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ig ooomfie said i should draw xuanli and i kinda went crazy abt them whoopsydoodle
#xuanli#jin zixuan#jiang yanli#TALL! CHUBBY! YANLI! AGENDA!#mo dao zu shi#mdzs#jiang yanli most beautiful on the planet the yunmeng bros were right abt this idc if they were speaking out of loyalty to their cool sister#they were CORRECT! and i will draw her as such!#anyway whos ready for me to ramble abt yanli in the tags bc i have a lot of thoughts abt her#specifically abt how in my heart of hearts she does have SOME level of cultivational YMJ/MSY training - i know for a fact madame yu isn't#gonna let her just fuck around all day! i just think eventually they realised it wasnt doing much and stopped making her#i do like the hc - or i guess theory bc ive seen some p good analyses for it :)- that the reason yanli doesnt really participate is bc she#has a disability or smth that prevents her from being able to do everyhting the other jiangs do#but i also think that shes fine with that she doesn't really wanna do all this anyway! her disability has aligned in her favour really!#i ALSO love when ppl take yanlis lack of martial/magical skill and make her good at the administrative and political stuff!#someone in this house has to be!#jc scowls his way through every meeting WWX's negotiation skills start and stop at flirting#fengmians a helpless lil yesman and mdame yu terrifies everyone in her path - someone has to be the politician of the house!#lets be real shes an eldest sister its absolutely gonna be her. eldest sisters know more about conflict resolution than hostage negotiators#i like when she gets to actually show this in canon like. shes polite all the time but shes FIRM when she needs to be and she will get what#shes aiming for TRUST AND BELIEVE!#anwyay in the order of yunmeng sibling heights its wwx -> JYL -> jc but theyre all a lil insanely tall and thats the real reason theyre all#high on the attractiveness rankings. every1s a lil bisexual for them#jzx whos 5'10 and telling everyone hes 6'0 when he meets jyl: h..............heh...h.ey.y.y...
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looking back at all my past sonas and im kinda goated for reusing the same main colors and still making them distinct enough
#sitting there like HMMMMM i wonder what moons favorite color is. i wonder what colors moon loves painting with and using! idk!#my art#<- kinda. still my stuff but not any actual art pieces yknow.... whatever#silly post just musing over some things#trying not to itch looking at the older pieces compared to now and liking the older ones more also#-w- i was gonna label what fandoms these were for also but i think its funnier if ppl guess. or dont know#i dnt expect much interaction here these days since im not OM focused but thats okay </3#realized my TWST and HSR sonas dnt fit since they have reddish/orange hair. but they are also more OC than sona.... i suppose#to a degreeeee. id say at least three above are a bit more oc than sona anyways but its fine#i love projecting myself into media and working from there. somehow that feels better than just Me being there#if that makes sense#GASP......... need at least one more with facial hair one day. literal euphoria since i cant have facial hair irl....#not interested in Too many stuff these days tho. i cheered when my brain latched on to 3 things even tho its been sparse
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I've come to the conclusion that loving young royals doesn't mean I can't be critical about it, maybe especially bc I love the show so much I have such strong feelings about it, good and bad and I can love parts of canon and agree with it and appreciate it but I don't have to love it all. I have accepted that it's okay if I don't accept the ending and I don't have to force myself to support it. It's okay to not agree with all of canon and it's okay to not side with all of the creators' intentions/views. Loving a show doesn't mean you have to take everything the writers say on face value and that's the only version that is allowed to exist. Canon isn't everything and fandom is about curating your own experience that makes you happy and not miserable. You don't have to dismiss canon in every aspect and ignore it entirely, that's certainly not what I want but there is a fine line between being canon respectful, allowing some parts to exist and sometimes, yes, you just have to say "fuck canon" and move on for your own sanity and wellbeing
#yrtalk#young royals#personal#especically in the first two weeks of a new release everyone is feelings lots of intense emotions ranging from ecstatic to angry#everything in between is a part of it and i know i'm also feeling very strongly about it right now#i always try to stay levelheaded and rational and see things from an objective pov and be diplomatic about discourse#i don't want any of what i say drift off too much into meaningless hate instead of the constructive criticism it's supposed to be#but when you feel so strongly about something and sometimes you really just wanna say yeah i fucking hate it lol#but i always try to explain why and give understandable arguments and not just blindly hate on something#for example - I'm aware there are fans who have some problems with s2 and don't love the season whereas i do and it's my fave#and there is a difference between expressing some criticism and justified concerns which you can understand where it comes from#and those who are just like 'oh it's a horrible season. it was so shitty and we should get rid of it' which is dumb hate and just not true#and i can't support people like that and take them seriously#i can have my own issues with s3 from a subjective pov which can also include some justified criticism as well#but also still acknowledge it as a truly good piece of tv media and the quality is top notch#and that's why you have such high expectations and have critique because it is so good and sets such a high standard#with that being said i understand ppl not wanting to see any critic about it if they are riding the high of happy wilmon endgame#but that doesn't mean that i can't express my own opinions on my own blog and i will continue to do so#and maybe one day i will feel differently and accept or even like the ending who knows#but it doesn't have to happen. it's fine if it does but it's also fine if it doesn't
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next episode looks like absolutely batshit garbage fire trash
can't wait.
#oh im getting HIGH af and watching that one baby#oh my great god#ryan murphy ass plot#i love trash#camille watches#thk#the heart killers#i guess babe is fine then#and i pray to god they squeeze some keen in there but i feel like they wont so fic girlies snap to it#we dont know ANYTHING about that man the world is your oyster#i love how most shows ppl get anxiety about the last episodes being able to pull something off and with this one im like girl#its no brain just vibes get on the crazy train or get out. EXPECTATIONS? what are those#only expectation is wedding bc shakespeare#also this is the way it’s been from the start girlies I dunno what show yall been watching#it’s been looney tunes doofenshmirtz reveals from day one
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and i don't mean to be mean but i think some of you guys have gone too far in the hating stem direction and have lowkey lost the plot politically..... sorry but you cannot meaningfully analyze global economic trends and international trade if you don't understand how technology works. tell me quickly what's a microprocessor? where are the chips in your phones made? where are data centers located? what metals and materials are crucial to the engineering processes that power our world from cars to planes to fridges? can you tell me what maxwell's equations describe? do you know what a compiler is?
#like i hate technology man i am like clsoer to a luddite than most people probably but i also have 2 hard stem degrees and so.#unfortunately. i can tell when people are just really very wrong about their analyses of certain things.#sorry.#like i am literally trying to exit stem asap and i spend all my time reading and writing bc that is what i love so i understand!!#but please guys. i beg of you. it is not COOL to be willfully ignorant about like. basic engineering.#like actually. sorry but you depend on math and physics and engineering for literally everything in your life#and it is actually extremely cringe and lame to look down on those fields bc 'ai is bad' lol.#and there are a lot of smart and thoughtful and honest people who spend their lives working on unglamorous and niche engineering topics#so that the instruments that detect cancer are 30% more accurate. or so that cars are 13% safer.#and actually looking down on that is not woke. you have the politics of an 18th century aristocrat. sorry.#i am the first person to say stem ppl should absolutely read more but also. you know what is massively rewarding?#math!!!!! seriously. there r so many stem ppl who are not condescending assholes who will be happy to rec u beginner-friendly materials#to learn about stem stuff. and it is actually really cool and fun to be able to do more things with computers#or know how ur car works. or whatever#you know.#like. it is not all evil dystopian hellscape technology. some o fit is just making your life better.#and you can literally just learn to code. it's fine. people will cheer you on btw.#most ppl are normal and kind and want to share their interests with you.
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grumbling grumpily bc i unfortunately have to admit that i am indeed getting better >:( like i actually feel excitement again for example. smh. i look forward to going out and being with people??? i am way more agreeable to trying new things and i let myself approach them with an open mind so i often end up enjoying them??? this isn't me this isn't my heart .
#ngl i think. the last 2ish weeks before the show were a big turning point#i surprised myself with how cooperative i was and how positive and energetic i managed to be abt the whole thing#and then the show went great and i got ppl approaching me telling me they loved my bit#and i'm still feeling good since 🧐 this is so damn odd i'm not used to feeling okay for this long#and it's not like. like when i was 18 for example. that i was chill literally just bc i was detached from my feelings (ssris my beloathed).#bc now i do feel excited. as i mentioned. which hasn't happened for real in like. years#yet i'm still also mostly emotionally regulated. and not in a numb way i think#obviously i still have some hard times 😩 being bored is unbearable for example and I still struggle to find ways to solve it#and i still like. haven't been creative since august. but i also don't feel the need to do so either?#idk maybe acting scratches that itch enough that i don't need to write. who knows#anyway this was an angry (/j) ramble abt mental health. don't mind me#i AM extremely scared of when my body will turn on me and hormones imbalance will fuck me up#i'm extremely suspicious bc it should've happened by now according to past experiences. but i'm. still mostly fine. Hm#i also still tend to fall into self loathing lmao 😭 but. not as much as before. it hits hard when it does but usually goes away fast#achieving smth grand probability helped ease some of it far in my subconscious lol#uuuuuuuh does this need a cw tag. lmk 🫡
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doing figure drawing studies because i know thats what i should be doing right now but also ive been in a very insane deranged state for the past 2 months that leaves me like this whenever i look at a man for too long
#talkys#im gonna say some more stuff here which is i dont think its ever going to happen for me which is like#it should be fine right...i dont think im even meant to be in a relationship it sounds exhausting and like another#constant neverending performance...#but its like that one post...''im happy by myself but also where's the love of my life''#ykwim...i wish i could at least make an informed decision#but that would also be tragic as it'd require me to go thru more heartbreak so i could know for certain#is it better to do it or not do it at all...#anyway ive also been having a hard time putting this into words#but. i like my alone time! i can live with myself. + nothing will ever beat the peace and romance in my brain#but. it also feels so weird to think this way. in the sense of like. yeah. you're only thinking this way because you Have To.#because that's your reality. other ppl don't have to think this way because they are capable of finding love.#other people dont have to reaffirm themself of this in the wake of not ever being desired and valued....#does that make sense...? it feels really weird.#like of course u have to like being alone and spending time with yourself. you have no other choice lol. you lost.#and also... idk. idealized romances in my brain better than anything maybe i would like to be held just once by another living human being.#🌺
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anyway. not to do a 180 here, but it's gotta be so complicated for mitch marner, who loves to just be around people and in the center of his guys... to have his controversial dad come on these trips. like i'm sure everyone is An Adult and cordial about it, but there's no way it's a tension-free environment given paul's whole...... personality, lol. makes me sad to think about how the dads trip is not something mitch gets to look forward to as much as some of the others whose dads are so much chiller and just happy to be there and see the leafs and behind the scenes.
#like. mitch loves his dad but what a fucking stressful situation#to have to Do ur Job.#to know the man u purposely dont discuss ur job with is in the crowd and#to also probably feel a sense of guilt bc he is the one that pushed u to get this far but. also. like.#this doesnt get to be some relaxing wholesome experience for u..... eveyrone else gets to jsut. Enjoy#but theres a tightrope to walk when ur parent is Like That#and probably not the most enjoyable person to be around for the otehr dads either like. god#idk maybe everythings fine and dandy and ive had too much time to think abt the clip from eysterday but !#knowing mitch doesnt wanna listen to his dads criticism abt his hockey.#having seen ppl say that toronto hockey circles are small and everyone knows what Pauls like..... its just#SIGH ! sigh#happy he did so well tonight tho. im so proud of him#anyway. love letter to mitch marner. i am always thinking of u#the delicate balance.... the way hes such a big advocate for mental health... ah yes
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Show Me Love The Series - EP 2 (Watch it here)
#show me love#show me love the series#meena x cherlyn#engfa waraha#charlotte austin#englot#so i decided i will post some gifs since everyone is doing it on twitter#and the director of the show is fine with it#im sure ppl will be curious and will buy the membership hehe#meena is already in love i just know it#also engfa's acting is just so good#she amazes me#mine
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Hi! Are you a fan of youtuber Mina Le by chance? If you somehow didn't design Marjorie after her on purpose, I think you'd get a kick out of seeing how the two of them look almost identical, AND you could get lots of easy reference photos for making art of Marjorie in the future! 😁
I actually recently found her on pinterest looking at faces on there lol, I wasn’t sure she was a youtuber until after but I wanted to try doing a face claim this time, try something different :)
#I assumed she was a model at first 🤯#in the past when I do face claims I change a lot but she’s sooo pretty I couldn’t bring myself to change much LOL face shape a little#and some moving around of features like I just like to draw eyes higher up lol. and it’s rlly nice since I wanted it to be easier to do#super detailed refs 🙏 I’m glad my art is good enough u can tell who she’s based on#I haven’t done a face claim in 5everrrr it’s nice I think it’s still fine to do 😳 lmk if not tho tumblr ppls#and I shan’t not post it 😳 no problems here 👮#tbh I was just looking for pencil thin brow girl refs bc I wante to make vintageyyyy sole survivor and saw her and was like omgggg#also I know mina le likes old timey stuff I think she’d like being in fallout lol#big day for asks yassss I love chatting on here . lol
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Fortnite C5S3
Gonna try and reason with myself on why Im not really interested in this season. And I think I have a sort of explanation. Before anyone says anything, I'm not getting bored of the game. Here we go.
I feel like this season has way too much shit going on. There is a weird imbalance. C5S1 had just enough stuff that it didn't get boring, it held onto a story line but the combat was honestly elite part (and lets be honest the society grabbed a lot of peoples attention). C5S2 felt empty, the gods were cool and all but the map was just boring. The combat was meh + half of it was gone due to avatar, then Midas came back for what? Don't get me wrong I was hyped for a new Midas story line but I was kind of expecting him to player a bigger part in it all. But my general opinion of C5S2 is that combat was bad, but they held onto the storyline amazingly.
Then we have this, C5S3. Its a mess in my opinions. The combat isn't bad but it's far from good, I think the cars are cool. But it's a type of feature that if you aren't using it the game isn't fun. -
//before I finish I'm well aware this isn't a story driven game. I'm just referencing how they've been putting so much detail into story&lore//
-Though the thing that is making me not play as much isn't the combat, it's the unorganized way the map feels. Shit we have locations from C5S1, C5S2 (half just unused in both gameplay mechanics and lore at this point) + the locations from this season. Along with this Oscar is here, but so are Cerberus & Persephone. There's hope, Jonesy, multiple other NPC's. It's hard to tell who's there just to be there, or who's apart of the actual lore. Hope and Jonesy are definitely for the story. But is Oscar? Is he just here to let us know the society members are alive, or is there a bigger reason. I can't even speculate because so much shit is constantly happening in the game there's no real way to pick up on these lore clues. Hell I've been playing everyday since it came out and I just now noticed Cerberus was still here :`( . The last two seasons felt oddly balanced enough where you could actually take in the content.
Plus the battle pass sucks.
#This is just MY opinion#I know some ppl love it and that's fine !#Fortnite#Fortnite lore#Midas Fortnite#Fortnite C5S3
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richard is babygirl and also a dumb bitch and also he was right about everything
and henry fucking knew it, too
#hi ive just finished tsh#going insane over the whole poison thing. henry would it have KILLED YOU to listen to other ppl earlier. christ#listen ok they're all atrociously stupid but had richard been in charge it all would've been fine#cause he's the only one with a pragmatic bone in his body#ok that's unfair camilla and charles bone had some. until the end that is sdfjkls#but then again that couldn't have happened bc richard doesn't even know how right he is about things#cause all the knowledge comes to him at random through providence#i could go on about this but sth sth him and henry are foils sth sth#anyway#the secret history#the secret history shitposting#misc fandoms#richard papen#henry winter#camilla macaulay#charles macaulay#francis abernathy#gets an honorary tag bc he too could've fixed things if he wasn't a coward#if this sounds angry it's not i do love these characters. dunno what it says about me but i do#tw swearing#my posts
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i was gonna make a post abt how i dont rly like like. Genre changing covers of songs and then realized upon introspection is that i sort of just dont like rock covers of songs generally
#there are exceptions probably. And i do like rock music im not like deep into it or anything but my dad likes rock music soni grew up#listening to it And enjoy it#maybe im just projecting my prejudices against rock fans into the covers. or something . but itll be like. a disco song and its a rock cover#and im sort of just like. IDK. im probably being silly abt it and it isnt avtually anything just From my interactions with rock fans a lot#of the ones ive spoken to NOT ALL r like..sooo goddamn pretentious and rly put down like Any other genre of music esp like. pop and also#like literally any genre with black roots For some reason . Who knows why that is ... so tomme when they do like a rock cover of a song it#feels more like a Lol fixed your song now Cool ppl can listen to it rather than like a. ooh i enjoyed your song and i wanted to try and do#it but in my style of music. If that makes sense. which is literally just me making up an issue and im Literally putting words in their#mouth I am realizing . IDKK just rambling i suppose. Apologies#like idk i think the novelty of like um. Ooh heres this super cutesy song in a more 'aggressive' sounding form is like. cool but it just umm#idk. ik everyone and their mother says this but i rly do like a wide variety of genres and i go to different genres for different things you#know. and i feel like . IDK i rly am just saying anything. is this an evil thing to say#okay sorry. do not take any of this seriously i am going to bed idt im 1. wording snything write 2#idk if i have a salient (is that the word?) thought to express anyways . another miss for connor in the thinking department he has gotttt#to stop trying! gn everyone love you#also this was a thought that came to my mind bc of a podt i saw but its not like me being mad abt seeing that post or eing mad at the#person who put it on my dash LOL it was a fine video i loooove mirrors like that real ones remember#Just made me think abt it. and i think also i still have some lingering rage from that stupid fucking lay all your love on me cover ider if#that was a genre change or not i get so mad abt it that its fully blacked out of my head#but i think its influencing me in dark ways. and also im just imagining someone doing like an all i need is your sweet loving rock cover and#its making me so.mad#and please listen to All i need is your sweet loving off of gloria gaynors 1975 album '#'never can say goodbye' do this for me i love youuu :] its a rly good album
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i love writing an extremely sleep deprived rushed essay on the insane interest of my mind. through the power of love I Won. she also loved my essay on black cartoonists last semester she put up with two semesters of my comics in my fine art history classes. love her forever. "your catalogue was a bright light in the grading pile and i am sincerely grateful for it" I WON.
#static.soundz#i take great pride in that final comment i really do. you found my comics essay among the many what i definitely assume to be far better#catalogues and not only that but catalogues on fine art which is your specialty and the students who know how to make those#you found mine to be a bright light you are grateful for? genuinely i could cry.#i love having the chance to show people the worth of comics as an art form and how much effort and skill goes into them#like they will never be and never should be considered fine art. but they are an art form worthy of study filled with immense skill#just like all other art fields! i'll always be glad to know i have made some ppl who never thought about comics b4 able to appreciate them
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there is not enough 92sies sprace. i know what you all are doing. 92sies fans did not get on their knees and pick up crumbs to ship spot and race for the rest of us to run off with it and apply it to livesies where not only do they not even directly interact, but fanon prefers because they find the actors more attractive, and then proceed to boil their characters down to 1-2 traits each and ship them in a weird almost f/tishy "dumb feminine man x angry masculine man" way. guys this is a class war not the yaoi war.
#& dont get me wrong NOT all sprace content is like this. it's just Enough#i know this is gonna be controversial but as much as i love sprace ive finally realized why a lot of the fan content doesnt appeal to me#or is just straight up uncomfortable#and it kind of goes with the sexification of funny characters in general which race has fallen victim to#in which ppl remove their depth; give them more sex appeal; and add a pinch of frat boy to the mixture#to make this unhinged sexful comic relief#now im just as in love with btc as the rest of yall but race fell victim to this because he was in the proshot and ppl were attracted 2 him#which is fine#BUT leads to a lot of like.#misinterpretation of his character or just heavily exaggerating certain aspects that made him initially attractive to ppl#which then ends up consuming fanon like a poisoned water supply#it's kinda a variation of sexymanification. fanon making a character stereotypically queer but in a way that is attractive and consumable#and completely overtakes canon aspects of the character. it is not inherently f*tishy but it can definitely acquire those vibes#source: kuroo tetsurou warrior who survived 2016 era haikyuu fandom#92sies sprace is a funny rarepair while livesies sprace is like when the bbc sherlock fandom shipped lestrade and mycroft for no reason#but with the vibes of the ppl who Made Up A Man to ship moriarty with. does that make sense.#the never-interacted rarepair mixed with the yaoiful (derogatory) vibes of 'if this man has no one to ship with i'll just make one myself'#and again i dont think all (livesies) sprace content falls victim to this nor do all people Intend to characterize them this way#i can totally get Not realizing you're portraying them this way until someone points it out#and i couldnt even articulate why i didn't like a lot of sprace content until i saw some passing mentions of this like. An Hour ago#newsies#sprace#dontlistento me
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Doodle I did of my girl Juliet earlier
#keese draws#lobotomy corporation#oc art#not super happy with this but I do enjoy looking at her so I can lower my standards for her#at least I feel like I have a better idea of her general shapes now#I spent hours and hours today on the lob corp grind and I think Im Finally ready to actually move forward with they story#Ive also been thinking abt my nuggets during their lor eras and thats been fun#in particular its been fun to think abt my ogs because half of them are experiencing their crash from finally being free from lob corp hell#and the other half are like frolicking in fields and making friendship bracelets and have made peace with their past and upcoming futures#and that half is the half that are all just godawful people who do not deserve that peace and happiness while the people they actively#traumatized are just left to deal with it#this is mostly abt juliet and loki they both suck I love them sm <3#juliet is the one thats caused more active harm tho since shes that type of boss that will obsess over those she thinks have ~potential~#and once youve caught her attention you are guaranteed to have a horrible time as she will get what she wants out of you no matter what#she doesn't even work on abnormalities anymore just just breaths down ppls necks and fights when need be#loki is very similar in that regard he puts a lot of pressure on his team to provide the results he wants#hes less likely to like. directly psychologically torture those who are under him. but he still isnt a good boss.#hes also more openly rude and disrespectful towards those around him because while neither respect anyone but eachother#loki much more frequently openly states that fact to ppls faces because he feels like everyone around him is wasting his time#now loki actually does legitimately like a few other ppl he works with which is smth that cant rly be said for juliet#but hes also the one whos always on team 'lets murder the newbies for science' so y'know#ding is like his least favorite person here and its like 30% because he specifically accepted her into the info department because he#planned on getting her killed to finish off some research on a tool abno that was being worked on#but she survived the process so now she just like actually works here and he despises her despite the fact that shes rly good at her job#juliet doesn't usually send ger guys to die on purpose but if they do die she doesn't care#she simply feels that if they die early they were weak links anyways#she will still be 'nice' to newbies and to all of her coworkers for that matter but she still has quite the bad reputation regardless#some newbies do fall for her polite act but anyone whos been here for more than like a few days knows that she doesn't give a shit abt them#theyre both doing fine in lor theyre just like we may have lost everything but at least we have eachother :) (mason wants to strangle them)
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