#not only that but soemtiems shed look at me w her puppy eyes but i wouldnt imemdiately know what she wanted | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

thebigqueer · 1 month ago

Text

thisis probably rich coming from me cuz im sure im just being hypocritical when i say this but you kno wwhat !!! sometimes i am not open to cues and i need people to spell shit out for me ok!!!! please do not expect me to just imemdiately understand shit if you dont communicate your feelings with me ok!!!! i am so so sos mad!!!!

#first of all my sibling has put me in such a bad mood #i think theyve been angry for a whiel that i dont call them often but i do not think they needed to literally shove me at a mall ok that wa #uncalled for and the fact they called me a bitch. the patience i had needs to be awarded #if you were angry about it you could actually tell me taht????#like in the past theyve been like 'hmph you never call me' which ok fine im bad at calling them but they mostly say it in a joking tone #if you were really angry with it you should have said so at some point and not at the FUCKING MALL!!!! WHILE WE ARE WITH A GUEST!!#second of all now its making me think of my gf and how she literally did nto tell me even for a moment that she was feeling 'no connection'#like how did seh spend the entire second half of spring semester and all of summer telling me she loved me #and then tell me 'i just dont really feel an emotional connection' GIRL???#WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEAN #not only that but soemtiems shed look at me w her puppy eyes but i wouldnt imemdiately know what she wanted #and like it was cute but like girl please im beggging you to jus tTELL ME #I DO NOT UNDERSTAND THINGS IMMEDIATELY I NEED YOU TO LAY THEM OUT FOR ME!!!!#anyway. sorry today has thoroughly pissed me off. i need to go back to my dorm and forget about my family for like a month ok #jesus FUCKING christ #sunny rambles

2 notes · View notes