#pulling you into the void with them
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two websites I frequent when Im feeling particularly wistful and yearningful and lonely. Never posting, only watching. Maybe for now.
#about me#feral-teeth thoughts#i love websites <3#especially anonymous websites#i love the idea of anonymity#i used to run an anon insta for my high school#[high school acronym].secrets#and it was so fun to hear people talk about it#like guessing who was behind it and like what was being posted#i never posted hate as i remembered cuz i dont like spreading hate#but i loved when people would confess their love there <333#so so cute and interesting what people would say if they were promised anonymity#there is something w physiological testing there i think#reminds me of some experiments that i learned abt in psych#also just#looking for connection in the only possible way you can#like yelling out into a void and looking for a connection you felt with someone#hoping a hand will reach out back#pulling you into the void with them#i also used to frequent pornhub when i cant sleep but its personally too overwhelming for me rn tbh#so ao3 and tumblr for smut and just really good fucking stories for me please!#especially when I cant sleep#i am currently looking for connection#maybe someone will reach back for me in this reach that im sending out right now?#I am always looking for connection
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personal character design headcanons + brainrot
Note: the re-bound!au does NOT belong to me, it belongs to @chipper-smol I’m just not normal about it lol
#I SAY PERSONAL BC ITS MY OWN SPIN ON IT. NOT CHIPPERS CANON UNLESS THEY DECIDE TO OR NOT YOU HEAR ME /LH#I made a banner and everything this time. PLWEASE send them your questions not me JAJFHDSF#I thought it would be cool if macaque has two separate forms as a shadow and inside a mindscape. like I wanted his shadow form to reflect#him in his prime and then the mindscape form as what he looked like when he died. or a more vulnerable state at least#based on LBD appearing to MK as the ivory lady when she died in the S3 special. I don’t know exactly what it was but my first thought seein#the white void was she was appearing to MK in his mindscape to talk to him. so I built on that#I wanted to give him a more ‘Smokey’ look as a shadow just based on how he manipulates them in the show like in shadow play. I hope this#makes it look cool and immaterial. and then his mindscape form would be more battered up and tangible#the last couple images are chippers ideas though since they said the monkeys are drawn to MK when macaque is possessing him lol#and the fact that macaque doesn’t have any senses unless he’s possessing someone + literally sniffing out wukong in the scroll 🤨📸#I also have a vivid image of macaque moving from the mindscape to physical form like umm. kind of like when he passes the boundary between#physical and spirit/mind(?) it’s like the shadow covers him like ink. or pulling Saran Wrap over your face and it clings to your skin#so it kind of makes the shadow seem like a sort of shell or covering.. and I love the idea of MK meeting macaque in the mindscape for the#first time too. like the moment mac rescues him from LBD and MK sees him all battered and tired looking brooooooo#I’m not even sure if that would count as a mindscape but it rattles around in my brain like loose marbles#god I fucking love this au. gives me imagination fuel swear to god#my art#doodles#lmk#Lego Monkie kid#Monkie kid#lmk au#re-bound!au#rebound au#lmk sun wukong#lmk swk#lmk macaque#lmk six eared macaque#lmk mk#lmk xiaotian
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so i bet all i have on that furrowed brow and at least in this lifetime we're sticking together me and my husband we're sticking together
#sweeney todd#sweenett#broadwayedit#just when you thought you'd seen the last of me#i'm STILLLLLLLLLLLL here#the smile after she licks his ear and pulls back djkfhfnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn#hornyjail.gif hornyjail2.gif and hornyjail3.gif#coming up on one yr since my first in-person viewing and oml :')#i miss her/them/this revival so much#an aching void#also.#oblig your honor.... she did nothing wrong :)))) tag#otp: if you only knew#🎥 theriddletrades#**
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I will be the first to admit I'm not the best at drawing animal or furry characters, but I wanted to get something scribbled down in my Non-Goof style, anyway. Plus, I've been enjoying the many reference pages folks were posting of their own designs for the Lamb and Narinder, so, uh. Here's mine, I guess! ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
do not comment on how long narinder's tail is or i swear to the lamb i will make it even longer next time >:]
#fanart#cult of the lamb#cotl#cotl lamb#cotl narinder#narilamb#tagging the ship because Your Honor They're Married#teeny tiny lamb and big boi narinder is my weakness leave me alone DX#i gave narinder a stupidly long tail because my own cat has a stupidly long tail and i make fun of him for it all the time#this is important to me for A Reason - which is that i enjoy adding even more reasons for people to make fun of narinder#he is my special boi and my poor little meow meow and thus i must violently shake him like he's the world's shittiest maraca#why else would i give him a long majestic cloak but then just have him wear a stupid turtleneck tunic under it and no fukken pants#there is no way that asshole has any sense of fashion - he has been out of touch with it and reality for at least one (1) millennium#anyway narinder's cloak can definitely be pulled closed to look like his standard in-game attire#also shh the lamb has plenty of wool to cover them and thus doesn't need any Censor Leaves#do NOT cite them for public indecency because that is racial discrimination against sheep and thus It Is W R O N G#btw i know i draw the lamb kinda cutesy-feminine but i promise you their gender is an eldritch void#VOID I SAY#what's in their pants? a knife#the time knife specifically (that's the eldritch part)#it might look like narinder has yaoi hands here but that's just because he's Bein' Spooky#i swear i headcanon him with normal size hands XD#also i finally drew scars on his wrists!!! i DO headcanon him with those but i try to keep designs simple in my Goofs Style lmao#once again i should be asleep
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#momonina#kindof. embarrassed to post this one bc its just pure fluff lmao… theyre so LAME in this pic (/j)#i can hear mmk going ったく…#nn’s outfits are always soooo cute though#waaaaaah i love the fashion….#miiiight color it though..#edit incoming#future pix here#mmnn#<- decided the drawings of the two of em can have momonina in them but if it leans more romo than plato it has mmnn#bc i rotate them in my head so fast#but as the days pass i get really crazy over them being Not Romantic but still More than That#im losing my Mind tbh#the only thing im certain of is that mmk is definitely a lesbian all things considered like look at her LMAO#everytime i rewatch i do consider how gay her actions are...???#(i've been rotating mmnn around in my mind since ep 1 tbh... the codependency was tempting...!)#but i keep thinking abt mmk herself saying “i saw my past self in you” in like. ep 2 already... and it would linger in my mind#i had written in my notes a While back#like when ep 4 was airing#that it just felt like mmk was trying to be kind to her past self ykno#because she believed that the her now... had failed in her dream#so yknow... by giving the guitar she was trying to have nn continue that dream for her (leading into mmk “guiding nn”)#ofc nn gives back her guitar though and i thank that person on twitter everyday for putting it so well#LIKE AGHHH THEIR MEETING WAS FATE BUT THE ACTIONS THEY TOOK TO PULL EACH OTHER UP... KILL ME!!!!#the choices they make regarding themselves... of staying true to themselves... hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhgjhg#idk how many people will see this edit so im just treating it like the void (haha Void) here#(i've made that joke multiple times to myself now#i still think about. how mmnn were drawn to the honesty of each other#and yet. didnt exactly recognize each other as an actual person yet?#nn loved void and so loved mmk for creating it and saving her life. so mmk was a savior to her
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#lauren rambles#I woke up with the urge and craving for opening a new discord server#cause I have so many new mooties and pals I wanna connect with more#but I don't know if I have it in me again to do another server#it's been 3 years since Mel and Nykita and I had smut pile#and thinking of a new server makes me think of Nykita and miss her so fucking much#the day she passed I knew running a server just wouldn't be the same again#but I'm wondering if maybe maybe I do have it in me to really move on and start a new space again#ive had these thoughts all morning and writing them out makes me feel good and silly and I just#I dunno#would anyone even be interested? is Tumblr too different now than it was?#am I just the old lady on the corner screaming into the void now?#anyways if you somehow made it down here sorry for pulling you into my brain for a bit
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ALL THE ADULTS IN ICHIROS LIFE ARE A BUNCH OF BUM FCKS THERE I SAID IT I NEED EACH AND EVERY SINGLE ADULT TO GET AWAY FROM HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIMM
#vee queued to fill the void#THE MORE I THINK ABOUT THIS FCKING TRACK THE ANGRIER I GET ON ICHIROS BEHALF I NEED KAIJOU TO BACK THE FCK UP#YOU WANT TO SELL THE LAND AND BUSINESS TO MAKE MONEY THEN YOU DO IT YOU SNIVING ASS CONNIVING ASS BUM ASS OHHHHHHHHH MFER#BTCH QUITE LITERALLY SAW ICHIROS INFLUENCE AND GOOD HEART AND TRIED TO USE IT FOR HIS OWN GAIN#THE FVK YOU MEAN YOU WANT ICHIRO TO WRITE YOUR PROPOSAL AND PRESENT IT FOR YOU????????? AND PULLING BB INTO YOUR OWN FCKING FAMILY DRAMA#‘OH JIRO AND SABURO ARE JUST KIDS THO’ AND LIKE ICHIRO FCKING ISNT?????? YOUR GRANDSON IS ONLY FIVE YEARS YOUNGER THAN ICHIRO#REI FCKING LEAVES HIM THE MAN HE STARTED TO THINK WAS HIS SECOND FATHER BETRAYED HIM FOR MONEY AND THE NEXT ORPHANAGE DIRECTOR WAS CRAZY#MOZUKU WAS KAIJOU NUMBER FCKING ONE RAMUDA BRAINWASHED KUUKOU AND SAMATOKI SAID FCK THEM KIDS#HOW???????? HOW DOES A MAJORITY OF THE ADULTS HE KNOWS TREAT HIM THIS FCKING BADLY HOW??????????#LIKE THANK FCK REIS BEEN STEPPING UP THESE PAST FEW TRACKS AND SAMATOKI AND RAMUDA GENUINELY DO CARE ABOUT ICHIRO#BUT FCK MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GODDAMN!!!!!!!!!!!! SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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the day I actually get my thoughts together and make a video essay about the pursuit of aesthetic (That Girl, Pilates Princess, Wonyoungism, Cozy Girl, the Godforsaken Booktok Reader aesthetic, etc etc) and the way it contributes to consumerism and a loss of authenticity and true beauty it’s all over for you
#sitting here gnashing my teeth thinking about it#i love beautiful and “aesthetic” things as much as anyone else#but there is something so damaging about the current trends and how these aesthetics are curated and handed to you pre-packaged#with a necessary starter kit of products you need to buy!!!!#true beauty is only beautiful because it points to Truth and yes i will be theological about this#WHERE IS THE TRUTH IN YOUR WELLNESS GIRL DAILY ROUTINE#WHERE IS THE TRUTH AND BEAUTY IN YOUR MATCHING PINK SKINCARE PRODUCTS YOU PULLED FROM A CABINET OVERFLOWING WITH THEM#I WILL BITE YOU#claire yells to the void
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I’ve said it once and I’ll say it again
You cannot complain about people not following leash laws, being off leash in undesignated zones and then immediately post about using 10-15ft leads for walking on public sidewalks to prevent leash pulling
👏 it’s 👏 not 👏 legal 👏
BOTH situations are breaking leash laws (depending on your area etc etc), BOTH pose risks to your own dog and others
You cannot pick and choose the leash laws you want to follow
#this is a Canada specific scream in to the void#a Canadian instagrammed keeps doing this and it pisses me off#you’re both breaking leash laws man at least recognize that#I do not care about most leash laws to be frank provided everyone’s being responsible#your dog is off leash ina. random field?#enjoy#so long as your dog can recall I do not care#your dog on a flexi in the public walkway#I do not care provided you pull them in to pass me so you have actual control over your dog#using a loose 15ft long line next to a busy ass road#is a car hit waiting to happen#genuinely less safe than a flexi due to the slack in the line next to a road
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Speak
Quiet the evil
#scorn#scorn game#tension#тургор#the void#ice pick lodge#my artwork#still feel like a piece of garbage but some pictures can't get out of my head so I pull them out no matter what#context: in “Tension” you play as a mute soul and you have to draw this glyph (“Medium”) on a character you want to speak to
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Really wish Tumblr had an actual mute function.
Like a full block is excessive in this scenario (no one's done anything wrong, I'm just annoyed) but the block tag function is not doing it for me rn because I can still see the posts and my annoyance is slowly morphing into rage. And the envy monster is not a good look for me.
I enjoy hyping people up, I really do, but it's really fucking hard to keep doing it when they don't do it for you too.
#rambling into the void#i get it we're all here to have a good time but sometimes someone just rubs you the wrong way#and you just need to spend less time around them#there needs to be a toggle for that “view post” button#uneven social dynamics in a circle are irksome#it's a circle for a reason kids#you gotta cheer for everyone in the jam circle or the energy of the circle dies#i guess i just get really frustrated with this because i always feel like i'm the last person picked on the dodgeball teams#i have trust issues with people i don't know well and it takes me fucking forever to make friends#seeing everyone frolicking and holding hands when i'm still trying to unlurk from the corner is hard man#sorry sometimes you just need a weird vague vent post#and i am grumpy because i have not had time to art#and when i do have five minutes to sit down and do it it's suddenly like pulling teeth
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ok sometimes i like to think of the blorbos/dca seeing me at work when i think i do something cool
#im yapping a lot today sorry#i just have stuff i want to say to the void ahfjgw#salmon jibberish#dont look at me#SOMETIMES I THINK I LOOK COOL AT WORK#NOT OFTEN BUT SOMETIMES#sometimes i think i pull off something awesome ok#i just wanna seem cool and impress the fos 😔#sometimes i also imagine them in my car w me when im driving to/from work#i live a very lonely life if you couldnt tell /silly#whenever my coworkers tell me 'nice catch!' when i catch a dog that was trying to bolt or anything of the like i feel so giddy#i love being liked#i love seeming good at my job#like ? i dont think im bad at my job but its just so affirming#in the employee of the month post fpz made they said the dogs love me and i adigfouwrqvflve#!!#ah#specifically mentioned how much mister loves me in it too <3#mister's my work son and i love him dearly and he loves me a lot too!!!!!!#he's an italian greyhound#hes such a dear
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(Going insane boinkinh one AU in my head)
Hey hey hey
May I interest you in
(Slowly slides my FaaF AU towards you but void just Disappears without a trace one day before the accolade)
Teehee
#thylacines can talk#faaf au#i love this au very yummy. a very fun twist on how Flower's dynamic with their parents would progress afterwards#the vessels live but the void exits their bodies in quite a violent manner (extreme pain and literally throwing up an entire person worth of#void). Flower was on guard duty and theyre found barely conscious in a pool of rapidly evaporating void. passes out seconds later#PK also had the displeasure of experiencing extene pain and burning as void forced its way out through his skin <3 And his moulds all melted#and evaporated. after the initial shock wears off theyre hit with “Oh No#the vessel“ and rush to find them. Well somebody else was already looking for the royal pair about this#Flower wakes up dazed and in pain in their father's workshop. their stomach hurts their throat burns and they feel lightheaded. the entire#place is considerably brighter than they remember and in they can hear two faint voices in the background but theyre too preoccupied with#examining their now pure white hand in shock to focus on anything else. until they hear their mother say “My wyrm they're awake” and#suddenly their parents are by their side. Now the two have no idea what void leaving their body might have done to them. Are they still#hollow? are they still dead? do they understand anything are they sentient? or was what was done pernament even without the void? do they#have the mind of a child if their sentience was restored? or do they remember anything? So WL stays by their side and helps them sit up#while their father goes to grab his tools. She's trying to keep them calm and comfort them but theyre still too disoriented to pay her much#attention. Until their father checks their breathing and they yelp audibly from the cool metal contacting their skin and suddenly they seem#much more alert. theyve never experienced true coldness before. PK quickly apologises and tries to be gentler with them. Theyre breathing#properly and they have a heartbeat. And he just pauses for a long while just. listening to their heart beating. Many emotions to be had#after the exam's over he asks them point blank how theyre feeling. And Flower looks up at him still seeming a little disoriented. and then#they lower their hand to their stomach and mutter 'My tummy hurts...a-and my throat burns'. It's to be expected after the way the void#left their body. so he goes to grab them some water and meds and they also ask for food and a mirror. And after he returns they just stare#at themself in the mirror and pull on their bangs for a while then blurt out 'I have your eyes' when PK asks if everything's okay. And he#and he almost chokes up as he replies 'Yeah...Yeah you do'. Flower eventually spins a lie that they remember everything but its all distant#and blurry. Like they were not aware until now. They figured it'd be better to not break their hearts#And now the three have to figure out how to be a family while PK is also scrambling to find a new solution to the infection#oops i meant to only give a brief rundown in the tags which is why it was in the tags. but i got too invested KDHDKFB
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Ja Kein Problem, doc! Glad you like them- wait wings?-.. oop almost forgot those were there for a second... I honestly dont know too much of the why or how, but they are about where my ears should theoretically be. I mean i still have ears, just not the cartilage on the outside of the ear canal, like you do. I believe they connect to my head at about the upper temporal squamous... uh yeh.. feel free to ask me other questions if you got em
Also Considering your intrigue..Would you like some kinda sample or something to analyze??? Like a feather or.. idk something
fascinating!! i wonder, are they structured the same as normal bird wings or are they different? you seem to be able to move them at will, but how much control do you have over them exactly? and do they ever move on their own? ohh i wonder exactly how they connect to your head, as in how the muscles and nerves must be hooked up... ah wundervoll! i wonder, what is the sensitivity on them? would it hurt if i plucked a feather?
#you have to imagine me very close in your personal space pacing circles around you to look because that is what im doing#pulling on them and stretching them out in the same way you would inspect the wings of a bird#exciting!!!!#the doc is in#replies from the void
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whenever I see someone arguing about how buddy daddies isn't queer and people who think it is are ruining the anime for others I just go 🤨 for well... obvious reasons of how tf enjoying the show through queer lens would ruin it but also because how do these people think the show will end?? like... genuinely, how do you think this slice of life with two men each with hard past and trauma raising a daughter together which forces them to confront said traumas and grow as individuals and partners (let's also ignore the ambiguous connotations of using this word and history of using if we must) is going to end? cause obviously it's going to end with this imperfect makeshift family creating their home together and staying together. loving and supporting each other in their own ways for years to come. these two men raising Miri together, completely comfortable in this home they've created and existing together, completely fine with no other romantic relationships in their lives spending their years together as parents. just saying that's...that's pretty gay of them you know? and honestly even if you argue about it and pull two friends can raise a child together card... this anime still provides so much wholesome and good content for queer community in such basic ways "our bank account", "you think work's more important than our kid?!", Miri saying she loves having two dads, "these are our genes at work" and much more... just a lot of positivity all around so it's no wonder queer community is enjoying watching it, read their relationship as queer and take comfort from the show? and there is really nothing wrong with that especially when as I said we all know it will end with heart-warming closure of this found family being happy and together
#talking to the void but i saw some yt vid and was in small rant ramble mood#kazuki and rei are literally that meme of two dudes playing truth or dare and ending up together with a daughter and#their own bed and breakfast in what we call the longest game of gay chicken#i just find it funny how dudebros are like they aren't gay stop ruining the show when it'll end with kazuki and rei staying with Miri#raising her together for years and years never a women in sight for either and just the three of them chilling perfectly content and happy#my dude that is in fact pretty gay that is in fact pretty bi that is in fact pretty queer of them#ppl are just pointing it out#btw why are you laughing when buddy daddies was called gay sxf but when ppl do make relationship romantic between two men#just like ppl are doing between a man and a woman in sxf you are offended and pulling two male friends can raise a child together card??#just wondering no reason#buddy daddies#i can't believe the thing that makes me write first longer post is slice of life 12 episodes anime called buddy daddies
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as for me myself and i, winning is all i know lmao
#vee queued to fill the void#GIVE ME ALL THE RAP BATTLE CROSSOVERS I WILL DECIMATE THEM FOR BREAKFAST LUNCH AND DINNER#*RIPS MY SHIRT OFF* AND I LOVE OFF THE HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOK#WERE SO BACK NAH ITS WERE SO GAY CAN YOU BELIEVE PEARL ROLLED UP ON FYRE AND SAID YOU WISH YOU HAD A GF AS FINE AS MINE#AND MARINA THE SUBLIME (PEARLS WORDS NOT MINE) QUITE LITERALLY KILLED SHIVER WITH KINDNESS#*SETS MYSELF ON FIRE* OFF THE HOOK THE REST OF THE GIRLS NEED TO EAT TOO YALL CANT KEEP SERVING UP BY YOURSELVES LMAO#OFF 🙌THE 🙌HOOK🙌OFF 🙌THE 🙌HOOK🙌#honestly this makes me wish the hypmic crew got fancy outfits lol#they showed up as themselves bc that’s all they need lol but it’s a special event!!!!!! pull up boys lol!!!!!!!#maybe when we get the 3rd drb we’ll get battle pngs of them in the bp outfits
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