#I ramble that's what I do
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
yukichouji · 16 days ago
Text
Meet Hakiem Mercar (more under the cut).
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
Taken by Tevinter slavers as a small child, he was to young to remember anything about the before. His parents, the place he was born, the people he belonged to. He is elven yes, but what does that even mean for him other than the price he fetched when he was sold on the markets or the abuse he sufferen after being bought? He grew up with no roots, fighting to survive and, eventually, was freed by the shadow dragons at age 14. The dragons helped arrange an adoption with a kind, elderly human couple in Minrathous. The did the best they could to help a heavily traumatized kid in survival mode find some footing in life. Hakiem is very grateful for their kindness and they did give him the ability to function somehow in the context of the society that harmed him so, but a sense of alienation still remained through it all. They had never been slaves themselves, were humans with no connection to elves or elven culture, and their main motivation for taking him in had been their sense of self as good Andrastians, eager to share kindness and do good. His gratefulness ever waring with the acidic, volatile anger he carries in his gut constantly, fed by every casual cruelty whitnessed, every slave that passes him on the streets and the uncaring acceptance of this from the people around him. With no direction to point his anger in, Hakiem struggles with it greately, fighting anything and anyone poking at his wounds and getting into trouble *a lot*. Hakiem has always been on the scrawny side and not the tallest either, so at the start he ended up getting his ass kicked most of the time, despite the visciousness of his fighting surprising many of his impromptu rivals. After a while, he began to figure out that blind rage wasn't helping him and he learnt to use his stature to his advantage, banking on being underestimated and being fast and lithe and very able to take a punch or then and still keep himself on his feet.
Once Hakiem turns 18, he decides to leave the relative comfort of his current home to find the Shadow Dragons again, desparate for a sense of purpose in his life. They let him join and he, for the first time in his life, feels like he actually has the power to make a difference for people like him. He pours his entire heart and soul into his work, regularily risking everything without regard for his own skin. He is constantly torn between the help he can offer to others and the opportunity for healing that might be, and the ever growing rage at the system and the people perpetuating it that abuses its power so horribly and the cruelty and perversion of it all. This is what eventually gets him so in trouble with the Venatori that the Shadow Dragons feel the need to hide him away for his safety. Hakiem does not respond well to that.
This is how Varric finds him. Varric sees a kid with a lot of potential, a good heart and too much anger than is good for him and decides a Hakiem is Varrics problem now. Not surprisingly, Hakiem latches onto Varric immediately and Varrics mentorship means a lot to him. It actually calms him down some and he quickly realizes that he trusts Varrick (and his judgement) with his whole heart and has no small amount of hero worship for the dwarf, because Hakiem has been so starved for someone to believe in him like that in his life, someone Hakiem can rely on, a friend, and whatnot.
The scars on Hakiems face are from when he was 12. He dropped something valuable while cleaning and his master got so angry with Hakiem he broke a nearby vase over his face. Hakiem was very lucky to not have lost his eye in the incident. The rest of his scars have been accumulated over the years, both in his time in slavery as well as the fights that came after and finally his work for the shadow dragons, due to lack of care for his own skin.
As mentioned earlier, Hakiem has a complicated relationship with elven heritage. He started reading up on elven lore and tradition when he got out of slavery, but quickly found that he did not have the patience for it and that it didn't evoke the sense of familiarity and belonging in him that he had hoped it would, so gave up on it agian. He's never tried to seek out elven tribes or anything like that, because he has no interest is what he tells himself, because he's afraid it will only confirm his feeling of not belonging there as well what he won't admit to himself.
Being passed the torch of responsibility by Varrick in a situation as dire and overwhelming of having two ancient elven gods roam free and having Solas stuck in his head is pretty terrfieng to Hakiem and he struggles under the weight of that responsibility a lot. He feels at fault for what went wrong and the guilt of that doesn't help. His default attitude is matter of fact, get shit done, no room for goofing around and fucking shit up, though when he sees someone in need he can be very kind. With his backstory, he is very guarded with most people and has a hard time shutting that off. I think as the game goes on and he gets to know the people around him better and learns to trust them on a more personal level, he will thaw a bit and give himself room to joke around when there is no immediate threat in front of him.
That's what I've got so far. I hope you like my blorbo as I gently hold him out to you on my cupped hands. Thank you for taking the time to read this rambling assortment of thoughts. I love you <3
6 notes · View notes
vasira96 · 4 months ago
Text
it's always "immortals always lose the ones they love!" and never "this family has had this incredible, powerful, loving figure present through generations of their lineage, all because they are descended from someone the immortal loved long ago" and i think that's a shame!!
50K notes · View notes
secondbeatsongs · 1 year ago
Text
somehow instead of saying "as a treat", I've started using the phrase "for morale", as if my body is a ship and its crew, and I (the captain) have to keep us in high spirits, lest we suffer a mutiny in the coming days.
and so I will eat this small block of fancy cheese, for morale. I will take a break and drink some tea, for morale. I will pick up that weird bug, for morale.
I'm not sure if it helps, but it does entertain me
132K notes · View notes
taytei · 15 days ago
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media
some vash sketches as i figure out how i'm gonna draw him
5K notes · View notes
littlefankingdom · 2 months ago
Text
Bruce is a overprotective and kind of strict parent, but he is very lax in some domains where other parents wouldn't. Here are some examples:
His kids stealing money from him. You will never catch Bruce Wayne lecturing his kids for taking his money. In the Arkhamverse, Jason steals 5 millions from Bruce's bank account to buy his army, and the problems for Bruce are: he didn't know it was Jason so it stressed him a bit, and Jason used it to buy an army.
Stealing from him in general. What is his is theirs. Unless it's dangerous. (Cars are death machines for his anxious self, which is why buying another batmobile for the young justice is not acceptable, or is kids taking it for a ride. He did made Redbird for Tim as a gift for when he got his license.)
Stealing from the cops (he has done it himself so many times)
Stealing money from rich people. In Knightfall, Bruce meets a British vigilante named Hood who steals from the rich to give to the poor, and Bruce had NO problems with that. He likes the young man. Stealing possessions is an issue tho. (Dick should follow his Robin Hood's dream, his father is fine with that)
Hacking into government facilities or anything really. Unless it's to harm an innocent civilian, like a classmate, he will not say anything. Hacking the FBI? Good. Hacking a russian mafia? Ok. As long as they do it safely and follow Barbara's instructions, it's fine.
Lying to him. Bruce is always impressed when he realizes one of his kids lied to him and he believed them. He's the Batman, after all, they have been able to fool the Batman. When he learns that Tim invented a fake uncle, he is proud of him and he tells him such, because he made the Batman believed it.
6K notes · View notes
dilfmas · 2 years ago
Text
i’ll never understand people who can’t make fun of their faves a little. like yes i love this character and would defend them to my grave but also they’re stupid sometimes and they do dumb things and imma make fun of them for it
60K notes · View notes
wormspoodle · 3 months ago
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
more
6K notes · View notes
rejectedbytheempty · 2 months ago
Text
actually, ykw? imagine if simon had a civilian s/o and bc he’s constantly away and the partner is there most of the time anyways, he lets them decorate the place.
they make it so cozy with a million lamps with stained glass lampshades and tapestries on the walls and an unexpected number of stuffed animals on the bed.
one time, simon invites tf 141 to his flat and their jaws dropped, bc ofc simon didn’t warn them about the absolute pinterest board that his place was.
in fact, he hadn’t mentioned a partner at all, or to you that his team would be coming over so you’re still in one of simon’s raggedy old t-shirts with a handful of dry cereal halfway to your mouth.
it’s generally a shock for both parties, simon excluded, who seems to settle himself right in, kissing the top of your head, eyes crinkling slightly as he grins, looking rather like a cat showing off the bird he dragged in.
you had some choice words for him later, but for now, you brushed the crumbs off your face and wiped your hands off on your shirt before sticking your hand out to the team to introduce yourself.
surprisingly, it goes rather well. all things considered. the team is charmed by you and your ability to make ghost blush and smile endlessly. and you’re absolutely enamored with the fact that they keep complimenting your decor.
7K notes · View notes
tariah23 · 10 months ago
Text
The manga industry, especially JUMP, needs to hurry up and do away with weekly scheduling for mangaka. There needs to better regulations put into place for their health and safety because this is pitiful. Two weeks - monthly updates should’ve already been the standard for the manga industry at this point. These money grabbers will only continue to put the lives of these artists at stake for the sake of capitalism unless some serious changes are implemented.
13K notes · View notes
neytui · 10 months ago
Text
Tumblr media
BeholLD MY TINKER HICCUP FAIRY DESIGN!!
Been having this on my head for a whilee and really wanted to give the desing a go. Why? I don't know, but a Neverland au sure it's fucking cool
10K notes · View notes
eddiebabygirldiaz · 1 year ago
Text
there's something so intimate about mutuals being on here at the same time. like oh you reblogged that from me just seconds after i posted/reblogged that, so in essence we have touched the same thing. did you feel me.
17K notes · View notes
opikiquu · 6 months ago
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
4K notes · View notes
doomdoomofdoom · 3 months ago
Text
Kamala Harris does want "transgender surgery on illegal aliens that are in prison", btw.
So since Trumpists are getting mad enough about the jokes to actually cite their sources, I thought I'd put the source out into my left extremist commie faggot echo chamber, too.
The claim originates from an ACLU questionnaire she filled out for her 2020 presidential candidacy, specifically this section:
Tumblr media
She wasn't given a new questionnaire for 2024, and has stated that while her policy on some things may have changed, her values had not. (This most likely means she moved more to the center to appease larger demographics and cut corners to reach compromises. The basic politician stuff.)
It boils down to this: If you're in prison, whether for "illegal" immigration or other crimes, you rely on the state to provide you with necessary amenities, like food and health care. Her argument isn't "hell yeah everyone in prison should get sex changes for free". It's "gender affirming surgery is a necessary medical procedure. If you are in the states care while this becomes necessary, the state should provide it." If you're outraged by your tax money being used on this, consider the massive amount of people being incarcerated in for-profit prisons, on your dime. Then ask yourself if maybe a prison reform might be in order.
Worth noting: In 2015, while Attorney General, Kamala Harris actually argued against providing gender-affirming surgery to an incarcerated trans woman, claiming that HRT and psychotherapy were sufficiently covering her medical needs. She has since obviously changed her stance and assumed responsibility. (I would like to take this moment to remind my fellow left extremist commie faggots that "willingness to learn and rethink your views" is infinitely more valuable than "perfect from the start and unwilling to listen to anyone")
Also found in the source: This image of Kamala Harris participating in the 2019 San Francisco Pride Parade, wearing what I believe to be a sequin rainbow embroidered denim jacket.
Tumblr media
I encourage you to read the provided CNN article and the answers to the ACLU questionnaire, as they give great insight into her values.
TLDR: Based.
3K notes · View notes
wheatormeat · 7 months ago
Text
If there's anything I've felt about ace attorney since playing through the original trilogy, it's how cheated I've felt about the fandom interpretation of it. Y'all were so caught up with your gay boys and your Miles Edgeworths I didn't realize how much of this game was about WOMEN. THE CORE OF ACE ATTORNEY IS IN ITS FEMALE CHARACTERS. From Mia jumpstarting Phoenix and guiding him throughout the whole trilogy even after her death, her presence being the primary connecter of Phoenix and Maya, Maya and Godot, heck even Dahlia and Iris and the whole lot of them. From Franziska's earnest faith and consolation of Miles Edgeworth, even begrudgingly, pulling him out the trauma of his childhood with the face to face confrontation of a bullet wound in the same spot as the man who killed his father. Lana and Ema dragging Phoenix back into the thing he does best. Lana and Ema who's tragic story lies in a pair of sisters ruined by the heinous law system and their unconditional love for each other. Dahlia and Iris with a different version of sisterly tragedy, struggling through generational trauma in separate settings and support systems. The matter of the Fey tradition looming over the entire narrative and all the legal and social terror that comes with it. CAN WE TALK ABOUT THE ACE ATTORNEY WOMEN.
5K notes · View notes
bizarrelittlemew · 9 months ago
Text
i can't wait to be 30+ and still in fandom and i can't wait to be 40+ and still in fandom and i can't wait to be 50+ and still in fandom and i can't wait to be 60+ and still in fandom and i can't wait to be 70+ and still in fandom and i can't wait to be 80+ and still in fandom and i can't wait to be 90+ and still in fandom and i can't wait to look back on my life and know that i loved things deeply and passionately and was inspired to create and was part of communities with incredible people from all over the world brought together by the stories that touched us
7K notes · View notes
daisybell-on-a-carousel · 21 days ago
Text
Being someone who read Under The Red Hood and came out with the firm belief that, for Jason, it's not about killing Joker, it's about Jason wanting proof Batman would choose him over the Joker (bc shelia chose the joker). Makes seeing any other media where it's all about just wanting the Joker dead is a teeny bit frustrating. to be honest
Jason could've killed the Joker himself, really, really easily. Jason kidnaps the Joker before the confrontation. I can't open my comic for a reference right now, but it felt like he had the Joker for quite a bit before the confrontation. He had him. He beat him up with a crowbar. He had every single opportunity to kill the Joker himself, but he didn't because that wasn't his goal. Make no mistake, he did plan for the Joker to be dead by the end of it, but do you see what im trying to say here
Edit: If I knew this post was gonna get 1000+ notes I would've tried to word it better or something, this was a rant I made on the way to the grocery store 😭
It's not about making Batman kill either. When Batman says he won't kill, Jason adjusts and goes, 'Let ME kill the Joker or kill me to stop me' instead. The test is all about Batman choosing him. The whole final confrontation is Jason's first death again. The parent, The Joker, and the explosives. It even ends with Jason unable to move as a bomb goes off right next to him again because the parent didn't choose Jason. And instead tried finding an option that'd benefit them and (consequencely) letting the Joker walk, again, lol, lmao <-in agony
#the final confrontation was basically his first death again#and YES he Does want the Joker dead#and it would've been really really nice if Batman was the one who did it#but when batman made it clear he wouldn't kill the joker. Jason easily switched to saying “LET me kill the joker” to accommodate#because he Wanted batman to pass his test#he gave a test to dick too. and technically tim but it wasnt the family test it was a different one so it doesnt rly count#AFTER utrh and the reveal and the batarang you can go hog wild about it. i care less about it then#granted i do believe they make jason more scared of the joker after it at some point#i guess because hes a bit too willing to kill the joker and ive heard jason wasnt meant to live after utrh#my watsonian explain for that is he was so fixated on his plan he cpuld override his fear. or maybe the pit. either work#i prefer the fixation bc i dont like the explanation that the pit was the /only/ reason he could get all plan together and done#BUT THATS UNRELATED!!!#dc stop putting the joker in jason stories im begging you please please please. lock him in a vault for the next 20 years or something#it Cpuld be good and i understand. but also. after so long of people that dont know or go for jasons need for family and parents#that love him and he can trust#the joker starts to feel like?? hm. words. a cop out? oh haha its that guy that killed him woagh hes here#i bet you dont even know that jaybin got beat until unconsciousness by an angry mob#while asking batman to save him only for batman to have to walk away#anwya. where was i going with this#i think i got off topic#jason todd#dc comics#batman#ADDED AN EDIT. SORRY. this post has been haunting me it keeps me awake. what if people misunderstand#they cant read my tags where i ramble more depth. thisbis the only option#EDIT EDIT: hiii#removed the sentence abt jason having the joker for several days bc i misremembered some things#go read its-your-mind 's addition instead also#ok no more i wont edit this post anymore i promise
2K notes · View notes