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Regulus would constantly be terrified that James would leave him because he was used to people leaving him for better people. The only cousin he liked left him for her boyfriend, his own brother left him for a new family, so what was stopping the love of his life from leaving him?

James, upon discovering this, decided the only way to convince him otherwise was to spend every hour of every day glued to his side to show him he wasn't going anywhere.

The skittles were not pleased.

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A head canon I have of the black brothers, is that growing up, Regulus and Sirius were inseparable. No matter what Walburga ever did, the two of them were a unit. Wherever Sirius went, Regulus went. And vice versa.

Anyway. After Sirius went to Hogwarts. I headcanon, that this was when Walburga was able to get her claws into Regulus. (I fear this is a very popular headcanon.)

Sirius however sent letters everyday. He never got any response. But to me, I feel like he wouldn’t be upset with Regulus over it, I think he would be more worried about what Walburga has done that made Regulus unable to write or probably even read his letters.

Regulus on the other hand, never knew about the letters. He did hold this against his brother, thanks to his mother being in his ear. (Plus it didn’t help that Walburga made sure Regulus knew that Sirius was sending her letters, even if they were fabricated.)

When Sirius came back for holidays, Regulus wasn’t angry as one would think. Neither was Sirius. They went into Sirius’ room and Sirius told him all about Hogwarts. In lots of detail. About his new friends and how he wanted Regulus to meet them and feel included. He says he also can’t wait to meet the friends Regulus will make.

I feel like, Sirius would be very understanding of his little brother. Lenient. I feel like Sirius can read between the lines and truely knows and gets Regulus even when he isn’t speaking or doing anything.

The time away, I don’t think that weakened that connection.

I do however, think Regulus starts to push Sirius away after his sorting into Slytherin. Because of the things his mother has said and because he feels the need to protect Sirius from himself. (Because he thinks that maybe he is like his mother because he was sorted into Slytherin).

Because of the freaky connection and deep understanding Sirius has of Regulus, he knows this but Regulus doesn’t let him help him, so they drift. Until slowly, their relationship is hanging on by threads. Sirius can still read Regulus in ways nobody but them understands, but he also can’t do it as well as he used to. Regulus has grown up and changed so much, gotten better at hiding himself away from everyone, INCLUDING Sirius.

This hurts Sirius just as much as him being able to read Regulus even the slightest bit. It hurts more after he runs away when Regulus shuts him out completely. It hurts more when Regulus looks at him as he is graduating and Sirius can read the longing that was visible for a split second. It hurts the most when Sirius looks down at the daily prophet to see his little brothers portrait, his eyes dull and bored but to Sirius they are screaming and pleading and begging, Sirius would then lift his eyes and read the headline. “Black heir presumed dead.” And then Sirius would fall down and never full recover.

Anyway that’s my headcanon. Or at least a part of one. <3

Feel free to drop black brothers hcs and I'll reply and expand on them!!! I love my sad little siblings :D

They can be fluffy or angsty or inbetween, I don't mind!

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Feel free to drop black brothers hcs and I'll reply and expand on them!!! I love my sad little siblings :D

They can be fluffy or angsty or inbetween, I don't mind!

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regulus desired the things that would destroy him in the end.

his family was the first. he craved the beauty of suffering, to lick the love off the knives, the violence that blurred affection. the blade he turned inside himself. love that was love. to drown in the insanity and blood that consumed every part of him.

sirius was next. woven in their veins and forged in loss and rage. regulus would drown in tears and burn against the brightest star. he would let sirius fight and tear at him, to let his own blood stain his fingers and mouth like a pomegranate.

james was the last. to split open his ribs, dig his fingers into his heart and blood and bones, pick them open and destroy him. regulus would eat the fruit if james asked, give up heaven for his love. he wanted to be devoured by him, in every look, movement and smile.

to be used and ruined. to use and to ruin. is what regulus desired most.

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Regulus with white streaks in his hair.

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just started thinking about modern black brothers with a wider age gap, maybe ten years in between.

sirius being thrust with raising regulus, helping him with everything and trying to lure him away from their parents beliefs, doing his best to make him kind and good. but he, himself, doesn't know how to do that, he's still a child, but he tries and tries.

regulus seeing him more like a parent figure than anyone else. knowing that being under his mother's fist and father's indifference is regular, just like being with sirius is safe, and warm, and nice.

it's not always good, they are different in so many ways, and in making regulus like himself, sirius sees that he's putting a target on his little brother's back. he doesn't know how to fix it and it pains him, but he can't let his brother become like his parents. it's torture.

then sirius has to go away for college, and it's hell for both of them.

sirius misses so many birthdays and special occasions, and regulus is nothing but a kid still, so his parents can still get their claws on him. sirius has to watch how his little brother, that he has raised, is pitied against him, and in trying to search for comfort in that horrible house, is turning into what his parents want to.

and regulus is just doing what he can, every birthday wish goes to begging for sirius to come home and take him away, every punishment leaves him missing the warmth his big brother used to provide.

it's still not enough, regulus just searches and searches for the same sense of comfort in the dark walls of grimauld place, and finds a cheap copy of it when his mother praises him whenever he does anything she approves. it's not the same, but it's better than nothing so he keeps doing it and doing it until he loses everything his brother taught him, and therefore, loses himself.

and sirius has to watch it firsthand, how the little baby he used to feed, bath, teach and take to sleep, is no longer his.

so he runs away, because seeing it just hurts too much.

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5 things (I love about you) - jegulus - wc: 406

Time and time again James had been asked why he loved Regulus.

What was it about the other boy that made him fall so hard?

It always came to the person's amusement when he described something...not conventionally good...

Sure there are things that anyone would be attracted to. Regulus was intelligent, beautiful, and talented in many things. But those things had never been what first came to his mind (well not always).

No, what first came to his mind was...

1. How grumpy Regulus was. He could listen to the other boy argue for hours. How anything could cause him to shift into a bad mood. Running out of toothpaste at night, his favorite coffee being out of stock, or even how the weather shifted.

2. Then there were his insults. It really shouldn't come as a surprise given his past track record of people he liked but it always caused people to look at him funny. Even if most of the time when Regulus insulted him it did genuinely sound like he had no care for James. But James knew otherwise so it didn't matter.

3. How bratty he was. This one had come as a surprise to James when they first started talking. Although of course, it made sense with him being the youngest in such a prestigious family. Regulus was so unbelievably bratty.

4. How hardworking he was/ How he ignored him. This one came as a surprise to James more than anyone else because with it came long periods of Regulus ignoring him. Surprisingly though James didn't always mind it (emphasis on always). After all, how could he when he looked so good focused on his work or reading his books? Plus even when he wasn't paying attention to him James never felt alone.

5. This leads him to his final point. His presence. Regulus has always had a certain aura that follows him. A lot of people would be intimidated by it but James loves it. He loves that even when they are silent and just sitting next to each other he never feels alone. He loves that on days when he has a bad day he does not have to pretend around Regulus and talk or try and be in a good mood. He loves that through it all Regulus understands him and he doesn't need to show him with words because just being there is enough.

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Sirius as Harry's uncle would be weirdly competitive. Even when Harry is a toddler he wouldn't let him win or baby him. He'd go full child-mode himself and race Harry 100% seriously. Obviously, he'd win everytime and poke his tongue out at him when he did. (He's just living the carefree childhood he never had)

Remus would roll his eyes everytime. 'Sirius your legs are four times as long as his...' and then Sirius would just respond in the most pelutant way 'Mind your own business Moony, this is between Harry and me'.

Harry would love it.

And bonus, Regulus as dad/uncle to Harry would also not treat Harry the way most adults treat kids. He'd speak to him in the most serious tone of voice and talk to him like he's speaking to an adult even when Harry is just a baby, because that's how his parents talked to him growing up. Unlike his parents though, he'd be the most gentle, caring person toward Harry, even when the kid misbehaves. He would NEVER EVER yell.

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“Regulus Black has a choking kink and James Potter has a knife kink,” I say over the microphone into the crowd. Everyone boos and tells me to leave. I sigh and slowly start to leave.

“They’re right.” I turn, and there she is, standing in the front row, Lily Evans.

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Whenever someone mentions that they don't like a ship in this fandom because it doesn't make sense I like to remind them that J. K (whom we all strongly dislike) literally made Dumbledor be in love with Grindelwald (this is nothing against grindeldore shippers🙏) just that this is canon you guys. The supposed super good guy (if you take the canon) whom Harry named his son after in love with the literal person who caused the first wizarding war. And you are telling people they cant make Sunkiller happen? Or even Jegulus? You sure?

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Teddy found his father's favorite sweater...

posted in tik tok and Instagram!!! @rezuuura

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Thinking about the fallout of the Slytherins finding out about James and Regulus, and the effects on Reg’s psyche afterwards.

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Every time I go on Tik Tok, I need a dose of Tumblr to cleanse my palette.

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The moment Regulus and Pandora became prefect of Slytherin and Ravenclaw it was like the second incoming of the Church Corruption in the Protestant reformation of Europe. They played favorites hard. Pandora recommended a Ravenclaw girl she was fond of (literally no other reason I’m not kidding) before she left and Regulus was the reason for a majority of the marauders’ Sirius and Peter) detention in their 6-7th year. Pandora runs into Barty and Peter dissing tf out of each other and takes points away from Gryffindor because she “didn’t see Barty being rude, Professor.”

Remus and James would give the Marauders the password to the prefects’ bathroom and Regulus gave them (Sirius and Peter) detention when he caught them once, James argued that he also brought Evan with him and Regulus straight up lied and said it was actually Pandora crossdressing (it was Evan) (but he played along so well that James couldn’t argue).

Prefect Regulus and Pandora brought hell upon Hogwarts for 2 torturous years. Also coincidentally the two years Barty had the least amount of detentions lol (Regulus had major favorites) (he caught Remus and Sirius in a alcove that he was going to with Barty and gave them detention) (Remus gave them detention as well) (interesting double date).

Pandora took points away and gave out detention to boys and their houses that tried asking Lily out, Regulus took points away and gave out detentions to the Marauders like there was no tomorrow out of pure spite.

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Chapter 7: Echoes of Tartarus

Aka, let's go girls, we're breaking into Azkaban .

We got a little (a lot) of angst, some snark, and our original red headed twins make an appearance.

And like I said in my author's note, shout out to: Remus '👀' Lupin and Sirius 'You Better Watch Who You're Talking To' Black!

See y'all next Wednesday xx

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“heels” - Jegulus microfic - @into-the-jeggyverse - 147 words

 

Regulus is sitting on the couch trying to keep his knee from bouncing up and down. His palms are sweaty, there’s a knot in his stomach and a lump in his throat. He tries to take a deep breath and his shoulders slump forward slightly, until he hears the sound of heels approaching and his back snaps up straight.

She enters the room and takes a seat in the chair across from him.

“So…?” She asks.

He takes another deep breath and looks her right in the eye.

“I want to marry your son.” He tells her.

Effie is on her feet in less than a second pulling him into a tight hug.

“Monty, get in here!” She yells excitedly without loosening her grip on him. She turns her head and kisses his cheek, and all the nerves leave his body as he melts into her hug.

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The Council

[based on my girlfriend and I last night]

*alone in gryffindor dorm*

James: “Who do I need to complain to to get your shirt off?”

Regulus: you need to file a formal complaint to the council

James: okay, I’m formally complaining that your shirts on, take it off *please*

Regulus: the council needs to think it over, 3-5 business days

James: Gah! Can’t I try to convince the jury?

Regulus: you can try

*both look over to cat*

James: Well?!