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silverlining-ships · 3 months ago

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she is so princess coded im sorry fight me on this

#i think i have the babiest of heart attacks whenever i see this picture #shes.... GOD........#i need her SO BAD YOU DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND #shakes her bug in jar style #like.. the eyeliner. her cute bangs #shut up shut up shut up shut up shu #silver talks #mia trezoro 🍊

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xxplastic-cubexx · 3 months ago

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just read the new mutants issue where Charles chose to stay behind in space and my god the juxtaposition between Charles trusting Erik and Erik joining the hellfire club and wondering at his own trust worthiness. I wonder how much of Charles decision was him ultimately trying to avoid the fact that his first class had seemingly betrayed mutant kind and not be willing to face them and how much of it was Dani and Illyana's reaction to him having Karma mind control Illyana. the fact that Illyana was depending on him to ease her mind through limbo and in choosing to stay he forced karma to do it instead, probably fucking up their relationship in the process.

I love him, this is crazy, how much of this is him trying to runaway and how much is this him not trusting himself to fix things and how much is it just him trusting Erik?

i keep trying to put into words my exact thoughts about the sitch but there really is a lot for one issue aintit... oh charles you and your brain...

#snap chats #thats why we have tag rambles AHAHA #ok so to tackle things one at a time charles ultimately deciding to stay in space despite his expressed want to return to earth #obviously it was when lilandra pointed out if her sister took charge of the shi'ar then the universe- earth included- would be in peril #charles notes his position as a losing one: whichever choice he makes he loses #he goes to earth then the universe could be at stake/he stays in space he loses his kids #of course charles COULD just put his faith in the starjammers but is that a risk he wants to take ? evidently not #charles' reoccurring flaw is he's willing to sacrifice personal relationships for the greater perceived good #even lilandra acknowledges this- that charles' homesickness for earth was an inevitability just as she is indebted to protecting the stars #so now his ruptured relationship with illyana and co- esp right after comforting a split illyana last issue #we've seen charles act more coldly/rashly when he's about to lose people (i think of his first death with the og5 mostly)#i mean it's a key part to charles' chara that he doesn't favor mind controlling others and im sure he has the same regard for his students #he's aware of the damage it can do and in this instance- for one reason or another- he orders it to be done regardless #im sure he does this as a form of defense: if his kids are upset with him they won't feel too bad about losing him and it'll be less painfu #obviously we still see sam wish charles farewell and wish for him to come back soon but yk.. worthy attempt..#and it's not as if charles wants them to hate him ENTIRELY.. he's still touched by sam's goodbye no.... fickle man he is..#i dont think charles is totally afraid to confront the og5- its what made him want to return to earth with the nms initially #tho again.. could his decision to stay in the stars be influenced by that? that maybe he ISNT prepared to confront them like he thought?#who's to say... not me i dont got that psych degree yet..#erik being charles' trusted confidant definitely made his decision easier on top of that: i mean is he needed if he has a substitute #i think charles DOES wholly trust erik: charles really doesnt approach his x-men half heartedly. from his pov ofc #if he didn't genuinely believe in erik's potential he wouldn't have picked him; hes a comforting thought when charles decides to depart #'although i'm gone erik understands me and my goals enough to continue my work as good as i would have so i have nothing to worry about'#which. yk. makes the whole White King thing kinda awkward VJAELVJEAKL charles you fool #i have no idea how this saga ends though... tbh im only on ish 45 of NM i just read 50 and 51 to get context for this ask #so i can only wait and see how this saga turns out... once i finish reading house of m/secret invasion stuff jvLKEJKA #idk im tired and rambling dont pay attention to me.. ramblin bout charles' brain is a good day for me regardless if i make sense jVLAJ

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angy-grrr · 3 months ago

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I don’t get why ppl keep saying bkdk is dead or Horikoshi broke off bkdk. If that were true, this extra would look very different as you pointed out multiple times. The extra was still heavily focused on them and I hate how ppl are letting one no dictate the entire relationship. Izuku asks him to be a special lecturer too. I think the no just needs more clarification but other than that it is mostly fine. If a ship were to be shut down by the creator, it would look very different. Same logic for if a ship were to be canon, it would look different than what we got in the end for izu///ocha. This extra was bad in different ways from ships. It was just a whole lot of nothing that doesn’t meaningfully add anything to the story but I guess we shouldn’t be surprised since it is an extra. It is still an ambiguous ending that can be pretty fixable by one shots by Horikoshi in the future or even better by fanfiction lol. Except for the Toga part. That is just inexcusable

himiko-chan :(

and yeah! like even tho 431 is terrible not only for pairs but also for the whole story, it only confirmed Katsuki feels something really strong for deku and he doesnt notice bc he doesnt consider himself to be that great; they keep talking, and they keep being in each other's lives with no problem -they also imply they will work on communicating their feelings, as the special lecture is about this topic and deku also thinks katsuki doesnt see himself in a high regard. This is actually something that could be used in the future, as their relationship and arc isnt completely finished -in the way that they arent at a point of no miscommunication, no yearning, etc. They still need something to work with in regards to themselves and each other in the process. When it comes to midoriya and uraraka, idk what exactly could develop from what 431 tell us -seems to be mostly about paying attention to the ppl in your life instead of just letting life happen I guess? But idk what conversation or arc they could have together that wasn't resolved already, it was a really weird choice to focus on them as if there needs to be more explored -which is why choosing to not make them talk to each other nor think of the other in these years is potentially interesting, like the only way they could actually need to talk things up or have a separated special moment is if they just stop being friends and want to talk more from now on. Like, if they kept their friendship these years and were part of the other's life, there wouldnt be a moment like this at all.

I think it hurt mostly ochako -and deku if we interpret it as "deku just wants to be teacher, he is super happy about it, and loveeees so much his ex bestie after 8 years of no contact and never thinking about her"-, more than the bkdk relationship.

It would be interesting to see those one shots, if he does them -I know he said he wanted to do more things and little drawings and content for it, but idk if he will do something elaborate or just one page of something silly. I think he still has to opportunity of working with the material and make something at least not this bad -or completely ignore 431 and just continue with their adventures like 430 implies lol If he wants to double down with the "romance" I have no idea how he could do it with what he has tbh, unless he just ignores the plot and their personalities.

#grrr talking #thanks bc I was getting a little crazy like wowowowow am I just making things up in my head???#I think bkdk keep having romantic connotation even if deku is so clueless #and while is sad to see them be insecure about themselves I think they do have reasons to do this more than ochako #she did learn her lesson with 429 and talked things with deku already -which is why you had to make them go no contact for them to even #have a “moment” -there was no need for them to develop anything with their friendship. and it still ended in a friendly note #while katsuki and deku never got to actually talk about their feelings alone #nor discussed all the trauma related to each other -the quirklessness the war shigaraki killing him the guilt over so many things #deku on another hand doesnt really have much to tell uraraka that would fit them as there wasn't a moment the war actually involved them tr #truly besides the himiko moment -which would lead to himiko's love for ochako and while this could be used to make her confess #its really... bad honestly considering thats the only thing that relates them -another girl who loves both #there wasn't a moment of him paying special attention to her in a romantic coded way and everything was just... pretty friendly honestly #while the war directly involved katsuki being targeted for being the closest to deku of them all #I makes sense for them to need to talk about this in comparison #what deku as a character needs is to consider why he doesnt see himself as important and why isnt he allowed to accept more for him than #what he got #and I just dont see how this could work with her considering they dont have a real friendship anymore #I cant see neither trying to push the other into being honest about hidden feelings for the other bc... why would they have that?#and why wouldnt they just talk about it before? as I said their arc was really done before the extra #which is why you had to make them lose their friendship and want to talk more from now on -bc if they keep being friends there wouldnt be #any moment that could be ambiguous enough #but with katsuki there are things left unsaid even when keeping in contact that involve each other and their self esteem #meaning they need to work in their communication #with 431 deku “going for” uraraka doesnt come off as “him choosing himself” and “living his life”#bc it was a decision that didnt involve any internal discussion about why he is the way he is #its not framed as him finally choosing for himself or being selfish -he just found her in his way home and wanted to talk more after no con #contact #he is still insecure about his needs and doesnt understand what katsuki means when he talks in such abstract ways #its not like he understood “oh I have to choose someone” or “I have to find my special person” bc he wasn't embarrassed about wanting to t #talk to her -he loves everyone yeah but he wants to talk to her more (they haven't talked to each other in so many years!)

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hauntingblue · 7 months ago

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Jayce telling vi she won't make it on her own.... okay mr. projector...

#viktor just turned his body into the arcane and you dont even know!!! his leg is purple!!!!#im not going to excuse vi for saying the kid knew what he was getting into bc he didn't bc he is a kid (here we have ms. projector)#but telling jayce he has always been complicit of this he just didnt have to see it... yeah exactly.#and like she obviousky regrets the kid dying but it was jayces fault lmao why does he blow up on her??? the name calling got to him #jayce thinking omg he is going to off himself and viktor just trying to hide the evidence of his murder akdhsksj well yes he does want to...#i was wondering why the council was so Flabbergasted about the nation of zaun?? like they dont care and basically dont intervene #in the undercity bc they don't have any interest or profit in there. they don't gain anything at all from there.#so of course when silco asks jayce says sure fuck it. the only thing the council needs from zaun is the gemstone and its not even theirs #it's probably just fear of agression towards piltover as another nation and not something they can control or repress #silcos reaction to cait being wheeled in akdhaksj it sounds like he said 'what' he probably didnt know the girlfriend part... understandable #i forgor about her bringing the platter out... like ofc i didnt forget it but i didnt see it coming there. with bad memory you can be #surprised every time you watch the same show 👍🏻#i haven't cried because well the foruth time is a stretch now to cry but i still got chills at the end with the missile impacting....#and like whay would have happened if cait didn't free herself.... like ofc she would have bc everyone in that room could have killed her #not vi etc etc but she did just leave her so who knows really #anyways the monsters appearing in jinxs vision when vi mentions her past family is so poignant to her change.... they dont have the intended #reaction vi meant.... and silco is trying to shut her up for jinx's sake and look what happened to him. like vi really couldn't understand #her sister now and maybe back then either.... like not to be a silco apologist but it seems like he was the only one who could handle her #maybe im exaggerating but it would have gone wrong either way i think like no matger how much love there is in between them #idk man its so bad. like maybe this could have been avoided but it would have gone wrong in a different way for sure #and this couldn't have been avoided #talking tag #watching arcane #three weeks away still.... what now....

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fun-k-boards · 2 months ago

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Kind of wish people would understand that you can dislike characters actions and they can piss you off but you can still enjoy the show as a whole

#yes this is about yellowjackets 💔 it is not a lack of media literacy to dislike a fictional character because they annoy you #thats just a byproduct of interacting with any kind of fiction #it happens #i hate shauna because she annoys the hell out of me but i understand a lot of her motivations and her situation-#-which makes me understand how complex of a character she is. but that doesnt mean i actually like her #she still annoys me #i just know why she annoys me #and i think a lot of people are too obsessed with the show to actually understand that you can still like it-#-and even like the characters but still dislike and acknowledge when a character does something bad #because the character did something bad #like idk its weird to me that people get so defensive over it #just as characters can do bad things people can dislike characters for doing bad things and still enjoy the narrative at hand #you do not need to instill toxic positivity as a must to interact with fandom #you do not need to jump for joy at every pixel on screen #you can dislike things #hate them even #because everybody dislikes things. everybody hates things. thats just being human.#no show is perfect and the point of the show isnt even to be perfect #which is something people repeat over and over as to why you need to like everything in it (which seems like backwards thinking to me)#people can be complicated and the show (and characters) is complicated #but you can dislike complex things??#i do not understand the narrative people are pushing that you cannot dislike any character because it 'proves' you dont understand nuance-#-and cant handle an 'adult show' like yellowjackets #the argument just reminds me of people who get angry when you criticise the humor in rick and morty #its so 'you need to be an intellectual to understand it'core i fear 💔

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harmoniouseclipse · 8 months ago

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Lisa redesign + headcanons aughfhfhfg I need her so bad (I almost died making this)

#artists on tumblr #genshin impact #lisa minci #genshin edit #my friend said her vibe is giving older sister that's moved out of the house and middle aged #thats what i was going for so mission accomplished 🙏🙏#she would take care of me and play mitski songs in the car i think #also hehehe messy bun from napping all day oewwaahhuh >>>>#oh my gyatt i love her #also. peek her right eye if you havent yet #so insanely obsessed w her having smth to do with Khaenriah or the Abyss oml #I need her to die so bad you dont even understand #i also need to draw her and diluc making out nasty. been yearning for them lately #i love mulitshipping so much gang how can yall be haters when every mond ship is objectively amazing (except for the illegal ones)#ive gotten way off topic sorry for yapping #she prevokes something deep within my soul that can only be soothed by mindless rambling

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salvatoreren · 29 days ago

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LISTEN i love raven but i cannot for the life of me stand edits of her because they always fucking use the scenes where she gets assaulted by slade like HELLO??? talk about tone-deaf and being disgusting in general, why are YOU romanticizing and capitalizing the assault of a minor at the hands of a grown man and at her most vulnerable moments. I DON'T CARE IF SHE LOOKS HOT, SHE PROBABLY DOESN'T CARE ABOUT HOW SHE LOOKS AT THAT TIME AND INSTEAD FIGURING OUT HOW TO GET AWAY FROM SLADE AND STUFF,

IT MAKES ME SICK LIKE YOU'RE TELLING ME, YOU KNOW HOW TO OPERATE GRAPHS, DO COLORINGS AND TWIXTORS AND ANYTHING VISUAL BUT YOU CAN'T TELL THE ABSOLUTE HORROR BEHIND THAT SCENE LIKE THIS IS SURFACE-LEVEL MEDIA LITERACY, TS NOT EVEN SUBTEXT IT'S JUST CONTEXT, WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU????? THIS IS NOT YOUR FAVORITE CHARACTER GETS BEATEN UP SCENE THIS IS ASSAULT AND PRACTICALLY AN ALLUSION TO SEXUAL ASSAULT ITSELF.

five year old me was very uncomfortable with that scene but you, a probably grown person cannot??? EUGHHH I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE...

#i hate raven glazers so bad SHUT UPPP YOU DONT UNDERSTAND HER #i reposted a raven edit mins ago then THAT scene came up and i felt so sick i never unreposted so quick #can ppl please have shame and media literacy tbh why wld u even need it in the first place IT'S SO APPARENT OMGGGG #im afraid it is THAT serious #i refuse to treat tt03 as just a kid's show when it is so much more than that #so fuck you #raven teen titans #teen titans 2003 #2003 teen titans #tt03

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thebigqueer · 5 months ago

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thisis probably rich coming from me cuz im sure im just being hypocritical when i say this but you kno wwhat !!! sometimes i am not open to cues and i need people to spell shit out for me ok!!!! please do not expect me to just imemdiately understand shit if you dont communicate your feelings with me ok!!!! i am so so sos mad!!!!

#first of all my sibling has put me in such a bad mood #i think theyve been angry for a whiel that i dont call them often but i do not think they needed to literally shove me at a mall ok that wa #uncalled for and the fact they called me a bitch. the patience i had needs to be awarded #if you were angry about it you could actually tell me taht????#like in the past theyve been like 'hmph you never call me' which ok fine im bad at calling them but they mostly say it in a joking tone #if you were really angry with it you should have said so at some point and not at the FUCKING MALL!!!! WHILE WE ARE WITH A GUEST!!#second of all now its making me think of my gf and how she literally did nto tell me even for a moment that she was feeling 'no connection'#like how did seh spend the entire second half of spring semester and all of summer telling me she loved me #and then tell me 'i just dont really feel an emotional connection' GIRL???#WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEAN #not only that but soemtiems shed look at me w her puppy eyes but i wouldnt imemdiately know what she wanted #and like it was cute but like girl please im beggging you to jus tTELL ME #I DO NOT UNDERSTAND THINGS IMMEDIATELY I NEED YOU TO LAY THEM OUT FOR ME!!!!#anyway. sorry today has thoroughly pissed me off. i need to go back to my dorm and forget about my family for like a month ok #jesus FUCKING christ #sunny rambles

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skitskatdacat63 · 8 months ago

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For funsies I like to go thru the Habsburg family tree, usually to try and determine who's related to who. I'm still constantly taken aback by how incestous it genuinely is 😭😭 It'll be like, oh hey I feel like I recognize the wife's name!! ....it's the husband's niece, great.

Ik its probably common knowledge but it's still surprising to me how closely related the Bourbons and Habsburgs are despite basically considering each other rivals. Like for Louis XIV and Leopold I, you guys are literally first cousins(I think.)

(Yes this is what I do for fun on weekends, shut up.)

#it bugs me how male centered family trees arw #but trying to make my own �� i understand #luckily the wives are usually closely related so-#though i feel like at least on the austrian side they're a bit more distant?#cause ill click on the wife and i dont recognize her parents so!#but im sure theyre distant cousins lmao #i wanna start off from frederick iii #but i started off from charles v right?#i love how the two marriages of his kids just. literally:#1. first cousins. 2. literal niece and uncle #im looking at this like 😟#i knew it was bad but 😭 getting hit with it early on is so ughhhhhh #if i make a bigger one i need to write down the family relations cause its sooooooooo bad #but the amnt of times ive been like hey wait this name is familar...?#and then i realize ive other written it down on the chart and this guy is in fact marrying his cousin. neat.#my moms like why do you like them so much even tho they're like this #and its like: well its not like i can go back in time and change it 😭 i just try not to think abt it too deeply #kinda funny how the attractiveness kinda does align with how incestous their parents are JDJFKGKGGK #though most of the women are pretty and i feel like Joseph I was a fluke more or less #catie.rambling.txt

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all-thestories-aretrue · 9 months ago

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#path of night podcast #pon meme #i wish i could tell you whats going on in my brain but i dont even know #like. wynn bonding miles to her ensuring her emotional intimacy needs are met #her motivations there #and i cant help but wonder if some of it is because shes bound to him #but like does she still think that he wouldnt look out for her like that???#does she still think he cares so little for her???#she was chosen to punish him he chose her as sheriff #i am STILL thinking about how he came aftrr with the week of nightmares stuff #they are so incapable of communicating sometimes i want to shake them #i want to bonk their heads together until they understand each other #ignore the typo i cant fix it im on mobile #the brainrot is bad today 😬

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themyscirah · 1 year ago

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Started thinking about the Amanda Waller + Ben Turner relationship again.... fuck, I'm gonna need a minute

#I JUST- SHDIAUDJSHDSHEYEYRYRYRY guys. guys #i know none of you see my vision and thats okay. i will make you see my vision. i will force you to see my vision. i will-#like jesus fucking christ oh my god. its so interesting and gives me so many emotions and just!!!#i know im not making sense bc none of my moots are sui sq fans and also like half of the content fucking me up specifically here is in my #head because i cant stop thinking about my absolute power fix it au but like!!!!!!!#also the fact i have a fix it for a comic that isnt out yet is so funny to me. its literally fucking real though. god knows we need it #may my own content carry me through the dark times (extreme villain waller arc)#anyways this fucks me up so bad you dont even know. someday ill actually explain it #dc hire me to write a suicide squad ongoing PLEASE. i could do it so good it would be so fucking good dc PLEASE 😭😭😭😭😭😭#also like this isnt me shipping them btw. like 110% not that. just to clarify.#i wouldnt even call it a friendship bc like. theyre not friends really. he has the most equal dynamic with her i would say but it still isnt #equal. shes v much his boss even though they have an understanding and respect there #like she believes and trusts in him much more than anybody really even himself. like she sees the good man and the leader even when he #doesnt. but she isnt nice about it. and there is a lot of conflict between them when there needs to be #like as much as ben is “wallers man”--the team leader she wanted from the beginning before rick flagg pushed his way in #ben i would say is still a very moral person even when lost and unsure of himself and his goodness (which is like one of his main things)#like i feel like while amanda can lean very into a “the ends justify the means” mindset in her worse moments and do bad things to get #herself out of a corner ben has like a deep and meaningful understanding of how the choices of your methods and how you act can weigh on you #like even though he was brainwashed and whatnot (thats still the story right? i cant remember) he holds a lot of guilt and baggage over his #actions and i think is able to temper amanda's worse tendencies in terms of that by calling her out when he recognizes that behavior #idk. i just really think that amanda waller and the suicide squad as a whole has lost its way without a more moral authority presence there.#like someone who can call her out and keep them more on track. which i really thing ben is and could be #i just very much am interested in their dynamic and how that would look like as equals and how i think they could help each other.#which ofc is what my wip is about and revolves around #blah #sui sq

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ziracona · 2 years ago

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I’m actually I think maybe more mad about the treatment Ethan got in that film. People talking about him like he’s James Bond and I will not stand for it. He’s never disrespected or diminished a female agent and he’s NEVER let a GF die not even in MI2 which was so bad it was retconned (unless I guess you count MI OG?? Like I wouldn’t but). He’s just nice. Benji has played damsel in distress more than anyone in the series. Furious they would even TRY to paint him that way.

#lIKE???? he doesn’t NOT kill the blonde girl because she’s a girl!!! he didn’t kill her because she was incapacitated before being dead and #he’s a good person and he doesn’t finish people off when he doesn’t have to! he thought about it! but he’s a good dude! I HATE them trying #to act like he’s fkn James Bond he is NOT!!!! ahhhh!!!! he just does not love killing he’s nice!!!#the man is not DEACON st JOHN or smth!!! MI one happened and now NOT being his father is 87% of Ethan’s personality that’s IT!!!#‘he always does this w women he thinks they’re all over their heads and need rescuing’ go fuck yourself it’s literally a comedic line in MI #Fallout — THE LAST MOVIE!! that Ilsa goes ‘you don’t understand what you’re involved in.’ and he goes ‘/I/ don’t understand what I’m #involved in??? //I// DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT IM INVOLVED IN??? … what am I involved in?😅’#Ilsa is introduced saving his ass. Julie - a civvie - spends the end of MI 3 killing people and bringing him back to life #and he’s like ‘you did all this? wow. 🥺💙’ Carter and he are parallels. tf you bitches mean did you even watch the show #I just have so much anger rn you cannot say this shit about my little guy #and I know it’s the lesser bad saying it but the narrative was trying to reinforce it #mission impossible dead reckoning #mission impossible dead reckoning spoilers

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jvzebel-x · 2 years ago

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#so i got a message from my sister telling me something rather tragic had happened in our family #on my mom's side. one of my aunties passed away&my little sister let me know.#she also let me know that my mother is taking it really hard&shed probably really like to hear from me.#&its weird bc any sadness i felt about my aunty dying almost completely evaporated upon it becoming a way to guilt me #into talking to my mother-- like i was not almost dead for a long LONG time&she was actively disowning me bc i wasnt sick the right way #after a lifetime of refusing to believe i was sick AT ALL which directly lead to developing cancer she screamed at me in public #that i was lying about before pretending to drive off a cliff&then refusing to pick up her phone until she called me an hour later #after i had been calling not just her but anyone in our family who could possibly check on her to tell me that i never loved her #&i wouldnt have cared if she died&it would have been my fault.#so like. i dont really give a fuck if shes taking a death in the family poorly? like i dont actually fucking care that this-- like literally #everything else-- needs to center my mother's bad feelings. i just fucking dont lmao.#&im really fucking pissed off that i now have to feel like shit bc i dont feel like i properly feel bad #about my family member dying bc IT BECAME ALL ABOUT MY MOTHER IMMEDIATELY.#i do not fucking UNDERSTAND.#i cannot even put into words how this all makes me feel lmao. why. literally fucking why.#the cherry on top? my aunty died of gastric issues. you know. the family curse that i def didnt get so i got to work thru it all #while being called a liar. you know the type of illness that almost killed ME. that might STILL kill me.#but yeah my mom is sad so i should call&make sure to hold her hand like i always fucking did lets just forget an entire lifetime #&esp the last five years thatll be totally cool.#a tragedy happened in the family so fuck all MY tragedies actually i guess.

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vagueconfusion · 2 years ago

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The thing about Homestuck is you reread it and you remeet the Beforus Trolls and you come to the horrifying realization that they are all somehow worse friends then the Alternian Trolls and that is including all the murder

#mituna is no peach but the way cronus and kankri treat him in openbound 2 is. uh. real bad.#no one has bothered to try and understand damara the whole time theyve been there (not even counting the 3 sweeps in game)#(the person shes on the best terms with is rufioh. the guy who cheated on her and then she broke his neck.)#the most decent people are latula and porrim #rufioh seems pretty decent but i feel like its implied that he cheated on damara for quite a while before she found out #also i love meenah but. i mean. shes meenah.#anyways they compel me but with friends like that you definitely dont need enemies. holy shit.#oh. meulin seems decent too.#the way she apparently told horuss to bottle up his rage and ignore is worrying though. like. what shit is she hiding away behind that smile #anyways i have no one to talk to about homestuck so here y'all go

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themarychain · 2 years ago

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attachment disorder go brrr

(uhh tw for tags if anyone cares to read)

#literally why do we as beings experience unrequited love? it’s a waste of love and care and energy. it makes us bitter and angry #and fills us with resentment. Why does my mind/body choose to love someone who doesn’t want it or deserve it??#it makes me want to kill him. I love him but I want to kill him. does this make sense #we understand each other…. He used to want me too and now he just? doesn’t anymore? for no reason?#I can’t understand it #I need to talk to my therapist again cause intrusive thoughts are so bad I can’t even focus #but idk how to even bring this up to her without sounding scary. that I literally fantasize about kidnapping him #I wouldn’t actually ofc - im actually kind of scared of him now after his rejection - but I Want to #like. you don’t get to tell me you want me and then throw me away !!!!! that’s reliving the worst experience of my life!!#and i Don’t accept being unwanted. I dont

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