#I pray they finally learn.
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It don't matter, confirm him anyway. This is what white people wanted.
Get EVERYTHING you voted for!
So be it!
Thoughts and suffering hews!
#That no deal breaker for this crew. The election is over.#I pray they finally learn.#They won't#but I hope they will#But let a hew be a hew#Give them everything they voted for !!!#When sh*t hits the fan after January 20th#I will have NO empathy#for the people who voted that bum#being impacted from his policies.#Like I’m so remorseless and unsympathetic for them#Because they asked for it#I see Black women over on the clock app#making brunch plans#and recommending places in cities the weekend of those WW marches. 🤣#Let them hews get their whippings and let’s just stand by and watch#I love this kink okay#Like they asked for it#Thoughts and tariffs#Thoughts and deportations#Thoughts and suffering#Thoughts and your daughter having a baby by rape or incest#Thoughts and watching you suffer#Don’t ask a black ppl for nothing no more#2024 presidential election#election 2024#early voting#us election#kamala for president#tim walz
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holy shit that report I finally did yesterday that was literal torture already got marked and got 97 tfffff
#and it was worth 60% of the overall mark for that unit#and i thought it was shit#bc i literally didn’t learn half the content#and also I literally started writing it at 1am and through the night on no sleep LMAOOO help#NOW PRAY I CAN DO THAT AGAIN TONIGHT W THIS FINAL ESSAY HELP
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hi this is a post saying i will not b online((or try)) until i get my g.e.d.
i love u all if i uh, yk never return
hugs hugs many sweet dreams & good mornings!
#i had a much longer post then realized no1 wants 2 read all that long#i dont want 2 like fill the tags w/reasons y im suddenly doing this#hell i might regret this & delete it a minute l8r#but like. i need my highschool diploma#ive failed school like all the way through. my entire school career looks good in concept but its not#shit im going 2 start crying again#<- that is also y#i keep crying i keep like getting rlly sad & self#destructive & idk how 2 fix that so im doing this so no1 hears my whining#uhhh pray 4 me 2 pass ig lol#hugs hugs hugs mnay hugs#this feels like a final goodbye bc my self confidence is so bad jdjfiosk#summer school; switching classes bc of bad grades; getting expelled; having numerous teacher conferences; having my teachers talk 2 me like#im their kid just bc my mother works @ the school ohh my god that hurt the most & made me want 2 go monkey mode#point is im not good @ school & never have been & it stresses me out & im so scared#im so afaid im crying just thinking about sitting in a class#i love learning i love ideas i love questions MY FAVORITE SUBJECT IS MATH but im just so scared 4 some reason#& idk if ill b able 2 do it#i can barely see my screen help djchis#anyways im going 2 try my best bc i want 2 talk 2 my friends & uhm thats rlly it#but i cant do that unless i get better so im going 2 try 2 not#i ended up rambling in the tags blehhh#niko is also w/me rn as always & i will give him all the kisses &love i can so nobody worry about that#watch me take this post back in a day bc the internet has been 1 of my only safe soaces#this is so pathetic kanfkf & me saying so does not make it any less so#i just jumped out of the car & walked 2 hrs home crying bc im an actual disaster rn#like what if everything im thinking rn makes no sense#i mean not the school thing#i need 2 do that#i need 2 stop stalling
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Just a colorless sketch page
Also woah Tumblr picture quality is worse than I remember
#sorry for dissapearing#i finally decided on a route for the story#also I might start learning background soon#so pray for me#high guardian herbs#high guardian spice#fanart#added some sketches for some characters I may or may not add#depending on how much the story will take
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MiqoMarch Day 08 - Fav. (Side) Job
When she's not running around as Ninja or Summoner , Arsay's next choice is the lance. Being bestowed a source of draconic power by Midgardsormr moments before his slumber, and knowing how to channel the powers of Bahamut with dreadwyrm trance, Arsay's power as a Dragoon rivals that of even the former Azure Dragoon. With that said, she'd much rather use her polearm to hunt monsters.
#miqomarch#miqomarch2024#ffxiv#miqo'te#arsay kain pose pog??#an attempt was made#I didn't want to repeat myself two years in a row lol#do love playing drg though its so fun#praying it doesnt become too different in dawntrail#in my canon Arsay never does the lancer or dragoon lv 30-60 job quests#She gets Estinien to teach her some basic moves while on the road trip to drivania#one cause she thought it looked fun two because its hard to back stab a dragon without going full shadow of the colossus on them#Shes pretty good with the lance too so she does use it on that first nidhogg fight#then she continues hvw as ninja/smn#she doesnt have any of the dragoon part of the dragoon kit until she goes through the great gooble library with y'mhitra#where they learn about dreadwyrm trance and arsay discovers her surprisingly strong connection to bahamut#y'hmitra: wow thats weird didnt you say you werent around during the calamity how did you connect to him so easily#arsay: so there's this massive hole in the ground in eastern la noscea-#When its time to end the dragonsong war for real this time in the patches she picks up the lance again and enters trance mode#She does get a job stone finally after that#its a gift from aymeric#a symbolic 'you were part of the troops' type thing#oh and later during stormblood arsay does go through Those job quests#because of course shes helping a little dragon friend#and during the omega raid series when Middy saves her life just before he goes to sleep again he gifts arsay a scale to carry with her#a bit of dragon aether to tap into when she needs it !#anyways thats arsay dragoon lore thanks for coming to my tedtalk#WOL posting#Arsay Nun
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At some point you're gonna come home to your little apartment tired from work, but you'll end up laying down next to the most important girl in the world to you. Your cat is going to come in, make a little huff, and plant her back up against one of your beloved's legs.
And then you'll remember just how much you wanted this. How much you dreamed of it, and how you had imagined so many small things that ended up happening, like the cat cozying up to you. There will be other small things that will catch your senses - Someone moving into a neighboring apartment, cars racing down a nearby street, the familiar smell of your lover - that you hadn't considered in your dream. All of this is a bit new to you since maybe you were unable to leave your family earlier, but the sense of a world and community out there, mixed with having your whole world in your arms, is exactly what you had dreamt about for so long.
Over a decade and a half of you thinking that a situation like this would be impossible, that you'd be stuck in a body you loathed, and either alone or unwanted. So many years stuck in survival mode, so many people who pushed you down or away, but you had a dream you'd get to feel so loved and adored. You read about others surviving for so long, and you read about them getting to this dream you had.
You're just so happy you got there too.
#Luna came up to Maxine and flopped down like she does for me at night and it just hit me so hard#Maxine is fast asleep and I just hear a little kitty sigh as I see her cuddle up to the first person that isn't me#and it reminded me just how much I cried and cried either praying or pleading or wishing I'd have a situation#Where its me and my wife and precious little cat are all cuddled up on a bed#and I just broke#Life can be so lovely sometimes#Its finally my turn to feel like I can say 'You'll get there some day'#This feels cheesey but I already wrote it so what the hell I guess#I love this beautiful girl next to me and I think I'm learning to feel alive again#;;w;;#Like there are so many problems happening in my life rn but this??? At least I have this.
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just another tuesday for me here on tumblr dot com lol
what was the phrase abt accusing others of your crimes?
#yall hear sum?#*cutely adds ur ass to my lobotomy practice list*#some of yall are lost causes#i pray u learn & see ur mistakes#but until then fuck you to hell and back#free palestine#free gaza#fuck israel#from the river to the sea palestine will be free#this was in response to a post abt gaza finally having a peaceful night in well over a year (which ofc israel didnt let last)#in case u want to know just how vile zionism is
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you THINK and wholeheartedly believe that love is going to be a good and beautiful thing and then it comes to your door again and you realise love is like a roundhouse kick to the face love is an icy raindrop sliding down your back love is laughter that cuts deeper than any other pain you've known love is a cup of tea you make that someone leaves on a counter which remains untouched until you pour it down the sink love is hearing voices outside the door moving further and further away from you love is memorizing what the beloved's back looks like because you're always the one watching them leave love is nights filled with sadness so delirious and intense you won't let yourself sleep love is standing by a window waiting pacing the room waiting always always waiting for the knock that never comes love is an unsent letter you can't bear to tear up or throw away love is a hopeful cocoon that you break out of desperately reaching for metamorphosis only to find that the only thing there waiting for you beyond the veil is the smallness of yourself love is sitting at the same stupid table peeling oranges for someone who doesn't want them until your hands bleed. you want to believe love can be a good and beautiful thing and you DO believe it for other people, but with every new minor tragedy it gets harder to believe it's possible for you because there's always the sneaking suspicion lingering (post-ex-boyfriend, which........ thanks, buddy) that it's such a burden and a chore and an inconvenience and a sisyphean task and a herculean effort to love you, so why would anyone bother? which you know is a silly thought and an irrational fear rooted in past pain. but reality seems to tell you over and over again that your idea of love being a good and beautiful thing was only ever a dream, and that the girls they chose and love and put an effort towards and are pursuing joyfully and steadily possess a certain irresistible radiant compelling brilliantly burning light that you don't have anymore, or maybe never did. naturally you somehow manage somehow to turn this into something about shame, too, because you believed love was a good and beautiful thing, and that's embarrassing and naive, but then you kept believing it, even though this area of life continues trending towards tragedy. in month nine of unending heartache, there's a part of you that is starting to believe that it will always be this way: that it will never change: that this is where it starts and ends. you in the kitchen peeling oranges. putting on a brave face because your darn pride would rather have you die than allow people to notice you're in this specific pain, trying to distinguish between your agony and your self-pity, futilely wishing all the while you could burn down the dream that refuses to die
#i dont know what im saying by the way it is simply a Moment and no feeling is final but this one sure lingers#an incredible amount of brainrot in this season it must be said. who knows when it'll end#NINTH MONTH IN A ROW OF SAD (appalling!!!!) except now it's evolved into a sort of manic desolate depression :'))#sometimes it is even hard to bring myself to pray about it because it's just. here all the time#i am learning to be content where i am however my posture in this place is simply not ideal#also this situation means i'm constantly very close to tears which is so silly
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hello eydi!! Not a question or request, i just wanted to say your art is so pretty and you're such a huge art inspiration 💖 your paintings inspire me to play more around with colors and practice more :]] keep up the amazing work legend!!
grem 💗 🤲 i feel like we're all in an echo chamber where we all inspire each other to do more <33 excited to see more of your works as well !!!!
#<3#asks#fr joining mcyt im like dang i need to play around with colors more#WITH THIS FANDOM I WILL FINALLY LEARN HOW TO DO BACKGROUNDS. i hope. i pray. ive been wanting to learn for years now.#ive been cheating the past couple bec its just vague ... plant shapes.... and stamp brushes. LMAO
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2000 Volkswagen New Beetle in Electric Green, Luna Moth ☘️
#🍀🍏🚚💚🌍🐢🛺☘️🍈🌿🍵🚎🍐🛣️🔋📗 etc etc you know how it goes#spent like an hour looking at 2000s used cars for fun only to fall absolutely in love with this one#when I finally learn to drive I'm hoping and praying that I can find a model for a good price
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Her letters are always on my mind, and my swift tongue falls still. My nimble fingers falter. A reply worth her review is finally finished, but the most daunting task is still to come... sending it on.
-- for @shroudkeeper . found some Hancocks. have a happy birthday!
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I long for the belt buckles to arrive.
(My crafting hobbies are at a standstill until I can finish my gambeson)
But when they do arrive!! Watch out!
#in other news! submitted a big scary application today#will submit all of the remaining paperwork as soon as I can make final edits on Monday#but on Sunday I will rest#(and probably marinate on how to improve my writing sample)#that said this coming week is shaping up to be a doozy#every single day of the week has at least one major event! some have two!!#I'm excited for all of them! I'm stepping into new roles that let me learn a lot by doing#but also! I will Need Sleep and rest as much as I can get#and food. Gotta plan my meals out so I remember to eat nutritious meals#if you spare a though for me play pray for strength and resilience and bravery#the future is scary and so is presenting in front of strangers#anywho! goodnight#hope y'all have a good week by God's grace#alsike rambles in the tags
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hour 20 of being awake means I can't actually articulate what is going on in my head. I know I'm right though.
#just thinking thoughts...#REAL AND TRUE 2 ME.#HE'S AN INFERIOR MINORITY IN THE CASTLE'S SOCIETY (human)#BUT BECAUSE HE WAS BORN INTO A HIGH SOCIAL CLASS AND IMMENSE WEALTH (magic power)#HE IS UNIQUELY ABLE TO MOVE UPWARD IN THIS SOCIETY#HE DOESN'T WANT TO BUT REALIZES IN ORDER TO GET THE THINGS HE WANTS HE NEEDS TO PARTICIPATE IN THIS SYSTEM#like how the doors only open if you like. put in the work or whatever.#and how he needs to learn from others how to properly control his power and how he's probably 100% going to need 2 b an apprentice#AND SO THE OBVIOUS THROUGH LINE WITH THIS PLOT IS HIM GETTING INCREASINGLY ALIENATED FROM THE VALUES HE ONCE HELD#AS HE PARTICIPATES MORE AND MORE IN THIS SOCIETY OF ELITES#AND WHEN HE FINALLY ATTAINS THE ABILITY TO CARRY OUT WHAT HE WANTS HE WILL BE SO DISTNAT FROM WHO HE WAS#HE DOESN'T EVEN WANT TO DO THAT SHIT ANYMORE! ! ! !#clasps my hands. praying in the chapel#I hope that will just be act 1 of the story. please please please wizard killers radicalize him
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first week of classes done… pray for me
#I texted my weekend job’s manager while in my final zoom class#and told her ‘hey I’m going to need to be taken off Fridays pls’#the amount of work I’m about to be doing is insane#2 Undergrad / 2 Grad / one TA class 5hrs / 15 Tutor hrs / retail job on Saturdays / Club meetings on Weds#I’m excited for the classes but this… this is a lot#and I’m learning from last semester#and already trying to reduce everything outside the necessary tasks#just…#pray for me#I’m going to be reading so much and writing so much#g.txt
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Arashi's back to Blue Maging. She remains unimpressed with the shenanigans.
#ff14#ffxiv#final fantasy xiv#final fantasy 14#arashi washi#i on the other hand very much enjoy the shenanigans#love to see the team get on that hildibrand-brand shit for the cutscenes#let them be a little silly!#also the whole questline being “you're too strong we need to find someone you can beat at least halfway closely” is great#stop praying for lizard she's too strong she's learned too many spells
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YOU!! Yooouuuuu... "You are the bane of my existence." (affectionately)
This fictional lizard is single handedly responsible taking over my undying obsession over Star vs Foe
#first post to mark the start of documenting my svtfoe fueled insanity#ive never manageed a blog before so ill simply learn as i go#my intentions and how i plan to run this place- idk completely... yet?#secret coping mechanism to hopefully **finally** move on from svtfoe#i'd forget the series' existence for months until the memory of it resurfaces while taking me back here- in a deep fixation#can only pray on The Stump that this “plan” would work out#i hate this ugly. poorly written/feshed out/utilized. “evil” cartoon businesses-lizard-man. (lying about the exact opposite feelings)#“single handedly” haha get it?#cause he lost hi- nvrm
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