#I miss the pandemic
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Hm? Is it last week of August?? Looks like it's be depressed about how you've not done anything the entire summer and are still the same stunted loser time. Again.
#[vent]#uuuuuuuughhhhh#I feel like all I've been doing is rotting in my room all day and like yeah.that is literally all I have done the past month#I hate everything I hate the passage of time and I.Hate.High School!!!!!!!#I don't want to go back thereeeee#I camnot do 2 more years of that shit#I don't want to go back to being talked about behind my back and at this point straight up bullied by like 8 people at once#and 8 is lowballing it btw#most beautiful years of your life my ass#people my age straight up scare me now I can't be in a room FULL of them everyday for 2 more fucking years#and when I say they scare me i mean like. if I see another older teenager/young adult on the street I will literally start sweating/shaking#I know it's exaggeration on my part but I can't help it anytime I hear anybody laugh in public I just assume it's at me#I may have anxiety problems BUT WHO KNOWS RIGHT#ugh.#and that's all without the fucking.academic performance shit#god my head hurts just thinking about it#hey guys :) did you ever want to :) purposefully get worse grades :) because you're scared if you keep getting good ones :)#you'll get bullied and judged even harder for it :) cause i sure have :)#I can't fucking do that eeither though my parents would kill me#they have high expectations of me and I like it when they praise me....... a part of me just wants praise praise praiss all the time#I wish I was homeschooled#I miss the pandemic#...#(ugh this isn't the notes app bro who asked you)
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One thing that's starting to really get to me with the James Somerton stuff is a real strong undercurrent of disdain toward his fans. And yeah, I was one of them. A good scam artist isn't as easy to spot as y'all seem to think. You forget that you have all the information right now. Two days ago most of you had never heard of him and it would have kept going. Anyone can fall for a scam, nobody is immune. I would love to have had whatever resources you guys think we all should magically know about so I could have kept my sad $5 a month I really needed but thought was going to something worthwhile. Some of us can only devote so much energy into things and when you have no idea whatsoever that something is amiss of course you're not going to go digging for sources, why would you when everything is fine as far as you know? I really wish I could have seen the dissenting opinions on him but for many, many reasons that aren't just that the dissenting voices weren't widely circulating at the time all I had was the thought every now and again that "huh that doesn't seem right" and then go on with my day. And I think that happened to a lot of us. So yeah. Say what you gotta say about Somerton, he has more than earned it with the damage he's caused, but maybe don't shit so hard on his former fans because that is going to be you someday with something, it happens to everyone sooner or later.
#james somerton#hbomberguy#todd in the shadows#I really am greatful for Harris and Todd's hard work in exposing all of this#and I am glad I get to see the real voices I did like that james was stealing#I'm just tired of all these people jumping on the drama train taking a dump on folks who are also victims of these crimes#razz rambles#this whole situation is upsetting me in the weirdest ways#I'm distraught but I'm not at the same time#and yet it's 6am and I can't stop reading through the tags and seeing the takes I missed#vaspider's essay and remarks from an AIDS pandemic survivor are especially good#I lived through that shit too but had no idea I was living through it#cuz that's what being blind and impoverished in rural community was like#queer wasn't even something I knew I could be until like 2010#so it's nice to see my own history#it's not just the young queers who have little to no knowledge of our history
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not people on that godforsaken ex-bird app having a mass hysteria over the existence of rpf fics... god is this how ancient civilizations felt before dying out?
#i wholeheartedly blame tiktok and pandemic for everything that happened with fandom spaces#how i miss the times when the word “fanfic” was a sacred knowledge#i need a time machine#and a gun probably#you can pry my silly little rpf ships from my cold dead hands#ao3#lestappen#minsung#hyunlix#yoonmin#rpf
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I was part of a psychology experiment where there were random true/false questions as a distraction, and one of them was "sheep are in charge of the government"
I was like this is literally the Parliament members have been turned into sheep bit from the SFTH News
#(one of the earliest videos on their YouTube from the pandemic livestream days)#also “Prime Ministers have feathers” had SFTH vibes too#I can't stop thinking about them#I miss their SFTH News segments those were so fun#shoot from the hip#sfth rambles#own post
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sometimes i forget that my lockdown era syntax course wrote down quotes of all the insane shit our professor said during our semester together and. then i come across the document again and i feel like i'm having an out of body experience
#he was genuinely so entertaining and i worried for him on a fundamental level#but he kept me going throughout the pandemic#he would crush on tumblr dot com#i hope he's doing well still drinking 80 giant cups of coffee a day and writing/grading assignments drunk off his ass on wine#kyle. if you're out there. i love you and i miss you#linguistics#jey.txt
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What are you playing at Tine? I hate movies with sad endings.
2GETHER, THE SERIES (2020) dir. Champ Weerachit
#2gether the series#2gether#sarawatine#brightwin#bright vachirawit#win metawin#thaidrama#userdramas#asiandramasource#userjamiec#tuseralexa#userkimchi#ninisdarlings#uservid#me thinks we should have a 2gether renaissance#i miss miss miss them </3#can’t put into words how important sarawatine was to me during the 2020 pandemic 🥹
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HII so I missed this but iam8bit started preorders on the raz and lilli plushes!! WHATT!!!
[Image from the iam8bit twitter]
Preorders close later today but I'm sure their still be available afterwards. I've been waiting for the lilli plush to drop again FOREVVERRR and now she's officially out to people who didn't get her in the 2016 campaign! ! YAYYY
#for anyone curious she was originally gonna release to public alongside raz plush in 2018/19#but they had alot of chain issues with the pandemic#SHES HERE THOUGH!!! I CANT BELIVE I MISSED IT!!#psychonauts#pn2#update!#lili zanotto#razputin aquato
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I play Tokyo Debunkers for the plot
The plot:
#the human face puppy isn’t real he can’t hurt you#the human face puppy:#SKSKSKKSKSKS WHAT IS THAT JAJAJAJAJA#Leo is so annoying because he just like me he was like wtf and proceeded to go and take a bunch of photos of it like me screenshotting#I became what I swore to destroy I fear#also???? misumi lookalike??? he also jumps high?? oh a3 how I miss you…..#i fear nothing will ever make me feel again like a3 did in the pandemic days oh my beloved it’s okay i think about you daily#the characters here I know is more twisted esque but a lot remind me of a3 I just wish#the mc was a little more like izumi but it’s okay I hc her differently lol#tokyo debunker
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just went through all my blogs to change my age from 20 to 21 (today is my birthday!) and that’s to weird to do lol
#tbh i still feel like 17#1. the pandemic fucked up my perception of time#2. i thought id kms before i was 18#3. i’m in such a stable place with my mental health for the first time since i was 13 and i feel like ive missed the last 8 years of my life#- r
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I watched Jacks stream oh my gosh...
I thought I could handle a Dsmp stream in 2024 but nope. just- that felt SO much like just a stream that would happen in like 2021. the wandering around falling into random creeper holes, chat telling jack to get philza to help him, and to find michael, the mobs interrupting and how unplanned it all was. unscripted lore my beloved forever and ever.
the way that it's like in tommy and jacks conversation- they're talking about things in character that also relates to (presumably) their feelings in real life. just gosh...
when jack and tommy said their goodbyes and jack looked back at technos house to see the sun rising- like its so perfect in a way that the incidental roleplay always was. Like in the way I know I'm reading into it but it still works and it feels like real life when something happens and you find yourself in that moment and life looks almost like a movie- everything in it's proper place for the scene- but it's all just coincidence. the sun didn't rise because a writer wrote that it would. the sun just rises and falls and the conversation just happens to end at that exact moment.
idk just- I really felt it. It captured the feeling of peak dreamsmp that I've missed so much.
I don't even have a problem with nuke ending personally I think it's perfectly fine as an ending. How I've always seen it is: Everyones been hurt by everyone and violence begets violence so the great final act is nukes that will kill everyone that have all ready been launched so it can't be taken back. Then in the prison tommy sees the early parts of the server through Dreams pov and sees the good that was there at the start and how much that has been corrupted since and he wants that simplicity again (he and dream were even friends at one point) before everything went terrible for everyone. Dream turns his back on his plan that he's been building up to for so long cause what he really wants is the same thing as tommy. for things to be simple like at the start. but it's too late- its too far gone. the nukes have already been launched there's no going back. just the hope that maybe in another world things could've been different.
(also the added context of nuke ending being an elaborate character/relationship/map reset to setup a season 2 that never happened.)
So there's my nuke ending defense lol. I know it wasn't very popular with a vast amount of people and that's okay too.
I think ending something like dsmp was never gonna be easy or satisfy everybody, with how many individual povs there are and storylines. I always expected there to be things left unfinished. (unfinished symphony ;) Even if that's pretty unsatisfying for us viewers. (there's a particular stream I really wish had happened with foolish, dream, and eret)
idk there's a post I always remember when thinking about the ending that was like: "Maybe they couldn't write a happier ending at that time in their lives." (super paraphrasing) obviously talking about techno's passing. it's a bit assumptive but the CC's have talked publicly about how much that has affected them (of course it did). With something like that I imagine giving your minecraft server/roleplay character a happy ending is the last thing on your mind.
Todays stream felt like grief and nostalgia and complicated feelings for a time that has passed but still left it's marks on you:
“are you happier?” “I'm getting there”
like, that just says it all.
#dreamsmp#jack manifold#tommyinnit#dreamsmp finale#I don't really make my own posts on here- especially not like this (giving my thoughts/opinions on stuff lol) I made this acc to-#-look at and reblog dsmp posts and fanart. To see ppl on my dash lore posting the daily streams- it was truly a time.#please excuse my dsmp nuke ending analysis- I'm sure it reads a bit clumsy it isn't really something I have ever written before.#lore discourse in this fandom has always been kinda terrible so I never wrote out my thoughts on the ending when it happened#so it was nice to finally do so ^_^#this entire post was written very stream of thought#anyways the dreamsmp will always be something that I love! Thinking about it and these streams and these characters has brought me so much-#-happiness. (and gave me something to do during the pandemic lol)#part of my missing the dsmp is just how all these creators would talk with each other all the time end up on each others streams and collab#-but when it ended it felt like they all just went their own way. I get that people drift away and stuff thats pretty normal.#I guess with how long dsmp went for I just didn't expect it.#(obviously so much has happened between the dsmp ending and to now irt the ccs and everything. idk I just didn't expect that dsmp would be-#-the last place so many of them would ever interact publicly again. I expected to be able to watch them on other servers or collabs)#but such is life#okay- time to never post again for a year! byeee#text post#long post#pizzainator post
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There’s a startling lack of TOG content for sjm romance week. I fear a lot of tog writers have gone and disappeared 🥺
#throne of glass#sighhh#I miss my 2021/22 tumblr#pandemic peak tog fic era#rowaelin#maybe I’ll write something#if only to fill the void in my own heart
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Do you, too, feel a fondness for gnc Link? Any and all of them!
Hm, I'll be honest, I've been thinking about this ask for a bit and I don't quite get what you mean by gnc Link.
My best guess is the GBC/GBA Zelda games. If that's what you meant, then absolutely! I'm currently playing Minish Cap (I've been taking my time to enjoy the game ^^). Next on my list is alttp and after that I'll probably play the Oracle games (...again. Never got too far before but I'll definitely beat them this time!)
If that's not what you meant, then could you clarify?
#asks#talk tag#I hope I got it right but tbh I was at a loss#minish cap my beloved btw#if you haven't played it then you're missing out#gotta love the heart attacks Link gives Ezlo through the adventure#I mean. if gnc is something else the I dont have a clue#may be a language issue since English ain't my first language?#but yeah. my fav gbc/gba Link is definitely Minish Cap#I played that game for the first time on the pandemic so it's very dear to me#rambling in the tags
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Will Wood vanishes from the public light and returns two years later having produced a full-length Willard rock opera.
#dumb thought i had#honestly id be down#ANYWAY im really gonna miss him.#friends took me to his shows right before the pandemic and his music got me through a lot of awful shit#im probably gonna have In Case I Die on loop godamn i hope it makes me cry i could use a good sobbing#will wood#music
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just like sitting here half angry and half devastated as it once again sinks in that i'll never be able to go back to when blaseball was happening and fun and beautiful
#i get this feeling like. once a week at least#its just so sad it always makes me so sad#i am happy it happened and wouldn't trade it for the world... but i am so sad#the thing is. the thing is. i could tell that blaseball was kinda. going downhill. like it wasn't what it once was#tgb was right when they said it was a game born from the pandemic and lockdown#and it was hard for it to like. live. in a world where that wasn't tge reality for a lot of people anymore#sighs so so sadly. i just miss her always#quincy.txt
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Once again thinking about that BBQ place I used to go to when I was at uni in Belfast, it was called Big Al's BBQ and it had the best pulled pork and beef brisket I ever had
#Man I fuckin miss it#Apparently it closed down forever when the pandemic hit#Christ Northern Ireland needs more BBQ places
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sometimes i wonder how much covid really impacted me until i realize that the reason i still feel so nostalgic and sad that my teenage years are over and why i have trouble accepting that ive moved on and am an actual adult now is because the moment i turned 18 the world immediately stopped
#dee overshares#tbf u could not PAY me to go back to being 15/16 that shit was horrible#like i’m happy to be independent finally and like having control over my finances/my own life#but sometimes i miss how it felt to be 17 in a pre pandemic world when my whole life was still ahead of me
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