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Wow, that question really bought back a lot of memories #triggered 🤣🤣 but I have been on the other side of that question where those words were spoken but what they REALLY wanted to ask was "why don't you have a driver licence? What is wrong with you?"
Probably will always hit a nerve for me, because I have been on both sides.
I probably will regret oversharing, but what else is new, it anyone reads this & is dealing with increasing anxiety around getting their license (or getting it 'at the right age')... maybe it will bring you some comfort?
I got my 'learners permit' in high school, as part of my school's curriculum, I would have been 16 turning 17.
That piece of paper is the starting point, but it does require follow up to actually DO the learning to drive part.
Personal context: my dad is not great with patience and even being a passenger would give me anxiety, so he was not an option to train me. My mum agreed to teach me but had zero interest in us driving. I won't get into it, but basically she was always happy to drive us around and here is the most important part -
MY MOTIVATION levels were basically non-existent.
At that age, I had plenty of friends with cars who were happy to drive me around & I had been taking public transport to school/work for years at that point.
People would say "you don't understand how much freedom you get when you get your license" and it would be sooooo easy to dismiss because in my mind - I WAS already an independent teen/young adult.
I made plans with friends who would pick me up & I would feel very mature & free. I could leave home & catch a bus to the train line from which I could go anywhere. I worked part time. I HAD freedom, what was the rush?
Age 17, I fell in mutual love for the first time, they were two years older than me (as most of my friends/partners are).
By the time I was 19, me not having my license was no longer cute. It started internalizing the guilt I had for not getting onto it sooner/having it already. At this point, almost everyone my life (except my sister), had their license. I was comfortable & complacent relying on partner to drive.
Public transport is available but the flip side is the time it takes 20 min drive vs 45-60 mins via public transport. There were taxis too of course, with uber & ridesharing right on the horizon. The reality was even though these "independent options" existed for me, I rarely used them, instead I basically abused the goodwill of my loved ones.
At age 20, I decided to bite the bullet & buy myself lessons with a real driving instructor. I was proud of myself. I had only had my best friend take me out once and my mum a couple of times at that point.
This would be my second time driving a manual car. I really wanted my manual license. The cars I wanted to buy were cheaper in manual, but basically - people don't give you shit about it like they do with an auto license (in Australia anyways).
The down side - this driving instructor I picked was the fucking worst. We only had three lessons, the third license she made me turn out into peak hour traffic and my anxiety went into overdrive. I will never forget her making me pull over to whip out her phone to show me very graphic images of what happens to people who crash with their hands in the wrong position on the steering wheel. Aka she traumatized me something wicked.
I remember this vividly as I had my first international trip ever to Indonesia and whilst over there, I lost my phone. When I got back to Aus, I had to buy a new one, eventually got my number changed over and then started getting all these messages through from the driving instructor - asking about when our next scheduled lesson is that escalated to her threatening to charge me for being non responsive. It was insane as actually, I had to respond "really sorry I just got back from a trip where I lost my phone" & she apologised but I was like "yeah I don't plan to do anymore"
This set me back from driving for another few years. I decided to go for my automatic license, so I could at least drive something, I could always go for my manual drivers licence after the fact. I was sick of waiting.
So I found a driving instructor who specialised in teaching people with special needs. She was amazing. Where I am from you need to complete 50 hrs of supervised driving and I completely my log book hours with just driving lessons. It cost me a lot of money, it took A LOT OF TIME.
My first practical driving exam, I failed within a few minutes because I took a turn too early, having to rebook that was so humiliating (& of course they make you pay the full fee again). However I knew it was a stupid error and something that in Non-test conditions, would not have been an issue.
My second practical driving exam, I passed with flying colours. I had only 1 mark deducted because during my reverse parking, we could feel the back tyres bump the back car park block ever so slightly. I still considered it a massive win.
Unfortunately, by the time I actually got my P plates at age 24, and could drive unsupervised, the person I owed the MOST drives to, my first love, was no longer with us.
The statement: "you get so much freedom when you can drive yourself around" is unfortunately true. It's not just control of your destination that you get, but also better control of your time.
I will tell the story about how I lost my license for a year another time. It's not a fun story either BUT I have a lot to say about having taken so long to get my license, only for it to be taken away during a time when I really needed it.
Also the juxtaposition of my OLDER sister, still not having her license (but making weird meandering progress nonetheless).
The moral of this story is: yes, if you live somewhere that isn't a walkable paradise, I highly recommend you take a step towards getting your licence!
Just say "fuck it" to all the pressure /norms that tell you you have to do things a certain way. The only way is safely. The most important quality you can have with driving is confidence and that takes time!
So I guess this is telling you to give yourself permission to take your time, as much time as you need, to learn to feel comfortable with it. You just have to keep going.
since this is the "no drivers license" website i wanna see everybodys reasons
#i didnt get my license until I was 24#the guilt of getting your license as an adult#adult learner drivers#learning to drive#real talk#beth rambles#my driving instructor and i got super close too#bless you roanne#i hope the universe is treating you kindly#why do you not have a driver's license
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Sleepless Nights



Summary: another sleepless night in jackson for both you and your neighbour Joel.
Warnings: MINORS DNI 18+, NSFW, alcohol consumption, unprotected sex (don’t be silly, wrap your willy), pinv, oral (f receiving), dirty talk, pet names, fingering, pussy pronouns
Word count: 3.4k
Pairing: Jackson!Joel x f!reader
A/N: thank you guys for so much love on my first post last week!! <3 (that you can read here) I’m trying to get through my drafts because I have far too many. Ty again, feedback is appreciated 💝
Reading a book in front of the fire every night was becoming overwhelmingly tedious. You've read the books you have from cover to cover so many times you could probably read them with your eyes closed.
And then one night a month or so ago, you decided to sit on your porch in the middle of the night and saw your neighbour Joel on his. It quickly became a sort of habit for the two of you. Talking til the sun comes up a few nights a week.
Tonight’s no different. Tossing and turning in bed, books boring you half to death, the sound of the fire crackling becoming somewhat annoying at this point, so you step outside.
Joel's already out there, a glass of whiskey in hand, and staring up at the night sky. His head turns as you open your door, a hint of a smile on his lips.
"Here she is. Can’t sleep again?” he asks, though he knows the answer.
As soon as his raspy voice reaches your ears, your skin prickles with goosebumps and it's not because of the cold breeze.
"Can I ever?" you reply, scoffing a laugh quietly.
He lets out a soft hum in response, nodding in agreement. "Nah, me neither recently." he sighs, rubbing a hand over his face. “What’s keepin’ ya up tonight then, darlin’?”
"I have no idea, it's driving me crazy." you sigh, wrapping your plaid blanket over your shoulders a little tighter and sitting on the old used-to-be white wooden chair on your porch.
He hums in agreement, seemingly a man of few words tonight. He silently observes you as you sit down before speaking again.
“You tried countin’ sheep?” He quips, taking another sip of whiskey.
“and the pigs and the horses and every other fuckin’ animal on that damn ark.” you mutter, scooting the chair sideways to face him better.
He can’t help the gruff laugh that escapes him, shaking his head. It makes you smile as you wrap the blanket tighter around your shoulders. A brief silence falls, but it’s comfortable.
"Can't remember the last time I slept through the night. Been a long damn time." he admits, exhaling softly from his lips and shifting in his seat on the bench, resting his free arm over the back. "it's a nice night, though."
You nod with a small smile and look up at the night sky, taking in the stars and the deep blue colour. "Yeah. Makes a change from what’s happening outside these gates.”
He looks over at you as you take in the beautiful sky above you. Every damn time he looks at you, it drives him almost insane. He turns his head forward, swallowing.
"Did you wanna-" the words escape Joel's lips before he can think about them first, leaving him staring straight ahead for a second. When he glances at you he's met with a nod, urging him to continue. He hesistates for a moment but decides to run with it.
"-wanna...join me?" he finishes, nodding towards the empty space on the bench beside him and the bottle of whiskey on the floor.
Every time you've done this, you've been on your respective porches that're directly next to each other. The prospect of getting closer to him makes your tummy flutter.
You nod softly as you rise from the wooden chair and step down your porch steps, boots crunching in the blanket of snow that’s fallen for what seems like weeks, and up the steps of his porch before sitting next to him, the old bench creaking softly.
Joel looks at you as you sit down next to him. The thought of having you this close crossed his mind a few times as you spoke till the early hours.
Seeing the moonlight touch your skin, the way you wrapped yourself up in the plaid blanket, you were just the sweetest thing he’d ever seen.
You could feel the warmth of his body against your side, making you want to wrap yourself around him. He holds up the bottle of whiskey, in your direction.
You take the bottle from his hand and swig it, letting the amber liquid warm you up on it's way down.
He takes the bottle back from you when you offer it to him, also drinking from the bottle since his glass is now empty. He wipes his bottom lip with his thumb and leans forward with his elbows on his knees.
You both relish in comfortable silence again for a little while, sharing the bottle of whiskey. You realise something feels different. Like a shift of energy.
When Joel eventually sits back, you rest your head on his shoulder. He looks down at you, shocked at first but enjoying the feeling and rests his arm on the bench behind you. He could smell the vanilla from the soap you use and it took all his strength not to bury his nose in the crook of your neck right that second.
Your head on his shoulder and the weight of your body against his was both simultaneously soothing, and incredibly torturous. For weeks, he’s spent countless hours of the night talking to you. He loved listening to the sound of your voice, making him wonder what it would sound like to hear you whispering his name.
What you don’t know, is whenever you go back inside, he spends the night fisting his cock in his bed, imagining being buried inside of you. And what he doesn’t know is you’ve let your hands wander in the early hours, imagining his huge hands all over you, fingers inside you, mouth on your cunt…
It didn't take long until both of you had nearly finished half the bottle of whiskey and with each passing second, Joel's guard was lowered more and more. The buzz he was beginning to feel was only adding to his internal struggle.
He glanced in your direction again; studying the relaxed look on your face. His self restraint was quickly becoming non-existent.
Without thinking, he suddenly raises his hand, slowly running his fingers through your hair and tucking a strand behind your ear. The small gesture, combined with the soft look in his eyes made your thighs squeeze together.
And, it didn’t go unnoticed.
He feels the way you shift against him when he runs his fingers through your hair, sees the way you squeeze your thighs together. How could he not? Joel lets out a shaky exhale, his free hand flexing on his thigh.
You notice his hand on his thigh, as if he’s itching to do something with it and you snap.
“Joel…” you speak, the breathy tone unintentional.
Joel nearly chokes. The way you just spoke his name, he’s never seen you like this. His hand stops in your hair, fingers curling slightly in the soft locks. You’re already looking up at him as his eyes roam down to your face.
Even in the dim light of his porch, Joel can see the lust in your eyes, realsing they must be mirroring his own. It ignites something inside of him, his hand moving from your hair to wrap around the side of your throat. His thumb brushing along your neck.
“Please kiss me.” you whisper, not caring how desperate you sound.
Joel was a strong man, but he was only human and even he could only handle so much. Hearing those words from your lips, in that voice, he was fucked. His fingers trail from your throat to the nape of your neck as he pulls you in for a kiss.
You’re unsure how it happened, but one minute you’re making out on the porch and the next you’re straddling his lap on his couch. Your boots and blanket on the floor in the hall.
Joel’s hands slide to your hips, gripping them tightly, his lips traveling to your jawline and down to your neck. “Mmdarlin’-” he mumbles against your skin, nipping and sucking at the sensitive flesh.
You gasp quietly and instinctively roll your hips as his hand slides up your shirt, fingers splayed over your ribs, thumb brushing the underside of your right breast.
He groans at the sudden movement of your hips, his own bucking up in response. “S’all it takes, huh?” He murmurs, continuing to kiss and nip your neck with his hand up your shirt. “Few kisses from me and you’re a mess, ain’t that right, darlin’?”
Fuck, he was so right. You’re soaked already and he’s barely fucking touched you. A pathetic “yes” is all you can muster. You can’t get enough of him, hands roaming over his broad shoulders, fingers straying to thread through the greying curls at the nape of his neck while still rolling your hips.
He moans low in his throat when your fingers brush against the back of his neck, his eyes falling shut. “Shit-” Joel murmurs, his hands moving from your hip and side to grasp them hem of your shirt.
His eyes are still closed at the sensation as he blindly pulls your shirt off of you. He opens them to discard your shirt somewhere behind him and sucks in a sharp breath when he looks back to you.
“Fuckin’ Christ…” he whispers before pulling you closer to kiss along your collarbone. His kisses move lower and his hand pulls the one of the cups of your bra down, then he flicks his tongue against your nipple.
“Oh-” you gasp softly, hand trialing up to his curls once again. A low moan escapes him at the taste of you and he continues for a little while before moving to the other one, giving it the same attention.
While his mouth is occupied by your chest, his hands travel over your body, resting on your ass and encouring you to grind on him a little harder.
“Tha’s it, baby.” he rasps against your skin as you grind yourself harder against him. He reaches one hand from your ass to unclasp your bra.
Baby baby baby. It echoes in your head like a beautiful symphony. You want to hear him to say it over and over again. When your bra falls away, he throws it aside with your shirt and then kisses up the valley between your tits, his hands coming up to cup and squeeze them gently before kissing up the side of your neck and back to your lips.
You kiss him back, your fingers pulling at the buttons of his shirt, trying to undo them. When they’re undone, you push it off of his shoulders. He’s so hot.
He taps you, signalling you to stand up and when you do, he pulls you closer by your belt loop. “C’mere.”
He starts unbuttoning your jeans and yanks them off your legs, leaving you in only your panties. His eyes zero in in the damp patch, then he turns you around you pulls you onto his lap, your back against his chest and his thighs spreading yours wider.
You want to protest that you can’t see him until his hands trail over your thighs. One comes up to hold you against him by your stomach and the other slips into the front of your panties, making you gasp. His index and middle finger tips tease you, running lightly over your folds.
He’s teasing you, and he’s enjoying every second with his smug ass grin against your neck. “Look at you.” he coos, “she’s achin’ for it, baby.” he whispers, resting his chin on your shoulder as his fingers move further down, collecting your arousal before using it to rub your needy clit.
“Shit…Joel…” you whimper, as his fingers rub tight circles against you.
“I know baby, I know.” he says between more kisses and nips to your shoulder. “you just keep on makin’ them pretty sounds, hm?”
His fingers rub a little faster and it’s as if he knows exactly what you need, how your body works. “just gimmie one like this, sweet girl. one like this and then you can have my cock.” he promises, salt and pepper scruff tickling your skin as he speaks.
It’s all too much and not enough at the same time. His body against yours, his lips and tongue on your skin, his fingers working you over - you’re a mess, whimpering, moaning, letting any noise out that wants to escape. Your fingers dig into his jeans clad thighs, desperate for him.
“need your- hmmph -your cock, Joel. Please.”
“Y’do?” He coos, his fingers slipping down to your needy hole once more to collect more of the wetness there before returning to your aching bud. “come for me like this first n’ I’ll fuck you real good darlin’.”
Those words have you moaning and whimpering even more. You’re squirming, desperately clinging onto his thighs as you feel yourself reach that edge. “Tha’s it, baby. Tha’s right, c’mon now.”
His gruff words are what does it for you, your back arches off of him as you come, thighs trembling and a string of moans, and breathy whispers trail out of your mouth.
“Good girl.” he murmurs praises against the shell of your ear, fingers still coaxing every last bit of your orgasm from you. His fingers gradually come to a stop against you and he places a quick kiss to the spot under your ear.
“Wanna see ‘er.” he mutters, carefully plopping you down on the couch, ripping your ruined panties off and spreading your thighs for him. He watches as your cunt clenches around nothing, begging to be fucked. A low moan escapes him at the sight as his thumbs spread your lips apart.
“Prettiest pussy I’ve ever seen.”
You watch him in awe as he gets a proper look, his thumbs gently running over your glistening folds before one prods at your entrance, illiciting a moan from you. “Can I give ‘er a little kiss, baby?” he asks, already leaning down, brown eyes on yours.
You’re nodding your head before you even fully process the question. You’ve imagined this so many times. He wants to tease you, wants to tell you to ‘use your words’ but he can’t, he needs this just as much as you do.
He wastes no time, diving in like a man starved. He licks a longe stripe from hole to clit first, moaning against you, sending shockwaves through you.
His lips and tongue don’t let up, tasting your release, the tip of his tongue teasing your still sensitive nub gently before sucking it into his mouth, making your hips jerk. He chuckles lowly at that and then moves down and fucks you with his tongue, his beard scratching deliciously against your thighs.
“Oh god-” you whine, fingers threading through his curls, making him hum appreciatively. You don’t give a damn how desperate and needy you sound, this man is working you over like you’ve never been before.
He replaces his tongue with two fingers, teasingly dipping them in and pushing them slowly all the way in before he pulls them all the way back out to do it again. “So fucking sweet.” he groans, flicking his wrist up to curl his fingers inside of you. Your moans, your body, you, have got him rutting against the couch like a teenage boy.
“Need to fuck this pussy now, baby. Can I?” he asks, looking up at you, though you and him both know the answer to that. His cock strains against his jeans to the point it’s starting to hurt.
You nod eagerly, letting go of his curls. “Yes, please, need you.”
He pulls his slick coated face and fingers away from your dripping cunt and you almost whine at the loss of contact. He stands up and you can see he’s rock hard through his jeans. He unbuckles his belt, the sound of metal exciting you as you track his movements.
When he’s free of his jeans, he sits down, patting and legs for you to come over and you obey quickly. As you move over, he pulls himself out of his boxers, resting the waistband under his heavy balls. You glance down, almost salivating at the sight.
You run out of time to look as he pulls you over, gently but impatiently. “C’mon, sweet girl.” he mutters, lazily stroking his huge cock from base to tip a couple times and you position yourself above him. He runs the tip of his cock through your soaked folds, touching your clit and making you moan. He chuckles, doing it a couple more times before notching at your entrance.
You move forward slightly before slowly sinking down onto him, both of you moaning. One of his hands grip your hip as the other grabs one of your asscheeks as his head falls back against the couch. “Goddamn…” he grits.
You slowly move against him, grinding your hips. “Fuck…needed this….needed you.” you ramble as his cock fills you perfectly. He matches your movements, thrusting up into you. “Yeah? Me too, fuuuck, me too.” he groans, his breathing picking up.
“Look at me, baby. Yeah, tha’s it. Wanna see that pretty face while I fuck ya.”
You meet his eyes and he looks as wrecked as you. Pupils blown, cheeks flushed, panting. It’s the hottest thing you’ve ever seen. You interlock your fingers behind his neck, riding him faster now. It’s as if you have zero control over what comes out of your mouth.
“C’mon now, rde that cock, pretty girl.” He grunts, smacking your ass and encouraging you to move against him a little faster now.
You ignore the burning sensation in your knees, making it your mission to be full of his come as soon as possible. His hand slides from your hip to the nape of your neck, pulling you in for a messy kiss.
The lewd sounds of skin meeting skin fill the room, you can hear how wet you are and it only spurs him on more. He swallows all your moans, pushing his tongue into your mouth.
He hold you in place and ruts up into you, hitting that spot over and over, making you clench around him. “Makin’ a mess a’my cock, fuckin’ drippin’ all over me ain’tcha?” he almost growls against your lips, pistoning his hips into you.
Your eyes roll back as you moan his name like a prayer. “M’gonna come inside this pretty pussy, baby. That what you want?”
You’re cockdrunk. Everything he says, everything he does just makes you want him even more. “Yesyesyes.” you whine. “Gonna come.”
“Yeah? Gonna milk my cock for all its worth?” His words are filthy, a stark contrast to the tone he speaks them in, making your cunt clench around him as you teeter right on the edge.
“Mmpleasepleaseplease.” you whine, fingers tugging on the hair at the nape of his neck. That makes him moan and he buries his face into your neck.
“Fuck, I can feel it. C’mon, gimmie another one. Lemme feel you.” he murmurs against your neck. You can feel his warm breath agaisnt your skin, and that mixed with his cock hitting the right spot over and over and his massive hands gripping you send you straight over.
“Joel-” you try to let him know but it happens so fast, your back arches and your head falls back. His movements falter slightly as you grip his cock like a velvet vice.
“Ah, fuck, look so pretty like this baby- shit-” he mutters as his orgasm washes over him too, his head rolls back, his brow furrowed and his mouth open as he lets out a string of breathy curse words and grunts and fills you up with ropes of his hot load.
You’re both in a state of bliss, breathing laboured, skin shining with sweat. Joel rests his forehead against your shoulder, trying to control his breathing. His hands now delicately running over the parts of you he gripped tight as your cheek rests against his head.
“Y’know what?” You say after a moment, moving your face from his head, your arms hanging loosely over his shoulders.
He slowly lifts his head up and tucks your hair behind your ear. “What, sweetheart?” he asks softly.
“For the first time in months, I’m actually tired.” you say, a lazy smile on your face. He exhales an amused puff of air from his nose, smiling up at you.
“Yeah, yeah me too.”
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you give me a dog, i ask no questions

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masterlist - part 3 of 6
in which yoongi drives six hours to make you fall in love with him
yoongi x reader
word count: 4291
warnings: Yoongi's pov present in this chapter
music: spring attitude by sunwoojunga, lmly by jackson wang
Namjoon wasn't lying when he said you're stuck with them for the time being. After the party, you were officially welcomed into the Kim sibling company if not family; their parents lived outside Seoul so you saw them two mainly. You had no idea what insane tales of your hardship and bravery Minji kept telling her brother, but he started treating you even better, offering to send his driver to take you to nearby towns you hadn't visited yet. He then extended several personal favors to you, including but not limited by, providing food and medicine when you caught Covid in December. You feared Minji told Namjoon you were into him since she has forced it out of you. But so far, there were thankfully no advances. Your heart had no capacity for love now; the drama that this kind of relationship would bring deterred you greatly. Again, you preferred your relatively stable and peaceful life. You were immensely grateful that not many things changed after you met - gasp! - BTS. You heard they went on mini-tour in Asia, then returned; Minji shared some news with you and you even followed Namjoon on Instagram.
You asked Minji once about her affair with Yoongi:
"How's your rebound going?"
Minji looked quite happy.
"Ha, so good".
Then she was sad.
"I haven't told Nam yet. I don't know how he'll react... he is his hyung, you know... I'm afraid he'll break his beautiful face if he finds out".
"You said they were brothers..."
She tragically waved her hand and thus, the conversation was over. She found it too hard to talk about, for some reason. Her sleeping with one of her brother's bestest friends, what can go wrong? You shrugged internally and let it go.
In February Hoseok had his birthday and he inconveniently recalled your name, so you got an invitation card. He was the guy who danced all the time, you remembered. By then, you learned a little more about all the guys, of course, but not too much, not to spoil your relation to them in reality. You knew he clapped furiously when he laughed, that he laughed a lot, that he was one of the best dancers in South Korea, and that he adored brands, and brands adored him. You found you enjoyed some of his songs, specifically, Blue Side. It was very fitting for a spring. And spring was almost upon Seoul.
Visiting his birthday was very similar to the September celebration, only it was held on land. Large studio equipped with musical instruments turned that party into an improvised show. Namjoon was being classy and mature again, you brought a piece of art as a present again, Taehyung pecked you with his 'no worries' again, Jimin was gentle again, and so on. Yoongi started that party a little happier than on the boat which you attributed to his hatred of water although he never proclaimed having it. The party was alright. All danced, Minji sang as they played instruments, and Hoseok was showing off his new choreo. A year ago you'd think it all sounded like a fever dream, but they were, in fact, normal actual people, and drank the same way.
You found yourself tucked in the corner of the room as usual, a party hater label bright and neon on your forehead. Yoongi would join you once in a while, a similar label highlighting his high royal cheekbones, and you'd chat peacefully about music, and work, and weather. Then he'd set off and return: have you eaten? He was a good guy, actually. Another stupid thing, you realized he is not actually unattractive. God knows what's gotten into you earlier, when you just met him. Maybe he opened up a little and you found how gentle he is with all things around him. The feature you took for aloofness was caution, probably. You kept remembering Minji's words. They had to be careful with new people.
February came and went, and spring jolted the city with life. Breathing was sweet and easy, and you were in good mood almost every day, which was a new thing. Minji helped a lot. You got to see each other every week at least once, and this groundedness set you on the right course for healing.
One day in late March you got a call from her, and her voice was soaking with that sound that always made the hair on the back of your neck stand.
"You like animals, right?" she asked.
"Of course. I love animals".
"Dogs?" it wasn't Minji's voice anymore. You listened.
"I love dogs?" you half-questioned. It was a statement, but you were a little taken aback.
"Yoongi wants to ask you for a favor", her voice, giggling, got literally slapped away from the phone, and you could hear it.
"Yoongi?"
"Hi".
You settled on the couch and observed your living room.
"Minji said you really love animals and currently don't have a pet, and I", he sighed deeply, like a poet that's staring down the rocky waterfall he's about to jump, "have a problem. I don't have anybody to stay with my dog, and we're leaving for a... mini-tour".
"A dog?!" was all you heard. The thought of dog swept all other thoughts from your head, puff, they're gone. A dog, for yourself?
"Yes!" you yelled, while Yoongi was trying to say something else. You heard Minji's laughter next to him.
"I told you she'd agree with no questions asked".
"Listen lady, when someone offers me a dog, I say yes", you stated firmly, "it's a dog. How long do you need?"
"Well", Yoongi was now laughing as well, his voice like low vibration in your phone, "we're away for three weeks, if that's okay with you..."
"Can you make it longer?"
Another chuckle.
"How many dogs?"
"Just one".
"Do you have more?"
You gave them something to laugh about. It was a good day for you. You loved dogs, end of story. They, of course, clarified that Minji herself was allergic, so she couldn't babysit the angel named Holly. Yoongi's parents were three hours away from Seoul, and his best friend was leaving the city for a holiday. You didn't need all this information, but accepted it.
"We should probably meet up", you suggested after a little thought. "The dog has to see the sitter and the owner together to get used to me".
"Yes", Yoongi sounded impressed, "you've done this before?"
"Once. I am great with dogs. I will protect her with my life and let her sleep in my bed".
"It's a boy though".
"Holly is a boy?"
He sighed,
"Yes, why? It's a unisex name".
You didn't think it was, but let it go. You started thinking out loud about the logistics of it. You decided to meet up a couple of times before Yoongi turns into SUGA and retreats into the world of touring.
"That's a big favor, thank you", he said again. You retorted,
"I am not trying to be funny, I really love animals".
"Thank you", his voice was smiling.
As Yoongi hung up, he threw himself back on his chair, and the chair moaned with pleasure.
Minji was clutching her fists, eyebrows high on her forehead.
"I told you. Easy! High five!"
Yoongi felt too drained psychologically to high five her.
"Don't you find her a little too eager?"
"That means what? That she might want to see you? Shouldn't it be a good sign?"
As she usually did, Minji suddenly got up and started looking for her bag. Yoongi pointed to it with his finger, it lay on the sofa next to his broken guitar. The studio felt completely deoxygenated when this girl was in; he wanted to open a window but there was none.
"I gotta go", she clutched her bag in her sharp nails and hopped in place.
Yoongi narrowed his eyes.
"Blushing. Where are you going?"
"Pfft. None of your business, hyung. If more than one brother starts bossing me around, I'll jump off a roof".
"You got a boyfriend?" he guessed, just slightly alarmed.
"And if I do, then what?"
Minji got caught into the trap of his serious, attentive eyes.
"Is he normal?"
"He is great, actually. You'll love him..."
As he heard what he needed, he raised his hand and started shaking it in the air.
"No more. I got it. None of my business".
Minji smiled happily.
"I hope she can stand your hundred year old grandpa attitude. Try to tone it down with her".
He pressed his finger against his lips, begging her to be quiet.
"Discharged".
"Thank you, Jagi Minji, for helping me to come up with a plan to get with my crush", she said in a tiny voice. Yoongi gave her a death stare but did say:
"Thank you. Now please leave, Minji-ah".
He then fell forwards again, onto his keyboard.

It was almost exactly a year since you met Minji, and you ruminated about it while waiting for Yoongi and Holly next to a coffeeshop. He was running a little late, but it didn't matter; your mind was far away, at the beginning of this friend-love story, on a day like this when cherries didn't start losing their petals yet, and the whole city cleaned itself, or seemed to be cleaner, just for a while, for this magical period of spring. You breathed with full chest, blinking in the sunlight, feeling absolutely lucky standing next to these trees, your feet firm on the dark gray asphalt with the types of symbols you understood now, and you looked at the city which you also understood now, and you loved it.
You noticed Yoongi's broad frame in a white tee with jean jacket on top, with a black cap sitting on his head and hiding half of his face. He had a little milk chocolate toy poodle on a leash, the dog was not just running, it was hopping every other step, clearly just exactly as happy about spring as you were. The second you made sure it was really them, you stepped forward and then watched the dog, while Yoongi watched you.
"Hey. Sorry we're late. He pooped on a maejanamu next to our house, and I had to..." Yoongi changed his hand that held the leash as Holly started hopping to and fro, following your hands that played with his snoot. "Get it off the leaves".
You chuckled as imagination painted a picture for you.
"That's okay. Look at the weather. I am absolutely in love with your dog".
"I guess it's not that hard for a dog to enfatuate you".
His overly careful pronunciation contrasted with his advanced vocabulary.
You stood up and and faced him, seeing his weekend face, hair tucked behind the ears and under the cap, the brim of it shielding the eyes that were too recognizable for a busy street.
"Are you okay here? Should we go somewhere?" you asked. He nodded gratefully, but his reply didn't match:
"No, it's okay. Do you want coffee? I need an Americano".
You entered the coffeeshop together and he pulled the leash gently, asking Holly to stay closer. You noticed the dog was relatively well-behaved. He didn't really want to adhere to Yoongi's tugs, but had a habit of doing so. Holly was really busy sniffing your whole leg.
"Is it tiring?" you pressed, curious and a little sorrowful about his bowed head. He probably didn't notice anymore? His shoulders were down, shrunken into him like he was trying to seem smaller. And his chin was down, even when he smiled.
"Hiding your face?"
"I think..." he paused to look at the menu and raised his head a little. "The world sees my face too often. I'd prefer to be seen less", ironic smile was curving his lips. This shade of pink, and their plumpness reminded you of Minji and you stopped staring.
"What do you want?" he asked in his usual low, indifferent voice. Without the glamour of black wavy strands of hair falling on his face he seemed more manly, and way more comfortable to be around.
"Do you want to take the leash?" he asked as you walked down the street. The route led you into the square and he passed the leash to you, securing the subtle heaviness of Holly's body into your care. He watched you and the dog carefully, saying nothing, just walking next to you.
"You like spring?" he asked simply, in his funny accent, making a slight pause before 'spring', putting there an invisible comma with his teeth.
"I've never seen such a beautiful spring anywhere else. Last year I was already here for it. It just feels like waking up from a coma", you confessed. Then you remembered:
"You had a birthday recently, right?"
He closed his eyes shortly, like it was something embarrassing.
"Yeah".
"Why didn't you invite me? I've only collected Hoseok and Namjoon so far".
He chuckled dryly.
"I don't celebrate?"
"Why not?"
Yoongi sucked the air through his teeth and you understood he didn't want this to be spoken about.
"You don't have to say", you added quickly. Holly tugged on the leash, and, to spare him of the need of being nice, you asked,
"How lenient should I be with him?"
"He is very spoiled", Yoongi responded, and then smiled to himself. "Don't let him sit on your head".
So you talked a little about his habits, and how he eats, and what he doesn't like eating, and what he needs to eat but will pretend like it's poison to avoid eating.
"He is six", Yoongi was explaining, "so at this point he needs a good diet. So, only the food I'll bring, and maybe a piece of sausage from the table once a week".
Holly was running in front of you carefree, constantly getting distracted and trying to get you to break the route. His fluffy butt was very funny, you almost couldn't see it without laughing because of how he moved his slim tail. Twice to the left, once to the right.
"I should've taken him to groomer"", Yoongi sighed, "but I forgot".
"It's okay. I'll brush him".
"You really like dogs unconditionally, don't you?" he grinned.
"All animals. Hate humans. Will never do humansitting".
Yoongi nodded the same way he did when he was memorizing. Like an AI, updating memory.
"I'll ask Minji to babysit my pet human then. If she's not allergic".
There was about a fraction of annoyance to what he said, and you instantly felt put off by the idea of their entanglements.
"So, idols do have humans as pets then", you concluded darkly. Like before, Yoongi caught on your joke and supported it effortlessly.
"People wanna call them slaves for some reason. I feed them, so what's the problem, you know?"
You nodded solemnly.
You made a circle around the square, breathing the air deeply, like it was therapy. By the end of it Yoongi was even humming something under his breath. Then you passed him the leash. Your coffee cup was empty, so you threw it into the bin; he had vacuumed his the minute after you left the coffeeshop. And thus, the first assimilation procedure was over. You gave each other a respectful bow, he took Holly and left. You looked at the pair as they were crossing the road, from under the pink canopy, and thought, how swell that Minji has him. Because if she didn't, you'd fall for him, and that would've been a whole lot of drama.

It's a good thing Yoongi drank iced Americano because they were late again, and this time, around ten minutes. He apologized profusely, while cars sped up parallel to you, and the evening city hummed and grumbled like a giant waking up. The tip of pink shone like a lonely star on top of Seoul Tower. Yoongi bowed almost ninety degrees and you had to grab him by the shoulder.
"Sorry", he said again, and your hands got interlocked, exchanging things, him, pushing the leash into your palm and you, trying to hand him a coffee.
He asked you about four times if it was okay to meet later because he was at the studio, or whatever they called that huge building in the center, all day. You had nothing better to do after work, and it wasn't night yet. People were getting off work and heading to Itaewon. You went into the opposite direction, searching for quiet parks.
"Where's yours?" he asked.
"You bought me coffee last time", you noted from the ground, where you squatted, letting Holly sniff your face.
"You don't owe me anything", he said simply.
He had his black cap on, but the T-shirt changed. Otherwise, Yoongi was the same. Quiet, polite and with double bottom. Relieved of Holly's insignificant pull, he massaged his right shoulder.
"Training too much?" you chuckled.
He dropped his hand like a spell was broken, his face blank.
"Dammit. I had an surgery on this shoulder like a century ago. It hasn't hurt in years, and I still have the habit of fixing it. I don't know why".
"Oh, sorry. Maybe it's phantom pain? It stays sometimes".
You know yours did. He shook his head,
"No, not really".
He then went silent for a minute.
"When I was nineteen, I got hit by a car. One second I'm on my bike, and the next, I am under the wheel, and it's, how do you say, squeezing my shoulder out".
"Oh, shit", you said quickly. His face stayed unaffected, clearly, he wasn't torn about it anymore.
You guided Holly closer to yourself, where the light reflected from the river was making the path lighter.
"I think it tore off a little, so it did hurt for many years. But after operation it's very strong. I lift eighty".
You made the face you learnt here, from the locals: Ö.
Yoongi chuckled, as his hand flew up to his face, then, to the temple.
"Yes, I'm very strong".
"You look strong, but lifting eighty with one shoulder..."
He threw his hands up and squeezed his eyes shut:
"No, with both, with both".
"Oh. That's still cool. I lift... papers at the university, and groceries".
He grinned, showing his gums.
"You should come over", you switched, "for Holly to see you in my house".
It sounded a little awkward. You meant exactly what you said, no undertones, but still, it sounded out of the blue, and out of place. It was true though.
"Take Minji with you if you want".
"No, why", he protested, "I'll just come over when I bring Holly before I leave. I'll help you unpack his things and stuff".
"Yes, good thinking".
You turned to look at the river, gorgeous in blue and golden light of the tall buildings on the other side. You shut close and didn't speak about anything personal for the rest of the short walk. It wasn't longer than twenty minutes as you circled one section of the park, but it felt like hours, in some celestial type of way. You've never gone to parks after dark because you didn't have a male friend before. Now, the familiar paths and ponds looked different, like you crossed into the shadow realm, and the cherry petals shone blue in the unlit thickets. Yoongi rolled his eyes tiredly and looked at the ascending moon, his twin, in the sky. Your friendly instinct was to ask, tired? like he always asked you if you've eaten, but you bit your tongue. You gave the leash to him and he thanked you for the coffee.
"You live far? I should call you a taxi", he offered.
"No, it's not far away and not that late", you shook your head. Your hands formed a protective shield between you two, and he caved in.
"Okay. Be careful".
His short words, delicate like the petals, were simple and transparent, and it made you mad for some reason.

The good news were that he'd leave soon and you won't have to see him for three weeks. You also might hallucinate things sometimes so you cleared your head before he visited you with the dog.
You watched him kick off his shoes at the door and give no indication he thinks anything at all about your, frankly, cute apartment. You had no shame about it. The space was used well, the living room leading into the kitchen on one side and bedroom, on the other. Bedroom even looked like it belonged to a different dwelling, and you liked it. The wallpaper wasn't dark green, but beige-yellow, uninvasive, and the big window gave view of overhead train rails. That was the only downside: the sound of trains.
"Let's wash him", Yoongi suggested, quite joyfully.
As you strode into the bathroom, Holly kicking in his arms, you asked,
"Ready for the tour?"
"Uh-huh. Jimin- ah, Holly!"
The dog tried to jump out of the bath tub, and he pointed his finger at him. Poodle sat down immediately.
"You'll have to listen to noona Y/N. We're washing".
You turned on the water and you brushed shoulders, cosying up to the tub.
"Jimin?"
"Jimin strained his ankle, as always. If he doesn't, we know there will be trouble during one of the shows. Once he didn't injure himself before a world tour, and the stage collapsed under us on the first night".
You didn't know where to gasp. Although it was perfectly in line with all the amusing lore you knew about them.
"Did you get hurt?"
"Taehyung went under, but he's very nimble. He didn't even get hit. It was alright. But now, if the last training is done and Jimin is not injured, we hold him down and I take out the hammer".
You couldn't tell if he was completely joking or not. He soaped Holly up to his neck, and you helped with the head. After being corrected, the dog behaved angelically. His beady dark eyes followed your hands with no blinking.
"Is he afraid of water?"
"No, he's just aware that something is up".
"He'll be sad", you murmured.
"He knows I always come back. Just cuddle him. You'll do well. Speak Korean to him, of course, if you can".
A smile flashed. Yoongi tried to groom his hair with the clean hand, but the hair fell right back. You hated youself for noticing that one small strand that was close to his ear like the crescent.
Once out of the bathroom, he took one glimpse at your bookcase and said,
"Namjoon said you like Japanese literature?"
You were holding Holly in his towel on the floor, squeezing and rubbing him. Yoongi contentedly straightened his back and even stretched his arms.
"Yes".
No more comments about it. The tip of his tongue traveled to the corner of his lips, then he stepped to the door where all Holly's things were.
"Can I ask you something?"
It's been bothering you for a while.
He turned around, standing on one knee, his fingers tearing off the packaging from Holly's food.
"Yeah?"
"After the car accident, uh, do you, or did you have PTSD? I mean, you probably did, but for how long?"
You inhaled a lot of air into your lungs and stopped breathing. His face changed just a little. The memory update. The wolfcut, you realized. His hair, it had a name.
"I still have it, not so bad, though", he said simply. "It goes away little by little, but it takes time".
He paused, his hands working, but his head was still turned to you. He probably barely saw you, sitting against the window which let intense golden light into the living room.
"Why do you ask?"
You still weren't breathing and you figured you could go on like this because you didn't want to breathe in his scent lingering in your apartment. Woody, like one perfume you used to have when you were in school. Also, you didn't want to breathe, period.
"I was in an accident, too", you finally replied and turned back to Holly.
"Just wondering when I can sleep".
Yoongi was quiet for a while and you wondered if you went too far, but he was the only person who could probably understand you. To the full. Understand the intensity of horror when you're stuck against the unyielding machine.
"It will pass", he said simply. "Seems long, but every day it gets a little bit easier. You just have to let yourself twitch sometimes, if something scares you".
You released half-dry dog, and he shook off the water, tiny droplets exploding from him, flying away, pierced through with the golden sunlight. You felt like you'd just witnessed once in a lifetime event. You widened your eyes:
"Did you see this? So pretty! Did you see?"
Yoongi laughed with his shoulders, and there was some relief in his voice,
"Yes, I saw. Spring is pretty".
When he was finally leaving, Yoongi suddenly turned as if he remembered something.
"Do you want to go to our Seoul show? It will be the last one, at the end of April".
You were caught in your tracks.
"I... do?"
He nodded.
"Of course you do. You've never seen us live, have you? You will be blown away".
You chuckled at his sudden enthusiasm. His eyes even gleamed a little.
"I will ask them to take you backstage, the view is fine from there".
"Oh, backstage is..."
"No worries, no worries", Yoongi grinned, but didn't show the gums. Instead, he curved his lips like he knew something you didn't.
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February 2025 edition
Hello! This is my recap of all my favorite Gifs / Art / Fics that I stumbled upon in the month of February :) If you like any of these don't forget to reblog to share them!
Fan Art
This Yoongi art because um wow it's INCREDIBLE by @kaylast-pierre
This cute little Hobi! By @kaydlsun
This incredible Hobi piece by @theo-lss
This Jimin art piece that was so well done I mayyyy have stared at it for far too long oops! By @avizou
This BTS Art that just made me so happy because WE ARE INTHE YEAR OF BTS BABY!!!! By @jesssart
This adorable and beautiful Namu by @yeoongi
This cute birthday Hobi by @dontworrymochi
Gifs and Gif Sets
This Vmin set because they are cuties and I miss them and their cute friendship by @heybaetae
This Taehyung set because god he is so handsome it drives me insane by @jkvjimin
This Yoongi set because not only is the set beautiful the man is also beautiful (and I miss him) by @hyyhhope
This BTS set because it's just incredible and deserves all the love by @thatiwouldbe
This Yoongi set because I miss our honey boy real bad by @jkvjimin
This Namjoon set because....I mean...just look at it. Need I say more? by @cosmicdreamgrl
This Hoshi set because @hoshingi always has the cleanest and crispest gifs and they deserve so much more love
This Woozi set because its INSANELY COOL AND INSANELY PRETTY by @96z
This Seventeen set by @jeonsupershy because it got me in my FEELS real bad and I love them all so much
Fics (Please mind the tags before you read!)
This Namjoon fic because it was adorable and sweet but also so steamy that I- oof. I loved it! by @mortallydeepestobservation
This Jungkook/Jimin fic that um..wow. Just wow in the best possible way. It was smutty and perfect and Dom reader is so hawt to me. by @shadowkoo
This Taehyung fic that was just so Taehyung. His characterization was perfect and the smut was perfect! by @pars-ley
This birthday Hobi fic because 🥵🥵🥵🥵 by @borathae
This Namjoon fic written by me because I love it and am proud of it LOL
#em recaps#bts#bangtan#namjoon#seokjin#yoongi#hoseok#jimin#taehyung#jungkook#svt#seventeen#february recap
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asshole - atsumu x reader
tagged: american uni au, atsumu is a bad guy (or is he), fwb, suggestive but nothing explicit, reader is clearly smitten and hates themself for it, toxic and sexy
10pm, still heavy august heat. driving 20 over on the 405. californication on atsumu's cheapo sedan stereo. he'd called the red hot chili peppers "retro" once, much to your chagrin and subsequent mocking.
"what," he'd complained as you laughed at him. you'd felt like being a little mean. "they're fucking old."
"the beach boys are retro. madonna, even. 1999 wasn't so long ago. you just think all of time revolves around you."
"well, yeah. everything revolves around me." he took it in stride, because he always did.
"sure seems like it sometimes, i guess." (and you couldn't help but let him.)
anthony kiedis trailed off on the last "dream of californication" as atsumu took the exit towards your school, not slowing down until traffic forced him to. too many fast food joints, convenience stores, wayward teens with slushies and blue razz vapes.
"god, i could go for a cherry icee right now," atsumu said, one handing the wheel. he glanced over at you, tossing you an ironic grin. it pissed you off how handsome he was, and how little he deserved to be so handsome, and—this, more than anything, enraged you to your very core—how keenly aware of his own handsomeness he was.
"and i could go for a weekend in laguna," you said, trying to avoid looking at him. "isn't life cruel?"
atsumu laughed and reached over to squeeze your thigh too high up to be platonic and too hard to be affectionate. you bit your lip to keep from squeaking.
you'd been a wayward teen once, but now most of your fun was technically legal. atsumu had his party drugs that you partook in from time to time. you had your drinks, your cigs, and... him. (everyone had their vices.)
you kicked your feet up on the dash as he looked for illegal parking on campus. sex on fire came on and you idly hummed along, watching atsumu bring the car behind a senior dorm, pulling into a reserved space. he had an old handicap placard he used sometimes, stolen through the crack in the car window of some poor grandad parked at a citibank. it was totally ethically repulsive. you still found him embarrassingly sexy.
soft lips are open, them knuckles are pale.
"i love this song," atsumu said, tossing the car into park but leaving the radio on. he leaned back in his seat.
"yeah, i know," you said, fanning yourself. even your tube top over daisy dukes felt too clothed for this weather. "we hooked up to it once."
"it's cute how you still feel like you have to say hooked up," he said. "like i'm polite company or something."
but it's not forever. but it's just tonight.
"you made me finish to this song," you self-corrected, looking him in the eye. his sandy hair and cruel gaze made you shiver. how could such pretty brown eyes like that be cruel? they should've been warm, welcoming. but he was just cold all over. "and then we had sex, and it was rough, and you made me say some insane shit so you could get off. and then we took some of my edibles and passed out."
"sounds like every time we've ever hooked up," atsumu said with a shrug. he didn't remember. you smiled to yourself. were you sad? maybe, but that was just the way it was with him.
"now who's being polite?"
"yeah, yeah," he said. he turned off the car and climbed out, and you followed suit. "let's get to suna's. everyone else is probably already stupid drunk, and i'm gonna feel left out."
"i'm drunk on life," you said facetiously. "you should try it sometime."
atsumu gave a little snort laugh. somehow, it was charming. "if that works for you. i prefer grey goose."
you watched him walk on towards the apartment complex. he was always doing that, leaving you behind and assuming you'd catch up. he was always assuming you'd do anything to be near him. probably because you often did.
"come on." you were jolted out of what had quickly become a deeply engrossing train of thought. atsumu had stopped, had turned around. waiting for you. "you're so slow."
"i—oh," you said, stammering a little as you walked to him and he grabbed your hand. the gesture was a little sarcastic, but you also noticed he also didn't let go.
"i'm so ending the night with drunk fucking someone's girlfriend," he said, cool and conversational. back to normal. "or, be on your best behavior and it could be you."
"if i should be so unlucky," you said with an obligatory eye roll. (hands still interlaced.)
up above, the relentless west coast smog made for a starless night. down here, though, with your hand in atsumu's, climbing the fire escape to suna's place, where you could already hear obnoxious techno, slurred yelling, and too-loud laughter—you felt the stars in your eyes shine a little fuckin' brighter.
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Hopping right on because that result is insane! Not a fan!!
- Jester Lavorre (Her story is very much a coming of age, but I love that she never loses her warmth and creativity as a sign that she's "matured." She's a goddamn ray of sunshine! She loved an arch fey so much that her belief turned him into a god! She loved a lonely antagonist into being one of their biggest allies! She draws dicks on everything! She gave a hag a CUPCAKE. Insane. I love her)
- Max (Everything about her arc in season four drives me INSANE. The grief! The learning how to be open with her friends again! Her friendship with El! I love that their bond is a source of strength between them, I can't wait to see more of it in season five. )
- Alisaie Leveilleur (She is a badass. She's bad at art. She's always bickering with her brother. She saved his life after his stupid plan blew up in his face. She misses her grandfather that saved the world. She (nearly) smacks another character for suggesting a sacrifice play. She's constantly seeking out new ways to commit violence with magic. She has a sword. She's my character's little sister. She's even gay. Teenager of all time)
And then, for characters who use they/them pronouns!
- Delloso de la Rue (They're the event coordinator for the biggest party in the Feywild to exist. They are beautiful. They are insecure about their body. They fall in love with a mud-covered hobgoblin. They are oblivious to the pining of their lifelong friend, who sacrificed everything to be at their side. They can't communicate with either person for the life of them. They're an owlbear. They love peonies.)
- Chaos (The origin of everything. An eldritch being in a game about gods. They learn how to reconnect to their daughter in the first game, then unknowingly put her in immense danger in the second. They were a distant observer in the first, amused by the protagonist's roguelike shenanigans. By the second game, it's personal. They approach everything through the desire to experiment with fate and its outcomes. They have a bajillion faces. They hate small talk.)
Every poll on this blog is about fictional characters only. This request was sent to us and we made a poll in response to it. Send any Blorbo-related question you want to our inbox and we’ll make a poll on which people can vote with their own Blorbos in minds
#polls#that result took my breath away#i HAD to jump on.#Critical Role#Stranger Things#ffxiv#a court of fey and flowers#Hades#shoutout to all the Critical Roll women tbh#it was hard settling on just one... even if Jester's my actual blorbo lmao
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#jayvik#jayvik fanart#arcane fanart#arcane#arcane jayce#arcane jayvik#jayce x viktor#jayce talis#viktor arcane#viktor lol#idkkkkk how to tag this it’s just destined yaoi in every possible timeline#I love them so much they are driving me insane#ohhhhh my god
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"human hands and arms and hearts are made for carrying."
#jelly tarts#tdp spoilers#the dragon prince#tdp s7 spoilers#tdp amaya#tdp janai#janaya#tdp soren#tdp corvus#sorvus#tdp callum#tdp rayla#rayllum#i love them all so much it drives me insane actually#tdp leola
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Oh, Lala...
#atla#avatar the last airbender#atla fanart#atla art#atla azula#princess azula#atla ursa#suki#atla suki#kyoshi warriors au#kyoshi warriors#Kyoshi Warrior Ursa AU#wip#I felt like sharing a little snippet of a two-page comic I've been working on for AGES#Literally you have no idea for how long this has been sitting on my drafts#Mainly because I keep getting sidetracked by new AUs and sketches and projects. But that's nothing new so#This one is a deep-ish dive into the basic character dynamics between the Fire Siblings as well as Ursa and Suki#Or should I say#Between the siblings Ruolan and Jian Li regarding their mother Noriko and each other.#I know the names can get rather confusing. I'd love to explain the reasoning behind them if anyone would like to know tho#Moving on#There's a lot to unpack in that scene#The characters are different from how we know them due to their circumstances in this AU. But they have things in common with the og series#Of course that remains for you to see#I'm so excited to finish this and share it with you guys!#Some of you have been asking about Azula/Ruolan and Ursa/Noriko in this AU and I am here to deliver#I love the dynamic between this little family SO much it's driving me insane#That being said#What do you get from this panel alone? What do you think it's happening?#I'd love to hear your thoughts on this
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i'm gonna do this for multiple stories. haven't even introduced them on feed yet.
morena ryder? a goth cowgirl. she would beat the crap out of me and i wouldn't even be mad about it.
wrathejinx aka brody rivera? an alien posing as a florida man pothead. i like to think i would win this one but he's probably got some kind of venom spray spit he'd use and then skitter away like a freak.
claude guilles? he would never start a fight (with a lady unless she said some shit about his wife) and i would never want to fight him because he is my most beloved i love him sososososososoooo much xoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxo. that being said, i'm incredibly weak and he could probably take me out with a good swing.
norma. basically a young girl version of frankenstien and also has a lot of vertigo and trauma. i would never fight her but if i did, i would definitely win.
archie dochmandi. not a main character but i hate him and he's my pathetic punching bag that i'm purpousely driving to the brink of insanity because i hate him so much. he would very definitely beat me in a fist fight (it's his specialty. that and swords) but i'm giving myself god mode for this one and saying that i have the ability to pick him up by the scruff of his neck and flick him into the sun.
If you got into a fist fight with your main character... would you win?
#writing#writingprompt#writing prompt#writingquestion#writer#ocs#my ocs#oc stuff#original character#writers on tumblr#prompt#REVEAL TIME!!!!#blorbos
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Sasuke thinks about that kiss every fucking day I just know it.
#Got him touching his lips softly while saying “Naruto” in that gay ass tone he always does#I love them so much it's driving me insane#narusasu#naruto#uchiha sasuke#sasuke uchiha#sasunaru
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I came here to say, if you are there, maybe you can talk to my friend Orym and try to say that we're okay and we're alive and hopefully we'll see you soon.
A Prayer Answered
#critical role#bells hells#fearne calloway#orym#orym of the air ashari#fey blossoms#i miSS THEM IS DRIVING ME INSANE#the fact that these two events line up makes me so ....cries#i cannot wait to see their reunion specifically#fearne is gonna cry and i won't be able to handle it#she loves him so much and orym is so comforted by her nonchalant and silly presence... :((#i hope whenever they get new outfits orym still matches fearne
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Blizzard can't just say Lifeweaver used to watch Symmetra practice dancing for hours on end without giving them matching skins and synced emotes
Do you think she's taught him the steps to several duets that he'd do on his own anytime he missed her more than anything over the years because it felt like she was still with him
#symweaver#symmetra#lifeweaver#overwatch#overwatch 2#niran pruksamanee#satya vaswani#starlight dancing#I need them to have several matching skins for every occasion but esp different styles of dance#like imagine they dance again together now that they can see each other again and she's surprised he still remembers all the steps#and it's because he's never stopped all those years from missing her so much and now he gets to be with her again so it makes him emotional#theyre driving me insane i love their love#I also just really wanted an excuse to give Satya one wing for thematic reasonings#and how her feathers are actually too small for it to be a proper wing because they've been clipped#i think feathers replacing her headset would also be super cute
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How beautiful she looked in the moonlight!
#Sobbing into the dirt. I love them so baddddddd#eli’s art#Carmilla#carmilla 1872#laura sheridan#carmilla karnstein#carlau#sheridan le fanu#had to make a bookmark for my one English class bc my teacher is a fun old lady who likes crafts.i instantly made it abt my meow meow#U guys have no idea how much this specific scene drives me insane#GHRGRHR!!!!!!!!! THEY ARE IN LOVEEEE#lesbian#wlw#vampire
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[ The Kiss ]
#ffxiv#y'shtola x wol#wolshtola#y'shtola rhul#ffxiv WOL#Arsay Nun#miqo'te#ffxiv gpose#wolship#arshtola#I love them so much and have been wanting to do a tender 'arsay kissing shtola on the cheek' gpose all week#and then the painting showed up on my dash and i knew i had to make a pose based off it#arsay with her big ass claws touching shtolas face so gently... it drives me insane
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sam is like his father. was innocent to the reality of what was going on until something bad happened and he was forced to become a monster he shouldn’t have been, all for the greater good.
dean is like his mother. cursed with the knowledge of their reality, forced to grow up in it and ready to do anything to save their counterpart from anything that tries to kill them, even at the expense of the greater good.
#season 4 episode 3 i am going insane#she struck the deal for john??? are you serious???#whats the literary word for this. opposite of foils#a mirror#i love analysing everything i watch like the english lit freak i shouldve been#this show is driving me crazy. i’m gonna go nuts. SO MUCH DRAMATIC IRONY IN THIS DAMN EPISODE#tragic that mary never wanted them to grow up the way she did and yet they had to.#supernatural#spn#spn season 4#sam winchester#dean winchester#mary winchester#john winchester#i should make a tag for how much i talk about spn. because its a lot#sam yaps about spn
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