#I need an ugly cry
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i listen to fog lake too much
#falls through the ceiling with a mighty crash hello#it's been what...8 months?#I was too busy w uni and being mentally ill#thank u everyone so much for the tags on all prev posts.. i re-read them oaccasionally 💗#they make me v happy thank u for giving me a moment of ur time#that means so much#anyway! vashwood!!#i hate them so much#i want to eat them#i want to ugly cry#i want an ideal world where they could've had something for a little bit#im eating drywall and pacing around the room in a cold sweat#so trimax-atypical overt intimacy it is#more coming...in maybe another year#It's a big project!#to me. yeah#my dream is to be put in a terrarium for a while#if only u knew how many wips I have w vashwood..#maybe i'll get tired and pile them into one post all unfinished and no less ok for it yk#whatever u r doing doesn't need to be perfect to make someone happy#didn't u experience a positive little zap from my imperfect colored doodle rn?#what a speedrun of a drawing that was#(<spent 10h on it. that's the minimum for anything ever)#hope today is treating you well! so long stranger!#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trimax#trigun#tzarrz
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unfinished work :)
I was gonna draw different face expressions...
#mushroom oasis vn#mushroom oasis fanart#fanart#traditional sketch#Haven't been able to draw much#Currently trying to register for college classes#All the classes I NEED are taken *ugly crying*
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RAAAAAGGHH AAAAARRGRHHHHHH WWWARARARAAAAAGGAG
#team fortress 2#tf2#seventh comic#they named him jeremy willis ??? lolzers#i need to draw scout i need to draw scout i need to draw scout i need to d#I CAN FINALLY D#Hello Hiii :P ???!!!!!#ird snns haaa#more like jeremy willie#HE HAS THE UGLY EIGHTIES WALLPAPER IM CRYING T_TRR#I can feel the blood pumping through my veins#crying screaming throwing up#spy without his mask supremacy
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post-nrc reunion ✨ (context)
#THIS IS THE LAST ONE I SWEAR#also little hc that jamil grew taller than yuusha post-nrc#[—✦-#-✧ my art#-✧ comic#twst art#twisted wonderland#twst#jamil viper#jamil x yuu#twst oc x canon#twst yuu#twst yuusona#(💜) yuusha#(💜) curry noodles#postnrc���#-✦—]#ugly crier yuusha my beloved#i should make her cry more— (gets shot)#ANYWAYS-#i really need to make a ref for this elabrate ah hair that i gave jamil#im getting mad at my own creative choices bc hwat the fuck was i trying to do 😭
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*sicko voice* yesss haha YES
#hoffstrahm#i just wanted an excuse to draw hoffman ugly crying#because god knows it NEEDS to happen#saw franchise#saw#jigsaw#peter strahm#mark hoffman#horror#coffinshipping#agent strahm#detective hoffman#cw blood#cw gore
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Am I the only one who actually prefers the Araj confession from Astarion? I see so many people wax poetic about the “nice, simple plan” scene and how much better it is that I want to wax poetic a little about my favourite.
The first time I played BG3, I didn’t know anything about Astarion’s background and I thought he was a jerk. When I first ran into Araj at Moonrise, I was surprised that he wasn’t interested in biting her, but he gave his reasons and I was like, damn, okay, that sucks but I’m not gonna force him to do anything. He said no, so it’s a no. Then I moved on, and genuinely thought nothing of it.
When he hit me with the Araj confession at camp, when he explained how he felt in front of her and how easy it would have been to just grin and bear it and do as he was told, I started crying. Sometimes I struggle to even put into words the emotions it brought up — not the smallest of which was the realisation that I had had more respect for this video game character that I didn’t even like at the time than a lot of people had ever had for me, a real fucking human being.
So I love absolutely everything about that scene, from the writing to the performance to all the different ways it can play out. I know the other confession is more cute and sweet and romantic, but the Araj one held up a mirror to me and genuinely made me confront myself and change how I approach intimacy. Which is kind of an embarrassing thing to say about a video game romance scene but here I am saying it.
Because if this fucking rude ass pixel boy (affectionate) can learn to be honest about his needs and limits and have them respected, then so can I, goddamnit. And that will always be so much more profound to me than a nice, simple plan that fell apart.
#maybe I just prefer ugly crying to the cute scene idk#I’ve talked about this before but it just hits me in waves sometimes#the way this game has made me feel so seen and valid for trauma I had written off as character development is wild#it’s so much cheaper than therapy but I probably need to go back to therapy lolol#bg3#baldur's gate 3#baldurs gate 3#astarion#astarion ancunin#tw: sa#astarionology
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i know theres not much of a fandom here for the will of the many but ,,,.., i just finished it and.,,,,, im in shambles. life is moving around me and I'm still in shock. I have things to do but i cant even think. what,, am i supposed to do. just go on? pretend im okay with this till the next one comes out??? I FEEL LIKE A ZOMBE. I FEEL LIKE NOTHING MATERS. ALL I FEEL IS-
i dont think ive ever been hit by a book hangover as much as this like wtf even was that /pos HELLO??? CAN ANYONE HEAR ME??? LKSJFLSKJBFLKSJBFLKSBFK:BSF:KBSF:KJBHSF:KJ
#the only way forward is to live in a state of denial#i need someone to talk to abt it but every time i even think too hard i start to shake like a wet dog#please please if you come across this in the void somehow and havent read it PLEASE give it a shot#actually pro tip- dont fucking do that#the will of the many#james islington#already read the one and only fic thank you for your service 🙏#I wanna chat spoilers but honestly i dont even know where to start#if [redacted] doesn't come back its on sight#give me my scrungle or give me death#when i tell you i was ugly crying its an understatement.#SPEAKING OF#[redacted]/vis would have been cannon if the author wasn't such a- [GUNSHOTS] (/lh)#hi hello its been a day but im back bc i cant stop thinking about this#“im going to make sure you burn for this” okay and im just supposed to be okay?? after all that??? IM JUST SUPOSED TO MOVE ON?????
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Bang Chan .:. My Pace MCountdown [180823]
#chan#bang chan#stray kids#skz#cb97net#createskz#*gifs#*m#the thing is... he literally has NO screen time on this stage i hate mcd <3#but i call this. making it work#this is because today is a special occasion ................ ; __ ;#big special day in li history...#my heart is beating so fast i dont know what to do ........#im gonna cry ngl ...#he's really mine huh#thats insane.. thats crazt#throws up...#um!#this is ugly but <3#i had to... i really needed to gif this stage huhu...#my babie... my beanie baby...:(((((((
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lollapalooza seungcheol ill never forget u pls come back home to me
#just started ugly crying and sobbing over him not being my boyfriend and not even knowing my existence#i need him so bad#he's literally perfect#seventeen#seventeen ot13#seventeen scoups#seventeen seungcheol#my boyfriend pls#Seungcheol#Choi Seungcheol#choi seungcheol smut#scoups smut
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MELLOHIIZZ!!! DRAW ANOTHER ODYSSEY DUO AND MY LIFE!!! IS YOURS!!! /REF anyways odyssey duo has me in a chokehold i love them so much oh my god
hello i am so ill about them
#unstable universe#unstableverse#parrotx2#wifies#im not normal#odyssey duo#was planning on rendering this but well see#ugly crying please never separate them#also yall just selling me your souls at this point you need to calm down i dont need those/j#and i agree they have me in such a tight chokehold i cant live without thinking about them every moment of my life#☆ my art .#☆ request .
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one thing that the (four oldest) gallagher’s have in common is that they’re all ugly criers. love that
#if only the writing for carl and liam was better then i could say this applies to all six#but idk#and also the ugly crying is literally just because the actors/actresses are insanely talented and are able to portray raw emotion#shameless#fiona gallagher#lip gallagher#ian gallagher#debbie gallagher#no idea what this is i just need smth to post LMAO
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But you are, my love, the astronaut Flying in the face of science I will gladly stay an afterthought Just bring back some nice reminders Yes! You are, my love, the astronaut Crashing in the name of science Just my luck, they sent your upper half It's a very nice reminder
—Astronaut by Amanda Palmer
#*crying* and can you see the means without the ends#in the random frantic action that we take#the Wukong - MK - Macaque 3 way foil fucking kills me dude#whatever#why didn't he just stop. right here? he was already so much stronger than anyone ever needed to be#*ugly sobbing*#lmk#lego monkie kid#lmk edit#lmk MK#lmk Macaque#lmk SWK#my edits#shadowpeach#yes the last one is about wukong's lack of freedom what of it#also I don't think I need to specify this but I hope no one thinks this is me shipping MK & Wukong lol#cause it's not#Really this is just part of my queer platonic shadowpeach agenda
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Originally, Bruce and Dick slept in the same bed.
I like to twist this around: Bruce, being a young parent, was VERY protective and worried about his boy who wants to go fight criminals with him, and it translated into him refusing to let Dick leave his side after difficult nights. Dick is hurt? He is sleeping in Bruce's bed. Dick isn't hurt but it was a close call? He is sleeping in Bruce's bed. Bruce just got scared but Dick was fine? He is sleeping in Bruce's bed. Dick is scared? He is sleeping in Bruce's bed. Of course, this led to Dick also refusing to leave Bruce's side when Bruce gets hurt or could have been hurt, so he also sleeps in Bruce's bed on these nights. And, as he grew up in a circus, always moving around, he is used to sleeping in his parents' arms or very close by, so it's normal for him.
So, Dick is often sleeping in Bruce's bed, cuddled up to Bruce. And as he grows up, he sleeps less and less in Bruce's arms, and he supports less and less Bruce's suffocating anxiety. Finally, he stops completely.
Some events make him wants to crawl back in his dad's bed (his multiple SA, the destruction of Bludhaven, the multiple times he thought Bruce died, etc...), but he never dares to. He is an adult now, and he fears Bruce would have a problem with it. Bruce is also not that welcoming toward physical affection since Jason's death (something Cass fixes, but that's another story). So, Dick doesn’t, even when he craves to.
Until Bruce is send back in time and believed dead. When he comes back, Dick just cannot stop himself, he needs to hold his dad, and he is so afraid Bruce will dissappear if he isn't touching him. He is holding him all evening long, and when it's time for bed, Bruce wordlessly goes to sleep holding Dick with one arm, the other around Tim. (Damian isn't close enough to Bruce yet to dare come sleep with them, Cass is in Hong-Kong, but she is jumping on a plane and will join the sleep-cuddle pile, Jason isn't back in the batfam yet but the possibility of losing Bruce scared him so bad, he is going to start to make efforts to not be on bad terms with them)
#bruce wayne#batman#dick grayson#robin#nightwing#batfam#dc comics#my ramblings#Jason also needed to sleep with Bruce anytime Bruce got hurt because it reminded him of his mom#and he was scared Bruce would die if he looked away#but Bruce had calmed down after his fight with Dick and wasn't making Jason sleep with him anytime he got scared#Bruce is a good dad but that doesn't mean he is perfect he is flawed#and I believed his fight with Dick is inevitable and important for both their character development#anyway about Cass she is very touch starve in Batgirl and JUST WANT A HUG FROM HER DAD like all her life she just wanted to be hugged#but only ever got training and violence growing up#so the moment Bruce shows her he will give her affection and hugs? she is hugging that man so much#and because she reads people so easily she knows he loves it and never hesitates to just jump on him for a hug#Let's go back to Jason he has a breakdown after battle for the cowl because he realizes his dad is GONE#when he sees Bruce again he is ugly crying behind the hood and he punches him to see if he's real#then he runs away because he isn’t ready to face his feelings#okay I need to stop talking about my batman canon#Dick as a kid: *scraps his knee* Bruce: *refusing to let go of him* What if it gets infected and HE DIES?!
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glasses storchie...
#signalis#i know their big ass hands aren't picking up normal papers comfortably#same as their eyes. in some facility there is one storch who requested glasses to read text more comfortably#HELLOOOO MORE STORCHIE ILLNESS#i Need them#stupid sexy glasses on their handsome scowling face.....#as a glasses wearer glasses are a normal thing to me#but on storchies? falke help me. im dropping to my knees and ugly crying for them#im that image with the person gripping their thigh so hard it gets bloody rn#that's how bad i need storchies. and stars actually im so fucking ill for them too#could talk about hours about storchies and stars [redacted] [redacted] ▒▓▓mmndg▒▓ghgg 2▓▒▓179hjeas▒h1▒3kjA▒▒▓UUUG▓H▒HHH#signalis storch#storch signalis#signalis stcr#stcr signalis#stcr#signalis fanart#my art
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Why is the Shiu cheating and the Shiu angst and the Shiu anger so big...
and the Shiu comfort and the Shiu fluff and the Shiu down on his knees holding your hands in his, staring up into your eyes and telling you everything is going to be okay and that you're strong enough to get through this so smol?
In desperate need of comfort Shiu 🥺
#someone hear my prayers 🙏#i need to ugly cry into his suit jacket#i need him to tease me for getting snot on his sleeve but not be mad#i need him to stick me in a bath tub and sit by the edge#oh god...do you think he would...sing? like just hum a little song? 😭😭😭#shiu kong#jjk shiu#kong shiu#shiu x reader#shiu x you#shiu x y/n
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reading a book named "the sunshine court" shouldn't have made me cry so hard and loud and ugly that I couldn't even read the screen of my stupid e-reader anymore yet here we are
#Like seriously#I'm not okay#I cried so hard my eyes are still swollen#What the fuck man#Jean moreau I need you to come here and let me cradle your face and tell you everything will be okay#Man I'm#HOW did this destroy me so bad#I just finished reading the first three books and wasn't even sure if I wanted to start the fourth yet#Not bc i didn't love the first three#but because I loved them so much I felt I wasn't ready for anyone to tell me smth about this stickball Yakuza universe who isn't neil josten#I didn't cry once during the first three books even though some stuff had me staring frozen at the words for some endless seconds#But Jean moreau broke me#Sunshine court my ass#Anyway that book was so good I'm#I don't know what to do with my life rn#Should I just read it again#Do some more ugly crying#Also guys#Coach wymack????#I want him to be my dad#These books is2g#Recovering will take a while#aftg#all for the game#the foxhole court#the raven king#the king's men#the sunshine court#nora sakavic
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