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The amount of fiending for a Luigi's Mansion movie I've been doing this week is unreal.
#It probably has something to do with spooky season being upon us#I just want to see my favorite little green guy get tormented for two hours#in a desperate plight to save his brother#with spooky backdrops and scenery and hijinks and cool poltergust maneuvers#is that too much to ask
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Niliâs Benchmark Geraskier Fic Rec List
hey yall! I officially hit 750 followers (a few days ago, I blew past the benchmark without even realizing!), which is... insane. I truly canât believe that so many people over the last year have enjoyed my presence in this fandom enough to continue to follow my work. you guys are so great and I love you all so much, so I decided to put together a gift for you!
this is a list of my favorite geraskier fics from the fandom, which I have been putting together over the last year or so. a few of these are big in the fandom, but a lot of them are smaller pieces that I feel deserve more attention! I have provided ao3 and tumblr links where I could find them, as well as ratings and summaries. Most of these are canon!verse because Iâm not personally a big fan of modern auâs, but there will be a few of those scattered throughout as well. Iâve divided the fics into two sections: oneshots and multichapter. See the list below the cut!
Being in this fandom truly has gotten me through the pandemic in a big way and I have made so many good friends while here. thank you all for validating my weird obsession with these characters and enabling me in these trying times <3
Oneshots
all that was good, all that was fair (all that was me is gone)Â | M | 7517 | WARNING:Â Graphic Depictions Of Violence | @xdandelionxbloomx
Somewhere, deep in a forest, a man drags himself from his grave by sheer power of will. He lies gasping on the forest floor and does not know who or what he is. The world is wide and wonderful, though, and there is so much to see.
Or, Jaskier is so stubborn that he literally comes back from the dead.
Another fascinating addition to the mythology of the Witcher. Jaskierâs slow rediscovery of himself is so well done here. One Iâve come back to again and again.Â
As Fast As Love Can Go | T | 9628 | @bygodstillam
There are Faeries in the Wood.
That's what everyone said, at least, not that there was any solid proof. Jaskier had tried, more than once, to find some. Just a hint somewhere, of a real story, of real magic. But all anyone seemed to have was stories.
Jaskier was determined to find proof. He wasn't expecting to find a witcher in the process.
Fascinating fic with some really interesting worldbuilding, and a fresh new take on True Loveâs Kiss. Also with some great art by @hehearse!
beautiful, he stirs up still things | T | 2575 | @alittlebitmaybe
âYouâre not asking me to dance,â says Geralt.
Jaskier turns his palm up on his knee, offering it. âI think youâll find I am.â
Just them dancing. This is a lovely sort of pre-relationship dynamic. So soft.
Dialogue Prompt | NR | 2932 | @reinvent-and-believe
Dialogue Prompt 48: âYou make me want things I canât have.â Wordless I-love-you 50: buying them a special treat when you go out shopping
Geralt gets Jaskier a gift, which prompts some confessions.
Even a small love | E | 22,272 | WARNING: Rape/Non-ConÂ
âWell,â Jaskier replies distractedly. âLots of things want to strangle you.â
âYou donât.â
It isnât a particularly troublesome accusation, or even necessarily an accusation at all.
This is one I read early on in the fandom, and it really stuck with me. The dynamic between Jaskier and Geralt is perfect, and the misunderstandings between them feel so realistic. The non-con is not extreme, but do mind the warnings.Â
For the Space of a Heartbeat | T | 2021 | @drowningbydegrees
As it turns out, falling into bed with your very best friend who you are privately very much in love with isn't nearly so nerve wracking as waking up with them the morning after.
Just sweet, morning after discussions. I love to see them talking for once.
Greensleeves | T | 10,414 | @rebrandedbard
When Geralt crosses paths with Jaskier in the spring, the world is dressed in green. Quite literally. Everyone everywhere is wearing green, and it all comes down to a song Jaskier has written that, to his mortification, has become popular throughout the Continent. It's torment, being forced to preform the song over and over again and have his heart broken anew. But who is this Lady Greensleeves the people say Jaskier is so maddeningly, heartbrokenly in love with? At the baron's wedding party, Geralt is determined to find out.
This is one of my personal faves - thereâs just something about Jaskierâs feelings being put on blast while Geralt remains totally oblivious that I think is so very them. And the resolution at the end is delightful.
I Donât Wanna Fall (If Itâs Not In Love)Â | E | 13,902 | @writinglizards
The first time it's out of desperation. Things get rapidly out of hand from there.
OR the building of a relationship through mutual wank sessions.
I love everything Ashley writes, but this one was the first fic I read by her and it still has a warm place in my heart. I also highly recommend Itâs Been A While (makes me cry every time) and Tell Me Honestly
Like a Storm, Like a Flood | T | 1065 | @valdomarx
Jaskier is leaving for the winter, and Geralt can't bear the thought of not seeing him for months.
It was soooo hard to pick only one fic by George, but this one is so soft and sweet and yearning I just had to go with it. This is really just about Geralt finally hitting a breaking point and saying enough is enough.
one flesh | E | 10,763 | WARNING: MCDÂ
âWell, then. Iâm a ghost.â Jaskier spread his arms grandly. Geralt held his gaze for a moment, then dropped his head and laughed. Jaskier put his hands on his hips. âDo fill me in on whatâs so funny.â It wasnât funny. It was just so - ridiculous, the things Geraltâs fucked up brain would invent. This had to be the last nail in the sanity coffin, it just had to be.
Or: Jaskier is a ghost, and Geralt is a mess.
Jaskier dies and comes back as a ghost to haunt Geralt into taking care of himself. Geralt does not handle this gracefully. This fic is so sad and heartbreaking, but the ending is so sweet.
to render it transparent | E | 23,901
Geralt wakes up warm, peaceful, and utterly content, which is how he knows that something is severely wrong.
Sigh. This fic. This is a time travel fic - Geralt ends up in the future living with Jaskier on the coast, just after the mountain. Itâs slow and beautiful and extremely bittersweet, all about how we choose to love people despite how much it can hurt us.
With All the Continent A Stage | M | 4745 | @greyduckgreygoose
Later, Geralt learned that the play was four hours long. Four hours long. It didnât feel like it. Most of it passed by in a fever dream of ominous music, dance-fighting and dryads in gossamer leaves, swinging from hoops attached to the ceiling. Yennefer made an appearance, played by Priscilla in a glittering negligee. She sang a song to Geralt about putting him âUnder Her Spellâ, and they had a sensual dance number which was made a little strange by a sickened Jaskier (played by Jaskier) coughing loudly in the background.
(Jaskier invites Geralt to a musical production inspired by his own life.)
Jaskier basically writes Geralt a love letter in the form of a four hour long play. Geralt is an idiot about it.
Multi-Chapter Fics
A Loverâs Lament | M | 25,364 | @somedrunkpirate
So,â Jaskier begins, as casually as he can, âyou are telling me, that in theory, if I were to be in love with someone â anyone â that person could well be in terrible danger?â
Of all terrible and ridiculous things that have threatened Geraltâs safety, Jaskierâd never thought that loving him might be what will get him killed.
I honestly canât count the number of times Iâve read this fic. The monster is so interesting, and the mythos of it fits seamlessly into the world of the Witcher in my mind. Jaskier being so afraid that his feelings are going to put Geralt at risk, clearly unable to see that Geralt is going through the exact same thing. I think about the scene with them looking at each other almost daily.Â
A Pair of Gloves, the Scent of Roses | M | 24,134 | WARNING: Graphic Depictions of Violence
In the bustling days before the Midsummer festival, Geralt is sent into the countryside to deal with a monster - with Jaskier once again by his side. But the bard has not forgiven him, and while he's not hiding his contempt for the Witcher, he is recalcitrant about revealing his true motives for joining him. As the hunt turns into a desperate mission to save an innocent man and the monster is not what is seems to be, Geralt learns a few new things about his old friend and decides to finally attempt to mend the rift between them...
This is one of my favoriteâs in the fandom - it feels so believable, the world is so rich and the ocâs are convincing and charming. Geralt and Jaskier feel so honest here, stumbling around each other but still drawn together. Beautiful beautiful beautiful
Bearing the will of the flower | NR | 11,449Â
The way Jaskier sees it, his hobby of following a witcher around was always pretty likely to get him killed.
The fact that it's happening now because the witcher in question doesn't love him, he thinks as he coughs up crumpled flowers, hardly makes a difference.
My favorite hanahaki fic in the fandom. Iâm such a sucker for these, and these two idiots being so incapable of talking about their feelings really makes them prime candidates.Â
Food of Love | T | 22,488 | @wallatile-qvibbler
I brought a dead princess back to life through the power of song is the kind of thing that would have got an eyebrow raise even from the stone-faced Geralt of Rivia, so it's a good thing he and Geralt will probably never see each other again.
(or: the one where Jaskier channels magic through his songs, and it almost never goes as expected.)
This is a Jaskier and Renfri centric fic, which wasnât something I knew I wanted until I read this. Jaskier is a bard which in this AU comes with magical powers, but it feels so well integrated into the universe that I wish it was just... how the Witcher is. Renfri is so good here, and even though Jaskier and Geralt barely even interact you can feel the tension and love between them. Cannot recommend highly enough.
friends and allies of the witcher | T | 10,312 | @theamazingbard
Yennefer crawls over to her newest cellmate. Theyâre curled up on their side. Breathing, but only just. Sheâs not sure what sheâs hoping for when she turns them over. Still isnât when she sees that it is indeed Jaskier.
âShit."
Yennefer and Jaskier each suffer in more ways than one at the hands of Nilfgaard.
Yennefer and Jaskier get capture by Nilfgaard and tossed into a cell together. Exactly what I want out of season 2 honestly. Their interactions are gold.
Iâd Be the Choiceless Hope | E | 45,188 | WARNING: Rape/Non-Con | @lesdemonium
As a baby, Jaskier was visited by a fae, who gifted Jaskier's mother with Jaskier's obedience. As Jaskier grew older, the "gift" became more of a curse.
You know Iâm not gonna make a rec list without listing Zoeâs Ella Enchanted au. Need I say more?
Silver and Copper | M |Â 56,139 | WARNING: Graphic Depictions of Violence | @kaer-cuan
Geralt is just supposed to pass through the quiet Lettenhove area. He's not anticipating being begged by its people to help save their viscount from a curse that keeps him from daylight. Lord Jaskier, they call him, and he's likely dying.
As Geralt struggles to untangle the ugly web of history that has lead to the increasingly complicated curse, he finds himself spending more and more time with the strange young viscount and wondering just what he might have been before the curse, and who he might be after. But things are not always as they seem, and as the curse tightens its grip on Jaskier, Geralt is forced to face the fear of failing yet another person whose choices were stolen from them.
Or-
Jaskier is kept from becoming a bard. Geralt finds him anyway.
This is a fic that haunts me. Itâs very scary in parts, and mind the tags - there are some very heavy themes here. But itâs beautiful and touching, and Jaskier feels very true to himself even though his origin is so different.
we could be married (and then we'd be happy)Â | E | 50,222 | @a-kind-of-merry-war
Jaskier reached into his pocket, fingers grasping around the little box. He pulled it out with what he hoped was a romantic flourish, flipping it open to reveal the simple gold band inside. âGeralt,â he said, confidently, cooly, like this wasnât terrifying, âWill you marry me?â
Geralt and Jaskier fake marriage proposals to get free deserts and shit but it goes tits up when Vesemir catches them in the act. Not knowing how to fess up, they go along with it for a while, which is hell because theyâre both pining like mad. As I said, I donât love modern auâs, but itâs merry so of course this one had to end up on my list.
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And thatâs it! 20 fics for you, and hopefully you can all find one or two you havenât read before. There are a lot of people and fics that I didnât include in this list only because I was trying to not put a million down (which I could). I highly recommend anything by @wherethewordsare, @julek, @contemplativepancakes, @witcher-and-his-bard, and @inber, as well as those linked to fics above, and Iâm sure there are others I forgot to mention. Yall have truly made being in this fandom worthwhile <3
#geraskier#geraskier fic recs#geralt of rivia#geralt#jaskier#witcher#fic recs#fic rec#I'm certain i missed a lot of good ones I've read over the years but I didn't want to risk making this super fucking long anyways#if you didn't see your name listed it isn't bc I don't adore you and your fics it's because i'm stupid <333
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if you are still taking request I think that it would be so cute if lily convinced remus to go to the nail salon with her, and he was going to just get like a manicure and clear coat, and he changes his mind and comes home with his nails done sirius' favorite color as a surprise and sirius is just like dumbstruck by how much the little things remus does makes him fall even more in love with him and fluffy cuteness ensues
This is adorable! Enjoy some Loops and Lily, ft. fluffy Coops on this lovely Monday. SW credit goes to @lumosinlove!
âRemind me why Iâm coming with you again?â Remus sighed as they turned the corner. âItâs just going to chip off in two days anyway.â
âBecause you had a shitty weekend and deserve a hand massage,â Lily said briskly. She looped her arm through his and tucked her hand into her pocket, tilting her face up toward the sun and trusting him to guide her along the sidewalk. âYou donât have to choose colors if you donât want to.â
âIf I have to go, Iâm not going to half-ass it.â
She grinned and cracked one eye open. âThereâs my Remus.â
A gentle bell jingled above his head as they ducked into the shopâLily called it a âsalonâ, which he didnât really understand, but it sounded fancy. One woman looked up from a clientâs nails and waved, then pointed to the far wall. âPick whatever colors youâd like! Iâll be with you in a few.â
Remus stopped in his tracks. âThatâsâŠa lot.â
Lily rolled her eyes and dragged him closer. âYouâre not chickening out on me over some colors, Lupin. Which one do you like?â
âI donât know! Thereâs too many!â
âThereâs green,â Lily huffed, planting him in front of about three dozen different shades. âGo nuts.â
âIâm not putting green on my nails. Itâll look weird.â
âThen do red and gold!â
âThatâs lame. Canât I just watch you get yours done?â
âNo,â Lily groaned. It wasnât the first time he had asked, and likely wouldnât be the last. âItâs about the experience, Re. If you want just a clear coat, thatâs fine, but you said youââ
ââdidnât want to half-ass it, I know,â he finished with a grumble. Colors. Colors arenât that difficult. Green would be odd, orange would be worseâŠ
His eyes caught on a little bottle near the base of the racks. It was a plain, pretty blue; nothing special, yet calming. Sea You Later! the base read when he picked it up. Lily made an approving noise over his shoulder. âThatâs cute.â
âItâs not bad.â
âLooks like Siriusâ shirt, actually. The one with the dogs on it?â
Remus rolled the bottle around for a moment. âIt really does, now that you mention it. Huh.â
She patted his hip and went back to the shiny, shimmery ones on the right. âYou should give it a shot.â
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Painting nails took a really, really long time. Much longer than Remus was anticipating when he hesitantly rested his hands on the towel and tried not to think about how much bigger they were than Lilyâs. He felt awkward in a place like this, where everyone seemed so put-together and comfortable.
His worries were quickly dispelled when the nail artist began rubbing the tension from his joints with peony-scented lotion; he immediately relaxed into her touch, letting the calluses from sticks and weights be soothed. Judging from her pleased hum when she inspected his nails, he hadnât accidentally been butchering them his whole lifeâthe scrape of the nail file made him grimace, but she didnât have to do much before a coat of clear polish went on.
âItâs a protector,â Lily said at his confused look. âSo your nails stay healthy and donât turn yellow.â
âThis is a lot more complicated than I thought it would be,â Remus muttered as he stuck his hands underneath the miniature fan.
The nail artist laughed as she rolled her chair to Lilyâs station. âFirst time?â
âYeah. I canât imagine you get a lot of guys in here.â
She shrugged. âMore than youâd think, I bet. Thereâs nothing wrong with wanting your hands to look nice, and a pop of color never hurt anybody.â
âGood point.â
The clear polishâbase coat, Lily said with a teasing smileâdried quickly, and soon two perfect layers of blue shone under the bright lamp. Lilyâs design was much more complex than his own, with shimmery bits and spiraled paint, but he liked the simplicity. It even matched his socks.
Lily and the nail artist chatted the whole time, swapping stories about summer activities and everything that had happened since she last visited; Remus waited patiently with his fingertips under the fan and people-watched as the sun grew higher in the sky.
After an hour, they were finally done, and Remus couldnât stop rubbing his hands together as they headed back outside until Lily smacked his arm. âStop it, you look like a Disney villain.â
âIâm sorry, theyâre just so soft!â He brought his hands to his face and breathed in the soft floral scent. âHere, feel.â
âIâm not going to feel your hands.â
âFeel them.â When she shook her head and kept walking, he jogged ahead and held them out, palms-up. âLily! Feel my hands!â
âAlright, fine!â she laughed, grabbing them both. Her eyebrows rose. âDamn, they are soft.â
âTold you so.â
âThat color looks really good on you, too.â
âYeah?â Remus looked down at the polish again, smiling to himself. There was just something about them that made him happy. âThey match my socks.â
âYouâre kidding.â
âNope.â He reached down and pulled his pantleg up, startling a snort out of Lily.
âYouâre ridiculous,â she said as she linked their arms again. âDid you have fun?â
âIt was nice,â Remus said with a shrug. âI donât know if Iâll go back a lot, but I had a good time listening to you two talk.â
Lily nodded, looking quite self-satisfied. âGood. I bet Sirius will get a kick out of them.â
âYou think so?â
âFor sure. He always likes mine.â
Remus thought back to the many, many times Lily had displayed her freshly-done nails to them with great pride; Sirius did have a penchant for colorful and sparkly things, after all. Why should his ordinary blue nails be any different?
Lily made sure to take an obligatory Instagram photo of their hands before they entered the house, then immediately laid out in front of the fan by the back door while she uploaded it. âHey, Lily, itâs good to see you, too,â Sirius said drily as he came in from the backyard. âIâm good, thanks for asking. Itâs pretty hot out there, butââ
âShut up,â she laughed, grabbing the back of his ankle when he stepped over her. âWhereâs my lover?â
âYour husband is tormenting my dog,â he called over his shoulder before winding his arms around Remusâ waist for a kiss. âBonjour, mon amour.â
âHey, you.â Remus bumped their noses together with a grin he could never even try to hold down. âYou know how I never half-ass things?â
âMhmm.â
He held his fingers up. âTa-da!â
âOh, pretty.â Siriusâ eyes went wide as he took one of Remusâ hands. âYour hands are so soft!â
âI know, right?â
âHe made me feel them!â Lily groaned from the floor. âIt was so weird.â
âYou love it!â Remus shot back before leaning onto his tiptoes to kiss Siriusâ forehead. âI figured youâd like the blue.â
âIâm surprised you didnât do green.â
Heat rose to his cheeks, and it had nothing to do with the sunshine. âItâs your favorite color, right? Not too green, not too purple. Reminded me of you.â
Siriusâ eyes grew impossibly soft and he cupped Remusâ jaw, pulling him in for an unhurried kiss that melted his brain into his toes. âJe tâaime.â
âLove you, too,â he breathed. His face was definitely redder than a fire engine by that point, but he hardly cared.
There was a light squeeze around his hand. âThese look really nice.â
A spark of joy lit in Remusâ chest. âIâm glad you like it.â
âUgh, love,â Lily scoffed, despite the fact that James was pressing a million and one kisses to her neck as he hugged her from behind. 6
Sirius thumped his forehead on Remusâ collarbone. âYou are the worst sister-in-law of all time.â
âI know,â she said with a smug smile, tilting her head to kiss Jamesâ cheek. âHi, lover.â
âHi. Your nails are so beautiful.â
âI didnât get them in your favorite color. Sorry.â
âIâll never recover,â James sighed. âWell, at least weâre not a terrible rom-com clichĂ©.â
Remus flipped him off over Siriusâ shoulder; the nail polish gave the gesture a little extra oomph that certainly canceled out the grin that made his whole face ache.
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Over And Out (l.h)
End Up Here - Part 4
Pairing: Luke Hemmings x 5sos! Fem! Reader
Summary: A tour. A secret relationship. And rumors only grow...
Warnings: Angst, mild smut. Mentions of harassment, sexual harassment, sexual abuse, physical abuse, verbal abuse, creepy men, jealousy, alcohol, cheating, fighting, sexism, and many frustrations. Language and some grammatical errors (English is not my first language, Iâm sorry)
Word Count: 10k
Authorâs Note: this is the most frustrating thing Iâve ever written, I believe. Next part will be up on March 14th. Remember that Reblogs, Fedback, Comments and Likes are very important! You have no idea how much they help me â€ïž Hope you like it and Happy Reading đŠđ»âš
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5sosfan4eva THEY ARE TOTALLY DATING
âȘïž calumlovesash I hope theyâre not đ€ą she was much better with Madden or Josh. At least theyâre famous
yn5sos Iâm changing seats with Michael
âȘïž lukehemmings @yn5sos đ„ș
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@5sos EUROPE ARE YOU READY?!
âI canât believe weâre already here!â Y/N cheered as they got to the hotel.
Itâs been a month on the road already and they finally had a few days to rest before traveling to yet another destination. They had the idea of doing a tour to promote not only their new singles and tease the album release thatâs bound to happen next year, and it ended up being one of the most incredible ideas they had after spending almost a year without doing shows.
They started with a small tour in Europe, then they will move on back home in Australia for a couple of shows, and then the big finale in the United States where most of their shows were already sold out. By that time, the fans wouldâve already listened to the new songs and be even more hyped for the new album.
Luke was the newbie on tour, this not being the first time he traveled away from home, but the first time he did it with people he cared about. He was having the time of his life with Y/N, the boys, and their s.o. It all felt like a dream. He was actually living the life of a rockstar on his summer break, even if most of the things they did they had to keep it a secret.
When Y/N invited Luke on tour there was no way he wouldâve said no to her - not just because he pretty much canât say no to her, but thatâs another story.
She said she wanted to take it slow and that was exactly what they were doing. They didnât put a label on whatever they had going on, but rather they enjoyed the moment stealing kisses and nights whenever they could.
They would sneak out into each other's rooms late at night, longing to be closer. They would spend hours upon hours tangled in the sheets, loving each other and sharing whatever was on their minds at the time. Making those moments their own amid their borrowed time between destinations. A moment for the two of them.
Luke found it weird at the beginning; hiding their relationship from the world until it became official. But these last few months he could see a change in Y/N, she seemed happier, more open to talking about her feelings and her past. He understood that this was important to her, to live a normal life until she feels ready to share it.
If time is what she needed, time is what sheâll get.
The boys and their girlfriends were all supportive. They too understood the importance of keeping some things private as well as the changes in Y/Nâs behavior. They were all happy to see their friend back, just in time for tour.
But it was almost impossible to control what was put in the media. The fans already know who Luke is and that he spends a lot of time with the members of their favorite band. They speculate about his relationship with Y/N, creating rumors that even though he wants to, he canât confirm nor deny. And when it came to the media outlets, those were much, much worse.
They didnât say much about him âThe privilege of being normalâ Said Calum once. But they did have a lot to say about Y/NâŠ
âY/N L/N is back at it again with a new man?!â
âNo tears this time? Y/N L/N Caught smiling and getting cuddly with a member of her team! Can she mix work and pleasure?â
âSerial heartthrob Y/N L/N seen with other men while still refusing to talk about her most recent break-up? Sounds fishy to me!â
âWhat was she thinking?! Y/N L/N was spotted in an outing with his ânew friendâ wearing very thin shorts and a crop top. Not so family-friendly apparentlyâ
Horrible things were written about her every day but she ignored them as if they didnât exist. Luke wished he could do the same.
Every little article, tweet, or comment about Y/N made his blood boil. It was clear that they were completely made up to be some âbig newsâ when the reality was far from that and they kept disrespecting them and their relationship even if it was still on the down-low.
But Luke could not stop reading them. It was addictive how he couldnât resist clicking on her name every time it popped out, not because of some morbid reasoning behind it, but because those articles seemed to know more about Y/N than Luke himself. People kept talking about a past he didnât know she had. Were those made up as well? Or are they based on reality? Would he be able to know the difference?
Truth was, he couldnât. He loves Y/N blindly, he got to know her in one of the most genuine ways but it feels like that is not enough. Itâs almost like she is living a secret life he doesnât get to know.
He wonders when it will end. This seemingly permanent stage of seating on the sidewalk, waiting for the light to turn green so they could walk freely into their relationship. Where people will support them, respect her and let them be happy. But that could never happen when sheâs the one who doesnât want to move.
Luke respects that she is not ready to talk, as she said time and time again. But he just couldnât comprehend how she, right now, could be so at peace while her name is thrown through the mud and back. Smiling with the boys as they take pictures for promo while management arranges the check-in. Does she not know what they are saying about her or she just accepts it without any retribution?
He was asking himself all these questions as he watched her so happy, his mind tormenting him with a dark cloud over their sunny day. He wants to protect her, but he doesnât know how or if she would even let him.
And yes, maybe that was selfish of him. Banging on a closed-door with his heart in his hands. But what about the person with the key and the lock? Aren't they a little bit selfish too?
âHey!â He heard Kat said as she sat beside him, nudging her shoulder against his.
Luke turned to her, his eyebrow still locked in a frown as he muttered a little âheyâ
The blonde girl scrunched her nose at him âYikes, what's happening that it has you all worked up, buddy?â
Luke pressed his lips on a thin line as his eyes traveled back at Y/N. She was laughing at something Ashton had said when she turned to look at him.
Y/N smiled, winking at him as she waved. Luke stared at her for a while, a small smile playing on his lips as he raised his hand in acknowledgment. He could feel his heart skipping a beat every time their eyes met, but the dark feelings in his mind made his expression turn sour the moment Y/N turned around again, something that didnât go unnoticed by the girl sitting next to him.
âYou read them again, didnât you?â Kat asked, already knowing the answer just by looking at how his shoulders tensed the moment she asked it.
They were all aware of the tabloids and the stories, being a regular occurrence to them, but not for Luke. They all knew this was new to him as well and how overwhelming it might be. So they all tried to ground him as much as possible, not letting him get affected by it as he had before.
âNow why are they saying that?!â He spat as he threw his cellphone on the leather couch, calling the boy's attention.
It was a normal day at the studio. They were all getting lunch as they laid back in the break room while Y/N and their girls went out to get them coffee.
Calum was the first one to speak, confused by his friend's sudden outburst âUh, what exactly? And who?â
âThis!â He said, grabbing his phone and tossing it at Calum. The rest of the boys gathered around as Luke plopped himself down on the couch.
Ashton began to read out loud âSeeing the growing rumors of Y/Nâs mystery man, hereâs a list of every guy we wished would date herâ
âOkay thatâs fucked up,â Michael said, swallowing his food.
âItâs better than the last oneâŠâ
âWhat?!â Luke asked, outraged that there are worse things out there.
âDude, chill,â Calum said, âWe understand this is beyond fucked, especially now that youâre dating or whatever. But you getting this angry at it wonât solve anythingâ
âWonât solve anything?!â He said in a loud tone âThatâs my girl theyâre talking about. My girl dating other guys while sheâs with me!â
âBut they donât know that,â Michael argued.
Luke shook his head, taking his phone back from Calumâs hands as he started typing furiously.
âWhat are you doing?â
âWhat does it look like Iâm doing?! Letting them know that they can go fuck themselvesâ Luke answered, eyes still on the phone, a second away from pressing send before Calum snatched his phone.
âNo!â He said âYou are not going to out your relationship without her consent!â
âBut-â
âPlus, I already took care of it,â Ashton said, holding his phone up âI tweeted at them telling them how incredibly disrespectful theyâre being, now the fans are onto them and I already messaged management to deal with itâ
âAnd thatâs it?â Lukeâs eyes winded âThatâs all youâre gonna do?â
âThatâs all we can do right now,â Ashton said with a sigh, sitting next to it âWe know these situations suck, theyâre horrible and dehumanizing and we are glad more people are realizing just how shitty the media is. But if we respond to every rumor there is itâs going to be a never endless battle, itâs going to backfire. We know, we triedâ
âBut all the stories are aimed against herâ Luke said, running a hand through his face with frustration clear in his eyes âShe didnât do anything wrong!â
âWhy do you think that is?â Michael chimed in âThink about Taylor Swift, Katy Perry, Miley Cyrus, Britney Spears⊠They aim for women because they think are easy to killâ
âWhich theyâre not. It makes them stronger somehow. I wouldnât have been able to handle it if I was themâ Calum said âWomen are stronger than you think when it comes to this, Y/N includedâ
âWeâve been living with this kind of shit show for years. We defended her with knives and teeth, dragging every single outlet that posted something against her. But that shit only made it worse for herâ
âThey loved the attention they were receivingâ Ashtonâs voices laid with sarcasm âEvery interaction we had they profited from it, creating even more rumors, one worse than the other, just so they could have the clicks. Eventually, Y/N asked us to stop defending her publicly and she decided to ignore it altogetherâ
âBut we still fight for her, though. We flag the post, demand they take it down, talk to PR and management for damage control, and even sue for defamation a couple of times. Sheâs never got to go through any of that on her own, we wouldnât have allowed itâ
âAnd what am I supposed to do, then?â Luke asked, a mix of frustration and desperation filled his voice âJust do nothing?â
âBe there for herâ Calum answered like it was the most obvious thing in the world âSupport her. Love her. Comfort her. Whatever she needs. Sheâs a strong woman, one of the strongest we know. But there will come a time when she will have to lean on someone, and you have to be there and ready for her. She trusts you. Donât let her downâ
Kath placed a hand on Lukeâs shoulder, understanding the manâs pain.
âI just-â He said with a sigh âShe never reads them, you know? The articles. But I do, I canât help it. They seem to know more about her than me and thatâs just-â
âFucked?â
âYeah,â He said as he took a long breath âI donât know⊠Iâm trying. This is all very new to me and sheâs a professional at dealing with this kind of shit. But at the same time, she never tells me anything, how she feels about them or if theyâre real or not. Itâs fucking me upâ
Kat hummed âAnd I assume you donât ask her about it eitherâ
The girl crooked an eyebrow at Luke, seemingly seeing through him âI- I donât want to pushâ
She sighed and patted his shoulder âLet me tell you something, Luke. From girlfriend of a celebrity to the boyfriend of a celebrityâ She started, earning Lukeâs complete attention âWhen I started dating Calum we decided to keep it private, out of the eyes of the media and even from some of his friends. It was good at the beginning, great even! But the heart is ambitious and it always ends up wanting more. We fought a lot during those times, part of us wanting to hold on to what we had but at the same time longing for some kind of freedom. In the end, we did end up going public, as you know. We endure a lot of hate, we still do. But we knew what we were up against, youâre still trying to figure that out. But Iâm telling you to know there is something youâre lackingâ
âAnd what is that?â Luke asked with curiosity.
âCommunicationâ Kat smiled sweetly at him âHow do you expect to reach a meeting point while youâre sitting here in your own dark cloud and sheâs over there with no clue of whatâs happening with you and vice versa?â
The blonde girl got up from her seat next to him, giving him one last piece of advice before walking towards Calum âDonât give up before you try. No one said it was going to be easy but, itâs your choice to see if itâs worth itâ
Luke watched her walk away, rousing her arms around Calumâs waist as she smiled sweetly at him, giving him a small peck. Luke smiled at their love.
He thought about their friends, how in love they are with their partners and how free they are to love publicly, facing the retaliations of being in the public eye. But they seemed happy, they were happy. And he realized he wanted that for him and Y/N.
His mind drifted off to the possibility of going public, cleaning the air once and for all. No more âmysterious guyâ or âY/Nâs possible secret loverâ heâd be Luke Hemmings, the proud boyfriend of singer Y/N L/N. They could be happier, free. They could fight those rumors together and face the stormy weather that would come. Heâd defend her until the end of times, protecting her with his life and supporting her in everything she does. He wanted that for them. But it wasnât his sole choice to make.
âBabe!â He heard Y/N call.
She was walking up to him, a playful smile on her face as the nickname rolled off her tongue. She was wearing one of his hoodies, making her look small as she approached him.
He noticed that her eyes were shining, lately, they always did and he couldnât get enough of them. He could get lost in her eyes willingly, throwing away the map and making himself home.
He loved her. Oh, he was so in love with her he didnât even know what to do. The more he thought about it, the more sure he was about wanting to love her freely. He just wished she thought about it too.
âI got our keysâ She smiled, pulling two cards out of her back pocket.
âOh?â Luke asked playfully with a grin drawn into his face âAnd where am I supposed to sleep this week?â
In order not to create any suspicion about their relationship, they decided that Luke will have his own hotel room on tour - even though everyone knows thatâs not where he sleeps or where he wakes up in the mornings. Usually âLukeâs roomâ is used to store the extra luggage they carry.
Y/N fake pouted âSadly, Mr. Hemmings. Your room is at the other end of the hallâ
Luke gasped âThat far away?! Is there any way I can be⊠closer?â
The girl bit her lip as she rounded her arm around his waist, standing on her tippy toes as she softly whispered in his ear âLetâs see what I can do about that, Sirâ
Y/N giggled as she heard Luke let out a soft groan, pecking his cheek with a small kiss as she stood in front of him again âBaby, youâre going to be the death of meâ He said, trying to get a hold of her by her waist. But she was quicker, swiftly moving a step back as she started walking towards the elevators. One last look over her shoulder got him grabbing their things as he followed her without any questions.
The elevator ride is quiet, the beating of their hearts being the soundtrack to their wait as they reached their floor. Y/N didn't look at him as she walked towards the door, unlocking it with one swift movement of the wrist and leaving it open for Luke to come in after her.
When he opened the door, she was nowhere in sight. He wondered if she hid somewhere, this not being the first time she would jump and scare the shit out of him. But then, his ears picked up a soft humming coming through the bathroom door, and with a devilish smile he let their luggage at the side of the closet, he locked the door and made his way to her.
Y/N was humming one of her favorite songs when Luke caught her reflection in the mirror but she was not looking at him. She was putting some lotion in her hands, fingers tracing up until her upper arm with barely-there touches.
âRemember we have a party in a couple of hours, Hemmings,â She said when she felt him getting closer âWe should get ready soonâ He just hummed in agreement, not really paying attention to her words.
Softly, he placed his hands on either side of her hips, pulling her closer to him. Y/N kept ignoring him as she dried the excess of product out of her hands and it wasnât until Luke pushed away some of her hair and started kissing along her neck that she finally gave him a proper response to his action.
Luke smirked as he felt her let out a shaky breath as his lips traced the shell of her ear, kissing it softly before moving lower and lower, kissing and sucking on her skin as slow as he could, making her tremble under his touch.
âLuke,â She said, holding her breath as she felt his calloused hands travel under the hoodie she was wearing. His hoodie. The one that always smelt like him.
âHmm?â He asked, not stopping his movements for a second.
âWe- uhmâ The girl stuttered in a whisper when his hands started touching her over her bra, softly rolling over the nipples and making them hard âWe should - oh - we should start getting ready soonâ
âWe should, huh?â He asked, voice raspy and low âIt will be rude to go a little bit late. Wouldnât it?â
Y/N let out a sigh when his hands left her breasts, trying to regain her breath before she lost it all over again when his fingers started playing with the hem of her jeans.
His fingers wandered carefully, fiddling with the button and zipper until they werenât an issue. His lips grazed her neck up and down, kissing it softly as his fingertips finally reached her center.
She let out a soft moan when she felt him over her panties, tracing her lips over them and feeling her arousal âIâm sure they could wait a little bit longerâ He said as he pressed a finger to her clit over the fabric âWe need to take care of a few problems before that, donât you think?â
He pressed his hips onto her, a soft whimper escaping her mouth when she felt his growing erection against her.
âSo wet for me, my loveâ He groaned as her hand flew to the top of his hair, trying to find balance as she tugged on his curls âAlways so beautiful for meâ
âLuke-â
He opened his eyes just in time to catch her staring at him through the mirror with a desperate look in her eyes. It took him less than a second to spin her around and press her against the countertop, ceasing his lips into her like she was his last meal on earth.
She tangled her hands behind his head, fingers deep into his hair as he grabbed her by the back of her thighs, easily lifting her off and taking her to the king-size bed where they made sure to lose track of time between kisses and moans as they satisfied their needs with each other, over and over again until they fell through the abyss of pleasure together, whispering sweet confessions as their breath went back to normal.
It was easy to say that they were the last ones to reach the lobby. What was hard for them to ignore was the knowing looks and teasing smiles from their friends that were waiting for them for a good amount of time.
âDonât say anythingâ Y/N threatened Ashton as he opened his mouth. But he just laughed
âIf you want Luke to walk around with his fly open then sure, Iâll keep my mouth shutâ
*
The ride to the party was filled with laughter and chit-chats. They were all in a great mood to finally have a mini-break in between shows and what better way to celebrate it than at a big party?
Luke stole glances from Y/N as she talked to Bethany. She looked beautiful with her black dress, making Luke proud and a little bit snug about him being the one who would take her home afterward.
But he knew that after tonight they needed to talk. And not âtalkâ like they usually do. No, this time he was going to express his concerns to her, his hopes for them, and confess his love for her over and over again. He wanted her to know how he feels, he needed to know where they stand and what she needs to feel more comfortable and what he can do to help her feel at ease.
He just needs reassurance, something to hold on to while he provides the same for her. In the end, he knew they would be okay.
After a few minutes, they reached the house of the host. Luke marveled at the mansion that stood proudly in front of him. When Y/N mentioned a party with some label associates, she never mentioned that the party was going to be hosted by the president and owner of the label.
He felt Y/N tug on his hand a couple of times before separating herself from him and going to stand next to the girls.
For a moment Luke forgot that they needed to keep appearances and couldnât be together romantically in public. He could feel his heart aching as he watched her walk away with her friends, laughing together as they stepped into the party.
âHey,â Michael said behind him, following the eyes of the sad man next to him âItâs just one nightâ
He tried to be comforting, but all Luke could wonder was: Would it be just for a night?
The party was wild. Thatâs the first thought everyone has in their minds as they step through those doors into a world of darkness mixed with neon lights, smoke machines, and three open bars scattered around the hall. People were separated into groups: The ones who were too drunk to stop dancing, the ones not drunk enough to start dancing, and the ones who were networking their way into the industry.
Everyone that was someone was at that party. Producers, artists, songwriters, performers, agents⊠You name it. It was a party for the big leagues and Luke could not help but feel out of place the moment he stepped foot into the scene.
âHey! 5 Seconds of Summer. Câmere!â A voice called over the music.
Standing not too far from them there was a man, his bald head shined under the lights as he held a drink to his lips, beckoning the band to come over.
Y/N and the guys started walking towards the man without a second to wait, leaving Luke and their girlfriends to witness the interaction from afar.
âWhoâs that?â Asked Luke, getting closer to Danielle as they watched their partners laugh with a bunch of men who were now surrounding the band.
âThatâs Anthony Kellinghsâ She answered, swiftly grabbing a drink from one of the trays carried by the passing waitresses âHeâs one of the big bosses in the industry. Ashton said his team approached them not too long ago to see if they would be interested in changing labels and work with themâ
Luke glanced back to the group. Y/N was standing next to Calum, talking about something that made Anthony smile even though her face was serious. He did not like the way that man was looking at her.
Anthony laughed loudly, making other guests turn his face towards them. Y/N and the boys shared a confused gaze as they laughed awkwardly along with him. The bald man kept laughing, clearly intoxicated as he lowered his hand and rounded his arm around Y/Nâs waist.
Lukeâs breath got caught in his lungs as he watched how Y/Nâs body movements came to a halt and her eyes widened in discomfort, her smile seemed stiff but she didn't stop laughing or talking to the guy. Luke could feel his blood boil as he watched his girl in the arms of someone else, acting like nothing was happening and that everything was fine, in front of him.
âWhat the fuck?â He muttered under his breath. Debating on whether he should go and punch that dude in the face. No matter how important he was in the industry, he wanted him away from Y/N immediately.
But he didnât move and neither did Y/N. Luke didnât know if it was because she physically couldnât or becauseâŠ
No, he rejected that thought immediately. It was clear to him by her eyes that she was desperate to get away from his touch. And apparently not only to him because the moment that man put his hands around her Ashton and Michael called his attention away from her, moving a few steps back so Y/N could have more space to free herself the moment she could. Calum had his eyes on her, too, with his arm placed to his side as if he were to take her away from there at any second.
Yet the man did not move an inch away from her. Instead, his hand trailed lower with every word he spoke, until Luke couldnât see it anymore. All he could see whatâs Y/Nâs uncomfortable face as she suddenly jumped forward, fear written all over her eyes.
Luke let out a curse as he took a step forward, ready to beat that manâs face to dust. But he stopped when he felt a hand on his shoulder.
âWait!â Danielle said, eyes locked on the scene played in front of them.
Luke stared ahead and let out a breath of relief when he saw Calum taking Y/N away from the group and towards the bar, seemingly excusing themselves to get a drink. He saw how his friendâs arm rounded around her shoulders, making it impossible for her to look back and for anyone else to notice her face as they walked away with no intentions of coming back.
Luke lost sight of them as he watched them disappear into the party. âGood,â he thought âAt least sheâll be safe and away from himâ But that thought did not calm the rage he felt towards the creep that dared touch her in front of her friends.
âIâm going to kill himâ He hissed, once again trying to step forwards but once again being pushed back by Ashtonâs girl.
âThe guys got it covered,â She said, her sweet voice laced with a warning as she whispered loud enough for only them to hear âThey will handle it and make sure they never work with that man, ever. Itâs not the first time this has happenedâ
âThis happened before?!â Luke said, attracting some curious eyes to him. But he couldnât care less about it at the moment.
The girls looked at each other and then at Luke. How could they explain to the man that this happens more times than Y/N would be able to admit? They knew first hand how the industry was full of creeps and disgusting men, having dealt with them in the past as well, but Y/NâŠ
She was the front girl, the main focus of attention. She was beautiful, talented, hot⊠thatâs all they saw, never caring about her caring personality, or how intelligent she was, how she was the driven force of 5SOS. She was more than her looks, she was a girl trying to live her dreams. But men only seem to see one thing.
âIâm going to check on them,â Kat said as she walked towards where Calum disappeared with Y/N. Bethany mentioned going to Michael to try and make them get away from the conversation they were still having with that fucker.
And Luke stood there, not able to do anything âY/N wouldnât want you to cause a scene, thatâs why the boys never do it anymore. She knows how important image is for all of them and a scandal is the last thing they need right now. Especially if some ârandom dudeâ goes and punch one of the biggest names in the industryâ
Danielle was right and he hated that. He hated that he couldnât do anything to defend his girl because she didnât want to be defended. But the fact that she knew how to handle these kinds of things didnât make it any less wrong or difficult for him to ignore. More so because their relationship was still kept a secret.
Luke couldnât help but think that maybe if people knew they were together, things like these wouldnât happen. After all, the only thing men like Anthony respected was the presence of another man.
Ashton and Michael returned after a minute, both of them with their jaws clenched and eyes filled with the same feeling of powerless Luke felt.
âWhere is she?â Ashton asked, standing beside Dani and holding her close by the waist, almost as if he were scared something might happen to her.
âKat went to check on them, they still havenât returned,â She said, comforting her boyfriend by running her hand up and down his arm.
âThis is bullshitâ Luke murmured, frustration lacing his voice as he grabbed one drink from one of the waitresses and drowned it in one go without flinching. He turned around and started walking away from the group.
âWhere are you going?â Michael asked, half concerned and half furious from him walking away at this moment.
âI need airâ He answered as he took another drink and walked through the garden doors. Not even sparing a glance back when Y/N called his name as she watched him go.
Luke spent most of the night going back and forwards between the main hall and the garden. He drank whatever was being offered to him and sat down on a bench as he watched the casual smokers come outside, accompanying him from a distance.
He knew he was being childish. He didnât understand much about the industry, nor how people that worked in it were. All Luke knew was that Y/N was nothing like them; she was not greedy, nor was she a creep, she wasnât evil or ill-hearted and she didnât deserve what happened.
He wanted to be with her, apologize for his shitty behavior, and tell her that he loved her. Because he did. He loved her with all his heart and it hurts him to see her like that. But every time he stepped through those doors back to the main hall - every time more intoxicated than the others - she was nowhere to be found. Or she didnât want to be found, but that didnât stop Luke from looking for her.
And every time, wherever he found her, she would have company. Sometimes she would be with the boys and their girlfriends laughing along with some other group of people - usually men - that stood a little too close and personal with her. Other times she would be on her own, talking to some guy or girl he didnât know, too preoccupied with her conversation to even notice Luke standing at a distance, looking at her with longing eyes as he tried to find the courage to talk to her.
Then, he would go back to the bar, order his drink and go back outside or with the group, tightening the grip on his glass as he watched the girl he loves being swept away in conversations he couldnât be a part of, after all, he was just one of the composers and her friend. Nothing else.
The guys and their girlfriends tried to cheer him up, including him in conversations and inviting him to dance. They knew how new this was to him, having to remind themselves every once in a while when they caught his sad eyes dancing across the room on the looks of his fleeting love.
âShe came looking for you a few minutes ago while you were outside,â Dani told him the third time he came by the group.
âWhy didnât she go out with me?â He asked, eyes on Y/N as she talked to Michael and one of the producers they met in London a few years back.
âShe was going to,â Ashton chimed in âShe walked over there but I think Niall caught wind of her and they started to catch upâ
Luke clenched his jaw at the thought of Y/N with other men. His mind couldnât help but to go back to all those articles about her exes, her possible new partners, her possible future partners. Cheating scandals, break-up songs, parties where she didnât leave alone⊠All the things she refused to acknowledge came to the surface, hitting Luke in the face as he realized that they might not all be lies.
He hated to think about her that way, to think that he didnât trust her enough or that she didnât trust him enough or whatever the fuck was wrong with them. But as he saw how Y/N hugged a stranger, all his thoughts went out the window.
âWho is that?â He asked no one in particular.
âWho?â Bethany asked in response, following Lukeâs stare towards her friend âOh, thatâs Joshâ
âJosh? As in Josh Benthlow? Her ex?â
Beth furrowed her eyebrows as she saw the look of pure rage on the blondeâs eyes âUh, yeah? But you got something wrong thereâ She said, âThey never datedâ
Y/N laughed at something Josh said, pushing him playfully on the shoulder as he kept telling his story. Luke recognized the look in his eyes; it was the same way he used to look at Y/N when they first met: Pure adoration. And, he didnât know if it was the alcohol in his system that was making him see things that werenât there, but he could swear he saw Y/N flirt back at him.
âFriends donât act like thatâ He spat, taking another sip from his drink, already losing count of how many he had that night.
âHey!â Beth called his attention, taking the drink from him âThatâs enough now. Alcohol is making you act like a complete assholeâ
âI-â
âI donât care.â She said, interrupting whatever he had to say before he even said it âLook, I get that youâre getting used to all of this. But you need to stop with the jealous act right this instant. Sheâs famous, yes, they all are and that means that you will have to share her with the world whether you like it or not. Itâs her dream after all, and besides Y/N would never do something like that to hurt you and you know itâ
Did he?
Not long after the group decided to go back to the hotel, having already stayed at that party longer than necessary given that they have a show the next day. The ride back was quiet, everyone either being too tired to even speak or too smart to try and cut the tension that was being created by the new coupleâs behavior. Even when Y/N sat next to Luke he didnât acknowledge her, keeping his eyes looking outside the window the whole car ride.
Y/N was one of the first ones to get out of the car, walking up to the elevators and not waiting for anyone as the doors closed.
Luke clenched his jaw as he contemplated not going to their room tonight, fighting with the feeling of not wanting to see her and the feeling of never wanting to let her go.
âYou need to go there right now,â Calum said, taking a step next to Luke but not looking in his eyes âHaving been her friend for so long I can see that sheâs upset⊠Nah, fuck that. Even idiots can see that sheâs upsetâ
Luke scoffed âSheâs the one thatâs upset?â Voice laced with sarcasm.
Calum hummed âGuess not every idiot can see thatâ He pressed the button of the elevator and hoped in with Kat, not waiting for Luke as the door closed in his face, but not before saying âYouâre not the only one hurting, you know?â
It took another 20 minutes for Luke to open the door of their room. Again, Y/N was nowhere to be seen, but the light coming from under the closed bathroom door let him know that she was there.
He sat at the edge of the bed, hands covering his face as he now wished he hadn't drunk as much as he did. His head was spinning, he couldnât decipher if it were because of the alcohol or because of his intrusive thoughts that wouldnât leave his head.
Y/N got out of the bathroom for what it felt like an eternity later. She was wearing her Spongebob pajama and her hair was tied in a messy bun. Her makeup-less face looked tired as she didnât glance at Luke before sitting by her side of the bed.
They stayed in silence for another five minutes before she decided to speak.
âAre we going to talk about tonight?â She said, voice neutral of any emotion.
Luke scoffed âNow you want to talk?â
She ignored him âI didnât see you all night, Luke. I was worriedâ
âOh, you were?â He mocked with cruel sarcasm as he got up from the bed and started pacing around the room âFunny way to show it you werenât around!â
âI wasnât around?! Luke, you spent half the night outside! Every time I came over you were nowhere to be found!â
âAnd every time I was there you were too busy talking to other peopleâ
âI was working, Luke!â She said with a groan, massaging her temple as she turned to look at him âItâs part of my job to make connections at these kinds of events. And if you didnât notice, Calum, Ashton, and Michael did the sameâ
âWell, you must be pretty damn good at your job then!â
Y/N looked at him, shocked by the way he was speaking to her âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
Luke was angry at her question. How could she not know? âWhy donât you ask Josh what I mean?â
âOh my fucking GOD,â She said with the loudest tone heâs ever heard her talk âThatâs what this is all about?! Heâs a friend!â
âI was a friend, too and we still fucked!â Luke matched her tone of voice, probably waking the people in the room next to theirs.
Y/N laughed humorlessly âYou have no right to-â
âAnd whose fault is that? Huh? Whose fault is that I cannot call you my girlfriend in front of other people? Whose fault is that I have to stand to the side and watch you flirt with every guy on earth just because âitâs your jobâ?â He asked âY/N, Iâm trying so hard for you to let me in and the only thing you do is push me away! Are you embarrassed by me in any way?â
âNo,â She said, finally meeting his eyes and seeing no more anger in them, just an incredible sadness for both of them âNo, of course notâ
âThen why?â Luke asked, taking a step towards her and cupping her cheek with one hand âWhy canât you let me protect you? Why canât I be with you freely? I know some things are hard for you to talk about, love. I get that. But Iâm drowning here, not knowing what to think or what to say to make you trust meâ
Y/N stayed quiet as she looked into his eyes before looking away. Luke sighed.
âWe donât have to talk about this right now. But weâll have to do it eventuallyâ
âI know,â She said with a string of voice.
âSorry for the things I saidâ
âIâm sorry, tooâ
Luke wanted to kiss her, to comfort her. Even though he is still mad at her, he still has this need to protect her from the wrongs of the world. But sheâs got to let him in first.
Instead, Luke placed a kiss on her head and walked towards the bathroom to get changed for the night. When he came back Y/N was already asleep on her side of the bed, her back turned to Lukeâs side.
He let out a sigh as he turned off the lights, laying down facing the other side as he murmured a âGood nightâ Barely missing the soft sniff she gave in response.
The next morning Luke woke up without her by his side. He felt a tug in his heart as he remembered all the things he said to her, the cruel way in which he implied that it was all her fault when both of them had a bit of blame to put in their names. He wouldnât be surprised if in the middle of the night she decided to leave and sleep somewhere else.
He grabbed his phone from the nightstand, ready to give her a call and apologize properly, hoping sheâd pick up. But just as he was about to press the call button, the door opened.
Y/N walked in, sandwich and orange juice in hand. A small smile came to her lips when she saw him already awake.
âHey,â She said softly, almost like if there were someone else in the room that was sleeping âYou missed breakfast, so I bought you this. Itâs now much but-â
âThank you,â Luke said with complete honesty.
Y/N nodded, walking up to his nightstand to place the drink and the sandwich. But before she could walk away again, Luke grabbed her softly by the arm.
âLuke-â
âIâm sorry,â He said, his baby blue eyes looking into hers. He was sad to see no emotion in them compared with how shiny they were yesterday before the fight âI didnât mean itâ
Y/N let out a sigh as she sat on the bed next to him âNo, youâre notâ She said almost resignedly âAnd yes, you did. And itâs okay, I deserve itâ
Luke shook his head, feeling even worse than before âNo, Y/N I was out of place and-â
âYou were, but that didnât make your words any less than truthful. I hurt you, Luke. Even without wanting toâ She said with a broken voice, but the tears didnât come âBut I want to change that. Tonight, we can talk after the concert. Okay?â
âI donât want to pressure youâ His hand flew to her face, placing a strand of hair behind her back. She smiled softly and kissed the palm of his hand.
âI know, but I want toâ Finally, she got up from the bed and started walking into the bathroom, gathering some of her things. âWeâll start early today with some interviews and sound check, and the girls wanted to go shopping so theyâll meet us there. I will send a car for you before the concert and then weâll talk. Alright?â
She grabbed her back and headed towards the door, giving Luke one last look and a soft smile before she left.
Luke didn't forget how she didnât kiss him before she closed the door.
*
The day passed by and Luke was still in their room. He sat in front of the table with his notebook and pen, writing up words that, at that moment, reminded him of her.
He didnât like how they were acting with each other. How quick everything went to shit after last nightâs mistakes when words were louder than actions until those words became apologies.
Y/N said he didnât mean his apology, and deep down he knew it to be true. He regrets the way he told her, admiring that he would have handled things a little better than he did. But he meant what he said about her pushing him away by not communicating. They were both trying but apparently, they sucked at it.
Truth was, there was no one to blame. Truth was, they were both at fault. And, truth was that he would still fall to his knees for her the moment she asked. Because he had never loved someone as much as he loved her.
When the time of the concert was almost upon him, he quickly jumped into the shower, ignoring all the beeps and rings of his phone as his thoughts and hopes filled his mind. He thought about what he was going to say to her, and he hoped that they could finally get past this and leave this whole situation behind; to start over and just be free.
He was putting on his shirt when his phone started beeping again, finally checking it to see what the fuss was all about.
Thousands upon thousands of notification flooded his screen, and they all said the same thing:
âY/N AND MADDEN BACK TOGETHER?!â
âTHE ENCOUNTER OF THE YEAR! MADDEN BANKS AND Y/N L/N SEEN TOGETHER AGAIN TALKING ON THE OUTSIDES OF THE VENUEâ
âOMG Y/N X MADDEN SHIPPER REJOICE AS THE COUPLE SEEMS TO HAVE REKINDLED THEIR RELATIONSHIP AFTER CHEATING SCANDALâ
Luke felt as if an elephant was standing on top of his chest, losing his balance and falling to the bed with his phone in hand, unable to look away from his screen.Â
His breathing became elaborated as his eyes filled with tears as he read the tweets and article titles. He knew he shouldnât click on them. He knew. And yetâŠ
âLead singer of the band 5 Seconds of Summer, Y/N L/N was last seen talking to her ex-boyfriend, Madden Banks, in a secluded alley outside the venue where the band is going to perform their concert tonight.Â
We last saw the couple last year around August when Madden announced their breakup after cheating scandals came out to the surface. None of the parties made any comments about it, but it was set to believe that Y/N was the one who committed the mistakes after a set of tweets on Bankâs personal account where it said that he was feeling âbroken-heartedâ by the situation and he hoped no one had to get through that ever again.Â
Now it seems that the past is the past! As Y/N and Madden were caught by paparazzi talking again, and by the looks on both their faces it seemed like their relationship was not over after all!Â
We are still waiting for confirmations from either of them but congratulations to the couple â€ïžâ
A set of pictures were attached to the article. All of them of bad quality and from questionable sources.Â
On the first one, you could see Madden smiling with Y/Nâs back facing the camera. On the second one, Madden was closer to her, almost cradling her face as if to kiss her. The third picture had Madden pointing out the paparazzi, a surprised expression plastered on his face as Y/N appeared out of focus. The last picture had Y/N walking away with Madden following behind, both of them with angry faces seemingly for being interrupted.Â
Luke was gripping on his phone tightly, a sense of rage coming over him as he wiped his tears furiously and walked up the door. Turning off his phone before he could read Y/Nâs message:
Y/N: itâs not true! Let me explainâŠ
*
He did not go to the concert that night, nor did he stay in their bedroom, opting for sleeping in the room that was originally assigned to him.Â
His emotions walked him into a bar last night, letting him drown his sorrows in alcohol as he slowly drifted away from his senses. He doesnât remember getting to the hotel, but he does remember not wanting to be with her that night. Feeling betrayed and used, what was the point?Â
It was pretty late when he woke up the next morning, too late for Y/N to even be in the hotel knowing that they still needed to do a lot of press before traveling to their next destination. It was sufficient to say that he was not going to go with them.Â
He was about to book a flight when he noticed his phone died while being turned off last night. He was in such a rush that he forgot to bring his charger with him, but he felt confident that it was safe for him to go back to her room now that she was gone. He would pack all his things and leave, he was not about to endure any of this shit anymore, no matter how much it hurts him.Â
When he opened the door to her room, however, Luke noticed that he was not alone.Â
âYou didnât come last nightâÂ
Y/N was standing by the window, looking at the street through the thin curtain, hoping she might catch a glimpse of Luke walking back to her. She was wearing the hotelâs robe and had her hair tied in a ponytail. Her voice was fragile, tired, and broken as if she spent all night crying.Â
âGood,â thought Luke âat least weâll both be miserableâÂ
Luke didnât answer that, instead, he just asked âI thought youâd be doing the press tourâÂ
She shook her head, her back still facing him as she sniffed âI couldnât go. I didnât know where you wereâÂ
He wouldâve thought it was touching and he mightâve felt bad for her if she hadnât shattered his heart the night before. So he said nothing.Â
âI needed you last night, Luke,â She said, voice a little firmer as she finally turned around. Lukeâs heart ached when he saw her delicate figure, she looked sick, pale, and tired. Her eyes were puffy and her nose was red from all the crying. Part of him wanted to go to her and hold her, but her betrayal was still too fresh on his skin.
Luke scoffed âSure you didâ He didnât intend for his voice to sound with such malice, but it was almost as if his tongue had a brain on itself âWas Madden not enough?âÂ
âStop,âÂ
âIs he here?â He asked, voice mocking interest as he walked around the room âCâmon Asshole!â He called, opening the closet doors and walking into the bathroom âYou won, motherfucker, you can have her! Itâs not like itâs hard anywayâÂ
Her eyes widened at his words, cheeks turning pink at the realization of the insult âLuke!â
âWas this part of your plan?â He asked, turning towards her with nothing but the rage inside his eyes âTo bring me here to make him jealous? To make me fall for you so easily? Is that why we never went public? Ha! Shouldâve known you just wanted a free pass to whore around while still making sure you have a secure fuck waiting back at the hotelâÂ
Y/N froze. Not even Luke could believe the words that were coming out of his mouth, but he was too far gone in his own anger to process them or to take them back.Â
âThis is the part where you apologize,â She said, eyes filling with tears she refused to spill.Â
âNo, this is the part where I tell you to fuck offâ Luke spat, taking a step towards her, not realizing how she flinched as she took a step back âYou know, I tried so fucking hard for months to make you happy. And every day I read those fucking articles that were talking shit about you and every fucking day I told myself that those werenât real. That you werenât like that⊠surprise, surprise! Looks like the cat is out of the bag. Makes sense! Thatâs why you never wanted to talk, you never wanted to admit to what you did because you never take any fucking responsibilities for the damages you cause! I thought I knew you, at least some parts of you. Turns out everyone is right about you. Every fucking word of itâÂ
He turned around, ready to grab his things and go, but the adrenaline was kicking in and he just couldnât stop.
âTell Madden that heâs an idiot for taking you back,â He said with his back turned to her âThat he shouldâve left your cheating ass alone. Let you get what you deserveâ
âI never cheatedâ She mumbled, voice barely above a whisper.Â
He scoffed âYeah, rightâÂ
âI never fucking cheated!â Y/N raised his voice, making Luke turn around to face her. Her face was red with tears and she had her fist clenched to her sides, knuckles white from all the pressure she was putting in.
âI never cheated on Madden! I never fucking cheated on you! On anyone! He cheated on me, repeatedly and with several people for all the course of our relationship! I never touched a person outside ANY of my relationships. I have been nothing but faithful to you and now youâre throwing that shit at me without knowing an ounce of my side of the story?!Â
You want to know, Luke, why I never tell the story as it was? Why itâs so fucking hard for me to tell the story even to the people I love?âÂ
It was a challenge, he knew from the look in her eyes that she was not going to stay quiet any longer. She didnât even wait for his answer.Â
âI was fucking abused, Luke! Physically, mentally, sexually⊠you fucking name it! During that whole relationship. Want me to tell you the details or you could figure it out yourself?! I was getting beaten almost daily! I had to hide the bruises and cuts in front of the guys as they slowly watched me fall apart. I had to lie to them for YEARS because I genuinely thought he loved me. He said he did so I believed him. It wasnât until one night where he got too far that I had to tell myself that it was enough. But what could I say? I was so fucking embarrassed I couldnât go to the media that calls me a liar every chance they have! I couldnât go to the police because he has money and could easily get away with it! I was so fucking alone until I met you and⊠You took his sideâÂ
Luke felt like his heart was taking a punch with every word that she said. Every tear that fell off her eyes was like a knife in the back. The guilt was eating him inside out, crashing into him like a tsunami. He shouldâve kept his mouth shut, he shouldnât have let his emotions take the reins, he shouldâve... He felt all of his emotions turn to mush, all but shame as he stared into her eyes knowing he was the one who fucked up.Â
âY/N-â
âI needed you last night when he cornered me. I needed you by my side as I broke down backstage because you werenât answering your phone. How do you think I felt when I came into our room and found it empty? I was ready to tell you everything and then you just decided that wasnât worth it anymore. That I wasnât worthy anymore. All without giving me a chanceâ She cried, shattering sobs running through her body as she remembered the feeling of hopelessness she had âNot only that, but I come to find this on your side of the bedâ
She threw his notebook at him, he didnât need to open it to know what she read. Already regretting leaving it there.Â
âSometimes, you're a stranger in my bed
Don't know if you love me or you want me dead.
Some days, you're the best thing in my life
Sometimes when I look at you, I see my wife
Then you turn into somebody I don't know
And you push me away
Fight so dirty, but your love's so sweet
Talk so pretty, but your heart got teeth
Late-night devil, put your hands on me
And never let goâÂ
She recited the words by memory, having read them over and over again as she waited for him to come back.
âIs that really how you see me, Luke?â She asked, voice broken as she looked into his eyes.Â
Luke felt his body tremble with shame as he looked at her. He has never seen her look so sad and fragile before, the smile he loved so much was gone and he knew he might never see it again. He wanted to scream that thatâs now how he saw her at all. Those words were written out of frustration, out of anger. He wanted to tell her that sheâs the most amazing, loving, strong, intelligent person he know but... how could he even look her in the eyes?
He knew that he went too far. That he shouldâve given her a chance to explain what happened instead of just letting the media fill his brain with lies; lies he believed without question because of his insecurities. He broke the strongest girl heâs ever known, but she was still standing.Â
Despite the hurt, he caused her, she was still standing in front of him. Demanding answers he doesnât know how to give. Still being so much braver than him.
âY/N, I-â He began, voice breaking as he was left speechless. How could he ask for her forgiveness now that he broke every ounce of trust she held for him?Â
âLuke, I think you should leave,â She said, rounding her arms around her torso as she looked back at the window. Unable to hold her gaze to him any longer.Â
âNo,â Luke begged of her. Pleaded, even âY/N, baby donât-âÂ
âLeaveâ She repeated more firmly âIf Iâm such a monster, the best thing we can do is for you to go homeâÂ
She turned her back to him once again, and he knew that he had just lost the battle he was too scared to even fight.
Y/N cried silent tears as she heard him gather his belongings and pack his bags, feeling as if she might collapse into the floor if she werenât holding herself too tightly. If she concentrated, she could hear him cry, too, until he closed the last of his bags and walked through the door.
Because, after all, he would still go to the ends of the world if she asked.
.
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Pairing: Midoriya x reader
Warningsâ ïž: None
Word Count: 3149
S/o That Comes From a Quirkless Country
You stepped off the plane in Masutafu, Japan. A beautiful town known for the famous UA High School.
You looked around the airport, nothing seemed really out of the ordinary from what you were you used to.
No one seemed to being breathing fire or levatating in mid air, even the people looked exactly like they did back home.
âWell I guess they still do have laws restricting their quirks, huh?â You muttered to yourself. You continued to walk towards the exit of the airport.
You were pretty tense, looking at all the people around you knowing that almost every single one of them possessed some kind of supernatural power and could use it in a moments time.
You had only heard of quirks in passing. When you were young, you almost didnât believe they were real.
Though as you grew up, it started to be discussed more and more in your life.
About how 80% of people had these abilities and how you were completely shut out from them all.
You see, the island you grew up on was one made of people who did not want to explore the extraordinary, who didnât want to explore the world of quirks.
They all had different reasons for coming to the island. For some, quirks were against their religion, some just didnât like the idea of quirks, others were born quirkless and came for escape from the constant torment that people would give them.
As for you, well you didnât really have a choice to be there. You were born under parents who didnât except what they called âfreaks of natureâ. They hated the idea of a quirkfull society and so they lived among people who felt the same as them.
Although, you didnât have a quirk yourself, you were definitely interested in them. You just didnât know whether you liked the idea of quirks or not.
It wasnât that they were bad, but they could definitely be used for not so good things and if you went into a society where you were completely defenseless from those sort of things, you could loose your life within a second.
Nonetheless, you still wanted to see them, they just fascinated you from the first time you heard of them.
So you took the steps to be able to foreign exchange in a town known for strong quirks. It wasnât much, but at least you could finally see what all the fuss was about.
Your parents were not happy with this, but you convinced them after years of begging and so now here you were, walking to the house you would be staying for the next few years.
As you walked down the street, occasionally looking down at your phone for directions, you noticed all the different buildings and places as well as the people you passed by.
Once again, you were met with nothing but what seemed normal.
âFor a place filled with super powers, youâd think there would be something a little more interesting.â You sighed to yourself, continuing on your journey to your place.
Though after about a half hour of walking, you sorta ran into a slight inconvenience.
âWhere the hell am I?â
Yup, you were completely lost. You looked at your surroundings to of course see unfamiliar buildings.
âDamn it, what purpose does a map app have if it only makes you confused!â You said under your breath as you started fidgeting with you screen, adjusting the map of your current area to see where you were.
âU-um... excuse me maâam, do you need some help?â A stranger asked, standing in front of you.
âAh! Yes, actually!â You looked up at the person to see a young man about your age.
He had green hair that was black at the roots, his eyes the same shade as his hair, and heâs had freckles which complimented his round shaped face.
His outfit was pretty plain. A white t-shirt that had the words ALL M on them. You guessed that was a reference to what you knew as the top hero in this place called All Might. He was also wearing cargo shorts, a pair of red shoes, and a yellow school bag strapped to his shoulders.
He was kinda... pretty... in a way. Though, you werenât going to admit that to yourself.
âUh...â you hesitated, realizing that you were staring at him. âI-Iâm kinda new here and Iâm just looking for my new place, but I got loss.â You chuckled at your own stupidity.
He told you itâs totally fine and that it could get a bit confusing navigating before asking you for the address.
You were a bit skeptical giving a random dude on the street your address, but you didnât get a bad feeling from him and he overall seemed like a kind person, so you decided that it would be better to trust him then try to find the place yourself.
You gave him the address and he smiled. âI recognize that street name. Itâs a about a twenty minute walk that way.â He pointed to your left. âDo you want me to walk you there or do you just want to go by yourself, I could give you more specific instructions?â He asked.
You considered the options. âWell if itâs not an issue, do you mind walking me their, Iâm not very good with directions.â You smiled awkwardly.
He nodded his head enthusiastically and started walking while motioning you to come with him.
You immediately started to trail him, an awkward silence following you guys.
âSo... whatâs your name?â You attempted to start a conversation.
âIzuku Midoriya, how about you?â
âIâm (Y/n) (L/n), nice to meet you Midoriya.â You smiled at him.
âSame here.â He replied. âSo where are from? You said you were new here right?â
You considered whether you should tell him or not, you had done quite a bit of research on the outside of your island and so you knew a lot about people from these countries, but you werenât sure how they felt about the people where you are from. For all you knww they could hate you.
âUm... well.â You hesitated. âDo you know about those countries where people live without quirks and such...?â You asked, hopefully seeing how he would react.
He looked at you with shocked eyes. âWait are you from one of them?!â He shouted.
âWell... yeah, I am. Specifically Hakosaka Island.â You looked away from him in fear of his response.
âSeriously!!! Thatâs so cool!â You turned to him with a shocked expression, a blush coated your cheeks.
Though to your surprise, he started rummaging through his bag and brought out a notebook and pen.
âDo you have a quirk yourself? Is the technology different there? Why did you decide to live there? Have you ever seen someone use a quirk? Why did you leave? Do you have certain rules of leaving the island? Do you get to see quirks on tv or in books? What are the people like there?â
One after another, questions started leaving the boys mouth and despite you not saying a word, he had already started writing something down in his notebook.
Although it was a bit sudden and overwhelming, it wasnât bad by any means. You were just glad he didnât hate you or anything.
You giggled a bit. âUh... how about we stop by my place so I could drop off my stuff. Then we could maybe go to a teashop or something and I could answer your questions.â
He noticed what he started doing and immediately blushed. âOh my- Iâm so sorry, I have a habit of doing this.â He fiddled with his pen. âThough, if you donât mind, could we please do that. Iâve never met someone from a quirkless society.â He smiled at you.
You nodded to him as you guys continued walking while making other small talk.
Once you had gotten to your place, you insisted on Midoriya coming in, but he refused and said that heâll just wait for you outside.
So you made your way into the house, it was your first time there and the place was pretty nice from what you can see, but you made sure not to check it out just yet since you didnât want to keep the boy waiting.
So you sat down all the bags that you were carrying and made your way back outside.
âYou ready?â You asked him as you approached him. He gave a quick âyesâ before you guys started to make your way down the sidewalk.
âDo you know any cafes around here?â You asked.
âSure! Thereâs one a couple blocks away.â He told you and you gave him an âokayâ before walking along side him as he led the way.
You had only met the guy about thirty minutes ago, but for some reason you felt oddly comfortable around him, like he was an old friend
He just seemed so caring and kind, like you could easily trust him with your life. It was just a warmth that you have never felt from another person and you could tell he was incredibly special.
You snapped out of your thoughts as the two of you turned a corner that led you to the cafe.
Once you guys got in the cozy looking cafe, you both sat down at an empty table before going to order. You got your favorite drink and Midoriya just got a tea. You guys then went to sit down again.
âAnyway, what did you want to ask me?â You asked and the boy immediately started asking you multiple questions about your island and you yourself, all while simultaneously writing the information down. By the time you guys were done, it had already been an hour and a half.
âI think thatâs all I have. Thank you so much, you really didnât need to do this for me.â He bowed his head slightly.
âItâs no problem, though do you think I could ask you a few questions as well?â
âOf course.â He replied.
You grinned at the beaming male. âI guess Iâll start with, do you have a quirk?â
He nodded. âYup! Itâs pretty much a super power quirk, I can enhance my puches, kicks, or jumps.â
âWow! Thatâs so cool!â You beamed.
He chuckled. âYeah, I would show you, but I canât unless thereâs an emergency of course.â He told you, you already knew this information, but there was something a bit off with it.
âWait, what do you mean in an emergency? I thought you canât use quirk in public at all. I mean, unless youâre a hero.â Maybe you were just over thinking it, but you needed to know this information if you were going to be living here.
Midoriya looked a little shocked about how much you knew on quirks. âOh! Yeah, youâre right, but Iâm actually a hero in training and I have my provisional license, so as long as there is an emergency, I can use my quirk freely in public.â He revealed, rubbing the back of his neck in an awkward manner.
Your jaw dropped for a second. âHero in training.â Doesnât that mean that he goes to a hero school. Wait, but if were in Masutafu and he goes to a hero school, does that mean that heâs a student a UA High. Like the greatest hero school of all time.
You shook your head lightly, for all you know he could be going to a different school and just was visiting here.
Even so, it was pretty coincidental that you met a hero in training on your first hour here. Whatâs the chances of that really?
âW-woah seriously, thatâs so cool! What school do you train at?â You asked him.
His face turned red by the pure admiration and curiosity in your voice. âI-I go to UA.â He replied.
âThatâs incredible!!! You must be super strong then!â You smiled so wide in an innocent manner.
âAha, t-thank you.â He was pretty much a tomato at this point with all the praise he was receiving from you.
âItâs pretty cool, though do to recent villain attacks, we actually have to live on campus.â He paused for a second, thinking about something.
âW-which reminds me that itâs almost time for curfew to end. I think I have to go. I-I mean, I still have time to drop you off at your place if you need me to.â He offered.
âOh okay. If you donât mind, that would be great!â You smiled.
After that, you both got up and made your way out the cafe and down the street.
You asked Midoriya a couple more questions about his school and such and he answered them happily.
Though, as you guys were approaching you house, disaster struck.
From a store that you guys just walked by, an explosion erupted from the inside. You saw people running from the burning building while screaming in fear.
You on the other hand, just stood there, completely frozen. You didnât even notice Midoriya running into the store to help evacuate people.
You werenât sure how to react to this, you werenât even sure what was happening. All you could do was stare.
After a few moments, someone walked out of the store, the person was a middle aged man and floating right above his hand was a small ball of flames.
You knew this was a quirk, but actually seeing it with your own eyes was a whole other expirence and not a good one to say the least.
It was terrifying, thinking that a quirk can cause so much distruction and bring the fear out in so many people.
You noticed just how defenseless you were against these powers, how you could loose your life so easily in this world.
What were you doing here? You didnât belong here.
The man turned to you and started making his way to where you were, a sinister grin on his face as his palm ignighted even more aggressive flames.
He started taunting you in some sort of way, but you couldnât hear the taunts, all you could hear was your pounding heart beat and some sort of ringing in your ears.
Everything went so slow. You breaths were ragged and sweat formed on your face. You couldnât move or say anything.
You were beyond horrorfied and as the man approached you step by step.
All you could think was how you wished you stayed home. How you wished that you never went out of your safe and secure island. How could people live like this?
â(L/n)!!!â You heard a shout from your side before seeing green sparks all around you as everything else blurred
In a seconds notice you were in Midoriyaâs arms out of the villainâs sight.
âAre you okay? The Pros will be here soon so letâs get you out of here.â You heard the boy speak down at you, but you couldnât process a words he was saying.
You just stared at him with wide eyes as a green sparks from earlier shrouded the two of you. Was this his quirk? Was that why you were moving to fast?
So many thoughts circled through your head, it was so overwhelming and you were sure what to do.
What did you get yourself into?
As soon as Midoriya saw the expression on your face, one of total fear and shock, he understood the situation.
This was your first time ever seeing a quirk and it wasnât very pleasant experience either. No wonder you were horrified.
âItâs okay, youâre going to be okay (L/n).â He tried to reassure you as he started running with his quirk all the way to your home.
As soon as he made it, he set you down on the front yard of the house. You wobbled and would have fallen if Midoriya didnât catch you.
âWoah there!â He steadied you and waited until you were in a stable condition.
âAre you okay?â He asked, looking into your eyes with concern.
âI-I donât know.â You confessed.
âEverythingâs okay, weâre away from the danger, can I see your keys so I could let you in?â He asked.
It took you a second to register what he said, but as soon as you did, you fumbled in your pocket for your keys. You handed them to him and he led you inside.
As soon as you got in, he sat you down on a unpacked box and went to go a glass of water for you.
You, on the other hand was finally getting out of your momentary shock and as soon Midoriya returned with water, you took it from him and gulped the entire cup down.
âIâm sorry.â You told the boy, ashamed of your actions.
He shook his head while crouching down beside you. âDonât be, it must have been terrifying to see a quirk for the first time. Especially being used against youâ You nodded to his phrase.
âBut the Pro Heroes will handle it, he wasnât a very strong villain anyways.â
âI-I just never thought I would be so weak against them. M-maybe I should go back home. I donât think I can live here.â You stuttered realize just how scary this world is.
âI understand where youâre coming from. If you want to go back to your island, thatâs all up to you and I have no right to say otherwise, but...â he hesitated before grasping your hands and looking into your eyes.
âQuirks are not just used for distruction, their is a whole other beautiful side to quirks and I think you would love it if you just explored it!â He beamed, sqeezing your hands slightly.
âSo how about you stick around, you could meet my friends in school, and my teachers. We could go to all the quirk museums together and we could train together to get you stronger. Like I said, if you want to go home you can, but you could also stay here and Iâll make sure to be with you the entire time so you wonât have to worry! What do you say?â Midoriyaâs eyes sparkled as he anticipated your reply.
You stared at him, all of a sudden your heart beat increased and you felt a flutter travel through you stomach as you stared into the boyâs emerald like eyes.
What was this feeling?
âI guess it wouldnât be that bad.â Your words were shaky, but you smiled at him lightly.
He smiled as well and nodded. âThen Itâs settled. How about I give you my number and we could hang out on my next off day.â He said letting, go of your hands and getting up from his crouched position.
âYeah. Sounds like a plan.â You replied.
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Magnum PI 3.06 - The Day Danger Walked In
Where do I even begin with this episode?
Once more this was just an overall enjoyable episode with all my favorite bits! Miggy, fun side plot for the guys, (though I missed the Ferrari and beautiful Hawaii aerial shotsâŠ)and once more a totally coincidental very dangerous situation because of mostly bad luck.
I think Iâm going to start with the last one.
This episode features the second full episode of hostage-by situations weâve gotten this season. What else have we had this season - 5 episodes in? Well, letâs see the two robbery/hostage episodes, Higgy being shot. A plane crash. Now Ethan getting shot. (Plus the weird stalker in the white SUV.) 3.04 was the only really case-like ânormalâ episode weâve had!
Everything is a bit higher stakes this season (we also got the Juliet/Ethan thing, suddenly giving us some emotional âdangerâ, making us wonder how this will impact Magnum and Higginsâ relationship.) Danger is around every coroner. So ride out a hurricane in peace? Nope, forget it!
And while I very much enjoy the higher stakes, it starts becoming a little unbelievable (what? A TV show being unbelievable?). But itâs more the coincidences of how things go from âbadâ to âOMGâ that sometimes get to me. How is it they canât even go for a green card interview in peace? 10 minutes earlier of an appointment time, that episode would not have existed. Like being trapped in a storm isnât enough, we gotta add armored car robbers! The probability of them picking La Marianna is just so small it annoys me a bit.
I do enjoy it more when Magnum and Higgins are on a case and that leads them into danger. Being shot or crashing a plane because you went out and looked for trouble makes sense (even if itâs very unbelievable too I knowâŠ) Danger just happening⊠itâs a little bit of lazy writing in my opinion. I mean wasnât it enough that the storm warning came just as Ethan had arrived but not before they had time to leave on their date? That alone is a fairly big coincidence...Â
I mean I still really enjoyed this episode. It wasnât all hostage but a lot of stuff around it, and it was more of a backdrop. Something to cause problems that had to be solved by various people working together and thus showing off their dynamic and letting them interact (such as Ethan and Magnum with the gas + talk about Higgy, Magnum/Higgy/Ethan when he was shot, Kumu/ Shammy and even Ethan/Higgy a little.)
All the relationship stuff is really what this episode is all about. We got TC and Rick moments (with Thomas being a little bit of confidant) about trust and being partners, Ethan/Higgy/Magnum - how does Ethan fit in stuff, separate from that some Miggy feels and Juliet asking/hoping Thomas and Ethan if they can be friends because she thinks her and Ethan might get serious and just all around through-out the episode Juliet being quite worried about what Thomas thinks of her boyfriend.Â
Yet while we got a lot of stuff going on (some quite coincidental), still it felt like just the right amount of everything. A bit of Ethan, some jealous Magnum, not too much case, just enough fun and games and crazy to make it never boring and some good heart to heart feel-y moments to give some pay off towards the end. Itâs like they finally found their groove this season and almost every episode just feels like itâs really working on all levels!
My fave moments
I had some favorite moments; Gordon going âShe really wanted that power sawâ about Juliet when they were putting up boards at the beginning. She really did and it was so fun. I love when Higgy doesn't get what she wants and is a bit salt-y with someone other than Thomas...
Magnum being all âItâs like me dating a client!â Um hello excuse me but did you not ask out Mittenâs the catâs owner? (Well her mom, if weâre being technical?) Sure itâs totally about Ethan having been Higgyâs doctorâŠ
Juliet being all âThomas likes you fineâ but then becoming suddenly super observant of how he acts and then realizing heâs not fine with it? Going so far as to actually start on a âEthan seems to think-â before Magnum interrupts with dead security guard photos.
Magnum actually admitting heâs not sure how to share Higgy with Ethan...
Rick being tormented by the fact that he lied to TC.
Juliet drying off Ethan and handing Magnum a towel and the way he smiles and then looks so forlorn! Itâs just so...I donât know but it gives me feels and I need gifs.
The last two minutes are my favorite. From Higgy showing up, Rick sending her over to paint with Magnum, her being all âlooks fineâ âliarâ, her thanking him for being nice but admitting âit was really stupidâ about Ethan rushing in and getting shot. That was just amazing.Â
That whole end bit was just so pure and sweet and my poor baby face when sheâs all âitâs pretty serious, I want you guys to be friendsâ. Someone hug him.
(Also who taught you how to paint? Youâre just painting in the same spot over and over again!! I know itâs about them having a moment but Iâm low-key annoyed on Rickâs behalf on them both sucking at it!)
Speaking of annoyed⊠(Ethan rant-ish bits up)Â
Iâm not sure how I feel about Ethan being shot and all of them being locked in a freezer (I know would have preferred a Magnum/Higgy locked in a freezer and itâs very cold story-line...but you know, we take what we can get). Him being shot felt very random and I think we almost could have just done without it? Like he could have been smacked with a gun and had a head wound. I mean I guess the only reason for him getting shot in the leg is to make sure Juliet doesn't end up going ice skating with him⊠(Or to make sure we donât have to see him while heâs getting his leg back in working order... )
What was that anyways?
Ethan plans on taking Higgy ice skating and we learn that Juliet has apparently never been from Magnum. A) Why do I love that Magnum just know this, like they talked about it? B) What respectable English person has never been ice skating? C) If Ethan knew sheâd never been, why would he suggest it? Unless she asked to go. I mean I get maybe he was hoping for a cute âtrust me, I wonât let you fallâ sort of situation, but heâs been on a number of dates with Higgy by now. He must know how she hates being well... not the best at something (everything...) Going skating was not really a good plan.
Also who the heck goes ice skating in HAWAII!!! I mean come on Ethan! Youâre a doctor, youâre supposed to be smart. Why not have a romantic beach picnic, much better chances of something fun going down⊠Iâm just saying.Â
Anyways, I honestly donât know what to feel about Ethan. I like that he seems nice and not threatened by Magnum (well, for now, spend another few hours with them, you might not be so chillâŠ) and sees that working with him is important to Juliet. Frankly I just hope things get serious with them, but in the end Juliet realizes heâs not for her and just breaks up with him because she wants to. Not because heâs a bad guy working for evil SUV guy or because does something awful. Just because while she likes him, she doesn't feel like heâs the one. Since this season seems to be drama-drama I think something dramatic is bound to happen⊠but I guess weâll see!
In Conclusion
I loved it, but was a bit annoyed at some parts. I feel like everything is just flowing so well this season and I canât wait to see how the big bad turns out and the Ethan thing and La Marianna and just all around Iâm more invested in everything.
Next weekâs episode looks very exciting! Iâm excited for some dramatic (yet we took this case so itâs not that unrealistic) stuff going down. Kidnappings and Miggy freaking out when âtragedy occursâ (and maybe having some moments). I must say as much as I enjoyed this end scene last weekâs Miggy end moment (3.04( beats this oneâs by just a tiny amount...Â
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Family Outing
Authors Note: Here is the request for @ly--canthropeâ, I hope you like it lovely. If not I will write you a new one!Â
Warnings: None, pure family fluff!Â
You watched as Faye and Walter bickered about what they should bring on the trip, Faye wanted to bring an outdoor shower and Walter didnât want to assemble it.Â
âNot in a million years, kid.â He said with a shake of his head, arms crossed in his signature pose. Faye snorted at him, an eyebrow raised as she stood in the same manner. You grinned from the kitchen, a laugh threatening to come out.Â
Walterâs eyes met yours and they narrowed at your amusement, not enjoying the situation playing out in front of him. Â
âFaye, they have showers there.â Fayeâs face looked horrified at the notion.Â
âDo you know how many people use those? I could end up with warts on my feet!âÂ
âThat why you wear shoes.â
âWhat, so I can squelch every time I walk? No thanks. Itâs coming or we arenât going.â By this point you couldnât contain your laughter, your stomach hurt as you doubled over, cheeks hot from the exertion.Â
âWalt, babe, I donât think you are winning this one.â You wheezed as you fell onto the couch. He grunted as he walked over to you and pushed you over so he could sit.Â
âIf youâre bringing it you have to pack it.â Faye grinned in victory as she walked out of the door, dragging the shower behind her.Â
âThat girl is spoiled.â You hummed as you moved to straddle the detective.Â
âYou sure you wonât come along?â Your fingers brushed under his eye, before tangling in his beard gently.Â
âIâm sure. Itâs your and Fayeâs weekend, spend some time with her, she misses you.âÂ
âYou donât miss me?â He questioned as he wrapped his arms around your waist, his thumbs brushing the skin under your shirt.Â
âI always miss you, but Iâm not sure she would want me there and I donât want her to think that Iâm trying to take you from her.â He sighed as his head bowed and rested against your chest.Â
âYou two are disgusting.â You jumped at the sound of Fayeâs voice and Walter groaned. You pulled away from Walt and got up, turning to smile at the teenage girl.Â
âYou keep an eye on him for me, yeah?â She frowned at you eyes furrowed.Â
âYou arenât coming with us?â The question was genuine confusion. Now it was your turn to frown.Â
âNo, itâs your guyâs weekend. I will be fine here, I have wine and pasta and a good book.â Fayeâs face took on a look of pure sarcasm.Â
âYeah, because that sounds like the best weekend ever. You and dad are hardly ever separated, how will you two cope?âÂ
âFaye,â Walter warned, his eyes narrowed. Faye threw her arms into the air,Â
âIts an observation and the truth!â Your lips twitched and you quickly placed a hand over your mouth before Walter could notice your amusement. Faye turned back to you,Â
âGo pack a bag! You are coming with, otherwise, dad will mope around.âÂ
âI do not mope.âÂ
âYes, you do.â You and Faye said together. Walter looked on incredulously,Â
âYou take her side now?âÂ
âI take whoeverâs side has the biggest tent.â You replied as you quickly ran past him, his hand shot out and smacked your ass as you passed. A light yelp escaped your mouth and you turned and glared at your boyfriend. He gave a cheeky smile and winked before bending down and gathering the rest of the supplies to load into the truck.Â
Huffing you walked upstairs and quickly packed a go-bag and changed your clothes, something told you this trip was going to be a little unconventional.Â
You walked down the stairs in time to see Walter and Faye having a silent conversation. Pausing you watched, trying to figure out if you were intruding. Faye glanced up at you and quickly smiled before walking out the front door.Â
âEverything okay?â Walter had an excited glint in his eye before you could ask him about it he took your bag for you and grabbed your hand in his.Â
âYeah, nothing to worry about, sweetheart. Câmon, letâs go.âÂ
âOkay?â You muttered as you locked the front door behind you and Walter helped you into the truck.Â
It had been a few hours since the three of you had left and by that time the family bonding songs had been taken over by bickering and then finally, silence. Walter had one hand on the steering wheel, the other was placed atop yours. Your feet were curled up on the seat next to you and Faye was in the back, her headphones in and her schoolwork out as she tried to write something down before Walter could hit another pothole.Â
You had just turned your head to check on Faye when you noticed a wicked grin take over her face. Your stomach dropped at the look, she only looked like that when she was tormenting her father.Â
âHey, dad?â Her voice was too innocent and you unconsciously tightened your fingers around Walterâs hand. He looked over at you with a head tilt but you hadnât noticed, too focused on watching Faye.Â
âYeah?âÂ
âWhatâs another word for âcumâ?â Walter nearly drove off the road at the question. You shrieked as the car swerved and you immediately reached your hand out to protect Faye. The truck was pulled over to the side of the road and Walter turned in his seat, his eyes wide and face pale.Â
âEveryone okay?â You breathed in deeply as your hands fell down to your sides. Faye was cackling in the backseat, her school books had been thrown to the floor, and her hair was a mess across her face.Â
âLetâs do it again!â She crooned as Walter sighed from beside you, his hands coming up and clenching the wheel, his head bowing forward to rest.Â
âAre you okay, babe?â You asked as you brushed a hand down his back.Â
âJust give me a second.â He muttered as he took a deep breath. You turned an looked over at Faye who was watching with a barely concealed grin.Â
âWas that necessary?â You chided. Faye shrugged her shoulders,Â
âIt was funny and you know it.âÂ
âWe are going to have a very long talk when we get back home,â Walter uttered as he straightened up and pulled the car back onto the road. You shot Faye a warning look before turning back to face the front. There was an annoyed sigh from behind, but soon the scratch of the pencil began again and you relaxed.Â
Your hand reached over and landed on Walterâs thigh. He tilted his head towards you, letting you know he appreciated the gesture. A soft smile touched your lips and the three of you sat in silence as the truck rumbled down the road.Â
It wasnât long before Walter pulled off onto a dirt road, trees converging in a beautiful green canopy overhead. Patches of sunlight glinting through the leaves as you traveled further down the road. The sound of gravel crunching under the tires alerted you to the camp area.Â
Excitement tingled through your body it had been years since you had been out in nature like this, and the fact that you were with your boyfriend and his daughter made it all the better. Hopefully, you and Faye could get closer while on this trip.Â
âAlright, ladies, out we go,â Walter said as he turned the ignition off and unbuckled. Turning his body to better face us, his one knee resting on the seat, the other leg on the floor. His arm was across the back of the seat and his eyes shined with glee and relaxation. You hadnât seen him like this before, it was definitely a new favorite.Â
âI will get the tents up, Y/N you can set up the kitchen and food area, and Faye you get firewood and your disaster of a shower.â Faye rolled her eyes, but she was quickly unbuckled and out of the car before you could open your mouth to agree. A delighted laugh escaped your lips as you rubbed your palms together.Â
âIâm so excited, Walt! The fresh air, sâmores, and swimming and being able to cuddle up next to you in a sleeping bag is going to be amazing!â You hadnât realized that you were rambling, your body almost humming in your seat as you unbuckled and bounced out of the car. You completely missed the fond exasperated look, Water had shot you. His lips pulled up into a silly smile, he rounded the truck to help you untangle the bags from the campfire stove.Â
âDonât pull on that one, lovely,â Walter said.Â
âYou arenât allowed to pack the truck anymore.â You complained as you tugged at a duffel bag, trying to pull it free from the others.Â
âWhatâs wrong with it? I think itâs packed exceptionally well.âÂ
âIt looks like a game of Tetris gone wrong, Walter.â You teased as you finally managed to get the duffel bag free, which lead to the rest of the bags and cookware to come falling out after it. You shrieked as pots and pans clanked onto the ground, the sound of Walterâs laugh brought you out of your momentary fear.Â
âUgh, you did that on purpose.â You sniffed as you threw your hair back over your shoulder and sauntered away.Â
âI told you not to pull on it.â He argued. You kindly ignored him as you went about putting the duffel and stove onto the picnic bench.Â
âWhere did the cooler go?â You asked as Walter came over, the aforementioned cooler in his hands.Â
âNever mind, all the food is in there right? I donât want to have to make a fishing trip in the middle of the night.â You teased as Walter put the cooler down next to your hip. He grunted as he surveyed the area around you two, you looked at him bemused.Â
âBabe, its a campground, nothing bad is going to happen to us out here. No need to be scary face, Walter.â He shot you an unimpressed look and you held your hands up in surrender.Â
âJust thought it would do you some good, you donât want wrinkles ruining that pretty face of yours.â
âWe need to break up.â He deadpanned as he stalked over to you, a playful glint in his blue eyes. A laugh bubbled past your lips and you quickly shook your head.Â
âCanât get rid of me that easily, Detective.â His arms came around your waist pulling your chest flush to his. Your hands went around his neck, your fingers tangling in his curls.Â
âHmm, probably right.â His lips came down on yours, centimetres from actually locking when there was a loud groan from behind you. You jumped, your fingers tightening in Walterâs hair, yanking by accident. He growled at the action, his fingers digging into your hips.Â
âOh God! Sorry, Walt.â You mumbled as you released his curls and smoothed them down, massaging the area to lessen the pain.Â
âWhy canât you two be normal adults who canât stand to be around one another?âÂ
âItâs healthy to show affection, Faye.âÂ
âItâs not healthy for me.â She countered as she dropped the firewood by the fire pit and went to get her shower set up.Â
âA ray of sunshine,â Walter uttered as he released you and went over to the tent.Â
âHey, Walt?â He looked over to you, an eyebrow arched and lips pursed.Â
âYouâre my ray of sunshine.â You ended the line with a wink and tongue sticking out. He snorted and flipped you off as he went back to the tent.Â
âWell, that wasnât very nice.â You muttered to yourself as you went about unpacking the food. Hamburgers and hot dogs were brought out if the cooler along with the beer and soda cans. You left the buns and condiments in the cooler, you didnât want o to attract too many critters right away or it would be a very long weekend.Â
You prepared the burgers and hot dogs, adding the seasonings as you listened to Walter curse the âretched tentâ over and over again. Faye had finished the shower and was sitting across from you, a soda in her hand as she watched her father struggle.Â
âMaybe you should offer to help him?âÂ
âThat is âmanâs workâ and Iâm not about to go through that discussion again.â Faye shuddered. An exasperated expression reached your features but you kept your mouth shut and went back to doing your own thing.Â
It took Walter a few hours but he finally managed to get the tent up, albeit a little crooked but it still stood and would work until morning. Faye sent you an amused look as the three of you settled down in your chairs, blankets resting over your legs.Â
The fire was crackling and popping as it danced amongst the driftwood, the different colors from the salt whispering through the air like willow-wisps. A content smile touched your lips as you took in your little makeshift family. You and Faye were getting closer the longer you were with Walter. You never wanted her to think that you were trying to replace her mother. You saw Faye as your daughter whether she wanted you there or not.Â
You were pulled out of your thoughts at the sound of Walterâs snores. You jumped when one of them sounded like a chainsaw. Fayeâs lips curled up into a snarl at the sound.Â
âI have some ear plugs if you need them, he tends to be louder out here. I donât know if he is trying to out snore himself or if he is trying to scare away any wandering bears.â Her eyes were focused on the fire and her fingers were playing with her dark hair.Â
Something was bothering her but it wasnât your place to try and get her to talk. She would come to you if she really needed your opinion.Â
âWant a piece of chocolate? I managed to snag a few bars before your father could get a hold of them.â You teased as you waved the chocolate bar in front of you. Her eyes widened and she was up and out of her seat and in front of you in seconds.Â
âPlease tell me you have marshmallows and graham crackers too.â Her eyes were dark and pleading. You chuckled softly and nodded your head. She grabbed a bar and plopped down in front of you, her back leaning against your legs. It was quiet as the two of you watched her roast the marshmallows. She swore softly when one of them caught on fire.Â
You snorted when it melted off of the stick and into the flames.Â
âThat was a waste of gooey goodness, you had one job, Faye.â You brought her head around and stuck her tongue out at you before turning back and focusing on the remaining marshmallow. Without conscious thought, your hands reached out and started running through her hair, braiding it back from her face.Â
You hummed softly as you worked before Faye turned and faced you, her hands on your knees.Â
âI have to tell you something but I donât know how to do it.â Your humming stopped as you cocked your head and waited quietly.Â
Taking a deep breath, âMaybe you should just come right out and say it? You know Iâm not one to judge. What is said between us is kept between us, not even your father will know.â You said quietly as you watched her, her eyes bouncing from object to object, refusing to meet your eyes.Â
âIâm sorry for not being more welcoming when you and dad were starting out. I was upset at him and I took it out on you.â You blinked in surprise, not expecting the girl to tell you that.Â
âIâm not here to replace or take over. I do love your father, very much.â Your words were hushed, almost like you were telling a secret.Â
âI know that⊠now.â You closed your eyes at her words. âI had a really long talk with my mom before the trip about you guys. Itâs hard for us to even have a conversation about dad, then you throw in the fact that he is seeing someone and it makes it super uncomfortable for her.âÂ
You winced at her words, your shoulders slumping down.Â
âIâm not telling you this to make you feel bad!â She rushed out, eyes wide and her hands shaking back and forth. A watery laugh left your lips,
âItâs okay.âÂ
âI told dad about the conversation when you walked into the room earlier.â You felt dread fill your stomach, was this the last time that you were going to see them? Was Walter going to break-up with you after this weekend? You swallowed weakly at the thought.Â
âThis is going horribly,â Faye uttered as she sagged to the ground in front of you. You both sat in silence as you both thought over the discussion. Then there was a whispered,Â
âMom?â Your head snapped down towards Faye, panic filling you.Â
âDid your phone die? Do you need to call your mom to come and get you?â God, you knew you shouldnât have come out this weekend. Fayeâs eyes followed you in confusion.Â
âWhat? No, Iâm calling you Mom now. Why would you think I needed to call my Mom for?â Your heart jumped to your throat at her words.Â
âYou...Iâm⊠Mom?â You asked, your voice cracking on the words. Faye mistook your confusion for anger and she quickly backpedaled.Â
âNo, no itâs okay, I take it back. I donât want to make you cry!â You laughed as you reached out and grabbed the girl by her arms and pulled her against you. Hugging her tightly to your body, tears running down your cheeks in relief and happiness.Â
âYou can call me Mom, I will never ever want you to not call me that. You are my daughter, even though Iâm not the one to give birth to you, you are still my girl.â You breathed as you ran your fingers through her hair.Â
Faye relaxed against you, her hands coming up and clutching at your shirt. Your head turned as you pressed kisses to Fayeâs cheeks and you met Walterâs warm blue gaze, a proud smile resting on his lips. He gave you a quick wink before he moved over and engulfed you both in his arms, kissing the tops of your heads lovingly.Â
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The Joker x Reader -Â âAshesâ
After The Jokerâs daughter accidentally drowned, his relationship with Y/N fell apart: they were guilty of failing to protect what they loved, blaming each other and themselves to the point of no return. The sole palpable proof of Emma existence is her ashes encapsulated in glass pendants her parents wear and thatâs hardly a memento able to help in such a difficult situation. Ashes are not meant to bring people together.

âHappy Birthday, Pumpkin Pie,â The Joker grumbles. âHereâs Charlie: I thought you would like to see him,â he places the purple hippo on Emmaâs headstone.
Today his daughter would have been 4 years old. Instead of the usual party filled with laughter and presents heâs at âEternal Peaceâ cemetery early in the morning for a different kind of festivity.
J never celebrated birthdays before yet once she showed up in his life the anniversary got a fresh new meaning: Y/N ensured that The King of Gotham was aware of how lucky they both were to have her. And he did learn to care about that tiny being he created who first called him something similar to âdadaâ, then a cute âdaâyâ and finally the word he craved to hear every single day until she was gone: âdaddy.â
Being a father thought him a couple of things, but the most important was quite stunning: the index finger from his right hand wasnât only meant for using a trigger; it was also his childâs soother.
Emma would keep it prisoner when she slept from an early age; of course all babies do it although in this case it didnât go away once she got older.
And he misses thatâŠ
A lot.
Actually, he would give up on a robbery or anything that involves him holding a gun if she could clutch to his finger one more time.
Thatâs how much he misses The Princess.
âSir, sorry to interrupt,â Frost gets him out of trance. âThereâs movement at the South gate. We have to goâŠâ
J snatches the plush animal and follows Jonny on a path behind the crypts when a woman walking on the alley leading to Emmaâs grave catches his attention: although she has a red wig and sunglasses on, her disguise doesnât fool him. Itâs Y/N.
Sheâs carrying a small cake and intensely stares at the pavement, unaware of her surroundings.
The Joker canât really tell what sheâs doing once in front of the tomb, nevertheless he guesses sheâs singing âHappy Birthdayâ while wiping the tears strolling down her cheeks.
He didnât see Y/N in about 4 months. They went to the cabin by Moon Lake after Emmaâs drowning and things were so rough he left immediately. She never followed, called or texted.
J didnât either.
Why bother? They were guilty of failing to protect what they loved, blaming each other and themselves to the point of no return.
Today is extremely difficult to deal with, especially since the catalyst binding them vanished forever.
The sole palpable proof of Emma existence is her ashes encapsulated in glass pendants her parents wear and thatâs hardly a memento able to help in such a difficult situation.
Ashes are not meant to bring people together.
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After 2 Hours
âHi,â The King of Gotham drags his feet on the porch and takes a sit on the chair next to yours.
âHiâŠâ you whisper, surprised to spot him after such a long absence.
Complete silence, then he utters:
âIâm here for the cake,â he points at the sweet treat resting on the wood table: vanilla- strawberry combo, your daughterâs favorite.
âAre you?â
âYeah, I crave the tasteâŠâ
You lean over and cut two slices, sharing Emmaâs birthday cake with her dad. Itâs really painful to swallow the morsels knowing your baby canât; it seems J is in the same boat.
âI canât make anybody happyâŠâ The Clown mumbles under his breath and the randomness of his statement makes you wonder whatâs going on in his mind.
âMe neither⊠Sweet Pea was happy, wasnât she? She was a happy kidâŠâ
The Joker moves his plate towards you, hissing:
âShe was and she would still be with us if instead of flirting you would have watched her!â Â
â⊠⊠W- what?!...â you glare at him, astonished he has the nerve to pop up and hurt you in such a manner. âSince when talking to somebody is flirting?! Where were you, huh? Where were you??? In your goddamn office plotting more schemes in order to get more money because nothing is enough!â you raise your voice and burst out crying in the next second. âShe was ours to protect, the only treasure that mattered! I just⊠I just took my eyes off her for a few moments, I had no idea my baby was drowning in that pool âŠâ you keep sobbing at the horrible memory, heartbroken. âI could have save herâŠWhy didnât IâŠ?âŠâ
The Joker canât understand what youâre saying anymore, yet he doesnât reply to your accusations or remorseful confessions.
How could he?
Heâs equally responsible for Emmaâs demise but itâs easier to attack her mother.
You abruptly get up and rush inside the cottage, abandoning J to his own demons. He doesnât know if he should bail or stay, thus he continues to gaze at the lake numb to everything.
Still⊠The quietness is becoming unbearable so he finally gathers the strength to stand up and search for you.
âY/N?...â he shouts. âWhere are you?â
Silly question since the cabin is a little area with a kitchen/living room combo, one bedroom and bathroom: easy to find what youâre looking for.
No response but the shower is on which queues him Y/N must be there.
The Joker approaches the bathtub, unwilling to remove the curtain and talk to you face to face.
âIt was my fault tooâŠâ he admits a fact that tormented him since the accident. âI should have kept an eye on her⊠I couldnât predict sheâll sneak out to play by the swimming pool⊠I would give away a fortune if I could fix it⊠Do you believe me?...â
You sniffle and cover your mouth, trying to avoid his trap: if you engage, he will probably bite more and thatâs the last thing you need.
âI have Charlie in the car; I thought you might want him tonight,â J reveals the true purpose of his visit. âDrop him off tomorrow at 3pm, Iâll be at the warehouse on 17Th Street. You canât have the toy, it belongs in her roomâŠâ
You hear his steps receding and gasp for air, completely crushed by despair: the agony of grief is stronger than any consolation a stupid purple hippo could offer.
But it was Emmaâs favorite and The Joker is willing to share a token of what you both lost; now that you think about it⊠you really missed CharlieâŠ
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Next Day, 2:05pm
âWhereâs everybody?â you mutter whilst entering the code at the gates. Usually there are at least 8 henchmen guarding the fence and no sign of them so far. You drive up the unpaved alley, curiously checking out the landscape: same trees, bushes and trucks youâre familiar with, except you canât discern a single goon patrolling the perimeter.
You honk to get the crewâs assistance without any success and you wonder if The Joker tricked you; I mean, you should have seen it coming: he is probably attempting one of his convoluted strategies to punish you for the tragic past.
You stop in front of the building, intrigued to notice it appears deserted.
Suddenly, a powerful blast shakes the ground and you watch part of the roof collapsing on the north side; a few windows shatter also.
You jump out of the car, totally confused at the strange occurrence.
âHello?â you yell. âJ???â
Thereâs smoke coming out of the opened metal door and you hesitantly walk in the warehouse, coughing at the suffocating odor.
âJ?...â you scream. âJ!!!!!â
A faint knock in the distance prompts your attention.
âY/N!!â
âJ??â you run towards the source of the noise only to find him under rubble next to the south entrance. âOh my God!â you kneel by his feet buried under bricks. âWhat happened?!â The Queen frantically removes debris as he groans in pain.
âExplosives, thatâs what happened. Shit, I think I fucked up my legs!â
âWhere are the guys??!!â you inquire, managing to free his feet enough for him to move.
âI gave them the day off,â The Jokerâs explanation puzzles Y/N. âHurry up, please!! Another detonation will follow shortly!â
âJesus Christ!â you quicken the pace and push the last bricks out of the way. âCan you stand?â
J rolls on his side, unable to comply.
âNo, youâll have to haul me out of here!â
âCome on!â you place your hands under his underarms and start pulling. âThe exit is right there!â
You huff while straining to get to safety as The Clown aims to aid by lifting his body off the ground as much as he can.
âBehind the truck!â he urges once youâre out of the premises and you barely have time to hide behind the vehicle when a second bang levels half of the construction.
âThis didnât go according to plan,â J admits in a low tone, panting a storm after the ordeal.
You asses his wounds, pressing on the ankle and he immediately growls.
âThe boneâs fractured,â you wipe your sweaty forehead. Â âWhat plan?â
âItâs actually your fault for all of this; I told you to swing by at 3 oâclock. Youâre early!â
âHuh?â
âYou were supposed to come when I told you then boom! Before you reached the building it would go up in flames: you would flip thinking that Iâm dead and then Iâll show up and ask you to come back home. You would be so excited to see Iâm alive you couldnât refuse. Yet you ruined everything: you appeared out of nowhere, I panicked and messed up: you know Iâm not good with this stuff!!â
You canât even process the plot heâs throwing your way.
âWhat kind of planâŠâ
âI just told you Iâm not good at this stuff,â he interrupts. âYou know Iâm not.â
You touch your chest, baffled at the ridiculous story.
âMy pendant!â you exclaim when you realize the chain is not around your neck anymore. âItâs gone!â Y/N desperately searches the grass. âMy baby, whereâs my baby?â you part the green lawn on the verge of crying. âI canât find my pendant! Maybe I dropped it the building,â you whimper and prepare to flee when J grabs your jeans, firmly holding on.
âDonât go; the poles might cave in and whatever is left standing will squash you!!â
You donât comprehend why heâs so worked up and his plea catches you off guard:
âDonât go! Iâll give you half my ashes, ok?â
The Queen debates on The Kingâs proposal, conflicted by his candid offer.
After all, if ashes tear people apart, how come they canât bring them back together?
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this is definitely not spooky at all, but itâs cute and fun so i hope you like it <3
#2:Â â Who ate all my candy?!!â
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âA Snickers, your majesty?âÂ
Betty Jones leans down and opens her mouth wide, allowing the small candy bar to fall onto her tongue. âMmm,â she moans lightly. âMy favorite!â She smacks her lips dramatically and watches as two pairs of matching blue eyes look at her in disgust.Â
âNasty, mommy,â Mia Jones says with a little squeal and shakes her head, causing her black curls to fly around wildly.Â
Meanwhile Zeke Jones is grinning up at his mom, a pack of Skittles clutched in his hand tightly. âMommy, mommy! Catch!â He doesnât even give her time to react before heâs throwing a green Skittle at her face. It bounces off her nose and Betty watches as the twins go completely still, eyes wide and mouths dropped open as if theyâre about to get scolded.Â
âI missed that one on purpose,â Betty tells them, âI hate the green ones.âÂ
Zeke cackles and throws a red one at her, which she actually does catch this time. The twins cheer for their mom, so excited for her in a way that only six-year-olds can be. Their laughter and energy is so infectious though, that she finds herself laughing along with them.
âMommy,â Mia says as they continue to sort through all their candy, âyou look very pretty tonight.âÂ
âAw,â Betty coos and presses a kiss to her daughterâs head. âThank you, baby! I think you look very beautiful.âÂ
âDo I look like a princess?â She asks softly, playing with the ends of her Sleeping Beauty dress. âMy hair doesnât match.â
Betty frowns slightly. Mia has always been a little insecure about the color of her hair and Betty will never understand why. Unlike Zeke, who has golden blonde waves like Betty, Mia has her fatherâs hair, just a little more wild, and Betty has always loved it. Itâs her favorite.
âThatâs a dumb question,â Zeke says, mouth full of a Milky Way, taking Betty out of her thoughts.Â
âZeke Jones!â She scolds once she sees Miaâs frown deepen. âThatâs not nice at all, young man. We donât say things like that. What do I tell you?âÂ
Zeke sighs and rolls his eyes dramatically. God, he may be only six, but he has his fatherâs attitude. Itâs adorable, but sometimes Betty wants to yell at Jughead for teaching their sweet son this.Â
âThere is no such thing as a dumb question,â Zeke recites. âBut what if I ask you if itâll hurt my eyes if I look at a picture of the sun?âÂ
Betty looks at her son, completely baffled, and then erupts into laughter.Â
âWhat?â She wheezes. âZekey, where do you come up with this stuff?âÂ
âWell?â He presses, placing his hands onto his hips. He accidentally knocks his lightsaber off his hip and Mia reaches over to pick it up before he can step on it. âIs that a dumb question?âÂ
âIâm going to take away all your candy if you keep giving me attitude,â she tells her son, refusing to admit that yes, that actually is a dumb question. His eyes go wide and she continues. âAnd you need to apologize to your sister right now, mister.âÂ
âNo,â he whines, âMommy, you never let me finish what Iâm saying! You always do this!âÂ
âExcuse me?â She gasps, appalled. âI do not!âÂ
âYou do too! You do it to daddy and you do it to me!â He looks down at his twin sister. âRight, Mia?âÂ
Mia, the little traitor, nods rapidly. âItâs true, mommy. Iâm sorry.âÂ
âI canât believe this,â Betty says softly, with a fake sadness. âMy own kids⊠out to hurt me.âÂ
Zeke giggles, but he sits back down on the floor and wraps his arms around his sister tightly before pulling away and handing her a Twizzler. âItâs a dumb question because of course you look like a princess. Who cares if you donât have hair like me and mommy? All the coolest princesses have dark hair.âÂ
âOh yeah?â Mia asks, doubtful. âLike who?âÂ
âSnow White! She was really cool. She was so sweet and nice that all the animals loved her, just like the doggies love you. And Belle! She was awesome! She loved books and was super smart, just like you are. I bet she passed all her spelling tests like you do.âÂ
Mia smiles softly at her brotherâs words and Bettyâs heart clenches at the sight in front of her. Sure, there are days when the kids are at each otherâs throats so badly that Betty questions how she hasnât lost her mind yet, but underneath it all, they love each other so much and theyâre always there for one another. Itâs all sheâs ever wanted for her children, and sheâs so happy that they have each other.Â
âDonât forget Mulan,â a new voice rings out from the foyer. Mia immediately lights up at the sight of her favorite man making his way into the living room. âMulanâs my favorite princess.â Mia jumps up from the floor and runs into her dadâs arms, squealing as he picks her up and twirls her around before placing her onto his hip. âSo whatâs this I hear about you not liking your hair?âÂ
Mia blushes and looks down. âI didnât say that, daddy. I just said it wasnât like a princessâ hair.âÂ
Jughead Jones gasps in shock. âWhat? Says who?âÂ
âWell⊠Sleeping Beauty didnât have blonde hair,â she says sheepishly.Â
âSo?â Zeke snaps. âKylo Ren didnât have blonde hair, but I think I still look awesome.âÂ
âOf course you do, baby,â Betty says, ruffling her son's hair as he comes to sit in her lap.Â
âSee,â Jughead says, smiling down at his wife and son before looking back up to his daughter. âIt doesnât matter what color your hair is, dumpling. Youâre a princess, just like your brother is the evil Supreme Leader of Riverdale.âÂ
âHe was a good guy!â Zeke wails and Betty and Jughead have to stop themselves from bursting into laughter. Their son has taken to the Star Wars franchise lately, and even though Bettyâs not sure how she feels about him watching it already, itâs nice to see him so passionate about something that isnât bugs or tormenting his sister.Â
âDaddy, why do you call me that?â Mia asks, ignoring her brother. âI hate dumplings!âÂ
âWell, I love dumplings,â Jughead tells her. He places a kiss to her nose, making her giggle. âAnd I love you! So youâre my little dumpling. In fact, next year I think you should be a dumpling for Halloween.âÂ
âYouâre silly,â Mia tells him before resting her cheek on his shoulder.Â
Jughead walks the two of them over to where Betty and Zeke are sitting, and then he sits down on the floor next to his wife.Â
âWell, hello, Mother of Dragons.â His eyes rake over Bettyâs body and she sends him a bemused look. âDid you miss me?âÂ
âYou were gone for like, ten minutes,â she tells him as Mia and Zeke get up from their parentâs laps to go back to searching through their pumpkin baskets. âWhy did your work call you so late? Youâre not on call.â
Jughead smiles at her. Bettyâs always been very big on their family time, especially because itâs a little hard with Jugheadâs job as a neurosurgeon at the hospital in the city. Itâs not that long of a commute, but when you add all the hours he has to work, itâs a lot more tiring than either of them would like. When he does have a day off, heâs usually so tired that he just wants to rest, so Betty cherishes these moments and it annoys her whenever theyâre interrupted.Â
âNothing to worry about, Betts.â He leans over and kisses the side of her mouth. âOne of the interns just mixed up a bit of the paperwork, so Harvey was calling me to confirm a couple of things. Donât worry, Iâm still yours for the next three days.âÂ
Betty just hums out. âWell, you were missed, Jon Snow.â She reaches up and brushes her hand against his cheek. âI still cannot believe you grew out your facial hair for this costume.âÂ
âI wanted to be season five Jon Snow,â he says, bringing his own hand up to capture his wifeâs. âYou donât like it?âÂ
âI didnât say that. Itâs just a little different. Are you going to keep it?âÂ
He laces their fingers together and brings Bettyâs hand up to his lips, kissing her wedding finger, right above where the gorgeous diamond ring sits. âWhat do you think, my queen?âÂ
Betty snorts and shoves him playfully. âI think you look very mature with it.âÂ
âOh? So I donât look like a highschooler anymore? Awesome. Itâs only been like fifteen years.âÂ
âDaddy!â Zeke screeches. âLook, I saved this for you!â He runs over to his parents and hands Jughead a squished Baby Ruth. âItâs your favorite, so I didnât eat it.âÂ
âAw, thanks, bud!â He takes the candy and wraps his arm around Zeke, bringing him against his chest. âYou could have eaten it, though. Iâm sure I have some in my pumpkin.âÂ
At his words, Zeke makes a comically nervous face and Mia laughs lightly behind her hands. Jughead catches on immediately.Â
âOkay,â he drags out, suspicious, âwho has my pumpkin?âÂ
âI havenât seen it,â Zeke says quickly.Â
âNope!â Mia agrees, shaking her head while still giggling.Â
Jughead whirls around to look at Betty. âBabe? Whereâs my pumpkin?âÂ
âI havenât seen it,â she says quietly, cheeks red, âdid you check the kitchen?âÂ
âWe havenât even been to the kitchen since we got home!âÂ
The quiet jingle of Lunaâs--the family dogâs--name tags echoes throughout the room and Jughead watches in horror as she brings him a chewed up pumpkin basket.Â
âOh, my God! Luna ate my candy!âÂ
Mia cackles loudly and now even Zeke and Betty are laughing along.Â
âNot her, daddy,â Zeke says through his laughter and Jughead looks at his family in shock.Â
âThen who?â Jughead asks, astonished. âWe all have our own pumpkins!âÂ
âIt wasnât me,â Zeke sings out. âYou know I donât like chocolate that much, daddy.âÂ
âI know,â Jughead says, patting Zekeâs blonde waves. âMy sweet baby boy would never do this to me. It could only be your mom or sister!âÂ
âHey,â Betty and Mia whine.Â
âYou two are the only ones who deceive me like this,â Jughead whines and Mia looks at him in confusion. âThe only ones who trick me like this!âÂ
âMaybe youâre going crazy, Juggie,â Betty says, even though sheâs grinning so hard that her cheeks hurt. âNo one ate your candy.âÂ
âYouâll pay for this tonight,â Jughead tells her and she gasps softly, knowing exactly what he means. He grins, happy with the effect he has on her, and then puts on his game face. âAlright, so which one of you is going to confess.âÂ
âIt wasnât me,â Betty and Mia say at the same time, both laughing still.Â
âWho ate all my candy?!!â He shrieks, distraught, and this time they all erupt into laughter.Â
âIt was mommy!â Mia admits and Betty gasps, looking at her daughter in horror. âIâm sorry, mommy! I feel bad!âïżœïżœ
âDonât feel bad for him! Feel bad for me! Daddy ate all my candy last year!âÂ
âYou said you didnât want it!â Jughead defends. âHow was I supposed to know you meant that you just didnât want it at that moment!âÂ
âWhoopsie,â Betty says and Jughead scoffs.Â
âYou literally still have an entire bucket full of candy, Elizabeth. Why did you eat mine?âÂ
âBecause yours looked better.âÂ
âWe got the same things!âÂ
âHmm, no, I donât think so.âÂ
Jughead gives her a deadpan look and then rolls his eyes. âOh, yeah. Youâre definitely paying for this later on.âÂ
Betty just winks at him and he blows her a kiss.Â
âDonât be upset, daddy,â Mia says. âYou can share my candy with me.âÂ
âThank you, baby,â Jughead says with a pout. âYou are the sweetest dumpling.âÂ
Mia smiles at him and gets up to hand over her basket to him.Â
Betty laughs so hard that she canât breathe whenever Jughead reaches his hand into the basket only to find out that their daughter has given him an empty one, having poured all her candy onto the floor earlier.Â
After that, the house is filled with the sound of the twinsâ laughter as Jughead chases them throughout the house, while Betty stands on the sidelines and protects her children from the âmonster manâ, the stolen candy long forgotten.
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Three for the price of one
pairing: dan howell/phil lester
summary: âthe holidayâ inspired au where Dan and Phil spend a promising first date until Phil leaves in a hurry, dropping his wallet. Dan returns it the next day hoping for an explanation, but gets more than he bargained for.
genre:Â angst and fluff, angst with a happy ending, parenting, halloween/autumn
cw: references to minor character death, car accidents and trauma/injury; mentions of alcohol
"Soo ur still good 4 tonight?"
Dan taps away at his laptop nervously, waiting for the reply that comes seconds later.
- "I am indeed. x] Why, are you having second thoughts?"
He exhales, a smile forming on his face. Phil has a way of combining perfect grammar with strange emojis that makes Danâs stomach flip over in the most pleasant way. And thinking about the effect Phil will have on him when theyâre face to face for the first time in a couple of hours does absolutely nothing to calm his nerves.
"Nah just making sure haha :D" he types, ignoring the fact that he is nowhere near as relaxed as the casual ânahâ suggests.
Phil just sends a "âĄ" in response and Dan promptly chokes on his own saliva, hurrying to replicate the symbol, accidentally adding a second 3 to the heart. Hopefully Phil wonât think heâs overly eager. Although he is, but Phil doesnât need to know that.
- "Canât wait to see you, but you will have to let me leave now if you want me to be on time! ^-^"
"k, see u in 3 hours!"
- ":)"
Dan stares at the smiley face for a good half minute, his own face mirroring the expression, before he pulls himself together and logs out of the dating website.
âRight, time to choose an outfit.â
He turns around to consider the assortment of clothes laid out on his bed. His two favorite pairs of black skinny jeans, four different black t-shirts, one button-down (black) and two jackets (both black as well). At least the colour wonât be a problem...
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Hushed beats of a slow-paced indie song sound softly through the walls and the lights are comfortably dim, the pub warm and buzzing with people, but it doesnât have the same relaxing effect on Dan as it usually would. His eyes scan the room anxiously and his teeth torment his bottom lip. Heâs about to make his way over to the bar when someone calls his name and he halts, turning and catching the eye of a tall black-haired man on the other side of the room. âPhil,â Dan says under his breath, exhaling in relief, and starts towards him.
His date is sat on one of the sofas in the corner, looking absolutely gorgeous. Even though theyâve skyped a handful of times before to make sure neither of them is a 60-year-old pervert, Dan finds himself speechless at the sight of Phil. His denim shirt is unbuttoned to reveal a turquoise t-shirt that brings out the various colours in his eyes and his black hair is pushed back to reveal his forehead. His features are clear-cut, skin as pale as if heâs carved out of marble, and heâs smiling at Dan.
âHi,â Dan breathes, feeling himself blush and his heart beat quicken.
Phil gets up to greet him and they behold each other for an awkward moment before Phil chuckles and leans in to hug him. âHi,â he says softly next to Danâs ear, and it takes all of Danâs self-control not to melt right there in his embrace, butterflies tingling his stomach. He takes a deep breath, filling his lungs with a delicate flowery scent.
âYou smell really nice,â he blurts out as they pull away, blushing even deeper when Philâs beautiful eyes widen.
âOh, thank you. I donât wear cologne a lot. Itâs not too much?â he asks abashedly, glancing up at Dan, who to his own surprise is slightly taller than him.
âNot at all! Itâs, uh, itâs perfect.â
Phil answers with another bright smile that catches Dan off guard and giggles when it takes him a moment to sit down.
âSo, do you feel more like dancing or talking?â
âHow about a drink first?â Dan suggests and Phil waves a nearby waiter over to them. âTwo margaritas, please. - Unless you need to drive?â
Dan shakes his head quickly and Phil adds with a playful little wink, âTheyâre on me.â
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Itâs been four months since Dan stumbled across Philâs profile on the dating website and three since heâs worked up the courage to message him. Phil, who described himself as a âwanna-be writer and muse enthusiastâ, replied a day later and from then on theyâve been chatting almost non-stop. Although Phil is four years older and lives on the countryside whilst Dan is a film student from central London, theyâve bonded over a similar taste in TV shows and music. However, it has taken Dan a while to coax some more personal information out of Phil and even longer until Phil agreed to their first date â even if the other man assured him that this was only due to being busy and not because he was hesitant to meet him. To be honest, that didnât really convince Dan since he could not imagine a self-employed writer and editor to have an immovable time schedule.
All that aside, if tonight goes well, Dan is more than willing to forget about this tiny drop of bitterness.
And so far, itâs going great.
Theyâve sipped their drinks and Phil has interrogated Dan about the internship with the BBC he is currently diong in the course of his studies. In turn, heâs let Dan in on his work as an editor and his new-found obsession with house plants.
âIâve got quite a nice garden, but thereâs not much to do out there in the cold season, so I thought, why not get some green inside? Big mistake. Turns out house plants are a lot more high-maintenance! Iâve already killed two!â
Dan giggles, taking another sip of his drink. âI couldnât even keep a cactus alive. I guess student digs just arenât the most healthy environment.â
No matter what heâs talking about, Dan finds himself drawn in and fascinated by Phil. Heâs got a uniquely funny way of telling a story that has Dan giggling like a teenager and hanging on his lips like snake bite piercings.
And his eyes sparkle when he laughs. âOh, I like that song! Fancy some dancing?â
Feeling warm and pleasantly tipsy, Dan nods and takes the hand Phil offers him. More like I fancy you, he thinks as they take their place among couples and singles on the dancefloor in the adjoining room and after some stumbling around fall into an easy rhythm.
Philâs arm is resting on Danâs shoulder and it feels both casual and meaningful, like a careful experiment. The exhilarating beat of Museâs Madness pumps through Danâs veins and lets his spirit soar, makes him throw his head back and grin at Phil whose eyes are reflecting the flashing spotlights like lighthouses. Heâs beautiful and heâs mouthing the lyrics at Dan, pulling dramatic faces, and Dan feels so good, so alive and amorousâŠ
When the song fades into a slow-paced one, Philâs arm slips down from his shoulder and snakes around his waist, and Dan gently pulls him closer until the other manâs chin rests on his shoulder. They sway on the spot, engulfed in each otherâs presence like a small bubble in a sea of people. The butterflies in Danâs stomach have doubled and are swirling uncontrollably.
âHi there, again,â Phil whispers, and Dan runs his hands up his torso, feeling him shiver under his touch. âHi.â
Slowly, his hands move from Philâs shoulders to his cheeks and he gives him a questioning look. Philâs forehead is pressed against his as they lock eyes and he smiles, all flushed skin and the tickling of soft hair, of warm breath. Dan glances down at his lipsâŠ
A ringtone disturbs the ballad now playing in the background and Phil recoils, his right hand darting into his back pocket immediately. Dan releases the breath heâs holding, feeling disappointment seep through him like a sudden downpour.
He catches sight of Philâs phone screen for a second and registers against his will that the caller is a pretty blonde woman saved as âLouiseâ in Philâs contacts.
âIâm sorry, Iâm so sorry, Dan, I have to take this!â Phil says loudly to make himself heard above the noise, offering him a quick apologetic smile before he pushes through the crowd, away from Dan.
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He waits for one song, then another, moving awkwardly on his own along to an unknown beat. But when the third song spins into the fourth, Dan gives up his position and goes on a search. Another couple is snogging on the sofa where they had their drinks, and Philâs not in the queue for the toilets, nor is he sitting at the bar. Perhaps heâs outside, Dan thinks and debates whether or not it would seem intrusive to go look for him if heâs still on the phone â but then the bartender waves him over.
âYou havenât seen a man with black hair done like mine, about my height?â Dan asks hopefully.
The heavily-tattooed, rather beefy guy nods and adds, âTold me to tell you he had to leave. Seemed terribly sorry about it.â
Danâs heart sinks in his chest like a coin dropped in a fountain. âDid he say anything else?â
The bartender shrugs, continuing to rinse the glass heâs holding. âWas in a hurry. And besides, do I look like an answering machine to you?â
âI â no. Sorry,â Dan stutters, feeling his face grow hot with disappointment and embarrassment.
The baristaâs face softens slightly. âHey, better luck next time, mate, alright?â
Yeah, Dan thinks bitterly. Except there wonât be a next time after heâs let me down like this.
Thereâs no point in staying if Philâs gone. Trudging to the front door, all excitement seeped out of him, heâs close to wallowing in self-pity when his foot catches on something on the floor.
Someoneâs dropped a wallet. Not just any wallet though â itâs an Adventure Time themed one.
A grin has already halfway spread across Danâs face when he bends down to pick it up, unfolding it carefully. What kind of adult would use an Adventure Time wallet on a date in a pub?
His assumption is confirmed when his eyes fall on the card tucked into the front pocket. âPhilip Lester, editor and freelance writer,â it reads, and listed below are Philâs phone number, email and home address.
Iâll give him one more chance, Dan decides as he pockets the wallet and pushes open the door, the chilly October wind ruffling his hair. Tomorrow Iâll drop the wallet off at his place and see if heâs got an explanation for me.
He hates to admit it, but he really hopes Phil does.
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Dan looks down at his phone once again, double-checking the small blue dot that indicates his position. âThis is the middle of fucking nowhere,â he declares out loud.
Behind him, though long out of sight, lies the city of London. To the left â nothing but fields. To the right a forest is climbing up the gentle curve of a hill. And ahead thereâs this bumpy path heâs been following for the past thirty minutes that was most definitely not built for motorcycle trips. Heâs beginning to regret his impulsive action.
And yet the app on his phone insists that he is on the right track. Dan takes a deep breath, filling his lungs with the sweet-smelling autumn air.
âOkay, letâs give this one last shot. Another half mile and if nothing turns up then except for more scarecrows and creepy abandoned barns, Iâm going to turn back and send him his wallet by mail.â
He snaps the visor of his helmet shut with a sort of final resolution and mounts his motorcycle again.
The frosty head wind makes him wish heâd worn a jumper underneath his leather jacket and Dan is about to give up when the path leads through a small grove and turns a corner â and there it is, appearing seemingly out of nowhere.
A single small, ancient-looking house, leaning alarmingly to one side, its uneven stone walls covered to a large part by rampant roses, some of them still in bloom.
Thereâs no fence surrounding the cottage, but the letterbox in front of it bears a wooden sign that dangles in the wind and states in ornate letters âRosery Cottageâ.
Hesitantly, Dan clambers off his bike and retrieves his phone from the inside pocket of his jacket. âYou have reached your destination.â
The narrow path of cobblestone that leads up to the door is framed by a couple of crooked walnut trees whose leaves are scattered across the lawn. To the right, an old battered VW Golf is parked on a makeshift driveway. A pair of wellingtons stand guard on the wooden patio.
Dan takes a deep breath and starts towards the house, thinking as he rings the bell, this better be Phil and not some misanthropic old hag.
-
What he certainly does not expect is a little girl in dungarees and a yellow jumper opening the door. Her copper brown hair is braided in two rather messy pigtails, her round face dotted with freckles and thereâs a bit of chocolate in the corner of her mouth.
âYouâre tall,â the girl remarks casually after looking him up and down, pinching her chestnut eyes as if heâs blinding her.
As perplexed as Dan is, the comment makes him chuckle. âAm I really?â
âYeah⊠youâre like, taller than my daddy.â
The last word makes Danâs heart pick up speed and heâs about to say, âIâm sorry, I must be in the wrong place,â when a voice drifts through the hallway, accompanied by the dulled noise of a blow-dryer.
âWhoâs at the door, Liv?â
It canât be Phil, Dan tells himself. This guy just sounds similar because the noise distorts his voice.
Phil doesnât have any kids - right? The image of the beautiful blonde from Philâs phone screen reappears in front of Danâs inner eye and he draws in a sharp breath â
âA man in a leather jacket, Daddy,â the girl yells back. âHeâs very tall,â she adds after a second, almost reproachfully.
Thereâs a moment of silence, then the noise of the hair-dryer stops abruptly and the man who sounds like Phil shouts, âIâll be right there!â
The girl keeps her eyes trained on Dan, making him uneasy, so he lets his gaze drop away from her face. Sheâs holding a furled newspaper in her hand, Dan can just make out an advert proclaiming âThree for the price of one!â and underneath it a crossword, partly filled in with wonky letters.
Someone clears their throat and Dan looks up, feeling his heart take a leap.
The man facing him is wearing mismatched socks and his black hair is still wet and ruffled, but itâs unmistakably Phil.
His eyes are wide and he looks like he canât quite decide whether to smile or not. He looks a little bit guilty, Dan thinks with a selfish trace of satisfaction, but the feeling fades when he remembers the elephant in the room â although elephant is perhaps too large a word.
âIâll take it from here, Olivia, thank you,â Phil says to the girl and her eyes flicker from Dan to Phil and back before she turns and skips off into another room.
âOlivia,â Dan repeats, avoiding Philâs eye until he hears the other man sigh.
âYes, her nameâs Olivia, and sheâs my daughter, as you might already have guessed.â
Iâd be concerned if other children than your own called you daddy, Dan thinks, but he doesnât say it because this is not the time for a joke. Itâs time for an explanation.
âSo whoâs Louise?â he asks at the same moment that Phil asks, âSo what brings you here?â
They finally look at each other.
âShall I go first?â Dan offers. âRight. Last night, when you, er, bailed on me â you lost something.â
He tries to sound casual but the guilt becomes more evident in Philâs face for a moment until Dan pulls the wallet out of his pocket and holds it out to Phil, whose eyes grow comically wide.
âMy wallet! Thanks, I hadnât even noticed â oh man, I owe you -â
âAn explanation? Yeah, Iâd say so,â Dan says with newfound confidence.
Phil exhales. âYouâre right. I have some explaining to do. - Oh god, I havenât even asked you in yet, Iâm the worst -â
He steps aside, holding the door open. âPlease, make yourself at home. I know youâre probably less than elated by me right now, but I promise I can explain if you let me.â
Dan looks down at the threshold in front of him. The welcome mat heâs standing on has a pattern of sleeping cats on it. One small step for man, one giant step for Dan, he thinks dryly. If he steps into Philâs house now and more than that, into his life, it will never be this easy to leave again.
For some reason, the image of the newspaper the girl was holding appears to him. If only life were as simple as a crossword puzzle, with only one right answer to every question.
âTell me one more thing before I come in,â Dan asks. âSeven letter word, starting with M, or eight letters starting with D?â
Phil stares at him for a moment, then his smile falters as he gets the hint.
âSeven,â he says quietly.
Married, then â Dan thinks, a sick feeling rising in his stomach, and heâs about to turn away and leave for good, when Phil adds in an even smaller voice, âBut the first oneâs a W.â
-
Seven letters, starting with W. Itâs just like a crossword, but itâs not an easy solution at all, and having solved it doesnât make Dan feel any better, instead it makes him feel awful.
Widowed, he thinks, and bites down hard on his bottom lip. Widowed. Of course, that makes sense. It explains the careful pace at which Phil went about their blossoming relationship. It explains his inability to be spontaneous, and the fact that he didnât want to talk much about his past.
Philâs a widower, and heâs got a child, and Dan is so, so insensitive.
He looks up at Phil slowly, afraid of meeting his gaze. But Phil doesnât look angry or as if heâs about to cry. His face is painfully composed.
âIâm sorry.â
âMe too,â Phil replies, and somehow that is all it takes for Dan to step inside and pull the door shut behind him.
He hands Phil the wallet, but instead of letting him pull his hand away, Phil holds on to it.
âThank you,â he mutters and Dan gently presses his hand.
âDaddy, Micah keeps trying to take my pen!â
The bright voice from the right makes them both flinch, and Phil gives him a little smile that doesnât quite reach his eyes. âThis way, please.â
The room to the right that they enter is the kitchen. Sunlight falls in through the windows and illuminates the large wooden table at which Olivia is sat, facing the door. The newspaper is spread out in front of her, opened to the kidsâ page.
A small boy, a toddler at most, is squirming in his high chair, reaching out across the table for the pen Olivia is holding. As Olivia pulls it away from his grasp, he whimpers.
âMicah, hey!â Phil rushes towards them and takes the boyâs chubby little hand in his. âThis is Livyâs pen, okay? Here, those crayons are for you. - And you, Liv â donât be so harsh on him, you hear me? He doesnât understand that itâs yours.â
He turns to Dan again, his face relaxing slowly. âDan, these are my children, Olivia and Micah. Kids, this is Dan, who I was meeting up with last night.â
Dan smiles nervously as Olivia observes him, then she gives him a sudden toothy grin and turns back to her crossword.
âHere, take a seat pleaseâ, Phil says. âDo you want to drink anything? Coffee, tea?â
âCoffee would be lovely, if itâs not too much trouble,â Dan replies, sitting down on the wooden chair next to Olivia.
âNot at all.â
As Phil is busy with the coffee machine, Danâs gaze drops to the table. Opposite of him, Micah is scrawling something undefinable with crayons. His hair is thick and darker than Oliviaâs, his eyes azure and large in his round face. He seems to have trouble controlling his crayon, his small hand is clenched in a fist around it. Dan doesnât have a lot of experience with young children, but Micah has to be at least two years oldâŠ
âI need a word with four letters for this flowery thing, daddy,â Olivia pipes up, catching Danâs attention. âItâs not a tree, but plant and flower donât fit.â
He peers at the crossword sheâs working on. It has pictures in front of every line instead of questions.
âGive me a moment, Liv,â Phil says, rummaging in a cupboard for a mug.
âHave you tried rose?â Dan suggests charily.
Olivia looks up at him in surprise, then back at the paper. Her letters fit neatly in the boxes. âIt works! Thanks, Dan.â
He smiles charily. âYouâre welcome.â
Phil places the mug of coffee down in front of him before he sits down next to the high chair. Leaning on his elbows, he hides his face in hands for a moment.
When he emerges, he looks up at Dan. âSo,â he says, clearing his throat. âYou wanted to know about Louise.â
Dan, whoâs about to take a sip from his coffee, puts the mug down, barely avoiding a spill of the scalding liquid.
âSheâs a friend who occasionally takes care of my two rascals when Iâm out. She was here last night and called to tell me Micah had banged his head. Turned out to be half as bad, but I tend to panic about my baby.â He reaches out to gently brush the hair back from Micahâs forehead, revealing a small reddened bump near his hairline.
The young boy reacts promptly. âOwie.â
A caring smile lingers on Philâs lips. âYes, you had an owie. Does it still hurt?â
âNo more owie,â the toddler babbles, shaking his head.
âGood.â
Phil withdraws his hand, turning his attention back to Dan. His smile fades. âIâm sorry I left so abruptly, I overreacted. Itâs just â Micah, he was in the car whenâŠâ
His voice trails off, but Danâs fairly sure he can finish the sentence for himself. Phil must have lost his wife, the mother of his children, in a car accident.
Before Dan can think of what to say, Phil leans towards him across the table. âThatâs why heâs a bit behind in development,â he adds in a low voice.
Dan glances at the toddler whoâs clearly in his own world, scribbling away at the paper in front of him (and occasionally straying over the edges onto the wooden plate of his high chair). He tries to find something to say in reply, but quickly comes to the conclusion that there isnât anything.
And Phil doesnât seem to be expecting an answer. As Dan looks back at him, his eyes have gone out of focus, the iridescent blue glazed over with a hazy dolour thatâs impossible for Dan to grasp. With a leap of his heart he reaches out one hand and places it on top of Philâs thatâs resting on the table.
Philâs starts, blinking at him. He doesnât smile, and yet thereâs a glint that returns to his eyes as he becomes aware of Danâs touch. When Dan dares to gently run his thumb over the back of his hand, he doesnât flinch or pull back.
Silence settles into the room, not empty but filled with the sound of pencil scraping against paper and the strangely reassuring noise of an old house, alive with the creaking of wood and rattling of wind at its window panes.
The mug of coffee sits in front of Dan, gradually cooling down, forgotten in the moment.
-
Itâs Micah who breaks the silence eventually.
âDaddy,â he says, and Phil startles, looking up and withdrawing his hand gently from Danâs. âYes, darling?â
But Dan observes with a hidden delight the faint flush of pink thatâs settled on his cheekbones.
âDoggy,â is all Micah says in response, and Dan thinks heâs beginning to see what Phil meant earlier. Although children are more or less a novelty to him, surely a two-year-old would be able to form simple sentences?
He is torn out of his pondering by Philâs voice. âGo on, take it.â
Dan looks up, finding that Micah is holding a sheet of paper out to him. Thereâs a bunch of brown crayon lines in one corner that vaguely form the shape of an animal, but that might be just interpretation because he knows what itâs supposed to be.
âFor me?â
Micah nods, his blue eyes sparkling.
Dan smiles. âThatâs⊠very kind of you, Micah. What a beautiful dog youâve drawn there!â He takes the edge of the sheet between his fingertips; Micah lets go with a satisfied expression on his round face.
Phil reaches out to kiss the top of his sonâs head. âGood boy, Micah.â
Dan looks down at the drawing, blinking, trying to conceal how touched he is. He really isnât accustomed to children, doesnât know how to behave around them, but his reaction to Micahâs drawing seems to have made the boy happy.
âDaddy, when are we leaving for London?â Olivia asks. She doesnât seem to have noticed the change of atmosphere before, much to Danâs relief. He has no idea how she feels about him getting to know her dad. Surely it canât be easy after sheâs lost her motherâŠ
âAnother two hours,â Phil says after a glance at his wristwatch. âAre you hungry yet? We can have lunch in a bit.â
Olivia nods, putting her pen away and folding up the newspaper. âIâm done with the crossword. Correct it for me, daddy, please?â
Phil smiles. âOf course, honey. Later, yeah? Though Iâm sure there wonât be much to correct.â He takes the paper from her.
âYouâre going to London today?â Dan asks.
âThe therapist has her office in the city,â Phil replies, adding, âcan we offer you a ride?â as if the thought has just occurred to him.
âOh, thank you, but I came on my motorbike.â
âYouâve got a motorbike? Thatâs so cool! Daddy wonât let me get one,â Olivia pipes up.
Dan laughs. âOh well, you see, motorbikes are very dangerous, so your fatherâs right about that. Youâve got to get a license so theyâll let you drive one. And for that license youâve got to be of age.â
Olivia pushes out her lower lip. âThatâs not fair. Iâm so old already. Much older than Micah whoâs just a baby.â
Phil, whose face has tightened up again, reaches out and strokes a strand of hair back behind her ear. âPatience, darling. Why donât you draw a nice picture for the therapist before we leave? Iâm sure sheâd love that. And Iâll go have a chat with Dan â if you donât mind?â
The last part is directed at Dan. He shakes his head, looking at Phil.
âIâm not in a hurry.â
-
He lets Phil lead him down a hallway framed with pictures. Some are drawings by Olivia, showing what is unmistakably the cottage, or a field of flowers â or a family, complete with a stick figure in a dress and long flowing hair.
The others are photographs.
Olivia in a nice dress with her schoolbag in hand and a wide grin on her first day of school. Micah lying in his crib, smiling up at the camera. The two of them playing in the snow together.
Phil reading to Micah whoâs cuddled up to him. Phil braiding Oliviaâs hair. Phil with his arms around the two of them.
Phil holding a newborn baby with flimsy hair and a reddened face, a younger Olivia leaning into the picture, curiously gazing at the small human. But theyâre not the only ones on the picture â thereâs a woman lying in the hospital bed behind Phil, her face out of focus, but the radiating smile still clearly visible.
There are more pictures of her. Ones of her baking biscuits with Olivia kneeling on the counter, stealing batter. Her rocking Micah in her arms, her mouth opened as if sheâs singing a lullaby. The woman wearing a white dress and flowers in her hair, stood next to a beaming Phil in a suit. The two of them kissing.
Dan averts his gaze. He feels like an intruder.
âIn here, please.âÂ
Taking a deep breath, Dan steps into the room.
Itâs an office, complete with an old mahogany desk and shelves of books framing the walls instead of photographs as Dan notes with relief.
There are two armchairs near the window to which Phil guides him. They sit down, and Dan waits for Phil to speak, anxious suddenly about what he will have to say.
A moment of silence stretches at Phil looks around the room, letting his gaze wander as if he were the visitor.
âOkay, hereâs the thing,â Phil begins with a sigh, looking at his hands. âIâm not an easy person to date. Iâm not your average single person â Iâm a package deal.â
The newspaper advert comes back to Danâs mind and he mutters, âthree for the price of one.â
Phil chuckles, but the smile doesnât reach his eyes as he looks up. âYou could say that, I guess⊠though the price might be higher I fear⊠You should know - in fact, you deserve to know, the truth. Iâm a single father. I work around the clock. I get up at six. I cook, I clean, I comfort, I play, I sew, I fix. And at night when the kids are in bed, thatâs when I find time for my actual job. I never have any free time except for when I get someone to watch my children, and I canât do that very often, considering how far out in the country we live andâŠâ
He breaks off, lowering his face into his hands. âI donât like leaving them. I canât be at ease when I donât know exactly that theyâre safe. I know they probably seem fine to you, but Olivia has nightmares and Micah rarely sleeps through. Sometimes he has crying fits that last for more than an hour. Liv has days when sheâll only speak to a photograph of her mum. Some days itâs almost alright. But itâs never easy and weâre not a perfect family. When I lost⊠when we lost Sophie, when she was brutally torn out of our lives by a careless driver -â his shoulders quiver as if in a quiet sob, and Dan holds back from reaching out and touching him.
âIt was very hard for all of us. Itâs been two years, and sometimes it still feels like thereâs a hole weâll never be able to fill completely. Once a month, I take the kids to a therapist in London. They stay there for an hour â meanwhile, Iâve got my own therapy session.â
He lifts his head slowly, keeping his gaze fixed on his hands as if theyâre particularly interesting.
âIâm a man in therapy. Iâm four years older than you, and Iâve got two children who demand a lot of care and attention. I barely make enough money to scratch along. I guess what Iâm saying is⊠Dan, I really like you.â
Thatâs when Phil looks up to meet Danâs eye. Dan sits transfixed, blinking in surprise. He didnât expected that, not after the speech Philâs just given.
The other man looks earnest, but his eyes are misty and his face contorted in regret.
âYou must have noticed that I do. Talking to you over these past months has made me happier than Iâve been for a long time, and Iâm so thankful for that. Meeting you last night was a dream. Iâll never forget it. I really do like you, Dan.â
Dan swallows hard at the repetition of the statement. His eyes have begun to sting. âWhy do I sense a âbutâ coming on?â he asks, willing his voice not to shake, willing his gaze not to stray from Philâs sorrowful, beautiful face.
Phil takes a shivering breath. âI want nothing more than to get to know you. But I canât leave my children, and I canât have you come here and let them get used to you. Theyâve already lost their mother. If we find weâre not meant to be, when we break up â theyâll get hurt. I canât do that to them. I wonât let my children go through the pain of separation again, Dan. Thatâs why I have to say, Iâm sorry. I like you, Dan, but Iâm sorry, I canât do this. And I know itâs not fair, and I probably shouldnât even have agreed to meeting you, but I just -â
âOkay, Phil, hang on - â Dan interrupts him, and Phil stops mid-sentence, his lips still parted. âWhat if we donât?â he asks.
Philâs staring at him. Itâs so quiet Dan can hear him breathe. The moment feels extremely intimate and Dan wants to kiss the fear and worry off Philâs face, but he remains where he is.
âIf we donât?â Phil repeats blankly.
Dan leans forward. âWhat if we donât break up? Whoâs to say it wouldnât work out? What if we do, we click and we stay togetherâŠâ
Philâs eyes shut slowly, drawing ragged breaths.
âI mean, I guess Iâd understand if you didnât want to take the riskâŠ,â Dan continues, but Phil cuts him off.
âSay I was willing to do so,â he replies, âwould you want to bear with us? Iâm in no way eager to send you away, but youâd have to be absolutely sure, Dan.â
He wants to say yes, but the word gets stuck in his throat. Itâs not easy. Itâs not as easy as he wants it to be. So he sits staring at Phil, mouth opened but no sound coming out, and Phil gives a sad little smile, not reproachful, but understanding.
Dan lifts his hand to prevent him from jumping to a conclusion.
âIâm going to need⊠time⊠to think about this,â Dan says slowly, looking Phil in the eyes as he speaks. âBecause â Iâm not sure if Iâve mentioned it â but I really like you, too.â
There it is again, that sparkle in Philâs eyes, the one that makes Danâs stomach churn and the back of his neck prickle.
This time, itâs Phil who reaches out to take Danâs hand. âI can give you time,â he says, and then, after a moment of contemplation, he adds, âYou know what? How about this. Olivia is currently obsessed with dressing upâ - a small smile curls the corner of his mouth upwards - âso weâre having a little gathering on Halloween. PJ will be there, the kidsâ godfather and incidentally also author of the book Iâm currently editing, and Louise with her husband and daughter. If you want to come, youâd be welcome to do so. If you donâtâŠâ The look he gives Dan is gentle, and so is his voice when he finishes the sentence. â⊠then weâll know.â
Itâs two weeks until Halloween. Danâs fellow students have already begun talking about the parties theyâre going to attend.
He presses Philâs hand. âOkay.â
âOkay?â
âYeah.â He manages a small smile.
Phil smiles back, carefully, his eyes still not entirely free of pain.
âI believe,â he says then, very quietly, âthere was something you wanted to do before my phone so rudely interrupted us last night.â
Danâs eyes widen as realization hits him.
Philâs face is close due to the fact that theyâve both leaned forward during their conversation, and his eyes are half-shut. Thereâs a tender smile still playing on his lips, and Danâs eyes flicker down to them as he takes a shuddering breath.
Then, carefully, he closes the distance.
Philâs hands move up to his cheeks. His lips feel warm and chapped against Danâs, and heâs shivering ever so slightly, Dan feels it when his hands come to rest on Philâs shoulders. He tastes like apples and cinnamon, as if heâs made of autumn spices.
The butterflies in Danâs stomach are back, swirling like leaves in a thunderstorm. He tips his head to the side, deepening the kiss, drinking up Philâs fear and sorrow, his sadness and his fondness, all of him.
The kiss doesnât last for more than a few seconds, but it lingers in the air, tickles in their lips and their hearts after they part.
They stare into each otherâs eyes for a moment, not saying anything because thereâs nothing to say, yet thereâs a sort of intuitive understanding between them that fills Dan with hope. Maybe they will be able to work this out. But he needs time to think. Heâs only twenty-four, still a student â a family hasnât really been on his agenda until now, much less one thatâs already sort of complete in itself.
âI should probably go check on Micah and Liv, see if theyâre hungry,â Phil says, still so close his breath brushes Danâs face. Melancholy has already worked its way back into the creases of his forehead and Dan wants to wipe it away, but he knows that he canât, not yet.
So he says, âAnd I should probably head back, look into some work for uni.â
âWell,â Phil pulls back and the moment is gone. âThanks for bringing me my wallet -â
âSure -â
âIâll walk you out,â he stands, holding his hand out to Dan who grasps it.
â- and the kiss,â Dan adds, âI owed you that, too.â
His playful words manage to conjure up another one of Philâs smiles, and he doesnât let go of Danâs hand until theyâre at the front door. Outside, the wind has picked up, sending swirls of crimson leaves across the yard.
Dan and Phil stand facing each other, drawing out the moment of their parting. Finally, Phil averts his gaze and opens the door, and Dan zips up his leather jacket.
âIâm glad you came, Dan,â Phil says honestly.
âYeah,â Dan replies, shivering slightly, though not from the rush of cold air.
âMe too.â
-
The last day of October is clear and bright, the sky a pearlescent grey. A strong breeze chases leaves across the country lane, making the trees sway and rustle. Itâs cold, but this time Danâs wearing a woolen jumper underneath his leather jacket, and anyway, heâs positively buzzing with a vibrant energy that warms him from the inside â and tickles him to push his foot down further on the accelerator, but heâs a responsible driver. He smiles to himself, feeling the wind and excitement drive him towards his destination.
When the cottage comes into sight behind the tree line, Danâs smile grows wider. Two unfamiliar cars are parked outside the property on the side of the road, but he lets his motorcycle wheel past the post box and to a stop next to Philâs car.
Taking off his helmet, Dan inhales the frigid, exhilarant autumn air. His pulse is throbbing both with adrenaline and anticipation. As he approaches the house, he picks up on snatches of cheerful conversation and hushed music that seep through cracked windows.
Two large pumpkins stand guard on the patio this time, their expressions hardly threatening. Dan feels like he must look somewhat like them â glowing with excitement, grin unalterably carved into his face.
Standing in front of the door, he takes a deep breath. Heâs nervous, but not because heâs uncertain. Heâs made up his mind, heâs decided to come here tonight for a reason. Itâs just that it might be the biggest decision heâs ever made, and that does scare him quite a lot.
Okay, Dan. This is your last chance for turning back, he thinks, but instead he reaches out and rings the bell.
The sound seems to resonate in his chest.
A face appears briefly in the door window and with a squeal of excitement the door is wrenched open.
âHi Dan!â says a cat the size of a young girl. Sheâs wearing an Alice band with cat ears on it and someone has painted crooked whiskers across her cheeks.
âHi Olivia. Nice costume.â
Olivia grins. âThanks! You too.â
Heâs opted for a jumper with ghosts and pumpkins on it rather than a full-on disguise.
Stepping aside to let him pass, she adds, âDaddyâs in the kitchen.â
Thereâs a familiar twinkle in her eye that makes Dan wonder how much she knows, but he just smiles back and follows her inside.
As he closes the door behind himself, Olivia skips back down the hall to where the music is playing, but Dan remains where he is.
Thereâs a clanking of pots coming from his right. He swallows nervously, taking a final deep breath of courage before he steps into the kitchen.
Philâs standing at the counter with his back turned to Dan, wearing a vampireâs cloak. His pale skin certainly fits the image, Dan thinks, feeling a grin tug on his lips.
For a moment he wonders how to announce his arrival, but then Phil turns around and flinches violently.
âJesus, Dan!â he exclaims, blue eyes wide with shock, stumbling back against the counter. âYou scared me!â
âKind of the whole point of Halloween, isnât it?â Dan asks, taking a few steps into the room. âThough I must say, your appearance is a lot scarier than mine.â
Philâs face relaxes and he smiles, which entirely refutes Danâs statement.
They stand facing each other for a moment, the realisation of what Danâs presence means prickling like electricity in the air between them.
Then Dan clears his throat. âSo, uh⊠Trick or treat?â
Phil laughs. âIâm afraid the treats are reserved for the children,â he says, biting his lower lip. His eyebrows are raised as if in a challenge.
âThatâs too bad,â Danâs about to say when Phil adds, âBut I might have kept a special treat for you.â
Theyâve gravitated towards each other almost subconsciously so that when Dan speaks again, he can see the sparkle in Philâs eyes, the smudged red paint below his lip and even a few faded freckles that are dusted across his nose and cheeks.
âOh? And whatâs that?â
Philâs gaze drops and Dan feels his heartbeat speed up again. Instead of replying, he slowly leans in. Licking his lips, Dan lets his eyelids flutter shut in expectation.
They snap open again a mere second later, accompanied by a gasp when he feels Philâs hot breath fan his neck.
âPh-phil, what are you -â
âNever trust a vampire, Dan,â Phil mutters, lips ghosting over a patch of skin, not quite touching it.
Instinctively, Danâs hands have shot up to hold onto Philâs shoulders. He moves them now, his breath hitching, heart thudding, to Philâs face and tilts it gently upwards.
âYou sneaky little shit,â he murmurs affectionately.
Philâs grinning widely, his eyes scrunched up and lucid like the pumpkins outside.
âNow I have no choice but to trick you,â Dan continues quietly, âseeing as you wouldnât give me,â he leans in closer, âmyâŠâ his mouth brushes Philâs cheek, making his breath stutter. ââŠtreat,â Dan completes the sentence against Philâs lips.
They kiss slowly, unrushed, lips parting and reconnecting again in sync with their breaths. As if to prove his previous statement, Phil eventually takes Danâs bottom lip between his teeth and nibbles on it gently, causing Dan to let out a small moan. Theyâre stood pressed together from head to toe now. He can feel Philâs heart beat against his own and the gentle touch of his hands on the back of his neck.
When Phil begins to pull away, Dan whimpers in protest, holding on to him tighter, and Phil smiles against his lips, his fluttering eyelashes tickling Danâs cheek.
âHappy Halloween, Dan,â he mumbles, winding his fingers into Danâs hair.
âIâm glad you came.â
*** this used to be on my ao3 page (softiejace). iâm taking down my phan content for personal reasons but reposting it here so people can still enjoy it :) ***
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Just Friends (2/?)
Authorâs note:Â So yeah... I got around to doing the second part... Keep in mind that from this point on, the plot no longer sticks to the original request.
Word Count: 2851
Summary: Letâs just go ahead and see who found you in the alley.
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âY/n?â the voice called out âY/f/n Y/l/n?â
You were caught off guard.
 âHuh?!âÂ
As any normal person would, you looked toward the direction of the person calling out your name. However, instead of wiping your face and calming your voice like an actual normal person would, you locked eyes with that individual with your face a slobbering mess.
As if the night wasn't horrible enough, it had now become a living nightmare. You never thought you would see his stupid face, but there he was. âY-yoongi?â
Thatâs right, it was the only and only Min Yoongi. You werenât the type to dislike people, but he was one you could say you practically hated. The thing was, that asshole, now standing three feet away, was that same asshole that brought you and Tae together all those years ago. Oh but things didnât stop at making fun of you for your choice of fashion, heck no. He made fun of you for 3 years! Considering that he was two years older than you, his torment should have only lasted 2 years, but the guy was stupid as fuck and he got held back a year. That was an extra year of dealing with him calling you names, tripping you in the hall, and one time even knocking down your lunch tray in front of everyone in the cafeteria. Not to mentioned the times where you had him for elective classes, like art, where he made it a goal to sit behind you and poke you with sharp pencils in the middle of tests, yank your hair, and âaccidentallyâ kick your butt when trying to rest his feet on the back of your chair.
Easy to say, he made high school suck more than it already did. When he graduated you were beyond relieved. You even forgot all about him. The only thing you heard about him since high school was that he was in a study abroad program and was in Europe or England or something like that. So what was he suddenly doing in this downtown alley of all places? Why was he now, as some knight in shining armor, running up to you?
âOh shit! Itâs actually you! What happened?!? Why are you crying? Are you okay?â He asked in a panic.
It was like you were in the twilight zone. Your high school bully was all over you, not picking on you, but instead looking out for your well being.
What you were expecting to hear was âHaha stupid y/n is crying!â âWhy are you wearing a dress? Boys don't wear dresses!â or even âOh are you finally a girl again?â But instead, he knelt in front of you, grabbing your arms and checking for wounds and asking âAre you okay? Are you hurt?â
Even after all these years, his touch was repulsive and after the night you had you didn't even want to feel someoneâs gaze on you, let alone have this stupid orange haired prick in your face.
âLet me go!â You cried, pushing his hands away⊠pushing him hard enough that he fell back on his butt into a puddle of mud made by the leaky dumpster.
âWhat the fuck! Iâm trying to help you!â He shouted
âJust leave me alone!â you cried
Thatâs when you jumped up and ran out of the alley. You needed to get back home and hide away forever.
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It had been two days since the shit show that was âdateâ night. You have basically locked yourself inside your apartment the last 48 hours. Â You weren't trying to be dramatic or anything, you just needed some space. The last thing you wanted to do was put on a fake smile and pretend to everyone around you that everything was okay or put in extra effort in paying attention in class because your mind wouldnât stop replaying your fight with Tae.
Another reason (the real reason) you kept yourself locked away was to avoid Tae all together. At the beginning of the semester the two of you had made your schedules around each other, making sure you had lunch at the same time and would walk in the same direction at least once to have a quick catch up before class, you know, like the cute best friends you used to be. The last thing you wanted was to bump into him on campus. It was already hard enough trying to ignore his calls and apology texts.
Sure it sounds extreme, but you were sticking to your guns about avoiding Tae like the plague. You didnât want to risk forgiving him because of your lingering feelings. You didnât want to be friends with him anymore. Yes, you could look past him not having feelings for you, but what you couldnât get over was him betraying you the way he did. The two of you had been friends for years, it hurt that he lied to you, that he ditched you for someone else. Speaking of, he ditched you for some random girl. Tae used to ALWAYS tell you about his crushes and the girls he went on dates with, but you caught him with someone you knew nothing about. What best friend holds back on something like that?
But anyway, your time in hiding was about to come to an end. You were out of food. Every time you opened your fridge, your lonely gallon of milk stared back at you and your empty cabinets laughed in your face. It was time to join the real world once more and get some groceries like a grown adult. Plus, you had a life to get back to. You had school and a job hunt to throw yourself into. You couldnât let Tae hold you back from living life.
After a long motivational talk to yourself in the mirror, you got dressed in a t-shirt jeans and your favorite converse and walked down to the grocery store.
All throughout the store you mentally repeated your list in order to get yourself to stuck to your small budget. âJuice, eggs, ham, chips, bread, lighter fluid (you know to burn your stupid dress from date night). Juice, eggs, ham, chips, bread, lighter fluid.â.
It didn't take long for you to get what you needed and by the end you realized you had a bit of extra money to splurge on some cereal. So here you were in the middle of the cereal aisle using your intelligent college educated mind to decide which type of cereal you wanted to get.
Sadly, things took a turn when you heard,âWell well well!â
It was that voice again. It sent a chill down your spine. Immediately you were frustrated.
âIf it isn't little ole y/n. I see you are back in your regular clothes again.â
You turned to the source of the sounds that were his words and caught his eyes scanning you up and down.
âAnd if isn't stupid ole Yoongi.â You spat back. âAre you some kind of stalker now or what?â
It was too coincidental to see him in the alley (which you pretty much forgot about till now) but seeing him in the grocery store was all the more nauseating.
He furrowed his brows at you. âExcuse me? A stalker? No.â He said in his usual arrogant voice. âI'm more of a music producer these days.â a sly smirk appeared on his face as if he was so much better than you.
And this was the Yoongi you remembered... and still hated.Â
You rolled your eyes at him. âAs if I actually careâ
âOuch! Still a feisty one aren't you? I see a lot hasn't changed since high school.â Again his eyes scanned you âSame personality, same taste in clothes-â
âOh please! You still dress the same too!â you shot back âand you still have horrible taste in hair dye.â You had to take a shot at the obnoxious orange hair
âHey, I admit this current color isn't working with me, but I rock a mint green alright!â
âOh Iâd like to see thatâ
His smiled only widened âI bet you would. I always knew you had a thing for me!â
You practically gagged. âUgh! I was being sarcastic. All that hair dye really has made you stupid. No wonder you flunked a gradeâ
âWoah woah woah just to make things clear, I only got held back cuz I didn't care about high school, but I'm not stupid. I'll have you know my college gpa is 3.7!â
âSpeaking of college, arenât you supposed to be in England or something, why are you here annoying me?â
âOh so I'm not allowed to be in a grocery store to buy groceries?â
You stayed quiet. You didn't have a comeback
âBut if youâre so curiousâ he continued in a suddenly normal tone, with sincerity much like in the alley a few nights ago. âIâm back cuz I already graduated. And like I said before, I am a producer.â It was weird having him talking to you like a normal person. âThere is an old friend in town that wants to collab and do a rap track, so I'm back for that.â
âHow excitingâ you said very sarcastically âBut would you look at the timeâ you looked down at your bare wrist as if you were wearing a watch. âSeems like I have to be everywhere else but here since I don't give a shit.â You said grabbing a random box of the shelf and making your leave.
âYou owe me a pair of pants you know!â he called out
You turned around âUm, what?â
âOh, you know, from when you pushed me into a puddle of mud after I found you crying in an alley.â
âSo? That's not my fault.â
âUh, it kinda is since you were the one that pushed me!â
âWell you were the one all over me, what else was I supposed to do!?â
âUm, tell me what was wrong, duh! Obviously you seem fine now. But what happened? Did you get mugged? Were you harassed? Was it something going to the cops over?â With every word his tone went from salty to serious. You couldn't tell if it was an act or not.
âThat all seems like something that isn't your business, don't you think?â
He closed his mouth shut, realizing you had a point. âOk,fine. You're right.â He voice fell into a sigh, a sign that he gave up. â... But you do owe me a new pair of jeans. The only other way Iâll forgive you is if you take me out to lunch.â
He hit you with a curve. âWhat? Why?â
He shrugged. âIâm hungry. Why else not?â
âBecause being with in 3 feet of you makes me want to gag!â you said bluntly.
âOh c'mon, but we can continue our wonderful little chat.â and he went right back to being a shit face
For what had to be the hundredth time, you rolled your eyes. âI would rather get hit by a car.â you said as you walked away.
From this point on you quickened your pace to the cashier line.
You stuck yourself in the line of people hoping to not bump into some other person you happened to know and not care for. In the next half hour, you were finally out the door. Why it took so long? You didnât know. Why you could stop looping your interaction with Yoongi? You also didnât know. How you ended up with a box of raisin bran instead of frosted flakes? That you knew.
You walked out the grocery store and toward the road in annoyance with the box in your hand. âStupid Yoongi, distracted me!â you grumbled to yourself as you glared at the box. âHe just has to keep-â
âWatch out!â you heard a shout
Suddenly your arm was grabbed and you were yanked back. It was like slow motion. Your heels scraped against the curb as the rest of your body went flying back. You let out a yelp, sounding like a small dog when you felt someone grab you before you fell to the ground.
And now everything was a blur. All you could hear was mad car honks and gasps from the people around you.
âAre you okay?!?â it just had to be Yoongiâs voice again
You looked up at him, a bit confused about how he had his arms wrapped around you. You look around, realizing you were on the curb of the highway, the crosswalk flashing the light to not cross. Â
â...Why did you do that?!?â you pushed him away when you realized that you were still in his arms.
âBecause you were about to get hit by a car!â He shouted back at you.
You stayed quiet, a bit too frazzled to get your thoughts together.
It was easy for him to see how distraught you were, and thatâs when he decided o say. âDamn, i didnât think you were that serious about the lunch thing.â he said with a chuckle.
â...Well I was.â you said in a last attempt to gather whatever dignity you had left.
You couldn't put up a badass facade around him anymore, not after him seeing you in a dress, seeing you sob, and technically saving your life. Â You were shookth to the core, you had to run.
The second the light signaled you to walk, you bolted away from him without even a thank you.
Your steps became faster and faster as you got closer to your apartment building. You had to reach your safe haven as soon as you could. Again you just wanted to hide away from the eyes around you and go unnoticed for once this freaking week.
At your building, you rushed to the elevator and smacked your floor button until the doors closed shut. Alone in the floating room, you tried to catch your breath and just settle yourself a bit.
Finally when it dinged on your floor, you steadied your pace down the quiet halls. you felt calmer knowing that you were just a few feet away from closing yourself off from anymore human interaction.
But when you turned the corner, you had the urge to run in the opposite direction.
He stood there like he was a lot puppy. There was a slouch to his stance a frown on his face. He stared longingly at your door s you peeked at him from the end of the hall.
Tae stood at your door with heavy eyes.His arms lifted it self to knock on your door, but suddenly he stopped. He let out a sigh of defeat, his hi hand fell limp to his side.
You weren't sure what to make of the situation. On sight, you missed him⊠but you were also just so mad.  Half of you wanted to walk up to him and pull him into a hug while the other wanted to bite his head off.
âY/n, you are an adult.â you reminded yourself. âHe came here for a reason. The most rational thing is to hear him out. You don't have to forgive him. you don't even have to say anything back.â
With that little pep talk, you were ready to face him.
You took a few steps, your grocery bags, slapping against your legs. The sudden sounds caught his attention and thatâs when he looked over at you.
In that split second, his eyes lit up. âY/n!â
Just like that, your words to yourself went out the window. Who were you kidding? You were upset as fuck!  Youâre feelings  were as raw as ever. It was like Sunday night all over again. you could already feel the stick in r eyes and the stabbing pain in your chest radiating throughout your whole body.
You couldn't do it.
As he walked towards you, you walked past him.
The hint of a smile on his face disappeared and that frown was back. â...Y/n?â
You ignored his existence, simply getting your keys out of your pocket.
The Silent treatment. You had put him through this a few times before. It was never a tactic that he accepted. Right now, like the few rare fights before, he spoke at you in hopes that his words could get you to forgive him again. âY/n, Iâm sorry! I honestly am!â he pleaded as he trailed behind you. âCanât we just talk again?â
You said nothing, you didn't even look at him as you unlocked your door.
âY/n, you are my best friend! I miss you! Please just talk to me.â
You weren't too sure why, but his words struck a nerve. Before You stepped inside, you looked at him. You did your best to put on the most serious expression you could. It was hard to not break down in tears.
He stared back at you with big sad eyes, that had just the smallest bit of hope only because you actually turned to him.
âNo.â you said simply as you walked inside and closed the  door on him.
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The Other Day at Hot Topic: Cuts
When SaĂŻx walks out of the back office, all the pieces fall into place. Dem and Roxas had told Axel about the sweat and the sweatpants, and that would have been more than enough to put SaĂŻx in a mood, really. If SaĂŻx isnât dressed to impress, he tends to feel as if he isnât dressed at all.
But neither guy had been tactless enough to mention whatâs really digging under SaĂŻxâs skin. SaĂŻx had been in such a rush to come in to his unstaffed store this morning that he hadnât concealed the scar across the bridge of his nose. That SaĂŻx feels self-conscious of the mark is the understatement of the century.
Because I look like a damned pirate, Axel, he had bemoaned more than once, sitting in front of his mirror, necktie askew, red-eyed, exasperated. Whoâs going to take me seriously as a professional? The Godfather?
Axel had gripped his shoulders, pale green eyes unwavering. So, you take a page from the Godfather. You dress to kill and you make them take you seriously. Youâre good at that.
SaĂŻx had taken this advice to heart, thickened his skin to the occasional comments that came when his concealer sweated off in the island heat. He had tried to, anyway. But now the biggest gossip on staff has seen it. And Jesus knows Demyx had asked questions.
So, of course SaĂŻx is in a mood, Zexion. Who wouldnât be?
Axel doesnât pause to think about whether SaĂŻx is still irritated with him. He meets him halfway through the store and sets hands on his upper arms.
âAxel,â SaĂŻx tries for cold but he just looks tired, lower lip jutting out, shadows below his eyes where swipes of metallic gold ought to be. Â
The scar has never bothered Axel the way that people have told him it ought to. He looks at it and sees strength. Here is someone who overcame, someone who survived. The cuts were deep enough to finally get SaĂŻxâs rabid old man as locked away as he deserved to beâdeep enough to keep SaĂŻx safeâso to Axel, the scar is beautiful.
Axel leans in and plants his lips on the broad, faint X. âHey, Sai,â he murmurs, mouth barely lifting as SaĂŻxâs hands settle on Axelâs bony hips. âSorry, Iâm late.â He presses his lips to the cross again and then to the tip of SaĂŻxâs nose, warm sympathy flooding his chest.
SaĂŻx fingers knead his side gently. âWhereâve you been, baby, hm?â
The words start to freeze the warmth in Axelâs chest, and he pulls back slightly. Â
So, one vulnerability has heightened another.
He canât help but get a little ticked again. All these years of therapy, so much emotional, physical, and general life progressâbut when it comes to Axel, some days it feels like all Saiâs learned to do is wrap his possessive jealousy up in prettier, more socially acceptable paper.
Better than being screamed at every time heâd walked in late to fourth period study hall in ninth grade, sure, absolutelyâbut still kind of exhausting.
Heâs lucky Iâve been in love with him since I was five.
Lucky I get it.
Lucky.
But shit. Look, heâs buffer than Rocky (Horror) and incomprehensibly dedicated to a good-for-nothing like me.
Iâm pretty damn lucky too.
Axel runs a knuckle down SaĂŻxâs cheek and smiles. âNowhere special.â
SaĂŻx realizes heâs misstepped and takes a thin breath, brows scrunching, wanting to explain. âDemyx said you were grabbing coffee, and you were gone for an hour, so I didnât think it was unreasonable for me to wonder...â
Wonder. And send six texts. And torment Demyx. And God knew what next...
Axel closes his eyes. He decides to show mercy and ignore this remark. His fingers lace behind SaĂŻxâs neck, his gaze shifting down to scan SaĂŻxâs workout clothes, getting distracted. âYou have no right to look sexier than me in my own damn sweatpants.â
This off-hand observation proves to be a suitable salve to SaĂŻxâs ego, because he smirks and says, level as ever, âI beg to differ. They suit you just fine.â
Axel canât quite reign in a bark of laughter. Axel is never letting Demyx order anything for him again. âSai, thereâs a reason I put them in your drawer. Theyâre twice my size; they slip right off of me.â
SaĂŻxâs pale blue brows bounce up emphatically, and his smirk is pointed. âAnd thatâs a problem?â
Oh, so he does remember. The noise Axel feels in his throat is practically a purr as the heat returns to his skin.
âOh, gross...â
Demyx is choking over all of this verbal PDA, and the couple glance over at his gaping as it evolves into audible sputtering. âWait.â Demyx freezes, gestures emphatically at the white âTHE ORGANIZATIONâ printed down the side of SaĂŻxâs leg. âSaĂŻx, are you advertising for us? You? How did I not notice that earlier?â
SaĂŻxâs lips turn down. The glare he aims at Demyx knocks him back a step into the rotating piercing fixture. âThis,â he smooths the first few letters with a hand, âwas supposed to be between me and my pilates instructor.â
âI feelâŠâ Demyx grasps at the empty air and looks as if the ground has split open in front of him to reveal hell itself, âstrangely numb.â He blinks at the couple a few times, and Axel and SaĂŻx untangle and separate. âDo you like, listen to our music in your free time? Oh my god. Whatâs your favorite song on our EP? Iâm partial to âOblivionâ myself. Luxord wanted to cut it. He says the best oneâs âDusksâ, but I bet you... Oh my god. Unless you think the whole thing sucks.â Demyx pouts, eyes widening, puppy-like. Stumbling forward, he grabs for SaĂŻxâs shirtfront, fingers clinging to the sturdy, ribbed tank. âYou donât, do you?â
Axel doesnât bother to contain his laughter. He knew SaĂŻx had their EP on his phone, but listening to your boyfriendâs band in private and admitting to being a fan to Demyx are two wildly different beasts.
SaĂŻx does a quick assessment of the store to ensure no customers or other employees have been privy to this bizarre conversation. Satisfied that theyâre alone, he slips a blue flyaway behind his ear and proceeds to pluck the fingers from his shirt, one by one, with each pull, a word, âGet. Back. Behind. The. Register. Demyx.â
Axel feels like heâs watching a puppy being denied table scraps.
Stunned, Demyx lets his hands drop and hops upright, spinning on a toe. âYes, sir.â
Axel sets a hand on SaĂŻxâs shoulder and rubs. The creases in SaĂŻxâs forehead ease.
âAnd Demyx?â
Demyx twirls back around, face serious, light colored eyes still wide and childishly hopeful. âSir?â
SaĂŻx catches Demyxâs eye, expression stoic as ever. âIâve listened to âOblivionâ about five hundred times. Luxordâs an imbecile.â
SaĂŻx makes a point of ignoring Demyxâs unbridled whimper of joy, turning back to Axel with a faint, pleased yet exhausted smile.
âYouâre never going to hear the end of this one,â Axel warns, smirking in return, hand on SaĂŻxâs pec, pressing another step closer.
âIâŠâ
âWelcome to Hot Topic, ladies,â Zexion greets with uncharacteristic vigor from his post at the mouth of the store.
Axel assumes itâs a warning to make themselves presentable, and resists the temptation to do the opposite.
SaĂŻx glances to the customers and then to the racks and displays, and Axel knows the slightest imperfection will take him another hour to fix if Axel doesnât act quickly.
Axel hooks a finger into the neck of SaĂŻxâs tank and murmurs, âWanna take this somewhere a little more private?â He bounces his brows. âI know where they keep the fitting room key.â
SaĂŻx sighs, but he doesnât hold back his smile this time. âYouâre impossible.â
âIâm joking. Everyone knows Hot Topic fitting rooms are dirtier than Larxeneâs lingerie.â
SaĂŻx snorts in spite of himself, expression utterly disgusted, but gestures for Axel to follow him to the office. âIf you were on staff, Iâd write you up for saying that.â
âFor saying that about the fitting room or for saying that about Larxene?â
âBoth.â
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Dearest O'Malley Chapter 8
Chapter 8
Natalie and Nathan had their first date  of romance shared with me. I liked Natalie because she was careful and had this angel's touch. I squeezed the seatbelt tight on her because I didn't want her to leave my side. We drove to a car show that was happening at the MaGee park at Sunray park and Casino. I got to hear the tale where Natalie once worked at a horse station and almost thought about applying for a stable hand job at Sunray once. When we parked, there was a lot of people there with tons of cars. They walked together while they looked at each car. But they'll never find something spectacular like me. No matter how much each classic car sparkled with paint, I was still as original as the song "Green Onions" in 1962. Hours later after the car show, we drove into town a little bit.
Later in May, I began to enjoy getting belly rubs and gentle tootle rubs in the house. That was when it became a habit. Natalie would  rub for 30 to 45 minutes while I lay flat on the carpet. What followed later on that night, was shower time. I started feeling cleaner when I joined the two love birds and I began to get in the habit of begging Natalie to give me a belly rub. She would rub for 30 to 45 minutes while I lay flat-relaxed. What also followed along was shower time. I started feeling cleaner when I joined them because I'd get a washing well done and getting a thorough scrub. I felt like I was at a car wash and then afterwards Natalie, Nathan, and I went into Nathan's bedroom to watch TV and dry off. We watched a few episodes on Velocity so I could enjoy watching the last bit of Garage Squad, just before Chasing Claasic Cars came next. I didn't pay much much else attention to what Natalie and Nathan were doing behind me and didn't  care. The last of Garage Squad intriged me because it was a 1967 Chevelle SS dedicated  to a person who owned it with a V8 motor in it and the loved ones wanted it restored in original blue and white. I once was going to have a V8 motor installed inside me years ago because Randy had an idea to make me stronger when I  liked being a mellow straight 6 engine, I was old and retired from "showing off my powerful engine" although it wasn't bad to dream that I had a V8 motor like the rest of the Chevelle muscle cars; by watching one on TV. In the episode, that car reminded me of my cousin that lives down the treet. He was just as lazy as Ol' Reliable when there's no clouds in the sky. No matter how many times I've tried to scedule a visit, my cousin sits in the yard and tells me that he forgot and he'll make it up to me, but it never really happens. So I gave up on trying to socialize with him since he's my only family member I had in Farmington New Mexico. I still go through the same thing with Ol' Reliable when he it's his turn to be driven. If he won't get up, I'd simply threaten him that if he wasn't up and out of my nerve in 10 seconds, I was going to drag his prat out and whip him with the thinnest branch outside. Ol' Reliable and I both knew we didn't like each other sometimes. If I want a break from town, I'll get my way even when I have to get mean and tough. This way, I can take time to relax and take a nap or watch Velocity. Whatever I chose, I was determined to keep my well-being in order.
Later the next day, I was out driving to stores in town with Jan, Nathan and Natalie when I spotted some classic cars on the road. They were out and about too. They were rusty and rough looking, but some were in mint condition and I thought to myself "that's why some people don't see other classic cars out and active much. On Velocity, those kinds of cars undergo a substantial amount of  surgury to get going inside garages.
On some days, I would be taken into town whenever Jan got home. It would be McDonald's, Taco Bell, Family Dollar, and sometimes Wal-Mart or Safeway. Often it would be a stop at Little Cesear's Pizza. Whatever the case, if I didn't feel like going into town, I'd make Ol' Reliable or Tiny; Nathan's 1993 Ford explorer go into town. I knew Ol' Reliable was lazy but it would do him good to go out and be active like he used to in 1980. I was almost 50 years old. I would be a year older than Herbie, the love bug. I needed rest now and then to get off my shocks and body frame. Being the boss had its ups and downs these days of forcing Ol' Reliable off his prat when I don't like to be gruff. Today, was my relax day and this time it took me 8 minutes to get him moving after refusing to get up three times.  I had to sit on him when he refused the fourth time. It was unbearably droll-funny to see him squirm as he tried to get free, but I held my weight down. I held Ol' Reliable for three minutes  and asked him if he was ready to cooperate and do what I told him. He agreed with a weak response and I got up. I told him if he refused to me again, I'd sit  on him for an hour until he couldn't breathe. He couldn't get my body stench off him for a week. I knew he didn't want that. On some days he and I hated each other and other days, we wouldn't even see each other on and off, but wouldn't hate each other because we kept to ourselves. I would go up and see Ozzie when Ol' Reliable was in town for a few hours just to talk and hang out with Joe. After that, I'd head back home, slip into the house and wait for them to pull in the driveway. By the time, they were finished unloading groceries, Natalie would sit down on the couch. I'd sit on Natalie's feet until I had my hind quarters rubbed every four nights a week, she'd massage my undercarriage that'd send tingles all over my body because it felt good to get massages while Ol' Reliable waited his turn, in Randy's chair. Then it would be hs turn to get a massage after I had taken a seat to nap in. I was so relaxed that I let the rest of the nerves absorb the serenity into my body. When the two of us had an equal attention, Nathan was posting photos of Tiny; his new he bought from FaceBook. He bought him a week before Nathan  meet Natalie in March. I wasn't aware that Nathan took a picture of me sleeping. I usually didn't like it when he did that.
When I woke up, Nathan was on his laptop chacking his email. Natalie was wearing a tri colored alien necklace and it brought me back in time to wonder. What breed of alien that was chasing Impa, Gonzo and me? Natalie knew a lot about aliens and I dared to ask her on what she knew about aliens. After Nathan qas done with the laptop, Natalie pulled up a YouTube video about extraterrestrials. I had asked for this and I had demanded too much of the truth and now I recognized the alien that chased the three of us boys in the woods was a disturbing Grey alien from outer space. Among other planets, who knew where it came from nor what it wanted. All that was beyond me. Natalie had mentioned that Greys were aggressive for being 3 meters tall and they liked to torment people with tools and chemicals they invented. That would just shake the Skittles out of me as I got the chills from.  Natalie told me how to identify the differences between the greys and the much bigger aliens in the images. I understood that the much bigger aliens were some kind of strange planetary outer space name that I never heard of; the Zeta Recuili and they were known as non-aggressive. Thinking back to that incident, made my oil churn. I didn't want to see anymore alien pictures nor did I want to find the interest of studying them. It was a mystery on where that alien that I saw many years ago, came from and why it was in the woods. I laid back down after throwing Candy off the chair and taking the seat for enjoyment. I wouldn't let her get back on even though she kept trying, I'd push her off and finally Candy sat somewhere else. This made me remember something that happened. It was when Impa and I were hanging out together. I was napping during our hang out time in the shade one summer and Impa was being annoying. I pushed him away and he flew 5 feet away from the curb. Candy had a retarded look on her face as if she didn't know what just happened. I laughed inside of myself after seeing that.
Later when Jan came home from work that evening, the four of us; Natalie, Jan, Nathan and I went into town to get something to drink as usual. While I was whistling "Jukebox Baby" by Perry Como on the way, I encountered Robin, the red and white 1967 Chevrolet  Impala. a friend I met a few car shows back in 2013. He was in town too and still baring that "horseless Carriage" on his plate. We got caught up talking at the McDonald's drive thru on what's been going on in our lives. There was a long line at McDonald's and what better time to talk while I waited for someone to take my order. When you've bumped into a friend somewhere, it makes a perfect day.
Robin was a son of a whisker goat that informed everyone of events coming up even before they hit fliers mailed out. I first met Robin in the summer of 2012 at the Elk's Lodge just before the month of the 3rd car show, that year. I was singing "Rockin Robin" on my way to my parking spot on the grass, when a Chevrolet Impala said to me that was his name and his favorite song. I had no idea I was calling it nor did I know I was going to be parked next to him. Robin and I started out as strangers too becoming fast friends. Ever since Impa was gone, Robin made me realize that when I start dating, I would end up with an Chevrolet Impala, because I was an Impala guy...preferring Chevrolet Impala cars only. I just knew it. The rascally tin-road rodder had his personality following his perspective. It was almost like seeing a 1960s fun-animated and uptown television show come to life. He and I had almost everything in common beside the fact that he was a player with a few extra groove-and-cruise that looked good on him for being a lady-magnet. He was missing something in which he lacked that I knew best. I told him if he showed ladies what was all good under the hood, he'd be soaring into hearts of every one of them. After I had told him all that, the judges were all interested in Robin when I didn't mean for that advice to go to his head. Robin became the apple to everyone's eye and I was chop liver. I was a tiny bit disappointed in Robin for letting it all go to his head.
But I got over the disappointment, knowing Robin had not a single idea I was in a movie teaser trailer that was taken out for collateral reasons, so it was okay. It wasn't that good and I didn't want to be recognized for it such as being on T-Shirts, toys, and accessories. Robin however was getting prepared for the car show in July and asked if I was going to be in it this year since he was out for a stroll. I announced that I was taking the summer off from car shows. I wanted to go for summer cruises and enjoy the season to re-align myself after the chaos that passed. However, Robin was disappointment but he told me good luck and have a nice summer year. He wished I was in more car shows just like this one in July. I told him it was a blessing to see his mug again. He was delighted to see me again and hoped to encounter me next year.
As the traffic line reduced to a small number as my thoughts returned to the McDonald's drive thru. It was busy for a weekday, but I had a nice chat with Robin. We went to Family Dollar to get paper plates and ciggs that Jan needed. She needed cigarettes almost every day because she was frequently stressed out by never ending kids misbehaving at work. Especially the big kids because they had problems at home. Obviously, it had to be a sign of disprobation results of hating their own selves and taking their misery out on others. When we turned into Taco Bell that afternoon. It was a long line of SUVs, trucks, and sedans. I didn't have to wait again and Nathan didn't either just for a large Mountain Dew. We went to a gas station instead and it had been a priority that whenever there was a long line, there was a gas station that sells fountain drinks for less.
Next, we headed to Family Dollar and Jan got her things and we went home to relax. I rested a little because when night time came and I knew we'd go out again. I had a seat on the couch and let my gears relax before running again at 8 pm. It was a run-on schedule night after night that Nathan, Natalie and Jan all go into town, get drinks, run into WalMart or Safeway or Walgreens, then head to Family Dollar again and be home by 2 hours later around 9 pm or 10 pm.
When Jack visited over, we'd go out, get drinks, go shopping for the kid and get more Mountain Breezes from Safeway. Technically, Erik used to come in and check on Jack and feed him, but now he stopped caring except for coming in to play with him a few hours once in a blue moon. Jan took over and asked Jack if he got fed. As usual, it was always be a "no" and Jan would cook him a fried burrito or Ramen Noodle soups. I wished Natalie could feed Jack just to be thoughtful that way, there could be something to rub in Erik's face if there was a yelling fit, One of these days, Natalie would...one of these days.
In an hour later that night, Jan, Natalie and Nathan all went into town once more as I took them to the stores. Before starting up fast, I'd tease Nathan by cutting off power for a short 3 seconds before Nathan started me up again. It would be my game of start and stop. Once the ignition got turned on, I'd  idle for  5 seconds and shut off and start again. I had been around the age of 49 years old and still enjoyed playing that game with Nathan for 8 years. Inside, I laughed a little as Nathan backed me up and zoomed out of the drive way. The first stop was as always, McDonald's to get drinks. Natalie didn't used to get small water. It would be either Coca Cola or Dr. Pepper which was horrid. Shay used to get those, but I was happy to know that Natalie ordering a water so she could slim down a bit. I'd overhear that she was disgusted in obese people and I don't think she wanted to be one of them. I didn't blame her. After encountering Shay, I didn't want her to look like Shay. Apparently, Natalie worked hard to keep her weight down.She ordered small waters and tried to keep her snacking down. She would chew gum, smoke her vaper, and drink water. I tell her if she does good on getting water for a few weeks, she can have a soda pop. While we're in town, our stop was always Taco Bell for the same old thing...a large Mountain Dew. This time, there wasn't much of a line and it turned out on my agenda, We started to go to Conoco gas station to grt Mountain Dew and drinks because Nathan got one where it was all watered down when it was fresh from the fountain. He's gotten a few that tasted like Diet Mountain Dew before and I had it, I was taking him to the gas station to get a Mountain Dew. It was a few dollars cheaper and then the usual places. Every two weeks, Jan needed something from Walgreens and we would go there. Other days, it'd be O'Rieley's for a part for Ozzy or the blue Chevy Tracker, but tonight it was safeway to get a few packs of Mountain Breezes so I didn't have to fear of traveling far because The safeway we go to was the little one a few miles from where I lived.
When we got home that night, Natalie would again try to carry all of the groceries inside so it didn't turn out to be two trips. She's carry 3 bags of groceries in one arm, 3 soda pop packages in the other. It would worry me that she'd trip and fall with a load in her arms. Nathan told her not to be doing that, but she does it anyway. She'd joke and tease me that she was falling with groceries in her arms when she had them all under control. It would worry Nathan too in the same way, but Natalie was was determined to carry a bunch of groceries in her arms like a professional. At least Nathan would get the door for her. A little later, it was back to relaxing time and as always I'd beg Natalie to give me a rub down on my chassis since I wanted something different than a belly rub or a front bumper massage while she was watching TV. She worked her toes as I laid in front of her. Her big toe worked in a systematic pattern and then, rubbing in one spot, she rubbed counterclockwise for 10 minutes. It was good to let my gears fall in the right place after a day's trip into town. I was old and needed to stay at the top pf my well-being for a classic car my type. It was once a while that my shocks would be sore from going into town. For a human, that would be like having sore knees, if walked on far more than 2 hours. I quickly fell asleep an hour later and it was already 11:30 pm when I woke up. Well son of a whisker goat! I didn't want to fall asleep again but who does when they're enjoying a massage?
I realized how exhausted I was and so I had a seat on the couch to return back to bed. My poor aching body was like old jello and not very steady either. They were weary too and I needed a day off so badly that I could hold myself up. I hoped tomorrow, I could get Ol' Reliable to take the three of them out to town so I could rest. But that next morning, it was Monday and Jan's car still wasn't working. She needed to get to work and I thought this would be the day that I would break my gears off. I was terrified. Nathan told her she could borrow me and he forked over the keys to Jan so she could go to work. Jan took a pillow to sit on and then we were off. I haven't been to Aztec in a long time and the minute the kids saw me again, I was complimented on when Jan got out. I was a cool looking car but Jan told them I belonged to Nathan. Although, I was as happy as Elvis Persley's hair combed back. I was going to perdict that I was going to have a good day. For the morning through the afternoon, I got to relax and watch the kids play and scream like  a bunch of deranged monkeys fighting over a single banana. It was like a zoo but with little kids in the fence. Then 3 o'clock came around, I suddenly had a change of mind, I wanted to come back tomorrow at "Just Us Kids" in Aztec at the same time to be surrounded by the trees. I was still a scary car for Jan to ride in when she drove me, but at least when Nathan drove me, Jan enjoyed the ride with a lit cigarette and relax in the backseat. Again that night, we did our nighttime errands to get drinks and shopping. I got to relax today and I didn't have to travel anywhere. I felt it deep in my gears when I was enjoying the shade of the trees of that summer.
The next day, it was Tuesday and Jan took me again to work again. I realized I was temporarily going to be Jan's car for a few weeks because her car was still out of order. I got a lot of eye-popping looks from people walking by and driving in and out. I was still the original handsome, sexy gentleman in the parking lot. I got respect and got to have the shade all to myself. I did have my spontaneous thoughts all gathered up including being prepared to give Nathan a hard time with starting up, zooming to get drinks and going to the dollar store.
After 5 pm, Jan got off work finally. She had a field trip day to drive the bus with kids to the places they had in mind. Today, they got to go the swimming pool. Jan and I came to a halt on the way home at McDonnie's; as I like to call the McDonald's restaurant. We got a sweet tea to enjoy for the road. About 30 minutes later, we got home at long last. I had a seat next to Natalie on the couch. I had a good day and I felt how it was my day to be treated like a senior citizen for a grandparents' day. There wasn't much of an activity going on for  the summer. All there was for the little ankle-biters to do were swimming, visit the museum, go to the Aztec ruins, visit the park and basically go back to the kids center.
On Wednesday, I parked close up to the center and watched Jan drive the bus away to the Aztec ruins. I picked up some apricots from the trees and decided to have some fun  by throwing them at cars going by. So many people honked in anger on who the cheeseburgers did that. I was well hidden behind the trees where no one saw. I laughed as I threw a good shot at a KIA Soul zooming by. I sling-shit some more apricots at some more cars passing me by and five of them hit two cars that honked and swerved left and right on the highway. No one knew where those flying apricots came from nor who was throwing them. It was like watching TV only better and then I chucked four more apricots  and hit one car on the windshield. Direct hit! Oh, it was just too good! All four apricots rained down hard on the car like falling starfruit splattering from three hundred feet down. I chucked another apricot at a truck and it smashed in a splat right on the driver side door, causing the truck driver to honk a few times. It was fun and I never got caught.
When I got home, I sat next to Natalie proudly. She asked me how did my day go and what did I do. I looked up with a face that read "I threw some apricots at cars and got away with it" with a quirky eyebrow twerk and a big smile. It was indeed a good Wednesday...a total Chevy day afternoon.
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Our Love is God pt 2
Okay this is part two of Our Love is God, my Heathers and Stranger Things crossover. I hope you all enjoy it. Feedback is welcome and encouraged :)
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     Steve doesnât find out about the incident until after school. The Heaths are all over his house, which weirdly has become the gangs new stomping ground even though Heathâs house is bigger, playing a quick game of croquet before the nightâs party. âDid you hear?â Heath Chandler asks after taking his turn. âDid you hear what that maniac Billy Hargrove did?â
      No, Steve hadnât heard, but it isnât unusual for him to be out of the rumor loop. Snooping has always been Heathâs favorite past time, not his, so it makes sense that Heath would hear about whatever happened with Billy before the rest of them. Heathâs always had a terrible habit of sticking that rounded nose of his into other peopleâs business. If something really did go down, Heath for sure would be the first to catch wind of it. Not much happens in this shitty little town that the worldâs youngest sleuth didnât know about.
      It was all one great big game to Heath, knowing the business of others. In fact, he prided himself on his collection of dirt. Having all this forbidden knowledge made him feel superior to the people around him. And, to be fair, if he knew everyoneâs secrets, and no one knew his, he did hold a certain advantage over the other people in town. He could use his acquired information to ruin the reputations of his peers, or, worse, blackmail them.
      âWell,â Heath says, âdid you guys hear what Billy did?â
      There it is again: that name, that five letter word. The mere mention of the kidâs name makes Steveâs heart skip a beat. He canât quite put his finger on why this handsome stranger is having this effect on him, but thereâs no denying that Billy Hargrove has intrigued him. In an earnest attempt not to sound too interested because, hey, why the hell should he be interested anyway, the kidâs a total stranger, he replies, âNo I didnât hear. What did he do?â
      âOh,â Heath begins, taking his dear old time to explain. The art of anticipation is just as important to Heath as his overly priced hair gel. âItâs awful really. Apparently just after we left the caf, Billy pulled a gun on Tommy and Ram.â
      Steve waits for more details, but Heath offers none. âShit,â Steve swears unable to express all the thoughts racing through his mind any other way. Shit. A gun? Billy pulled a gun on those numbskulls? âThere has to be more to the story than this,â he says. âWhy would he just pull a gun on them unprovoked?â Heath has to know more than this; he always does. Heâs just taking his sweet old time to divulge the juicy details.
      Heath shrugs, âRumor has it Tommy accused him of being queer or something along those lines. Guess the bastard didnât like that very much.â
      âYikes,â Steve says, still unable to fathom his thoughts into words. âDo you think theyâll expel him?â Steve cringes the moment those six words leave his mouth. Do you think theyâll expel him? Fuck, if the dude really shot Tommy and Ram he deserves a worse fate than that. If Billy really did shoot them, he belongs in prison.
      âGod, they wonât expel him,â Heath M says. âTheyâll just suspend him for a week or something.â
      âHe used a real gun!â Heath counters. âThey should through his ass in jail.â
      Oh, Steve realizes suddenly why they even begun talking about Billy the teenage delinquent in the first place: Heathâs jealous of the boy. Itâs not hard to see why Heath would feel threatened by the new player. Billyâs confident, easy on the eyes, and, apparently, handy with a pistol. Everything about the kid jeopardizes Heathâs title of king of the school. The more interested people become in Billy, the less interested theyâll be in Heath. Heath canât have that; he needs to be kingpin.
      âNo way,â Heath protests, unable to deduct why Heath is so vehement about locking Billy up. âHe used blanks. All Billy really did was ruin two pairs of pants. Maybe not even that. Can you bleach out urine stains?â
      Steve is able to bite back his chuckle. Heath, on the other hand, is not so lucky. Heathâs face scrunches into a scowl. âYou seem pretty amused,â he spits Heathâs way, taking the opportunity to take his next turn even though Steve hasnât touched his ball once yet. Heath knocks his red ball directly into Heathâs green one, plotting his revenge.
      Heath sighs, coming to the conclusion that he has no one other than himself to blame for this, âSo what are you going to do Heath? Take the two shots or send me out?â The question doesnât even need asking. Heath Chandler show mercy? Itâs less likely than you think.
      Heath stalks over to where Heath stands, âDid you have a brain tumor for breakfast? First, you ask if you can be red, knowing that Iâm always red. Now this?â Heath shakes his head side to side. He moves his red ball next to Heathâs green one and lines up the put. In one swift motion he sends Heathâs ball sailing across the yard, landing on the other side of Steveâs covered pool.
      âOh, shit,â Heath swears, looking sadly at his ball.
      âItâs your turn, Heath,â Heath says. Heath trudges over to his ball and eyes the wicket he needs to get his ball through. He lines his mallet up with the ball, taking a few small practice swings.
      âNo way, no day,â Heath laughs. Steve is about to tell Heath to give it up when Heath smacks the ball, sending it soaring into a tree, which it bounces off of. The ball lands in front of the wicket and rolls neatly under it.
      âHoly shit,â Steve exclaims at the exact same moment Heath offers up, âGod, that was incredible.â Even Heath himself lets out a tiny wooh, surprised by his own luck. He couldnât make that shot again if he tried.
      Heath, meanwhile, is clenching and unclenching his fists, staring pointedly at Heath. Heath senses Heathâs augmenting anger, so he quickly changes the subject before it manifests into something ugly. âSo, tonightâs the night. Are you two excited?â
      Heath turns to look at Heath, âIâm giving Steve his shot, his first Remington party. You blow it tonight, boy, and its keggers with kids all next year.â The latter statement was directed solely at Steve. Itâs a warning, and a grave one at that. Blowing tonightâs party would mean more than keggers with kids; it meant total social ridicule. Steve didnât want that.
    Instead of giving Heath a verbal answer, Steve taps his blue ball across the lawn. Heath smirks at Steve, mistaking his silence for submission. Heath M takes his turn, followed by Heath D, then Heath is back up. For the second time that day he hits Heathâs ball.
    âWhy?â Heath asks, genuinely curious why Heath seems to need to torment him.
    Heath only shrugs, âWhy not.â
    Just as Steve is about to take his next turn, his mother appears at the back door. Sheâs clad in a formfitting grey dress, her fingers dripping with jewelry, despite the fact that she hasnât left the house all day. Admittedly, Steveâs mom taking a lazy day is a rarity, but can a lazy day really be declared a lazy day if one sees fit to get dressed? Lazy days are about pajamas and tv; theyâre about binge eating and hot shower. No one in their right mind would spend a day home from work fully clothed. Thatâs Steveâs mother for you: immaculate seven days a week, all twenty-four hours of the day. âHeath, youâre motherâs here,â she calls from the doorway, not bothering to venture outside.
    âCome on whoever wants a ride,â Heath says, dropping his mallet. They all need rides save Steve who lives here, so the other Heaths quickly drop their mallets and follow Heath to his motherâs car.
    Steve gathers up the discarded mallets and balls, tucking them away inside his shed. Back inside the house, his mother is setting food on the table. âAre you hungry, Stevie?â she asks him as he enters.
    âAw, gee, mom, the pate looks great, but I got to motor if I want to be ready for that party tonight,â he tells her. She looks mildly disappointed at his rejection, but allows him to wordlessly slink away into his room anyway.
    Steve feels bad ditching his mother for a party. She doesnât take off work very often, so he should want to spend time with her when she does. Itâs just, all of her mothering and attempts at affection feel forced. Sometimes Steve wonders why his parents even bothered having a kid in the first place. Theyâre never around, never were, even when he was younger. He was raised by nannies in his younger years, though he eventually graduated to being his own caretaker. He doesnât hate his mom or dad; he just doesnât really love them either.
   Steve takes a quick shower to wash the stink of the day away before dressing. A quick glance at his clock tell him that heâs only got about ten minutes to style his hair. Itâs already five fifty, and Heath said heâd be there at six. Heath is rarely late to a party, and Steve knows better than to keep him waiting. Heath is as impatient as he is cruel.
   Just as Steve suspected, Heath picks him up at exactly six oâclock that night. He honks the horn loudly to alert Steve to his presence, not even bothering to get out of the car. Steve walks out of the house without so much as a goodbye to his mother, whoâs already retired to her study with a glass of wine. Steveâs wearing a preapproved outfit of a blue turtleneck sweater and skinny jeans. Heath is wearing a red polo shirt, accompanied by a black blazer.
    They make a pit stop at the local Snappy Snack Shackâan open for business twenty four hours a day convenience store marked by a big bright neon signâbefore going to the party. Heath sends Steve in for some corn nuts since amidst all the lunchtime polling he forgot to eat lunch. Steve calls to Heath from the doorway of the store, âBQ or plain?â
    âBQ!â Heath shouts back as if itâs the most obvious answer in the world.
    A bell pills as Steve enters, and the cashier smiles as nicely as someone whoâs stuck working a minimum wage job can at him. Steve shoot the guy a smile back and finds his way over to the corn nuts, which are hanging from a rack in the back of the brightly lit store.
    âYou gunna pull a super chug with that?â someone asks from behind him.
    Steve knows that voice; Steve hasnât stopped thinking about that voice since he first heard it not even ten hours ago. Sure enough when he looks up, Billy Hargrove, the bane of Hawkins is standing a mere foot away from him, leaning against the candy counter, shooting him an oh so charming grin. Heâs wearing a floor length black trench coat and a red button up shirt, though he hasnât bothered to button more than one or two of the bottom must buttons. The kid is close enough for Steve to touch, and it takes everything in him not to reach out and run his fingers along Billyâs exposed chest.
    âNo,â Steve says, âbut if youâre nice Iâll let you buy me a slushie.â Shit. Did he really just say that? Is he really flirting with self-proclaimed bad boy Billy Hargrove? âI see you know your convenience-speak pretty well,â he adds, desperate to take the conversation in a different direction.
    Billy shrugs his shoulders, âYeah, well, Iâve been moved around all my life. Dallas, Baton Rouge, Vegas, Derry, Sherwood, Ohio, Hawkins,â he takes a step closer as he lists off cities, closing the gap between them. Billy is so close Steve can smell his cheap cologne. âThereâs always been a Snappy Snack Shack. Any town, any time, pop a ham and cheese in the microwave and feast on a turbo dog. Keeps me sane.â
   âReally?â Steve asks taking a couple steps back. His heart is beating so loudly heâs worried if he doesnât put some distance between himself and Billy the kid will hear exactly how nervous he is. âThat thing you pulled in the caf today was pretty severe.â
   Billy nods in agreement, âYeah, well, the extreme always seems to make an impression.â Shit. Is Billy flirting with him now? âDid you say cherry or coke slushie?â Billy asks. Fuck. The dude is definitely flirting with him.
   Steveâs brain is screaming at him to leave the store, to vacate the premises, to forget about the corn nuts. Steve Harrington does not flirt with boys, and boys certainly do not flirt with him. He opens his mouth to tell Billy he was just joking about the slushie, but what comes out instead is, âI didnât. Cherry.â
    Billy pays for Both Steveâs slushie and Heathâs BQ corn nuts. The two exit the store together, pausing by Billyâs motorcycle to say their goodbyes.
    âGreat bike,â Steve muses as Billy mounts it.
    âYeah,â Billy agrees, âjust a humble perk from my dadâs construction company. Youâve seen the commercial right? âBringing every state to a higher state.ââ
    âWait a minute,â Steve says, âBilly Hargrove. . .  your popâs Big Bud Hargrove construction?â It suddenly makes sense why Billy doesnât stay in one place for very long. His dad has to go where there was work, and Billy had to go where his dad went. âIt must be rough moving place to place.â
    Billy pops an unlit cigarette into his mouth. âWell,â he starts, pausing to light the cigarette, âeverybodyâs life has got static.â He takes a long drag of his cigarette before asking, âIs your life perfect, pretty boy.â
    Steve flushes at the pet name, hoping it was too dark out for Billy to notice. âOh, yeah,â he says, his voice coming out much calmer than he feels. âIâm on my way to a party at Remington University.â Behind them, Heath honks his horn irritably. Steve rolls his eyes, âNo, my lifeâs not perfect. I donât really like my friends.â
    Billy smiles and nods, âYeah, I, uh, I donât really like your friends either.â
    âWell, itâs just like theyâre people I work with, and our job is being popular and shit.â
    Billyâs tongue darts out of his mouth, wetting his chapped lips, âMaybe itâs time to take a vacation.â
#steve x billy#billy x steve#billy hargrove x steve harrington#billy hargrove#steve harrington#heathers#this is an au#stranger things
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Baby blues Ch.4
So i know that no one asked for a filler chapter, but here you go you little monsters
Slight mention of injury, past relations with parents, and fluff. you have been warned.
As the leaves began to fall off the trees, and the days got colder, Gwen only got bigger with it. At this point she was able to actually see a baby bump. This had made her decide that it was time to do some more shopping.
Max jumped out of the car, and shivered from the lack of a heater blowing in his face. âGod damn itâs cold as s-shit.â
He waited for Gwen by the back of the vehicle, who grabbed his hand gently and lead him out of the cold. âI know, itâs only the beginning of November too. I hope your father is holding up better though. Itâs gotta be freezing out there in the park.â
He nodded, concerned now. Hopefully he wouldnât get sick on patrols.
As they entered the store, a wave of warmth washed over their skin. They let out a couple shivers, before noticing the smell of cinnamon and peppermint that followed.
Christmas decorations flooded their vision. No store window was complete without a deer or Santa. Nope.
Max shuddered at the ugly excuse for a christmas display he saw inside a store. He felt like he could barf at merely the sight of the festive characters.
As they walked through, he noticed an abundance of other mothers with their children. They were most likely trying to get more winter clothes or were simply enjoying the sales. Other than this, it wasnât all that busy, it still being somewhere around two thirty in the afternoon.
They made their way into a kidâs clothing department, Max rolled his eyes once more.
Gwen smiled, looking for the baby section. âOk sport, go look around the kids side and see if you can find something to wear when it snows. You grew quite a bit since last year, meaning youâve probably grown out of your other one by now.â He gave her a half assed salute and started to walk to another section. âIâll be right here where you can see me if you need anything ok?â
He nodded again and continued.
She could visibly see that he had immediately taken interest in a grey hoodie with the words âthirst for the voidâ on it. She smiled to herself and picked up a green onesie. It had small pine trees on it with the words âlilâ camperâ on it. She knew david was going to throw a fit when he saw, she just couldnât resist.
She plopped it into the cart and was about to pick out another, but stopped when she heard a small voice yelp in pain. She looked over, and just guess who she saw sitting on the ground. The now concerned women rushed her way over to the small boy to see what was wrong. He sat up, and she put a protective arm around him. âAre you ok? Did you trip on something?â she looked over at what appeared to be one of those dolls that were supposed to be on the shelf in another area.
âYeah iâm fine, people and their shitty kids need to pick up after themselves though. Seriously david would have a cow if i left something laying around like that. Shit.â
He tried standing, but his movement was stunted.
He had small tears form in the corners of his eyes, and gwenâs heart broke at that.
âWell Câmon, letâs go find you a seat.â
He stood up, and leaned against her, she would have picked him up, but was pretty sure it would murder her back.
He hissed anytime his foot touched the tile floor, and it only caused him to become more agitated. She sat him on a bench, before going back in to pay for their things.
When she came back, he had already began to inspect his swollen ankle.
She sat next to him.
âDoes it hurt too much to walk?â
He nods.
âWell, how about I get you into a cart and we can go to the car? Youâll probably need to see a doc, just to make sure it heals properlyâ
He shook his head, âI donât wanna ruin this. This is the one day i can actually say i was looking forward to this week.â
He turned a shade of red and looked away, gwen smiled a bit.
âOk, well.. How about I let you sit in the cart while i finish, it should only take about an hour. Plus, now that I think about it, the doctorâs office might be closed today.â
He nods, and opens his arms to be comforted. She holds him close, and in this moment, sheâs happy to be here with max.
They finish buying all of the clothes they need, not that many actually, and head off to a nearby fast food joint.
âOk, so what would you like to get Max?â
They both decide on hot chocolates and some burgers.
Once theyâre home, Gwen gets max to sit on the couch, and pulls out  the first aid kit. Heâs set up with his food, a nice holiday special, and his foot propped up on a stool. The heat from a heating pad feeling really nice where it was painful before.. Gwen sat beside him, also enjoying the warmth of the space heater in front of them. She places a hand on her stomach and giggles when she feels slight movement.
Max glances over but says nothing. Itâs not like he cares about whatever mushy thing sheâs thinking about. Probably one of her doctor thingies again. Barf.
âHey Max, did.. Did you wanna touch it?â
Heâs slightly taken aback by the sudden question, âexcuse me?â
âMy stomach, i mean. I know it might seem weird, but iâm willing to bet youâve never been around someone whoâs pregnant before me, huh?â
He scoffs, âyeah I didnât get out much growing up. To be honest, iâm still trying to comprehend the fact that you got pregnant and decided to keep me.â
She frowned, but placed her hand on his.
âItâs ok to be curios max, and we would never replace you. Even if youâre a little shit sometimes, we still love you.â She smirks, âbesides, who would be around to help me torment David?â
He giggled and nodded, âyeah, anyone else who even tried would be shit at it, i guarantee.â
He pulls his hand back to his chest, and rubs his fingers together anxiously. He looks to her stomach again, his own in knots.
âSo..say I was kinda wondering what itâs like⊠how would I..?â
She giggled at him again. âIâll show you, itâs ok.â
She placed a hand over his again and lead it up to the top of her small bump. She dragged it up and down slowly. âYou feeling anything move Max?â
He started to shake his head before stopping their hands.
âwhoaâŠ..I.. Thatâs gross.â
He retracted his hand, and folded his arms. Gwen couldnât help but laugh this time.
By the time she had calmed down, she noticed max was staring at her stomach.
âWhat is it? Wanna touch the âgrossâ thing again?â
He shook his head rapidly. âN-no i just, well...do you feel it when it moves?ââ
She looked down to her stomach. âYep, every damn move.â
He paused, but gently reached out again. It was weird, but kinda cool?
Gwen relaxed against the couch, Â continuing to watch the movie. âYeah, just wait til I get bigger. The baby isnât even due for at least 5 more months.â
He retracts his hand again, and looks down to his foot.
âDamn, does.. Does it hurt when youâre pregnant? What does it even feel like?â
She drinks some co coa out of her foam cup, and shakes her head. âNah itâs more like..someone is poking you from the inside. It really only hurts my back sometimes but thatâs it really.â
As she goes to set her mug down, the front doorknob jiggles and the sound of keys can be heard.
David walked in slowly, not wanting to startle anyone. He smiles at gwen when he sees her.
âHey guys! Sorry iâm home so late, i was helping miss johnson with her decorations in the park, and you know how, well, scatterbrained she can be!â
He smiles and sets his bags down, taking off his ranger hat and kisses gwen on the cheek. âHow were my two favorite people today?â
Gwen smiles when sheâs kissed gently by him, and hums in response to the question. âWell, we picked up some clothes today, got a bite to eat and all. Max kinda sprained his ankle, so..â
She looks over at maxâs set up, along with david. He frowns and puts a hand over his mouth. âOh no! Does it hurt? Where is the pain? Can you feel it?â
Max has to push mama bird david out of his face. âYes, itâs fine. Geez, you act like this has never happened before. Broken bones arenât that big of a deal david, let alone a sprained ankle.â
He crosses his arms, trying to put on his âi donât fuckin care about shitâ face, but he actually is kinda glad that david cares so much about his well-being.
David frowns again, but chippers up and raises a hand in excitement. Max flinches a bit, but watches carefully.
âWell max, even though i know you donât want me to know how painful that is, i have something that will get your mind off the pain!â
He smiles at both of them and grabs a box out of his bag. The front is red and has a gingerbread man on the front. âI thought maybe we could put together a gingerbread house!â
Max and gwen look at him confused, and he gives a small chuckle. âHeh, my dad and i used to make these every christmas before he left mom. Those were some of the best years of my childhood.â
He looks to nothing in particular, reminicing back to when he was probably around 4.
Max looks at the man very warily, nodding. âOk, i guess that sounds ok. At least it involves food.â
âYeah,â gwen chimes in, âthat sounds like it could be something that wonât burn the house down.â
David sighs, âONE TIME.â
Gwen and max bust out in giggles at the flustered man. Well, at least theyâre smiling.
All together it was a nice bonding activity for them, save for the frosting david had mushed in his hair for a week. Maxâs ankle had been doing fairly better, and was back to causing mischief in no less than two weeks.
Max was happy, but only hoped it would stay that way...
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Chapter 18/??
Relationship: Todoroki Shouto x Reader (Your/Name), (Full/Name)
Summit: It all begin at the Sports Festival when Shoutoâs other half met Endevour by mistake. The student never thought to see his partner fight against his father just to show him that he is wrong. It started from that instant, Shoutoâs new path started exactly from that moment thanks to his friends and his beloved one.
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After the dinner, Shouto, Midoriya, Ochako and Kirishima are walking to living room again while (Y/N) stayed behind to help her grandfather to clean the kitchen. Near the room they can hear clearly a few voices inside. One is so deep and scary, the other is sly and happy, and another one is softly singing something.
<<Midoriya Izuku. Height, 166 cm. Birthday 7/15. Favorite food, katsudon. Has dark green hair curled to the root, eyes the same color, and some freckles on his cheeks. He is not very good at tying his tie, his body is well trained and has a high pain tolerance.>> thatâs the sly voice, <<Quirk, Unknown. Has the strength of countless men⊠He practically can summon an absolutely stupid amount of power in the twinkling of an eye. However, when he unleashes his strength, somehow, it breaks his bones. Fighting vices: unknown.>>
âHow he knows so much about me?â thinks the young boy a little scared, and he proposes to go a bit closer to listen better and see who is inside the room.
<<Kirishima Eijiro. Height, 170cm. Birthday 10/16. Favorite food, meat. Has reddish hair, a little scar on his eye, sharp and shark-like teeth. He often makes his pose, hitting his fists against each other, itâs like his special way of showing his fighting spirit and his fists strangely and somehow make a good and satisfying sound. His body is trained aiming to a good resistance and agility.>> again, why that person knows so much about U.A students? <<Quirk, Dark Hardening. Heâs able to make his body harder, and he can maintain it for 10 minutes. Fighting vices: when he turns off his quirk, he need to stop and take a breath, making himself an easy target. He can make his body harder, however if he wants to maintain the hardness to the top, he is unable to move, making him again an easy target. His chin is his weak point.>>
<<He is the kid that lose against the explosive one, right?>> a new voice, this seems depressed? <<And the first one, Izuku was his name? He is the one who broke his bones against the half-half student⊠His quirk is so similar to (Y/N)âs, am I wrong?>>
<<No.>> is the deep and scary voice, <<(Y/N)âs one is harmful even if she controls it perfectly⊠Maybe Midoriya-kun has the same type.>> a sigh and he speaks again, <<Anyway, Lenka put down that, if (Y/N) finds us, we are deadly dead.>>
<<Bakugou Katsuki. Height, 172cm. Birthday 20/4. Favorite food, spicy. Has ash blond hair and very spikey. His tolerance level is very small-minded, has a very thick skin and he has a very brawny body even if he looks more slender in his uniform. Quirk, Explosions. With sweat akin to nitroglycerin, heâs able to cause explosions at will from his palms, his ability is undoubtedly boosted by activities that conduce sweating. However, heâs a slow starter in winter and a walking force in summer. The more he sweats, the more the power of his quirk increase. Fighting vices: he has an excellent sense of battle and a sharp instinct, but heâs too short temperate and refuse to collaborate with his teammates.>>
<<What a scary kidâŠ>> whispers the scary voice, but the session is interrupted but the person who was softly singing before, now heâs doing it clearly annoyed.Â
<<Ah, fucking fuckâŠ! â©Hello everybody, weâre back in this fucking game! I hate it so much, never beat it, tries for hours and died again! Fucking hell, oh fucking shit, here we go again you bitch!â© I canât win this freaking boss!>>
<<What are you doing guys?>> you find the classmates standing in front of the closed door, <<You can go in, you kno->> the girl finds the living room in a mess.
A young man with pale green hair is playing with the PlayStation, a very tall man with dark blues hair is trying to keep the others quiet, a young man with icy hair and eyes, is leg crossed sit in front of the piano, while a pale blond guy, is laid on the sofa holding a notebook.
âMy notebook!!â you rush to get it back blushing, but the man jumps up and starts to read again, <<Donât!>>
<<Letâs see your observations about Todoroki Shouto.>> the man is running all over the room chased by you.
<<Iâll kill you Lenka, donât you fucking dare!>>
<<Height, 176cm. Birthday 1/11. Favorite food, cold soba.>> the young pale boy is risking his life, but before the girl could caught him, he claims the scary man, and sit on his shoulders, <<Has half white and half red hair, mismatched eyes, a burn on his face, has an impressively toned body for his age and his legs are pretty fast.>>
<<Lenka, Iâm not joking, if you stop now and give my notebook back, I will not kill you this instant.>> you canât do anything to him now, he is too high, you canât even go near him because the tall man is trying to stop you.
Watching better, Midoriya recognized them, they are the persons that are on (Y/N)âs photo. So, the pale blond guy with a sly voice and was hugging (Y/N) on the picture, is Lenka.
<<Quirk, Fire and Ice. He can make anything that touches his right side freeze over. His left side meanwhile, can blast out scorching hot flames. He has an excellent sense of battle and he is smart, he can think rationally inside the battlefield and never loses his cool.>>
<<Tenka, can you stop your sadistic fucking brother?!>> you shout to the boy who is playing with the console, <<Hello? Earth to Tenka!>>
<<Yeah, yeah. Let me beat the boss first and then Iâll help you.>> he didnât give you a look.
<<Fighting vices: if he keeps on his freeze power over a long enough stretch, heâll suffer frostbite himself, so he needs to use the heat of his left side to make his body temperature stable. I wonder what happen if he uses his flames for too long⊠Oh, what is this?>> Lenka looks better and reads aloud, <<You sign this as a deadly vice. Quite interesting, right (Y/N)?>>
<<This is the last warning, give me that crap back or else... Damn it Shuu, push down that stupid blondie!>>
âSo, the pale green boy who was hugging (Y/N) in the picture too, is Tenka and the tall man who was behind the trio is Shuu⊠The person sit near the piano is the one held by the happy person on the photoâŠâ then Izuku realizes, âWhere is the happy person? I donât see him.â
<<Lenka, you are playing with the hottest fire.>> says the piano guy, <<Donât upset her. Stop being a kid.>>
<<Come on Joel, you are not curious about (Y/N)âs frie- OW!>> the girl kicked Shuuâs leg bringing him down, and the notebook slides on the floor, <<Thatâs not fair woman!>> Lenka stands up again and chases the girl to catch the notebook before her, but he fails, so he chooses to fall on her and win with strength, but the girl is a though opponent, <<Quit playing dirty! I was curious about that mortal vice!>>
<<Mind your business blondie!>> she replies stretching her arm to take the notebook outside Lenkaâs reach, <<Tenka?!>> the pale green grabs it and reads.
<<Caught ya!!>> the blondie steals your ribbon and runs with his pal.
<<You!>> that ribbon is too important, so you grab their ankles making them fall again, <<Bastards!>> the trio start to argue and fighting like children, they pinch, pull hair and shout against each other, how old are they? Five?
<<OiâŠ.>> behind their back there is something tall⊠<<Weâre not here for this, kids.>> the tall man shows his black circles under his eyes, takes the ribbon and the notebook and gives it to you, <<Here, (Y/N).>>
<<Thanks.>> the man helps you, meanwhile, the classmates are shocked. So much chaos, so quickly⊠The hell just happened?
<<OhâŠ>> Shuu grabs Lenka and Tenkaâs shirt and pulls them up in front of the U.A students, <<Apologize.>> the two do it immediately because that tone is too scary to deal with, like nope, <<Iâm sorry for the mess. I hope you donât hate (Y/N) now.>>
<<We came here to visit, but when we saw that you brought guests, we decided to come another day, but these stupid wanted to see you at all costs, soâŠ>> Joel walks near you and smiles, <<Sorry, we really mean it.>>
You sigh forgiving them, hide your notebook, fix your hair in a messy chignon, and make everyone take a seat on the sofa, <<Anyway, these are my childhood friends. They are strange but good persons, hope you guys get along with them too.>>
<<Talks the stalke->> you pinch Tenkaâs side, making him jump for the pain, <<I forgot how painful are these⊠I was away for too much timeâŠ>> recomposing himself, the guy introduces himself, with the others and all together, bow in front of the students.
The classmates do the same and like nothing happened, everyone starts to chat curious about each other. You go to the kitchen to bring some beverages and snacks, when you feel warm hands on your waist.
<<Your grandpa was right, you lost weight.>> Shoutoâs says resting his chin on your shoulder, <<Are you sure you are feeling well? Did we follow Recovery Girlâs instructions correctly, right?>>
<<Donât worry, dear.>> you caress his hands because you know that he doesnât like being too much intimate when both arenât completely alone, <<It always happens when Iâm too stressed. The USJ thing, the festival, my grandparents, my childhood friends and now the internship.>>
âShe didnât say anything about my old man⊠I hope that wasnât stressful for her.â <<I see. I donât like seeing you in pain or struggling with something, so if you need help, tell me, ok?>>
The girl doesnât respond this time, she just smiles and bring the snacks back. Something is tormenting her, but what? Todoroki doesnât want to force her to talk about it, especially because he remembers (Y/N)âs words, she hates when people do that to her. He would never ever do something that his beloved one hates. He must understand what is tormenting her by himself.
<<So (Y/N), how is your school?>> asks Shuu, <<Do you like it?>>
<<Yes, is interesting.>> you say moving your hands a bit, <<I have All Might as teacher, I was so shocked when I saw him!>> your friends are listening carefully to your words, it seems like they donât see you for a long time, <<Heâs so cute when during a lesson, he pulls out tiny papers where he wrote some advices. He surely is as my mom imagined.>>
The students speak only when they want to say something or agree with you, otherwise, theyâre quiet because all of them has this feeling that the last time you saw your friends was long time ago. Suddenly, a knock on the door stops the conversation. Your grandpa walks in frustrated.
<<Sweetie, Iâm sorry butâŠ>> he doesnât want to do what heâs doing, <<Can you come for a bit? They are here and it happened something really badâŠ>>
As soon the old man finished to say those words, your friends become serious and look at him with fiery gazes. You stay silent for a bit, then sigh and follow him quietly, closing gently the door behind you.
---Continue...
Chapter 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21, 21.5, 22, 22.5, 23, 24, 25, 26, 27, 28, 29, 30, 31, 32, 33, 34, 35, 36, Last Chapter
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