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cherie-luvv · 4 months ago

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At least Newt died looking at the person he loved the most, around his arms, and Thomas got to hold him one last time

#I love to make myself suffer #Im afraid I’ll never get over them guys #tmr #the maze runner #tmr newt #newt #tmr thomas #thomas #newtmas #the death cure

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jackharkness · 1 month ago

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IN THE FLESH (2013-2014) - 1.01 + episode script

#in the flesh #inthefleshedit #kieren walker #userdiana #uservik #tvarchive #tvedit #filmtvcentral #mediagifs #filmedit #cinematv #usersource #tvfilmsource #smallscreensource #myedit #might have cried a bit while making this #i love to make myself suffer

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jupijupijumi · 4 months ago

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You hear that?

I don't hear anything!

That's the point. No nightingales

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pine-rhyme · 2 months ago

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Harowhark study because i got the flu (Nonegesimitis).

#the locked tomb #harrowhark nonagesimus #the way i really couldn't make myself like harrow during the first book #harrowhark the ninth #how the mighty have fallen #i also hope gideon and ianthe make alecto friendship bracelets and unionise #i hope harrow is left alone with the dog (for a while)#harrow the ninth #gideon the ninth #tlt #i love seeing her grimmey #rat girl my beloved #rhyme art #pine art #love to see her suffer #i have shrimp feelings for her #my art

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madbalalaika · 1 year ago

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#imagine Merlin learning how to sculpt just to see Arthur one more time #just imagine that #I love making myself suffer #art #fanart #digital art #merlin #arthur pendragon #merthur

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cxnsdellaj · 5 months ago

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Dangerously yours

"If i betray you, i betray myself."

"If i betray him, i betray my country."

"My country is very dear to me."

"Dearer than i?"

"..."

"No, not dearer than you."

I saw an edit with this song and immediately thought of NoMae.💔

#I'm suffering #They are everything to me #I want them to be together #It's just me making myself suffer #forbidden love #mae x noa #nomae #noa x mae #rise of the planet of the apes #owen teague #freya allan #kingdom of the planet of the apes #planet of the apes #Pain

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sky-scribbles · 1 year ago

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Just remembered how, when I was first levelling up Gale, I thought, 'huh, he's got fairly decent Consitution for a wizard. Useful for gameplay purposes, of course, but I wonder if there's a narrative explanation?'

And not an hour or two of play later, learned that the orb - if left untreated too long - causes him constant pain, muscle spasms and disorientation. Gale and Tara did not immediately figure out how to treat his condition, which meant that he likely spent weeks or months in that state - and of course, whenever the orb acts up, he goes through it again. He probably endures it constantly through the end of act 1, after his treatment stops working.

Constitution, of course, is that the stat that represents ability to focus while being hurt. Endurance even after physical distress. Pain tolerance.

Yeah. I think there's a narrative explanation.

#bg3 #bg3 spoilers #gale of waterdeep #gale dekarios #wow I love making myself suffer

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seventh-district · 6 months ago

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Making Incorrect H:SR Quotes Until I Run Out of (hopefully) Original Ideas - Pt. 4 - Nuthin' but Boothill Edition

[Pt. 1] [Pt. 2] [Pt. 3] [Pt. 5] [Pt. 6]

#boothill #honkai star rail #hsr #hsr incorrect quotes #hsr memes #honkai star rail memes #hsr meme #honkai star rail meme #hsr textpost #hsr boothill #boothill hsr #hsr spoilers #hsr 2.2 spoilers #hmmm... don't think it's worth tagging the others in the 9th image. this ain't about them #still unsure abt how to do the alt text for these kinda posts properly but hopefully i'm improving #anyways. don't think i've ever seen heard and typed "cowboy' so many times in one day as i have while making this good lord #i did a bit of digging around and haven't Seen any of these done yet so. here's hoping that's the case!#i'm only ~3/4 of the way through the 2.2 main quest but the need to make these compelled me to put these out Now #i can already tell u that there Will be more of these for Boothill tho bc i'm crazy abt him. probably enough to make another dedicated post #but i'm gonna wait until i'm fully caught up on the plot (and will probably spoil myself for more of his character lore after that as well)#speaking of. i'm gonna go eat mac n' cheese and stay up too late playing through the rest of the main quest #i'm loving it so far. many thoughts head full abt it all but in a good way. hoping for more Boothill moments as we approach the end #he's def not the main character here but he is to Me okay. he is to me. i'm scarfing down every crumb he drops #i'm also suffering from Aventurine withdrawals out here. Argenti mentioning him was Interesting but i need More. Where Is He.#also. was Argenti intentionally not voiced or was it a game issue?? the hell was that. threw me off so hard when i couldn't hear him speak #anyways i'm getting off topic and wasting precious gaming time so i'll be takin' my leave now

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sunlit-mess · 5 months ago

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noticing in your vents—

is your sister okay too?

We laugh, sure, but we both know we're not ok.

#messyr #vent post #we have separate fams and both of us are the eldest. She mostly stays at mother side and I stay at my father's although dad is never home.#The rest of the members in my father side can put quips here and there to make her feel guilty and she does get guilty mostly about money #I ALSO provide them and HER financial support while also trying to pay for myself. I'm VERY exhausted.#unlike me she's not caged up here- but with a few restrictions still #while im BOUND to my family (father side) and they always target me so that's a pretty neat deal than seeing my sister suffer the same #just thinking of it makes me want to throw up HAHAH #there are times- she does things by action or words that makes me feel like- yknow. she loves me back. that's enough for me

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skullsandcorals · 5 months ago

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Wanted to redraw this with my version of the book characters💃✨

(click for better quality if you're on the mobile app. do not repost.)

#2 posts back to back 🌝#percy jackson #luke castellan #chris rodriguez #percy jackson and the olympians #my art 💙#pjo fanart #disney pjo #actually I just forgot I drew this 😶‍🌫️ I just found it in my drafts so. (⁠.⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)#low-key I love how I drew them here. specifically the hair and eyes.#I'd edit this if I wanted to make myself suffer. but I don't want to <3 #just checked. dang this was back in january.#my lack of a consistent art style srrikes again ‼️#posting this to free it from my system 🛐#strikes***

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redjukebox · 30 days ago

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Mouthwashing AU where the crew beats the shit out of Jimmy and kills him and makes it back to Earth and gets help and lives happily<3333

Mouthwashing AU where Curly beats the shit out of Jimmy and kills him for assaulting Anya when he found out<3333

Mouthwashing AU where Anya beats the shit out of and kills Jimmy herself and makes it back to Earth with her friends and they’re ok and getting help<3333

#mouthwashing #jimmy when I catch you Jimmy #I am jimmys number one hater #I am Anya and Curlys number one fan #of course I love Daisuke and Swansea too #Anya and Curly just have such a chokehold on me #fuck curly for not helping Anya and letting Jimmy get away for his crime but also damn why’d he have to suffer like that #this game makes me go crazy #genuinely thinking about getting it and playing it even tho I do noooott play horror games #love watching them be played but I can’t handle them myself💀💀#but I wanna experience this game sooo bad

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imaybe5tupid · 6 months ago

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Why bother? (Why bother?) It's gonna hurt me. (It's gonna hurt me.) It's gonna kill when- (Why bother!) -You desert me! (Gonna hurt me!)

Set after Nightmare. Laios is reminiscing and contemplating.

#laishuro #laios touden #i make a lot of jokes on here since part of the fun of this blog for me is limiting myself to only expressing ideas via drawings #as much as I can to try to see what I can try to convey in the limited time I have to draw each day which is sometimes like 15minutes #but laios idea of who shuro was to him and who he continues to be and how it ties into his own feelings of self worth and self hatred #not to mention being so thoroughly defined by having never been indulged before by the men in his life #are so compelling to me #and then of course you mix in toshiros own mind prisons #and their established dynamic of him begrudgingly putting up with him because he feels he has to and bc hes cursed with obedience #whilst laios genuinely thinks shuro does it because he likes it and likes laios because why else would anyone act like that #when everyone else in his life has not hesitated to Let Him Know #this is what is so fun about relationships like this…forever passing by each other’s true feelings like ships in the night #sometimes i get embarassed how deep i get for some of the characters in this series it really is that deep sometimes but not always #but WHATEVER #i never even engaged in or was interested in shipping the several years i read dunmeshi EXCEPT laishuro lol #which i sadistically wanted to stay one sided and miserable forever. I rarely get fed such genuinely fraught dynamics as their one in manga #so i became obsessed #and walked through the desert alone for 40 years and then checked in as anime started airing that other people ship this and gaf #and decided to unleash the jokes and ideas that my like 2 friend who like anime previously suffered alone as though they were jesus christ #now tho as much as I still enjoy tragedy and pain and emotional suffering I’ve let love and peace and requited fulfilled yaoi into my life #with laishuro. and its great!#my comics

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bluespiritshonour · 7 months ago

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here's 18-19 year old aang sketches. been hearing aang is ugly discourse—no he ain't. he was just 12.

#i really wanted to take part in zukaang bingo but the urge to art struck me a little later #i still might make something else later #enough art for now #i'd try to participate in maiko week but i'm not sure #it's smack in the middle of end semester exams #ink blot #avatar fanart #avatar the last airbender #atla #artists on tumblr #fanart #avatar aang #why did i never use the pencil brush before?!?! i seriously have a personality flaw where i just don't explore stuff.#can you believe i've been using the same fucking brush for lineart ever since i started digital art?#anyways! i don't know how the pencil brush would feel like if i go for colours but this is impeccable.#I have more control over stuff and i love the result #so #i have promised myself i'd be fucking off this hellsite because i have a huge backlog of work that needs to be done #and i'm presently suffering from “can't help but art”. so #yeah. y'all would probably see me around maiko week. byeee!#if i deprive myself of drawing for too long it bursts out of me like this where i do nothing but draw #not healthy at all

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napping-sapphic · 2 months ago

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Listen you gotta be healthy and take care of yourself and your chronic conditions but also sometimes i want to hold someone until my joints feel like they’ll explode, i want to place their hand on my chest to make my irregular heartbeat go even faster, i want to stay up talking to them just to fuck up my already poor sleep like i just kinda want to love someone so much that it doesn’t even cross my mind to worry about those things