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Harowhark study because i got the flu (Nonegesimitis).
#the locked tomb#harrowhark nonagesimus#the way i really couldn't make myself like harrow during the first book#harrowhark the ninth#how the mighty have fallen#i also hope gideon and ianthe make alecto friendship bracelets and unionise#i hope harrow is left alone with the dog (for a while)#harrow the ninth#gideon the ninth#tlt#i love seeing her grimmey#rat girl my beloved#rhyme art#pine art#love to see her suffer#i have shrimp feelings for her#my art
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say hi to me i don't know, i just remembered being so much brighter, i guess
cigarette ash like wildfire burning holes in the nighttime open scars feel like barbed wire white lies flying high like a ceasefire dropping flags on the shoreline this is as far as i can feel right 'cause what you don't know can haunt you
and all we ever wanted was sunlight and honesty highlights to want to repeat let's get away from here and live like the movies do i won't mind when it's over at least i didn't think for a while
don't drag it out living like that doesn't mean a thing
so let's, make a great escape and i'll be waiting outside for the getaway it doesn't matter who we are we'll keep running through the dark and all we'll ever need is another day we can slow down 'cause tomorrow is a mile away and live like shooting stars 'cause happy endings hardest to fake
and i wanna let you know i wanna let you go but i just can't bring myself to speak but this is how it goes the end credits, they roll this bridge was built over kerosene but we can watch it and all i ever wanted was sunlight and honesty highlights to want to repeat let's get away from here and live like the movies do i won't mind when it's over at least i didn't think
so let's run, make a great escape and i'll be waiting outside for the getaway it doesn't matter who we are we'll keep running through the dark and all we'll ever need is another day we can slow down 'cause tomorrow is a mile away and live like shooting stars you can wish away forever but you'll never find a thing like today
#miraculous ladybug#felix fathom#marinette dupain cheng#felix graham de vanily#đ#ml amv#felinette felinette felinette FELINETTE#i'm shrimping so hard i'm gromping i'm making absolute tempura#yes the 2 am coco pops fĂ©lix post was made while i was finishing this yes i am constantly experiencing inconsolable fĂ©lix feelings#fĂ©lings even. GOD GOD GOD okay listen#i could do a line by line analysis of this song and how i made the amv i have too many thoughts to put in the tags i am exploding#but in summary REPRESENTATION. REPRESENTATION. EMOTION. REPRESENTATION. EMOTION. REPLIQUE. FUCK ME#fĂ©lix's trauma an open scar leading her to the art room as far as both of them will go to feel right#ALL HE EVER WANTED WAS TO KEEP ADRIEN AND THEN MARINETTE SAFE#it doesn't matter who we are we'll keep running through the dark huAHUAHHGAG I MTHRWOING UP it's how he doesn't care what she thinks of him#how she sees him whether she hates him he's Chosen her as someone to protect and he will DO IT he will TAKE HER WHEN HE RUNS#i don't care if you beat me i know i have this under control and i'm protecting you and everything is going to be okay EXPLOIDNGNIG#tomorrow is a mile away tomorrow where i find out who you are tomorrow where we have to come apart#this is how it GOES you're the hero i'm the villain adrien is the lover i'm the monster i'm the cousin#marinette and fĂ©lix and Knowing each other is so#THEY DESERVE SO MANY OTHER DAYS THEY DESERVE TO SLOW DOWN AND BE WITH EACH OTHER AND NOT HAVE TOMORROW PULL EVERYTHING AWAY AND UAHAUHGAUGH#i'm not well about them. fĂ©lix and freedom and escape#ALSO i have so many feelings about fĂ©lix cherishing the people he wants to save so much he was willing to do the same thing that led to#his own trauma and use the peacock miraculous TWICE. ARE YOU KIDDING ME ARE YOU KIDDING ME#you can read it differently but right now come with me ARE YOU KIDDING ME#also ALSO i often think about how felinette standing in front of rĂ©plique is a reference to pv felinette#and me placing that directly before the wish is a nod to how the pv was rewritten into canon miraculous. a meta wish... felinette remains#but also in universe you can wish away the world that once was and you'll still never find another thing quite like fĂ©lix#and who you were and could have been to each other today... cherish him marinette... please cherish him for me#i hit tag limit on this essay so i'm not tagging the episodes i used in the amv but i used all eight fĂ©lix episodes as always
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Do you have any plan to make some kind of bonus chapter or oneshot about marcille's perspective in little creature? It's not like I'm asking you for it ofc!! it's just that i think it'll be interesting to read, and especially since you had those tags about marcille after her fight/outburst with falin and how you couldn't add it to the fic because the fic is from falin's perspective
Probably not about anything that happens during a little creature, but maybe something before or after? Sometimes I do like to do "the other character thinking back to events while doing stuff in a sequel" oneshot type thing, but we'll see how it shakes out!
#asks#a little creature#i will say#Marcille was firmly in denial and just Not Thinking About Her Feelings#the dinner scene was the first crack in her self delusion but it was still there#then the last chapter was it finally shattering as she saw Falin kissing someone else and experienced Elf Shrimp Emotions#just insane intensity furor and jealousy#she was about to fucking blow up#and then the confrontation happens and shes literally in shambles#cant think everything hurts#just barely scraping enough braincells to thank kiki inbetween enormous hiccups and sobs that shake her entire body#sees laios. slaps him. collapses into his arms sobbing and apologizing again#he cant actually understand what shes saying through the blubbering but hes doing his best to comfort her#to be perfectly honest im not 100% she even has the space to process 'i have feelings for falin' in full clarity#the 'why did seeing her kissing someone else make me feel like i wanted to die or kill someone' doesnt like... click#not until she gets over the mess of 'how could she say that to me didnt i do enough'#'didnt i love her enough does she care so little for me that she cant even bother to think about how i feel'#'does she care so little for me that she doesnt know that i would die for her i HAVE died for her and killed for her'#'how could she not know that she was nothing less than my whole reason for living for so long'#... i guess thats what shes blubbering at laios but it just comes out as like#'howcouldnbwhebwsbebwbendoesbdhemotbbwkowbblblbllvlbl'#snotting into laios's shirt#its ok. she'll be ok. like laios has to carry her back to her room because she latched on and didn't let go until she literally like#cried herself to exhaustion and passed out.#but she'll be okay. after maybe another day of moping she finally has her White Woman Moment of looking at herself in the mirror#and admitting that she's in love with falin and has been for a while
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I literally will think of the stupidest shit and if it makes me giggle, it's "canon" now. It just is. Idk why I keep doing this.
#Odysseus goes full stupid when he first meets Penelope. Helen is a lil âmad scientistâ with her potions. Menelaus is a silly sealy boy.#Menelaus and Odysseus have sleepovers where they cry about their families. Odyssseus and Diomedes are toxic exes#Clytemnestra is a horse girl. PENELOPE IS THE WATER WIFEâą WHO DOES WEIRD SHIT!!!#...#Anyways. can I get some suggestions from the homies for something Odysseus is allergic to? Anything except animals.#doesn't have to be something eaten it can just be him touching it. kind of thinking of shrimp as that was something#ancient Greece had. This is literally because the thought of someone being like âYou ate/got into ___ again didn't you?!â#*red hives. voice all raspy and fucked up. not gonna die but you know* â...No.â#and that just feels like something Odysseus would do and it's so fucking funny to me#also. what better way to feign madness to dodge a draft than to get sick with fever and then end up insane? >:D#shot by odysseus#Mad rambles#my headcanons
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sorry for art-class-critique-posting again but one thing thats been very fascinating to see from my classmates and especially from my professors is this like, usually implicit but occasional explicit assertion that a lot of the artistic techniques, styles, and practices i happen to do (such as quick, unblended brushstrokes, paint drips, etc) are inherently "masculine". i personally am secure and comfortable with myself as a gender nonconforming woman so it doesnt affect me one way or the other much but i also can't help but feel like.......... do you think maybe the reason you dont see as many young woman art students doing these techniques might be because they feel a bit insecure or uncomfortable having their womanhood called into question just because they were a little more aggressive with their brushstrokes? of course abstract expressionism and movements of its ilk where boys clubs (as were most artistic movements in the history of time) and theres a lot to unpack with that but i dont think leaning into the idea that women only paint neatly with careful paint blending and soft colours is the way to go about this.........
#its an interesting bias i dunno. im not mad or anything but i feel like its a bit of an internalized misogynistic ideal that like#well i guess its been around since like. the dawn of art history as a field. but like these boxes put around women artists#i think its a little bizarre in the year of our lord 2024. i feel like a girl power childrens cartoon from 2004 having to be like#women can do anything a man can do you know.......... they can be any sort of way...... like i thought we knew this.....#its fascinating. my professor joked that keeping all your old sketchbooks is a thing men artists do? mostly as a joke about her husband#which is fine but it was also a bit of shrimp colours to me. shrimp artist gender expectations#i dont think my gender has a lot to do with old sketchbook hoarding habits. i keep mine because I Will Forget Everything otherwise#although i also think everyone should keep all their old sketchbooks forever if they can and its safe to do so#but thats a separate opinion LOL its a bizarre world out there. like i said im just a gnc woman but so often i feel like one of those like#thirst trap vine boys biting my lip and holding up a sign saying STOP MISOGYNY#i need to protect women (runs into heavy traffic) type situation i find myself in every day <3
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Everyone in Chainsaw Man is trans. Except for Angel Devil, who got a character/gender customization screen before he started life on earth as a fiend and is therefore cis in the least binary way possible.
#(this Angel Devil Ability TM is a result of fear/prejudice felt by religious ppl of/against queer ppl)#*âreligious pplâ in this case referring to followers of religions that incorporate angels into their doctrine/beliefs#Aki is repressed transfem because sheâs repressed everything. gender isnât even on her radar yet.#Denjiâs gender incorporates Pochita. Theyâre separate and a whole. Theyâre a boy and his dog a dog and his boy.#Power is A Fiend. she demands all pronouns and is better than all of them.#Angel is Angel. he exists as himself.#Iâm being silly again#(these are all my current personal fav interpretations but any and all trans hcs are so beautiful to me)#gender#trans#csm gender talk on the tl today hehe#I feel like most fiends/devils have pretty non (human) binary views of gender#babygirl Hellâs got genders you canât even imagine. theyâre shrimp colors to us.#csm#chainsaw man#my csm thoughts#meposting
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Half bird Jean character design sheet wip for a silly little project I'm doing đ
#artistic nudity#genshin impact#jean gunnhildr#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#genshin fanart#gi#wip#wont be spoiling too much about what this is for but I'll post the fic when i start uploading it to my ao3#she's based off of the golden eagle (which is also Germany's national bird) đ#i started this on a cruise and have spent over 24 hours on it. slaying#MIGHT be my peak#eating her up shes so pretty#too bad I'll be giving her irreversible trauma#whump jeanlisa is so real to me just you wait#theyre married btw. but lisa thought she was dead for like 5 years so#yeah#back to wasting away in the shrimp posture for 8 hours straight#ALSO I DONT WANNA HEAR ANYONE SAYING HOW SHE LOOKS LIKE ELSA I WAS WATCHING MOANA WHILE DOING THR LINEART AND I DONT FEEL LIKE FIXING IT#disney curse is real guys dont watch their movies while drawing
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i always forget i have Healthcare System Anxiety until i have to interact with The Healthcare System and immediately just start screaming internally for days
#my mom obliterated her bones and the pre-surgery surgery post-surgery experience. the ER situation. moving 2 the woods#this is a vent post i forget my complaining tag#waited 30 mins for an ambulance & when we called back they were like ''yeah it hasnt been assigned to anyone & might be hours''#so i drove her to the ER with a migraine & ran over some pylons (cool).#stuck in the ER for 9 hours. took 4 hours for anyone to give her any kind of pain management. i caught covid#was supposed to get a call when she was out of her 2 hrs max surgery. was told i could call if i hadn't heard anything#5 hours later i called and was transferred 6 times - told she had been discharged - told she had never been registered at that hospital -#yelled at by a nurse for asking for patient information - eventually got the right department and was told oh yeah sorry she's in recovery#was supposed to find out if she could come home or not in 30 mins. 3 hours later theyre like OK come get her#i show up and the doors to that wing are. locked? and no one's there to unlock them?#apparently i was supposed to pick up the wall phone? and call a code they hadn't given me? spent 30 mins getting help from other department#to GET THEM TO OPEN THE DOORS. FREE HER RELEASE HER#finally i get in and she's OK SHES FINE except morphine doesn't work on her so that's. fine. bodies are good to have#we have reached shrimp colours levels of anxiety i am a walking talking stress migraine but she's doing ok. but holy fuck#kayvswords#also like she's black and all of her nurses and doctors have been white so feeling normal about all of it all around
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ok so i know that in this fandom getting visibly old is for losers, Real Cultivators never look a day older than 25 or just die young like normal people, BUT i need to know if Old People Romance is a thing out there because i want it to be
#don't look at me but i am having feelings right not. and also wisĆawa szymborska has her hold on my throat as we sp#shrimp thoughts
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I kind of just want to drop out of college and crochet and write books and
#get married (i don't have a boyfriend)#and have kids (i am not in a relationship or stable enough for a family)#i kinda wanna sell crochet stuff but it takes me like a month to make any and everything#plus i suck at reading and understanding patterns#and all ik is single crochet and double crochet and even then i think i do them wrong as well#Tunisian stitch is fun but i don't have a hook long enough and it hurts my hand#idk if it was just my sinuses and lack of sleep but ive felt so bad all day#and my back hurts cause i sit like a shrimp and don't know how to stand i guess#im so tired. genuinely.#and my mouth is fucked up again with sores because of stress and biting at my own lips#and its so lonely being in college#which is kinda funny cause i have more people i would actually consider as friends than ever#but i kinda just feel like im *there*#and i have a million projects to do but i played fortnite with my sis and her husband and my brother instead#and my dad taught my sis and i to play solitaire#and then i beat them both at black jack (it was actually a tie of how many matches i won but shhh)#and i know im blessed that im basically getting paid to go to college by my college but#it just doesn't feel right. like it feels isolating and lonely#and i have gone to some events btw they are not that great
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it's so funny that my girlfriend is technically blonde. whatre you doing lol
#what i have learned from dating her is that there are types of blonde that my eyes cannot perceive like shrimp colors#like i know she's ash blonde but i look at her and i'm like oh a woman with brown hair! all is well!#not being able to tell the difference between being brunette and ash blonde makes me feel like those tiktoks of like#incompetent straight boyfriends being like why does my girlfriend have 20 lipsticks in the same color????#when they clearly have diff undertones#like what do those elf eyes see? nothing leave me alone :(#personal nonsense
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#tag talk#anytime my friends point out that something I say is good advice or express that they see me as aspirational I'm always just like....#wtf how am I am example to look up to I'm just an idiot bumbling his way through life trying to avoid hitting her head on cabinet corners#honestly it's mostly just seeing mistakes others have made and going âI will not make those mistakes. I will make weirder mistakes than that#like. it feels a little like the âI'm eighty years old I'm done with putting up with everyone's bullshitâ except it's#it's âI didn't kill myself so I'm not gonna put up with bullshit anymoreâ#like. I chose life. I'm not about to half-ass that decision. I'm not gonna walk back that decision. I'm not going to flinch away from it.#that fuckin... âwhat do we have to fear but fear itselfâ quote or whatever. like.. I died. you think anything else is gonna scare me?#if I'm going to be stuck here on this planet you bet your ass I'm gonna make the most of it. I'm not gonna be embarrassed. no shame.#we're all living here until we die and the things that matter are your own life and then the people around you.#I'm not going to miss out on a chance to find community and connection just because I'm afraid. I'm done being afraid.#though... I have been feeling shrimp emotions for the past two weeks and my stomach has tied itself up in knots over it.#I'm so detached because I'm afraid of feeling my emotions too strongly. so letting go and experiencing emotions is a lot for me.#and agghfffgghh I'm going to make it through this I'm going to make it through this but damn it's really rough#allowing yourself to get close to someone again after solidifying your position as unassailable is so hard.#especially because I've gotten so used to shielding the emotions of other people. hard to be honest when your honesty will hurt them#it's wild being around someone who's not wildly insecure because I can be genuine and honest and not worry about what I say hurting her.#I could say âI'm leaving in a year do you still want to date?â and trust that she would actually think it through and give a reliable answer#like. I can handle just my emotions because she's able to handle hers.#being in mental health spaces for so long I'm not used to interacting with emotionally stable people lmaooo#do you think I'm emotionally stable? I don't think I am. but then I meet other people who are wildly more unstable than I am and hmmm#like. sui wasn't an emotional choice it was a cost benefit analysis. I get emotionally unstable sure. but I contain myself until it's over.#I know enough to not be impulsive because I recognize impulsive behavior in others and thus in myself as well.#so like. I'm unstable but I'm not externally unstable. I know how to isolate when I'm in a wounded lashing out state.#anyway I've been processing so many emotions this past week because I'm wildly out of practice with allowing myself emotional honesty#instead of just bricking myself up behind my defensive apathy. I want to hold onto this. I want to continue to channel these emotions.#I want to be unafraid to tell people when I love them#though with her it's more of a Nerevarine situation. you are not someone I love but rather someone who might become that.#like. I haven't known her long enough to really say I love. but I very much think if things continue how they are I will be confident in it#and not even romantic love per se. I have some old friends who I genuinely love. several siblings who I love. most people I know I do not.
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Some fossil Pokémon are a bit easier to taxonomize than others.
This post is about Anorith, Lileep, and their evolved forms, by the way.
Anorith and Armaldo are not a shrimp-like Pokémon, which does sound like a strange thing now that I put this down, but I've gotten into a few spats over this. No, it's not a shrimp, [CENSORED.]
Lileep and Cradily, meanwhile, are not plants. They're very, very hard anemone-like Pokémon. They were rock-type pre-fossilization, so them being this tough isn't a new thing. They were originally classified as coral-like Pokémon, but they're not. They're anemones.
#pokemon headcanons#pokemon biology#fossil pokemon#anorith#armaldo#lileep#cradily#ooc: this was entirely based off of the fact thag armaldo is based off of anomalocaris.#literally 'abnormal shrimp.' I couldn't not make an HC based off of that.#back ic:#so whats this all about#I work with fossils from time to time. Happened to work with one today.#Newer thing from the Macher region. Still unnamed. Kat's not an expert in these things but we know some people.#ah. so one of your neighbors.#Nah. One of Kana's.#She's a fossil expert who's been working with our awful creatures.#Her* me* and a couple others have been trying to figure this thing out.#I can't really tell you much until we get this thing sorted out but this one's a shrimp. We're pretty confident it's a shrimp.#Someone reminded me about the Armaldo fight and that's how we got here.#well then. congrats on the new job. feel free to complain.#I will absolutely complain. I love this beast but also I don't know what I'm looking at.#I couldn't even go out to Machen. They had to get it out to Mierva and do you want to know why?#oh? tell me#They couldn't get us out to Machen because there's an evil team infestation and they had to get the fossils out of Machen.#If we lose this thing nobody's going to be happy.#... theres going to be a lot more complaining isnt there.#Stay tuned. There's going to be so much
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#1 am therapy session#he doesn't mean to but sometimes my dad reacts to things in a certain way that just make me want to immediately burst into tears#like i was saying goodnight to my mom and i asked her if he was still awake to say goodnight#and she thought he was so i did but he didn't respond so she goes '[dad's name] [my name] is saying goodnight' pretty loudly admittedly#and he went 'ugh i was asleep you woke me up!'#which fair i mean but i have very chronic rsd so it just grshckahwkalkd#man would i love to one day experience normal emotions#these aint even shrimp emotions these are plankton feelings#its a scary world out here for us buck kinnies#i dont cry a lot but i am at any point in time always on the verge of tears and isnt that what matters in the end :)
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Im going through it so hard but I'll survive I prommy *I'm facedown on the floor and burning*
#i'll live#just getting overwhelmed by everything#stress of symba behavioural issues#darkness cold and wetness from winter#shit load of unprocessed trauma and suppressed emotions#a lil worried about my fishtank because my shrimp population just crashed for some reason#amanos are fine but the neocardinia are disappearing :(#maybe its my assasin snails eating them when they molt..#Also hair algea are driving me insane and moss (?) is growing on plants and the leaves keep falling off#also big orange's daughter appears to have the same cancer that she had to be euthanised for so thats fun#other fish are fine#in other things that worry me#gonna get my blood drawn on Tuesday to exclude medical causes for my exhaustion#wednesday im gonna go to the vet again to see if they can finally solve symba's armpit irritation spots#on the 7th of January i need a cavity filled#i need to still call some government thing to ask for clarification about an aspect of my welfare#i feel shitty about not being able to draw or work on my ocs#or on lore#i really want to share my ocs and world with you guys..#i also really want to launch koc for my friends before the year ends..#its been in the works for way too long#i got a million art wips..#just ugh so much to do..#havent been able to visit my mom since ive obtained Symba either#because he will freak out the second he sees a dog and i cant predict wether a dog will get on the bus or be at the station#and also he still gets snippy with people sometimes when overwhelmed#and my mom is scared of him because he bit her once#god theres just so much going on in my head..#but i will stay safe i promise#lena whines
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Everyone please look at Shrimpâs sourceâs wiki page and tell me that this manâs existence and role in our brain is not the funniest shit ever.
Source: Megalomaniac. War criminal. Cult leader. Mad scientist with a god complex. His misdeeds could fill a novel and his blind lust for power, self-gratification and total dominion over all that breathes have doomed billions to live lives in suffering and squalor. Mortal enemy and personal tormentor of basically any remotely important character in the game. Huge fucking incel.
System: Literally just some office worker. His worst crimes are trying to give us a caffeine addiction and spending way too much time writing spreadsheets. Iâd say he needs Ritalin but honestly, he is the Ritalin. Give this man a vacation, god. Also very, very aroace.
Sourceâs relationship to Source!Nelum: Toxic. Manipulative. Maddeningly horny. Every facet of her identity has been shaped by his calculated decisions over millennia, all made with striking precision just so he could be with the one person he thought would love him unconditionally. There is an entire 6-hour-long narrative quest dedicated to his final Hail Mary attempt at making her his and the near-destruction of the solar system that results in the aftermath.
Systemâs relationship to Nelum: Yeah theyâre buddies. Theyâre pals. No hard feelings here. If we had a proper headspace theyâd go golfing together. Thereâs not even anything romantic going on theyâre just chill colleagues. Again, extreme aroaceness going on in both sides of the equation here!
HE NAMED HIMSELF SHRIMP. LIKE TJE FUCKING CRUSTACEAN
^ âremember this is who youâre being mean to when youâre making fun of meâ type of shit
(I love you Shrimp I wouldnât have you any other way <3)
#our systemâs fictivesâ relationship to their source is like#yes that is them. theyâre watching themselves. that is Just Them.#BUT with the caveat that all their actions in source were essentially one long ongoing tv show that theyâre actors in#so when theyâre âoff the airâ so to speak (i.e. living in our brain) everyoneâs vibing backstage and having a great time#like iâm not gonna mince words here shrimp literally tortures nelum within an inch of her life in-source#but then in-system theyâre just. hey howâs it going man :)#this also makes antisâ screeds âthink about how lotus would feel if she saw this :(â about how terrible people who like ballas are#bc. we KNOW how she would feel because đ» is in our head. she doesnât give a shit lol#any time i see antiship rhetoric in the main tag the entire cast of the game is stood in the front of our headspace like#damn bro you got the whole squad laughing đ#đ | sin#on that note#talk to me about warframe pleasepleasepleaseplease :3#rq đđ#pro đđ#rqc đđ#radqueer#radqueer community
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