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The cut scene when she returned. In fact, she forgave him....perhaps.
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little painted sketch of justice for tonight. was feeling kinda down but drawing this and talking with friends made it all better :)
#justice guilty gear#guilty gear#justice#junođđ€#really proud of the colors on this one#theyre like. cold but with a warm undertone to it#i think#idk im just happy about it#:)#i love my friends and i love justice
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#sheesh just finished doing some house work ahead of this winter freeze#covered the plant and cleaned up the backyard#took pictures of the color coded spray lines they did to indicate a electrical or gas line#today is going well#i helped my dad put together his electric smoker and putting covers over the outside faucets lol#hopefully i dont get sick i love the cold so i leave my window open all winter or cold temperature#but today will be in the 20s so not sure if ill have it all the way open so i dont get sick again lol#hope all my mutuals are doing great#sorry i havent been on lately#i wish you all so much more than well đ much love to all of yall#i appreciate you all
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Happy New Year!
Ah, this year has been so wonderful! Sharing my writing again has been such a great experience, and I'm thrilled with the growing community we've created!! Here's to next year with much more love of Jason Todd đ ~ 800 words
Gotham is alive on New Years. Every occupied apartment, every sleazy club, and every upstanding venue pounds with music and laughter and a quiet, hopeful idea that the year that comes will be better.
Drinks are plenty, and the food is delicious for anyone invited (or quick enough to sneak into) The Wayne New Year Spectacular Gala. There's a not-so-secret surprise fireworks show planned, and you've heard from the source just how hard it was to secure permits, so you can only guess how extravagant they're going to be tonight.
But you're sure it's going to be beautiful, so sure, in fact, you've left the warmth of your apartment and the comfort of your tv to sit on the rooftop to enjoy them. Armed with more than a couple of blankets, a thermos, and a couple snacks stuffed in the pockets of your hoodie, you hardly feel the December chill in the air.
It's peaceful, even as the last few minutes of the year start to tick down, there's an excitement that makes your heart pound. It's almost perfect, almost picturesque.
And then it is.
Boots hit the concrete and you turn your head just in time to see Jason pulling off his helmet, an easy, happy grin on his face despite his accusing words, "You're gonna freeze out here."
You match his smile, eyes lighting up as he saunters over to you to sit down and press his weight and warmth to your side, "Don't you have patrol?"
He hums, more interested in throwing an arm over your shoulder to draw you closer than the criminals he's supposed to be chasing after, "I have some time. Batgirl drew the short straw, and she can handle whatever Calendar Man came up with."
You nearly giggle at the thought, "I think the news said something about a clock?"
Jason drops his head to rest it on top of yours, idly rubbing his hand up and down your arm to stave off the cold, "It's cliché, whatever he's doing. The real question is why you're out here."
"Fireworks are supposed to go off at midnight," you mumble, draping your blanket over his legs in return for his touch, "Supposed to be the biggest show Gotham's ever seen."
"That so," he questions, leaning back slightly to grin at you, eyes narrowing like he knows something you don't, "I guess that's useful."
"Why's that," You ask, torn between keeping your eyes on the skyline in anticipation or watching the way his adoring gaze flickers over your face.
"Then I'll know when to kiss you," he tells you, clearly proud of his revelation.
It's corny, and so cheesy that you have to laugh and elbow his arm, "Are you asking me to be your New Year's kiss, Casanova?"
He nods, eager as he catches your hand to press a kiss to your knuckles, "I am asking, but I'm not above begging either."
You open your mouth to tease him more, to really make him work for your kisses, even if you are happy to give them. At least you were, until flashes of color fill the skyâ yellows, purples, reds, blues, and greens light up his face in a myriad of shining lights.
The bangs and pops of the fireworks don't register as Jason tilts his head at you, voice going from smug to low and reverent, "Happy New Year, sweetheart."
He's beautiful in the rainbow of colors filling the night sky, and you're hit with such a wave of fondnessâ gratefulnessâ loveâ that you surge forward to kiss him.
He kisses you back just as eagerly, one hand cradling your face so gently you can't help but melt into him. Kissing him always takes your breath away, but this feels specialâ moreâ a beginning to a year with so much promise, and all with him.
You finally pull when your lungs start to burn, "Happy New Year, Jason," you breathe out, "I love you."
He wears the same expression every time he hears you say it. Awe paints his face as he traces his thumb over your cheek, "I love you," he echoes, pressing his forehead to yours.
You revel in his touch for a moment before turning to watch the lights, curling into him as he kisses the crown of your head. It's sweet, blissful, more than you could ever dare to dream of.
Jason tugs you closer to his side, squeezing you once, then twice as he focuses his attention back towards the fireworks. The cheers that sound through the Gotham air ring in the New Year, and when the sparkling lights start to fill the sky with such brightness it almost seems like day, you know the year that comes next will be full of loveâ of himâ and all the good that comes with it.
#just a silly little new years kiss blurb#jason todd x reader#jason todd#x reader#jason todd x y/n#jason todd x you
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Cannibals [Chapter 10: Arteries and Rain] [Series Finale]
Series summary:Â You are his sister, his lover, his betrothed despite everyone elseâs protests; you have always belonged to Aemond and believe you always will. But on the night he returns from Stormâs End with horrifying news, the trajectories of your lives are irrevocably changed. Will the war of succession make your bond permanent, or destroy the twisted and fanatical love you share?
Chapter warnings: Language, sexual content (18+ readers only), blood and violence and death, Alicent desperately trying to bond with her freak children.
Word count:Â 4.6k
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The same hand that once turned a key in the locks of closets and trunks, that moved his game piece across the board until it landed on the same space as yours and sent your bat hurtling back to the start, that shoved you into an ice-flecked stream in the Vale, that yanked you, bruised you, pushed you, trapped you, tore off your clothes, unraveled your braid, committed sins that others believe are beyond redemption; now you grasp for Aemondâs hand and it is not there.
Iâve lost him, you think, splintering like a shell struck with a mallet. I was too late.
Then the Cannibal dives and banks steeply, and your outstretched, searching fingers close around Aemondâs wrist.
He slams into the Cannibalâs side, grabs a jutting black spine with his other hand, and pulls himself upwards to where you are. The ground is closer, the field and the castle and the Gods Eye where the bones of Daemon and Caraxes and Vhagar will spend eternity in the sunless depths. The wind is cold and vicious, howling in your ears. From where the Cannibal torched the Northmen, dark smoke billows into the air and makes your eyes water, makes your lungs burn.
As the Cannibal descends, Aemond speaks to you only once that you can hear. He is still panting, trying to catch his breath from the fall he had believed would kill him. He shouts to you over the roar of the wind and the deafening whirr of dragon wings: âI always knew you were worthy.â
On the shore of the Gods Eye, Cregan Stark is down on his knees. He has surrendered to spare the lives of his remaining men; thousands of soldiers are flocking to yield with him, their empty hands held high in contrition, submitting to the orders of troops carrying Aegonâs banner. You recognize your uncle Gwayne Hightower among them. Criston looks up at you as he holds Cregan at the lakeshore, a blade to his throat. The Cannibal soars past a group of Northmen sprinting for the trees, deserters, cowards, and they are engulfed in flames. As one of the men burns, your dragon scoops him into his mouth and bites down, fangs impaling flesh, jaws crushing bones. There is a muffled scream and then nothing. You feel the Cannibalâs hunger being dulled like youâve eaten something hot and bloody yourself, boar or venison dripping with grease.
You land near Criston and Cregan Stark, the gales from the Cannibalâs wings rocking the trees and making waves on the dark, enigmatic blue of the lake, a color that reminds you of Aegonâs eyes. The Cannibal is already impatient, lurching from side to side. He wants this stranger off of his back. He will tolerate no one but you.
âYou should dismount,â you tell Aemond, and he promptly finds a path to the earth, scrambling down the onyx-black spines that protrude from the dragonâs thorax and taking several hurried strides away. The Cannibal glares at him and growls, steam rising from his flaring nostrils. But he can feel who Aemond is to youâricochets of animal lust and episodic tenderness and doubt and surety and hatred and loveâand so the Cannibal refrains from killing him.
You climb down from your dragon and walk to where Cregan Stark is kneeling. Criston is gaping at you, thunderstruck. Aemond steps closer to you and draws his sword. He carries the weapon that belonged to Aegon before he was burned at Rookâs Rest, the Conquerorâs sword Blackfyre. Aemond is watching you, and you have the impression he is trying to tell you something. You feel echoes of the wounds the past year has left in him: regret, shame, the most inescapable pain heâs ever known. He doesnât want you to have to feel the same things.
You recall what Mother, standing defiantly behind the iron bars of her cell, once told Rhaenyra: Perhaps you imagine that you will kill every last Green, and all of our loyalists throughout the Seven Kingdoms, millions of people, and therefore you will have no use for bricks upon which to build a lasting peace. But I think that would be a mistake.
Cregan Stark, tall and rugged and with dark hair that runs to his broad shoulders, bows his head. He seems stoic, but his breathing is rapid and you can see his jugular pulsing madly in his throat. He has never met you before, but thereâs only one person you could be. âPrincess.â
Snowflakes and cinders fall from the sky. Escaped strands of your silver hair blow in the wind. I hate him, you think. But nothing I do now can raise the dead. And there must be a future for those of us who are left. You say to the Warden of the North: âYield and you will live.â
âWe yield,â Cregan Stark agrees immediately, placing his sword on the ground in front of him. It is Valyrian steel; it is called Ice. If he obeys, you will let him keep it. âWe will return to the North at once.â
âNo,â you say. âYou will march south to pledge fealty to the king. And your men will help us rebuild, since their support emboldened Rhaenyraâs treason.â
Behind you, the Cannibal snarls and gnashes his teeth, stained with fresh blood and flecked with shreds of organs. He is the largest claimed dragon in the world. Vhagar is dead, and so are Caraxes and Syrax, Dreamfyre and Meleys, Moondancer, Seasmoke, Vermax, and Arrax. But there are some beasts left as well. Vermithor, Silverwing, and Tessarion are free. Nettles is somewhere far away with her mount Sheepstealer. Sunfyre is healing on Dragonstone. Little Joffrey Velaryon has the young creature Tyraxes, and his silver-haired brother Aegon has Stormcloud. The juvenile Shrykos was orphaned when Jaehaerys died, but Jaehaera still possesses Morghul. And so both the Targaryens and their dragons will live on for generations, and perhaps forever.
âYes, princess,â Cregan Stark replies, gazing with thinly-veiled horror at the Cannibal, a monster that only someone who has known hatred could see beauty in.
You tell Aemond and Criston: âThe Cannibal and I will escort you to Kingâs Landing to ensure your safety. Iâll keep him as far from your men as I can. I know he unnerves people. Believe me, he doesnât want to be so close to you either. Not unless he intends to eat you.â
Criston is sheathing his sword. Aemond is smiling, faint and tentative but proud, so proud.
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When you arrive it is raining in Kingâs Landing, cold and misty and grey; soon there will be snow. Winter will last a year, or two, or five, but you will survive it. Aemond is already sending letters to Dorne and the Triarchy to forge trade agreements that will help supply the realm with food. He feels responsible for attending to this. His destruction in the Riverlands has endangered everyone. You rarely speak to Aemond, nothing beyond logistics. You are relieved that he survived, and your fury is waning like a crescent moonâŠbut you donât know what to say to him. Each time you try, you think of Luca and Jace and all the others, and your words crumble like bodies charred to ashes. Aemond gives you space and silence, but he watches you, and sometimes you overhear him telling the soldiers stories of the Conquerorâs wife Visenya, the same reverence in his voice heâs had since childhood.
At the gate of the Red Keep, Mother rushes out and embraces you first, collides with you, collapses and sobs into your shoulder as you hold her like a good daughter would. She is so thin you fear you will shatter her. Jaehaera and Maelor follow after Mother, so much older than you remember them. Jaehaera runs to embrace you too, but Maelor hesitates by the gate. His sister goes back for him, promises that everything will be okay now, and walks with him to where you are crumpled on the cobblestones with Mother. Jaehaera hugs you tightly, but Maelor is still frowning. Perhaps he does not remember the details, but he knows he has the sense that you once betrayed him.
âIâm so sorry, Maelor,â you whisper. âI would never hurt you. I would burn anyone who tried to.â And he relents and allows you to bundle him into your arms, and once heâs there he finds it feels like home.
Mother is weeping for Helaena and Daeron and Aegon. âAegon is alive,â you say. âHe is wounded, but he is safe and has been in hiding on Dragonstone. Aemond has arranged for a ship to bring him here. You will see him tomorrow or the day after.â
âLong live the king!â Criston shouts, you all echo him, Mother with an astonished smile and tears glistening in her large dark eyes. Her firstborn son is back from the dead. She will have the chance to try to learn to love him properly.
âMy girl, my brave girl,â Mother says, touching your face and your hair. Your eyes are savage; you smell like smoke. âWhatâs happened to you? Rhaenyra told me that youâd given birth to a baby at Heartïżœïżœïżœs Home, that she and I shared a grandson, butâŠâ She looks around, hoping that a maid will appear carrying an infant with Jaceâs pug nose and unruly dark curls. And there is such a child, but not in the land of the living. You explain this, and Mother takes your hand and leads you to the sept, and for the first time in your life you join her without protest. Together you light candles for those who were lost, and a little more of your bitterness burns away as the wax melts into pools and cools like lava that runs into the sea.
The king returns to his city, and the smallfolk pour into the streets to welcome him. He is ashamed of his scars, his infirmity, the fact that he must be carried in a litter, but to them he is a man who has suffered just like they haveâmaimed and marooned and grieving martyred loved onesâand proved that there is hope for a different sort of future. That first day, Aegon spends ten hours on the Iron Throne listening to the stories of his people and learning what they need, you and Aemond standing on either side of him. Each time the Cannibal flies overhead, growling in a rumble like thunder and casting a vast shadow, they do not shrink away but beam up at him as their protector, their assurance that no further harm can befall Kingâs Landing. Women embroider him into their blankets and pillowcases. Children carve tiny wooden figurines of him. Cregan Stark and his Northmen bend the knee, as do representatives from scores of other treasonous houses. Aegon pardons them; but he grins wickedly when the Cannibalâs roars quake the Great Hall and battle-hardened warriors tremble.
You wait until Aegon is back to see Rhaenyra. You go to the dungeon with your brothers, Mother, and Criston, and you stand in the same place Rhaenyra did when she agreed to marry you to Jace. You were supposed to save her son. Instead, your love for Aemond condemned him.
What was our marriage for? What was any of this for?
The woman who once aspired to be queen and paid the price in blood is a ghost, hushed and weightless, hunched in a corner with her knees to her chest, her long unkempt silver hair thinning. When she sees you, she crawls to the door of her cell and grips the rusted iron bars with skeletal hands. Her watery eyes are frantic and darting like a trapped animalâs. âMy childrenââ
âThey are unharmed and still at the Eyrie with Rhaena,â you say, and Rhaenyra sobs in relief.
âPlease let them live,â she begs you hoarsely. It is difficult to reach the Eyrie in the winter, but you could do it on the Cannibal. You could raze the fortress like Aemond burned Heartâs Home.
âBecause you showed the same mercy to Helaena and Daeron?â Aegon seethes.
âThey are helpless, they are blameless. It was my decision to go to war, not theirs.â
âAnd you shall atone for it,â Aegon taunts, leaning heavily on his walking stick. âI will take you to Dragonstone and Sunfyre will eat you alive. How do you like that, bitch? Heâll start at your feet and work his way up, and you will feel everything.â
âJace would want her to be spared,â you say quietly.
âIâm not taking suggestions from the delegation of the dead.â
âIâm serious,â you say. Aegonâs scarred brow furrows, Criston is incredulous. Aemond is watching you thoughtfully, his right hand resting on Blackfyreâs hilt. Only Mother is not startled; instead she is studying Rhaenyra wearily, perhaps wondering if she can stomach the mercy the gods would want her to extend to even the most vile of sinners. âThatâs why Jace married me,â you remind them. âSo his family might survive even if the Blacks lost the war. And he swore to do the same in return. He was kind to me. When he traveled here to Kingâs Landing, he ensured that Helaena, Jaehaera, and Maelor were treated well. He would have protected Mother if our side had been defeated.â
âAnd so youâre proposingâŠwhat, that we free her?!â Aegon exclaims.
âHer dragon is gone. Her cause is hopeless. But half the realm fought for her, and if we are to earn their loyalty rather than merely compel it with force, we will need to offer concessions. We could give Driftmark to Joffreyâhe is allegedly a Velaryon, after allâand allow Rhaenyra to reside there under guard. When her sons with Daemon are grown, we can marry them into the great houses that allied with us in the war. Both branches of the family will survive, and eventually they will grow back together through marriage, just as Jace and I learned to care for each other.â
âSheâs a traitor.â Aegon glares hatefully at Rhaenyra. âSheâs a murderer, sheâs a monster.â
âShe could make the same accusations against Aemond, or you, or me,â you say calmly. âConsider it. Take it to the council. You are the king, and it is your decision either way. But this war began with Targaryens devouring each other. And if we continue to succumb to this fury, this fireâŠthen someday there will be none of us left, and our bloodlines and our dragons will be myths and nothing more.â
You turn to go, and Rhaenyraâs bony hand strikes out from between the bars of her cell and seizes your wrist. In a second, Aemond is there; but you shake your head and he retreats. You are not in danger. Rhaenyra cannot hurt you now.
âWhere is Luca?â Rhaenyra asks you, pleading and pitiful, terrified of the answer. âWhereâs the baby? No one has spoken of him, not the guards, not the maids. The people donât seem to know he exists. Is he dead?â The tears that well up and glitter in your eyes reveal the truth before you can say it. Rhaenyra nods, weeping. âAemond killed him when he burned Heartâs Home, didnât he?â
Once you lied for Aemond on the night Luke died over Shipbreaker Bay: Luke was an enemy. He perished in combat. And now, just as instinctively, you refuse to disavow him. âNo,â you say solemnly, agony choking your words, Aemond looking at you, racked with guilt and entirely mystified. âLuca died of fever three days before the attack. It wasnât Aemondâs fault.â
âSo Jaceâs line has ended.â Rhaenyra has lost him all over again. She releases your hand and sinks to the stone floor, kneeling there despondently.
âYes,â you say, briefly touching a palm to one of her jagged, waifish shoulders. And you feel a flicker of something you would have thought was impossible: sympathy, compassion, kinship. âBut you still have Joffrey.â You still have a son of Harwin Strong.
You leave the drafty gloom of the dungeon and return to Maegorâs Holdfast, where life is beginning again. Maids are stripping away every vestige of Rhaenyraâs tenure here. A hundred cats, once brought to the Red Keep by Grandsire, trot lazily through the corridors and groom themselves on windowsills. You take Jaehaera and Maelor with you to collect seashells on the chilly, fog-swept beach and teach them how to make mosaics. You craft one depicting Vhagar for Aemond, and give it to him without a word. He brings you a new roost for bats, forget-me-nots painted onto the oak wood box, a deep blue velvet cover to blot out the daylight.
Each night your bed seems to grow bigger, more lonely, more unnaturally vacant. When you are hereâŠthink of me, Aemond once wrote to you; and gradually, like mountains are formed over eons, you do.
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Several weeks after you arrive home, you bleed for the first time since you gave birth to Luca, your body healed and replenished, your corporal almanac beginning again. Soon you will have another child. Soon your hatred and your grief will fade even further, never disappearing but becoming cool to the touch and clear like glass. The flow of blood is heavy, and your cramps are terrible; but you know what will relieve you.
You find Aemond in the small council chamber, where he spends so much of his time. Sometimes he is in meetings with Aegon and Criston and Mother and the rest of the kingâs advisors, sometimes he is examining maps and making calculations. But often he is simply here alone and empty-handed, the weight of the past year mooring him like an anchor does a ship. He does not seem to hear you come in. He is sitting with his elbows resting on his knees, his hands clasped together, his melancholic blue gaze on the floor. He is mourning Vhagar. He is mourning what he once had with you.
You sweep across the room to him, crimson gown, bare feet. You lift Aemondâs chin and say, soft and gentle: âEnough.â
He looks at you as if heâs not sure if this is real. Then after a moment, he smiles. âI missed you.â
âI know.â You flash a mischievous grin, taking several steps back from him. âIf I ran, do you think you could catch me?â
âI do.â
âIâm very fast.â
âBut you want to be caught.â
Aemond lunges for you; you snatch your hand away just as his fingernails are biting into the vulnerable flesh of your forearm. You bolt to the other side of the small council chamber, careening around the table. Aemond follows, his silver hair flowing behind him, his boots thumping against the floor. He grabs you, hurls you against the wall, pins you there with his hips as he rips off his black leather tunic and kisses you messily, deeply, gulping down all the time heâs lost. Your hair is torn from its braid. Your pulse is racing, low moans spilling from your lips. Aemond is not taken aback at all when he reaches under your scarlet gown to find a bundle of bloodied rags tucked between your thighs. He whisks them away and replaces them with his right hand, rough and forceful.
Itâs been a year since heâs touched you this way, and youâve had a child since then. You stop him, a palm pressed to his chest. Suddenly, you are self-conscious. You must warn him. âI donât look the same as I used to. I donât feel the same.â
âYouâre still you,â Aemond says tenderly. His thumbprint traces the arc of your jaw, skims down the front of your throat, ghosts delicately over the scar that begins at your collarbone. This is where he mended you with a needle and thread; this is where he almost lost you. âYou belong to me, you always will. Nothing can change that.â Then he kisses you again, and you are drunk in it, warm all over and melting into the forbidden ancient magic you share, the violence and the hatred and the devotion and the love, the insatiable hunger that thuds in your tangled arteries.
Aemond drags you to the table and throws you down onto it. You can feel bruises blooming like violets beneath your skin, the hot euphoric pressure of trapped blood. You try to crawl away from him, scratching your way across the table. Aemond grips your ankles and hauls you closer, wrenches you onto your back, pushes your thighs apart and buries his fingers in youâslick lust and clotted blood, muscles loosening with desperate needâand unlaces his trousers with his other hand so at last he can take you as a husband would. He leans down over the table and seizes your jaw to hold you still, watching your face as he pushes himself inside you, knowing that heâs not hurting you, knowing that you are whole again after a year of having pieces carved away.
Aemond thrusts carefully at first, and then hard and deep, and you hook your arms around his neck and pull yourself upright so you can taste him, whisper to him, moan and whimper into his sweat-damp throat. Aemond tugs down your bodice so he can stroke and bite at your breasts. And you feast on each other until you are both satiated and gasping for air, your blood staining his skin and trickling down his legs, the table painted with smudges of viscous red. Before you leave together for a bath murky with soap and steam, Aemond drags his tongue over the wood, drinking your copper and iron and youth and desire; and when he smiles at you with blood on his lips and chin, you lick his face clean.
Later that night in the hour of the wolf, his tasks of governance behind him, Aemond comes to your chambers and climbs into bed beside you. And he holds you like he did when you were a girl he had shoved into a frigid stream in the Vale, burning up with fever as The Stranger stood in your doorway.
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You are married on Dragonstone. You and Aemond ask for Aegonâs permission and no one elseâs. You want Mother there even if you fear she will not be able to hide her disappointment, but she and Criston attend and make no complaints, standing together amidst the black volcanic rocks and the mist, murmuring back and forth about the many oddities of your house. You donât mind; you are glad they have each other. It is very lonely to be surrounded by creatures so different from yourself.
Jaehaera and Maelor giggle as they chase minnows and skittering red crabs around the tidepools. Aegon watches them from where he is sprawled on the wet sand swigging his wine, smiling wistfully, effusively admiring the seashells they bring him, heaps overflowing in their tiny hands. When Vermithor roars from the other side of the island, Maelor looks up and gazes intently through the fog as if someone has called his name. Perhaps one day he will claim the Bronze Fury. When you return to Maegorâs Holdfast, you will give him the small oak dragon that Aegon once carved for you.
Afterwards you tell Mother, blood from the ancient Valyrian ceremony still drying on your lips: âYou were right.â
She is puzzled, her brow crinkling as she dabs gingerly at your wound with her green handkerchief, embroidered with the Hightower of Oldtown. âAbout what, dear?â
âA year ago, I didnât know anything besides how it had always been with Aemond. I didnât really have a choice in the matter. But now I do.â
Mother distracts herself by tending to your lip, some infinitesimal way in which she can mend you. Her white hands are wrinkled and frail. Her coppery hair thrashes in the cruel wind. âYou being happy brings me peace.â
Your voice goes quiet, somber, ashamed. âIâm sorry I couldnât save Helaena and Daeron. Iâm sorry I failed.â
âOh, darling, it wasnât your fault. We tried, didnât we?â Mother says, smiling sadly and cradling your cheek. And then she tells you for the first time in your life: âIâm proud of you.â
During the short journey home, you sail past the island of Driftmark, where Rhaenyra, her three surviving sons, and Rhaena now reside with the councilâs assent. As you peer over the side of the ship, you spy sapphire dorsal fins of sailfish rising up through the frothing surf, and you lift Maelor so he can see them too. In Kingâs Landing, there are statues being chiseled out of marble to be placed throughout the city, not just effigies of Jaehaerys and Helaena and Daeron but also Jace, Luke, Baela. The old wounds must be stitched closed. The realm must be united again. The Targaryens must not allow their hunger for fire and blood to turn inwards, lest the last of the Valyrians and all their dragons perish from the earth. Your first son will be named Lucerion after the child you lost; Aemond has already promised this. Jaehaera, sweet and benign like her dead mother, has been betrothed to Jaceâs brother Joffrey.
When his wings have healed enough, Sunfyre flies home to Kingâs Landing to be with Aegon. When fragments of Vhagarâs bones and teeth wash up on the shore of the Gods Eye, Aemond has them brought south so he can burn them. The Cannibal does not slumber in the Dragonpit, nor does he seek you out for comfort or companionship. He ranges far and only comes to you when kindling threats make you hateful again. There are rebellions in the Riverlands where Aemond has made generations of enemies, but Harrenhal and its vassals are always loyal. Since the day you claimed the Cannibal, you are rarely ill. Your chills and fevers and headaches have vanished like a dead language no one is left to remember.
One day summer will return, and there will be roses and blue jays in the garden again, ladybugs and dragonflies and forget-me-nots. But tonight snow is falling outside, hushed and powdery, and you are reminded of when you were at Heartâs Home with Luca and Jace and Lady Caro. You miss being able to talk to Jace; you are grievously aware of the absence of Lucaâs fledgling weight in your arms. Aemond knows this, and he understands that you are in need of a distraction.
On the floor of your bedchamber as a sweltering fire crackles in the hearth, the five of you are gathered around the board. Jaehaera and Maelor are finally old enough to play. Jaehaera has inherited Helaenaâs yellow butterfly; Maelorâs game piece is Daeronâs purple shadowcat. Your new bats are scrabbling out of their roost and gliding through the window youâve left open for them. Their names are Ocean, Sorrow, Stream, Winter, Dreams, Rain, Peace.
Presently, it is Jaehaeraâs turn. She tosses the dice but they tumble too far, clattering across the room. Aegon helps her fetch them. Maelor asks if you will help him make a mosaic of Vermithor the Bronze Fury, and of course you agree.
âI love you,â you say to Maelor as you comb your fingers through his white-blonde hair, and he stares up at you, bewildered. Perhaps no one has ever told him this before. You say it again, smiling. âI love you.â
Now itâs Aemondâs turn. He rolls the dice, pretends to misread nine dots as ten, lands on Aegonâs space and sends his piece back to the start instead of yours.
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Description! Pt.2 to Bully!Satoru
Warnings! 18+, AFAB, mentions of female genitalia, kind of creepy gojo (oops), smut, fingering, probably more but Idk
Authors Note! I hope you guys like this, I have other ideas too so stay tuned because iâll prob post those within the next few days! đ
Bully!Satoru who would knock whatever book you were reading out of your hands. The pages would mesh together and youâd lose your spot causing you to frown. âYouâre such a jerk!â Youâd say to him and all youâd get was a wink in response.
Bully!Satoru who enjoyed writing disgusting and downright horrible things about you on post it notes just to slip them in your bag so youâd find them at home. He knew you read the comments because when youâd come to school the next day it was always hard for you to keep eye contact with him like normal. Your agitated responses would be mere whispers instead of your usual brave demands.
Bully!Satoru who watched as rain started to pour viscously outside and spotted the pretty pink umbrella tucked neatly in the side of your backpack. He couldnât help himself. He needed his sweet bunny to do without so he could swoop in and save the day! Taking the umbrella, he was forcing you to soak your clothes in order for him to offer his own umbrella. You should already know he would peak down to see the way your uniform clung to your body and how the bra you wore did a poor job at hiding how cold you were.
Bully!Satoru who was surrounded by girls at lunch and noticed one day how you seemed to be bothered by it. Later on when he pulled your beautifully crafted braid out of your head you simplyâŠignored him.
Bully!Satoru who internally was intrigued by your reaction. Seeing his sweet bunny get so bothered by him receiving attention from other females managed to turn him on more than he expected.
Bully!Satoru who notices when youâre out of school for a few days after your little fit and asks your friends why youâve been gone. They inform him that youâre sick and would most likely be missing the worksheets youâd need. Satoru knew how dedicated you are to your studies and took it upon himself to bring those papers by your house. How he got your address? Donât worry about it.
Bully!Satoru who showed up after school that day and knocked on your door. You answer in a simple hoodie and shorts that has Satoru salivating like a dog; his eyes raking up your legs with no shame. âArenât you gonna let me in? I have all your work which iâm sure youâll need some help with.â
Shy!Reader who lets Satoru into their house and tells her mom she and a friend are going upstairs to study. Yet the moment your bedroom door closes Satoru pulls you against his chest and gropes you through the fabric. He coos in your ear and shushes you when you try to protest âOh cmon sweet girl. Be nice and let me have my reward for doing a good deed yeah?â
His slender fingers cup your breasts over your shirt and he moves one large hand down to run a hand smooth over your ass. His lips brushed against your ear as he left featherlight kisses. âIs this what you think of when youâre all alone? My hands feeling your body up while I whisper nasty things in your ear? Hmm?â
Bully!Satoru who teased you unwavering for what seems forever about being jealous of some stupid girls. âTheyâre just jealous of you baby. You get all my attention while I leave those girls high and dry donât you know?â He loves hearing you whimper while and slips his cold hands under your clothes and inspects you further.
Bully!Satoru who scanned your room quickly until something caught his eye. A small pile of neatly folded colorful post it notes tucked into a container on your desk. His tongue clicking down at you and chuckling lowly in your ear. âOh come now. Y/n! I never would have taken you for such a dirty girlâŠbut thatâs what you want people to think right? That youâre a goody two shoes that would never dream of having sex before marriage. Yet here you are with a pile of my horny little notes that youâve been collecting while you writhe and moan from my hands touching you.â
Bully!Satoru who wants to eat you alive. His teeth sink down into your neck leaving a blooming purple patch on a rather exposed piece of skin. âS-Satoru! That hurt!â Is all you can seem to cry out while he slips his hand lower into your shorts, rubbing his fingers over your panties.
He sits on your bed gently and pulls you into his lap, knocking your legs apart so each leg stretches over his. He already slipped your shorts off and has you tightly against his chest where you swear you can feel his heart racing. âBe a good girl for me and stay quiet. We canât have your parents knowing how wet their daughter gets by having her bully knuckle deep in her little pussy.â
Shy!Reader that swears sheâs going crazy as her head spins. Small pants and groans escape from your lips while he fucks his fingers in and out of you harshly. Obscene squelching noises fill your ears as you listen to him bury his fingers in your sopping pussy. âPlease! Toruâ m-more.â The words shock both you and the boy behind you when they come out. Satoru stops his movements inside you and forces your head up so you look him in the eyes.
âThat feel good baby?â You nod the best you can with his hand holding your jaw. âTsk tsk, I didnât expect this from you sweet girl. Youâve already made such a mess on my lap iâm not sure I can continue without your parents asking question when I go downstairs.â His words cause you to whine out loudly and he pulls his fingers out of you completely.
Your eyes widen at the sudden loss of his touch. âN-no please! Satoru I wantâŠI want you to touch me!â Frantically you whisper up to him while frustrated tears fall from your eyes at being neglected.
Satoru smiles at you for a second before licking his fingers clean of your slick. The sight making you squirm and try to close your legs.
âMm, such a needy thing. I hate to leave you like this but itâs getting so late.â He snickers behind you and you know heâs doing this to prove a point and nothing more. He pulls your legs closer together and lifts you so youâre lying against your pillows. He presses a small kiss against your lips before standing again.
Bully!Satoru who bends down and pockets the panties he ripped off of you previously. âCall me if you have any questions about the work yeah? Iâm sure we could set up a study session soon.â
With that he left your room and you heard him say bye to your parents downstairs before the front door closes.
The next day with Bully!Satoru at school who barely looks at you throughout the day and keeps the teasing to a minimum causing you to get frustrated and feel the heat in your panties grow. The purple hickey Satoru had gifted you was covered with makeup the best you could do and occasionally youâd swipe your fingers over the spot.
Bully!Satoru who pulled you aside during lunch and wrangled you into an empty broom closet so he could attack your lips. âLook so pretty today baby. You really should stop staring at me so much or else someone might get the wrong idea. Someone might think you actually enjoy my teasing.â
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Fem!reader married to a Neuvillette who loves not her but someone else | NSFW đ + đą
In this one I'm going out on a limb, because I presume without any argument other than my own intuition, that Neuvillette and Focalors had a platonic relationship with feelings never confessed out of fear or genuine ignorance of them (like Violet Evergarden, yes). But you are Neuvillette's wife and so you will fall victim to his coldness when Focalors dies.
Includes NSFW with the reader and angst. Never mistreatment because Neuvi is a gentleman. NOTHING BETWEEN FOCALORS/FURINA AND NEUVI NONONO
â ïž Warnings: established relationship between Neuvillette and reader, implied cheating, unloving and unprotected sex, pregnancy, sex during pregnancy, mentions of masturbation. Mentions of death. More sex between spouses bc yes.
mndi, if you feel unconfortable reading this then don't. Your mental health is first.
6k words, not edited.
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You had seen him crestfallen the last few weeks, after the flood, self-conscious in his own thoughts, drowning in his remorse and cowardice.
Neuvillette does not understand human feelings, not at all, though love is supposed to be a passion that transcends the natural laws of evolution. Focalors had been his friend, his companion, in the bruised body of a puppet that felt so real that its strings seemed invisible.
There was no denying the deep affection that had grown between the two, Neuvillette and Focalors, two wandering souls, roaming the world with ancestral antiquity, companions destined to the sound of agony and separation, haunted by the solemn ignorance of innocent creatures.
Love⊠what was it but a word in a spoken contract.
Neuvillette had married you months ago, a happy and superficially authentic marriage. You had captured his attention, and his knowledge of humans, as the Great Chief Justice, could be satiated by knowing you, a faithful human companion, devoted wife, and sublime lover.
The bed was the only moment where you two connected, where, to the rhythm of the waves, Neuvillette penetrated his marital responsibility towards your depths, that which he considered appropriate towards his so-called wife, who, in a frenzy of pleasure, crushed his pale back with her nails, set to music by the melodious moans he tore from your sweaty breast⊠There was no connection beyond the sexual, for as a dragon, despite the years, it is very difficult for him to connect with humans.
Focalors was an oceanid, and he was a dragon sovereign. Both turned human. Nothing more to add, two rulers abandoned by the world they were supposed to protect, what would grow between them but pure trust and admiration that would obviously develop into love?
Neuvillette didn't understand. Not until that moment. He had been deaf to his innocent heart pounding anxiously every time Focalors entered his office in her unruly human form, rampant in color and expression. He had been unaware of the flame of satisfaction in his chest that burned hot when she spoke to him in the privacy of their conversations in the theaterâŠhe did not understand, not until he understood that he would eventually lose her.
He cried, for the first time he let someone see him cry in his human form. Focalor's words, so exquisite before him, ethereal in her ornate louvered dress, echoed in his headâŠand in his heart⊠âŠ.
"Hydrodragon, Hydrodragon⊠don't cry," she whispered⊠and he, very reluctant to leave her, wished with all his might to leap upon her, wrap her in his arms and never let her go. He would flee with her on his lap, in his draconic form, leaving Fontaine and everyone else to their fate.
No⊠a Sovereign would not do that⊠he would not do that⊠for to abandon his oath would deserve the most dastardly punishment of all. And maybe, just for thinking that, he deserved what happened next.
"Farewell, Neuvillette," her words, pure in his human form. His companion, his friend, his mentor⊠his soul mate, tossed away like the foam on the shore of a beach.
Death was a human concept, without transcendence over evolution⊠love, however, was another story.
He came home like a soldier after the war, he came back without a part of himself⊠he came back to his boring life married to a woman he doesn't even love, at least not the way you really deserve him.
"Darling," you offer him a glass of fresh spring water from Quiaoying Village, because you know he doesn't like anything else, especially in dark times like these, a glass of the freshest, coldest water suits him wonderfully.
He drinks from the glass, almost as stoic as ever, though his face is stiffer than usual. Routine is becoming overwhelming for both of you, and Neuvillette is suspiciously distant from you, more so than usual. You stroke his cheek while he sleeps to help him fall asleep, you make him breakfast in the mornings and serve him dinner when he comes home, all without so much as a hello.
You suspect the worst, because your friends have planted the idea in your head that Neuvillette has a mistress, and not far from the truth, his heart belongs to another.
After the flood, many had left Fontaine, and perhaps your husband's mistress was among them, or so you thought. How painful it had been for you to see him break for another woman, to see him crack at his most human for a heart that was not yours.
Overwhelmed, you write him a letter with the idea of leaving him and traveling to Sumeru with one of your friends in search of a new life, but everything is cut short when your symptoms begin. Pregnancy was imminent, after all the nights the Iudex had taken you into your bed, it was to be expected.
You receive Neuvillette that night, frustrated by your own doubts, debating between informing him of your condition or simply fleeing to new horizons with your child. It is so difficult to decide when your husband is the Iudex of Fontaine⊠and when you care about his reputation because you love him sincerely.
There is no need to search for words when your husband is a dragon with keen senses, for as soon as he set foot in the house, he sensed the scent of his brood stirring within you. The Iudex's interest, however, lay in whether or not you would confess to him.
"A package arrived for you this afternoon," Neuvillette comments as he sips the tea you prepared for him, pointing to a bag on the front table.
"Ah, yes," you say half-heartedly, taking the bag in your hands, emotions spilling from your chest as you crumple the paper between your fingers.
You sigh deeply, thinking that maybe this gift is your way of saying goodbye to him, of silently making amends and apologizing for something that is absolutely not your fault other than falling in love with the wrong man.
You take out of the bag an encyclopedia, a thick book with thick paste and yellow pages, brought from Sumeru, recommended by the very scribe of the Academya, a book of human anthropology for your dear strange husband, who seems to have a real interest in human behavior. Neuvillette looks at it as if it were a revelation, as incredulous as he is moved, touched by your gift and your attention to his interests. You try to say something, to tell him that you are pregnant, but you stop when you hear him speak.
"I know you're expecting my child," Neuvillette says, without going into the details of how he found out, touching the rim of the teacup, a wedding gift. "Whatever you need, tell me, health, food, you know I will cover all expenses."
"I want to go to Sumeru," you confess in an almost whispered tone, your words seeming to be carried away by the wind rushing through the window.
"That wouldn't be good," for a Hydro Dragon hatchling, of course it wouldn't. "You're too young to venture into a new nation, especially one with new leaders like Sumeru, not to mention the dry climate."
You don't argue, knowing he's right, and decide to simply retreat to your room and wallow in your defeat.
Neuvillette, however, with what little empathy he has generated, caresses the book with his fingertips, gliding over the fine markings carved into the cover.
A gift, he had never given you a gift before, but you had given him a gift by taking the initiative.
The months passed quickly. The precariousness of your relationship, increasingly dry on your part, provokes something in Neuvillette.
He looks at you from his side of the bed, the way you sleep peacefully with a swollen belly, carrying his little dragon without knowing it, without trying to get rid of it, loving it from the first moment. Neuvillette has seen you singing lullabies to your child these past few months, reading him stories while caressing your belly, telling him how much you want him to be born strong and healthy.
He's grateful for the deep affection you have for your child, so much so that he has tried to show it. Maybe what he read in the book worked, or maybe it is just a product of his new feelings for his wife, who is about to become a mother. He would do anything for your son to be born healthy and with a healthy mother.
He buys you fritters on the way home, from the store he found out you like best, courtesy of some Melusine, and sits next to you at the dinner table, trying to take an interest in your day and tell you about his, always aiming for your peace, a healthy heart would bring a healthy child.
His devotion is to the birth of your child, because that's what he tells himself. It's not that he was interested in you, of course not⊠it's not like he was surprised when you told him your clothes were too tight and you hated your new body, not when he likes to see your new figure when you lie next to him at night, with enlarged breasts and a round belly. He bought you new clothes, yes, by the boatload, but because that's what any husband would do.
He only appreciates you for being the mother of his child, it's not like his heart fluttered when he saw you helping some melusines with their problems, or coddling some baby of your friends, thinking what a wonderful mother you will soon be. It's not like h chest filled with pride when he saw you in the stores looking for maternity books and baby clothes, worrying about the weather and your child's health.
And it's definitely not like he's masturbating in his office, remembering the image of you undressing that morning to get into the tub, cutting the skin of your arms and breasts, moaning at the contact of the warm water against your body, and letting out a sigh of deep satisfaction.
That night, he comes home with the usual everyday gift, this time a box of macaroons, because he noticed that you were looking at them in the display case with great eagerness during the afternoon. And he sits down at the table with you, pours you a cup of tea and starts the conversation, even though he notices that you are much more tired than usual.
He carries you into the bedroom and helps you into your nightgown, taking the opportunity to caress your waist and back as he helps the fabric slide over your curves. And then he strokes your head to help you fall asleep, and without realizing it, he smiles as he sees you fast asleep next to him.
The birth is approaching and the strong pains make you desperate, confined to your room and reluctant to go out even to sunbathe. It was the midwife who unscrupulously suggested to Neuvillette that a little sexual activity would help you get through the contractions. And he, as devoted to his wife's health as any good husband, agrees.
You feel Neuvillette's cock thrust deep into you, deep into your velvety walls, soft and slow, not unlike what you've felt before. His hands rest on the sides of your head, his gaze fixed on his cock disappearing inside you, while you curl your legs at the delicious sensation of his thick appendage inside your pussy. He moves cautiously, sharply, trying not to hurt you, and as he pumps inside you, his gaze is lost on your breasts, bouncing to the rhythm of his gentle thrusts.
"Perfect," he whispers through his teeth, because in his eyes you are the perfect reservoir for his brood, yes, just that⊠he insists that you are simply his good companion, and pretends that he hasn't wanted to have you like this for weeks, under him, a mess between moans pinned to him as you cling to his arms.
"Monsieur~" you whimper, bringing a hand to your face to cover your expression, though he takes your wrist and looks at your face as if you were a treasure just discovered by a hungry, ambitious man.
When you reach your orgasm, he kisses you, for the first time during sex, Neuvillette kisses you, and even he surprises himself with his own actions. He washes your body and dresses you before you rest, now much calmer than before, sinking into your husband's chest as you fall asleep, ignoring the feelings that surface between the two of you.
When the child is born, Neuvillette is surprised to continue his affection for you. He did not fall into the same materialism as before, because now he recognized in the shared work of the novices how difficult it was to take care of a baby. It is he who washes the child because, to your surprise, he knows the strange need for fresh water that your baby requires at least twice a day. Neuvillette enjoys the laughter that you get from your child, and the way that he lifts his arms so that you can hold him and show him how well you are feeding him, he looks strong and healthy.
One day, as he was leaving the Opera Epiclese, he was distracted by the statue of the Focalors, but his attention was immediately drawn to the babbling exclamations of his son, who was waving in your arms near the fountain. How gratifying is that moment when his heart leaps with joy as he sees you holding his child.
The days have been sunny in Fontaine since your son was born, and to Neuvillette's relief, the bitter memories of his separation from the Focalors are just that, memories⊠past images that he does not cherish, as he knows humans do, not now that his being is entirely devoted to his mate and his brood. What kind of elixir have you become for him, that he can forget all his sorrows and his past loves?
Neuvillette spends hours in his office poring over the pages of the book you gave him months ago, highlighting this thing called melancholy, the longing for past situations and desires, and feeling sorry for those who feel it, because if it were a disease, he would call himself cured of this melancholy.
He finds it curious how you managed to get rid of all the gloomy feelings that plagued him, and even wonders if you are not some kind of sorceress⊠No, not you, not when you so devotedly cleanse your child and offer him a carefully prepared dinner, and practically put your heart and soul into every act of domesticity.
Focalors⊠her name and image sail through the ancient memories of Neuvillette's tattered mind, the smile of a woman he loved, now replaced by that of the one who lies beside him, coddling a bright-eyed, rosy-cheeked child. Funny how in such a short time he had acquired such human habits as feeling part of a family he hadn't even planned to have.
Your relationship with Neuvillette, full of respect and admiration, help and companionship, seems to evolve into something more. You become his confidant, his mentor when he has doubts about human children or about the customs between parents and children. Involuntarily, he comes to you when he has questions, not to a library, for despite your young mortal age, you know much more than books could ever give him.
You are patient with his ignorance and loving when he is wrong. Mutual and pure respect, absolute devotion and admiration. Neuvillette doesn't believe you are human, how can you be human with so many virtues⊠his curiosity grows and changes, so much so that he counts the hours in court to come home and chat with you while you nurse his child.
He returns home that night with new doubts, because he has seen strange devices for children without understanding their usefulness, called fun. Can they have fun by themselves? Aren't they too young for that?âŠoh, and he brings a storybook, because he understands that made-up stories are interesting for babies, even if they don't understand much of the language.
He goes to the baby's room with an enthusiasm he doesn't know he has, and stops at the door when he hears you soothing your baby's cry with sweet words.
"Hydro-Dragon, Hydro-Dragon, don't cry," you murmur as you caress your child's cheek and try to feed him.
Your child is frantically breastfeeding, his tears fading as he closes his bright purple eyes, his little hands clenched into fists and his nose twitching. Neuvillette watches the whole scene from the doorway, his heart in his throat and his feelings on his skin. Those words that broke his soul so long ago now seem to put the pieces of his shattered existence back together.
He smiles, a melancholy, self-satisfied smile. And he looks at you, he looks at you with devotion, because you have finally made him understand what he feels and has felt for so many months. His devoted wife, as patient as she is charming⊠seems wiser and more skillful than any scholar.
Leaving your child in its cradle, you straighten your neck and turn to Neuvillette, who has entered the room.
"What a beautiful book," you murmur, picking it up, "the baby will love it.
Neuvillette watches you with one hand on the crib that protects his baby, then watches his son sleep, wrinkling his nose the way you do when you sleep.
"You must be exhausted," he whispers, stroking your arm and leading you out of the baby's room.
"Not at all," you smile, "the child fills me with vitality."
"So⊠Hydro Dragon," Neuvillette recalls the words you said to his baby.
"I said it when I was a girl, like everyone else in Fontaine, it was an idea that came to me suddenly," you answer, and he smiles at your expression, thinking that maybe he heard you when you were a girl, maybe you were one of the many children who recited the same words when it rained in Fontaine.
"I have to tell you something," Neuvillette says, his voice lacking authority, more like a prayer. You watch him from the kitchen.
"'Tell me.
Focalors, Neuvillette, Furina, Fontaine's hydrodragon, the flood, his never-confessed love⊠he tells you everything because he understands that you deserve the truth, and that he doesn't deserve you because you're too understanding of his confession. It is as if this conversation has cleared up all your doubts, and you have finally seen the real Neuvillette, who fully trusts you to know what to do with this information.
Neuvillette believes that you will ask him for a divorce and leave him alone with his son, but he is surprised to find you preparing breakfast the next morning with your child tied to your leg while you both laugh.
He does not deserve you, definitely not, for he is perhaps the most despicable man in Fontaine and all of Teyvat. To think of another while he is married, to take his wife with him in a grief that is not hers, to bind her to him forever by impregnating her⊠how mean he must have been, and how understanding you become as his selfishness grows.
He hugs you from behind, buries his face in your neck, inhales your scent and clings to your waist. He begs for forgiveness countless times, and you feel that he may have already shed a few tears on your shoulder, because the sky suddenly begins to cloud over.
"There's nothing to forgive," you whisper, stroking his head, "we can't choose who we fall in love with."
He looks at you in disbelief, wondering in what book he would find such an accurate statement. You had fallen in love with him, and he finally understands, for you are both victims of the disorderly course of love, so messy in its actions, indifferent to those it hurts.
He thinks about your words as he sits in his office, as he looks at the framed photograph he has of you holding his son, and wonders when he fell into the trap of the reckless love that humans call it.
The name of the Focalors does not mean anything to him anymore, even less when he sees Lady Furina in boutiques or restaurants⊠surely a memory has finally become just that, a memory. His heart is now the prey of another person, his wife, the mother of his son.
Neuvillette understands that there is a difference between soul mates, first love, and true love. The connection with Focalors had been imminent years ago, as both were unaware of the actions of the society in which they had become intruders, but they were nothing more than that, accomplices in a game of masks and power, the first experience of mutual affection and trust. Focalors was his soulmate, yes, because she understood firsthand everything he experienced, but being a living part of her theater did not feel authentic.
With you, however, Neuvillette had learned to be a part of his people, whether as a human or a dragon, as Chief Justice or as the father of an infant. He was no longer an intruder or a stranger ignorant of human ways, not after you. At your side, Neuvillette had known a new range of sensations, of experiences and learning based on mistakes, all very human on his part, and as expected, he had learned to fall in love again, because it was inevitable, after several problems and misunderstandings between the two of you, after the birth of his son and the new horizons that fatherhood brought. His affection for you had been disguised as admiration and redemption, his ignorance had once again avoided love, a mistake he wanted to make up for.
Sitting in your living room while he reads a book and you braid his hair and hum a lullaby, Neuvillette lets the waves of your voice carry him away, wondering what kind of marital experiences he had missed with you.
"What kind of things do husbands do?" He asks suddenly, looking up at you from the carpeted floor, surprising you with his curious question.
"WellâŠ" you think, it's not like when he asks you why kids suck their thumbs or why people give each other presents on non-holidays. It's not a question about trivial human behavior, not this time.
"I've seen couples go out to dinner, but you told me that friends also go out to dinner," he continues, elaborating on his puzzle. "Wriothesley and I have had tea together, what would be the difference between having tea with him and with you?"
"WellâŠ" you continue to think about your answer. "Perhaps the most obvious is living together, planning the week together, household and food expenses, child care, and confidentiality between the two. When you and I have tea, we talk about things that you probably don't mention to Wriothesley".
" Certainly," he says with a hand on his chin, "you and I do all those things, but how is that different from students who share a house? They also plan expenses and discuss confidences."
"Then I guess the biggest difference is in starting a family. Normally, people get married because they want to have a family with the person they choose, the person they love, or the person their parents impose on them."
"So sex is what differentiates married people," he says, and you remain static at his words, stopping to braid his hair, "of course⊠the physical and emotional affection shown by both parties in marriageâŠ" Neuvillette rambles on, his own conclusion as he sits on the couch next to you, thinking about how he hasn't shown his affection the way he should.
He looks at you out of the corner of his eye, you are distracted by the details of your skirt, picking out rebellious threads, and then he thinks about the last time he kissed you and wonders what it would be like to kiss someone with marital affection.
"Can I kiss you?" The question is thrown out with innocence, causing surprise in you.
"You've kissed me before, Neuvillette," you say, smiling and getting up to go into the kitchen, "we even have a son, I don't think there's anything new to try."
"Indeed," he says, getting up and walking toward you, your back against one of the walls, "but the variable that makes this situation different from the others is that I didn't feel that way about you."
"Like what?" you ask, as he moves closer to you, almost cornering you against the wall.
"I like thinking about you, being with you, hearing you talk," he says, his tone low, as if he were ashamed to confess everything to you. "I thought it was a simple instinct to care for you as the mother of my child⊠but now I know it's something deeper than that."
You look at him in surprise, now it is you who has unknowns that only he can answer. The silence between you is cold and almost tactile.
"What about her? Of the Archon," you whisper, your breath depending on the question, Neuvillette's forehead inches from yours.
"It's not the same. There is no excitement or desire. I never longed for her or desired her like you. She didn't provoke me the way you did, it's almost annoying."
"Am I annoying? "Is that what she's telling me, Judge?" You smile as you touch the tip of his nose, trying to take some of the seriousness out of the conversation.
"You are adorably hypnotic, I must say. More than you should be. You have taken everything from me without me even realizing it, subtly and carefully taking over my mind and my heart," Neuvillette's hands caress your cheek, high above your skin, avoiding friction as if his touch would bruise your flawless complexion.
"Let me show you these human feelings that have taken over me, please," he whispers, his thumb sliding over your lower lip. He says it almost like a complaint, his bursting emotions becoming painful, trapped in his chest, longing for you to give him comfort and permission to act.
"I'll let you⊠only if you promise me something," you say, taking his hand, avoiding the marks of his fingers on you. "You will never push me aside for another woman againâŠ"
His oath needs no words, not when he has you leaning against the kitchen table, his cock pushing behind you to your cervix. Your muffled moans as he adjusts your skirt over your waist and spreads your legs further to give him free access to your pussy, which sucks him contemptuously.
Neuvillette feels like a fantasy, thrusting relentlessly into you, touching the bulge that has formed in your belly from the penetration of his cock, pushing with his hand so you can feel it better, eliciting a high-pitched moan from you. . He kisses your cheek and you hear his muffled moans against your ear as he utters words of worship.
You grip the marble edge of the table, moaning at the burning building in your belly, your eyes glassy and spit falling from your mouth. It's as if your legs were lifeless, as if you were prey to Neuvillette and the way he drives his love for you so deep that it seems to stir your womb.
That afternoon he takes you in the kitchen, and the next morning he doesn't let you get out of bed, one hand on the headboard and the other around your waist, Neuvillette has you with your ass up like a dog in heat, hitting your slippery with his length. The strength that his support gives you is hard to bear, your breasts trembling strongly as your ass bounces to his rhythm, your skin moving like waves in the sea with each vibration that Neuvillette's relentless interference causes.
His hand slides down your body, caressing your breasts and down to your clit, your face buried in the pillows, almost crying at how good his fingers feel on your nervous lump. He fills you with his seed when he reaches orgasm, because he is dying to see you again with your belly swollen for his offspring. And he kisses you again, he kisses your forehead while you catch your breath, while you cover your body that has been bruised by his fingers, defining the lustful path of his digits over your body.
In his office, he remembers the past hours with fanciful lust and longs to return home to enjoy this new activity that you have made him experience, this new addiction that your body represents against his. He longs for your company and your warmth, your voice moaning with pleasure and the way your nails dig into his back. He adores everything about you, not only because you are the mother of his child, but because he finally understands, after several months of reading and reflection, that he has truly fallen in love with you, his precious human wife.
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SLEEPOVER PART 2!!!
warnings: a tinny bit of smutđ (lets thank ala for helping me write this cuz i dont write smut but if yall want more ill try to write more), smoking, making out, shirtless ellie, half naked reader, ellie x femm!reader, my grammarđ«¶đŒ
a.n.: if you see mistakes in my englishâŠ. no you didnt. i had this ready yesterday anx i was about to post but this whole coloring deleted and i just gave up so im posting this todayđđ«¶đŒ im gonna make this a series PROBABLY
(ellie - đ, reader - đ©·) âyou okay?â ellie breathed out. âyeahâ you mumbled and cupped her cheek. your nerd leaned into your touch and closed her eyes. âtired?â you asked sweetly. âno⊠just enjoying youâ her hand went up to your upper thigh. âyeah?â you looked down at her hand and back at her. your hand met her sports bra. âhm?â ellie opened her eyes ânothing⊠just enjoying youâ you mocked her âokay, thats it.â ellie hid your vape in her sports bra. âelsssâŠâ you whined. âthats what you get for teasing and mocking me!â ellie exclaimed. you and ellie never really got intimate. you never saw her naked. she never saw you witgout clothes too. the THC was getting into your head and you became a bit bolder. your hand tugged onto her sports bra and when she didnt push you away you decided to pull it up. when you completely took it off your eyes fell on her bare chest. she was perfect. her small but perky tits made you wet just by looking at them. ellies first instinct was to cover up but before she could do it you grabbed her hands and kissed her. your hands went down to massage her chest and the moans falling from her lips into yours were driving you wild. you kissed down her neck. your lips stopped at her nipples. âthis okay baby?â you asked. ellie gave you an eager nod and you slowly continued your work. small love bites covered her chest. her strong hands gripped your shirt and she tugged on it. as you pulled away you spotted that she was completely red and she looked like she was about to pass out âomg are you okay?â you asked concerned. âyeah just⊠you are so hot and you make me all hot âŠâ she breathed out. you let out a chuckle and massage her cheek. ârelax baby⊠i can open a window if you wantâ ellie just nodded. you hopped off her lap and went to open the window. cold, autumn wind fell into the room. ellies red cheeks were starting to fade. you laid down next to her, your head on her chest and your arm wrapped around her waist. âels?â you checked up on her. she looked down âyeah, pretty thing?â âi love you⊠you are so perfect for meâŠâ you mumbled and kissed her bare chest. it was moments like this that made ellie glad that she went to school that one day and decided to talk to you. its moments like this when she has you in her arms all safe and healthy. its moments like this that she just appreciates you⊠even tho she likes to be alone, sometimes she likes to be alone with you. âdo⊠you want to continue⊠this?â you asked unsure. ânahh we can take a nap and finish this at night⊠we can even get high and do it⊠we can always do it another time⊠we dont have to do this todayâŠâ you nodded âyou are right⊠i still love you⊠even if we never do it⊠im with you for you not forâŠ. you knowâ you two grew up with pretty strict rules about sex and being gay. you had catholic parents and ellie was always bullied about being gay. âi love you pretty thingâŠâ ellie mumbled and rubbed your back. âyeahhh⊠i love you⊠and shimmer⊠and your handsâ ellie raised her eyebrow âyeah? what about my hands?â âdont start something you cant finishâ you teased. âi always finish what i startâ ellie rolled her eyes playfully âwe just stopped cuz you were overheating because of a half naked girl on your lap.â then you got hit with a pillow and laughter filled the room âi did not!!â ellie was offended âyes you did!â you chuckled. âi still love you⊠my overheating babyâŠâ you took a puff âaddicted hoeâ ellie rolled her eyes and pulled you into a kiss. ohhh you were so in love with her. tag list: @abandonedstars1 @hellothisiskitty13 @snowy-vee @mellifluousgirll
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PAC: What Does Your Future Spouse Look Like?
This reading includes:
your FS's general physical traits
your FS's vibes & celebrities with similar vibes
The extended reading includes:
your FS's fashion style
your first impression of your FSÂ
Disclaimer: this is just for entertainment purposes, and as a pick-a-card reading it may not resonate for everyone.
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Pile 1
Houdini - Dua Lipa
Five of Cups, Ten of Pentacles, Two of Pentacles
Pile 1, the first thing I notice in your person is their eyes. It's not necessarily about the color - although it could be that they're a particularly pretty color - but more that they are very expressive. It also seems that for most of you, this person has really big eyes. Perhaps round or almond shaped too. Think something like Al Pacino, Cate Blanchett, Liv Tyler, Kurt Cobain or Adrien Brody for example. They can convey a lot of emotion with just their eyes. I also see that some of them have crow's feet when they smile too, which is really endearing honestly.
Another thing that I pick up from your person is that they seem to have a vaguely sad vibe to them. Do you know that meme "my poor little meow meow"? Their vibe is a bit similar in a way. They just look like they're sad and you have the urge to take care of them. Again, think a bit about someone like Kurt Cobain or Adrien Brody.
When it comes to their body they're tall or, at least, they give the impression of being tall and broad. Especially for men, they have broad shoulders even if they aren't muscled or chubby. For the women I also think that they tend to have broad shoulders and a narrower waist, but their most prominent feature seems to be their chest. They may have big boobs or they tend to use clothes that emphasize their boobs. I think that even for the men, their chest is quite prominent.
When it comes to vibes it's mostly what I've already said your person has this "please love me" vibe. Despite this, they're capable of commanding attention and they tend to look quite elegant. It may be that they have a lot of pisces placements or a pisces rising. In general, I think that they're attractive, but not like conventionally attractive or Hollywood attractive if that makes sense.
I also think that your person shows themself differently to different people. With you they may feel more comfortable to be a "poor little meow meow" while with others they're more closed off and may even appear a bit cold. I just heard that they have a poker face, so with other people they may completely close off and be hard to read.
(extended reading here)
Pile 2
Kiss Me More - Doja Cat ft. SZA
Six of Wands, Page of Wands, Eight of Swords
Hi, pile 2, your FS is the type of person that gets other people's attention. They are very conventionally attractive (I feel like especially when it comes to their face), but they don't really see themselves life this. In fact, I think that they're quite insecure about their appearance. This almost feels like body dysmorphia honestly (and for some of you it could be related to them being trans, while for others it could be related to an eating disorder). The reality is that they can't see themselves the way other people see them.
They have really thick and luscious hair - it reminds me a bit of Carlos Sainz or Ben Barnes for the men - and most likely it's either wavy or straight. For most of you they have rather long hair, the men tend to have up to shoulder length hair, while for the women it can come down to their waist. When it comes to color, most likely it's dark, but for some of you it could be bleached.
Most of them seem to have tanned or dark skin, this isn't really about skin color, if they have black skin for example, it's really dark. For the people with lighter-skin they have a tendency to blush a lot or get flushed (especially after drinking). They also have really pretty teeth, probably very straight or they just look endearing, and a pretty mouth too. Despite having a pretty mouth not all of them have thick lips, it's more about the shape of their mouth. I feel like they tend to smile a lot. It kind of reminds me of Julia Roberts a bit who is known for her smile.
Some celebrities that have similar vibes to them are Carlos Sainz, Julia Roberts, Anok Yai, Adut Akech, Dominik Szoboszlai and Michael B. Jordan.Â
When it comes to their vibes they seem to be youthful and always in their own world. It's almost like they aren't really paying attention to what's going on around them. They also seem to be a bit introverted or closed-off in public, despite all the eyes that they attract. If surrounded by friends they may be a bit more open and might be cracking up jokes with them. No matter what they seem to be really nice and will always give a small smile to other people, like the waiter at the restaurant for example.
(extended reading here)
Pile 3
The Shadow of Your Smile - Nancy Sinatra
Four of Pentacles, King of Swords rx, Ace of Pentacles
Pile 3, your person doesn't seem to be very tall. They're either medium height or actually small. It may also be that their vertical line is short even if they are in fact on the taller side they seem shorter than they really are. But, the most noticeable thing about them is that they seem to always have a serious expression on their face - some of them even have a resting bitch face. I think that they have very expressive eyebrows, they may even move them without meaning to. You'll be able to tell what they think by their eyebrows. Like, they may have look super serious almost as if they're upset but by their eyebrows you can actually tell that they're just relaxed. Speaking of their eyebrows they also seem to be very full or bushy. I don't think that there's a monobrow here, but it could also be the case.
When it comes to their face your FS has really strong facial features, especially their jaw and nose. The jaw reminds me a bit of Angelina Jolie for the women and for the men it seems to be a bit of a mix between Timothée Chalamet and Henry Cavill. For some it's more square while for others it's sharper. The noses here tend to be either aquiline or roman, but either way they're also quite prominent. Think a bit Gisele Bundchen, Jenny Slate or Alba Flores for example, or Hrithik Roshan and Dev Patel.
I don't know how to explain it but they also have a very earthy vibe, like tanned skin, freckles, calloused hands, it's like they just came back from working in the garden, if that makes sense. They also have brown or black hair, and the men tend to have beards (nothing too big though). They also have super clear and healthy looking skin.
Besides the eyebrows I also think that they have really noticeable hands. Their hands may be big or just very pretty in general, they may be veiny too. Their nails are healthy and well kept, and they probably have long and thick fingers. The way they move their hands may also be very attractive, like their gestures or just by being very dextrous with their hands. When it comes to their body they tend to be thicker or chubbier, I'm seeing like amazing and really thick thighs for both men and women. I also feel like your FS exercises a lot or they move a lot because of their work and so they tend to be chubby with a lot of muscle underneath.
In general, I think that their vibe is just very chill. They have a "don't fuck with me" vibe, but they're just doing their own thing and don't really want anyone to bother them. They also seem to be very hard-workers and earthy as I said, like down-to-earth too. These aren't people with delusions of grandeur.
(extended reading here)
Pile 4
Crazy - Aerosmith
Lovers rx, Empress rx, Knight of Cups
Pile 4, this is my androgynous and gender non-conforming pile. If you're familiar with the Kibbe body types or essences, these people would be the Ethereal or Angelic essence. Do you know the Lord of the Rings elves? Yeah, basically that's the vibe. Their features are delicate and they can look a bit otherworldly. Think of Tilda Swinton, Willow Smith, Halle Bailey or Lisa Bonnet. For the men you have again Lee Pace and Orlando Bloom as elves, but also Eddie Redmayne, Cillian Murphy, Jared Leto and Ethan Torchio. For me, Ethan Torchio from Maneskin is the best example for men here. He embodies the facial features and hair that makes him look quite androgynous, and also a bold and avant-garde style.
In general, your person tends to look a bit flirty or mischievous. Again, they have this elf or fairy vibe to them. They tend to look playful and approachable. This isn't the type of person you'd be afraid of talking to, they just seem super nice and open.Â
No matter the skin color your person also tends to be pale, this is more their complexion really. Some of them may look a bit like vampires think Tom Cruise and Brad Pitt in Interview with a Vampire. They also have clear skin and the men tend not to have beards. When it comes to hair it tends to be long, especially for the men. For the women, I actually think that they may tend to have shorter hair or even a shaved head.
Their faces are beautiful, but not really conventionally attractive. They have something otherworldly about them that just pulls you to them. They may also have asymmetrical faces, especially when it comes to the eyes or jaw. Also, speaking of eyes they have really intense eyes. The type that seems that they can look right through you. Besides pile 1, this is the pile that seems like they may have light eyes.
When it comes to their body shape they are leaner instead of muscly or thick. They may have muscle definition, but they're just lean and maybe a bit lanky. They seem like they have a high vertical line or they're tall. In general though, they're just long. They have long legs, long arms, even long fingers.
(extended reading here)
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a/n: andrei got an all star weekend fic last year, so itâs only right that mat gets one this year! i literally have a million favorite pics from this weekend so i had to use them all i donât care. i tried to hit a bunch of the main weekend highlights! iâm also aware that some of the timing and stuff is weird in the fic, but weâre just rolling with it and enjoying the vibes. đ§Ąđ
word count: 7k
tw: innuendo, dirty talk, protected sex, oral (m receiving), fingering (f recieving), thigh riding, extremely minimal editing
summary: all star weekend in toronto with mat is one to remember
âWho do you think will pick you?â You ask, settled comfortably in the middle of the hotel roomâs mattress, wrapped warmly in the plush robe. You have the perfect spot to watch Mat at the bathroom sink while he shaves. Heâs in his suit pants, but his chest is bare, giving you the opportunity to watch his back and arm muscles move as he works.
âDunno,â he replies, slightly muffled. You can see his face in the mirror, lips tucked in and half covered in shaving cream. He lets his hand fall to the counter and turns to face you, a crooked smile on his face made even more lopsided by the shaving cream beard. âIf itâs not Mo and Auston though, Iâm leaving.â
You roll your eyes, knowing that your boyfriend loves Justin Bieber almost more than he loves you. âI want Nate and Cale to pick you. I want to meet Tate McRae.â
âYou can meet Tate McRae even if Iâm not on her team,â Mat scoffs, returning to his shaving. âWhen am I ever going to get a chance to be coached by Justin Bieber? Never, Squeaks! This is a once in a lifetime opportunity.â
âYouâre such a dork,â you murmur affectionately, grinning at his back and tucking your face into the collar of the robe. You have to get up and start getting ready soon, but youâre too comfortable to move. Matâll go over to the arena earlier for media interviews and the red carpet, but you donât have to be there, technically at all, but you want to see the draft.
Mat finishes shaving his face and wipes his cheeks off with the hand towel. âYouâre not being very supportive of my dreams,â he informs you dramatically, tossing the dirty towel onto the counter and planting his hands on his hips.
You kneel up on the bed and gape at him, amping up the dramatics. âIâm spending my vacation in cold ass Toronto instead of Baha Mar because Iâm supportive of your dreams,â you laugh, throwing your arms out to your sides. âSue me if I want you to have a good celebrity captain.â
âThe Biebs would be the best captain,â Mat replies, crossing over to the bed in a handful of steps, reaching out to rest his hands on your hips. His fingers play with the tie of the robe. âHe played hockey and heâs a huge fan.â
âAre their colors at least the blue jersey?â You ask. âYou look so good in blue.â
Mat lifts an eyebrow. âThat would make you support my coaching dreams? The color blue?â
You hum, resting your hands on his shoulders, playing with the chain around his neck. âIâm very superficial,â you inform him, deadpan.
âYeah,â Mat replies, equally deadpan, âme too.â He breaks a second later, grinning and peppering kisses all over your face, making you squeal. His fingers dig into your sides, tickling you under the robe, and you wriggle on your knees, slumping forward over his chest when you canât take it anymore. Gasping laughter saws from your chest and you try to catch your breath, but Matâs making it hard with his hands splayed over your back. Theyâre warm and slightly rough and youâre both really wearing barely any clothes, it would be so easy to drag him down onto the bed.
He seems to be telepathically picking up on your thoughts because Mat presses a kiss to your bare shoulder where the robe has slipped off and says, âI gotta finish getting ready or Iâm going to be late. But when we get back after the draft, my body is yours to use.â
You pull back and grin at him. âHowever I want?â
âYeah,â he snorts, âI need to conserve energy to reclaim my title tomorrow, so you have to do all the work.â
âPillow princess,â you accuse, pouting at him.
âJust for you, babe,â Mat shoots back, cupping your chin in his hand and tilting your head back so he can really kiss you, licking into your mouth and leaving you wet and wanting when he pulls back. âStart thinking about what position you want me in.â
He winks, laughing, and heads back to the bathroom to finish getting his hair in place. You slump back down on the bed and call to his back, âIâm making sure I get two orgasms before you even get one.â
âFine by me,â Mat calls back, hands working through his hair. âI like the way you scream my name when youâre coming on my cock.â
Your entire body flushes with heat and you press your thighs together. âDamnit,â you mutter, knowing you need to start getting ready and you definitely donât have time for even a halfway satisfying orgasm. âFor that,â you call, starting to roll off the bed so you can do your hair and makeup, âI get three orgasms before you get one.â
âYouâre being so mean to your All-Star,â Mat teases, shrugging into his button down and starting to do up the buttons. You plug in your curling iron and roll your eyes at him.
âShouldâve known all the attention would go to your head,â you sigh, pretending to be burdened by him. âIâm your All-Star, Mr. Barzal, and donât you forget it.â
His answering grin crinkles his entire face and you go to him easily when he reaches out to grab your wrist and tug you into his chest. âThatâs why Iâm letting you have your orgasms before I get mine,â he says cheekily, pressing a smacking kiss to your cheek and disappearing to the other side of the room for his shoes.
You huff a little, a small smile playing on your lips, and return to fixing your hair. Mat finishes getting ready, lacing up his dress shoes and pulling on his suit jacket before throwing his arms out to his sides and doing a little half-turn, asking, âso, how do I look?â
âLike my All-Star,â you beam at him, tilting your head up for a kiss. He obliges. âI like this suit a lot,â you continue, reaching for your purse and withdrawing a Sharpie. You hold it up in between your bodies and tuck it into the inside pocket of his jacket. âJust in case.â
Mat pats his hand over the pocket and kisses your forehead. âThanks, Squeaks. Text me when you get to the arena, okay? Iâll see you after the draft.â
You nod and with one final kiss, Matâs out the door, leaving you with some peace and quiet to get ready. You do wish that Bo or Noah had been voted in too, so youâd at least have Holly or Alexa to hang out with while youâre watching the events. Matâs parents and Liana are getting into town tomorrow afternoon, with enough time to join you for the Skills Competition, but until then, youâre on your own.
Luckily, you run into Steph Marner outside of the arena, saving you from the awkward first day of a new school feeling where youâll either have to sit alone or find someone you know in the arena. You know Steph a little bit from different events and youâre friendly enough, itâs not the same as having one of your girls with you, but sheâs a familiar face.
âHey, girl!â Steph greets you with a hug that you return. âWelcome to the six!â
âI really wish you were welcoming me to the Bahamas,â you laugh, falling into step next to her. The crowds are wild and you look around as you walk in, having never been to an All-Star game before this is so much fun.
She lets loose a laugh, âyou and me both! It wouldâve been nice to get out of the city for a bit, but what can you do?â She shrugs and you fall into small talk for a little bit, catching up on whatâs been happening since you last saw each other.
By the time the draft starts, youâre pleasantly tipsy and getting into the fun. The guys are all sitting on little benches on the ice and itâs adorable watching them swing their legs like toddlers. You snap a few photos of Mat from your spot in the stands, knowing the professional photos youâll get from the teamâs social media team later will be better. The draft starts and you wait impatiently for Mat to be picked.
By the time the fourth round ends and he hasnât been picked, youâre starting to get cranky on his behalf. And slightly anxious that heâll be picked last, even though you know logically that wonât happen. On the ice, he keeps swinging his legs, fidgeting in place until finally Mo and Auston pick him to join Team Bieber, along with half the Maple Leafs - Mitch Marner and William Nylander included.
Steph slaps your hand in a high-five, âwoohoo! Teammates!â
You laugh and cheer along with her, snapping a picture of Mat getting a hug from Justin Bieber. You immediately send it off to your group chat, adding the message: pretty sure heâs going to leave me for the biebs đ
The girls flood the chat, but youâre too busy laughing with Steph about Mat and Mitchâs chatter on the Team Bieber bench.
âOh my god,â you laugh. âMatâs such a yapper. He must be talking Mitchâs ear off.â
âPlease,â Steph waves her hand in the air. âMitch canât shut up either. They probably arenât even listening to each other.â
As the draft continues, you tune out a little since Matâs been picked. Eventually, you tune back in and your gaze lands on your boyfriend manspreading to an extreme degree. Muffling a laugh with your hand, you shoot him a text, knowing he wonât see it until later: spread your legs a little wider, babe, i want to feel the stretch when i straddle you đ
The draft comes to an end and itâs a little bit of a whirlwind after that, chatting with people you havenât seen in a bit and wandering the arena until you find Mat. Or he finds you, actually.
âTeam Bieber!â He crows, barely hiding his excitement now that itâs just you in front of him.
You grin at him, squeaked laughter pushed from your lungs when he crushes you to his chest in a hug. âHappy for you, Mat!â
âBabe,â he shakes his head, grinning from ear to ear, âthis is gonna be so fucking fun. He hugged me!â
âYou are the biggest fangirl Iâve ever seen,â you tease, tucking yourself under his arm and wrapping your arm around his waist. âItâs adorable.â
âI know youâre making fun of me right now,â he says, âbut I donât even care. Weâve got a Bieber concert to get to.â
You shake your head and let yourself be dragged along to the concert, knowing that Matâs going to have the time of his life listening to one of his favorite artists perform live and that youâre going to get so many videos of him singing along that will immediately be sent to Beau for blackmail material.
The concert is actually beyond fun, and by the time you get back to the hotel, Matâs completely forgotten about his earlier determination to be a pillow princess and has you out of your sweater and jeans before you really process whatâs happening. His mouth and fingers work you up to two hard and fast orgasms, leaving you sweaty and breathless in the middle of the bed.
âFuck,â you mutter, wrapping your legs around his waist and squeezing them, bending your knees to draw his cock closer to your cunt. You clit throbs and the condom-wrapped head of Matâs cock bumps against it, making you see stars.
âOne more each, okay?â Mat mutters, pushing into you slowly. You whine and clench around him, scraping your nails down his back. He hisses at the sting, but doesnât stop until heâs seated fully inside your pussy, breathing hard. Sweat rolls down his temples, dampening his hair.
You barely last a few minutes, overly sensitive from the last two orgasms, and you come before Mat, stroking your hands over every inch of him you can reach while he pumps his hips into yours. He grunts into your neck when he comes, filling the condom and nearly crushing you with the heavy weight of his body on top of yours. The air is pushed from your lungs, Matâs sweaty chest pressed against yours.
âFuck,â he mumbles into your hair, âthat felt good. You feel good. Could stay here forever.â
You kiss his shoulder. âIâd make some kind of innuendo about being an all star, but I think my brain is melted,â you say honestly, still wrapped around Mat like an octopus and making no effort to move.
ââ-
Matâs Friday is quiet, other than an early afternoon practice for the Saturday game and the Skills Competition at night, so you have a lazy morning with him in bed. Neither of you bothered with clothes the night before, so itâs easy to get your hands on him and harder to get his hands off of you. You slip under the covers and wake him up with your mouth on his cock, sucking him off until he comes in your mouth. After he returns the favror with a slow, lingering orgasm, you shower and decide to head off to explore downtown Toronto for a bit before Mat goes to practice and you head off to the airport in the rental car to pick up Matâs parents and sister.
âThank god youâre here,â you give Liana a huge hug after helping everyone load their bags into the trunk. âItâs so hard being the only one around to chirp Mat to his face.â
âPlease tell me you have video of the Bieber of it all,â she grins at you, a little evilly. You nod and she she pumps her fist. Nadia shakes her head.
âDonât be mean to your brother this weekend,â she turns around in the passenger seat to face you both. Michael had insisted on driving back into the city and you werenât about to argue - Toronto traffic rivaled New York traffic.
Liana rolls her eyes. âMom, he needs some humbling,â she replies. âItâs good for his character
growth.â
You hide a giggle behind your hand. The Barzal sibling dynamic is one of your favorite things to witness. âI promise, Nadia,â you say, leaning forward a bit, âMat gets so much praise. He does need a little humbling every once in a while.â
Once youâre back in the city, you drop the car and everyoneâs bags off at the hotel and head over to meet Mat at the arena. Heâs waiting for you all in the main lobby, looking fresh and clean and beyond adorable in his new All-Stars beanie. His smile is huge and only grows when he gives his parents hugs hello. He rubs the top of Lianaâs head in a noogie that has her punching his arm, while they both laugh.
âHi,â you smile up at him. You missed him even though itâs been less than two hours since you saw him.
âHi,â Mat kisses you quickly before tugging the beanie off his head and unceremoniously dropping it on yours, tugging the cuff of it low over your forehead and smushing your hair. You wrinkle your nose at him and he raises an eyebrow. âItâs cold and you look cute in it.â
You lift your phone, the screen lighting up to display a handful of social media notifications and texts, ânot as cute as you, according to the Twitter girlies. Apparently, youâre giving babygirl.â Your grin is shit-eating and Liana openly cracks up next to you, even as Michael and Nadia frown at each other, completely confused by the social media phrases.
Matâs ears go pink and he nudges his hip against yours. âShut up, letâs just go for lunch and not talk about that,â he rests his hand against your lower back and slings the other arm over Lianaâs shoulder, guiding the both of you out of the arena.
âOh no,â his sister says in a sugary-sweet tone, âweâre definitely talking about it. I have a few of my favorites bookmarked to mentionâŠâ She trails off, starting to scroll through her phone.
âMom!â Mat whips his head around to look at Nadia. She plucks the phone from Lianaâs hands and stashes it in her purse.
Michael, in order to cut off Lianaâs complaint, jumps in, âMat, tell us about Patrick Roy. Howâs the change going?â
Luckily, the new coach is a topic Mat could happily chatter on about for hours, so he takes the bait and you end up having a fairly peaceful lunch before heading back to the hotel for a little relaxation before the Skills Competition. Liana comes to hang out with you and Mat, while Michael and Nadia get in a quick nap after their long flight. You put a movie on, but really the three of you end up gossiping and catching up, before Mat finally kicks you both out so he can get in a short nap too.
âLove you,â he kisses you before essentially pushing you out the door.
âYeah, I really feel the love,â you roll your eyes, quickly pulling your coat back before Mat can close the door on it.
Liana smiles at you wryly. âI donât know how you put up with him, but thank god for you. Letâs go get a coffee,â she says, linking arms with you as you stroll down to the elevators. You have the toque back on your head, adjusted so itâs not smashing your hair flat, and you canât help but smile when you think about Mat putting it on your head in the first place.
âHeâs surprisingly easy to love,â you laugh. âWhen heâs not being a drama queen.â
âUgh,â Liana rolls her eyes affectionately, âyou guys are disgusting.â
âBe nice or Iâm going to decide to renovate the guest room during the week in April youâre coming to visit,â you joke.
ââ-
The arena is even louder and more chaotic during the Skills Competition and youâre having fun with Liana, taking pictures and getting snacks while you wait for everything to start.
âFuck,â you mutter to yourself, scrolling through Instagram before the events start. The reel the teamâs socials have posted of Mat picking out his skate blades has your panties immediately damp and youâre ready to demand it get taken down for your own sanity. You shift in your seat, damp fabric scraping against your wet cunt.
Liana looks over your shoulder to see what youâre looking at. âOh gross,â she fakes a gagging noise. âHe needs to put those away.â
âOr save them just for me,â you mumble, for her ears only. As much as you love Nadia and Michael, they donât need to hear how horny you are for their son. Liana bumps your shoulder and your fingers slip over the screen.
âIâm gonna go blind, put that thirst trap away,â she frowns. âTheyâre going to start now.â
Sheâs right and Mat is the first one introduced on the ice. The four of you jump to your feet and scream for him, your heart pounding with excitement. Mat looks so stupidly happy to be on the ice, you canât help but let out an extra loud wolf-whistle for him.
The Fastest Skater competition is up first and you wonât admit it, but youâre a little nervous for Mat to hold onto his title. You clench your hands together while William Nylander, Quinn Hughes, and Cale Makar go, crossing your fingers when their times are all over 14 seconds.
Matâs fourth and you scream when heâs under 14 seconds, holding first until, of course, Connor McDavid unseats him. Itâs annoying and a little frustrating, but youâre still beyond proud of Mat for being so close.
âFuck that!â Liana grumbles, echoing your thoughts.
âHeâs fastest skater in my heart,â you whisper back, purposely not telling her your plan to giving him a blow job at the end of the night.
One Timers is next. Honestly, you have no idea what the rules on this one are, but you just enjoy the show. Especially since Matâs not that great in this competition in the end. You can see the scowl on his face and even Nadia laughs a little.
âHeâs so hard on himself, even for fun events,â she shakes her head.
You can see him shake his head after his turn at the Passing Challenge, but honestly youâre really just focused on down damn good he looks with the backwards cap on his head. Watching Mat show off his skills is always your favorite thing. Mat takes third in this challenge and then talks to Kevin Weekes on ice and you record him while he talks, loving that crooked smile of his.
âI canât believe heâs tied for first,â Liana shakes her head, filling in Michael and Nadia as they come back to the seats with drinks. âThink heâll drop a couple thousand my way?â
âIâll make sure of it,â you nudge her side. âRight after he funds my tropical vacation.â
During the musical break, you both get up to use the bathroom and stretch your legs. Your phone is vibrating with texts from the team and the girls, chirping Mat and making sure you know to pass on the messages.
Matâs final event is Stick Handling and you keep your fingers crossed throughout the break - heâs in third overall and honestly you think he could pull off a win. Either way, you know youâre going to celebrate with him later.
âThatâs my man!â You shout when Matâs announced for second place. âSilkiest mits in the league!â
Liana and Nadia jump up to celebrate with you - Matâs tied for first over all with one competition left.
He makes it to the next round and the three of you cheer, laughing and more than a little tipsy off of arena beers and cocktails. Itâs so much more fun to cheer him on and celebrate Mat with his family.
âI always forget how good he is,â Nadia comments. âI know heâs good, but heâs having fun out there too.â
âNo, he was literally off the wall excited to come back,â you tell her. âBeing selected and then getting to replace Jack Hughes in the skills comp, on top of the new coach, Matâs been in such a good mood lately.â
âHeâs also whipped,â Liana teases you. You stick your tongue out at her.
âHe just knows when he has to listen and turn off his hockey brain,â you shrug, talking over the music.
âOh, Mat sucks at the shootout,â you groan, seeing what the One on One competition entails. âI just need him to not be last on this one.â
Mat picks Igor Shesterkin as his goalie and you watch him collect six points and sit in a tie for third. The New York rivalry runs strong and you canât wait for the Stadium Series game in two weeks. Youâre kind of treating the cold in Toronto as a preview of sitting out in the cold in New Jersey.
And with that, Matâs onto the final round.
âOne step closer to that cool million,â Liana grins. âYou know how big of an engagement ring you could get with thatâŠâ
You choke on your sip of water and Michael claps you on the back while Nadia frowns at Liana. âNo way I need or want something that big,â you manage to squeak out. âNot to be, like, basic, but Iâd take a page out of Taylor Swiftâs book and marry him with a paper ring.â
Your entire face feels like itâs burning red, talking about marrying Mat in front of his parents. You do, obviously, want to marry him, but it feels strange to say so in front of his parents when youâve only met them a handful of times.
Lianaâs shit-eating grin is identical to Matâs. âIâll keep that in mind,â she says and when you try to say anything, she shushes you and points to the ice, where the obstacle course is starting.
âOh, heâs locked in,â Liana says and youâre all leaning forward in your seats as Mat goes through the obstacles.
âOh god,â you groan, covering your eyes with your hands as Mat struggles with the little nets. Liana and Nadia wince at your sides. Itâs like a train wreck, you canât look away from his struggle. When they have to bring out more pucks for him, your heart sinks into your stomach.
Matâs time in the end is awful, and you can see his disappointment on his face when he looks up at the jumbotron. He wouldâve beaten McDavid if the nets hadnât tripped him up.
âAh, he did his best,â Michael says and you nod. It sucks that Mat didnât place higher, but youâre so proud of him. Considering he wasnât even chosen to be in the Skills Competition in the first place, the fact that he made it to the final round and nearly won is an incredible effort.
Mat texts you all in a group chat that youâd honestly forgotten existed, letting you know that he still has to shower and do some media availability, so heâll meet you all back at the hotel.
Michael and Nadia decide to head to bed and you promise to let Mat know - youâll all get together for breakfast before Mat goes to his morning skate before the game at 3. You and Liana hang out in the hotel bar until Mat joins you a little more than an hour later, spotting you immediately and wedging himself in the few inches of space left in the arm chair youâre sitting in. He squishes you to the side with his thighs, spreading them without concern. His arms wrap around your shoulders and he kisses the side of your head. âHey, Squeaks,â he greets you, adjusting so one of your legs is draped over his and youâre as close as you could possibly be.
âJesus,â Liana mutters. âGet a room.â
Mat squints at her, âI would love to.â
You nudge his side and murmur, âbehave,â at him. All that does is encourage Mat to get in your face and kiss you hungrily. A surprised giggle is swallowed by Matâs mouth and Lianaâs disgusted scoff makes Mat smile against your lips.
âIâm going to bed,â she pushes up from her chair. âSee you two in the morning. And wear a condom, Iâm not ready to be an aunt.â
You and Mat choke simultaneously, Lianaâs laughter echoing as she dances away. You drop your forehead to Matâs shoulder and he shakes his head, âshe really knows how to kill the mood.â
When you shift your leg though, you can feel the bulge of Matâs cock against your thigh. âI donât think she killed the mood that much,â you tease, curling closer to him. âShould we go upstairs and I can reward you for being the all-star of my heart?â
âCheesy,â Mat accuses even as heâs pulling you to your feet and guiding you to the elevator bank. âIâm exhausted though, I didnât realize how much work the obstacle course would be.â
âIâll do all the work, donât you worry,â you grin at him.
Less than ten minutes later you have him on his back, cunt clenching around his cock.
âFuck, fuck,â Mat groans, fingers digging into your hips. âBaby, god, fuck feels so good.â
You lean forward, bouncing over Matâs cock, nails digging into his chest. âWanted to do this all day,â you gasp. âAll the posts, your fucking thighs, Mat! Been soaked for you.â
He laughs underneath you, sliding one hand to play with your clit. You whine and feel your arousal leak from your body, smearing all over Matâs pelvis. âThought about riding my thighs, baby?â He asks, gripping your hip even tighter and helping you bounce on him.
âEvery fucking day,â you admit, choking on air when Mat bucks his hips up into yours, the head of his cock smacking against your g-spot. âAll-Star Mat is my favorite Mat.â
His face is red from exertion, beads of sweat rolling down his temples, but even still you can tell that your praise is getting to him, flushing his chest pink and making his rhythm over your clit stutter. You grin wickedly down at him, knowing exactly how you want to play him.
âIâm so proud of you,â you murmur sincerely, grinding down on him. âCame in and killed it, made it look easy,â you hiccup on a particularly aggressive bounce, âso fucking handsome. My all-star. Mine, mine, mine.â
âFuuuuckâ Mat drags out the curse, bending his knees and planting his feet on the mattress so he can fuck up into you roughly. âJesus. Wanted to win âcause you were there.â
You whimper every time Matâs cock hits your g-spot, nearly there, and praise him again, âalways a winner. Always my winner. Love you so much.â
Matâs cock thickens inside of you while you clench around him and you plant your hands on his stomach for leverage and to feel his muscles bunch up in the lead up to his orgasm. He groans and squeezes a handful of your ass, bucking up into you harshly. âGonna - sorry, baby. Need to come,â he groans your name, filling the condom with a deep growl. You keep riding him through it, replacing his hand on your clit with yours so he can grip your hips and bounce you while he finishes.
âCâmon, fill me up,â you whine, chanting his name, rolling your fingers over your clit until you finish a few seconds after him, gushing around the base of his cock and his lower stomach. You slump over his chest and Mat grunts underneath you, smoothing his hands over your ass.
âGod, that was fucking amazing,â he mutters into your hair, kissing your cheek. âGotta be the all-star more often.â
You laugh and wiggle your ass over him, cunt clenching lazily around him. âI dunno, I was supposed to take care of you, but you took over there for a bit,â you mumble against his skin.
âCouldnât help it,â he shrugs, âlooked so fucking good with your tits bouncing, that gorgeous face you make when I hit as deep as possible.â He yawns a little, swallowing the last few words of his sentence.
âShut up,â you laugh lightly, swatting at his chest while you roll off of him, sticky and sore. Mat moves to get up, but you push him back a little and wrap a hand around his hip. âIâve got it.â You make quick work of the condom, tying a knot at the top and padding into the bathroom to get rid of it. You rinse off quickly and bring Mat back a damp washcloth to clean off his stomach, but by the time you get back into the bedroom, heâs got one arm tucked behind his head and heâs fast asleep, letting out gentle grumbling snores.
You laugh a little to yourself, shaking your head. Men.
Still, you wipe him off carefully - not that it matters, he doesnât move at all - and climb into bed with him, after stealing a clean t-shirt from his suitcase.
Mat chokes a little on his snore and rolls over, grabbing you around the waist and hauling you close to his chest. His arm is a strong lock over your stomach and you shift, getting comfortable before falling asleep with the warm weight of Matâs body at your back.
You wake up a little bit later, with one of Matâs thighs wedged in between your legs, corded muscle pressed up against your cunt, making it throb. You grind experimentally over his leg and he grunts against your hair, warm breath fanning over the back of your neck and making you shiver.
âMat?â You whisper his name quietly and his arm tightens around your waist. You trace your fingertips over the veins on his hand.
His thigh flexes against you and you gasp, warmth pooling between your legs.
âTold you to use me,â Mat mumbles sleepily, kissing behind your ear. âGo âhead.â
His hand is splayed flat over your stomach and he pushes gently, spurring you into movement. Your hips rock lazily over his thigh, the sleepy rhythm making it hard for you to hold onto the coil of pleasure. Mat rocks his half-hard cock into your backside and you sigh softly, heat building in your blood.
âFeels good,â he sighs, helping you move over him, eyes still shut. He hikes his thigh up higher, catching your clit on his leg hair and sensing a wave of pleasure through your body.
You whine his name, burying your fingers between your legs to help coax yourself to an orgasm. âWanna feel you,â you whisper and Matâs hand slips between your bodies, leaving your stomach cold, so he can roughly jerk his cock a few times, tugging until heâs harder.
He pulls you back by the hip, until his cock is nestled between your thighs and you angle back against him, slipping the head of him inside your entrance. A breathy sigh escapes your lungs and Mat rocks his hips so his cock thrusts in and out of your shallowly. Between his cock and your fingers, youâre falling over the cliff of pleasure within seconds, slick covering your thighs.
âRoll over,â you rasp, legs still trembling. Youâre not about to go searching in the dark for a condom, so you settle yourself in between Matâs powerful thighs and take him into your mouth, tasting yourself on him. Both of his hands land on your head, tangling in your hair and holding you in place while you lick at him, kissing the head of his cock and hollowing your cheeks around him until heâs coming in your mouth.
Mat groans, hips bucking up into your mouth, eyes screwed shut. âBabe, christ, love that fucking mouth,â he says hoarsely, hauling you up his body when youâre done so he can kiss you sleepily.
Youâre exhausted and close your eyes again, lying over Matâs chest, his arms wrapped around your back. âYou make me so stupid,â you mumble against his collarbone, asleep before you know it.
ââ-
Saturday is the big game day and after your middle of the night sexcapades, you and Mat oversleep so he just barely has time for breakfast with everyone before heâs off to the arena for a little morning skate and a brief stint on NHL News.
You and the Barzals decide to take in a little bit of the Fan Fest before exploring downtown Toronto before the game starts. Itâs fun to spend so much time with Matâs family and youâre looking forward for them to coming to Long Island for Easter.
The games themselves are beyond fun to watch, since the guys are all taking it seriously while still having a good time.
When Mat and Team Bieber make it to the finals, you and Liana are beside yourselves, screaming with excitement.
âMat willed them to a win so he can spend more time with Justin,â Liana laughs and you agree.
âHonestly, Iâm not convinced he wouldnât dump me for Justin,â you snort, snapping a picture of Mat on the ice.
Team Bieber/Matthews wins the whole thing and you know itâs just a silly fun weekend, but you canât help be so incredibly proud of Mat and his performance all weekend. Heâs been so light and happy all weekend and you know it was the break he needed to reset for the second half of the season.
After he finishes with post-game media availabilities - where he apparently mentions his future kids, much to Liana and Nadiaâs delight and your slight panic, one day but definitely not any time soon - he comes and meets you all for dinner. Matâs still buzzing from adrenaline and wonât shut up about Justin Bieber as a coach.
âHe was just so invested,â he says. âReally wanted to win and knew what he was talking about.â
âWhoâs a better coach,â you cut in slyly, âJustin Bieber or Patrick?â
He pins you with a wry look, as his parents laugh. âSqueaks, thatâs just not fair.â
âItâs also not even a competition,â Michael points out. âI would think Patrick Roy has nothing on Justin Bieberâs enthusiasm.â
You recognize your boyfriendâs fatherâs sarcastic joke and giggle. Everyone knows about Patrickâs enthusiastic coaching style.
âI actually canât wait to get back to it,â Mat says, swiping a bite of your steak off your plate. âI feel really good about the back half.â
Dinner continues comfortably for another few hours, Mat soaking up time with his family while he doesnât have to worry about practice or a game tomorrow. Eventually, you all head back to your rooms - the Barzals are flying back to Vancouver tomorrow afternoon, while you and Mat get to enjoy the day together before the team flies in before the game.
âOh, hey, check this out,â Matâs nearly bouncing when you get back to your hotel room, directing your attention to a huge gift bag sitting on the bed.
You raise an eyebrow, âall star game swag?â
âEven better,â Matâs eyes are wide. âJustin gave us all some stuff from his line.â
Muffling a giggle with your hand, you poke at the gift bag. âJustin? Your new best friend?â You ask, dryly, spotting a grey hoodie at the top of the pile.
Mat nudges you with his knuckles. âJust for that, Iâm not sharing my new gear,â he informs you, pulling each item out of the bag. Heâs like a kid on Christmas, giddy with each piece of merch and relaying more stories about Justin behind the bench, like you havenât heard them all already.
You indulge him, getting ready for bed as he talks, giving him a soft, affectionate smile when he finally pauses his yapping. âYou are such a dork,â you murmur, squishing his cheeks between your palms and planting a quick kiss on her pursed lips. âItâs a good thing youâre so cute.â
ââ
Sunday is quiet, festivities over. Mat immediately pulls on his new Drew hoodie and you snag the sweats, going for comfort over fashion for your day.
âSteal that sweatshirt and send it to me,â Liana says, hugging you goodbye.
âOver my dead body,â Mat shakes his head at her. âBuy your own.â
You sling an arm around Matâs waist and lean into him. âOh, calm down. No oneâs stealing the gifts your boyfriend gave you,â you wrinkle your nose at him in a crinkly-eyed smile.
He snaps at the waist band of your pilfered sweats and gives you a stink eye. You laugh, âI live with you! Theyâre going back to our shared dresser.â
âIn my drawer,â Mat says and you nod, indulging him. You both know that youâre keeping the sweats.
Once Matâs parents and Liana are off to the airport, the rest of the day is chill. Youâre soaking up the time with Mat before he goes back into the grind for the back half of the season.
âHey,â you say at dinner later, nudging his foot with yours under the table.
Mat looks up from the menu, hair a little messy, eyes still bright from the excitement of the weekend.
âI justâŠIâm really proud of you,â you manage to say around the little ball of emotion in your throat. You reach across the table and lace your fingers with his and Mat squeezes them gently. âThis has been the best weekend and I hope you get to bring this excitement to the back half of the season.â
His grins at you, that crooked smile of his that you love so much, and says, âhaving you here was the second best part of the weekend.â
âLet me guess,â you deadpan, âbecoming besties with Justin was the best part?â
He nods, eyes twinkling, âyep.â
âI hate you,â you snort a laugh, smiling despite yourself.
âItâs a really close second though,â Mat assures you.
With a faint sigh, you shake your head, âI see where I stand. Maybe Iâll just have to cheer for the Leafs tomorrow.â
âYou wouldnât dare,â Mat rushes to say and you kick his shin lightly.
âOf course not,â you scoff. âWhat kind of Long Islander would I be, rooting for the enemy?â
Mat pinches your palm, âa terrible one and an awful girlfriend too.â
You hum and say nonchalantly, âyouâd think two blowjobs in a weekend, plus riding you, would cement me as best girlfriend ever.â
âMake it three and Iâll marry you right now,â Mat jokes, surprising a laugh out of your chest. Your heart skips a beat in your chest at the mention of marrying Mat, even as a little joke. You want to be his forever.
âYou know,â you say, voice shaking just slightly, âmarriage is all about give and take.â
Mat bumps his knee against yours, grinning wickedly. âBaby, if you wanted an orgasm, all you had to do was ask,â he says, voice low so he wonât be heard in the restaurant.
Your entire body heats with lust and you brush your fingers over your lips, hiding the involuntary little smile Matâs words elicit. âOh,â your voice is breathless, âwell, if thatâs all it takes.â
âYou going to ask for what you want?â Mat asks, running his thumb over the backs of your knuckles.
Leaning forward, you hum, catching the faint hint of Matâs cologne and the hotel shampoo. You wet your lower lip and watch as Matâs gaze tracks the tiny movement of your tongue. Quietly, you murmur just for Matâs ears, âI want some all-star orgasms before I become a hockey widow again.â
Mat chuckles and leans forward too so he can give you a quick kiss. âI think I can make that happen,â he replies easily, leaning back in his seat. You can see from the way his body shifts that heâs spreading his legs again. You shift in your seat, feeling hot. He smirks a little at you, clearly seeing the way your body reacts to him.
Fuck, it may be a three blowjob weekend after all.
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Glassheart Modern Prep School AU!!
This is just an idea Iâve had, it probably doesnât make much sense without context but Iâm posting this anyway!
Chloe has always had one goal. Be perfect. She knows itâs unrealistic, her therapist tells her itâs not the best goal to have. But itâs the standard that she sets for herself, and for the past 16 years sheâs been doing a damn good job.
Itâs funny how her entire world is flipped on its head when a new girl comes to town and shows her that her flaws are what make her perfect.
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Chloe suddenly regretted not accepting her fatherâs help with her bags. She had to haul her copious amount of luggage down the long and familiar halls of Auradon Prep. Eventually, she got to her dorm and set them down, she pulls out a small keycard and slides it into the lock. She waits for the green light to flash as she hears a click. She opens the door and starts to put all of her stuff down as she breathes in the familiar smell of her room.
With a content sigh she took in the space around her. It was mostly the same as when she left it, the walls were still that same off-white color, the beams still had the intricate wooden texture, and the windows had the same view she loved looking out at in the morning. She made sure to check the kitchenette first, looking for any faults, making sure the sink was running and the fridge was cold.
Chloe remembers her parents telling her about someone sponsoring the school, their child would be attending this year, and they had paid to put new equipment in all around the building. It showed when Chloe opened the cabinets expecting a loud squeak, but was met with silence instead.
Heading up to the loft she looked at the plain beds sitting up there and the door that leads to the balcony between them. She jumped onto the one she had claimed when she first moved in, sinking into the memory foam she reminisced on the past few years.
She remembered how happy she was to have no one sharing this space with her. It got lonely sometimes, but it made her cherish being on her own. So what she only had 2 real friends, one of them being her cousin, she was fine by herself. She talked to a lot of people, and people loved talking to her. Her last name had irony to it and it was not lost on her. But the conversations she had were only ever surface level with them. No one ever really stuck around.
And Chloe was perfectly fine with that.
She got up and walked into the bathroom, making sure everything was in good shape. Once her small check was done Chloe pulled out her phone and took a picture in the mirror smiling. She sends it to her family group chat, and grins as replies start flooding in.
Papa đ: Theres my pretty girl!!
Brobear đ§ž: nerd
Mommyđ: Hi darling! Howâs move-in day going?
Sheâs about to reply to her mother when she hears the door click from downstairs. She goes out to check who entered when sheâs met with a head sheâd never seen on campus. She knew everyone on campus.
âExcuse me? Who are you?â Chloe called as she walked down the stairs to talk to the girl.
The girl whips her head around and Chloe freezes for a moment. When the girlâs fiery red hair falls to frame her face Chloe knows. She knows this must be the new student because she would have remembered that face. Chloe canât help it when her eyes start to look over the girl, her amber eyes are glowing as the window lets the sunlight peak through the blinds, her nose ring standing out against her skin. And, God, the lips that start turning upward into a smirk. Chloeâs gaze flicks back up to the girlâs eyes when the lips start moving.
âW-What?â
âI said my name is Red,â Chloe blushes as she chided herself for not paying attention.
âYouâre the new student?â She asks the obvious question because her mind is still trying to catch up after seeing the girl. She already knows the answer as Red nods. âAnd youâre staying here?â
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Control II
Azriel x Reader
Part 1
Story Summary: On your 145th birthday, your mate Azriel has a very special day planned for you. His only requirement of you is that you give up control and follow your instincts.
Warnings: mentions of abuse and domestic violence, killing your husband, ddlg, allusions to sex, egregious usage of pet names
Author's Note: Welcome back! If you haven't yet, go read the first part of this, the link is at the top of the post! I hope you all liked the first part, and again, there may be a smutty epilogue in a few days, but no promises.
18+ only pls
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Youâre awoken again by Azriel moving, this time heâs gently pushing you into a seated position, the blanket slipping from your body and you let out a sleepy moan, not ready to be separated from the warmth of Azrielâs body.
âCome on, princess, letâs go get dressed for dinner.â You only push back into Azrielâs grasp, wrapping your arms around his torso. âIf you get up and get dressed now, we will snuggle and stay in bed for as long as you want tomorrow morning, baby, I promise,â he offers, and itâs tempting enough that you unravel your arms from him, looking up sleepily at his face.
âWhatâs for dinner?â
âI booked a private booth at your favorite, Georginaâs.â You hum in approval, standing up without him prompting you, the promise of one of your favorite dishes too great to resist.
Azriel chuckles, then follows you into the bedroom.
âDid you want to wear the dress from earlier again, or the one you picked out today?â
âThe one I picked out today, please.â He slowly undresses you, down to your underwear. He gets a pair of tights that match your skin color from the dresser and slips them onto your legs and over your hips, then grabs the dress from its bag, slipping it over your head and tying the ribbon into a bow on your back with caring hands. He kissed from your ear down your neck, the sensation leaving you with a different type of hunger.
Azriel stepped away from you, going to the closet and pulling out a suit, quickly redressing himself.
âAlright, baby, letâs get you dressed for outside,â He says, pulling you toward the entryway for the second time today. He bundles you up carefully before getting his own winter wear on, then guides you out the front door into the wintery cold.
On the walk to the restaurant, you pull your scarf up to cover your mouth and nose to protect your face from the slight breeze. Azriel sends his shadows out in front of your path, clearing the snow to help make the trek easier for you.
You arrive at the restaurant quickly, a waiter leading you back to a secluded both, mostly hidden from sight of the other diners. Azriel removes both of your coats, hats, and gloves, handing them to the waiter to store in the back. Once heâs left, Azriel sits down, pulling you onto his lap.
âAzriel, what are you doing?â You hiss in his ear, nervously lookIng around to make sure nobody can see you perched on your mateâs lap.
âYou will sit right here for the entire dinner, baby, and Iâm going to order for you and feed you every bite of food. And youâre going to keep being my good little girl, right? Because daddyâs got a surprise for you later, and you want your last birthday present, right?â He whispered lowly in your ear, and you cheeks flamed up in an instant-
You had thought he had forgotten.
A few months ago when you and Azriel had been entangled with each other, you had accidentally let slip one of your biggest secrets- you had been so caught up in the way he felt, so in love and safe and feeling cherished that you had moaned out a soft âdaddyâ as you came, your cheeks flushing much like they had now. But Azriel hadnât so much as mentioned it, just nuzzling his face into your neck as he followed you over the brink.
With your eyes wide from mortification, you turned to look at Azriel.
âHey, hey, sweet thing, whatâs wrong?â
âYou- I- donât⊠donât tease me,â you finally manage to get out, stumbling over your words in your embarrassment and turning your face into his shoulder.
âIâm not teasing, Y/N.â Azriel manages to lift your head so he can look you in the eyes. âI want nothing more than to provide you with everything you want, and that includes the things that you are to shy to ask for. I would love to play out this fantasy of yours, especially because itâs a fantasy of mine as well.â
The heat of your cheeks subsided slightly at his admission, and rushed between your thighs instead.
âReallyâŠ?â You ask in a small voice, needing a second confirmation to be certain, to trust your mate with the side of you that you hadnât even explored yet.
âYes, my sweet babygirl. I would love to be your daddy,â he whispers, just as the waiter returns to your booth.
You hide your head in Azâs shoulder again, relaxing a bit when his wing comes to wrap around you. Azriel orders for the both of you, but you arenât paying attention to what, only waiting for the other fae to leave.
Shyly, you look back up at Azrielâs face to see that heâs already watching you intently. Your mouth parts, and you sigh, âDaddyâŠâ
âThere she is, my sweet princess,â Azriel coos, a hand coming up to brush against your cheek. You turn your face slightly and press a loving kiss to the scarred flesh.
The two of you sit wrapped in each other, Azriel feeding both of you pieces of buttered bread every now and then and giving you a few sips of wine until the waiter returns, bearing two dishes in his arms.
He sets them in front of the both of you, one your favorite pasta dish, creamy with pieces of beef and mushrooms, and the other a large steak with a roasted potato and carrots on the side.
Azriel waits until the waiter leaves to begin feeding you, starting with the pasta. Itâs as delicious as always, and you relax fully into Azrielâs comforting embrace. He feeds you a bite of everything before he begins to eat himself, you notice.
The two of you eat in a comfortable silence, and you only tense when the waiter returns to check on the two of you every so often. Azrielâs free hand was stroking up and down your spine soothingly the entire time.
It was perfection.
âIâm glad you think so, baby girl.â Your cheeks heated once again, had you really said that aloud without realizing?
Oh well. Azriel is happy that I did, thatâs what matters.
He goes to feed you another bite of pasta, but you turn your head to nuzzle into his neck instead, feeling like you might burst if you have another bite.
âAll full, baby?â You nod. âOkay, let me get this wrapped up and the check taken care of, then weâll go home, okay?â
He takes care of everything in a few minutes, and then youâre being bundled up again and led out of the restaurant, back into the chilly air.
The two of you walk slowly back towards your home, but you pause in front of a small coffee stand where fae are lined up. You smell chocolate.
And suddenly your stomach doesnât feel quite so full, you could definitely fit a bit of hot chocolate into yourself.
âDid you want something to drink for the walk home, baby?â Azriel asks, and you nod your head. âWhat do you say?â
Heâs looking at you expectantly, and you know what he wants. You glance at the people in line in front of you, then move as close as you can to Azriel, standing on your tip-toes to whisper âPlease, daddy, can we share a hot chocolate?â
The redness of your cheeks has almost nothing to do with the chill in the air at this point, but you donât mind as Azrielâs lips break into a grin, the second of the day. âOf course, sweetness. Especially after you asked so nicely, my perfect little birthday girl.â Youâre rewarded by a soft but passionate kiss, and a few minutes later with a delicious and warm drink, cupped tightly in your mittened hands.
Before you can return to walking back home, Azriel scoops you into his arms, holding you bridal style.
âThis way you donât need to walk, or let go of the cocoa when I want a sip,â he explained, but you knew he just wanted to carry you. He always has liked taking you places in his arms whenever you allow, and with his warmth pressed against you, you couldnât think of any place youâd rather be.
By the time you make it home, the hot chocolate is gone and the chill is starting to get through your coat.
Azriel sets you on your feet once youâre inside, and wastes no time in ridding the both of you of your outerwear. He pushes you backwards by your hips, pressing kisses to your cheeks and lips, all the way into the bedroom.
Your knees meet the bed, and you fall onto it on your back, then prop yourself up on your elbows.
âAre you ready for your final present, baby girl?â
His hazel eyes are heated, a promise of pleasure in them.
âYes, please, daddy,â you say breathlessly, and you know it will be a long night with your mate.
#control#azriel x reader#az x reader#azriel x reader fluff#daddy!azriel#daddy!az#soft!azriel#soft!az#azriel#azriel shadowsinger#acotar x reader#acotar#acotar fic#acotar fanfic#tato writes
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I humbly bestow upon you a small kitten at work, that the techs and I feed, and my doggos.
And a random pic of my jack-o-lantern from Halloween.
Smal dog is Gracie, she's a German Shepard, jack Russell and corgi mix, you will experience death by 1 million smooches by her. And the other is Daisy, she's VERY bossy and a sassy little thing. She's so much bigger than Gracie but she's not even 2 yet
OH! and a ladybug I saw outside :)
I hope you're eating and drinking well, may you always be warm in this cold season!
Thank you for the lovely photos! The doggos remind me of my brief internship at a dog therapy place, especially Daisy. They seem to enjoy posing like cheeky divas, haha. Catto looks well-fed, too.
On a less fluffy note, I regret to inform you that it's not a ladybug, but an Asian lady beetle. It's an invasive species that also feeds on ladybugs and puts their population at risk. If you see one close to your home, you should probably get rid of it, as they can quickly become indoor pests. You can tell from the pale color, number of dots, and the M-shaped black mark on their pronotum.
Wishing you and your fluffs a warm, cozy winter season! đ
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Thank you for the tag @whatsintheboxmh and @nisbanisba đ§Ą
This is from chapter 12 of Rhythms, coming on Sunday! It might be my personal favourite chapter so can't wait to share! Also...12 weeks of posting down already đ It's all going too fast.
In which we join Carlos, Buttercup and TK at Gabriel's funeral wake:
âOh, you want one of these?â Carlos feels himself actually smile, taking a couple of baby carrots from a bag in the crisper drawer. Rocky always loved carrots. âHere, have one for Rocky,â he says, feeding Buttercup from his hand and regretting it for the palmful of drool.
Carlos washes his hands but canât resist returning to Buttercup to pet him. Dogs are creatures of enormous comfort.
He crouches and takes Buttercupâs face in his hands. âThank you, Buttercup. Thank you,â he whispers.
Buttercup boofs and dusts the floor beneath the island with his wagging tail.
A couple of sets of footsteps come crashing into the kitchen. For some reason Carlos freezes where he is, crouches down lower behind the island, his instinct to stay hidden.
âYou want something, Casey?â A young, male voice asks. âTheyâve got tequila.â
âNah, Iâm driving,â a second guy replies, âTheyâve got so much booze here, man.â
A beer can cracks open and hisses. âHey, did you know the Majorâs son is a f*****?â
âWhat?â
âYeah, heâs engaged to a man â I met the fiancĂ©; this is his dadâs place. He was like, hey, Iâm Carlosâ fiancĂ©. I had to try so hard not to laugh.â
âBruh.â
Eyes wide, Carlos slowly drifts up from behind the kitchen island like Titan rising out of the sea.
Two rookies who are barely out of training pants freeze where they stand, their faces draining of color as their mouths fall open.
The rookie with the beer can slowly puts it down. âI â we were justââ
Carlos clocks their names on their badges. âMarsh and Ross, Get the fuck out of this house,â he whispers, âRight now.â
Marsh and Ross look at each other and hurry away in the direction of the front door, brushing past TK as they go. TK spins in the whirlwind of them.
âWhat are they doing?â TK throws a thumb over his shoulder as he wanders towards Carlos and Buttercup.
Carlos is too stunned, too gut-punched to answer.
Buttercup lopes over to TK, his favorite boy in all the world.
âMore cars have pulled up outside,â TK says, stroking a finger down Buttercupâs snout. âAnd your mom just opened the condolences book.â
âIâll write something,â Carlos says shakily. A little message of love for his mom to find. The book is for her.Â
Carlos follows TK in a stupor. The words of the homophobic rookie â itâs like someone has driven nails into his ears. Thereâs a sharp pain across his cranium, in his jaw, that makes his eyes water. He no longer feels like heâs at the same altitude as everyone else.
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đ- Headcanons
đ- Oneshots
đ©”- Blurbs/drabbles
ALL
Ninjas (+ Pixal) Reacting to Your Outfit in Prime Empire - đ
Elemental Masters' Rocky Relationship With a Little Sister - đ
Making Breakfast for the Ninjas - đ
The Ninjas When You Get Brainwashed - đ
The Ninjas When You Get Mad - đ
Unintentionally Becoming the Ninjas' Little Sibling - đ
Being the Ninjas' Little Witch Sister - đ
How the Ninjas Act When You Get Captured - đ
Ninjas With an Older Brother Figure - đ
Cuddling With the Ninjas (+ Pixal) - đ
Ninjas When You (Their Little Sibling) Are Taken - đ
Ninjas When You Have Cold Urticaria (Cold Allergy) - đ
Ninjas Finding You in Their Clothes - đ
Ninjas Having a Nightmare Where You Die - đ
Ninjas When You're Being Protective -đ
Ninjas (+ Pixal) With an Artist s/o - đ
Ninjas With a Touch-Starved Partner - đ
Ninjas With an s/o Who Gets Flirted With a Lot - đ
Ninjas With a Sensitive Little Sibling - đ
Kai, Cole, and Jay With an s/o That Can Turn Invisible - đ
Ninjas With a Portugese s/o - đ
Their Favorite Place to Kiss You - đ
Ninjas When Your Parent is Ex-Military - đ
LLOYD
(Movie) Comforting (Transforming) Oni Lloyd - đ
Cuddling With Oni Lloyd - đ
Lloyd With a Good Oni Reader - đ
Lloyd With a Serpentine Hybrid Princess Reader - đ
Lloyd and the Dragon Princess at a Ball - đ
Lloyd Comforting You During a Thunderstorm - đ
Lloyd Finding Out You're a Dragon-Oni Hybrid - đ
Arguing With Your Brother Lloyd - đ
Your Wedding Day With Lloyd - đ
Being Lloydâs Best Friend (?) ;) - đ/đ©”
Soulmate AU With Oni Lloyd - đ
Lloyd With a Tall Girlfriend - đ
Being Lloyd's Younger Twin After the Tomorrow's Tea Incident - đ
Being Lloyd's Younger Twin After the Tomorrow's Tea Incident Part II - đ
Giving the Green Ninja Advice to Ask His Crush (You) Out - đ
Cheering Up Lloyd After a Bad Day - đ
Lloyd Proposes to You - đ
"Come here. Let me hold you." and "Your hands are warm." With Lloyd - đ
"Come here. Let me hold you." and "You're safe with me." With Lloyd - đ
"You're Beautiful." and "You have no idea how cute you are." With Lloyd - đ
"I'm yours. I'll always be yours." and "You're beautiful." With Lloyd - đ
Lloyd With a Winged s/o - đ/đ©”
Lunch? - đ
Mercy (Shawn Mendes songfic) - đ
Daddy Issues (The Neighborhood songfic) - đ
COLE
Cole Adopts a Mystery Baby (You) - đ
Cole Adopts a Mystery Baby (You) Part II - đ
Cole Loving the Colors of Your Voice - đ
Dating Cole Brookstone - đ
"Please don't go." and "You're safe with me." With Cole - đ
Hold On (Chord Overstreet songfic) - đ
JAY
Comforting Part-Serpentine Jay - đ
Jay Comes Home to Find You Sick - đ
Kissing Jay Under the Mistletoe - đ
Jay Finds Your Scars - đ
Dating Jay Walker - đ
Best Friend (Rex Orange County songfic) - đ
KAI
Falling for the Mysterious Red Ninja - đ
Comforting Kai After Seabound - đ
Lloyd Sets You Up With Kai - đ
Kai Sees You Get Hurt - đ
Kai With an s/o Who's Health-Anxious - đ
ZANE
(Movie) Zane With a More Human-Like Nindroid - đ
Zane Patches You Up - đ
Zane Finding Out You Have a Birthmark - đ
"Please don't go." and "Whatever happens, I'll be here." With Zane - đ
"I don't know how much longer I can do this." and "Please don't go." With Zane - đ
"I don't know what I'd do without you." and "Your hair looks so soft." With Zane - đ
NYA
Nya With an Oni Spy - đ
Nya's Upper Body Strength - đ©”
PIXAL
Dating Pixal - đ
Reading With Pixal - đ
MORRO
Waiting For Your Morro - đ
Waiting For Your Morro Part II - đ
GARMADON
Being Garmadon's Pupil Before and After He Was Evil - đ
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Tease tidbit Tuesday
I was tagged by @perfectlysunny02 đ
ok, so I should write other fics but this angst idea was born. meet titled(wtf?) fic "He's your forever (sometimes I wish it was me)", where Eddie pines over pregnant Buck who's happily dates Tommy and expects their baby (don't worry Eddie'll be happy eventually too)(More likely this fic is one of the part of mpreg series I plan)
Buck cooks the breakfast in crop top, and Eddie can't stop his eyes and mind wander to the little bump he's showing off with his choice of clothes. Tommy and Chris are still sleeping, so Eddie lets himself this moment of weakness when he knows no one will see him. He doesn't want anyone to catch him ogling his best friend's pregnant body, and precious little bump, that he's sure he can hold in his palm and it will fit pretty snugly. He doesn't need anyone to ask him why he's looking so fiercely. He definitely doesn't want to lie because he knows he won't convince anyone. But the truth is something Eddie will take to the grave with him.
No one will ever find out that he wishes he was staying in his kitchen with pregnant Buck and only Chris still sleeping in the house. No one will ever know he wishes Tommy wasn't so good for Buck and Buck is so in love with him. No one will ever judge him that even though he's incredibly happy for Buck and Tommy and excited to meet his godkid, he wishes it was not baby Kinard, but baby Diaz Buck growing with his body.
But it's not.Â
"Can you start setting the table and then wake boys?" Buck asks, not taking his attention from pancakes and Eddie hums in affirmation, readily taking the chance to stop being so miserable pining over a man who was never his. Especially not in the house Buck and Tommy just moved together right before sharing happy news about how soon their family will grow.
"Morning," Tommy's hoarse voice cuts the silence of the kitchen, and Eddie nods and fakes a smile to his friend before Tommy gets all his attention to Buck, kissing him as if he's the most precious thing he has ever seen. He puts his hand on Buck's belly, whispering something to the man. Eddie feels sick how perfectly the bump and Tommyâs palm go together. As puzzle pieces.
Buck smiles and kisses Tommy again, "don't worry, our baby was pretty kind to me tonight. Barely any nausea."
Nodding with a smile, Tommy kisses his birthmark and hugs Buck's waist. Humming the song Eddie doesn't know, Tommy sways them a little as an impromptu slow dance. It makes Buck smile so brightly Eddie wishes he had ever seen that smile at him. He never did. It's Tommy's smiles. His boyfriend puts it on Buck's face. Not him. It never belonged to him. As Buck never did.
Taking deep breaths in and out, Eddie quickly puts the last plate and almost runs to the guest room. He needs a moment to get himself together and trying to get a grumpy sassy teen to wake up is a good way to forget how the man he loves so much has a beautiful morning with his boyfriend. Not with him.
Eddie hears pieces of their conversation coming from the kitchen. He hears talking about possible nursery colors and what renovations they need to do. He hears Buck saying the date and time of his next appointment with OB and Tommyâs the most gentle voice promises to be here for Buck and their baby.
He shakes his head and runs to the bathroom. He needs cold water. He needs some time for himself. To think only about good. About how happy his friends are. Reprimanding himself for being awful to their happiness, Eddie enters the room where Chris still snores peacefully, not knowing what a battle his dad has in his heart.
Np tagging @bewilderedbuckley @wikiangela @hippolotamus @diazsdimples @devirnis @bigfootsmom @bi-buckrights @queerbuck @queerdiaz @watchyourbuck @evanbi-ckley @repressedqueen @racerchix21 @kinrdevan @theotherbuckley @theweewooshow @thatmexisaurusrex @powersuitup @pirrusstuff @saybiwithme @diazheartsbuckley @monsterrae1 @cal-daisies-and-briars @bekkachaos @lavenderleahy @leashybebes and anyone who wants to
#my wips#mpreg#bucktommy#unrequited buddie#evan buckley#eddie diaz#but also#tommy kinard#fic: He's your forever (sometimes I wish it was me)
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