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rasazys-ramblings · 11 months ago

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A normal song goes OOOOooooOOOOOOOOooooouh oooowooooooOOOOohwoh awhooooOOOOoh and I say it's ass but Vivid BAD SQUAD does the same thing and I go THIS ONE RIGHT HERE THIS IS MY FAVORITE SONG THIS IS THE SONG THE ONLY SONG THAT HAS EVER SUCCESSFULLY WOKE ME UP IN THE MORNINGS WITHOUT ME COMPLAINING AND TIRED AS FUCK THIS IS THE SONG THAT MAKES ME WAKE UP REFRESHED AND READY FOR THE DAY THIS IS THE SONG THAT MOTIVATES ME THIS IS IT RIGHT HERE

#I'm referring to Kashika #No other song has made me wake up thinking “man today is gonna be a great day even though I'm having orchestra first thing in the morning”#I fucking hate that class #I wake up stretch a bit throw my shit into my backpack and drag it downstairs with more energy than usual #Vivid BAD SQUAD is CURING my depression #rasazy's ramblings #I never stretch before getting up #THE PAST TWO WEEKS HAVE BEEN LIFE CHANGING #When I first heard that song I was like “this shi mid af”#But I did what I did with FRAGILE and forced myself to like it but unlike FRAGILE I'm fucking obsessed with the song #Even though it pisses me off when I press random in PJSK and it lands on Kashika or I open solo show and get Kashika jumpscare #Off topic I found out at the end of the Drop Pop Candy MV their poses spell out drop and when I did it with Fantasista Touya looked so sill

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trauma-bot · 3 months ago

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patron saint of never growing old

#i think theres something uniquely tragic about how we never know what tessa looked like when she was alive #and that the only reason we have an idea of her appearance is via cyn wearing her skin #i interpret the humans being depicted as glitchy silhouettes to be very literal; the MDs barely remember what they look like #due to their memories being fucked with so frequently. and that makes the cynessa reveal a lot worse imo #to see something- someone- that you once remembered to be warm and familiar contorted into something unrecognizable and dangerous #and being unable to remember what she looked like before being puppeted by a monster #you try to imagine her face- young bright and happy- but can only visualize her dead skin stretching unnaturally across robotic features #belonging to the source of all your suffering and trauma.#guh. she was just a kid. man #never got to grow up. never got to get away from her shitty parents. never got to live before she died. whatever. im normal #murder drones #murder drones fanart #murder drones tessa #tessa james elliot #tessa elliot #tessa murder drones #md tessa #gloom.art

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call-me-pup2 · 3 months ago

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Knotted and ready to sleep. Already so needy even though I've just cum, I'm going to be a mess when I wake up I just know it 😳😣😣

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governmentmandatedryujinstan420 · 6 months ago

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I FORGOT TO THROW OUT AFTER THE EPISODE RELEASED NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

#hand jumper #webtoon #sayeon lee #heron #ig??? BRUH..................#these fireworks are going to SET ME ON FIRE!!!!#but that's alr i guess!!!!!!!!!#because charcoal grilled prawn literally solves all my problems #before thinking about killing people i need everyone to sit down and think of their favourite food #and manifest the version of them that has it!!!!!!!!#maybe then all compulsions and intrusions of the mind can just go away #what if we all just pictured better versions of ourselves and just did it!!!#if we all stretched out our hands and tried we can at least live in the world knowing we did try!!#and it's better than not trying!!!!! AND BEING USELESS PIECES OF ROTTING GARBAGE!!!!!!#idk i've had a shit three years man i don't think i can take this any longer #IGNORE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#AND INSTEAD NOW LET'S THINK OF THE GOODIES YOU'RE GONNA GET IN TWO WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#or now if you offer up your wallet to OUR LORD AND SAVIOUR sleepacross #and for the SMALL price of 5USD that's right 5USD!!!! this is to the people with credit/debit cards ofc #YOU CAN ACCESS THE GOATACROSS QNA BECAUSE IT IS PEAK!!!!!!#but just because the juninators[on here in case they aren't in the server] need to hear this so we can all sing happy birthday to her #INSTEAD OF MISSING IT FOR TWO YEARS #AND HAVING A WHOLE WINTER/CHRISTMAS COMPETITION IN DISCORD WITH MEMES AND ALL WITHOUT THIS CRUCIAL INFORMATION!!!!!!!#I THINK BECAUSE I KEEP THESE IN TAGS IT'S SAFE TO SAY THAT HER BIRTHDAY IS DEC 24TH AND WE SHOULD ALL SAY HAPPY LATE/HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY #TO OUR BELOVED QUEEN JUNI CHANG #BECAUSE NOW I JUST SHAFTED A 40K WIP I NEVER FINISHED FOR LAST YEAR'S WINTER SEASON FOR THE CHRISTMAS EPISODE OF 2024 IN THE RECYCLE BIN!!#BUT NOW WE CAN GIVE HER QUINTICE THE AMOUNT OF GIFTS THIS YEAR!!!!!!!!!!! SO LET'S DO THAT INSTEAD!!!!#ONE FOR HER BIRTHDAY!!!! ONE FOR CHRISLER!!! ONE FOR CIVIL SERVICE APPRECIATION DAY!!!!!#ANOTHER FOR BEING PEAK MENTOR!!!!! AND ANOTHER ONE FOR BEING GOD'S SILLIEST SOLDIER!!!![in our hearts!!]#APOLOGIES AS ALWAYS IF YOU MADE IT THIS FAR HERE!!!! AND A GOOD EVENING TO YOU ALL!!!!

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luminarai · 8 months ago

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It’s almost one in the morning and Mim has suddenly started limping on one of her back legs and I’m freaking out

she’s still playful, not hiding, her appetite is normal (she’s currently eating) and she also fine laying on the side that she’s limping on??? but she was literally walking normally an hour ago and I can’t figure out why, there’s nothing wrong with or stuck in her her paw, no visible injury, but she doesn’t want to be touched in the hip/upper thigh of the affected leg (she doesn’t mind being touched on the other one) and there’s a chance that she somehow just bumped it or something without me noticing while in the same room but she also had femoral head ostectomy long before I adopted her and I don’t know the circumstances and I can’t remember on which side so now I’m sitting on the bathroom floor crying in panic while she’s just grooming herself next to me

#I’ve had her 3 years and this has never happened before #I know pets sometimes just get banged up and it’s no big deal but I’m already stretched p thin emotionally #and I’m completely unable to handle this #cecil blogs her life #Mim the cat

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seventhdoctor · 1 year ago

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Graduation photos, episodes 161 and 167

#yugioh series #yugioh gx #pics #screencaps #judai yuki #part 6 of reposting things that never made it to tags because tumblr #161-167 might just be my favorite stretch of episodes in the entire series #now that i'm experiencing gx properly subbed and with more life experience than i had in 2008 #my rediscovery of gx happened during one of the worst periods of my life #and seeing judai start to heal over those seven episodes meant something to me #hell it means something to me now #a reminder that things can get better #it's probably projecting but his pose in 167 says to me that he isn't totally okay yet #but he's still willing to come out and participate #where he had to be dragged out before #he's not all the way there yet but someday he might be #and in the meantime he's got it in him to wink and throw a thumbs up for the album #take a moment to engage with his friend behind the camera #instead of pulling away #as someone dealing with The Brainworms that can be a big difference #and i'm actively trying to get back to that stage #whoops tag essay

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reticent-fate · 7 months ago

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part 11/26ish

anyone remember those scales with the springs in 'em? all i ever see these days are digital scales but those things made the best noises. i think i've seen some kitchen scales that still use spring mechanisms, but it's been a while.

technology is weird.

from the beginning

#otherkin hrt #fictionkin hrt #fictionkin #otherkin #digihrt #dg arts #-apomon #updates might slow down from daily since our brain ceased letting us do art about halfway through bfsdhjfbjshdbfs #oh well #i'm thinking of doing another fake in-universe pamphlet for a bonus though #specifically like talking about the “weight” stat #fun fact: we'd never stepped on a scale in almost a decade before finally seeing a doctor for the first time in that 10 years last year #we used to obsess over our weight in a way inherited from our mom's diet culture BS and then like #i'm pretty sure we split someone in the system who just managed to not give a shit #and everyone else that did basically got put in time out or fragmented to hell (we still don't know)#i think about this post i saw a while ago that talked about how like #weight (specifically as it is medicalized) shouldn't be a concern so much as if you're moving your joints and stretching them enough #and it should really only be a concern when it drastically changes in a short period of time because it can sometimes be indicative of #your body flipping its lid #the post talked about rapid weight loss specifically and how a lot of doctors will go “oh wow weight loss!! yay :)” when like.#no??? not yay???#anyways some medications can cause weight fluctuations too #our fibro medication can cause weight gain and tbh i don't give so much of a shit about that as i am curious about the mechanics behind it #our relationship to weight is mostly informed by being the one person in our family who never had to deal with fatphobia targeting them #but just because we weren't the target didn't mean it didn't affect us when our mom's whole life shifted around WW #i didn't want to delve into that in this comic tbh so aside from the little bonus pamphlet this is the last time it's brought up #but like a comic where we take a version of ourself through this kind of transition would inevitably have to touch on relationships to food #we're just lucky we finally found out that we can actually like... enjoy food without it hurting us?#part of the wish fulfillment of this scenario would (and is) the idea of getting to enjoy food without bodily discomfort #because on top of us almost developing an ED we also just have a garbage stomach

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stagehunt · 8 months ago

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just wanted to say sorry for the sparse activity from me again 😭 i've got one more exam on the 17th and then i'm pretty much chilling until september so there's light at the end of tunnel but i'm !! unfortunately still powering through with all of the work + uni's constant insistence on adding / moving / extending the hours of classes at the last minute and my job's refusal to give me the time i need to actually attend dfkgjhd but i also want to thank those who've been keeping me company and letting me gush about our bbgs !!! i promise there will be a significant pick up in activity here very soon, i'm just stressed and working myself to death atm. ily all very very much for being so patient with me ♡

#i was super excited to be home from work fed showered and in bed before 10pm today so if you were wondering how things are going.. LMFAO #on one hand i'm excited because i've really missed being on placement. i get good grades but i HATE studying . actual clinical practice is #where it's at for me #and i have a nice lil ten week placement coming up #i just need to get through this final stretch (and enjoy summer thank god) first #but yea !!! to those of u who let me yap at you despite never actually writing. ur the lights of my life #❝ 𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙧 ♤*´. ── vos.#❝ 𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙧 ♤*´. ── tbd.

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infizero · 18 days ago

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stumbles out of we solved fnaf and we're not kidding covered inblood

#i watched all of matpat's reactions to it and i agree with his thoughts on it for the most part #i LOVE that that video exists i really admire people who are willing to start from scratch and reevaluate info the fandom has considered #set-in-stone bcuz i think esp with something like fnaf thats really important. to just take a step back and be like #''we all consider this canon at this point but is it actually? is there really no other explanation?''#and yeah i really admire that ability to just totally take a big swing and go against everything that's been considered well and done #its literally um. almost 6am (insert fnaf joke here) and i still havent gone to bed so. im not gonna write out all my thoughts #BUT. i think cassidy being the crying child is rlly interesting and simplifies things in a way i like while also making other things #way more complicated. so i dont really know. the michael being the vengeful spirit part i do NOT agree with #i get where they were going but a lot of their evidence isnt great and additionally i just dont like the idea bcuz it turns the ending #of pizzeria simulator and UCN from a bittersweet conclusion to a far less satisfying and more bummer ending where its just mike #torturing his dad forever and never getting to move on himself. like no that guy is chillin in the afterlife playing cards with henry #they did point out a lot of other cool stuff too that i hadnt really thought about before like michael in sister location being #stuffed into the same fredbear suit that he put the crying child into. thats soooooo fucking good and makes a lot of sense #again im not gonna go into every little thing but the one thing i disagreed with matpat on which the comment section also #mentioned repeatedly is him saying that he doesnt think william would send michael to his death. as everyone has pointed out #like....... he definitely would. hes like the worst father ever and michael is the scapegoat child who everything is blamed on #yes theres the question of why he would wait so long to ''punish'' michael. but its moreso just that william didnt CARE if michael lived #or died sending him to circus baby's. i really don't think that was a stretch considering william's horrible abusive behavior and literal #status as a serial killer. yeah its fucked up but its definitely not out of the realm of possibility #ANYWAYS. holy fuck i need to go to bed. wild life tomorrow. good night everyone #infizero.txt

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girlivealwaysbean · 24 days ago

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hey god if you've created someone for me can you introduce me to them sooner? i kinda need them now

#like i know i know im sad and hurt but in my heart even the worst breakup friendship or otherwise can kill my hope #like i know this is gods plan for me this is my arc but god it's getting worse and harder everyday #i thought nothing could be worse than yesterday but i hadn't lived today them #then*#i need to talk to someone so bad oh god sl yesterday i had the exam right #and like i don't even know what happened i thought i was going to fail even after giving my 2000% studying #for like 10 hours a day for 15 days for this one exam #and i was panicking and shivering so bad that my heart felt like it would fly out of my chest it was beating so hard #and so fast it didn't even beat like that when i climb too many stairs #and i tried to deep breathe but nothing worked it was so scary like yeah i get stressed sometimes #but this was another level so scary i was nauseous too #and then i clicked submit and i got 82!!!#when i was so sure i was gonna fail because i was only sure about 54 marks answers and the passing was 50 #and i got really happy and relieved and then i realized. oh. i don't have anyone to tell #like yeah i told my dad and he was like oh cool ofcourse you did very good #because he doesn't GET it that im not smart anymore and 10th cbse is not an accurate measure of intelligence #he wasn't even happy or surprised he was like well nice obviously #and that's it. i didn't have anyone else to tell #granted i hadn't even told anyone i was giving the exam. i mean i say anyone as if im swimming in friends #only have one. two if u stretch. and i didn't say. cause like idk doesn't really seems like anyone cares #and aah stupid emotional me before the exam i was feeling sad and trying not to panic (??? why??) and CRY in the car because i was thinking #that how my mom always drops me to exam centres and we talk i play music and when im getting out she says all the best beta #and the beta. wow i typed this and immediately have tears in my eyes now. i don't even understand why but #idk i made it up to be a little tradition in my head and i really wanted to call my mom and say mom pls can u say all the best #to me now bc i think ill fuck it up and im really scared and maybe if u give your blessing it'd be okay. but then i thought how embarrassin #it wld be if i failed. bc we don't have any kind of rship my mom and me. and then when she heard i passed from dad she didn't even call me #or anything. thank god i didn't do all that drama but fucking hell. this is all just for me right nobody cares not my parents #and it's too difficult im crumbling under the pressuee but i have to grit my teeth and do it or ill never be able to get out of this house #and i know ill find people when i do get out. but in the meantime. please god ji just one person idc who girl boy friend or love ANYONE #ik it's weak & ik i shld be enough on my own. but pls i just CAN'T.they dont even have to put up with me they just have to care a bit

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mr-independent · 2 years ago

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you know, its not brought up in fics often but ted is extremely well read. he doesnt brag about it, but hes read everything from f scott fitzgerald's b sides to ayn rand's doorstoppers to the sixteen book Ender series, etc etc etc. Ted reads about as much as we see Beard reading (which. in my head is a trait that was passed on, a new focus to sharpen the mind and keep him out of trouble and his mind off drugs, something Ted offered up as a coping mechanism for when his own dad died, a way to have fun and adventure and escape without ending up in jail like Ted himself had a handful of times before, scaring the bejeezus out of his ma.)

this turned into a mini fic and i lost my train of thought but point is, Ted reads So Much and more people need to pick up on this in fics please and thank you.

#ted lasso #hes got an artistic soul!#but also anyone whos fav book is the fountainhead must be both well read and stubborn as a bull #its a slog and thats coming from someone whos read both infinite jest and les mis #im getting through it slowly but surely. mostly to stretch my story endurance before jumping into atlas shrugged #also. yes i know we have no evidence that he read all 16 ender books #but having had read them myself i know in my heart of hearts that ted absolutely finished every one of them with gusto #probably on the bus to and from games with his team back in the US #no wait hold on. he was a backup punter right? that means LOTS of time sitting on the sidelines waiting for a whole bunch of nothing #lots of time was spent watching the plays and the team and formulating im sure (which is also probably why he trusts nate so much in the #beginning. bc that used to be him sitting on the sidelines taking it all in) but also theres long stretches of no play in american football #during which he probably read like a demon to keep his grades up and keep his scholarship #so that this ma never had to worry about him away at school. He wasnt going to get into trouble anymore not like he did in high school #he had to be the man of the house and gosh darn it was he going to do it with gusto #which meant good grades and learning about life and people and spending all that free time the right way #therefore: books. an easy habit that keeps him out of trouble and keeps his mama proud. plus itd be easy to hide from coaches under his pad #if they ever had a problem with it (which im sure they would at first but once he proved he was paying attention and wormed his way in #with the team even as a reserve well. they were less eagle-eyed after that concerning the paperback-shaped lumps under his jersey)#anyway have another mini fic i guess lol #im feeling a tad verbose today

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quietwingsinthesky · 4 months ago

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im going to lay here and think about pond family cuddle piles until i fall asleep

#and i shall paint u a picture before i go. ahem.#one must imagine of course that rory is the natural foundation of the cuddle pile #he is not very squishy or padded well for laying on but he can sit still for long periods of time. which is not a skill 2/3 of the others #have and to be honest river only Arguably has it when she knows she’s getting something out of it at the end #so rory is the foundation whom all others lay on top of #and once he’s down amy is too and she is going to sprawl all over on top of him if the doctor doesn’t claim some space quickly. she will #take all of the rory for herself. she is greedy and also wants to be comfy.#amy pond face squished into her husband in a way that should make it impossible to breathe and with her arms and legs all tangled around him #in ways that should not be comfortable and yet. rory is used to this. he likes it.#i think eleven cuddles like dogs do when they get on the couch with you and your lap isn’t free so they sort of lay next to you and push the #their back up against your side as hard as they can and stretch out and sigh. and eventually wiggle their head into your lap anyway.#thats how eleven snuggles. belly up and paws out. if he can wriggle under amy’s arm where she’s got it hooked around rory? even better #and then river. and river’s the hardest to get into the cuddle pile for many Many reasons but. i think there’s a foolproof way the three of #them have found how to do it. and it involves first the doctor flopping on top of amy and rory and looking so so cute and cuddly and making #happy relaxed noises to tempt river over. and then involves rory scooching beneath the two of them to make it ibvious that there’s room for #river if she wants it. and then when she does get lured down with them. its amy who finds her and squirms over closer to hold her. eyes shut #pretending she’s asleep and doesn’t know she’s doing it.#river’s never at ease at first but she has to let herself. the doctor moves to lay more of his weight on her as well as rory and ground her.#team (family) effort to get river to let her guard down completely and relax.#in the most normal family way ever aksjfkfjskd which is why amy is clinging onto her like River’ll disappear if she lets go #nornal family. normal cuddling. i think they all pet the doctor like a puppy while theyre doing this

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badolmen · 1 year ago

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If I think about Hesh for too long I think I’ll burst into tears. This poor fucking guy. He has to sit helpless while a monster forces his little brother to shoot their dad. All he can do is scream. And when it comes time to kill that monster he barely makes it out alive, and then only thanks to his little brother. And the nightmare is over but it isn’t because the monster cannot die and takes away the only family Hesh has left. He has to sit helpless while the monster drags his little brother away. All he can do is scream.

His story ends bleeding and orphaned and alone.

#ra speaks #cod #call of duty #cod ghosts #call of duty ghosts #david hesh walker #I’m abnormal about an old video game what else is new #*head in hands* I get that it’s a really good set up for a sequel that never came to pass but jfc poor hesh #Riley isn’t even there and that dog is all he has left #(yes yes the other ghosts are alive but they’re not the same kind of family as his father and brother)#we don’t even hear him radio to tell Merrick that fucker survived and took Logan #gosh what do they think when they pick him up - all alone and passed out from blood loss with his last communication saying rorke was dead #(this is ignoring the somehow less sad version where he bleeds out before he can get a pick up)#like fuck given the. everything is it so far a stretch for them to assume logan died in the crash?#and then hesh wakes up asking if they’ve found him yet practically jumping out of his hospital bed to go on a warpath #when he realizes they didn’t know rorke survived and Logan was still missing like *gestures in tragedy enjoyer* this guy #okay I’m normal now (lying)#if I got something wrong no I don’t take criticism I’ve been microwaving this guy in tin foil everything is on fire help

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uncanny-tranny · 2 years ago

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its my birthday for transsexual thursday B) this week has been great, ive been living with my partner just for the week and we’ve enjoyed each other’s company. they let me play on their switch all day (wuz playing breath of the wild if u were wondering x3).

i turned 20 which is great because i never thought i would even make it to 18. ive healed to the point where im excited to make it to 30 and 40 and 50. ready to have good times in my 20’s and for the rest of my life babie!!!

That's amazing; happy birthday! May the years gaze on you with loving eyes, and may your healing bring joy that overflows 💐🍰

#ask #transsexual thursday #actually i really relate to that last paragraph #like i was having a mini crisis before my birthday this year and i dunno why... i guess it *is* because i felt how you did #like turning eighteen for me was wild enough for me thanks 😭#(honestly bet my dad would be amused at that because he's over forty and i've accidentally called him old LMAO)#honestly it's crazy how the older you get the more and more you realize that 40-50 is *not* old #i remember thinking fourty-year-olds were OLD when i was twelve and now??? honey that is NOT old #when you have forty-year-olds and up getting their PhD/doctorate that isn't old by any stretch #i hope you never lose that excitement for growing older; it's such a beautiful thing and i wish society saw it that way too

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url0calpr0sh1tt3r · 2 years ago

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the fact y’all are letting jokes abt a fictional character upset you is concerning ngl

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aro-attorneys · 2 years ago

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AA6 is very enjoyable again btw

#just fyi theres gonna be spoilers in these tags #so i kinda felt a low in 6-3 which is odd bc that's the Maya case #idk I'm also not a fan of Nahyuta #so each trial was kind of...sitting it out #like i get that Mean Prosecutor to Likeable Prosecutor pipeline is kind of The Thing #(except klavier)#but Nahyuta straight up mentally abusing you and insulting you with childish insults is just...idk #he's not even a good prosecutor lol #ANYWAY 6-4 was amazing and I wish Athena got more than just the one trial #she deserved more #Geiru was amazing and I came all this way just for her and it was worth it #i was kind of dreading 6-5 bc i knew it was gonna be long and Apollo centered and I'm....not that interested in Apollo?#dont get me wrong I *like* Apollo. and aa4 is a great game too #but you could tell in DD that they didn't know what to do next #so they shoehorned Clay in there and it was so inorganic that I couldn't bring myself to invest in it #but I love Dhurke. i love Apollo's dynamic w Dhurke. it's a bit of a stretch that Apollo *never* mentioned Khura'in before but I'll take it #SO ANYWAY investigation 1 has been REAL FUN #and I'm now in the trial and I'm laughing my ass off because I DIDNT EXPECT TO HAVE A NORMAL CIVIL CASE??#and also i went from 'oh cool im going against phoenix :)' to 'oh no im going against phoenix :/'#the moment he's in front of you he's immediately this mysterious hard-to-read attorney #it's consistent Phoenix characterisation and i love it #cant wait #also theyre all so super dramatic abt this like apollo and phoenix are now sworn enemies forever #besties it's technically Just a Case about legal ownership #i understand that there's Stakes but man #so uh...yeah i found the motivation to finish this game #and then I'll be done. I'll have played every aa game

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