#I should not be allowed on the internet
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woof the drafts are taking a serious burden rn
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I do think some of the handwringing I've seen about "hate" is funny because from what I can tell, even on twitter people are being surprisingly civil. The cast hasn't even had to make a big announcement clarifying a situation because everyone misinterpreted something and worked themselves into a furor. It took less than 12 hours after the c2 finale before Matt and Liam were like, "Uh, what do you mean, we literally said on stream Caleb and Essek get together." But there's also been a significant shift online since then to the point where anything short of "the precious baby blorbos were treated so niceys :3" is considered vicious hate, for some reason*, so I can't say I'm really surprised.
#*narrator voice: the reason was anti-intellectualism.#god tbt when everyone was like 'I CAN'T BELIEVE THEY DIDN'T COMMIT TO THE GAY SHIP. COWARDS'#WHILE beauyasha existed. first of all.#and then when they clarified suddenly everyone was like 'UM HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO PAY ATTENTION TO THAT I WAS SLEEP DEPRIVED'#and it's like look. at a certain point if you know you're exhausted and prone to crankiness you gotta take a step back my dude.#you have to be like 'well I will check if I missed something later when I am not falling over' and then like. go to bed.#instead of spiraling out of control on the dash and getting everyone else worked up#like you are allowed to do that you are your own person on the internet and I don't control you but#if you get defensive when called about it I am allowed to tell you you should take some fucking responsibility for your choices#and also grow the fuck up.#cr spoilers#cr discourse
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sometimes i wish i was one of those artist that make people go "this is a PAINTING???" or "with WHAT programm/medium???" but its just not what i can do or find fun :/
#ganondoodles talks#personal#not really for the attention thing but more for .. work being recognized?#im not sure#to feel more like people actually stop and look at sth instead of skipping over it?#maybe its jsut an internet phenomena(?)#like the way everything is just consumed within seconds and never lasts long and if you miss the trend you are irrelevant#the sort of weird pressure to have to subvert expectations or be exceptionally exceptional just to be recognized ?#(which i know isnt always a good thing lol)#also this isnt a complaint per se more like a thought#like i sometimes wish i was into the popular characters instead of the niche ones etc#that kind of thing#also like i wish i could make art that really speaks to people .. like those that are just so .. interesting and strange and poetic#bc (while i know fanart and silly oc projects arent worhtless) those feel more worthwhile? more worth really being called art?#for soemthing to be truly art it should be either exceptionally skilled or profound like the greatest poets?#im just doing whatever my brain allows me to do- which i know is fine#but i also dont think its inherently wrong to wish for being more than that sometimes#(... maybe its mostly just loneliness without knowing how to find friends)#(especially where i am and especially as i just want a friend to live with - not a partner... i dont want to be this alone forever ...)#(actually ....... what if all my art self consciousness comes from wanting to feel less lonely .. oh dear- no time to unpack that omg)
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I think if the Batfam were to hand Damian the aux cord everybody would think he's gonna play like classical music or heavy metal or something but with no fucking hesitation they are now speeding thru gotham to the Ben 10 theme song.
#hes 10#lil man is like all puffed up about it too#hes like “ this may be nostalgic for some of you as old as you are”#jon showed him HIS banger hits playlist and sent damian on a YT deep dive of mindnumbing kids music and internet meme songs#his playlist is like 1. ben ten theme 2. phantom of the opera violin cover (angst) 3. a podcast on horse care#he plays these back to back#he calls it a no skip playlist#i think damian should be allowed to be silly and only be half self conscious about it#batfam is collectively like??? are we being fucked with? but no#no they are not#DC#Batman#Batfam#Damian wayne#damian al ghul
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if I had a nickel for every time I was in a fandom and a child character had a breakdown and did something that accidentally hurt another character, and then the fandom all turned on the character and vilified them because they [the fandom] can’t understand that sometimes 14 year olds make mistakes when they’re going through something traumatic, I would have 2 nickels
not a lot but it really is weird it happened twice
#This is targeted at anyone who vilifies Gon from hxh or Homura from pmmm#”Gon was manipulative towards Killua and took advantage of him” shut up shut the fuck up#”Homura never actually cared about any of the other girls she only cared about Madoka” never touch the internet ever again you absolute idi#I’m sorry that some of you incells can’t understand moral complexity or that characters can’t always be 100% good all the time#they were kids#they were only 14#At the same time saying stuff like this is actively undermining both Gon and Homuras characters but also Killua and Madokas as well#Killua and Gons friendship was kinda toxic from the beginning. They were each others first ever friends#and they didn’t really know how to have any#Gon was literally having a mental breakdown confronting the person who killed the closest thing he had ever had to a father#can you really blame him for lashing out???#And Homura#don’t get me started on the amount of idiots in the pmmm fandom who think she’s evil because he did what she thought was best for Madoka#she heard Madoka say she was unhappy being a god and how lonely she was and she took action#if she didn’t care about the other girls then WHY DID THE CLARA DOLLA DRAG THEM INTO HER LABYRINTH???#WHY DID SHE MAKE SURE THEY WERE ALL HAPPY WHEN SHE REWROTE THE UNIVERSE??#she tried for years to save Madoka just to fail when she made her final wish to become a god#imagine how she felt when she realized she wasn’t happy with that outcome either#when she realized she was all alone#she just wanted for her to be happy.#i swear to god#if you think either Gon or Homura are evil you might as well just block me now#because I fully believe you should not be allowed internet access#rant#rant post#pmmm#madoka magica#homura akemi#puella magi madoka magica#madoka kamane
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whichever anon has been leaving suggestive asks in my inbox can we please stop
#i should be allowed to explode some of you through the internet#me sharing cosplays of myself should not be taken as consent for you to harass me... absolute weirdos 😭
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The ethel cain irony epidemic rant is so real SO REAL i could sound off on that subject i could write a novel length essay it's neat how she said she wants to make a video on it cus for the past few weeks i was thinking of making a video on it TOO i just never committed to the idea since my feelings on it align w the subject matter which is: Who even cares , thats the whole issue, everything is supposedly "Not That Serious" theze days So why say anything. I hope she does make a vid on it though. nihilism & cynicism thinly veiled as irony is ultimately what pushed me offline (as in, not scrolling) since august and as glad as i am to be free of it all it's also still existing whether i engage or not & it is not exactly an encouraging landscape for sharing everything i've been working on for months so hard with all my most earnest efforts . . .
#for real though after Pochita almost died in late july compounded onto sammy's death and everything else thats happened in 2024 i like#have been forced to truly reconcile with what is Real to me what i Take Seriously and how i use my very limited time on this earth#Not that goofing off isnt something i allow myself but like even my goofing off time is divorced from the greater internet now#Anyways. i should go to bed. im not doomer ill still do my thing no matter what. just weird as fuck time to be an artist/musician/whatevss#We Need Sincerity Now More Than Ever
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Guys I am so sorry for dropping off the face of the earth, it will happen again
#uhhhhhh nothing to interesting happening rn just waiting for college to start next week#been trying to figure out what kind of art program I should use (Procreate or Clip Art Studio (aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa)#Skye I am so sorry for just dropping out I read the rest of the wip so I'll get to you about that......... eventually#uhhh what else#oh uh. legally allowed to drive now#been thinking about researching ADHD still no idea where to start#been trying to draw but uh everytime I open it my brain pfffttttttssssss#I would have loved to say I was taking an internet detox but uh no I was mindlessly scrolling reddit while logged out#I am. just here I guess#feel like somewhere along the summer my... I guess everything mentally started drifting off to the side#really mellow and kinda bored#cannot wait for college to start I need a routine I need something to do
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every day I see another post all like "butches can love pink and wear makeup and have long hair and be feminine in various ways!!! Dont assume someone isnt butch because they dont look butch" and it's like. ok whatever they can call themselves butch ig but in that case I'm going to need a new word to describe the particular kind of fucked up dyke I am who Looks And Acts This Very Specific Way On Purpose.
#for the record i know lhbs exist but in the context of these posts i do Not think theyre talking about actual long hair butches#i feel like its the same thing as the posts like 'anything is punk if you want to be punk!!!'#and in my humble opinion the unfortunate reality is that if you really want to be a part of a subculture that Dresses And Acts A Certain Wa#the way to go about it is to Dress And Act That Way#not insist that everyone can hold the identity Regardless of How They Dress Or Act#the internet was a mistake for many reasons but in part bc it makes people think they should always be allowed in In Groups of ppl#who are doing things the same on purpose#without also doing the thing that they are doing#and now Butch is trendy so everyone wants it in their bio without having to live the life of an actual butch person irl#same with femme ofc#exhausting ass webbed site
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What are your thoughts on f1 ships like Lestappen, and the shippers themselves (Lestappies)?
honestly i just think it’s a bit of good fun. obviously they’re real people with real spouses and partners, but it’s not hurting anybody. i think it’s a little suspicious that the social admins are starting to use the ship names and that could potentially lead to some controversy surrounding shipping culture and the chronically online side of f1, but for now i think it’s fine. pierre gasly has said he is aware of and even reads fanfiction of himself, and enjoys it, so there’s one person for team “rpf is fine” i suppose. as far as shippers themselves go, it’s nothing new. just teenage girl culture. i do think it’s interesting to see how different types of people gravitate toward different ships. there’s a lot of layers to shipping and fandom culture and how it changes a fandom, but it’s been a part of f1 for years, and i think the only reason it’s becoming so prevalent these days is because of the role the media and the fans play in the sport itself.
send me your f1 hot takes!
#if you can’t eat the rich you should be allowed to theorise on the internet about their relationships with other rich folks#tbh as long as we keep in mind that these are in fact real people who have real life romantic partners who aren’t other drivers then it’s o#it’s all about boundaries#although anon i have to ask did you mean lestappen specifically? bc that’s a whole other post lol#anon#f1#lestappen#max verstappen#charles leclerc#shipping culture#fandom culture#pierre gasly#rpf
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I wish so bad that people would stop putting traumatizing and horrifying imagery in their thumbnails on youtube. clickbait should be stuff that makes you WANT to click it, not stuff that gives you actual nightmares and triggers your phobias and junk, like.. even if the imagery isn't actually real, it's still abhorrent and shouldn't even be allowed in the first place.
the title alone for this one video should be fine, but like. they did NOT need to have THAT in the thumbnail. this is just another reason for me to hate that side of the internet.
I literally struggle to find ANY good scary content to listen to or watch because people refuse to be decent human beings when making their videos.
#ghostie mumbles#//delete shortly#yeah I totally wanna click on a video with a presumably 'd3ad b0dy' in the thumbnail that is so horrifically mangled. totally.#how did that even get allowed to be uploaded?? hello??? that crap should have been denied as soon as they tried to upload it.#hate the internet sometimes. hate that side of youtube so much. too much detail. too much production. too much disrespect--#--for the topics they're trying to discuss. etc etc. it's all become so unwatchable slop at this point.#I would rather seek out that rocking chair screamer video from the early 2000s. I'd get a better experience then.
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You've heard of Streamer!Honey and Youtuber!Angel, now get ready for...
Booktuber!Lasko's Listener
(I swear to god this listener needs a nickname so I can write about them, I'm dying here)
Their channel will be dubbed TurningOnTheWaterworks (yes I'm very proud of myself), where they dedicate themselves to tearing up each video, from either joy, sadness or raw anger.
They have a series on their channel called "Down the Drain" ( :D ) where they take books they'd genuinely been looking forward to reading (they had a cool premise or a lot of hype surrounding them) and thoroughly explaining why they were disappointed by them. Its freaking brutal, and some episodes go on for hours. It's the angriest Lasko's ever seen them, and it honestly kind of hot (Lasko down bad fr fr). Most of it is just stuff BookTok went rabid for, y'know the It Ends With Us type of books.
They have really chill streams (heh heh) aswell; they put on some relaxing music, light a scented candle and curl up on camera with a good book. They honestly have no idea why so many people tune in, but they're glad they can be a calming force for so many people.
They keep getting asked when they're actually going to put out a novel of their own, and they do have a couple ideas, and a few drafts, but they still aren't satisfied with it, saying that it's not good enough to be published. Lasko has read the drafts, and it's the best thing he's ever read. Wtf.
Despite not wanting to put out the book, they do actually dm a campaign for the DAMN Crew set in the world they wrote about. They help everyone make characters, and weave each character into the tale almost seamlessly. They're like a budget Matt Mercer.
This entire thing is oh-fish-ially an excuse to make water puns on porpoise. Oh my cod, I'm not trying to fish for compliments but let minnow what you think! Tuna in next time to fund my ego.
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Me: Yippee, I've got a free day, I can write so much, it'll be so fun.
The pestilence, crawling out of my bones like an ancient evil hungering for the sun:
Me:
Me: eepy
(Translation: I think finals week prep took away my brain wrinkles.)
#i should not be allowed to speak#who gave me access to the internet#i think im delirious#tetra rambles
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Heavy debate on just deleting everything and Peace-ing Out.
#vent#I already uninstalled twitter insta and tumblr from my phone. been kinda nice#tiktok brain rott is real though. sucks#i'm just... tired. I don't want to but I do. the internet is just so toxic.#i'm feeling defeated. ya know?#you make mistakes and suddenly it's all people wanna talk about. just. yeah.#mental health man.. it's a literal killer#i miss the me before the pandemic. before even then. when i had fun creating. where is that me?#my spark is gone guys. i don't know what to do.#I want to do so much.. but i feel like cant. shouldn't. no one should feel like that. but i do.#I feel like i'm not allowed to talk to my ..friends? are they my friends? I dont know anymore. they never talk to me either. so. maybe not.
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i am being completely normal about this
#i am not#i am going rabid#he looks so good#i should not be allowed to have internet access rn#the guy who posted this has one from 2020 and let me tell u it is awful#quinn hughes#vancouver canucks#canucks#dice and ice 23
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the sanitisation of the internet to make shit (no one wants) marketable because media giants urged on by puritan lobbying dont want to acknowledge that we are naked apes who have created based around sexual experience for thousands of years is so flawed
sure theres heinous content on the internet but thats just true of everywhere - in a GIANT library youll just find more because theres more STUFF
its got NOTHING to do with keeping kids safe or the allegedly child-approved internet wouldnt be a hellscape
#enshittification is one hell of a drug#hell i might not have stopped drawing and burned that upkeep and learning time for FIVE YEARS if not for this shit#we the people out here arent allowed to do sexy stuff unless its made by the vultures for us#and we must be content with whatever beige content we are served even when its gruel and it tastes a bit off#god americanised western society is a poison#also yes im one of those people who thinks 90s-00s internet safety should come back#the kid safe TM internet is a corporate hellscape with no soul#rory's ramblings
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