#i think i need a vacation
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got less than two hours of sleep (thank you insomnia), expected to start work at my client's workplace (20min commute) then got a last-minute text to come to his house instead (1.5 hours commute) which meant i had to rush like woah to only be half an hour late (hate hate hate rushing in the mornings), lost the piercing ball of my septum and now have to sit in a dark silent room making sure he keeps breathing cause he had another episode. without me falling asleep. happy new year what a fucking start
#mona rambles#*mine#can only get better right. RIGHT#god the sleep issues are fucking me up tho it just#I woke up shaking with nausea I'm basically constantly on anti nausea meds when working cause i can't SLEEP#and apparently my body's response to that is 'lol wouldn't it be funny if we felt like throwing up about it?'#well. anyway. gonna be reading a lot of fic today i guess benafflecksmoking.jpg#wow my autocorrect now automatically suggests that when i so much as type ben#i think i need a vacation
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yesterday i felt the sun warming up my face for the first time in months and some song from un verano sin ti came on and if the feeling that overcame me in that moment had not occurred during my morning drive to work (while i was running late) i would have stopped everything to write five more chapters of Sky Full of Stars right then and there FUCK
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I had a disturbing dream last night...
(tw animal harm and distressing mental illness description under cut)
A bit of background before we get into it, I work at an animal shelter. I think this may be a sign that my job is stressing me out too much...
In the dream, the animal shelter I work at was only an animal shelter in name.
In truth, it housed men, most of whom were under the impression that they were dogs. Not in a furry or sexual-play way either, but genuinely believing that they were canines and acting the part.
I work at the front desk. I was the only employee left. It was after dark and I was locking the front doors when the power went out. I waited for the power to start back up. What felt like 10 minutes later and there was nothing, no sign of electricity.
And I realized I would have to go check the circuit breaker. Which was located past the kennels.
The kennels of the shelter irl are made of concrete and chainlink to avoid fights and properly give the dogs their own little rooms.
The kennel in this nightmare was a giant room filled with wire crates that formed a maze, and each one contained a naked man, ranging in age from late teens to 60's.
I took my flashlight and started to navigate the maze. The streetlights were flickering outside, so they only helped a little and did nothing to assuage my anxiety as I walked. I tried so hard, so damn hard not to look at the crates. But the men would leap at the doors, barking like enraged dogs, and trying to claw their way through to me. At one point, I walked past one that held a young man around my age who was sitting against the wall, hugging his knees. He looked up at me with huge eyes and smiled in a way that shouldn't have been considered unfriendly, but something in his eyes--it felt like malice--made me look away.
As I got nearer to the circuit breaker, I passed by one crate that had a man on all fours inside and something underneath him caught my eye: Tied around this man's waist was a leash and attached to the other end of the leash was a live Yorkie, trembling and emaciated.
"They did this..." I inhaled sharply when the man spoke in a pleading voice. "They did this to my dog... Please..."
What else could I do but speedwalk away.
And as I left him behind, he started yelling for me to come back. It was accompanied by sharp snapping of bones and screaming from the Yorkie. I couldn't see what was happening and I didn't want to.
Right as I shined my flashlight on the circuit breaker, I woke up.
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Yonko in need of a break. Just for 2 minutes. Then it's back to carrying the weight of the world on his shoulders.
#one piece#shuggy#buggy#shanks#buggy the clown#red haired shanks#channeling my need for a real fucking vacation with this one I think
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Trolling aside, i think there is some great importance as to why Gege chose this specific manner of panelling for the Yuji-Sukuna confrontation in JJK 264. We can't help but think that Gege's trying to show us some sort of a parallel between Gojo and Sukuna in this situation.
In JJK, there's this interesting notion of one's decision to go "North" or "South" as explained by Nanami during Gojo's death Flashback:
And we all know, that chapter of Gojo's death is titled as "Go South", which highly implies that Gojo chose to stay as who he was, as opposed to starting as something completely anew.
Now the interesting point in the Yuuji-Sukuna confrontation is that apparently...
....the destination for the supposed train within Yuuji's domain...is "North".
Which means that Yuuji's taking Sukuna towards the North.......
They're heading towards the North.....do you guys understand what that means?? For BOTH of them??? Q C Q
#why am i suddenly getting the feeling that both Yuuji and Sukuna are going to die together#and Yuuji's grandpa's whole shibangle of “Yuuji make sure you don't die alone” BRO do you UNDERSTAND??#also WHY is YUUJI looking SO happy like all cheery and happy like they're a bunch of friends boarding the train going on a friggin#vacation???#he's all specific bout it too like wdym “ Come on Let's go! Sukuna!” WHAT??#also does Yuuji REALISE that the one he's being all casual and shiet with the KING of CURSES is his last remaining FAMILY??#The only one he could call as “his own” ????? BRO WHY'S THIS ALL HITTING ME ALL AT ONCE--#my heart is </3 ing the more i'm thinking about it i need a few more chapters before i could fully articulate my thoughts well but the#IMPLICATIONS here man i'm just...MAN#sukuna#ryomen sukuna#yuuji#itadori#yuji#jjk#jjk 264#jjk leaks#spoilers#jujutsu kaisen#king of curses#my thoughts#ooc
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Beach fun! 🏖️☀️
#destiel#dean Winchester#castiel#destiel fanart#Destiel art#spn fanart#spnfanart#wiggleart#needed a small break from the emotional pride month posts haha#mostly my vacation is in less than a month and I kept thinking about it and I haven’t really drawn them on the beach yet this season!#and sometimes they come strolling on up to my sleeve and demand they have their mandatory beach time#so I can’t deny them that lmao
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I started reading Dungeon Meshi last week, became instantly charmed and captivated, and blitzed through the entire manga in 4 days (and changed my profile picture about it). With that in mind, I would just like to say...
I love your dungeon meshi art so so much
CHILCHUCK!!!!!!!!
Thank you kindly! I love Dungeon Meshi a lot, so I'm happy to see so many people get into it for the first time.
CHILCHUCK!!!
#ask#dungeon meshi#chilchuck tims#I feel like chilchuck was overlooked in the pre-anime fandom a lot (which sucked as an OG chilchuck fan).#So I am thrilled by how much love he has been getting. He is a great character and so much fun to draw.#Great comedic straight man while also having some really hard hitting emotional moments.#I think he needs a union mandated vacation after this dungeon expedition -and a drink with an umbrella in it.#Veering off topic for a moment:#I started drawing this at the same time as the Dragon comic (I had chilchuck brainrot)#and since then two of my dungeon meshi comics have hit over 10k notes. Which is bonkers!#A year ago I was getting hyped over a post reaching past 100 notes...I never thought I'd be here. Thank you for all the love and support.#I may have started as a MDZS blog but drawing for Dungeon Meshi has had a huge impact on me *and* my art.#This Chilled Chuck is thus a mini celebration for a incredible milestone B*)#I'll keep my weekly dungeon meshi posts going until the season ends so please keep looking forwards to it!
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I know Jack and Maddie's relationship in canon is probably MEANT to be seen--depending on the episode--as a pretty bog-standard, 2000s-era "idiot big dad and exasperated, smart wife who puts up with him" trope.
BUT
my personal favorite interpretation is that BOTH are equally genius engineers who are also equally on the autistic spectrum, with a specific hyperfixation on ghosts and mad science.
The main difference is that Maddie has siblings and female social expectations, so she had to learn how to mask in ways that are seen as sociable and polite and attractive and "smart." When she does bumble major social cues (such as not recognizing Vlad's flirting until Danny points it out decades later, or humiliating her kids by showing up in a hazmat suit at school), it feels more "socially acceptable" from her.
She genuinely loves Jack because he could not care less about her being Feminine or Socially Acceptable. He just wants to shout with her about ghosts! So the nanosecond she's around him she can yank the mask off and go chasing spirits with a toaster turned into a machine gun.
#danny phantom#jack fenton#maddie fenton#leif babbles#i honestly could go on for pages about this but I'll stop myself lol#like i don't think she meant to shun Vlad in the hospital for decades; i think she genuinely forgor that it's a social expectation to visit#and she didn't 'reject' him so much as not notice him flirting for all of college#she gets irritated at Jack for forgetting their anniversary because that was SCHEDULED and PLANNED and now it's CHANGED#she can't cook non-sentient food; she forgets to decontaminate; she doesn't bring a phone on vacation because her bag is full of Ghost Stuf#and she most definitely doesn't understand her kids' social needs and emotions#but goddamn it she loves her husband and family
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recovering whumpees with:
a black eye and accompanying bruise that covers nearly half their face.
a split lip that keeps reopening and is impossible to keep bandaged.
a lacerated eyebrow, drawing attention to the wound with every slight change of facial expression.
a distinctive limp that has gotten so bad that co-workers or family members have started to tease them for it, because they don't know the true source of the original injury.
a chronic flinch when someone near them moves into their space unexpectedly or too quickly.
deep purple bruises on their back, from being hit repeatedly with the same blunt object on the same spot.
choke-marks and fingerprint shaped bruises around their neck that they try to hide under a scarf or high-neck sweater.
a broken bone that can't be kept in a sling or cast, which they unconsciously cradle when they think no one is watching them.
dizzy spells that rise up and cloud their vision because they still can't bring themself to eat normal meals after what happened.
nightmares of being trapped in the moment where everything went so horribly wrong, and daydreams of going back to that moment and being the perpetrator instead of the victim.
#whump#hurt/comfort#wounds#injuries#I love the post-whumping recovery period where things are visually Not Right#no matter what kind of stoic or calm or unaffected face whumpee tries to paper over it with#love a whumpee who is trying to work through the pain too#literally just filling all their hours with work so that they won't have to think about what happened to them#and it's quite obvious to everyone that they need to go home and rest for a week or better yet go on a tropical vacation for a month#but whumpee refuses to ease off the gas pedal because the only thing between them and a complete nervous breakdown is the huge pile of Work#whump prompts
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al-haitham’s the kind of guy who tilts his head slightly for a kiss before you even lean in to give him one. he just knows it’s coming. expects it. trusts it’ll happen.
he’s yawning when he sits at the table for breakfast, hair slightly disheveled from sleep. he sits down and when you place the mug of coffee in front of him, his head angles a little for that kiss you place on his cheek.
he’s drowned in endless paperwork at the akademiya when you stop by to visit, chuckling when he gives you that look of despair at the all the work he has to do. you don’t even manage to walk up to him fully before he’s leaning in and waiting for the kiss to the top of his head.
he’s shirtless in the bathroom, brushing his teeth at night when you walk in to brush yours too, bumping hips with his as you giggle. you don’t even have to turn before he’s tilting his head so he’s exposed and ready for that gentle peck you leave at his jaw.
“have you ever noticed how demanding you are for these,��� you chuckle one day, pressing a kiss to his cheek to prove your point.
he grunts, leaning in and burying his head into your neck as you greet him at the door after a long day. “what makes you say that,” he mumbles.
“you’re ready for one before i’ve even come close,” you grin, “what if one day i don’t kiss you?”
“you’d stop kissing me?” he asks, squeezing your hips as he nuzzles into your neck. something tells you he already knows your answer.
and he’s warm. he’s close. he’s here and he’s everything all at once. he’s all you need and everything you’ve ever wanted. he’s the messy hair of your mornings and the pouty lips of your afternoons and that shirtless back of every night. he meets you halfway—maybe even takes the first step so you don’t have to.
he leans in for that kiss before you do. because he needs you, wants you, loves you—and he never lets you forget it. so you turn your head, press your lips against the side of his head and run your fingers through his hair as he sighs in content.
“no,” you hum, falling in love all over again, “no i’d never stop kissing you.”
#✰ — al haitham.#hi guys i’m#rly sad#bc idk i’m trying to pick up writing my haitham fic again#but i’m struggling on cnn arcaterization and#just writing in general#i think i’m hitting a block again#and i was 6k words into the fic#i rly wanted to post it before this vacation#so i’m trying to write little blurbs of#how i think he’s like to love#to maybe#idk spark inspiration and get a better grasp of him#i’m just#bummed :( this fic was my most fav idea ever i#rly love it and him and it was making me happy to write and now i feel like it’s not what k expected so i’m sad#:(#anyway here’s needy haitham to cleanse the dash and cheer up moods#bc i needed a mood loft#lift **
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tsukki is airport dad-coded, and you can't change my mind
#was talking about travel plans w/ my older sister and this popped into mind#tsukki would be chill during the planning stages of the vacation. BUT he'd be a menace on the travel day itself >:^(#he's taking everyone's passports. double-checking everyone's needed documents. bought a weighing scale-!#the guy that stands with his arms crossed while he waits for you to pass thru immigration (glaring at the officer LMAOSOAOSO)#everyday i think of a mundane but happy life with you tsukishima SHASHHASHSA MWAH#my art#2024#haikyuu#haikyuu!!#hq#hq!!#haikyu#haikyu!!#tsukishima kei#kei tsukishima#haikyuu tsukishima#tsukki#haikyuu tsukki#hq tsukishima#hq tsukki#art#fanart#digital art#digital drawing#sketch#doodle#anime#manga
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So I was making myself a sandwich and I had a random thought that wouldn’t leave me alone (shocking I know), so I must ask:
How many times do we think Echo has had the Mom Experience™️ of being in the bathroom when one or more of your kids (the other members of the Bad Batch) show up and start having a full-blown conversation with you from the other side of the door?
#that poor man needs an all-inclusive vacation STAT#also who do we think has done this the most?#I personally think it would be Hunter for some reason#tech wrecker and Crosshair would show up to tattle on one of the others or ask to settle an argument#omega probably is just asking if he wants some of her food#star wars tbb#star wars the bad batch#the bad batch#tbb crosshair#arc trooper echo#tbb echo#tbb hunter#tbb tech#tbb wrecker#tbb omega#mama echo#a mama’s work is never done
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What if Buck is the first person Tommy has given a house key to. Like, Buck has Maddie and Eddie, has given keys to them freely because he trusts them. But Tommy hasn't had anyone like that until Buck
#911#911 abc#tommy kinard#evan buckley#bucktommy#momo.txt#the way im literally on vacation rn with minimal wifi#but i needed to get this out#im on the beach thinking of bucktommy 💜
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Had a dream last night that Eliot was sitting in a hospital bed with some bandages and stuff on and said "maybe we provide too much leverage." In a grouchy and sarcastic voice.
#i think maybe shortly before it someone else (maybe hardison or nate) had explained to one of the nurses that they ''provide leverage''#that was the whole dream. it was like five seconds long.#i really wish i had more context but i don't.#does Eliot need a vacation?#is that what he was trying to say?#goodness knows he deserves one!#leverage#Eliot Spencer
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Granite Falls vacay w/ friends! + Eden and Emma have unfinished business...
+ bonus pics!
Bella and Tyler are getting a little closer and maybe drama is in the way + Emma and Eden fighting in the hot tub...
#emma's really jealous of everything and everyone being happy#this vacation was supposed to be a positive vibes and drama free one#they kinda need it to be like that because lately everything has been insane#but i don't think i'll let them rest 😈#ts4#ts4 gameplay#madison&brent
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