#I love that both of them are so wild but in such different ways
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And then i go and spoil it all by saying something stupid like i love you.Â
Part 8 of 12
Synopsis: the immediate aftermath of the kiss, late night shenanigans, and new alliances
Pairing: unrequited JJ x Reader, Eventual Rafe x Reader
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The street light cast a warm, soft glow around them, flickering ever so slightly in the cool night air. Y/N and Rafe stood there, suspended in time, the quiet stretch of seconds between them heavier than anything theyâd shared before. The world seemed muted, as if the night was holding its breath, waiting for either of them to speak.
Y/N could feel her heart still racing, the lingering sensation of Rafeâs lips on hers making her skin hum. She wanted to say something, anything, to fill the space between them, but her throat felt dry, her words caught somewhere in the back of her mind. The moment was so raw, so new, and she didnât know how to process it. She took a small step back, not because she wanted to distance herself, but because she was trying to figure out how to exist in this newfound space between them.
Her hands fidgeted with the sleeve of her jacket, and she found herself looking down, avoiding his gaze, feeling the warmth of her cheeks spreading, though she couldnât tell if it was the night air or the kiss that made her blush.
âThat... that happened,â Y/N finally said, the words coming out more softly than she intended, like she was still trying to convince herself that the kiss hadnât been some wild figment of her imagination.
Rafeâs chuckle broke the quiet, but it was lightâgenuine. His lips quirked into a small, almost bashful smile. âYeah, it did.â His voice was still a little deeper than usual, with the weight of the moment hanging between them.
For a second, neither of them spoke, the only sound was the soft rustle of the wind through the trees. Rafe shifted slightly, his hands stuffed deep in the pockets of his jacket, his gaze still locked on her. His eyes were different now, softer. There was something almost vulnerable in them, like he was unsure of what to do next, but couldnât look away.
Y/N bit her lip, glancing at him and then quickly looking away again. The stillness between them felt both comforting and unsettling. She wasnât sure what was happeningâthis wasnât just a kiss. It felt like a step forward, but a step into something unknown, something she wasnât sure she was ready for.
But there was something about the way Rafe was looking at her. Something about the way his chest was rising and falling, his expression a mix of bashfulness and awe, as if he didnât know what to do with all of this either. His usual confident swagger was gone, replaced by a quiet uncertainty that made him seem... different. Real.
âDo you want to forget about all this for a while?â Rafe asked, his voice hesitant but sincere, as though he was testing the waters. His gaze softened, and a mischievous grin tugged at the corners of his lips.
Y/Nâs heart skipped a beat, her breath catching slightly. The weight of the situationâthe kiss, the emotionsâfelt so heavy, and she realized she didnât want to deal with it just yet. She didnât want to overthink it. She didnât want the pressure of figuring out what it all meant. All she wanted was to be with him at this moment, free of expectations.
She nodded quickly, a smile tugging at the corner of her mouth. âYes. God, yes.â The words felt like a release, a relief. The tension in her shoulders melted, the anxiety from moments ago slipping away.
Rafeâs grin widened, that familiar spark of spontaneity lighting up his eyes again. She could see itâthis shift in him, from the uncertainty of the kiss to this playful energy, the one that made him seem like he was always looking for the next adventure. It was a side of him she hadnât seen in a while, not with her. She felt a little lighter already, and the heaviness in her chestâcaused by the kiss, by the new feelings she didnât quite understandâstarted to fade.
âGood,â he said, his voice warmer now, like he was pleased sheâd agreed. âLetâs forget about it all for a bit.â He looked around the country club parking lot, and then, with a sudden burst of energy, he stepped off, walking toward his car. âYouâre coming with me, right?â
Y/N hesitated for a moment. Her heart still fluttered from the kiss, but she didnât need to think twice. She needed thisâto forget, to just enjoy the night and not think about the complexity of it all. She followed him, feeling that familiar sense of adventure in her chest, and smiled to herself as she caught up with him.
âOf course,â she said, her voice steady. She had no idea where they were going, but she didnât care. They were together. That was enough for now.
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The engine of Rafeâs car hummed as it rolled down the quiet streets, the late-night air rushing through the open windows. The moon cast a soft glow on the road ahead, and the distant sounds of waves crashing along the shore mingled with the thrum of the music blasting from the speakers. Inside the car, the weight of the nightâof everything that had happened between themâstill lingered, but it wasnât as heavy anymore.
Y/N leaned back in the passenger seat, her eyes flicking from the road ahead to Rafe. She hadnât expected this. She hadnât expected him to be so... carefree, so willing to throw everything aside and just be in the moment with her. He wasnât the same Rafe sheâd known beforeâthe one who was always wrapped up in his familyâs expectations and his own dark world. There was something different about him tonight.
Rafe glanced over at her, his eyes catching hers for a brief moment, and then his lips curled into a playful grin. âYou know,â he said, his voice louder to be heard over the music, âthis is exactly what we need. No expectations. No plans. Just... fun. What do you say?â
Y/N raised an eyebrow, the corners of her mouth curving upward. She was still processing everything, but the thought of simply enjoying the night, of not overthinking things, felt like a relief. It felt like a chance to breathe.
âYeah, Iâm in,â she replied, her voice lighter than it had been earlier. âLetâs just do something crazy.â
Rafeâs eyes lit up with mischief. âThatâs the spirit,â he said, turning his attention back to the road. âOkay, letâs see how much trouble we can get into tonight.â
She had been so caught up in everything that she hadnât even thought about how cold it had gotten. The night air was crisp, and she shivered slightly in her bikini from the events earlier in the night. As they drove, she noticed Rafeâs hoodie hanging on the back of the passenger seat, and without a word, she grabbed it and slipped it on over her shoulders. It was a little too big, and the sleeves hung down past her hands, but it felt warm and comforting against her skin.
As they drove through the streets, Rafe began to do what he did best: mess around. He started pulling faces in the rearview mirror, his eyes wide and exaggerated, his tongue sticking out, making ridiculous noises to make Y/N laugh. She couldnât help it; her laugh bubbled up, loud and unrestrained, filling the car as they sped down the road. The sound felt freeingâher usual self-consciousness fading in the face of Rafeâs antics.
He glanced over at her with a grin that could rival the moon itself. âYou laugh too easily,â he teased. âIâll have you know, Iâm a professional.â
Y/N rolled her eyes, but there was no denying the warmth spreading in her chest. It was like being swept up in the sheer spontaneity of it all. The world was quiet, and the only thing that mattered in that moment was the laughter and the joy they shared. It was a side of Rafe she hadnât seen much of before, and it was making her heart flutter in ways she couldnât quite explain.
âYouâre ridiculous,â she said, wiping a tear from her eye, still laughing.
âRidiculously fun, you mean,â Rafe shot back with a wink, then reached to turn the music up louder. The bass reverberated through the car, and for the next few minutes, they sang along to whatever song came on, their voices a perfect mess of harmony and laughter.
It didnât matter that the night was creeping on or that the world outside was still buzzing with life. It felt like they had created their own little bubbleâa space where nothing else could touch them. It was just her and Rafe. And it was enough.
After a while, they reached the outskirts of town. The lights dimmed, and the streets grew emptier, the night air cooler as they drove further. Rafeâs grin never wavered as he pulled into the parking lot of a small, roadside diner that was half-lit by the neon signs hanging outside. The âOpenâ sign buzzed with a faint flicker, but it still looked inviting in its own way.
âYou hungry?â he asked, raising an eyebrow as he pulled to a stop.
Y/N stretched, her arms reaching above her head as she let out a small groan. âYeah, definitely. I could use something greasy right about now.â
Rafeâs grin grew. âGood. Because I know just the place.â
They both climbed out of the car, and Y/N couldnât help but laugh as she looked up at the slightly rundown diner. It was nothing fancy, but the warmth that radiated from it felt like a small piece of comfort in the middle of the night. It was the perfect place for a spontaneous adventure.
Rafe opened the door for her with a mock bow. âAfter you, mâlady.â
Y/N smirked, shaking her head as she stepped inside. âYouâre such a dork.â
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The small bell above the door jingled as they entered, the faint hum of the dinerâs jukebox mixing with the sounds of quiet conversation from a few patrons scattered around. The waitress behind the counter gave them a quick once-over, her eyes lingering on Rafe for a split second before she gave them a nod of acknowledgement.
âTable for two?â she asked with a warm but no-nonsense smile.
âYep,â Rafe replied, gesturing toward a booth in the corner. âThis oneâs perfect.â
They slid into the booth, the seats worn but comfortable, and Y/N immediately kicked her legs out, the worn vinyl creaking under her as she stretched. There was something about the simplicity of the diner that made everything feel easy, like the world outside could wait.
Rafe picked up the laminated menu and flicked through it with a practiced hand. âAlright, so what are you in the mood for? Fries? Milkshake? The works?â
Y/N raised an eyebrow, eyeing the menu with mock seriousness. âIf Iâm going for it, I might as well go all in. Fries and a milkshake sound perfect.â
Rafe smiled at her choice, a little amused. âClassic. Iâll take the same, but with a burger. You know, for the ultimate greasy experience.â
âGod, youâre such a guy,â Y/N laughed, nudging him with her shoulder. âFine, Iâll get a burger too. But youâre paying for it.â
Rafeâs eyes widened dramatically. âIâm paying for the fries and milkshake too, right?â
Y/N shot him a playful look. âYou bet.â
As the waitress came back to take their orders, Rafe leaned back in the booth, crossing his arms over his chest. âSo,â he began, voice light but full of curiosity, âyou ever come to places like this when you were younger?â
Y/N paused, thinking for a moment. âI mean, yeah, we had a couple of dives like this back home. Not exactly my âfamily night outâ spot, but a place to grab something cheap and quick. My mom used to take us to places like this when I was little, before everything got... complicated.â
Rafe nodded, picking up on the subtle shift in her tone. He didnât press, but there was a soft understanding in his expression as he stared at his menu. âI get that,â he said quietly. âMy mom used to bring Sarah and me here all the time before she died. It was one of those thingsâsome nights, this place was the only thing that felt like home, you know?â
Y/Nâs eyes softened as she looked at him, the words he spoke giving her a glimpse into a side of Rafe that was rarely shown. âI didnât know that,â she admitted.
âYeah.â Rafe shifted in his seat, not quite meeting her gaze. âItâs not much, but itâs something I hold on to.â
Before the silence could grow too heavy, the waitress arrived with their food. The scent of greasy fries and fresh burgers filled the air, and the two of them dug in without another word, the moment passing easily.
âSo,â Y/N said after taking a bite of her fries, âdo you always get so deep on people in the middle of a diner?â
Rafe smirked, his usual teasing tone back in full force. âYouâre the one who asked,â he retorted, grabbing a fry off her plate with a wink.
Y/N mock-glared at him, though it was clear she was enjoying the back-and-forth. âThatâs it. No more sharing your fries.â
âOh no, you didnât just threaten my fries,â Rafe shot back, grabbing a handful of fries and holding them away from her reach. âThese are mine. Deal with it.â
She rolled her eyes, but couldnât help laughing. âYouâre such a child.â
Rafe grinned, leaning back with his burger. âAnd you love it,â he said, his voice carrying a note of affection that was hard to ignore.
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Upon return to the car, Rafeâs eyes sparkled with excitement as he turned to Y/N.
With a grin, Rafe pulled the car into a narrow alleyway and parked in front of an old, forgotten building. The walls were cracked and faded, and the windows were boarded up. It looked like the kind of place that had been left behind by timeâlike a forgotten corner of the world.
Y/N took a deep breath, glancing over at Rafe with a hesitant but intrigued look. âYou wanna climb up there?â She nodded toward the fire escape ladder that led up to the roof, her heart racing with the thought of doing something reckless and a little dangerous.
Rafeâs grin widened. âYou got a problem with that?â
Y/N hesitated only for a moment before shrugging, her lips curving into a playful smile. âNot at all. But, Iâve got a better idea.â
Rafe raised an eyebrow, intrigued. âOh?â
Without another word, Y/N led him down the alley, her steps confident as she moved toward another, lesser-known building in the area. It wasnât as decayed as the other one, but it had its own charm. It was a rooftop Y/N had discovered when she and the Pogues used to sneak around townâa secret spot where they could look over the city without anyone bothering them.
She glanced at Rafe, her expression turning a little softer, a sense of pride in her eyes. âThis is my spot. Iâve come here a few times when I needed to think. It's not as obvious as the other place, but thatâs the point. I figured itâs time to share it with you.â
Rafe blinked in surprise. âI didnât know you had a secret place.â
Y/N grinned. âIâm full of surprises, remember?â
With a nod of appreciation, Rafe followed her up the stairs leading to the roof. The night was clear, and the cool breeze brushed through their hair as they reached the top. Y/N threw a glance over her shoulder and smiled at Rafe, who had climbed up with ease, his usual confident demeanor unchanged.
âSo, this is where you get away from it all?â Rafe asked, looking around at the rooftop, which offered a perfect view of the town below. The lights of the city twinkled in the distance, casting a soft glow in the dark.
âYeah,â Y/N said, her tone quieter now. âItâs always been my place to just breathe, you know? Get away from everyone and everything. And now... itâs our spot, I guess.â
Rafe nodded slowly, taking in the scene. The rooftop had an old charm to it, like it was untouched by time. There was a worn couch pushed against one of the walls, some string lights hanging loosely from the rafters, and old crates stacked in a haphazard manner. It wasnât perfect, but there was something peaceful about it.
âYou really have found the best spots,â Rafe remarked, a little in awe. He moved to sit on the edge of the roof, gazing out at the cityscape below. âI can see why you like it up here.â
Y/N followed his gaze, taking in the same view. âItâs quieter up here. You can just think without everyone looking over your shoulder.â
They settled back against the edge, the view of the quiet town spread out below. Rafeâs playful smirk had faded, his eyes serious as he looked at her.
âSoâŚâ he began, a bit uncertain. âWhat about JJ? I mean, if you⌠if you think about him at all anymore.â
Y/N let out a sigh, folding her arms as she thought. âI donât know. For so long, I thought maybe he was just⌠it for me, you know?â She laughed, though it sounded a little bitter even to her own ears. âBut he ignored me when I needed him. And that pity kissâlike he thought thatâs what I wanted. Like heâd just throw me a bone and Iâd come running.â She shook her head, pushing down the sting that still lingered. âSo maybe weâre just not meant to be.â
Rafeâs gaze softened, and he shifted closer. âSounds like heâs an idiot, if he doesnât see what he has right in front of him.â
She looked up at him, her chest tightening. âAnd you? Was the kiss⌠real?â
Rafe didnât answer right away, but he reached over and gently touched her hand. âY/N, that kiss wasnât some act. Trust me. Iââ He paused, his voice softer. âI wouldnât have done it if I didnât really mean it.â
Y/N felt a warmth spread through her at his words, remembering how sincere heâd been, even down to that careful way heâd brushed his lips over her bruise. She looked away, half-smiling to herself. âI believe you,â she whispered.
The air lightened a bit, and Rafe let out a low chuckle. âYou know, I never expected to like you like this. But I think I kind of did from the start.â
âOh, really?â she said, her tone brightening. âSo when was that?â
Rafe grinned, rubbing the back of his neck. âProbably that first time you called me out for being an ass on the boat. Thought it was hilarious. No one ever does that to me.â
Y/N laughed, nudging him lightly. âGuess Iâve always been good at keeping you in check.â
âYeah,â Rafe replied, his voice warm. âAnd Iâm kind of glad you do.â
They shared a look, the humor and lightness of the moment lingering between them. The rooftop suddenly felt even cozier, like it was just their world up there.
âYou know,â Y/N said after a moment, her voice a little quieter, âI think the first time I met you... was when I spilled that drink on you. You remember that?â She looked over at Rafe, her lips curving into a small smile.
Rafeâs eyes widened slightly, and he let out a surprised chuckle. âOh god. How could I forget? I thought you were gonna get fired that night.â
Y/N laughed, the memory flooding back. âI was so nervous. It was only my second shift ever. You were sitting there with your family, and I totally ruined your suit. I thought I was gonna die.â
Rafe smirked, his eyes softening. âYou spilled the drink, sure. But you didnât make it worse. You just... apologized and kept your head down. Unlike Rose, who wanted to chew you out right there.â He shook his head with a little grin. âI think I mightâve made that worse than it needed to be.â
She chuckled, remembering how he had been so calm, even though Rose had been ready to rip her apart. âYeah, I thought you were gonna jump in and make it worse, but you didnât. You were just kind of... kind. Even if you didnât show it, you were. And honestly, I didnât expect that from you.â
Rafe shrugged, a little sheepish. âGuess I wasnât as big of a jerk back then as I acted.â
âYou definitely werenât,â Y/N agreed, the corner of her mouth curving into a soft smile. âAnd look where we are now.â
Rafe grinned, nudging her lightly. âYeah. Look at us.â
There was a moment of comfortable silence, the night air cool around them. They stayed there, gazing out over the town, a shared understanding between them that didnât need to be said aloud. They had come a long way from the awkward moments of the past, and maybe, just maybe, they were on the right path now.
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The night was still young when Y/N and Rafe decided to head back to Tannyhill. The adrenaline from their rooftop race and the fun theyâd had together hung in the air, but as they got back into the car, a quieter mood settled over them. The drive was peaceful, the streets empty as they cruised along the winding roads.
Rafe kept his hand on the wheel, but his eyes occasionally flicked toward Y/N, his expression soft, contemplative. Y/N, for her part, stared out the window, her thoughts a little more scattered now. The night had been perfect, but something about being with Rafe felt differentâmore real, more grounded. âWe have the house to ourselves tonightâ he said, breaking the stillness. âWheezieâs visiting some friends, and my dad and Rose are on a business trip in Charleston.â His voice was casual, but there was something else beneath itâan unspoken relief. âSarahâs been doing her own thing for a bit.â
Rafe pulled the car into the long driveway, the gravel crunching under the tires as he stopped just in front of the large front steps. He turned the engine off, his gaze lingering on the house. âThis place is... I dunno, kinda creepy when itâs just me here,â he said, half to himself, half to Y/N.
Y/N raised an eyebrow as she leaned back in her seat, looking up at the darkened windows. âItâs huge. Feels like it could be a haunted mansion or something.â
Rafe chuckled, his expression softening a little as he glanced over at her. âYeah, sometimes it feels like itâs too much space for one person. Especially with my parents gone.â
Y/N nodded. She could sense the unspoken relief in his voiceâthe way he appreciated the absence of his family, even if it meant being alone in a house as massive as Tannyhill. There was a kind of freedom in it that she understood.
âSo,â she said, her voice playful but a little teasing, âwhat do we do now? Iâm guessing you didnât bring me here to just stare at the mansion.â
Rafe smirked, unlocking the car doors. âNah. But I did bring you here to... well, maybe get into a little bit of trouble.â
He stepped out of the car first, stretching as the night air wrapped around them. Y/N followed suit, feeling the coolness of the breeze against her damp skin. The walk to the front door was easy, the sound of their footsteps drowned out by the distant chirping of crickets.
As they reached the front steps, Rafe turned and glanced down at her, the expression on his face one of both excitement and mischief. âYou ready to get into trouble?â
Y/N raised an eyebrow, her heart picking up the slightest beat. âDefine trouble.â
âSomething that involves a little chaos. No rules, just... whatever feels right.â
Y/N smiled, her eyes glinting with an energy she hadnât felt in a while. âThat sounds dangerous. But okay. Lead the way.â
Rafeâs grin widened as he pulled open the front door, the old wood creaking slightly. The house smelled faintly of dust and rich leather, the air thick with history. Tannyhill had always felt too grand, too intimidating, but tonight, with the house all to themselves, it felt like the world had shrunk down to just them.
They wandered inside, Rafe casually leading her through the large, open living area. It was grandiose, with high ceilings and dark wood furniture that looked like it had been handed down for generations. The place was beautiful, but it was also stillâno loud conversations from his parents, no footsteps on the stairs. For once, it felt like it could just be a place to breathe.
âYou know,â Y/N began as they walked through the kitchen, glancing over at Rafe, âI never expected to end up here. Itâs so... different from the stuff Iâm used to.â
Rafe shrugged, leaning against the counter casually. âYeah, I get it. Itâs a lot. I mean, I canât exactly blame you. Youâre used to... well, not this. Not the country club life.â
Y/N smiled wryly. âIâm not complaining. Just... never really thought about how different we are. You know?â
Rafeâs eyes softened, and he nodded. âYeah. I guess weâve both got our own worlds. But tonight, we get to make our own, right?â
The house smelled faintly of wood and incense, the warmth of the fireplace in the living room flickering softly. Rafe led her over to a large, plush couch, and they both sat down, not too close but not far apart either. The space between them felt comfortable now, like it had been there all along.
âIâve never really had anyone over here much,â Rafe admitted, breaking the silence again. âItâs... different, I guess. But Iâm glad youâre here.â
Y/N tilted her head slightly, glancing at him. âIâm glad Iâm here too. I think... I think we both needed tonight.â
Rafeâs eyes met hers, and for a second, there was something in his gaze that was almost too intimateâlike he was seeing her in a way he hadnât before. It made her heart beat a little faster, and she shifted slightly on the couch, unsure of how to navigate the sudden shift.
He seemed to catch on to her discomfort, though, and smiled reassuringly. âYou donât have to talk about anything if you donât want to. I justââ He paused for a moment. âI donât know. I feel like I can be myself around you.â
Y/N blinked, surprised by his vulnerability. âI can say the same thing.â
A small, soft chuckle left Rafeâs lips as he leaned back, running a hand through his hair. âI guess Iâm not used to this... Just being around someone who gets it.â
Y/N turned toward him, a little more serious now. âWhat do you mean?â
He took a deep breath, clearly thinking carefully about his words. âLike... Iâm always trying to live up to expectations, you know? My family, my dad, all that. Itâs hard to be around people who want me to be something Iâm not.â He let out a sigh, eyes distant for a moment, as if lost in thought. âBut you... you donât judge. Youâre not trying to get something out of me. I can just... be.â
Y/N didnât respond immediately. She could sense the weight of what he was saying, the struggle to balance the person he was expected to be with the person he truly was. It was something she could relate to in her own way, even if their circumstances were different.
âI get it,â she said quietly, her voice soft but firm. âI know what itâs like to feel like you have to fit a certain mold. Itâs exhausting, isnât it?â
Rafe nodded, his eyes darkening with a quiet intensity. âYeah, it is. And Iâm scared of what happens when I stop trying. When I just let go and let myself... be who I really am. You know?â
Y/N looked down at her hands, thinking about her own fearsâthe pressures to fit in with the Kooks, the constant tension between who she was expected to be and who she really was. But there was something different about being with Rafe. In that moment, she realized that maybe, just maybe, they didnât need to have everything figured out.
âYou donât have to have it all figured out, Rafe,â she said softly, her voice steady. âYou donât have to be perfect. You just have to be you.â
Rafe turned to her, his gaze searching hers, as if looking for some kind of reassurance. And in that moment, she felt a connection between themâone that was real, unspoken, and deeply understood.
He didnât say anything for a long moment, just sat there with her, the weight of their conversation hanging in the air. But there was something comforting in the silence now. They didnât need to rush to fill it. They didnât need to say anything more.
Eventually, Rafe reached out, his hand lightly brushing hers. The touch was subtle, but it felt significant. It was a quiet acknowledgment, an understanding that they were both in thisâwhatever it wasâtogether. Neither of them spoke as they sat side by side, the night stretching on and the world outside Tannyhill feeling a million miles away.
The stillness between them lingered, heavy but comfortable. Rafeâs fingers brushed lightly against Y/Nâs again, a delicate, almost uncertain gesture, but one that carried the weight of something unspoken. It was as if the tension of the nightâthe race, the quiet drive, the conversationâhad all led them to this point. There was an undeniable magnetism, an attraction they both felt but hadn't fully allowed themselves to acknowledge before.
Y/N looked at him, her breath catching as their eyes met. The space between them felt smaller now, their proximity intimate, and the air in the room seemed to thrum with anticipation. Her heart was beating faster than she could control, and though she wasnât quite sure what was happening, she felt an overwhelming urge to close the distance between them.
Rafeâs hand moved slightly, his fingers ghosting over hers, as if testing the waters. It was a simple touch, but the connection between them felt anything but simple. He leaned in, his breath brushing against her cheek, the scent of himâwoodsy, warm, and faintly like the oceanâfilling her senses.
âYou know,â Rafeâs voice was quiet, but the warmth in it was undeniable, âIâve been thinking about this moment... the whole night, actually.â
Y/Nâs breath hitched, her pulse racing as she tilted her head to meet his gaze. âWhat moment?â
âThe one where I finally get to kiss you,â he murmured, his voice low, barely a whisper, but carrying all the weight of his unspoken feelings.
Her heart skipped a beat, and before she could think about it any further, she found herself leaning in, closing the space between them. Rafe didnât hesitate; his lips met hers, tentative at first, as if he were testing the waters, but soon the kiss deepened, the urgency of their feelings taking over.
It wasnât hurried, but there was a sense of exploration, a hunger that had been building between them all night. The kiss was soft, tentative at first, but then it grew, both of them giving into the quiet intensity of the moment. Rafeâs hand moved to cup her face, the warmth of his palm sending a shiver down her spine. Y/N responded in kind, her hands finding his chest, feeling the thrum of his heartbeat beneath her fingertips.
It was electric. It was a release. It was everything they had been holding back, finally spilling over.
But just as things started to feel like they were heading to something deeper, something more, a sudden, loud bang echoed through the house. The sound shattered the moment, pulling them apart with a jolt.
Both of them froze, their breathing heavy as they turned toward the source of the noise. Rafeâs expression shifted from confusion to recognition as he muttered, âWhat the hell was that?â
Y/Nâs heart still raced, her thoughts scattered as she tried to make sense of the interruption. âWas that...â
âYeah,â Rafe said, cutting her off, his voice low and filled with surprise. He quickly stood up from the couch, moving toward the hallway with Y/N following behind him.
Another loud noise followedâthe unmistakable sound of a door creaking open, followed by muffled voices that made Rafeâs eyes narrow in disbelief.
âI thought you said no one was here,â Y/N whispered, still reeling from the sudden interruption, her body tense from the unexpected break in the moment.
âI swear to god, no one was supposed to be here,â Rafe muttered, his tone sharp as he moved stealthily toward the back of the house.
Rafe motioned for Y/N to follow, and the two of them crept down the hallway, careful not to make a sound. The house was still, but there was something in the air nowâsomething off. Y/N could feel it in the pit of her stomach.
They reached the dim light of the hallway and froze. Two figures appeared in the doorway. John B. and Sarah.
Y/N didnât even blinkâher eyes just locked on them, her thoughts grinding to a halt. It took a moment for her to register what she was seeing.
Sarah noticed Rafe at the same time, her face turning pale. She threw her hands up like she was surrendering. âTHIS IS NOT WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE!!!â she blurted, her voice higher than normal, a little shaky.
John B., standing beside her, glanced from Sarah to Rafe, and a smug little smirk crept across his face. âIt kinda is, though.â
Rafe shot forward, staring at Sarah with disbelief. âThis is my sister, dude!â he exclaimed, his voice tight with frustration.
At the same moment, John B. realized there was someone else peeking into the hall. Turning his gaze to Y/N, his eyebrows raised in shock. âWait, hold onâhow do you two know each other? And why the hell are you here, alone, in Rafeâs house at three in the morning?â
Y/N stammered for a second, her brain still scrambling. She opened her mouth and then quickly closed it again. âUh, we... um...â She threw her hands up in defeat. âWe were... um... studying?â
John B. gave her a long, deadpan look. âYou donât even go to the same school. And it's summer. Seriously, try again.â
Y/N shrunk a little, eyes darting from John B. to Sarah to Rafe. âI... we... uh...â She was out of ideas. âI donât know. We were, like, talking. You know?â
Rafe was still staring at John B., arms crossed tightly across his chest. âWhat about you two?â He glanced from John B. to Sarah. âYou guys think you can sneak around the house and pretend this is casual?â
John B. laughed, but there was a hard edge to it. âYouâre really going to call me out? What, you think youâre the only one with secrets?â
Sarah shifted on her feet, arms crossed, glancing between the boys, before speaking up. âLook, we didnât plan for this to happen, okay? But it did. And... yeah, itâs a little weird, but itâs not like weâre doing anything wrong.â
Rafe glared at John B., who was now glaring back, but the tension was clearly rising. Y/N glanced between them, feeling the absurdity of the situation hit her all at once. There was no way they could keep this quiet for much longer.
A long pause hung in the air before Rafe broke the silence. âTwo wrongs donât make a right, I guess.â
John B. let out a sharp exhale, rubbing his face. âYeah, fine. Two wrongs, whatever.â
Y/N raised an eyebrow, her smile sneaking through the confusion. âSo, I guess weâre all in this... secret club now?â
Sarah snorted, glancing at John B. âYeah, the In-Law Gang or something.â
John B. shot her a look. âWhat, you think that sounds cool?â
âBetter than âThe Iâm Dating Someone in This House Club,ââ Sarah quipped.
Y/N couldnât help it. âHonestly, âIn-Laws Anonymousâ has a nice ring to it,â she added, grinning.
Rafe rubbed his face, trying to look annoyed but clearly fighting a smile. âThis is ridiculous. I didnât sign up for this when I agreed to let you all sneak aroundâ
John B. threw his hands up, clearly enjoying the chaos. âItâs official then. Weâre the In-Law Gang. We meet every third Thursday, unless someone gets caught trying to sneak out at 3 AM.â
Y/N let out a laugh, shaking her head. âThis is way too much for me.â
Sarah leaned in, a teasing smile on her face. âDonât worry, youâre stuck with us now.â
Rafe shook his head, an exasperated but amused smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. âThis is the weirdest damn night ever.â
The tension faded, replaced by an awkward silence that, somehow, ended with all four of them laughing, the ridiculousness of it all sinking in.
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So... do we think the in law gang are 4 liferz or is going to blow up in their faces? Drop a comment or send me an ask if youâve got thoughts, questions, or wild predictions. I love hearing all of your thoughts and am curious to know what you think about the chapter!
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Sometimes I think about how much Mettaton (specifically in Undertale) and Spamton are foils to each other and it drives me perhaps a bit insane.
Like... Mettaton had the drive to go see the light of day on the surface, to be with humans and be a savior to monsterkind, and was willing to kill a kid to get there. He wanted to be more than a simple snail farmer and had Alphys there to help him build a new body. He, whether intended or not, abandoned family & friends to live out his dream.
Spamton is also more than willing to kill to get to see the light, he wants to be more than a darkner in a dark world, and abandons his friends to be [big] without them, relying only on the help of some strange benefactor until he also is abandoned.
They both can be self absorbed, their visages plastered around all the stuff they own (or owned). They can be inconsiderate of others. They have dreams of being big stars. There is no subtext with MTT figuring out his identity and his transitioning; its all plain to see. While it's more subtle for Spam, there are themes of self identity with him, too.
I think the biggest difference in their personalities is that Mettaton can be a lot more humble. Despite Burgerpants' treatment and taking Alphys for granted, a lot of the monsters in the MTT hotel do speak fondly of him, especially if he dies and you go back through the hotel afterward. He doesn't resist talking to Napstablook when they call in, even though he probably feels guilty for leaving them behind for whatever reason he did. He clearly still loves his cousin, and does appreciate his friendship with Alphys.
Meanwhile Spamton lies to himself about being better off without the Addisons. Deep down he doesn't mean it, but coming to terms with the reality of his feelings? Naw. He's probably had to use this tough guy persona to shield himself from criticism in his big shot days and now doesn't know how to take the mask off without it hurting. There's a lot of denial in his small body, not helped by the years of scraping by in back alleys after his fall.
Though, if the roles were reversed, would things have played out differently? Mettaton has the benefit of well-meaning people around him and luck. Its through shuffling around the trash zone that he met someone who could make his dream body come true, and who ALSO had ties to the king of the Underground. Spamton has... fairweather friends? We don't know for sure how close he was to the Addisons, or how much he thinks of his relationship with Swatch in his grander days, or how benevolent the person on the phone really was.
Yes, there was desperation to get to the surface for MTT, but he didn't have to deal with the mind-breaking information of how radically different and free the light world is when you live a deterministic existence. He didn't have to deal with seeing a soul as a blinding beacon within a kid's body. I doubt Metta wouldn't be overly obsessed with the light world, nor doubt Spamton wouldn't be content with his place in life, if they swapped shoes.
It's also so WILD that they don't know each other in the DR universe, but Mettaton had a profound impact on Spamton just by making his a little art file. He unknowingly is the one who gives this spam email a glimpse into world above, and possibly a piece of his own hopes and dreams as well. I wonder if later the DR Mettaton, too, will be affected in some way by Spamton.
#yotie yaps#and boy do I freaking yap#this has probably been all said before but I like to make small essays about them#side note I did have an au about UT MTT and Spam swapping roles post game/chapter from the player doiing some fuckshit#and only Kris and Frisk are aware of it and need to get things back to normal. but then I did nothing with it except some silly concepts#bc i had no way to make it make sense. the gap between their universes was too big for me
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@carpediemma made a poll post about which characters would be who in an alice in wonderland au and none of the one's winning are the ones i want so i will now be justifying my thesis
alice - niko. above all else, alice must be curious and kind. she is also afraid, a lot, because she's in a wild new world - very similar of how niko is scared and in a new world (both ghost/supernatural, america, and a world without her father)
white rabbit - edwin. polite yet preoccupied, punctual yet anxious, obsessive yet unpredictable, always dressed smart... the similarities go on. and while i think some of their actions might not align entirely, i think there is a case to be made for edwin shewing someone along, insisting it must be done his own way
mad hatter - charles. playful, defiant to social norms, bit of an eccentric dress style! though charles is a bit less over the top, i feel that in the right environment, he could go totally mad. hatter has a lot of fun but there is this hint of despair to him which to me, entirely emulates charles
the dormouse - jenny. tired, confused, and underpaid, next question
the march hare - maxine. unpredictable, bizarre, reckless, excitable. not a huge character so not too much to go from but i see some loose similarities in the erratic nature - it's not that they're evil, it's that they're so invested in existence that they might stab you
please do not think of the implications of shipping the dormouse and the march hair i will not be held responsible for that
tweedledee and tweedledum - litty and kingham. petty?? childish?? looks similar??? guys come ON there is no more iconic duo in dbda! they're not very kind, they're not anti violence, they love attention- am i talking about the tweedles, or litty and kingham? you literally can't tell.
the caterpillar - tragic mick. appears when alice is uncertain and needs help, prompts her to reflect on her own identity. not particularly nice but is very helpful and kind, in his own way. calm, almost cryptic, slow manner of speech.
cheshire cat - the cat king. im not gonna explain this one
ok guys bare with me for the next two. they're kinda controversial. i could see them flipped and i did flip them many times but this is what i decided on
the duchess - esther. the duchess is abusive to her child (monty), but can be overly affectionate, as well. duchess is hella comedic in a dark way, she's got a fucked up relationship with power (duchess is a slave to the Queen, esther is a slave to the Snake), she's absurdly contradictory (like esther and her contradiction of wronging girls using lilith's gift)
the queen of hearts - the night nurse. the queen cannot see a way of life other than executions. i know she SEEMS hella emotional, but legit, i think it's more this desperate desire for feelings and sensations because she is so stuck in a loop of being listened to. the night nurse is similarly stuck in this loop of bureaucracy. neither are happy and neither have any true meaning to their lives. they both also seem to lack a nuance to empathy (nurse thinking ends justify the means so no need to feel guilty about the means, almost viewing finding the boys as a game in order to feel SOMETHING). neither would not survive a day in therapy
the king of hearts - kashi. foil to the queen of hearts, very minor character. gentle, soft spoken, trying his best, exists more in his own universe than anywhere else. the key difference is if they went to therapy, kashi's therapist would end up getting therapied, and king would just break down sobbing
the knave of hearts - monty. while if esther was the queen, maybe this would be more apt, but this is my analysis so i'll do what i want. the knave is a victim of absurd injustice, is somewhat sympathetic but ultimately a perpetuater of this same system. monty does the same thing with esther & her abuse. he is also young and handsome which, we've all seen joshua colley, i don't need to explain
the talking rose - crystal (with/pre-david.) haughty, mean, cruel, flirtatious. she's not a villain but she's definitely not on your side. she's critical, both of your looks, personality, and general vibe. but she's also just one of the many flowers, kind of how crystal was just one of the rich kids, not really doing all that much
in this version, i'd have when the flower's roots are freed be the same energy as the boy's getting rid of david. moment of self-transformation, free from curse. i will probably make a follow up post on how i'd do the plot, but i wanted to throw that bit on david out there.
#yes i KNOW i combined alice in wonderland & looking glass characters fight me#dead boy detectives#alice in wonderland#edwin payne#charles rowland#crystal palace#niko sasaki#the cat king#jenny the butcher
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Would you consider writing some enemies to lovers with Emmet or Ingo? đĽ˛
YES!! I WOULD LOVE TO.
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Pairings: Emmet x gn!Reader
Warnings: None :)
You and Emmet have known each other since you were both in school - Rival Classmates
While you're both equally intelligent and passionate about battling, you have better social skills then he does. and it pisses him off.
No matter whether he beats you in a battle or not, your classmates still side with you. It isn't fair!
In your mind, this uppety jerk has been far too blunt with you. He's insulted your battle strategies, insisted that bug types (ugh, ew!) are the best, and has generally been a pest demanding battles from you.
Thankfully, once you're old enough, you're able to part ways and go on your separate journeys. You both breathe a sigh of relief at never having to see the other again.
Cut to many years later, you've just started work in Nimbasa, and who do you happen to see on a local billboard - surely it couldn't be that smug bastard and his shithead twin?! No way they're so successful!
Oh you have to beat him in battle.
You pick out the strongest members of your team and start to challenge the double lines.
It's... much harder than you expected. You're not used to double battles, but you're determined to knock that stupid grin off his face.
Emmet, meanwhile, is very satisfied watching his old rival get their team knocked out again and again.
When you finally reach him, he's almost impressed. Almost. But he can't help rubbing it in your face a little.
"I am Emmet. You have spent a long time getting to my car. Do not worry. This will be your final stop."
You're so angry that you let it get to your head, and you lose. Badly. All of your hard work and here you stand, humiliated.
"What a shame. I expected better from you. But you know, in a Double Battle, if you misread one thing, the rest will be totally different. Please win 20 battles in a row, and fight with me again."
You're going to kill him. You're actually going to kill him.
The next time you come through, you have a new strategy. It works well for you. You work through his team methodically - this time you won't let your emotions get the better of you - and you come out victorious.
"Not bad! That was a verrry exciting battle. It was fun! The next time you challenge me, I won't lose."
Your ire has been cooled by your victory. Despite yourself, you find that challenging the subway has been the most fun you and your team have had in a while. So you go again. And again.
Your battles with Emmet are always new and exciting. You try to come up with as many interesting strategies as you can, and you can tell he's doing the same. You challenge each other. It's fun to have someone who can keep up with you.
Emmet has been keeping an eye on you during your battles. There's a lot you can tell about someone from the way they fight with pokemon. You're different then how you used to be - smarter. Nicer too. You treat your team so well, even when you lose you're never upset with them.
Over time, bitter banter makes way for a certain playfulness between you. You've been fighting for so long that most of the bad blood between you has been washed away with the flow of time.
One autumn afternoon, you're buying popcorn for a flick at the local movie theater, and who should happen to saddle up beside you but the subway boss.
"Look what the purrloin dragged out! Didn't realize you ever left the tunnels."
By wild chance, he's here to see the same movie that you are. You sit together because you know each other and it's convenient. Definitely not for any other reason, you tell yourself. Certainly not because you're friends.
When it's over, you still have much of the afternoon left. You could go home, or...
Neither you nor Emmet want to part ways quite yet. What a difference from how you used to be, when you couldn't wait to get away from him. You spend most of the afternoon together, walking through one of the local parks and just talking. It's nice. You have more in common then you thought you would.
Perhaps this could be the beginning of something wonderful.
Thanks for reading đ
Emmet happy that he won and reciting his script vs Reader wanting to gut him
#jackass emmet ilu <3#emmet x reader#pokemon#submas x reader#submas#emmet#emmet submas#submas emmet x reader#pokemon emmet x reader#my writing#mailboxđ#x reader
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Reader is devasted by Willy shaving his beard, and Wily is on a mission to prove his stache is as good as his full beard. I got inspired by this picture of the reader talking dirty to him on the phone before his game https://www.instagram.com/p/C7b6t90I43X/?img_index=2
Oh babe! This is just way too hot đ Iâve got to admit, the moustache is growing on me, but I definitely miss the beard! đ Willy, of course, looks gorgeous no matter what, but just like the reader, I wouldnât be able to resist teasing him either đ¤
Tropes & warnings: Inexperienced!reader x Willy, established relationship, 18+ smut, f masturbating, sex toy (magic wand), thigh riding, oral sex (f recieving)
Word count: 3.5K
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Call me on my cell phone | inexperienced!reader x William Nylander ââ
William Nylander was everything from the absolute best boyfriend you could ever wish for to the worst of the worst. Just as caring, loving, and devoted as he could be, he was equally capable of acting careless and cool. But one thing he never neglected was you. Well, and his styleâhe just always carried an innate confidence about how he looked.
William knew he was good-looking, and it wasnât just because social media constantly reminded him. He had this effortless charm, no matter how he styled himself. Whether it was slicked-back hair that made him look suave and polished, a long, untamed mane that gave him a wild edge, or even when he experimented with cornrows, he pulled off each look with undeniable flair.
His confidence wasnât just about his hair though. It extended to his fashion choices, which were unapologetically him. William didnât just follow trends; he set them. Baggy jeans, oversized t-shirts, caps perched at just the right angle, and a collection of jewellery that ranged from subtle chains to bold statement piecesâhe wore each item like it was tailored just for him. It was this nonchalance about what others thought that made him so captivating. He wore what he wanted, how he wanted, and made it look effortless.
Sometimes, his style choices seemed deliberately contrary to what everyone else around him was wearing. If sleek suits and tailored cuts were the norm, William would turn up in something street-inspired, casual yet impeccably put together. It was as if he thrived on standing out, on being the one everyone couldnât help but notice.
And you absolutely admired this about himâthe way he could walk into a room and own it, no matter what he was wearing. His confidence wasnât boastful; it was just there, an intrinsic part of who he was. It was one of the many things that made him irresistible.
Yet, today was different. Today, he had decided to shave his beard - into a moustache.
Youâd seen the pictures from the morning skate, and your heart sank as you took in the sight of him. While the sharp angles of his jawline remained undeniably attractive, the sleek moustache felt like an entirely new persona. It was bold, it was daring, and it was undeniably William, but it also stirred a mix of emotions within you. The rugged charm that had wrapped around him like a warm hug was replaced by a playful confidence, and though he wore it well, you couldnât shake the feeling of loss for the familiar softness of his beard.
The moustache was sharp and defined, drawing attention to his full, pink lips and the intensity of his gaze. You couldnât deny that he looked goodâhell, he looked fucking hotâbut the change left you feeling a bit disoriented. The warmth and softness of his beard had been replaced with a distinct, clean line of hair that was both intriguing and unsettling. It was as if he had traded in one kind of intimacy for another, and part of you longed for the familiar brush of hair against your cheek when he pulled you close.
You sighed, staring at your phone, fingers hesitating over the keyboard. Did you really want to address this? You knew you could text him, tease him about the new look, but a part of you worried he might take it the wrong way. After all, he seemed to be embracing this bold change, and who were you to rain on his parade? Yet the more you looked at the pictures, the more you felt compelled to share your feelings.
So, reaching for your phone, you decided to send him a quick message.Â
Hey, I know youâre probably getting ready for tonightâs game, but⌠I just canât stop thinking about you. About how Iâm still not over you shaving đ
You knew William was probably resting in his hotel room, or doing some light work out, like he usually did before a game on the road. Still, your boyfriendâand his moustacheâwere very much on your mind.
And to your surprise, William called you within just a few minutes.
âMmm, what do you mean? You donât like it?â
His voice was rich with amusement, a playful lilt that made your heart skip a beat. You could practically see the smirk on his face, his eyes crinkling at the corners the way they always did when he was teasing you.
You chuckled softly, pressing the phone closer to your ear. âI didnât say that,â you replied, your tone equally teasing. âItâs just⌠different. You know how much I loved the beard. Especially between my thighs⌠giving me those sweet burnsâŚâ
William let out a low chuckle. âAh, so thatâs what you miss the most,â he murmured, his voice dropping to a deeper, more seductive tone. âThose sweet burns, hmm? Youâre making it hard to focus on the game tonight.â
You bit your lip, feeling a rush of heat at his words. âOops, I canât help it,â you whispered, the playfulness in your tone laced with desire. âI was just thinking about⌠the way you used to kiss me⌠the roughness of your beard against my skin⌠it drove me wild.â
âFuck, youâre not going to let this go, are you,â he said, his voice husky with longing. âBut I mean⌠I can still give you everything you need, älskling. Just wait until tomorrow night.â
âMmm, tomorrow night, huh?â you murmured, a playful smile curling your lips. âYou think one nightâs going to be enough to convince me?â
âI think one night will be more than enough,â he replied, his confidence dripping through the phone. âBy the time Iâm done with you, youâll be begging me to keep the moustache.â
Your breath hitched at his boldness, your heart racing at the thought of what he had planned. âBig talk, Mr. Nylander.â
âOh, you know I always back it up,â he teased, the smirk evident in his tone. âGet ready, älskling. Tomorrow night, itâs just you, me, and this moustache. Letâs see if youâre still missing the beard after that.â
âHmm, I guess Iâll just have to be patient then,â you said, your voice a little breathless.
âWeâll see if you can do that,â he quipped, a chuckle escaping him. âBut I promise itâll be worth the wait.â
You bit your lip, trying to steady your racing heart. âIâll hold you to that.â
âGood,â he murmured, his tone softening slightly. âMaybe Iâll even show it off to the camera for you during the match. Giving you something to dream about.â
With that, he hung up, leaving you with a mix of excitement and nerves thrumming through your veins. Tomorrow night promised to be unforgettable, and you couldnât wait to see just how persuasive William could be.
For now, though, youâd settle in and watch the game, your thoughts drifting to his words. Every glance he shot toward the camera, every determined look he wore on the ice seemed to feed the spark heâd ignited. But as the game wound down and the team celebrated a big win, the anticipation became almost unbearable. So, you slipped into your bedroom, a little smile on your face, unable to resist indulging in some alone time to tide you over until tomorrow.
Lying back on the bed, you allowed your legs to spread as you pleasured yourself with one of the toys William had bought you. The Magic Wand. You let your mind wander, replaying his voice, his confident promise. You could practically feel his rough stubble ghosting across your skin, his warm breath on your neck, that deep, playful look in his eyes as he teased you. With every memory of his touch, every thought of the way his beard had felt against you, the ache inside you grew. It was as if he were right there, his body pressing down against yours, his hands roaming over your skin.
The vibrations against your clit built up slowly, matching the steady beat of your pulse as you allowed yourself to let go completely. Each shift of your body and each breath drew you closer, and the more you imagined his rough hands on you, the deeper the pleasure became. With every whispered thought, every memory of his laugh and his teasing smirk, you felt yourself teetering on the edge, your breath coming out in broken, desperate sounds.
And the release when it came was overwhelming. Your body arched off the bed, his name spilling from your lips in a gasp as you rode the waves of pleasure, stars bursting behind your closed eyelids. For a moment, all you could feel was bliss, a warmth settling over you, leaving you spent yet entirely content.
As you lay there, catching your breath, a smile tugged at your lips. You couldnât wait for tomorrow night.Â
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William wasnât kidding when he said heâd show you just what he could do with his moustacheâor rather, with his mouth. Though it wasnât the first time he pleasured you orally, and knowing how skilled he was, you could barely keep up with him, caught up in the intensity of his kisses from the moment he stepped through the door.
After heâd greeted the dogs of course, he had only one thing in mind: you, straddling him, before you were his dessert for the evening.Â
The living room TV was on in the background, a show half-forgotten, serving only as the backdrop to the warmth of Williamâs hands on you and the heat of his mouth exploring yours. He kissed you deeply, tasting and teasing with every roll of his tongue. His hands cupped your buttocks, squeezing and guiding you as your bodies moved together on the sofa in a languid rhythm.
Your hands were in his hair moaning into his mouth, lost in the delicious friction as you rolled your hips, your body pressing against his. His lips were hot and insistent, the softness of his moustache brushing against your skin, adding a surprising thrill to each kiss. His hands slipped down to guide you further until you were straddling his right thigh, perched perfectly over the thick muscle, just where he knew you wanted to be.
âCome on, baby,â he murmured, his voice low and teasing as his fingers tightened on your hips. âShow me how much youâve missed me.â
You pressed down, finding a slow, satisfying rhythm as you ground against his thigh, the pressure building with every move. You were clad in nothing but a pair of panties and one of Williamâs t-shirts, leaving very little of a barrier between your sensitive core and his strong muscles. His hands on your hips held you firmly in place, encouraging each roll of your cunt against him. The bare skin of his thigh was already showing a damp spot where you were leaving your mark, and he couldnât help but smirk at how easily he had you unravelling.
You whimpered as he brought his mouth back to yours, letting his lips trail down to your neck, leaving gentle bites and kisses along the way. Each graze of his moustache sent a shiver down your spine, heightening the pleasure as you rode his thigh. The friction, the heat between your bodies, and the delicious drag of your clit against his skin had you practically clinging to him, your nails digging into the skin of his shoulder blades as your breaths came faster.
William pulled back for a moment, his blue eyes dark with desire as he watched you, his smirk growing wider. âGod, youâre soaked, arenât you?â His voice was a mixture of admiration and lust, and you felt yourself blushing under his gaze, even as you continued to grind down against him, desperate for more.
âWillyâŚâ you gasped, your voice breathless and needy.
âMmhm?â He tilted his head, his hands sliding up to cup your face as he kissed you again, deep and possessive. âKeep going, älskling. Donât stop now. I want you to come for me.â
You moaned as his hands returned to your hips, urging you to pick up the pace, your body moving against his thigh with a newfound intensity. Each grind, each press of your body, sent waves of pleasure coursing through you, building toward that perfect edge.
Finally, he shifted just slightly beneath you, his thigh pressing up harder, giving you just the right amount of pressure as you reached that crest. Your body tensed, and with a gasp of his name, you fell over the edge, pleasure crashing over you in shuddering waves as he held you close, his lips pressing against your neck in a trail of tender kisses.
When you finally came down, you buried your face in the crook of his neck, breathless and spent, and he wrapped his arms around you, pulling you even closer.
âFuck baby, youâre so hot,â he whispered, pressing a gentle kiss to your temple. âNow letâs move to the bedroom for your real treat, eh?â
His words were a low murmur in your ear, each one like a spark igniting the warmth still lingering in your body. You barely had a moment to catch your breath before William guided you to your feet, his hand finding yours with a soft squeeze as he led you towards the bedroom. The anticipation grew with each step. You stole a glance up at him, catching the glint in his blue eyes, that smirk still lingering as he took in the sight of you, flushed and slightly unsteady, completely under his spell.
Once inside, William wasted no time. His lips were on yours again, intense and unyielding, drawing every bit of tension from you as his hands explored, caressing your curves, leaving a trail of heat wherever he touched. He gently nudged you back onto the bed, following close behind as you settled against the pillows, his body pressing against yours with a comforting weight.
âYou have no idea how long Iâve been thinking about this,â he almost growled, his breath warm against your skin. His hands found their way to the hem of your shirt, lifting it slowly, his fingers grazing your sides as he peeled it off.
Every touch, every glance, was deliberate, his eyes drinking you in with such intensity that it made your skin tingle. He leaned down, letting his mouth trace a line from your jaw to your collarbone, his moustache grazing your skin. The sensation felt slightly new and electrifying, different from the beard you were used to, and yet it made you crave him even more.
With each kiss, each slow, lingering touch, he built you up again, taking his time as he mapped every inch of your body, his attention to you unwavering. When he finally pulled back just enough to meet your gaze, his eyes were filled with that familiar mix of adoration and heat, a look that always made you feel like you were the only one in the world.
âReady for that treat, baby?â Williamâs voice was a low, gravelly whisper. His eyes glinted with mischief, and that knowing smirk told you exactly how he intended to ruin you tonight.
You nodded, barely able to find your voice, and he wasted no time. With a gentle but determined touch, he peeled away your underwear, his fingers grazing your skin, leaving you shivering under his gaze. He spread your legs, his broad shoulders settling between them as he leaned in, his eyes never leaving yours. The room felt electrifying, making every nerve in your body come alive.
And the moment his mouth connected with your already wet cunt, your head fell back against the pillow, a soft gasp escaping your lips as pleasure bloomed through you. His tongue started slow, deliberate, teasing you with featherlight strokes that had you squirming. The tickle of his moustache added sensation. And he clearly knew the effect it had, the way it made your smile falter into soft, desperate moans as his movements grew more intentional, more intense.
Your hands clutched at the sheets as his mouth fully claimed you, his tongue now moving in long, languid strokes that had your thighs trembling around him. He focused on every inch of your sensitive flesh, lapping up every reaction with relentless dedication. His tongue teased your clit, then your entrance, each flick and suck sending waves of ecstasy coursing through you, while his lips nipped and tugged, alternating between soft and rough, keeping you on the edge with every movement.
It wasnât long before you were utterly lost to him. The intensity was unlike anything heâd done before, a fierce passion that felt like he was on a mission to consume every part of you. And you knew he wasâhe wanted you trembling, wanting you to cry out his name until you could barely breathe. His hands held your hips firmly in place, grounding you, keeping you exactly where he wanted you, no matter how much you squirmed beneath his touch.
The room was filled with your cries, each whimper and gasp growing louder as William pushed you higher, his mouth never relenting. You felt like you were floating, like youâd lost control of your own body as you moved against his talented mouth, licks of his tongue, grazes of his teeth pushing you closer to that breaking point. Your hand occasionally threaded into his hair, tugging as you whimpered, desperate for more, for release.
His grip on your thighs tightened as he felt you writhe beneath him, his mouth never once losing its rhythm as he coaxed more desperate moans from you. The sensation of his moustache rubbing against your sensitive skin added a teasing edge, becoming more and more soaked from your juices. Each time you bucked your hips, trying to catch your breath, he pressed you down firmly, holding you in place with a possessive strength.
Williamâs mouth moved with a calculated, intoxicating precision. His tongue traced along every sensitive spot, his lips closing over your clit to draw out long, agonising waves of pleasure, only to release you at the last second, leaving you panting and eager for more. And he loved itâthe way you came undone for him, the way his name slipped from your lips in breathless cries, filling the room. The smile tugging at his mouth was evident even as he continued, his lips curling against you each time you moaned louder.
âGod, you taste so good,â he murmured, his voice vibrating against you, sending another surge of pleasure through your body. The sheets beneath were soaked, only confirming he was doing everything just right. Then he paused just long enough to look up, his darkened eyes locking onto yours, a glint of mischief shining through. âI want you to let go for me, baby. Donât hold back. Come all over this fucking moustache.â
With that, he plunged back into you, his tongue and lips moving with renewed fervour, taking you even higher, closer to that crest youâd been helplessly teetering on. Your breath hitched, and your hands flew to the pillow behind you, gripping onto it like an anchor as he continued to devour you, his mouth relentless and his touch demanding.
And as his name tumbled from your lips in broken gasps, William intensified his movements, his hands pressing you closer, his mouth drawing out every ounce of pleasure he could. You felt yourself reach that point of no return, a shudder wracking through your body as you were sent spiralling into climax, your cries filling the room as you came undone completely.
But William didnât stop, his mouth working you through every wave of ecstasy, prolonging your release until you were nearly trembling from the overstimulation. Barely able to catch your breath, he slowly pulled back, his lips glistering from your wetness, lingering on your inner thigh with one final, possessive kiss.
He looked up at you, satisfaction gleaming in his eyes, and brushed his thumb over your thigh with a gentle touch. âTold you Iâd make you love the moustache,â he murmured, a proud, warm smile spreading across his face. The smirk that followed had your heart racing all over again, as if he hadnât already left you breathless.
Your smile was slow, still hazy with bliss as you managed to catch your breath. âCanât argue with thatâŚâ you murmured, exhaling deeply, your body still buzzing from the intensity of his touch.
With a low chuckle, he moved up to press a deep, lingering kiss to your lips, letting you taste yourself on his mouth. The kiss was tender but hungry, his hand cupping the back of your neck as he pulled you closer.Â
Yet, just as you began to relax, thinking heâd let you come down from the high, he pulled back slightly, his gaze sparking with that unmistakable mischievous intent. âOh no, älskling, one orgasm isnât enough,â he growled, making your heart race all over again.
And before you could even catch your breath, he was lowering himself between your thighs again, his hands firm as he guided your legs apart, spreading you open under his gaze. The warmth of his breath teased over your skin, heightening the sensitivity still thrumming through you from your last climax. He held your gaze for a moment, his eyes dark with intent, as if promising heâd take you even further this time.
#18+ smut#inexperienced!reader x Willy#wn88 imagine#william nylander fanfiction#william nylander imagine#toronto maple leafs imagine#toronto maple leafs fanfiction#nhl fanfiction#nhl hockey fic
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In the process of speedrunning a new beanfest event (It's bean -hehe get it- very fun, since this is my first event on eng server) I finally groovified my Riddle~~~~~
And now I have him at lvl 40 while everyone else is like... Lvl 20-30 whoops
I think I have a bias
And
I finally got to see this masterpiece of an interaction with my own eyes
They're so fucking funny together I need more of their bickering
#twisted wonderland#riddle rosehearts#floyd leech#He's here too#I love that both of them are so wild but in such different ways#Like... Idk#Floyd is just Floyd he's always an open book to read and his mood swings are leading him to wild situations#And Riddle's inner chaos is so repressed he's like a bottle overflowing with water ready to explore at every moment#Riddle would benefit heavily from loosening up a bit and showing more of his emotions#Then just... A top student and a very dangerous housewarden#Even after ch 1 he's still rigid tho he makes a little bit of progress#I just find Both Floyd and Riddle very facsinating#Floyd's teasing nature and Riddle's explosive temper clash in very fun ways#Did I just turn this into a FloRid rant... Yeah I guess#I just find them entertaining and weirdly compatible what are you gonna do about that
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Hiii everyone, say, how do your Hawkes go go about sharing their estate? If they do it at all? Is everyone free to come and go or are they more private? Or do they only invite their LI to stay? I'm curious!! :)
#lay rambles#my ocs#oc: liam hawke#oc: lilian hawke#both my hawkes are very social w their friends but i love comparing their boundaries around it#theres variation in rules for specific ppl with both of them ofc but theres still general differences#with liam its all very open and everyone can p much come and go whenever#they dont get extra keys (theyll get lost and he doesnt want randos finding them lol) but they know where to find the spare key#and bodhan and sandal and orana know to let them in whenever#hes very lenient in this this regard but he does have rules abt what he does and doesnt want them to do#mostly its about not making too much of a mess lol bc liam prefers to clean himself#(he doesnt trust the crew with his household and also he has particular ways of doing things and Hates when theyre done differently)#so things like keep your dirty garb at the entrance dont cook by yourselves (this was banned after they did it one (1) time lol) etc#also no fucking allowed. do that somewhere else for the love of the maker he does NOT want to walk into that in his own house#(and it also comes back to liam not trusting them with cleaning but also Not wanting to clean that up lol)#also he is not fond of them going into his room uninvited. most of the house is chill but that is *his* space#he accommodates these rules by e.g. having spare slippers and a little washing basin in the entrance hall for dirty shoes/feet#always makes sure to have snacks in stock that he knows they like#food will have notes abt what to leave for leandra/orana/etc but otherwise food is prepared with his friends in mind#and in general he'll make sure to adjust the space/routine in little ways to accommodate them#(air out when fen isnt there cus he doesnt like drafts; keep curtains open cus anders prefers open spaces; etc)#lilian on the other hand doesnt like when her friends come into the estate without a heads up (cept for emergencies)#but once they have her 'ok' its basically mi casa es su casa#dont yknow. overdo it and get too rowdy but otherwise do whatever#however. she also expects everyone to clean up after themselves. she aint here to play maid and youre all adults#also liam has a general 'please try to not be too wild when leandra is here' and lilian doesnt#not cos she doesnt care but cos leandra is bothered by sth she can speak up herself#oh and lilian uses the basement space as temporary refuge for anyone who needs it (mostly escaped mages)#also side note: both offered gamlen to stay but he refused (out of pride/remorse)#...this got long and i ran out of tag space lmfao so this is it for now xD
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since playing twilight princess again i cannot get behind the lu fandom characterization of twilight and wild i'm sorry. like i think twilight would be an overprotective big brother figure towards wild, absolutely. but wild doesn't take that sitting down. he doesn't like being coddled, and it's pretty clear (side note: i do really appreciate the analysis posts about wars and how hard he's been on wild potentially pushing wild closer and closer to a rather big memory. you can sort of see how twilight is not happy with how warriors is acting, but he's not saying anything right now. probably because it's not his place to, and also probably because wild wouldn't want him to right now).
i think that twilight and wild have a very different relationship to what most of the lu fandom thinks. they're close - that much is obvious from how they react when the other is hurt, and how twilight pushed through the rest to get to wild during the memories comic. but i think that a lot of the time, it feels like wild only exists around twilight, or he can't be left without twi otherwise he'll "do something stupid" or whatever. wild doesn't exactly appreciate twi's protectiveness or his advice all of the time, but he still looks up to twilight. despite whatever went down when they first met, wild worked to gain twi's trust in order for them to be so close. they're equals - just like the rest of the chain are equals. and yes, wild does a fair amount of dumb things and he's impulsive about it, but i would like to argue that twilight also does a fair amount of dumb things (in game and in comic)
(i think it also kinda feeds in to how wild is sort of infantilized by the fanbase. he's already not exactly trusted by the rest of the chain (legend especially, for some reason), and i think i'd like to explore that and how his relationship with legend formed. they seem to think he's sort of a loose cannon, especially after the previous arcs. wild hasn't seemed to realize it yet, but i do think something is coming, especially with him and warriors)
#linked universe#negative#its kind of why in my own half baked au i have the equivalents to those two kinda distant from each other#i mean they keep ending up in situations but they're not exactly close#(that and neither of them are super easy or quick to trust and roselia (botw/totk) never knew a wolf link)#i love their lu dynamic but i also think they should stand as their own characters yknow?#like twilight should be able to exist without wild present or being mentioned and vice versa#they both have a LOT of other interesting dynamics. i think twi's are more talked about honestly#they're all pretty close at this point with some exceptions. wild and warriors being one of them#(i also think that wild and time is another - my boy doesn't seem to do so well with authority)#anyways this isn't meant to take a dump on anyone's headcanons. mine just tend to be uh.... pretty different from the rest of you all#i've just been thinking about this and wild gets a LOT of heat from the fanbase for doing 'stupid' things#wild and hyrule i think get the most shit for it#(which i love their relationship too. they're very like-minded and spirited in a way the others don't fully understand)#(which makes sense considering that botw was heavily inspired by zelda 1)#(and early concept work for botw included a loz1 style demo? i think???)#anyways#delete later#<- maybe if this post gets the wrong sort of attention
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so often i see people try to downplay violet and minervas relationship like it wasnt Real enough or was some Inferior Romance that her relationship with clementine could Never compare to, and i find it so annoying and boring
she LOVED minerva!! and its okay that she did!! she was her first love!! childhood best friends turned girlfriends!! seeing her being so heartbroken and miserable about what happened to minnie, how deeply and desperately she missed her, hugging that bed frame so pathetically. but clementine makes her CARE again. makes her LOVE again. slowly violet becomes comfortable with the idea of opening her heart up to people again, after trying so hard not to because the pain of losing people she cared about was too much to bear (especially when she blamed herself for them being gone)
then she learns minnie didnt die. shes falling in love with clem while grappling with the fact that minnie might still be out there??
then she meets minnie in the woods. but minnie has changed just like she has. theyre both different people now. and slowly violet is forced to come to terms with the fact that the person she loved so deeply isnt that person anymore??
violet at the beginning mourning minerva and blaming herself, to shooting her to save clems life. she LOVED minerva once, but she doesnt like the person she is now. and shes not gonna let her hurt anyone else she cares about. shes done mourning her by the time they get to the bridge, only crying out for tenn
like idk i just find their relationship evolution to be so interesting and sad as shit. the fact that they once loved each other so much and it has now come to this?? but violet makes her choice and she Chooses clementine, because she admires and loves clementine, probably similar to the way she used to admire and love minerva if the way she talked about her is any indication
i just think "i never thought i would ever feel this way again" is way more interesting than "wow minnie Never made me feel like This"
#violet makes minnie a stronger character literally Just by being there#the way vi and minnie and clem all bounce off each other is so fucking good#CLEM SLEEPING IN MINNIES BED IS NOT AN ACCIDENT#clem has essentially replaced her. and minnie is seething about it. because she wanted them all to follow her to the delta#but instead theyre following clementine. who she sees as a threat to their lives. when in reality the real threat is her and the delta#now its minnie who is sad and lost and doesnt know how to grapple with it#instead doing what she can to save herself. even if it means hurting the people she cares about#and violet HATES THAT!! and shes willing to fight to save the people she loves#even if it means hurting someone she used to care about more than anything#she places that shot so perfectly. she doesnt WANT to hurt minnie. but she wasnt gonna let her hurt clementine either#she may have loved minnie once. partially blames herself for what happened to her. but theyre both different now. and she loves clementine#LIKE IDK that evolution is just so good and makes the clemvi romance even more strong??? violet knows Exactly what and who she wants#so by downplaying the vinerva romance it inherently makes her choice to choose clem weaker??#the more she loved minnie the harder that choice was. and she chose clementine#anyway this is why the clem vi minnie boat fight makes me bark like a wild beast#either i see people try to downplay her love for minerva OR they overhype it and act like she never got over her#when her getting over minnie is the whole point!! taken vi trusted her bc she LIED to her about sophie!! and clem broke her trust#god shes so heartbroken and confused in that cell get her out of there!!!!! vi i'll save you every time!!!!!!#thinking about clemviminnie instead of working what else is new#twdg#violentine#vinerva
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my experience with maxing out the twins' friendship is just-
Hawke: So, Carver, my dear baby brother who I love and adore, I only need +10 more points to max out your friendship. I've done the grind; through gritted teeth I've kissed templar ass so that we don't raise suspicion. I've supported and defended you and let you take the lead whenever I could. You're my favorite warrior. I took you to the Deep Roads with me because you desperately wanted to go and then made you a warden and you found a place, a purpose. I've practically written my own guide on how to earn as much friendship with you because I love you and it's totally worth it so can I please please have the last +10...? Carver: Hawke: Carver please I'm begging you Carver: Carver: +5 Friendship Hawke: AAUUGGGHHLKSAJDLKAJSDLK-
Hawke: So, Bethany, my dear sis- Bethany: +50 Friendship Hawke: Bethany: :)
#dragon age#dragon age 2#da2#bethany hawke#carver hawke#i love them both they're my favorites#but oh my god the grind of maxing out carver's friendship because it's absolutely worth it and then playing another run with bethany#where i blinked and suddenly her friendship was maxed out was a wild experience sksksk#and it's interesting to think about how carver is 'difficult' when it comes to getting friendship whereas bethany already starts with +50#so it's easier to max her out just by being kind to her and doing her quests early#but after act 1 carver becomes so much softer when your friendship is high with him BUT bethany? i'm leaning more toward making her a warde#and i know she's going to be so resentful of me for it despite having maxed friendship like that's so fascinating??#how the twins start off on such opposite ends with different attitudes toward hawke?? and how after act 1 they switch??#well for the warden routes anyway... i refuse to let carver join the templars and i really REALLY don't want bethany to go to the circle#she won't be happier there no one can convince me she's happier as a circle mage... 'accepting your place' isn't the same as being happy#carver can find a place he's content with whereas bethany is screwed over either way since her magic isn't something she can just let go of#like yes both twins are bitter that they didn't survive the deep roads but carver's always worn his bitterness on his sleeve#whereas bethany felt she had to hide hers because she felt she had to be grateful for the sacrifices her family made for her#and now they are both trapped and free at the same time... carver just happens to thrive but bethany feels she traded one cage for another#ugh the hawke twins THE HAWKE TWINS Y'ALL#I just want them to be happy and loved and alive... why is that too much to ask for??
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i love my sister and for the most part, we are very close and genuinely like each other a lot but the one place where i'd just really, really, really like to see inside her brain is the part where she is still incredibly comfortable and cheerfulâand even thinks it's really funnyâtalking about how much she didn't like me as a child while I'm like. yes. I am and was aware. and it sucked so so so much
#we had a really wild moment over dinner last week where she actually acknowledged#EXPLICITLY with her OWN WORDS#that things like our brother dying right when i was going into my senior yr of high school#and covid lockdown starting right when i'd graduated college + moved to a new city where i knew no one except her + was applying/auditionin#for jobs#were harder on me than one her in some unique ways#and i was literally like . is. is this a test? am i supposed to deny it?#bc like when our brother died she told me i was a selfish brat (for not grieving the way she did)#and during covid she told me (right after i got laid off) that she had ''way more reasons to be depressed'' than i did#personal#anyway she was laughing so much as she said this (abt not liking me) and i was just staring at her nodding slightly like#yeah. i know. i know you didn't like me#do YOU know how much it sucks to know that your older sister--whom you idolize--who you *desperately* want to like you--#not only doesn't like you at all#but even up into high school/college#would talk about how she couldn't wait till our LITTLE (five year old) cousins were old enough to hang because they'd be so much fun#and know that she had absolutely never thought or said that about you#do you perhaps! think that might still have ramifications on our relationship to this day#if your little sister spent 20+ years knowing that your love was conditional on them being the person you wanted her to be#like. do u???#(the answer is no of course but#i remain boggled by the fact that this eludes her considering she is! in fact! a really smart person!)#it's also like when i was first offered my current job#and our now bosses asked both of us like ''are you worried at all about working with your sister?''#and she laughed like lol no of course not?#while i was like ''honestly yes.'' adskjfglkjasds#very different perspectives sometimes
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Azus: A year ago, my dear sister Wilde died.
Lil Wilde: STOP TELLING EVERYONE I'M DEAD!
Azus: Sometimes I can still hear her voice.
[...]
Lil Wilde: Death is a skill issue.
Riz, deeply worried: No, it is not!!
Lil Wilde: I'm basically imortal.
Riz: Wilde, please don't do whatever you're going to do.
Lil Wilde: *already ready to invade a maximum security dungeon for shits and giggles* No idea what you mean.
[...]
Zolf: Five years ago my husband Wilde died.
Oscar: I came back!
Zolf: He keeps treating his death aniversary as a birthday and forcing me into silly hats.
Oscar: *already putting a silly hat in Zolfs head* WHAAAAT? No! Whaat? I don't do that. Anyway I bough a birthday cake for no reason at all. Do you want a slice?
[...]
Oscar: Death is a skill issue.
Azu, very worried: No, it is not.
Oscar: And this means I have to improve my skills.
Azu: Wilde, whatever you're going to do, please don't.
Oscar: *planning to inject a bunch of poison on himself so he can get imune* No idea what you mean.
#i love both wildes and both azu and azus with a passion#this four losers mean a lot to me#rqg#rusty quill gaming#roman rogues sidequest#rqg spoilers#rqg oscsr wilde#rqg lil wilde#i know in my heart that while both of them have a very different concept of what death means they are both absolutly worrysome about if#lil wilde passed her death saves and now she thinks she can't die#oscar on the other hand died so badly he didn't even got death saves#dealing with mortality in weird ways#rqg azu#rqg azus#zolf smith
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as a bona fide vaxleth lover i am more confused than ever about how they are portrayed on the animated series i'm not gonna lie đ
#not that different is bad like it doesn't affect or 'ruin' the actual source material#i just legitimately do not understand some of their choices here#there's stuff i really like ofc but u know. i've written multiple long analyses about conflict in their relationship#and in previous seasons it seemed to me like they were just smoothing out those sharp edges which bummed me out ngl#(for one there was a line at the end of s1 where kiki directly contradicted her campaign self in favor of No Conflict that i was feeling#unsatisfied with. and s2 didn't contend with rq as a sticking point for keyleth really at all)#and like to be honest my distaste for that is biased by like fandom drama of years past and people shitting on them for that exact stuff#so for me it kinda felt like an updated and palatable version that appealed to the group of people that made me feel bad for liking them#which is again like a strong personal bias lol but u know it also is just. a really important story to me that i love#but this season it's like they went no no. they do actually need to fight that was a big thing. hmmmm what about#AH YES. let's reverse their povs about their relationship completely.#have not finished ep3 yet but 10 min in i'm just like HUH?#again this doesn't rly matter and the show remains an enjoyable adaptation it's just truly bizzare to me đ how did this choice get made#it speaks#lovm spoilers#sorry I'm not done yet actually because the specific conflict about happiness in the present being or not being worth sorrow later#is the VERY CORE OF BOTH OF THOSE CHARACTERS and to switch which one feels which is way more than weird for the romance it's weird for like#what each of their whole individual deal is. that's why i'm so ??????????????#gah. i truly don't want to complain too badly#(and tbh the eps simply don't have enough runtime for vax to be as completely-falling-apart as he actually was and the role of#depression and trauma and self-loathing in that vs like. a more easily telegraphed supernatural boogeyman#-which if they slowed the pace down more might fit in but the scale of the story is so grand that they can't so like i begrudingly get it.#but still absolutely wild for the solution to be: do away with their actual arguments about divinity or keyleth's insecurity about#outliving all of vox machina. oh btw we are giving the vision she had of that to vax as a gift from rq or whatever#so he can be inscure about it instead. because he's fate touched or smthn. and that's too abstract for us to explore here so let's just#give him ominous visions.)#the more i have typed the saltier i have gotten i'm sorry it's just WILD TO MEEEE
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Rachel for da blorbo bingo
she Is the whitenoise in my brain I Can't live a normal life anymore
#she's not actually war criminal levels but Still#also yeah not enough canon But. it does give me some freedom to be Weird about her hfjdhdjdh#i come from the wild west days of everyone and their own fanon rachel so i had like. an Idea of her#but then i finally watched before the storm and they told me she was a theatre kid and now i Understand Her.#she's very much a No One Gets Them Like I Do blorbo. and tbh that's also very much part of The Image she likes to project#i think she's like that both in canon and in a meta fandom sense#still in a way it's everyone and their own personal rachel even tho we've actually Seen her at this point (i love to see them all also)#my girl is tangled up in so many layers we all grab onto different ones. and that's lit to me#go bitch live your multitude of facades to their fullest. surely nothing horrible will befall you. love your hair hope you win <3#anyways yes sorry here are some tired rachel thoughts thank u for coming to my tedtalk#she's in my brain rent free your honor#nova answers
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ended up buying start again to play after i 100% isat to the best of my ability and i Also got the artbook bc the bundle is on sale for less than just the games usual price so why not. and im glad i did bc i got to see concept art of siffrin getting fucking impaled đ
#i was just checking it out to make sure the files working without seeing too many spoilers or whatever#IT CAUGHT ME OFF GUARD TOO#like its just concept art of gameplay where instead of tears youd use spikes to loop regularly which would be . ow????#thats almost worse than the other optional one in the main game. got damn#it looks kinda funny. but its a lil awful to think abt yknow#isat#hm. should i use both the isat and sasasa tags in the future i wonder. theyre probably different enough to warrant that#also love the way sasasa sounds in my head :)#im now more mentally stable so i might be able to start doing stuff in isat again. but that may depend on external influences so we'll see#i cant remember if they said why they scrapped the spikes idea but logically itd be bc that wouldnt kill them immediately right#like thats probably Not the reason but. damn thats wild to think abt. fun fic idea
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nobody fucking understands stanford pines like i do
#look i know i post abt stanley like 6000 times a day but you don't know how much i think abt ford#okay this is a slightly innaccurate statement i have seen some great art and writing that gets ford right#some of you though.#look i think people can get a little caught up in how the show introduces ford from dipper's persoective specifically#like actually how the stans both are portrayed in the show as it goes on is basically a direct correlation to how the kids perceive them#BUT ANYWAY. like guys#look at the layers#ford's ego and his loneliness and his anger!! are all so so interesting to me#the way stan and ford were raised was Insane and so so important to both of their characters. and people forget that core of ford. at times#and especially the Differences in stan and ford's experiences growing up#and the mindsets that each of them developed because of it#and also this may be an unpopular opinion but i don't think the multiverse was always horrible i think it was wild and varied#and i think. that even when it was really good. when ford was given chances to settle. he didn't take them#he was too deep in his self-imposed mission. he was too caught up in the idea of being a hero. and that's another thing i think abt#re: the stan o' war and the bros finale. i think that ford finally gets a chance to look at the world and find what he loves again#after 30 years of denying himself simple exploration and his drive for curiosity. always focused on cthe bigger picture'#(and i have a whole thing abt ford and the 'greater good' and the arc he goes through to force himself to finally acknowledge the small.#family#anyway.#it's fine i'm being reductive in these tags a bit but FORD.
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