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James Potter x Reader
âââââââ ââ ËâĄË àŁȘ âââââââ
Summary: Your friends discover that you and James have finally done the deedâŠ
Warnings: 18+ MATURE THEMES, oneshot, suggestive content, implied intimacy, virgin!james x virgin!reader, teasing, Sirius being Sirius, mild wolfstar content, reader is embarrassed about intimacy, and, of course, James Potter is good in bed.
Word count: 1.4K
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âââââââ ââ ËâĄË àŁȘ âââââââ
James had pleaded for you to stay behind to study at Hogwarts during this weekâs Hogsmeade trip, claiming he couldnât pass his next exam without his pretty girlfriend by his side. You began working at Jamesâ desk before moving to his floorâŠthen to his bed.
He stared at you with pure longing as you transcribed notes from your textbook, his touch was soft against your shoulders as he kissed your skin. His attention had completely abandoned his own notes long ago, preferring to cover you in gentle kisses pressed to your back.
You couldnât pretend to focus on your textbook any longer, closing it softly before sending it to the dorm room floor. You turned to face your breathless boyfriend, silently begging you with his big brown eyes.
The make out session that followed was more passionate than any other you two had shared, James gripping at your skin as he rocked his hips into yours.
âWe can stop here if you want to,â he muttered breathlessly during a short break. The corners of your lips threatened to tilt into a flirtatious smirk as you softly pushed him backwards. Jamesâ growing desperation was obvious, the boy grinning at you while flipping your bodies over, resting on top of you and making you squeal as his lips traveled down your exposed skin.
The events that followed left you naked and panting beneath his sheets, gazing up at the ceiling in a daze as your boyfriend nuzzled into your neck with a satisfied groan and a beaming smile.
He clutched your sides protectively, sighing as he pulled back to gaze at your flustered face, grinning at the result of his handy work. He kissed up and down your jaw, pausing for a second to admire the marks left by his desperate affection.
You were still reeling from the memory of moments ago, brain fuzzy from the overwhelming pleasure. I was sure the first time was meant to be bad⊠you thought to yourself. Finally, you noticed Jamesâ lovesick gaze at your neck and collarbone, eyes wide as you realised what he was observing.
âMight have to cover these up before breakfast tomorrow, darling,â he smiled apologetically with sleep lacing his whispering voice, âI went a bit overboard, Iâm sorryâŠâ He nuzzled back into your neck with a bashful smile, drawing circles on your skin with his fingers.
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The next day was cold with the promise of impending rain, a perfect climate for inconspicuously slipping on a turtleneck under your uniform before leaving for breakfast with your roommates. You had always maintained a sense of privacy with James, reluctant to tell your friend group quite as much as they tell you about their romantic escapades.
Mary, Dorcas and Lily took their seats on one side of the Gryffindor table as you saved seats for the Marauders on the other. Breakfast was peaceful, the four of you making small talk and enjoying your food before the Great Hall doors opened to reveal the more obnoxious half of your group.
James was looking particularly confident, smiling wide with crinkled eyes and walking with a slight bounce in his step. The boys piled onto the bench next to you while James reached over your head to pluck a peach from the fruit bowl.
âMorning hot stuff,â James winked at you as he slid into the space between you and Sirius, lacing a hand along your back, around your torso and between your thighs. You glared at his cocky grin, face warming at the intimate contact. âWhat?â he whispered, feigning innocence, âmy hands are cold.â
âUh- Mary was just telling us about this muggle game,â you diverted, âwhat was it called again?â Mary lit up, returning to her rambling about a complicated board game involving houses and train stations.
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You were far gone by the time Mary caught the others up to speed, engrossed in the way James was breathing against your skin and holding you against his warm, muscular form.
He began to pull at your turtleneck ever so slightly, first at your stomach to rub soothing circles into your skin, then at your neck to peer at his masterpiece from the previous night. James pressed a soft kiss to the highest mark, causing you to shiver and stare intently at your breakfast to distract yourself.
By the time your boyfriend had removed himself from your skin, Mary had finished her explanation and all eyes were on the two of you.
Sirius furrowed his brows, gazing from James, to you, back to James, then to Remus. Remus watched your interaction curiously, eyes gliding down to where Jamesâ hand met the inside of your upper thigh, a familiar symbol of lust he knew all too well from Siriusâ own actions under the table. The girls across from you glanced at each other, then at Peter, before Dorcas completed the circle of confused looks as she stared at Sirius, who finally broke the silence.
âSo, ProngsâŠget much study done while we were out yesterday?â Jamesâ lustful grin faltered as he finally acknowledged your friendsâ presence for the first time that morning, turning away from you and towards his roommate.
âUh- yeah, yeah we did actually! Totally prepared for the exam, Minnie will be praising me,â he pulled one of his hands away from your skin to the back of his neck, scratching in an awkward display of nervousness. His other hand traveled down your leg to rest on your knee, a far more common sight for the two of you. Sirius wasnât convinced.
âUh huhâŠand whatâs that exam on again?â He smirked, looking you up and down as you gulped under his glare, âAnatomy?â
Dorcas choked on a laugh, dribbling juice in the process while the others muffled their amusement with their hands. James bit his lip, wincing at the realisation that he had been far too obvious with his intimate affection.
He turned back to you, seeing the bright red hue of your face and the embarrassed downturn of your head. He threw his arm around your middle in confident comfort. Your eyes were glued to a single berry on the edge of your plate.
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Your friends had released a long series of sounds of amusement, cheering in celebration at their recent discovery. âWith the way James talks about you, love, Iâm surprised he didnât jump you on the first date!â Sirius cackled, causing James to crack a sympathetic smile in your direction before nuzzling into your neck once again.
âI think this makes us the most experienced group in the school now that you two lovesick dogs, haveâŠyou knowâŠâ Lily trailed off, âWait, we are talking about these two losing their v-â
âObviously!â
James had fully phased out the conversation, getting intoxicated on your scent as his held you close with eyes closed in satisfaction. You were warming up to the conversation now, brushing Jamesâ mess of hair away from his mouth as you giggled at the excitement that erupted from your section of the table.
âSo,â Sirius continued, leaning over to you with an obnoxiously loud whisper, âis Prongs good in bed?â
âYes.â
âSirius,â James whined, sitting up in the process, âdonât push her- wait, what did you say?â He spun around to face you with wide eyes as you smirked back at him. You were already knee deep in this conversation, it couldnât hurt to boost your boyfriendâs ego and satisfy his recently discovered lust for praise.
âHeâs amazing, in factâŠboys, why donât you go on another secret trip to Hogsmeade tonight? Iâm sure youâve already run out of chocolate, and James could probably do with a room to himselfâŠâ you teased in the direction of the remaining Marauders before spotting Jamesâ glossy eyes and parted lips in your peripheral.
He clung tighter to your middle as Peter gazed at you with a confused frown. âBut we went yesterday, we still have a lot of-â he glanced at the others, all adorning knowing smirks. âOhhhhâŠyeah, yeah we can do that.â
James turned to Peter with a bashful smile, mouthing a thank you that made the group burst out laughing once again.
Finally remembering their breakfast, your companions returned to cleaning their plates as James continued consuming his, kissing you along your jaw and resisting the urge to line you up on the table then and there. He bit into his peach suggestively, batting his lashes at you.
âNo more PDA at the table, Jamie.â
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#marauders#marauders era#the marauders#james potter x fem!reader#james fleamont potter#james potter#james potter x you#james potter fluff#james potter x reader#james potter imagine#james potter fic#james potter fanfiction#james potter smut#wolfstar#mary macdonald#dorcas meadowes#lily evans#remus lupin#sirius black#sirius being sirius#peter pettigrew#dead gay wizards from the 70s#harry potter#aaron taylor johnson#spotify#atyd#all the young dudes#touch tank#james potter scenario#marauders imagine
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HE SHOULDA FLIPPED J OFF IN THE SHOW!!
#my art#murder drones#murder drones art#murder drones fanart#murder drones n#md uzi doorman#serial designation n#murder drones uzi#uzi doorman#I mean I guess also âSerial Designation Jâ but she's just. In the foreground. I don't count her#anyways uh. Yeah Wrist still hurts. Quick doodle. I got too cocky and I am now working on a big(ish) piece#I might have it done tomorrow but no promises!#hopefully.#god i hope my wrist doesn't continue to feel like this I genuinely might need to take a break from drawing#this weekend might be like. The first time ever I don't draw when I've wanted to#ANYHOW UH!! SEE YOU TOMORROW CHAT!!!!!#also hiiii my 1 (one) mutual!!!!!
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A lil something for Whumptober day 10: blow to the head
#I don't think this came out right but I chose to mess up my sleep so i could speedrun this#because I promised myself I would try to post at least some sketches for this#I'm sorry I'm nit used to draw something more than a person like đ§ but ig it's good to push myself a little đ
#eventully something will come out alright#buut I have to at least try#HI I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO TAG#or if I want to but I already put some time into this so might aswell lol#lu sky#lu twilight#linked universe#cw blood#ig... b&w poorly drawn <3#whumptober 2024#lu whumptober#I could've finished it later#ill be sooo tired tomorrow#but it b like that#worst part is I wanted to redraw some sketches I had done troughout the year but I didn't do a single thing#this is all I have and I started it like two days ago lol#I don't like posting stuff I made so recently bc it's so easy to miss obvious mistakes but I want to feel like I made something in time...#almost XD#lu fanart#I'll shut up
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#this might be the most scribble thing I post here yet bahahahahahahahahahahaaha#I still like how the hands turned out even though I didnât finish themđ#but itâs pretty messy and the hands might be the only part I likeđ„Č#but since this blog is my art journey documentation here you are#I was pretty busy today so no good art but maybe tomorrow weâll see#I am preparing things to FINALLY answer my asksđ„č#& if you tagged me in anything I actually have been meaning to respond!!!!!!!! my notifications are the WORST and so confusing on heređ”âđ«#and Iâm technology grandmaâŠ#hope u all have had an amazing day !!!! đ«¶#my brother in law has been fishing and catching SO MANY sargo#(sargo = sea bream for the animal crossing playing English speakersđ)#AND ITS LITERALLY SOOOOOOOOO DELICIOUS !!!!!#i cook it in the weirdest way possible#you just have to gut the fish and cut off its fins etc#then you put it in a wet salt bed and cover it upâŠcook it for 30 minâŠAND VOILA ITS DONE !!!!!#I donât add any spicesâŠNOTHINGâŠand this fish literally has the taste and texture of crab covered in butter#LIKEâŠđł it might be my favorite food/fav thing to cook these days bc itâs so easy and fresh caught fish is just deliciousđ«#well that was my grandma cooking show of the dayđ©âđł#now you know how to cook sargo a la sal đ©âđł#also going back to the drawingđ„č I just love these two so muchâŠ#I love thinking of sweet momentsâŠmost of my angst is confined to writincđ#the chapter Iâm writing right now is SO ANGST DEPRESSING (sorry Eloise)#it will get betterâŠI promiseâŠ#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hogwarts legacy oc#hogwarts legacy mc#eloise babbit#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x mc
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JOONG ARCHEN & DUNK NATACHAI Love Out Loud Fan Fest D2Â (May 19th, 2024)
#joong archen#dunk natachai#joongdunk#lol fan fest 2024#the heart killers cast#love out loud fan fest 2024#love out loud 2024#my edits#âIT'S GONNA BE HOTâ#JOONG IS SO ANNOYING (AFFECTIONATE)#BUT ALSO... PROMISE đ„ș????#OH AND FOURTH REPEATING THE âBEING WITH ME MIGHT BE TIRINGâ LINE TO GEM TOOK ME OUT JSFASAHGJLH#also i think im done with giffing for tonight đ
#it's past 2am and i should finally get some sleep#i might try to find some more giffable moments tomorrow but idk if the quality of the footage i have is good enough đ„ș
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GUYS I PROMISE I HAVENT FORGOTTEN ABOUT THIS !!!
i am making an academic comeback currently. i have a calc test tomorrow morning, and i have many missing assignments
i will start and try to finish something by tomorrow or thursday!
#so sorry!!#i am almost done finding derivatives i promise#and then i have to do stuff for ap lit#probably#i might do that tomorrow#gravity falls#stanford pines#ford pines
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Why I Am Not Coming In To Work Today [abridged], Jess Zimmerman
part one | part two
#toronto maple leafs#HELLO EVERYBODY THIS HAS BEEN MONTHS!!! MONTHS IN THE MAKING BECAUSE i AM UNHINGED AND NEEDED THE PRECISE PICTURES THAT I KNEW I WOULD GET#like. seventy five percent of this has been done since the first time i posted this and while it has gotten better with time because#my narratives simply got more complex and there's so much of this that is For Me but don't worry i will explain but aLSO goddamn mitch coul#you have gotten married any later in the year. also willy you truly disappointed me by not getting an absurd haircut this year (now that#i've said this he's going to debut it on instagram like. tomorrow. but anyway that meant y'all got to enjoy my neuroses of#Loving Tyler Bertuzzi who is a goddamn leaf. the joys of having to wait to post this (was not a leaf at the time i started it) and anyway i#have at length i think had the breakdown about tyler in pigtails girl dad & how i got a bob & then tyler copied me which was rude. that's m#gender. ANYWAY starting from the top we got sheldon keefe documentation which was really just the personal decision that i wanted all the#coaching staff to be the markers in the poem/the bold & also at the TIME keefe hadn't re-signed &we thought it might be everybody out w/kyl#anyway the title of the scrap of an old lover's flannel is literally 'u think this is about sheldon & kyle NO it's about timothy liljegren'#bc. liljegren was on the marlies winning cup team & has had a contentious relationship w/keefe ever since & was healthy scratched in playof#& the narrative is sooooo. also at one point for the ryan o'reilly i was going to edit the stlb out of his grandma's shirt or cover it w/th#childhood dreams line but THEN i found the gio snapped stick one which was too perfect for 'crumbling copy' the ryan o'reilly To Me is so.#ur insane in ways u did not think for that one. like. how soft her hands were. his grandma you guys. he grew up a leafs fan. if he ever get#to lift the cup with her again i will lose my shit. the cup run a movie i remember nothing--OKAY the spezz one i knew i needed him stresse#but also i believe in the spezz/kyle narrative so. it comes up later don't worry ALSO SPEZZ FOLLOWING HIM TO PITT CAME AFTER I MADE THIS bu#the muzz tea one makes me a little sensy bc muzz was out with an injury for most of this season & it was a really scary spinal one & so yea#& then the simmer one just straight up makes me cry bc i love him so much & the work that he does for anti-racism in hockey means so much &#if you have that video open & watch it i promise you will cry i do every time it's so beautiful he had to be on comforted by beauty & sammy#boy is on the a man who doesn't know me because EYE remember the caps goalie tandems. baby lilya. the mo one is a little funny bc it is#solely due to wade's thread about mo rielly the coal miner homestead husband. that's why he moves to omaha also i think it suits him (quiet#OK NOW OLD MEN IN LOVE NARRATIVE this one's in contention for my fave bc it's spezz coping w/retirement fundamental meaningless of existenc#u heard abt tyler already that's for me the minchy picture was just too good i had found it earlier & i spent SO LONG looking for an empty#leafs rink picture for bathtub i have some cool construction photos but i wanted the melting ice ones (thought about tahoe lol) & the sprin#one i manip'd a lot bc i needed a spring picture bc playoffs clinch in spring & that one fit so coincidentally perfect bc it's 7 straight#seasons 7 guys so. :) & i KNEW i swore to god they did more milk advertising i knew i was gonna do this one from the minute i saw the poem#the milk patch & it took a hot minute BUT I FOUND THIS ONE this one's for funsies. AND THE PIC I WAITED SO FUCKING LONG FOR this is actuall#from kerf's wedding but i was like i know on god mitch is getting married this summer & that's about to be the drunkest shenanigans wedding#i'm waiting for the pics. & then i was BLESSED with this one which is beautiful & perfect & LOOK AT THEM. anyway the last one is bc
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More Finn practice. Ref from this GQ article
#Finn Wolfhard#Mike Wheeler#Stranger Things#Byler#Stranger Things art#Art#Uwi draws#My post#My ST post#When you're over halfway done and realize your perspective is off so you have to start tweaking awesome wow my favorite#I was trying to challenge myself to be looser and quicker with my sketches but still try to get the likeness#yes his face is too long his proportions are off i know i k n o w#sorry for tagging byler unrelated but I promise to eventually do some art for byler when I figure out how to draw#pretend it's Mike looking at Will or smthin#If I don't post this now it will rot in drafts forever#if I post this at night my time it means everyone's asleep even if it's day for you so no one will see it that's how it works right#I hate it the more I look at the ref#just gotta try on a new piece tomorrow#might delete
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so I finished reading iyd where it's currently at a few days ago.
i am incredibly normal about @post-it-notes7 's Heart and Soul series. I can be trusted with these freaks I promise I won't keep microwaving all of the strawberries and blueberries I promise.
anyway good lird these two have been through so much. they need eepy time + bonus wishful thinking first few chapters in a nutshell
#kirby series#kirby fanart#cherry's kirb art#I DID SO MANY OF THESE INSTEAD OF MY MATH WORK LMAO.#pins ily and your art so much. i hope the sheer amount of my doodles effectively conveys the Grip your art of all kinds has on me#i have done multiple rambles about iyd and your artstyle to my friends. i am incredibly unnormal about their dynamic and how you write them#i want it no other way. thank you#the amount of times i was just like. JUST COMMUNICATE....so many.#if and whenever you write more do expect more fanart. or who knows more might come tomorrow. i hope you dont mind#they need to be allowed to say fuck at least once. itd make them feel a little better im certain of this/j#i do not have words to describe how much i appreciate your pieces but i also have so many. but not enough space. never enough space.#just know ily platonically ok and your art is scrumptious and i screamed several times during iyd out of various emotions#ok thats enough i think. i promise im normal
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WIP Wednesday
Tagged by @anneapocalypse (thank you!!!) and even though it's Thursday i really want to share a bit more of this upcoming chapter of Aneth Ara that's taking me ages to finish. đ
@beastofmoss and @thegoblinwitchqueen and anyone who wants to share, please do! and ignore the fact that it's not currently Wednesday
âYou never did answer me before.â
âAbout what?"
âWhat Dalish word you'd use for me. What's the equivalent of kadan for you? Do you have one?â
"Of course." She huffed a laugh and rolled her eyes. But when her gaze returned to his, the pretense fell away into solemnity, and the shy uncertainty crept back in. Her lips parted like she was going to elaborate, then didn't.
"You gonna tell me, or you gonna make me work for it?"
"I should. It would only be fair." El cracked a smile, and Bull's smirk widened. Finally, on quiet exhale, she murmured, âVhenan.â
El was watching him close and cautious now. Wary, maybe even nervous. Like there was weight to this word. Like maybe this was the first time she'd ever used it this way, with someone.
Or, okay, maybe he was projecting. But he tended to read people pretty well, and El better than most.
Bull slid his fingers through her hair, pushed it back from her face. âNot bad. Whatâs it mean?â
El gave him an enigmatic, mischievous smirk. "Maybe I won't tell you. Maybe I should make you figure it out on your own, embarrass yourself asking Solas. Good luck finding anything Dalish recorded accurately in a book, by the way."
Bull matched her cocky smirk with his own, still stroking her cheek fondly. "I don't get embarrassed."
"I know. It's infuriating."
Bull laughed. "Tell me. I'll make it up to you."
âOne guess.â
He raised an eyebrow, questioning.
Her hand traveled across the expanse of his chest, palm flat against his ribcage, until the heavy thud of his heart met the resistance of her touch.
He grinned. "Say it again."
"Ma vhenan," she whispered, a smile blooming on her face.
An odd sensation swept down his body, like cold but not in a bad way. Something in his throat, choking off any further conversation. Bull tugged her fully back against him, suddenly needing the length of her pressed tight against his skin. Solid, alive, real.
They just lay there quiet awhile, Bull staring up at the ceiling, trying to wrap his head around the possibility of permanence in something he chose, for once.
"Are we sure this is real?" El's voice whispered into the stillness. "Youâre not going to disappear?"
Fuck. Different as their backgrounds were, they still had a lot of the same shit in their heads.
He swallowed down an unexpected surge of emotion and managed to affect an easy, confident tone. âNope. I'm here."
And he wasn't planning on going anywhere. Yeah, he'd probably still roam around with the Chargers after all this, assuming they got an 'after' that allowed it. But now he had a fixed point he could return to. Orbit his life around. A home, and someone waiting for him there.
It was a nice thought, actually.
#my writing#this might be garbage its still rough#tbh my writer's block tends to be of the âeverything i write sucksâ variety#and i got super behind on work deadlines which had to come first#in fact i have one tomorrow and I'm not done whoops#even so this chapter is pushing 10k#it's coming though i promise!
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I have all of next week off, so it'll be time for party rockin'. Also, I feel like this is important, I've made a lot of new friends as of late, just wanna say I appreciate you guys, you guys are really awesome and its been a pleasure to get to know you all better. You're all really nice people, thanks for being nice to me.
#out.#world is too cruel to not show appreciation me thinks#party rockin' = rping#wor k just kicks my ass too much sometimes i just gotta take some r&r#i will be on discord plotting/chatting/chilling/rping though#might try some stuff tomorrow but no promises there#the beauty of getting paid salary is that those days off do not affec t mua#will have to extract from some of my savings to pay my team though#but no harm done!
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#i have so much focus ability rn wtf why cant i be like this all the time?#after weeks of being too depressed and out of focus now im like a fucking laser#it hasnt tipped out of control yet. usually when i can focus it goes too far. it is sorta on the edge tho#like kinda wanna just stay up all night getting stuff done. just slightly too much energy but im going hiking tomorrow so i gotta sleep#ugh thatll be a waste of focus time tho :-(#well at least my mood is up bc i also already found out that the project i was proposing at the school i was interviewing for was rejected#i dont feel too bad abt it tho. im not surprised. theres still a slight chance i could join the lab on another project but idk it might#be complicated with me being an international student. i just feel bad abt wasting the guys time tho#at least he likes me enough to still pull for me to join his lab. hes been v resposive too. maybe theres still a chance#i actually like this other project more than the one i proposed lmao. but cant get my hopes up lol#i have to finish all my other fucking applications lmao. me and my million applications#pls someone accept me. i promise ill interview better in future lol. at least i got further than the 15 other ppl who applied#i think they only accepted 2 projects#ah well. well see how long my mood holds out. i gotta get these manuscripts done#unrelated
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Omfg I have an interview this Wednesday. That happened SO FAST. I did an interview screening call a bit ago and wasn't expecting to hear back for a couple days, they reached out within MINUTES and wanna talk asap I'm so FREAKING excited! Idk how but I'm more excited than I am nervous! AH i feel so so so good about this đ€đ»đ€đ»
#simi speaks#i would've done it tomorrow and gotten it over with but i have a tattoo appointment after work đđ#this is fine though#im so very excited I might get to work in the same building as my friend too this is looking so promising#:D
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MEET THE OCS
Winona
Full name: Winona Anne Calloway
Age: 21
Strengths: courageous, altruistic, charitable, optimistic, outgoing, adventurous
Weaknesses: short-sighted, headstrong, unrealistic, attention-seeking, pretentious, reckless, naĂŻve
Winona, a young tailor, loves mundane life in Arkham, Massachusetts. Lacking an ordinary social life, she spends her days people-watching and exploring her hometown. However, as an orphan at birth, Winona has never been able to help but wonder who, and where, her parents are. When she finally gets her first lead on the identity of her mother, it sends her down a dark rabbit hole, one that threatens to forever change the way she views herself, Arkham, and reality as a whole.
Mikhail
Full name: Mikhail René Yadin
Age: 23
Strengths: intelligent, hard-working, well-read, cultured, ambitious
Weaknesses: judgmental, deceiving, shallow, whiny, cowardly, dramatic, insecure
Plagued by prophetic vision since his childhood, Mikhail has spent the majority of his life studying the mystical and the occult. When he leaves his home in Paris to attend Miskatonic University, it is with one goal in mind - to gain the necessary knowledge to make an actual career out of studying the occult. While he is content to observe supernatural forces from a safe distance, a chance encounter with a bubbly local wraps him up in an adventure that will both finally provide clarity to his visions, and bring his life's interest far too close for comfort.
Kiki
Full name: Takeisha "Kiki" Nevaeh Harper-Davis
Age: 20
Strengths: funny, witty, strategic, agile, deductive, playful, confident
Weaknesses: paranoid, distrusting, self-preserving, reclusive, aloof, scheming
Motorcycle-riding, cyberpunk fanatic Kiki has no qualms about not fitting in with her fellow students at Miskatonic University. But beyond her unique outer persona, her peers have no idea about the private life she leads outside of the classroom. Using her knowledge as a cybersecurity major, Kiki has been secretly investigating strange happenings in her hometown of Arkham. When Kiki catches wind of her grandmother's apprentice at Harper Tailoring looking into her own mystery, she begins to suspect that this might just be the lead she needs to blow the conspiracies revolving around Arkham wide open.
Beatrice
Full name: Beatrice Anastasiya Volkov
Age: 21
Strengths: unflinching, dutiful, loyal, dedicated, diligent
Weaknesses: pessimistic, self-destructive, unassertive, antisocial, detached
Ever since the death of her parent's, Beatrice has felt like a ghost in her hometown of Arkham. The only time she leaves her overbearing grandparent's countryside estate is to attend her ballet recitals, the thing that has made her the pride of her affluent family since she was a child. When Beatrice unexpectedly reconnects with a childhood acquaintance on a quest to discover the identity of her parents, she finds herself roped into a prophecy that forces her to decide if she is willing to go against the wishes of her grandparents for the sake of the entire universe.
Adam
Full name: Adam Jacob Watanabe
Age: 24
Strengths: protective, calm, easy-going, agreeable, level-headed, stable
Weaknesses: passive, shirking, ignorant, flighty, lazy
Californian surfer Adam has no real interest in pursuing a college education, but does so at the behest of his mother. Adam especially never imagined himself attending college in Massachusetts; he doesn't even remember ever applying. But when Miskatonic University is the only place to accept him, he finds himself on the opposite side of the country, far from the warm, sunny beaches he calls home. He also finds himself with a peculiar French roommate who is clearly hiding a mysterious secret. The more Adam becomes involved with his new roommate's life, the more he realizes that being in college is the least of his worries.
Vassilus
Full Name: N/A
Age: 21 Earth years
Strengths: graceful, elegant, considerate, caring, empathetic
Weaknesses: melancholic, self-loathing, hopeless, timid, spineless, listless
His entire life, demi-god Vassilus has had one purpose - to be his father's obedient weapon. Haunted by the horrors he's committed in the name of the crown, he longs to one day be freed from his princely duty. However, when he learns of his father's plan to bring his deceased mother back from the grave, he is forced to consider just how much pain he is willing to inflict for the chance at a happy family.
#jsyk I started half assing this HARD about halfway through#because its late and im tired and i need this to be DONE#cus if i didnt finish it tonight i never would have#i might edit this later...please dont think this is exemplary of the best i can do bc i promise its not#its 2am and i have work tomorrow đ
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- gojo satoru x reader // zen'in naoya x reader
you are an empress perfect in every way... until your husband suddenly casts you aside for his expecting mistress. but you won't be dethroned just like that, because the newly coronated western emperor, gojo satoru, sets his sights on you, and thus your revenge against your ex-husband begins...
genre/warnings: 18+ suggestive contentâminors do not interact!âmight be ooc, kinda slowburn, angst to eventual fluff, divorce, marriage of convenience, heavy pining (from gojo's part), childhood friends trope, mentions of infidelity, misogyny, infertility, explicit smut
note: loosely inspired by and taking some elements of manhwa remarried empress (but i promise you, it's different). my god, for the past month this is all i can think about *sobs* wc. 10.5k ! this is the longest thing i've ever posted here, and if you'd give it a chance, then i'll be really, really thankful!
credit header goes to @/gojokko in twitter!
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âI accept the divorce.â
Your perfect life was done for. Everything you had worked hard towardsâ it was now in shambles and tatters.
You, an ethereal, revered empress... someone untarnished in the face of public and private, had just agreed to the emperorâs blatant request of separation.
âMy god... how can this be!?â
âYour Majesty! Please reconsider!â
Emperor Zenâin Naoya of the Eastern Empire, your husbandâand companion for more than ten yearsâsmirked as he looked down at you, paying zero attention to the uproar in this courthouse.
But then you heard that kind, velvety voice from the back of your head:
âIf you become my empress⊠that will make me the happiest man alive.â
This place has turned into a whopping circus ever since you and Naoya stepped inside anyway. And so, having nothing worthy left to lose, you declared, âAnd I demand an immediate approval for my remarriage.â
Your boldness once again stirred a wave of clamor among the crowd, and even Naoya was glaring at you in disbelief now. âA remarriageâŠ? How dare youâ!â
âWell... is it the time for my grand entrance?â
Deep from behind the curtains, suddenly he emerged, dressed in the most lavish robes befitting his own throne, outshining everyone in the room as if he was the one owning the place.
âHeh.â His low chuckle stunned even the mass as he took big strides towards where you were.
This would seal your fate. From now onwards, you would no longer be the perfect empress. Your messy divorce and remarriage will relegate that image to history.
âMy goodness, thatâsâŠâ the woman in the front gasped. âWestern EmpireâsâŠâ
âGojo⊠Satoru?â Naoya's eyes lit with genuine fury as the other man took his place by your side. âYou couldn't possibly meanâŠ!â
You interrupted him regally. âYes, he is the man I wish to remarry.â
This event was going to blow up tomorrow, with scandalous titles no less than The Deposed Empress Remarries! And there was no going back, ever.
How did your pristine life turn into such a shameful debacle? None of these turn of events would be imaginable for you several years prior...
SATORU, THE CROWN PRINCE OF WESTERN EMPIRE
To Satoru, you were more than just the eastâs breathtaking empressâyou had captured his attention long before you ascended to that role.
Seven years ago, you were the renowned noble lady, the paragon of perfection sought after by many lords and monarchs alike.
You were both cunning and fair, pretty in the face, came from an illustrious family known for birthing famous empresses in either western and eastern empires. You were the quintessential template that mothers advised their sons to seek in a wife.
The fairest in the landâthat was how people called you. And Gojo Satoru is always and only interested in the best.
âSuguru... look at her.â His eyes would soften at the sight of you as he nudged at his closest ally and confidant, the duke. âShe is so... pretty, isnât she?â
Unfortunately, you had been promised to the Eastern Empireâs crown prince from a long time ago too. There was little that the outsiders, including himselfâeven if he was the heir apparent to his own throneâcould do to sway your heart.
âThere's more to women than their faces, Satoru,â Suguru sighed, thinking that what he had was a mere lust. âMoreover, sheâs engaged to the Zenâin... and they have a very good relationship. Nothing you can do about that.â
âHmph.â
To be honest, he couldnât fathom what you could possibly like about that murderous Zenâin spawn. He was a pompous human being, no less.
How on earth could you stand someone like that? Satoru had always wondered⊠especially when it was well-known to the land that you and him were on good terms despite your arranged marriage.
âand once, he thought he knew who you areâŠ
. . .
Satoru swallowed the bitterness rising in his throat as he attended the royal wedding of you and Zenâin Naoya. Despite hating the circumstances, he had to admit it was a fairytale weddingâalbeit with the wrong groom.
You were the epitome of picture book princess. In his eyes, and in the eyes of the attendees of your wedding.
Oh, and he made headlines too, that dayâ
âMy princess, may I have this dance?â
Two hours hadnât even passed by after you swore your vows as Naoyaâs bride, and there he was, asking for your first dance, in your own wedding ball, right in front of your newly wedded husband.
Everyone bet on you turning him down and making a fool of himself, but instead, to spare his feelings, you put your delicate hand in his, and with a wide, shy smile, you said, âYes.â
Satoru thought it was his greatest achievement then. To have made Naoya red-faced, to have made him watch as he put his hands on your waist, twirl you aroundâ and come one breath away from your face.
âPrincess, youâreâŠâ his breath caught as he pulled you close, staring straight at your faceâand suddenly he felt like life was so unfair to him as the slow melody of waltz was all he could hear.
How could you be this close... and yet so far by being somebody elseâs wife?
And yet he forced the words out, with sincerity he had never showed anyone else before, even as his heart bled and shattered. âYouâre so incredibly beautiful.â
Your eyes widened, sparkling with wonder, before you thanked him with the loveliest of smiles. âThank you. Youâre too kind.â
Satoru was certain... you had ruined him, because no one else would ever be able to turn his world with just a smile like you did, even as you broke his heart too into a million pieces.
. . .
Ever since that day, everyone had branded him as a prince in search of scandalâcoveting the princess married to Zenâin clan.
What everyone didnât know was that it went beyond that. His obsession of you went beyond your beauty and charms and wits. Rather, it goes a long way back.
YOU, THE CROWN PRINCESS OF EASTERN EMPIRE
As inconceivable as it was, once upon a time, you and Naoya were a truly, happy couple.
Handpicked by the late emperor to become his sonâs wife, you couldnât be more proud. With you being the next empress of the Eastern Empire, your clan once again proved itself that it was always worthy of a seat in the monarchy.
But beyond that, you were elated that it was Naoya that you ended up marrying. Your own childhood friend, who often led you around his palace by hand and filled your days with many joy and laughs.
âOne day soon, when we are the emperor and the empressââ younger Naoya was always someone who had big dreams about ruling his nation. âWe will create a nation in which no one can do anything as they please! Weâll establish order, and anyone who goes against it will be punished! That way, itâll encourage fairness!â
Not knowing it yourself, you had given your heart wholly to him. You had agreed to all his dreams and visions. You devoted yourself to them all, even more so after your marriage and coronation, as he promised you an ever after.
âFrom now on, itâs going to be me and you, Empress.â
YOU, THE EMPRESS OF EASTERN EMPIRE
âYour role is to give an heir to the throne, Empress.â
Your title had never sounded so heavy to you before now, especially when Naoya was the one saying it.
You sighed, gathering your wits and scattered feelings before levelling your calm gaze on your husband. âI understand that, Your Majesty. But it is not something that I can do on my own.â
This year would mark the fifth year of your marriage to Naoya. You understood that the fact you still werenât able to be with his child would raise questions from the court, but still, must you be reminded of this fact over and over?
Your husbandâno, the emperorâbarked a satire laugh.
âOh, really? As I understand it, being infertile is not something I can help you with.â
That hurt. It was a searing pain, like being branded with a red-hot iron. And it felt as if he had torn through your chest with his fist alone.
âIâm not infertile.â Your eyes gleamed with pure defiance as you lifted your chin, facing him in his audience chamber.
It dawned on you that lately, one of the few ways you could speak to him was by requesting an audience as opposed to your usual midnight talks in your private chambers.
When did it start to change? Or was Naoya this kind of person right from the very beginning and you were just blinded by love back then?
"Oh? And what would you call being childless for five years then?" Naoya sneered at you from his dais, placing one hand on his jaw. "Bad luck? You must be terribly cursed with misfortune then."
You fisted your dress, summoning all your strength to hold back tears. Don't you dare cry. Not in front of him.
It wasn't as if you didn't want to carry his heir. For many women, holding their baby in their arms is a cherished dream, and when they hold a position of power like yours, it becomes not just a desire but a duty.
You tried everythingâcalling in the best doctors, consuming horrible potions, even consulting with the oracle. And they all said you were perfectly healthy and fine. You were at your wits end too.
The irony. You were celebrated in public for your competence, while privately, you suffered your husband's cold detachment and cruel remarks.
. . .
"Empress, where should we put the welcome gifts?"
You studied the floor plan of the banquet hall for your annual New Year's ball with a thoughtful hum before pointing at the entrance.
"Place it here. We want our guests to know that we are generous, and it's easily accessible since the parlor is the first area they reach after arriving."
You loved planning festivities. It was therapeutic in a way, and it gave you little time to think of anything else.
"Oh, and I want to have a welcome arch and flowers placed at the entrance too. This is the grandest event of the year, second only to the Emperor's birthday... we must display the grandeur that befits such an occasion."
Your head maidservant, Hanabi, placed a hand on her abdomen and nodded with a warm smile. "That's a very clever suggestion, Your Majesty! I'll ensure they arrange everything just as you wish!"
As she scurried away, you watched her with an assessing gaze. Hanabi had been with you throughout the five years of your marriage, always at your side, assisting with day-to-day matters and serving as your confidant. She was a great aide.
And you were observant by nature... so of course you noticed things.
...and if you were correct, then she was most definitely with a child.
The thing is... she is unmarried. You hesitated to jump to conclusions without evidence, yet the timing struck you as more than coincidentalâit nagged at you for weeks now, suggesting a connection you hoped did not exist.
Because if they really did... then...
You didn't dare to think, because it would be more than a nightmare. But you weren't able to let this go either, so you did what was necessary.
You planted a note in Hanabi's chamber, and then you waited in the gardens, the chilly midnight air wrapping around you like a shroud.
You had done everything you could. Five years ago, you let go of everything and had decided to spend your life with your first loveâNaoya.
Because you truly and devotedly love him. You give your all for himâfor your life together.
"Ooh, Your Majesty~! It's so cold out here, why not in our usualâ"
Hanabi's voice faltered as soon as she saw your crimson gown, feeling like the world had collapsed on her. And you rigidly turned towards her, feeling more or less the same.
And yet, what you had received from him is the greatest betrayal.
SATORU, THE EMPEROR OF THE WESTERN EMPIRE
He first realized something was clearly wrong with you during the New Yearâs ball that you hosted.
Satoru had just been crowned emperor during this time, and though rulers typically sent envoys to such grand celebrations due to concurrent festivities in their own lands, it had been several months since he last saw you. He wants to see you.
A meritless action, but he wanted to, regardless.
But that day, you were a fantastic actress in this stage called banquet hall and nobody was the wiser⊠but he would know, because you mattered a lot to him.
"Your Majesty, you don't seem well." He approached you with a glass of champagne, affixing a friendly smile. "Is there anything amiss?"
Taken aback, you didn't expect such close proximity that you took a step back. His smile almost faltered, but he kept it up.
"Emperor Satoruâ"
"Ah, none of that, no. Address me just as you usually do, hmm?"
A smile finally tugged at your lips. "How is that fair, when you address me so formally?"
Satoru chuckled. "You, my queen, deserve all the finery and grandeur there is. And I will see to it that you do."
That was his nickname for you ever since you ascended the throne. Both of your countries refer you as âempressâ, but he loves addressing you as âqueenâ instead.
There was a shift in your expression, and he thought you looked melancholic. It bothered him, stirring a desire to erase that somber look from you. Because above anything and everything, you had to be happy and smiling.
"You're still a flirt, I see, Satoru," you remarked, throwing him a soft smile. "It won't do you good if you're seen with me most of the time, you know."
No, Iâm doing this just for you. He wanted to tell you that, but he sighed instead. "You've got it wrong. When I'm in the company of the most beautiful woman in the lands, what's there to be ashamed of?"
Perhaps hearing that finally melted you a bit as you freely giggled this time, and Satoru was glad that he made you laugh even a little.
"You would think that, huh..." you fondly mumbled. And then your expression crumbled, and he could've sworn something painful flashed in your eyesâ
What happened to you? He so desperately wanted to ask, but then he saw that preying gaze on both of you. Zenâin Naoya. Satoru clicked his tongue as he watched him weave through the crowd, his gaze locked ominously on both of you.
âSeems like we donât have much time, after all,â he began, urgency sharpening his words. âBut rest assured, whenever you want to talk to me, just send a little birdie my way and I shall answer.â
âHuh?â you blinked at him questioningly, totally not getting what he meant.
He winked, then took your hand and placed a kiss on it, eliciting murmurs of surprise from the crowd at his bold gesture. âAnd chin up, my queen. You have nothing to fear, and if it makes you feel better...â
He leaned in to whisper in your ear, âTo me, a diamond is most beautiful. And you⊠are one that sparkles above all.â
âNaoya, unhand me this instant!â
You were tired of this shit, of Naoya always manhandling youâof him always having a total control over you.
After seeing how close you got to Satoru, Naoya practically saw red. Still, in the prying eyes of public, he remained unperturbed, but his vice-like grip on your arm was sure to leave bruise as he unkindly led you out of the ballroom.
"Naoya!" you raised your voice this time, even louder than before, uncaring even when the wandering eyes of the servants curiously followed the two of you.
You were not made an empress just to follow him. And with that conviction, you forcibly pulled your arm away from his grip right after he shut the door to the drawing room close, not even wincing at the stinging feeling.
His eyes shone with anger. âYou insolentâ!â
âNoââ You stood your ground, and suddenly you got very irate and burst out, âHow dare you, Zenâin Naoya!â
He looked at you with equal surprise and mortification, clearly unprepared for your righteous tirade.
"You have made a mockery of our marriage! You have insulted me and your own throne by carrying on withâ with the help! My maid!" you screamed at his face, pure anger coursing through your veins. "How could you!?"
Naoya took in your outburst with eerie silence, a sneer slowly forming on his lips. "You get riled up over that? Have you forgotten emperors are free to take mistresses, especially when the empress isn't capable to bear any heirs?"
A burning arrow shot straight to your heart at his response but you willed yourself not to show it. "Regardless, you could've done better and not put our throne to shame by fucking a servant."
"I've told you time and time again. A woman's duty is to bear children, and since you've proven yourself beyond barren, I did you a favor."
"A favor...?"
"As soon as Hanabi births that child, you can raise him as your own," Naoya frankly stated unabashedly, as if proud with his idea. "Saves you the trouble and I get my heir, a win-win solution, no?"
Raise him as my own...? Saves the trouble? You could've sworn that throughout your entire life, you had never been so insulted before now, right in this moment.
"What I do, I always have my throne in mind. And yet you..." his eyes narrowed into unsatisfied slits. "What are you trying to achieve by whoring yourself to that rake, Gojo Satoru? Are you telling people of the ton that you're having an affair?"
His voice made you want to throw up. The realization that everything you thought you had together might have meant nothing to him at all made you feel sick.
And so, hiding your trembling hands and swallowing you unshed tears, you responded to him with a clipped toneâ
"You're most despicable, Naoya. And you are a complete fool if you think even for a second that I'd want to raise your bastard!"
He seemed taken aback by your rejection, but you didn't falter. "And oh, since you want to make use of that lowly maid so much, feel free to take her back and track her down yourself, because I've sent that wench away."
With that, you turned your back on him, striding out with your head held high, even as your life crumbled into dust.
Days after your full-blown argument with Naoya, your situation only worsened. By now, even the palace servants knew you had incurred his wrath, while Hanabi had won his favor by carrying his childâpossibly the heir to the throne.
The child she was carrying was no threat to your position. After all, you were the empress. A child of your blood would trample over any bastard.
However, you'd be damned if you shared a bed with him again, and Naoya made it clear that his mistress would be elevated to the rank of royal consort. Given the current trajectoryâand history's tendency to repeat itselfâemperors often divorced or banished their empresses in favor of their mistresses.
Bah. You could only scoff at your laughable predicament. You came from a prestigious clan and were revered, yet now you were no more than a scorned woman.
Dark thoughts consumed your mind for a timeâyou couldn't deny that you had considered leaving the palace for self-imposed exile or even ending your life. However, reason always prevailed.
You wouldn't give Naoya what he wanted most: your compliance. And around the time when you resolved to do that, a finely decorated envelope arrived at your study, with no signature whatsoever.
Intrigued, you opened it to find an intricate dried rose bookmark and a folded letter nestled inside.
Greetings to you, my queen. Yeah, it's me. Hope you won't be too surprised. But if you do, know that I always mean well.
Satoru. You weren't expecting this. A small smile tugged at your lips. How long had it been since you last smiled so freely?
I've heard you love reading, hence the bookmark. Fun fact: I made it myself, with Shoko's help. She is sooo bad at explaining though so if the flower is wrinkled... please blame her.
This time, you giggled. He was an emperor, for god's sake. Should someone of his station write so informally like this?
Now... I'm no oracle, but even I know that you must be having bad days. And so, let me entertain you with several tales from my kingdom. So, the other day, my good friend Suguru, the dukeâyou must've heard of him surely (they said he is the most handsome bachelor in the West but they must be missing an eye for saying so because clearly I'm more!)âjust fired a pair of his servants because he caught them in a thirst! He is so uptight! Why can't he let two people in love be!?
Before you knew it, you found yourself chuckling at the lines upon lines of anecdotes Satoru had penned in the letter. The way he wrote, it was as if he was right here, saying all of this to you in real-time. For a while, you were completely absorbed in the world of the Western Empire he described, and all your worries and anxieties seemed to fade away.
Okay, that's it for now. This is just a teaser actually, so if you want to subscribe to more tales of my humble little country, you can always be my empress reply to this letter! :D Look out for a white cat near your windowsill during the hour of snakeâhe is my trained pet, and put your message in his little backpack. Don't worry, he's cute and doesn't bite!
You were so giddy by the end. His message warmed your heart so much that your eyes grew misty. In the aftermath of Naoya's betrayal, you were certain your life would be filled with much sadness to come.
Yet, your friendship with Satoru might just be the thing that would save you.
No matter how much his friends Duke Geto and Countess Shoko urged him to see reasonâthat you were no longer available and occupied with your duties as the empress of your own empireâSatoru couldn't help but still cast an eye your way.
You were clearly unhappy, and to him, someone as radiant as you should be happy.
And so, that was why he took his quill and started writing that letter to be sent to your place, along with a rose strapped inside.
He knew that, being the kind person you were, you would most likely respond, but still, the moment his cat arrived back with your reply, he was elated beyond measure.
Of course I knew it right away! I omitted your name because who knows who might catch your cat on the way. Anyway, I hope Mr. Cat will arrive back to you safe and sound. Firstly, thank you for your letter. I must say I'm so happy to receive it :) I haven't had best days so reading it made me smile. And secondly, of course I'll subscribe to your stories of Western Empire. I've been wanting to visit it myself but just haven't gotten the chance to... so if you will continue it, I shall be happy to read :D
If anything he wrote brought you joy, then Satoru was content. He had achieved his goal then.
And it was his own little secret that... by corresponding with you, it allowed him to savor the feeling of having you as his own, if only through words.
Mr. Cat's name is Sugu-chan after Suguru but you can call him whatever you wish. And don't worry, he is strong and can fight if necessary! And don't be too formal with me, my queen. We have known each other forever. Anyway do tell me, what is your favorite color now? Let me guess, is it still that specific shade of crimson?
You name your cat after your best friend...? And you're making it hard for me to be less formal when you always address me as queen! Hmm, I suppose so. I love burgundy. I've even had my study designed with that exact color scheme. It just gives me the confidence I need, you know.
So you still love burgundy... I'll keep that in mind ;) Frankly, any shade of crimson suits youâyou're always a vision in them. Back then and especially during your coronation. I love blue, so I think we're a match? :D
Back then...? Hmm, surprisingly yes, red and blue would make a good match... Anyway, I believe you promised me unusual tales from your 'humble little country', so please indulge me!
You've forgotten it already? Around the time we first met, back when I was still known as "the cursed prince"? It holds such importance for me but sadly it seems like it was just a passing moment to you :( Oh, yeah, I haven't forgotten about it! So, this time let me tell you about the time when Earl Nanami got wasted . . .
Days turned into weeks, and weeks into months. Amidst the turmoil of your marriage, exchanging letters with Satoru became your sole respite. His stories regarding his own empire amused you, and sometimes it got you to wonder what it was like to live there.
However, running away from your problems would never solve them. Writing to Satoru may have helped you to cope, but still, your real issue with Naoya wouldn't vanish simply just by ignoring him.
. . .
"Your Majesty..."
For a good one minute, you stood still. Your lady-in-waiting had delivered an earth-shattering newsâbut admittedly, a possibility you thought was in the cards the moment you went against Naoya.
"His majesty has summoned the high priest to his study," the elderly woman added, close to tears. "But it is very likely that he has submitted the petition forâ" her voice faltered when she caught sight of the emptiness in your eyes, unable to continue.
A divorce. Naoya had been considering a divorce. And by now, he was set on it.
"I'm so, so sorry..." she choked out, her voice breaking with sorrow to mourn you, but you remained expressionless, lost in your thoughts.
The last time an empress of Eastern Empire was divorced was more or less a century ago, because she had committed a grave treachery against a royal consort by poisoning her. She was sentenced to death by hanging afterwards.
The irony. You were in similar situation, only that you weren't vengeful enough to resort to poisoning Hanabi. Speaking of her, her baby was due in another four months, and now she was living happily in Naoya's quarters.
"Don't be. I'm perfectly fine."
To consolidate his illegitimate child's position, Naoya used the most effective way. Since you wouldn't listen to him, and Hanabi must be a far delightful companion rather than you, he was more than willing to cast you aside in favor of making her his empress instead.
You thought it would hurt more, and yet what you felt the most right in this moment was white-hot anger. This is unacceptable. It was the greatest insult to you both as a woman and as the empress.
Now, all you could think of was how to uphold your dignity and plot your exit from this palace with your head still held high.
If I can't be the empress here...
And after a sleepless night, you came to a daring solution. And your planâ
...I'll be one somewhere else.
It was an invitation, Satoru thought, almost in disbelief. Or it sounded a lot like one, didn't it?
Heart beating a little faster and blushing, he reread the latest letter you had sent him.
It's only the beginning of summer, and the heat is sweltering... I'm considering treating myself to a trip to the winery village on the border between the east and west. I think it'll be nice if I have a companion...
Winery village was right in the middle of the western and eastern empires, and it was a safe zone. Vineyards were vast and thick, but it wasn't exactly a popular vacation spot. So, it intrigued him why you would want to go there.
Just as he was about to reply to you that it was a very good coincidence that he too wanted to pay a visit to the said village, suddenlyâ
"Gojo! Gojoooo!" Shoko suddenly burst into his study, startling him.
"Shoko! What the heck?!"
Lady Shoko might be a countess, but she, Satoru, and Suguru all attended the same royal academy. Despite their prestigious titles now, Satoru insisted that in private, both Suguru and Shoko address him just as they did before he ascended the throne.
Still, she was ruder than Suguru in many ways. Satoru gave her a stink eye, but his confusion grew as she seemed to be delivering momentous news.
"Gojo, have you heard that Naoya will divorce Y/N?!"
"Wha?" it felt like a ton of bricks suddenly fell down on his head. And then his friend proceeded to tell him everything she knew.
"It wasn't made official yet, but even the townsfolk have been talking about it. They also said that Naoya have taken a mistress, and that she was formerly the empress' maid."
Satoru listened to her in silence, but the moment he heard that the Zen'in spawn planned to divorce you, anger flared within him. And to add insult to injury, he two-timed you with a servant?
The fucking bastard. He never deserved you at all. How crushed must you have been, enduring all this shit?
"Now, I wouldn't normally encourage you this," Shoko took out the cigarette she stashed in the folds of her dress and sighed. "But since you never let go of that weird fixation on her, should the royal divorce happen..." she shrugged as she took a seat in front of him.
"No matter how laughable it is, you might have a chance."
She is so right. These long years of longing for your affections and dreaming of having even a minute more of your time... there was now chance to turn it to reality.
When you arrived at the winery village for your vacation to breathe in some fresh air, honestly, everything was still in shambles.
You couldn't forget the horrified looks from the court when Naoya announced the divorce. Most were shocked and pleaded with him to reconsider. Some from your circle of ladies even sobbed, openly stating that you didn't deserve this fate.
âEmpress... His Majesty shouldn't be that harsh...â Hanabi had said to you afterwards, seemingly concerned for you. âYour legacy here⊠Iâll make sure to carry them on.â
Sometimes you didnât know whether Hanabi was pretending to be dumb or indeed she was. One thing you knew though...
âI wish you luck on that, Hanabi.â You looked down at her with eyes as cold as ice. âBeware, the Emperor is fickle, be sure to not run out of entertainments.â
You knew you deserved a better fate than being the empress of the Eastern Empire, but seeing those who still cared for you made you solemn. Your loyal maids, those who supported you... and what about organizations you've spent time and energy to?
âMy queen, ah, there you are.â
Satoru's voice from behind startled you, interrupting your daydreams. He quickly came beside you and extended his hand, asking for yours.
You offered him your right hand, and he promptly pressed a kiss on it, his bright blue eyes gazing up at you.
It wasn't as if you just noticed how pretty his eyes were, but now that there was no ballroom and scrutinizing eyes around you, you couldn't deny that the way his eyes sparkled as he gazed at youâsolely and purely on youâmade you breathless.
What... would it be like to have this man... to be your husband instead?
"I missed you. I know we talk daily through letters, but seeing your beauty firsthand is always a sight for sore eyes," he cheekily commented as he let go of your hand. "Now, I get to see you without your pesky husband around, and yeah, you never fail to make my silly heart race."
You chuckled. "You always flatter me..."
He only gave you a toothy smile, and you two strolled the vineyard. For a while, you talked about nothing of importance, like where your ladies-in-waiting were, how things were from his side.
"How do you find being the emperor?"
"It's tiring! It's boring too to look through accounts and oversee those trivial state affairs! And not to mention how many people have been nagging me to take a wife soon!"
"Oh? You haven't been on the lookout already?"
"Nah. No one is good enough, I need someone already familiar with state affairs and such," he said, wrinkling his nose sourly at the thought. But then he cast his eyes on you.
"And frankly, you are my standard," he fixed you a meaningful smile. "No one comes close. If you weren't betrothed to the Zen'in back then, I'd have proposed you in a heartbeat."
Thump. Thump. Thump. Your dead heart suddenly came to life. Gojo Satoru had just confessed his affections for you so candidly, and it got you thinking how much easier your life would be with him. He would love you, take care of you...
And beguile you.
His eyes fondly crinkled at you. "You are everything I desire in a woman to be my wife."
He adores you so easily, so fluidly... and yet, Naoya, who has you fully, is throwing you away.
Satoru observed how your face fell once again, just as it had during the New Year's ball. And now he knew, it was because you were facing your impending divorce.
But he wasn't going to tell you that, instead, he would willingly be your confidant and offer you his very being. He was about to crack a joke to lift your spirits, when you blurtedâ
"What if I said... I want to be your empress?" you kept your pace, not looking at him at all. "What if I said... I'll leave everything and come to you?"
Huh? What�
That was loaded. Have you entertained the thought too? Satoru had craved the very idea for so long he didnât even miss a beatâ
âThen Iâd marry you.â His voice was straight and true, shooting straight to the most tender part of you that Naoya had torn to shreds. âIf you become my empress⊠that will make me the happiest man alive.â
No hesitation. It almost reduced you to tears. You stopped where you stood, willing yourself not to tremble. There is still one person who sees this much value in you.
âThen Iâll be yours,â you breathed out. âIâll be your empress, Satoru.â
Satoru could've sworn time had stopped. If one moment ago, you looked like you were about to shatter, now you were a vision of the dignified and perfect queen he had always known you were.
âIâll be your queenâ your everything.â You declared, locking eyes with him, the intensity of your gaze not escaping him.
How many years had he dreamed of this moment? How many long nights had he endured, yearning for you, knowing you were beyond his reach?
Finally, finally... Satoru grinned, swearing to all the divine beings out there that he had never known how liberating it was to finally have what he wanted. âThat would be my greatest honor.â
He drew you closeâyou let himâand after one second of taking in your enchanting eyes, he crashed his lips against yours.
His lips started soft and gentle, then became fiery as his tongue met yours. He pulled you closer, one arm around your waist and the other holding the back of your head. You responded eagerly, pressing against him, fingers tracing his neck and feeling the lines of his undercut.
One is finally having the woman he had wanted for so long, and the other was plotting her escape from her misery.
You were using him. He knew it. Yet, he didn't care. Hidden behind bushes and vines, you shared your very first heated kiss, aware that this moment would leave its mark as both the greatest stain and triumph in your lives.
And when he finally pulled away, lips swollen and wet, with a wolfish grin, he promised you once againâ
âGive me everything that is yours... and I swear on my life, I will do everything to turn your life into a living dream.â
âEmpress, your husband His Majesty the Emperor, has requested a divorce.â
It was how your once pristine life transformed into the scandal of the century inside the courthouse.
"If you accept this petition, then you will no longer be the Empress of Eastern Empire. You will lose all the rights you have as a senior member of the imperial family..."
You donned your finest attireâthe intricate crimson and black dress you had designed and commissioned the dressmaker to create. Today, faced with Naoya's divorce decree, it would be the last time you adorned the colors of his empire.
"The ties that bound you together as husband and wife would be severedâ"
Good riddance, you thought.
"If this is not what you want, you have the right toâ"
"I accept the divorce."
Your voice cut through the heavy solemness of the witnesses and turned them into a mass of disbelief. You disregarded Naoya's smirk and held the priest's gaze. "And I demand an immediate approval for my remarriage."
The crowd was in for a second wave of uproar when you boldly stood your ground, and they erupted into clamors once again when Satoru made his grand entrance and took his place beside you.
"Youâ!" Naoya was so furious that he roared. "This is my empire!"
"And?" Satoru challenged with a dauntless smile. "I'm here to propose, and since she accepts your divorce request, I believe she has no relations with you any longer and is free to marry someone else."
You remained motionless, until your cold fingers met warmth when Satoru linked his hand with yours reassuringly.
"This is treachery! I won't fucking permit it!" Naoya hollered as he faced the high priest, who had a grim face while observing this three-way headlock between the three of you.
"Emperor Naoya, that matter falls into the jurisdiction of the church." The high priest let out a sigh and then turned to you, assessing your calm gaze.
Regardless, Naoya paid him no mind. "I refuse to grant you any permission to remarry! You will be banished to the cold palace until the rest of your pitiful days! Not only do you fail miserably by being barren beyond help, you also dare to whore yourselfâ" he was now rambling curses at you before everyone in the court, and it pierced you deeplyâ
Until Satoru tugged you behind him, so that you wouldn't have to see his face any longer.
"High priest!" Satoru's voice blared as he clenched his jaw, irate at the string of profanities directed at you. "Do you still truly believe that the deposed empress can't remarry? When she has suffered through this man's downright betrayal?"
Your head was spinning. You wanted this whole ordeal to be over already.
And thankfully, even the high priest saw reason, that you were undeserving of this debacle. In the end, his words held more weight than anyone else's, even Naoya's.
"I accept Empress Y/N petition to marry Emperor Satoru!"
In the chaos of the courthouse after the high priest granted your wish, Naoya shook his head in disbelief, looking at both of you with intense disdain.
"You've always wanted that wench, haven't you, Gojo?" Naoya cackled with a malice you would never have expected from someone who had been your husband for ten years.
You had tuned out all the noise. This dumpster fire was too much even for you. But then, you felt a strong arm enveloping you, sealing your fate as the match made in this courtroomâ
"I have, yeah," Satoru replied with a smug grin. "And now that she is mine... it's just the beginning of your downfall, Zen'in."
Your wedding banquet in Western Empire lasted a week long.
True to his promise, Satoru spared no effort to make you happy. The moment he brought you to his palace, he ordered immediate plans for wedding celebrations. Make it grand, make it unforgettable... he took charge himself.
And on the final, seventh day, as you were about to be formally crowned as the empress of the western lands, you were stunned.
"This is your coronation dress, Empress," your new lady-in-waiting, Shoko, said with pride. "Gojoâ I mean, His Majesty, specifically has his late mother's dress altered to suit you."
You promised yourself that you would no longer wear any shades of crimson. As much as you loved the color, it reminded you too much of your homeland and Naoya. No matter how much you despised him now, once upon a time, he was everything you loved and more.
And you thought you couldn't possibly love another color until you saw the extravagant navy dress in your chamber. Made of luxurious satin and adorned with literal diamonds, it shimmered under the light and flowed gracefully with layers of brocade cascading to the floor.
To give you something so valuable... You had expected to enter into a marriage out of necessity, but your new husband had no intention of ceasing his ways to win your heart.
If it's with him, maybe... just maybe...
Today is the day.
Satoru sat on his throne before his court in the grand hall of his audience chamber. His hair was pulled back, and he was dressed in his official attire, robe of silk and a crown made of pure gold.
Next to him, another resplendent crown adorned with jewels and diamonds shimmered in the lightâthe empress' crown. Your crown.
Today was the day this empire would truly acknowledge his queen. He stole a glance at you on his other side, and his breath was taken away.
With your hair tucked into an elegant updo, you were the very vision of a fairytale queen. You were incredibly stunning, almost otherworldlyâ shade of blue suited you as much as crimson did, just as he thought.
This day would go down in history. But before that, he would ensure that the news would reach Zen'in Naoya. He would spite him so hard.
"Today marks a momentous occasion. We gather here to celebrate not only my marriage and my new wife's coronation," Satoru glanced at his audience with a smirk, his expression widening as he spotted his best friends Suguru and Shoko. "But also the start of her reign... and as we know it already, her fame and beauty are second to none."
The crowd burst into giggles, clearly aware of his scandal at the Eastern Empire's courthouse. And even you smiled.
Satoru shrugged, playfully rolling his eyes. "Spare me, I'm a newlywed, after all. Anyway..." His gaze shifted to the intricate crown, a relic of his late mother's, and then back to you. "Come."
You knelt before your new husband, bowing your head. The whirlwind journey from the East, your remarriage to Satoru... It had all felt surreal until this moment. Now, the weight of reality settled upon you, almost shaking your very coreâ
But just as the thought crossed your mind, Satoru placed the crown upon your head. As the jewels settled into place and you rose to face the crowd, his voice cut through the air:
"And here I present to you, your new empress!"
The room erupted in applause, the cheers echoing around you. Everyone congratulated you without fail, and your breath was taken away.
It was a sight beyond belief, as they chanted your name, over and over againâ
âALL HAIL THE EMPRESS!â
"I have something for you!"
You wouldn't expect that you would ditch your last night of wedding celebrations along with your husband, and yet here you were, led by the hand by a very giddy Satoru.
"Where are we going?" you questioned him, your pretty dress sweeping the halls in a rush.
He turned to you to send you a wink. "Trust me, sweetheart. You'll love it."
Somehow the way he called you made your heart thump a little faster inside your ribcage. This man is really, truly, your husband now.
He was such a refreshing person, it almost made you let go of everything that molded you into the perfect empress in the east, and be just... you.
"Here." Both of you stopped in front of a grand door, and he ushered you inside. "Come, come~"
A study, you realized as you stepped inside, but then a gasp left your lipsâ
"How do you find it, hmm?" Satoru put an arm around your waist, proud of how the burgundy walls and mats enveloped the entire space, creating a tranquil sight that perfectly matched your taste.
It was so much like your private study in the Eastern Empire's palace. You might now hate that place, but your private study was filled with the memories of smiles while writing back to Satoru's letters and waiting for his cat to come. And to have this now in your new home...
"You remembered..." you looked up to him, almost tearing up.
"Of course I do," he pressed a kiss on your temple. "I said that so long as you're with me, I'll turn your dream into reality, didn't I?"
This man really treasures you, or at least that was what his actions had proven so far.
"You're everything I've ever wanted and more," Satoru said, wrapping his arms around you from behind in a warm embrace. "You might not realize it, but I've been in love with you since you first visited western lands."
"What?" you turned to him with genuine confusion. "How?"
"That blind boy who you led by the hand... he had no friends," Satoru sighed against you. "The first and only person who asked him if he was lost... is you."
Suddenly, you were thrown back in time to your first encounter with Satoru many years ago. He was known as "cursed" for being born with peculiar eyes, had been blind for a period of his childhood, before he awakened the true extent of those brilliant blue eyes and brought his clan to power by wielding them.
Back then, you thought it was wrong for him to be left alone, so you took him by the hand and escorted him back to the palace, unaware that he was the infamously cursed crown prince.
"You made me feel less lonely. And I thought then... someday, somehow... through some sort of miracle in which I regained my eyesight and could see you... I'd immediately ask for your hand."
But you were named the crown princess of the Eastern Empire. The thought of how crushed Satoru must have felt upon hearing the news pricked at your heart.
You felt soft, you felt loved, and most of all, you felt an overwhelming certainty that with this man by your side, you would finally experience the genuine love that had been missing from your life for so long.
"You have me now," you whispered in response.
Unlike your first kiss in the winery village, this time, you were the one who faced him and pulled him into a searing kiss.
Be it impulse, overwhelming feelings or something else... you didn't care. You just want him.
And wouldn't you know, your new husband... is also a wonderful, dashing lover.
"You're so... fucking beautiful..." Satoru's lips were on yours, claiming them with a fierce passion that left you breathless. His hands roamed your body, tracing each curves and lines.
You moaned into his mouth, clutching his robes. He captured your wrists with one hand, using the other to tilt your head back so he could leave bruises on your neck in the process, making you moan.
"Keep making that sound, yeah?" Satoru rasped, his hot breath giving you goosebumps. "Keep me going with your voice."
As he gripped your waist, it dawned to him once again that you were here, with him.
Seeing his colors on you ignited desire straight to his cock. His empress was stunning, more so now than ever, more than any woman Satoru had ever seen.
He led you to the bed, his movements urgent yet tender. The air was thick with desire as you lay back, pulling him down with you. You arched your back, pressing yourself closer to him, craving more.
This wasn't your first time, yet you had never been this excited before. From heated kisses until somehow managing to get rid of your underwear and left you in your dress... your body nearly thrashed in response.
"Look at you... An queen of two empires, yet rendered putty in my hands," Satoru wickedly grinned as he slipped a hand under your dress, rubbing his thumb teasingly over your clit. You let out a soft sigh at the prodding. You were getting wetter by each second... and Satoru felt his cock straining against the tight material of his dress pants.
"More..." you pleaded, arching your hips. "More...!"
Any of your wishes would be his command, so he pushed two fingers inside you at once, and you let out an erotic gasp. Satoru was so close to tearing his pants off by seeing how tight you clenched around his digits.
Breathy moans fell from your lips with each harsh brush of his thumb over your clit, his fingers fucking you fastâ
"Satoru...!" you shuddered, gripping his shoulders as you became limp and came into his hands in spurts.
"My queen..." he then captured your lips in a brash kiss, and you reciprocated it. He pulled away only to press his forehead against yours in an attempt to calm his raging heart. "No matter what."
His watery, sparkling eyes was mesmerizing to you, and you took one breath before you crashed your lips into his, tangling your fingers in his hair, pulling him closer.
"As pretty as you look in this, I'm going to take it off," Satoru murmured with a meaningful smirk, slowly undoing the laces of your dress. "I want to see you completely naked... just for me."
Soon, you laid bare, and the cold air made your body shiver. Satoru clenched his jaw tightly at the scrumptious sight.
It was almost difficult for him to take in all of you at onceâyour flushed cheeks, swollen lips, erect nipples, and legs spread wantonly for him. Satoru had been here so many times in his dreams, and to see it becoming reality...
"If back then, you had chosen me insteadâ" he sounded almost heartbroken, which startled you. "I would have treated you right from the startâ"
You looked up to him. "You would..."
"Don't you know how many years... I've been just thereâ watching you and that bastard? Knowing I can do even more than him?"
"Mhm..."
You rose, tugging him closer, before you unclasped his robe, letting it fall to the floor. "Satoru... right now... I'm yours."
He allowed you to undress him and soon he too was out of his stuffy royal attire. Your eyes wandered on each part of his body you touched. His chiseled body, snow-like skin, and then the hardened bulge that sprung out the moment you undid his pantsâ
The sight of his cock alone only turned you on even more. You gently gripped the glistening head, running a thumb over the tip before gliding your hand towards the base of his length. With a gentle rhythm, your hand moved from base to tip in a slow, teasing motion... before pecking his head.
"Yeah... you're right." His eyes never left yours, admiring you as if you were the most precious gemstone, before catching you off guard. While you rubbed him, he snaked a hand around your waist, pulling you so that you tumbled on top of him.
You moaned loudly as his cockâbig, both in length and widthâentered you, his hands gripping your thighs to spread them apart so he can shove himself deeper.
You felt so, so full, as you pulled Satoru to you tightly, groaning into his shoulder. And he started to set the pace, moving against you.
"Ahh," you moaned out shakily, fingers clawing into his back. To him, the sounds you made drew him in like a siren's song, it made him throb inside you. "Ahhâhngh!"
"Feel good?" he asked, voice sultry and deep, as he thrusted into you particularly harder, causing you to stifle a moan. "Let it outâhahâsweetheart... I want to hear you, hmm?"
And you did. You felt hot. Your unabashed, nasty sounds with each thrust drove him to the edge. With every lift of your hips, you squeezed him so tightly it almost made his head spin. His breaths came in short pants too.
"You fit me so damn well," he groaned, holding your hips hard enough to leave imprints of his fingers. "So fine..."
One woman. It took just one womanâyouâto unravel him like this.
"Satoru, harderâ" You commanded, wrapping your arms around his neck even as you trembled. "N-not enough... harder!"
He actually had to swallow, because you and your pussy felt so damn tantalizing. "As you wish, Your Majesty."
He slammed his hips against yours twiceâno, thrice the previous speed, and you incoherently squealed. The squelching sound of your hips slamming against each other, and the immense wetness coming out where you two were joined... it was clear: you were addicted.
"Did Naoya ever make you feel as good as I do you now?" he drawled, sinking into you impossibly deeper, squeezing your left mound and flicking your right nipple at the same time. "Did he... ever make you ride him like this?" And then he instantly regretted his words.
Because the moment he said that, you felt cold, reminded of nights in which Zen'in Naoya grabbed you just to forcefully breed you. You winced, and Satoru caught it.
"I..." you shifted your gaze away from him, and he could've sworn that it was sorrow he saw flashing in your pretty eyes. "I-I... don't want to talk about him..."
Feeling remorseful, Satoru reached for the back of your neck and pulled you to him, kissing your lips softly. "I'm sorryâ"
"You don't have toâ"
"Tonight, I'll make you scream my name so hard you'll forget him," he promised as he pulled away from you, his eyes darkening. "Tonight, give me everything and I'll show you how a man truly loves his woman."
And he followed through. He worshipped you meticulously, treating your body with the reverence one might bestow upon delicate glass. He peppered kisses on every inch of your skin he could reach, lips and tongue trailing down, his relentless thrusts so well-paced and brutal at the same time.
"I'mâ close!" You whimpered, and yet still grinding your hips against him. He was watching your every move, every wave of pleasure that was evident on your faceâ committing it to memory for those moments when he couldn't hold you close.
You gaspedâas a mind-blowing orgasm then ripped out of your very being, your hips faltering as you surrendered to ecstasy with a cry of his name, coming all over him. "Satoru... Satoru! Ahhh!"
And Satoru kept his gaze on your face as he too busted inside of you hard, feeling himself filling your womb with his essence, his hands kept your waist steady, memorizing the way your lips part and the way your body went limp into him with satisfaction.
Dear heavens, I love you. The sight of you was nothing but perfection, and with everything he had, he was very sincere when he saidâ
"You're flawless, sweetheart."
2 MONTHS LATER
"If you give me a son, I'll throne you as the empress right on that very day."
The Eastern Empire's palace was bustling as the royal consort's screams echoed through the halls. The day Naoya had been eagerly awaiting had arrivedâhis mistress was delivering his heir.
Yet unbeknownst to him, whispers in the dark suggested the royal baby was arriving suspiciously early. Many, still mourning the previous empress who had been dethroned so abruptly, were not exactly thrilled with this turn of events.
"My lady, just a little bit more!" the maid encouraged. Hanabi strained once again as the pain peaked and her body spasmed, letting out the loudest wail as the baby finally slid out of her.
"W-what... is it?" on the brink of passing out, Hanabi asked anyone who might hear her. She had to know, for she was so close to obtaining her throneâ
"It's a girl, my lady!" the midwife announced.
What?
Her world crumbled at that very moment. A girl? A girl can't be the heir!
She wanted to sob, to utterly mourn, and right at this moment she was full of fear, because if Naoya knewâ!
Like a curse, he suddenly made his presence known in the birthing chamber. His face scrunched in distaste at the scent of blood filling the air. He took one look at Hanabi, tearful and frazzled after the ordeal, then turned to the midwife, who was trembling at his presence.
"A baby girl, Your Majesty."
In that instant, fury flashed through him. He shot everyone in the room a glare before his eyes settled on his consort, full of spite.
"You useless tramp."
Your life with Satoru in Western Empire was wonderful.
He was everything Naoya was not. Satoru adored you, prioritized your well-being and happiness, often humored you, and made your days an endless delight.
And dare you say... you had begun to return his affections as well.
How could you not? Everything he did, he did with you in mind. He eased you into your position so seamlessly, and soon you found your place comfortably at court.
"He is mixing pleasure with his kingly duties," Suguru grumbled, watching his best friend order the gardeners to plant more blue roses simply because you mentioned finding them beautiful earlier. "Empress, you have to keep a tight grip on his leash."
"Well, at least he's happy." Shoko shrugged and nudged you. "Can't you see by now? How much of a loser he is for you?"
You did see himâa man who showed you everything he had. He had given you everything you unknowingly needed.
And you just wished... you could return the same for him. It still made you bitter, knowing you might never be able to give him heirs due to your condition.
. . .
"Sweetheart... what's on your mind, hmm?"
You looked up to him as he pressed a kiss on your cheek, an arm securely around you, sweaty and panting after your steamy session.
With his hair down and messy after you yanked him earlier, your lips curved into a genuine smile. "You look hot like this, you know?"
He clicked his tongue. "Hmm, I am, of course. But no use in changing topics, I know you well enough now."
Your bare body was pressed against his chest, fingertips tracing gentle lines on his skin.
"There's a possibility that... I can't give you any children." You almost felt ashamed saying this to him, unable to look at him in the eye. "I-I... I've failed for many yearsâ"
"Hush," he silenced you with a finger to your lips, his expression firm. "No thinking that, yeah? I don't care."
"Butâ"
"Children are gifts," he said then, caressing your face tenderly. "It's not up to us to control how it'll take or not. And I married you not because I want heirs or suchâI love you, you know?"
Your glassy eyes met his, and you willed yourself not to shed a tear.
He grinned cheekily. "Besides, you've felt it yourselfâmy sexual potency is undeniable. And I don't believe for a second, that you're what that bastard claimed you to be. I bet he's the one who is impotentâ"
"Satoru! You're so obsceneâ!" you giggled freely and poked his chest.
At that time, you were just relieved that he didn't mind. Though it was still weighing in your mind on some days, you felt a newfound sense of liberation compared to when you were still in the Eastern Empire.
But you were in for another plot twist. Perhaps Satoru is correct, and your doubts are unfounded...
"Ugh..."
Your stomach churned in discomfort, a sickening nausea that seemed to twist your insides and threaten to force its way up. This had happened for days now.
You wanted to find a physician before Satoru was aware of your state. You didn't dare to hope or speculate, because you were tired of it by this point. You just wanted clarity.
Yet, the physician's words left you speechless.
"Your Majesty... it seems that you are with child," he remarked in wonder as he assessed your vein. "Yes, definitely. You are with child."
It was a revelation you hadn't expected. For years, you had been convinced that you were unable to conceive, but now...
You were carrying a new life. Yours and Satoru's.
You felt like bursting with joy as you made your way to his study. Your heart swelled with an overwhelming sense of happiness. Above anything else, you were eager to share this news with himâ
...until everything you had known turned on its axis once again.
Right before you went past the ajar door, you saw a glimpse of your husband and his most trusted confidant, overhearing snippets of their conversation:
"Satoru, however you look at it, this is tantamount to declaring war," Suguru sighed, clearly at odds with his perspective. "It's not wise."
"We can finally put an end to them this way," Satoru's tone was steely as he moved a chess piece across the map, positioning it on the border between east and west. "No better time than now."
"The Empress will face the greatest backlash from this. They'll accuse her of being vengeful enough to provoke an attack on her home countryâ"
"On the contrary, her presence will encourage those still loyal to her to defect. That's why I have her here. We need defectorsâ"
You let out a choked gasp, backing away from the door in shock. For one good minute, you refused to comprehend what Satoru was implying.
. . .
. . .
Did your new husband... marry you for his own hidden agenda?
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I got a headache out of the blue - I really don't hope I'm getting sick :'3
#the nose is a bit irritated too which is what actually make me believe I might be getting a cold or something like that#the timing is both good and horrible#good in that I am done with the stickers and so have no more art planned for now#but horrible given I'd hoped to use my spoons on planning the march trip(s) including ordering said stickers#please dont give me a headache that makes it hard to concentrate now#and there's choir tomorrow#and the trans support group after that#and I'd promised to help a friend move on saturday#too many things to miss out on#please don't make me sick now :'D#micahs thoughts#I might take a drawing break for the rest of the day and see if it helps :'D#maybe I should finally get disney plus so I can watch percy jackson x'D
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