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A little bit of a San hard thought…maybe, sort of, kind of (MDNI)
Okay so for some reason Coachella San still has me in a chokehold, almost two months later and I just had to get this off my chest, because this has been on my mind for a while and it’s driving me crazy. Also this will probably be the only time I post something like this, unless I feel very strongly about it.
Looking at these photos that he posted on Instagram, just fills my mind up with thoughts of littering his chest and abs with hickeys.
Like just imagine, you on top of San, straddling him as you sucked at the skin of his chest, all the while San below you -I’d like to imagine that he’s very vocal with this type of intimacy, because we love men who are vocal- is letting out low groans and maybe along with the occasional whine of your name. Maybe he would even buck his hips, especially as you traveled down his toned stomach and got closer to the band of his underwear, because the smallest things you do can get him so worked up.
#kpop#ateez#choi san#hard thoughts#I just like to say that I have never ever had like an actual hard thought before believe it or not#san is just a special case#you’re either the biggest soft stan or the biggest hard stand there is no in between when it comes to this man#also this may be start of san brainrot#I might delete this when I when wake up#I should probably go to bed it’s currently 3:44 am#what I am still doing up???#also i start my period like some time this week so that’s probably why I felt the very strong urge to write this#also I’m sorry if this is a bit cringy I don’t usually write things like this#so sorry about that#anyway im gonna stop rambling now and go to sleep#san hard thoughts#choi san hard thoughts
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BL Streaming - Which Service is Worth Your Money?
I’m bored and I have a little extra time this morning so it’s time for ABL to play with the spreadsheet of doom.
Occasionally I get the question:
If I were to subscribe to only one platform for BL which should I pick?
This post is dated May 2023.
First things first. I am going to be (somewhat) objective about this and not judge on quality of content. Because if KinnPorsche is all you love in life, obvs you need iQIYI, but if you are a HIStory franchise stan, than it’s all about Viki. Those are your life choices, I’m just here to play numbers games, okay?
Secondly, some shows air on multiple platforms, particularly Viki & Gaga, but sometimes it’s Gaga & YouTube, occasionally it’s even iQIYI + others. This has only started happening in the last few years. Bed Friend was on 3 different platforms (GaGa, iQIYI, YT) - even though it was originally announced for Viki! I honestly don’t know how to track this, so I tend to log the spreadsheet with my preferred watching platform for that language, this will throw the numbers off for those platforms.
Since I join everything my platform preference choice is based on:
the quality of the subs/captions
the quality of the user experience
My subs experience tends to be:
YT = best for Thai
Viki = best for Korean and sometimes Japanese, okay for Thai
Gaga = best for Chinese and sometimes Japanese but very weak Thai subs
My user interface preference is:
YT, Viki, Gaga in that order then everyone else with iQIYI at the bottom. This is because I watch on mobile devices.
ASplay, WeTV, former Line, Amarin TV, Netflix and the other smaller suppliers (and apps) will all be grouped together for this assessment. Since they have so few offerings, by default I would not recommend subbing those platforms unless you are a hard stan of all BL with disposable income.
Super bad BLs that I watched back in the day on grey sites or YT (pre 2020 crack down) because there were no other options and I am a completest are still listed as grey. I would never suggest anyone watch these shows anyway, so I don’t care if they have now shown up on legitimate sites. If they are somewhere, it’s likely Gaga. Which means Gaga’s percentage of the market share is probably UNDER reported by my numbers.
Movies and cinema-only releases that never got international distribution fall into the “grey” category. If I got it off an indie subber, since that too is technically illegal, it falls into the grey category as well.
Final note: This is from a USA based IP, I don’t use a VPN, so platforms assessments are from that perspective.
Spring 2023, current state of the spreadsheet. AKA
Our BL Data Set
Total # of BLs = 564
# of BLs ongoing (so finished runtime is best guess) = 18
Just Answer the Damn Question
Round Number of Actual BLs - % of market share
YouTube = 218 - 38.6%
Gaga = 148 - 26.2%
Viki = 77 - 13.7%
Grey = 53 - 9.4%
BLs I’ve never been able to find on any platform (including grey): 36 - 6.4%
iQIYI = 14 - 2.5%
Other platforms = 12 - 2.2%
Margin of error: +- 1% (look I’m just not driven to be that accurate here)
Subscription Platforms Breakdown - % of market share
Eliminating YouTube, Grey, and missing BLs. Viki is included because I do not know which of theirs are behind the paywall and which are not.
Total subscribe-only BLs: 257
Gaga = 59%
Viki = 30%
iQIYI = 6%
Sml sites/apps = 5%
(rounded)
Okay but how about actual runtime?
Gaga = 360 hrs - 44%
Viki = 311 hrs - 38%
iQIYI = 98 hrs - 12%
Sml sites = 50 hrs - 6%
Anyway you cut it... on pure BL standards...
GAGAOOLALA WINS
Other consideration? In most places Gaga is ALSO the cheapest per month option.
Final Thoughts
YouTube (America’s Alphabet)
YT has the most pieces of content and longest overall runtime because of all the Thai stuff. ALSO bootlegs show up there, especially the early Chinese and Japanese stuff. They will often get taken down and you have to hunt for it again. YT takedowns come in waves, every 6 months or so.
However, GMMTV, some Star Hunter, some Studio Wabi Sabi, all the Vietnamese & Pinoy stuff (until now), and a few choice bits of Strongberry are YT content.
YT’s app is the best UX of a poor set (for me), but the web based YT at Premium level doesn’t work with Firefox. I use YT for work A LOT, so the fee for Premium ($13.99) and lack of ads + downloads (travel) is worth it for me, but I think it probubly isn’t if you’re on a budget.
GaGaOOLaLa (Taiwan’s Portico Media)
Of the pay to play platforms, GaGa dominates with the most BLs by all metrics. If you’re intersted in darker BL, GL and other queer content, very high heat, the history of the genre, or Japanese stuff - most of that is on GaGa. Also all of Strongberry and some of the newer queerer series (like My Ride).
At $6.99 a month it’s ALSO one of the cheapest options.
Gaga is based out of Taiwan, the only Asian country with marriage equality (as of 2022) AND it specializes in exclusively queer content so they need our support. If you can afford them, you should support them. GaGa is the only platform that will always have more BL, guaranteed (so long as Taiwan is autonomous). Ironically, you can follow their YT channel for previews and teasers to their latest series, short content, and acquisitions.
Their app isn’t great, but their web-based interface is fine. That said: there’s no categories (way to organize), and the way they roll out new episodes is unintuitive. Their mobile app ALWAYS pauses not mater what you actually want it to do and the lack of the quick skip ahead is frustrating.
Viki (Japan’s Rakutan)
Viki specializes in longer series, mostly Thai, Taiwanese, and a few of the Chinese bromances. It also now has a lot of KBLs. But in general only more recent stuff (2018 is as far back as they go).
At $4.99-$11.99 depending, it’s low to average cost. I’m not sure which one (if any) you actually need for BL. Most of my favorite new shows tend to air on Viki, and I like Rakutan as a parent company, so I don’t mind supporting them.
They happen to have 5 of my top ten BLs, which is A LOT (since I hand out 10/10 so rarely). So for me they host the objective best BL content.
They have the second best app (after YT, it’s kinda a combo of YT + Netflix) but the lack of a speed-up option is frustrating for many. Also the desktop version is super buggy. But they DO have categories you can name and control, which I love.
Other Platforms
iQIYI - is Mainland China based (hello Baidu, you ugly fucker), so the platform getting/pimping BL for an international audience only is… how do I put this?… oh yeah: shitty. I will often rename it Icky, for this reason. It clearly wants to break the market, but… do we want it in the market at all? How long will they host BLs? When will they be shut down and censored? I would say it’s only worth it if you really also like Chinese dramas. And even so, Viki also has A LOT of those. Unfortunately for us, Wabi Sabi seems to have cut a distribution deal with Icky. And, of course, there is the KinnPorsche situation (so ironic that Icky hosts the highest heat). The interface is a nightmare. They have the WORST app, even when you pay, it serves ads, some of which alpha crash the platform.
Netflix - here in the states it almost never has new BL content. Sometimes some old stuff. They tested the waters with SOTUS and Love Sick. I have a feeling they aren’t particularly intersted in this market. So if BL is what you watch, don’t bother. At last check they still had Gameboys and Your Name Engraved Herein and Wish You.
WeTV - acts like LineTV used to, has Manner of Death and We Best Love and a few of the more obscure Thai pulps. But probably not worth it for anyone but a completest.
Grey - Unknown or No Distributor
Indie subbers: there’s some BLs that you can watch by supporting indie subbers who supply private links to their personal versions. This is not legal, but it is a slightly nicer way to get stuff you can’t find anywhere else. I’ve done this for some Thai and Japanese stuff.
I find the leads for these sources here on Tumblr. If someone is giffing and talking about a show and I don’t know how they are getting hold of it, I simply ask.
DramaCool (USA) & Dailymotion (France) & Bilibili (China) and others - AKA the grey space. You SHOULD feel guilty using these sites, you’re stealing, but it’s where many of us go for BL we can’t find anywhere else (in defiance of what few morals we have left). These are BLs that originally sold to very odd platforms or never got international distribution. Unfortunately, some of my favorites are in this category like Great Men Academy or Seven Days. It’s a nightmare. The ads are terrible and the virus/bug risk is high. They get taken down all the time. Or the leads are faked. I use an old computer to access and suggest you take all necessary precautions yourself.
P’ABL SOAP BOX TIME
Look I work tangential to the entertainment industry, so if you thought I wasn’t going to learn you a little on this subject, you got another think coming.
HERE’S THE THING:
You watch a show on one of the grey platforms, ESPECIALLY if it actually has distribution on Gaga or Viki - you better review that shit. You spread the word and advocate for that content here, on MDL, on social media, with fan art, I don’t care. You steal it, you find a way to pay back in your time and/or creativity.
I get it if you’re poor, but don’t be a goddamn scab. Find a way to reward content creators with non-monetary support. If you had the time to watch the thing you stole, you have time to pay it forward in some substantial way. Do this even if you didn’t steal it but got it for free. Do this if you read fanfic. Do this with articles, blogs, books. Do this with podcasts.
It isn’t hard to be a decent human and support creators. Don’t you dare just TAKE. If you’re that kind of person stop reading this blog immediately. I don’t want anything to do with you and you don’t deserve my words or my spreadsheet of Doom.
/rant
MORE ON THIS TOPIC WITH FOLLOW UP QUESTIONS
Original post on this subject that I adapted for this post.
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asks 1-49
(no pressure I just thought youd enjoy answeing all of them bc I certainly do, also im genuinely curious)
Thank you!
This is a lot, so I'll put it under a cut
1. I kind of get freckles in the summer
2. I like tea and coffee. I like milk and sugar in both, but really only like coffee if it has loads of sugar.
3. Talking in Your Sleep from the FNAF movie
4. Not sure how I sleep. I seem to wiggle around. Once managed to very nicely unbury a blanket and correctly position it in my sleep
5. I sometimes will have stuffies on my bed
6. I prefer drawing silly little doodles
7. 1-3 blankets. Need a weighted blanket and then I'll have a quilt/blanket or two if it is cold
8. Favorite bands/artist are The Longest Johns, Uamee, and Hozier
9. My birthday is July 19th
10. I am 5 feet tall
11. My eyes are blue/green/grey-ish but I just say blue on my ID
12. My mutuals (especially June), My in-person friends, and Tom Scott
13. Changes in routine, not being able to live on my own, the future, <hj>the kids at my school</hj>
14. I like blue
15. I love winter and snow and the cold (I overheat too easily for other seasons)
16. I would love to have tattoos. Maybe like a trans thing on my thigh and definitely some nonsensical little guys
17. I think piercings would be fun. I have kind of thought about angel bites/fangs, industrial/helix, eyebrow, and septum. (I would not turn down those spin for a free piercing things)
18. The last person I've texted is my dad
19. My best (and longest) friend is Momo. I've known them since September 2014.
20. I miss Toys R Us, ketchup chips, and some friends I've lost touch with
21. My day has been good. I am making progress in cleaning
22. I got maybe like 6 hours of sleep last night
23. Aliens probably exist somewhere in the universe
24. I don't remember when the last time I cried was, but I'm pretty sure it had something to do with my parents arguing and my brother and I being in the middle of it (my parents are restarting marriage counseling soon, don't worry)
25. I liked 2005-2010, it was nice being a little kid
26. Childish things I like include kids meals, the fun stuff made for babies, baby snacks like the puffs and Cheetos
27. I like too many books, but Louise Jenson is a great author, Because Internet was great, and I'm currently reading The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy series
28. How am I? Absolutely terrified of graduating high school and being a Real Adult™️ 😀
29. Oh it can take forever for me to decide things. My strategy is that if it passes peer review and/or still seems like a good idea after a week or two than I should do it
30. I am looking forward to duck club on thursdays
31. I can't wait to get top surgery! (Hope to get it before 26 so I can still be on my parent's insurance)
32. If I could go anywhere, I'd go to Toys R Us/Canada and to visit my friends and mutuals
33. I sleep with the door closed because my cat Loki is not to be trusted
34. I like roses (trans flower) and sunflowers (tasty seeds)
35. I derive great serotonin from my mutuals <3
36. I like my middle name, now that I've chosen it myself
37. I love all animals
38. I don't think I have any proper phobias, just a lot of anxiety
39. It is easy for me to stay up late, however I can no longer be fine staying up late and getting up early the next day
40. I haven't really been to the beach. I prefer partly cloudy, like sunny but not hot or too warm
41. My favorite cartoon is Natural Habitat Shorts
42. Five of my favorite blogs are @one-time-i-dreamt @alltimemathhater @70snasagay @hrkrkrwpfrbrbrlablblblblwhitooap @shiftythrifting (sorry if being tagged in this annoyed anyone)
43. I have a younger brother
44. Probably my friends and mutuals are the last people I've said "I love you" to
45. I'd die for my pets, friends, and mutuals
46. I need a weighted blanket and probably also a snack when I'm sad
47. I have both my cell and landline numbers memorized
48. I feel I could trust my friends Momo and Vennie with my life
49. The last text I sent is asking where my dad parked
Thank you for the ask, and for reading this far if you have
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i like these questions so i’m going to answer some of them :R
2. matches cause lighters really scare me fir some reason
3.most of the time yeah my windows open but sometimes when it’s raining i’ll close it ( great british weather things)
5. i like to say that my eyes are hazel cause they were when i was like 8 or smth but i do think they are just brown now . but saying you have brown eyes just seems really boring but i can’t change them i suppose
7. both, a hair tie to be functional and a scrunchie for the vibes. i’ve got pretty thick hair and i usually find scrunchies elastic isn’t actually strong enough to properly keep hair out of my face so i only use them for the ‘aesthetic’
8.only one cause i lose them all the time. most of them just get left on a poolside
9.i don’t really like coffee but overall i like hot drinks more
12. i have a chest infection so today was a stay in bed day, i did do swimming and sorely regret it now, but i baked some brownies
13.it’s 5 to midnight rn and the last time i ate was probably around half 9pm
14. i have a horrible sense of smell and have no idea what that smells like, but it sounds great
15. i’m 14 years old so no. but i have a tamagotchi, her name is emilie
16. no i can’t and the idea of driving fills me with anxiety, but it’s like 3 or 4 years till i can even start to learn so ig i shouldn’t worry
17.honestly have no clue, i’ve been wearing glasses for like pretty much my whole life and still honestly couldn’t tell you ( i’ve had glasses since i was 5)
19. absolutely, i suck at painting my own nails so i love doing other peoples
20.i would say fizzy drink i guess , or just the name, like i’d just refer to it as a coke not soda
21.this was my parents thing for a while but i have all my birthday cards from my immediate family from every birthday. obviously my parents kept them until i was like 7 or smth but i’ve kept doing it
23. i don’t mind it but my wardrobe is mainly a summery one, though living in england it is mostly cold weather
24.( my fav number) and if i was on a rooftop with a friend i think i’d be looking at the stars/ clouds and just appreciating natural beauty, depending on who it was it’d either be comfortable silence or talking but not really about anything
25.the body shop mango body mist is the only spray i will ever wear as i am emotionally attached to it
27. i probably should be sleeping right now but i’m not, so i will not have slept enough to do anything tomorrow but luckily my chest infection is stopping me from doing most things anyway
29. so it’s boiling my skin off, borderline dangerous temperatures
30.there’s one plate on my desk from when i had a brownie, and there’s a water bottle on my desk
32. absolutely and i can’t shower without it. i have an emotional attachment to that one towel
33.i walked to the supermarket and i got unsalted butter, and it was an adventure because any time i go out of the house is an adventure
34.there’s so many, current song obsessions are, Tornado warnings by sabrina carpenter and under attack by abba
35. british summer time or greenwich mean time
36. i’ve changed it 1ntimes cause at the start it was a fake name and then i gave my tumblr to someone i know irl and i didn’t want them to know i used a fake name
39. i have an unhealthy addiction to carmex lip balm
40. probably i don’t remember what tho
41.idk if this counts but the only way i’ll consume coffee is if it’s like a mocha but instead of 50/50 it’s 90 percent chocolate and 10 percent coffee cause otherwise it’s too bitter and i don’t like it
42.pinterest and instagram , i am on pinterest probably an unhealthy amount but oh well. listening to abba and scrolling through pinterest will never not be my favourite passtime
43.i cannot eat anything spicy at all. which sucks as a vegetarian but my irish dna simply makes me combust when i eat anything with any spice or just any flavour
44.this one kid in my class, i fucking detest him so much
45.not really , i didn’t really do much other than some reading
46.arthur christmas is my favourite christmas film and honestly i think it always will be, it was the first film i ever saw in a cinema
47.i’ve got no clue, i think it was to my best friend and it was something about how i’m always getting ill
48. i’ve never really had any alcohol other than like sips of my mums wine sometimes
49.not consistently but i can sometimes
here’s weirder asks
who is/are your comfort character(s)?
lighter or matches?
do you leave the window open at night?
which cryptyd being do you believe in?
what color are your eyes?
why did you do that?
hair-ties or scrunchies?
how many water bottles are in your room right now?
which do you prefer, hot coffee or cold coffee?
would you slaughter the rich?
favorite extracurricular activity?
what kind of day is it?
when was the last time you ate?
do you love the smell of earth after it rains?
are you a parent? (all answers qualify)
can you drive?
are you farsighted or nearsighted?
what hair products do you use?
imagine we’re at a sleepover, would you paint my nails?
do you say soda or pop?
something you’ve kept since childhood?
what type of person are you?
how do you feel about chilly weather?
if we were together on a rooftop, what would we be doing?
perfume/body spray or lotion?
a scenario that you’ve replayed multiple times?
about how many hours of sleep did you get?
do you wear a mask?
how do you like your shower water?
is there dishes in your room?
what type of music keeps you grounded?
do you have a favorite towel?
the last adventure you’ve been on?
is there a song you know every word to by heart?
what’s your timezone?
how many times have you changed your url?
someone in your life, other than a relative, you’ve known for 10+ years?
a soap bar that smells good?
do you use lip balm?
did you have any snacks today?
how do you take your coffee?
an app you frequently use besides this godforsaken site?
what’s your take on spicy foods?
you get a free pass to kill anyone, who is it?
can you remember what happened yesterday?
favorite holiday film?
what was the last message you sent?
when did you first try an alcohol beverage?
can you skip rocks?
can i tag you in random stuff?
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1: Name
Milinda
2: Age
24
3: 3 Fears
Losing everyone, being alone, people seeing me for how i see my self
4: 3 things I love
My daughter, my husband, my sister
5: 4 turns on
Fatherly, back rubs, asking about my day, takes charge
6: 4 turns off
Dosent listen, trys to take without asking, yelling, procrastinating
7: My best friend
Brianna my sister
8: Sexual orientation
Straight
9: My best first date
Went to make pottery and then to dinner and an arcade
10: How tall am I
5"9
11: What do I miss
My home in chandler
12: What time were I born
2 pm
13: Favorite color
Teal
14: Do I have a crush
My husband
15: Favorite quote
"Most of us are gifted with the
ability to see the monsters hidden
within another, but are unable
to see past them.
It takes a special kind of person
to see the light inside of every
living being."
- Lynette Simeone
16: Favorite place
Oceanside beach
17: Favorite food
Sushi
18: Do I use sarcasm
Yes but only with those im close with
19: What am I listening to right now
Always AJR but the trolls 3 music
20: First thing I notice in new person
How they mingle with new people or stick with the person they know ignoring new people
21: Shoe size
11
22: Eye color
Hazel
23: Hair color
Brown, waiting to dye mt hair a copper red brown
24: Favorite style of clothing
Graphic t and baggy jeans
25: Ever done a prank call?
Yes.
27: Meaning behind my URL
Its my first ever book i wrote in middle school
28: Favorite movie
Howls moving castle
29: Favorite song
AJR object in motion
30: Favorite band
AJR
31: How I feel right now
Depressed
32: Someone I love
My daughter
33: My current relationship status
Married 💍
34: My relationship with my parents
BFF with my MIL and FIL call them every other day. Talk to my mom whenever i can. Forgave my dad but wont ever forget.
35: Favorite holiday
The days before Christmas
36: Tattoos and piercing i have
C section scar
37: Tattoos and piercing i want
None
38: The reason I joined Tumblr
To find more fans aboit the series i loved
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?
I dont talk to any of them.
40: Do I ever get "good morning" or "good night" texts?
No because we say it to each other when we go to bed together
41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?
My husband?
42: When did I last hold hands?
Last night
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?
Im a stay at home mom so i wake up and thats it.
44: Have I shaved your legs in the past three days?
Yesterday
45: Where am I right now?
Siting on the couch watching my daughter play
46: If I were drunk & can't stand, who's taking care of me?
My husband but my sister is taking me to him.
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?
LOUD
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?
i live with my husband now
49. Am excited for anything?
To get pregnant with my 2nd kid in summer!
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?
My husband
51: How often do I wear a fake smile?
Not as much anymore. I used to be very good at hiding my emotions no one knew but after years of therapy my face is easy to read.
52: When was the last time I hugged someone?
Last night
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?
I hope it would be my daughter. But i would probably cry since i dont feel pretty anymore since ive gained weight after birth.
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?
Nope. All the people i used to trust that were toxic i dont talk to or give them anything from me anymore.
55: What is something I disliked about today?
My husband is working and theres no wifi
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
My old therapist.
57: What do I think about most?
The future, where im not stressed about bills, healthcare, or living somewhere i dont. Planing my future home.
58: What's my strangest talent?
Imagination
59: Do I have any strange phobias?
Speaking in public
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
Behind!!!!
61: What was the last lie I told?
Im fine
62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
Phone
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
Ghosts are real. I beilve there is other life in the universe but they look like you and me. Not movie aliens.
64: Do I believe in magic?
No
65: Do I believe in luck?
Yes. Sometimes you just wake up with a good start and it keeps pulling you forward.
66: What's the weather like right now
It snowed yesterday
67: What was the last book I've read?
The last olympian percy jackson
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?
No
69: Do I have any nicknames?
Mina
70: What was the worst injury I've ever had?
Tore my esophagus from throwing up so much for months
71: Do I spend money or save it?
Spend on temu
72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue?
No
73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me?
My daughters strawberry baby blanket
74: Favorite animal?
Axolotal
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?
Watching tik tok
76: What do I think is Satan's last name is?
Hellboy
77: What's a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?
Trolls 3 better place
78: How can you win my heart?
Random acts of kindness
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?
The hardest thing she did was survive and she lived through it all.
80: What is my favorite word?
Cascade
81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr
Basbardbin, moringmark, buggachat,
82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?
Just a reminder that by the time your child is 18, they will already have spent 93% of the time they will spend with you in their lifetime. So go on that adventure, because you can always get your money back, but you'll never get those years back.
83: Do I have any relatives in jail?
No
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?
Read peoples minds
85: What would be a question I'd be hesitate to tell the truth on?
86: What is my current desktop picture?
Me and my daughter in the sand at the beach
87: Had sex?
Uh yeah.
88: Bought condoms?
Nope
89: Gotten pregnant?
Yep
90: Failed a class?
Nope
91: Kissed a boy?
Yepppp
92: Kissed a girl?
Nope
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?
Yep, my husband
94: Had job?
Yep. 5 jobs
95: Left the house without my wallet?
Yeah util i atached my keys and my wallet together
96: Bullied someone on the internet?
No
97: Had sex in public?
In a car parked on the side of the street.
98: Played on a sports team?
Soccer, volleyball, swimteam, softball
99: Smoked weed?
No
100: Did drugs?
No
101: Smoked cigarettes?
No
102: Drank alcohol?
No
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?
No
104: Been overweight?
Still am.
105: Been underweight?
No
106: Been to a wedding?
Yes, mine and my best friends and SIL
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?
Yep
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?
Yep, just watched avatar 1 and 2
109: Been outside my home country?
Mexico.
110: Gotten my heart broken?
Yep
111: Been to a professional sports game?
collage games?
112: Broken a bone?
Broke my radias of my wrist riding my bike
113: Cut myself?
Tried to. Kept to scratching.
114: Been to prom?
No
115: Been in airplane?
Yes. Terrified
116: Fly by helicopter?
No
117: What concerts have I been to?
None
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?
No
119: Learned another language?
No
120: Wore make up?
Try to at least.
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?
Nope
122: Had oral sex?
Yes
123: Dyed my hair?
Not yet
124: Voted in a presidential election?
No
125: Rode in an ambulance?
No
126: Had a surgery?
Yes, c section
127: Met someone famous?
President uchdorf
128: Stalked someone on a social network?
My exs and their girlfriends
129: Peed outside?
Yep, road trips
130: Been fishing?
Yep with my dad. Hoping to have a better experience one day
131: Helped with charity?
In high school and middle school. Worked for toys for tots.
132: Been rejected by a crush?
Yeah. High school asked a boy out to go bowling.
133: Broken a mirror?
No
134: What do I want for birthday?
Dnd table or 3d printer.
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Don’t Take The Money
Poor reader thought it would end up being a normal Sunday but that must’ve been the mix of bleach and Pinesol fumes getting to their head. Or, the one where reader finds out they have more in common with the other woman in Sherlock’s life than they thought and Sherlock has an aneurysm at the revelation. Thanks for reading!
Sherlock Holmes/Reader
You were just waking up when Sherlock was moving around the bedroom trying to pack his overnight bag. You groaned at the noise of drawers being opened and hangers jostled and rolled over onto your stomach, propping yourself up on your elbows. “Sherlock? You’re leaving?”
He stopped in his tracks back towards the closet and moved to sit on the edge of the bed next to you. He looked down at you with fondness that so many people thought he was incapable of feeling and as always, it made your heart swell. Brushing a lock of hair behind your ear, you relished in his undivided attention.
“A case was brought to my attention. I won’t be gone for long, it’s a few towns over.” He insists, trying to ease your worries before they arise.
Although you’d miss him, it never did anyone any good when Sherlock was bored. He needed something to keep him occupied and you needed time to clean up the drywall shrapnel that constantly covered the couch due to the boredness. It would give you the opportunity to deep clean the flat and the idea wasn’t so bad.
“Is John going too?” Sherlock nodded. You don’t know why you asked, they always worked together.
You turned your head to kiss his palm and sat up to get out of bed. “Okay. I’ll make you breakfast before you guys leave. Nobody likes train food anyway.”
Sherlock moved to help you stand, one of the smiles he reserved just for you gracing his lips. “You take excellent care of me. But you should know, you don’t have to be useful for this to mean something to me.”
He caught you off guard, but he usually did when he read you like a book. Your whole life you’d made yourself useful and you weren’t sure if people liked you for you or for the fact that there’s nothing you wouldn’t do for them. You would do anything and everything for Sherlock and it didn’t have anything to do with being useful, honestly. You loved him dearly and you couldn’t imagine treating him like you felt anything less than that. You couldn’t help but kiss him.
“Omelettes or pancakes?”
—
Your shirt was soaked from washing the dishes and you smelled like a mixture of bleach and formaldehyde from scrubbing the fridge clean and removing the severed head that took up the space where your coffee creamer should be. You had done more loads of laundry than you could count, bleached the bloodstained tub from Sherlock’s latest pig quest, the entire flat smelled like Bahama breeze and you couldn’t be more content. The boys weren’t due back for a day or two so you figured you’d spend some time with Mrs. Hudson when you were done and see if you could meet up with Bucky and Greg for lunch. When you passed the kitchen on your way to your bedroom to change, you decided that this may be the only chance you ever get to clear off the dining room table. Sherlock’s science equipment had overrun it and you figured it wouldn’t hurt if you straightened it up just a bit.
You were in the midst of cleaning out Sherlock’s beakers when you heard the knock on the door. Figuring that John would have posted on his blog that they weren’t currently taking clients because they were on a case, you expected to see Mrs. Hudson and the mop she was letting you borrow. You cracked the door just enough to see who was on the other side and was surprised to see an older woman holding a plate of baked goods who wasn’t Mrs. Hudson.
“Hi... how can I help you?”
The woman in question’s eyes lit up at the sight of you and you weren’t sure why. She smiled and gestured to the platter in her hands. “Is Sherlock Holmes here?”
She must be a client, you thought. Shaking your head, you responded, “No, sorry! The boys off on a case. I’m a friend of theirs. Is there something I can help you with?”
She was looking past you into the flat and you weren’t sure what she was looking for. “Do you mind if I come in? I could really use a cup of tea. And I wanted to drop these cookies I made for Sherlock off.”
You looked at what she was holding and decided it wouldn’t really hurt to let her in, and the cookies looked amazing. Sherlock must have helped her in some way.
“Sure, come on in. Sorry about my clothes... I’ve been doing some spring cleaning.” You stepped aside and let her in. “So, are you a client of his?”
She went to place the platter on the table and you were excited that it was already worth cleaning off the table. “Not quite. I’ve known him his whole life and have loved him even longer.” She turned and smiled at you, seeing through you in a way that seemed eerily close to Sherlock.
You hummed, taking in her answer. Sherlock didn’t talk much about his friends, so you weren’t surprised that you never heard of her.
“Just a minute, I’m gonna change.”
You excused yourself to the bedroom where your phone was charging on the bed. After sending Sherlock a quick text that someone who wasn’t a client was here for him, you dug around in the closet for something clean and more appropriate.
The lady didn’t really seem like a threat and you were sure if it came down to it, you’d be able to protect yourself. You could chuck the skull on the mantle if need be, it was a hard hitter.
When you returned, she was wandering around the flat and looking at all of the pictures of you, Sherlock, and John that you’d recently framed and put out.
“You and Sherlock, you’re close, yes? Tell me about him. It’s been so long.” She was holding a picture that you took of you two in the back of a taxi. Sherlock was on his phone but you thought his hair looked extra good and the golden hour light made him look like an angel so you had to take the picture.
“Yeah, I mean. He’s a seriously great person. A brilliant detective, he’s so smart. He helps all these people for free, and he never complains if they don’t offer him anything. He hates when I tell him he’s a godsend but who else would do that? Um... he’s really funny, probably one of the funniest people I know. You just have to keep up with his humor. It can be kind of dry, but it’s there. He’s one of the most loyal people there is and he’d do anything for the people he cares about.”
It was so easy for you to speak so highly of him. It was like second nature.
“He can be stubborn sometimes, and he can be a little more blunt than he needs to be but... he’s amazing. There’s no other way to explain him, really. He’s got a light that comes from him that rivals the sun and I don’t think it could ever be dimmed.”
She turned back to you and slowly broke out into one of the biggest grins you’d ever seen someone wear. “You really love my son.”
“Your son?” You blinked, unsure of what was going on. You really started to look at the woman in front of you and you realized Sherlock had her eyes. A complete copy and paste. “Oh my God, you’re Sherlock’s mom. I never even introduced myself. I’m Y/N, a friend of-”
“You’re not his friend, dear, and I’m not blind. Old age takes a lot from you, but I could never miss the way my son shines. And you... you see it too.” She walked up to you, still holding the picture frame in her hands. “You love my son in a way that no one else has. Let me tell you all about him.”
—
You couldn’t stop laughing.
Sherlock’s mom had brought over tons of scrapbooks and old pictures that she had acquired over the years, and you had a feeling she knew you were here alone before she even knocked on the door. Mycroft, probably. You spent the whole day getting to know each other and taking a stroll down memory lane with her telling you all about Sherlock as a kid and how it was growing up with two geniuses as sons. She even gave you a copy of one of Sherlock’s high school pictures that you were going to cherish forever. She seemed so happy to have someone to talk to and assured you that spending time with you was the closest she had felt to Sherlock in a long time.
You insisted that she stay and let you make dinner, but she was as equally stubborn as Sherlock and ordered you takeaway as her treat. You tried to argue but she was having none of it. “My God, you scrubbed this whole flat clean. I’m not going to let you dirty your dishes. How does Chinese sound?”
—
Sherlock barreled up the steps with all the force he could muster in his legs and rushed in to see you, perfectly fine and all in one piece, having dinner with his mother.
“Sherlock!” You both exclaimed, his mother full of excitement and you full of worry.
“What’s wrong?” You ask, standing up from your end of the couch. “I thought you were on a case? Is everything okay?”
“I’ve been texting and calling you all day! You’re that daft that you couldn’t text back once all this time?” He’s still out of breath and he can feel his heartbeat in his ears. His tone is exasperated and you could hear the mix of anxiety and relief in his voice as he’d yet to acknowledge his mother. She seemed perfectly content to sit back and watch the situation unfold, amusement at her son’s unusual outburst gracing her features.
“My phone was dead! And then I put it on the charger and I forgot about it once your mom came, by the way!” You went to the bedroom and retrieved your phone to find a dozen missed texts and calls.
Probably just a client. SH
11:07 AM
Are you sure it’s not a client? SH
11:43 AM
Are they still there? SH
1:00 PM
Missed Call
1:17 PM
Missed Call
2:03 PM
Call me back. SH
3:26 PM
Y/N, I’m on a case. Call me back. SH
3:44 PM
Missed Call
4:13 PM
Is everything alright? SH
4:52 PM
Missed Call
5:08 PM
Missed Call
5:10 PM
Missed Call
5:12 PM
I’m boarding the train now and I’ll be there soon. Don’t worry. SH
5:21 PM
Sherlock followed after you, still without ever acknowledging his mother, and shut the door after himself. With his palms braced against the wooden door, he tried to ease the tension out of his bones through a deep breath as he watched you check your phone. He wasn’t worried about the case at all. It was mostly solved and what little was left John could do with ease. He felt the weight of the missed calls in his stomach like lead and the three hour train ride that he couldn’t curse to defy time any quicker. He had plenty of enemies and you had virtually none, so there would be no reason to think you’d hesitate to assist anyone who came to his door, especially if it was in the name of helping him. He thought he’d walk into a crime scene and he couldn’t shake those images out of his head.
You got up from the bed and walked over to him, reaching to wrap one arm around his neck and to take his hand in yours in the other. You pressed a kiss to his jaw, and then to his chin, over his eyelids, his nose, and then lastly you met his lips, murmuring “I’m sorry” in between every kiss. He didn’t usually voice it, but you had known him long enough to know when he was upset. He relaxed into your touch as he always did and you pulled away from him long enough to pull on the ends of his scarf. “I’m really sorry. I didn’t mean to scare you. Let me help. We got takeaway for your mom and I but we can share mine. I got what you like anyway.”
He let you pull his scarf and jacket off and you were delighted to see he wasn’t really mad with you. You hang his jacket on the closet door and by the time you turn back to face him, he’s already making his way back out to the living room. Following after him, you see his mother gesturing him to come over.
“What are you doing here? I thought I told Mycroft to tell you I was away on business.” He was messing with the cuffs on his sleeves but his question was directed at his mother with unmistakable intent. She tsked at him, and you began to see even more similarities in their mannerisms.
“That’s no way to talk to your mother, William. I was spending some time with your darling partner here and I don’t even get a kiss or a hug?” She began gathering her belongings and threw her purse over her shoulder. You weren’t happy to see her go.
You did peak up at the name. “William? Your name is William?”
Sherlock groaned, ignoring you completely. You swore you could see a blush dusting his cheeks. In no time he was at the door, holding it open for his mother. “It’s getting rather late, don’t you agree? Father must be wondering where you are. Be sure to pay Mycroft a visit the next time you’re in town. I assure you, he always has time for family.”
She turned to you and blew you a kiss. “I had a great time with you today, I hope you’ll manage to bring Sherlock home more.”
Walking over to Sherlock, she paused to kiss his cheek and whisper in his ear, “I know you know what you could lose here. So be sure you don’t, Sherlock.”
Before she totally stepped out of the flat, she turned around one last time. “Promise me you’ll come home soon. Your father and I miss you dearly.”
“I heard you the first ten times. Goodnight and safe travels, mother.” Sherlock shut the door before his mother could get another word and your shoulders slumped.
“Hey, that was your mom! She’s really nice. We had a good day.” You started to clean up the coffee table and take the dishes into the kitchen. You couldn’t understand Sherlock’s relationship with his family but you were sure there was a lot of things you didn’t know. Still, it was nice to have a chance to bond with your (maybe one day) future family. It was then that you realized that Sherlock never said anything when his mother mentioned you being his partner. You two never really officially defined what you were, so to see him not object to an actual title made you feel all warm inside.
“No, you had a good day. I was trying to work a case and clear a man’s name while trying to figure out if I’d come home to you kidnapped or dead.” Sherlock rolled his eyes, watching you from the doorway. You looked back at him as you dropped the dishes into the sink and let out a sigh. You hated the fact that you let him down.
“I have to go back tomorrow to tie some loose ends with John. If you come with me, I have a feeling I’ll get over it a lot quicker.” His voice was quiet but full of mirth. He won’t hold this over your head, and you both know this, but if it makes him feel better you’ll follow him. You’d follow him to the ends of the Earth and off the edge if he lead you.
Sherlock pushed himself off of the doorway and walked towards the bedroom, unbuttoning his shirt as he went.
“So, you’re staying home tonight?” You swung around the kitchen doorway and called out to the hall. You hadn’t even thought about Sherlock having to go back, and you couldn’t help but be excited that he would be there for you to fall asleep next to tonight.
“You didn’t expect me to make the trip back at this hour, did you? Besides, I sleep better with you and it’s obvious that I don’t focus well if you’re not around, Which is why I need you to come with me tomorrow. It seems you owe me, anyway.” Sherlock takes a step back so you can see him in the bedroom doorway, and you can feel your heart in your throat.
He’s so beautiful, you think, all alabaster skin and lean muscle. He’s pulling a t-shirt over his head and you wonder if you could manifest a photographic memory long enough to commit him to memory. Of course he notices you staring, and you almost want to mention all the times you catch him staring at you but he changes the subject and opens the blankets for you and you shut up and follow him. You follow him and you love him and you wake up in the morning at the crack of dawn to run downstairs and order coffee from the shop next door before your train leaves, being sure to get them to write “William” on the cup. Sherlock doesn’t find this funny at all, but he still lets you fall asleep on his arm on the train ride there and doesn’t complain when his arm falls asleep right along with you.
He thinks that if this is the life his mother wished for him as a child, that would be one thing he could take off of his list of things she eventually needs to answer for. Because mothers know best, and when it came to you, she could have never been more right.
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No One Asked But Here It Is Anyways
(1) Do You Sleep With Your Closet Doors Open Or Closed?
Technically closed. I hung a pretty scarf I got on holiday over the opening.
(2) Do You Have Freckles?
Yes. More so now that I’m comfortably older hahaha... I think it’s from the amount of time I spend in the sun. Remember your sunscreen!
(3) Can You Whistle?
Horribly but yes.
(4) Last Song You Listened To.
Our Summer by TXT
(5) What Is Your Favourite Colour?
I’m into pinks lately. Specifically soft pinks.
(6) Relationship Status.
Engaged to men who don’t know I exist. Sneaky link of women who don’t even exist.
(7) What Is The Temperature Right Now?
My air conditioning remote says 23 degree Celsius.
(8) Did You Wake Up Cranky?
Nope.
(9) How Many Followers?
3738. I got rid of some prAWn blogs.
(10) Zodiac Sign.
Leo.
(12) Take A Vitamin Daily?
Yes. Vitamin C + Zinc. It was a habit I picked up when I caught the Rona last year and it’s stuck around. Am thinking of adding Multi-Vits to the roster.
(13) Do You Sing In The Shower?
Sometimes when the stars align.
(14) What Books Are You Reading?
A lot of danmei :)
(15) Grab The Book Nearest To You, Turn To Page 64, Give Me Line 14.
the words that came out of his mouth contrarily had an adult’s traits
(16) Favourite Anime?
I have too many, but lately I’ve been thinking about Death Parade so much, so that’s what I’ll give as the answer.
i should find time to do a rewatch... i’ll probably cry a lot...
(17) Last Person You Cried In Front Of?
Me. This morning. Reading ‘My Giant Nerd Boyfriend’ on WebToon.
(18) Do You Collect Anything?
Currently, stickers, washi tapes, and Kpop Lomo Cards.
(19) What Did You Have For Lunch?
A tuna sandwich with a cup of tea.
(20) Do You Dance In The Car?
Yes.
(21) Favourite Animal?
Rabbits.
(22) Do You Watch The Olympics?
Only for Yuzuru Hanyu! He is utter perfection :)
(23) What Time Do You Usually Go To Bed?
2100 hours. It’s actually my bedtime now.
(24) Are You Wearing Makeup Right Now?
No.
(25) Do You Prefer To Swim In A Pool Or The Ocean?
(26) Favourite Tumblr Blog?
Is this a trick question?
(27) Bottled Water Or Tap Water?
Bottled because I don’t live in a country with drinkable tap water and I miss the days when I did.
(28) What Makes You Happy?
Good food, good company, good weather. And no one telling me to smile when I don’t want to or go and do things when I don’t want to.
(29) Post A Gif Of What You’re Currently Feeling Right Now.
(30) Do You Study Better With Or Without Music?
Movies.
(31) Dogs Or Cats?
These days, cats.
(32) If You Were A Crayon What Colour Would You Be?
Black.
(33) PlayStation Or Xbox.
Neither.
(34) Would You Swim In The Lake Or Ocean?
Depends.
(35) Do You Believe In Magic?
I believe that there’s a thread of magic in everyday living.
(36) What Colour Shirt Are You Wearing?
White.
(37) Can You Curl Your Tongue?
Enough so that I can tie a cherry stem with my tongue as a party trick.
(38) Do You Save Money Or Spend It?
I have bills and student loans.
(39) Is There Anything Pink Within 10 Feet Of You?
Yes.
(40) Do You Have Any Obsessions Right Now?
Unfortunately haha
(41) Have You Ever Caught A Butterfly?
Nope
(42) Are You Easily Influenced By Other People?
Lol, no.
(43) Do You Have Strange Dreams?
I lucid dream and dream of people in my life that have passed.
(44) Do You Like Going On Airplanes?
Yes. I like getting into my seat, buckling myself in, closing my eyes and KO-ing for the duration of the flight.
(45) Name One Movie That Made You Cry.
Infinity War. I have not recovered (derogatory)
(46) Peanuts Or Sunflower Seeds?
Both.
(47) If I Handed You A Concert Ticket Right Now, Who Would You Want The Performer To Be?
Right now? Stray Kids.
(48) Are You A Picky Eater?
Yes.
(49) Are You A Heavy Sleeper?
Yes and no?
(50) Do You Fear Thunder / Lightning?
Nope!
(51) Do You Like To Read / Write?
Yes to both.
(52) Do You Like Your Music Loud?
Depends on the music.
(53) Would You Rather Carve Pumpkins Or Wrap Presents?
Wrap presents. I’m the designated family present wrapping person. An inherited position.
(54) Put Your Music On Shuffle, What Is The First Song That Came Up?
Cat & Dog by TXT (it’s been stuck in my head for days now...)
(55) What Season Are You In Right Now? (Weather)
There’s only three sorts of weather where I live; Hotter than Hell, Wetter than Atlantis, Pollution. We are in the Hotter than Hell mode.
(56) What Are You Craving Right Now?
A chiropractor to come pretzel me back into coherence.
(57) Post A Screenshot Of Your Tumblr Feed.
(58) What Is Your Gender?
Female.
(59) Coffee Or Tea?
Tea.
(60) Do You Have Any Homework Right Now? If So, What Is It About?
Haven’t had homework since 2016 lol
(61) What Is Your Sexuality?
That’s for me to know :)
(62) Do You Make Your Bed In The Morning?
Yes. I enjoy the routine.
(63) Favourite Pokemon?
None.
(64) Favourite Social Media?
Tumblr. Hands down, lol.
(65) What’s Your Opinion On Instagram Stories?
I use it.
(66) Do You Get Homesick?
Sometimes.
(67) Are You A Virgin?
Pass.
(68) What Shampoo And Conditioner Are You Using Right Now?
The innisfree one and the Sebamed one.
(69) If You Were Far From Home And Needed To Sleep For The Night, Would You Choose To Rent A Crappy Motel Room For $60 Or Sleep In Your Car For Free?
I don’t have a car so it’ll have to be the motel room.
(70) Are Both Of Your Blood Parents Still In Your Life?
Mum still is. Dad passed at the height of Rona.
(71) Whats The Next Movie You Want To See In Theaters?
Nothing seems to pique my interest. I really do mean, nothing. I’ve only watched the Jujutsu Kaisen movie in theatres this year.
(72) Do You Miss Your Ex?
Do you miss the shit you flush down the toilet?
(73) What Is Your Favourite Quote Right Now?
Be the best but not the only best
(74) What Eye Colour Do You Find Sexiest?
I don’t have a preference.
(75) Did You Like Swinging As A Child? Do You Still Get Excited When You See A Swing Set?
All the time.
(76) What Was The Last Thing You Ate?
Cornflakes with raisins.
(77) What Games Do You Have On Your Phone?
...candy crush, tsuki odyssey, duolingo
(78) Would You Give A Homeless Person CPR If They Were Dying? Why Or Why Not?
I don’t know how to do CPR...
(79) Been On The Computer For 5 Hours Straight?
yes. everyday.
(80) Stalked Someone On A Social Network?
Lol, who hasn’t.
(81) Do You Like Meeting New People?
These days, not really.
(82) Do You Wear Rings? If You Do, Take A Picture Of Them.
Yes, but you can follow my IG for that I’m lazy to get up and put them on.
(83) Do You Sleep With Your Bedroom Door Open Or Closed?
Seeing as I live in a studio, closed.
(84) What Are Three Things You Did Today?
Cooked, walked, worked
(85) What Do You Wear To Bed?
clothes?
(86) List All Of Your Different Beauty Products You Have Right Now.
I’m lazy to go take a proper look at my bathroom sink, but innisfree green tea seed range (serum and eye cream), black tea serum, pomegranate range (capsule cream + serum), cherry blossom tone up cream, rice water toner, Biore Aqua Sunscreen. that’s just the ones i can name off the top of my head.
(87) Are You A Day Or Night Person?
Day. I want to sleep...
(88) List All Of Your Video Games On Your Phone, Console Etc.
See Q.77
(89) Tell Me About A Dream That You Had And When It Happened.
My dad tried to give me a rabbit. I told him i can barely feed myself what more a rabbit.
(90) Favourite Soda Drink?
Soda Water :)
(91) What Sounds Are Your Favourite?
Whispering ASMR or one of those kisses ones
(92) Do You Wear Jeans Or Sweats More?
Jeans
(93) How Do You Look Right Now?
About ready to be done with this.
(94) Name Something That Relaxes You.
See Q.91
(95) What Tattoo Do You Want?
I have seven already lol
(96) Favourite YouTuber?
Illuminaughti
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1: Name: Delia
2: Age: 23
3: 3 Fears: murder rape kidnapping dying a disappointment
4: 3 things I love: Jimmy, Astrid, my job
5: 4 turns on: dominance, tattoos, confidence, humour
6: 4 turns off: narcissism, entitlement, stealing, general nastiness
7: My best friend: Hannah and Jim
8: Sexual orientation: bisexual
9: My best first date: into the spiderverse i think
10: How tall am I? 174cm, i have not grown
11: What do I miss? Jimmy
12: What time was I born? 6pm i think
13: Favourite colour? Green 14: Do I have a crush: on Jimmy, yes
15: Favourite quote: ??
16: Favourite place: Paris
17: Favourite food: chicken of most sorts
18: Do I use sarcasm: yep
19: What am I listening to right now? the keyboard clacking as i type
20: First thing I notice in a new person: how they act around others
21: Shoe size: womens 11, mens 9
22: Eye colour: green / hazel
23: Hair colour: brown
24: Favourite style of clothing: baggy pant air max
25: Ever done a prank call? probably
27: Meaning behind my URL: fav tv show reference
28: Favourite movie: ah. la haine?
29: Favourite song: atm - which way to go by eddy current. all time - eye know by de la soul
30: Favourite band: eddy current, the clash, my chemical romance, de la soul, tribe called quest
31: How I feel right now: tired
32: Someone I love: Seb
33: My current relationship status: committed
34: My relationship with my parents: flawed ( still true ) but better
35: Favourite holiday: christmas
36: Tattoos and piercing if have: 20 tats..., . earlobes x 3 and nostril
37: Tattoos and piercing if want: (this was literally hysterical to read back on i have 20 and counting that are not small almost all trad and my first was a massive fuck off flower)
38: The reason I joined Tumblr: i don’t remember
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other? look.,, it's likely
40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night” texts? every day :)
41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? noooo it is my boss
42: When did I last hold hands? saturday mornin
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? 45-60mins
44: Have you shaved your legs in the past three days? not even in the last three weeks lol
45: Where am I right now? in bed
46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me? literally any of my mates
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? looooud
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad? both
49: Am I excited for anything? mcr, dani's wedding, jim's art exhibition, yes
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? yes, seb and jim
51: How often do I wear a fake smile? every day babey retail life
52: When was the last time I hugged someone? todaaay
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me? I'd stab him to death and then slit my throat
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? nope
55: What is something I disliked about today? being paranoid as fuck
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? fuck. tough one. frank iero?
57: What do I think about most? jim
58: What’s my strangest talent? none
59: Do I have any strange phobias? probably? idk
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? behind
61: What was the last lie I told? no discounts sorry karen
62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? phone
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? sure? and probably idk
64: Do I believe in magic? a lil bit
65: Do I believe in luck? yes
66: What’s the weather like right now? unpredictable
67: What was the last book I’ve read? Kings Way
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline? yummy
69: Do I have any nicknames? Del, Deals, Deli, Delibird, Bobby
70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had? A concussion (ye)
71: Do I spend money or save it? spend lol.......
72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue? With a tongue? Probably. With my tongue? No(good answer past me)
73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me? my vtg blank hoodie >:)
74: Favourite animal? kangaroo,
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM? tossing and turning
76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is? idk
77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? shake it metro station
78: How can you win my heart? easy. have tattoo. be cool. chuck me on piece.
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone? idk lol. bit morbid
80: What is my favourite word? hmmmmm dunno
81: My top 5 blogs on Tumblr? none
82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? be fucking nice to each other cunt
83: Do I have any relatives in jail? no :/
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? maybe invisibilty. telekinesis still cool tho
85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? i'm not sure i'm a pretty open book
86: What is my current desktop picture? apple_default
87: Had sex? yes
88: Bought condoms? yes
89: Gotten pregnant? nope good riddance
90: Failed a class? yep
91: Kissed a boy? yep
92: Kissed a girl? yes
92.1: Kissed a non binary person? yep
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? yep
94: Had job? yep, x5
95: Left the house without my wallet? yep
96: Bullied someone on the internet? yes lol tiktok moment
97: Had sex in public? nah
98: Played on a sports team? yes
99: Smoked weed? .....yes
100: Did drugs? yes
101: Smoked cigarettes? .yes
102: Drank alcohol? yep
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan? nope
104: Been overweight? nope
105: Been underweight? yep
106: Been to a wedding? yeas as baby but bridemaid next week
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? yes many a time
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight? probably hahahah
109: Been outside my home country? yep
110: Gotten my heart broken? yes
111: Been to a professional sports game? yes
112: Broken a bone? no
113: Cut myself? yes
114: Been to prom? technically yes but not to american standards
115: Been in airplane? yes
116: Fly by helicopter? nope. never ever ever. death trap
117: What concerts have I been to? Ed Sheeran, The Kooks, All Time Low, Fall Out Boy, One Direction *don’t even*, Arctic Monkeys, Mac Demarco, San Cisco, The Cure, King Gizz, Tame Impala, Twenty One pilots, King Krule x 2, Digable Planets, Wiki, The Strokes
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex? yes
119: Learned another language? oui
120: Wore make up? yes every day
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18? yes! 17
122: Had oral sex? yes
123: Dyed my hair? yes
124: Voted in a presidential election? na fuk tha president
125: Rode in an ambulance? yes
126: Had a surgery? yes x3?
127: Met someone famous? yeeee a couple times but best one Guy Pearce
128: Stalked someone on a social network? yes.
129: Peed outside? yep
130: Been fishing? uep
131: Helped with charity? yep
132: Been rejected by a crush? yes
133: Broken a mirror? no
134: What do I want for my birthday? a house
1-134 x
1: Name: Delia
2: Age: 15
3: 3 Fears: the dark, clowns, loneliness
4: 3 things I love: cats, Vaughan, my bed
5: 4 turns on: dominance in general??/, nice hands, that’s all if can think of
6: 4 turns off: ignorant people?
7: My best friend: Vaughan
8: Sexual orientation: pansexual
9: My best first date: i’ve only had the one and we walked to the yarra river and sat down and he put his head in my lap and talked about the breakfast club and we held hands and he tried to kiss me and i said no and he felt bad.
10: How tall am I? 174cm
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3. “It’s three in the morning.”
38: “You’ve thought about this, haven’t you?”
42: “I’m only here to establish an alibi.”
44: “I still remember the way you taste.”
Thank you to @reidscriminal and the lovely anon for requesting this :) (It got a bit long (~3.5k) so I thought I’d make a separate post lol)
WARNINGS: Alcohol addiction, Murder mention (sorry this got intense)
“Please, I really dont wanna be alone right now.”
“Y/N, it’s three in the morning. Go the fuck to bed.”
Grayson’s groggy, scratchy voice was the only sound that could be heard in his pitch black bedroom, the only source of light being the luminescent beams coming from the cellphone that he held pressed to his ear. Half of his face was still smushed into the cold surface of his pillow, no doubt a pool of drool probably printed onto it. His phone dangled loosely in his hand’s grip, it basically balancing on his left ear. Grayson had yet to gain full consciousness, only aware that he was currently speaking to his best friend, and for some reason she wasn’t asleep.
“Cmon, I can’t trust myself to be alone right now. Plus, when’s the last time we hung out together, hm? Don’t you miss me?” Her purr over the line was enough to finally wake him up, getting him to sit up and lean back against his headboard before stretching an arm over his head.
“‘Course I miss you. Doesn’t mean I wanna hear your dumb voice in the middle of the night.”
“Hurt. I’m hurt.” She moaned, and Grayson rolled his eyes. “Come oooon, Gray. We’ll have fun, I promise.”
It was the suggestiveness in her voice that finally tipped him off to what was going on. “are you drunk?”
“Hah!” She snorted, then guffawed, which then diminished to a few chortles and chuckles. “Okay maybe a little. But I have a valid reason!”
“And is it better than ‘we happened to have some left over bottles’?”
“Yes!! It is. And I’ll only tell you what it is once you come overrrr.” She almost whined like a little girl.
Grayson groaned. “Y/N, you know that I-“
“Hate it when I drink, I know.” Her voice actually sounded a bit pained, and Grayson almost felt bad for bringing it up. “I’m sorry, Okay? I wasn’t thinking straight, like usual. Now please come over?”
Grayson hesitated, letting the silence of his room fill his head while he sat in thought.
“Pretty please?”
Her small voice echoed through his phone, and never in a million years would he ever admit how much it made his heart ache.
He groaned. “God, fine. I’ll be over in a half hour.”
“Fifteen minutes.”
“I thought I was doing you the favour.”
“You are, but you love me. Shit, bring your wacko vegan pasta. We’ll have a slumber party.”
“Fucking Christ you are the worst-“ but then she hung up on him.
Despite his frustration, Grayson still made it to her door 15 minutes later, tired, confused, and a little out of breath. As soon as it opened to reveal Y/N’s face, however, all remaining signs of those feelings disappeared; because the only thing he could think of now was how terrible his best friend looked.
Typically speaking, she didn’t look that bad, considering how late it was and how drunk she probably was. But it wasn’t her messed up hair or her glazed over eyes, the stains on her old pyjama shirt or the mess of blankets and turned over bottles laid sporadically over the coffee table. No, it was just her. The feeling he got from her. The look in her eye that wasn’t filled with their usual temperamental spark; it seemed hollow, missing, a dark crevice missing it’s light. It worried him.
“You know, this is technically a booty call.” She grinned, her usual tenacity seeming to resurface as she grabbed the bag that was in Grayson’s arms. “Yknow, without the boning down.” She raised her eyebrow. “Although that could be arranged-”
“God just stop talking would you.” Grayson’s face burned as he walked past her, her laughs filling the room as he threw his shoes in the general area of the shoe rack.
“What’s going on?” Grayson finally asked as she closed the door behind him.
“Nothin’. Slumber party, remember?” Her hunched over shoulders turned back toward him, and the way her face seemed so sunken and desperate while her eyes tried to tell a different story- It scared the shit out of him.
“‘Mgonna make pasta.” Y/N announced to what seemed to be herself, dumping the bag’s contents out onto the kitchen counter before grabbing the pasta box.
“Alright…” Grayson was used to these types of nights. They tended to happen once or twice every few months, usually after a night of partying where Y/N got just a little too intense, or during a rather stressful week where she just wasn’t able to pace herself. Yes, it was obvious that Y/N wasn’t the greatest when it came to coping. She didn’t like to feel, or think either to be quiet honest. She liked that dull haze, that numbness she felt where she could just go about everything without feeling everything.
And yes, Grayson hated it when she did this. He despised it, really. But he’d known her for so long, and she’d been like this for longer. He didn’t know what to do other than just be there when she asked for him. And usually it was fine, although she could be handful. Y/N seemed to double on her energy whenever she drank, so it would take him some time to wear her out. But once he did, it was smooth-sailing. This time however, it was so different. She wasn’t being her usual hectic self. She looked tired, but that itself wasn’t enough to describe it. For some reason the word that kept coming back to him was expired. She looked like she was about to expire. She’d found her limit, her pushing point, her finish line. She was done, she was finished.
Grayson was scared to see what would happen when she was finished.
The pot fell out Y/N’s hands and fell into the sink, getting a “shit” out of her and a jolt from Grayson.
“Jesus, give it here.” He finally trudged towards her, pushing her away from the sink, then reached into it to grab the pot and fill it with water.
“Are you gonna tell me what happened?”
She sighed, leaning her back against the counter and watching as the water rose in the cool metal. “Joanna broke up with me.”
Grayson’s head whipped over his shoulder to look at her, his eyes widening at the words. “Oh.”
She smiled, though her eyes didn’t leave the tap. “Yeah. she actually broke up with me yesterday, at lunch.”
“Wha- Why didn’t you tell me?”
“Because I knew you’d wanna jump on this as soon as you found out.”
“Christ Y/N, I-”
She waved away at him, shaking her head. “No I understand, I am a hot piece of ass. But you need to control yourself, I need a cool down period-”
“Y/N!”
She sighed, then shrugged. “Because I knew you’d say I told you so.”
Grayson scoffed. “Y/N-”
“Come on, I know how much you hate her! You kept saying that she was going to.”
“Well I mean come on with how on-and-off you guys were- and besides this is probably just another one of your ‘breaks’. She’ll be calling you again any day now-”
“No.” Her voice was dark now, dropping all the flirty undertones in her voice, and Grayson had to look away from the now boiling pot of pasta at her face when she said it. “No. it was real this time.”
“How do you know?”
She reached into her pyjama pant pocket and brought her phone out, turning it on and unlocking it to show the screen that she’d obviously been looking at before since it was still open. She turned her phone to show him.
It was Joanna’s instagram story, and it was a picture of her at a party, making out with some red-headed girl.
Grayson only knew one read-head.
“Wait, is that-”
“That bitch I accused her of cheating on me with?” The sudden power in her voice startled him. “Yep. Turns out I was right all along, and wasn’t just being paranoid.”
He was at a loss for words. “Y/N… I’m so sorry.”
“Like hell you are.”
“I am.”
“Shut up.” She sighed, jumping up to sit on the counter. “I know for a fact you feel like gloating right now. And I don’t blame you.”
In reality, Grayson really didn’t. Sure, he was glad that Joanna was gone. He knew she was never good for Y/N. But he hated how she’d left her. This broken shell that was supposed to hold the girl he loved with all his heart but for some reason appeared to just be some sort of apparition instead.
She put her head in her hands. “Yea, I really don’t blame you. God, that BITCH!” She yelled that last part, and threw a spoon she had at some point grabbed into the sink, it hitting the faucet and causing a huge clang sound that continued to ring seconds afterwards.
“Jesus Christ Y/N calm down.” Grayson went to her, grabbing her arms firmly into his fists to steady her, because he could see her nostrils flaring.
“What is there to be calm about? God I fucking hate her! I just wanna- I don’t know, smash her head against-” She stopped, her eyes widening before she let out an almost maniacal laugh. “Oh my god. I want to smash her head against that stupid lamp that asshole red-head Quinn got her for her birthday. That fucking lamp she keeps on her bedside table right next to the photo of the two of us- oh my GOD that fucking BITCH-”
“Y/N?” Grayson’s voice was small. “Maybe you should-”
“I’m going to kill her. I’m literally going to kill her. I’m going go down to her apartment, that dumbass forget to ask for her key, and I’m gonna take that damn lamp’s chord and strangle her in her SLEEP-”
“Y/N!” Grayson’s hands came up to grip her face; his eyes frantic as they flickered between her seething ones. “You’ve got to breathe. You’re raving like a maniac! You're talking like you’ve actually thought about how you’re gonna-” He looked at her eyes once more, and his arms fell limp next to her on the counter.
“Oh dear god, you’ve thought about this, haven't you?” When she didn’t reply, his hand came up to rub his face. “Y/N tell me you haven’t thought about how you’re going to kill Joanna.”
“Hey, come on!” She threw her hands in the air. “It’s my right as the crazy bitch ex-girlfriend.” She began to laugh.
“Oh my god-” He spun around, rubbing his hair up his scalp and resting his hands on the back of his neck.
“Oh come on I’m not gonna do anything. You just have to let me be crazy for a little bit.”
“Who the fuck is being this loud this early?” The both of them looked over to see Y/N’s roommate walking into the living room.
“Sorry Tam.” Y/N mumbled, and her eyes widened when she saw her roommate’s eyes go to the coffee table.
“Oh Y/N not again-”
“I’ll clean it up I promise please don’t get mad.” She rushed, jumping off the counter and rushing to the sofa, starting to messily pick up glasses and snack bags.
Tam sighed. “Babe you know I don’t care about the mess, I care about you-” She paused when she saw Grayson awkwardly standing in the kitchen, and she groaned. “And what is Spartacus doing here?”
“Don’t mind me, I’m only here to establish an alibi. You know, in case Joanna’s found dead in her bathtub tomorrow morning.”
“Ah. so she told you.”
“Yep.”
“Yeah, and she is doing just fine so you can go back to sleep, so sorry for waking you-” Y/N shuffled passed her, chucking a whole armful of trash into the garbage bin and some dirty dishes into the sink, a loud clang following.
Tam winced. “Hon your breath stinks-”
“Tam I know, okay?” Her voice cracked a bit there, that similar pain Grayson had heard on the phone returning to her voice. “I fucking know. It won’t happen again. You can go sleep.”
Tam raised her eyebrows, then looked at Grayson, and he just nodded at her, letting her know that he’d take care of her.
“Alright. Goodnight.”
“Gnight.”
“Gnight Gray.”
He smiled at her, and she disappeared into her room, her door shutting closed behind her.
As soon as Y/N heard that click, her hot tears began to stream down her cheeks, a stifled sob coming out.
Grayson’s head shot towards her. “Y/N-”
He immediately went and wrapped his arms around her, her sobs getting muffled in his shirt. He stroked her back and she gripped his shoulders, trying to calm herself.
“God I hate her. I hate her so fucking much.”
“Hey, hey, It’s okay.” He pushed her back a bit to look at her, and it pained him so much to see her look the way she did. “Okay, how about you go sit on the couch and watch something on the TV while I finish this pasta, hm?”
She sniffled. “‘Kay.”
“Okay.” She shuffled back towards the couch, plopping herself down and draping the covers over her before turning the TV on and putting on an episode of Friends.
Grayson sighed, turning back to the stove. He worked mindlessly, listening to the fake laugh track coming from the TV as he did, but really thinking about Y/N. He kept glancing over at her, and it really astonished him just how shit she looked. She looked awful. Her eyes were puffy and her hair was in knots and tangles and she now had Tostito crumbs peppered all across her blanket and chest. God she was doing so bad Grayson felt bad that Tam had to deal with her. And how angry he was at her for dealing with everything like this; he knew she was going through a rough time, but it killed him, maddened him every time he had to see her with those hazy eyes.
In a messed up way, right now, looking at her, Grayson was fairly sure that he hated her. He hated her so much that it pained him because she wouldn’t listen. For some reason Y/N wanted this terrible girl that was nothing but bad news for her. For some reason she kept going back to her despite all the shit she put her through. Y/N was stubborn and she was stupid and she was selfish and yet here he was, standing in her kitchen, making her his stupid vegan pasta.
Why?
He sighed. Because for some reason only god knows, I still love her.
And that was when it clicked.
He turned around to look at her again, and his eyes finally softened for the first time that night.
They were one and the same, weren’t they?
***
Grayson sat next to Y/N, her feet thrown over his lap, her empty bowl of pasta sat atop the coffee table dangerously close to the edge. She had been lying there silently for a bit, her eyes closed and her arms folded on top of her chest.
Grayson had been sitting their, stewing in his thoughts for a bit while he absentmindedly rubbed Y/N’s leg. He’d been thinking about her, about him, about him and her together and all of the fucked up feelings that were stuck in between.
But he was mainly thinking about a certain night from a few months ago. A night similar to this one, yet had ended much differently, and had possible changed the way he would think about Y/N for the rest of forever. And there was just one question that kept arising in his head, in his chest, but mainly in his heart, that he just needed to know the answer to.
“Hey, Y/N?”
“Mm?” He was surprised. She wasn’t asleep.
“You know that I have feelings for you, right?”
The abruptness of the question startled Y/N, making her look up at him with her eyes wide. “What?”
But he continued on as if what he’d said wasn’t any weirder than asking what she’d eaten that afternoon. “I’m only asking because it’s not like I ever try and hide it. And yknow, you’re always teasing me with your flirting.”
To him it looked like there was a buffer in Y/N’s brain, because it took her a second before she could say anything. “Yea. Yea, I do know.”
“Right.” He inhaled. “Do you remember what happened June 27th?”
Her eyebrow quirked up now. “Uh…”
“That time you and Joanna went on a break because she got sick of the smell of your shampoo. And you got drunk. And I came over.”
Her eyes widened. She did remember. She remembered so well. “Why?”
“Do you remember how you were flirting with me that day?”
A lump was forming in Y/N’s throat. Yes she remembered. She just decided she wasn’t going to care about it. “Yes. I do. But-”
“Yeah I know you do that all the time but-”
“Grayson I remember. I kissed you that night.”
His eyes widened now, his head turning to hers. “You- you remember that?”
“Grayson, I still remember the way you taste.”
His face flushed. “Why the fuck are you like this.”
“Wha-” She furrowed her eyebrows. “No, I’m not- I’m not trying to joke around this time. I’m trying to say yes I remember that night. Incredibly vividly.”
He blinked at her. “Then why did you do it?”
“I-” She caught herself, and she laid back, hands on her forehead. “I don’t know, Gray.”
“What do you mean? I mean, do you like me? Is it like-”
“Of course I like you Grayson-”
“No like do- do you have feelings for me?”
“I-” She sat up, bringing her knees up to her chest, and looking at him intently. “Gray, I love you. You know that. And you just-” She exhaled. “You feel good. You feel safe. You feel like- You feel like home.”
He tilted his head at her. He didn’t understand.
She sighed. “Look, I know I’m not the most, I guess you could say ‘stable’ person. I’m reckless and I’m stupid and- if you hadn’t stopped me that day I probably would’ve ended up fucking you.” Gray’s face flushed again. “But that doesn’t mean that I- God, I was just emotional, and drunk, and, quite frankly I was feeling like I am right now. I feel lost and scared and stupid and you’re like, my anchor. You hold me in place. Things turn to shit and I fuck myself over but you’re still always here, and I don’t fucking know why.” There was a sob beginning to prickle within her throat. “I don’t know why you put up with me and my shit because all I do is hurt you and honestly if I was actually a good friend I’d tell you to drop me. Leave me and let me be self-destructive on my own. I don’t need to drag you down with me. But- but-” Her voice hitched. “But you stay, and you help me, and you rebuild me, and it makes me love you more and more but then I just go and fuck it all up again and I-”
“You stupid emotional drunk.” Grayson mumbled, wrapping his arms her. She trembled, but she wouldn’t cry. She wouldn’t let herself. She felt like she owed him that much.
“I’m so sorry.”
“It’s…” He paused. “It’s okay.”
He sighed, and she breathed out into his shoulder. “I’m not gonna drop you.” He finally said. “You just scare me sometimes.”
She nodded. “I know.”
She leaned back so she could look at him again. “I do love you. I love you so much.”
Grayson smiled. “I know.”
“I think I just love you in a way I’ve never loved anybody else before. And my brain just doesn’t know what to do with that.”
“You don’t have to explain it to me.”
“But you’re not getting it I-”
“Y/N.”
“Wouldn’t your life just be better without me fucking it up?”
“You don’t fuck it up.”
“That’s the biggest lie of the century.”
“You fuck yourself up, and I hate that you do that.”
The pained expression. “I know.”
“But I stick around because I believe that you’ll stop.” He looked at her, and he realized that, maybe his love for her was something his brain couldn’t understand too. “I believe you’ll get better.”
She nodded. “I will.” She took his hand. “I mean it this time.”
He squeezed hers. “I know.”
“How?”
He looked at how her eyes glistened now, how they seemed to shine differently, more meaningfully. Like they were determined. Hopeful. Cleansed and new.
He smiled. “I just do.”
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[100 Truths by thev0iceofreas0n]
Lasts: 1. Last Beverage? Milk with dinner. 2. Last Phone Call? My mom. I was afraid we weren’t going to have enough chicken for everyone but we did. 3. Last Text Message? Also my mom. 4. Last Song You Listened To? I don’t remember. It was on Pandora. 5. Last Time You Cried? This morning. I tried waking Jacob up at 6:50, but he evidently didn’t get up until 7:30, but since he usually ends up sleeping downstairs I didn’t know that. But he yelled upstairs saying he needed socks and I said I gave him some when he was laying down and then he got yelled something I don’t remember and also yelled at me because it was 7:30 which is when he was supposed to be at work, not waking up.
Have You Ever: 6. Dated Someone Twice? Yup. It was dumb. Lol. 7. Been Cheated on? Yup. When Jake and I first started dating. There was a thing with his ex before me. But never happened again. 8. Kissed Someone And Regretted It? Nope. 9. Lost someone special? Too many times.
10. Been Depressed? Lol, I have depression so pretty often. 11. Been Drunk? Yeah. List Three Favorite Colors: 12. Black. 13. Light blue. 14. Light purple. This Year Have You: 15. Made New Friends? Not this year. 16. Fallen Out Of Love? Nope. 17. Laughed until You Cried? A few times. :) 18. Met Someone WHo Changed You? Not yet. 19. Found Out Who Your True Friends Were? You could say that. 20. Found Out Someone Was Talking About You? Yeah, kind of. 21. Kissed anyone on your friends list? Not on Tumblr. 22. How Many people on your friends list do you know in real life? No one on here. 23. Do you have any pets? Two dogs (Phe and Cocoa), two rats (Kore and Loki), and one cat (Arlo). 24. What did you do for your last birthday? Just hung out at home and had cheesecake. 25. What time did you wake up today? 6:45 to wake up Jacob and then fell back asleep until he yelled and then I fell back asleep until I had to get up at 8. 26. What were you doing at midnight last night? Laying in bed. 27. Name something you CANNOT wait for? Ultrasound tomorrow! 28. Last time you saw your father? Tonight. He lives with us. 29. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? Finances. 30. What are you listening to right now? Eliana and Jacob are both watching videos.
31. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? Yeah. That’s Jacob’s stepdad’s name. 32. What’s getting on your nerves right now? Jacob’s attitude. Almost prefer him working two jobs... he recently quit his second job at papa john’s. You 33. What is your real name? Marlina. 34. Zodiac Sign? Virgo. 35. Male or Female? Female. 36. Elementary School? The one I was supposed to. 37. Middle School? ^^^
38. High School? ^^^^
39. Hair Color? Medium brown? It’s not especially dark, but not really light either. 40. Long or short hair? My hair is currently short. 41. Height? 5′3″ or something. 42. Do you have a crush on someone? Nah. 43. What do you like about yourself? I’m usually a good mom. 44. Piercings? None besides earlobes these days. 45. Tattoos? I have three. 46. Righty or Lefty? Righty. Firsts: 47. Surgery? I had a couple teeth that had to be removed. Aside from that... I had my gallbladder removed after I had Wyatt. 48. Piercing? Ears. I was weeks/months old. 49. Tattoo? A matching flower with my mom. 50. Best Friend? Alyson. 51. Sport you joined? I never joined any sports. 52. Pet? My parents had a cat when I was a baby that loved me. 53. Vacation you remembered? Our Florida trips to visit my mom’s foster family. 54. Concert? I don’t remember. 55. Crush? This boy named Cooper. Lol. 56. Alcoholic Drink? Alcoholic root beer float with Leslie. Lol. Right Now: 57. Eating? Nothing. We just had dinner. 58. Drinking? Nothing but probably going to get water. 59. I’m about to.. Get a drink and warmup Jacob’s dinner. 60. Listening to.. Nothing. . 61. Waiting for… Tomorrow. :) Your Future: 62. Want kids? I have two and pregnant with another. We’re done. 63. Want to get married? I already am. 64. Careers in mind? Hopefully a marriage and family therapist. Which Is Better with the opposite/same sex? 65. Lips or Eyes? 66. Hugs or Kisses? 67. Shorter or Taller? 68. Older or Younger? 69. Romantic or Spontanious? 70. Nice stomach or Nice arms? 71. Tattoos or Piercings? 72. Sensitive or Loud? 74. Trouble Maker or Hesitant? Have You Ever (2): 75. Kissed a stranger? No. 76. Drank hard liquor? Many times. 77. Lost glasses/contacts? Sunglasses. 79. Broken someone’s heart? I guess so. 80. Had your heart broken? Yup. 81. Been arrested? Nope. 82. Turned someone down? Yup. 83. Cried when someone died? Yes. So much. 84. Liked a friend that is the same sex? Nope. Do You Believe In: 85. Yourself? Not as much as I should. 86. Miracles? Nope. 87. Love at first sight? Yes. 88. Heaven? Nope. 89. Santa Claus? Nope. 90. Kissing on the first date? Depends on the date. 91. Angels? Nope. 92. Sex before marriage? I had sex before marriage sooo. 93. Life on other planets? Yeah. 94. Life after death? No. 95. Only being with one person forever? Hopefully but it doesn’t work for everyone. Answer Truthfully: 96. Is there one person you want to be with right now? I’m okay. 97. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfrend at one time? Nope. 98. Do you believe it’s possible to remain faithful forever? Well, yeah. 99. What’s the one thing you cannot live without? My kids. 100. What’s one secret you have that not many people know? I don’t know.
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ah thank you @yibobibo for tagging me ^^ these are always so much fun! also am avoiding going to sleep lol so here I go
1. What is the color of your hairbrush? umm this dark berry red? idk it’s a very old one and i should probably get a new one :’D
2. Name a food you never eat. hmm, am really not that picky with food. but i had an disagreement with meat loaf for a long time bc once as a kid i got sick while eating it and well. let’s say it came back up :) so i was a bit traumatized lol
3. Are you typically too warm or too cold? too cold! definitely ;; that’s why i hate living here when summer is like maybe two weeks and otherwise am freezing 24/7
4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago? umm watching ultimate note i think lol it has taken over my weekends
5. What’s your favorite candy bar? wow hmm. i think fazer’s dark choco + chili bar is amazing? otherwise maybe kinder’s bueno
6. Have you ever been to a professional sports game? yeah, a couple of times :’D to watch ice hockey lol bc it’s probably the only sport i enjoy... oh, and karate once too! that was cool somehow :o
7. What is the last thing you said out loud? “how are you like this” to heihua in ultimate note bc i dunno why but they keep. flirting with each other while bullying other ppl???
8. What is your favourite ice cream? chocolate! (or if it’s available, i absolutely adore sorbets or some very nice and sour berry flavors!)
9. What was the last thing you had to drink? peppermint tea ^^
10. Do you like your wallet? oh yeah :o i love the flower pattern on it and several ppl have complimented it a lot too? i can’t remember where i bought it but it’s nice and i always feel so fancy when i flip it out haha
11. What is the last thing you ate? some chocolate :’D why does every other answer seem to be somehow related to chocolate... (ah yes, bc i love it)
12. Did you buy any new clothes last weekend? hmm no. but am actually waiting to go shopping after christmas so that i can get new stuff ^^
13. What’s the last sporting event you watched? ummmm does street dance of china count?
14. What is your favorite flavor of popcorn? uh, the normal? is that butter then??? i don’t even know any other flavors
15. Who is the last person you sent a text message to? i’d say @i-am-just-a-kiddo who always has to suffer from my continuous screaming over. everything, basically (i am a very hyper person when it comes to things i love)
16. Ever been camping? not specifically but i’ve slept in a tent a couple of times and done some hiking lol also i think i would love to try?
17. Do you take vitamins? nope, not really? should i?? maybe i should, at least some d vitamin... i miss seeing the sun, where is it ;o
18. Do you regularly attend a place of worship? nope, not really religious
19. Do you have a tan? umm no our summers are short as mentioned and i usually try to avoid getting tanned ^^’
20. Do you prefer chinese or pizza? chinese bc i get tired of pizza very fast
21. Do you drink your soda through a straw? yeah! i love the feeling of using a straw :’) also love it when they are funny colored or fancy or just very silly looking?
22. What color socks do you usually wear? very basic gray/white/black but then i have these random colorful socks too? and something like,,, deep turquoise. and dark wine red. and socks with flowers???
23. Do you ever drive above the speed limit? no i am a very law abiding citizen jfghjf (tho i drive very rarely bc i don’t own a car)
24. What terrifies you? ummmmm. let’s say randomly that i would absolutely freak out if one day i was closing my curtains and someone was looking at me through my window (which is highly unlikely bc i live in the third floor but my brain insists on this one on a daily basis)
25. Look to your left, what do you see? my empty tea cup, waiting to be taken away. so that i could sleep. sigh
26. What chore do you hate most? umm. vacuuming? it just feels like such a waste of time
27. What do you think of when you hear an Australian accent? i feel like the first two things that just pop into my head when someone mentions australia are troye sivan and @ashenwren ♥
28. What’s your favorite soda? coke or pommac (it’s this fruity soda? i used to call it as kid’s beer when i was young lol)
29. Do you go in a fast food place or just hit the drive thru? would usually go to the place but i guess for now it would be safer to go to the drive thru? idk
30. What’s your favorite number? i have no idea what i’ve answered previously to similar questions but let’s go with eight
31. Who’s the last person you talked to? physically talked to? my parents probably
32. Favorite meat? chicken but i could also say shrimp or any fish tbh
33. Last song you listened to? dpr ian - so beautiful x (this song is so addictive somehow??? and the mv is amazing!)
34. Last book you read? uhhh this book related to men’s studies where the author talked about his own experiences and views on being a man in this society that really much supports toxic masculinity and those toxic ways to show it (i cried)
35. Favorite day of the week? probably thursday currently bc ultimate note :’)
36. Can you say the alphabet backwards? uuuhh not right now probably but if you give me a moment i promise i can
37. How do you like your coffee? just like i like my men so,,, no. (lol that was an opportunity too perfect not to use)
38. Favorite pair of shoes? my pair of combat boots! or whatever you can call my black boots that make me feel badass but also fancy and comfortable
39. Time you normally get up? i try to make it around 10am but i just laze around in bed and i might actually get up at 11am-12pm
40. What do you prefer, sunrise or sunsets? both tbh, sunrise has its own vibe that’s completely different from sunset and both are just breathtaking! (no wonder my xicheng fic is very much full of/based on this day cycle symbolism smh)
41. How many blankets on your bed? one, i surprisingly enough get very hot during night (and not in the sexy way)
42. Describe your kitchen plates. light blueish gray? square. the smaller ones have these blue shapes on a white background, circle.
43. Describe your kitchen at the moment. clean too! i cleaned it yesterday :’D
44. Do you have a favorite alcoholic drink? i’d say long drinks. or just,,, i dunno, vodka with orange juice? always works
45. Do you play cards? oh i did nothing else during the summer but play cards with my mom jfhgfghk it’s very relaxing somehow (also i love to teach ppl new games even if i know like,,, maybe five)
46. What color is your car? don’t own one
47. Can you change a tire? absolutely! i used to join my dad as a kid when he changed his tires :’D so i know the process and would be able to handle one i suppose
48. Your favorite state or province? i. don’t really have one? maybe the one on our west coast, i like the dialect over there
49. Favorite job you’ve had? i’ve only had like two? maybe? and i didn’t really enjoy either but does doing theater stuff as a hobby count? bc i’ve enjoyed that and it felt like a job at certain points :’)
wow this got so long wth ;o i didn’t even realize it was 40 questions jdhgkfg but it was fun! i hope this tells you something about me :’D and i’ll tag the two ppl who i’ve already tagged into these answers :’D so go for it you two! and then i want to tag some of the ppl i always bother aka @kholran @stebeee @manhasetardis @aheartfullofjolllly @leonzhng @lzswy (i know some of you have been tagged already but i hope it’s fine. also no need to if this feels like too much!)
#tag game#wow this is long#but so much fun!#had to do this now while i had interesting answers lol#also pls someone smile at my jokes#have a good day everyone!#about me#edit: apparently I forgot the mv link#sorry about that lol
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🖤 🖤 tag game! get to know me 🖤 🖤
tagged by: theamazing @thetaoofbetty
1. what is the color of your hairbrush? Plain black, with a red rubber inside. Do hairbrushes usually come in exciting colors?
2. name a food you never eat- BANANAS. They are my nemesis. Don't tell me how delicious they are. They're the devil's fruit. Interestingly enough, I love plantains.
3. are you typically too warm or too cold? Too cold, but mostly because of that bullshit in the office where the temp is prioritized to men in suits. Also because whenever my mother visits, she goes through my apartment and opens all the windows, no matter the season.
4. what were you doing 45 minutes ago? Finally getting around to working on my LinkedIn profile, and cringing all the while. The employment world changes a lot while you're working for the same company for 11 years...
5. what’s your favorite candy bar? If we're talking regular gas station candy, probably the dark chocolate Twix. If we're getting fancy, any bar of dark chocolate 90% or above.
6. have you ever been to a professional sports game? Yup, baseball games when I was little and then purposely to the WNBA because have you seen them???? Sigh.
7. what is the last thing you said out loud? Singing along with the music I have playing. So based on what the last song was probably "I have to carry the cross" whispered dramatically.
8. what is your favorite ice cream? The original Breyer's Vanilla Fudge Twirl, which doesn't exist anymore. (the current version is "frozen dessert" and has all these fillers in it that make it mushy and foamy, so gross)
9. what was the last thing you had to drink? Tea from the goth con called "Black Tea #1" which is a play on a Type O Negative song. 10. do you like your wallet? My wallet is serviceable. I don't like getting rid of things until they break, so consequently I've had the same black leather wallet on a chain since 8th grade. When I bought it, it has a silver dragon stamped on it, but it's so old you can't see it anymore.
11. what is the last thing you ate? Chocolate chip pumpkins muffins that I recently made. And I still have so much pumpkin left, I have to figure out what to do with it.
12. did you buy any new clothes last weekend? Nope. Thankfully. I'm trying not to do that. But shein has so much crazy shit dirt cheap I often go through it, put 30 things in the cart, then close the browser.
13. what’s the last sporting event you watched? Fencing in the last Olympics, whenever that was.
14. what is your favorite flavor of popcorn? Cheddar or caramel.
15. who is the last person you sent a text message to? A friend to figure out what a group watch is gonna be.
16. ever been camping? Yup, used to go all the time when I was little as a family vacation. I miss it.
17. do you take vitamins? Yup, I have iron and vitamin D deficiencies, because I am an actual vampire.
18. do you regularly attend a place of worship? Nope!
19. do you have a tan? No, I stay out of the sun and/or wear sunscreen because skin cancer. .
20. do you prefer chinese or pizza? Pizza for sure. I mean, it has cheese.
21. do you drink your soda through a straw? only if you
22. what color socks do you usually wear? I have a collection of weirdly patterned socks that I wear when I'm going out, for the last couple of months I've just been wearing black non-skid toeless yoga socks so I don't fall on my ass while creeping around the apartment.
23. do you ever drive above the speed limit? Not unless I'm goaded to "go at the speed of traffic" by a companion and even then I only do it grudgingly. I stay out of the left lane though, so no one should care.
24. what terrifies you? Facism. Also waterbugs, but I'm working on it.
25. look to your left, what do you see? My dining room and fish tank.
26. what chore do you hate most? Washing dishes without gloves (with gloves totally fine) or changing the sheets because it's always an ordeal. Oh, and I'd add folding fitted sheets, but that would imply that implies it actually happens instead of me just getting frustrated and balling it up.
27. what do you think of when you hear an australian accent? @lucivar , an absolutely delightful person with a delightful accent.
28. what’s your favorite soda? Does ginger beer count?
29. do you go in a fast food place or just hit the drive thru? Drive through, as I'm usually only in them if I'm traveling.
30. what’s your favorite number? 8. Dunno why.
31. who’s the last person you talked to? my mother.
32. favorite meat? I'm a vegetarian, but quail, based entirely on an experience I had at Medieval Times as a child.
33. last song you listened to? "Sober Up" by Lizette Lizette
34. last book you read? @strangenightsofdaydreams got me into reading romance novels this month and I just finished "The Governess Game" by Tessa Dare.
35. favorite day of the week? Saturday. Does anyone actually put a weekday as this answer?
36. can you say the alphabet backwards? Very slowly, tortuously, and it would involve me reciting the alphabet in my head multiple times.
37. how do you like your coffee? Not a coffee person, but I can tolerate mochas.
38. favorite pair of shoes? That I wear regularly? My one pair of knee high lace up boots with no zipper, because I am a stereotype. Otherwise I have several lovely pair of heels I fall over in.
39. time you normally get up? Reader, I wish I knew.
40. what do you prefer, sunrise or sunsets? Sunrises.
41. how many blankets are on your bed? 2
42. describe your kitchen plates? White rounded squares with a black accent. One of those standard corelle sets.
43. describe your kitchen at the moment: Well stocked and chilly.
44. do you have a favorite alcoholic drink? Limoncello, Irish Cream over ice, peach Lambic. I also have a fondness anything with a particularly weird flavor, like Birkir, which comes with an actual twig in it.
45. do you play cards? That involves other people, so the last time was a long time ago.
46. what color is your car? Don't have one. My old car was mint green.
47. can you change a tire? Nope. I'm lucky I even know how to drive, most people in my city don't.
48. your favorite state or province? I don't really have feelings about states? I guess Ohio, because I went to school there.
49. favorite job you’ve had? Creating a handbook for a program that had been running for years but never had one. If @lucivar , @a-true-janian-reply , @meditationonbaaal, or @strangenightsofdaydreams, feel like doing this, go ahead. But don't feel compelled to, it's long. long post
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tag game! get to know me
tagged by: my dear wonderful friend @jandjsalmon
1. what is the color of your hairbrush? Pink. It’s a curly detangler brush.
2. a food you will never eat? I won’t eat ANYTHING from the ocean because it creeps me out... or mushrooms. Or anything slimy. I don’t like textures.
3. are you typically too warm or too cold? I’m always cold. The hubs makes fun of me constantly for all my layers.
4. what were you doing 45 minutes ago? I’m working on a project for a Fellowship I’m doing and downing coffee.
5. what’s your favourite candy bar? York Peppermints. Anything chocolate and mint makes me so happy.
6. have you ever been to a professional sports game? Yes- I’ve been to Yankee games, Giants games (football), and Devils games.
7. what is the last thing you said out loud? “Don’t put that tiara on the dog.”
8. what is your favourite ice cream? Store- Mint Chip. Local Place- Red Devil
9. what was the last thing you had to drink? COFFEE!
10. do you like your wallet? I’ve never thought about it. I’m not particularly attached?
11. what is the last thing you ate? Eggs over medium and toast.
12. did you buy any new clothes last weekend? I haven’t bought clothes since last fall.
13. what’s the last sporting event you watched? Yankee game.
14. what is your favorite flavor of popcorn? I’ve never had flavored popcorn. I like butter? lol.
15. who is the last person you sent a text message to? Husband. We are exchanging memes.
16. ever been camping? Yes. I had a blast! I went with college friends and we made a bonfire and went rafting and it was a wonderful time.
17. do you take vitamins? I don’t. I should because I’m always found with low iron, but I hate vitamins so meh....
18. do you regularly attend a place of worship? I used to moreso than now. My mother still does. I’m having come current issues with this in the US and something personal. I’d be happy to explain over DM but not here.
19. do you have a tan? I am basically transparent. I don’t think I can tan.
20. do you prefer Chinese or pizza? We have AMAZING pizza here in Jersey so pizza all the way.
21. do you drink your soda through a straw? I don’t really drink soda unless there’s a party. So I guess no.
22. what color socks do you usually wear? I love socks. I have every color, rainbow, neon patterned, polka dot, mickey mouse....
23. do you ever drive above the speed limit? I don’t because there are too many fricken cars in my congested area.
24. what terrifies you? Airplanes and the ocean.
25. look to your left, what do you see? 15 TY beanie babies lined up on my loveseat that I’m supposed to “feed”
26. what chore do you hate most? Laundry. Folding the laundry is evil.
27. what do you think of when you hear an Australian accent? If I hear one around here I think, “Why on earth would you leave Australia for Jersey- the oil and petrochemical refinery state.”
28. what’s your favorite soda? If I have soda I’ll go for rootbeer
29. do you go in a fast food place or just hit the drive thru? I prefer the drive thru.
30. what’s your favourite number? 10
31. who’s the last person you talked to? My daughter. She’s 3.
32. favorite meat? Mmmm steak.
33. last song you listened to? Want You Bad- The Offspring
34. last book you read? September Love- Lang Leav I had preordered it a long time ago and it arrived a week early to my happy surprise!
35. favorite day of the week? Friday because the promise of the weekend is looming
36. can you say the alphabet backwards? yes. so can my tiny human. we sing it for fun.
37. how do you like your coffee? In my veins. I ship whole beans from this fantastic shop. I keep 6 kinds in my kitchen at all times. I have a cold brew french press for ices and if I’m doing hot I’ll have my first cup with a splash of milk and after that, black. Hmmm this coffee issue is probably why I had an ulcer.
38. favorite pair of shoes? My husband got e a pair of tieks since I travel and stand so much for work. Very comfy.
39. time you normally get up? 6:00
40. which do you prefer, sunrise or sunsets? Depends on the circumstance. Sunrise when we watched from a mountain in Hawaii. Sunset when I’m watching at a dinner.
41. how many blankets are on your bed? Too many.
42. describe your kitchen plates? I’d call them fiesta. They have funky squiggles and lines and patterns in vibrant colors. Picture a crazy donkey pinata.
43. describe your kitchen at the moment: Gray stone floor, white cabinets, a sunset orangey color paint.
44. do you have a favorite alcoholic drink? Jameson or Fat Tire allagash white
45. do you play cards? Not really. I used to.
46. what color is your car? White
47. can you change a tire? nope. lol.
48. your favorite state or province? I’ve been to 25 of our 50 states and can find something I loved about each. I loved them all for such different reasons so it’s hard to choose.
49. favorite job you’ve had? Hmmm I liked when I worked for the journalism lab.
Tagging: @lizzy92rc @cheryllclayton @velvetsugarbabexo @earthlaughsinflowersblog @lucivar @stonerbughead @adrumlynjump
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tag game! get to know me
I was tagged by @beca-mitchell. This was a fun one!
1. what is the color of your hairbrush? I won’t lie, it has an illustration of Anna from Frozen on it.
2. name a food you never eat. Seafood, I love it but no one else in my family does so I don’t have it much.
3. are you typically too warm or too cold? Too warm, unless I’m at work then it’s the opposite
4. what were you doing 45 minutes ago? Taking a shower.
5. what’s your favorite candy bar? Kit-kat bars
6. have you ever been to a professional sports game? Quite a few, a lot of Red Sox games, next on my list is a Celtics-Knicks game.
7. what is the last thing you said out loud? "Good night” - to my cat
8. what is your favorite ice cream? Cookies and cream or mint chocolate chip, depends on the day.
9. what was the last thing you had to drink? Water because I did not have enough today.
10. Do you like your wallet? It’s fine I guess, It’s lasted for years... maybe I should get a new one?
11. What was the last thing you ate? Ice cream!
12. did you buy any new clothes last weekend? Nope, I did get shoes though.
13. what’s the last sporting event you watched? The Celtics Playoff series... ouch.
14. what is your favorite flavor of popcorn? Um... lots of salt and butter.
15. who is the last person you sent a text message to? My sister... it was about my ice cream.
16. ever been camping? Yes, when I was little. I’d love to go again.
17. do you take vitamins? Yes! I work with small children.. gotta do what I can to stay healthy.
18. do you regularly attend a place of worship? Nope.
19. do you have a tan? I am pale. as. a. ghost.
20. do you prefer chinese or pizza? Chinese food 100%.
21. do you drink your soda through a straw? I don’t drink soda, and I don’t usually use straws unless it’s for iced coffee.
22. what color socks do you usually wear? White or black, sometimes some fun ones for work.
23. do you ever drive above the speed limit? I don’t have a license but I am certain I would not. Cars terrify me.
24. what terrifies you? Cars. Clowns. Sleep walking/talking. Most people. And when little kids talk about ghosts.
25. look to your left, what do you see? The wall.
26. what chore do you hate most? Laundry :(
27. what do you think of when you hear an Australian accent? I’m not sure that anything specific comes to mind.
28. what’s your favorite soda? I pretty much stopped drinking soda in middle school but if I do have it, root beer or Dr. Pepper.
29. do you go in a fast food place or just hit the drive thru? Go in, we don’t really have drive throughs here.
30. what’s your favorite number? 1,423
31. who’s the last person you talked to? My cousin
32. favorite meat? Any kind of chicken
33. last song you listened to? Currently listening to Fool for Love by Lord Huron
34. last book you read? I’m currently re-reading The Turn of the Screw by Henry James because I hate myself
35. favorite day of the week? Saturday
36. can you say the alphabet backwards? Probably, it just might take me a while.
37. how do you like your coffee? It changes, right now it’s pumpkin cold brew with cream :)
38. favorite pair of shoes? I can’t pick, I love all of them equally - I am a sneaker hoarder.
39. time you normally get up? 5:00 AM
40. what do you prefer, sunrise or sunsets? sunrise because I’m always awake to see it, it helps me start my day.
41. how many blankets on your bed? Just my weighted blanket
42. Describe your kitchen plates: They’re blue... I think.
43. describe your kitchen at the moment: As clean as it ever is for a week night.
44. do you have a favorite alcoholic drink? Downeast hard cider - it’s superior.
45. do you play cards? I have been groomed to play cards since I could talk. If you’ve ever met my family you get it. We don’t mess around when it comes to our game.
46. what color is your car? Don’t have one but I ride in my cousin’s a lot. It’s white.
47. Can you change a tire? lol no
48. your favorite state or province? Massachusetts, I know that sounds pretentious af but it’s home.
49. favorite job you’ve had? My nanny job - I miss it every single day.
Tagging: whoever wants to do this!
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Tagged by @go-catch-a-chickn
1. what is the colour of your hairbrush? Red.
2. name a food you never eat? Meat.
3. are you typically too warm or too cold? Too cold.
4. what were you doing 45 minutes ago? Finishing off my work for tomorrow.
5. what’s your favourite candy bar? That’s tough, it depends on my mood and where I am.. Overall, probably Cadbury’s Marvellous Creations.
6. have you ever been to a professional sports game? *rolls on the floor laughing*... I live at them. Hockey, football and rygbi.
7. what is the last thing you said out loud? "Night, love you.”
8. what is your favourite ice cream? Probably just vanilla.
9. what was the last thing you had to drink? Pepsi Max
10. do you like your wallet? Yeah, it’s getting a little battered though.
11. what is the last thing you ate? Pasta bake.
12. did you buy any new clothes last weekend? No, I did last week though, I needed some clothes for work.
13. what’s the last sporting event you watched? I watched Sheffield Wednesday vs. Brentford (football) last night, but the last sporting event I watched live was Cardiff Devils vs. Sheffield Steelers (wtf Sheffield twice) (hockey) on March 6th, literally just before we went into lockdown and hockey got abandoned over here. The whole season has been cancelled and our players have all gone elsewhere, and I am scared and terrified and I miss my boys!!!!
14. what is your favourite flavour of popcorn? Sweet.
15. who is the last person you sent a text message to? My Nan.
16. ever go camping? Not for a long time, the last time would have been when I worked at Reading festival, so that was like 8 years ago I think.. I like camping, but the weather is always bad here, also James needs electricity when he sleeps (medical condition), so it makes it all more complicated.
17. do you take vitamins? Haha... yeah, when I remember, so maybe 10 days a year. I really should, I just forget!
18. do you regularly attend a place of worship? No. Unless we’re counting sports stadiums, because they’re the only places of worship for me.
19. do you have a tan? Not really to be honest, or I guess a little. But it’s been a while since we had sun now, and sadly this year it was only British sun and a tiny balcony.
20. do you prefer chinese or pizza? I love both, so it depends where I am. If I’m at my parents, Chinese 100%, elsewhere I’d probably go for pizza.
21. do you drink your soda through a straw? No, unless there’s ice. But I typically ask for no ice.
22. what colour socks do you usually wear? Black for work (usually with a little star or animal stitched on the top) and literally every colour on the weekend, especially Harry Potter socks.
23. do you ever drive above the speed limit? I always try to do the speed limit, I don’t purposely speed, but I can drift over.
24. what terrifies you? Rats, confrontation.. life.
25. look to your left, what do you see? My phone.
26. what chore do you hate most? Shopping.
27. what do you think of when you hear an Australian accent? My fiancée.
28. what’s your favourite soda? Pepsi Max
29. do you go in a fast food place or just hit the drive thru? Go in. I’ve never driven through a drive through myself.
30. what’s your favourite number? 3
31. who’s the last person you talked to? My fiancée.
32. favourite cut of beef? I’m vegetarian. The last time I ate meat I was 11, so it would have been whatever my Nan put on my plate.
33. last song you listened to? Heaven Is A Halfpipe (If I Die) - OPM
34. last book you read? I’m currently reading Anne of Green Gables (and a hundred and one other books)
35. favourite day of the week? I don’t really have one, but probably Saturday.
36. can you say the alphabet backwards? If I concentrated, but I don’t... ah, actually, no, probably not.
37. how do you like your coffee? If it’s coffee, I will drink it. But, I typically have a coffee with oat milk for breakfast and black through the day, but my order when I’m out is usually a cappuccino.
38. favourite pair of shoes? Blundstones.
39. time you normally get up? 6am
40. what do you prefer, sunrise or sunsets? Sunset
41. how many blankets on your bed? 1
42. describe your kitchen plates? They’re a pale grey, it was a plain set from Ikea. James likes plain, me, I’m the kind of person who’d have a batman plate, a spideman plate, a baby yoda plate... get this kids plates... y’know the divided ones, that’s what I want. My plate at my parents is cool, it’s white, with a black forest pattern with a deer.
43. describe your kitchen at the moment? My pasta bake is cooling for lunch tomorrow and the dishwasher is waiting to be unloaded.
44. do you have a favourite alcoholic drink? JD
45. do you play cards? Sometimes, but we’re running low on patience for the few two player games we know.
46. what colour is your car? White (James went for the standard package).
47. can you change a tire? I’ve never done it, but I think I could if I had to.
48. your favourite state? Yeahhh, guessing this is an American one? Don’t know, I’ve never been to the USA. And my country doesn’t have states.
49. favourite job you’ve had? Uh, ask me in a few months.
50. tagging Sorry if any of you’ve been already tagged! @gendryafanwhore, @anniephl, @katlyn1948, @sophemeva and @kelleesioverhere
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Ok, so here is the next Q&A that I’m posting. This one was filled out a while ago so bear that in mind when reading it. Some of the answers are not very recent or accurate. I tried to go through and update the ones that were wrong, but I might have missed a couple.
1. Zodiac sign?
I’m not ted Cruz.
2. Sexual orientation?
Alycia Debnam Carey.
3. Relationship status?
Seeking someone to rule the world (and eventually the universe) by my side and cuddle.
4. Someone you miss
My grandmother.
5. Person who’s arms you’d like to be in?
Alycia Debnam Carey.
6. What you find attractive in Men/Women?
A sense of humor mainly, good taste in food, and be able to understand me. Also being Alycia Debnam Carey is pretty good as well.
7. How tall are you?
6 foot 3.
8. What you love about yourself?
My imagination.
9. What you’re doing tomorrow?
I don’t even know what I’m doing today.
10. What are your future plans?
World domination.
11. Your last night out in detail?
I have never had a “night out” in my life.
12. Your favourite book?
The Darth bane trilogy. But just one book would have to be, journey to the center of the earth by Jules Verne.
13. All of pets you’ve ever had?
A dog named precious, a dog named Lucy, a dog named Licorice, two cats named Freckles and Boots, three gerbils named Leonardo, Michelangelo and Raphael, four ginea pigs named Oreo, Arrow, brownie, and Cookie (I know, food based names), algae sucker fish named Algae (clever right?), and about 10 gold fish. My current pets are three dogs named Bear, Lady, and Blue.
14. Something that changed your life?
I almost died from a collapsed lung and that is when I realized I wanted to become a writer.
15. Do you remember your last dream? Probably not. But the last dream I do remember is me and my family had just moved to a new house with a ranch on the property and we let our dogs lose on the property while we sat on the porch.
16. What your last text message says?
“Should I add a fox a coyote or a wolf to the story?”
17. Do you respect your government and the way your country is run?
Respect? Yes. Like it? Not really. Wish some things would change? Yes.
18. Where you would like to live?
In the mountains with land, a few trees and a small river on the property. I don’t really have a specific place in mind.
19. Your favourite flavour of ice cream?
Neapolitan.
20. Last thing you ate?
Doughnut. (Jealous?)
21. Which swear word do you use the most?
Crap. I’m a very sheltered person.
22. Your plans for summer?
Staying home and hating people from afar. I social distanced before it was cool. And I will be doing it after the quarantine lifts as well. The only things I will do is go to Taco Bell, Culvers, and McDonald’s maybe Denny’s, probably not though.
23. Any upcoming concerts?
I didn’t go to them before, I definitely won’t go to them now.
24. Something that you’re proud of?
No, not really.
25. Do you still talk to your first crush?
Nope.
26. What language do you want to learn?
All of them. But more realisticly spanish first, then Italian, and maybe German later on. That’s if I ever actually do that, so it most likely won’t happen.
27. Where you have lived before?
Sandwich Illinois (I know, sandwich?)
28. Eye color?
Green, sometimes blue, sometimes blue green.
29. Favourite style of clothing?
Comfort. I will always look like I am going to the gym in clothes two sizes to big. Because those clothes are comfortable and I don’t care what people think of me. Or pjs if I’m home.
30. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
As long as it takes to pee, brush teeth and walk out my room. So, about three to four minutes.
31. Where did you go today?
The kitchen. The bathroom. And the living room.
32. Where are you right now?
In my bed.
33. How many countries have you visited?
Does America count if I live there.... oh I went to Idaho once trust me that place is a different country.
34. Something old?
My blanket I sleep with every night that my mom made me when I was born.
35. Something new?
The husky dog that I recently got named Blue.
36. Something inherited?
A set of three, snake handled swords of varying lengths that I got after my grandpa died.
37. Is death more scary than life?
No.
38. Experience you’ll never forget?
Nothing because memory is fleeting and so is life. Everything you have ever or will ever experience ceases to exist at some point in the future. But probably the time I almost died from a collapsed lung.
39. What’s your favorite part about today so far?
Writing this.
40. Who is your hero?
Spider-Man.
41. Are you happy with where you live?
Absolutely not.
42. Do you like your handwriting?
Can’t stand it.
43. What do you wear to bed?
Shirtless (because it’s hot) and shorts.
44. Tea or coffee?
Neither I am a water or cool aid man. I know very boring but sometimes I will dip into the strong stuff and drink a Pepsi or Dr Pepper. Unless I feel like drinking a beer, a root beer that is.
45. Chocolate or Vanilla?
Chocolate most of the time. Just depends on what I am craving.
46. Are you excited for anything?
Being done with my almost done book.
47. How late did you stay up last night and why?
1:00 🕐 Couldn’t sleep because of reasons.
48. What’s your ringtone?
Whatever the phone came with.
49. Did you have a dream last night?
I think so, I feel like I did but don’t remember it.
50. Picture of yourself
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