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Why is everyone calling Ed Neal annoying in this doc :(
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on the death of skirt chasers
a small think piece on how media has been stripped of romance, sex appeal, and charm over the last 20 years using trigun and trigun stampede as an example—specifically looking at this through wolfwood and vash as a tangible way to track this evolution.
it’s interesting and also unsurprising to me that trigun stampede stripped vash and wolfwood of some of their biggest personality traits from the 98 anime, which were their love of women. to be frank— they were both dogs lol
but vash was this sort of forlorn man who, meryl, upon meeting him, adequately describes him by asking, “are you the type of man to fall in love right away and get your heart broken?” or something to that effect. and he says what, no way! and then proceeds to fall in love with the next beautiful woman he sees and gets his heart broken by the end of the episode. and we were seeing this constantly throughout the show, then even in the later movie of the early 2010s badlands rumble.
and the 2000s are notorious for dubious, sexist comments from men who are women-obsessed. our action movies are packed with sexy female characters only existing for romance, etc. etc. we’re sort of at the tail end of it in 2010. so arguably, vash is almost worse here to me? he’s really pushy and borderline inappropriate with how stubborn he is. in a way that, while persistent in the 98 anime, he had a little more boyish charm to him and they never made him so forceful.
and then the middle and later 2010s happen where marvel takes over our action movies and romance and sex and womanizers are all but killed—originally, in reaction to the sexism. it’s important to note that the me too movement picks up in the middle and later 2010s too and becomes well-known by the end of this decade. and in response, i think we nosedive into puritanical ideas and sentiments by the end of the decade.
now we must always remember when a movement (ie feminism in this case) has a critique or reaction that catches on (the me too movement, men being pushy and overly flirtatious in our media, treating women in action movies only as sexy romance options, or showcasing toxic dynamics that subconsciously tell men to keep chasing her, even if she’s not interested) then the oppressive force (patriarchy in this case) will always transform as a way to take control again (bringing puritanical ideals back—we shouldn’t be showing sex or romance in our movies. we should not be consuming any dark content, ever. etc etc.)
i believe we killed romance and sex in the later 2010s because of an over correction of our sex-obsessed media of the 2000s—or rather, the patriarchy over corrected in order to maintain control. there were critiques of the 2000s that were valid, but like i said, the oppressive force will always transform to maintain power, so we hit puritanical beliefs again. “political correctness” if you will.
(capitalism surely has something to do with this too and it’s definitely along the lines of—be more beautiful and even hotter, but your body is not a sexual one, but a visual or capitalistic one. etc. etc. another topic, another time.)
and so here we are and we don’t really have any flirty or womanizing characters like we used to. and we see this very plainly in 2023s trigun stampede, where they have completely stripped vash and wolfwood of any of those traits.
and i sort of miss them? i think a 2023 forlorn vash who loves great and hard and gets his heartbroken would not be a bad thing—one who is effected and charmed by women, maybe rather than nearly stalking them like in the 2010 movie. i think it shows another piece of vash and that is quite literally that he wears his heart on his sleeve. and he gets hurt for it, endlessly. more than that there is a little more whimsy to him? and aching. he’s this lonely man who wants love so, so badly.
now, wolfwood in 98 version was less this forlorn chaser and more this suave womanizer. many jokes are made where vash is chasing a girl that wolfwood sorta already has if he wants her. but he’s this lone wolf who leaves everyone a little high and dry. (of course until the end—with milly —where, in a very classic lone-man way, he dies after leaving a woman with his child. the tragedy being that when he was ready to stop roaming and settle down with her and meryl and vash, he dies, thus still leaving everyone). and i mean even his appearance in the 98 version—big chested with low-buttoned shirt, shaggy hair and stubble. he looks like a 90s rockstar. he looks like your lone cowboy. he’s reminiscent of spike from cowboy bebop who has a similar charming air to him that never leads anywhere because he’s destined to be solo. the unintentional, intentional womanizer.
then the later 2010s hit and we kill the charming womanizer. (tony stark kills the womanizer. another topic, another time.)
and now in 2023, wolfwood is completely stripped of any of his sex appeal and suave personality that the 98 and even 2010 version of him oozed naturally. gone is the cool, tough, lone wolf. replaced with a sort of boy-bandish, squeaky-clean, semi villain, semi hero. he’s crass and he’s snarky and he’s supposed to be rough around the edges. but he doesn’t look it? and he lacks the charm that 98 wolfwood naturally had. which aided him when he talked to kids—he was softer. charming. people liked wolfwood, even when he was being crass. he knew how to talk to people, maybe even how to con them when he wanted.
2023’s wolfwood is tough to get along with. and while fun sometimes, i think it does lose this…romanticism to him? there is a softness in wolfwood that is sorta lost in 2023s version. while we get a fuller and better written backstory, we sort of lose this other aspect of him. we’re supposed to infer from his backstory and his relationship to his brother that he is a good man, just one put in a horrible situation, always had bad luck. whereas the 98 version, we saw that wolfwood was good with kids. gentle. women loved him—he charmed rowdy men, even swindled when he needed to. we saw that there was something good in wolfwood, even if he remained mysterious.
all this to say i do miss the romanticism? i do miss these men being…romantic? flirty? charming? and not even in a fangirl way but in a…humans are romantic creatures way? we are sexual beings? and romance and sex can tell us a lot about characters and their personalities.
and i think looking at vash and wolfwood in particular is a good way to track how we lost this romanticism in our media over the last 20 years—we literally see it in them, in their remaking in 2023, where they are stripped of it.
i think the mid and later 2020s will continue to return to it in some way—we already see this with the resurgence in romance novels (or these dark fantasy romance novels gaining popularity) and even fandom spaces being more “mainstream” on social media. but in late stage capitalism (and thus late stage patriarchy, racism, etc.) it looks a little like a carnival mirror of romance and sex to me.
another topic, another time. etc. etc.
#this isn’t like a critique on tristamp really it’s just using it for my analysis as a like#tangible way to track the phenomenon im talking about#if you read all of this and have thoughts id love to hear them <333#am always open for discussion although i may be slow to reply!#cielo rambles!#cielo’s hot takes!
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and everybody is so trolled
(8 now)
#quin sketches#enstars#ensemble stars#rinniki#nikirin#rinne amagi#niki shiina#amagi rinne#shiina niki#rinneposting#WHOOOOOOO BOY ITS FUCKIGN DONE#IM VERY PROUD OF IT!!! I HOPE U LIKE IT!!!#DUDE U HAVE NO CLUE HOW LONG THIS TOOK ME#actually let me check#a bit over 19 hours!!!!!#actually this idea has been stewing in my brain forever bc 8 now is. one of my fav songs and i listen to it regularly#and i just hear it in the car and the animatic stirs in my head#but i cant animate so this is as good as we're getting#somewhere in an alternate timeline rinniki r a hyperpop duo#uhhh should i trigger tag this?#tw weed#tw smoking#tw eye strain#tw bright colors#if i should add something else tell me ok!!#erm anyway i love rinniki did you know. like did you know#for being my number 3 fav ship i dont talk abt them as much as i think i should. i love them so much#anyways thats all i love you also please reblog this i went insane making it. love you again!!! :333#lazers art
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the thing that gets me abt religious ppl is they'll demand u respect their religion & that religion hating your existence but they won't respect ur right to be like yea my belief says god isn't real so thats a dumb reason for hating other people or ye ok then ur god is homophobic thats kinda shitty they go APESHIT like. it goes both ways? like they can say i hate gay ppl bc of my religion but when a gay person says well i dont respect that religion bc it doesnt respect me its ww3. I'm not walking on eggshells for people who are too quick to condemn me to hell
#likeeee. ppl have been homophobic to me bc 'their religion condemns it' but i cant be like ok well then fuck ur religion?#but they can say okay fuck you and be hateful and intolerant like that?#why do i tolerate u if u wont tolerate me? im just#like to me as an atheist/agnostic im like. hearing that something i dont even think is real is why u hate me as a person is so insane#like 'its unnatural and wrong bc my religion says so' like ok. why does that have to affect me as someone who doesnt follow said religion#jusr wish more religious ppl were as understanding and non judgemental as they claim they are??#like ur gna say that shit to me? u think god likes that ur speaking for him rn? u rly see urself on the same level as god?#u think YOU can judge others? embarrassing#*smacks own ass* this baby can fit so much religious trauma#i love religion sm for some ppl but then other aspects of it im like why cant yall just modify this as society progresses#them books old as hell them writers didn't even know electricity but ur talking their word abt an entire group of ppl being wrong & evil?#i like when religious ppl apply the teachings to modern society & take into account how shit has changed#when ppl take the good parts of religion and focus on them and bring that religious warmth w them where they go is so nice#(my friends<333)#like they live by them teachings and are good ppl but dc abt divorce or abortion or gays bc society has changed & ppl ultimately deserve#control of their own bodies and shouldnt have to be trapped in bad partnerships#& girls who love other women and dont agree w the typical 'woman serve men' that a lot of religious old folk got goin on#if u can modify some stuff in the religious books whats stopping u extending that grace to literal people just being who they are
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Your trademark is leaving incredible hype comments on everything you want to eat- always all caps. Fantastic, five stars
HAKFHAJFHAJD ITS NOT MY FAULT EVERYTHING LOOKS INCREDIBLY EDIBLE LAHDKAHDJAADHAKJD GOBLESS ✨🤍✨🤍🌟✨⭐️✨🤍⭐️
#dante yaps#i keep seeing stuff about creatives not hearing anything about their works#and people talking about them privately and its really discouraging#so i try to comment on stuff if i really love it !!!!!#that includes your delicious artwork and writings :333
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jamilla gardner i miss you
#camera talks#:(#themmm <3333#woe.begone#w.bg#relistening to season 10 just to hear them lol#also for the plot bc I love that season its so good :) but#jam <333
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some of my pokemon teams :> for @yuuichirouh bc i want you to see them lol
so i don't really have any of my og teams on their games except for alpha sapphire, sword, and violet. and thats because i replayed the ds games so often, but im sure ive transfered them to home or another game
BUT from my most recent playthroughs this is what i got C:
This is my most recent save from diamond and tbh i didnt play diamond that much ever since i got platinum bc i could get glaceon wayy sooner without help.
but this trainer card was my team my very first run when i was 13 :)
not too uncommon from what many other people used LOL
NOW THIS IS PROBABLY MY FAVORITE TEAM EVER, i know its not balanced but idc about that it's got some of my fav pokemon and a cute little guy mascot (chimecho:) it's definitely not the team i first played platinum with but i like the lil story i made for it when i did this playthrough so it's very special to me <3
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I was in the middle of replaying black and white and w2 for a story i was gonna write i think so i don't have any saves for them yet but heres some teams i know i used for black, white, and black 2
tbh i replayed the gen 5 games so so much i used a lot of their pokemon and i loved a lot of them too, but these were the ones i remember the most and my white playthrough i probably my favorite bc braviary is one of my favorite bird pokemon :)
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OH WAIT I ALMOST FORGOT SOULSILVER
ok this is the only team i remember playing soulsilver and i don't have the game cartidge because i sold it a long time ago for quick cash T0T MY BIGGEST REGRET!!! i've been on the hunt for another copy to play with again but gotdamn i dont wanna spend hundreds of dollars for this game no matter how much i want it T^T
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okie heres my tiny team for Y . i did try that shiny hunt fishing technique to get that shiny Dragalge tho B) tbh this isn't my first y team either because i specifically remember using that ice rock dinosaur that i forget the name of.
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OK and here's my alpha sapphire team, first time in hoenn and this is my first and only team for this save lol and i know that because it's that shiny metagross you got as a promotion, ALSO shiny bellossom i found randomly and i named him basil c:
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i dont't have my first moon save or the sun save i played like once but my last save on moon was primarina, lilligant, minior, mimikyu, snorlax, and mismagius. i hate how they don't have a hall of fame pic with all of them at once in sun and moon and beyond but oh well T-T
here is that shiny minior i got from chain shiny hunting named pinball <3
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OKAYY MOVING ONNN, heres my sword team, and yeah i used three pokemon from my platinum run because this was right after i finished platinum with that team i liked so much i used them again for sword because they were available LOL
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and finally my violet team <333 alll girls and i was laughing about this with my discord friends because this was just a girly pop run and we were all amused by it lololol
anyways sorry this was so long but id love to see your teams too!!! yknow what @hopefulstarfire i wanna hear you yap about your og teams too
#lynn.txt#SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG TO DO#i just got back from vacation and before that i was just prepping to leave so i didn't have time#but i really hope you show me your team too!! id love to see them and hear you talk about them <333#tbh i coulve done this better and i know i forgot some pokemon but idk maybe i'll do a part 2 or you can dm me and we can yap lol
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Photon Maiden's selection album, 4 Un Voyage, finally released!! Let's go!!!
Here are the songs in order:
FriendShip
4 Challenges (ver. 2023)
We Never Stop (ver. 2023)
Hikari (ver. 2024)
Akatsuki (fruits mix ver. 2024)
OVERCOME (ver. 2023)
Linked Ring (ver. 2023)
Collector
24 (ver. 2024)
Into the storm (ver. 2024)
Be with the world (ver. 2023)
Photon Melodies (ver. 2023)
Begin Again
Platinum (Saki Solo cover)
Dear My Friend (Ibuki Solo cover)
Fansa (Towa Solo Cover)
Let The Show Begin (Noa Solo cover)
Your Love ♡
Happy Happy Friend (Cutopia cover)
Kawaikute Gomen (Cutopia cover)
Photon Melodies (TAKU INOUE Remix ver. 2025)
#crow talks#d4dj#d4dj groovy mix#photon maiden#AHHHHHHH IVE BEEN WAITING FOR SO LONG!!!! <333#the reason why i found out this album was released was bc i saw sato hina make a story abt it on her ig lol-- (ty sato hinaaaaa)#now i can hear the full version of all of their solos let's gooo!!!#also cutopia's stuff!!! THEY ALL HAVE FULL VERSIONS!!! YESSSSSS#also crazy to me they remixed the taku inoue remix for photon melodies this year..... just for this album.... damn#as im writing this im still in the first few songs so i wont be able to say my thoughts on all of the covers#you might see me post abt them later tho.... especially let the show begin and dear my friend#ahhhhhhhh i forgot how much i love photon maiden's sound <3 SATO HINA U ARE AMAZING!!! her harmonies and... idk how to explain but--#her voice during instrumentals where she just belts notes and just!!! IS AWESOME?! yeah i love it so much!! i never get tired of her singin#haru-chan is also so good!! ive been listening to more harmoe so ive been getting more and more used to her voice and seeing how cute it is#OH AND haru-chan's voice for the more “serious” photon songs scratch my brain a lot..... ahhhh i should go listen to harmoe after this#tsumugi risa is awesome too.!! i still think it's crazy she can have that voice for saki then switch to chu2 and akikaze rui lol#tsumugi risa's voice in collector makes me rlly giddy lol (makes sense since the song already does that w the synths and stuff)#AND!!! dont get me started on nanaki kanon...... i love the tone she gives to ibuki's voice... it makes her parts more richer and nice to--#listen to! it's really apparent in akatsuki (fruits mix and og) and linked ring! i already love both songs a lot so her voice just boots it#her voice kinda sends an arrow through my heart and such ahhhh i actually love her voice so much SHES AMAZING!!!#*meteor isnt here but i LOVE how she sings 'is the tempo slow? i dont care at all' SO MUCH IYAAAAAA!!!!!#i think nanaki kanon's voice just adds a whole new flavor to photon that i never knew i needed..... she's so amazing guys pleaseeee--#i should check out the stageplays and see how she does w koharu in revstar...... ive seen the first stageplay so i just need to watch more#ALSO IM ON INTO THE STORM AS I TYPE-- THE 2ND RAPPING PART WAS IBUKI!?!!?!? OK DAMN..... i love the power she puts into her voice AHHHHHHH#okay enough fanboying over photon maiden.... it's making me look like theyre my faves..... i wanna see all the units live one day istg--#LISTEN TO THE ALBUM!! stop reading me fanboy over it and LISTEN!!!!#edit: * i put the wrong song lol ALSO BEGIN AGAIN IS JUST SATO HINA PROPAGANDAA AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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do you think dating younger sam would be different than dating older sam?
i do! not 100% but definitely to an extent. biggest reason that comes to mind is the cage tbh. sam was obviously already traumatized and fucked up before but he was tortured for like.... at least over a hundred years by lucifer so.... i'd safely say he's a different person after that, and therefore dating him is different. and we could go into a lot there, but also in general! i think dating a younger version versus an older version of literally anyone is going to be different.
as we age, we change! and that changes our relationships with people/how we are in relationships. i don't think it changes everything by any stretch. but our experiences and the way we deal with them changes us i think! given that older sam has had so many big things happen to him, it's bound to change the way he is in general and the way he is in relationships.
he's still very sweet, loyal, and committed. in general sam isn't huge on hookups and stuff, he tries for long term relationships, but i think he wants even more to settle down as he gets older in a way. but he feels like he can't ofc lol. but in baby season 12 ep 4, he basically admits that he's thought about settling with a hunter, and he tries to give his number to the woman he sleeps with and she's like lmao huh. younger sam seemed more chill with a few little casual things, though he obviously wasn't playing around or anything. he was also just more willing to engage with someone! he had a lot more love interests who he actually kissed or did something with the earlier seasons. older sam is definitely a lot more careful and hesitant i think.
idk i feel like i could still even say a lot more about this but i'm having trouble collecting my thoughts very eloquently LOL
#anyone who wants please pitch in heh i'd love to hear/talk about this more!!#bc it's something i have thought about decently consistently lol#but yeah!!!#please please keep sending random asks like this i LOVE it !! <333#makes me so happy to see them in my inbox hehe <3#. >> asks !#. >> lovely anons !#. >> sammy ♥︎ !
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just got to call my squish for like 3 hours, life is wonderful I am thriving the birds are singing problems aren't so heavy etc etc :)))
#I couldn't stop smiling the entire time#I'm down BAD#I missed their voice so much <333 the amount of comfort just their presence brings me is incredible#I've been anxious as heck all day but now I just feel content and warm <3#fuck I miss xem :(#at one point we were talking about all the fun things we'll do once we move in together and just. wow. how did I get this lucky#I've been a little stressed about moving in together bc I was scared they'd get bored of me but now I can't wait :)))#like I'm still scared but also. I'm going to see them EVERY DAY!!!!! and we can talk and hang out whenever!!!!#and they're just as excited as I am!!!!#and maybe this is hella sappy but I want this for the rest of my life#hearing their laugh and their giggles.... the way his voice goes soft when we're talking about certain things.....#I hope I never get to stop hearing that#and maybe its naive but I want it SO fiercely#I love them!!!! I want to scream it from the roofs and I want to whisper it in the dead of night when only the moon can hear!!!!!#I cannot WAIT to hug them again. I'm going to have to be forcibly removed from their arms I think#this is the best thing that could have happened tonight <333#anyways I love being in love <3#cosmo rambles#queerplatonic yearning hours
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By the way I haven't seen the final episode but I watched episodes 1-4 of young royals and lost my mind and then today I watched episode 5 and I am unwell thank you
#I can't#I can't with them#honestly though the closest I've been to crying was when sara came home after her driving test#not okay over that in the slightest#but I'm also not remotely okay over literally anything in this season or the entirety of this ever so ┐( ∵ )┌#also as soon as I started to hear the lyrics in episode five I was like (after I was freaking out enough that I thought it was another love#at first) 'they are not playing losing game right now. THEY ARE NOT PLAYING LOSING GAME RIGHT NOW HOHHH MY GOSH DON'T YOU#DARE'#I could not remember the actual title but I was pretty sure it had another one and as I was typing that I remembered it is arcade lol#anyway xD#yeah so that's how that's going lol#how I'm feeling and all that xD#help lol#young royals#yr#oasis's young royals chatter#oasis's yr chatter#I don't talk about them/it often because I'm not really in any circles for it fandom wise lol but also because I don't think I could#take it lol xd#like thinking about it right now I'm like 'I think it's because I have never been okay over them once ever'#so anyway there's that lol#xD have a nice night y'all lol#even though I know you must not be after watching episode 6 xd#excited and terrified to watch it some time soon lol#gosh I need the abbott I'm gonna try and catch up on tonight lol#bye y'all <333 I have tissues if you need them xdd 🧻❤️#best of luck lol#love you
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I’m still not feeling 100% unfortunately, but my brain is absolutely swimming with the want to write, I just think full fledged fics are off the table for another day or two because wow I am not doing well
But I would really really love to hear your guys thoughts/hc’s on yandere!characters/polys and chat about them!
Please feel free to send in any of your thoughts on any character/poly/scenario with (eg, yandere Eddie, yan fruity four, yan steddie etc) and I will write and write about how brilliant and correct you are but also how that could all go down and what that could look like and potential worldbuilding and etc etc etc 👀
#I’m hoping to feel well soon but I need to hear ur thots™️ on yandere charas and spend my time#just absolutely delving into your asks and talking about yes u r so right yan Robin absolutely would#cry after kissing u the first time and here’s exactly how it would go before during and every time she kisses u after let’s expand on ur#thought forever thanks here’s every hc ever abt that <333#or like the multi posts au’s eg abt Nancy knocking reader out/birth ctrl stuff#like au worldbuilding among different asks/all of us I love those types of posts so much <33#like they can be sweet or V angsty or citrussy or just thought experiments but I would love to hear some of your guys thoughts/imagines 👀💕#like esp any imagine scenarios bc holy FUCK y’all actually make my heart drop to my stomach with those (/pos)#it can literally be any thought ever abt them but I will love u forever I am in dire need to give them some love 😭💔#cc chats#yandere fruity four#yandere Eddie munson#yandere steve harrington#yandere Robin Buckley#yandere Nancy Wheeler#also as soon as I’m well I wanna write a yan f4 fic I am in need to do so </33#but ofc ur always welcome to send me any chats abt anything <3#forgive my ill ramblings also lmfao 😭 ily all
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im thinking abt my bones ed & ed recovery headcanons (projection)
#im having a Time and this is my coping mechanism <333#if anyone wants to hear abt them lmk i love 2 talk
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sends you a warm hug through the screen <3 just know i love u forever even when it feels like no one else does. i do want to hear about your day and i am proud of u for everything <33
#feelimg so full of love tonight#please please please let me hug every one of mt moots and lay next to them and read a book i thikn that would fix me#let me talk forever with u#ugh#so full of love and no outlet for it#curse of aromanticism i cant concentrate mt love on one person i have to spread it to everyone i know#i. love you. you readinf this i love you i want a hug#tldr i want to hug people and make them feel loved#which is weird because udually i dont like hugs#huh#goodnight I LOVE YOUUUU <3#also im serious about the i want to hear about ur day thing#tell me the stupid things that happen to u and the little details tell me what you learned or what u observed today#im so serious rn i want to hear it#dont b shy#i love u please keep on living you matter to me and to so many other people#<333
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i started watching blue eye samurai after i saw you post about it a while back. this show rocks. i’m excited to watch more :)
OOOO!! <333
I'm SO glad you got a chance to watch it, it's a really good show with beautiful symbolism and narrative. I'm not sure what episode you are on so I won't say anything except that episode 6 is my favorite for all the fight scenes.
it did get renewed for a second season if you haven't heard about that yet that I'm also looking forward too >:3c
#ask#eso talks#this was a very sweet ask thank you anon <333#feel free to put more of your thoughts in my inbox i'd love to hear them#i can't remember when the second season is going to drop but i hope they are able to take their time with it
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two websites I frequent when Im feeling particularly wistful and yearningful and lonely. Never posting, only watching. Maybe for now.
#about me#feral-teeth thoughts#i love websites <3#especially anonymous websites#i love the idea of anonymity#i used to run an anon insta for my high school#[high school acronym].secrets#and it was so fun to hear people talk about it#like guessing who was behind it and like what was being posted#i never posted hate as i remembered cuz i dont like spreading hate#but i loved when people would confess their love there <333#so so cute and interesting what people would say if they were promised anonymity#there is something w physiological testing there i think#reminds me of some experiments that i learned abt in psych#also just#looking for connection in the only possible way you can#like yelling out into a void and looking for a connection you felt with someone#hoping a hand will reach out back#pulling you into the void with them#i also used to frequent pornhub when i cant sleep but its personally too overwhelming for me rn tbh#so ao3 and tumblr for smut and just really good fucking stories for me please!#especially when I cant sleep#i am currently looking for connection#maybe someone will reach back for me in this reach that im sending out right now?#I am always looking for connection
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