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spotaus · 27 days ago

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Hi guys, this is usually what a doodle page ends up looking like <3 (oh, and @ancha-aus thought you might like this! Not writing but certainly fuel to my fire lol-)

This one is New Age filled!!! (Close-ups abd Lore beneath the cut!)

1) Night and Cross!

Night is actually very clingy once he's a teen. He doesn't usually realize it, but around the castle he'll snake to be closer to his Knights so long as there's no one he needs to keep his composure infront of is nearby. Cross is the one who's not used to physical touch (when it's not Ink ofc) so Night in his personal bubble makes his heart melt but also scares tf out of him <3

2) Error and Night's Meeting!

Error was carrying his whole life on his back and trying not to get arrested for unintentional property damage at this point, so when he saw the chance to get back at his brother and prove he was strong enough? Yeah, he got that on chance instantly. And was VERY smug when Nightmare chose him. (Also, Error is wearing gloves, so less Haphephobia)

3) Dream and Blue designs!

I think these are good tentative designs! Dream probably has a more regal fit, but he likes to play up that rugged exile look- He's inspired by Archers, while Blue takes on that classic Knightly-vibe. Their equipment is mostly stolen from Night's troops or brought with them from Blue's home kingdom.

Also, Dream is approx Killer's height at this point, shorter than Cross and *much* shorter than Apple!Nightmare. (Hc that Skeletons tend to be tinier in stature thanks to weird monster beauty standards. Horror and Geno's fam are outliers.)

4) Horror and Dust designs!

Horror is naturally a very *large* monster. He's very malnourished when Nightmare meets him, but by the time he's a Knight Nightmare has made sure that's no longer the case. He actually loves comfy, simple clothes, but to play up the whole 'strong mysterious' bit he wears a more barbaric Knight's garb. He doesn't mind acting scary, it's more fun that way :]. Dust is very very small, and envies horror sometimes for his size, but his tiny stature let's him control his body and move a lot quicker. He's very much based on a rogue, and usually covers the lower part of his face w/ a black cloth, and the upper part w/ his hood or mask. Dust only removes both to bathe, eat, or relax in a safe location. (Ignore that I can't draw the stupid gaster blaster lmao-)

These last two were space-fillers, but Cross and his Borzoi (Windmill, otherwise known as Milly (Killer named her-)) and really bad first wips of Ccino! I think Ccino was a chubby, happy toddler, but lost a lot of 'weight' (bone mass? Magic?) due to stress and pressure and bad eating habits. So it isn't until a while after the Coronation that he starts to relax abd feel safe enough to eat normal meals (Nightmare used to guilt him into eating snacks together, but as his boss (and younger brother) he can encourage it more often). By the time Killer shows he's still not quite healthy, but he's better. As more weight is lifted off his shoulders, the better he is. (That 'beauty' most people saw was a more stereotypical slimness, but Killer never stopped seeing Ccino as beautiful-) I think he never looked traditionally underweight, so no one noticed, and it was only much later that Night processed it. (And maybe it's why Dream hardly recognized him later on-)

#new age au #I love showing mundane life things-#and also these designs beamed into my brain #I can't draw Ccino for anything but the others? yeag #Blue is definitely my fave. and just like every au I will draw Blue perfect the first time and draw Dust 6 billion times 😔#Horror is kinda banger too tho #makes me laugh to imagine Horror picking up Dust mid-fight out of convenience and Dust weighs nothing to him #(also this size difference is exactly why Dust and Horror fight in the non-magic training. and why Horror accidentally obliterated his #shoulder later on lmao- Dust needs to be able to dodge any enemy. Horror needs to aim for small and quick targets.)#(Meanwhile Cross is the newest and Killer the oldest and if Cross adapts to Killer then he'll adapt to the others more easily.)#oh! and Ccino w/ his arc? I think I really like the idea of a Ccino with a plump body-type. but that conflicts with my vidion of Ccino kinda #losing track of eating and being co-erced by adults to skip meals just enough to make him the 'right amount' of curvy #so when Nightmare takes over it's a habit he's so used to he hardly notices that he's doing it. but. Night picks up on it because Ccino is #almost akways with him. their relationship is very much Ccino giving his life to help Night #but it's also Night recognizing that and giving it back to Ccino along with more the moment he can #just smth smth this au is full of fit and exercized people and I think Ccino deserves some comfort and healing and positivity <3 #also I am SO fond of Nightmare getting up in people's bubbles. he does it most to Killer and Ccino for obvious reasons but #god forbid a noble be talking behind his back because he *will* twist around and shove under his knight's arms or sides just to #read them the riot act or stare them down <3 #and I think when he was an adult Night was... kinda like the big brother? like. not an experienced one by any means. but he wasn't *not*#affectionate then either. he was better at being serious about it and more discreet. but like #Nervous Cross escorting him in public? Night nudges his shoulder briefly with a Tendril to try and comfort him. Dust having a magic overload #? personal Training against just Night so there was no risk of harming anyone else. then snacks and tea after.#Horror is homesick? Woah look at that a scheduled trip back to visit with Crop and side-track back to Horror's village? huh?? wild...#Killer upset at all? Night will find a solution. just you wait. a cat. two cats. perhaps even a cat in a little sweater? or y'know. just a #chat or a combat?#Nightmare showed his affections but was just more distant about it.#Oh also. all four were used to tendrils lifting/tugging them subconsciously. usually during trainings to avoid them hurting eachother by #mistake in their early days. Killer misses it sometimes

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hanzajesthanza · 1 month ago

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(Adam Dudaczyk) The fact that vampires drink blood to get that *meaningful hand-neck gesture* - you made that up? (Andrzej Sapkowski) Yes, I didn't model myself on anyone here, I don't know anyone who wrote before me about the fact that vampires drink blood not to satisfy their hunger, but to satisfy their thirst for… entertainment. Texts: the guys sent me to get blood, I was flying drunk… The fun was great.

as i reread this i couldn't stop thinking of this meme

#EDIT: see replies and asks right after this - hitting the side of the neck means drunk :D #i think the 'gesture' here must have been tilting your head back and lifting your hand to your lips mimicking throwing back a shot #but i don't know because nothing more is described in the writeup of the interview anyways #official translation of above texts: 'the boys sent me to the village to fetch some blood' 'i flew under the influence'#if those ring more bells #the witcher books #c: regis #because i wish to eat a third donut #interviews #andrzej sapkowski #this is why the regis enjoyment does not really extend to other vampires for me. well except wwdits vampires #i guess my rule is that: 'they have to be funny'#the thing is... yes regis can disappear into thin air and turn into a bat and bewitch with a gaze #but... his struggle... is mundane :p #he's... very normal. he sleeps in a bedroll and eats breakfast just with everyone else... idk regis with porridge is so funny to me #fantasy genre: so what is your idea for vampires? unholy demons? walking corpses? humanity in crisis of undeath? sexy aristocrats????#sapkowski: Alcoholism.#i will say though SOOOOO refreshing to have a vampire that's around humans and not struggling with the urge to 'feed' on them jfc #regis' urge to drink not being some inhuman clawing or some lustful thirst nonsense #but the desire to have a drink that comes from being socially awkward at a party...#and of course later... the kind of desire to have a drink that comes from when your life and everything in it has gone to shit #'... all fears linked to my vampiric nature are groundless. I won’t attack anybody...#... nor will I creep around at night trying to sink my teeth into somebody’s neck.'#that milva and cahir (and likely also dandelion though he wouldn't admit to it in writing) checked their necks when they woke up LOL !#one for my fellow geregis enjoyers:#regis: don't worry i wont press my lips to your neck | dandelion milva cahir: wheeewww! | geralt: ... aw :T

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discodummy · 2 months ago

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Ya know, ever since I got some confidence and got in better shape and got my sex drive back, I havent even so much as smooched anyone

#aint that just the way of the west #i wanna try tossing a guy around in bed #or lifting him upside down so i can eat his ass #cest la bee #all in due time

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ratatatastic · 24 days ago

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local man haunts (me) open practise yet again more news at 11

#txt #what an experience #i didnt go alone this time which means shenanigans heightened by 20 #and by that i mean we were by the glass drinking mate (that security thankfully let us bring in)#and ___ kept going (lifts mate up to the glass) quieres? to all the players that skated by #and i had to just go STOP THAT #and they went they dont want our mate hmph what do they know about mate and i went. well thats the thing. they dont 😭😭#theres was a bunch of kids next to me which meant a lot players over to our side and ekky trucked over #and knocked the glass w his stick on a driveby and scared the shit out of me I ALMOST DROPPED MY MATE he had this shit eating grin #maffhew also kept doing little toodle-loo waves at the kids behind him it was so cute 😭😭😭#but anyways i think its so funny ___ kept focusing on ekky too and i didnt realise why until they just drop the bombshell of #“they remind me of your brother” and i went “DONT FUCKING SAY THAT WHAT THE FUCK MAN DONT SAY SUCH SACRILEGE”#the rest of the convo was in spanish and i dont know how to like fully convey 🇦🇷 banter in eng but it roughly went #“no he does. he has the same dumb face when he starts shit (because he kept bodily bumping into boqy and forsy)#the same 'was that me? did i do that?' troublemaker face. hes a shit stirrer but never answers to it. hes sleazy in that way.#he has the same beard too dont you see it“#and then i promptly spent the whole time going god he is just like my older brother oh this is a horrifying revelation oh god #anyways they kept saying look at his dumb face look at it just like your brother the whole time in spanish when he crept near #and i had to go SHUT UP PLEASE HE CAN HEAR YOU to which they snorted and went you said its fine if we spoke spanish here theyre not gonna #understand us and i was like OKAY BUT IM SURE 11 YEARS HERE HES GONNA PICK UP #SOMETHING AND WE KEEP CURSING SO FOR MY SAKE CAN YOU SHUT UP #mikksy and schmidty were super playful with eo. tuomo ruutu kept messing w mikksy. and ekky was like a damn bumper car bumpin everyone #maffhew ofc was very dramatic when he couldnt get a goal in against knighter and he did the horse headshake in front of us #and i went “you can tell whos number 19 because hes the most dramatic person on the ice always”#ekky was super vocal i know he wanted to practise against the empty net but aj was practising tipins and he goes #MOVE OUT OF THE WAY. MOVE OUT OF THE WAY. and aj so confused just moves like ???#and ekky notches one in goes over to him and waves his glove at him to move #also dmen + lundy were practising on my side of the ice afterwards (lundy ekky uvis kuli. kuli was practising solo. lundy was feeding ekky #for some slapshots uvis got some passes in with them) and anyways i did not fucking realise swaggy was still out because i was so focused on #the dmen until he shot a puck straight at my face and like man i know its not personal but damn did it feel personal with the lookback

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abs0luteanarchy · 4 months ago

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my son :)

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don’t mind funky anatomy bits, just tryna figure out some things………

#art #doodles #oc art #finally digitized him #now I gotta make his beloathed human buddy #he hates them affectionately #but affectionately as in “as affectionate an angel that does not know what affection is can get #gonna ramble for a sec #savior’s back wings can kinda just dematerialize at will (excuse for me to draw draw them)#also applies to… literally everything about him he’s an angel he was weird abilites to change his form #there’s one point where he was very uhm. incomprehensible #he’s so silly I love him #my beautiful son #he doesn’t have legs. he kinda just hovers #if you tried to lift up his skirt/dress thing to find legs he’d 1. eat you alive and 2. you’d find nothing except a weird mass of wings #he HATES humanity I don’t know why he has favorites #it’s just this one pathetic guy

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b-blushes · 3 months ago

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thursday quest - no physical therapy today - make and eat lunch sooooo early but i can do it!!!!! - get ready for wedding - attend wedding! yay! (: - decompress well when i get home <3

#its thursday quest #god i'm so anxious about it autism style. so many uncertainties that i simply cannot account for alone. but i'm being sooo 'brave' about it #(keeping it to myself. except for posting about it)#taxi company hasn't texted me the drivers' details yet and i emailed them to be like ummmm your policy is to pay before the day #would you like to email me the payment details so i can do that? and they were like 'we'll send the driver details soon' ummmm #there isn't much soon left!!!!!!! it's happening tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!#they're probably just not Organised™ in the way i prefer to be. which is objectively fine it's just challenging for me personally.#i do not think it's Bad but!!!!! i've never taken a taxi before <- guy who Is Scared Of Taxis Specifically but has to face #their fears because they're disabled and have no other choice.#worst case i am down the money and no-one arrives to take me home i guess :P but it'll be afternoon AND my family are there so #in theory i could just get a lift home even though that would mess up other people's plans sooooo bad. UNLESS they have already drunk uhhhh #in which case i guess i'd just ask for help calling a taxi to the place. plany of people who can do such things easily (unlike me)#it'll be fine!!! i can ask my siblings if need be bc they are so niceys and will not get mad at me for being autistic o7 #My other worry is being too hot and being in a rush getting ready bc i have to eat a proper meal due to the symptoms syndromes #and we are leaving when my lunch usually is so that's a whole thing. which ALSO doesn't matter and I can do! it's just hard!#where is that post that's like 'managed mental illness can look like absence of mental illness 😅'. NOT saying being autistic is mental #illness i am saying that the specific extreme anxiety i have is for me linked to autistic issues with 'the unknown' and boy. does this #social situation also have a lot of unknown.#BUT I CAN DO IT! and dare i say even have a nice time!!!!! it's just i get so so scared beforehand but i will not express it in a way that #impacts or inconveniences anyone else!!! i can handle it by myself at my house and it'll be fine

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moregraceful · 1 month ago

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Tagged by @soyouwinagain to post 6 photos from my camera roll in the past week, thank you comrade, I was hoping someone would tag me 🫡🫡 except then I had to go back a couple weeks otherwise all six photos would have been my dog at a cocktail garden.

Ivan Fedotov and Erik Johnson at Flyers training camp, Fedotov in full Russian saint mode; a flower outside of an Indian restaurant; Yankees outfielders running away from each other and I'm so mad I only got them running back to position bc they were being SO cute while a reliever was warming up; Keats at the aforementioned cocktail garden, he was sweatin'; giant rotting boat outside of Ikea; boxes containing all of my earthly possessions.

#having a good day 😭 went to rittenhouse to hang with sierra while they did work then went to a flyers rally and got free stuff #heroically refrained from asking flyers reporters about danny briere's plan for eetu mäkiniemi during the q&a #took the bus all by myself!!!! an actualy achievement lol i'm so scared of buses and i was so worried i would end up in like delaware #but i did not i ended up at my house #so now i feel much more confident about taking the bus..exposure therapy LMAO #went to a pizza place near me i have not been too and it FUCKS #my new favorite thing to do rn is if i can eat anything on the menu and its super slow in the restaurant is to ask #what the cashier or server recommends. way better than if i were just panicking and ordered cheese pizza #i need to start unpacking my art supplies and bathe my dog but overall...VERY good day so far #if the padres and the phillies pull through we'll be in good shape #OH!!!! AND EVERYONE BEING SO SO BRAVE FOR TEAM LIFT FEST!!!#ME N MAX ARE SOOOO PROUD OF EVERYONE AND I'M SOOOO EXCITED TO SEE WHAT THE NEXT TWO WEEKS BRINGS!!!!#i've been having some frustrations with myself bc there was a lot of stuff i should have scaled down and didn't #and my ethos running this w max is way different than fth but none of the sign up materials reflect that #which i'm frustrated with myself for not thinking through more carefully and conscientiously #even tho going into this we knew so much of the fest was going to be us throwing puddy at the wall and seeing what sticks #but i have been frustrated with myself for not thinking through how materials like the sign up form don't reflect the like spirit of how we #wanted to run it #so it's really nice to see that people are being really brave and getting excited for each other and getting excited for what's #being offered #i'm sooooo excited!!!!!!!!!#ok i'm done lol i have to finish this soda and face the disaster that is how i packed my art supplies #when i can do art again. know.#fresno oilers.txt

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the-hilda-librarians-wife · 1 year ago

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I was rewatching The Stone Forest and I really like to think that Hilda had to pass by the Bell Keeper’s outpost on her way out of the city limits. I like to think that idiot looked at what was happening, shrugged, and said ‘eh, she’s the scariest thing out there’

#“‘the scariest thing out there’?”the girl sends him a look that isn't quite a glare for once; it still conveys her opinion just as clearly #Edmund shrugs. Hilda is still within sight of his binoculars. he watches her run and can’t be sure whether she’s running *towards* or *from #*.He doesn’t think she knows either.#'I mean. it’s not like trolls can harm her at this time of the day.#Don’t tell me you believe in fairies kid.'#And there it is at last: the glare. Meiri looks up from her art project - her new therapist had reccomended it as a way to express herself #and since he'd been helping so much so far she'd decided to grudgingly give it a shot -#“*No*” she states pointedly; to anyone who knew her it was an affirmation. And Edmund knew her better than she cared for #'What I believe in is wolves and recluse spiders and ticks and nettle. And I believe that someone with the spine #to sabotage the Patrol wouldn't have the self control to not lick a pretty mushroom'#“Hey!” Edmund protested putting down his binoculars. “I sabotaged the Patrol! For *you* I might add!”#Meiri's smile turned mean; it was a regular expression for her yet it never conveyed any malice. Just the thrill of a game that never tired #her. “And would you?” she lifted one thick eyebrow; signaling to her dad that it was his move now #The dad in question was unfortunately thinking back to a time in his young teenage years when he figured he could eat anything animals bit #and gave himself a poisoning that had him taken to the ER. But she didn't need to know that. *ever* in fact.#“Obviously I would. Like I'd let a mushroom ruin my perfect sandwich diet”#Meiri groaned loudly. Some games were worth playing. But some wars she'd already accepted she'd never win #“Anyway” he turned back to staring at the outside of the wall as if it was of any interest to him (it wasn't)#“kid'll be fine is my point. And even if she isn't ya know what's the best think about this situation?”#They looked at each other with matching smirks. “none of our flipping business” he said at the same time as she echoed #“None of our fucking business”#He gasped immediatelly. “*Meiri!*”#The chastening was useless. She just shrugged innocently.#He'd really have to limit her library visits #the bell keeper hilda #meirdom #hilda the series #hilda netflix

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cutearose · 7 months ago

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going to my first meetup with a new book club tonight and I am NERVOUS!!! I want to make new local friends and be part of the community but its so scary 😳

#especially bc i didnt really like the book we read this time lmao #they do all seem super nice tho.. the host picked a place on my bus route so i could get there!!! and multiple people offered me lifts!!!#i just dont know how to act around people i dont know hsjdhsjdjd i feel so awkward and uninteresting #but. hopefully it will be a nice time :)#i cant really afford to buy dinner and most of the menu is stuff i cant eat but hopefully i can find something #and i’ll take my sock knitting so i have something to fidget with and maybe make me more interesting lmao #post

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unown · 6 months ago

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eating 100g of protein in one day is so much harder than I thought

#like things I wanna eat don’t even add up to that much #waiting to save up to see an endocrinologist to have better guidance on how to like….navigate my hormone imbalance #and if my diet had anything to do with it but I already know I don’t get enough protein so I’m just trying to see if that helps for now #I should start lifting again so I can finally have the muscles I want while I’m at it lol

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disengaged · 6 months ago

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Ibrahim is on his way with my sandwich …

#i want this eggplant parmigiana sammy so bad i paid $12 for it #my nausea has lifted for like an hour and i’m so fucking hungry … brother i am desperate #pegasus speaks #also my foursome got rainchecked :( o well. at least i can eat consequence-free

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cynicallyneutral · 7 months ago

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how do u like ur toast? i’m bored as hell and will do literally anything but draw. lemme know which and why, and what do u put on it (if u do)

#honestly i will literally do anything but draw #these past few months ive been doing…idk if u can like #call it self care or what #but i been tryna eat a lil better and move a lot more #so i been playing basketball #not like a match or whatever bc idk shit #and then lifting weights and running #bro i swear to god i have weights in my room now #kirishima are u proud of me #ive also been looking to join some kickboxing classes #literally doing anything BUT draw #HAAHHAHSHHFHFH #but HEY!!! im stronger than before now #and i wanna learn how to punch a bitch and make it hurt yanno #and hopefully one day i will be able to lift my weight and more #god i rly do wanna go back to drawing tho #but i do wanna keep on playing bball #and still lift weights #and theres just so little time like why do i have to choose like this #i also wanna be good at dancing #listen theres just so much i wanna do now #i miss drawing #this looks like an ad ngl

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awakenthebeing · 2 years ago

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*Picks up Piepoe* this right here is a cinnamon roll, you guys! A CINNAMON ROLL!!!

#piepoe is shocked that you can lift her so well! (hes a bit heavy but no more than like. a stack of books)#(a good stack i mean. enough to cause a bit of struggle when lifting hehe)#but thank you for those fun words! make sure to eat and rest and drink water... sending lots of love!!! 💖💖💖‼️#Piepoe arts

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skeletalheartattack · 1 year ago

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Jinjo fruit gummies?

dont even get me started. bought a pack of these the other day and i could hear all the fruit snacks inside the package whistling and begging for help. when i opened it they all flew out one at a time in a spiral pattern with sparkles and shit saying 'jinjo!' before vanishing into thin air. i was so hungry dude. whatever. atleast i got this damn jiggy now. hope i can get access to hungry world in gruntildas fucking castle.

#ask #anon #im not sure what prompted this anon but it was something that stuck with me after seeing it in my inbox #would i eat them. yeah sure whatever. could i handle it. probably not.#the jinjonator would appear if i ate one and hed just do what he did to gruntilda until i coughed it up #and then i would fall for hours and a big fucking boulder would trap me forever #so i dont know if itd be worth it. i dont have two fucked up siblings who could lift a boulder like that.#my siblings are straight married white dudes. i think theyd leave me under there #klungo would atleast try to get me out. thank you klungo. i can always count on klungo.#like id be stuck under that boulder. but at least klungo is here.#all because of those damn bad jinjo gummies man. fuuuck.#anyway thank you for the ask anon :)

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teobug · 1 month ago

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Woke up and my brain decided that was the worst mistake I could've made to date

#i have wanted to die all day. and i dont know why.#overwhelmed overstimmed but so bored I just want to die #nothing can hold my attention. im nauseous i cant eat.#my blood sugar hasnt wanted to go below 200 most of today. im hungry but not at the same time.#my eyes feel heavy my body impossible to lift #i dont have any energy. for anything. i feel like an animal pacing in its cage but my body is the cage and I want to tear it open and run.#i dont know whats wrong. i woke up violently depressed and I dont get it. im exhausted. everything is too much and still not enough too.#i know I'll be fine. i know I will. but until im fine. im like this.#and this is horrible. for me and everyone else.#im trying to be good. i swear im trying.#i just want to cry. but i cant even do that.

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mars-ipan · 3 months ago

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recovering from body deterioration from being ill is so nuts. my body makes so much lactic acid rn and if i hold my hand the wrong way while i scroll my thumb starts to shake

#marzi speaks #my thighs are weak as shit too. i have a hard time lifting my legs because of it #also i am so underweight rn it kinda scares me #i’ve always been Little (fast metabolism) but i haven’t been under 100lbs since i was like 13. i don’t like it #i’m eating as much as i comfortably can so my body can build it back up but. golly #rn it’s literally like. i start my day with low pain. it’s present but not that bad #i go about my day and hobble around the house. rn i can do maybe one small outing per day #i lay down and rest in between #by the end of the day my legs are sore as shit #i go to bed and my body heals a bit in my sleep #rinse and repeat #it’s wild. and i just have to keep doing it until it stops hurting #and then slowly introduce more activity to rebuild the muscle mass

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