#I might have written this when I was sad
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Dick Grayson blankly stares at the ceiling: Am I a bad person?
The voices in his head that sounds oddly like his best friends: Of course not!
Dick: Oh.
Dick, voice wobbling: Then why do I feel so alone?
The voices don't answer. They're in his head, after all.
Jason throws a pillow at him: That's it! We're going out for ice cream and you are going to stop acting like I shot your dog!
Dick just starts wailing: Don't even suggest that!
Jason: Get your ass off the floor and come on then!
Twenty minutes and a two scoops of double fudge brownie later, Dick is feeling better.
Dick: I guess I just needed some sugar.
Jason: What, you forgot to take your morning sugary cereal that shouldn't ever be considered a breakfast food?
Dick kicks his shin: Thanks Jay.
Jason: For what?
Dick: For caring.
Jason grumbles: Whatever. If you're a bad person, then we're all rotten apples.
Jason: Also if I hear more bullshit about you being alone, I will call the little demon. He'll drag you to the manor and won't leave you alone for a whole week.
Dick smiles. Genuinely smiles.
Sometimes, sugar and good company is enough. Dick lets himself bask in it for a minute, lets the pain settle down just for a moment.
Then, he breaks the soft, caring peace in the air with a joke, pulling walls back up with Jason none the wiser.
Dick: Now I feel bad about eating all the chicken pot pie that was left on the counter yesterday.
Jason:
Jason: I take it back. You're a horrible, sadistic person. Alfred made that specifically for me!!
Dick laughs as he dodges a punch to the gut: And it was delicious.
He's fine.
#Dick is sad#Depression has come knocking today#Dick may also be having his periodical existential crisis#Who can say.#Jason isn't letting him crisis in peace. He cares too much.#they're brothers your honor#The moral of this is: Dessert fixes everything#Jason absolutely used Bruce's credit card for the ice cream#I might have written this when I was sad#Alternative: Dick was faking his crisis to get Jason to spend brotherly time with him.#I mean I'd believe that. If this was in Jason's perspective that is. But I accidentally made the end ominous with the “I'm fine” line.#dick grayson#jason todd#batfamily#batfam
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Actually so tired that people mainly focus on the bdsm when they talk about La Pianiste when we literally have this dynamic right here. Like, that's insane.
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What if you were a little girl in her 40's who couldn't grow up because of your mother-wife who made you sleep in her bed and forced you to repress every sexual desires and thoughts of becoming your own person just to keep you close to her ? What if you fought back and yearned for dangerous things out of her reach ? But also, what if you let her because it's all you've ever known and been taught to want ?
#these two are so entangled with each other and in the roles they play#(mother and daughter. husband and wife. prodigal or ungrateful daughter. adoring or mocking mother)#that they cannot handle it when something else is thrown into the mix#There's no space left because they fill all the roles in each other's lives.#but at the same time they never give the other exactly what she wants#The fights never last. Erika will never live up to her mother's ambitions. And her mother will never give her any form of affection which#might satiate her hunger for love. And so on.#They are deeply imperfect- Love and Despise each other but they could never bear the thought of being separated#When I read the part in the book where Erika talks to Walter for the first time and all she wants is to go back into her mother's womb...#you can't make that shi up#when people talk about toxic yuri that's what they could mean but unfortunately we live in a society#gradually learning to accept the person I'm becoming who would've been burned at the stake by my younger self <3#been having so much thoughts about this film once again. And I know that nothing written here is new but I'm a little sad no one really#talks about this relationship online since it's really the heart of the story for me#Of course everything happening with Walter is important. But none of that would be there without the mother-daughter situation#la pianiste#the piano teacher#haneke#sheep stuffs#isabelle huppert#also I'd kinda get it if it was another film and it made people too uncomfortable to talk about it. but I mean this is literally La Pianist#*
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Hello GT, I absolutely love Lionheart!
I published my first fic and have been dealing with some criticism; it’s not anythjng super hateful, but it’s not anything meant to make me improve either. I’ve been feeling sort of down because of it. My question is: have you ever dealt with hate or criticism before? What is your attitude towards it?
I find your work and answers on here super insightful and inspiring! I hope you have a nice day ❤️
Fuck em. Like, seriously, just fuck em. There's a time and place for writers to take critique and be strict with themselves; it's necessary for any artist to grow. That place is with a chosen group of creatives whose work you admire and whose judgment you trust. A rando on the Internet, while they may in fact be the next Marcel Proust, probably isn't. And I was raised to believe that while it's appropriate and kind to pay compliments to strangers when they're performing — just as you'd smile at a busker on the sidewalk, and or compliment a chalk artist — it's not appropriate to criticize them when what they do isn't to your tastes. They're providing you with their art for free. No one forced you to read it; no one forced you to listen. If you don't like it, it costs $0 to shut the fuck up.
Also — that thing I said about artists taking critique? That assumes that you're doing this out of a desire to improve your writing, which, while noble, is not actually a thing you need to do if you're a hobby writer. I like trying to improve; it makes me feel good. But at the end of the day, I do this for fun. I do this because in my real job, I am ruthless and self-critical and try really fucking hard to do well, and you need parts of your life that Aren't Like that. You need parts of your life where you're not worrying about whether you're Doing It Right. And living without that anxiety of critique is, paradoxically, the only way you'll find the artistic courage to take risks and develop new skills. Everyone is a little bit rough around the edges to begin with. (Not saying you're a beginner — you merely said "publish," and I certainly wrote a lot of things before I started publishing! But every artist is always trying to develop new skills and techniques; in the grand scope of things, we're all beginners.) Giving someone blunt critique when they're in the beginning phases of their journey as an artist is about as helpful as screaming at your six-year-old kid because he can't swim the butterfly.
And the thing is, these people will bluster and say "well, I'm just being honest, I'm just trying to be helpful," but like: mmmmmmno, you're not! You're not. And it's disingenuous to say so. Because if you were actually trying to be helpful, you would introduce yourself, offer your skills as an editor/beta reader, and start building the relationship of trust that grounds any meaningful co-creative partnership. People do not just accept random critique that comes flying at them from the blue nowhere. And issuing it in that form is the best way to make them hostile, defensive, and unreceptive to it. Delivering harsh feedback without a context of care and support is almost sure to fail as a method of actually changing behavior, and either (1) you know that, and are doing it anyway — presumably because you want people to know how Terribly Clever and Better At Writing you are, or (2) you sincerely have never thought about the effect that context and word choice have on how other people receive your meaning.
Which tells me you are the last fucking person on the planet I want writing advice from.
#basically: fuck them and fuck anyone who doesn't come to you with kindness when they're offering critique#i don't care if they're a nobel prizewinner. no one is above offering kindness#and if someone thinks they're above giving kindness then you should view them with derision and pity#imagine being so sad you spend your free time shitting on other people's art.#like you're not a critic. you're not the new york times book review buddy.#you read something that someone put their whole heart and joy and free time into#and then held out in their hands eagerly to share with you. because they thought you might like it.#and you sneered at them.#Anon I think you should keep writing forever. I think that the merest sentence you have ever written#is worth more than anything that the authors of your criticism could conceive#and it's you. it's you! if it brings you joy then it's fulfilled its purpose#people mean more than art. you mean more than art. your satisfaction is the object of making it#and finally THANK YOU so much for your very kind words.#they mean a tremendous amount and i am grateful for them.
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something that genuinely changed fic writing for good for me and made things so much easier was realizing that you can just write That One Scene. that one scene from something bigger you keep rotating in your head over and over? you can write that. you don't have all the plot and stuff around it worked out? you're not sure you'll ever figure out the full plot? or there isn't really any plot but it feels like there should be? doesn't matter, you can write just that one scene. add some subtle context if you feel like it to explain the story a little. or don't! make it a series of separate scenes within a story if you want to. that scene that lives rent-free in your head can be written (and posted!) just as it is, it doesn't need a big story around it if you don't feel like it
#jules rambles#writing#this might sound very obvious to some but realizing this genuinely changed everything for me 4-5 years ago when i was writing my first fics#i used to feel so sad i couldn't come up with big stories that had cool plots and all#and now i feel so much more free to write whatever i feel like writing#so many of my stories have more to them that didn't get written and that's fine!#i'm just happy i managed to write whatever was stuck in my head at the time instead of agonizing over trying to perfect a bigger story :D
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so i'm writing an 8th year fic and h&d are taking a muggle studies class together in which they read one of shakespeare's plays, and i'm trying to write a final project (for which they are partners) but like. hogwarts academics don't seem all that uhhhhh rigorous to me (like we see the students complaining about having to write a foot of parchment which is essentially ONE PAGE HANDWRITTEN) and i'm a little worried that my assignment is too rigorous.
it involves a lot of like. thinking analytically and using your imagination wrt the motivations of people unlike yourself, and that's not rlly something they do much at hogwarts as far as i can see. BUT it is muggle studies, and like. they could definitely all use some practice at those skills, following the recent implosion of their society.
#i showed it to my spouse who is a hs teacher#'where are they getting the books for this research? are there wizarding books about macbeth?' no there are not#the professor chose macbeth bc it has these concepts that will be familiar to them like witchcraft and prophesy#but presented from a muggle perspective#and also bc shakespeare is foundational to english literature and culture and it's good to be familiar with his work#and also bc they don't have a lot of experience with art esp language arts which is so so so sad and this will broaden their world#and ALSO bc shakespeare wrote before the statute of secrecy was signed which hopefully sparks their imaginations#to what extent might shakespeare's work have been impacted by ambient magic? or rumors of magic?#and if they had like a regular english literature education#they could talk about like the role of outcasts in shakespeare's work and whether magical people fit into that role#but they do not so we have to be a bit more literal#for the students that are prepared to like dig into this stuff it could be a very engaging experience#but most of them will prob be a bit lazy with it right? and maybe just resent the assignment and not get much out of it#and like!!!!#this assignment is literally just an excuse to have H&D putting their heads together in the library#and bring their relationship/the fact that they've been warming up to each other and spending time together out into the open#in a plausible deniability sort of way#a friendship soft launch if you will#i get a little carried away about these details sometimes#like if i mention the characters getting sandwiches i will look up menus for places they could plausibly have gotten sandwiches in that are#to make sure the sandwiches i mention are reasonable sandwiches#i heard some dumb story about meghan markle freaking out about not being able to get avocado when she was in the uk#and i remembered a fic i had written where aziraphale and crowley eat egg and avocado sandwiches#and i felt ashamed#an implausible sandwich!!!!
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:/ turns out i haven't bothered to learn anything for piano in THREE YEARS oh no................
#rubia speaks#it's not that big of a deal like i haven't really craved to play piano or else i would have#and when i feel like playing an instrument i prefer to play guitar. or sometimes ukulele#but not being able to play piano skillfully feels like a failing to me. i felt the same way before i took up crochet again#years ago i got it in my mind that i have to be jack of all trades proficient at all#as if it's.... not enough to do well all of the things i already do well? it's overcompensatory for sure.#i would be in awe of someone with even a quarter of the skills i have but because it's me i feel like i have to make up for being me#by being good at more things#but my knowledge is only at the depth of parlor tricks. i can play a song and a half. i can make a square or a border#but if i have to read complex sheet music or any crochet chart or written pattern my illusion of knowledge crumbles to dust#i might like to take up piano again though at some point. if only to finish learning Goodbye Yellow Brick Road#i was getting kind of fine at playing it. i'm a little bit sad i stopped#(and i do intend to learn more crochet 100%. someday i will learn more things for it)
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i am going to scream (wip rambling in the tags)
#(not subjecting this to my wip thread [hi j k l if you see this somehow] [how did i not notice your names line up in the alphabet]#because im really just waffling at this point)#it has been three(?) months and i still cannot decide if this thing is ending happily or unhappily#because it is just. so unrealistic to save LIGHT FUCKING YAGAMI from herself#i feel like this is one of those things where i have to just keep writing the plot and ill figure out the ending along the way#BUT I DON'T WANT TO. i want to know where i'm going first so i can signpost!#god#really i just need to figure out misa and soichiro and the actual plot#but like. okay. so#what actually changes for light's internal state is#1) she has a secret to keep that doesnt fit with the charming young man image but is harmless (at least relative to the murder)#2) she and L are both in on the secret#3) it is a point of commonality she has with L that isn't about ruthlessness intelligence or murder#4) it upends her entire sense of self perception#and are these points enough to save her. i dont know. i dont know#i think at the very least it makes yotsuba slightly more bearable#in the direction of L&light anyway. her relationship with her father is probably going to be worse#and of course theres still misa#who is ALSO getting her entire sense of self perception upended#i still dont know how she's going to react to pretty much anything#i have an instinctive feeling for her first reaction but it's such desperate denial that it is going to break sometime#not that she broke for five entire years of miserably happy comphet relationship in canon#but i feel like this might be more jarring than that#aaaand if so how does that change her part in yotsuba arc because she was the one who got higuchi caught and did that for light#my god why am i doing this to myself. i could have been happy i could have written a high school au.#but anyway back to light HOW AM I GOING TO GIVE HER A HAPPY ENDING WHEN SHE'S *LIGHT* AND L'S *L* AND#like the problem is it would be SO easy to give her a sad ending. so easy that i honestly dont want to. i want her to be happy it's just#the logistics#i genuinely think theres a chance i could do it theres just so many VARIABLES im going to start BITING#edit: jesus they deleted all the tags after this one. is this the thirtieth tag. it IS wow
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i found this sketch in a similar style to what i had drawn for the first two so you guys get a freebie!
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ayata kamoto (下本彪多, kamoto ayata), seat 10 in class 2-b!
quirk: cat’s grace
ayata has claws strong enough to rip through metal! as a bonus, he has the innate ability to almost always land on his feet after a fall.
these are the main quirks, but the most obvious is his catlike appearance. his cat ears are his only set of ears and he can hear and smell to a similar degree to cats. ayata also has a tail not seen here.
(ayata’s hair/fur is white and his eyes are orange)
ayata is not a big fan of crowds but regardless wants to be a role model as a big brother and hero.
ayata has 5 younger siblings. his weak point is intelligence, ranking at 2/5 (D).
(submit a number from 1-30 to get a peek at a bnha oc!)
#gari draws#gari’s ocs#bnha#mha#bnha oc#mha oc#oc: ayata kamoto#why tf does the camera quality look like that 😭#damn that one kanji character looks like shit#ayata’s original quirk was just always landing on his feet but that’s lame#before i woke up and realized that it wasn’t good enough for the hero course so he gets claws also#this was only triggered when the new surface was lower than the first#his original design was a black cat with whiskers but it looked. bad#if i can figure out how to make the whiskers look nice he will be getting them#i don’t have that much written on him! simple ass#i didn’t even give him a hero name. sad#which is crazy bc i was p sure he did have one based on maneki neko#but for now assume it is something like maneki#his vc is uhhh#oh i had two: najimi in komi or black⭐️star#i think i might go with the latter#actually kinda crazy that i never followed through with assigning everyone blood types#i think maybe 3 of my ocs have official blood types based on japanese personality assignments
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Broski’s, I just watched a movie at my dad’s (and mom’s but my dad is the one who texted me about it) recommendation and I looked it up expecting to find some feminism, maybe some shit about the creepy, grapey* vibe a character (the villain of the story) gave off, maybe some love for the intelligent queen who kept fighting to get herself out of a truly horrific situation, no matter the cost, or especially for her sheer badassery at the end of the movie, and instead just found thirst posts and fanfic for aforementioned villain? :/ because I want some of that previously mentioned stuff on Red Eye, but now I’m just lowkey mad >:-/
#I’m also mad about the number of women in this movie who apparently just let shit fly under their radar#cause no self respecting woman in real life would see anything those attendants did and just go on with their evening#for instance when I was like 12#12!#I went out for dinner with my grandparents and out waitress looked like MAYBE she MIGHT have been sad at some point in her day#(slightly red cheeks and a smile that only barely reached her eyes)#and I spent the whole meal tossing around in my head if I should ask her about it and made sure she got an extra large tip#and I. was. twelve.#there is no way that a fully aware adult female#would irl see any of the things the attendants see in this movie and not take her aside and check up on her#especially with how clearly she fears him#or at the very least show suspicion that something wasn’t right#that 11 yo is the realest bitch in the movie#in conclusion this movie was written by a man#😂#so back to what I started with#I want more content on the hero of this story#and I want more hate on the creep#is that too much to ask? 😭😭😭#anywho#red eye#red eye movie#lisa reisert#movies#rants
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I know I don’t have to make this an announcement but I promise I’ll start writing more again 😭 I’ve just finally worked out the ending for my novel and I’ve had a lot of crocheting orders to complete but I think about writing everyday I prommy 😭
#I noticed I lost a good amount of followers and I felt so bad bc I know it’s from the lack of posting#but it’s like when I do post I don’t get as much interactions as I used to so I put it on the back burner#and then get insecure and in my head :((;;#but I will start writing more next week!!!#I’ve also noticed that long fics don’t tend to do as well on here#so I might stick to just short little things#I’ve had quite a few ideas I’ve written done but just haven’t written in full capacity yet#also bc this prozac is Working + it makes me tired very early when I tend to write at night#so bc I’m sleeping by 11/11:30 I just don’t write as much#I know I don’t have to explain myself in order to still be apart of fandoms but!!!!#I just wanted to say something bc it made me very sad!!!! lmfao#I do miss writing fun fandom stuff tho and will get on top of it 🫡#—in store chit chat! 🍫
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> why would you write women as forgiving their abuser when it's men that should tolerate what he did because they benefit from misogyny in the first place!!!
I mean. Cause women are raised to be forgiving. Cause anger is way more normalized for men than for women. Why the fuck are you saying this crap with enough confidence to call everyone imbecile
#a sad attempt to include feminism into your analysis#it doesn't matter if men benefit from misogyny when we are talking about a woman they care about#shocking but people might care about a person of opposite gender more than the person of their own#like instead of screaming UNREALISTIC you could've said that it is A CHOICE not to include women being angry#cause it is and I am not happy about it#but women forgiving their abuser? lol I still feel sympathetic to my toxic ex who did bare minimum for me#the issue isn't them forgiving or not but the way the narrative spins around it#is the author aware of stereotypes written into the story?#does it treat forgiveness as someone women must do?#do you think there is only one reaction an abused person can have to their abuser? The only one CORRECT reaction?#vent#sucks to be me#all fandom opinions accept mine are wrong
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ok gonna make a more informed decision when i’m more present in the morning, but i think i’m cutting lover of mine down two, maybe even three chapters
#just reviewed the planning doc and it’s unnecessarily bloated in the middle i think#dw i mean i’ll still have the chance to write all the offset moments and add them in as deleted content#but like it’s just too long with not enough content in the us leg#always feel like i’m repeating myself when writing#cities cut will probably be ny chicago and san fran#but dw !!!#all will be in hail to the victors!#including the 6 billion New York chapter drafts i have#sad i might have to cut that one since it’s one of the best opening scenes i’ve ever written#but alas#q speaks#writing
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coming back here after so long howdyyyy
#feeling very full but...idk. in a fun way?#which is weird as im listening to sadsongs?#before that i was listening to classical pieces?#before that i was listening to social media artists and reality show singers & random orchestra ppl finding e/o on airport “coincidentally”#and playing like fucking gods. its what inspired a whole plethora of feelings#and the thought (belief) that art is the ultimate divine power#full of feelings#listening to a playlist i made for a hopeful sequel to the most angsty hopeless fic ive ever written#when im supposed to write another angsty fic but not really feeling the heartbreak for it yet?#weird things happening listenting explicitly to sad shit and feeling energetic instead like what going on lol im actually having fun?#enjoying this in fact#must be smth to do w the period plus exams being over plus the sense of freedom and little hopefullness idek#this post is targetted to the app as an entity and ofc you echoes if you see this bc youre legit the only person i interact w on here#(also the only person who interacts w me lmaoz)#idek its like coming back to a journal but i dont have very strong feelings its pretty 'eh might as well'#plus nowhere else to pour out passionate monologues#so yep hii might disappear again woops
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Hi guys guess who's literally shaking rn from excitement
#rat rambles#oni posting#beta moments. explodes.#now as expected not everything is fully implemented and I imagine theres going to be more logs and such when the main story trait of this#planetoid is fully implimented in the actual dlc when it releases#but there are still some new logs that can be viewed already and Holy Shit#ok ok so first of all we have confirmation that gossmann is her last name and her first name starts with an e#I also am amazed at my hc of harold being a dad being true like yo I actually nailed it with that hc#however that news is far outshadowed by the fact that pretty much all of my jackie childhood hcs being completely obliterated#and by completely I mean COMPLETELY like its not even like a detailed retelling or anything its just an email#but as I honestly kind of expected my hcs are completely dead and gone in the wind rest in peace jackie hcs#Im honestly completely ok with this tho as while I did like my hcs ot definitely was the sort of thing I did not want to be canon#like honestly the fact that this implies that jackie actually has a decent relationship with her family is perfect to me#I also like how it gives us another bit of insight on jackie's life outside of gravitas without her even saying anything directly#its going to be sad to move away from my old hcs but I am honestly kind of digging the new implications#wait a minute#ok now I need to know what the family tree here looks like jackie are those your parents and are they divorced this is important#WAIT I NOTICED A SECOND THING#ok well first of all one of the presumably jackie relatives is a colonel which like so fucking lines up with how jackie is#but also I think that some of the other new logs might also be abt jackie relatives#one of the new logs in fact directly mentions a colonel#in fact the log in question seems to be a part of another trio of logs that probably are abt different outcomes of the same event#they seem to be about an incident that either resulted in the injury death or successful recovery efforts of a crew of piolets#with the one that ended up being able to be saved being credited to the colonel (telling us they were almost certainly in the air force)#all three end with gravitas showing some form of hostility towards the vertex institute for some reason or another#and in the two where things go wrong stretches out an invitation for those affected to apply at gravitas instead#and the one where things turn out ok theres mention of claims of corporate espionage#which I find Facinating on so many levels in either direction this could go#to be clear these three logs are written in a very broken up manner as they seem to be corrupted radio programs or smth#anyways this is all to say that smth fucked up happened over there and it has the chance to make jackie so So much worse
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from me to you — gojo satoru x f!reader
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a/n: this takes place in chapter 268, soo sort of spoilers ahead? also long live gojo satoru; gojo leaves you a letter 🙏
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“y/n-sensei, there is a letter for you as well!”
that catches your attention, and you look up at the first years. you tilt your head slightly, and yuuji hands you an envelope.
you gently take it from him, and the first thing you notice is “wifey” written on it then the doodle of satoru with his blindfold on. you feel your throat tighten, and your hands shake slightly.
you let out a small breath then shakily open the letter.
hey, honey!!
it first reads.
I feel like there is still much I didn’t tell you in our last meeting, so here I, your beautiful and handsome husband, am writing them down.
you swallow lightly, and a small smile appears on your face as you imagine satoru saying that, then you continue to the next line.
first, I changed all your computer passwords to variations of “satoruisthebest” at one point. your confusion was so cute!!
you quirk an eyebrow at the admission, but when you rack your brain, you remember that one day when you couldn’t log into your computer.
what you vividly remember was satoru being sat beside you the whole time, and now that you think about it. he was smiling so widely the entire time, letting out small chuckles every now and then. oh, that sneaky man.
“satoru, I am telling you it’s broken!”
“sweetheart, we spent over 2000$ on that. if it broke, then we could easily sue the company,” he chuckled, arm wrapping around your shoulder and pulling you closer.
“2 year guaranteed top performance my ass!”
you smile at the memory. it was pretty satoru of him to do that. your eyes then move to continue reading.
second, there are times when I would tell megumi that you would be coming with me, then he would turn and leave me when he found out I was tricking him.
your eyes glance up at said boy who is sat across of you. he made it out alive, despite everything. he suffered so much, but he made it.
it makes you relieved, and you can imagine satoru being bloody proud of him and saying something along the lines of ‘you handed sukuna’s ass to him, very cool!’
no matter how much megumi had frowned and grimaced at satoru’s presence or antics. it rooted itself as something—safe and familiar.
you can’t count on your hands the times when you and satoru would visit the siblings, and nobody really said it, but these meetings did all of you a favor, a chance to kind of wind down. maybe act like death might actually not be looming tomorrow.
it feels like just yesterday when megumi would cling to you when he got really sad or nervous, after so much time spent getting comfortable with each other.
he grew up well, you think, eyes gliding to next.
third, I hid your uniform every two to three weeks, so you have to stay with me.
at that, your eyes widen a bit. satoru’s schedule was pretty packed, but he somehow managed to squeeze time for quality time between you two.
it tugged on your heartstrings, and you made sure he knew how much you appreciated it, not a single space on his face left without a kiss. however, finding out that he went out of his way to make you rest and stay.
satoru’s care really showed in his actions, and you feel like this is the biggest proof of it.
“satoru, have you seen my uniform?”
“nope! maybe, it is a sign to stay home today? you’ve been working so hard, wifey!”
you cupped his face, pulled him down to your height, and kisses his cheek, “you’ve been working harder, ‘toru. let me take off some of the load at least.”
“we could both stay!”
“you’re kidding, right?”
“I already told yaga; I miss you!”
you try to stop the reminiscing further and try to compose yourself before reading the rest.
fourth, I’m the one who kept adjusting the thermostat. I just wanted an excuse to cuddle.
a fond yet melancholy smile appears on your face. you kinda figured that one out. satoru’s favorite pastime was cuddling, so it’s no surprise that he would go out of his way to create the need for it even further.
add to that, once you went to get some green tea and saw him from the corner of your eye teleport to the thermostat, click something, then teleport back to bed.
you figured that the room being chilly that night was not an exception in the middle of july.
“babeeee, it’s so cold! let’s cuddle!”
“maybe the problem is with the thermostat?”
“I checked! I think cuddling is the best solution.”
you giggle as you recall the moment, one of many similar. your heart feels a bit lighter as you go through the letter. something satoru managed to always do even in person.
he would plaster sticky notes, get you trinkets, and even pull pranks on other just to see you smile. feeling more encouraged, you keep on reading the letter.
then you feel your chest constrict so tightly that you might just throw up.
fifth, I am really gonna fucking miss you.
you read the line over again, and you purse your lip in hopes of silencing any noise that may come out as you feel the lump in your throat return, even worse than before. your breathing starts getting more difficult.
your grip on the letter tightens, and you find yourself thinking back to the good times. memories of late nights spent in each other’s arms, thinking about everything and nothing at once.
hushed whispers of confessions and quiet giggles as you reminisced on your highschool days. tight hugs when recalling the sad moments and the departure of a certain someone.
“you know, y/n, I think we might just be made for each other,” he said one night. you hummed and looked him in the eyes.
“three am thoughts?”
“three am admissions,” he grins slightly, “I am made for you, and you’re made for me.”
you remember him pulling you closer and kissing your forehead, while you teased, “and what would you need little old me for, so much that I got made?”
he feigns thinking then closes his eyes, burying his face in your shoulder, “grounding me.”
I love you. I really do, but you should know that already, right?
your eyes drift down to the corner of the paper, and that is when you feel your tears start free-falling. there is drawn a chibi satoru besides a chibi you and between them is a heart.
the chibi satoru is giving yours a big smooch, while she laughs. you never thought that the day your jealousy burns would be because of drawings, and drawings of you and your own husband, nonetheless.
“but wow, gojo-sensei is shit at writing letters,” you hear nobara remark.
megumi responds with a small chuckle, “I am fine with mine.”
“what about you, y/n-sensei?—”
the trio becomes silent as you let out a sob. a watery smile makes its way up your face as you kiss the letter gently and murmur, “so shitty.”
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#I’ve written myself into an interesting corner in my original work#I have a character that is essentially a frankenstein’s monster in essence#she is more technically an animated corpse. it’s just that the initial soul inhabiting the body was not the one that returned#so in essence the Frankenstein’s monster parallel#is the new ‘person’ another soul mistakenly tied to the wrong body#or did a new soul bud within the now empty vessel?#then there comes the question on whether or not I’m perpetuating the ‘born sexy yesterday’ trope by going with the 2nd one#because there is a good marker in story on how a new soul could bud within the empty vessel#but the most time I could allow it is like 5 years for story reasons#it’ll be painfully sad if I wait a full 18 years to make sure the ‘bsy’ trope is well and truly negated#it’s like a balancing scales thing#because I think every writer likes when things are intertwined#like I could but that just means one of my other characters has to suffer more for longer#actually maybe I should#but it might idk weaken the stakes a bit#or I can like just add more world building and make more things happen?#or I can just take the five years and hope that it’s enough OTL#buckling in for like potential discourse I guess o(-(#because she’s gonna be an adult and is an adult#like the brain she inherited is of a I want to say 26-30 year olds#her carers treated her like someone treating an amnesiac#but I still want her to be a different soul than the original for narrative reasons#their tastes are different. their wants are different. their entire personalities are different except for one single thing#and idk what message that relays really I just wanted to write a trans Frankenstein’s monster that transitions post awakening#I think about her more than the plot device that’s the actual narrator of this story OTL#I think I’ll puzzle this out somehow o(-(#ramble#my things
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