#I really don’t wanna fuck it up
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Father-daughter duo, the two blond dogs, chasing criminals in the streets of Ankh Morpork. Is there anything better?
I fucking LOVE these books, they get me through a depressive slump once more!!!!
#eerie’s feelings#my art#discworld#gnu terry pratchett#angua von uberwald#samuel vimes#vimes#city watch#ankh morpork#discworld fanart#traditional art#I will most likely do this in color#but like#I really don’t wanna fuck it up#I love this image so much#Vimes and Angua duo FTW#there is way too little fanfics exploring their relationship#Also#featuring my own watch uniform design#Angua doesn’t wear chainmail bc it’s difficult enough to put on a breastplate#not even talking about a chainmail shirt#Vimes’ boots are falling apart#as they should be#I’d like to point out the Opera house building in the background#the helmets are what I imagine is standard issue#Angua wears sandals bc I hc that she hates the feeling of boots#despite the fact that I did not draw this#they both have hairy legs#it’ll show up in the colored Version#stay tuned
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losing my mind a little bit at the percy jackson tv show trailer because the quips? the actors?? the goddamn cover of Riptide going on in the background???? Middle school me would’ve been going NUTS and I’d be lying if I said I’m not at least a little delighted I can indulge her with this show
#I really want it to be good!! I want it to bring in a new group of pjo fans!!#I wanna share the good book stories with the new kids!!#I wanna bring more of em into the percy jackson to studying classics in college pipeline!!#percy jackson#percy jackon and the olympians#pjo#pjo fandom#percy jackson tv show#annabeth chase#grover underwood#pjo tv show#pjo series#percy jackson series#please don’t fuck it up disney
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Childhood
#if you remember all of these you get a sticker#there was also this old flash game that I think was Japanese and its title translated to you are lucky#I could only find it once in a while so I don’t remember if I played it a lot but I wish I could have included it#those creatures were so stinking cute#I always fucked up the math mini game though because I can’t read it#another one I liked was this series of point and click games of a girl who lives with a bunch of ghosts? it was on gamershood.com#it doesn’t work anymore but I really liked playing it.and I really liked this point and click puzzle series that is a little obscure#I wanna draw that one next actually its so nostalgic#I’m surprised I don’t see more post talk abt eyezmaze games on here I feel like it’d be a hit#I drew a lot of inspiration from them and the funny creatures so they have a special place in my heart#i also wanted to draw elephant quest/elephant run.. actually the collection is on steam I wonder if I should get it and replay em#nostalgia#doodles#my art#myart
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I love three houses discourse because I'm pretty sure everyone just picks their route based on which house leader they're the most gay for and then tries to defend their pick by pointing out the other sides's war crimes via twitter memes. Reader, all four of them do substantial quantities of war crimes. So many. We're just here because the woman with Issues and a big fuck-off axe said so, and then we gotta justify everything she did in the name of dismantling the class system. I mean, I'm here for that, but you could also try justifying Charm Man uses poison and perfidy to try to stop racism, A Sad Little Meow Meow gives no quarter instead of doing therapy, or the Thicc Pope tries to bring back her mom via human experimentation, depending on your tastes
#This is 100% swinging at a hell of a hornet's nest#Do I tag it?#Yeah fuck it we ball#fe3h#fe16#edelgard von hresvelg#claude von riegan#dimitri alexandre blaiddyd#rhea fire emblem#I should probably clarify that I love all of these characters quite dearly#Well except Rhea#I think she's a good character but I'm not feral about her like Edelgard or charmed by her like Claude or desperate to save her like Dimitr#discourse#edelgard discourse#Edit: I actually don’t care about 3H discourse either way lol#there’s plenty of interesting shit to talk about in this game#also I get that the people who say “x did war crimes” actually don’t mean “this was bad because it violated the Geneva Convention”#but any time I see something about how many war crimes someone did (usually Edelgard or Dimitri) I just think:#“Hah it’s a war crime to deploy Cyril to rescue Flayn because he’s still 14 then”#also I got into this game because someone told me ‘so there’s a gal with an axe and trauma’ and I booted it up#and I have a friend who likes Rhea despite his moral reservations solely because ‘she’s hot tho’#and that’s also really funny#point is I don’t really wanna participate in most fe3h discourse cuz I have shit to do but this post isn’t meant to be a dunk on anyone#I’m not upset when I see it; it’s either funny or fine or sometimes right#I’m just gay for Edelgard and amused by the idea of applying the Geneva Convention to a world where it Clearly Isn’t A Thing
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hello my fellow autistics. i’m asking you a question and giving you two options only sorry but i’m curious if this is just a me experience or just not liking my ex lmao:
i personally thought i would be all about smooching and making out but like. lips are slimy. and i never know what i’m doing sowwwy. 🫣 also my ex used to bite my lips, very hard. what the fuck was up with that
#if you vote pls reblog i wanna seeeee#smooching you on the mouth? having another person’s tongue in my mouth?#hickeys though? great 1000000%. really love giving really love receiving.#this could also be due to just not being used to doing it. but who knows tbh.#iiiiiii don’t fucking know man. i feel like unless i REALLY like you idk if i’d like it#autism#neurodivergent#blah blah yeah u get it#is this embarrassing to post? maybe.#i swear i’m not a BAD kisser it just wasn’t what it was hyped up to be for me#idk.
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ik y’all are here for Outsiders but Jesus Christ- in case ya haven’t noticed, I rewatched Risky Business recently and it has wrecked me
like i watched it a while ago and thought it was weird but funny and a little uncomfortable. But now holy shit. I’ve put like actual thought into it. I get it now. I could write an essay about it. I swear I could.
Something about the combination of weird offbeat comedy, the tragedy of Lana’s story that only is fully acknowledged in the director’s cut, Joel’s obvious inexperience and teenage-ness that shines through in everything he does without coming off as stupid or overly naive…the way Lana’s just a kid too but is forced to grow up so so fast…
the Reagan-era politics that I’m not educated enough to analyze properly…
“Looks like University of Illinois!”
…The fact that Joel ends up successful while Lana doesn’t even though she did the majority of the work because he has privileges she can’t even dream of…and the way that kinda reflects reality with how Risky Business made Tom Cruise a movie star while Rebecca De Mornay (and the director too) faded to relative obscurity…
And fuckin Curtis Armstrong’s character (he’s always amazing in everything ever I think)
Just. My thoughts ain’t the most coherent rn- But holy shit this movie man. Like everyone knows the dancing ‘round in briefs scene -and I mean, fair enough it is classic, I’ll admit- but lord there’s so much more to it and it’s a shame that all I ever hear folks talk about is that. Like I ain’t even touched on the soundtrack yet or the vague surrealist feel or how relatable and human Joel Goodson is- augh
#risky business#rambling#joel goodson#80s movies#ikik no one cares abt this but I CARE OK#this fuckin movie kills me#and I can’t talk abt it irl b/c no one else I know has seen it#also I don’t think they’d like it lol the mindsets r prob too dated for my irl friends#which is…fine ig but kind of a shame#that’s ok tho ig. Feel like introducing someone to this film irl would be a painfully awkward task lol. what with all the yk. sex n all.#(which was really well done btw)#(it would like…be mid steamy scene but then it’d pan to Joel’s childhood pictures n really hammer home how much of a *kid* he is)#(And that was a really cool detail imo)#(THAT SOUNDS WEIRD HUH! IM A MINOR OK IM A MINOR)#just idk man I’ve been thinking about this damn film for the past week#fuck you paul brickman for making Chicago look *cool* >:(#no wonder I like risky business it’s just Ferris Buller dialed up to 100 and put on drugs lol#(Jkjk they’re massively different despite similarities in the plots lol. Ferris and Joel couldn’t be more different)#(See Ferris is who I *wanna* be n Joel is who I *am*/hj)
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U ever see characters and think like… she by all accounts does not have the character design to be a butch but she has the soul of a butch. In my heart she could be a butch. If given the right tools. If given to a different character artist or perhaps the right design director. Spiritually a butch. On all levels except physical they are butches. Take the extra step… free her…
#i don’t wanna name characters bc I feel like ppl will look them up and go THATS NOT A BUTCH STUPID#which is like MY POINT they’re NOT a butch but I think they SHOULD BE#like the personality the vibes the mannerisms#this woman could be so masc. if you’d give her a fucking chance.#not to say I dislike the way they look but yknow. the world could use more butch character design#I’m not a character designer tho so like I am not about to try and redesign characters lol#i don’t really like doing that myself but yaknow#clenches my fists a little…..
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Mape
#mapicc#mapicc fanart#lssmp#lifesteal smp#lifesteal fanart#lifesteal#this has been in my wips for a month#there’s other alternate versions if you wanna see#I don’t really like it lol#there was once supposed to have dogs but then I fucked up the file so no dogs#milli art#:3
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I really liked “I Saw The TV Glow” for a lot of reasons like the lighting and sound design and stuff
But I also really liked it because how similar I felt to it. Like you watch a show you love so much you want to Be In It and all you do is interact with That Show to the point where you start talking like it and you make everything you see like it because you don’t Know anything else
I really liked owens character because of how Stuck he is in his life. He says he doesn’t think about “that stuff” because it makes him feel gross so he doesnt. He takes a job at a place he doesn’t like and when it gets shut down he goes with the manager to the next place also doing a job he hates. When his parents die he lives in the same house he grew up in because he doesn’t want to leave. He had one friend and when she disappeared presumed dead he didn’t do anything but reminiscenced on his time with her and watching the show she helped him watch. You can also see how he starts taking care of himself less after his father died, in the last scenes of the movie he looks like he barely eats or drinks water, he doesn’t do anything but his job. “Years feel like seconds” because he isn’t doing anything of importance he lost everything that he looked forward too
He doesn’t talk above a normal speaking volume until he’s literally DYING and even after he apologizes still out of breath. He’s still dying then. No one responds to his apologies or responded to him when he was screaming
He gets a chance to leave and go with Maddie to The Pink Opaque and he gets scared, he gets a chance to leave with her when he was younger and he gets scared. He’s so unhappy with his life but he doesn’t want to change it because he doesn’t know what else to do
#yeah this movie totally didn’t resonate with me at all#haha#fuck#also he didn’t say anything or really try to wxplore not being a guy except that one time he wore a dress with Maddie. he didn’t even bring#it up with his parents but they made little comments that made him scared. so for the rest of his life he didn’t think about it he tried to#hide how he felt his entire life about everything because he didn’t Want to live his life. he was happy while watching The Pink Opaque so#everything else felt like he was waiting to get back to it#when he rewatched it years later it didn’t feel the same and that’s when he started falling apart. you could see his ribs when he was on th#ground in one of the last scenes his inhaler didn’t work he didn’t do anything to try and get help or get out of it#uhhhhh do I tag the movie#I think I will I liked writing this#I wanna talk about it more but idk How rn#i saw the tv glow#woo hoo!!#the feeling this movie gave is one that got me to start making dextrine and stuff. I don’t want to say too much and spoil it but it’s simil#similar ((:
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Pennsylvania in winter is scary as fuck. I was driving up the mountain last night and snow started falling so suddenly- it wasn’t even on the forecast. It stuck and got cold so quick and I hit a patch of ice. Totally spun out and hit a guard rail (which probably saved my life). I’m so burnt out friends, holy shit.
#shout out to the plow truck dudes that tried to help#they were really sweet#in a darkly comedic way when i was spinning out all i could think of was my vintage 60s broyhill saga cabinet that i had loaded up#i was like shit that’s the most expensive thing i’ll probably ever own don’t get crushed p l e a s e 💀#my blazer is FUCKED though#and my leg is killing me#i just wanna sleep until spring#delete later
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Anybody wanna fuck around and start a punk rock band, singing songs about how fucked up the government is, and how conspiracy theorists muddy the waters spread propaganda that aids the government in doing said fucked up things, all to a funky bass and a crunchy guitar…
Anybody?
#haha#fuck elon musk#seriously I have this idea for an album that I really wanna do and I think is important that it exists#but I don’t have the talent to do it on my own#music#my music#musician#fuck corporate greed#fuck ceos#fuck republicans#fuck censorship#fuck conservatives#fuck maga#fuck trump#fucked up#world we live in#humor#meme#mental health#mentally fucked
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Pokeymon
@ask-willowleafeon @ask-shiny-umbreon
#fuckkkk pokeask nostalgia got me by the throat. I can’t do this again Im not strong enough (does it anyway)#drawing eeveelutions is always fun Theyre so shaped. theyre up there on fav pokemon to draw right next to dratini. and maybe shinx#these two stick out to me in my mind just cause like. their designs are so good it kind of squishes my brain the right ways#I never got to draw Percy for an ask or anything but he is. very creature#and willow of course I have a soft spot for. shes so sweet and gentle uuhghhgghhhh I love her#fuck dude .maybe I will come back adhd be damned. I dont fuckin know. really tempting rn#I tell myself that but deep down I know I suck at roleplay. but maybe I’ll do it. but I suck at roleplay. etc#btw leafeon should be allowed to be autumn coloured without being shiny. it would fix me. I just want Some Guy dressed like a maple leaf#without the awe of being a 1/1000 chance. I don’t CAREEEEE gimme the crunchy red leaveeeesss#I also wanna draw Gardevoir with a barn owl face. and leafeon with seaweed leaves#aaahhhhggghhhhh clenches my fists#pokemon#pokemon ask blog#pokeask#others oc#ask-willowleafeon#ask-shiny-umbreon#Percy umbreon#willow leafeon#myart#my art#pokemon oc
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she iweyg on my idwtbamg til i tgswiiwagaa
#these series aren’t really related i just think the fucked up acronyms are funny#iweyg#i wanna eat your guts#idwtbamg#i don’t want to be a magical girl#tgswiiwagaa#the guy she was interested in wasn't a guy at all#me post
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AAAAAAAAA
#me as a dog btw can u guess what kind of dog i am can yo#the second one I dont thinkive even said the first oc’s name anywhere ever she just kind of exists#her name is#my sona for a longtime was just a canine but i don’t use him anymore ever#only fuck#drawings of things i like using refernecing but i always get really caught up with like#oo now i need to make a Moodboard and spend ten hours on flickr and aesthetic tumblr pages ooo and then i don’t do the study#SHUT UP#GET ON WITH IT#my art#digital art#oc art#sona art#doodlings#anthro art#in bath#that angle kicked my ass can you tell#god bless KATHERINE GAINES on flickr for#taking an insane crotch pic of jared louche#i wanna be him#that motion blur really carries the#belt render
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mika fs2 i love you. why are you so annoying to draw. i’m so tired
#my art#mika kagehira#please for the love of god don’t look at the jacket too hard. look at the pants the pants are really good the face is really cute i did goo#just not the jacket i was so fucking tired at that point man i barely did shit for the hands too im SO TIRED#enstars fanart#i did the pants entirely on one layer too ok give me credit for this. i had to use multiple layers bc i didnt wanna mess up too bad#and it was horrible i hate using so many layers but the pants were all one with the body face and shirt#be give me credit for that at least. IM SO FUCKING TIREDDDD
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does anyone wanna give me the love and affection I didn’t get as a child
#lemon man talks#/silly#im really feeling the lack of it lately#chronic loneliness or whatever#I know no one is gonna come save me and give me all the love I need#But man I can hope#Any bit of love is appreciated though#I just wanna say thank you for everyone that ever stopped to tell me it gets better or they’re here for me#Even if I never reach out you’re on my mind and I’m so grateful#You’re the only ones that ever cared about me or tried to help at all#So#thank you i love you#I feel so bad for always saying I’m lonely and that no one cares about me bc I know it’s not true#But the one part of me that never received love when I needed most and developed without any affection kills me everyday#It’s always screaming at people saying they don’t truly care and just pity me#It’s always telling me the only love I’ll ever get is the one from my abusers#I have to remind myself that’s not true and that I shouldn’t go back to them no matter how lonely I am#Every day#and there’s the one part of my brain that just says that I deserve it#Every bad thing that comes my way#I deserve it all#and I never should’ve gotten love growing up anyways#And it’s not fucking true!! I was a child!!!!!!!#But why don’t they stop screaming at me!!!!!!!!#There’s a child’s corpse in the place where that love should be
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