#I laid down for an hour and a half and didn't manage to nap
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lesenbyan · 1 year ago
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Today has thoroughly sucked
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xo-adeline · 9 months ago
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-> You were one of the managers of Bastard München, you had only gotten hired not to too long ago but nobody seemed to have an issue with you, or so you could tell. There were a few guys that you never had any idea what they were thinking but that's a story for another time. A couple weeks after you had gotten hired you started becoming really close with Ness, to everybody's surprise. And as even more time progressed you two just got closer and closer until you started dating. Though being the manager of a top team was no easy task and it led to many sleepless nights. It was about the third row in a night you had either gotten no sleep, or only an hour or two. You looked exhausted by the time it was time for one of the practice matches with Manshine City, you sat down by Noel Noa and you almost passed out. The only reason you woke back up was from the whistle, signaling the kick off. It was finally the half time signaling that you were finally over with 45 minutes of this, only 45 minutes left. Ness had noticed that you were half asleep looking over at the field, and walked over. "You okay? I didn't think we were that boring" He laughed slightly as he crouched down to get to eye level with you. You sleepily smiled at him as you tried to laugh. " 's not that, jus' tired.." "I can tell" He ruffled your hair a little before speaking again "After we're done I'll take you back home and you can sleep as long as you want" You nodded and he took off jogging towards the rest of his team who was waving him over. You really don't remember what had happened after they got off their half time. It started fine, you looking out towards the field, then suddenly it started to get darker and darker before you can't quite remember who won or what happened. The next thing you remember is waking up and Ness sitting next to you in your bed, looking at his phone. He slightly chucked as you started waking up and stretching your arms up, trying to remember what had happened. "Have a nice nap?" Then you remember, after the whistle had blown you started closing your eyes and before long the much needed sleep over took you and you fell asleep. "So.. did you guys win..?" You questioned trying to see if you could jog any other memories. "Never got to finish, Both Noa and Prince were a little scared after you looked like you died in the chair and they paused the game to make sure you were okay" He reached over and ruffled your hair before hugging you. "Luckily you had just fallen asleep but were supposed to finish up tomorrow" "Oh.. I'm sorry.." "Nothing for you to apologize for, I should've been making sure you were getting enough sleep, but no worries, we can start now." He put his phone down on the bedside table and laid down pulling you into his chest. "Gute Nacht, Liebe meines Lebens.."
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Fair warning!! I don’t speak German and everything was translated so if there is any issues with it please let me know!!
Translation: "Gute Nacht, Liebe meines Lebens.." -> Good Night, Love of my Life
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lunamochii · 10 months ago
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'your love and support is what keeps me going.' oikawa toru x f!reader
"Are you coming? Class is going to start."
You read the message of your friend replied "I am, just buying something." Bowing to the shopkeeper, you exited the shop and prepared your speech on why you are late to your teacher. Thankfully, she just let you in and your friends is eyeing you suspiciosly.
The class went on for an hour and half and with each minute passing by, you can tell your body temperature rising. You thought your fever will go away yesterday since you just stayed all day at your house. You even said no to the date you supposed to have with Oikawa. The moment the class ended, you excused yourself from your friends who wanted to know why you're late, you were never late.
"Shit.." You whine when you felt the throbbing pain inside your head again, you already drink some medicine but it's not doing any good. Looking at yourself at the mirror, you look horrible.
"Are you okay, miss?" Looking up, you notice some first years and you just weakly smiled at them
"I am, thanks." They just nodded and went out of the bathroom, after fixing yourself. You tried your best to get to your classroom, your vision getting blurry and it's like everything is spinning. The moment you open the door of your room, your head began to throb, horribly.
Last thing you heard is the voice of your classmates and friends screaming your name.
The last thing Oikawa wants right now is the attention from his fans, he likes it don't get him wrong but he really wants to focus on their training this time.
"Are you still mad because she declined your date?"
Iwaizumi said when he approach the setter, Oikawa woke him up at the middle of his nap just to cry and whine on how you don't love him anymore. He knows his bestfriend is a lil'bit dramatic so he let him rant and he just went back to sleep.
"We planned it for so long! She knows our schedule doesn't match up so we specifically agreed on that date."
The brunette huff and spike the ball he was holding and let out a sigh, if something came up you would've told him. Iwaizumi stared at his bestfriend before shrugging and returning to practice, some time later there was a commotion at the entrance of th gym
"Please! We need to speak to Oikawa-san!"
"I told you that his busy!"
Coach Nobuteru glared at his captain and Oikawa grimace and went to calm down his 'fans' but before he could speak, your angry bestfriend shove all the girls and glared to Oikawa
"Your girlfriend collapsed!"
He didn't need to get a go signal from his coach and sprinted towards the clinic of their school. He never ran that fast all his life, he was panting, hard, catching his breath as he entered the clinic where he saw you getting check up by the nurse
"Baby.." he manage to blurt out while wiping the sweat off from his face and approach where you are "Rest for 15 minutes first. Oikawa take her home after she take this medicine." He nodded and grab the medicine from the nurse's hand. The nurse excuse herself and slightly close the curtain, enough to cover you and Oikawa.
"Why didn't you tell me?" You look at him and sighs "You have a match coming up, I wouldn't want you catching my sickness."
It's true but you could have inform him, he grab the stool and sat beside you. You laid down on the bed, facing him. Your right hand slowly coming up to cup his cheeks and he groan feeling how hot your palm is.
"I'm sorry. I know we've been looking forward for our date yesterday... I'm so-"
"Shush it doesn't matter. All that matters is you'll be healthy and energetic again, okay? Now, rest. I'll go get our things, when I come back you'll take this medicine and we'll go home, okay?"
Even if you are wearing a facemask, he can still see your smile. He lean forward and kiss your forehead and almost curse when he felt his lips get burn. Even if he misses the practice tomorrow, he'll nurse you back to help. He won't get weak just by missing a single practice. Plus, when you are all well again he'll have your whole love and support and it's enough to fuel his desire to win everything in life.
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wileys-russo · 1 year ago
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Mearps and "you really need to take a nap babe" xx
mary earps
"-two more days and then i'm all yours." you smiled at her words with a nod, though mary could see it didn't quite reach your eyes. "i'm really sorry love, you know this time of year is insane." mary sighed and you were quick to assure her you understood.
"i know baby. you can't help your schedule and i am so incredibly proud of all of your accomplishments and awards, i'm just sorry i can't be there to support and watch you accept them." you frowned, your own job keeping you tethered to manchester while mary had been seemingly all around everywhere but manchester for the last two weeks.
between trainings, national camp, nations league, away games, conti cup matches, awards, trophies, public appearances, her clothing company and the impending transfer season you and mary hadn't actually spent more than a few hours together in just over two and a half weeks.
and you were both feeling it.
you were a teacher which meant you tried your very best to be there to watch her play, accept awards or just be with her. but with the end of the year fast approaching your own workload was increasing with reports due, exams to mark and deadlines to meet.
"hey you do not need to be sorry beautiful. your kids need you and i am so proud of you every single day, hows the reports coming?" mary questioned adjusting where she laid down on her bed, away for the weekend in liverpool for a united match.
"they're...coming." you sighed tiredly, glancing to your laptop and the papers scattered all around it. "you look tired baby. you're not pulling all nighters again are you?" your girlfriend asked somewhat sternly, knowing you all too well having been with you almost two years now.
"i have to babe, its my month to do after school pickup duty so i'm not getting home until after five thirty." you sighed running a hand through your hair, mary now really noticing the bags under your eyes which were near matching to her own.
"baby i really don't like when-" she was cut off as you heard her name called in the distance and suddenly you were looking at someone else. "hi tooney." you chuckled at the younger girl who sung out hello, ignoring your girlfriends protests as she struggled beneath millie, maya and lucia who'd all come thundering in.
"i'm busy! get off and get out." mary managed to shove them off, all four girls calling out bye as they dissapeared off screen and you heard the door slam behind them.
"children!" mary groaned as she belly flopped onto the bed and readjusted her phone. "baby love you look exhausted, you know how i feel about you pulling all nighters." mary warned as you wave her off, ignoring the fact your eyes felt like they had anchors attached to them.
"mary." the striker hummed with an amused smile as you were clearly fighting to keep your eyes open, your girlfriend having just talked you through her day.
"do you think if you injected coffee you'd die?" you asked tiredly, one eye closed as the keeper bit her lip to stop from laughing. "whys that baby?" she questioned curiously. "well when you inject drugs it goes right to your bloodstream. or if you're sick they hook you up to an iv yeah?" you started to mumble, mary humming encouragingly.
"well what if for people who are like coffee addicts, could they get put on like a drip of coffee? like a caffeinated iv." you pitched your idea to her, moving to rest your head on your hands as your girlfriend laughed as quietly as she could.
"you really need a nap babe."
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where-ismydonkey · 3 months ago
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DCA PROMPTOBER - DAY 7
GLITTER GLUE
Grumbling, you stepped into the warm living room and began to unbutton your sweater. A little too cold to not have it on outside, but a little too warm to have it on inside. Sighing, you barely registered the large hands that tenderly took hold of the buttons, and slumped against a metal chest. Shutting your eyes, you could only think one thing as you wrapped your arms around a familiar, itty bitty waist.
Work had been exhausting today.
You'd had such an early shift that when the time you left for it, both your Moon and the Moon were still out. And after a miracle of managing to untangle yourself from his embrace, and an annoying commute, you tried to power through your shift. After all, only a few hours of work and you would get to see your boys after it; pending a power nap, of course.
So you stood there, basically half asleep as Sun hummed a soothing tune, guiding you over to the couch, "Why don't you get some sleep, hm? And preferably not upright? You're not a horse, Starshine."
As you considered how much energy you'd use up playful neighing, you were gently pushed back onto the sofa. While you laid down, back hitting the cushions, you watched as he hurried off—Was he just going to leave you there?
Blearily blinking, you attempted to sit up. Only to be shushed back against the pillows as in the blink of an eye, Sun came back. With your comfiest blanket and pillows under his arm, he tilted his head at you.
"Now just where were you going off to?"
"To find you," you yawned, staring up at him like he was the prettiest thing in the world before you pouted, "You abandoned me."
"I took exactly 13 seconds."
"Yeah, yeah," you yawned again, "You should really sleep with me to make up for it."
He stilled, and you snorted. Seriously, though, him and Moon were so comfy to cuddle for being made out of metal.
Sun then shook his head at you, ignoring your amusement as he began to set up the makeshift bed around you. Which was great, since you didn't have the energy nor the want to clamber into your actual bed. But all you felt like you were missing were his arms around you, and you would get that, damn it.
"So what are you gonna do?" you mumbled as he propped a pillow up behind your head.
"So what am I going to do when...?"
"When I fall asleep." you smiled up at him.
You watched Sun's pupils, tiny little things you only noticed when you were close like now, roam along your face, "Toy around with paper and some glitter glue, probably."
"Oh, and what masterpiece will you be making this time?" you asked, slowly taking his free hand to intertwine your fingers together.
"A Picasso inspired landscape, I believe."
"Looking forward to that," you murmured and yawned once more, "But you know, you should really consider multitasking that and a cuddle session while you work."
Glancing up at him, Sun looked back at you. His face was unmoving, but the hold on your hand was warm and loving like always. And as he came closer down to you, teasingly tilting his head, he asked, "Oh, Should I?"
"I don't think I'd be able to sleep any other way," you chuckled, "And I'd be so grateful to you, you know."
And propping yourself up to give him a sleepy kiss, he pulled away after a moment to look at you fondly, "Well then," he stood up, glancing over at the nearby craft supplies he'd had set up, "I'll suppose I should go get the glitter glue and paper then, Starshine."
"Definitely." You smiled happily, fully sitting up to wait for him as you tried to rub the sleep out of your eyes, keeping it at bay until he came back.
And to no one's surprise, that had been one of the most peaceful sleeps you'd ever had. All thanks to your cuddly robot boyfriend, paper, and some glitter glue.
YOOOO this is so late my apologies
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dullgecko · 3 months ago
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Pulling this out separate because i know i said i wouldnt write anything but @yrbeecharmer this is your fault lol
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"We should f-uhhh hmm..." Fabians sentence cut off mid word when he coughed and covered his mouth with his fist, Riz looking up from his notebook to give him a confused look.
The fighter had him well and truly penned in against the wall with the way he was standing, the rogue having set himself up in the corner out in the open since he was currently without the ability to hide in Fabians gym bag. He was half watching the fighters class while he worked on some of his rogue studies for once instead of having a nap because he was currently too big for his favorite spot. It was fine, the teacher knew he was a rogue and didn't mind him skipping out on his own classes to hang out there. Plus, half the class still hadn't noticed he was there so technically he was practicing his stealth.
Ayda had asked Riz the previous day if she could test one of her spells on him, the wizard having been trying to extend the utility of the enlarge spell to last longer than a minute and he had been researching in her library at the time. Riz had obliged the request and technically she had been sucessful, the goblin now standing at double his height and eye-level with most of his party. They'd only expected it to last an half an hour or so but, after a little research, discovered that he'd be stuck like this for at least thirty hours instead. He didn't mind so much but it had been a shock for almost everyone he knew when he'd turned up to school like normal but was suddenly clocking in at a height of six feet.
The first thing he did with his new height was pick up Kristen, Adaine and Fig in a hug and spin all three girls around. All of them laughing at the novelty of it after he put each of them down. He attempted to pick up Gorgug too but had given up fairly quickly. The half-orc was still too heavy for him to lift so they just left it at a bone-crushing hug instead.
Their fighter had completely declined the hug when it was offered, simply shaking his head and holding up a hand which Riz clocked as a little odd. Since that first interaction Fabian had been acting weird all day, and staring, then looking away whenever Riz caught him in the act. This was the first thing he'd actually said to Riz all day and it wasn't even a complete sentence.
"What?"
"Fffight. Yes, fight. We're doing hand to hand practice today and well..." Fabian waved at Riz, the goblin currently stuck at double his usual height due to Aydas botched experiment. "Well specifically we're doing pin's... and grapples. It's a good opportunity for you to learn that we might not get again. I'm sure the teacher will be fine with you participating. Fig is constantly doing the same in Gorgugs classes."
Riz tilted his head to the side and flicked an ear, noting that Fabian looked away again when the goblin grinned at him. "Fabian I know how to do hand to hand combat. I have claws and they're kind of useless if you don't know how to fight unarmed. It's just that I usually practice with people my own size."
"Ah. Right. Of course." The fighter rubbed a hand along the back of his head, glancing at the rest of his class that were still practising on the padded mats laid out on the ground. "Well perhaps you could give me some pointers. Plus, I'm finding myself bereft of a partner since one of us is out sick today."
"Sure, if you need the help." Fabians logic was pretty sound, they were the same height at the moment and if the class was stuck at an odd number getting one of your party members to help you practice was considered pretty normal. Riz flipped his notebook closed, shoving it in Fabians bag for safe keeping before letting his friend drag him to his feet and towards the mats.
Riz ended up deciding that Fabians weirdness that day was just because he was feeling ill. His face was pretty flushed after all and the rogue managed to pin him more often than he would have expected if he was in top health. There was no way that Fabian was letting him win, that would be completely out of character for him.
The rogue decided that his assumptions were all but confirmed when, after several rounds of sparring, Riz had gotten a little too into their mock combat. The goblin managing to pin Fabian on his back with his wrists above his head, straddled his chest and growled at him. Eyes contracting to slits as he held Fabians wrists against the ground and bared his teeth. The next instant Riz had been fully bucked off the fighter to land on his own back on the padded mat, Fabian already halfway across the gym at a full sprint heading for the bathroom before Riz could even sit up.
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saltyyuuri · 26 days ago
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🖋️Writers Block 🖋️
Iso x fem! Reader
Part 6
PART 1 - PART 2 - PART 3 - PART 4 - PART 5 - PART 6 - PART 7
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Warnings; mentions of NSFW and vulgar language . This will be copy pasted on every chapter.
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Days later, you decided to help Iso out, writing up a few message examples to send out to his family. He wanted to get back in touch, but not being sure what to say or how to go about it, he decided to ask you for help on the writing end of it. It was quite literally your job anyways, so he couldn't have found anyone better suited for the job.
You had noted down a few ideas, most lose ended for him to be able to form it into his own with his own words- you were the first to point out that if it looked to obviously written by someone else, that maybe it wouldn't be well received on their end.
There was a lot of suggestions, most making him hesitate, unable to settle on a specific wording. It had been days you were trying to help him through it- and it was obvious it wouldn't go anywhere if he couldn't figure it out. So, your idea was to get him to write something, the way he would phrase it and you would simply give pointers on how to formulate it.
He typed the text, written in Chinese for his grandmother to understand properly. He was reading out in English what he was typing so you could give him pointers. As soon the text was written and you thought it was ok- he hesitated. ''I don't know... But what if-'' He started; the same thing he had been saying at every message he wrote for the past few days. And as patient as you wanted to be with him- this time your eye twitched lightly.
You pressed send, a smile on your lips- there was a slight satisfaction to end that small ordeal finally, but you kept your expression reassuring for his sake- especially since he looked terrified that you sent the message. ''Yu- it'll be okay. You wrote that message, and it couldn't be better worded. You needed to stop doubting yourself for a second.'' You said, letting out a soft sigh.
''No- (Y-n), but what if-'' You gently took him by the shoulders, sitting him down on his bed. he didn't protest- looking too anxious to do much anyways. You stood directly in front of him, cupping his face as you looked him directly in the eyes, speaking in a firm tone. ''No what if's. You're going down a rabbit hole and I swear you won't get out of it by the rate your going down.'' You said firmly, squeezing his shoulders lightly.
He let out a sigh, nodding after a few seconds. You loosened your grip on his shoulders, taking a seat besides him to instead side hug him while he waited on an answer. You laid your head on his shoulder, to which he laid his right on top of yours. The silence was a bit tense, but manageable. You understood he was anxious, and you wanted to be there for him, just hoping that that little push didn't risk making things worse.
You both flinched slightly when his phone rang, to which he rapidly answered. You couldn't understand what he said- he was speaking in his mother tongue. Instead you simply rested your head back down on his shoulder while he spoke, playing with his free hand to offer a small extra distraction. he ended up intertwining your fingers with his after a few moments, holding your hand firmly while his voice grew a bit more confident while he spoke to his relatives. You smiled softly- deciding to just rest while he talked on the phone.
You nuzzled yourself into his neck, getting comfortable on his side as you shut your eyes, relaxing while you listened to him speak in Chinese. You ended up falling asleep, dosing off to a light nap while Iso talked.
About an hour later, you were woken up from him suddenly moving his shoulder. You raised your head slightly, eyes half shut as you slowly came back to reality. You looked up at him, seeing he was done talking on the phone- sending a short text, assuming to his relatives once again since it was in Chinese. When he noticed you were awake, he turned his head slightly to place a peck on your forehead. ''Hey there, sleepy head.'' He said softly, shutting off his phone, turning his attention to you.
He pulled you onto his lap, sitting you facing him so he could properly hold you- he had been wanting to do that for a moment, but he didn't want to wake you up. You let him do as he pleased, making yourself comfortable, laying your head back on his shoulder in this new position. ''...How did it go?'' You mumbled out the question, followed up by a yawn on your end. ''It went good, they want me over for Chinese new year.'' He said happily, rubbing your back with one hand, his other holding you by the hip.
''That's great-'' You mumbled out tiredly in his neck, placing a small kiss there. You were still in the process of waking up, and Iso chuckled out softly. ''Yeah, I guess you were right. I was going down a rabbit hole with those 'What if's.'' He said softly, gently squeezing your hip as he spoke. You hummed, lifting you head up lazily to look at him with the same sleepy eyes, ''I'm always right.'' You said with a small smile, the statement mostly to nag him.
It hit the mark, he rolled his eyes at you, pulling back a bit to give you a deadpan look. ''Don't start that-'' He said, raising a brow at you while he spoke. You blinked a few times, then smirked at him. ''What? think you can prove me wrong?'' You chuckled out softly, to which Iso sighed. He knew you were taunting him- so instead he placed a kiss on your lips to quiet you down for a moment.
When he pulled away, both his hands rested on your thighs, giving you a warning look to not start that argument. You hummed, shifting a bit on his lap, deciding to bother him in a different way. You purposely grinded yourself on him a bit- passing it as if you were just getting comfortable once again. ''So- what did your relatives have to say during the call?'' You asked him innocently, stopping your movement once satisfied with his reaction.
His face flushed slightly- letting out a low groan when you grinded onto him. He took a second to register to question, forcing himself to reply. ''They were glad I reached out... Glad to know I'm alive... Want more over for Chinese new year...'' He started to say, forcing himself to focus on the conversation, squeezing your thighs slightly as a mini revenge for what you did. ''I told them I have a girlfriend-'' He added on, his hands trailing up higher on your thighs as he spoke.
You blushed slightly- his teases haven't gone unnoticed either. ''Ah really? You already told them-?'' You asked him, a bit flustered. He hummed, nodding before leaning in, his face finding your neck. He started trailing kisses along your neck, taking his time to go slow and kiss around the sensitive spots. ''Mhm. They're hoping to meet you on Chinese new year.'' He said in the crook of your neck, his mouth hovering over one of the sensitive spots.
A whimper left your lips- he was teasing you so nicely, his hands dangerously close to your core, his lips hovering over the sensitive spot- you took a moment to focus on the conversation, not wanting to give in quite yet- you started this game, but you weren't going down so easily. ''They want to meet me already? But we've only been dating for a week-'' You said, going with the logical answer right away.
''By then it'll be a few months. We got time.'' He said, finally kissing the sweet spot on your neck. You let out a soft sigh, your head immediately tilting to the side to give him a better access. ''And if you keep taking your sweet ass time teasing me, I'll be riding you-'' You replied, letting out a small moan when he bit your neck. ''I wouldn't be opposed to the idea.''
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A few weeks later, when fall was starting to show it's true colors, Brimstone called you to his office- and you already had an idea as to why. You stay here was supposed to be temporary, initially long enough for you to get a new idea for a book- which had just been approved by the editor not long ago. You felt a bit gloomy, but you also understood that the arrangement was coming to an end.
You went inside the office, taking your seat in front of your uncle, trying to keep a neutral expression. He had paperwork in front of him and his laptop open, currently his attention driven on the laptop, seeming to look through in once more before finally turning his attention to you. ''Hey there, sweetheart. How you doing?'' He started off casually, breaking the silence that felt a bit tense on your end.
''Could be better, honestly.'' You said with a small sigh, sinking into your seat a bit more. He hummed, raising a brow towards you. ''Something happen?'' He asked you curiously, looking concerned. ''Well, this-'' You gestured to his desk and him- trying to mean that you were feeling a bit down from the situation. You weren't ready to leave- not after meeting the agents and even dating one- You weren't ready to let this all go already.
Brimstone looked at you in confusion, looking back down to his desk and his paperwork. He was wondering what you meant- looking back up at you. ''Uh, sweetheart, can you be a bit more precise than just... 'this' ?'' He asked you, wondering what exactly you were referencing. You let out a slightly frustrated sigh, but you still obliged. ''Well, I mean I am not ready to leave. I know that the arrangement was temporary- and that as soon as I had the book done I was supposed to leave- But I don't want to-'' You started to explain, a frown forming on your face as you spoke.
''Hold on, you think I called you here to kick you out-?'' Brimstone asked, pausing your small rant. You shut up, then nodded. ''...Yeah?'' You replied, a bit confused as to why he was confirming this with you. Brimstone started to chuckled, then full on laughed. ''Oh god no- I wasn't going to kick you out-'' He said through his laughter, handing you the papers that were in front of him. ''I was going to offer for you to stay permanently- those were papers if you wanted to be added to the insurance policy we offered-'' He said, regaining his breath after a few extra moments.
You were a bit stunned, but nodded, taking the papers to read over them. You were quiet as you didn't think he'd offer you to stay permanently, assuming that this would have been reserved more for the agents instead. But you filled out the paperwork, working through some other legal documents while you were at it. When all was done, Brimstone smiled proudly.
''And one more thing-'' He said, opening a drawer on his desk, pulling out a key. he handed it to you with a proud smile. ''I set you up an actual office so you didn't have to keep working all cramped up in your room- It'll be the room right in front of Cypher's workshop, so not much noise in that spot.'' He said, his proud expression still on full display as he was able to surprise you with your official ' resident' gift from him. ''I got some of the guys to move your desk and stuff over to the new office while your in here- so it's going to be fully set up for you.'' Brimstone said, his grin wide.
''You really didn't have to- I didn't mind at all-'' You said in surprise, looking at the key in his hand. He shook his head, grabbing your wrist to drop the key in your palm. ''Nope, cut it off with that. Your a resident here now- and your my niece for crying out loud. I can get you a damn gift like that just because I want to.'' He said, his tone leaving no place for argument as his shut your hand around the key. ''I got Jett and Iso to help chose the decor for your office since you all got along nicely- so blame them if it's not your taste.'' He chuckled out.
When you heard he had gotten Iso in on this, your cheeks flushed a bit, just now realizing you hadn't told Brimstone that you and Iso were a bit more than just the 'getting along' stage- wondering if Iso said something. You awkwardly decided to ask, just out of curiosity- The worst that could happen was that he'd learn now, right?
''Oh- uhm... You know, me and Iso are actually dating-'' You said a bit awkwardly, dropping the news as smoothly as you could. Brimstone froze, his expression changing. Guess he didn't know, because his smile went to a stern frown- and for a moment you could have sworn seeing your own father. They were brothers after all- but it still made you a bit nervous. ''Really now?'' He simply said, arms crossing over his chest, his face still stern.
You stayed quiet- this wasn't the reaction you expected from your uncle. ''How long'' He asked, waiting on answers. ''A few weeks-'' You said a bit sheepishly. ''Weeks? And I am just now hearing about this?'' He said, cocking an eyebrow. ''Honestly I don't think I have told anyone-'' You trying to catch you slight mistake- sinking in your seat once again. He sighed, getting up.
''Alright... You go check out your new office, I'm going to have a chat with Iso.'' He said, walking around his desk to head to the door. ''Wait- What do you mean you're gonna have a chat-?!'' ''Means exactly what I said, don't worry about it.'' He said, leaving the office- and effectively leaving you a bit nervous, confused, but happy for the new office. Brimstone was already gone- the best you could do now was warn Iso- and hope that it wouldn't go badly.
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You had made you way to your new office, sliding the key into the keyhole, turning it to unlock the door. Once you heard the click, you walked into your new work space- discovering the area.
Your desk was up against the wall that had the window, your monitors nicely adjusted, side by side whilst your laptop was set nicely in front of them. There was thin off white curtains, currently open to let the sun in. There was a fake vine lining the windowsill, along with some fairy lights. There was fairy lights lined loosely on the ledge of the ceiling all around, providing a warm ambient lighting, along with a standing lamp besides the desk. There were a few bookshelves on the wall adjacent to the desk, filled with some of your own literature, some of your favorite books, plants, candles and small trinkets to decorate the shelves.
Besides the entrance, there was a small white sofa, a soft rug and a coffee table set, an obvious lounging area for whoever chose to come butt in while you worked- it already had a blanket and decoration pillows on it. Overall the new office area was cozy and you loved it- heading over to sit at your desk. You opened up your laptop, pulling up your usual writing apps, displaying it on one screen, displaying the excel spreadsheet on the other.
You were so tempted to already start working on your second book, the new environment was tempting you- and your fingers hovered over the laptops keyboard before you heard the door open, turning to look at who came in almost instantly. You saw Iso make his way in, shutting the door quietly behind him. You waited- wondering what he would say- wondering what had happened between him and Brimstone.
''So..? What did he want from you?'' You asked him softly, but not holding back the question that was burning your mind right now. ''Huh? oh-... He quite literally gave me the dad speech.'' Iso said, chuckling softly as he made his way towards you. ''What? Like, he went to see you to say 'treat her right, no funny business' and all that jazz?'' You asked him again, suspicion starting to show on your expression.
'' Not quite- more like he told me if I did anything wrong he wouldn't hesitate to put me in place-'' He said, looking away with a slight nervous look. You sigh, facepalming. ''I-... I'm sorry, I guess he just turned into my dad-'' You said with a sheepish chuckled, then opening your arms for him to come closer. He took the few steps that separated the two of you, warping his arms around your shoulders.
''It's fine, as long as you don't rat me out, at least.'' He chuckled out, his tone slightly teasing as he spoke. ''If I do so without good reason, you have my permission to rat out what I actually write in my books to him'' You said with a giggle, planting your face into his chest. ''Oh, so I get the honors of telling him that you write smut in almost all your books? Oh you can bet the first example coming out my mouth is the scene with the gun-''
''Jeez, I swear everyone talks about that one- is it that insane?'' You asked, raising your head from his chest, looking up at him in amusement. ''Well- gunplay definitely shocks some-'' He said, chuckling as he answered honestly. ''You're tempting me to write worse.'' You deadpanned, trying to keep a serious face. He looked at you, not realizing you were messing with him at first. ''Like what? It's hard to beat that-'' He asked, but soon came to regret even asking.
''The next best thing- knife play.'' You said, a growing smirk on your face. Now, it started as a joke, but the idea was planted, and boy was it tempting to do worse than that other scene, give something new to make people talk about your new book series a bit more. Iso looked at you in slight disbelief- but then again, he wasn't too shocked. ''...You're actually thinking about it, aren't you?'' He asked you, seeing the growing smirk, he could only assume you would go through with it.
''Hm.... If I can make it even more shocking than the gunplay scene... Oh my, ideas are flowing! I need to start writing-'' You said, your smirk widening as you turned to your laptop, pulling it towards you as you prepared to start typing. Iso sighed, but a small smile grew on his face as he watched you slowly start typing away- your idea vault got unlocked once more, there was no stopping you now.
''I'll come by to bring you coffee and dinner later.'' He said in an amused tone, stepping out your office to let you work, knowing that at this point, the only thing that would stop you was if he pried you off the computer physically.
You in the meantime, were filling out your excel sheet with notes, typing your ideas down to create the first few chapters of the book, wanting nothing more than to advance on the new sprout of an idea that came for the plot of your story- one that would wreck your readers emotionally and also shock them- this series was going to be your next best seller, you were sure of it.
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xoxiu · 2 years ago
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twinkle - ot7 x reader
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summary: she had just wanted attention, that’s why she kept texting the strange number, updating him on everything in her life. little did she know how dangerous this relationship actually was. it had been jimin’s idea to kidnap the girl, but the ability to travel across the world to actually do it had been all hoseok’s doing. convenient how some things work, right? they knew that they were destined to have their baby with them, whether she wanted it or not.
tags/warnings: kidnapping, forced age regression, spanking, noncon, mafia au, drug use, stockholm syndrome, caregiver!bts, little!reader, nonsexual, diapers, panic attacks, fluff and angst, sickfic, referenced child abuse, unrequited love
a/n: i wrote this fic in 2018 on ao3 and wattpad, but im putting it here for archival reasons ♡
It was almost 3 in the afternoon when Ophelia managed to settle the fussy baby down for a nap. Usually Rose napped around 10 in the morning, but she had fussed and cried for hours. She'd cry if Ophelia laid her down, and she'd cry if Ophelia tried to rock her to sleep. The baby must have worn herself out, as she was now fast asleep in her pack and play. 
Ophelia had only cried twice out of frustration in that past five hours. She laid herself down on the couch, basking in the silence of a sleeping baby. Knowing that her brother would be home within the next two hours, she closed her eyes and immediately fell asleep herself. 
Ophelia hadn't heard the back door open, followed by the four pairs of footsteps walking into the house. She didn't even stir when the intruders entered the living room where she and the baby slept. The soft murmurs from the men caused Rose to rise from her nap, giggling and cooing in response. 
The loud sounds of the baby caused Jungkook, Jimin, Taehyung, and Namjoon to stop in their tracks, fearing that the noises would wake Ophelia up. After what seemed like hours, the baby had settled itself, and the four men had all released the breaths they didn't know they were holding. 
"She looks so peaceful sleeping," Jimin said, brushing the hair out of Ophelia's face. Ophelia was still in a deep sleep, her lips pouted and chest rising with each breath she took. Taehyung cleared his throat, causing three pairs of eyes to look at him.
"Should we...?" Taehyung started to ask, gently shaking the bottle of chloroform in his hand. Namjoon shook his head, looking down at Ophelia who was still sleeping peacefully.
"I don't think we'll need it, Tae," Namjoon said, and carefully picked up the sleeping girl into his arms. Namjoon held his breath as Ophelia furrowed her eyebrows, making soft noises in her sleep at the new position. Once she had settled herself, head resting on the tall man's shoulder, Namjoon smiled and began retreating out of the house.
"Well," Taehyung started as they approached the screen door leading to the alley, "that was a lot easier than anticipated."
"Don't say that just yet," Yoongi, who was waiting by the door, spoke up, "We'll most likely need to use the muscle relaxers on her once she wakes up. Chloroform might be too much, but it would calm her down."
Namjoon hushed the man before jerking his head for him to open the door of the rental van. Once open, Namjoon strapped Ophelia into the car seat, mindful of how she was still sleeping and could wake up any moment. The rest filled in once Ophelia was settled, with Taehyung next to her with the drugs for when she woke up. 
From the driver's seat, Seokjin tried his best not to wake up the pink-haired girl with his excited squeals. He could see her sleeping face in the rear-view mirror- long eyelashes resting on her chubby pink cheeks, lips pouted and slightly open, breathing peacefully. She looked absolutely angelic, and Seokjin silently cursed himself for remaining in the driver's seat instead of taking Taehyung's spot next to the little cherub. 
Ophelia slept a half hour through the three-hour long car ride to the hotel. She woke up panicking, flailing her arms, trying to undo the buckle on her car seat and reach for the car's door handle. Thankfully, Taehyung was quick with the muscle relaxer, poking the syringe in the girl's arm after he successfully grasped it in her frenzy. Being injected with the drug had caused Ophelia to scream and cry more, forcing Taehyung to put a chloroform-filled rag over her mouth and nose.
It was easy for Tae to keep the rag in place since the muscle relaxer worked relatively quickly. He figured it would take about five minutes for the sweet-smelling solution to do its job and knock the small girl unconscious. Even with the rag over her mouth, small whimpers and sobs still fell from Ophelia's lips.
"Go back to sleep, baby," Jimin said, reaching over from where he sat on the other side of Taehyung to run his fingers through the pink strands of hair. As consciousness was slowly leaving her and her vision was beginning to turn back, her whines and whimpers turned even more panicked and desperate, begging her captors to remove the rag and let her breathe.
"I know, honey," Seokjin said, looking at her now tear-stained face in the mirror, bright red from crying so heavily. Her noises slowly faded away and her eyes slowly closed, and once again it was silent in the van. Taehyung handed the rag to Namjoon in the passenger's seat, who then threw it out the window. 
She slept for another half hour, but when she woke up this time, she had no strength to fight her way out. The chloroform was still in her system, successfully making her disoriented and lethargic. Internally, Ophelia was in fight or flight mode, but all her body could do was remain seated in the car seat with her head leaning against the side of the headrest of the car seat. Her eyes observed her surroundings and landed on Namjoon in the passenger seat, who was staring at her lovingly with a smile on his face. Ophelia sent him a sleepy glare, with her eyes half closed and still full of sleep. 
"Baby's awake," He said with a chuckle, causing Ophelia to stare at him confused. It took her a moment to realize that he spoke Korean, and even though Ophelia also spoke Korean, it had been a while since she actually heard someone talk to her in the language. Her dad mainly spoke English around the house, but he had taught his native tongue to Ophelia when she was young. Her head hurt trying to wrap her mind around what was being said, but she knew that she had to be able to understand the man if she wanted out of this situation.
Namjoon announcing that Ophelia had finally come to caused Jimin, who was also taking a short nap, to jerk awake in his seat. Taehyung reached down to grab the chloroform bottle and a new rag from the bag down by his feet, but stopped himself from wetting the cloth as Jin spoke up.
"No, don't do that, Tae. She's fine right now, aren't you baby?" Jin looked back at Ophelia in the mirror only to be met with a sleepy, confused face staring back at him. "I think she might fall back asleep soon, anyway."
"I want her to sleep until we get to the hotel, though," Jimin said, motioning for Taehyung to continue to prepare the cloth, but he refused. 
"I will if she starts to get fussy again," he reasoned, "Too much of this and I could potentially kill her."
Even in her dazed state, the statement caused Ophelia's eyes to widen in fear and a small whimper to leave her mouth once she mentally translated what the man had said. She opened her mouth to attempt to beg to be brought home, but she was too weak to make anything beyond a whine. The men all cooed at her, causing her to become even more annoyed. She wasn't a child.
"Taehyung," Jimin said, pulling a tablet out from the bag on the floor of the car, "Find a movie or something that she can fall asleep to on there."
Taehyung nodded as he began searching through the video library, eventually settling on Sesame Street. Once he played the episode, he placed the tablet in a pouch on the back of the driver's seat, figuring Ophelia would be too weak to hold it herself. 
Ophelia gave Taehyung a skeptical look, asking him if he was serious, but Tae simply smiled and pushed Ophelia's bangs out of her face. Ophelia simply sighed and put her attention on the tablet, but soon wanted to cry as she realized the episode was in Korean. In her disorientation, she was just mentally too weak to attempt to understand the language. The man next to her kept trying to encourage her along with the episode, but Ophelia instead closed her eyes with a whine, feeling the onset of a headache coming over her. 
"Taehyung, let her sleep," Jin scolded as he saw Ophelia's eyes close. He softened his voice when talking towards the pink-haired girl, "Take a nap, little one. It seems that Kookie, Hoseok, and Daddy already have in the back." Jin's comment caused Taehyung and Jimin to turn around only to see the three curled up to each other, passed out with earbuds in. 
"How long have they-?" Tae began, only to be gently shushed by Jin, whispering that Ophelia was falling back asleep. 
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accountingacademic · 1 year ago
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New Year, Fresh Start
Daily Reflection Monday, 1 January, 2024
Things I'm Grateful For:
Having my ever-growing to-do list written down in my planner, so I don't have to forget those things I need to do.
Highlights:
Since I was up past midnight with friends, I made a final "fuck it, I'm staying up all night." After everyone logged off, I had a spurt of productivity and got a bunch of little odds and ends taken care of.
Even if it only really amounts to $1 per day, I enjoy the feeling like I'm setting myself up for success when I transfer some money into my investment account each month. Because January has 31 days, I transferred $31 this time. It's in a TFSA so I won't be taxed on what the money earns, and it's a zero-commission account, so everything that is put into that account will be mine when I withdraw it.
I didn't get everything on my to-do list done for the day, but I still managed to do quite a bit! I don't mind carrying over two tasks, especially when one of them is 90% done.
Challenges:
I couldn't get my money stuff taken care of when I first wanted to because my bank's online portal was down for maintenance. Bit of a nuisance, even though it's not really a huge deal--I don't have to deal with my money at 4:00am, it can wait until a more reasonable hour.
I accidentally ended up napping in the middle of the day. I laid down around 11:00am, and then dozed off and slept until about 2:30pm. So that took a chunk of time away from me that I could have used, but after an all-nighter, three and a half hours won't ruin everything.
Emotions:
I feel like an asshole, and a terrible friend. A friend of mine is going through a rough patch because a woman ran a red light the other day and fucked up his car. He's going through the process of trying to get proof for his insurance that he wasn't at fault, and trying to figure out what's going to happen to his car (he spent all his savings on it less than two months ago, and the odds are pretty much 50/50 that it could be written off). I fully understand that he needs to vent, but I just really don't like listening to that kind of thing. I want to just go and tune him out so it feels like a win-win (he gets to vent, I don't have to actually listen), but that also feels like a terrible thing to do.
The shoes I ordered with my Christmas money are supposed to be here tomorrow, according to FedEx. It's hard to say how accurate that is though, as it's been "we have your package" since the 28th, with the order itself placed on the 25th. If it's not in tomorrow, Wednesday would also work. I just want them in before I go back to school on Thursday.
Lessons Learned:
For all that my friends are usually there for me when I need it (even though I will rarely ask for help), I'm not great at doing the same for them. I think that's part of why I don't ask for help; I don't want to be one of those people who ask for help all the time but never offer anything in return. I want it to be fairly balanced, and unfortunately, holding back on my end is how I can help keep it that way.
Today's To-Do List:
Completed
Readjust the cat feeder to dispense at night.
Reorganize phone apps.
Find new wallpapers for my phone and laptop.
Divide my second student loan disbursement into GICs.
Pay board.
Clean out my D&D binder and prepare for the new campaign.
Renew my FitBit Premium membership.
Add $31 to my investment account.
Give the cats baths.
Put together the grocery list.
Uncompleted
Clean out my school binder and prepare for the new semester.
Finish catching up on laundry.
Tomorrow's To-Do List:
Buy a mirror that hangs off the door for my bedroom.
Buy a notebook to start a commonplace book.
Get groceries.
Nana's housework.
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the-pinstriped-hood · 2 years ago
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Strange First Impressions
This is part of the Band!HoW AoA AU
Band AU Darrell - @bluecoolr-main
Band AU Ava - @slaasherslut
Band AU Percy (Bunny) and Licorice - me!
All other characters are HoW Cannon.
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The Fallen Angels finally decided to go on tour again, this time with Bunny, their shy new Bassist/co-lyricist and her emotional support dog, Licorice. The tour bus hadn't officially gotten on the road as according to their manager they were going to be sharing a Bus with Darrell Todd and his band. Darrell was an old friend of the Angels who were more than happy to see him again. Bunny immediately made herself scarce in her bunk not wanting to embarrass herself in front of her bandmates. An upside to being so small compared to everyone else was the fact that slipping away out of uncomfortable situations was a breeze! Or, so Bunny thought. Lester had caught her shimmying herself into the top bunk.
"Darlin'? Whatcha doin up there?"
"Hiding."
Lester was kind, gentle, Ava's boyfriend and the bands Drummer.
He treated Bunny like a friend instead of a stranger. He knew this would happen, the black haired girl wasn't very excitable about strangers. She had never met Darrell before.
Lester chuckled. "You'll like 'im, promise. Besides we are gonna be tourin' for a few weeks. There ain't no conceivable way ta avoid 'im…"
Bunny laid her head down on the mattress as she had successfully gotten up to the top bunk. "I know…I'm just not in the mood to greet people, okay? Can you hand me Licorice? I'm gonna lay down for a nap…"
Les understood, handing the fluffy Pomeranian up to his owner and the curtain being shut.
A few minutes later the sound of bootsteps were heard and commotion from the band was made.
"It's about time you got here! What, your old truck crap out on you again?" Lester inquired of the blonde.
"Traffic actually. Heard you bunch got a new member?"
"She's nappin' right now." Lester smiled and lowered his voice. "Poor thing is shy as the Dickens so, if she don't approach you immediately, don't take it to heart." Darrell was gently patted on the back and let go to find his Bunk and set his gear down..
The tour bus took off with it's passengers and the Band minus Bunny sat around catching up with Darrell and how he had been for a few hours. "You trying to copy me?" Bo joked with him about being a fellow slut and Darrell blushed. "You know what they say, imitation is the sincerest form a' flattery. I can't help myself some days."
A groggy moan was heard and Bunny stood in the doorway. She rubbed her eyes with a fist and yawned.
Darrell could barely see under the hood of the jacket the girl was wearing, definitely something mysterious about her.
"Have a nice nap, sweetpea?" Lester asked as the girl looked up. Darrell this time could get a better look at her. Half lidded Blue eyes, the most adorable cheeks and long rave hair framed her face. The girl nodded mutely and opened the mini fridge for a Mtn Dew, cracking it open.
"Bun, this is Darrell." Ava introduced her. Bunny was given a smile, he was certainly very charming. Green Tshirt stretched taut against his pecs, blue jeans and cowboy boots. "y'know I didn't know the Sinclair's had a baby sister. And one that obviously looks up to one twin more than the other..." Darrell joked. Vincent shrugged with a smirk, passing by the girl and pulling back her hood, patting her head. "Yeah yeah..go call your girlfriend Vin..." Bo rolled his eyes, chewing on the lolipops stash that Bunny had brought with her.
As Darrell went for a handshake, Bunny picked up Licorice and oddly looked for any signs of growling or barking from the fluff ball and there was nothing but panting.
The southerner chuckled, playing along and shaking the dogs paw. "Nice ta meet you too.."
"Would…you like to hold him? He…seems to think you're an okay person…." She trailed off and Darrell agreed. "What's his name?"
"L…Licorice….his name is Licorice, Lord of the damned."
Darrell held the pom close, gently scratching him behind the ears. "Dogs are good judges a' character. Yeah that's right bud, I ain't so bad…" Bunny sat down next to Ava who patted her knee in silent praise of trying to talk to people.
This was possibly a friendship?
Bunny has no way of knowing. She could only go up from here.
Tags: @rottent33th @slaasherslut @bluecoolr-main @probably-a-plant-thing @damien-mlm @kalid-raven @slasherscrybaby @angxlslasher @texaschainsawslvt
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marcholasmoth · 3 months ago
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OSRR: 3711
packing up a bunch of stuff and hauling it out of the house at 4:30am isn't a lot of fun. i don't wanna do that again. i didn't get to say goodbye to joel, either, so that made me sad.
but i got like an hour and a half of sleep last night, so that's been rough.
today was really quiet. work had like nothing going on. at all. it allowed me to steal some nap time in between the not busy. it was pretty nice to not have anything chaotic happen.
i wore leo's sweatshirt all day.
after work, though, was my favorite part of the day.
despite a twenty-minute traffic jam on 93, i still got to see leo.
he gave me a couple gifts before we did anything, including a plush kirby who is now sitting on my suitcase.
we went into the restaurant, and he held the door open for me which was so cute. we both ordered pho, and while he got up and went to the bathroom, he'd left his keys on the table, so i snatched them and stuffed them in my bra. when he came back, he didn't notice.
we talked about a lot of stuff. religion, anime, personal growth, memes. it's so easy to talk to him. i don't need a filter.
when our soup arrived leo mentioned that he was concerned about pho because of the onions and how i don't really like them and he started to reassure me that i could order something different if i wanted to, but i stopped him. he was being so considerate and thoughtful it made my heart squeeze. i told him that pho is the one thing i will eat onions with, because it rounds out the flavor. which it does, and the onions added the flavor it all needed to be delicious. which it was.
after we were done with our soup, we stopped by the mochi donut place next door and got bubble tea at the shop next to that one. they didn't have regular boba, though, so that was a lil sad. but i wanted to try something and i got the chocolate caramel. i was hoping to drink it sooner than later but i didn't get to.
we then headed to a park near his house, and we went for a walk up the wooded path (i say trail but it was like a paved road) a little bit. we found a nice quiet spot and laid down in the grass to look at the stars, which were surprisingly visible despite being in the city.
some fun was had.
a lot of fun.
but eventually we wound down and cuddled in the grass until we saw some lights coming up the path, and so we grabbed our stuff and headed back down to the car. we decided on some late-night (it was about 11pm) mcdonald's, and upon arrival, leo realized he lost his hat at the park, which was sad, because he was gonna give that one to me. but we ordered and sat together and it felt so natural and it was so nice. we stayed and talked for a while and we made jokes about us being together ("good things come in small packages." "am i small packages then?"). it was fun and funny and so unexpectedly sweet. i loved every second of it.
while we were sitting together munching, we also talked about loving each other. i told him "i love you and i like you." he said "that's a good way to put it." starting a relationship after having already been friends a for a while is a great way to maintain open communication and comfort when you're together. "love is friendship that has caught on fire." yeah.
eventually, we had to go back to where his car was parked at the restaurant, so he could pass on some board games so his ex wouldn't take them. we managed to not get lost because i'm very good at finding my way around places even in the dark. leo's sense of direction is shit - which i already knew - and i should remember that when we go places to just follow my intuition. 😂
we got back and we sat in the car and watched some music videos of this excellent music which i love. he's got a wide range of musical taste and it's been nice to see some of it in action. he passed a bunch of board games on to me, which i organized in my trunk so they wouldn't slide around.
and then because neither of us wanted to leave, we sat in the car again together and just talked. his heart is so sweet. and he loves me with it. we talked about how being with each other makes us better and how happy we are being around each other.
and then he kissed me and kissed me and kissed me until it was midnight, and then he wished me a happy birthday before kissing me again.
i love being kissed - tiny pecks out and about. cheek and forehead kisses when i'm doing something. making out in a car because no one wants to leave. and leo is so willing to kiss me all of the time, and i can't get enough of it.
earlier he'd said he liked my dress and that i looked nice. he put thought and deliberate actions into his outfit choice and i loved it. getting to wear his sweatshirt has been really nice.
i did get home really late and then i did talk to him again.
he's so good to me. i adore him. i love being around him. i want to be around him basically all the time.
but i'm so happy for the time we have. i look forward to when i can see him again.
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cutielando · 1 year ago
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beach | r.c.
synopsis: in which you spend a day at the beach with your friends
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"Are you done?" you asked Rafe for the 10th time, tapping your foot against the floor impatiently.
"Yeah" he said and exited the bathroom, chuckling at your stance.
You had strict plans to get to the beach at 11 with all of your friends, and it was already 11:30 and Rafe was being a pain in the ass as usual.
"We're already late, Rafe. Come on" you never liked being late, but you've had to deal with it ever since you and Rafe started dating.
It didn't matter how early he woke up to get ready, he could never do it on time and you always ended up being at least half an hour late to everything.
"It's not like the beach won't still be there when we arrive. Babe, can you please just calm down?" he asked once he finally walked out of the bathroom fully dressed and ready to go.
"You know I don't like being late" you mumbled and crossed your arms over your chest, pouting like a child whose candy had been stolen.
"I know. I'm sorry. Let's go, I'm ready" he kissed your pouting lips and grabbed your hand, taking your bag in his other hand.
The drive to the beach was fairly short, which didn't give you guys much time for a conversation to arise.
When you got there, you saw all of your friends already there, some of them sunbathing while the others were either swimming or playing voleyball.
"Look who finally decided to show up" Topper yelled once he saw you two approaching them.
"Don't look at me, look at him" you said and motioned to Rafe with your head.
You saw him shrug out of the corner of your eye as you started laying out your towels on the warm sand.
You put yours under the umbrella because you didn't really feel like being in the sun today.
Rafe immediately laid down on his towel, putting on his sunglasses and closing his eyes.
"Don't tell me you're going to sleep. You just got here" Kelce commented, making Rafe flip him off.
"We were busy last night" the comment rolled off his tongue effortlessly.
Your cheeks were bright red, thanfully nobody seemed to notice a difference.
"Sit up for a second so I can put some sunscreen on you" you bent down and whispered in Rafe's ear, who obliged without saying anything.
He sat up without saying anything, allowing you to rub sunscreen on his toned back. After you were done, you pressed a kiss on his head, which was now rested on your leg.
"Comfy?" you asked, smiling as you started running your hand through his soft hair.
"Very. You mind if I take a nap?" his voice was muffled by your leg, but you managed to understand him.
"No, I don't feel like going in the water or doing anything anyway" you said, laying down and getting comfortable.
After not even a minute, you felt Rafe move and found yourself laying down with him on top of you, his head resting against your chest.
You didn't say anything and instead started running your hand up and down his back, caressing it with the tips of your nails, something you knew he absolutely loved.
"Y/N, how have you been?" the voice of your friend made your head snap to the left.
You went on to talk to your friend for about an hour while Rafe slept. He didn't move from his position, far too comfortable while laying on top of you to move even an inch.
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"Good morning, sleeping beauty" you teased Rafe once he finally opened his eyes and lifted his head from your chest.
He groaned and put his head back on your chest, trying to snuggle even further into your body.
"Noo, I wanna go for a swim" you tried to push him off of you, but he was way too strong.
"But I wanna stay here with you" he complained, sounding like a small child.
"We can go in the water together. You get to see me in my bikini all wet" you lowered your voice to a whisper, knowing it would get Rafe to let go of you.
Just as predicted, he immediately got up and took your hands in his, helping you stand up.
You pulled your dress over your head, leaving you in only your sexy new bikini.
"Damn, woman" Rafe said and whistled as he looked you up and down.
You blushed, still not used to getting compliments from Rafe.
Before you could say anything, he took your hand and you walked together towards the water.
"It's so cold" you gasped once the water hit your feet.
"It's not that cold" he commented, not seeming even the slightest bit affected by the cold water.
"Of course you don't feel it, you shower with water colder than ice every single day" you walked a couple more steps, the water now almost at your knees.
Rafe picked you up and held you bridal style, walking further into the ocean.
"Don't you dare drop me, Rafe. I swear to all that is holy-" you were holding him tightly by the neck.
"It's just a little water. You're not going to get used to it if you don't just jump in" he explained, pretending to drop you.
You squealed and held tighter onto him while he just laughed.
"Raaafe" you whined, looking down at the water like it was your worst enemy.
"Ready? 3, 2, 1..." he threw you in and you landed in the ice cold water, immediately coming to the surface.
He jumped in right after you, swimming a little further away before coming back to you.
"See? Was that so bad?" he asked and wrapped his arms around your waist, gluing your body to his.
"That was not nice" you pouted, sticking out your bottom lip.
Rafe leaned up and pressed a kiss on it, smiling up at you like an innocent child.
The moment was so serene, just the two of you and the ocean. Your friends were up on the beach, not paying attention to what you were doing. It was perfect.
...until the Pogues decided to show up.
Specifically, until JJ came.
"Is that Y/N?" you heard his voice shout at his friends from a distance, making you stiffen.
Whenever there was JJ there was also trouble, especially if Rafe was there.
"Fucking Pogues" you murmured under your breath, still locked in Rafe's arms.
"We can never fucking escape them" Rafe chuckled sarcastically, looking at them over your shoulder.
"Please promise me you're not going to fight with them. Please" you whispered and rested your forehead on his, bringing up a hand to hold his cheek.
He sighed and thought for a moment before nodding and pecking your lips.
"Let's go home, it's getting late anyway" you said and he nodded once again, reaching down to take your hand.
You walked out of the water and held Rafe's hand, looking around to make sure the Pogues didn't get near you.
"Hey, Y/N!" JJ's voice made you stop in your tracks.
"What do you want?" you kept your tone as icy as possible, hoping he would get the hint that you didn't want to talk to him.
"Why so tense? Kook Prince here not treating you right or something?" he laughed, finding everything he was saying so funny.
"Must be so hard knowing that it's not you who gets to treat her, isn't it?" Rafe said, standing directly behind you and wrapping an arm around your waist.
You put your hand over his, holding it in place. He was awfully calm right now, which you took as a good sign.
"We both know she's gonna realize sooner or later that you're just a piece of shit and it's not gonna take long for her to come crawling to me" his smirk was like the devil's, thinking he was so much more superior than you guys.
Rafe laughed at that, almost making you crack a smile, but you didn't want to give JJ the satisfaction.
"Let's go" you said and took back Rafe's hand, walking towards your towels.
You quickly packed everything in your bag and saw Rafe waiting patiently for you, ignoring everything else JJ was shouting.
He took your hand and started walking away from the beach and to your car, holding it tightly.
"Thank you" you whispered once you reached your car.
"For what?" he was confused.
"Not giving in and picking a fight with him. You kept your cool and your promise" you wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling him closer to you.
Your back hit the side of his car, making you gasp.
"You asked me to, so I did it. It's the least I could do to show you how much I love you and want you to feel safe with me" he explained, reaching up to put a strand of your hair behind your ear.
"I love you too. So much" you leaned up and kissed his lips passionately, pouring in every emotion you felt.
Even though the day didn't end like you wanted it to, you were still glad you got to spend quality time with your boyfriend at the beach.
Your two most favorite things.
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ghostlygeto · 2 years ago
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pairing: kuroo tetsurou x reader
warnings: hurt/comfort?? reader is sad then he helps, use of pet names (puppy + baby), kuroo threatens to tickle reader</3 dedicated to my baby girl @hagiophobix bc she was having a bad day
wc: 700
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from the moment kuroo stepped into your shared home, he could tell something was wrong. the fact that you didn't greet him at the door with a smile on your face and ready for a hug meant you were upset. it meant you were really upset, because even on bad days you'd greet him with a hug.
"puppy?" kuroo called through the house. it didn't take long before he could hear your soft cries coming from the bedroom. "baby, what's wrong?"
you couldn't say anything in response, just cry more. he had sat next to you and pulled you into his lap so he could hold you, "c'mon, talk to me y/n. what's going on?"
you weren't entirely sure what to tell him. your friends were being mean, you messed up cooking lunch, and a baby cried when you waved to it today. none of those were good enough reason for you to be here sobbing into your boyfriend's pillow and holding onto it like your life depended on it.
"it's all stupid stuff," you managed to get out between cries, "i'm just being stupid. i'm sorry for worrying you, tetsu," you wiped your tears away in attempts to calm down, to show him that you're okay. but in the process you poked your eye and that just made you cry harder.
"if it upsets you this much then it has to be something," kuroo grabbed your chin and made you look at him, "so tell me all about it, yeah?"
so you did. you weren't even sure he could understand half the things you were saying because you were crying so hard, but he listened and nodded along as you spoke. sometimes offering little hums in response but mostly just kissing your forehead and telling you it's okay.
"you're feeling a lot of big emotion right now," kuroo spoke softly, moving his body so now he's laying on his back and you on his chest. "sounds like you had a rough day, huh love?"
all you could do in response is sniffle
"it's okay," he gave another kiss to the top of your head and rubbed your back, "sometimes we have days like this, and that's okay. not everyday has to be amazing, you know?" he pet your hair, trying to calm you down. eventually it worked, his soft coos and words of affirmation helped you steady your breathing and stop crying. "are you feeling better now?"
"mm," you hum, barely able to open your eyes. crying so heavily for even just the hour you were had exhausted you, "can we take a nap?"
kuroo laughed, "at this point, love, a nap is really just going to bed.” he leaned up and stretched. you hadn’t noticed that he was still in his dress shirt and tie. hasn’t even taken off his shoes. it made sense, he walked in the house and immediately came to your aid. “you want to come keep me company while i cook dinner?”
“can we order something?” you pouted a little, “i want pizza,” you still held onto his hand, using your best puppy dog eyes. as much as you could use a nice meal cooked by your amazing boyfriend, pizza was one of your guilty pleasure foods. and you really needed that right now.
“of course, anything for you,” kuroo nodded his head, giving you another kiss on your collar bone this time. “‘m gonna go order it, do you want to come with me? and when the pizza gets here we can take a warm bath together?” you gave him a smile as an answer. “there’s the smile i love so much.”
“tetsuuuu,” you whined, hiding your face in the pillow, “quit teasing before i start crying again,”
“oh no no no, we can’t have that.” he laid half on top of you, “no more crying today. otherwise i may have to pull out the big guns,” his fingers began creeping up your sides, where he knows you’re ticklish.
“kuroo tetsurou!” you shrieked, shoving his hands away from you, “okay okay, i’m fine.”
“no more crying?” he raised his eyebrows, “promise?”
“promise.”
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panicattheattic · 3 years ago
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Falling Asleep on Them Headcanons
Lucifer
So you were in trouble right?
Yup, you aren't even sure what you did this time.
But here you were.
In Lucifer's room.
Getting a talking-to that's been going on for like 3 hours now.
At this point you were sitting beside Lucifer on his bed.
Kinda looking towards him, but not really paying attention.
But he just kept going on and on.
Eventually you started to get really sleepy.
Ah that's right, you were in trouble for staying out so late...
You tried to fight the drowsiness fearing you'd just get in trouble again.
That didn't work so well.
Soon you were slumped over, fast asleep.
Lucifer felt your weight on him and he knew immediately you had fallen asleep.
That may or may not have been part of his plan.
To be fair, he originally was just going to give you one of his extensive speeches about following the rules.
But once he saw you were barely staying awake, he decided to take advantage of it.
Can you blame him?
You look so adorable when you sleep.
Just don't be alarmed when you wake up tomorrow in Lucifer's bed all snuggled up in his sheets.
Mammon
He was over at your room.
Again.
You were watching a compilation of the best Lord of Fools moments from the TSL anime.
Mammon was crying, but that's besides the point.
You held on to his arm in order to comfort him.
"I-I'm fine, ya dummy! Ya think the great Mammon needs someone to hold him??"
You managed to convince him it was for you instead of him, so he let it slide.
Not that that was something difficult for him to do.
The warmth that radiated off of him was calming, so calming infact, that you couldn't help snuggling into his side even more and drifting off to sleep.
At first when he noticed, Mammon nearly freaked out.
"W-Wha' do ya think your doin'?!"
But upon confirming that you really were asleep.
And since no one else was around.
He let his true feelings show.
He gently moved your hair from your face as he gazed upon you lovingly.
The position might have not been comfortable for either of you, but he didn't dare move for fear of waking you.
He didn't want the moment to end.
Leviathan
You were watching an anime from the human world.
The original Dragon Ball.
You wanted to show it to Levi because you thought he'd enjoy it's quirky humor.
But you didn't have the same magical energy that "Master Otaku Leviathan" had.
You really couldn't stay up all night as much as you tried.
It was well after midnight when your head fell on his shoulder.
You fell asleep without meaning to.
To say that Levi nearly died would be an understatement.
What was happening?
What were you doing?
This sorta thing only happens in animes!
And not to guys like him!
Right?
Yeah, if you woke up you'd probably be upset at him for allowing this...
B-but maybe not?
Levi was happy, scared, excited and mortified all at the same time.
He tensed up so bad that he was in more muscle pain than you when you woke up.
Satan
So this was a pretty usual occurrence actually.
Whenever you would read together, all cuddled up, it often ended with you falling asleep with your head on his chest.
Depending on the book (like if he knew you actually liked it) he'd stop reading and set the book aside.
He'd hold you and stare at you, mesmerized by the soothing rise and fall of your chest.
He'd stay wherever you were until you woke up, sometimes falling asleep himself.
But if couldn't sleep, he'd stroke your hair and enjoy the simplicity of your breathing.
Asmodeus
You were sharing a bath in Asmo's super cushy bathroom.
You were wearing bathing suits, something Asmo half-heartedly pouted about.
He was going off about style and devilgram drama.
As much as you wanted to listen to him.
Because he was undeniably cute when he was honestly passionate about something.
You were starting to feel incredibly sleepy.
Probably because Asmo had kept you up the entire night before.
Just doing each other's make up and gossiping. (Get out of that gutter, please.)
You were kinda worried you'd drown if you fell asleep in here, but you knew Asmo would keep you safe.
So you eventually gave in to sleep.
Asmo noticed when you sank a bit lower in the water.
"MC? Are you-- Ooh~ How adorable!!"
He tried to keep his squeals of delight as quiet as possible.
He failed.
Thankfully you were well an truly down for the count at this point.
He wanted to let you sleep so he could just watch your cute sleeping face.
But he didn't want your skin to get pruny and dry so he did his best to carry you back to his room without waking you.
You did wake up, but just slightly.
All he could make out from your slurred, half-awake talking was his name.
He could have died from the cuteness then and there.
Though, not gonna lie, he was really curious about whatever you could be dreaming about.
Pushing that thought aside (for now) he set you down on a towel which he had placed on his bed and, after getting dry, laid down beside you.
He couldn't help but stroke your face as he too drifted off to sleep with a smile.
Beelzebub
Okay, so you know how after you eat a lot you get really sleepy?
Well there was a big meal today, since Simeon showed up offering to cook Celestial realm food, and you jumped on the chance to stack your plate with heavenly goodies.
Through the meal, you were very aware of Beel eyeing your plate as he ate across from you.
You knew what he was thinking.
There was no way you could finish all that food.
And usually he would have been right.
You felt just about ready to burst.
But it wasn't every day you got to eat Simeon's cooking and, damnit, you were going to enjoy it!
It also didn't help that the way Beel kept hungrily eyeing your food made you all the more possessive over it.
It was your food!
And you were gonna eat it!
And that was a mistake.
You ate way too much and after your stomach ache went down all that was left was sleepiness.
And so that led to Beel checking up on you while you laid on your bed in receding pain.
He was reasonably worried after watching you eat much more food than you should physically be able to handle.
When he asked you how you felt you only responded with a groan and beckoned him over.
When he sat down on your bed, you placed your head in his lap.
Beel felt warmer than after eating a super spicy double cheeseburger from Hell's Kitchen.
So he happily let you sleep as he rubbed your back, hoping to help you feel better.
Belphegor
You honestly have no clue how you ended up falling asleep quicker than Belphie.
Well, you were pretty tired already from studying so much.
And your tutor did keep insisting on being a bad influence.
And when the person who's supposed to be helping you learn is purposely trying to lull you to sleep, going so far as to put his favorite cow patterned pillow under your head...
It's kinda hard to stay awake.
Belphie was really upfront about having no interest in studying, preferring to just cuddle and nap.
But when you persisted he "agreed" to help you study.
He knew sleep better than anyone, so putting you to sleep would be easy.
By the time you did fall asleep however, he hadn't expected to find your head on his arm rather than on his pillow.
Not that he was complaining.
He was definitely not complaining.
But now that he had you, he wasn't planning on letting go until he was no longer sleepy.
So if you don't like cuddling, you might want to get used to it.
~Aqua
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finerllines · 3 years ago
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fussy [dad!au]
a/n: thank you for all the love on the previous dad blurb i didn't expect it to pop off like that. thank you for the reblogs and comments :'D i didn't intend immediately post another blurb from the same universe but i didn't manage to finish the chinese new year blurb in time so i wrote this quick lil blurb to check in on darcy and daniel.
summary: the twins are being fussy and harry is happy to help
wc: 1.2k+
tw: don't read if you are scared of the word 'breast' and 'nipple' lol
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Harry quietly thanked his driver with one foot already out the door. He was eager to get to his hotel room.
Before the twins were born, he naively thought that having his babies on tour with him meant that he would get to watch them dance along to his music every night and shower them with kisses before and after each show. He failed to realise that the twins would be fed and put to bed before the show even started, and that y/n would have to spend most shows watching from the screen in the dressing room, ready to feed them almost hourly. Thankfully, he still got to rock them to sleep every night. That private quiet moment between him and his wife would become something so precious to him, exchanging jokes and stealing little kisses while they each rocked a twin to sleep.
But tonight wasn’t one of those nights. Darcy and Dylan were fussy the whole day, refusing to nap and feed for more than half an hour at a time. Their little lips remained in a pout, only stopping to wail murderously. Needless to say, y/n was frazzled and stressed. She knew that the twins were starting to annoy the staff and crew and every time Harry had to stop working to check in on her, the guilt of being a bad mum would build. Not wanting to seem unable to control her children in front of everyone, she told him it would be best to bring the twins back to the hotel room. y/n knew it was the right decision, but she couldn’t help but feel disappointed for taking them away from Harry, especially when his face fell when he realised that he wouldn’t get to put the twins to sleep.
A loud cry was audible the moment the lift opened at his floor. He broke out into a jog.
“Hey H, how was the show tonight?” she asked with a shaky smile before trying to discreetly wipe the tears welling in her eyes.
Harry barely heard her over the twins’ crying. As he got changed, he took in the scene in front of him: his wife sitting up against the headboard nursing Dylan, who looked like he was refusing to latch, whilst trying to pat Darcy, who was screaming bloody murder, back to sleep.
“Oh, mama. I’m sorry they haven’t been good for ya.” He picked Darcy up and tucked her face into his neck. “Shh, daddy’s got ya ok? Please go to sleep baby.”
He leaned down to press a long, gentle kiss on y/n’s forehead to hopefully comfort her too. Despite the dim lighting, Harry could tell that she was frustrated and on the verge of tears.
Eyes never leaving y/n, Harry bounced Darcy in his arms by the side of the bed, humming lowly in her ear. He tried to keep calm and slow his heartbeat so that his chest would rise and fall at a slow, soothing pace, to hopefully lull his daughter to sleep. It was a real mental exercise because every time Daniel unlatched and started to whimper, y/n would sigh, and her shoulders would slump lower and lower. She hadn’t released her lower lip from her teeth the entire time. All Harry wanted was to take her in his arms and remind her what a great mother she was, and how much he loved her – anything to make her feel better.
Over an hour later, both babies had finally gone back to sleep. Dylan was finally full and had fallen asleep against y/n’s bare chest. He let out a deep exhale, hoping that the worst of it was over. He gently moved Dylan from y/n’s arms to his cot and gently kissed each baby one last time before diverting his attention to his wife.
She was still sat upright with arms laid out in front of her where Dylan once was, brows still furrowed and lower lip still in an intense bite, except her eyes were now closed. Harry had never seen a sadder tableau.
“Can I touch you lovie?” he asked nervously. Her body had been through so much, he was scared to add to any discomfort.
Upon receiving the slightest nod, Harry gently cleaned the spit and breast milk with a warm damp cloth before applying nipple cream as lightly as possible. After lowering her shirt, he crawled in beside her and tucked her into his arms.
His cheek rested on her head, eyes closed, and held her tight. “Tell me how you feel, please lovie,” he whispered.
At first, there was nothing. And then, she started trembling.
“It’s ok, let it all out mama. You did so good today by yourself, handling two fussy babies. I’m sorry I couldn’t be here with you the whole time. You are incredible and we are so lucky to have you.”
She started crying harder. It only took a second for him to join her.
Tears silently streamed down his face as he cradled y/n’s face into his neck. Her muffled cries and harsh hiccups only broke Harry’s heart more.
When she started to catch her breath, she finally found her voice again, “I’m sorry I couldn’t do it.”
Harry lifted his head abruptly. “What?”
“I couldn’t take care of them.”
“What do you mean? You did take care of them, that’s why they’re happy and healthy in their cots right now.”
She let out a breathy whimper at the reminder of the night. “That was you.”
“Hey,” Harry cupped her cheek and angled her head so that he could look her in the eyes, “that wasn’t just me. I didn’t bleed and ache to feed the twins. It was us, yeah. It has been and always will be us.”
“I’m a bad –“
“- don’t even start with me,” he scolds. “It was the first time they have been so fussy, and you can’t possibly nurse a baby while rocking the other. You did your best and that will always be good enough yeah.”
“But it’s my job to take care of them,” she protested. “You shouldn’t have to work all day and then come back to screaming and crying. I have one job and I couldn’t do it.”
Harry leans to rest his forehead against hers. “We are a team,” he said, kissing her nose between each word. “Being a parent is not just your job. I’m not at my job 24/7, so why should you?
“And you don’t just take care of the babies, you also take care of me, every second of every day. You gave up so much to be a full-time mum so that I could see my family on tour, because I am selfish and want to be with my babies every day. You love this family so much and that will always be enough.”
When y/n’s bottom lip starts to tremble again, his eyes grow wide, and he immediately goes to comfort her. “Please don’t cry anymore lovie. I love you so much.”
“It’s sappy tears now. You are too good to me. I love you and I’m so happy it’s you.”
Just as she finished her sentence, Harry closed the inch between them and pressed his lips softly to hers. She places her hand on his chest and deepens the kiss a little, allowing herself to just focus on Harry.
They separate and just gaze at each other for a minute, exchanging tender smiles. When the exhaustion of the night finally catches up them, they curl up against each other, enjoying the safety of each other’s embrace.
“I’m so happy it’s you too.”
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OFF WITH YOUR HEAD
PART 2 OF HEADS WILL ROLL
SYNOPSIS: Whenever school is in session, Eren will just keep finding new places to corner you.
PAIRING: BULLY! EREN x FEM! READER
DEDICATED TO: you guys, always you guys.
WARNINGS: unedited, slight dubcon, groping, degradation, bullying,
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Gooooood Morning Paradis Birds! Remember to give a big round of applause to the football team for clutching the victory against reigning champion Marley High! We stay undefeated thanks to our excellent and hardworking team. Special shoutout to Captain Eren Yeager for guiding the team to another flawless victory-
You're half-heartedly paying attention to class, sleepily listening to the school announcements over the speaker until the mention of his name douses you like a shock of ice-cold water.
You can't catch the rest of the announcement because your class erupts into cheer, enthusiastically clapping their hands for the boy of the hour.
The only one not joining is you.
Eren's smile is brighter than 100 kilowatts. In the back of your mind, you wonder where he learned to smile like that. When his emotions became so practiced.
Mr.Berner tries to calm the kids down, especially Sasha who bangs on her desks and howls, creating even more hype and ruckus. The class, now in a chattier mode, excitedly breaks into little conversations.
"Man, thank god. That school is so pretentious, I'm glad we finally have something over them."
"Jeez, I know our team was good, but it's this good-?"
"-Bro, year of XXXX is stacked as fuck. It's literally never been this stacked before. We have a whole team of prodigies, it's insane-especially Eren. "
"Yepp. My dad went to Paradis too and he said shit like this never happened during his time. The academic comps were one thing, but these footballs wins? We're being put on the fucking map."
The announcements are still going on, but it's hard to hear over the noise. You're only able to catch the tail end, a useless tidbit about the word of the day.
pre·mo·ni·tion a strong feeling that something is about to happen, especially something unpleasant. Here is an example: "She had a premonition of imminent disaster" Have a good day folks, hope it's free of any premonitions!
Overhearing the unceasing praise of the boy who pinched your thighs until they bruise blue and purple was a little painful-but you were used to it. After all, he's putting Paradis on the map. Whatever the fuck that means.
While you didn't love sharing this class with him, he was seated far across the room and surrounded by a gaggle of friends. You might as well have been invisible, the way he did not acknowledge you. Maybe you should treat it as a small mercy.
Unwittingly, your eyelids grow heavy. You're sitting in the back of the class, no one would notice if you took a little nap right? Assured by the fact no one will notice, you lower your head into your folded arms and let your thoughts float.
You dream of vaguely nothing but shadows of smiles, tufts of dark hair, and the smell of the wind at sea until a noise confined to the shape of your name breaks the harmony.
"[y/n?]"
"[y/n?]"
You startle awake with pairs of eyes piercing their gazes at you. Swallowing thickly, you apologize to Mr.Berner who looks worried. He's a good teacher, and one of your favorites.
"I'm sorry Mr.Berner. I had a migraine so I laid my head down." You lie smoothly, with more grace than you knew you were capable of. Course, you could have just said you were taking an unprompted nap, but that would disappoint your lovely teacher.
He sighs, "Guess that can't be helped then. Go to the nurse ok?"
Bingo. The nurse was an understanding lady, she'd let you sleep the rest of the period off. You nod, and start to gather your materials, relieved the class' attention on you was beginning to dwindle.
"Wait, Mr.Berner, let me take her. What if she gets disoriented and falls in the hall?"
Fuuuuck. You should have known. You should have expected this because attached to the request dripping with faux concern was none other than the precious jewel of the kingdom. Eren's intrusion makes your peers perk up again at the scene unfolding in front of them.
You smile, lips tightly pressed, "I'll be fine. I don't want to distract anyone from the lesson and it's a short walk-
"It's still potentially dangerous.", Your teacher interrupts, pinching the bridge of the nose, "And while I'm completely surprised by Eren's sudden streak of altruism, he's right. Something could happen. He'll take you there safely."
A very convenient streak of altruism, all right. You think it over in your head, yeah the nurses' office is right down the hall, and once you're there, he'll leave. Sure, he'll taunt you but you can handle a few minutes worth of cruelty.
It's awkward getting up, and walking in front of the class while Eren props the door open like a gentleman. You know what a sharp contrast it must look like, you and him, you cowering into yourself, not meeting any eyes while he stands tall and confident.
"Do you have everything?" His tone is one of reassurance, and for the barest of the moments, feels too familiar. You know he's not being genuine right now, and for the first time, you question if he was genuine back then.
"You can hold onto my arm if you're too dizzy to walk." He says as you guys slip out of the classroom, purposefully a little too loudly. You hear coos from girls and a stray "She's so lucky!"
He must have heard it too, because he lowers his head to whisper into your ear, "Yeah, very lucky, aren't you?" Wisps of dark hair tickle your cheeks. You see the glint of tiny silver hoops and wonder when he had gotten his ears pierced. The illusion breaks and the performative charming prince's reassuring smile is replaced by a sneer.
"Didn't know you could lie like that, by the way. Some good girl you are if you're trying to ditch class like this." Fingers dig deep into your waist as he drags you along the empty hallway that seems to stretch on for miles.
Your breath gets stuck in your throat, "How did you know I was lying?"
Viridian eyes narrow, "I've seen you get migraines before." There's a knock on your heart. As if realizing he was talking about something far away ago, a vindictive edge laces into words pouring out of his mouth, "I bet you wanted this to happen, didn't you? Wanted to get us all alone."
He's trying to get a rise out of you, that much is obvious. So you ignore him to the best of your ability.
...which quickly proved to be futile, as you suddenly find your arm pinned to your back, and your front facing the nearest walls.
"I asked you a fucking question bitch." He's practically growling, "Fucking answer me."
If there was a world record for the shortest temper, best believe Eren Yeager will have collected that accolade too. He's getting too worked up, and you could definitely feel his harness poking the back on your ass, as he grinds into you.
You manage to crane your neck, wanting to have your face shoved into the wall, and then venomously spit out, "You're not looking for answers. You just want me to repeat whatever you think is true."
This position brings back flashbacks to the library when he caged you in against the bookshelves, and like then, he spins you around to face him quite abruptly.
His smile is full of sharp teeth, "No. I know I'm right."
You don't respond. He moves in closer, his breath fanning on your earlobes. Your body can't help but let an involuntary shudder, and you close your eyes, not wanting to see his pleased grin or the way the fluorescent light makes his hoops gleam like silver bullets.
One calloused finger flicks your nipple, "Do you want to know why I'm right?"
At your lack of response, the dark-haired boy rolls your nipple in between his fingers before pinching it painfully, eliciting a small whimper out of your fuckable lips. "N-no", you answer finally. You're wearing your thinnest bra because of the seasonal heat, and you can't help but regret that decision right now. The fact he's only paying attention to one of your nipples is driving you insane. Not that you want it, but you're so fucking sensitive right now. You struggle in his hold, causing him to hold you tighter, and by now his nails were probably embedded into your skin.
He chuckles at your honesty, rewarding you with a thick stripe of his tongue over the collared shirt of your uniform making you gasp. Did he just-, over your shirt too-, you look down and see a very visible wet spot.
Taking advantage of your distracted state, a eager hand snakes under your skirt until it settles in the middle of your panties. He licks your earlobe before speaking, his voice like ice under your heels.
"You were so fucking wet that day in the library while saying you hated me the entire time," he pauses as his fingers scissor you through your panties, as if to drive the message home, "About as wet as you are right now."
There's a wet spot there too, also caused by him. You crush your eyes shut, "Eren...please just take me to the nurse." You're not even struggling anymore, holding onto him out of your own accord, worried that if you don't hold onto anything-you'd fall on your knees.
The very headache you lied about having seemed not so non-existent after all.
Eren hooks his arms under the plush of your thighs, "Yeah. Of course, that's what I came to do, right?"
*
You had hoped you'd be granted a reprieve in the nurses' office but you'd forgotten that luck was never really in your favor. Because while you guys had entered the squeaky-clean office, the nurse was nowhere in sight.
Instead, a note sat on her desk in unassuming frilly cursive that Eren read with glee.
Sorry students! Minor emergency to take care of, and I'll be back by the middle of the next period. If you're badly hurt, see Mr.Ackerman in room 203. If not, just sit tight! Feel free to take up the beds.
Thank you,
Ms.Ral
Eren had turned to you with shining green eyes, "Since no one's here, I guess I'll have to keep you company. Don't want you to hurt yourself."
There was something claustrophobic about how Eren stood in front of the door as if to signify to get out of here, you had to get through him.
"Maybe I can get Mr.Ackerman..."
Eren's sudden bout of laughter makes you wince and retreat inside of yourself, "For what? A fake headache? You really wanna inconvenience him like that? Mr.Ackerman?"
You take slow steps backward until the back of your knees hit the school bed, making you stumble as you clumsily take a seat. Eren's been marching forward with every retreating step you took, and it's no surprise when he pushes you down the bed, strong hands on the side of your head, while his muscular legs force your thighs apart so he can settle himself in between.
"We have some time to kill, you know." Strands of dark hair fall into his eyes, and without thinking, you reach upwards to brush them aside.
He grips your wrist before you make it that far, nearly gritting out a "What are you doing?"
You just stare, not really knowing why that was your impulse either. Finally, you mouth out, "I want you to leave Eren."
The grip on your wrist is tighter than ever, and you very well know that you're going to have new finger-shaped bruises before the old ones even finish healing.
"And I want to stay." He punctuates each word slowly, and all you can think is how being pinned to a bed is much less painful than having the hard surface of wood digging onto your back.
You're fully aware of the heat in your core, and having Eren on top of you doesn't make this it any easier because fuck, he is attractive. Maddeningly so. And maybe you want him to go away so bad because you're afraid that if his fingers are caught inside of you, you'll thank him for it.
As if reading your mind, he lets go of your wrist (making a mental note of your sluggish movements and slipping resistance) and massages your warm hole from your panties.
"Eren please" You grit out. He merely chuckles, "What are you asking for, whore?"
You could feel tears threatening to fall. This was so embarrassing. Did you want this? Yes, yes. yes, yes. You were so wet right now and had enough of the teasing.
He alternated his kneading from slow and soft to fast and rough, and you couldn't help but let out the prettiest little moans Eren's ever heard. Since you lose all pretenses of resistance, his other hand roughly brushes against your hardened nipples, straining against the fabric of your shirt.
Okay, he decided. He's going to make you beg.
"Beg." It's announced like a command, and while you hear it, you don't really register it because your hips are busy chasing the heat, and it's all too much of an utter disappointment when his long thin fingers leave.
"I said beg slut."
"Eren, please, please. I need you so bad." You're blubbering and you don't care. You just want his pretty fingers to shove aside your panties and rub against your folds. You think back to the library, how wet you were, how the stupid fucking phone call from his coach interrupted him pumping his fingers inside of you. And you didn't know if you were happy or mad he left. But now, all you crave is the blissful wave of pleasure- the very pleasure he's been denying you.
Eren looks down at you, green eyes scrutinizing. After a long while of what it seems to be him just staring, he wipes his fingers on your skirt, brushes back his hair with a wayward hand.
"Looks like I should head back to class. See you later."
Too numb to say anything, you watch him leave with a smirk on his face. When you're sure he's walked away, you curl into yourself and cry.
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