#I share them bc I want to not bc I have to

[tooturtly]

Just so ppl know it does get better! I didn’t really have friends from ages 13-18, and even before then I always felt a little different (gay and neurodivergent). And yeah, it sucked. I thought I was doing everything right. I talked to people in class, I did extracurriculars, I was involved. But nobody was texting me unless it was about something school related. I wasn’t invited to anybody’s house. Twice the people I ate lunch with made homecoming plans but never invited me, I just showed up bc of how much they talked about it.

It finally took seeing the group of people I thought were my friends really overtly reject an openly neurodivergent guy from the friend group. Why? Because he talked too much, he was too sincere. It wasn’t any fault of his own. When I hung out with him in a smaller group, I had a blast. And I realized it wasn’t his fault or mine, but the people who I didn’t even like that much who were pushing me away. They were doing the same thing to both of us, and I should be pissed about it! (I still am, even know people change, it was still a shitty thing to do)

My senior year I finally put myself first and realized that having bad friends was worse than being alone. And I might as well be alone on my terms. I went to homecoming and prom by myself, I wore my own weird clothes and danced by myself just to have fun. I realized that going with those people had made me have less fun, because they hardly wanted to dance to the music if they didn’t know the song. I decided I was going to have fun and be my own person.

The only people I had who were friends were the older people at the game shop I went to. They were kind and patient with me when I didn’t know all the rules, and I’ve since lost touch with them but everyday I’m thankful that I had them in my life. Thank you for taking care of this weird teenager who was too loud and too pushy, and who you guided anyway! Thank you for humoring me!

And then I did find lasting friends. I graduated high school and found a group of amazing, nerdy, goofy people who I clicked with. We play D&D together, we eat together often, we share our stories, we talk and we laugh, we have inside jokes.

As I’ve gotten older I know I still have those moments. Even with my closest friends, I have doubts and anxieties about if they actually like me, if I’m a good and kind enough person to be able to sustain a friendship. Sometimes I think maybe I’m better off alone, because then any hurt I cause will only be me. I’ve never had friends before, I don’t know anything! Sometimes I think I’m too full of hurt to do anything but hurt. But I don’t trust those thoughts! My brain lies to me all the time! Those terrible twisted feelings never come from me, they come from a me that doesn’t know anything but pain and sorrow. I’m an entirely different person when the depression hits, and I’ve learned enough not to trust how I feel in those moments.

I know that I’m trying and my friends know it too. I’m not purposefully mean, I make amends when I make mistakes, which is all you can do because everyone makes mistakes. And I think about how much sadder my life would be without my support network. I would be miserable! Yeah I can do it alone, but I don’t want to! Doing it alone sucks! I love my friends! I don’t want to let them go, and they want me around. If my friends didn’t want me around, they’d tell me to pack it. Yet I’ve continued making friends, I find fun and weird people everywhere!

Fuck it, I’m gonna be me as much as I can! Life is terrible when you’re pretending to be someone else. And I’ve been lucky enough to find space irl where I can be me. If you can’t do that in person, go online, find community anywhere you can get it. I know I learned a lot from lurking online in high school.

My friends love me even though I have flaws, and I love them even though they have flaws. Including the anxiety and self doubt! Loving with flaws is human. Confidence is your armor against that self doubt. Even if it’s fake! Say fuck it and love your life, love yourself! The world is beautiful! Life is beautiful in those small moments laughing, in talking, in smiling.

Yes this is optimistic positivity! Because pessimism made me sad and being sad does not make you want to live! And I want to live. I made the choice once to live as much as I can. God’s tried to kill me twice and he has failed so far, so I will dance through life laughing.

I can still be depressed and I can still laugh! I can be lonely sometimes and still have friends! I can know that there’s always light at the end of the tunnel if I smile and greet the darkness as my friend.

On Isolation

[robertsfloyd]

can you please write something with owner oscar and bunny reader?

bunny is a lil cute and silly but i love her

oscar didn't look like the kind of guy to own a hybrid. he'd grown up with dogs, fully fledged, on all fours dogs, not hybrids.

but then he saw you.

lounging in a shop window, ears over your face. a pink bow had been tied around your ear and your little bunny nose was twitching as a kid approached the fence separating you from them.

you raised your head, and oscar watched as you approached the fencing. painted pink. everything around you seemed to be pink. you were gentle as you took the carrot from the child's hand and bounded back over to the window.

you didn't see him as you nibbled on your carrot. but oscar saw you and he couldn't let you go.

the adoption process was lengthy, but that wasn't a bad thing. they were making sure you were going to a good home. you were going to the best home with oscar. he got you everything you could have needed.

a nice big bed with plenty of blankets and pillows, a collar (mandatory for hybrids), fridge stocked with all of the food a bunny like you could need.

and then he went to go and pick you up.

you were paraded out, hand holding that of someone that worked there. he had your paperwork already. all he needed to do was take you home with him.

you stared at him, wide eyed.

"off you go," the employee said and patted your shoulder, sending you on your way.

you walked over to him, never taking your eyes off of him. "ready to go home?" he asked.

you nodded and reached for his hand. oscar stared down for your hand for a moment before he placed it into yours. you kept hold of him as he led you out of the adoption centre. standing so close to him that you nearly tripped him up.

you were quiet for the car journey. oscar kept gazing at you as you sat there quietly, obediently.

he led you from the car and into his apartment. clean, not all that homely, though. no rug on the floor. pillows all perfectly against the cushion.

this wouldn't do.

"hungry, bunny?" Oscar asked as you sat at his kitchen table, hands folded in your lap.

you shook your head. "What's your name?" you asked in a moment of bravery.

"oscar," he answered as he pulled a ready made salad from the fridge.

"oscar what?" you probed, watching as he pulled off the plastic lid. now it was in front of you, the food was tempting.

he pulled out two forks, sharing it with you. "oscar piastri," he replied and stabbed a slice of cucumber.

"yes please."

he furrowed his brow at you. "huh?"

"I'd like a pastry, please."

he laughed at you, his bunny teeth on display. "it's my last name," he answered.

"oh," you mumbled and put your fork down. "your name is Oscar pastry?" you asked and he laughed again.

"close enough."

***

it was three days before you joined him on the sofa. you rearranged his pillows and settled down beside him, legs tucked beneath you.

you were still quiet, but your personality was beginning to shine through.

your ears were so expressive, giggles so cute. your nose twitched at something you didn't like, ears flopping down when you got sad.

when be brought you that pastry you wanted, you lit up.

every day he learnt more and more about you. you hopped around when you were happy, loved to rub your nose against his, loved to kiss him when you walked past.

at first, it had terrified Oscar. why were you kissing him? did you need a bunny companion and sought out the next best thing? (I.e. him)

but then he googled it.

you were happy, that was why you were kissing him. you were happy and you liked his company. that much was clear when you climbed on top of him in the evenings, nuzzled your face against his shoulder.

Oscar was so find of you, he held you through the night. he pet your soft ears, straightened your collar and kissed you back.

his bunny.

my dinner sucks and I wanna order in but I also don't wanna bc unhealthy but I'm gonna be hungry but I should save money but

[valiwrites]

reincarnation ✧.* formula 1

part 2

: ̗̀➛ pairing: formula 1 x senna!reincarnation!male!oc (nico santos) : ̗̀➛ warnings: strong language, people shipping drivers but nothing serious, bromance, hate comments : ̗̀➛ author’s note: i wrote this before and got a lot of hate for it. if it’s not your thing, just scroll past—no need to spread negativity. i didn’t write this just to read mean comments.

: ̗̀➛ smau

danielricciardo ✔︎

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danielricciardo the funniest part was... i had to held him back so he didn't murder anyone yesterday

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user1 reason 727390 why daniel and nico are my fav duo

user2 showed my dad a picture of nico and he said he hasn't seen anything of senna in years i had to explain to him that this is not senna 😭

user3 my mom said that too!! but nico hates being called senna

charles_leclerc i haven't seen nico that mad ever

user4 why is the first picture so wholesome tho omg

user5 because danny is wholesome

user6 nico was ready to commit a whole crime and daniel said ✨no✨

maxverstappen1 i was lowkey scared for my life not gonna lie

user7 danny out here being the emotional support human for a guy who could probably fight god

user8 nah but the way nico looks at daniel in the vid… y’all seeing this or am i delulu

user3 the way his eyes soften when he looks at daniel is so cute

user5 y'all are so delusional he didn't even look at daniel 😭

lando nico was pacing like a dad whose kid just crashed his car 💀

user9 why does every chaotic duo have one guy who keeps the other from getting arrested

user10 danny being the only thing between nico and a felony is so on brand

nicosantos ✔︎

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nicosantos mood after yesterday

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user1 help nico really wanted to throw hands 😭😭

nicosantos you know it

user2 nico has a cat???

user3 it's max's cat lmaoo

user4 he kinda fine

user5 i have been saying that but no one listens to me

user6 the way he just crouched by daniel’s car like it’s some kind of secret mission 💀

user7 lowkey nico should’ve been in the movie ‘mad man on the edge'

user8 no way you can look at them and not see the chemistry. it's so obvious

user9 nah, the way nico looks at daniel in that video is giving ‘you’re mine’ vibes

user10 no wtf don't say that...

user11 why do i feel like nico is totally in love with daniel and he just doesn’t know it yet?

user12 why is everyone suddently shipping them hello

user13 bc daniel hugged nico at the press conference 😭

nicosantos ✔︎

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nicosantos ok, so we look alike. i get it. but let’s be real, i’m not him. just because we share a lot similarities doesn’t mean we’re the same person. i’ve been getting a lot of hate in my DMs, and honestly, it’s getting old. so, can we all just chill and let me live my own life? respect is all i’m asking for

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user1 literally, it’s just a resemblance, relax people

user2 the hate is so uncalled for. nico deserves respect not this mess

user3 people acting like he’s actually senna’s clone, chill out

user4 he's trying really hard to be 🙄

user5 the fact that nico has to explain this is crazy. let him breathe

user6 you can’t just deny the resemblance though, it’s a little weird you’re acting like it’s nothing

nicosantos i’m not denying it, but i’m also not claiming to be someone i’m not. it’s not that complicated

user7 he’s just salty because people keep bringing up senna. get over it

user8 he doesn’t owe anyone an apology for looking like someone. leave him alone

niconews ✔︎

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niconews eyes never lie... this was nico just a day after all the hate he’s been facing recently. in a raw moment during an interview, when asked, "you seem pretty pissed at the situation," he didn’t hold back. nico responded, "well, people stick their noses in everyone’s business without thinking about feelings. i didn’t ask to be born the way i am, i’m just trying to live my life." his voice cracked, and despite trying to hold it together, tears started to form. it was a moment that showed just how much this constant pressure has been affecting him. in a world where we all expect people to be perfect or fit into certain molds, nico's vulnerability spoke volumes.

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user1 it's heartbreaking to see someone so kind and real get treated like this

user2 the pressure he must be under is insane. we forget these are real people

user3 this is so unfair, just let the guy breathe for once

user4 he’s literally milking the whole senna comparison for attention. stop pretending like it’s all ‘the haters’

niconews if you think that’s what this is about, you clearly missed the point

user4 he’s literally crying over people pointing out how much he looks like senna? get over it niconews it’s not about looks, it’s about respect. maybe try understanding that

nicosantos ✔︎

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nicosantos bromance is real

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user1 aww the senna cap

user2 i love nico he's adorable

user3 lando 😭😭

user4 lando is always the funniest person in the group

user5 nico with the senna cap is a whole vibe. love the respect for the legend

user6 this is the kind of bromance we all need in our lives

user7 nico wearing the senna cap but being his own person? love that for him

nicosantos see now i can't tell if you're being sarcastic or fr 💀

user7 i was being fr 😭😭

user8 someone tell lando to stop being this extra, i can’t keep up

[kaiscove]

Just wanted to tack on another sort of series of personal stories from work (a Canadian engineering company, employee age typically running 35-60 with more people on the older end). I co-run our company's queer employee resource group (ERG). We run all sorts of workshops and events annually and ofc one of my favourites is in-person in-office Pride celebrations 🌈🌈🌈 I've been out for 20+ years and this place is no exception, plus I bedeck the heck out of our cafeteria with rainbows and pride swag, so there is little way to mistake what our ERG is there to bring visible joy and celebration to.

I always set up two frames at the table our group hosts over lunch in the cafeteria. Each frame has 8 of the most commonly used queer identity pride flags with labels beneath them (16 total). What ends up happening is this: some people shy away, some shyly approach, and others enthusiastically come over as allies and the handful of out fellow queer peers. Everyone who makes it to the table generally has their eyes drawn to the framed pride flags first because they're so colourful, they're standing up, and they recognize some of the "main" flag's variations.

I have a lot of info in various formats to ask about, but what are my most common questions, every single year?

"What's asexuality?" and "What's aromanticism?"

And almost every single time I can remember answering that question, I see either 1) rapid mental calculations now exploding in their mind 2) a long, pensive stare at the ace or aro pride flags as they ask sort of distantly "A term for that exists?" Or 3) curiosity-animorphing-into-deer-in-the-headlights

100% of those people have grabbed one of my "identify definitions and where to find more info and communities related to them" printouts then ran away (at various speeds lol, some are in their 30's but others are indeed in their 50's and 60's!)

And each time I'm just like yeah that makes sense that these people I particularly admire for their passion for their job/cool life stories of adventuring with friends/amazing technical and/or artistic skills share a large overlapping Venn diagram with the "oh I was not expecting to be in this aro/ace picture" people at our pride table haha

(for the nuance, I am never going to diagnose someone else's identities. I am simply open to the fact that there are many, many people of the older generations are queer in some way but have never heard of identities beyond gay, lesbian, and now bc of the media, trans people)

Sharing the wide variety of different identities is one of my favourite things to do with our ERG ✨

I want old aros so badly. I want a history. I want a future. I want tales of lives that I understand. I want to see myself in a future where I’m happy and comfortable.

But I don’t have that, so I’ll have to build it.

[acexsmhking]

a bit more less words than usual :3

Scotty doesn't know

But it's Masky x Reader (any gender you want) bc awe lawd 🤤

𝐍𝐞𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐡𝐞

(𝗻.) 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝗺𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗴𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗳 𝗼𝗿 𝘀𝘂𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴

: ̗̀➛ Masky x FEM!Reader

Summary: Coming back home after days wandering the woods, your beloved boyfriend comes back home. However something seems off.

Warning(s): 18+ content, p n v! sex, oral sex (f! receiving), slight choking, chokehold, porn w/ plot, mentions of drool, small mentions of blood, POC!Reader in mind but no concretewords used

His day had been long, much of the day being spent driving people out of the deeper parts of the woods, and covering any ‘unusual’ markings. He was covered in dirt and sweat, feet aching and mostly likely blistering. Stepping out the car he glanced to the lite kitchen light in the window. It was late, very late. He already knew the reckoning he was going to get from you. It happened everytime. You fretted and worried over him, only slowing down when he was tucked into bed with you.

The door creaked open slowly, obviously in an awful attempt to not wake you. If only that was the case. You had been up for hours, dazing off time to time but standing firm and strong. Shuffling in the house, your heart quivered looking at Tim. He looked haggard, some parts of his jacket or pants torn. Dirt covering him along with suspicious speckles of blood. His face briefly flashed a pang of guilt as you hobbled towards him, eyes droopy with sleep. “ ‘m sorry, baby.” He murmured as you helped him out his jacket, hands brushing off some twigs and leaves.

“You’re fine, let’s just get you cleaned up.” You smiled, tugging him to the shared bedroom. You got the shower going while Tim undressed, you rubbed his shoulders while he took off his shoes. “Are you alright? You look a little..” You tilted your head, his face seemed more deadpanned than usual. His shoulders tensed as he squirmed under your gaze, a frown on his face. He shook his head no, pulling you more to the back room. You indulged him, though a growing suspicion on your mind as he clinged to you in the shower. You helped clean him off as he did the same, though for a while you both just hugged under the water.

Tim readjusted himself often as you both held each other, his face though staying glued to your neck. The hard press of his cock resting firmly against your ass, his hips subtly grinding into you. You flushed at the contact, he had been gone for weeks. Your body ached for him, fingers only able to do so much. You hadn’t fully realized how much you missed certain parts of him. His arm slithered up your body, hand taking firm residence on your neck. Pulling you closer against him. “Tim dear…” You mumbled, one hand holding onto his hips. He made a groan, shaking his head vigorously as it rested on your shoulder.

You raised a brow, eyebrows furrowing before realization dawned on you. “I missed you too.” You chuckled, He hadn’t given Tim control yet. Which you didn’t mind, He was just rather silent about it. “Miss ya too.” He chuckled, lips moving to press a flurry of kisses to your temple. Your clit was aching in need, and you could feel Him only growing harder against you. “Masky darling, let’s not do it in the shower?” Your eyes glanced at Him, His fingers tightened briefly against your neck. “Need you too much, need more space.” You pleaded, turning around to face him. Your arms wrapping around his neck, lips to his cheek as you tempted him.

Of course, He gave into you, as He always did. Though a towel was only half-assedly thrown onto the bed before He had you on it. Laid out, completely at His mercy He was desperate bringing your legs up. Holding them by the fat of their thighs, spreads them as far as He could. Propping yourself up, you smiled while combing your fingers through His hair. It had been so long since He got to have you, or at least it felt like it. Time was hard for Him to tell. His tongue was gently as it licked an experimental stripe up your cunt. Your eyes hooded, hips tilting to encourage Him. He pressed soft kisses to your thighs, her smell absolutely intoxicating Him. Your head lolled back as He kissed her before spreading your lips. His own moving to suckle on your clit, a deep moan escaping His lips.

The vibration caused you to jump a little, giggling as you lazily watched Him. Masky was feverish as He ate you out, elbows keeping your legs spread as His fingers and tongue worked on you. He was sure He could happily die like this, between your legs with that soft and loving look in your eyes. Your toes curled as He switched between sucking and licking you. His fingers teasing your hole before one gradually slipped inside. Just the one thick finger giving you a perfect first fill, it was quick with its thrusts. More and more of your essence coated His chin and lips while feasting on you. His cock was aching hard, beads of precum gathering.

You could vaguely make out the lazy, inattentive thrusts of His hips. His nose pressed firmly against your clit as His tongue joined His finger. “Baby please?” Your hips thrusted up, bumping His head making your intentions clear. He nodded, giving your clit a few more sucks and kisses before He stood up. You loved looking at His body. His muscles were firm and strong, covered in a perfect layer of soft fat. His abdomen toned, but nothing like some gym bro, He looked perfect for His age. Masky lazily stroked His cock, a teasing smirk on His lips watching you. “S’all yours, sweetie.” He snickered, letting your legs fall naturally over Him as He caged you in. One resting on His shoulders while the other rested on His hips.

Your face flushed, a coquettish smile on your lips as you pulled Him in. Your lips met in a sweet and passionate kiss, His tongue still clearly tasting like you as He pushed it into your mouth. You moaned, one arm wrapping around His neck as the other wrapped under His arm to hold His back. His hips were lazy as they thrusted His cock against you, gathering slick coating him. “Missed her so much, doll. Missed you both so much.” He slurred, leaning down onto His elbows as He relaxed into you. “Put it in for me.” He mumbled, looking down between the both of you. You obliged of course, taking the hard cock in your hand as you aligned it with your core.

Both of you noticeably relaxed and tensed as He pushed into you. Biting your bottom lip between your teeth as He bottomed out inside you. Your heels dug into His back, fingers sprawling out. Masky made Himself more comfortable before pulling out just to the tip. He watched as He pushed back into you, smiling at the way she took Him in. Your other arm that was around His neck moving, your hand now firmly on his chest as you felt his body. Oh, how much you missed it. Feeling this hard muscles tensing as his hips snapped into you. Masky wasn’t nearly as docile as Tim, no he was consuming with His movements. Lips brushing against your ears, one hand moving down to your conjoined sex. The rough pad of His thumb drawing fast circles on your clit.

Your toes curled once more, a squeal leaving your lips at His stimulation. The wet noises of your hips meeting only fueling the embarrassment that painted your cheeks. Masky’s mind was completely dizzy as he dug into you, that familiar feeling of you milking his cock driving him crazy. He wanted nothing more than to put load after load into you. Feeling your walls cling to him as his dragged inside you, the pleasure both so much for you. It had been too long since you’d been fucked properly. That coil in your stomach quickly tighten at his relentless movements. And he made no move to slow down, or even try prolonging your quick finish. If anything his movements sped up, two fingers now rubbing your clit as he captured your lips in a kiss.

You held him closer, wanting more of his warmth. His comfort and scent. Both to your body’s now more than dry as you heated up, towel and sheets up your both slightly crumpled. Your orgasm shook you, clit throbbing painfully as your walk clenched him tightly. Trying to stimulate Him for all that he was worth. And He let her, happily indulging in the greed of your cunt as he unloaded into you. His mouth swallowing the pathetic shrill leaving your throat. His bush doing nothing but stimulating your orgasm more as he firmly moved to ground His hips into you. Your body jolted and shivered as you climbed down your high, a string of spit connecting your mouth together as he leaned up.

His grip was domineering as he moved you around, hand tight on your hips while he flipped you over. You groaned while being moved, thighs still tight with tension as He propped you up. His fingers grabbing your hair and pulling you up, your shoulders pressed against his chest. You could feel his cock between your lips, some of his load leaking out of you and back onto Him and the towel. His arms wrapped around your midriff as he pressed kisses to your neck. Masky could be rough, a little forgetful of his own strength. But He always made it up to you.

Especially now as he nibbles your shoulder, hand wondering down to gently rub on your clit. “Love you, Doll.” He sighed contentedly, nuzzling his head against yours. You hummed, your hips grinding against the friction of his fingers and cock. Both hands holding onto His arm wrapped tightly against your midriff. “Love you too, darling.” Your ass pushed against him, back arching. He gave your temple one more kiss before he realigned himself with you. That delicious push back into your wet and slick hole making both your heads spin. A shiver running up your spine as His cock briefly dragged across a now sensational spot.

His hips this time moved slower, his cock reaching deep inside you. You whined, hips jerking as you tried speeding him up. But Masky didn’t listen, instead his thrusts stayed deep and slow. Hips snapping harshly before reeling back. His arm that was wrapped around your stomach now moving to your neck, placing you in a controlled chokehold. Your head spun, the thickness of His arms making you flush. He didn’t squeeze your neck too hard, but just enough that you could feel his strength. His pace sped him ever so slightly as he watched you, eyelids fluttering and distance gaze in your eyes. Two of His fingers pinched your clit between them, rolling their knuckles against it.

Your legs tried clamping, ass pushing harder against him. “Don’t even think about closing those legs, darlin’.” He growled, arm tightening around your throat in correction. You huffed, head falling back against him in submission. Masky rewarded you by speeding up, though a meanness in his movements. Your body felt hot all over, a sheen of sweat beginning to cover both your bodies. Your hips matched His pace, his face pressed against yours.

Everything felt wet and thick between you both, some of the wetness that had leaked down to your ass making a mess further between you both. Sticky cum creating strings between your ass and his hips as he moved into you. The curve of His stomach fitting perfectly against the small of your back. Everything felt so absolutely perfect, your walls seemingly fit him like a glove. Still so molded to him despite days having been passed. This is where He belonged. Oh if only he could take into those woods. So many beautiful places he dreamed of fucking you by. How wonderful you’d smell covered in His cum and scent of the earth.

But Brian and Tim were adamant that he couldn’t, he had to settle for the edge of the woods. Bending you over by a tree to get some sort of thrill. But it was all right, that flutter of your cunt always made it up to Him. One day.. one day he’d kill that thing and fuck you where ever He wanted. “You’d let me do anything to you, baby. Huh?” He teased, arm flexing around your throat as it choked off a moan. Tears brimmed your eyes, his cock stretching you out so full, and His fingers hadn’t become gentler on your clit. “Yes yes! Anything for you!” You exclaimed, drool dribbling down the corner of your mouth. His arm making your head even more fuzzy as it occasionally choked you out.

“That’s my girl, such a good girl aren’t you, whore?” You nodded, the nod of your head almost drunk as pleasure seeped into every inch of your body. Tingles all over as that coil gained in the pit of your stomach. One your hands holding onto his hips, nails digging in as if to pull Him even more impossibly closer. The other cradling the back of his head, fingers tightly gripping the soft strands of His hair. A loud slap resounded in the room, followed by a sharp yelp. He cooed at you, snickering at you how your cunt gripped him.

“Aww.. like it when I slap your cunt? She sure does,” His bicep pressing against your throat, shallow gasping sounds coming from you. “Felt how she clenched me. You like it, slut?” The hand on his head moved to dig its nail into his bicep. But he didn’t give up, no He kept you like that for a few more seconds before loosening up just a bit. Sobbed moaned escaped your mouth, incoherent babbles of pleads. You were so close, and he could tell. He could feel you flutter around him, as that slick increased.

He didn’t slow down his movements, but he did angle His hips. Moving to press deeper into you. You moaned, loud and pathetically. He felt too good, so so good. His tip brushing against a spot in you that you were sure your fingers couldn’t have ever reached. It itched that ache in you perfectly. Your body convulsed as your orgasm harshly washed over you. Mind completely blank as your hips frantically grounded against him. Masky kept you upright, his fingers holding your clit in a long press as you rode out your high. Your own triggering His, unloading more of his cum inside you.

You both panted as you held each other. He occasionally kissed your jaw, arm moving from around your neck to rub soft soothing touches on your throat. “Did so good baby, so good.” He praised, gently helping you lay down on the bed. He kissed along your spin, fingers massaging the muscles in your legs and hips to help you relax. Finally, some tension leaving to let you lay down completely. He took the soiled towel from under you, gently wiping off your legs and ass before throwing it in the hamper.

He pulled back the covers before gently laying you down. Pressing a soft kiss to your forehead. “Hold on baby, lemme clean up. ‘Mkay?” He asked, tone sweet and loving as he gazed at you. You tiredly nodded, eyelids drooping as sleep called to you. Masky smiled coming back from the bathroom with a warm cloth. Thumb rubbing your cheek as he cradled your sleeping face.

He’d give Tim back some other day once he was satisfied. How could He leave such a cute face right now?

: ̗̀➛ I’m so sorry this took me so long to write anon! I got so many asks and my writers block kicked in! I hope you enjoy this along with the rest of you. Also did any of you notice the shift in the He/Him once it shifted to Masky? Who knows maybe I’ll continue this little detail — Ace

[2-shots2-thehead]

- I don’t see what anyone can see in anyone else.. But you -

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Summary : Dating Spencer headcanons bc I luv him n wanted to write smth smosh related >-<

Pairing : Spencer Agnew (Smosh) x GN!Reader (Use of Y/n)

Warnings : suggestive joke, other than that pretty much just fluff

A/N : the spencer brainrot is real oml 🙏🙏 im so fruity

- oh my god

- it took this man SO LONG. to ask you out

- like im talking working together for YEARS

- but once he finally did, it came off as like the most casual thing ever

- even if he was psyching himself up for this for MONTHS

- “hey, y/n, maybe after we’re done filming y’wanna grab lunch? like..as a date.?”

- he only started showing his nerves once you actually said yes

- he looked visibly surprised and then just nodded shyly without another word and walked off

- ever since that little interaction, you guys were together

- constantly.

- never seen without the other.

- “where’s y/n?” “well, i just saw spencer in the games studio so probably there”

- pretty much every single social media post since when you started dating has been about you

- CATS.

- you guys have at LEAST one cat

- you cannot convince me otherwise

- but hopefully more because you can never have too many, right ?

- always just bringing you random shit to work

- we’ve all seen the smosh mouth TNTL where spencer just keeps pulling random drinks out from under the table ?

- there’s just always little treats like that at your desk where you occasionally edit

- more often than not they’re drinks he grabs from the gas station, along with a kickstart for himself, of course

- just how you two are always inseparable, it increases by about 10 billion percent at parties

- i mean, let’s be real, there’s never a day where he’s at a party and wouldn’t rather be home playing a video game with your cats

- if he doesn’t know anyone else at the party, your hand is in his the entire time and he’s talking your ear off

- speaking of which, hand holding.

- so. much. handholding.

- like he wouldn’t be big on pda, but it’s just the little things like that

- him carrying you for many a TNTL bit

- or just putting your head on his shoulder while he’s streaming (we all know what i’m talking about)

- aside from the little surprise drinks, there are more often than not little sticky note messages on your desk

- especially at times where you’re editing and he’s filming and that means you’re apart for however maybe hours

- on days like that, he’s making it everyone’s problem

- “yeah, so then we-“ “y’know, this would be fun with y/n”

- yet another person who uses horrible pickup lines as a joke

- sometimes the sticky notes are the most poetic, sweet, romantic thing you’ve ever read

- ..and sometimes it’s “are you a beaver ? because DAM”

- “are you my laptop ? because you’re really hot and i’m a little bit concerned”

- “my favorite pokémon’s beedrill because i’m gonna bee-drillin’ y-“

- you guys build lego sets together all the time

- sometimes they’re little roses

- sometimes it’s the millennium falcon

- but his personal favorite is the hedgehog picnic date ⬇️⬇️⬇️

- they are now sat atop a very high, fancy shelf in your shared apartment

- you guys watch movies n shows together all the time

- you have a specific show though that you always and only watch together

- “you didn’t watch it without me, right” “don’t worry, I turned it off when you fell asleep”

- you guys play video games together all the time

- maybe you’re not as good as him, but he’s always open to teaching

- you guys practice instruments together if you play

- if not, he just plays guitar for you

- never too loud, but you can hear it of course

- he picks special songs he thinks you’ll like and learns them

[elainsgirl]

Time for a little rant:

I don’t know what’s going on with antis at the moment but its beginning to feel like elriels don’t have a safe place to make content without antis stalking and getting mad over said content or being petty and purposely finding ways to antagonise elriels.

Tumblr -> when elriels label a post “anti elucien/anti gwynriel - guess what! That post will contain content not made for gwynriel or elucien stans. That tag is placed for ANTIS to understand that it is not something you want to view if you positively ship GA/EL. Now. If you choose to click on said post anyways - you cannot throw a tantrum over what OP said (im looking at you eluciens who purposely view my anti elucien posts then get mad at me for talking negatively about elucien) bcs YOU chose to read it knowing it was not for you to see. You’re literally doing it to yourself. Same goes for Instagram - if you know you’re not an elriel stan, then dont go into elriel spaces and get butthurt over what you see. Same goes for tiktok. Dont view or interact with videos that are clearly not made for you. And if you want to share your opinion - do it respectfully. Same for twitter. Why on earth are you crashing out over a tweet someone made on THEIR account clearly not meant for you to see?

Its one thing if - hypothetically- I make a post and purposely tag it elucien/gwynriel - then Yh. You have the right to reply or share the post disagreeing or whatever else but when its tagged correctly or made on someone’s account that you know is clearly not for you, you do not have the right to get mad.

If you’re going to use someones tweet/post/video - you have two options. If you’re leaving their username visible for all to see, either grow up and tag the person or cut their username out. If you do show their username or use THEIR post to make your own - you cannot be upset when that person interacts with you. Be mature and accept it

Just as a side note: do antis not realise they’re embarrassing themselves when they say “oh yh this got sent into the chat! This pro elriel post was sent into the chat thats how I know off it” - why on earth are you admitting that 1) you’re stalking elriels and 2) purposely sharing pro elriel posts into anti chats - that is just pathetic. Its not something you admit publicly bcs it makes you look obsessed with elriels.

also. Ive come to the realisation antis don’t understand what the “block” button is for. Its not for you to block someone and then SS and spread BS about them and their posts just so they can’t interact with you bcs you’re too much of a coward. When you block someone - it means you dont want to see any content they make. Pls learn the purpose of the button.

This new wave of antis are so immature, petty and attention seeking its crazy.

[jewish-vents]

I don't even know where to begin here, but I wanted to say a nice message despite the sadness these last days. I was born in a Moroccan Muslim family (live in a European country) and will officially become a Jew after 7 years of studying Judaism (I have my mikve scheduled soon). Since I'm not officially a Jew according to the Halakha I told most of my friends I practice Judaism but don't tell them "I'm Jewish" bc I want to respect the law until I become one officially. Still I told a couple of my highschool friends and invited them over for Shabbat last week because I am ready to share my spiritual happiness, and three of them completely ghosted me and blocked me, refuse to answer my texts ever since. Another one, left me threatening voicemails saying 'I'm following the devil cult' and that she 'couldn't believe I want to k*ll women and children'. So I lost 4 friends in not even one week. I cried with all my heart last night because I cannot believe it. but I wanted to say something nice : please never be ashamed of being Jewish, or who you are, courage is one of the greatest thing in life and if you cannot love yourself who will ? Sending everyone blessings ❤️

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[khaoala]

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u think this is totally a coincidence? like I don't like to make stuff up but ???? ??mm? I'm staring at it just thinking there's no way he didn't notice

(linking the post you sent me, anon)

you mean the song choice coinciding with the time he was recording the video? i'm pretty sure it wasn't at all a coincidence 😀😀maybe the only surprise there was the confetti but that's all.

khaotung knows which buttons to push, and especially in that last leg of 2024, he and first were acting especially... suspicious? not exactly suspicious really, they were just showing themselves (or being exposed by joong really) going on concert dates, boat dates [ 1 2 ], walking hand in hand, supposedly kissing during ciize's birthday party, recording the bestie is very, in my opinion, seductive pose, being extra clingy, khaotung sitting on first's lap for pretty much no reason (p'som even scolded them), p'leo and the rest of the lol fanfest 2024 cast teasing them, first going to busan with khaotung for an award show in which khaotung paid for his flight ticket and they shared a bed, and there's a story of first and khaotung waking up at the same time and just staring at each other until first gave in and decided to shower first because it was raining in busan and khaotung is a cat who likes to sleep in, first cried bc he couldn't find a hat that khaotung wanted for his birthday [ 1 2 ] among many other things that made the fandom go insane.

delululand is actually incredible and fun when you have a healthy mentality, and if they play with that, i will happily tag along.

[dotjpeg]

nightmare blunt rotation . some fun little bits under the cut

Fox’s mullet is purely because he’s heard that people look down on the style. he’s never even met people who do. he didn’t even hear this himself, it was a long game of telephone. he doesn’t care at all about it and other troopers tend to care for it for him. he could go half bald overnight and wouldn’t give a damn. that beard keeps showing up like a possessed item no matter what he does. don’t point out his red roots if you can see them, his day is always going bad enough.

Thorn shares this “everything grows too fast and im too big” problem with Neyo bc I made them actual batchmates (made thorn’s number be 8820). by too fast I mean he could shave his hair close to his scalp and will have a fro by week 2 and the current style by week 4. also I was trying to figure out how his hair would even look bc of Temuera’s own hair looking like it grows out like mine more than down but I gave up. he’s got a rose pin in the back btw and it’s evil.

Stone is far from the “camera” and all tense bc he’s shy. well no he’s not shy in the usual sense, he just hates photos of himself and doesn’t like when he remembers he has a body that people can observe bc that’s straight up attempted murder. and I say blind I mean “can’t really make out objects/colors/sounds at all” rather than straight up seeing/hearing nothing. guess who uses this for evil? NOBODY. because we all love him and haters will be reincarnated as deer ticks.

Thire is close up because he uses his aberrations (when he’s not obsessively hiding/denying them) to get what he and his brothers want from rich married people, surely this has no negative consequence on his sense of self. you wish you were perfect like him, and getting everything you want. he can just tell. like fox (in many ways that upset everybody) in the sense that you shouldnt point out his different hair color. you dont know how badly it pisses me off that my characterization of him fits a few LDR songs.

[hermitsdump]

I think he tried to use his stomach as a wallet, but to due to heavenly pact, digested the money 😔

TojiShiu Headcannons

@cnth-rb this is for you

Toji does totally unhinged and unprovoked things to turn on Shiu and it fucking works. He runs his tongue over his weapons when he's done with a job and Shiu has to look away to avoid getting a boner. He sleeps in a target's bed because he can't bother finding a place to sleep that night, and Shiu finds him lying next to a cold body in a pool of blood, and thinks about fucking that man right there. Toji gets shot or stabbed during a job and purposely keeps the wound open just so Shiu can take care of it. He'd also probably wait for Shiu to take a close look at the wound to stick his finger inside before bringing it to his mouth and sucking his bloody finger while maintaining eye contact with the middleman the whole time. Toji tears his clothes apart instead of just removing them when they're dirty, and Shiu greatly enjoys the view (he refuses to buy him new clothes tho. he says it's toji's fault and responsibility).

Toji probably tried to suck Shiu's dick at some point when the latter was driving and they almost had a car accident.

[sanesaviour]

Psst🤫 I heard yall like him so there is more of him ;)

I wanted to draw him in 2 fits but ended up with 4 lol, ANYWAYS now you have to read my headcanons brainrot bout him:

1. casual fit - I imagine him wearing fits like this all the time, at school at home just everywhere (it gives that old money rich boy energy)… in my head this is like during time when Peter got his spidey powers, still “happy” times, at this point he is very close with Peter and Mj, he spends most of his free time with them or at Peters place bc he don’t like to be home alone (yea in my version Norman is still the same shitty father, but at this point Harry still tries to get his attention)

2. formal fit - there is nothing really much to it, just wanted to draw him wearing suit lol (he wears it often tho to some kind of formal events, u know, rich people stuff)

3. Venom (hell yea) - pretty self explanatory, this is like 1 year after Peter became spiderman which means he have now less time for Harry and Mj, he have lot of work with hero stuff and S.H.I.E.L.D. and also at this time his team (why they didn’t gave team name at usm, I’m gonna call them Spidey team for now lol) starts attending same highschool as them, SO Peter is very secretive and his lame excuses don’t really work on Harry so he is angry about it, feels jelaous about Peter spending more time with other people and their friendship naturally starts slowly falling apart… therefore when Harry finds Venom he doesn’t really hesitate and takes it (yea he wears those venom watches like in show) and for while he become black suit spiderman, but as plot goes on due to his emotions (anger + daddy issues, this guy is mess) he slowly starts loosing control of Venom (he is somewhat still aware of his actions but he is way more agressive and brutal, also attacks Norman). There is like lot of fights between him and Spidey team, but at some point peter finds out about harry being venom so he instead of fighting tries his other super power - let’s talk about it, which obviously doesn’t work. His team still fights him as they seems to belive it is best way how to handle it… later harry also finds out about spideys secret identity so it become even more personal and messy… during last fight peter is one who defeats harry and takes away venom from him

4. post venom - harry now doesn’t really have anyone to trust, he doesn’t wear fancy clothes anymore (he wants to distant himself from the name Osborn), he starts smoking and skipping classes (maybe he even drops out of school but still not sure about that), Peter obviously tries to fix their friendship but it’s still broken beyond repair… althouh they know each others secrets they both won’t share it with world (they might not be friends anymore but they aren’t assholes). Also- I gave him scar, which is probably not from Peter but rather Ava (she scratched his face during one of the figts or something)

This is obviously not everything (it’s like season 1) but the post is already way too long. Also sorry for how shitty my writing is (ain’t writter, just artist), but I still hope you enjoyed my rant :))

[carmenilla]

Honestly, I like byler, but it's never going to happen in my opinion. Mike is just insecure, he has depression and thinks badly about himself, Finn said it, romance was not on his mind when he met El because he thought he was unloveable, that definetly doesn't mean he didn't love her, instead it means that he considered her unapproachable. That is the reason why he is so teary in the monologue, he is telling her everything with the fear that he might lose her because what if, when everything is said, she still leaves him? The "crush on Mike" Will plot is uncomfortable and honestly I don't know how they are going to solve it, probs giving him a bf/ letting him get over Mike, maybe that's the reason the Duffers said Will grows up and he leaves some things behind. I do think Mike and El have a lot of scenes together, Im not saying a lot but at least some, everytime Mike is spotted somewhere that place is near to El.

Now I do not think they will end up together, but Mike loves her and she loves him, she just needs to go. And that would be a tearful ending for them

thanks for the respectful disagreement, unfortunately it's hard to come by nowadays.

"that definetly doesn't mean he didn't love her, instead it means that he considered her unapproachable." first off, i don't believe in love at first sight. i think it's cheap and uninteresting especially in a love story, that happens between twelve-year-olds. i also don't think you can be in love with someone just by looking at them once. you can be infatuated, sure, but that's not real love. you don't know anything about them. we also know that mike didn't love her at first sight because he tried to get rid of her the next morning so that they could keep looking for will. the only reason why he didn’t give her up is because she insisted and also he found out that she has powers. AND when he finds out that she has powers, he tells dustin and lucas that they should stick with her so that they can use her powers to find will. obviously there is a point where mike cares about el BEYOND just her powers and genuinely cares for her as a person, i’m not denying that. i do think they have a very strong bond. but mike did not love her at first sight. there is nothing that even implies that! mike definitely lied in his love confession in season four, but i digress. if you still don’t believe me here, i guess we’ll just have to agree to disagree.

“The ‘crush on Mike’ Will plot is uncomfortable and honestly I don't know how they are going to solve it, probs giving him a bf/ letting him get over Mike”. OR, they could make byler canon, and it would actually make sense for will’s plot and not just be really god awful writing. yes, it would be awful writing of will doesn’t end up with will, and would be awful portrayal of a queer character and feel really gross. see my post here about why that would suck: https://www.tumblr.com/carmenilla/769363335461339136/ok-bc-if-byler-isnt-canon-they-really-just?source=share 

“that would be a tearful ending for them” in my opinion, it would be a bad ending for them, but i don’t feel like going into that. we’re just gonna have to agree to disagree on that part

i think byler will be canon because i believe it would be the best writing and make the most sense, and i do have faith in the duffers' writing abilities. if you like byler and want more proof, i recommend this video by our good old Byler Lawyer:

if you don't feel like that though, i guess we'll just have to see what happens in season 5

[thejakeformerlyknownasprince]

@youblowuponesun

#it wouldn't work but i ship it#they could make each other worse

@princeseerow

#animorphs#interesting ive never thought abt this before#it depends on how you define a ship working. imo not every ship has to be “good” for the ppl involved as long as its interesting#could i see them dating long term for years and years? absolutely not#could i see them dating at all? sure#could i see them making each other worse? oh yeah#i can imagine them initially bonding over their shared grief for rachel but for theirs to be a healthy relationship they need to have#other shared interests and reasons they like each other other than “my dead friend's friend”. which would depend on the writer#and importantly cassie cannot and should not play therapist for melissa like she did with jake#more likely tho melissa would resent cassie/the animorphs for not freeing her parents sooner and for letting rachel die and i feel like#cassie would be a lot less willing to entertain that than during-the-war cassie would. hell she might even resent melissa for only having#one death to grieve instead of seventeen thousand

@lynx-of-storms

#PERSONALLY I like toxic Cassie/melissa#like in this specific circumstance I think Cassie could make some non-optimal decisions#KSLDJSKDJSKDJDKDJ#and I just love Melissa. that book was my first animorphs book and it made such an impact on me#that I’m sad we don’t really see much of her again#because she could be really fun and complex if u want her to be. and I need her in toxic yuri with Cassie and make her worse#Cassie goes ‘I can fix her!!!!’ and oh lord she cannot. and changes irreconcilably along the way#and I think Melissa just doesn’t want to be alone#but that’s how I see it ^-^ but also I understand that I’m coming at it with the mindset of trying to make an f/f ship work bc it’s f/f#and I think Cassie/rachel is SUPER interesting but honestly not my cup of tea#and Rachel/melissa doesn’t have enough canon backing for me to really justify going nuts for it

Honestly, that's where I'm leaning too. They wouldn't be good for each other, but dang would they be interesting to read.

I'm very 👀👀👀👀 about tom/marco and elfangor/peter, looking forward to seeing your take on them one day

And I got an idea while reading the post, what do you think about melissa/cassie? (probably post-war) Can you see it possibly working?

[scionshtola]

wip Wednesday

and on a wednesday for real! i was tagged a while ago by @lilas and @redwayfarers, ty!! i'll tag @coldshrugs @lavampira @hythlodaes @galadae @birues and anyone else who wants to share! no pressure ofc <3 i've been working on a fic for femslash february which i've recently taken to referring to as the saddest sex pollen fic ever lmao under a cut bc well. its sex pollen fic.

Corisande moves back up, kissing Y’shtola’s neck. They know she’s sensitive there, know she will slip her hand into their hair and grip tight when they lick along the side of her neck, know the precise way she will gasp when their lips press just beneath her jaw. When at last they try to kiss her, Y’shtola pulls back, her grip in Corisande’s hair just strong enough to hold them apart.

“Corisande,” she starts again. Pressed against her, they can feel her ragged breathing against their own chest, the smallest reflection in her of their own growing need. “I am not certain this will achieve what you desire.”

Wouldn’t it? Ever since she had entered Y’shtola’s room, her focus had grown narrower and narrower, the ache of need filling that space within her until the only thing she wanted was Y’shtola’s hands and mouth on her, Y’shtola’s body beneath her touch.

“What if it does?” they asked, their eyes flicking down to her lips. They were desperate to kiss her, to close that last final gap between them. “We will not know unless we try.”

Y’shtola’s lips parted slightly, her breathing quickening, but she did not answer, nor did she loosen her hold.

“Please.” Their desperation nearly turned their plea into a whine. Guilt twinged in their chest-how could they ask such a thing of her after the way they had ended things between them? After hurting her with the promise of not hurting her any further in the future? What was she doing now but causing more pain for them tomorrow? But it was hard to focus on those thoughts over the need that still coursed through them, burning brighter with every moment they were close to her. “Please, Shtola. Let me kiss you, let me touch you, I need—”

They felt the moment Y’shtola gave in. Her shoulders relaxed, her fingertips scraping lightly against Corisande’s scalp as she loosened her grip. “I suppose we ought to test the hypothesis,” she said, the teasing tone so familiar to Corisande it might have hurt, under different circumstances.

Instead, they closed the distance, crushing their lips to hers.

[trashclangen]

What do their cat sprites look like? Curious to compare them with the refs!!!

I'M SO GLAD YOU ASKED!! Now I have an excuse to talk about My Design Process!! (Also take their game-given names as an added bonus bc idk when else this would come up lol)

In general, my design philosophy for Trashclan is "find the closest morph I can and then take liberty with the markings". Thankfully this is pretty easy because as long-time domestic animals... pigeons come in lots of colours!!

Orangesky:

I thought her sprite looked super striking so I tried very very hard to match it to a pigeon as close as I could!! Translating the hearts was easy (keeping them consistently shaped is another story, but I'm willing to suffer for her <3), 90% of the work was in me digging around searching for the closest brown pigeon morph I could manage... and some weird recessive dilute situation came through for me!! I'm honestly surprised I managed to find something with both the browns and the grey lmao

Her name I was also pretty attached to by the time I put the run of the game down, but orioles uh... do not exist in this country c': I briefly considered changing it to "Blackbird" or "Thrush" because those are birds in the same family, but pretty much immediately settled on "Orange" because it just kinda looked similar enough for me to be really happy with it! I always knew I was gonna ditch the whole "star" suffix thing for worldbuilding reasons, shoutout to Pav who suggested "sky" bc it 100% keeps the energy of her game-given name and is in general just a rlly good name fhbefr

Ermineleaf:

Ermineleaf was a no-brainer, I took one look at their sprite and went "oh, that's a standard blue bar pigeon" lmao I think I briefly debated changing their prefix to "stoat" because while we have those there (invasive), idk if they moult into their white winter coat and officially earn ermine status... but it was another name I was pretty attached to so I decided to let it slide lol

Bitternfleck:

Straight up, he's just based on my real life pigeon but old and droopifed lmao. My pigeon has pearl eyes, aka she looks haunted by the knowledge of the wilds at all times and I thought that was a perfect translation for the bright cyan

Buttercupfledge:

This design was also a pretty easy 1:1 translation! The majority of the decisions here were just simplifying the pied spotting, aka something I would have done even if she was a cat lol. I also made the call to give her no wing-barring even tho her sprite is striped, also for simplifying reasons.

Settling on "fledge" as the suffix for apprentices was also a no-brainer bc it's... simply the age at which they're fledging! Easy!

Bonus Fringeclaw bc yes he was a real character in the game that I real killed in the first moon:

Fringeclaw is a perfect example of a totally standard cat name that I changed to be bird-applicable! Pigeons don't have teeth but they do have claws, easy swap!

His design is the furthest I departed from the sprite, I genuinely don't think I looked at it when I coloured him in the moon he's in, I just knew he was brown and I wanted him to share colours with Orangesky lmao