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okay so for the "500 words or less" excerpt DVD commentary i'm going to choose the opening of this fic because i can't help myself it is honestly one of my favorite parts and i gotta know what the thought process was
Having never really considered himself weak in the ankles, Law was beginning to rethink his lifelong self-assessment as he slipped his feet into the absolutely terrifying shoes that had been shoved in his direction. With Nami on one side of him and Perona on the other, Law shakily attempted to stand, not enjoying the extra wobble he gained by simply standing still. āWhat the fuck is wrong with you people,ā he grumbled lowly. His girlfriend, however, scowled. āYou live in heelsāI donāt want to hear it.ā āI wearĀ boots, Nami-ya, not whatever torture devices these are.ā He looked out over the rows of shoe racks and saw that the difference in height wasā¦ concerning. āFucking hellāthese have three extra inches than normal.ā āWell,Ā yeah,ā Perona scoffed. āYou need to look your best, and theyāre already doing wonders for your ass.ā She hummed. āWell, what little youāve got, anyhow.ā āWhy are we even here?ā Law groused. āCanāt I just order some online?ā āWe are not,ā Nami said, ābecause I am not going to have to deal with ordering shoes for your massive man-feet and then them not fitting properly. Turnaround is way too quick for us to need to worry about shipping.ā āI feel like a fool,ā he grimaced as he continued to curse the integrity of his legs. āWe did not drive to the only shoe store in Greater Logue Town that carries wides in-stock for you to chicken out,ā Perona scolded. āIāmĀ notĀ chickening out,ā he insisted sourly. āI just have way too much coordination to know first-hand why Cora-san practices walking in these things.ā āWell, youāre about to get a lot more familiar with them if weāre going to get you anywhere,ā Nami said firmly. āNow go ahead and try to walk to that rack there.ā Two steps and Law went sideways into a shelving unit full of narrow-widths. Nami and Perona stared at one anotherāthey had a lot more work ahead of them than they had feared.
Ahahahaha, yes! Although I love all this fic, I do particularly feel this part. A bunch of me projecting on Law under the cut.
Have an excerpt you want me to break down? Go ahead and let me know!
Nehs? Projecting on Law? Never! *fake shocked gasp* Okay, so let me break it down:
I need wide width shoes as well, and holy shit are these hard to find since Payless started going nuts after filing for bankruptcy. Twice. This is a modern AU set in a pseudo-Midwestern America, so my loss of the only place that consistently stocked wides is also his loss of the only place that consistently stocked wides. and don't tell me that [place] does bc i've tried I am waiting for when that void is filled with bated breath bc I hate shopping for shoes online.
I am also on taller than average. (I am not Law's height, but he is on the taller end for normal people.)
I also like wearing boots with chonky heels/soles.
I also like wearing heels/wedges despite it making me "so tall" so what if I scrape six feet that way.
I also have enough coordination to walk in heels/wedges.
I can fucking run in heels/wedges.
I can honestly say that aside from a couple choice moments (as we all have) I am fairly well-coordinated overall.
I recently tried on a pair of heels in-store (returns from an online purchase, I'm sure) and as I stood I almost toppled over like holy shit.
I did roll my ankle once while running in wedges and I went down hard that was fun.
Narrow-widths are apparently a thing.
...and what sort of outfit as spectacular as Dr. Hart-Steeler's is complete without the right shoes? Can't have her show up in Crocs because although that's thematically correct I don't think those are going to fly in a drag queen revue.
#gendervapor#gendervapor14#meme replies#I love this fic everyone pls read it#i would be just as grumpy but resigned trust me you can feel the projecting lol#might add more later but now I'm on the way out the door lol
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cw: smut / cisfem!reader / scent kink
something nobody ever considers about satoru gojo is that heās very particular about scents.
itās a weird side effect of the six eyes that is rarely ever spoken of, by him or any other; along with his fantastical sight, his ability to distinguish minute details kilometres away, to read the ever-twisting flow of cursed energy, yadda yadda yadda ā the extrasensory perception he was granted the second two gametes fused into a zygote had skyrocketed every perceptible sensation above the level of the average human. leagues above the level of not-so-average humans, too, but thatās a story for another time.
beneath the slightly dusty smell of skin cells and flesh, each person is different. diet and exercise play a huge part, of course, but then thereās the more obvious things ā perfume, toiletries, surroundings. nanami always smells like paper and sandalwood. nobara, sweet and fruity, with a sneaky undertone of something synthetic ā something almost hospital-like. yuji smells like grass and citruses, like heās just popped open a can of something fizzy and caffeinated on the lawns of jujutsu tech. but if he had to choose a favouriteā¦
ācould ā could you, umāā
one really must forge their own little bits of happiness in this line of work. the constant death and despair really puts a damper on one's lust for life. for gojo ā sweets, cute little figures, themed cafes and expensive cakes, things that pleasantly appeal to and delight each one of his six senses. you, in a similar way, enjoy the finer things in life ā cashmere and vicuƱa wool, luxury furniture for your top-floor apartment, century-old wines with names you cannot pronounce ā and, to gojo's delight, perfumes.
oh, you have one for every day of the year, he's sure. white florals bursting with zesty citrus, bergamot and black tea when the weather cools. there's fluffy vanillas and sugar-sweet marshmallows, tempered with the smooth depth of sandalwood. osmanthus seeping with syrupy apricots and and peaches. cloves and nutmeg and cypress for the days when the clouds split open and tokyo turns grey.
with your back pressed against the couch and gojo flush against you, hips slotted between your pillowy thighs, he's able to dig his nose right into the curve of where your jaw meets your neck, exactly where you spritz your perfume every morning. today, it's one of those delicious, good-enough-to-eat type of smells; white chocolate and macadamia nut and ā fuck, he almost moans against you. sugar and spice and everything nice ā you smell like everything he's ever wanted to gorge himself on. he's reminded of the cheap, strawberry body spray you used to use back in high school ā how the scent would catch on his nose when you walked past, how it lingered on his jacket when you brushed against him. he shivers.
he lifts his lips from your skin ā lifts his nose from the cradle of your neck to give you a distracted, slightly disgruntled, "huh? what?"
it's only without the smell of you clouding his nose that he suddenly realises that you're squirming against him ā the heat of your clothed pussy pressing against his hardened cock, layers of cotton and denim and linen between you both leaving you with only the slightest, most irksome hint of pleasure. even with his blindfold fastened over his eyes, it's all so much.
"just ā i need something," you say, exasperated. your forehead's dewy with sweat, glasses slipping down the bridge of your pretty nose. "you've been at this for ages."
"ah, my bad." but he doesn't stop. how can he tear himself from your warmth, the heat of you radiating from your skin, your arms wound around his neck and fingers in his hair? how can he leave even a single inch of space between you, when your chest is heaving with excitement and the musky sweetness of your arousal is reaching his nose? he satisfies both your needs for stimulation with slow, curling rolls of his hips, dull pleasure tingling up his spine and leaving him shuddering. "i thought you were more patient."
"you ā you're the one that dragged me in here," you say, even as your breathing gets heavier, even as your head falls back with a whine, baring the column of your neck to his greedy, seeking nose. "i told you i have plans, so unless youā!"
"alright, alright," he concedes, though all of your arguments about the time have been half-hearted at best. "don't you worry, i'll take good care of you ā real good care."
"you sound like such a sleaze when you say stuff like that."
"mhm." for a moment, he lifts his head ā and he doesn't have to look at his reflection mirrored in your eyes to know that his pupils are blown wide, his cheeks flushed pink. you're not much better off ā for all your whining and posturing, your proverbial claws aren't much more dangerous than those of a scrappy little kitten. beneath it all, your breathing is laboured, your blood vessels dilated. you smell sweeter, like your body is a ripening fruit or blooming flower, opening for him. your blood rushing to the surface of your skin, heating up the fragrance oils still dotted along your flesh, turns it all heady and head-dizzying.
you want him ā you can deny it all you want, but he can see it clear as day. the reminder sends what little blood remains in his head straight to his cock.
"you smell sweet," satoru says, blank and dumb. "when you're horny."
for a moment, you pause. embarrassment ā and arousal, though you probably won't admit it ā has you locking up. a hint of bitterness turns your fragrance ā like burning chocolate ā before you huff suddenly, smacking at him until he begins to back up. "oh, my god ā you're so shameless, satoruā"
"no, i'm serious! hāhey, stop!" he argues, wriggling until he's back in your good graces again. he dips his head to your skin again, teasing you with little nips along your neck. you'll see the bruises it leaves tomorrow and demand he make it up to you with sweets that he'll just have to eat with you, earrings that glimmer in garnet. for now, though, heāll get a little serious.
"you get a little sweeter when you cum too, y'know," satoru coos. he tugs at his blindfold, blinking as unfettered light filters into his retina. it's sensory overload, overstimulating and overwhelming, but it's exactly what he wants: to see you, feel you, taste you, smell you ā be engulfed by you in every way he can. as if drawn there, his hand sneaks between the tight fit of your bodies, slipping under the hiked-up hem of your skirt and petting at your underwear ā soaked, as heād expected, coating the tips of his fingers. "like syrup. i wanna smell you like that.ā
his tongue peeks out over your pulse point, touch reaching up and up and up to that fantastic little ball of nerves he adores. you let out a moan so loud that even heās taken aback. giddiness bubbles in the pit of his stomach ā giddiness, horniness, itās all the same to him ā and he shoves his nose so hard into your skin he swears itāll bruise. ah, there it is. heās barely even touched you, too. itāll be even better when he does.
āgāgod, youāre horrible,ā you say, arching into him, like you canāt bear to be apart for even a second.
āme?ā satoru laughs. youāre distracting from the task at hand, though he usually doesnāt mind. he canāt help but respond, giving you your own attitude back a thousandfold. itās just now, when itās been so long since heās gotten his fill of you, heās justā¦ a little impatient... āoi, donāt get all embarrassed ā you always get so mean.ā
āthen stop saying things like that, and i wonāt have to be ā aāah!ā
satoru suckles at the cold-hardened flesh heās just taken in his mouth ā your mouth falling open in wonder and your chest heaving as he takes your nipple between two dull rows of teeth, humming. between his fingers and his mouth, youāll soon be rendered almost completely silent, shuddering and twitching in what he knows will be a strong, satisfying orgasm ā sweet with sweat, salt and musk gathering between your legs. looking up at him with glassy eyes and calling his name. his mouth waters.
he better get a move on, though: you have plans, after all.
#been reading too much sweat and soap i fear#and i love fragrances#so im making it everyone else problem >:)#is this a taggable fetish. should i tag this#anyways hes just like a littke freak i love him#u show him an ounce of love and his dick is diamond hard. pls get a grip#satoru gojo x reader#gojo x reader#satoru x reader#gojo smut#jjk smut#jjk x reader#jjk x you#anime x you#anime smut#anime x reader#gojo x you#ah girl help i keep adding pointless banter to my fics girl help#not proofread and im multiple hours past my bedtime. honk shoo
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there's something i need to say and yall can boo me for it but deep in my heart i'll always know i'm correct: crowley already forgave aziraphale. like already would take him back at one flutter of his eyelashes. that's all.
#do i wish he wouldn't forgive so easily (tho i don't actually think aziraphale needs forgiveness since he didn't do anything wrong and#actually without his decision their love story would've been stuck as it was for more than 6000 years and also heaven would never change#without someone dismantling it and making it new)#yes i do wish that and i also wish he'd learn self worth but we gotta be realistic here he never once been able to stay mad at aziraphale#all those times they had fights where aziraphale was (mostly) in the wrong and rejected crowley what did crowley do? immediately come#CRAWLING and BEGGING back like pls yall this is why i don't read post s2 fics bc everyone suddenly seems to forget their whole canon#personalities and history w each other and it's annoying me so much like i get that we all are hoping crowley learns from his mistakes and#stops being so easy for aziraphale (not me tho) but realistically speaking it's just not gonna happen and once again aziraphale DIDN'T. DO.#ANYTHING. WRONG. yes he hurt crowley with his decision but CROWLEY HURT HIM WITH HIS TOO so if yall wants an apology dance it's gonna turn#into a waltz cause they'd both need to do it#good omens#good omens s2#azicrow#crowley#aziraphale#aziracrow#ineffable spouses#good omens season 2#ineffable husbands#go s2
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It is done
#who's the baddes bitch that wrote 6k in one sitting? THIS MF BITCH THAT'S WHO!#now time to edit and proofread this bad boy#*sees my editing notes that i wrote while writing the entire thing so i can just go back at it* *its a page long* OH GOD#i love it so much!!!!!!!#also pls read the author's note at the end of the fic š#good luck to everyone reading it the second it drops ā¤ļø#end of an era#drafting this post will be a pain in the ass literally the worst part of uploading a fic#but it'll be worth it#hope you all like it!!!#katy mumbles#katy updates#bdas#update on Saturday???? if i finish early but most likely sunday
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#some thoughts incoming idk if i should share but i need to put them somewhere#it's hard being in the yr fandom since the finale when you don't share the same vision and opinion as the rest#and people make future wilmon posts or write post s3 fics (which many exist now) they just don't align with your idea at all#and they're not exciting to me at all and the whole concept just makes me upset#i don't wanna imagine Wille as a 'normal' person (not that that's ever possible anyway which the show loves to ignore)#like I'm sorry but i didn't come to the show to watch an ordinary love story and have them lead an ordinary life#the idea of Wille being a future king and them navigating that royal life together is so much more interesting#i hate that that isn't canon anymore and when ppl make posts about them it's not about that or that would only be seen as a negative thing#i don't wanna imagine a life where they are 'normal' that isn't appealing to me at all and it sucks seeing everyone embrace it#and it's like you're not allowed to want something else or think differently bc that makes you the bad person and you're just wrong#i can't be excited about their future (also bc i don't really see them going strong in the future with how they messed them up in s3)#(i also didn't want to know what could possibly happen in the future i wanted that to stay open and just be in the present)#and seeing everyone else excited and happy about it makes you feel horrible and very alone and disconnected in the fandom#i don't wanna take it away from them but i also would love to see other takes but that's basically impossible now#am i the only person who feels this way or are there any other who can relate? pls let me know#i already feel like ppl are gonna attack me for this but it's been hard especially now with Simon's month and seeing so many interpretation#navigating ao3 has also become difficult now#it's hard finding fics to read where wille stays crown prince and you don't have to be scared for that to change#i just can't read any canon compliant fics anymore and i hate it bc i hate to disagree with canon#i normally don't do that bc canon is important to me and i don't want to reject it and create my own fantasy#and that's what's upsetting#anyway sorry i had to write this#personal
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hey, so commenting on fics is great, and i absolutely encourage you all to leave nice comments on the fics youāve enjoyed reading!! but please, please donāt tell the author that you really need them to update soon, or beg them for the next chapter, or question them on their upload schedule if they havenāt mentioned having one.
we all have lives outside of writing fanfic. and while we love writing fics and sharing them (we wouldnāt be fanfic writers if we didn't) most of us canāt guarantee when the next chapter or new fic will be finished. demanding more writing from us isnāt helpful. itās demoralizing. we want to keep writing as much as you do, but weāre not content machines, and treating us like thatās all we are adds way too much pressure and stress when writing fic is supposed to be a fun hobby.
next time you want to leave a comment expressing how much you appreciate a particular fic, remember that the fic didnāt come off a factory assembly line. thereās a person behind it who put in the effort and time to plot and outline and write that amazing storyāa person whoās just as enthusiastic about the story as you...and pushing that person to churn out more writing isnāt going to magically make them start writing faster.
tldr: keep leaving comments about how much youāve enjoyed fic authorās works!! we appreciate them so, so much. but let us update our own fics when we want, and donāt pester us for new content. we donāt owe you our writing.
#sorry i hope this doesn't come off as overly harsh or mean-spirited#but i think this really needs to be said#a lovely writer friend of mine has been getting numerous comments demanding updates on their fics#and idk if y'all realize how much these kind of comments don't encourage us to write more. it's the opposite actually.#we're real ppl..we're not just here to pump out content for you#so yeah ^^ just keep that in mind pls!! and thank you to everyone who took the time to read all this <3
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Chapters: 26/26 Fandom: éę
令 | The Untamed (TV), ééē„åø - å¢Øé¦éč | MĆ³dĆ o ZĒshÄ« - MĆ²xiÄng TĆ³ngxiĆ¹ Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Jiang Cheng | Jiang Wanyin/Lan Zhan | Lan Wangji Characters: Jiang Cheng | Jiang Wanyin, Lan Zhan | Lan Wangji, Wei Ying | Wei Wuxian, Meng Yao | Jin Guangyao, Lan Huan | Lan Xichen, Jin Zixuan, Nie Huaisang, Nie Mingjue, Jiang Yanli, Lan Qiren, Jin Zixun, Wen Qing (Modao Zushi), Wen Ning | Wen Qionglin, Wen Remnants (Modao Zushi), Jin Guangshan Additional Tags: Post-Sunshot Campaign (Modao Zushi), Explicit Sexual Content, Dubious Consent, Canon-Typical Violence, First Time, Switching, Non-Consensual Voyeurism, Angst, Marriage of Convenience, Jealous Wei Ying | Wei Wuxian, Husbonding, be mindful of canon ships in here Summary:
After Lan Wangji takes a blast of illusionary talismans for him during the Sunshot Campaign, Jiang Cheng finds himself forced to take care of the invincible Hanguang-Jun for once. But when comfort is not the only burden they share, unpleasant rumours start to spread. As Jiang Cheng struggles to save his face as a young leader, Lan Wangji seems surprisingly willing to help ā no matter the cost. Only Wei Wuxian seems strangely fazed by their newly formed bond, and dabbling in demonic cultivation might cloud more than his senses...
#mdzs#cql#the untamed#chengzhan#zhancheng#jiang cheng#lan wangji#my little chengzhan fic grew bite-sized and demanded to be served#I never really post about my fic here pls excuse it crossing your path#it's an acquired taste#it's not a love triangle#it has plot#and the comfort and struggle and steam of husbonding#thank you everyone that read it <3
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in a past life we were both blessed to share, my beloved friend bee used to post a little weekly/monthly list of fics. well. it's been a very long time since then but i think bee is very cool, so i'm stealing their idea :) sorry/thank u, bee! ily!!!!!!
here's what i read this week, in case you're feeling uninspired, overwhelmed by choice or just too tired to scroll through your marked for later/many opened tabs!
[ā£ļø marks a personal favourite, š¦ a particularly hot one, ā” is for when you want your heart kicked, and āļø for a soft and gentle hug]
a full feast (over 40k)
ā£ļøš¦ā” out to get you (to get you) by iliacquer [mdzs, wangxian, E, 41k]
In order to kill the Demon of Yiling, assassin Lan Wangji pretends to be courtesan. Falling in love with Wei Wuxian is an unfortunate complication. (Or: the courtesan-but-actually-assassin!LWJ fic)
āļø Emergency Contact by @justlookfrightened [omgcp, zimbits, T, 49k]
Bitty had not spoken to or heard from Jack since they had broken up six months earlier. Until he got hurt, and discovered that he had never updated his emergency contact form ...
a nice long meal (over 10k)
š¦ Pivot Tables by rainbowninja167 [9-1-1, buddie, E, 26k]
āYou think we should have sex?ā Eddie clarified ā still in that slow, deliberate tone, like any sudden movement would cause the ceiling to cave in around them. Buck rolled his eyes. āI meanā¦not forĀ real.ā āOkay. So you think we should have fake sex." āYeah, like readingĀ Our Bodies, OurselvesĀ isnāt the same as watching porn, right? Itād beĀ educationalĀ sex.ā āWell if itāsĀ educational sex...ā Or: Buck learns that Eddie's never had a prostate orgasm. Clipboard sex ensues.
š¦ sloppy seconds by @nanatsuyu [aftg, kandrew, E, 12k]
"Will it wipe that frown off your face?" "Will what?" Kevin grunts. "Will you stop pouting if I blow you?" (Or: Kevin's never been on a good date, but Andrew is always there to clean up somebody else's mess.)
tea and a handful of biscuits (over 1k)
ā£ļøāļø the last rewind by @annawrites [aftg, jeanrenee, T, 3k]
Jean works at the world's last surviving video rental store with his cryptid coworker and maybe-friend Neil, suffers the presence of customers, and nurses a terrible, horrible, no-good crush on aquarium store employee Renee, all under the watchful eye of the Kevin Day standee in the corner, a box of dubious Halloween decorations, and, unfortunately, Andrew Minyard.
ā” chapters 1 to 7 of Little Gods by @the-starryknight [hp, drarry, M, 4k]
The Ministry claimed that the restrictions on magical education were for the good of wizard-kind, but it doesn't feel like that when Harry works his dull machinist job. With a new mission and the advent of a snowy winter season, Harry and his compatriots might find a way to keep their underground organization alive and plan for future teachings one banned artifact at a time.
āļø Wardrobe Strategy: A Scattered Showers Story by @mrskrementz [carry on, snowbaz, E, 5k]
This work was inspired by Cutekilla's hot Baz-in-a-turtleneck artwork, as well as the cover art for Snow for Christmas, the Snowbaz short story in Rainbow Rowell's short story compilation, Scattered Showers. Simon is spending Christmas with Baz's family and things (turtlenecks, too much wine, stolen specs) happen!
bitesized nibbles (micros and drabbles)
āļø days 1 to 8 of kevaaronmas by @billdenbrough [aftg, kevaaron, ratings vary, 100 words a day]
āļø days 1 to 6 of kevaaronmas by @vykio [aftg, kevaaron, ratings vary, 100 words a day]
just dessert (art)
ā£ļø lemongrass and sleep, apple juice and peach by @emry-stars-art [aftg, kateaaron, G]
š¦ d/s by @/picabutts [trc, pynch, M]
ā” yi city arc papercraft by @yutaan [mdzs, songxuexiao, T]
#a week's worth of reading#reading list#fic recs#strong multifandom week for me kjgfhjhjkf#pls no one @ me for the one fic for a fandom i don't even know#good smut transcends the need for canon knowledge#also some of these are rereads but whatever#really hoping to put these out weekly#bc not only are they fun to make and i love reccing fics#but also they help with my memory LOL#i tried to find everyone's tumblrs so i could tag them#because authors deserve to know they're loved :')#if there's people i missed and you know their @s pls let me know and i'll edit this post THANK YOU KINDLY <3
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A Letter From Moscow
summary:
Heās apologized a hundred times in a hundred ways, but now itās time for Napoleon to hear what he has to say. Or, some of chapter 11 of Love is a Losing Game, but from Illyaās perspective.
notes:
inspired by Love is a Losing Game by @cha-melodius
tags:
Reunions, Alternate Universe, 60s Chess AU, Mutual Pining, Confessions, POV Illya Kuryakin, the happy ending to don't you try and make some fool of me, inspired by another fic
excerpt:
He thinks he might actually be hallucinating, that maybe the exhaustion has finally gotten to him, when he sees Napoleon standing outside the bar. Heās on his feet almost before heās aware heād moved. Their eyes meet and his heart drops to his stomach at the unfettered pain swimming in Napoleonās eyes. Heās no idea how he can make it out from this distance, and it makes him sick to see it. The bell chimes cheerily, announcing Napoleonās presence with the sort of store-bought joy that neither of them feels. It seems almost mocking, as though the universe knows that Illyaās about to lay his naked heart at Napoleonās feet and watch it get trampled.
read more on ao3
#HI CHAT ricky martin reference go br#also as per mawce#READ LOVE IS A LOSING GAME OR BE DIE#ty for coming to my ted talk#i really love love is a losing game a lot and i think everyone should read it#mhm#it's very important actually#saraaaa i love ur fics so much pls never stop writing them ily#anyways also#this was very much not beta'd at all except by me so uh#do with that what you will#napollya#tmfu#napoleon solo#illya kuryakin#the man from uncle#tmfu fic#napollya fic#my fic#based on another fic#love is a losing game#it could be queue
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Beyond Birthday HeadCanons I would like to post on the internet:
sourced directly from my notes app, here are some headcanons i think about a lot. to see them more fleshed out go read my fanfic on ao3!
- Bās mother was obsessed with him in a very unhealthy way because of his āgiftā - she believed he was a demi-god and hoped to profit off of it somehow. She was the one to tell Beyond what the eyes are and how to calculate the numbers. Her relationship to shinigami is unclear but it appeared she spiraled into psychosis with talks of death gods, lifespans and her prophetic son.
- Bās real name is unknown. Iām torn about this one because of the HC i have about his mom; ofc she would call him Beyond Birthday, but canonically itās also possible he had a different name, hence the line from LABB stating he made the name for himself (maybe iāll edit this and add the quote later idk).
- B has always taken up appearances to please people; good son, good student, successor, L, best criminal, etc. Heās burdened by the fact that despite his efforts, he contradicts the thing he desires to be so badly. he embraces this to mock L during LABB, but after his arrest he has to take on the role of spiteful and dangerous criminal to protect his broken identity.
- Bās intentions are unclear, even to him. He doesnāt see a future with his bleak outlook on himself and hopes that kira offs him with a painless heart attack.
- Beyond secretly regrets the murders. He isnāt a violent person, but at the time it felt like the only way to achieve status as Lās equal.
- B was physically disabled after his arrest. While he refuses to use a cane (because heās a prideful bastard) he has a terrible limp and struggles with mobility.
- Burn victims often have trouble with temperature regulation, circulation, immune system, etc. Beyond is on a hearty dose of blood thinners, antibiotics, etc. at all times.
- He notices that the prisoners serving their sentences with him share unusual lifespans that suggest a massacre, a pandemic or some other third thing. (This is the plot line for my fanfic lol)
- B has very complex feelings about L that range from best friend to worst enemy which culminates in their interactions being very black and white depending on how B is feeling.
- His romantic feelings toward L come from a place of idolization and fantasies about being admired by L. He rationalizes it as ātaking his power backā.
- B has no idea what L is thinking and that scares him and excites him. His actions are at times predictable but B truly has no clue how L perceives him or thinks of him, and he doesnāt really want to know.
- B has intentionally only ever experienced love (friendship, partners) with people who are due to die soon because the end of the relationship is more predictable that way. He steers clear of getting too close to people who have full lives to live.
#have a terrific day#GO READ MY FANFIC iām abt to upload ch3#i love beyond birthday#comfort character as fuck#pls donāt argue w me abt my headcanons theyāre MINE and i do with them as i please#everyone can characterize him differently but this is my interpretation tehe#yes i self project my issues onto a fictional antagonist#death note#beyond birthday#L lawliet#death note headcanon#my fic
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why does everyone use the same layout nowadays for their pinned + posts...like what happened to creativity idk šæšæ
#ā speaksā .ā .ā .#NO SHADE!!! just wondering bc now everything just feels so uniform every time i see someone's pinned/post#there's nothing wrong w taking inspo from each other at all but it gets to a point where it's just....like why does everyone use the same#typical layout š
i know this is such a non-issue but IDGAF LET ME STATE MY OPINION IN PEACE#anyway...i just miss old enhablr nowadays + having new writers (that aren't weirdos š) to talk to and stuff like wowowoow bring me back#or like the fics being more simple and all...like obviously ppl r bound to improve and stuff but like now it just feels so like. it feels#like u HAVE to be a professional writer or no one is gonna read or like it...like u cant have fun w writing anymore#also people love smut WHICH DONT LET ME YUCK UR YUM I GUESS and i'm not one to judge but wow...like sometimes it truly does get to a point#like why r we obsessed w genuine corn like what happened to all the fluff angst and silly fics??#ALSO OMG DONT GET ME STARTED ON THE LONG FICS šššš WHERE R MY LONG ONESHOT AUS ššš#i know kaia is writing a few long oneshot aus and yes i will be eating them up. and i know i dont make long fics either just bc i CANT but#i never see long fics anymore and it makes me sad bc now it's all just drabbles and scenarios#AGAIN NOTHING WRONG W THAT i'm just saying....like i miss reading a 20k+ wc fic...#i know ren also writes long oneshots but like. those are the only two people i know FACCK if u have any long oneshot recs that r recent#pls drop by and lmk PLEASEEEJESJJSK also sorry idk why this rant is so long (i'm gonna keep ranting)#i could also go way more in depth w all of these statements and honestly anons if u would like to talk to me about any of these#for the sole purpose of just talking about it and stating our opinions then DROP BY!!! or if u just wanna hear my more in depth opinion#again. i know this is such a non-issue SO DONT ATTACK ME............this is no shade at all guys i swear š
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Lol angst ? about nukani , my super unserious gayporngacha game? Can't be that bad
(10k words later into a fic) Ooohh.ohhh it was a mistake. I should not have read this hahahahahahahgyrk *choking sounds*
#i typically stay in my lane (fluff) but when i exhaust the fics. we must venture into unexplored territory#but the unfortunate consequence of that is like introducing predators to an island ecosystem#I WAS NOT EVOLUTIONARILY PREPARED. I DON'T HAVE THE DEFENSE MECHANISM S#i AM prompTLY DESTROYED#OMG EVEN WHEN I'M READING ANOTHER FIC NOWADAYS#sometimes something will remind me of that eiden dies fic#and the images will flash thru my mind like Sad PTSD#and I'll just ā¹ļøšš„ššš#i was cocky. thought angst Wouldnt affect me. what a fool i was. where did that complacency come from#i am changed. i will never forget. i will treasure u even more eiden#u are more valuable than u could ever comprehend my dear little bluetwinkmenace pls stay healthy#tears threatening to spill outta my eyeholes while i'm gathering all the clan members into my embrace#picks up another gay little haremboy and shoves it into my protective hold#nOOOOO you stay with the others safe and cuddled and everyone loves u and everyone is fine and#squeezes them all š„ŗāāāāāā#i am reading words and acting in ways
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hi ari yes! you are welcome
geto canonically (at least i believe so don't quote me) carries a lighter around just for shoko (he makes me want to die he's so sweet and tender) but i love how that doesn't stop most everyone from hcing/drawing him as a smoker god i hate cigarettes but he's soooo hot oh god i should be the cig instea
oh man geto hating himself for making the reader cry... some things never change... i'm in pain again. oh goodness i think. fluff. SPEAKING OF WHICH do you have any fluff recs for suguru? (i've already read all the ones from kissxcore and go6jo though). tumblr search engine fails me every time i try to read
and YES i was fast that's cause i was kind of (really) waiting for this all day and i saw it n howled a little bit wow. never a dull moment on this blog
YOUāRE SO SWEET š ANON MWAH MWAHHH <33333 itās not explicitly canon that he carries a lighter around just for shoko, we just see him lighting a cigarette for her in hidden inventory!! with a lighter he brought on his own. personally i think he carries it around just for her tho :33 AND YOUāRE SO REALLL I NEED TO BE HIS CIG. iām not a smoker either but sadly i fall into the habit of finding smoking aesthetically attractive </3 AND YES :((((( some things never change!!!!! his heart broke a little. imagine finally kissing the love of your life after 10 years of abstinence only to realize theyāre cryingā¦ā¦ā¦ yeahhh. </3
BUT YES SUGU FLUFF!!!! first of all GREAT taste tumblr user kissxcore the actual love of my life (alexis if u see this ily)ā¦ā¦ i have a couple sugu drabbles/fics in mind so iāll link them under the cut!!!!! :3
in no particular order!!! :
black is the colour of my true loveās hair by @/dollsuguru
LIFE-CHANGING FICCCCCC itās sososo cute and funny and heartwarming :(((( the character/reader dynamic is my favorite Ever (sugu belongs w a silly little reader <333) and there r just . SO many moments that killed me. so much devotion!!!! and love!!!!!! AND HE CALLS READER DOVEEE I LOST IT I CRIED . kairo has some other sugu fics thatāre more angsty but theyāre Extremely tasty so i def recommend checking them out <33
a thundering first by @/teddybeartoji
THE CUTEST . THE SWEETEST . I GIGGLED AND KICKED MY FEET SOOOO MANY TIMES HEāS SO DANGEROUSLY CHARMING ā¦.. genuinely got flustered reading this fic i am a weak weak individual. and mickey just has a way of writing intimacy and first meetings that Really makes me meltā¦. T_T they have some other super duper cute sugu stuff too!!!!
tattoo artist!sugu hcs by @/missukiyo
SOOOOOO CUTE AND FLUFFY <33333 i love tattoo artist sugu soso much and these hcs just made me feel that even more šš HEāS SOOO SPECIAL TO ME ukiās version of him is simply unsurpassedā¦ā¦.. heās so boyfriend. so reassuring. made my heart flutter severely
an excuse to touch by @/riaki
THEEEEEEEE COMFORT READ EVER :((((((( i remember feeling sososoos cozy and happy reading it for the first time ā¦. riko just has a Way with words and imagery and i eat it up every time!!! this drabble is just too sweet :((( sugu is so doting in itā¦.. soooo bf codedā¦ā¦. i need him bad.
love by @/hayakawalove
ACTS OF SERVICE KING SUGU I CHEERED!!!!!! this is a super comfy super sweet poly stsg/reader fic but the focus is on sugu and his love language :33 I LOVE IT SO MUCHHHH remās sugu is one of my favorites ever we always agree on him and his loveā¦.. heās such a giver. and rem wrote this in such a lovely way itās just brimming w adoration :((( another big comfort read heās so Mother
teeth; gum; metal by @/mossmudrock
ONE OF MY FAV SUGU PIECES EVERRRRR mossā writing has me so genuinely insane i clearly remember the breakdown i had reading this for the first time. i donāt know if itās exactly fluff? but itās definitely not angsty!!!! itās just such a lovely soft pieceā¦. and itās written so gorgeously. so many lines from it are imprinted in my skull <///3
that suspended in-between by @/seiwas
I LOVE THIS DRABBLE SO MUCHHHHH sel also wrote a super super good fwb to lovers sugu ficā¦ that i adoreā¦. but if youāre looking for pure fluffy vibes this one is probably better. i just think sel has a way of making characters feel super grounded and real!!!! and i love her take on sugu smā¦. he is so charming in this.
our first i love you by @/sacchariins
i absolutely ADORE this ficā¦ sadly the original account is deactivated but the link should hopefully still work :ā3 i just think geto is so insanely charming in this, itās a college au and itās justā¦. super super fluffy and sweet and funny. itās one of my absolute favorites!!!!! it inspired me a Lot when it comes to how i view college sugu and a no curses au sugu in generalā¦ wherever this writer is now i hope they know how wonderful and skilled they are!!! i think abt this dynamic and dialogue SO often.
cinnamon, honey & sage by @/s0ulm8s
I LOVE THIS ONE. as you know i Adore cult leader geto and i especially love when people depict him in a softer way!!!! which is exactly what this is :3 he feels in character and grounded but also softā¦. itās a delicate balance and i just think the author did suchhh a good job. itās just rlly rlly sweet!!! and the writing is so pretty tooā¦
housemate suguru hcs by @/luvsugu
THESE R SOOOO CUTE AND WARM :(((( housemate sugu my BELOVED this characterization of him is truly toptier. heās so good. i need him so bad. just so feel-good and comfy i need to live w himā¦.. roommates to lovers is another of my fav sugu tropes hehe
drabble by @/junosmindpalace
this is such a comfort read :ā) itās sooo sweet and tender and also so nicely written. just very very soft!!!! geto taking care of readerās hairā¦ and being doting and softā¦ā¦ sniffleeee i love him. i love the way itās written too!!!! such a nice take on sugu aaa
there r lots more on both tumblr and ao3 that i canāt remember at the moment, but this is a start!!! itās reallyyyyy difficult to look for fluff in the jjk tags bc itās literally brimming w smut but . go to ao3 and use lots of search filters and iām sure youāll find lots of gems!!!! sugu nation is so talented itās crazy
#I HOPE THIS HELPEDDDDD#iām For Sure forgetting a bunch btw šš thatās justā¦. kind of how it goes with me.#BUT š ANON PLS DO CHECK OUT AO3. ITāLL CHANGE YOUR LIFE. most of my fav sugu fics r from ao3!!!!#if you arenāt familiar w it then just go to the getou suguru/reader tag and filter out all the content tags you donāt like!!#smut or angst and etcetc!!!#wahhhhh reading through this list iām realizing how lucky i am when it comes to sugu mutuals#theyāre all sososososo talented i canāt say it enough!!!!! i recommend checking out everyone on this list bc their writing is so lovely#:ā3 i love them all very much#ask tag ā©#š anon !! ā©
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who knows, maybe i'm a glutton for lengthy written pieces of fiction but i can't imagine anything better than reading a thought-out, detailed and intriguing story.
20k-30k wc usually takes me around 2 hours to read (when i am not annotating on the side or running laps in my room to calm down from a scene) and even though i do love me some drabbles, imagines or scenarios - sometimes they're so great but oh so short that i end up feeling hungry for more lol.
idk. maybe there is some over-consumption or fast-media issue that's infiltrated even the fanfic community and readers feel less overwhelmed reading fics under 10k? apprehension giving bad/wrong feedback? author burn-out? somebody go ahead and open the field for research already.
there is an overwhelming amount of short fics daily on my dash and not so often bigger oneshots or even series but i've always assumed it's because they take so much more time and effort into creating - which then motivates me more to leave nice feedback when you authors work so hard on them :) vice versa it's a nice feeling when authors take time to acknowledge feedback
like you saying you look forward to my reblogs and i'm over here like.. i have been noticed šļøššļø and i am being relied on to lose my own mind over your amazing mind. i can't disappoint this co-dependant author-reader-ship šŖ /j
also, miss "yumi in her break era" only five days ago, once again offering to write a fic to my tastes?! you will be the death of me. hand in marriage right now š¤ /j but also, new series.. ? āļøš
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lucky for you, i'm physically incapable of writing short fics and loren is an actual witness. whenever i start a fic and go 'yo this actually be short like under 20k) it usually ends up being 26k+ š¤” and tbh for me personally nothing can top a well-planned detailed fic no matter the length of it!
you're right! there's only so much you can do in a short scenario/imagine/drabble they're like fun little treats, kind of like appetisers/snacks as opposed to lengthy oneshots which i feel like are a full multiple-course meal (and then we have series which are like a whole buffet banquet feast you name it)
yeah there are a lot of factors. even as a writer i know that i prefer reading sth short when i don't have much time to spare but want a little break. reading lengthier works require a lot of time (like you said, about 2 hrs) and you gotta be in the mood all cosy and relaxed to fully enjoy them!
there's def so many shorter works being produced in huge quantities and consumed very rapidly too. writing them takes less time, you don't gotta work out so many details and lose your mind in the process (from my experience writing the few hcs and drabbles i have) and it's... fun? gets a greater audience, more notes? definitely. there are literally so many factors as to why people prefer writing/reading scenarios/drabbles over the lengthier works and i could honestly list them all but i feel like not everyone wants to hear that š
personally, i've been pretty consistent with writing the lengthier works, inspired by ppl here who've written so much such excellent monster works AHAHA and since the lengthier fics culture is pretty much dying (let's face it on tumblr it is dying slowly but steadily) i'm devoted to continue contributing to that specific part of the atinyfic community. i could always cook up some short scenarios (i plan to when it's time to retire but i still have ideas that i wanted to write) but for now, we write and write. we write endlessly without a care for the word count :')
there's honestly nothing wrong with wanting to read or write shorter works. i just wish the people who work so hard to create such beautiful and lengthy masterpieces got the attention they deserve. and i wish they do not compare their works to drabbles/scenarios (which you might have observed get a lot of notes in a very short amount of time) and continue writing for themselves and for the readers who appreciate them :')) we're always so incredibly grateful for the feedback we get bc we get some great quality feedback which is our pride :D
you have been very much noticed! me and loren were actually talking not too long ago about how you are one of the few ppl whose reblog we anticipate eagerly ahaha you've spoilt us honestly :') and when i saw your reblog last night (i was feeling incredibly low) i just smiled with tears in my eyes LOL ngl (co-dependency atp fr fr)
miss yumi has always been a clown who goes back on her words esp when it's about taking a break (i actually will be taking a two week break soon like actual break bc i'll be travelling so i'll be back mid aug) but miss yumi also loves writing bc it's the only interesting thing going on in her life and she would love to write for you too (proposal accepted let's pick dresses now :D)
as for the new series... š the current word count is about 70k and i'm not even halfway- this might be the most intricate worldbuilding i've ever done like with the characters and how they're connected to each other (on par with take me home series, might even surpass) and it's... mafia! but the different kind, uniquely yumi LOL and the pairing hmm will remain a secret (take your guess come on)
i look forward to posting it so much it's become my comfort fic. i'll try to start posting it before 2024 but no promises yet bc i wanna finish writing it (or at least nearly finish) before i post the masterlist or teasers.
#i hope my legacy will be that i wrote monster oneshots/series that were uniquely yumi#with their plot twists and whatever i do in there#i honestly love writing lengthy works#and i must have a pretty high morale to keep writing without getting discouraged if i dont get the feedback i expected#(or maybe i'm just a T)#i write for the 5 ppl who read and give feedback LOL it used to be a meme but it's the truth#and most importantly#i write for myself <3#so i can live#anyways yeah i appreciate yall so much#i appreciate lengthy fic writers so much#i appreciate all writers sm#everyone keep doing your thing#and readers pls give oneshot/series writers a try too!#chron <3#yumi.asks#š anon
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#i am so drained tbh lmao#the last few weeks took all of me.. i don't think i have ever been this tired in my life tbh.. like yk when you get 1h of rest before#going to sleep and it feels so rare and so precious?#literally been making a schedule for every waking hour of the week these days and there are never enough of them#idk i know i get excited about fics and the stories ill still post and writing them def brings me joy but i just lack energy these days#sometimes i worry i might have to close the blog/leave bc idk how to properly be here anymore and i worry that i might come too late#when everyone's left this blog too :') or stopped caring it's so stupid bc i know we all love each other here.. just bc my energy's missing#it's also why im not capable of answering asks rn but i see them and i will answer pls never stop sending them.. during harsh days they're#my serotonin#dunno.. just so drained by people and the stress :') and other than that my migraines have gotten so bad these days they come back so often#i really don't like to whine but i need a place to let this out after weeks and months of.... this :')#ill probably delete this and it's okay if literally nobody sees.. im just tired and i need a hug lmao sigh#anyways#back to reading c&f!! ill go and write a bit of entertainer
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*closes 13 tabs on astrology and greek mythology*
ES Ch.5ā¦ is now complete.
#Everything Stays#writing stuff#Sevenās Celestial Commentary#there were 30 tabs in total by the time i was done doing all my research for this chapter but the other 17 werenāt astrology related#theyāre full of name definitions and foods and childrenās books and FNaF wiki pages#but yes! more time than iād like and 13k+ words laterā¦ the chapter feels ready to go#gotta give it one final editing sweep and draft it up on Ao3 but itāll be ready in time for the ficās anniversary!!! which was my goal#exciting news for the few of you who out there that maybe hopefully havenāt given up on this story in spite of yet another long hiatus#(full transparency: this post and the following tags were drafted a few days ago and then i. never posted it.)#***the Preceding tags not the following tags#(so! take this as your official announcement that ES Ch.5 is now live on Ao3! i did it!! i posted it on the anniversary!!!)#(with one entire hour to spare CST! wow look at me go)#(no honestly iām very disappointed in myself that my time management failed me once again. bc i wanted the chapter to go up at 7pm not 11pm#and i wanted to have the Edit Log and Appearance Reference Sheet posted here already so i could link them.#but itās okay we live and we learn and one day iāll learn to start working on things further in advance to give myself more time#and honestly extra stuff aside the chapter wouldāve at least gone up at an earlier hour#had the curse of being an Ao3 author not befallen me at 5pm by thrusting a fucking family emergency into my day#like everyoneās okay itās all fine now but jesus christ what kinda timing. the ONE DAY THAT THE FICāS ANNIVERSARY FALLS ON#and somehow it ends up involving four police cars :)#but that was not gonna fucking stop me from posting this chapter today. nothing could! i may be unreliable and inconsistent#but i wouldnāt be able to rest knowing that i missed this fucking anniversary#anyways. tempted as i am i Will Not overshare but iāll reiterate that everythingās fine now! and Ch.5 is up so iām going to sleep#will re-review the chapter and make any little edits tomorrow that my tired brain didnāt catch tonight. thereās always a few that slip by#okay thatās all from Present Day Seven goodnight i am very tired pls go read Everything Stays i will love you forever and even kiss you#if you want. or weāll actually maybe donāt read it yet maybe gimme a few days to review it and catch any more edits that need making#***well not weāll. i hate mobile tags
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