even shave his head if you asked him too (not that you would ever want such a terrible thing).
âOkay,â Suguru breathes out shakily, picturing you sopping wet at the mere thought of the primal play kink. âSo⌠how would we do this?â
And just like that, the plans for your primal play ghostface dream fell into place.Â
Close to 9pm on Halloween, your boyfriend left your shared apartment and agreed to return in roughly fifteen minutes in which time you were to set up for the scene by moving all remotely sharp objects out of the way, changing into the appropriate clothing, turning off the lights, and finding a place to hide. By the time the fifteen minutes were up, you would be receiving a phone call from your boyfriend.Â
Once you had rearranged the apartment and changed into much shorter, might tighter clothes, you began turning the lights off around the shared space. However, you were startled when you heard a knock on the door. Confused, you walked over slowly and looked through the peephole.Â
You let out a sigh and open the door to find Satoru before you.Â
âHey, Satoru,â you greet quickly. âNowâs not really a good time. Suguru and I-â
Satoru, eyes still glued to his phone, interrupts you, âOh, yeah, Iâm here to see him, actually.âÂ
You click your tongue at his rudeness. When it comes to moments like these, you remember why you choose to believe that Suguruâs drunken confession of Satoruâs underlying feelings for you had to be false. There are times when Satoru treats you more like a doormat than an actual person- let alone the girlfriend of his best friend. Although it does make you question if Satoru really did have feelings for you boyfriend after allâŚÂ
âNo, Satoru, you donât understand,â you begin. âSuguru and I have something⌠planned. Heâll be back soon, but weâre staying in tonight alone.â You be sure to emphasize the last part of your sentence.Â
He finally looks up from his phone, and his jaw drops slightly as his eyes rake over your body. His brilliant blue eyes take in your bra-less chest covered by what has to be the worldâs shortest crop top with your nipples poking against the fabric of the shirt. His eyes fall to your tiny skirt that hugs your hips tightly and doesnât even reach midthigh. For the first time since you met the lanky menace, heâs actually speechless. You wave a hand in front of his face to snap him out of his trance-like state.Â
âSatoru?â you question. âDid you hear what I just said?â
He closes his mouth and gulps before making eye contact with you. If you had paid closer attention, you would have noticed the bulge in his jeans grow larger just from the mere look of you.
Shaking his head, he puts his phone away in his back pocket. He clears his throat before asking, âWhat were you saying?â
You roll your eyes at his behavior.Â
Heâs a complete jerk when he interacts with you normally but now heâs gawking at your appearance? Makes sense why he canât get a girlfriend. And itâs not like heâs about to pull Suguru as a boyfriend since heâs long off the market. Part of you wants to rub that in Satoruâs face whenever he acts up like this.Â
âSuguru isn't home right now, but he will be soon. Once he gets here, he and I have plans. So, respectfully, you need to leave.â you reiterate with more force this time to fully get the point across.Â
A.K.A. Fuck off, Satoru.
He scoffs at your attitude (as if it isnât 100% warranted) and turns around to leave. âFine,â he sighs in annoyance as if your simple request was a burden. âTell him I stopped by, and next timeâŚâ His eyes meet yours again and a smirk is painted on his irritatingly handsome face. âMaybe wear more clothes when you answer the door. You never know what kind of perverts might be lurking around.â
You smile awkwardly at the comment and finally close the door, letting out a sigh. You thought heâd never leave.Â
You jolt when your phone starts ringing and dash around the apartment to turn off the rest of the lights and scurry to your hiding place. Once youâve quickly collected yourself, you answer the phone.Â
âHello?â you speak, excitement already on the rise at the thought of whatâs in store for tonight.Â
A dark, muffled voice through a voice modulator on the other end asks, âWhatâs your favorite scary movie?â
Smiling at the iconic line, you grip your phone a little tighter and hum, âI donât know if I can pick just one. I love horror movies.â
You hear a chuckle. âReally? And whyâs that, princess?â
Your cheeks heat up at the use of the pet name- not in the original script but still making you weak in the knees.Â
âHm⌠Thereâs just something about the feeling of being scared⌠To be honest, it gets more more worked up than it should.â
Your ears perk up when you hear the apartment door unlock, and you carefully peer around the room from your hiding spot in search of your masked boyfriend. Perhaps itâs because youâre in the dark, but heâs nowhere in sight.Â
âWell, youâre in luck tonight, princess.â the silky voice practically purrs. âBecause Iâm about to give you a scare youâll never forget.â
The line drops, and you listen closely for any sounds of movement throughout the apartment. You finally hear shuffling down the hall from your hiding spot and prepare yourself for the chase should you be caught.
âCome out, come out wherever you are,â he sings, still utilizing the voice modulator to add to the horror element.
Eventually, your boyfriend steps into the room and proceeds to hum a song under his breath as he slowly looks around the room. Seconds feel like hours as you hold your breath, ready to dart away from your hiding spot if need be. You attempt to lean forward carefully- emphasis on âattemptâ because a wooden plank beneath you groans at your small movement.Â
His neck snaps toward you, and you can tell that even with that mask, he makes direct eye contact with you. You let out a little yelp as you dive out of the way of his attack. Heâs on the ground after his attempted grab, and you rush out of the room in search of another hiding place throughout your apartment.Â
You finally settle in a new spot and cover your mouth with your hand to silence your harsh breathing. It isnât long before your boyfriend enters the room again and begins searching.Â
âFuck,â he exhales, âI can practically track you by smell alone, princess. You must be soaked, huh?â
You push your thighs together in a desperate attempt to pleasure yourself from the friction alone. Itâs obviously not enough, but itâll have to do as your boyfriend chases you through the apartment while dressed as a serial killer.Â
âWhat a dirty little slut you areâŚâ your boyfriend calls out, taunting you. âAll this hiding and chasing has you worked up pretty good, huh? Why donât you just come on out and let me take care of that problem for you, yeah?â
As tempting as the offer sounds, you remain silent and watch from your spot behind the furniture.
âNo?â he asks in faux confusion. âThen I guess weâll just have to do this the hard way. I love a good hunt.â
Surprisingly, youâre able to move to another hiding place quietly right as he was about to find you. Your luck ran out when you realized that in your search through the dark, you had ended up in the bedroom which only left two spaces to hide: under the bed or in the closet.Â
âFuck me,â you whisper in anger. âCould this be any more predictable?â
You quickly weigh your options and opt to slide underneath the bed quietly. Not too long after, your boyfriend walks leisurely into the room. This truly seems like a game to him. And here you were thinking he would be more timid since he had never engaged in any sort of similar roleplay before.Â
He peeks around the room, giving it a mere once-over before stepping out. Thank god.
He really believed thereâs no way you would be dumb enough to hide in such horrible spots. Youâre both relieved and also offended in a way.Â
Thereâs no time to contemplate further when hands wrap around your ankles and pull you from under the bed, making you scream. Once youâre fully emerged, he flips you over on your back and pins you on the floor of your bedroom.Â
âHiding under the bed?â he coos. âPrincess, for someone who watches a lot of horror movies, I would have hoped youâd be smarter than that.â
âGet off me!â you shout.Â
Even though youâre pretending to fight back, you know full well that even if you were trying with all your strength to push him off, he could still easily manipulate your body.Â
âOh, but this is what you wanted, right?â he asks as he reaches beside him and grabs one of his belts off the dresser. âCompletely, utterly helpless.â
He makes quick work of your wrists, binding them together expertly with his belt. The belt wasnât meant to be a part of the scene, but fuck was it hot.Â
Once your hands are bound, he removes both of his black gloves and tosses them to the side. He brings his now bare hands to your collar bones that show from above your flimsy crop top. His cold hands brush against your skin, and he lifts up the fabric between his fingers.Â
âThis,â he begins. âis getting in the way.â
In the blink of an eye, heâs reaching into his pocket and brings out a switchblade. He cuts the clothes off of your body while you lay there in shock.Â
âA switchblade?â you ask in confusion. âSuguru, where did you get a switchblade? That wasnât part of our scene-â
He cuts you off by shoving his fingers in your mouth.Â
âThe only thing I wanna hear from this whore mouth is moaning, whining, and pleading,â he states firmly. âOr can a doubt slut like you not understand that?â
Your eyes are practically bulging out of your head. Not only did Suguru whip out a legitimate weapon (which neither one of you had planned), but he was talking to you in a way he had never done before. It was crude, cruel, and harsh. It was something you had never heard from him⌠but it was turning you on so much that you couldnât even bring yourself to question the change in behavior. He removes his fingers from your mouth, now covered in your drool, and opts for shoving his discarded gloves into your mouth instead, effectively shutting you up.
âNo bra, hm?â he questions as he runs the blade down your bare chest. âGood. Those nipples look even better bare anyways.â
Dragging the knifeâs edge along your breast, you hiss as he draws faint amounts of blood. He lets out a groan at the sight and pinches one of your nipples with his free hand. You whine around his fingers at the dual sensation, pleasure and pain. Your wrists pull at your confines, and you feel the leather dig into your skin.Â
Abandoning your chest, he moves his free hand lower down your body until he reaches the end of your skirt. With a quick flick of his wrist, heâs pulled up the fabric to reveal your bare cunt, glistening with arousal. Even in the darkened room, you know he can see your wetness.Â
âAnd no panties too?â your boyfriend groans at the sight. âWell, it must be my lucky day. This pretty pussy was calling my name from the beginning, huh?â
Had you been more lucid, you may have furrowed your eyebrows in confusion at his statement, considering you had mentioned to him before the scene what you planned on wearing. The thought flew out of your mind when you felt his long fingers collect your slick and move against your folds. You whine at the movement and try to clench your thighs shut at the for more friction.
âNuh uh,â he practically sings and shoves your legs apart. âYouâre gonna take what I give ya, and youâre gonna like it.â
At that, he plunges two fingers into you suddenly, not even giving time to adjust to the intrusion before heâs built a rapid pace. Your squeal is muffled by the black fabric shoved inside your mouth, but your sounds still echo throughout the apartment. Youâre certain youâll get noise complaints tomorrow- not that you cared.
While his middle and pointer fingers continue their brutal speed inside you, he brings his thumb upward to draw small circles on your clit which has you moaning impossibly louder. Your brain feels scrambled already; Suguruâs touch plus the anticipation of whatâs to come has you shaking.Â
âWho knew such a quiet, well-mannered little girl could be such a fucking slut,â he states with mock surprise. âGuess it just took some good fingerâfucking to bring out your true self, huh?â
Even if you werenât gagged, you wouldnât be able to respond. The speed at which he fingers you has you delirious, and if you werenât so laughably fucked out already, youâd be embarassed with how quickly you felt your climax approaching. Suguru feels you tighten around his fingers and laughs cruelly at you.Â
âGonna cum so soon? I thought a common whore like you would have built up a tolerance for someone touching this cuntâŚGuess not.â he laughs again.
 You can practically envision the sarcastic pout on his face from his tone.Â
âBut thatâs more than fine by me, princess,â he says darkly and ups the pace on your clit. âBecause Iâm gonna have you cumming so much that you forget about any other man aside from me.â
The possessiveness in his tone sends you spiraling over the edge and you clench firmly around his fingers as your pitiful moans attempt to spill from the make-shift gag.Â
Once you come down from your high, youâre met with your boyfriend holding up a blindfold to your face. You widen your eyes a bit at his actions since he hasnât mentioned anything to you about using blindfolds when you were planning your scene. Heâs certainly taking some creative liberties that stray from your original plans as well as the original Scream movie script.Â
âWhat?â he cocks his head to the side, and you imagine his smirk beneath the mask. âDonât tell me youâre afraid of the dark.â
You glare at him, still blinking back tears in your eyes from your recent and powerful orgasm. You try to speak, but the words are lost in the gag. He probably rolls his eyes as he sighs and pulls the fabric from your mouth.Â
You take a deep breath upon being freed from your muzzle and dare him, âDo your worst.âÂ
He chuckles at the taunt. âYouâre gonna regret that, sweetheart.â
He makes quick work of wrapping the blindfold around your eyes tightly, and youâre consumed by the darkness of the fabric. After heâs made sure you canât see anything, you hear some ruffling of fabric, and you assume heâs removed parts of the ghostface costume. Heâs silent for a movement, and youâre about to call out for him before you feel the familiar sensation of a blade along your thighs. You hear him groaning at the sight of you twitching and whining. Hissing at the sharpness of the blade, you feel some blood begin to trickle down your thighs. Leaning in, your boyfriend licks up the warm, red liquid with his tongue.Â
You gasp at the filthy action and shamefully feel yourself grow even more wet.Â
Before you have time to fully comprehend the dirtiness of your boyfriendâs actions, he latches his tongue to your soaking cunt, and you practically scream at the feeling. Your boyfriend has always been good with his mouth, but tonight feels⌠different. You canât quite put your finger on what it is, but heâs displaying this near savage, depraved behavior that you had never seen from him before. Youâre not sure if itâs for the scene or the holiday itself, but itâs turning you on in ways you had never experienced before.Â
âFuck, Suguru, that feels so good,â you whine. He lands a harsh slap on your cunt and you yelp. He practically growls against your pussy, and the vibrations ripple throughout your body, causing you to clench your toes and whine helplessly.Â
You want so badly to run your fingers through his luscious hair, but the belt pinning your arms above your head keeps your hands firmly in place.Â
Your body starts to shake as the sensations grow stronger once he attaches his mouth to your clit and sucks aggressively at the bundle of nerves. His hands grab hold of your hips and pull your lower body back onto the ground to keep you in place to experience the full intensity of his mouth on your mound. You clench your eyes shut and your face scrunches up as the pleasure increases and the knot in your stomach grows tighter.Â
Aside from his groans, your boyfriend remains quiet. Although heâs usually quite verbal and talks you through the pleasure, your boyfriendâs uncharacteristic silence actually turns you on. It sounds sick, but it makes you feel more like an object for him to use rather than his girlfriend.Â
âOh!â you gasp as he shoves his fingers back inside you again. His skilled tongue coupled with his long fingers has your mind reeling. âIâm close! Iâm so close, babyâ
He moans again against your pussy and uses his free hand to drag his fingers along the shallow cuts he made on your thighs. You hiss at the feeling and feel your orgasm crash on you, making you moan so loudly youâre sure your throat will be raw tomorrow.Â
Your legs are trembling as you come down from your high. Your voice is shaky as you mutter with a dopey, fucked out smile, âYou always know how to drive me crazy, Suguru.â
He chuckles darkly at your comment and your blood runs cold when you hear in a cocky voice ask, âCrazy, huh?â
You freeze at the sound of the voice.
Thatâs not Suguru.
âWhat- what the fuck?â you yell. âWho the fuck are you? Get away from me!â
The stranger laughs again. âWhat? You donât recognize me?â He leans in real close to whisper in your ear, âYouâre telling me youâre not as obsessed with me as I am with you?â
Your eyes bulge impossibly wider as you recognize the voice of the man.Â
âS-SatoruâŚ?â you question in a meek tone.Â
âDing, ding, ding! We have a winner!â He jokes with a dangerous undertone. He caresses your face softly, and you flinch away at the contact. He sighs in disappointment. âWhatâs the matter, princess? You were crazy over me a few moments ago. You said so yourself.â
You pull at your restraints and shout, âLet me go!â
Although you canât see, you assume he rolls his eyes as he covers your mouth with his large hand. He speaks with a calm tone, dismissive of your fear and confusion. âI donât get what the big deal is, really. I mean, Suguru and I share just about everything. Why are you the exception?â
You wiggle aggressively under his touch and he sighs before lifting his hand.Â
âWhatâs wrong with you? Iâm Suguruâs girlfriend. Iâm not some toy for you to play with. Now let me go!â you demand.Â
Satoru scoffs at your comment. âUgh, itâs always the same thing from you. Suguru this and Suguru that⌠How bout you show me a little love, huh?â
You can tell heâs smirking based on the tone of his voice. You continue to struggle to undo the binds restricting your hands. You try yelling for help, desperate for your someone- anyone- to come to your rescue.Â
Satoru just stares at your pathetic attempts to escape. Before you know it, his hand slaps your cheek, making you gasp. You feel your skin tingle as the aftermath of the hit.Â
Tears well up in your eyes as you cry out, âWhere is Suguru?â
Suddenly, a warmer set of hands run up your arm. Your breath hitches at the touch, unsure what to expect next.Â
You gasp again as someone leans in and whispers in your ear, âLooking for me, darling?â
Honestly, you could cry tears of joy at this point. âSuguru!â you yelp. âSuguru, please get me out of here!â Expecting to be freed from your confines, you wait for a moment before you hear your boyfriend chuckle.Â
âAre you sure thatâs what you want, baby?â he whispers. âYou seemed to be enjoying yourself when another man was between those thighs. Satoru is quite skilled with his tongue, isnât he?â
In another world, you would have asked how Suguru knew just how well Satoru moved his tongue, but your brain is too cloudy to question his statement. As fucked up as it is, you press your thighs together slightly at his comment. You try to be discreet so as to not give away how much the situation secretly turned you on, but both men caught the not-so-subtle movement and shared a smirk.Â
Satoru began massaging your thighs lightly and swiped up a bit of the remaining blood to bring to his lips. He moaned at the taste. He swore that every part of you tasted good.Â
Suguru spoke softly, âIf you donât want to continue, we understandâŚâ he began. âBut based on how desperate you are to have the sweet little pussy of yours touched, Iâd say you want both of us.â
You couldnât help the whimper that escaped your lips at your boyfriendâs words. Sure, Satoru was attractive. Hell, attractive would be an understatement. He and Suguru looked like they were sculpted by gods. But never in a hundred years did you imagine youâd fuck your boyfriendâs best friend.Â
âYou know your safeword, darling,â Suguru reminded you. âWe wonât go any further unless you want to.â
You thought about it. On one hand, you should be beyond pissed for this fucked up âstuntâ they pulled. But on the other hand⌠you couldnât deny how much you wanted to try Satoruâs cock.
The idea of taking them both at the same time practically had your mouth watering.Â
You gulped and muttered, âY-yes.â
Satoru just raised an eyebrow and smirked. âYes what?â
Whining, you spoke, âYes, please.â
Both men looked at each other with sadistic smiles. That was the only sign they needed. They both understood the goal: ruin you.Â
Suguru pulled the blindfold off you and tossed it to the side. âAs much fun as that sensory deprivation was, I wanna see your whole face when we fuck you dumb.â
Satoru groans at the idea, âFuck, I bet that pretty face of yours looks even better when your eyes are rolling back and your drooling from our cocks.â
Blushing at the comment, you try to turn away to hide your face. Suguru just laughs and grabs your chin, making you meet his gaze. âOh, no you donât,â he chuckled. âThereâs nowhere to hide now, baby.â
He lets go of your chin and begins to strip his clothing. He pulls his shirt over his head and then swiftly removes his pants and boxers. His cock is already rock solid, and you try to conceal your whimper at the sight. Suguru hears you anyway and laughs at your desperation.Â
You turn your face toward Satoru when you see him stripping out of the corner of your eye. Your eyes widen as he removes his clothes.Â
Fuck.
Although your boyfriendâs cock may be thicker, Satoruâs is definitely longer. You almost scoff when you see how good he looks. Of course his cock would be as pretty as the rest of him is. He catches you ogling him and shoots you a wink.Â
Before you realize whatâs happening, your boyfriend lifts you up and puts you on your hands and knees to face him. He pumps his cock a few times as he looks down at your eager face and saliva soaked lips. He just laughs at your presses and teases your mouth with his thick cock.Â
âYou gonna be a good girl for me?â he asks with a mocking pout. You hum as confirmation s you focus on his cock in front of you. Out of nowhere, you whine when he grabs your hair and tugs your face upward so your eyes meet his. âRemember your manners, baby. Look at me when Iâm talking to you, yeah?â
You blink repeatedly and nod quickly. He scoffs at the action and speaks, âWords.â
You snap out of your daze and reply, âYes, Suguru.â
He smiles at you and relaxes his firm grip on your hair. âAlright then, baby.â He exhales and caresses your face with his free hand. âGet to work.â
Wasting no time, you dive right in and take his cock in your mouth. His precum is sweet on your tongue and you suck thoroughly at the tip. He groans above you but clicks his tongue when you linger too long on the head. You take more of him in your mouth and begin to bob your head.Â
You find a good rhythm with your mouth and tongue, but your gasp is muffled by Suguruâs cock when you feel something press against the lips of your pussy. Behind you, you hear Satoru groan. âFuck,â he mutters in awe. âYouâre so fucking wet that youâre dripping.â
You blush at his comment but donât have much time to think about it before Satoru rams his cock into you. You would have screamed if it werenât for Suguru beginning to gently fuck your mouth.Â
Fuck, Satoru is huge.Â
You already knew that from seeing him, but he feels impossibly larger now that heâs buried in your cunt. He lets out a loud moan at the feeling of your pussy wrapped around his cock and stills for a moment to collect himself. He hisses at your tightness. âIf I knew you were this tight, I wouldnât have waited so long to fuck you.â he confesses as he picks up his pace. âHell, I would have taken you before Suguru did.â
Sweat begins to form around his hairline as he picks up his pace of fucking your throat. âHa,â your boyfriend scoffs at his best friend. âFat fucking chance. This golden pussy has been mine since day one. Isnât that right, baby?â
Even if your mouth werenât filled to the brim, you wouldnât have been able to answer from how good it feels with Satoru fucking you. You just whine at his question. Your answer doesnât seem to satisfy your boyfriend because he pulls out of your mouth abruptly and pumps his cock in front of you instead. You whine at the sudden loss and lick your lips to collect any remaining precum, desperate for another taste.Â
âI asked you a question,â Suguru glared. âDonât tell me youâre so cock drunk already that you canât answer a simple question.â
You whimper at his statement and shake your head in an attempt to clear your mind and reply. When you finally open your mouth to respond, Suguru cuts you off by shoving his cock into your mouth once more. You choke at the sudden intrusion and try to maintain your breathing. You already feel lightheaded enough from the pleasure, but now the lack of oxygen is making your head even more fuzzy.Â
Satoru begins fucking you with a fast and aggressive pace, moaning loudly at how good you feel. His cock reaches parts of you you didnât even know you had. You moan around Suguruâs cock, and the vibrations add to his pleasure. He lets out a groan and fucks your throat with more intensity than he ever has before, as if to claim you in front of Satoru.Â
âHa. Trying to show off?â Although out of breath, Satoru scoffs at the sight. âWell, two can play that game.â
Satoru rams his cock into you with such power that it has you choking on Suguruâs cock even more and your eyes bulge at the sensation. You feel stuffed in a way you never have before. You thought the pleasure couldnât get any better until Satoru reached between your thighs and began rubbing your clit in quick, circular motions.Â
If you werenât choking on your boyfriendâs cock, you would have screamed so loud that the cops may have been notified. Your moans and whines are muffled by Suguru, but youâre loud regardless.Â
You look up at Suguru and make eye contact with the man. He laughs a bit, out of breath as well.Â
âG-good girl, baby.â he stutters and moans. âYouâre doing so good for me.â
You blush at the praise. Even when youâre being fucked dumb by two men, your boyfriend always knows how you make you feel special.Â
Glancing downward, you see his stomach clenching and you know heâs close. You take a deep breath through your nose, and you push your mouth down to the base of his cock, gagging. He grabs the back of your head and holds you down for a few moments before letting you back up for air. As soon as you get a breath, heâs pushing you back down again. Tears are streaming down your cheeks at this point, partially because of your boyfriendâs large cock choking you but also because of Satoruâs unforgiving pace as he fucks you into the mattress.Â
When you think things couldnât get any hotter, you turn your head slightly to see Suguru lean forward, grab Satoru by the hair, and pull him into a searing kiss. You whine loudly at the sight.
Guess they really did have feelings for each other.Â
Satoru whimpers and deepens the kiss. He brings one hand to Suguruâs hair to tug on the silky strands and pushes his tongue into his mouth. The kiss is messy and some of the spit from it drips onto your back. As Suguru pulls away from the blue-eyed boy, you feel Suguruâs pace stutter, he lets out a loud groan, and his hot cum fills your mouth. You choke again as the warm substance spills down your throat and overflows from your mouth. Suguruâs panting as he comes down from his high, but he grabs your chin before you can swallow his load.Â
âNuh uh,â he chuckles, âOpen the mouth wide for me, baby.â
You do as he says and widen your mouth, drops of his cum dripping down your chin. He leans down, spitting into your open mouth. Your eyes roll back at the action and you whine. Laughing breathlessly at your response, he closes your mouth gently and hums, âSwallow every last drop, baby.â he smiles again with a devilish look in his eyes. âYouâve earned it.â
Following his instructions, you swallow his cum and open your mouth to show him you followed his orders to which he smiles at. Before you could close your mouth, you let out a particularly loud cry as Satoru hits your sweet spot, and he has you seeing stars. Youâre too out of it to realize that Suguru has collected with his fingertip the cum that leaked from your lips. He brings his cum-covered finger to Satoruâs lips and while Satoruâs mouth falls open with a moan, Suguru promptly shoves his finger into Satoruâs mouth.Â
The white-haired man widens his eyes in shock, but hums as he licks the salty substance off Suguruâs fingers. Satoru leans in close to you and whispers in your ear, âIâve gotta say, your boyfriend tastes pretty goodâŚâ he pauses. âBut he doesnât taste as good as you.â
You gasp at his statement, and he leans in closer with his chest against your back. Heâs so deep and so rough that it feels as if heâs fucking you like heâll never get laid again. His desperation for you is dizzying. The idea that you have this man wrapped around your finger makes you impossibly more aroused. To think that the man who acted like he hated your guts was now whining and moaning shamelessly from being in your guts was a concept that made you weak.Â
He groans behind you and looks crazed. âOh, now that Iâve had this pussy, Iâm never letting you go.â
Your boyfriend rolls his eyes at Satoruâs comment as he watches the scene unfold in front of him. Heâd let Satoru have his fun now, but you knew who you belonged to when all is said and done. And he also knew that Satoru was just as much a desperate whore for him as you are.Â
You whimper at Satoru's relentless pace, and Satoru manhandles you into a different position. Youâre now lying on your back with your legs raised and pressed against your chest. You scream at the new angle, and his cock is repeatedly hitting your sweet spot with every rough thrust of his cock.Â
âYeah, thatâs it, princess,â he coos. âTake everything that I give ya.â
You canât help but whimper at the praise. His fingers find your clit again and continue to stimulate the nub. A scream escapes you when he pinches your clit between his fingers. Although heâs panting, he manages to let out a dark chuckle at your reaction.Â
âYou like pain?â Satoru asks with a smirk although he already knows the answer. He knows you're too cock drunk to respond as youâre muttering nonsense and stuttering over your words. He leans closer to whisper in your ear so that Suguru canât hear. âWell, Daddy can give you all the pain you want.â
Even in your dumb and delirious state, your eyes widen as you process his words and you whine loudly. You didnât even know you had a daddy kink until Satoru uttered those words. All you knew was that you felt like you were going to explode at the rate Satoru was fucking you and that you were going to die if you didnât cum soon.Â
Laughing cockily at your reaction, Satoru brings his hand to your neck and squeezes tightly. His grip effectively cuts off most of your oxygen, and it has you seeing even more stars than you were a moment ago due to his fat cock.Â
He pulls his hand away for a moment, making you whimper at the loss and wish his hand was still wrapped around your throat. Instead, he leans down and leaves bite after bite and hickey after hickey all over your neck and chest, effectively covering you in red marks. His smile is almost manic as he examines his work. In that moment, youâre just a doll for him to fuck, just a canvas for him to paint on. And if he werenât planning on filling your little pussy to the brim with cum, heâd have painted your body with his load instead alongside the marks heâd left. Just as quickly as it left, he brings his hand back to your throat and practically chokes you. His other hand continues the never ending abuse on your clit, the bundle of nerves desperate for relief.Â
Suguru raises an eyebrow at the scene, intrigued. He wasnât ever that rough with you. But based on the look on your face, the tears in your eyes, and the drool from your lips, he knows that next time he fucks you, heâll be sure to give it to you even rougher than Satoru. Thereâs no way heâs going to let his best friend brag about fucking you better. No one knows your pussy like your boyfriend does. He sits in a chair beside the bed and watches the two of you as his cock grows hard again.Â
Satoru swears heâs never had better pussy in his life. How did he ever cum before your tight cunt was sucking him in? One thing���s for certain: Satoruâs not about to say goodbye to your pretty face and soaking wet cunt- not now or ever. He swears at the sensation and whines when he feels you tighten even more around him, signaling how close your orgasm is.Â
âFuck, fuck, fuck,â you manage to moan, tears freely flowing down your face. Satoruâs eyes darken at the sight and leaned over to collect the knife once more, releasing your throat. He brought the knife down to your boobs and made small cuts near the nipples. You let out a cry at the pain mixed with pleasure. Satoru then leans down and wraps his mouth around your nipple, using his tongue to suck the blood. âOh my god,â you sob.
This sends you over the edge and you scream at the feeling of Satoruâs cock impaling you coupled with the sensation of pain on your chest. Youâre sobbing now as Satoru continues this brutal thrusts, desperately chasing his own orgasm. âFuck!â He curses loudly before he shoots his cum deep inside your cunt, and you scream once again at the pleasure. âTake it all, princess. You donât wanna disappoint Daddy, do ya?â
You shiver and whine at his words. Satoru takes multiple deep breaths before he nearly collapses on top of you, and youâre both breathing heavily like youâve run a marathon. You whimper as you feel him paint your insides white, and you wince when Satoru pulls out. Even in his post-climax daze, he looks at your pussy in awe as he watches his cum spill from your swollen pussy. Youâre shocked out of your fucked out state when you hear your boyfriend clapping slowly as he walks across the room toward you both.Â
âThat was quite the show, Satoru.â Suguru whistles as he reaches the bed and stands beside you. You gulp as you look downward and see his solid length, as intimidating and hard as ever. Satoru looks up and meets Suguruâs gaze, a pussy drunk look on his face with blush to match.Â
Your boyfriend smirks before yanking you toward him and spanking your pussy, making you yelp and quiver. âBut I think I should show you how itâs really done.â
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A GLAMOROUS LIFE
boys with small talk and small minds
really don't impress me in bed
she said, "i need a man's man, baby"
diamonds and furs
love would only conquer my head
pairing: nicholas chavez x black!fem!reader
also starring: cooper koch and normani as valerie
summary: itâs the year 1987. you and your best friend, valerie, are rising college graduates and are part of one of the most affluent african american families of the decade. yachts, handsome yuppies, and diamonds, and grand soirĂŠes all sound like a ball, but to you, itâs so predictable. especially when it comes to dating. your not-so-friendly personality underneath all of that designer tends to be men repellent, until this one double date valerie sets up with a renowned tennis player and promising law student shifts your entire perspective.
inspo: fresh prince of bel-air, 1x19. cred to @fear-is-truth for the idea of an 80s au.
contains: lots of words, eighties au, reader is a bit toxic, yuppie culture, swearing, rudeness, alcohol consumption, arguing, nicholas gets reader together, enemies to lovers, fluff.
tags: @sabrinasopposite @supaprettyg @camiesully @zombigrlll @ellethespaceunicorn @rosiestalez @afrogirl3005 @afrowrites @elitesanjisimp @jkr820 @simply-the-best23 @gxuxhdjdu @tryingtograspctrl
âvalerie, for the love of god, donât make me go on this date. i swear on daddyâs credit card that i can get you backstage passes for the bad tour. hell, iâll even let you get with michael if it would change your mind. just please donât make go on this double date.â
you groan and plead while watching your best friend since birth, valerie hill, primp herself at her pristine, white vanity for a night on the town. she had a date with this tennis player named, cooper koch. apparently he was so talented in the sport, that he was well on his way to the olympics within the next year. valerie mentioned that he was bringing his friend, nicholas. she didnât really ask about him, what he did, nor if you were down for the double date, so you were practically forced into this. you both were the heiresses of the richest black families in the nation, so going out on dates to the most exclusive and expensive restaurants with the richest bachelors were the norm for you both. for you, the norm was getting so damn predictable. all of the guys youâve dated in the past only care about two things: getting paid and getting laid. it was enjoyable at first, but as you grew older, you realized that life shouldnât just be about drugs, money, and sex, it should have some sort of substance, some depth, some purpose. these guys never challenged you. they talk a big game with their cars and lavish spending, but itâs all a load of materialistic bullshit. each time you give them a chance, itâs like you want to put a combination lock on your pussy and forget the numbers. thatâs the energy you give out: cold, distant, snarky, rude, anything to get these yuppie ass wannabeâs out of your face.
but here you were, already showered and clad in a cream satin robe with curlers in your hair. valerie was the popular one out of you both. besides studying to take over the family business, she was a model. her face would be on commercials, billboards, and magazines. itâs no wonder why she had a line of men begging to breathe the same oxygen as her. you were studying business as well and in your free time, you would compose new masterpieces on the grand piano you were gifted when you were fifteen after perfecting the instrument since kindergarten. even with the pressure of performances, recitals, and competitions, you grew to love writing a new piece in different styles. your idols consisted of stevie wonder and quincy jones. your parents never really knew, but you were so lucky to have valerie be a support system for your passion.
your inner turmoil was interrupted at the ring of valerieâs telephone to which she picked up and answered with the customary âhelloâ. your brown eyes peer at her figure as your ears tune into the conversation sheâs having.
âhello?⌠oh, hey, cooper!âŚuh-huh. yeah, i canât wait eitherâŚoh, is he? well, sheâs definitely looking forward to meeting him.â valerie pauses to cut her eyes at you, in which you respond with the rolling of your own.
âokayâŚyes, three eighty five willard lane is correct. iâve already told the guard at the gate your names, so just give it to him and you should be good to go. thirty minutes? okayâŚsee you then! ciao for now!â valerie blows a kiss to the receiver with a smile on her made up face and hangs the phone up. she turns to you with those alluring deep, brown eyes thatâs captivated so many hearts. with a huff of her breath, she stands up from the vanity stool and saunters over to you, donning a long hot pink sleeveless evening dress that hugged her body just right. it was cut low with diamond straps paired with matching pink opera gloves and an assortment of genuine diamond jewelry that was adorned on her ears, fingers, neck, and wrists. you feel her palms on your shoulders and she gives you a knowing glance.
âi know that youâve been burned before, but for some odd reason, i got a feeling down in my gut that this guy is exactly what youâve been looking for. if heâs not what you expect within an hour, we can go home.â
âno bullshit?â you questioned with an arched brow.
âno bullshit, but please try not to have that stank ass attitude at dinner tonight, y/n!â
âi might bullshit on that, valerie. you know when i hear something stupid, my attitude canât help it. iâll try for you though! not my best, but iâll try.â
you retort with a smirk and release yourself from a giggling valerie. you take the last thirty minutes to get ready. you don your white, shimmery strapless evening dress with matching fingerless opera gloves. you perfect your hair and makeup to your liking. to say you looked beautiful tonight was an understatement. you bashfully receive the encouraging compliments from valerie in which you reciprocate the kindness. thereâs a knock on the bedroom door and valerie opens it to reveal one of the maids, letting you know that there are two gentlemen in the foyer waiting. your stomach starts to rumble with dread, but then it serves to your memory that you only have to give this man an hour of your time if heâs not up to par, so fuck it, just get it over with.
âah, shit. is it too late to take back what i said about michael jackson?â you curse under your breath, rolling your eyes slightly.
valerie nudges you playfully, her excitement buzzing in the air, but still some annoyance towards your irritability. âgirl, donât start. they just got here, damn! youâll never know, you might end up digginâ on him when the night is over. now haul ass!â
you suck your teeth and quietly retort, âdigginâ my ass.â
you grab your fur boas and designer clutch handbags. valerie takes the lead and you exit her bedroom to descend down the marble staircase of the hill manor. you keep your head down to watch your step, but then you hear a male voice circulating in the room.
âwow, you guys look absolutely stunning. the talk around town certainly donât do you ladies any justice. pardon my language, but iâd tell those shit-heads to eat every word.â
âoh, my. why, thank you, cooper! you didnât have to get the flowers, you know.â valerie responds with an elated smile.
you look up to see two handsome, strapping young men in finely tailored suits with one of their hands casually stuffed in the pocket and each with a bouquet of red roses in the other. they were caucasian and stood tall in the six foot one range with dark brown hair. one had curly hair, the other straight. one had brown eyes, the other had green. as valerie scurries down the rest of the stairs to greet the curly haired green eyed suitor with an embrace and peck to his cheeks to graciously receive her roses, you were still a bit reluctant to move any further down the staircase. you swallowed and you slowly follow her path, your sweaty palm smooths your dress down your waist before approaching the man with the scrutinizing, yet amicable brown gaze. youâve been all too familiar with this look before. thatâs how they ease you in. to keep your end of the bargain, you simply flash your award winning smile when he guides the bouquet in your direction with a casual grin on his lips.
âiâm nicholas. nicholas chavez. you must be valerieâs friendâuh, y/n l/n, right? i have to say i agree with cooper here. you look absolutely gorgeous and itâs a pleasure to make your acquaintance. these are for you. may i?â he greets with such an air of politeness. well, all of the guys have to with their background before they show their true colors.
âroses? cute. original. sure.â you somewhat dryly respond. you thanked him and took the bouquet in one hand and gave your free hand to his for him to place his lips on the back, your stomach fluttered and your cheeks heated when his eyes nor lips didnât pull away from you for a second. you pull your hand back before things got too awkward. after valerie calls the maid to put the flowers in a vase of water, sheâs already walking out the door on cooperâs arm, leaving you and nicholas standing alone in the foyer. he turns his large frame to yours and juts his elbow out towards you,
âshall we? we donât want to lose the reservation.â he quips with a smirk. so insufferable! typical yuppie. with a tight lipped grin, you nod and your hand circles around hisâbulging bicep. well, fuck! nicholas was indeed jacked. you donât let the tingles of your lower region let your guard down though.
âmm-hmm. i guess we shouldnât keep them waiting.â you and him step out into the starlit evening and you stop noticing two cars, one red ferrari f40 and a black chevrolet corvette. wait a fucking minute. why the hell are there two cars? you couldâve sworn that valerie said that all four of you were taking a limousine. nicholas led you to the ferrari, while cooper led valerie to the corvette. before they could go any further, you took your hand from nicholasâ arm and called out valerieâs name in a faux friendly tone and smile.
âi apologize, fellas, but valerie, a word?â you hastily ask cutting your eyes to your best friend that protested by standing closer to cooper.
âbut, y/n, weâre gonna be laââ you cut her short by taking her hand and scurrying a few feet from your dates, so they couldnât hear your griping.
âvalerie, you sneaky ass skank! you told me we were taking a limo. you ainât said nothing about going in two separate cars! what the fuck are you trying to do!?â you hiss in a whispered tone, you were hotter than a firecracker. dumbfounded, your best friend responds with a shrug and glanced over to the confused men, sending them a wave with an embarrassed smile before shifting her focus back to you.
âgirl, i didnât know either. i guess cooper changed his mind about it before he left! iâm not mad about it though. this is our chance to get to know them one on one. i might even get lucky tonight, honey! besides, i donât need you to scare off your and my date. ride with nicholas and donât be fucking rude. just give him an hour. you promised.â
ânot exactly.â you deadpanned.
ây/n!â she hissed in the lowest, yet sharpest warning tone.
âugh. fine, iâll ride with him. iâll beâcivil.â
âperfect. now letâs get our fine asses wined and dined.â
you both hurriedly walked back nicholas and cooper. like the gentlemen they were, they opened the passenger doors for you and valerie to enter their respective vehicles and buckle up. cooper and nicholas agreed to having cooper lead the way to the restaurant while nicholas followed behind. once they entered the driverâs seats, you four made your journey. you and nicholas didnât ride in complete silence. the radio was filling the car with phil collinsâ âin the air tonightâ faintly in the background. nicholas eyes glanced over to your figure briefly. you sat in the passenger seat, one hand in your lap, the other propped up on the door as you looked out at the glistening city lights through the window, not uttering a single word. you seemed so cold. was it something he did? something he said? what he said earlier wasnât really bullshit though. nicholas has encountered his share of women who were forgettable after a night of passion, but he honest to god thought that you were a breathtakingly beautiful woman with the world at her fingertips. heâd think youâd share the same sentiment as he did, but given your bored expression, perhaps not. he took the opportunity to turn the volume knob to the left to make room for small talk. nicholas clears his throat as he slightly grips the steering wheel, his eyes focusing on the road as he trails behind cooper.
âso, uh, tell me, y/n. cooper has told me that you and valerie are studying business. i assume thatâs going well.â
you sigh at hearing the âbâ word. it felt like such a curse. your head hurts at the very mention. you muster up an answer thatâs right to the point.
âyeah, i better be or iâll bring the greatest shame to the l/n family, so i suggest you shouldnât assume, nicholas.â you retort dryly, gazing at your rose red manicured nails. nicholas felt a twinge of a tingling pain in his stomach. itâs almost eighty degrees out, but it just got to thirty in here. talk about a cold shoulder.
âiâm sorry. i didnât mean to pry or make you uncomfortable. i was just trying to make conversation considering itâs a daââ you cut him short.
âi know how a date works, man. what are you? a prosecutor trying to present to me the evidence of exhibit obvious?â
âmatter of fact, i am, wellâ studying to be. iâm in the pre-law and criminology program at my university. just like you, itâs in my bloodline.â
âoh, well. i guess itâs a change from all the guys iâve met. theyâre always waiting for their folks to kick the bucket or step down, so they could inherit a position of power thatâs worth twenty years of work, but get it because they were born. theyâll spend a shit load of money and the bodyâs not even cold yet.â
âwoahâwow. iâve never seen it in that perspective, especially not from an heiress like yourself.â nicholasâ brows furrowed and he exasperatedly whistled.
âwow indeed, nicholas. itâs a goddamn shame. what the hell does me being an heiress got to do with it, huh?â you quiz defensively, cutting your eyes to the male. nicholas takes a deep breath and combats with a firm and calm voice,
âhey, thereâs no need to get defensive, y/n. iâm just saying most people from families like ours donât typically share the same thought as you nor careâi believe itâs an interesting perspective, not a bad one, so i donât blame you for believing that money could easily sway someoneâs morals.â
âhm.â thatâs all you could respond with and you returned your gaze to the window sitting in deep thought. who the hell did nicholas chavez think he was? why isnât he combating you with the benefits of all that luxury? did this man justâsympathize with you? something was definitely up with nicholas and not to mention, you were being a bit of a bitch towards him and he was still holding a civil conversation with you. there had to be a narcissistic, egotistical bratty yuppie prick underneath that calm and collected gentleman-like demeanor. you had a scheme: you were gonna push that limit to make sure that asshole makes an appearance at that restaurant.
the guys smoothly pull up to the entrance where the security and valet are standing. they get out of their cars to open the doors for you and valerie before handing their keys and a handsome tip to the valet to get their cars parked. you gazed up at the illuminating skyscraper of the restaurant before you. THE OPULENT HAVEN flashed itself so vibrantly in the city that even the stars had some competition. it was hypnotic to say the least. you stop your gawking when you feel a large palm rest itself on the small of your spine. your brown eyes lean up to see the familiar pair of nicholasâ, a grin playing across his chiseled face.
âi take it by the way youâre staring that this is your first time here. breathtaking, isnât it?â he softly whispers in awe with a matching expression towards the structure. you inwardly groan as your stomach does that thing again. here he goes with this fake prince charming, nice guy act. who was he to assume that you havenât been here? youâre y/n fucking l/n for godâs sake! oh, who the hell were you kidding? this was your first time at this place and it looked like a palace. you didnât want to let him know that though. heâs probably been here a thousand times with a myriad of women. you never forgot your scheme to release the animal within him, so you smirk with a quirked brow in his direction before you shot back in the same whispered voice,
âand who are you to assume that i havenât been here? it just looks very elegant, nothing more. youâre acting as if iâm a damn tourist to these kinds of establishments.â
âitâs not my intention to assume, y/n. iâve just noticed that you could see and appreciate the beauty in this building like i do. if it makes you feel any better, this is just my second time around. you donât have to be so guarded, you know? now, letâs get inside before our party leaves us behind. after you.â he gives you a once over to the see through revolving doors where cooper and valerie are standing at the hostessâ station awaiting your arrival.
âwhatever.â you grumble under your breath, rolling your eyes.
âi beg your pardon?â
ânothingâletâs just get inside.â
with a silent nod and his hand still on your back, he takes the lead for you to meet with the other two. the hostess guides you all to your table and it wasnât long before a waiter arrived. cooper takes the initiative to request the restaurantâs finest merlot, water, shrimp cocktails, and pâtĂŠ as the starting course of the evening. when the server returns again, you all agree to settle on the main course of the beef wellington and lobster thermidor, and topping it off with the crème brĂťlĂŠe. cooper and valerie start to break the ice with everyone at the table. you sat with your eyes down at your purse and courtly spoke whenever spoken to without getting caught peering at the ticking clock every once in a while. who knew that a fucking hour would take a lifetime? it also didnât help that when valerie was in her own world with her precious koch boy, nicholas tried every way possible to get you to open up and with every attempt, you respond to him with such a snarky and dismissive attitude. valerie tries her best to paint you as a decent human being to the best of her ability because she really likes cooper and the last thing she needed is you scaring him off because youâre pissed at her.
âso, nicholas! do you like music? y/n sure does. i bet you didnât know that sheâs very talented at the grand piano and has been doing performances and competitions when we coming up! she even dabbles in a bit of composing.â valerie chimed, gesturing her gloved hand in your direction like you were an exhibit on display.
âyeah, i love music and thatâs actually really cool, y/n. how long have you been playing for?â
âsince i was five. youâre about to be a top shit lawyer, right? you do the math and get the facts.â you retort as you take a sip of wine. valerie rolls her eyes and hisses your name as cooper places a hand on hers. his forest eyes giving her the reassuring look of âlet it goâ. cooper knew exactly what you were doing and as his best friend, he knew that nicholasâ politeness could only be pushed so far, they all just had to wait and see it all come to a head. after your response, you noticed how nicholas clenched his jaw, cleared his throat, and his composed expression returns with a tight lipped smile. what is this guyâs deal? whereâs his backbone? heâs just like the rest of these sorry ass yuppie motherfuckers.
âshot in the dark, here. seventeen years?â
âding, ding, ding! we got a winner!â you sarcastically cheered with a toast of your wine glass.
âthatâs impressive. you must be really passionate about it. what type of styles do you typically play? classical? baroque? romantic? maybe jazz?â he leans back casually in his seat awaiting your answer. you were quite surprised that a pre-law student had such a knowledge in that area.
âanything that sounds good to my ears.â you announce with an air of confidence and shrug your shoulders. there was no utterance of a thank you, not nothing. you were gonna make sure this plan to expose him for who he truly is doesnât all go to hell. it was pissing you off that with every brash comment you made, he would kill you with cordiality.
it was pissing you off so much that even the server was catching stray bullets from you.
âexcuse me, would you tell whoever the hell prepared this dish to please remake this? thereâs no way this was right because iâve had better at a fucking cheesecake factory.â the server stood with such timidity and tried plead their case on behalf of the chef.
âmaâam, we understand your concern, but i assure that the head chef has made itââ
âwait a minute, youâre telling me this is the work of your head chef? well, i guess itâs time for him to head back to culinary school because this is fucking terrible. this is ALL terrible!â your voice rose with frustration as you throw your lap cloth down on the table like a child having a tantrum and stood from your chair with your arms firmly crossed. all you could think was fuck this restaurant, fuck this date, fuck valerie, and fuck nicholas for foiling your plan. before you could bitch and berate any further, nicholas also stood up from his chair. âwait, nicholas, donâtââ, valerie tried to open her mouth to protest and deescalate the situation, but cooper gently grabbed her wrist, shaking his head to let valerie know that nicholas had this. she just needed to watch. he was composed, but he held a perfect posture with his chest was puffed up, he kept his hands flat at his side, and he looked at you with such contempt, such disappointment, before his baritone voice dominated the room.
âno, valerie, this is not okay. iâm sorry, but iâve got to get this off my chest.â he paused. his serious, deep gaze not pulling from your curious eyes before he resumes speaking, ây/n, your behavior this whole night was completely inappropriate and unacceptable. iâm not exactly sure what your problem is with me, but iâve done nothing, but try to be civil. i donât know what type of guy you may think i am, but where i come from, manners and decorum count a lot wherever and to whoever, so i canât just sit back and let your nasty, smart-ass attitude continue. you owe every single one of us an apology, especially to that poor server. now, if you refuse, weâll take you back home and continue the night without you. do i make myself clear?â
you stood there silently, still trying to keep your guard up, but the muscles of your crossed arms loosened. the furrow of your perfectly arched brows softened and a small smile crept on your painted lips while you listen to nicholas chavez set you, y/n l/n, in her rightful place. he was respectfully getting you all the way together and boy, did you get such a titillating rush from how he was so assertive yet, still had that integrity. he was exactly the type of man youâve been craving for in your circle. the type of man that wasnât afraid to stand up for whatâs right no matter how many times heâs given the benefit of the doubt. heâd make one hell of a lawyer. it was like you were seeing stars when his eyes bore into yours, awaiting an answer. you were so stuck in staring at him, his colossal frame stepped forward to be in closer proximity to yours. the warm chocolate hue of his pupils turn darker as they continue to stare down into your own. nicholas takes the opportunity to repeat his question with an added firmness, considering he didnât get an answer the first time.
ây/n, do i make myself clear?â
you swallow.
âyes, nicholas.â
you were so entrapped in his softening gaze when you gave in. valerie sat in awe and confusion as she witnessed you humbly apologize to everyone for your behavior, including the server and the night went on pleasantly. plus, you decided to give nicholas more than an hour, you decided to give him a chance. there was something about him that had some potential you craved to see more of. you werenât always the one to get second dates, but as you attentively indulge in amicable conversation with him, youâd hope you were redeemed enough to get that chance to see nicholas again. alone. although you hated him less, he was still a fine specimen of a man. he gave you a sense of warmth. that warm feeling didnât leave when he drove you home after dinner. it didnât leave when he walked you to the door. it sure as hell didnât leave when he bid you a sweet goodnight with another lingering kiss to your hand. the image of his beautifully sculpted countenance burned deep within your brain. nicholas was even the type of guy that made sure you entered your home first before disappearing into the night. a regular yuppie asshole would speed off as soon as you closed his car door. your heart pounded within your chest as you stared at the ceiling while immersed in your satin rose duvet. every single shitty word youâve ever said and every judgmental thought youâve had towards nicholas alexander chavez was immediately transformed into immense respect and burning desire.
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âShould have known better.â
Kinich x Reader
Words: 2500
Google Docs Pages: 4.1
Warnings: Kinich story quest spoilers, angst/hurt w comfort/good ending, saurian death?, platonic relationship
Opening: Kinich is not one for strong reactions, even when dealing with bigger issues. But does his composure falter when a pressure point from the past is pressed?
AN// G/N Reader. Tell me why I completely missed out on Kinich lore even after getting him the first day the banner came out :âD ANYWAY now that Iâm in the loop, this just had to be done. Likely not going to write for him again, just felt like doing this one. Hehe, anyway Iâll now disappear to work on another Capitano fic ;; (Was excited about that so I'm sorry if the ending of this is ooc and/or rushed)
âShould have known better.â
Tagging along with Kinich while he was on the job wasnât something you were used to doing often. But on the other hand, you knew he didnât mind having you there. Company apart from Ajaw seemed to be something he craved every now and then, not that you blamed him for that. Plus, you never asked for any portion of the funds he was going to get for the commissions even after helping him complete it. Simply enjoying the time spent with him, which had been hard for him to understand in the beginning. Why would someone work on a commission for free, only taking his company as payment? But by now, he seemed to not mind whenever you tagged along.Â
And it wasnât like you were completely useless either. A rather seasoned warrior and a fighter as you were, allowed him to get through commissions faster which wasnât something heâd turn down especially if it was for free.Â
The area this time wasnât anything you hadnât seen before. Some high cliffs that surely would have frightened the less seasoned, but by this point standing on the edge of one didnât stir those feelings within anymore. Not even while in the heat of battle, like now.Â
Your eyes followed Kinich, hooked onto a saurian after having just gotten rid of one. The pack was rather large this time, having caused so much trouble for the people near the cliffs that theyâd asked for help from Kinich.Â
Your attention was brought back to the situation at hand soon after. Dodging the saurianâs hook, taking a little more speed into your steps before raising your weapon against it. Eyes keen to follow each step of the creature, making sure the hit would land. But while your attention was occupied, Kinich noticed another one behind you. An easy target, really. It hadnât even targeted you yet, so getting it to fall off of the cliff would have been easier than having to spend time on fighting it. Kinich loaded his shot, aiming with practised ease and watching to make sure it hit the creature. Though, as soon as it did the saurian managed to hook itself onto your ankle before the explosion ultimately made it lose its balance. Slipping off of the cliff and into the ravine. Affectively throwing you off of your feet with the heavy pull, quickly starting to drag your form along with it down the steep drop.Â
There wasnât any vegetation to take a hold of, grassy ground with dried bushes and a few flowers. Your hands grasped the ground, digging up dirt along the way. Attempting to kick the hook off of your ankle, but it held on tight. Especially when the saurian was basically dead weight in the ravine. Hanging off of you, making its hold ever stronger.
Your eyes quickly moved to Kinich, aware how little there was you could do anymore. A moment flashing by as pure desperate panic flooded your eyes, no words coming out in the moment. Focused solely on trying to get your body back up as it was actively being dragged into what seemed like the end. But your companion appeared frozen.Â
Kinich had but a few moments to react, if even that. Having noticed the hook attached itself and soon after you were already hanging on the edge. Grasping at anything nearby to hold on. But even that feeble moment had been enough to make his mind run a course into a dark pit of memories.Â
The young yet such a tough boy whoâd been chased out by his father. And by a mere mistake, had watched his by then fragile father stumble. Taking a step back a little too close to the edge of the cliff, and with a heavy thud land on the bottom.Â
How his body had frozen just as it had on this day. How his whole body had felt the tremble going through it, something heâd never felt before. A warm pressure at the back of his eyes as his body began to move towards the edge. How heâd seen what remained at the bottom of what seemed like an endless drop, having pulled himself back straight after. Chest tightening by the minute. The young yet such a tough man from then on clutching his small hands into fists. Fighting the tears back down, gritting his teeth as his mind raced. The situation was more of a mess than anything heâd seen before. Yet by some miracle he was able to numb his mind enough to push himself back onto his feet and find a grapple hook to bring his father to proper rest.Â
But all that was then. Something he thought he wouldnât have to ever think about again. Yet the lump in his throat as he approached the edge of the cliff proved him otherwise. But what was he so frightened of? And just then, he heard a thud. Something that echoed for but a mere moment. But a sound that felt like something in him had shattered. No rational thought of âI havenât even seen what happened yetâ was able to ease his mind. Yet his body felt almost as if it was moving on its own. It had been from the moment heâd watched your fingers slip off the edge. Hurrying there to see what could be salvaged.Â
Even if his mind had seemingly decided the fate of the situation, his body hadnât. He wouldnât allow something like this to happen again. This was not a way to go, for anyone. Least of all you.Â
You felt the ground under your hands slip, the last bit of the cliff giving in under the weight. Falling alongside you and the saurian. The speed of the fall was so frightening you could have sworn your heart stopped beating for a minute, before even the thought of doing your all to survive came to mind.Â
The walls of the ravine in certain parts were tight enough for roots to connect from one side to another. Not all of them would support the weight of a human, but a few of the older ones were thick enough to be worthy enough to give it a try. To try and wedge yourself between a pair of them.Â
And by a miracle, the Night Kingdom wasnât going to have you on this day. Not now, at the very least. Youâd managed to grip a pair of the roots. Gravel, dirt and smaller rocks trickling down the sides of the ravine at the sudden pull on the old roots. For a moment fearing they would give out like the edge of the cliff had.Â
You held your breath, eyes widened. As if even the most subtle movement would restart the fall. Even the saurian had mostly stopped thrashing around, almost like even it understood the gravity of the situation. And if it did, that was a problem. The roots werenât going to hold up the weight of you and the saurian. It had to go for a chance to get back up to even be possible.Â
As soon as the air stilled, confirmed the roots were going to allow you a chance. To watch you fight for your life while hanging off of them by your arms. You started kicking the saurian, wiggling and moving the ankle it was attached to. The hookâs hold had slipped earlier when youâd lodged yourself between the roots, so it was no surprise that the already frightened saurian couldnât hold on for longer. Its hold slipping, keeping you on the edge up until you heard the loud thud that echoed at the very bottom of the ravine.Â
The air was so still, only the sound of your heavy breathing and soft trickle of the gravel that fell from the walls of the ravine. Following the fate of the saurian. Leaving you hanging before even thinking of trying to find a more stable spot between the roots. Kinich being still up on the cliff having slipped your mind completely. Focusing all your energy and instinct on finding the most suitable spot to get on before even attempting to come up with a plan to get back up.Â
Kinich so desperately wanted to hesitate, not look down the ravine. Not after the thud that had echoed from the bottom of it. The sound that had stirred those memories to resurface, powerful enough to make him wonder if he even wanted to check and confirm the source of the sound.Â
But then again, Kinich couldn't just leave and assume what had happened. Peeking over the edge, keen eyes scanning the bottom of the ravine. Only being able to spot the saurian, unmoving at the bottom. His brows furrowed, eyes moving across the walls of the ravine in confusion. A silent breath escaping him after spotting your form lodged between the roots, having heard the rustle of the dirt falling down from around the roots. Not even giving himself time to be relieved before his mind started ticking. Trying to figure out a way to fish you back up.Â
âHold on, Iâll reel you back up.â He called out, voice stoic as ever. And if you hadnât been in such an attention requiring situation, you could have heard the slight waver in his voice.Â
You peered up, merely seeing the manâs shadow before he disappeared off of the cliff edge. Way to leave someone hanging, you thought. A slight snarl appearing on your face before at last making it close enough to the wall of the ravine to calm down for a moment.
Soon a few rocks fell from the top, catching your attention. A grappling hook slowly lowered itself to your level before Kinich appeared at the top. âWrap it around yourself.â He instructed, the same tone of voice still there. Doing his all to hold it together. Panicking now would only lead to worse losses, and that wasnât a price he was willing to pay.Â
Though, he would have been a fool to not admit the way he was feeling. Having noticed how his hands had shook while fetching the hook. How his breath had hitched at the thud, how tense he felt even now.Â
The tug at the end of the rope caught his attention, peering back down to make sure you were securely attached to the grappling hook.Â
Trying your best to help him, you used the wall closest to you. Placing the tip of your boot to each crevice you could spot, making the weight a little lighter for him.Â
Soon a heavy breath escaped your lips when the familiar grass appeared back into view, crawling back on the top of the cliff. Kinich taking a hold of you, easily lifting your form back up. Dragging you rather far from the edge without even noticing before he let go.Â
You allowed yourself to lay on your back, breathing heavily as the seriousness of the situation slowly started to sink in. Staring at the sky, following the few clouds that travelled across in that time. Turning to look at Kinich, watching as he hadnât allowed himself to sit down. Leaned against his knees, hair hiding most of his face as he stared at the grass. Breaths heavy. A relieved yet tense silence between the two of you.Â
Observing him a little longer, it wasnât hard to tell that heâd clearly been shaken up by the events. And maybe it hadnât hit you just as hard yet, but you felt almost worse for him than yourself. It wasnât often that you nor anyone else saw him like this.Â
With a silent groan you sat back up, thinking for a moment before deciding to speak up. âYou couldnât have known it would attach itself to meâŚItâs okay.â Knowing he wasnât going to let this slip with you merely telling him that it wasnât his fault, yet still trying. He wasn't the kind of person to not blame himself when heâd been involved in something like this. âNo, I should have known. Waited for you to get out of its range. I knew better than that.â Kinich replied, voice surprisingly calm as he stood back up. Completely dismissing your earlier forgiveness.Â
You couldnât get a word in after, not that there was much you could say. He wouldnât believe you if you kept telling him that he was not at fault here. Merely watching as he kneeled in front of you, eyes scanning your form before doing a more thorough check up for injuries. Lifting each of your limbs, moving them to make sure that nothing was out of place. Mumbling something about the adrenaline wearing off soon and having to check up on you after that again. Gaining him a slight eye roll from you.Â
The chuckle you let out couldnât hide the nervousness still deep in your system, still feeling the need to make him understand. To make him listen, it wasnât his fault. That there was no reason to think of how it had happened, but to move on and be glad youâd both made it out in one piece.Â
You took a hold of his hand, stopping it from wandering around your form. Obsessively checking that everything was okay. Giving him a look before pulling the man down to sit and calm down. Feeling his hand still tremble, clear that he was still on edge about this.
You may have not known everything of his past, and you didnât have to. No matter what he may have encountered before youâd even met him didnât matter now. He was allowed to be shocked and panicked, but what you firmly believed he shouldnât do was to force himself to be so uptight. To make himself move on so quickly. Especially when that didnât seem to be an unconscious choice, it was one he forced himself to make.Â
âHey, weâre both alive and wellâŚmostly in one piece. Calm down, eh?â You tried to smile at him. Watching as his eyes stared into yours, careful as he eased out and more willingly sat down. A breath escaping him, giving in. If just a little.Â
You placed his hand against your chest, breathing calmly. In a way an attempt to calm yourself at the same time, maybe tricking your brain by doing this for him. Watching as wind so high up in the cliffs blew against the both of you, sitting there in silence. Waiting until the initial shock wore off.Â
And likely would have waited for longer. If it hadnât been for the subtle grunt that escaped you when letting go of his hand. Likely having sprained something in your shoulder due to the fall. But it was enough to bring Kinich back on track, quick in his actions as he tugged you back onto your feet. Mumbling something about not wasting any more time and having to go find a medic. Gaining him another eye roll.
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Chris:
⢠gets so flirty.
⢠like heâs usually flirtatious, but when he actually wants it to go somewhere he so extremely smooth with it.
⢠but it also turns into dirty talk real fast. heâll spill filthy things into your ears or messages.
⢠or heâll send you quick little texts like:
you should come over ha ha..not unless u want too <3
⢠dick pic sender!! his big, leaky cock twitches under the exposure of his camera, he bites his lip as he snaps the picture. he giggles despite feeling dirty, because a part of him likes being teased.
⢠he ends up getting himself more worked up on accident. he doesnât want to jerk off or anything because he wants to save his cum for you. but, he canât resist touching himself, so heâll just tease his cock so bad.
⢠you may come home and see your sexy boyfriend laid out on the couch red-faced and breathing heavy with the bottom of his shirt between his teeth. heâll run his fingers along his red, dripping cock lightly, whining and squirming his hips at the torture.
⢠he thinks youâre cute, so he likes to touch you up and tease you.
⢠honestly is a bit shy to say outright the he âwants to have sexâ so heâll play with you until youâre begging to fuck. (depends on his mood)
⢠or sometimes heâll let his actions speak louder, by kissing you as soon as you walk through the door, pressing his hard cock onto your thigh so you can feel how much he thought of you.
âmmh..yeah, feel that? feel me? been like this all day, teasing my cock just for you. its my turn to feel you, hm?â
Minho:
⢠canât focus on shit.
⢠he sees horniness as an annoying ache. heâs so distracted easily, heâs daydreaming about sex, and heâs uncomfortable, he just wants to relieve the desire burning his core.
⢠so sensitive too, especially when heâs daydreaming. someone touches his shoulder and heâs flinching, if someone whispers something in his ear heâs shuddering.
⢠he used to be too proud to say heâs horny. but you could see through his curt, sarcastic attitude by how clingy he would get around YOU. the only one that could fix it.
⢠so because of his attitude, he used to just spam text you a bunch of things for attention. itâs like as soon as heâs horny, heâs laying himself over you like a cat.
⢠but now, heâs way more comfortable, maybe even too comfortable.
⢠heâll just send you a selfie with a dumbass filter and text:
come to the bathroom and suck me offđ°
⢠like bro whatđ it always works though..
⢠doesnât send dick pics. even if heâs away heâll just facetime you if you wanna see his dick so bad. heâll pour lube down his cock and jerk himself off so slowly, always shows his blissed out face too.
⢠when heâs finally got his hands on you, heâs too focused on getting himself off to say anything to you really. but, if you keep him waiting long enough, youâll hear his frustration.
âcan we fuck? like right now? âŚ.please. ill eat you out. i know you canât say no to something like that.â
Changbin:
⢠if heâs at the studio, you wonât even notice. you can only tell by the impatient bouncing of his leg and his nervous lip bites.
⢠once he has you alone, heâs placing a soft hold on your waist, nuzzling your noses and whispering such cute things that equally make you giggle and want to bite on his lips.
⢠his foreplay consists of soft grabs and sweet kisses that get deeper and deeper until heâs got you straddling him, not breaking the intimate makeout session youâre sharing.
⢠very comfortable telling you when heâs horny, even if pink still hues his cheeks a little.
⢠very cute about dick pics. he doesnât send them unless you tell him to, and the first time he did, he was so excited and aroused. he looked around from his phone, seeing if anyone noticed the flushed expression he had in his face.
⢠he snuck to the bathroom and sprung his thick cock out of his boxers, he fumbled with the camera for a while, not really knowing how to take a picture of it?
⢠he snaps a cute picture of his short cock leaking a thin string of precum on his finger. the picture and situation turned him on so much he was begging you to let him jerk off.
⢠when you arenât home, heâs usually patient, but you canât ignore things forever..
⢠you guys own a few toys, so heâll pick a few from the drawer that he hasnât tried yet and play with his cock until you get home.
⢠itâll be a pretty picture when you do too. heâll be on his hands and knees, lightly fucking a small, pink buttplug in and out of his ass, begging for you too finish him off.
âahn- welcome home, sweet girl⌠mphh..need your soft pussy on my cock. please please- fuck me with this in?â
Hyunjin:
⢠stares at you alot.
⢠heâll look up at you with such a sweet, loving gaze, analyzing every part of you like a nostalgic toy.
⢠he loooves frotting. heâll show you how needy he is for you by rubbing his sweet hard-on along your clothed tummy till his precum stains his pants. its like heâs magnetically drawn to you when heâs hard.
⢠comfortable telling you when heâs horny. heâll tell you when you guys are alone/able to, so you donât feel pressured to make time for his desires, especially when youâre busy or having fun.
⢠sends way more bulge pics than dick pics. some of his long, hard cock in his sweatpants, maybe his pretty hand gripping the length of it.
⢠sends vids too, heâll send you one of him teasing his cockhead with a thick paintbrush of his, begging you to come home and do it instead.
⢠when you arenât home, heâll jerk himself through the silk of his pajama pants, stopping when heâs close to cumming. or heâll roll his hips into mattress, pretending itâs your wet pussy.
⢠and when you do get home, heâs meeting you at the door. his hair is messy and heâs somewhat panting. heâll step closer to you till his lips rest in your hair, and his hips are the only part of him you can promenantly see.
⢠heâll pull his sensitive cock out from his cozy pants, jerking himself off right in front of your eyes, his tip pressing onto your shirt. his breath will hitch and heâll hide his face in your hair, moaning in realization that heâs finally gonna cum.
⢠it squirts onto your sweatshirt, pumping out of his cock with small, audible thuds. his cum seeps messily into clothes, as he wraps his arms around you, burying his face into your neck.
âmm- fuckâŚso fucking turned on right now..you see what you do to me? oh god..gânna cum- gonna fucking cum..â
Han:
⢠act suprised, heâs pathetic.
⢠literally dissasociated. he wants you so bad he doesnât even care about whats happening if it isnât related to you.
⢠if you arenât home, heâll lay in bed, gripping the sheets around him and even stripping down because of how hot his body gets when he thinks about you.
⢠no indescribable force could keep this man from jerking off. babe as soon as he gets home and shuts the door behind him, heâs leaning on that shit and quickly unzipping his cock free.
⢠heâll be still setting down his bag while heâs twitching and jerking from stroking his cock. as soon as heâs done, he plops down on the bed and continues to jerk himself off till he cums for the first time that day.
⢠oh he sends dick pics. but weirdly only when heâs in public or at work, never at home. you canât count how many pictures of his hard cock heâs sent from bathrooms, practice rooms, dressing rooms and even in this hoeâs car.
⢠when you are home, heâs holding your hands and begging for you to have some type of sex with him. he doesnât card if your pegging, heâs fucking, heâs domming, or heâs subbing or whatever, he just needs to feel you on him.
⢠if you say anything other than yes immediately, heâs dropping to his knees and looking up at you, saying such useless, pathetic words in hopes to get himself fucked.
âplease! please please- iâll be such a good boyâŚjust need it. need it so bad it hurts. iâll take whatever you give me..â
Felix:
⢠so clingy and desperate.
⢠but, heâs so happy he has someone to fuck so he doesnât have to suffer alone.
⢠biggest pleaser. heâll pull you into a deep hug, reaching a hand down to toy with your clothed clit, eating up every noise you make.
⢠he likes clear communication so heâll just text you and ask when you are returning home.
⢠his dick pics are usually tame. pictures of him pulling up his sweater so you can see his freckled abs and leaky cock. or he sends videos of his long cock squirting in the company bathrooms, you can only hear the cute splashing sounds and his whiny little gasps, trying to stay quiet.
⢠but, when he feels really turned on, he might even send little slutty videos of his cute cock humping his pillow till he shoots cum all over the fabric, or maybe one of him sounding his cock slit till his eyes roll back from a dry prostate orgasm.
⢠felix is a WHORE. so u guys do in fact have large toy drawerâşď¸
⢠when you arenât home he either fucks his ass with one of your old dildos, or humps some other object of yours. though itâs softer than it sounds, he just loves you!
⢠coming home is the best. on the bed, heâll be sat up on his knees, holding your shoulders and kissing you messily. his back is arched toward you as you tug on his cock to completion. he may not have the energy left to pound you, but itâs the best suprise ever.
âmmph..ffuck- canât hold it anymore..mm- ah! your hands- ah..faster faster please..i can take it.â
Seungmin:
⢠you would think heâs in pain or something.
⢠it starts off with him just scrolling on his phone, and when he starts getting horny he may just reach a hand down there to softly rub his cock through his pants.
⢠then, heâll look away from his phone, feeling it get more intense. his cock starts getting antsy, so heâll text you when youâre coming home.
⢠finally, his phone is discarded. he decided to take a cold shower before he got sweat on his bed. but, it didnât help much. the water hitting his cock made him hiss through his teeth.
⢠before he knew it, he had the showerhead in his hand, turning the water pressure up and letting it hit his cock. eyes rolling back and trembling before his cock squirts all over the shower wall.
⢠he doesnât send pictures like at all. heâll just explain through words how heâs feeling. he finds it awkward and strange.
⢠but heâll send the prettiest voice messages of him groaning your name and the sloppy sounds of his cock.
⢠when he does get his hands on you, its desperate, not like jisung desperate but like heâs kissing you quickly and deeper, holding the side of your face.
⢠will pound you like he hasnât cum in years, unintentionally holding you down and forcing his cock deeper.
âneeded this. fucking needed this..nothingâs better. hm? slutty pussyâs all mine right? tightest fucking hole.â
Jeongin:
⢠being horny is his favorite.
⢠heâll position himself in front of his mirror, smiling and spreading precum on his tip.
⢠he doesnât usually wait for you, because he likes teasing you anyway, he likes it when you beg him to fuck you instead of his hand or his fleshlight. but he may wait for a little while.
⢠heâll walk around in his grey sweatpants, making dinner and washing dishes while his hard cock bulges and twitches excitedly when he frots against the counter.
⢠genuinely the king of dick pics. he knows his cock is pretty, so every time heâs hard heâs having a full photoshoot before he jerks off. has folders in his camera roll full of just his dick.
⢠prefers taking pictures when you are there. so he can have a pretty pic of you mouthing and nuzzling into his bulge. his good girl.
⢠excited for you to come home and beg for him to fuck you again. heâll pull his fleshlight from his closet, steadily moving it up and down on his cock, waiting for you to find him like this.
âwish this was your slutty cunt i was fucking? mm..sorry. i donât think i can stop now. gonna cry? go ahead. ah..sheâs tight too. ill waste my cum in this toy if you donât start begging.â
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sucker for you
peter maximoff x reader
word count: 1.2k
i can't stop thinking about how peter would react to reader taking his lollipop from him and putting it in her mouth so here's a little drabble about that
a/n: i should be working on this bucky piece that i started like 3 weeks ago but i just needed to get this out of my system first
warnings/tags: language, use of alcohol (everyone is 21+!!), no use of y/n, peter's pov, and some â¨ď¸tensionâ¨ď¸
Peter didn't know it was possible to get so flustered over a human being.
He's never exactly considered himself to be a ladies man, but around you? He's hopeless. A lost cause. Every time he's near you, it feels like his first very day ever interacting with another person.
From the way that your smile reaches your eyes whenever he makes you laugh with a stupid joke to the way that you always smell sweeter than the candy that he eats too much of, he's been a goner for you since the day he first met you.
And the worst part? You seem to know exactly how to make him blush.
As per usual on Friday nights, yours and Peter's group of friends is hanging out in the woods behind the mansion. You're all lounging around a bonfire that Scott works to keep going strong, talking amongst yourself in pairs.
"You know, I heard Warren telling Scott that he's planning on asking you to the winter gala," Jean snickers to you.
Peter isn't trying to eavesdrop, really. Jean just has zero volume control when she has any amount of alcohol in her system. He'd be able to hear every word she's saying even if you and her weren't sitting right next to him.
"What?" Jean demands when you offer no response other than some giggles and a shake of your head. "You've already turned two people down. You're kinda running low on options at this point.â
He twists the stem of the cherry flavored lollipop that he's sucking on, trying and failing to focus on whatever it is that Kurt's rambling on about. His body is angled away from yours, but he can feel the vibration of your low laughter from where your shoulder rests against his.
Peter had heard that you've been asked to the gala that Charles throws in the name of the X-Men every year. He couldn't lie, he was relieved when he'd found out that you had shot down the suitors - not that he'd ever have the balls to ask you himself. He had no desire to be added to the list of people that you've rejected to a glorified prom.
âSo? I can go alone. Going alone is better than going with anyone who isn't the person that I actually want to go with,â you answer with a shrug of your shoulders.
Peter tenses at your words, his stomach doing a somersault.
âAnd who would that be?â Jean asks in a teasing voice, almost like she already knows the answer.
Before you can respond, Peter quickly shoots to his feet. Kurt comes to a sudden stop in the middle of a sentence, and both you and Jean turn to look up at him from where you still sit on the old, fallen tree that is being used as a bench.
âWhere're you going?â You ask. Peter knows it's probably wishful thinking, but he can't help but think that there's a hint of disappointment in your voice.
âBack to the mansion. I've gotta take a whiz,â he retorts, hoping he sounds casual. Truthfully, he can't stand the thought of having to hear you say some dude's name in response to Jean's question.
âSince when are you above pissing in the woods?â Scott laughs as he piles some more branches onto the bonfire.
Peter shoots him an obscene gesture, about to bolt in the direction of the mansion when he feels your hand wrap around his from beneath him. You begin to get up, and he instinctively helps pull you into a standing position.
âI'll walk back with you,â you tell him as you drop his hand. âI'm going to grab a few more beers.â You smile at him in the orange glow of the fire and he forgets how to speak. He motions as if to say after you and you begin walking in the direction of the mansion.
He's fully aware that he could have the two of you back to the school in a split-second, but despite how nervous he gets around you, he'd never pass up the opportunity to spend a few moments alone with you. Living here, you're both almost always surrounded by other people. If it's not Jean, it's Storm. If it's not Storm, it's Raven or Hank. If it's it's not â
âI just had to get away from that,â you sigh when the two of you are out of earshot from the others. âI love her, but Jean can be kind of relentless,â you add with a small laugh.
âYou can say that again,â he agrees, his voice mumbled from the lollipop stuffed between his teeth and his check. âJust the other day she was saying that I should ask someone.â
âYeah?â You quip, a curious edge to your tone. âAnd are you going to?â
âNah,â Peter shrugs, trying to play it cool. âLike you said, it's better to go alone than to go with someone who isn't the person you really like.â
âSo what's stopping you from asking her? Is she already going with someone else?â
âNo,â he answers, coming to a stop in the middle of the moonlit path the two of you are walking on. âShe's not. But she's already turned down basically everyone in the school, so I don't think I stand much of a chance.â
Sometimes Peter starts a sentence without knowing where itâs going, but right now even he's shocked by his words. He's not quite sure where the bravery came from, but he can't exactly take it back now. You're not stupid - he knows you can read between the lines to deduce who he's talking about.
You come to a halt, turning back to look at him. He offers a small, nervous smirk and resists the urge to dash away before you can reply to his confession.
âThree people isn't basically everyone in the school,â you chuckle with one of those grins that could bring Peter to his knees. You take a few slow steps towards him, stopping when your chest is just inches from his. Your gaze flickers from his eyes and down to his mouth before you reach a hand up to his face and pinch the stem of his lollipop between your thumb and index finger, plucking it from his mouth.
His eyes widen in surprise, all but bulging out of his head when you pop what's left of the red lollipop into your own mouth. You swirl it around in your mouth, your plump lips wrapped around the stick.
âBut for what it's worth, the whole school could ask me and there's only one person who would get a yes out of me.â
You pull the lollipop from between your lips and hold it back up to Peter's mouth, resting it against his bottom lip until he parts them - to speak or to accept the sucker, he's not sure. But he doesn't do anything to stop you when you guide it back inside his mouth, the flavor of the cherry candy and your saliva infiltrating his senses when it meets his tongue.
âJust in case you were wondering,â you shrug, and turn to continue your walk back to the mansion as if you didn't just make his heart combust in his chest.
He speeds after you, deciding that maybe Jean has a point - maybe he should ask someone after all.
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thanks for reading! this was my first time writing for peter, i'd very much appreciate comments/reblogs đ
#peter maximoff#peter maximoff x reader#peter maximoff x you#quicksilver x reader#quicksilver#quicksilver x you#evan peters#peter maximoff oneshot#peter maximoff imagine#quicksilver oneshot#quicksilver imagine#xmen#xmen days of future past#xmen dofp#dofp#days of future past#xmen apocalypse#xmen dark phoenix#dark phoenix
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Transformers One x Reader: Awakening Chapter Five
Chapter Five: Iâm Done Saving You
Chapter One, Chapter Two, Chapter Three, Chapter Four, Chapter Six,
Transformers One x Cybertronian!GN!reader
TW/Tags: non? Based on the title you already know whatâs coming. Good luck nerds.
(Chapter 5 is finally here and Iâm pretty excited for this one. Sadly there is much to add for Elita and reader so most likely in the next chapter. Sorry guys the movie isnât making it any easier for me or just canât think of any that doesnât ruin the movie too much. I was dreading to type in the scene where D. Shoots Orion and it didnât feel right to add in the expressions of Y/N, Elita and B because that moment is for D-16 and Orion in my opinion. Oh boy the next chapter is gonna hurt but I want to make yâall happy so here we go.)
(The next chapter will be the last one and then 5 bonus endings after)
*At Iacon City-
Y/N was about to sneak into the city the same way the gaurds were able to. Paying o mind if others see them as they fly in their alt mode. Landing in an alley between buildings. The view clear of sentinels tower. They would then look around and say. The bots they once saw to be taller then them was now around the Sam seize as them having a cog now. They would let out a sigh and then walk out making their eye to the tower. Knowing if they were in their alt mode. They would be questioned. But as they walked passing the road and walking on the side walk as they walked around. Seeing that thereâs an alleyway that seems to lead to the tower sooner. They. Go down that path. As they walk someone then grabs their hand. Causing them to quickly turn around pin the person against the wall.
âWoah easy there friend I just wanted to tell- Y/Nâ It was Deadlock
âLo- uh sorry you got me confused with someone else.â
They would then try to leave but deadlock would grab their wrist and pull them back and turns them around putting his had on their shoulder.
âY/N it is you! But. But you have a cog!â Y/N was just 5 inches shorter then him now.
âUh yeah I should really get going.â Deadlock would rests his hand on their hip as he looked at them. They would place their hands on his shoulders to try to create some distance
âY/N where have you been and how do you have a cog. Come on lets catch up.â
âDeadlock I would love to but I must go. My friend is possibly in danger and I should go make sure theyâre safe.â Deadlock looks almost disappointed. Then over the comm its heard his boss is calling for him. He then sighs
âFine but seeing that you have a cog now. Come by the club and we can catch up.â
âWill do Deadlock now I must go. Good to see you friend.â They pat his shoulders as he finally out his hands off them. Watching as they leave before turning around to head to work
Y/N continues to walk to the tower then once seeing the security they come up with an idea remembering what sentinel said the day of the race. They would then go up to the two guards
âHeeeey guys nameâs Y/N sentinel said he was expecting me?â The two gaurds look at eachother then at them. Nodding then letting them in after giving them directions to the personal quarter sentinel told them to tell you to go to
Y/N would then walk in able to go through a door to the others sneaking around trying to find the room while also being quiet. Soon they would peak through a door and see D-16, B-127, and the other guards on their knees and their hands tied behind their back as sentinel walks past them in a line speaking an d having his average smirk on his face
âI donât understand. Why are we still alive?â
âLook at this rowdy bunch. The High Guard. You know you guys have been tough to find. Every trip to the surface I have been searching for you.â
âTracking the bots in the cave led me right to them.â
âYou captured Starscream.â
âIt was too easy.â
âIâm going to rip you apart piece by piece and that your death is painful and youâll regret the day youâ
âYou sound ridiculous. Itâs weird. Oh D-16 what a tragic story youâll be. Atop the leaderboard in your sector. Secretly a traitor.â
âIâm not the traitor. Youâre the traitor.â
âNuh-uh. You. All of you are traitors. Youâve been working with the Quintessons to sabotage atoge my expeditions Youâre the reason I havenât found the matrix of leadership yet.â
âNone of that is true!â
âOh trust me all of that will be very true when I am executing you in front of all of Iacon because down here the truth is what I make it.â
Sentinel would get into Bs face before D would take a step.
âWell well. Whatâs this about?â
âIâm not kneeling in front of you.â
âFeeling confident are we?â
âYou dont scare me. You wanna know why?â
âPlease.â
âBecause I don't anything else left to lose. You took it all.â
âI sure did.â
Sentinel would then punch D.
âAh megatronus prime. Of course you are a fan. Megatronus was the coolest prime! The biggest. The Baddest. The Toughest! That's why after I killed him. I took his cog for myself.â
âHe was greater than youâll ever be!â
âI donât know Iâm pretty great but I can understand why you would wanna wear his face over mine. Here, lets make sure it doesnât come off.â
Sentinel would put the sticker back then starts engraving the deception insignia into his chest. The others only able to watch. Y/N knows that they have seen enough and without a second thought they open the door and as the others were about to notice in a moment Y/N was running pulled out their blade. Putting the blade against his neck catching him by surprise. The gaurds and airachnid pointing her guns at them
âShoot me and he dies!â
âAhh Y/N I see you have a cog as well-â
âShut up! Sentinel prime is it true you did it all for powerâŚIs it?!â Sentinel then scoffs
âWell of course. Any Prim-â
âYou are no prime! And I swear in the memory and honor of my friendsâŚto B and D Iâll-â Then Y/N is shot on their side by one of the guard causing them to fall onto their knees as sentinel stands before them.
âWell isnât this just a shame. You know I was pretty excited to work with you. Of course it not including the two miners you so cared for. Maybe there is use for you seeing that youâre all about honor. And youâre not labeled dead yet by the public.â Y/N still on the ground. The bullet almost through their waist almost to the center
âWeâll be sure the best doctor of Iacon will take care of that woundâ He would then grab their chin making their face look up fullly facing him after he took a knee. he then snaps his fingers. Two guards walking and grabbing them by the arms picking them up.
âMake sure theyâre well taken care ofâ Y/N was then dragged and taken towards the door they cam from.
*Orion-
âOoookaaay. I-I can do this.â
*At the mines-
âYou canât be serious. We just worked 22 shifts without a break. These miners need rest and time to repair.â
âSentinel Prime wants more energon. So get back into the mines! Before I make you go back in-â
âIs that-â
âOrion?â
âJazz.â
âIs that really you?â
âYeah I know I uh- look a little different.â
âLittle? Thereâs nothing little about you.â
âHow is this possible?â
âSentinel told us you died from your race injuries.â
âSentinel is a lair. Look, I know sounds coming from me. I was never the most focused. Miner but as you can see everythingâs different now.â
âI went to the surface. And I learned the truth. My friends. We were all born with transformation cogs. And then sentinel. He stole them from us! He took away our ability to make our own decisions. He stole our freedom. But now Iâm offering you your first real choice. You can work a twenty-third shift and mine yourself to death. Or fight back against sentinel with me. Right now.â
âHow are we supposed to do that?â
âWe canât fight. We donât have cogs.â
âWhat defines a transformer is not the cog in its chest but the spark that resides in their core. A spark that gives you the will to make your world better and that spark sentinel can never take from us.â
âThereâs not enough of us. We need an army.â
âAnd we have one. Elita is bringing troops. We are not alone in this. If we want to be in control of our own destiny we will have to fight for it. Now is the time for us to stand up. For ourselves! Stand up for this injustice. I promise you this fight will be worth it. Follow me! Nothing can stop us when we stand together. Together as one.â
âElita itâs time.â
âYou got it. Buckle up blinky. Weâre going in.â
Back to the others D heard everything sentinel and Y/N said. Hearing the guards take Y/N away as they groan in pain. He the tried to stand up again.
âNot a good idea.â
âD stay down.â
D would stand up once more
âWell thatâs a shame. You really were a great miner.â
âD! Run!âŚ.â
Sentinel points his blaster at D as D watches. Waiting.
âWeâve got a breach! Protect Sentinel!â A guard would hit D to fall back again as another would join them to protecting sentinel. Y/N was still carried away. Now further from where the direction the train was heading as the guards noticed
âOk they spotted us. Itâs about to get bumpy.â
âHigh Guard. Eject.â
âThereâs too many! We have to abort.â
âWeâre not going to make it.â
From there many miners with jet packs fly up and start fighting sentinels guards. Helping the others
âLets break some protocol.â
âThatâs what Iâm talking about Pax!â
Pax was then attacked against the front of the train by Airachnid
âOoooh thatâs intense.â
âYou canât win miner! I see everything!â
âThatâs right you do! Except the tower weâre about to crash into.â
Orion would then kick Airachnid off him. Hitting the window with his elbow breaking it to get in and the train soon hits the tower. Hitting Sentinel
(HE DID THE POSE FHGFGJFGVUDKKYKUCFKUVU)
âHey!â
âWhat has he done to you?!â
âThis is nothing! Compared to what Iâm going to do to sentinel.â
âY/N!!â The guards have left leaving them on the floor. They would then stand up and put a sort fo tissue over their bullet hole. Something ratchet gave them before. They would make their way to the two limping a bit. Orion going up to them
âIâm fine. We need to stop sentinel.â They say as they look at Orion and D. D unable to take his eyes off the energon coming of them as Orion does the same
âSoundwave, free the prisoners.â
âI know how to stop him. Airachnid is the answer-â
âIâm doing this my way!â
âD!â
âYes! Woah! I got a battle mask. Elita! Battle mask! It appeared when this guy tried to- Knife hands? I have knife hands! Haha! Baddassatron!â
âWhereâs sentinel?!â
There was then an explosion causing D, Y/N and Orion to fall forward. They would then hide behind some rocks as they then hear sentinel
âYou pathetic little twits. Did you really think you can knock down everything that I have built?!â
âItâs over sentinel! You canât escape the truth!â
âWhat truth? That I pluck the cogs from your newborn chests. Forced you to mine so that I can pay off the Quintessons and live like a king. None of that matters! Because the truth is what I make it!â
âIn coming!â
D and sentinel will then have their own fight as the three try to think of a plan
âHeâs too strong!â
âI have a plan. We need Airachnid.â
âAirachnid?!â
âAre you crazy?!
âWe need her memory.â
âWhere is she?!â
Elita was tackled by Airachnid
âFound her!â
âElita. Do not break her. Bring her to the broadcast station. We'll meet you there.â
âEasier said than done!â
âI said don't break her!â
âRelax Iâm being. Very. Gentle!â
âOrion! Orion look! Knife hands!â
âI can see that!â
âYeah Bee!!â They then show their sword blades they picked up earlier showing they glow as well. B then cheers excited
âIâm gonna cut these guys watch! Come here!â
âYou can jab them later!â
âGO! Iâll stay here and help D!â
âAll right b careful!â
âYeah!â
The three make thier way to the other tower. D and sentinel continueing to fight eachother. Y/N staying behind and joining the fight with D
âUm. E-excuse me, you canât be in here.â
B then starts destroying the place
âB. These are not the ad guys.â
âWhy did you cut the door?â
âWhat? No I didnât cu- I didnât- uh that wasnât- I didnât- it was ready like that. Right?!â
âYes thatâs right It- it was already like- yeah-was already like that.â
Orion then got to work and Elita made sure Airachnid was on the table her hologram memory showing.
âAttention. Iacon city. Stand by for a live transmission from Sentinel Prime.â
During thre fight D and sentinel keep fighting all ove the room causing more damag. Y/N waits for the right moment and once sentinel was believing he has D. Y/N jumps and transformers their alt mode on its side and spins fast pushing him off D (Think like that scene Megatron does in TF Earthspark to skyward during that big battle scene.) Scratching his paint job as they land right next to D pulling out their blades protective over D.
âD are you alright?!â D stands up and shakes his head a bit trying to stay awake
âThis is my fight. Go to-â
âWill you quiet that! You can finish him off after I get a good hi-â
Y/N was then tackled by sentinel being pinned to the ground as they were far enough from D. Y/N would fight him getting a couple good hits and sentinel getting a few more hits on them. After kicking him of them D then side body slams sentinel. Y/N struggling to stand up as D then starts fighting sentinel again. Y/N is badly injured and struggles to stand. When they look up at the two. D is back on the ground and sentinel on top pointing his blaster as him again
âWhatâs wrong D-16? Rise up!â
âThatâs why after I killed him. Thatâs why after I killed him. I took his cog for myself. Cog for myself. What truth? That I pluck the cogs from your newborn chests. Forced you to mine so that I can pay off Quintessons and live like a king! What truth? That I pluck the cogs from your newborn chests. Forced you to mine so that I can pay off Quintessons and live like a king! Iâm working my miners as hard as I can. I swear Iâll get you the rest! Iâm working my miners as hard as I can. I swear Iâll get you the rest!â
âLier!â
âWe trusted you!â
âTraiter!â
âPax, we did it!â
After sentinel was distracted Y/N was able to make their way to D. Helping them up while holding their waist where they bleed a bit at. D would stand back up with their help.
âStay back you helped enough!â He yells at them. Knowing they helped make sentinel get weaker after hitting him with their blades.
âD NO!â
D then charges at him. Causing them both to fall off the tower.
âD!â
The two would fly across the city hitting towers until they eventually land. Y/N would transform as they gain more strength while swirling a bit theyâre able to make it but pretty far from the two transforming and is still weak staying on the knees as they watch the two fight. Slowly standing up.
âD-16. We can lead Cybertron together! Donât have to do this.â
D would walk up to sentinel pointing his canon until Orion runs and jumps D. Stopping him.
âWhat are you doing?!â
âItâs over D. Everyone in Iacon knows the truthâ
âSo do I! He took everything from us! I have to do this!â
âNo you donât! Rebuilding Iacon cannot begin with an execution.â
âHe deserves to die! Canât you see that?!â
âWeâre better than this. Donât be like sentinel.â
âPax. You need to get out of my way before I move you myself.â
âD listen-â
D would punch Orion and kick him further for Orion to stay on the ground. Then walking back to sentinel as sentinel was still on the floor. But Orion soon gets in the way. Orion wa shot shocking D and the others. As Orion was about to fall off the cliff D was able to catch him in time by the wrist
âNo. No no no no no. Why..Why did you do that! Why!?â
D would be breathing heavy as so many emotions went through his head.
âDâŚ.noâ
âIâm done saving you!â
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I Knew You'd Come Back to Me
pairing: JJ Maybank x Fem!Reader
summary: And I knew you'd come back to me/You'd come back to me/And you'd come back to me/And you'd come back/And when I felt like I was an old cardigan/Under someone's bed/You put me on and said I was your favorite
word count: 562
warnings: I just realized there's a new season of obx and I haven't seen it at all at all so (not that this was ever cannon accurate but)
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"Y/N?" Pope asks, sitting up. His heart is racing, knowing JJ is out there. Y/N doesn't look at him, acts like he isn't there, just stares at the door for a couple seconds before opening it back up and launching herself out.
"Oh!" JJ grunts, catching her as he stumbles backward. He lands softly on his back, arms wrapped around her. "I'm sorry," He says into her hair, holding her close.
"I knew you'd come back." She whispers, tears streaming down her face. She buries her face into his neck, and he holds her even closer. They're on the ground still, neither of them making any move to get up.
"I heard you say you wanted to get married." JJ confesses, causing her to finally move back and look him in the eye. "When we were babysitting the Kamps. I heard you before you fell asleep."
"Okay," She says softly, tears still falling. She thinks she knows where this is going, and it makes her want to throw up. She gets up, both of them now sitting on the porch.
"That's why I left." He confesses, and she looks away.
"You could have talked to me." She tells him, moving to stand. He does as well, grabbing her hands.
"I should have, I know." He squeezes one hand and lets it go, and then moves to push her hair out of her face. "It's just, you've seen my home life. I don't have a good example of what marriage is supposed to be. I never have. So when you said that, I didn't know what to do." He looks away as tears start to fall down his own face, and he wipes them quickly.
"If you would have talked to me about it," She says, and he just shakes his head.
"I didn't hook up with that bitch." JJ says, which makes her laugh a little bit.
"I know," Y/N, looks at the ground, letting the tears fall from her face. "I still punched her for it, got arrested." She whispered, and then JJ laughed. They both were quiet for a minute, looking at each other with watery eyes.
"I won't leave again." He tells her, and she can't help but frown. "I won't promise that I'll propose tomorrow, but I won't run off like that." She just nods, because that's really all she needed.
"I love you." She whispers, and he cups her face with one hand, their other hands still holding each other.
"I love you too." He whispers against her lips, and then they're pressing them together.
Their friends had waited until then to run out the door, knocking JJ and Y/N down again. Everyone was talking at the same time over each other in a dogpile, and Y/N was in the middle, laughing for the first time in months.
"When you have kids, can I be the godparent?" Sarah asked over everyone, which sent everyone in a frenzy once more.
"Over my dead body!" Kiara screams, and Y/N laughs again.
"We should have some sort of competition for it!" John B suggests, and JJ just rolls his eyes.
"We are not having kids for a long time, so y'all can come down about it." He tells them as he helps Y/N up. "Now, if you'll excuse us," He winks at Y/N, and Sarah screams.
"No! I didn't miss this!"Â
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tags: @avada-kedavra-bitch-187Â Â @one-sweet-gubler @theoraekenslover
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Iâll preface this by saying no drivers should ever receive death threats or wish for them to crash and so on. You wonât ever catch me saying this to anyone (not that I ever post about f1 on Instagram or X anyway).
But on the other hand, it is a little bit funny to me seeing campaigns of how dare you hate on Lando and send him death threats! on tumblr of all the places, as if the people here were the exact same ones that were on instagram. If you want to spread awareness about that fact, do it on the appropriate platform. You shouldnât clog driversâ tags with it, even more if you turned a blind eye when anybody else received hate and started to advocate only when it concerns you.
That being said, if you donât want to see posts hating or even just criticizing your driver, you should stay away from the anti tag that belongs to them.
I personally think itâs silly to have the stance âletâs not hate on any driver okay??â because thatâs just not how reality works. You will feel emotions toward people and how theyâre acting, good or bad. Sometimes you will vent, and maybe some other people will share the same opinion. As long as itâs kept in the appropriate space, where is the problem? I donât want to see Max or Lewisâ hate so I have the anti tags of theirs blocked for example, itâs as simple as that.
Iâm also tired to see people saying Lando is only hated because heâs challenging Max or because itâs a popular thing. Sure there are opportunists, just like in every place. But letâs not act as if Lando hadnât been overprotected by a part of the fandom with the image of being an absolute manchild and baby that could do nothing wrong, with the excuse of British humor and the fact heâs advocating for mental health as a shield.
I say that from the bottom of my heart, I used to really like Lando. Seeing him have his first win was wow, crazy and emotional. But the way he also has behaved this year just reinforced remarks and attitude of his that never sat well with me even in the past. Maybe we should question his PR for letting him self-sabotage and say things that he shouldnât, but nonetheless it wonât change that he has said and done things that made him appear as childish, entitled, and sometimes insufferable.
That post wasnât supposed to be so long, but maybe we should make a list of all the times he lacked respect or said/done things about the other F1 drivers this year so that no one can come up with the idea that if we dislike him itâs only because itâs popular. Using this excuse really feels like denial from some people that donât want to see why his behavior may have irked a part of the fandom.
#f1#anti lando norris#as itâs addressing the hate I guess#max verstappen#esteban ocon#pierre gasly#oscar piastri#lewis hamilton#Iâm tagging those people as the easiest example of behavior Lando displayed#personal rant#f1 fandom#sending death threats is never okay#on the other hand asking for no hate is impossible#and you should curate your own space so you donât see it if you donât like it / if it gets you uncomfortable#in any case#do what makes you happy with your blog
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hot chocolate
pairing: boo seungkwan x gender neutral reader
genre: fluff, cafe au (with a lil university au), (barista!seungkwan x customer!reader basically), strangers to ?
word count: 1.7k
warnings: mentions of food and drink, seungkwan is kinda flirty and not slick at all, cameos of seokmin (and jeonghan/joshua in passing), seungkwan and reader know each other from previous encounters at the cafe!
author note: this feels like it should be part of a longer fic but iâm not too sure if i actually want to write oneâŚso iâll post this on its own instead! for context: readerâs usual is lemonade :) and yes i know that this fic is meant to be in the evening and the pics i used are from midday but shh heâs pretty just look at him </3 (i hope you enjoy!)
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âdo you want hot chocolate today? your jacket is way too thin for this weather,â he says, adjusting his glasses to look at you better behind the counter, his name tag flashing as the warm lighting of the cafe caresses it.Â
seungkwan.
finally, a name to the face thatâs been greeting you joyfully, even at the end of his shift on mondays, like today.
âno, no. iâm alright,â you clear your throat, knowing that your roommate, soojin, saved the jacket around your shoulders for when the leaves had only just started to fall. it was meant to be kept away before she grabbed it by accident and froze in the cooler air of early winterâŚ.exactly what was happening to you outside until you entered the (slightly) warmer cafe.
ââŚif you say so.â his lips turn down into a mix between a pout and a frown as he hums. âone lemonade then,â is what he says before walking towards the mugs kept in the back, and with a faint smile, he pulls out the fruit one he always uses for youâa tangerine, made specially to look just like a real one except bigger, with a green handle on the side decorated with leaf veins.
you rest your arms on the warm counter, the bright green of your roommateâs jacket now faded with use. a quick scan around the small cafe reminds you that itâs fifteen minutes before closing, exactly when seungkwanâhis name still feels unfamiliar in your mind, and you turn the letters over as if theyâd provide you more clues about your lemon angelâswitches the sign at the front to closed.
thereâs silence as seungkwan works on your order, his hands hidden away from you in the mess of machines and cups around him. you feel as if you should help somehow. âdo you want me to flip the sign for you?âÂ
seungkwan looks up from his handiworkâwhich you still canât see enough of for your likingâin surprise before a soft smile takes over his rosy cheeks. âoh! sure, that would beâŚreally nice of you, actually.â
you return his smile with one of your own, moving towards the front door of the quaint building to turn the sign over so the falling for u was only open for the two of you inside.
thereâs some rustling as seungkwan places your mug on the counter before disappearing to refill something (or at least, you assume thatâs what heâs doing). you pull out the chair you were sitting on previously before staring quizzically at the steaming drink in front of you. âi didnât order this.â
âitâs on the house,â seungkwanâs voice rings out through the cafe as he pops his head through the door leading to the back (thereâs a sticky note on it you never noticed before: jeonghan stop trying to prank me. iâm going to resign as the co-owner >:( - joshua which intrigues you, but you donât ask about it).
âiâm not drinking this,â you state instead, shaking your head defiantly as he comes closer, leaning his elbows on the counter behind your drink with a sneaky smile on his face like heâs oh so clever by giving you exactly what you craved on this winter evening (but you would never let him know that).
seungkwan pouts, leaning in as he pushes the mug closer before it ends up in your open hands. âplease?â
for an new employee, he seems really keen on annoying his customers.
âno way.â you shake your head. even though this baristaâs way too nice (and dramatic) for his own good, you arenât about to let him win.Â
seungkwan huffs, crossing his arms with a head shake of his own. âfine. then youâre no longer my favourite customer! i renounce your title!â
you pause, peering up at him curiously. âiâm your favourite customer, huh?â
he freezes. wait, he wasnât supposed to say thatâhis bosses, jeonghan and joshua, had looked at him weirdly when he had mentioned that a few days earlier, with jeonghan warning him to never mention it to anyone else, let alone you, unless he wanted to come off as a creep.
âum, well, i donât mean it in like a weird way.â seungkwan fixes his glasses, paying closer attention to his hand rather than dwelling on your teasing lookâyou didnât seem to think he was being creepyâŚor maybe he was just being hopeful.
you laugh, staring down at the mug in your hand that reminds you of the man in front of you, now that you think about it. âif it helpsâŚyouâre my favourite barista, so i think weâre even.â
he hums, his lips quirking before he clears his throat. âwell, if thatâs true, you should drink the hot chocolate i made with so much effort just for you.âÂ
âfine, fine. donât get too excited,â you say, rolling your eyes with a smile and taking a sip begrudgingly as he lifts up a fist in triumph, disregarding your words entirely as you let out a gentle laugh.
the hot chocolate is sweet as it goes down your throat, and settles warmly in your stomach. seungkwan watches as you relax, his hands moving to grab the mug from you when youâre finished, going to the back to place into the sink, leaving it for joshua when he opens up the next day as a surprise.
you thank him and take a peek outside at the now dark sky with a sigh. maybe it would be a good idea to call up your roommate to walk home togetherâbut you know sheâs probably out with other friends though, so you push that thought aside.
seungkwan taps his fingers on the counter to draw your attention to him with a sheepish smile. âsorry, i need to clean upâŚâ
you blink before getting up immediately, gathering all your stuff with a nervous laugh. âoh, right! thanks for the hot chocolate, seungkwan.âÂ
his eyes widen before he looks down at his name tag. âo-oh right, i finally found this. yeah, iâm seungkwan.â he says, smiling brightly. that makes a lot more sense, you think. youâve seen all the other workers at the falling for u cafe with name tags, even the owners, so it would have been weird to see a barista without a name tag if you hadnât been paying more attention to his kindness instead of his apron.
you smile back and his eyes soften before he purses his lips. âwait just a few minutes, okay?â
your eyebrows furrow but you nod, and seungkwan walks quickly to grab his stuff from the back. your eyes linger outside as he walks back out, a blue puffer jacket now on his shoulders, along with a small bag.
he pauses to turn off the small lamps scattered around the cafe, and you go to help with the last few closest to you, earning you another surprised smile.
once he turns the big light in the centre of the cafe off, he glances around the space that usually seems threatening, like the shadows of every coffee heâs managed to spill (a lot) are coming back to taint the floors after heâs worked so hard to mop his mistakes up, no matter how childish it seems.
now, with you staring at him curiously once more, he thinks itâs okay, and the dim light from the windows is the only thing thatâs distracting himâitâs way too dark to be out alone.
seungkwan opens the door, and you go outside before he does. he locks up the cafe in record time before turning to you with a signature pout. âdo you want me to walk you to the bus stop, or home? you live on campus, right?â
you purse your lips carefully, wondering how much information you should give out. âyeah, i doâŚbut iâm going to be taking the bus. you?â
seungkwan nods, putting his hands in his pockets. âiâll walk you to the bus stop. seokmin said heâd pick me up anyway, so i donât think heâll mind.â
you tilt your head. âare you sure itâs not going to be inconvenient for your friend? i really can go by myself, itâs okay.â you huff out a dry laugh. âitâs not like iâve been by myself in worse situations.â
you glance up to see seungkwanâs face twisted in horror before he clears his throat and crosses his arms. âno. iâm dropping you off at the bus stop, and that is final.â
you raise an eyebrow. âand who are you to demand things?â seungkwan opens his mouth to rebut your words but he really canâtâyouâre basically strangers, even if he feels weirdly familiar at times. âexactly.â
he huffs, taking off his scarf to wrap it around your neck tightly, and you blink at him in shock once he ties a knot to make sure itâll stay on. âat least take this. you can give it back to me the next time iâm working.â
you give him a look before crossing your arms. âand how am i supposed to know your schedule?âÂ
seungkwan grins, pulling on one end of the scarf with a wink. âyou just have to keep wearing it then, donât you?â
you open your mouth to protest but a car blinds you with its headlights, and seungkwan grins. âthatâs my ride! iâll see you around, favourite customer.â
you scoff but wave back at him once he gets into the car, a man with a surprised look directed towards you in the driverâs seat until seungkwan gives him an explanationâit must be the seokmin your favourite barista was talking about.Â
they both smile at you as seokmin drives off, and you nuzzle into the red scarf thatâs already warm from seungkwanâs body heat before putting your hands in your pockets and walking towards the bus stop with a sigh.
youâll just have to keep going back to the cafe to give it back, you decide, and you canât deny the grin that appears on your face at the thought of seeing seungkwanâs surprised face again.
#dokries works#seventeen#seventeen x reader#seventeen imagines#seventeen scenarios#boo seungkwan x reader#boo seungkwan fluff#boo seungkwan imagines#boo seungkwan scenarios#seungkwan fluff#seungkwan x reader#seungkwan scenarios#seungkwan imagines
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Weekly tag Wednesday
This week - tell me about a day in the life of: Name:Â Kat
Age: two noshos minus a couple of years
Are you in school, do you work full-time, or other? Work full-time⌠for now.
Tell me about your morning routine on a school/work day: Wake up about 45 minutes before work, get up and do a few basics, meds, then back to bed to scroll for 20 minutes or so. Grab some breakfast and down the hall to the office.
What do you usually have for breakfast? That one really varies. Iâm not a huge breakfast eater, and I get bored of the same foods quickly, so I switch it up a lot. Lately itâs been bagels and cream cheese though.
How many breaks do you take during the day? I take a 30 minute lunch, and usually step away for 5 minutes a couple of other times. I really should take my full allocation of legal breaks!
Do you go straight home when you are done? Well, I work from home so itâs almost impossible not toâŚ.
Do you like to go out in the evening? Not so much on work days. I try to save my social battery for the weekends.
Do you cook dinner or order in? I order in more than I should these days, but there are no spoons for cooking at the moment.
How do you entertain yourself in the evenings? I watch more TV than I should, poke around online, write when I can muster up the energy.
And finally, tell me about your bedtime routine: I procrastinate going to bed for as long as I can manage. But then itâs into my pajamas, brush my teeth, put my hair up, and under the covers to scroll for half an hour or so. Thanks for coming along for this little visit into my simple and boring life!
Tags under the cut.
@deedala, @michellemisfit, @spookygingerr, @energievie, @gallapiech
@heymacy, @jrooc, @blue-disco-lights, @thepupperino, @crossmydna
@creepkinginc, @suzy-queued, @francesrose3, @such-a-barbarian, @suchagallabitch
@too-schoolforcool, @callivich, @gallawitchxx, @heymrspatel, @guinguin1984,
@rayrayor, @palepinkgoat, @abigailspinach, @nymacron, @transsexual-dandelions
@stocious, @lingy910y, @starry-nights-17, @spacerockwriting, @spoonfulstar
@gardenerian, @kiennilove, @wehangout, @sam-loves-seb, @sgtmickeyslaughter
@wehangout, @deathclassic
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angels of snow
genre : fluff
word count : 673
tags : younger!reader x current!james, a curse word used, all of this just purely fluff
a/n : idea suggested by my đť anon, this was so much fun to write even if itâs short and not a full on fic. i hope you enjoy this one! đ¤
It was a cozy little evening with you and James both relaxing at home. You were in the kitchen making some tea while James sat on the couch, watching some tv. The sky was getting darker within minutes as clouds emerged together, creating a gloomy atmosphere outside.
âHereâs your tea, darlingâ you made your way back to the living room and put the cups down on the table right in front.
âThank you, sweetheart. Did you put any honey in it?â James flashed you a smile while rubbing the back of your palm with his thumb.
âFuckâ you whispered and rushed to get some honey while he was laughing at the way you almost ran to the kitchen. James always found it quite funny how you cursed to yourself whenever something minor would happen, whether itâs you forgetting stuff or just being clumsy. But he liked it, it made you even more lovable and special in his eyes. Even if you both had an age gap and people gave you certain looks whenever you two went out, overtime, you grew to not give a damn about that. And James was more than proud of you for being so brave and strong.
Right when you closed the doors of the cabinet you took a look outside and noticed a thin layer of snow quickly building into a thicker one as it began to snow with chunky snowflakes. You gasped at the view.
âJames! Itâs snowing!â you let him know.
He looked over in your direction and stood up, making his way to the kitchenâs window. While you stood there watching, a set of tattooed thick arms found their way around your waist as James stood tall behind you. It painted a smile on your face and you turned your head a little, looking up at him.
âDo you want to go outside and make some snow angels?â
âIâve got an angel right here in my armsâ he says, booping your nose to which you reacted with a giggle.
âCome on! Letâs put on our coats and get a little playful, please?â you gave him puppy eyes with pursed lips, hoping he gives in and agrees to this idea. He sighed and nodded.
âLetâs go. But letâs make it quick, or the tea will go coldâ
âOkayâ you nodded with extra excitement and gave him a kiss on the lips as you went to dress up.
Once ready, both of you stepped outside and found a perfect spot in your backyard for the snow angels. It was snowing aggressively the first few minutes, but as soon as you got in positions, the weather suddenly calmed down and it was now slow and pretty.
âItâs snowing so beautifully, donât you think?â you asked, looking over at your man.
âI agree with that. Crazy how it switched up so fast tooâ
âI knowâ you giggled, reaching to grab his hand which you held onto tightly.
With one look, you both began to do the snow angels while skilling to yourselves in happiness. Moments like this felt magical and you wished they could last forever. But the cold snow began to send shivers down your body and you got up first.
âItâs really cold, we should go backâ
âYeah. I really need that teaâ he smiled, walking you both to the back door and opening it for you to enter first. That gesture of his always made you feel giddy and happy. Excitement was always hard to cover up when it came to James being a gentleman. You absolutely adored him.
âHereâs the honey I forgotâ
âThank you, love. Do you think we should watch a movie nowâ
You hummed and narrowed your eyes, bringing your index finger to your chin while figuring out what that movie could be.
âWhat about Grinch? Old classicâ
âThatâs perfect, babeâ James looked at you while stroking your cheek and gave you a warm kiss as he pulled a blanket over you both and handed you your cup of still warm tea.
#metallica fluff#metallica fics#metallica fic#james hetfield fluff#james hetfield x reader#james hetfield
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Overview: The LTYE Multiverse refers to a collection of AU's based on the original fanfic, Looking Through Your Eyes. Each 'verse' shows a 'what if' type of narrative based upon the original characters.
The Works
Looking Through Your Eyes
Through Your Eyes
Dreamland
FAQ's
How did this whole thing come about? The multiverse organically formed following an abundance of questions from readers of the original story. Many people were curious about 'what if' narratives that I decided to write as oneshots, shorts, and eventually chapters. Essentially, it was created out of the readers interests/asks! Which story should I read first? The order in which the stories are read doesn't really matter, as they're all independent from one another. I will just say that whatever story/stories you do decide to read, make sure to read the chapters/parts in chronological order to avoid getting confused/spoilers. It might be beneficial to stick with reading and catching up with the OG story before tackling AU's, as you could get a little confused. However, if you plan to skip the OG one, then start wherever you'd like. What is the 'original' story? Looking Through Your Eyes is the original story, as it's the first work that I created and posted before any of this came to be. Is there mature content in the story/stories? All of my works contain mature content (see the disclaimer on my series masterpost HERE). I will say that the original story, LTYE, contains heavy, triggering content and should only be read if you can handle the content being tackled. Does [insert story title] have a happy ending? I can confirm that Dreamland and Through Your Eyes do. As the OG story is still in progress, I cannot answer that question.
What are the differences between the stories? Looking Through Your Eyes is the original story and shows the love story of Solana and Roman following the extremely traumatic upbringings of both of them. Through Your Eyes is an AU where neither of the main characters experienced major trauma. And, Dreamland shows Solana and Roman as parents of multiple children.
What if I can't handle triggering content?
Then, I would strongly advise you to stay away from the OG story. Dreamland and Through Your Eyes would be more appropriate options as they are significantly less triggering.
What if I have an idea for a short/oneshot?
Please feel free to send it to me via an ask or DM! I keep a list of suggestions from you guys and make my way through the list. :)
How often do you update [insert story title]? I don't have an update schedule. Thus, updates for all three are sporadic. You're always free to ask me about when 'XYZ' is being updated.
I have a question that's not on this FAQ? Send me an ask or DM, and I'll happily answer it for you. Assuming it's not a spoiler. ;)
Where can I read asks about the story/stories?
Dreamland questions fall under the 'ltye ask' and 'dreamland ask' tag. Looking Through Your Eyes questions fall under the 'ltye ask' tag. Through Your Eyes fall under the 'ltye au ask' tag.
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goodnight n go ( ran h. ) â part two.
it's really bad that you get along so well.
tags. romance, angst, betrayal, hurt/comfort, established relationship, explicit sexual content, bonten!ran, detective!reader, canon-typical violence, crimes and criminals, drugs, smoking, drinking, illegal activities, EIGHTEEN PLUS ONLY.
âBaby. Wake up.â you stirred in your sleep, trying to pull the blanket over your head just so you couldn't hear your boyfriend, whispering in your ear to get the fuck up. âYN.â
âLeave me alone, Ran.â you mumbled, getting anything that you could reach just to cover your face but heâs one step ahead of you, there's nothing left for you to cover your head with. âFuck.â
You heard him laugh, you felt the bed sink as he sat beside you. âBreakfastâs ready. Come on.â
But you didn't want to stand up. You just want to stay in bed and rot with him. Is that so bad? You haven't had the chance to see and be with each other this long, is it so bad to have one day for the two of you?Â
It isn't, right?
âCan we just stay in? We don't have to go to work today, right?â
You weren't that seriousâokay, maybe you are. But you didn't think that Ran would lay down beside you and go along with what shenanigans you wanted to do today, âOkay.â
âWhat, okay?â
âLetâs stay in today.âÂ
âReally? Aren't you like, needed for work because, I don't know, your boss is a pain in the ass?â you asked him with a wide smile, you looked at him and you saw his pretty eyes looking at youâyou suddenly felt conscious, you just woke up, you haven't even brushed your teeth yet.
But heâs still looking at you like youâre the most beautiful woman in the world.Â
âYeah. But thatâs a problem for tomorrow.â he smirked, leaning in to kiss you but you pulled away and that made him frown, âWhat?â
You covered your mouth with your hand, âBad breath.â you said with a muffled voice.
âThe fuck I care, kiss me.â he says and pulls your hand away, you giggled and let him press his lips gently into yoursâhe bites your lip, and you close your eyes, draping your arm over his neck, pulling him close to you.
You both pulled away, gasping for air. âYeah, you should brush your teeth.â
âRan!â
âKidding.â
You rolled your eyes at him and he just laughed at you, âYouâre such a brat.â
âBut you love me.â you said, closing your eyes again.
âHmm. Youâre going to sleep again?â you feel his arm slipping under your head, making it your pillow, âDon't you wanna eat first?â
âToo sleepy.â you murmured, âWake me up in five minutes, âkay?â
You didn't hear him answer but itâs not long until you hear him say your name again.
âYN.â
You open your eyes, and there you are in front of himâwith a gun in his hand. How the fuck did you get here?
âRan.â
Ran held your wrist, pulling you away from the watching eyes. He knows they're not going to do anythingâand they know that Ranâs not going to let you go that easily.
Even though youâre his girlfriend, Ran is in too deep in this shitâyeah, they think heâs stupid for having a detective girlfriendâbut they know he wouldn't turn that easily, maybe.
You compromised their location, you found them. You couldâve called for back up the moment you saw the guy that you arrested back then, but all that you were thinking of was Ran. You could just easily point your gun to any of them but you didn't do any of that.
They know you wouldn't do that to Ran. They don't know you that much, but the look in your eyes was enough for them to know that you wouldn't just give him upâeven if itâs the right thing to do.
You didn't pull away or protestâyou didn't push him away, there were no arguments as he pulled you into the other room, with no other people, just the two of you. âYNââ
Instead of you speaking, your palms met his face over and over. âFuck you. Fuck you, fuck youââ
âStop.â he says, holding both your wrists. âStop, YN.â
âWhy the fuck would you do this to me? How could you?â your voice was small and shaky, your tears falling continuously, âWhy the fuck would you keep something like this from me? You know how hard I worked, you know all of it, then youâŚ?â
You look at him, and you see that heâs Ran⌠but heâs different. Heâs like a stranger, a stranger with a familiar face. A stranger that you touch, you hold, you confide inâthat you knowâa stranger you love.
Ran couldn't find the words that he wanted to say. He hid this from you because he was selfishâhe wanted to keep you, he wanted to be close to you.
If he could live this double life forever just to keep you, then he probably would.Â
He was different when he was with you, but that doesn't change the fact that heâs a horrible person whoâs done a lot of horrible things, right? Thatâs how you see him now. âI wanted to protect youââ
âProtect me?â you laughed bitterly, âYou really think that you keeping all of this from is protecting me? No, you're lying to me! Deceiving me, you were there every night! Listening to me struggle and youâre one of them?! Why, Ran? Whyââ
âBecause!â he slammed his hand on the table, âBecause I fucking love you! I know itâs bullshit, Iâm a fucking horrible person! How the fuck am I capable of love? But I do! I do love you and itâs so frustrating hiding all of this from you!â
You ignored what he said. Because if you did choose to acknowledge all that, you wouldâve easily run into his armsâturn your back on your morals and just go with him wherever.
Youâre too stupid and heartbroken to think straight that all you wanted to do was to touch him. You wanted him to hold you in his arms and tell you all the things heâs said before, that heâs there⌠that youâve got nothing to worry about as long as youâre with him.
You can feel your chest closing in on you, itâs like youâre being suffocated to death that you needed to get out. âI need to leave.â
âYou can't do that.â he said, holding your wrist when you were about to walk out the door. You tried to swat his hand away but he kept his hold on you, well, you really can't leave this placeâitâs not that easy.
And maybe, he was afraid that if he let you leaveâif he let you walk out that door, youâd be gone forever.Â
From him⌠from his life.Â
âLet me go!â you yelled, trying to wriggle out of his touch, but he pulled you into the couch, âThe fuckââ
âI can't let you do that!â he shouted back, âDo you think you could just walk out of here? Do you think they wouldn't fucking kill you the moment you step out of this building?â
âOkay.â you said quietly, almost a whisper but enough for him to hear you, âCan you just please⌠let go of my hand.â
Ran sat in front of you, on his knees. âYN. Listen to me.â
âWhat?â your voice cracks, your tears still falling at the side of your eyes, you try to look at him, but every time you do, you feel like sobbingâso you look away.Â
âI love you.â he whispered, âI love you.âÂ
That was all he could say because that is the truth. The only thing in his life that he didn't lie about to you.
You finally look at him, he smiles at you like he didn't do anything wrongâlike with just one smile from him, everything will be okay.
And itâs not. Nothingâs ever going to make this okay.
âI love you, YN.â he cups your cheek and you don't pull away, his thumb brushing away the tears streaming down your face. His touch was familiar, it was comfortingâjust how it was before. âPlease, don't leave. Just stay, hm? Stay.â
You have never seen him so⌠desperate, that he might just die if you didn't give in. But he had to try, if losing his dignity was the only way for you to stay then he would.
But it was a big thing. Itâs a big selfish thing to overlook all the things that he had done, and you don't know if you could live with yourself with all of this.
But, itâs Ran. How could you do this to him? How could you leave him?
Itâs Ran, for fuckâs sake. Itâs Ran, you love him. Youâd do everything for him. Youâd jump off a cliff for him.Â
Itâs him, you were going to build a family with him. He was there for you, the only one there when you were basically empty. When you had nothing, he was the only one there. So⌠how?
How could you even think about this?
Itâs Ran.Â
Thereâs no question about that.Â
Fuck, YN. Think.
Think.
âYNââ you cut him off by pressing your lips into him, you drape your arm over his neck to pull him close.Â
You tug on his tie and deepens the kiss because fuck it. You both pull away to breathe, he presses his forehead against yours, you close your eyes and just try to feel him.
Just try to forget all the things that were happening.Â
His lips find yours again, but this time he was kissing you so hungrily, his teeth tugging on your bottom lip as if he was craving you for a very long time, your fingers unbuttoning his suitâyou feel the cushion on your back as he towers over you.
His kisses travel down your neck, his hands unbuttoningâno, more like ripping your blouse, favorite blouse, open and pulling your pants downâridding you of your clothes, you bite back a moan when his hands squeeze the swell of your clothed tits.Â
âLet me hear you.â he groaned, you can feel the vibrations on your skin, itâs as if you feel the nerve impulses all throughout your body. âFuck, please.â
âPlease, baby.â here you are legs sprawled open, under him but heâs the one pleading you, was he always this desperate for you?
His hands sets your panties aside, his fingers finding your swollen clit, drawing circles, trying to get just one fucking noise from you.
Finally, you gasp, your fingers gripping his hair as he pushes his fingers in and out of your cunt. Fuck, yes he was always this desperate.
Always so desperate to make you moan his name, always desperate to see your finger-fucked out faceâheâs the only one who could make you like this, what makes you think that he would ever let go of you?
Why would he ever let go of you when you're so beautiful and helpless under him? Getting fucked ruthlessly, your legs hanging on his shoulder as he pump his cock in and out of your pussy?
âR-Ran, fuck! Please, slow downâah!â you were a fucking mess, sobbingâmumbling all the right words that should come out of your mouth when heâs hitting all the right, sensitive spot inside you.Â
But it seems so hard to hear all your pleas when his hips slams into you like this, both your skin slapping, your wet pussy squelching when his dick slams inside youâit was too good, too good for him to stop, too fucking good to listen to you plead him to slow down, not when he can feel your cunt sucking him in.
You weren't sure anymore where you are, all you could see was your boyfriendâs face, fucking the life out of you.
Every grunt he was making passes through your ears and travels throughout your body. It was too much, you were exhaustedâtoo exhausted to be in the right mind. Too tired to think if this is even right, if you should be even getting fucked right now.
You were already mumbling incoherent words when he switch your positions out, you were all on fours holding on the cushion while he fucks you raw from the back, he leans forward, squeezes your tits and pushes you against his chest.
â...too much, baby, slow down.â you whimpered, if only you could see the look on his face, âRan, baby, please.â
âTell me youâre mine.â he grunts, his voice hoarseâhis breath was warm against your skin, âYou're not going to leave, are you? âS too good, right?â
ââm not, baby.â you gasp, your stomach churning as you feel his thrusts slow down, so agonizingly slow that you feel like heâs fucking with you, ââm not going to leave. I love you.â
âFuck!â he slammed his cock deeper, holding both your hips as he fucks you harder and harder, âFuck, fuckâsay that again. Say you fucking love me.â
âI love you,â you breathlessly say, âI fucking love you.â
âŚ
You were just there sitting in silenceâyou, only wearing his coat, hands intertwined as you lean your head on his shoulder.
No one was speaking, you were bathing in the solace of just being thereâtogether. Itâs as if nothing happened, itâs as if youâre not going to make a big decision thatâs going to affect your lives together.
Ran was the first one to speak, âDid you mean it?â
âMean what?â you answer mindlessly.
âYou said,â he paused, âYouâre not going to leave, did you mean it?â
You don't answer him because you don't know. You have no idea if you mean it or not, all you know is you just wanted to stay here for a moment and not think about anything.
He squeezes your hand, his thumb caressing your skin, he holds on to you tight as if heâs going to lose you and holding on to you was the only way for you not to slip away.Â
âHeâs my brother. The one with the long hair, similar color to mine.â
âI figured.â you whispered, âHe looks a lot like you.â
âYeah?â you hummed. âI guess.â
âAre we going to stay here forever?â you asked, âIâm hungry. I was going to cook dinner butâŚâ
âYou, cooking?â you heard him chuckle, âYou sure about that?â
You immediately looked at him with a glare, âExcuse me?â
Your gaze softened when you saw that annoying smile on his face, just like that, itâs like everything was normal. Itâs like you were on the bubble again, just the two of youâhim teasing you, you being a brat but succumbs to him, and smiles back at him anyway.
But then you remember all the things that he lied about, all the things that you found out and all the things that you are about to find out.Â
âI love you.â he says. âI love you so much that I don't know what Iâm going to do if I lose you⌠am I? Losing you?â
âI don't know,â your voice was small, almost silent just like the room that surrounds you, âWould you let me go? Would you let yourself lose me?â
The silence settled once again. He looks into your eyes, and if you looked closely you could almost see the vulnerability inside.Â
Heâs Ran Haitani, heâs feared by some people. Even you figured that out. But when it comes to you, heâs not afraid to look stupidâheâs not afraid to beg you not to leave him.
You leaned your forehead against his, closing your eyes as you felt the ache in your chest. If itâs only that simple, if only you could say yes that easily.
You took a shaky breath as you felt your tears once again, âHow do we do this, Ran? How do I love you like this?â
Ran doesn't know either. How could you love him when heâs this? But heâs too selfish to let you go, heâs too caught up in this mess that he holds on to you because youâre the only thing in his life that makes sense.
âDo you want to leave?â
âLeave?â
âWeâll leave. Weâll run away, me and you.âÂ
Hearing him say those words just added to the pain you were feeling. Heâs ready to risk it all for you. But this is wrong. âWhy are you making it so hard for me to love you?âÂ
Leaving isn't the solution, because one way or another, they're going to find you and that would probably end with the two of you dying. But if thatâs what it takes to keep you, then he would gladly leave.
You can see the pain in his eyes, in those eyes that hold so much adoration for you. He pulls you in, your head leaning on his chest. You close your eyes as you listen to his heart beat, it was once again comforting, but it shouldn't be. It shouldn't.
 âThen just let me love you enough for the both of us, hm?â
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Would you consider writing something about detective reader and Valeria? I think it would be so cool that reader is looking for her and sheâs fascinated (maybe in a twisted way/maybe she isnât a really good person) and Valeria is interested in her bc of how she matches Valerias energy. Idk!!
One unhinged woman? I'm in love. Two unhinged women? I died and went to heaven.
I purposefully left the ending a little open ended because I want to come back to this and write a part two someday
I <3 evil women
Tags/Warnings: WLW, Violence, Stalking, Valeria and Reader Fight, Reader Has Questionable Morals
Alikeness
 Observant. Persistent. Obsessive. All qualities that successful detectives should have. You've been doing this for ten years. Like a bloodhound with a scent, no case remains unfinished when assigned to you. A good detective revolves their life around their work. A good detective is her work. You know your preoccupation with your job isn't healthy. You've lost little pieces of yourself every case. Chipped away at yourself until something new and distorted crawled out from it's shell. the newest thing bouncing around inside your skull is El Sin Nombre. A notorious and influential Mexican drug cartel leader. No one has been able find his true identity. Allowing him to live up to his moniker. Your eyes burn as you stare at your computer screen. At three different headshots belonging to three different former special forces officers. He may not even be a he.
Truman Wenchow, Seth Veros, and Valeria Garza. All had gone awol after La AraĂąa had been dethroned. You can feel it deep beneath your skin. An inkling that has never steered you wrong that one of these individuals is your person. Finding out that Seth has died sometime in twenty-twenty narrow things down. Corruption isn't uncommon. Not in Las Almas. the reigning Cartel has always had its claws sunk deep into the local authority systems. Everyone has a price after all. Local is usually where it ends though. El Sin Nombre is far too ambitious to stay in the confines of 'local'. El Sin Nombre has expanded their reach into the hearts of Puerto Rico, Ecuador, El Salvador, and the States. This bleeds deeper than you thought. The closer you get to the truth the more dangerous this becomes.
Only a few weeks ago, just a shy of a month, you began receiving threats. Warnings to stop. It had the opposite affect intended. Your mind glossed over the words spelled out for you and instead rearranged them into something else entirely. 'You're close. Come find me.'Â Â this could very well kill you, you're aware. late nights spent in the darkest corners of the internet have shown you just exactly what cartels are capable of. You find yourself unafraid. You've done similar things in pursuit of answers, and you will do worse to obtain more.
Out of the three suspects on your list, only one still lives in Mexico. as elusive as she is. All you're able to find are traces. Breadcrumbs left behind. Credit card history, grainy camera footage. Government documents. Getting information on Valeria Garza was like pulling teeth. Only a few former brothers in arms were able to offer up meager footnotes about the woman of the past. headstrong, ambitious, violent, efficient. You were able to track down her home, though. An unassuming property located on the quieter side of town. It's not the home one would expect a wealthy drug lord to keep but you've found that exteriors rarely match their interiors.
The sky is clear and inky. A high half-moon and it's thousand glittering eyes watch over you as wait outside of Valeria's home. It's neat and taken care of. There's a single car parked in the driveway. A dark colored SUV. Not a light on inside the house. Valeria is inside. El Sin Nombre is inside. Asleep in one of the rooms. Such a human action for such a monolithic figure. You pull on your gloves and check to make sure your firearm is working before getting out of your car. Seek and destroy. You walk up to Valeria's home with confidence. Sticking close to the rough, stony wall as you head towards the back. The backdoor is naturally locked, and you know already that she doesn't keep a spare key.Â
You always come prepared. You deftly pick the lock. Listening for that small click that has accompanied you for every final act. You slowly push open the door. Overly cautious of creaking and step inside. Her kitchen is tidy. Counters free of dishes and bags. A small bowl of fruit that's beginning to rot sits dead center on the kitchen island. You make it two steps inside when she speaks. Hidden away by shadows, glaring at you from the hallway.
"You don't have a warrant to be in here, detective."
 Of course you don't have a warrant. there are leaks in the police department and trying to obtain one is not only a lengthy hassle but could also alert her that you're closing in. You prefer to keep your cards close to your chest. You turn your head to face her. Barely making out her outline.
"No, I don't." You reply calmly. You don't have a warrant. Legally you can't step foot into her home. Not that it matters to you, you have to be above the law to enforce it and there are workarounds to everything. Your heart pounds with excitement and fear. You're finally face to face with El Sin Nombre.
She steps into the kitchen. A sliver of pale moonlight cuts across her face. You can see her better. In a wife beater and sweatpants. A gold chain glinting from around her throat.
"You must have-"
You don't let her finish speaking. You have only one goal in mind and that is to exterminate. You raise your arm with the intent to kill. Her reflexes are faster, and she lunges at you. Knocking your arm down fast enough that the bullet you fire shoots into the ground by her foot. You've been in physical altercations before. Have had to fight off people. However, you were prepared for a fight those times. Valeria is much stronger than you thought. The wind is knocked out of you as you slam into the ground. The gun slides away from you and bumps into the wall but you don't freeze and panic at the loss of your weapon. You're exhilarated. Mustering up the strength to shove her off of you.
You have but a few short seconds to get your bearings before she's coming at you again. A stray punch catches you in the gut. It's nauseatingly painful and you double over, narrowly missing a blow to the head. you shove down the pain and lash out. Slamming your fist into her neck. Valeria splutters but to your dismay she barely reacts. She grabs ahold of your neck and throws you to the ground. Your back smacks down on the hard black and white tiled floor. Pain blooms purple flowers throughout your shoulders as you struggle beneath her. You hear the click of a gun and stare down its barrel. The both of you breathing heavily and regarding each other with caution. Valeria sets a foot down on your chest to keep you still.
"I have you under surveillance." She says quietly. "I was tipped off about you leaving your house. I knew you were coming here."
 Valeria's strength impresses and aggravates you. "Good for you." You reply. There's not much hope that you'll regain the upper hand here, but you cling onto that small slice of it.
"Very good for me."
You silently understand that you haven't succeeded this time. The thought angers you. You're going to die in here on her floor. Your body thrown to the streets for the stray dogs to pick at.
"I suppose this is it for me then." You murmur. deceptively calm. You've done good, but you've also done bad. Maybe this is just your punishment for all the wrongs you've done.
Valeria lowers her arm, keeping her gaze tethered to yours. There's no anger in those dark pits of nothing.
"I couldn't stand you at first." She begins. "Coming into my town and snooping around. I was going to just kill you."
You furrow your brows. "So why didn't you?" You wheeze. You wish she'd take some pressure off of your chest.
"I did my own research." She hums. "You're just an evil little thing."
Your skin prickles at being referred to as evil. "I am not evil. I find it and rid this world of it. Of people like you."
Valeria cocks her head at you, dark brows raised. "You kill the people you uncover." She laughs. "Putting you on a case is like is like putting someone to death. And last I checked it's not up to you to decide of someone is worthy of death."
"I do what needs to be done. You can relate to that, I'm sure. You've had such an impressive career, from military ranks to commanding a cartel. I bet you're very proud." You hiss. Her success is envying.
"It sounds like you admire me." she remarks, adding more pressure to your chest. Pushing out the breath from your lungs.
"You have admirable traits." You admit begrudgingly. "Too bad you used them the wrong way." the pressure is suddenly lifted as she backs up from you. Giving you room to stand. there's a dull ache in your stomach as you do.
"I was going to kill you," She continues, waving the gun at you. "but you're deranged, really. So dedicated to your cause." She says. "And I respect that, I really do. I think you can really hone those skills of yours and become something great."
"I am great." You growl. Disgusted and elated at having her respect. she smiles and trails the gun down your jaw, the cool metal sending goosebumps over your skin. Valeria just scoffs and steps away from you.
"You're arrogant and delusional." She says. "You have potential, come back when you're ready to use it."
You pause, confused.
"You're not going to kill me?" You question. Leaving you alive is a fool's decision and Valeria didn't strike you as a fool.Â
"You won't be able to kill me," She says. "and I know you won't go to the police because you like to take credit for finding and 'punishing' people yourself."
Those words make you uncomfortable. It makes you sound like you're only doing it to soothe some deranged urge inside of you. You are doing it for the greater good. Your hands stay dirty to keep the world clean.
"You and I are alike." Valeria remarks quietly. Not looking away from you.
You won't be able to do anything now. Valeria has a gun, and you don't. She's right. About you not going to the police. It's not because you want to the credit. It's not. It's because you don't believe they'll do what needs to be done. Only you can. Police can be bribed, you can't. You raise your chin with defiance and take a step back towards her door.
"Be restless, Valeria." You warn. That's all you say before you turn and leave the way you came. Expecting a bullet to the back of your head that never comes. This isn't the last time you and El Sin Nombre meet. The next time it happens, one of you will die and it won't be you.
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Dog Tags and Damnation
Soda steps through the door as quietly as he can. Unwilling to wake the boy on the couch. Ponyboy was so exhausted that he couldnât even manage to make it upstairs so heâd simply dropped onto the couch, practically guaranteed to wake up tomorrow with a killer hangover. He twists over in sleep, groaning a little and revealing a silver chain that slips out of his shirt to pool on the cushion below him.Â
Sodaâs dog tags.Â
Bile comes up his throat and tickles his taste buds as he sways. He puts a hand on the wall to avoid falling.
He didnât take those tags off for nearly a year. He couldnât. If he was killed they would need those same dog tags to identify his body. Those tags would be the one to tell his brothers he was never coming home. Those same tags that watched him defile his parents' memory of the sweet little boy they had raised. Those same tags that hung around his neck as he did horrendous things, things that he would never ever breathe a word of to his brothers. Even if it killed him.Â
Those same tags that he had hurled at Ponyboy nearly five days ago out of anger and frustration. Why couldnât Ponyboy just leave him alone about this? Growing up, Soda always knew when to push Pony or when to back off, why couldnât Ponyboy just return the favor?Â
Both Darry and Ponyboy knew he had come back different. Darry had noticed but never said anything about it, but Ponyboy had taken a crack at it a couple days ago. Accusing him of using drugs to escape himself or some bullshit like that. It was those damn psychology courses he was taking at his fancy university.Â
Then Soda had just laughed at him. Trying to crack a joke and say he should become a psychologist instead of a writer. Ponyboy had only gotten more upset, the tips of his ears going red as he tried again to push the issue, all while Soda deflected. Instead jerking past him to grab the chocolate milk out of the fridge, taking a swig straight from the carton. He had just finished a shitty day of work, he didnât want to have a conversation about how shitty he was at being a brother too.Â
Obviously frustrated, Ponyboy trudged on, trying a different tactic than the blatant observation of how Soda was killing himself with drugs.Â
âYou can talk to me, you know Soda? About anything, youâve always been able to talk to me, even when we were kids You can still talk to me, now isnât any different.â Soda wanted to rip out his hair and scream and then maybe beat someone half to death because it was different. Of course it was different.Â
Ponyboy was different from Soda. He was good. Despite everything that had happened in his life, Ponyboy still found time to look at the sunset and read books and even write poetry. Despite everything, Ponyboy was still the same smart, talented, sensitive kid heâd been all his life. Losing their parents hadn't changed that, losing their buddies hadnât changed that, and Soda was sure that even if Ponyboy had to complete a tour in Vietnam, heâd still come out the same poetry-writing, sunset-watching kid heâd always been. And he would continue to be like that, no matter what happened.Â
So no, it was different. It was completely different.Â
Soda was different. Anytime something terrible had happened in their lives, Soda had changed. A piece of him was chipped away and a mottled scar was left in its place. His parents death made him into the family bawl baby. His buddies' death had made him into a manipulating bastard with a colder outside shell. His tour in Vietnam had made him into a lot of things. It had made him into a broken shattered mess of himself, unable to find the pieces of his personality scattered on the ground. But the biggest and ugliest thing it had made him into was a killer.Â
So Soda had tried to become some semblance of the person he was before this ugly stain on his life. He tried to say it kindly, he really did.Â
âYes it is Ponyboy.â He started gently. âI thought you were smart with all those fancy college classes youâre takinâ but you canât seem to see that everything is different now.â He couldnât quite keep the bitterness out of his voice. âIâm going to bed.â He decided with finality, having no desire to finish this conversation. Ponyboy gave a loud choked noise.Â
âI donât need those college classes to tell me something is wrong with my brother!â Pony shot back. âWhy canât you just tell us! Why didnât you talk to me! Why didnât you tell me you got shot!?â The last question comes out as a desperate hysterical scream. Pony is crying, but heâs trying so hard not to. Soda turned sharply from his spot on the stairs.Â
âHowâd you find that out?â He said quietly, almost dangerously.Â
âI know when something is wrong with my brother Soda.â Ponyboy says simply before relenting the rest of the details. âI got your medical records pulled from the draft office. The officer there told me.â Before Soda can register what he is doing he is down the stairs eye to eye with Pony in some sort of stand off.Â
âYou had no right to do that you little son of a bitch!â Ponyboy doesnât rise to the bait, insteading squaring his shoulders like he was expecting this sort of reaction.Â
âWhy didnât you tell us Soda? Why didnât you tell me? I could have helped you. I still want to help you.â Pony asks, grabbing weakly at Sodaâs wrist. Instead Soda jerks away, shoving his brother a little as he bites out a curse.Â
âYou couldnât have done shit!â He snarls.Â
âIs this what the drugs are for?â Pony asks.Â
Soda doesnât answer, instead biting out another curse while Pony keeps trying. They yell back and forth at each other for a while before Pony brings up their parents. How they wouldnât have wanted their little war hero turning to pot and heroin and god knows what else. Soda blanches, his fists faltering a little bit. Bringing up their parents was a low blow. Finally Soda does the only thing he can think of. He rips off his dog tags that had been hanging around his neck.Â
âIf you and mom and dad up there think Iâm such a war hero then you can wear them!â He hurls the dog tags at Ponyboy and before he can see the aftermath, heâs trudging outside to the car and storming off.Â
Now heâs still standing at the door. His eyes on Ponyboy's ungreased hair, flopping a little over closed eyes. This fight was five days ago, they had since made up. Soda didnât know he was actually going to wear those dog tags.Â
The same ones heâd rubbed while shooting at kids younger than Ponyboy. The same ones he stared at during the long rainy nights, nothing in his stomach, thinking of his middle name. Patrick, like his grandfather. His grandfather was buried at home. The same home he longed to be.Â
Those dog tags had been with him through so much pain and misery. They had sat on his chest while he watched unspeakable horrors unfold, stories of destruction, blood, violence, and death. He hadnât realized what those dog tags meant to him until he watched them tangle around Ponyboy's neck.Â
Because he was glad.
He was glad Ponyboy would never have dog tags of his own. He was so thankful that Ponyboy would never have dog tags sit on his chest as he witnessed destruction and death. And though he knew it would never change the kid, he was glad it didnât have to happen nonetheless. He was glad Ponyboy could go on reading poetry and looking at sunsets and writing books instead of sitting in an early grave. Or worse, coming back like him. Soda was so glad that the dog tags around Ponyboyâs neck read Sodapop Patrick Curtis instead of Ponyboy Micheal Curtis.
A second submission for day 3 of @outsidersweek
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