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He walks with the shadows of the moon, tugging trees from their roots to shudder in his presence. The rain was light, dared not diminish any flame that bit and crawled its way to the treelines from a pups need of something warm and excitement. Though, that fire never reached the dead trails, instead it bent, curved and bowed to the black beast that walked through it - sizzling under his giant paws and going out from a singular huff of his cold breath. Eyes, of two shades, turn to her. A small whelp, but a damaged one like many of this pack.
Velkan didn't make a noise more, only stare upon her with eyes deep and true. Watching and waiting for a moment's flicker, and his ear twisted to allow his trance to be broken. To turn his gait elsewhere, leaving his paw prints behind and frozen blossoms of sealed flames in his wake. Returning to the thicket and licking over his maw, his shrine was returned too. Greeting his loyal Hela and licking up the sacrifices of blood, deer heart and bone to crunch in one sitting.
Katia's shoulder was nudged by the grand beast, though no words spoken, he gave her his blessing as always. Pleased and amused at the new pups this pack brings him every month. Twisting from her once more and treading back towards the trees, his gaze flicks from his trail to Katia�� then to the fire maker before his giant frame seemingly disappeared upon stepping behind the trees. Just a trick of the eye to some, but Katia has seen it. The cold vortex tear this beast treads with ease. Welcoming the embrace and disappearing before any other could follow.
She had heard of the thing that crawled through the forest. That had saved the older blonde of the pack. She didn’t need to say the name, everyone knew, the scars were hard to miss for the eyes of the supernatural.
She wished to be saved. Wished someone cared enough to save her like someone saved the other, but she supposed she was saved, living safely and able to process her shit, the lighter in her hand still licking flames into the night like she was waiting for something else to light on fire. Her eyes connected to his and she swallowed, fingers twitching like she would drop the lighter into the ground and burn everything down. That was the feeling in her soul, burn it down, light it on fire.
Then a twitch and the feeling was gone, her body lighter as if something took it all away, she didn’t dare say anything. Her fingers flicking the lighter closed with snap as she turned back towards the festivities. She was going to tend to the fire and maybe later she would think about what exactly when on around her and what exactly happened.
Katia, weaving her way through the trees with another basket upon her hip like her mother used to do when she was picking things up. The full moon bright and guiding her way as she walked. Marek was with her this time. Trailing white behind her as she wove her way around to the shrine that was her place of healing. Her place for him.
Marek knew not to speak, both of them wandering to leave of the gifts, the unspoken bond that she had with the being that had saved her so very long ago. She had left things, but Artem had baked again and she wanted to share the fruits of their labors, she had picked some choice bits and pieces before as well. Bare feet plodded against the frozen ground the cold not bothering her, the white trailing dress she wore showing off the marks across her back. Though her hair was long again, having grown back from the last time she chopped it off for an offering for them.
“Holy shit.” Marek’s voice did not catch her off guard, in fact, a warmth bloomed into her soul. Whiskey eyes dipped not look directly at him but showing him her favor as he did for her. She felt the way he nudged her shoulder, she did so back, her head leaning to the side as if nuzzling into him.
”Ahoj, môj priateľ, môj otec.” (Hello, my friend, my father) Her voice was gentle almost soft and swaying like the breeze around her. She felt his humor in his gaze upon the fire that was still blazing. Her head leaned against his own, fingers already placing the basket down for more offerings for him before she moved that one hand up to his features, touching him so softly, gently, as if in reverence.
“Najnovšie sa stávajú pohodlnými. Už toľko nekričia do noci.” (The newest ones are getting comfortable. They don't scream out into the night as much anymore.) She spoke, knowing he enjoyed hearing about the ones that were new and the ones he brought along.
What she wasn’t expecting was for Iryna to follow, or Marek to watch with a look of awe upon his features as she spoke and talked like nothing else happened like this was an occurrence for everything.
Then he was moving, lumbering away as he often did to go find someone else, to go find another to bring to her place, this sanctuary for the wolves that have been abused and forgotten.
“He’s-he’s real…” Marek spoke, awe in his voice as he did so while Iryna watched, flicking her lighter open and closed with soft clicks and shhhks of lighting it.
“Nech ti mesiac pobozká labky a ak ťa vidím naposledy, môžem sa k tebe pripojiť k lovu vlkov, keď budem preč.” (May the moon kiss your paws and if this is the last time I see you may I join you in the wolf hunt when I am gone.) Katia spoke, kneeling at the alter as she watched the cold swirl and swallow him up. She felt at peace, that she didn’t need to do anything else. That she was whole again that she always will be.
She stood, graceful movement of swirling fabric as she touched Marek’s shoulder as she passed. A way to bring him back to the fire and the crowd that was celebrating and enjoying themselves.
“Come, he has feasted as we did. Now we dance and enjoy what he has gifted us.” She smiled, Marek still standing there and staring in awe as Katia gathered up Iryna and pulled her back towards the fire with a tinkling laugh that seemed to echo through everyone else.
Their golden one. Their own Angel of Death. The Hela who will protect them at all costs. Golden and glistening as the fire that the somber one started. Everyone couldn’t help but to follow and love.
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'thats not his role in the story!' hm i wonder what the point of it is then. hm i wonder what the dead pixel scene means. hm i wonder what wrong organ are trying to say with the context of 'awesome male friendship' and 'corporate hell where the only woman onboard is constantly under ridicule, abused or forcibly forgotten yet is the catalyst' if not this. hm i wonder how curly's physical agony being a direct parallel to anya's mental agony, stripped of voice, agency, just like her, and being forced to watch what happens while not doing jack shit, just like he used to, plays a part in this. i wonder what the moral of him being the final girl says about living with the consequences of your inaction, because of sentimentality, because of status, career and social. hm i wonder whatever the fuck this game was trying to say. hm i wonder what else is on this person's blog Oh Lord there's yaoi penice.
#mouthwashing#mouthwashing spoilers#sa mention#dont go after this person but i hooooope they rethink. their view of the story.#but god im gonna squeeze lemons in my eyes soon#taking this game away from yall until you unlearn misogyny#ooooh curlys just sooo sweet poor thaaang oh my oh my youre looking sooo far into thissss haaahaaa#its all just a misunderstanding!!!! anya didnt speak clearly enough!!!! noooo its not on my beautiful blue eyed rascal hahaaa#ok look curlys an insane character i love analyzing him and i VERY MUCH dont want people to think im like villanizing the guy#the entire point is that otherwise pretty chill people can fuck up OF THEIR OWN FAULT AND BIAS and then learn. painfully. what not to do.#and by chill i also dont mean holy water pure ok. distinctions.#and id really hate people taking either side of the argument on curlys morality. esp considering his appearance (for both.)#just don't. fucking make baby ass black and white arguments#this game should be behind a childproof lock in the shape of a reading comprehension test abt crime and punishment#im super supportive of people trying to think outside the norm about art like mouthwashing and explaining their own musings#and talking with others and trying to understand how to argument their thoughts which is what the op of the post this was left on was doing#being genuinely curious and open#but brother i draw the line at so merrily denying the main fucking point of the character in the catalyst event#GOOD GOD make this game only accessible to 35+ yo's with no internet access#the contents of their blog were just the cherry on top#unblocking them in hopes they see this ig
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My understanding of Jason Todd's age;
Jason dies when he's 15, 4 months before his 16th birthday. He is dead for any number of time; it doesn't count towards his age.
He's resurrected; he is in a coma for 1 year, then catatonic for another. He is then put into a Lazarus Pit. (These 2 years are practically useless, as he doesn't remember them and they contribute very little to the story. They could be condensed to 2 months and it would change basically nothing.)
He trains for about a year. You can then give him 1-12 months of prep and planning time before his debut as the Red Hood, and the story of UT(R)H, at which point he would be mentally 16-17, physically 18-19, and it would be (--) years after his birth.
#my dc posting#jason todd#dc#red hood#i havent read lost days so idk abt the timeline between lazarus pit and debut as red hood#and this isnt strictly about following canon as close as possible. just how i view it in my head#which makes the fandom treatment of the tim vs jason titans tower fight so funny to me. theyre like the same age bro#btw i refuse to take anything about jason somehow growing up/maturing while dead or catatonic/in a fucking coma#like i'm sorry but i refuse to count when he was a literal decomposing corpse ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#i also just find Teenaged Crime Lord funny. your boss tells you not to deal to kids (he's 16) (don't worry about it)#<- to be very clear that is not in an infantilizing way. i am 17 and i can very confidently say i am old enough to be held#responsible for my own actions#it's tragic he is so young but it doesn't absolve him of his bad decisions. such as the Murders#i like jason's age cus it's actually really easy to make him comically young#make him die at 14. very short period between resurrection&lazarus pit. 1 year of training. your 15 year old son takes over the criminal#underground. wyd?#<- anyway these are just some scattered thoughts. ponderings and wonderings and musings. if you disagree w my timeline i'd love to hear it!
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sitting around thinking about the whole "rage is fuel" thing, and how yeah that's true but sometimes it can burn too hot and it hollows you out until that's all that's left inside you. and like. how men are taught to handle their anger. how it's one of the only emotions they're allowed to feel. and of course how all of that pertains to my favorite bb girl of all time, dean winchester.
i loved episodes in the later seasons where dean was starting to grapple with his anger. episodes where he had so much it just came spilling out onto everyone he cared about, episodes where he turned it on himself with scalpel-like precision. and in the end, how cas's opinion of him was so profoundly important to dean that it completely changed the way dean saw himself. what!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and like! there are still people out there? who don't?? get it?????? HOW????????
dean i-am-only-fueled-by-anger winchester taught cas how to love people and cas turned around and said "love yourself"???????!!?!?!?!!?
get wrecked, son.
#destiel#deancas#spn#meta#meta thoughts#mine#my meta#my meta thoughts#musings#rambling#dean winchester#bb girl#dean winchester is my bb girl#he's done nothing wrong in his whole life#(not true he's done so much wrong)#(but i love him anyway)#castiel loves dean winchester#dean winchester loves castiel#they were in love your honor#if you don't see it i don't know what to tell you#maybe get your fucking eyes checked idk
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(with tears in my eyes) n-nice
#i wrote two (2) whole things today & one of them went into the queue (still paused)#and tbf a few of the things in my drafts are musings & memes & gifsets i'm hoarding to reblog over time#but yeah. this is where we're at (my inbox is also at almost 300 bc i Never Delete Anything lmfao)#i'm trying. i'm making slow progress. we take what we can get around here with our near non-existent spoons (':#and eventually i'll get back to ims. eventually i'll log back in to discord.#i'm especially sorry for those of u waiting on im replies from me ok i just had too many things happen at once and?? idk???#the Overwhelm struck and i haven't felt able to get back to shit. but i'm trying!!!!#i'm trying to get past that feeling of 'i'm annoying them for sure'#i'm trying not to think rethink overthink every single message i send that only amplifies with each convo i have going#but it's hard. i've come to realize i've really let myself get backed into a corner by my own trauma ajskfhds#...i'm also rambling idk what the point of this is anymore. ig to give u an idea of what a fucking mess my brain is lmfaoooo#I'M TRYING. i'm trying so hard. ty all sfm for your patience with me. i know i say that a lot but i really am so grateful#ok i slip into lurk mode for the evening........ love y'all ♡#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.
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The Hawthorne twins suffered more than Jesus
#mel's musings#dahlia hawthorne#iris hawthorne#local woman going feral over sister iris ace attorney for the 261478th time. more at 11#aa#thinking about. how at one point they were the daughters of the fey clan's MAIN FAMILY#meaning one of them was in line to become master at some point#(i waffle on which one it was bc there's no clear answer in canon but if anyone else has thoughts do feel free to share)#imagine being in that position. and then discovering you have no spiritual powers#and everyone (including your own mother) starts treating you like shit for it. and you're too young to really understand why#and then your mom gets shown up by her younger sister which only makes things WORSE for all of you#and then said younger sister makes a mistake and disappears with no explanation#and your dad takes you away from everything you've ever known. and your mom is so broken and angry that she doesn't even fight it#nor make any effort to reunite with either of you again. and at this point. in a world that hates you and has cast you aside time and again#all you have is each other. no fucking wonder they went off the rails after that#they are both so desperate for love and agency over their own lives that they'll do ANYTHING to get there#and the collateral damage is an afterthought. GODDDD they make me so unwell i love them so so much
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I was just thinking and... Artemis is not kind. yes, for all his friendliness, and all the fancy and amicable language and behaviors he displays outwardly to just about everyone who enters his shop... he's not genuinely nice. Artemis is a demon. in any verse of his, he used to be something akin to a spirit/god of LOVE, but was twisted into Wrath, or Hatred - which is the opposite. After leaving the pits of hell, having his little demonic tantrum and breakdown and finally growing weary and finding some semblance of clarity, he's grown out of what he was once again, and became something new. He's still wrathful, hateful, angry, and morose, but now he's so much more without even realizing. He's evolved and will continue to do so over time even if he stagnates for decades, centuries even. The friendships and relationships with other muses that he develops will influence his personality and the way he views things in time, as we've seen it happen already countless times ofc! And for those who did earn his respect and care, he does truly care for them and would gladly go out of his way for them (to what degree depends entirely on the level of closeness). But again.... Artemis is not kind, by nature and he hasn't been for a very, very long time. He was genuinely just plain and simple EVIL He was a villain - a monster, unrecognizable to how he acts now- doing horrible, unspeakable deeds for the pleasure of it. It's how he got the bones he wears in and on his body. So while he might be polite, charming even, and friendly - if he does not know you... he doesn't care about you nor what happens to you. If say for example, he sees you wandering that ruined cityside he lives in - rampant with entities that prey on the Living - and he saves you from being taken by evil spirits or demons? Chances are good that he did it for himself, or to be spiteful - to deny the other entities their prize (you / your soul). If he doesn't know you, the likelihood that he'll go out of his way for you is very low. But if there's something in it for him, some kind of reason as to why it might be worth his time and energy to actually step in... he might! But like all demons, it's good to be wary and to assume he doesn't care about you or your well-being, at least at first!! Artemis is not nice, but that doesn't mean he's malicious or cruel (anymore. not intentionally - he's quite literally under the mindset that he's just 'too old and tired for that nonsense'.) Artemis is manipulative, charming, cunning - he's everything you expect from a demon (though without a host, so he's certainly not attractive in any semblance of a conventional manner lmao - but he dresses well! and I think it's also telling just how-- *gestures at all that* --that he actually is, considering he's NOT attractive... but still puts people at ease, mostly, and can charm them to hell and back if he wanted to. He uses that not to manipulate people per say ?? like, he does not have an evil agenda by any means. He's just existing at this point, distanced from the gods and devils and just living his... life(?) if you can call it that. He's TRYING to do better. But he's still just... a demonic entity. A greater demon, for sure, if he had to be equated to some kind of level or whatever, but a demon nonetheless. But even for demons, there can be growth! and he is growing, very very slowly.
#( ramblings )#( ooc )#( tbd )#??#ANYWAY TLDR I just wanted to ramble a little#please don't assume he's going to like you or your muse at ALL. he's going to be FRIENDLY. because hes a GOOD BUSINESSMAN.#he's a shop owner!!! first and foremost!! that's his LIFE. that's what he DOES. it's his EVERYTHING. he uses his charm for THAT. not for#evil deeds anymore. its been decades. centuries. since he's been like that at all.#underneath the charming businessman persona he EXUDES is a morose grumpy damaged entity that is prickly and judgemental and hot and cold#expect little from him but push him for more.! he's not one to turn down a Good Conversation. but it will take time to genuinely get#anything sincere or substantial from him relationship wise because he genuinely sees so little value in deeper connections#or in getting close to others (he literally lost everyone he loved and was betrayed deeply to the point where his old self perished and#rotted into a puddle of despair in hell... literally)#BUT !! if one does manage to get through that thick fucking skull (...ha.) of his . well then you've got yourself a pretty fucking powerful#ally then dontcha? jfhjgjfjg#he won't believe you're worth his time half the time unless if benefits him. but he is at times plagued with moments of... curiosity.moment#flickers where he might SEEM like he cares a little bit. maybe he does. but he does not acknowledge it at all and it confuses him if he doe#somehow manage to recognize it for what it is. he's been deeply disconnected from himself for a long time. hes been Lost for even longer#he can be 'loving'/affectionate even/kind to those he genuinely has grown to care for. but that takes some time and work.#the guy is not a nice person. he'll kill you without remorse if you cause trouble for him as long as your death wont cause some kind#of backlash that he doesnt want to deal with or inconvenience in general to him.#but.... he also used to be the god of love. that god has been dead for a long time though. but !! but. but.#all is not lost. not always. sometimes he feels guilty for what he became and did to people who did not deserve it.#its why he still has the bones. and the souls of the people he killed. he'll never be a Good Person. he'll never be Eros again. but he'll b#something else... given time I suppose.#ANYWAY X2...... idk where the fuck......... but. nods. tips my hat. mhm. turns on a heel and jogs away without giving anything else--
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your character archetype thing is like..."morally grey character or teenager who does things The Fandom™ wouldn't Like"
teenager(/kid) who does things the fandom wouldn’t like is like. THE exact blueprint i fear 😭 it. does not help that that and morally gray character tend to go hand in hand
[ask game]
#muse talk#theangstking#ask game#i love shitty kids with fucked up priorities and worldviews#i am their number one defender sometimes you are just a kid and the world is so big#and you should be allowed to scream and kick your way to being heard
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I GOT AN OTGW CARDIGAN!!!! OMG!!!
#cant take a pic right now cause im in transit#THANK YOU HOT TOPIC I LOVE YOU#this was the first purchase ever i didnt look at the price (alhumdulillah im grateful for the ability to do that once in a blue moon)#was it expensive? unfortunately yeah hella gouged price#for the quality#BUT BUT BUT#people buy nice jeans and concert tickets and other stuff all the time#i can impulse buy an OTGW sweater#IM SO FUCKING EXCITED TO WEAR IT AHHHHH#WEATHER PLS STAY COLD ALREADY STOP HEATING UP TO 23 IN THE AFTERNOON#musings#also if youre curious it was like (with tax and discount) $79...
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#musings: cr#to be clear I am doing this for my own fucking reference but also to be able to point and scream because#my fucking god this conversation was layers on layers on layers#and growth and regression and love and desperation and lies and truths and chef's fucking KISS#*is* Laudna lying in this moment? probably not insofar as what she says specifically - Delilah WAS always there#but in the larger context? fuck yeah she's lying -- mostly to herself#but there's such an interesting question of intention and control seeded through it all -- because was she ever lying about the rock?#and where is the line for her between Delilah made me do it and *Delilah made me do it*?#also friendly reminder that as far as laudna knows (and we know) imogen doesn't even know about edmuda#FIRE ELMO DOT GIF i am living for this#imogen temult#laudna#c3e89#also surely there would be a much nicer looking way of compiling all this but i am lazy af 🤷#anyway i would both kiss and pay actual moneybucks to whoever runs searchable cr transcripts thank you for your service
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there are people who look at this man and DON'T want to immediately rail the everloving fuck out of him. what is wrong with them
#gu6chan's musings#Drakengard#drag on dragoon#leonard drakengard#*Dan Hentschel voice* all my Drakengard mutuals are MORONS!!!!/j#okay but fr though every day i surpass levels of horniness for this man i never thought possible#im a lesbian#but man.... come here leonard let me devour the hair on your arms like a cow grazing grass ♥️🙏#I'm going to fuck the love of little boys out of him and NO ONE can stop me........
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christian nationalism is getting real prominent in the u.s. lately (someone get me the fuck out of this insane ass country)
#✧— aphe's musings.#fuck you and your religion you will NOT shove that shit down my throat.#i usually keep all of the posts of this nature on ig. but lately i am overcome by how disgusting this country is#for multiple reasons.#like bro fuck this place get me the hell out of here#btw i shouldn't have to say this but no i am not talking about all people who follow christianity#tw vent#vent post#i love being an atheist (<- aka getting told i'm going to hell by freaks online for... some reason? LMFAO)
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listen. if you are passionate about your muse then people will notice, and they will be drawn to it. it's hard not to deny that positive, excited "this is my blorbo" energy ! I fcking love seeing folks talking about their muses on my dash, it gives me life, it makes me excited for them and excited to see more from them.
so quick shoutout to the highlights of my dash this week, giving me the meta and discussions I love to see: landis on @shiitb4lls with benoit blanc, melody on @spiderwarden with minthara, and ernest on @whiteyed with their oc ouk.
please know I respect your passion, and I'm so excited to share it with you. please please please keep it up, and never ever worry you're talking too much or that nobody cares... because you aren't, I will find your post and I will care, because you made me care. sending you all so much love for you and your muses !! <3
#《 ° selkie.exe 》 oh im trash just not approved trash#im not fucking lying guys it makes my day when i see yall talking about your muses#and if you are not following these gems PLEASE DO#its so rare to see people so genuinely enthralled by their muses and pumped to talk about them#i cherish it greatly. yall are awesome. pls dont stop i am here just *chinhands respectfully* while you love your blorbos
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murph naddpod the man that you are
#naddpod#brian murphy#i just#he is just this guy who is like a huge nerd loves dnd and the rules and the mechanics and loves like strategy and gameplay#but he is also this creative genius but i feel like its soooo lowkey like no one is talking about it#but the fucking plot twists he throws at his players are so !!!!!!#the marabelle arc and then final twist and then the Final Twist IN the final twist!!!#like homeboy is throwing insane dynamic high stakes battles every other ep while simultaneously creating a ridiculous fucking story#that is always emotionally resonant with his players and their characters#go white boy go!#thats what happens when emily axford is your muse
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"The fuck is that Wilkerson boy doin' here?! Fuck outta 'ere and go back t'your brother, redneck!"
"Fuck you cop, you can't stop me from doin' shit now!!!"
#muse: alan gunderson#muse: mickey wilkerson#i love them your honour they're goin to fucking kill each other
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sperm donor storyline my beloved.. no one treats you right
#let's be fucking real because it's not about what buck deserves#like obviously buck deserves a family#he wants one so bad he's bleeding with it#it's about buck having the biggest heart imaginable#it's about kameron and connor validating how much they admired buck's heart#it's about how an old friend thought his kindness was so lovely he wanted it for his own child#it's about buck getting the knife of not-your-child parenthood twisted and twisted and twisted into him#with christopher and jee and now his literal own child#i really hope 8b has discussion about buck feeling abandoned not only by eddie but also by christopher#because buck will give and give and give to a child#and get#nothing#just like the sperm donor story#YAY I LOVE THIS SHOW#911#musings#911 abc
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