#I keep mourning for you

[soulinkpoetry]

Sometimes mourning for someone who’s still alive can be as sorrowful as for someone who’s dead.

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[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Lan Wangji goes to Lotus Pier (No relation to the AU of the same name)

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[monhiio]

whoops gay awakening part xx

[hippydippydruid]

Actually I’m not ok with the fact that Timmy has seen his mother be replaced over and over again, and Everytime he saw the disdain she had for him grow because she kept becoming more like the ideal while he became less and less perfect because he’s human. And for the longest time he’s been the only person behaving like a human in his family because everyone else he loved has been replaced.

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ive been thinking about the red string superstition recently and also sol bufo always and it makes me sick how uncannily caldwell tanner has made sol to perfectly target me personally

(+ cropped versions !)

[mellosdrawings]

OOOOOO CAN I ASK HOW WOULD THE N2 SQUAD REACT TO EACH OF THEM DYING?

What have you unleashed?

(WARNING: Angst, allusions to death, all that fun stuff. Nothing graphic tho, don't worry)

Jamil

He shouldn’t be surprised.

Well… He isn't surprised. Jamil Viper doesn't get nice things. Not for more than a few months, anyway.

Every once in a while, life takes pity on him and throws some nice, agreeable news his way. Just enough so that he lets his guard down. Just enough so that he allows himself to think maybe things will get better. Just enough so that he can pretend he isn't chained to a fate he will never escape.

A letter to NRC, a plan that goes a little too well, a couple of upperclassmen who seem to genuinely love him for who he is and not who he pretends to be.

So of course it doesn't last. Life gives and life takes.

Kalim follows, Octavinelle gets involved, Leona and Vil-

Well…

He isn't surprised.

Jamil Viper doesn't get nice things.

Vil

They look at him like they expect something from him. Horror, anger, ugly tears maybe. Just a reaction. Anything. Anything at all.

Vil doesn't give them that. Doesn't give them an opportunity to pity him. Doesn't give them food for gossip. Doesn't give them any material to make this topic last for any longer than it has to.

He knows how it works. Someone snaps a pic of him at his lowest, someone records his voice breaking during an interview, someone catches his lips tremble for but a second, and everybody will start talking about it again. And again. And again. For as long as there is a reaction from him. For as long as the topic attracts views.

Suffering brings more views than success.

So Vil doesn't react. Doesn't say a thing. Doesn't acknowledge the topic.

Better to be a cold asshole for a few weeks than to hear about it for years.

And in the darkness of his own room, where there is no camera, no eyes, and no ears to witness his grief-

Vil cries himself to sleep.

Leona

It’s just sand.

Only sand.

For miles and miles, further than the eye can see, nothing but sand.

Ruggie had the clever foresight to send all of Savanaclaw packing when Leona got the news. They would be sand too otherwise.

Who cares.

Who fucking cares.

He could turn the whole world to sand and it wouldn't be enough.

He might as well turn his own heart into sand.

It would hurt less.

[vaguely-concerned]

lucanis truly has a near terminal case of burned out golden child syndrome. caterina fucked both of these kids over so incredibly bad with the dynamic she enforced there, with illario being labled the perpetual fuckup kid where lucanis 'could do no (would never be allowed to do) wrong'. the way he admits in the first coffee date scene that the only thing that happened when he showed he could carry the weight of expectation was that more weight was added makes me so sad. you can hear it in caterina's voice in his intro mission that she's incredibly proud of him, but this is clearly a leandra and hawke situation where that pride never translates into relief or resolution or unconditional warmth or understanding or anything that really helps.

[torchstelechos]

There's something really heartbreaking about the misunderstandings between Mirabelle and Siffrin, because at the start of the game Siffrin teases Mirabelle but gets real anxious and worried about upsetting her multiple times and even gets worried about Bonnie throughout the game. This being to the point that they keep the good lines in the script, even if they could feasibly stop caring about it. Then, during act 5, Mirabelle hits Siffrin with the fact that he's mean when he's teasing her but she doesn't let it get to her because she knows they mean well. Do you think about this? The thought of Siffrin being so self conscious of his own faults to the point they made sure the loops always were kind until the last one only to get slapped in the face by your families comments and hand. Like I think about this a lot. Obviously they knew they were mean but they also did everything in their ability to not hurt their family only to be told that they had multiple times and it was only because of his families trust and love that his family didn't take it to heart. Like fuck, fuck, I think id fucking go crazy. I think I'd isolate myself if that happened to me. Oh my gods. It really makes some of his next decisions really bonkers to me, but in a good way because yeah! Yeah that makes sense. Anyway post game I think Siffrin would probably not tease or poke fun at anyone for a good while in fear of hurting their families feelings.

[alexandravakimova]

What each of the Companions smells like to Taash:

Pure headcanon but it's been rattling around in my brain for a bit so wanted to share.

Lucanis: Coffee (duh). Moonlit nights in autumn. Distantly of a river or water, and something otherworldly that can't be placed.

Emmrich: Dead and dying flowers. Old stone that has stood for hundreds of years. Early morning mist.

Harding: Sunshine. Distantly of the wood her bow is made of, and of thin, mountain air. There's something joyous about her smell, just like there is something joyous about her.

Neve: A million scents in one like a city, where everyone touches everyone else: Hal's fish, the smell of perfume Maevaris uses, the salt of the ocean at the docks. Ice, powerful, cold, biting, and enduring. A bit like ink and parchment from old notes.

Bellara: Forests under the spring sky, with buds in the trees and birds singing. Distantly of metal, and distantly of old magic. A flower that is blooming despite the environment it finds itself in. There's a certain sorrow to her scent that she's trying to hide.

Davrin: Leather and metal first, then wood. Lots of different types of wood - pine, oak, ash - anything he uses to craft. Smells like Assan too, like the warmth of his feathers when you wrap your arms around him, and the feeling of his purrs. There's something determined and unyielding about his scent - he's built to endure.

Bonus, my Rook, cause I said so: Incense. Like Emmrich, the scent of mist is there. There's something that doesn't seem quite lively about it, like it should belong to a dead person. Despite this, the scent is inviting and welcoming, and Taash has taken comfort in it.

[itsnotmourn]

when u were doing the warriors au did u ever get to the spookez and hatz + susie ?

i rlly RLLY wanna see what they would look like as kitties, ive been hyperfix on them lately:P

I NEVER DID SDKSDKSD i was writing a google doc of this au so i just forgot to draw it over time... but here's my vision for them !!!

hatzgang also still have their hats (stolen from human children) but are discouraged to wear them due to hunting difficulties. doesn't stop them though LMAO

[bouquetstatue]

just finished kcod for the 3rd time

[esmes]

mrs lovett (/sweenett) + tweets

[dungeons-and-dragon-age]

ahfkdsjfl found in a tomb as a baby?? excuse me???

[sulky-cabbage]

I'm getting anxious now that I can sense Sukuna's death drawing near. I hope Gege gives him a decent death—one that is gentle, and not humiliating. (Even if he doesn't deserve it)

I hope he gets to meet Gojo one last time.

Imagine Satoru playfully mocking him for losing to Yuji, and Sukuna simply gives him that soft look (TM) while saying that the damage he dealt him is the only reason they were able to succeed asdfghkdfht

[nyatbinary-81]

@vulpixisananimal sifstem art jumpscare!! more specifically i got bored and decided to mess around with sif and mal's outfits.

[veny-many]

'Blessed are those who mourn

We shall mourn forever.'

From 'The Beatitudes' by Dongjoo Yoon(1940)