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the thing is that they're so fascinated by sex, they love sex, they can't imagine a world without sex - they need sex to sell things, they need sex to be part of their personality, they need sex to prove their power - but they hate sex. they are disgusted by it.
sex is the only thing that holds their attention, and it is also the thing that can never be discussed directly.
you can't tell a child the normal names for parts of their body, that's sexual in nature, because the body isn't a body, it's a vessel of sex. it doesn't matter that it's been proven in studies (over and over) that kids need to know the names of their genitals; that they internalize sexual shame at a very young age and know it's 'dirty' to have a body; that it overwhelmingly protects children for them to have the correct words to communicate with. what matters is that they're sexual organs. what matters is that it freaks them out to think about kids having body parts - which only exist in the context of sex.
it's gross to talk about a period or how to check for cancer in a testicle or breast. that is nasty, illicit. there will be no pain meds for harsh medical procedures, just because they feature a cervix.
but they will put out an ad of you scantily-clad. you will sell their cars for them, because you have abs, a body. you will drip sex. you will ooze it, like a goo. like you were put on this planet to secrete wealth into their open palms.
they will hit you with that same palm. it will be disgusting that you like leather or leashes, but they will put their movie characters in leather and latex. it will be wrong of you to want sexual freedom, but they will mark their success in the number of people they bed.
they will crow that it's inappropriate for children so there will be no lessons on how to properly apply a condom, even to teens. it's teaching them the wrong things. no lessons on the diversity of sexual organ growth, none on how to obtain consent properly, none on how to recognize when you feel unsafe in your body. if you are a teenager, you have probably already been sexualized at some point in your life. you will have seen someone also-your-age who is splashed across a tv screen or a magazine or married to someone three times your age. you will watch people pull their hair into pigtails so they look like you. so that they can be sexy because of youth. one of the most common pornography searches involves newly-18 young women. girls. the words "barely legal," a hiss of glass sand over your skin.
barely legal. there are bills in place that will not allow people to feel safe in their own bodies. there are people working so hard to punish any person for having sex in a way that isn't god-fearing and submissive. heteronormative. the sex has to be at their feet, on your knees, your eyes wet. when was the first time you saw another person crying in pornography and thought - okay but for real. she looks super unhappy. later, when you are unhappy, you will close your eyes and ignore the feeling and act the role you have been taught to keep playing. they will punish the sex workers, remove the places they can practice their trade safely. they will then make casual jokes about how they sexually harass their nanny.
and they love sex but they hate that you're having sex. you need to have their ornamental, perfunctory, dispassionate sex. so you can't kiss your girlfriend in the bible belt because it is gross to have sex with someone of the same gender. so you can't get your tubes tied in new england because you might change your mind. so you can't admit you were sexually assaulted because real men don't get hurt, you should be grateful. you cannot handle your own body, you cannot handle the risks involved, let other people decide that for you. you aren't ready yet.
but they need you to have sex because you need to have kids. at 15, you are old enough to parent. you are not old enough to hear the word fuck too many times on television.
they are horrified by sex and they never stop talking about it, thinking about it, making everything unnecessarily preverted. the saying - a thief thinks everyone steals. they stand up at their podiums and they look out at the crowd and they sign a bill into place that makes sexwork even more unsafe and they stand up and smile and sign a bill that makes gender-affirming care illegal and they get up and they shrug their shoulders and write don't say gay and they get up, and they make the world about sex, but this horrible, plastic vision of it that they have. this wretched, emotionless thing that holds so much weight it's staggering. they put their whole spine behind it and they push and they say it's normal!
this horrible world they live in. disgusted and also obsessed.
#this shifts gender so much bc it actually affects everyone#yes it's a gendered phenomenon. i have written a LOT about how different genders experience it. that's for a different post.#writeblr#ps my comments about seeing someone cry -- this is not to shame any person#and on this blog we support workers.#at the same time it's a really hard experience to see someone that looks like you. clearly in agony. and have them forced to keep going.#when you're young it doesn't necessarily look like acting. it looks scary. and that's what this is about - the fact that teens#have likely already been exposed to that definition of things. because the internet exists#and without the context of healthy education. THAT is the image burned into their minds about what it looks like.#it's also just one of those personal nuanced biases -#at 19 i thought it was normal to be in pain. to cry. to not-like-it. that it should be perfunctory.#it was what i had seen.#and it didn't help that my religious upbringing was like . 'yeah that's what you get for premarital. but also for the reference#we do think you should never actually enjoy it lol'#so like the point im making is that ppl get exposed to that stuff without the context of something more tender#and assume .... 'oh. so it's fine i am not enjoying myself'. and i know they do because I DID.#he was my first boyfriend. how was i supposed to know any different#i didn't even have the mental wherewithal to realize im a lesbian . like THAT used to suffering.
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Do you ever have a thing where you see something and your brain just outright REFUSES to NOT go tunnel vision shitballs ballistic on this thing for an indeterminate amount of time?? [I refuse to accept a peer reviewed autism diagnosis]
Itās clowns again.
I saw the pilot for The Amazing Digital Circus and my fucking annual clown fixation has returned for a THIRD time since I was 13 dear god pleas e help helo P HELP MICHAEL!! DONāT LEAVE M E HEREM MICHAEL. MICHAELRKHELPMEEVN
#happy anniversary#ā¦#to these stupid fucking clowns#someone actually help me#i never use this blog#or at least for anything other than archives#since i never know where to put everything#but#this is a cry for help#the amazing digital circus#is REAL good by the way#watch it NOW#this is not a request
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pretty drinks i've made and the reference photos of them šøšæāØ buy a wallpaper or leave a tipĀ /Ā twitterĀ /Ā instagramĀ /Ā shopĀ
#aforementioned drinks#realized i never posted these here only on my main blog !!! feel free to use em#artists on tumblr#art reference#reference used#photography#photographers on tumblr#mixology#food#drinks#cottagecore#wholesome
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I don't know how many times we have to say this but this is because the United States of America does not have public transit in any form that a European would recognize as such outside of a few very small, highly-dense municipal locations like NYC and Chicago, and having used both those systems and the U-Bahn i can firmly assert that the U-Bahn blows American subways into smithereens. we especially do not have accessible interstate passenger train service outside of that one commuter Amtrak loop in the northeast. the country is designed to force its citizens to use cars and only cars, and the government has made it policy to incentivize car ownership since the 1940s and punish any other form of transit, including just walking around. do you understand? the vast majority of roads here do not have bike lanes. when we do have bike lanes they are not protected by a curb or divider, they are just white lines painted on the asphalt. you will regularly encounter roads and streets--inside of cities and suburbs, not just in rural areas--that do not have sidewalks
#they will never get it unless theyre actually forced to live here lmao#a German drivers license is 800-2000ā¬ btw which IS very expensive i agree#however that is money being paid directly to the government so they can use as much of it as possible to tongue Israel's butthole#and then whatever is left over for trains and bike lanes and sidewalks#as opposed to the usa where a license costs basically nothing and requires almost zero skills testing and as a result the only thing that#kills more children than cars in this country is guns#lmao#however having looked at OP's blog i just want to say they're right about red dwarf#peace and love on planet earth
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I love you messy artstyle i love you visible brush strokes I love you textures and rough edges I love you imperfections I love you roughness and colour blobs I love you scratchy sketches and bold stylisation and dirt and imperfections I love you ugly and raw emotion!!!!! ā¤ļø
#i talk sometimes#art talk#i made a tweet like this on twatter ages ago but i've been feeling this a lot lately#also this is the start of me writing more on this blog and not only using it as art because who cares!! i don't!!#I wanna translate raw emotion into colors and shapes. I wanna know where to ignore all details and where to go ham you feel me?#i used to dream about developing a style like for MtG where it looked like a masterful oil painting that oozes realism and details#and i've realised the last two years or so that I would actually hate that for me. I know I wouldn't enjoy doing it. For myself.#it's that pipeline from wanting to be the perfect realistic wotc artist to accepting that I will never be that#instead i wanna learn how to stylise better and get a good brush economy going yknow. I wanna be bolder.#i doubt i'll ever be as incredible as all these MtG artists no matter what anyone says. but it's ok!! i don't have to be!!!#i just luv art man!!
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who had dadow on they 2024 bingo card
#sonic the hedgehog#<- heres a tag i thought id never use lol#shadow the hedgehog#silver the hedgehog#dadow#parou sketches#watching gg for 7 years made me a sonic fan via osmosis i think#and it all came to a tipping point like 2 months ago ajkcskdj#for the record im not switching fandoms or smth im just adding to my joy#my blog i get to do what i want
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I still can't fathom what in the entire world I could have ever said or done to make that gerrysherry (also known as spot-the-antisemitism) person come after me, and try every possible way of reframing every anti-war feeling I have as somehow, secretly, anti-jewish. Unless they don't actually believe that, but they hope saying it enough will make people believe it?? I don't know them, never did anything to them, and yet this person has reportedly still spent weeks and weeks boosting the same thread over and over, in which they urge people to boycott my book - something I'm depending on to even be able to afford my home in the future - because they apparently insist I have only antisemitic reasons for wanting to support Palestinians. How would that even make sense?! Jewish people aren't doing anything to Palestinians, a government is. They failed to make any dent in my follower count which just keeps jumping up every day, and I'm technically making more income off my art than ever (even if it still only barely covers cost of living), but I can't get over the sheer principle of someone hoping they could spread misinfo like that with the hope of impacting my ability to live. I've never run into anything that personally vicious before, all over sentiments they just up and pretend I have? For what??
#palestine#israel#wait is it literally JUST because I used āzionistā to mean someone pro-war?? They did it first so I tailored my language to theirs#I don't use the word in my regular vocabulary and have barely any posts on my blog that contain it#because I do believe there's people who kind of identify as zionist but are also anti war and support palestinians?#Maybe that's incorrect?#I don't know enough about the term but I'd never knowingly use a pejorative against a whole nationality??????
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#I will never understand why EBT is so stigmatized#Do you want to help people or not?#Why does it matter what they use the EBT? Why canāt they use it on any food#bakery#black owned business m#croissants#brattylikestoeat#food#foodlr#food blog#video#foodie#cooking stim#yummy
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also in the face of people deleting their blogs, that's another reason why you guys are supposed to reblog stuff. if somebody deletes a post, your liked version will disappear, but the reblogs remain. i'm insane about preservation and archival, every single piece of art i have ever enjoyed is reblogged on my 450k+ posts main account so if the artists leave I still have their work. i even tag things (though just with the main fandom tag) so I have years and years worth of fanworks saved that the terrible general site search will never show you.
please reblog art. not just to support the artists who make it and share their efforts, but also so you have your own copy of their works saved for yourself, and the future users of this site.
#reblog art#artist support#so basically if you dont reblog art i do not want to hear you complaining about your fav artists deleting and leaving lol#if you used this site like you were supposed to it would be at least Slightly less of an issue because you'd still have it all#save the shit you like!!! i never delete my art personally but i Want my art to be out there. just in case something happens to my blog#save my art. save everything. just dont upload it to entirely different websites like instagram cuz that makes u a prick#if your favorite artist deletes tomorrow. what evidence do you have that they were here at all?#reblog. for the love of god reblog#i lost so much great art from deviantart thanks to eclipse and the Al bullshit that i didn't save. but on tumblr i dont have to worry abt i
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THEY LOOK THE SAME TO ME! AND MY EYES DON'T LIE!! SUPERMAN and CLARK KENT are the SAME person!
#wes weston#wesley weston#dpxdc fanart#dpxdc art#dp x dc au#dp x dc crossover#dcu rp#superman#dc x dp#dcu#Honestly Made this Blog for the Fun of it and cuz I'm obsessed with Wes#Wesley Weston is my Favorite Conspiracy Theorist and thus here is him debating that Clark Kent is just Superman without his glasses on!#im new to RP ā sort of...? i used to do it in FACEBOOK of all placesā but never in tumblr!
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Yandere Chrollo Kissing Thought
A/n: Proof read enough to get sick of 3 paragraphs, grammatical errors(?) tbh just sentence structure dw, and teeth. A paragraph about teeth. Thank u and good night.
Chrollo is waiting for the right moment to kiss you. He wants it to be magical, other worldly, just as enchanting as he fantasizes it to be; the plush flesh of your lips and tease of your tongue already invading his mind. Are you the type to be shy and only caress your tongue against his time and time again, or are you bold and willing to give every fiber of yourself to him? Swirling, interlocking, and roping around each other sloppily-- it's the thing of every man's dream.
He wants to feel the structure of your teeth through your warm lips, the outward curve of your lower face clashing against his. Would it be weird if he let his tongue slip across your teeth and to your gums? Occasionally, of course. Chrollo finds the idea of feeling the texture and shape of each individual tooth slotted in the wet, firm insides of your jaw alluring. He longs to study your body, to worship it like it was meant to be. Treasure and read it over repeatedly like the many books he's stowed away in his personal collection of stolen items.
But how to do that without you trying to scratch his face off like an ungrateful house cat? Seems like only time will tell. For now, he'll just stick to kissing your cheeks while you're dead asleep, or ghosting his lips over your shoulders if your guard is down on a good day. Chrollo wants you to at least tolerate him-- which also already seems light years away-- but woe is him for trying to give you a semblance of his affection for you. He's already got you in his unyielding hold, now he just has to play the long game. And it's not like he's worried about rushing things. You two are going to stay together for a very long time, so you'll give in sooner or later. He knows you, and you'll have to.
#yandere#x reader#yandere blog#male yandere#yandere x reader#yandere hxh#yandere hunter x hunter#yandere chrollo lucilfer#yandere chrollo#yandere chrollo x reader#yandere chrollo lucilfer x reader#yandere hxh x reader#yandere hunter x hunter x reader#wrote this bc i myself havent recieved any smooches in a while#and its been crossing my mind lately errruh#anyyyywaayyyyy#supes tired#dont ask (or plz ask) about the teeth thing#dont act like yall were never a little curious#like when u had a wiggly tooth and poked and prodded in ur bactieria infested mouth#and when u finally got that thing out#u slide ur tongue over the gap#oddly satisfying#right#like am i right#or am i right#hopefully not a tough crowd tonite folks#i used to just rip em out for this reason tbh#just the wiggly ones tho lol#small write for the nite whoo hoo
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to cure ur sadness ā”
#me#this is from a couple months ago but i never posted it :(#cute#babygirl#girl#ddbg#ddbabygirl#needy wh0re#needy toy#needy princess#needy slvt#ddbg community#ddbg blog#ddlg18#teachers pet#cnc doll#cnc drugging#cnc somno#cnc k!nk#cnc brat#soft cnc#cnc kidnapping#cnc free use#cnc stalking#rough cnc#cnc fr33use#fr33use
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Pt 2 and the final part of LL Megatrons conversation with an aware G1 Starscream
this one wasnāt as dramatic as the first part but thereās only so much emotional vulnerability Screamer can do with his new free will heheh, thanks for all of the comments encouraging me! Iāve never drawn longer comics like these before and itās pretty fun so hopefully I can improve with the next comic I make!
#Starscream doesnāt completely trust Megatron at the end of this comic but he will eventually#if he was that possessive over og Megatron heās NEVER letting this one leave#btw that decepticon logo on Megatron is actually just stickers#if it gets damaged he sticks another one on#heās kinda attached to his autobot badge cause itās the only thing he has other then his weapons from his og world#he gets them commissioned on Etsy because they need to be so big and itās been draining the decepticon budget for a month#or whatever the 80s version of Etsy is#starscream finally makes him an official badge and he finally lets go of the autobot one#he still keeps it somewhere#transformers#transformers lost light#megatron x starscream#transformers fanart#transformers g1#starscream#megascream#megatron#megastar#edit: I fixed a grammar mistake hopefully no one saw that#OK THERE WAS A COUPLE OF TYPOS WHOOPS Iām not used to typing on my tablet rip#i cant wait to look at this in the future and hopefully by then i would have improved#i mean this entire blog is me tracking how my robo art improves +some official content but specifically for comics#G1 x LL AU
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no matter how much you want it, some things change...
#DONE !#this one took so long for some reason (it was the eye)#also i just use my sideblog's url cause im never gonna change it#unlike this blog#louis tomlinson#drawing hearts in the byline#louis tomlinson art#louisupdates#hl creators#hlcreators#louistomlinsoncouk#tomlinsonsource
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ā ā fagmaxxed / fagmaxxing ; a gender in the gendermaxxed system for when your gender is fagpilled and fagmaxxed; you are fagmaxxing.
[ pt: fagmaxxed/fagmaxxing; ]
ā ā dykemaxxed / dykemaxxing ; a gender in the gendermaxxed system for when your gender is dykepilled and dykemaxxed; you are dykemaxxing.
[ pt: dykemaxxed/dykemaxxing; ]
ā ā fagdykemaxxed / fagdykemaxxing ; a gender in the gendermaxxed system for when your gender is fagdykepilled and fagdykemaxxed; you are fagdykemaxxing.
[ pt: fagdykemaxxed/fagdykemaxxing; ]
i love the gendermaxxed system so much actually, i made these for me and my friends ^_^ i claim nothing other than making the actual flags, most of these color palettes are picked from already existing flags!
#mogai#mogai flag#mogai term#liom term#xeno coining#gender coining#xenogender#mogai gender#liom coining#flag coining#mogai coining#gendermaxxing#gendermaxxed#flags#flag designs#my flags#mogai label#xenogender flags#xenogender flag#xenogenders#xenos#xeno#mogai blog#liom gender#liom safe#liom#I HOPE ITS OK I MADE THESE. I've never used another persons gender system before#š„© ā coined by vessel
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@pscentralā event 26: minimalism ā³the walking dead + recurring symbols
#twdedit#janielook#usersole#userrin#usertj#userchibi#userpegs#tusergabriela#tuserko#dailyflicks#dailytwd#tvedit#tvcentric#dailytvfilmgifs#mine#the walking dead#tw blood#twd#i used to be a twd blog but i never giffed it#this is my first time since i stopped watching it in s8#and boy did this set make me want to rewatch
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