#I should be better
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I hate being sick.
I get so freakedout about calling in I almost have a panic attack every time. I am WELL aware of how my coworkers talk about each other, and am do not believe they talk any better about me. Plus we were already short. But I have covid. And sure, today is day 5, and my work is nice enough to still have a policy, but I COULDNT SLEEP because I was coughing so much. Im so tired.i hate this.
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Im very disappointed in myself that I wasnt aware Daveed Diggs was in the Little Mermaid.
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Sorry for not being active a lot. I've been doing lots of stuff but I haven't had the courage to share it XDD I also have been getting more interactions through ao3, so its been more rewarding to post there instead of here
#i should be better#and be more active#but its been hard lmao#anyways#✌️🧍#(wrote FD 8.5#8.7#9 10 and 11#and am working on N13 CH1#and have some Unity stuff done too#bbrrr)
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(+part 2)
#a tale told in three frames…#to everyone who said that other flavours are better should know that i had monster energy like once in my life#and i only did so cause it was the cool thing to do in the alt sphere#but thats all history#im neurodivergent tho so i ended feeling super sleepy afterwards#original art#fanart#digital art#digital illustration#laios dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#dunmeshi laios#dunmeshi#senshi dungeon meshi#senshi dunmeshi#senshi delicious in dungeon#marcille donato#marcille dungeon meshi#marcille dunmeshi#delicious in dungeon marcille#chilchuck#why does chilchuck only have 1 tag??? 😭😭😭😭#procreate#fan comic#+part2?? isnt that the name of the starving artist game??/j
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(shaking my 14-year-old self) I was so mean to you but I love you, I love you, love you
#on childhood#is there a worse fate than being 14?#you were so small and I was so mean but now I’m hugging you hugging you hugging you#the world was already too cruel to you I should have been better#mine
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And is the bus scheduled for zero minutes in the room with us now
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i love being her boyfriend so much :( it just feels so good, it feels like where i’m supposed to be and what i’m supposed to do, it just feels right !!!!! but i suck :( i know im not that good of a boyfriend :( i wish i was better and i wish i did more ,,, i wish i was more intimate with her and i didnt have such weird physical touch things and i wish i could just be normal with her ,,,, but i just suck :( i know i’m not a good boyfriend and she tells me i am and that she loves me and i do believe her but i just think that one day it just ,, it wont be enough :/ one day she’ll get sick of me .. she wont want me anymore . .
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I'm doing something with gacha right now and it includes all my versions of 4 and this gives me a very important question
Why do I have so many versions of my 4???
I have 5 in total
Like what???????
She is tied with my 8 for the most versions of a agent character right now(possibly will get even more for the next 4 art contest (I PROMISE I'LL FINALLY DO IT AGAIN WHEN THE DATE IS ANNOUNCED))
#I'm blaming Flaming for this because the reason she is that high up there is because of 1 of the art contests#Should I list all the versions?#Jk I'm gonna anyway#Hypno 4#Normal story mode 4#Parallel canon#(<- made it right after the art contest ended because I was being a bitch and didn't want to get rid of side order 4 (I just had to change-#-some colors and the eyes idk))#My normal Stromi#And Human Stormi#I run cult of Neo not 4#I should be better#random#Gacha talk#idk man#that's a lot#lol
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just how long is forever? // not long enough, with you
pssst. check this out on inprnt :]
#pssst also. you should click/zoom on this. for better quality and to see all my silly little details :] hooty hoo#this is my totkversary thing im just too impatient to wait till the 12th LOL. big shoutout to this game tht has ruined my life. and zelink.#zelink#light dragon#link#zelda#loz#totk#princess zelda#totk spoilers#link totk#zelda totk#tears of the kingdom#loz fanart#i had soooo much fun drawing this i really did. i think this is a good capstone piece for how much ive improved so far this year#i still have a long ways to go ofc but. i am pleased ^_^ nd i am glad i can use zink like experiments to do so hehe#anyway. YURI FOREVERRRRR BITCH#my art
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Why did William get FNAF springlocked? Is he stupid?
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#william afton#henry emily#springtrap#fnaf 3#fnaf fanart#THIS COMIC is unserious#but to answer the question yes William is stupid BAHAH#I could imagine William wouldn’t be that shaken up by his employees getting injured#if anything he’d blame them for literally lack of skill#phone guy even explains that death or injury isn’t the company’s fault#so obviously William has just shrugged these things off for years#THEN this is why he’s stupid#he got in the springlock suit to scare ghost kids away#laughed in a wet suit and was shocked when it failed on him#THE TRUE skill issue seeing he of all people should of known better#common William L his hubris will always be the death of him
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Ok mum talked to me like an adult now that she’s slept instead of sulking and apparently slamming the door as she came in was to ‘slam the door on me’
#not as upset as earlier#and she waited to have dad drive her to the hospital but didn’t wake me up to let me know so I could turn off do not disturb oops#and yeah I should’ve just gone to bed earlier so I would be awake when I normally am#but usually in my days off I end up feeling so guilty about waking mum up that I’ll just stay in bed until noon or so hungry and all#so I stay up later without guilt#and I asked her if she wanted to go to the hospital bc I could take her to the city er and she said no so I didn’t expect her to go with him#and then need a ride while I was still asleep#ACTUALLY WHILE IM AT IT#I DIDNT EVEN GET HER TO GET ME FROM THE ER WHEN I HAD DAD DROP ME OFF THERE LAST TIME EITHER#because I can’t rely on her and she’d be asleep and would probably tell me to take a taxi anyway#and so I didn’t even expect her to answer the phone even if it woke her up let alone actually come get me from the hospital.#and another time I took the fucking bus#which. when I’m in a condition to go to the hospital and then have to walk home from the bus stop…#I should be better#but also 👀 I know it’s hard. but it’s been nearly a decade since I got my license and had to do everything myself#but it would be nice to be able to even *think* that you would do the same for me#and a VERY VERY PETTY part of me is like#ah yes. waiting for that long. I also had to wait that long at after grad when you swore you would be able to#family
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one of the first things i noticed after moving into ~*~my house~*~ is that (probably because it's on a street that gets a lot of pedestrian traffic to/from the nearby corner store) a lot of people were tossing litter into the front garden bed. liquor bottles and vapes and plastic wrappers and the like. which, you know, gross, please don't do that, we live in a society, but also where the fuck else are you supposed to put it? there's no city trash cans on this street.
and, well, we were tearing out most of the plants in those front beds anyway because the previous owner of the house made some very odd garden decisions ("endless landscaping" the house listing said, and if by "endless" they meant the sheer quantity of biomass that needs removed, they were right) and we want to put in more drought-tolerant native plants, so i went online and spent about $100 on a large sturdy outdoor trash can and set it up in front of my house. (quite cheap as house-related purchases go; i spent $100 on gravel last week.)
guess how many liquor bottles i've had to pick out of my garden since then? ZERO. and it's really convenient for ME when i'm coming home with an empty boba, or opening mail out by the mailbox, or picking up the yard a little bit. and according to @combat-epistemologist (who does more yard work than i do) people walking past have actually thanked us for installing the trash can, which is extremely cool. i did a civic service!! i made my neighborhood better!!! i'm helping :D
#the trashcan speaks#idk. feels good to actually tangibly make the world around me just slightly better for everyone#i should go to more city council meetingssssss#housepoasting
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Jon sketch
#I should save it as an actual photo but idk I like this crop LMAO#art#sketch#tma#the magnus archives#jonathan sims#no better way to stave off an impending breakdown than drawing a blorbo I suppose#that’s the most his facial hair can grow it just stops at that#his genes won’t allow for more
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Honestly the cliche advice is true. If you fill your life w things you’re passionate about, if you challenge yourself every day, if you give your own opinion of yourself more weight than you do other people’s opinions of you, you will actually thrive. Like no one can tell u anything
#I’m just in a whole state of mind rn#there will always be ppl who try to bring u down but pursuing the things u love will help u rise above it.#I absolutely still get anxious / annoyed at things but I’m over it sm faster. and soon it won’t bother me at all.#or at least it’ll have a healthy duration. bc negative emotion isn’t always bad. negative emotion is important and we should not ignore it#but overall!! preserving my energy better. just need to work on my knee jerk responses & I’ll be set#text
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Tommy basically said "the DSMP was good because it was, and still is, loved" and that basically sums up my feelings on the matter too.
#sure you can talk about the controversies about former members#and how the types of people involved in the writing shaped the narrative in ways that are increasingly troubling to look at#but it was also a project that was and still is loved by many of the (to our knowledge) better people involved#and it inspired so many artists and writers and musicians#people made friends through it#it helped people get through the worst parts of lockdown#my opinion of the dsmp for a while now has been pretty bitter. even when i wanted to remember it fondly it was tainted#and i dont think the worst aspects of the story or the ccs should be ignored#but its also so nice to have the opinion of 'yeah. it was good'#despite everything else there was something worthwhile in the dsmp#dsmp#tommyinnit#okay thats enough dsmp posting in 2024 lmao
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ARCANE 1.08 || 2.09
#arcane#arcaneedit#caitvi#violyn#piltover's finest#i think vi should learn some new better metaphors lol#vi#vi arcane#caitlyn kiramman#arcane spoilers#arcane s2#arcane s2 spoilers#arcane league of legends#mine#gif:arcane#but im aksjdskj emo this season was epic!
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