#I need a me only vacation lol
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Blogging to update on IRL stuff ✨
I might not be on Tumblr (much) for the next couple of weeks as a lot is happening atm.
I have a week and half (until the 25th, really) to finish my finals and crunch any assignments I’ve got left before I take off on vacation!!! 🤗 I’m so excited. I really miss home.
I’ll be gone on vacation between June 26th - July 9th.
June 28-30, I’ll be off the radar as that is my birthday week in the mountains. I 100% expect crappy reception (rip). Hopefully, nature will inspire writing ideas.
When I come back July 9th - expect lots of writing. I’ll be out of school until August 26th, so I’m going to make the most of the two months I have free to goof and go wild 😭🫶✨
#miscellaneous#irl blog update#lots happening this month#i procrastinate too much#I don't like nature but my folks already spent the doe and I can't take it back 🥲 rip#I need a me only vacation lol#maybe next time i’ll plan a solo trip for me myself and I to Disneyworld#two months off of school save me#vacation time save me#birthday time save me#pray for me my gpa and my brain cells#I need to hug therapy kittens catzai and catchuu for inspiration
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TBH the best case scenarios in my mind for Fit's lore ending on Thursday are either:
Madagio has mercy. They know what it's like to lose everyone they love, and seeing what's happening on Quesadilla Island is just a reminder of everything they loved and lost. Madagio releases Fit, and he reunites with Pac e Mike and Richarlyson, and they're all able to leave Quesadilla Island.
Or:
Madagio and Fit destroy the Federation together. Fit goes full 2B2T mode and there's nothing left of the Federation once they're finished. Madagio and Fit finally have their revenge. (And then maybe Fit can reunite with Pac + all his loved ones and they escape the Island, or reclaim the island for their own since the Federation no longer has any power over them).
Bonus: A very unlikely but "Wouldn't it be fun?" scenario would be Pac and Mike flying down on a fully-grown dragon Richas and rescuing Fit from Vacuus Island and they fly away and live happily ever after.
#i talk#qsmp talk#Genuinely need a vacation after the past two weeks (or however long it's been)#I keep seeing people say ''the best case scenario is Fit dying lol'' and I clearly care WAY too much because seeing that made me legit mad#Did my whole ''lmao ok let's calm down and take a walk'' and went out for a few hours only to come back and be like#''no actually I'm still mad. This entire situation sucks.''#I think this will probably be the last mcyt type series I let myself get invested in. I'm so exhausted of being disappointed#and the constant angst the fandom churns out#I wanna be able to love things without getting burned#I've got enough things to be sad over irl I don't want my escapism series making me sad too#Worst case scenario for me is Fit dying or him getting trapped in 2b2t again#and/or him saying q!Pac is dead#I'll be honest: CCs killing off their character feels like a betrayal to the people who have spent so much time loving them#and like yeah there probably ARE ways to do it well#but it's like. why would you choose that option there are so many better options#negative#idk man I'm just frustrated by this whole thing#all the untagged suicide jokes are making me frustrated too
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it's like. everything happens so much. it's all happening right now but at the same time nothing is happening whatsoever. it's a liminal space of an existence. it's slowly crushing me under the weight but when I look up there's nothing actually bearing down on me. there shouldn't be any weight. something is wrong but nothing has happened. I'm simultaneously overwhelmed and utterly bored. nothing is happening and maybe that's the everything that's happening. maybe the everything is the nothing. we aren't there yet but it's all so imminent. either everything is going to crash down or nothing is. I'm just waiting to figure out which.
#I refuse to be upset at anyone. I have so much love in my heart#but I'm going to pack formal clothes for my sister in my own bag just in case. she doesn't need to know that.#you couldn't pay me to care or to stop caring. it's cognitive dissonance#because I know this won't always affect me but it's my whole world right now#I say I don't care and I mean it but at the same time I care more than anything else#it's actually almost scary how much I relate to dark alley#not in a ''I'm in a mentally dark or dangerous place'' way but in a ''yeah I compare myself to others too much'' way#and then I try to make excuses so it can make sense to other people so they won't think the worst of me#like literally I'm trying not to think about fall but it's right around the corner and I'm. falling into it I guess#pun intended of course. I don't want to lose all my friends#I want to be one of the kids who gets invited to people's houses for lunch after church and I know I never will be#because that's the kind of thing that's only for the kids who are going someplace. not the ones who stay#I'm feeling very selfish and it's probably bc I'm tired lol this happens sometimes#I'm gonna make dinner for my family and then I'll feel better skskskskk#Lu rambles#sometimes I think I could write poetry#I feel like once my vacation is actually imminent I'll feel better I just haaate the point we're at right now#which is like. it's SOON but not THAT SOON so I feel like I can't do anything bc I'm just waiting for things to get going :/
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I am cackling at the fact that I've written "poor Abel" so much that it's an actual tag with a fair amount of posts on my blog LOL
I really do torture that poor man too much.
#random rambles#abel#poor abel#PFFFF#this man needs a vacation from me#every time I try to comfort him I throw something at him lol#I think the only purely fluffy thing I've written for Abel is when he was cuddling Link as a baby#the scene that Oma drew <3#oh and maybe when he finds out Til is getting better while he's at the Domain#speaking of which I need to remember that Chronicles of the Domain exists and play with it once in a while lol
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got less than two hours of sleep (thank you insomnia), expected to start work at my client's workplace (20min commute) then got a last-minute text to come to his house instead (1.5 hours commute) which meant i had to rush like woah to only be half an hour late (hate hate hate rushing in the mornings), lost the piercing ball of my septum and now have to sit in a dark silent room making sure he keeps breathing cause he had another episode. without me falling asleep. happy new year what a fucking start
#mona rambles#*mine#can only get better right. RIGHT#god the sleep issues are fucking me up tho it just#I woke up shaking with nausea I'm basically constantly on anti nausea meds when working cause i can't SLEEP#and apparently my body's response to that is 'lol wouldn't it be funny if we felt like throwing up about it?'#well. anyway. gonna be reading a lot of fic today i guess benafflecksmoking.jpg#wow my autocorrect now automatically suggests that when i so much as type ben#i think i need a vacation
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#i am at my fucking limit lol#i need to leave this fucking town and this fucking state the very second i can nail down both a car and a remote job#the fucking ''''affordable'''' housing company i rent from has once again opted to start harassing us#and we're once again gonna have to be in a fucking fight with landlords who think that we're making too much money to live in a $1200 apt#and want us to pay $2000 a month for this rathole we live in despite taxes and deductions literally absorbing a quarter of our earnings#so they want to absorb half of what we have left when ive yet to be able to even afford a car that isn't a fucking beater destined for scrap#at least not without using p much all of my current life savings in the process#so we have to instead get around by buses that refuse to actually show up take us on huge detours for no reason have lead feet that-#-exacerbate my chronic pain and - oh! how could i forget? is also horrifically mismanaged to the point where they're now canceling entire-#-bus routes including the one i take to work and ALSO GOES TO THE AIRPORT lol#and nothing will fucking change about the highway robbery rent hikes bc the entire state legislature is filled with and bought by-#-landlords NIMBYs and property management firms.#that's not even getting into the fact that ive got too many traumatic memories too many enemies and not enough good things to show for it#the only thing I've got in this fucking town is my partner bc not even our home can be considered safe anymore.#i want to take them and the home we dream of and get the fuck out bc i can't keep doing this shit#and i can't even fucking talk to them about this bc they need me to be the strong one for once#im so tired. i feel like im in danger even though i know we'd be able to tank the hit to our finances. but i would like to escape.#i know of a city in ny where our $1200 rent is considered the norm. there's also so much more to do within reach that isn't just. drinking.#i wanna go there. i may have had a desire to live there since our vacation there this past March.#but for now im stuck here dreaming of the future and fighting off desperation and despair in the present#this breakdown brought to you by: the bus purposely avoiding my stop this morning after learning my landlord wants to ruin us again#vent
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I know Off and Gun are two completely different people and they are pretty much nothing alike personality wise etc etc BUT IF OFF DOESN’T START GIVING US SLUTTY VACATION PICTURES LIKE GUN DOES (ALL THE TIME LMAO) IM GOING TO LOSE MY SHIT. I’ve been waiting for Off to slide into his obscene era for years but Gun did it instead. I just need one picture where Off is dripping wet on the beach while he wears white trunks that are a little too low on his hips 👀
yeah off & gun are two different types of slutty lmao 😂 gun serves us his stomach & itty bitty waist on the regular (AS HE SHOULD!!!) while off is more about occasionally wearing slutty ass shorts showing his gorgeous gorgeous legs & posing with his ass in the air (seriously, this man be throwing it back on the regular it's ridiculous 🥵) or now he's been serving CHEST more often, & we even got his back in his latest magazine photoshoot 😌 THAT BEING SAID!!! I absolutely 10000000000% see your vision anon, and in fact I support your vision 💅 I just know one day off will post a shirtless pic somewhere, might be on the beach, might be in his house, idc, and it will be the ULTIMATE cultural reset. hell, it'll probably create world peace or some shit. it shall be absolutely glorious 🤭👀
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#answers#offgun#off jumpol#gun atthaphan#nah bro gun has been SLAYING the vacation content like#not only is he getting a free trip to the maldives to promote a luxury hotel but the pics he's getting from it are fire SLAY#as for off... TO SERVE US VACATION CONTENT HE'D NEED TIME OFF TO HAVE A VACATION IN THE FIRST PLACE 😡#man has had like a month of vacation over the last 4 years smh stop the jumpol exploitation#I'm still so mad I didn't get to see my offtay switzerland trip bc off's work schedule was changed but also I think it was for not me so...#WORTH IT LOL
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gods fuckin. just remembered my luggage ripped on my last flight and I have another flight in 2 weeks akkdkfg
#ok i ordered a new duffel bag it should arrive in time#my previous rei membership really came in handy i get free shipping they had one on sale for $35#my old one lasted well over a decade and i hope this one lasts similarly 🤞#if it doesn't arrive on time my trip is only a few days i can squeeze things into my backpack if need me#i really. hope i don't need to do that tho lol#okay NOW we start Money Saving Mode!!! hopefully that was the last nonfood Purchase for the month#cause i wanna be able to spend money on vacation without worrying
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it's a good thing I like my apartment because the second this thing has a plant in it I'm never moving again
#The aloe is going in there#But if the monstera gets big enough I'll reconsider#The pot and soil and dollie materials were all free thank god#Even the aloe was free way back when#Only thing that cost me money was the metal serving plate for drainage and I got that at value village lol#Anyways if I have to move after this I'm fucked#Plant dad in action#nottrek#Also ignore how shit that other plant looks#It pretty much died when I went on vacation and I've been trying to revive it for 2 months#Somehow it still had new growth so I'm very distantly optimistic#Hopefully when summer comes around being on the balcony will bring it back it's too dry in here#Hmm#I may need a second set of hands to repot this aloe now that I think of it#Stay tuned
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i just spent more money than i make in a month to buy plane tickets for my spouse and kid to go back to japan for 2 months this summer while i will not be joining them because i don't have the time off, and i am officially in "how the fuck is this fair" territory with life right now not gonna lie lmao I AM FEELING SORRY FOR MYSELF AND JUST NEED TO BE BITCHY ABOUT IT ON MAIN
#yes of course my spouse should go home#yes of course my daughter should go see her grandmother#and get the japanese immersion#but jesus christ i am the only person working in this family lol#and i am nooooooooooot built for this level of generosity#it just makes me mad LOL#i don't even have 2 full weeks of vacation time#because ~*~capitalism~*~#and that is all i earn in a year#OKAY I AM DONE I SWEAR#i just needed to be cranky#i hope they have a lovely time#as i continue to plod along as i always do#keeping a roof over our heads#and insurance for everyone
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okay i think i have a game plan. this is good i'm feeling good about this.
#0.txt#school thing might work out really well actually#the only thing is they only take fall admissions so i need to figure out if there is something#viable to do between now and fall of 2024. preferably even take classes and forward those credits but idk if its feasible. will ask#if not ig i'll just do some traveling??? or some sort of vacation lmaoo#i also obviously need to get admitted first LMAO#on the other end my mom is trying to get me to consider super top schools like mit or carnegie mellon#bc to be frank i do have a shot. but i really. don't want to move lmao like i love this area i have a fucking house here#i don't want to have to deal with selling all that to what. pay rent on the east coast. the school i am targeting also is still very good#and if they require me to take the gre i'm absolutely out lol#also i'm not going so much for the degree but for this specific lab that focuses on AR/VR and just general networking#ofc you can find that kind of shit elsewhere as well but isn't it so nice and convenient that it's HERE#anyways. we're so back babes
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#also I had a stalker on vacation but my parents only made me get out of the water#told me about it and pointed the guy ou#and then did nothing about it while we were all in the same cruise ship for a few more days#I put my clothes back on and tried to be a scarecrow the whole rest of the day#I don’t think they reported it to anyone or talked to the guys family or anything#but I saw him on and off for the rest of the week and just had to make sure I was never alone#anyway#I need to get back to work#this has turned into traumadumping and that’s not healthy for me or you#I’ll leave this up bc I clearly had a reason to write it but I’m stopping it here#no more trauma posting today katie#shh katie#(I should mention he was around before the water time it’s just that’s when he was trying to make a move and I didn’t notice bc I was#obviously playing around in the water lol)
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another exam tomorrow lol i won't be suprised if i fail this one too but i'm just gonna study some more and pray for those fucking 40% so i can pass and be done with it for good
#i hate this shit#i need summer vacation NOW#i literally cant do this anymore lol#the only think that keeps me going atp is that rammstein concert in july lol#i overuse lol
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keep saying i don't want 2 work another retail xmas but canNOT 4 the life of me make myself finish my goddamn fucking job applications !!!!!! death & dying & despair etc. etc.
#i dont dislike the application process for gc jobs on principle BUT#it does not mesh well w/ my difficulties re: starting & finishing tasks#but like i understand why u cant just send in a resume n hit done#NOT that there are many IT listings up atm...... and ill apply 4 clerical/admin stuff too#but an IT-1 STARTS a good $10k a year higher than a CR-5 soooooo :///#which is whatever its fine money isnt everything!! ill gladly make less if it means not hating my job!!!#but i also wanna. u know. LIVE. move out of my parents house. buy brand name snacks occasionally. maybe -gasp- go on a vacation#(not 2 say i dont make an attempt at travel now but thats with very finite savings that are def only going down not up)#also extremely frustrating 2 me the emphasis put on having a degree that completely locks me out of certain job categories#like. yes. there are for sure some where having the bg knowledge is important eg. an AU (auditor/accountant) or MA (methodologist)#and there are certain skills a degree (in theory) provides eg critical thinking research etc.#but not all of us have $40k+ to get tge fancy piece of paper saying we have those things. and u can have those skills w/o a degree#and smth like an EC which needs a degree in economics sociology or statistics is so arbitrary#and maybe not necessarily actually based in the majority of work done by the majority of positions in that category#ANYWAYS not me being bitter abt education standards YET AGAIN lol#idek if i could go to uni even if i could afford it. even tho i have 2 college diplomas id probably have 2 redo my grade 12 english 😶🌫️#also if money were no object id probably go for like. film studies or smth lol not sociology#tho. ngl. if i had the willpower and determination 4 smth so rigorous (i 100% dont) accounting does seem. interesting asdffhkkfdghh#ANYWAYS pt. 2 all this 2 say this is why i instead spent $10k+ on the only possible 2 yr diploma#that can still get u in2 the higher paying public service jobs. even tho ive discovered i Dont Particularly Care for programming. :(#thats an understatement actually i was actively in hell for like 80% of that program and the remaining 20% mostly wasnt coding
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sorry i haven't been super active lately, i've been reading a lot and turns out the pretty little liars books are addicting
#im going on vacation in 2!!!! days so i'll either be really active or not at all we'll see#giving two asl presentations on tuesday im Nervous but excited!!!#and i went bookshopping today to stock up for vacation and there's a bookstore and hour away where everything#is $1 and they have movies and cds too and i got like half the pll series#bc i only owned the first 4 but i skipped book 7#so i can only take 5 and 6 with me and I'll probs finish those on the drive uppp#i'll see if we can stop by a bookstore sometime AND im rlly excited bc we're going to ohio#(who tf vacations in ohio) and the library has a GIFT SHOP im excited#AND THE WEATHER IS GOING TO BE MID 80S THE WHOLE TIME AND WHERE I LIVE WILL BE TRIPLE DIGITS#IM SO EXCITED FOR MID 80S IM EVEN PACKING A SWEATER#i..... need to pack#i have one day to pack and usually i pack days in advance but not this time lol#anywho. sorry for the rambles i am just talkative rn#;malls;
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Every time I read a fic in which a character is going out of town and needs someone to water their plants every day I'm like... tell me you've never kept a plant alive without telling me you've never kept a plant alive.
Like y'all, outside plants might need daily water but if you're watering your indoor potted plants every day they're going to get root rot and die.
#some might need daily misting i guess? maybe?#but probably not#idk i only keep heartier plants and i only water them maybe once a week#so if i go on vacation i just water them all ahead of time and don't worry about it#I've only had one plant die on me in the last 7 years#I've had my spider plant for 13 years#so not overwatering is actually helpful lol#the plants i can't keep alive are for sure ones that need more moisture#but every day watering would still be bad
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