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lesbiansanemi · 7 months ago

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I don’t often think I’m upset at not having a good relationship with my parents but sometimes it really fucking hits me that I don’t have a good mom I don’t have a dad I’ll never experience having a good parent and someone I can lean on like that and I get… really upset

#I have this coworker who is about my mom’s age #I love her and she’s a wonderful person and she’s such a good parent to her kids #her autistic queer kids and she fights for them and defends them all the time #she values their interests and does things they love with them and supports their choices and jusy #ugh #today she gave me a hug because ‘it’s really seemed like I wasn’t doing okay’#and ‘I’ve been dealing with a lot of hard things and big life changes which she knows is really hard’#and I kinda teared up #my own parents don’t even know about everything that has happened with my roommate or the friends I’ve lost this year #I don’t tell them. and I could but it wouldn’t matter #my mother wouldn’t care. she definitely wouldn’t sympathize or give me a hug over it #she wouldn’t comfort me #my dad my try but he lives thousands of miles away #and I love my dad but I didn’t get to know him until I was 17 #I don’t think he’s really like… a dad you know?#he’s more like some weird friend or MAYBE an uncle than anything #which is fine! I think it’s really the best we can do and like I said I do love him and I know he loves me #but it’s still… different than a parent you know?#and sometimes I just ache knowing I don’t get parents…#I don’t get that relationship that so many ppl have that’s so important to them #and it just doesn’t feel fair and makes me feel really sad #I’m glad I’m as independent as I am but even that doesn’t feel fair #I’ve lived on my own since I was 17…. I never should have had to do that anyways….#and I just feel sad because I got a hug from my coworker that made me want to sob #because it’s like damn… is this a teeny tiny taste of what having an actual good mom is like?#I missed out on so much….#kaz rambles

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wormspoodle · 2 months ago

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compiled some things

#i think after weirdmageddon soos and mcgucket became friends #like mcgucket has been pretty much out of it for 30 years #so i think it'd be fun if soos just continued to show him some of the stuff he missed #and in turn mcgucket teaches soos how to fix things idk #gravity falls #soos ramirez #fiddleford mcgucket #dipper pines #mabel pines #stan pines #grenda grendinator #candy chiu #pacifica northwest

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humming-fly · 15 days ago

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I love how Gerald was trying to keep Shadow from spoiling anything about the future meanwhile literally everything Shadow says and does around Maria is the biggest death flag ever

#in fairness i’m sure both past robotniks just assumed her illness would be what killed her h a #sxsg #sxsg spoilers #sonic x shadow generations #shadow the hedgehog #maria robotnik #ark siblings #sonic #comic #my art #doodles #so this was pretty much entirely done 24 hours ago #but ironically was distracted from posting earlier by playing sxsg #and then watching snapcube play it cause her delight is addicting #i’m missing 2 chests and 2 bolts and I wanna see if I can pull it off without a guide haha #anyways now I’m thinking about the fact that maria and gerald probably went back to their time assuming maria would die of her sickness #and how that would change their respective behaviors #i bet gerald would be holding out that maria would still live a bit longer #just cause shadow inadvertently revealed he’s from at least 50 years in the future due to having met black doom before #(which rewatching cutscenes to remember this quote he Did try to play off a little bit with some sort of #‘oh what do you think the alien squid meant by ’this time i’ll beat you’ that’s so crazy’ comment)#so hey maybe it wasn’t a perfect cure but she managed to live another 10-20 years at least?#all the more reason to press harder surely!#meanwhile maria is coming to terms with her mortality at age 14 or whatever she is #frankly I bet she came to terms with it long ago the way she seems to be written #okay back to snapcube

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artsymeeshee · 1 month ago

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Random idea I got this morning thinking about how small little things (mostly about missing important moments of the past) make the boys emotional and sorrowful.

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egophiliac · 6 months ago

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WAIT when did he get FANGS

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #brushie brushie #i thought i was imagining it but i have compared screenshots and it is true #they gave him a bunch of new animations and just decided to throw some fangs in there too!#unless this is an earlier thing i just missed because i don't pay attention (very possible)#anyway i decided to do one last ten-pull and THERE HE WAS #and his personal story is SO unexpectedly cute oh my gosh #at any given moment crewel is thinking about how much he misses his dog(s)#it is CANON #canon like the fangs (why) (i'm not complaining i just want to KNOW)#get you a fandom where they randomly and with no explanation give a character fangs I GUESS #anyway thank you sensei for validating the mountain of keys i threw into the void for you #i'd assumed he'd duo with grim so it is unfortunate that it turned out to be with a card i don't have and will probably never get 🙃#but it is VERY funny actually that he duos with crowley so i'll forgive him #the only funnier character would be jack #OR NO WAIT actually leona #'which character would be the funniest to --' the answer is always. ALWAYS. leona

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eydilily · 1 month ago

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took a stab at arcane style pearl and etho :J

this was supposed to be a quick(er) study but i ended up coloring it anyway !!! i personally prefer the original grayscale version over the colored ones (especially etho);;

#pearlescentmoon #ethoslab #hermitcraft #life series #this was fun!!! ive been having so much fun trying out new things #pearl definitely leans closer to cc!pearl but like . her face is right there and shes gorgeous why change anything #but i am also not a realism artist whatsoever so ... i tried pearl i love you #boo at my boring etho design #i need to think of a better mask design for him but head empty still #eydidraws #my art #mcyt #hc #trafficblr #also fun to paint again #i miss rendering ive just been doing flats

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tiniest-hands-in-all-the-land · 11 days ago

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Carry me home

#final fantasy xiv #ffxiv #final fantasy 14 #ff14 #haurchefant greystone #haurchefant x wol #haurchewol #ffxiv wol #ffxiv spoilers #heavensward spoilers #final fantasy xiv spoilers #tinydraws #let me know if i’m missing any spoiler tags #tagging seems like it would be an easy and straightforward thing but also. i’m stupid.#anyway i choose to believe that Rowan carried him back to the manor #even if someone tells me otherwise i will not believe them #also i choose to believe that these two had it bad for each other #neither of them said anything but everyone could tell lol #haurche specifically was very Not Subtle in his displays of affection #and Rowan for the most part picked up on it #not everything cuz she's still in the midst of working on accepting any amount of companionship. but like. most.#and went ‘honestly.... if i told him i liked him it would probably go well. We just have so much stuff to deal with; now’s not a good time'#and then the time came and went :’)#and Rowan went ‘Did….. did he know? Did he Know how much I loved him? did he KNOW???????’#and then she grieved behind closed doors away from everyone #and also tried to replace said grief by focusing a lil too hard on her duties #idk i’m still working out WOL lore but this is what i got so far lol #or at least in regards to haurche

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humbuns · 2 months ago

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oomf said malleus would dress like morticia addams and they're right

#malleus draconia #twisted wonderland malleus #twisted wonderland #twst #oh how much i miss him so so so so much #bro takes my breath away (he did again when i opened twst again and saw his glomas card)#anywhooo doodle to get it out of my head #i would literally fall to my knees for any goths

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nipuni · 11 months ago

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Silence in the library

A speedpaint video of this will be available at my Patreon on february 1st!

#doctor who #david tennant #tenth doctor #10th doctor #ten #DW #hate how this turned out but #I love Silence in the library/Forest of the dead so much so I don't care #top 3 DW episodes for sure #the whole 'you just killed someone I liked that's not a safe place to stand'#'I'm the doctor and you're in the biggest library in the universe. Look me up'#MAN he was so cool!! and watching the shadows retreat!!#AAA I miss Ten #my art

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lotus-pear · 6 months ago

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i miss them......please come back........please come home :((

#this one goes out to the ten knkdz stans left on bsd tumblr wya #ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE IVE DRAWN THEM I MISS THEM SO BAD :(((#please......i dont knkw how much longer i can take this.......please come home to me......#i'm literally experiencing withdrawal symptoms they've been apart for like SEVEN years #ALSO I KEEP FORGETTING KUNIS GLASSES IM FUCKING KILLING MYSELF ISTG IT DOESNT REGISTER IN MY BRAIN FSR😭😭😭😭😭😭#also one thing i noticed while coloring this is how nicely their outfits compliment each other. husbands fr <3 #sry if the art style is different in every drawing i drew these all weeks apart💀#kunikida doppo #doppo kunikida #dazai osamu #osamu dazai #kunikidazai #knkdz #lotus draws

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lazylittledragon · 2 months ago

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cringe culture needs to die because when i was 17 i printed out the entire player's handbook and monster manual with my unlimited school printing credit and also wore a black velvet cape the first time i ever DMed and somehow still thought i was too cool for dnd novels. who tf did i think i was fooling

#ramble #i'm 90% sure i still have it in a folder in my desk somewhere #to clarify NONE of these things are cringe but i was embarrassed bc doing anything when you're 17 is embarrassing #i'm not even exaggerating that i've become so much happier just doing whatever i want and not apologising for it #i hate that it took me 20 years to realise that people are going to think i'm weird no matter what so there's no point masking anymore #and also that i didn't read a dnd novel until this year bc i was missing out #anyway i hate tiktok for bringing back bullying in a different more terrible way #go larping nobody cares #tl;dr you will BLOSSOM the moment you stop caring

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pocketgalaxies · 5 months ago

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It feels good to be able to help. (for @overnighttosunflowers)

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hinamie · 4 months ago

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itakugi sillies fr the soul

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #yuji itadori #nobara kugisaki #itakugi #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #jjk leaks #jjk manga spoilers #jjk spoilers #jjk 267 #eye horror/#cant see the haters <3 #not pictured here megumi holding the camera like ......................#also i dont know how i feel abt eyepatch yuuji but fr the sake of itakugi wearing each other's eyepatches he can have one :'>#entertained the idea of them having Matching ones but i scrapped tht pretty quickly dhsdfgfdf i like them distinct #i think yuuji might b able to pull off the larger snaparound kind bc the scars on the other side of his face maybe balance it out #but i like nobara having a smaller more traditional eyepatch personally #1 bc i think she would not want to mess up her hair but also bc i LOVE th look of her scars i want as many of them visible as possible #the eye socket itself tho is ....kinda gnarly GGHJFHFS #speaking of which ik nobara's eye kind of. exploded. but what exactly happened w yuuji's did it just ???? burn away????#idrk if yuuji shld also have a more defined eye socket tbh but fr the sake of my own enjoyment n sanity #i am pulling the fanartist I Do What I Want card #i make the rules and i want his scars to look Like This smile #anyway i love them so much i missed them so much they r so SIBLING CODED #u dont understand officer i need them being dumb n chaotic. to cope #hands and knees itkg save megumi itfskg make it out alive plspslpslplspslpslspsl

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lady-whistledowns · 7 months ago

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You are clever and warm and I am proud to call you my very good future wife friend.

#bridgerton #bridgertonedit #polinedit #dailypolin #dailybridgerton #bridgertonsource #polin #bridgertonblr #tvedit #perioddramaedit #bridgertonland #penelope featherington #colin bridgerton #*#this took forever. i've never put so many gifs in a gifset #i know i probably missed a few scenes but i tried to include as much as i could #i also know the last one isn't at a social outing but i wanted to use it since they did just come from one.

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fattylime · 5 months ago

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the full piece for @bg3zine !

I also really recommend checking out everyone's pieces here, there's a lot of really amazing people that helped work on, and put together this zine <33 (also cheers that i finally got to work on a zine which i've wanted to do for ages so thank you for having me :'))

#wyll ravengard i have missed you so so so much #PLEASSSEE cannot stress this enough please check out everyone else's work #there's a lot of really awesome written pieces as well #i've been so so so excited to share this cjcjdjen #wyll ravengard #illustration #digital art #digital illustration #procreate #fanart #lime made art #bg3 #baldurs gate 3 #baldur's gate 3 #fandom zine #character art

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egophiliac · 7 months ago

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bring your son to work day

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #tsumsted wonderland #sorry this might be it guys #just kind of burnt out right now #i am enjoying the event though! i love these silly beanbags and their charming little adventures #can't wait for silver-tsum to wake up just long enough to take a bullet for malleus-tsum #and i extra extra love malleus and his beanbag both being SO passive-aggressive about missing the pile-up #the solution: DANCE PARTY #APPARENTLY #between this and glorious masquerade i'm starting to think this is malleus' solution to everything #(is this how episode 7 will end) (we DO traditionally get an end-of-episode rhythmic...)#also a+ some truly excellent spritework going on in this on #(sebek crunches down slightly 'RIDE ME WAKATSUMSAMA') (long beat) (malleus and tsum just sliiiiiide away screen left)#genuinely so much funnier than a literal depiction could ever be #anyway i did some careful calculations re:the probability of upcoming cards that i absolutely need and long story short #i am key-poor but tsum!malleus-rich >:)#(immediately goes through and switches all his lesson sprites to having a tsum wobbling on his head) worth it #now watch next month they're going to give us a white rabbit rerun with malleus and/or lilia as the frilliest froufrou bunnies #and i will be thoroughly effed

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